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Be Patience
I know there's somebody reading this who has been chasing after the "man of your dreams," but God says, "Just sit still and allow patience to have her perfect work through Me." Furthermore, it's never a good idea to be too forward and too aggressive. Attempting to win a man's affection by jumping into bed with him will only backfire and cause him to lose interest in ever developing a lasting relationship. It causes him to lose respect for you and question your character. However, if he sees that you are dressed with quality, that you smell like you are somebody, that you look like you're doing fine without him, then that will attract the right attention from him. He'll have no choice but to give you his attention. Stop looking so needy, climbing into bed, trying in vain to capture a man's heart.

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I'm walking down the street And my feet go like da da da da da, da da da da da da da, da da da da da da da, da da I'm thinking about you, thinking about you I can't get you out of my head out of my soul and out of my bed I see you at the corner of the street, See you laughing and staring at me. I'm smiling back, look a little shy But what I know is that you be mine. I'm feeling good and snap my fingers like da da da da da, da da da da da da da, da da da da da da da, da da I'm thinking about you, still thinking about you I can't get you out of my head out of my soul and out of my bed You better be right, better be right Cause I'm gonna keep you all night Give you a kiss, no more shy kris And you better do not dismis Never lose this melodie Go's like da da da da da, da da da da da da da, da da da da da da da, da da da da da da da, da da da da da da da, da da da da da da da, da da I'm thinking about you, thinking about you

Weekend Links: Traveling Virus Tickets And Myspace, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Video Hotness, Rss Feeds Working
For those of you who aren't sunning it up at the beach, or making the trip to Washington to see Jim Norton tape his hour-long special for HBO, we've decided to post a few updates for you. Why? Because we have NO lives, and we'd rather spend the weekend with our asses glued to computer monitors than enjoying actual sunlight. So, here we go... Traveling Virus on MYSPACE: If you are on MySpace and you haven't added the TRAVELING VIRUS MYSPACE to your friends list, then shame on you. Do it now. Aaaaand since we're whoring out MySpace pages, let's just plug these: MySpace: Anthony MySpace: Jim Norton MySpace: FoundryMusic MySpace: Travis MySpace: FoundryMusicDanny MySpace: Nathaniel MySpace: Sebagel MySpace: Sam Remember, the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus Tour is only a few short weeks away from kicking off. Do you have tickets? Are you being an ass and waiting till the last minute to get them??? We hope not. If you don't have your tickets yet, CLICK HERE FOR SHOW DATES AND

Food For Thought
I've got a freaking bee in my bonnet!! About 99% of the older albums that I acquire, or re-acquire, that have been re-mastered sound like shit to me! A case in point. I've just bought Joni Mitchells 'Blue' and it sounds like it's been dipped in liquid oxygen. The sound has lost all the warmth of the original recording and it seems like it could shatter into a thousand pieces any minute! Am I just being a grumpy old git or does anybody else out there share this little bug-bear of mine? Or is it that in this time of mp3 and iPod that often produces (depending on the format selected) a sound that would have disgraced a Dansette, that people's ears are changing and brittle is the order of the day! In short, is digital the new analogue?

Guy' S Rules
The Guys' Rules Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. Th

I Hurt My Arm
well friday was walking to the bank and tripped over something that wrapped around my foot and fell on my arm and well now my elbow is not completely broke but i am out of work til the 11th this upsets me cause i am not even sure i will have a job when i get back cause they give you points even with a doctors note .. oh well not the only job out there right?

Iam A Kool Countrygirl Lookin For A Sweet Cowboy
IAM 32YRSOLD SINGLE WHITE FEMALE FROM JOPLIN MISSOURI IAM AN HONEST BLUNT FAITHFUL NICE KINDHEARTED FUN LOVING CARING VERY AFFECTIONATE PERSON AND DOWN TO EARTH I LOVE THE OUTDOORS GOIN TO COUNTRY BARS DANCIN KAREOKE LISTENING TO COUNTRY MUSIC CAMPING CANOEING HAVING BIG COOKOUTS IN THE SUMMER TIME SHOPPING PLAYIN POOL PARTYIN HANGING OUT WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY AND WITH THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE WHEN I FIND THE RIGHT ONE I LOVE TO GO TO THE CASINO TOO IAM FRIENDLY AND EASY TO GET ALONG WITH WHEN PEOPLE DONT MAKE ME MAD I LOVE TO GO HORSEBACK RIDING SOMETIME SOON I DONT HAVE ANY KIDS AT ALL AND CANT HAVE ANY EITHER BECAUSE IAM PERMANENTLY FIXED SO I HOPE THIS DOESNT SCARE YOU GUYS AWAY IAM LOOKING FOR A LONGTERM RELATIONSHIP I LIVE WITH MY MOTHER I DONT DRIVE AND I DONT WORK BUT I LOVE TO BE SPOILED AND TREATED WITH RESPECT I ALSO HAVE A 3 LEGGED CHIUAUA HER NAME IS LACEY AND 2 NIECES THEYRE NAMES R SHELBY AND TAYLOR.

I Found-d Internet...
Too bad it's only for a few minutes... Oh well. On a bad note... Had to drop out of summer classes already (and today is the first day of them...) And I have a headache from dealing with all the paperwork and people that can't seem to understand simple questions and simple requests... On a good note... I'm home... and even without munchkin... I'm home... Only for a few days though... (then back to MN for a few days... then home w/ munch for good) And I managed to get some stuff done... My licence and title done... the mid-life crisis car has a new plate... whoot... and I have a new ugly licence... Off to do about 4 million other things now... Then drink myself in to a stupor.

On Rosie O'donnell (thanks Eric Vh)
“Oh, my God! Did you hear what Rosie said?” Sadly, this weekly refrain around the water coolers and 24-hour news networks of America is now a thing of the past. Now that O’Donnell has left the daytime TV chat-fest “The View,” the show’s ratings will most likely tumble into oblivion and the country will have lost an important provocateur of political debate. Rosie is wrong about everything (save the fact that she should be able to marry any consenting adult she wishes), but her public expression of the paranoia of the left in such a mainstream forum was just about to pay big dividends for those who oppose her point of “view.” O’Donnell’s addition to Barbara Walter’s coffee klatch a year ago was perfect timing for O’Donnell, the still unfunny former comic and second-rate actress. She arrived just as the country had decided it had had too much of the war in Iraq and President Bush, who, many believed, had bungled everything. The sort of political commentary that got Michael

Yes
You scored as Eyes full of Pain, People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain92% Mysterious67% Passion50% Diamond Eyes25% What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

It's Like...
A summer day... blue sky, warm air... swimming... cool water on skin... enveloped, wrapped, held... embryonic bliss... safe. Laying in the sand... drying off under the sun... radiation of warmth... ground beneath, sky above, contact and release... pulsing... steam rises... expand and grow. Waking up... slow, soft... pleasure within skin... stretch... liquid form... snuggle deeper into a bed of smiles and contentment... just being. Like... ..... ... Someone let the air back into the room of my life. Yeah. It's like that.

Please Vote @ New Country Star Every Hr
WHAT IS PURE COUNTRY MUSIC THAT STANDS OUT LIKE OLD GLORY PLEASE VOTE FOR WHAT HAS BEEN TRADITIONALLY COUNTRY MUSIC WHO ARE IN MY EYES OUTSTANDING ARTIST IN TRUE COUNTRY MUSIC CLICK BANNER BELOW AND VOTE NEW MALE VOCALIST > NEW FEMALE VOCALIST NEW FAV BAND

Man Im Bored!!
Does anyone wanna keep me company? Im soo friggin bored. I had to stay home take care of my baby girl while theres no father around that often. That sucks but shes my world. Feel free hollar me up!! Bunches of Luv

Har Har Lol
I believe in love Never ending passion Butterflies Two who become one Memories that were made and Done Motivation, Sensation, Realization But the myth that you're too young to be in love honestly angers me I believe in soulmates I believe in heartaches I believe in love surpassing any obstacles Rebellion, Devastation, Lies And I believe in hope that someday we'll no longer have to lie about us

Tnt/ Ac/dc
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Thursday Links: Opie And Anthony Live, Brian Regan,nicole Richie,chuck Liddell, Britney's Ass Photos, Father's Day Bunny Ranch Trip, New Video
Holy shit, and happy ThursDEE everybuddy! The Opie and Anthony Radio POgram is live and broadcasting today (on terrestrial stations), and there's a hell of a show in store today. First off, we have our pal Brian Regan stopping by. His new DVD Brian Regan: Standing Up is available for pre-order now. Also, the one and only Nicole Richie will be checking in to talk about the new season of The Simple Life. Also, our pal Chuck Liddell will be in studio to talk about his recent fight against Rampage Jackson and Ultimate Fighting Season 5. If you want to SEE any of the in studio action LIVE, as it happens, turn on your Paltalk NOW and head over to 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' to check out the video feeds....and if you're lucky (and anything like us), you'll gaze upon a bevy of lovely ladies, mostly NAKED, getting dressed, sleeping, or just parading around in their rooms in front of their webcams. NEW FATHER'S DAY 'BUNNY RANCH' GIVEAWAY: We're looking for desperate fathers who may not have had

Time For A Change
I had my hair cut today. Now, this is in no way earth shattering news, but you have to understand that I've had long hair for 10 years now. In fact, I've not had a hair cut in 10 years. I've trimmed it myself a few times, but today was the first time in 10 years that I've let someone else use scissors on my head. I know I've said "10 years" three times now, but think about it.... a decade of the same hair style. When my son was born, I began to let my hair grow out. It's been a very hard 13 years... since my brother was shot and killed. Maybe this is my way of moving on... finally. This past year was a year of growth for me. I got a new job, and a new car... well, new to me. The two years prior to that were hard years... with no job and very little money. But, I think I needed that too.. to grow stronger within myself. I've always said that compared to burying my brother, the only thing that would cut deeper would be to lose my kids. Well, after living in poverty..

Fallen
Wounded. Shattered. Torn apart. This lonely bleeding broken heart. The shadows drag my soul away. Into the night, a dying day. A savage storm does lie in wait. A gloom so deep and bold and great. Solitude my life has wrought. Intertwining beings truly sought. No wisp of faith or glimpse of hope. A hate so free to invoke. A thoughtless knowledge of soiled dreams. Sound bonds forever fade to gray.

Almost There--please Help!
less than 150 away from our goal--please help! Wife has been bombing me, but now she is out of comments allowed for her level--- Please help! I am doing this by myself now! http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=877010&albumid=382701&i=3958529643

Volume Xxiii - Court Sentence
Here is what happened this morning. I drove from my house in Butts County to the Conyers Municipal Court, pulling up in the parking lot just a minute or two late. I stepped in, and filled out a few forms. As the names were called out, one by one, and the cases disposed of, I was wondering what was to happen to me. One lady, who was in a similar predicament as I, was actually sentenced to JAIL. I was literaly shaking. "William Scott, you're next." I stood at the podium, and explained my situation to him. He looked at my ENTIRE driving record, through my entire lifespan. 15 years, since I first received my driver's license in 1992. We discussed matters a little more, then he handed down the hammer... $1000 fine. Six months probation. 17 hours community service. I must take a defensive driving course. And my driving record will be monitored for a year. Needless to say, I was at once relieved and distressed. Glad to not be in the pokey, but depressed that

Just Bored Silly...
1. How old will you be in December? 30... *looks at you... yes you...* Ok... now that's enough snickering from the peanut gallery. 2. Do you think you'll be married by then? Ha... Only if you drag me (kicking and screaming) down the isle w/ a gun to my head, and even then... probably not... 3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months? Getting settled in and scaring people at the wife's wedding. 4. Who was the last person you called? Um... My Ravey. 5. Who was the last person to call you? My mom 6. Do you prefer to call or text? Depends on the person... Usually text unless I crave to hear their voice. 7. What were you doing at 12am last night? Chatting online while surfing the interwebs... 8. Parents separated/divorced/married? Divorced for over 20 years. 9. When's the last time you saw your mom? About an hour ago. 10. What happened at 11:00p.m.? Um... nothing spectacular 11. How many cities/towns have you lived in? 8 12. Do you p

This Country
why is it that plp have to bitch so munch. come on look around you. u got ur freedom, go as u please, live where u want to , marry who u wish to marry, work when u want to and also pay for it if u choose not to wrk munch. u can belive what u want to belive in religion, science, about the things around u. say how u feel about stuff. it just seems like it is not enough for plp now. what more do u want? isn't what u got now, good enough for u? do u have to be selfish little ass's and have everythang in the world? grow up and enjoy what u got before it's all gone. then u will be like dammit what happend were did everyone go. im all alone and nobody cares. well, of course not cuz' u been a childish bitch or bastard.............

Come Give Me A Hand
Hey all im in this fathers day contest and it starts at 10pm cst time so if so lets start this off the right way and pull a good lead from the start and as i did last time you will all get a thank you bullitian for the help as i did for the last contest i was in.Bomb the hell out of me and make sure you take 3 secs to rate ty to all that help. Just click the link below and your thier also rate please. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=576109&albumid=363238&i=3251787541

Erotic Confessions ~a Planned Night
Erotic Confessions ~A Planned Night My head is spinning, I'm sweating all over, and I’m frantic. I’m lost in these back streets, FUCK, I can hear him chasing me. The son of a bitch is still following me. I jump a pile of rubbish, I twist my ankle when I land, the pain in my foot is making tears run down my face, I have to be silent, I have to hide, he can’t find me. I bite my lip, fluid drips from my eyes, my nose, and my mouth. I scurry back into the wall. I hug it tightly my back pressed into the wall so hard I’m sure my figure will be etched into it. I listen, I can’t hear anything but my heart beat. My eyes dart about, looking, searching, and listening. I'm trying to see into the blackness around me. I can smell stale piss. Rotten food, the dregs of beer splashed in the gutter, the remnant’s of someone’s drunken stupor… I slide my shoes off and pray to god I don’t step on anything, I take a deep breath after listening again but all I can hear now is the sounds o

Weekend Links: O&a Show 'best Of Cbs' On Xm, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Myspace Hotness, New Videos Online, Traveling Virus Tickets And Shirt
What a weekend... the weather's warm, the sun is shining, kids are outside playing, and I'm... updating a website. Jesus, do I need a life, or what? A bunch of stuff is going on that you folks should be made aware of, because, you know... you just might give a crap about it. First off, starting Monday, June 11th, XM 202 - The Virus will be airing The Best of 'CBS' Shows in the morning, and replaying through the day, so while the actual "LIVE" Opie and Anthony POgram won't be returning to XM until Friday June 15th, you'll be able to hear what we've been up to on the terrestrial side for the past month. NEW BOOBS ON RATEMYWOW: Thanks to the generosity of our west coast pal Brandon Iron, who is promoting his new sites Load My Mouth and Cover My Face, we have a lovely new set of boobies to gawk at: RateMyWOW: Amanda Bell New MySpace Hotness: The FoundryMusic MySpace Page just got a much-needed facelift thanks to Mr. Pepper...and it looks AMAZING. Check out our Sexy New MySpace Page

My Baby
I started lifting my Jeep yesterday. Yes that is my baby. I forgot to take before pictures, but will have some after pictures when I am done. I keep having problems wnd running into little stupid piddly shit that just takes up time, but I should have it done by the end of the day...

Birthday Sex
Adam was talking to his friend at the bar, and he said, "I don't know what to get my wife for her birthday - she has everything, and besides, she can afford to buy anything she wants, so I'm stuck." His friend said, "I have an idea! Why don't you make up a certificate saying she can have 60 minutes of great sex, any way she wants it. She'll probably be thrilled." Adam decided to to his friend's advice. The next day at the bar his friend said, "Well? Did you take my suggestion?" "Yes, I did," Adam replied. "Did she like it?" "Oh yes! she jumped up , thanked me, kissed me on the forehead and ran out the door, yelling "I'll be back in an hour!!"

Run And Hide
Run and Hide I just wanna run and hide. Lost all love. Lost all hope. I just wanna run and hide. Ran out of love. Ran out of hope. I just wanna run and hide. Where can I go. Where can I hide. Lost my heart. Lost my soul. I just wanna run and hide. Ran out of trust. Ran out of affection. I just wanna run and hide. Was always used. Was always abused. I just wanna run and hide. God don't want me. Devil kicked me out. I just wanna run and hide. Where can I go. Where can I hide. No family to hold me. No friends to turn to. I just wanna run and hide. Gonna crawl into my shell. No reason for my life. No reason for my soul. I'll just crawl away and find somewhere to hide. Cause god don't want me. Devil kicked me out. I just wanna run and hide....run and hide. I'm gonna crawl away and hide....just get away and hide.

Cherrytap
ok ive been on this site for three days now look how far i got as of tommorrow i will delete this because this site is shit shit shit shit any of you cool people wanna get a hold of me hit me up ill give my messenger name if i dont know you already

Order Peter Britt"s Cd " That's What Livings For"
Thats What Livings For "Thats What Livings For is a country music journey of original music from the heart of a country music artist whose music comes straight from that, his heart. In this album, you will hear songs which make you want to get up and dance, songs that will bring tears to your eyes and songs that can, and will, make you look into your own heart." So what if you put Paul McCartney, George Strait, Dwight Yoakam, Brooks and Dunn, Toby Keith, Gary Allen and a few others together? – Peter Britt– is what you will come up with. "Thats What Livings For" by "Peter Britt" is one of the most powerful and wonderful pieces of modern country rock you will ever hear. Thats What Livings For is a journey into the heart of modern country music. It won't be long, and you will see Peter Britt on the country music awards, the country music charts and the country music top 40. You can also get Peter Britt's country music lyrics by visiting the Peter Britt web site.http://www.peterbritt.u

Poetry
If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I! know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind, All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. The good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we shared, And all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, Just even for a while, I'd say g

The Real Naughty Survey
This is what I call.. The Naughty Survey. Simply fill it out and send it to the person who posted this bulletin. Have a naughty time! START 1) Would you slap my ass? 2) Would you slap me in naughty ways? 3) Would you fuck me? 4) How hard? 5) Would you finger me/give me a handjob? 6) Would you eat me out/give me head? 7) [guys answer this] If you were to finger me, how many fingers would you use and how deep in my pussy would you go? 8) [girls answer this] If you were to give me head, would you suck my whole cock and use your tounge or would you not even try it? 9) If we were in a movie theater and I took you to the back where no one was there and started touching you in private places, would you go along with it? 10) If both of us were extremly horny in a public place, would you find somewhere to fuck me or would we just wait til we get home? 11) If I asked you to try something a little different, would you do it even if it seems a little

Well Its Summer
well it is offically summer and i know cause all the tittays are about to pop out of the ladies shirts i love that nothing like sitting around a pool when some hot chick with great tits walks in... and then walks out cause she forgot her purse.

Wow Somethings Just Make Your Day
I awake to my lil one pulling on my arm only 7 1/2 months old...and my oldest 7 asking me if he can watch t.v. in my room...I never thought that having children would be so much fun and so hard at the same time. I'm truly blessed to beable to have children and love and prepare them for life..Its me.....I'm the one who taught them what love and respect is. I love that. Knowing that they there healthy and happy is the most wonderful thing in the world...I love my boys....Shout Out to Nathan and Dylan Mommy loves you no matter what....Strive and Acheive all you want in Life...It's a Big Big World with tons of opportunity with you names written all over it.

Lilly And Melissa
need to get a freaking life. i guess u can call them the drama queens of ct..they both can have fred for all i care.. oh by the way.. melissa tell fred i gave his address to a few of the women he was supposed to be in love with. and they all know he is in jail and why he was in prison for 3 years before..so have fun

The Gift Of My Heart
I place in your hands my very being, I close my eyes and without seeing, I give to you, my heart. As you wrap me in the warmth of your love, I shall never place another above, I give to you, my heart. With all the knowledge I have within my soul, I know tis you who will make me feel whole, I give to you, my heart. With all that I feel for you, trust, faith and surrender, It is within your power, you bring about this feeling of splendor, I give to you, my heart. For over the years it has been told, stories of love lost and hearts left cold. Here I tell you of love found by few, And the joy that is brought to the soul, when love is anew, I give to you, my heart.

Distance
So madly in love, However our distance rips me apart. Crying tears of blood, That drip slowly down my body. A collage of feelings running rampant, Tendered by uncontrollable waves of emotion. Scrambled thoughts linger on. Praying for peace of mind. Unable to calm a floodgate, Filled with indecision and misdirection. Feeling so lost without you. Trying to get a grip on myself. Desperately aching to share you again. Losing control of my life. Wondering what has happened to me. Screaming out in both ecstasy and pain. Words lost within. Echoing over and over, In an hollow cavity of confusion. Realizing the indescribable horror, That love has brought upon me. Fighting a world alternating between, A burning sun and total darkness. An emptiness that only the power Of your love can remove.

A Life Once Lived
Remembering a life I once lived life on the edge Living on alcohol and ice cream Forties for 2-fitty crashing here crashing there and who was the flavor of the week But I always remember the beauty and the words And I knew where to get the best anything It was my town And I lived it every odd, even moment And some left some moved on and some died But always remembered in a life I once lived

Keep Her
quiet her thoughts and give her rest silence her heart that is in her chest grant her peace so she may sleep surrender a Love, that she may keep stop her tears that streak from her eyes repair her wings so she can fly Give her strength and let her soar heal her wounds that have been torn mend whats broke that is in her soul take away the hurt, that takes it's toll hold her up when she starts to fall listen to her words when you hear her call caress her gently when she is sad tell her you love her when her day is bad walk with her when she walks away keep her on a path so she don't stray help her fight off all that is wrong raise her spirit so she may stay strong keep her courageous with all that she does for she is a woman, a woman in love ......

Fantasy
yea i know we all have fantasies. so here's mine: i work midnight shift and i come home and walk the dog shortly after. well in live in an apt complex and there's a neighbor a few buldings away that comes outside and sits at a table with her lap top about every morning. i havn't gotten a GOOD look at her, she's on the 2nd floor so i'm SURE she'd see me. but i know she's kinda pretty and secure enough to be wearing shorts in the morning outside, not all girls are. well i can't help but imagine she's online out there looking at lingerie sites just wanting to buy somthing to wear for someone. i've not seen a b/f or husband so i guess she's single. it's seems that every time i got out there i fantisize about her wanting me to come up and enjoy some of that lingerie. that on my way back by her place with the dog i'll just walk up those stairs and she'll be wearing some REALLY sexy and just give it too me like never before. or that she'll want me to fuck the shit outta her like no one els

Im Takin A Break
i have decided to leave for a little while to clear my head and get things taken care of but i hope to be back soon thank you to all the people who chatted with me and especially to the people who tried to get me to where i wanted to be on the site thanks NEO

Mylil' Lei's First Visit To U/us To Meet Out Mutual Master Rendclaw
There are just no words to describe just how happy i am at this moment and have been since myMaster opened His arms to me this visit. W/we have found O/our missing part,,a part that means the very most to U/us B/both,,,,,have i mentioned how happy i am?????

Thinking Of Mymaster Right Before My Visit Is Due To Happen
You dance through my midnight dreams, so very far away or so it seems,, though all the while Master i am drawing near, Your whisper in the darkness only i can hear. Waves of raw pleasure course through me shaking me to the core, satin thighs parted wide for You pleasure, moisture trails silken flesh of thigh. Letting go of inhibitions has made me what i am , while with just a simple look you have Mastered me completely, and with the touch of your hand, the sound of your voice is all that I hear , for in my world Master there is nothing more right and nothing i want more than to kneel at Your feet and serve Your every wish. In Your eyes myMaster i want nothing but to be pleasing to You. To be all you crave with me, to love You eternally, for in my submission to You i have been set free. Bound by fate, blended with love, reflecting the needs and desires of the O/other in E/each/ O/other, Master i am Yours to play with, Yours for the taking, Yours to command as You wish.

~no Playtime Allowed Right Before A Visit To Mymaster Per His Orders, So I *dream Hotter Than Normal:)*
i *can*, in my dreams,,,, i can feel Your touch, i can see Your face, i can feel Your breath on my skin, i can taste Your lips, i can feel You touching me, a little here, a little there, i feel the firmness of Your hands, through Your caresses, i can feel You licking me, over my soft lips, my special places Your touch does not cease, Making me shiver, making me wet, making me ready, making me hunger for You more, and when You enter me, i can feel the love, the feeling of being powerless,,, and when You are slowly, and deep within me, i tremble with pleasure, i shudder in ecstasy, i scream out Your name, and when i finally release all that i have for You, i wake up in a sweat, but the dreaming came true, as You were in my dreams, making love to me, i came for only You. Missing all this and more, tallyssinae[R]

Aching For Mymaster
i wait for You....... Sensing Your presence, i turn to face You....Kneeling, i wait for Your word. Why have You not spoken yet? Do You not know i live for Your voice? A simple gesture....a caress....a whispered sigh. As each second ticks, my edge is nearing....I hate silence. It unravels me.... my eyes are now downcast....i am unsure. Why must i feel like this? Does it bring you pleasure? i wait....for You. i glance up at You with veiled eyes....not wanting to see....yet, it is impossible not to look. i need You. As O/our eyes meet, a smile passes Your lips. That is my demise.... i crave You....ache for You....NEED You....You have become my nourishment....my sustenance....my lifeline. i kneel before You.... tallyssinae[R] copyrighted 2007

~his Slavegirl,,,,me~
The Master, The slave Opposites twined into one. The dance continues An unrestrained expression. i savor Y/you... i need Y/you... i ache for Y/you... Savor M/me, take what is Y/yours... Freely given and proudly taken. i am Your forever slave... tallyssinae[R]

~just A Dream I Dreamt Of Mymaster~
She gasped for He rose with a move faster than she could see, grabbing her and throwing her to the bed, His hand at her throat. His body pressed down upon hers, His hard plains angled into her soft curves. His body was warm and heavy, the sensations it caused had her pulse racing and her breathing ragged. He seemed to realize it at the same time, for His eyes changed, seeming to glow with amber lights, they swept over her face and down to the bare skin of her collarbones, and lower. Her nakedness laid bare to His gaze, her breasts were outlined by the soft light of the room, her nipples hard little bumps perking out from the large mounds He so loved to feed from. She heard His harsh breath, felt the hand that still held her neck tighten before His eyes were drawn back to her face. He groaned, his hand tunneling into the silken softness of her hair. Groaning, as He leaned down to take her mouth as His, uttering harshly, "Mine,,,your all Mine. It's been too long My slavegirl." S

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>Ethel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair, and loved to charge around >the nursing home, taking corners on one wheel and getting up to maximum >speed on the long corridors. > >Because the poor woman was one sandwich short of a picnic the other >residents tolerated her and some of them actually joined in. > >One day Ethel was speeding up one corridor when a door opened and >Kooky >Clarence stepped out with his arm outstretched. > >"STOP!," he shouted in a firm voice. "Have you got a license for that >thing?" Ethel fished around in her handbag and pulled out a Kit Kat >wrapper and held it up to him. "OK" he said, and away Ethel sped down >the hall. > >As she took the corner near the TV lounge on one wheel, weird Harold >popped out in front of her and shouted "STOP! Have you got proof of >insurance?" > >Ethel dug into her handbag, pulled out a drink coaster and held it up to >him. >Harold nodded and said "On your way, Ma'am." > >As Ethel neared the final corr

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You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 25 things about you. Just hit reply. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken, and are you happy about it? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. What do you dream about at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. If you could do anything with me, where everything would remain a secret between us, what would you do? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. What is your favorite type of music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me

News, Not
Its kinda good news when you get told you have been nominated for a positon at your work place, a downfall is what I call, your husband goes to bed early when on previous nights he is up all hours talking to strangers about what they would do to him. to me moving up would mean, getting a bigger house, some animals, that would mean buying some freedom, I would get rid of the internet. Maybe I would hire a maid, because I'm not the 100lb slut, who wants.

20 June 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Wednesday, June 20: You've got an extra (and practically extra-sensory!) ability now to not only zero in on every word, but to pick up what's between the lines too. Put your mind to a matter or two of the heart and see what you perceive.

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So I just finished this movie called Heavenly creatures and its made me terribly sad. The whole movie had this air of impending tragedy that was quite crushing and in the end the murder scene was particularly brutal. Not to say that it wasn't an excellent movie because really it was. . .its just made me very very sad as well. I would recommend it to anyone but time it carefully. On a sort of fair day thats neither good nor bad.

Part One...
Her drunken tears blurred her view of the lights that brought the cityscape below to life. Resting on the hood of her 1967 Chevy Beaumont she gazed at Las Vegas in the distance. The tank wasn't perfect, a little rust here and there, but it had a meaner growl than the kitty that almost ate Roy a few years ago. Poor, Seigfried...guess it gave his boyfriend a whole new meaning to the term "giving head". She sucked hard on the gin once more before tossing the empty bottle down into the darkness below her. She liked it on Red Rock. There was nothing out here tonight but the little critters and her misery. She slid down off the black hood and dusted off the back of her faded worn jeans. The heels of her black boots violated the red dust of the canyon side. Pushing her blonde hair from her mascara stained cheeks; she peered back at the city and flashed a sarcastic grin. Why was she still in this fucking state? Why would she get back in her car and make her 15 mile trip right back into the

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Bechamel Sauce
2 tablespoons butter 1-1/2 tablespoons flour 3/4 cup milk 4 drops Tabasco 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 bay leaf In a heavy saucepan melt the butter over low hear; do not brown. Add the flour gradually, stirring constantly to keep the mixture smooth. Do not allow the flour to cook. Once all the flour is blended in, gradually pour in the milk, stirring constantly with a wire whisk to keep the sauce perfectly smooth. Move the whisk around in the pan as your stir to blend the sauce at the bottom and sides. Once all the milk has been added, add the bayleaf and cook over low heat until the sauce thickens, then remove from heat and stir in the Tabasco and salt. Blend thoroughly.

Vanessa Nelson - Top Artist
Hi people, please have a look at vanessa nelsons new artwork page, and let me know what you think pls, appreciate the comments - it takes a little time to load but should be ok be great to hear people's views www.vanessanelsonart.com/artwork.htm cheers matt

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Just over a year ago I met this guy when I started a new job. I was immediately attracted to him and it seemed amazing. We were both in pointless relationships when we started talking but they both ended quickly. It all seemed like a puzzle how the pieces started to fit together. I spent most of my days and nights with him and I fell in love fast as I generally do. So after a few months I ask him to be mine. He doesnt want to so things get rocky but within time I foolishy convince myself I can deal with whatever because it time he will change his mind. Well just when it trully seemed that time was coming he finds out hes going to be a dad........This shattered what I had left of my heart and seriously fucked up his life as well. For awhile things didnt change much but soon enough I lost him to her except for the secret kisses we shared. After all this time I've been holding on to something so completely impossilbe and part of me trully wants to let go. I am so lost and confused

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A new life had made me strong willed to move on and face reality. I know it's not easy to cure a broken soul but life will go on and the past won't change. My awful memories and the tearful moments became the strength to help me become strong. Those tears I cried killed my heart before but it won't be hurt again cause I've overcame this fear. Silence filled my life and time moved slowly when nothing in my world was going right. But this new life erased my dreadful past and made me believe that hope is still found in my life.

Panties
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Only In My Dreams....
She laid there awaiting his arrival. On the bed alone in the silence, her thoughts racing in her head. What will he think? Will he be on time? Could it measure up to last time? Just as she thought about getting up, she noticed him as if he appears out of nowhere. Standing at the foot of the bed staring at her. She opened her mouth to ask when he had gotten there? He put his finger to his lips and pulled a pair of handcuffs from behind his back. He crept slowly onto the bed and laid beside her. She wanted to say no but was unable to get it out. She though of the last time, how he had taken her like a beast and how she had never been taken to such levels of passions in her life. She decided that if there was anyone she could trust it was him. He easily pulled her hands above her head and secured her to the headboard. Then lowered his hand to her check, guided her mouth to his, and kissed her so softly that she barley felt his tongue brush pass her lips. He ran his hand down

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so life is really really great, yet i find myself in a deep depresson and i dont know why. i want to be happy but i just cant be. i have no reason to be depressed everything is going the way i want it to i dont know anymore.

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After a long night of making love, the young guy rolled over, pulled out a cigarette from his jeans and searched for his lighter. Unable to find it, he asked the girl if she had one at hand. "There might be some matches in the top drawer," she replied. He opened the drawer of the bedside table and found a box of matches sitting neatly on top of a framed picture of another man. Naturally, the guy began to worry. "Is this your husband?" he inquired nervously. "No, silly," she replied, snuggling up to him. "Your boyfriend then?" he asked. "No, not at all," she said, nibbling away at his ear. "Well, who is he then?" demanded the bewildered guy. Calmly, the girl replied, "That's me before the operation."

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Sunday, March 04, 2007
Living in interesting times..... Current mood: contemplative Yeah, I know… I'm way overdue. Tough. Truth be told, just a lot of things going on over the last two months. I have established new relationships, and cut my losses with others. I have been adapting to the changing conditions of my new job, and its been tough at times. I think I am in a pretty good rhythm right now, and its up to me to roll with the punches and adapt when things get rough. There are easy nights and rough nights, and I need to handle both with aplomb. That's the key. My tallyssinae was here for an extended visit of almost a month, she lives in Springfield, Missouri and they were hard hit by a devastating ice storm, so rather than have her trying and tough it out another day in a house with no heat or electricity, or stay another day with a sorry excuse of a human being (her ex-landlord), I sent for her to come to me early, and I am glad that I did. She did a wonderful job caring for me and my hom

Monday, January 01, 2007
1/1/07: Out with the old, in with the new... Current mood: sick I know, I know... I'm overdue. What else is new? Well, I have been at my new position for over a month now... its not bad, but there are nights where either the rush hour traffic, the load going to a particular warehouse, or both can really set me back, as was the case last week. I won't go into particulars, but suffice to say it was a bad night. It happens, and I still have my job, which is always a good thing. My 38th birthday has come and gone, and I have been ambiguous about it. With each year that goes by, I feel more and more weird about it. I don't know why, I guess its just the changes in my thinking and to be honest, downright amazement that I have lived so long at times. Its not like I think that I wasn't supposed to be alive at this point, but I am becoming more and more aware that each day that goes by, I am to make the most of it. Sometimes that's easier said than done, as it seems that I don't de

Tuesday, September 05, 2006
9/5/06: Tired.... Current mood: exhausted To put it bluntly, I am tired. Tired physically, mentally, and emotionally. I'm tired of people lying to me, trying to take advantage of me. Tired of them letting me down and not following through on their word. Tired of them wasting my time, and making promises they cannot keep. It might not be their fault, but that does not matter to me right now. I know something is wrong when I feel better when I am working rather than being at home. I had to release dae, this time for good. I have had enough of her not being able to be the slave that she promised she could be. I am tired of her jealous and her acting out her jealousy to me and those whom she claimed were her sisters in slavery to me. It hurts because I love her very much, but I learned a long, long time ago that love is not quite enough. In a perfect world it should be, but it is not. I hope that we can remain friends, but that is up to her. On a better note, tallyssin

Wednesday, August 02, 2006
8/2/06: An overdue update.. Current mood: lethargic As I sit here, I realize that its been almost two months since I have blogged. The truth is that I haven't had the mental energy very often to do the blog, and when I start thinking about everything that has transpired in the past 60 days or so, I start to get a headache and say "fuck it, I'll do it another time." But I have come to the realization that I have been straight up ducking the responsibility of doing the blog, and I promised myself that I would not do that, no matter the reason behind it. So, here goes. First of all, my girl has been out of the hospital and she is doing much better. She's been back at work for three weeks now, and she's doing fine. She has come to realize how many people care about her, and how strong her ties to her family are. In a way, I'm a little jealous of that as my own ties are nowhere near that strong. dae and I have had our difficulties once again, and things got to within a hairsbre

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Beginning Again... I think. Its been almost two months since I have written here, partially intentional, and partially not. I realize that I need to get my thoughts and feelings out, but its hard to do sometimes. There are times where I feel that I'm standing by on the sidelines, helpless to but watch as time goes by, and then there are times where I feel like I am moving so fast that I don't have time to catch my breath. That's life, I suppose. Anyway, moving right along... Allie moved in, and that was an ordeal from a physical standpoint. I had to move most of her things into the apartment myself, and the things that I didn't bring in, I moved into storage. Her son Liam is a bundle of pure energy, and most toddlers are. He is exploring his world and getting into stuff, as most toddlers do. I just hope that Allie gets her housing within the year. As much as I hated it at times, I miss a good portion of my privacy. But even knowing that, I feel like I am doing t

Sunday, August 01, 2004
8/1/04: Its been a long time..... After receiving an email from someone on collarme.com complimenting me on my profile and the journal that I keep there, I realized that almost three months have passed since I have entered into this journal, so I think had better get to it. The job is still going well, though I damaged my delivery truck on an overhang at one of my stops this Friday past. If there is one thing I hate, its screwing up. Everyone at work says not to worry about it, and that is what insurance is for, etc. They're right, but one thing about me is that I hold myself up to very high standards. Sometimes impossibly high. I can be very hard on myself if I do not meet those standards, even if no one else is being hard on me. I feel better today, as one of my slaves came over last night, so Monday will be faced with a clean slate. My relationships are going well, even though I messed up there as well last week. I met someone who I have not talked to in a l

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A firefighter is working on the engine outside the station, when he notices a little girl next door in a little red wagon. The wagon has tiny ladders hung off the sides and a garden hose tightly coiled in the middle. The girl is wearing a firefighter's helmet. The wagon is being pulled by her dog and her cat. The firefighter walks over to take a closer look. "That sure is a nice fire truck" the firefighter says with admiration. "Thanks!" the little girl says. The firefighter looks a little closer and notices the girl has tied the wagon to her dog's collar and to the cat's testicles. "Little Partner," the firefighter says, " I don't want to tell you how to run your rig, but if you were to tie that rope around the cat's collar too, I think you could go faster." The little girl replies thoughtfully, "You're probably right, but then I wouldn't have a siren."

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A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE one friend who always makes her laugh.. and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored.. A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE a feeling of control ever her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... how to fall in love without losing herself.. EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... HOW TO QUIT A JOB, BREAK UP WITH A LOVER, AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE FRIENDSHIP... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... when to try harder... and WHEN TO WALK AWAY... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW... that she can't change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents...

Clark Kent On Tequila
A guy walks into a bar on top of a ski skraper. He sits down next to a buff looking guy who looks like he had a little more booze than he can handle. The buff guy looks at the bar tender and then at him and says `'hey, did you know that this building is construckded in such a way that if I was to jump out the window and the wind would glide me safely to the ground. The man, who decided he could use a laugh said, 'prove it.' So the guy walks over to the window and jumps out. A few minutes later he walks back into the bar and says, 'told ya.' He looks at the bar tender who is shaking his head and laughing, and says, 'do that again.' So he does it again. The man astondished walks out to the window and jumps out and falls 100 stories to his death. The bar tender looks at the buff man and says, 'you now, you are a real asshole when you're drinking, Superman

A Town Without Women
In a Poor town in the middle of nowhere and no women, A guy walks into a bar and asks the bartender, "How can you live in this town without any women?". The bartender replies, "It's not that bad, sir, when we get lonely we go out back where there is a barrel with a knothole in it. It never sounds appeasing at first, but after one try you're hooked." So after a few beers, the guy starts getting a little lonely and tells the bartender he's gonna go find the barrel. At that, he walks up to the barrel and sticks it in the knothole. After about 5 minutes he ventures back to the bar and tells the bartender, "Man, that's the greatest stuff I've ever had!! What do I owe ya?". To which the bartender replies, "Nothing, but it's your turn to get in the barrel".

Good News/bad News
Two ninety-one year old men, Moe and Sam, have been friends all their lives. It seems that Sam is dying of cancer, and Moe comes to visit him every day. "Sam," says Moe, "You know how we have both loved baseball all our lives, and how we played minor league ball together for so many years. Sam, you have to do me one favor. When you get to Heaven, and I know you will go to Heaven, somehow you've got to let me know if there's baseball in Heaven." Sam looks up at Moe from his death bed, and says, "Moe, you've been my best friend many years. This favor, if it is at all possible, I'll do for you." And shortly after that, Sam passes on. It is midnight a couple of nights later. Moe is sound asleep when he is awakened by a blinding flash of white light and a voice calls out to him, "Moe.... Moe...." "Who is it?" says Moe sitting up suddenly. "Who is it?" "Moe, it's me, Sam." "Come on. You're not Sam. Sam just died." "I'm telling you," insists the voice. "It's me, Sam!" "

Definitions Of Weed
DEFINITIONS A-bomb- marijuana and heroin smoked in cigarette Ace- marijuana cigarette African woodbine- marijuana cigarette Airhead- marijuana user Alice B. Toklas- marijuana brownie Amp- marijuana or tobacco cigarette dipped in embalming fluid (formaldehyde and alcohols) and laced with PCP Amp joint- marijuana cigarette laced with some form of narcotic Atom bomb- marijuana and heroin B- amount of marijuana to fill a matchbox B-40- cigar laced with marijuana and dipped in embalming fluid (formaldehyde and alcohols) and laced with PCP Banano- marijuana or tobacco cigarettes laced with cocaine Bazooka- coca paste and marijuana Blow a stick- smoke marijuana Budda- potent marijuana spiked with opium Buddha- potent marijuana spiked with opium Bad seed- peyote; heroin; marijuana Basuco- cocaine; coca paste residue sprinkled on marijuana or regular cigarette Bite one's lips- to smoke marijuana Black- opium; marijuana Black ganga- marijuana resin Bla

Stoned Azz Bitches Weed Dictionary
Stoned Azz Bitches Weed Dictionary Stoned Azz Bitch- A Bitch who smokes weed. Jenny- A Term used when the SAB who has the blunt decides to tell an elongated story and let the blunt burn out instead of smoking it! Ashley- Someone who doesn't ash the blunt before she passes it. High- A feeling a Stoned Azz Bitch feels after she smokes sum. Stoned- A state of being very high for a long period of time. BLOWED- The ultimate High... when one smokes blunt after blunt, she will become BLOWED. Cashed- When smoking from a pipe, and the pipe is empty- the pipe is cashed. Munchies- The feeling of hunger after one smokes a blunt. Ante Up- When All Stoned Azz Bitches go in on a sack. Smoke Out- The action of smoking with a Bitch who does not have weed. Weed Hall Monitor- Someone who babysits the blunt. Puff Puff Pass- The action of taking your alloted hits and then passing the blunt. Bogie or Chief- Someone who takes more than their alloted hits off of the blunt

Results To Mumm
sgtc1989 Single Mothers or Single Fathers created @ 2007-06-22 13:48:20 -- mum expired. When I first became a single parent it was very rare to hear of Single Parent Fathers - I think Society is starting to realize that there are now more than ever before - Do you think this is because There are more single fathers now or just more are known about? 70 votes 289 views 21 comments Yes - there are more 65.7% (46 votes) No - Just more known 34.3% (24 votes)

Grade Me----choose A Letter
GRADE ME----choose a letter F~ You're ugly and you suck at life. Literally. D~ You're an ass. Go jump off a cliff. C- You're just someone I don't want to talk to, okay? C~ You're okay looking, I guess, but definetly not the best. C+ ~You're, meh, the "average joe". Kind of boring yes? B- ~ Hey you're kind of cool. You're kind of cute too. B ~ You're cute. And you're a pretty interesting person. B+ ~ Pretty damn attractive and cool too. A- ~ You're extremely attractive, and you're awesome. Go you. A ~ REALLY hot, I want you here now. Let's get it on. A+ ~ GORGEOUS... FUCK ME NOW!!

To Achieve
To achieve, stop talking about it and start getting it done. To achieve, stop seeing every obstacle as an excuse and start seeing those obstacles as forming a pathway to your goal. To achieve, stop looking for a quick and easy shortcut. To achieve, start putting forth the diligent, sustained effort that will create real value. To achieve, stop complaining about how things have been. To achieve, start making the most of what you have right now. To achieve, stop using your own words and thoughts to put yourself down. To achieve, start expecting the best of yourself, and know that you're indeed fully capable of it. To achieve, stop pretending that you are someone else. To achieve, get connected to the authentic, unique person you are. To achieve, develop a vision so positive, meaningful and compelling that you simply cannot sit still. Then get up, go out and delight in creating your own special greatness for the world. -- Ralph Marston

Wisdom
21 Wise Sayings 1. The best way to get even is to forget... 2. Feed you faith and your doubts will starve to death. 3. God wants spiritual fruit, not religious nuts... 4. Some folks wear theirs halos much too tight... 5. Some marriages are made in heaven, but they all have to be maintained on earth... 6. Unless you can create the WHOLE universe in five days, then perhaps giving "advice" to God, isn't such a good idea. 7. Sorrow looks back, worry looks around, and faith looks up... 8. Standing in the middle of the road is dangerous. You will get knocked down by the traffic from both ways. 9. Words are windows of the heart. 10. A skeptic is a person who when he sees the handwriting on the wall, claims it's a forgery. 11. It isn't difficult to make a mountain out a molehill, just add a little dirt. 12. A successful marriage isn't finding the right person, it's being the right person. 13. The mighty oak tree w

Sisters
Some sisters are born into your family. Some sisters are born with you Once in a while special women enter your life. One’s you feel a great bond to They were put in your path at the exact moment you needed them. For reasons beyond your understanding, they become family to you. They become apart of you They love you unconditional. They are here for you day or night. They cry with you and share your fears and joys They are proud of the person you are now and the person you are becoming. With each new day my confidence in myself grows. They are my sisters. They hold me in their loving arms. They hold me tightly to them. Even from a vast distance I feel their arms and love surrounding me. They keep me in this world not allowing me to slip into the next. My sisters I love you with all my heart and soul. I’m so very happy that you came into my life.

A Poem To Explain
When life surrounds with joy or sudden succumbs to pain, And speech deserts, like a desert deprived the rain When all about for insight, you turn and seek in vain Stay a moment quiet, write a poem to explain When broken life would linger on, sorrowing awhile And time itself must needs, crawl each miserable mile When way be hopeless lost, or man becometh the child A poem immortal write, one moment the world beguile When love so binds the simple thoughts you wordless feel Within your breast it hides, perfect rhymes to make them real And glances slow suffice, what should from belfries peal Write a poem now, less chance be gone, her heart to steal.

Desperate Moments Apart
Five days from me you have now been gone And life itself tarries through a night of sightless dawn I think of you on some beach of blueing waves, And cries my heart for you, and for you each moment craves Even had I known such love would cause such pain Still would your gentle soul over my kingdom reign But now as each step you take is worshipped by the ground (Oh blessed indeed is such earth to cradle your being sound) I wait here in empty space, each silent desperate morn A pining death this dying, this dearth of love doth warn For never before or will there ever be again, A heart that beats for you like this one beats among men. ...... far from the one love....

Ten Thousand Strides
I often shake along my ocean’s sea-walled shore A lonesome pull if truth be told, though not the least Of all measures known to man, this pleases me the more Only love compares the joy, when loose I let this beast With stretch and stride I breach the ancient Trades each mile I feel the muscles boast, what easy strength they gain The waves and I roll forth, what e’er above may while And love and loss are swift forgot, along the crashing main Choose one breath each day, and count its play in any life Or life instead could pray, each ragged breath would come Knows the mind for sure, in bloody flight from strife How clears the heart so well, ten thousand strides and some

I Am Plastered
I started of by going to Ruby Tuesday for dinner. Actually it was mor elike the Awful House but I wound up at Ruby Tuesday. I Started off with a drink. Long Island Ice Tea. She mixed ti rather stong but good. My Grammer is a bit to be desired right now cause I am drunk as fuck right about now. So, I ate dinner and hung out for a bit till they asked me to go home. But, I didn't go home. I went across the street to the Fox and The Houd. It si a bar across the street from the motel I am in. I had a few beers and flirted with the bartender. Well, I flirted with both of the bar tenders. He and She.. Lol. Oh well, What can I say. I am bored and I miss home. I have been gone almost a week and I miss my house. Any How I am off to bed. PLease dont pay attention to my puctuation or spelling. I am drunk fuckers !!!!

To The Nice Guys Left
We're a Dying Breed and so are the girls who appreciate us To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a cardTo every guy that's said, "Sex can wait" when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that woul

What Can You Say?
Too often we get caught up in ourselves and our own lives that we overlook someone we care about in our life. We all battle depression at one time or another, some people experience it more than others. Some people are afraid when their loved ones experience "the blues" or depression. Here are some simple things that can be said to your loved one or friend if you notice they are feeling down. It doesn't take much and yet means so much to the other person and might give him/her that extra push or smile that they need to show that you care. Please don't ever push someone away if you sense they need a little extra love in their life at that moment. Every life on this Earth is precious and needs to be here: "I love you!" "I care." "You're not alone in this." "I'm not going to leave/abandon you." "Do you want a hug?" "When all this is over, I'll still be here and so will you." "Would you like hold my hand and talk about it?" "I can't fully understand what you

My First
Here I stand, alone and afraid; feeling filthy and unwanted. he took my soul; my virginity; my life; my hopes; my dreams. I am nothing now. nothing but a lost wanderer. wandering this cruel world thinking why he did what he did, to me. I didn't deserve this punishment. didn't deserve it at all. but when he grabbed me and began ripping my dignity away bit by bit, the fear arose within me. he touched me over and over. told me I would soon die. told me I was a "whore". but why? in a way, I did die. in a way, I am still here. a lost wanderer. alone and afraid.

Sheriff Kay Is After Her Outlaw, So Repost His Wanted Poster
Or Sheriff Kay Is gonna BE tracking you down and putting A new tatoo on your outlaw sexy butt from my boot , so come back to us :) Shes not one of your former outlaw girls the ones that rode off in search of wanna be's , she's true blue and stands by you among several others that miss you !!

Thoughts On Love And Marriage By Our Children...
HOW DO YOU DECIDE WHO TO MARRY? You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. -- Lynnette, age 8 (isn't she a

You Know You're A Mother When...
- You count the number of sprinkles on each kid's cupcake to make sure they are equal. - You want to take out a contract on the kid who broke your child's favorite toy and made him/her cry. - You have time to shave only one leg at a time. - You hide in the bathroom to be alone. - Your child throws up and you catch it. - Someone else's kid throws up at a party and you keep eating. - You consider finger paint to be a controlled substance. - You mastered the art of placing food on a plate without anything touching. - Your child insists that you read "Once upon a Potty" out loud in the lobby of the doctor's office and you do it. - You hire a baby sitter because you haven't been out with your husband in ages, then you spend half the night talking about and checking on the kids. - You hope ketchup is a vegetable because it's the only one your child eats. - You find yourself cutting your husband's sandwiches into unusual shapes. - You fast-forward through t

Monday Afternoon And Still In Montgomery
WELL, IT IS MONDAY AFTERNOON AND I AM STILL IN MONTGOMERY ALABAMA. WE HIRED A NEW GUY TODAY AND SENT HIM DOWN FOR THE PISS TEST AND THE PHYSICAL. I SHOULD SEE HIM HERE BY WEDNESDAY AT THE EARLIEST. I THEN ONLY HAVE TO STAY HERE LIKE TWO MORE WEEKS TO GET HIM TRAINED AND MAKE SURE HE CAN HANDLE IT BY HIMSELF. I JUST HOPE HE KNOWS THE AREA WELL. I WENT TO RADIOSHACK AND BOUGHT A NEW GPS SYSTEM FOR MY ROUTES AND IT HAS MADE A WORLD OF DIFFERENCE FOR ME. IT WAS REALLY AFFORDABLE ALSO. I HAVE THE WHOLE MONTGOMERY ROUTE IN IT NOW AND SHOULD BE ABLE TO GET FINISHED ALOT FASTER THIS WEEK MINUS HAVING TO GO TO THE FUEL RACK THREE TIMES TONIGHT TO GET FUEL FOR THE ROUTE. FOR THE MOST PART ALL IS WELL. SO, FOR THE PAST TWO NIGHTS I HAVE GONE OUT SOMEWHERE AND GOTTEN PRETTY CLOSED TO SMASHED AND THEN BACK TO THE ROOM TO SLEEP IT OFF. WHAT ELSE AM I TO DO ? THIS TOWN REALLY SUCKS FOR THE MOST PART AND ALL OF THE BARS CLOSE THE DOORS AT 2AM. YA I KNOW.. WELL, I AM OFF TO WORK FOR NOW. I AM SETTLED I

Big Ego?
I've been talking with my friend. She is a nutty one, but uber cool. Anyway, she tells me that there is very litle porn out there aimed at the ladies. We got to thinking, well, I got to thinking and she got to laughing, that there *should* be a porn industry for women. There kind of is, but its all really sucky stuff, apparently. And none of those storyline bits. That just wastes time fast forwarding, so I've been told. Get some slim toned guys. Make them strip off slowly, teasingly, revealing their chest first, showing the hips and ass, then hand in front, invitingly, before letting it all hang out. The funny bit, was when she told me that another guy ought to be on his knees...hmm. Do women go for that sort of thing, I mean- really? Not so sure myself. But, it would be an ideal way to make some extra income...I wouldn't mind parading in front of the camera. But I really don't know what the taste is...some women like the idea of 'experimenting' with other

In My Head
One-way ticket to the gutter. When the system fails and life becomes just a struggle for survival, you lose interest. The quality of life dissolves and the downward spiral has begun. _____________________________________________________ Solidarity once stood for the fact that many people shared the same thoughts about a certain thing. Solidarity today means nothing. It might do so for a short period in some people's lives until they move on to better positions in life and careers. Many people find themselves fighting for solidarity within their class in order to find themselves being a generation older than everyone else. It's a scary thought that you will one day wake up to find your friends and the manifest has left you for a better life and that you most likely will die alone. _____________________________________________________ When the darkened skies sink above the suburbs the cries of despair chokes on the suffering Forced to shitty labor, used as cattle, remembered

Survival Kit (not My Writing)
The Kit includes: Band-Aid Candy Kiss Chewing gum Eraser Mint Pencil Rubber band Tea bag Toothpick Here's why: Band-Aid - To remind you to heal hurt feelings, yours or someone else's. Candy kiss - To remind you that everyone needs a kiss or a hug every day. Chewing gum - To remind you to stick with it and you can accomplish anything. Eraser - To remind you that everyone makes mistakes and that is okay. Mint - To remind you that you are worth a mint to your family and friends. Pencil - To remind you to list your blessings every day. Rubber band - To remind you to be flexible. Tea bag - To remind you to relax daily and go over that list of your blessings. Toothpick - To remind you to pick out the good qualities in others.

How To Make A Chaotic Free Spirit
start off with 1 broken heart and threw it away. mix in some wrong friends and season with your choice of drugs and/or alcohol. and for some extra flavor add a very unsatisfying sex. stir in a lot of insults and a touch of passion for total freedom. add a dash of bitch and 1lb of ice were the heart use to be. beat in broken dreams and hopelessness. throw in depression and sorrow then scream THATS ENOUGH! next stop caring stop looking back just give up and leave it all behind. follow that up with constantly running away from everything even yourself. finally repeat this prosses till u have nothing left to lose and congrats youre done "the few the proud the unpredictable, welcome to our world"

Prince Charles' Coat Of Arms
Evidence that, when compared to the symbols im my previous blog entry, that Prince Charles could be the Anti-Christ. I'm not too much of a believer in this theory for the simple fact that it is a bit too obvious. I don't think we will really know the Anti-Christ when he appears, unless we are really watching and have full trust in the Saviour. He will appear as a great saviour for the world, bringing peace for all man. In truth, however, the Anti-Christ will bring only war, death, pestilence, and tribulation.

Court Upholds Prisoners' Right To Porn
Court Upholds Prisoners' Right to Porn By Associated Press June 26 2007, 8:20 AM EDT STOCKHOLM, Sweden -- Convicted sex offenders in Sweden are free to read pornography in their cells following a court ruling that has angered the prison service. The Supreme Administrative Court in Stockholm last week ruled that the Swedish Prison and Probation Service had no right to deny a rape convict access to his porn magazines. Prison officials had argued that reading porn would interfere with the man's rehabilitation program. They also said the magazines posed a security problem for staff and other inmates because they could increase the risk of the man relapsing into criminal behavior. But the court, whose ruling cannot be appealed, said the prison service failed to prove that the magazines could "jeopardize the security of the institution." Prison officials said they had asked the government to change the law so that they could continue to ban porn magazines at the Nordic na

Daytona Beach
Me and my BlueEyes decided to go to Daytona Beach for the weekend with friends.Had an awesome time in Daytona went to the BootHill Saloon,Pub44 and then we were gonna go to the Harley Dealership to buy a couple of T-shirts.We came out with the T-shirts and a 2006 Ultra Classic with 752 miles on it.I guess we don't have an excuse now not to go to Sturgis.Will keep you up to date..Luv Ya Blue Eyes P.S Thanks for my key to the bike

Ct Bouncers
TOS#5.Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that CherryTAP.com MAY REVIEW AND DELETE any CONTENT, messages, CherryTAP.com Messenger messages, photos or PROFILES (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of CherryTAP.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the safety of any Member. b. You are solely responsible for the Content that you publish or display (hereinafter, "post") on the Service or any material or information that you transmit to other Members. TO ALL YOU LAMEASS CT BOUNCERS: I BET IF IT WAS SOMEONE ON YOUR FAMILY LIST OR A CLOSE FRIEND OR REAL FAMILY MEMBER YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING THEN WOULDNT YOU???...YOU FUCKING RIGHT YOU WOULD.......YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKK ASSSSSSSSSSSS. YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS IS ABOUT SO DON'T ACT ALL STUPID LIKE YOU DONT. http://cherrytap.com/tos.php# and scroll down to #5.......but when they dont feel like doin shit they say "TOS#7" as their response. Boun

Songs About Rain
Ya I'm a Gary Allan Fan :) Songs About Rain By Gary Allan Well this town has closed down, way too early And there's nothing to do So I'm driving around in circles And I'm thinking about you Today I heard you got a new last name I sure didn't know it was gonna hit me this way And the radio just keeps on playing all these Songs About Rain... Now there's all kinds of songs about babies and love that goes right, But for some unknown reason Nobody wants to play them tonight, Hey, I hope it's sunny wherever you are That's sure not the picture, tonight in my car And it sure ain't easin' my pain All these songs like... "Rainy Night In Georgia" and "Kentucky Rain" "Here Comes That Rainy Day Feeling Again", "Blue Eyes Cryin" in the "Early Morning Rain" They go on and on, and there's no two the same Oh it would be easy to blame all these Songs About Rain Well, I thought I was over you But I guess maybe I'm not 'Cause when I let you go Looks like lonely i

Foundry Cams: Introducing Sasha!
You're going to crash headlong into your monitor when you see the latest addition to FOUNDRY CAMS. Her name is Sasha, and she could be the sexiest woman we have ever seen. We sent her one of our white F*ck Me Shirts, and she sent in a video of herself... in the shirt...and a blue thong...and nothing else. We saw it for the first time about an hour ago, and we JUST stopped drooling. WATCH 'SASHA ROCKS OUT IN HER F*CK ME SHIRT AND BLUE THONG NOW!!

Opportunities For Models, Photographers, Make-up Artists And Web Designers!
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Things I Have Learned
You love at a cost. A cost of getting hurt, but we all go back to love in the long run. Do we like being hurt? No, but love is an everyday occurance and in order to love fully, we must endure the pain. You can't MAKE someone love you. All you can be is yourself and hope you are the person that person can love or learn to love. Giving up a person is a hard thing to do. It's easier to walk than to run. Meaning take one step at a time. You endure less pain that way. Never look back when walking away. If something was meant to be, it will happen again eventually. Crying is good for the soul. Cry everynight and wake up feeling refreshed. Nothing is guaranteed in life. All, these are a few truisms I have reflected on tonight as I was sitting in a bar by myself. I started out feeling sorry for myself and the life I have but then I reflected on these above statements and realize I can't change much. I can only be me. I can't make anyone like me. And I don't plan on chan

Little Girl
"3 Year Old's Evening Prayers" A father put his 3 year old daughter to bed, told her a story and listened to her prayers which ended by saying: "God bless Mommy, God bless Daddy, God bless Grandma and good-bye Grandpa." The father asked, "Why did you say good-bye Grandpa?" The little girl said, "I don't know daddy, it just seemed like the thing to do." The next day grandpa died. The father thought it was a strange coincidence. A few months later the father put the girl to bed and listened to her prayers which went like this: "God bless Mommy, God Bless Daddy and good-bye Grandma." The next day the grandmother died. Oh my gosh, thought the father, this kid is in contact with the other side. Several weeks later when the girl was going to bed the dad heard her say: "God bless Mommy and good-bye Daddy." He practically went into shock. He couldn't sleep all night and got up at the crack of dawn to go to his office. He was nervous as

1/10/07
Moving sucks.It makes you realize that you may have too much stuff.I've kept a reasonably simple life but some of things I have bought or aquired ,were a mistake. My plan was to leave ATL with very little. I am now going through an annoying process of getting rid of stuff. What I thought I could sell has brought little or no money at because of a lack of time or those were just not worth much. Dammit...Ya live and ya learn

What Does Your Eye Color Say
B|L|U|E| E|Y|E|S People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. ____________________________________________________ |G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, honest and trust worthy, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most beautiful. They are a very good kisser. They are fun and outgoing, love to make people laugh, random as hell, love to pleasure their guy/girl. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. Tend t

Mistakes Women Make In Bed!
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, bu

Getting Rid Of My Account
why? bc ct is getting boring to me. i made it to 10,000 points, and it just doesnt make sense to me anymore to stay on here. but i have a myspace i pay alot of attention to. if you wanna chat, talk to me on there. www.myspace.com/smackthis666 ill leave this up for a couple days then im gone

Seeking
Seeking the lie buried in truths; shared by night. seeking warmth, where only cold self-indulgence laid. Seeking light, in the darkest hearts. Seeking the spot where grace calls home Seeking searching on going. never knowingt

Poem
i sit by the clock & wait for that chime, to know that you are there,to see you online. seeing your face and watching you smile, knowing you care, knowing your mine. feeling so close but knowing you are so far. no matter the distance, you have my heart. i long for your touch and your soft embrace, i'd fly thousands of miles to just see your face. i yeam for the day when we become one, the love is growning, the romance has begun.

Love Memory
I keep running back and running back This thought across my mind So what I did to disrespect you All across this time Every night thinking about What we once had All I keep coming to Is what I told you I can only remember Those tears that came Down your luxious face As you try to tell me one last final thing I told you just to go away As days go by and the sunsets I still be thinking about you what you said So tell what I can do To get you back Within my life

Double Shift And More
so I get to work a double shift today, the first is my regular shift, then an hour break, then another 8hr shift while dev. does updates. they are only having me staffed so that the after hours line doesnt get slammed..good news is I get a 3 day weekend and maybe OT, so if anybody wants to do anything friday-sunday let me know...It is also payday tomorrow so I am uber happy, I am going to be getting some boots that I have wanted to SOO bad, sexy 5in heeled boots

Appleade
AppleAde 2 parts DeKuyper® Pucker® Sour Apple Schnapps Fill with Lemonade 1 part VOX® Vodka Mixing Instructions: Pour Sour Apple Schnapps and Vox Vodka over ice. Serving Instructions: Fill with lemonade in a tall glass.

Another Day
so its the buttcrack of dawn of course the sun is up by 430ish or so here i know because i was awake for i got no sleep...again...sleep deprevation huh...maybe im a functioning walking zombee..thats just a gross thought lol... is my mood better...not likely..do i care less likely but it is what it is. im supposed to find the things that give me joy...find things that help me center...make me feel normal or apart of something. i used to feel connected to everything a sense of oneness yet individual...i have lost that, lost myself, my center, my peace. now im supposed to find it and i have no clue where i lost it. my poor cat is so totally tuned into me he so totally knows somethin is going on with me and has been for some time...he just watches me always close by keeping a protective eye...hes my boy! oh well so much for just another day until next time

Poetry
Dream Lover Barbara's Song Each night you come to me Each day you are gone No more to dream, I pray No more to want you, body and soul Your touch, each caress, is only a Dream Your love has no substance Your words are lies on faerie wings They soflty whisper Empty promises in the night With daylight you flee, like a half forgotten dream Not me, not again, no more hidden delights Finally you come in sunlit glory, I see you, I feel you We are one What, you are gone, not again, not this time So I'll chase you...in your dreams of the night. Dream Lover II To Catch A Dream I lie awake each night Staring at the stars Wondering where, in heaven you are Then I feel your breath against my cheek I know your touch I feel the need In some ways I'm glad It's only at night Other times I wish We could run through the light Someday I know We'll love forever Wild and free Together we'll be... Dream Lover III The Dream Comes True What is it? is it

Exotic? What?
If you're from Kansas and of anglo-saxon descent, you're not particularly exotic. No matter how much eye shadow you wear. My pants have surf boards on them. The surf boards have "surfing" on them. It seems redundant. I don't like Kansas or surfing. That's just the kind of bastard I am.

Superman Is Politically Correct
Why in the first four films with Christopher Reeve that Superman stood for "Truth, Justice and the American Way" and in Superman Returns he only stands for Truth and Justice. It just goes to show you that we as the Greatest Super Power in the world "The USA" is so caught up with being politically correct that even in our entertainment world and fantasy world we have to watch what we say before we offend someone. I say to hell with being politically correct!!!

Update
Saturday, June 30, 2007 He did GREAT I am so sorry that I haven't updated everybody! KALEB DID GREAT!~ He came out a completely different baby. He was WIDE awake. He was moving a whole bunch. It was great! I was so worried when he went into surgery and through out the whole thing. He was in there for 5 hours! So needless to say I was freaking out! But thank GOD he did great He had a shunt put in and a G/J tube and he had a stomach surgery. The doctors said he did really good. He had to be put back on a ventilator but as of right now they are wheening him off of it. I was so scared for the fact that he was going to be back on a ventilator. But I prayed about and God made everything ok! Thank you for all of your prayers! THANK YOU

Worlds Away...
Worlds Away My wife my love my entire life I love to watch you as you sleep And end my evening close to you I wonder what inside, you dream… The sun is gone, the moon is high And in your sleep, you gently sigh And move into my gentle touch This woman whom I love so much I watch you as you’re sleeping there And gently touch your silken hair And gingerly I touch you then As in your sleep you move again And press yourself against my palm Suffusing me with sudden calm A gentle smile curves on your lips Inside my chest my heartbeat skips And as I lay and watch you sleep My love for you grows ere more deep So deeper on into the night I gaze Admiring gentle lines of your face Smooth skin dusty ivory And lips so full they beckon me To gently cup your upturned face And taking you to my embrace To kiss you then as times before And drop your nightshirt on the floor To roll you over and take you then To hear “I love you” again and again And love you till our pas

Love Hurts Like A B***h
Why do I love him so? Why do I hold on? With a firm grasp I cling on despritly To what will surely never be Why must I insist On torturing myself By not letting go? Why is there still a part That wants to continue on When it means pain and depression Oh, I love him

Voices
These voices in my head just wont go away. Everytime I ask them to leave ,they stay. I dont know how much more I can take, I wish they would materialize to be pierced with a stake. Having these voices isn't very mundane, but my mind will forever be their domain

03/27/07
Black Love:When both are very different from each other — Tuesday, March 27, 2007 Quote Rodney King,with a nervous voice"Can't we all just get along?" This blog is inspired by a forum at My Space,in a group called Afropunks. For those "not in the know",Afropunks are black people who are more eccentric than their black counterparts by way of music,style of dress and many more things.In short,they are really in to doing their own thing.I consider myself one because I am in to expressing myself in ways that are usually different from most.You can look at my site and gather at least that much. Anyway,there is a female group member who brought up the subject of being bothered that there are not enough,if any,black men,even the ones very similar to her,who would give her the time of day.She says she has only dated white guys partly because of this.She now questions the motivation of the white guys who would date her.She feels some have a hidden motive to date her because they ju

Identyfying Where A Driver Is From..
*One hand on wheel,one hand on horn : Chicago *One hand on wheel,one finger out the window : New York *One hand on wheel,one hand on newspaper,foot solidly on accelerator : Boston *One hand on wheel,cradling cell phone,brick on accelerator : West Virginia *Both hands on wheel,eyes shut,both feet on brake,quivering in terror : Ohio...( but driving in California ) *Both hands in the air,gesturing,both feet on accelerator,head turned to talk to person in back seat : Italy *One hand on latte,one knee on wheel,cradling cell phone,foot on brake,mind on game : Seattle *One hand on wheel,one hand on hunting rifle,alternating both feet between accelerator and brake,throwing a McDonald's bag out the window : Texas Male *One hand on wheel,one hand hanging out the window,keeping steady speed at 70 mph,driving down the center of the road unless going around a blind curve dodging cattle : Tennessee *One hand on wheel,slapping kids in bac

Sweet Pickle Potato Salad
Sweet Pickle Potato Salad Ingredients 3 medium potatoes 3 tablespoons diced green onion 1 small stick celery 3 tablespoons sweet cucumber chips (pickles) 1/4 cup mayonnaise (or salad dressing) 1/2 teaspoon mustard 2 1/4 oz can diced black olives Directions 1. Cook the potatoes until barely soft. Potatoes can be cooked on the stovetop or in the microwave. Place under cold water to cool. 2. Chop the green onions, celery, and pickles and place in a bowl. 3. Cut potatoes into bite-sized pieces (peeling is optional). Put the potatoes in a large bowl, add the vegetables, mayonnaise, and mustard and stir. Gently stir in the olives. This recipe is courtesy of Everything but the Chef and is published with their permission. It has been tested by The Prepared Pantry. Printable Version

Old Country Bratwurst Roasted Potato Salad
Old Country Bratwurst Roasted Potato Salad This baked potato salad is made with a creamy dressing. You can bake your potatoes salad on the grill making it a great salad for summer. Ingredients 2 pounds russet potatoes, cut into 1/2-inch pieces 1 1/2 cups cooked sausage such as bratwurst sliced or diced 1 1/2 cup broccoli florets 1 bell red pepper cut into slices olive oil for misting 1/4 cup chopped green onions 2 tablespoons of Dijon mustard 1 cup sour cream 1/2 cup mayonnaise parmesan cheese Directions Preheat the oven to 375 degrees. 1. Spray a baking sheet or pizza crisper with cooking oil using a mister. Place the potatoes on the sheet. With the mister, spray the potatoes with olive oil until covered. Salt and pepper to taste. 2. Bake for 20 minutes or until the potatoes are no longer hard but not completely baked. Add the broccoli and red peppers and continue baking until done. Remove to a bowl. 3. Make the dressing by mixing the green onions,

Echoes Of Darkness...
In the darkness of my dreams I hear the echoes... the echoes of your voice, your dreams, you. In the darkness of my dreams I hear the echoes... the echoes of your love, your tears, you, In the darkness of my dreams I hear the echoes... the echoes of your touch, your fears, you. In the darkness of my dreams I hear the echoes... the echoes of your mind, your arms, you. In the darkness of my dreams I cannot stop hearing the echoes... of you.

Foundry Cams - This Is For The Soldiers (featuring Drowning Pool)
The girls of FOUNDRY CAMS put on the most military-looking outfits they could find and grabbed their American flags in honor of our troops stationed all over the world. You can chat with all of these lovely ladies LIVE on Foundry Cams right now. Special thanks to DROWNING POOL for the song "Soldiers" WATCH 'THIS IS FOR THE SOLDIERS' NOW

Can You Hear My Heart Break?
Deep down inside, there's an endless ache I need to know, can you hear my heart break? You are the cause - You made it so I just thought that you should know My love was honest pure and kind You couldn't get that through your mind So you just threw my love away Or are you saving it for a rainy day? Beat after beat, my heart slowly breaks Tear after tear my sould softly cries for the love we shared; the love we lost The price we paid, a heavy cost My feelings don't come easily I tried so hard to make you see How can you judge so long ago There was so much you didn't know You couldn't trust, you didn't try No big surprise you don't ever cry You shed no tears throughout your life Come rain or shine, peace or strife Deep inside there's an endless ache Now I know how it feels to have your heart break

Why?
My heart is crying out in pain Sadness so deep it floods like rain The memories of you and I Haunt me as I sleep at night The hurt is deep, I cry so much My body aches for your soft touch Your kiss made everything feel so right I can't help but love you with all my might You've gone and left me all alone here Down my face runs a salty tear I lay here thinking in my bed Of all the things you've done and said Why'd you lie and use me so I just can't rest until I know Know why you used me and went away When I ask, you have nothing to say Now here I am so cold inside The day you left was the day I died

What Type Of Fairy Are You?
what type of fairy are you?love fairyYou are boy crazy and enjoy going to the mall or any other place you might find a cute guy. You easily fall for guys you barely even know, but you know when to slow down.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Quote
Son, we live in a world that has walls, and those walls have to be guarded by men with guns. Whose gonna do it? You? You, Lt. Weinburg? I have a greater responsibility than you could possibly fathom. You weep for Santiago, and you curse the marines. You have that luxury. You have the luxury of not knowing what I know. That Santiago's death, while tragic, probably saved lives. And my existence, while grotesque and incomprehensible to you, saves lives. You don't want the truth because deep down in places you don't talk about at parties, you want me on that wall, you need me on that wall. We use words like honor, code, loyalty. We use these words as the backbone of a life spent defending something. You use them as a punchline. I have neither the time nor the inclination to explain myself to a man who rises and sleeps under the blanket of the very freedom that I provide, and then questions the manner in which I provide it. I would rather you just said thank you, and went on your way, Other

Today Was A Great Day Of Education Along W/further Growth.
Today was a great day of education along w/further growth. We had weights and measures come today to check on us, *gasp* an investigation. Quickly, with a racing heart I call Trevor to let him know YIKES they are here!!! We knew they were coming for us but didn't know when. The man introduces himself to me, shows me what needs to be done and explains no fines will come of us just education. Ok, this is cool I can do this....sweatingly. Trevor calls Keith our district manager who calls me to inform me that both him and Trevor are on their way to the store. Moments later, Keith walks in cool as a cucumber and smiles at me. Shakes the guy's hand and lets him do his job. Trevor shows up minutes later, sweating worse than me....worried as ever. The man tells us the store looks awesome, Keith looks my way and smiles again. Trevor pats my back. We got nailed on one thing little blue tags which needed to be removed from a cleaner....all in all we PASSED!!!!! A lesson o

Wow Life
I sat here at my old house which I loved but is getting to much to take care of. I know it's for the best to let it go for me and mike but it will always be my house in my heart. It is 6:11 and 9 years ago I was married to a awesome man at 7:00 pm that night and we were so happy for most of the marriage and we have a beautiful 8 yr old son and we will be having our second child on july 17th which will be just as beutiful but of course different because we are separated. I sit here and cry thinking back of this day 9 yrs. ago and how happy we both were and it's so hard to look at us now and just wonder how we got so apart. I am very sad today for so many reasons but I think god for mike coming into my life for alot of reasons one he taught me how to come out of my shell because of past abuse i went thur, he showed me that someone can love you and never hit you and he has gave me one beautiful son and one almost here don't know if it's a boy or girl but it will be just has beautiful like

C'mon Everyone Knows This One
Purple haze all in my brain Lately things just dont seem the same Actin funny, but I dont know why scuse me while I kiss the sky Purple haze all around Dont know if Im comin up or down Am I happy or in misery? What ever it is, that girl put a spell on me Help me Help me Oh, no, no [faint, spoken lyrics...all questionable] Hammerin Talkin bout heart n...s-soul Im talkin about hard stuff If everbodys still around, fluff and ease, if So far out my mind Somethings happening, somethings happening Ooo, ahhh Ooo, {click} ahhh, Ooo, ahhh Ooo, ahhh, yeah! Purple haze all in my eyes, uhh Dont know if its day or night You got me blowin, blowin my mind Is it tomorrow, or just the end of time? Ooo Help me Ahh, yea-yeah, purple haze, yeah Oh, no, oh Oh, help me Purple haze, tell me, baby, tell me I cant go on like this Purple haze Youre makin me blow my mind...mama Purple haze, n-no, nooo Purple haze, no, its painful, baby

Aftermath
It's 3am and here I am Sitting here without a plan This lack of sleep type R.E.M. Leaves me whispering in the dark again Tears a rolling down my cheeks I haven't felt this way in weeks Depression shows its ugly maw I'm caught firmly in its claw Can't seem to find my self or path Stuck here in the aftermath Of love gone wrong, that wasn't kind I'm left feeling… deaf and blind What happened here I cannot say But I can't keep the pain at bay Howl and rage against the night Shiver here in silent fright It's 3am and here I cry Wishing I could merely die

Do You Believe In Love??
Lyrics from queensryche - i dont believe in love She said she loved me I guess I never knew But do we ever, ever really know? She said she'd meet me on the other side But I knew right then, I'd never find her I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love It's never worth the pain that you feel No more nightmares, I've seen them all From the day I was born, they've haunted my every move Every open hand's there to push and shove No time for love it doesn't matter She made a difference I guess she had a way Of making every night seem bright as day Now I walk in shadows, never see the light She must have lied 'cause she never said goodbye I don't believe in love I never have, I never will I don't believe in love I'll just pretend she never was real I don't believe in lovev I need to forget her face, I see it still I don't believe in love It's never worth the pain that you feel No chance for contact There's no raison d'etre

Not Anymore
It's amazing how the very people who have abused you and left you to build walls around yourself in the past can come crawling out from under their proverbial rocks to fuck with your life after you have begun putting the pieces of your life back together and think that they can just waltz back in and jerk it all out from under you again and again.....the sad thing is....there are a lot of women out there who let these men do this shit to them time and time again........I know.....I used to be one of them!!!!!!!!! NOT anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God Bless The Military
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troopâ??s shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. _________________________

I Am Leaving
I have decide that I no longer want to be on cherrytap. I am not happy witht he site at all. So if any of you still want to chat with me here is my yahoo messenger cina_bear@yahoo.com I hope to hear from my friends. Bye Bye

The Ultimate Female Joke
> > ULTIMATE FEMALE JOKE > > It has long been contended that there are male jokes and > > there are female jokes. And there are unisex jokes. Here is > > a joke I consider a true female joke. I offer it to you in > > the hopes that women will love it and men will pass it along > > to a woman who will love it. > > > > A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work > > cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, > > handsome, extremely sexy middle-aged man entered. He was so > > striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The > > young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and > > walked directly toward her. (As all men will.) > > Before she could offer her apologies for so rudely staring > > , he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, > > absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how > > kinky, for $20.00......on one condition." > > Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The > > man re

For July 3,2007
You were raised with certain beliefs, but it's time to discover what you truly believe. In some cases you'll find that your upbringing coincides with your authentic self. In others -- well, it might be very different.

The 4th Of July
Hot Myspace Comments God bless America, God bless all those that are fighting and for those that lost their lives protecting us to keep OUR freedom with us my love and blessings will always be with you. Thank You So Much!!!

Ugly Whores.
ugly bitches that are so jealous of me that they rate me a 1 when they know im not even rateable because i have the body of a fucking goddess and the face of a fucking angel.if your one of those bitches.fuck off and get over yourselves.

What It Means To Be An American
MY POEMS Dean Alfange was born in Istanbul, Turkey and came here as an infant and was raised in upstate New York. After serving in the Army in World War 1, he went to Hamilton College and was elected Phi Beta Kappa. He attended Colombia University where he received his law degree and opened a practice in Manhattan. He ran unsuccessfully for governor of New York in 1942 as the American Labor Party candidate and he died of cancer in Manhattan at the age of 91 on October 27, 1989 What It Means To Be An American I do not choose to be a common man It is my right to be uncommon... If I can. I seek opportunity... Not security. I do not wish to be a kept citizen, Humbled and dulled by having the state Look after me. I want to take the calculated risk; to dream and build, to Fail and succeed. I refuse to barter incentive for a dole. I prefer the challenges of life to the Guaranteed existence; the thrill of Fulfillment to the stale calm of utopia. I will not trade free

July 4th Capricorn Horoscope
Strategy is your strength, but emotions can't be plotted and calibrated. Part of living happily is learning to live with your feelings -- all of them. Leave a little room for spontaneity and impulsiveness while you're at it.

Butterfly I Made For Miss Butterfly
Butterfly You are like a butterfly So beautiful and bright. You are a butterfly princess to me. Every time from now on each time I see A butterfly I think of you. You are so colorful in me mine eyes. Every time you smile it looks like a beautiful butterfly. So bright and beautiful and so proud you’re my friend By Justin Thomas

The Wife Translations Guide (yes I Was Married)
The wife says: We need The wife means: I want The wife says: It's your decision The wife means: The correct decision should be obvious The wife says: Do what you want The wife means: You'll pay for this later The wife says: We need to talk The wife means: I need to complain The wife says: Sure... go ahead The wife means: I don't want you to The wife says: I'm not upset The wife means: Of course I'm upset you moron The wife says: You're... so manly The wife means: You need a shave and sweat a lot The wife says: Be romantic, turn out the lights The wife means: I have flabby thighs. The wife says: This kitchen is so inconvenient The wife means: I want a new house. The wife says: I want new curtains. The wife means: Also carpeting, furniture, and wallpaper! The wife says: I need wedding shoes. The wife means: The other forty pairs are the wrong shade of white. The wife says: Hang the picture there The wife means: No, I mean hang it there! The

How To Be Romantic
Long lasting relationships are about having fun together and noticing each other. What "being romantic" means varies widely from person to person, but generally, being romantic is about dedicating time to someone for the purpose of pleasing the other person, directly or indirectly. Some people focus on the small things such as letting the partner have the remote control all evening, or having home-cooked food ready when the partner arrives home tired from work. From time to time, however, a little more is required. In order to keep up the passion, here are some tips for little and bigger "events" to pull off to show your partner that you love him/her. 1.Add a nice touch. Hold your significant other's hand. Kiss his/her shoulder. Buying some massage oil and a book on simple massages can work wonders. 2.Have a balloon hunt. Giving a present can be spiced up a bit with a small "treasure hunt." Blow up some balloons and hide inside each a note of where to go next. The present

Who Am I?
I am tall, I am short. I am thin, I am fat. Who am I? I have short hair, long hair, inbetween hair. My hair is blonde, blsck, brunette. I wear glasses, I wear contacts, I have no need for either. Who am I? You see me every day. You look me in the eye and don't even know it. I see everything everyone sees all at the same time. I am round, I am square. I am framed, I am plain. Who am I? I am the mirror on the wall.

July 4th
It is July the 4th and most every American is celebrating the Indepence of our nation...or by God sure better be! 56 people signed the Declaration of Indepence and do you know that more of those men that signed that decree lost everything they had including their life. Might not be trivia everyone knows but a higher number of those men then not lost their fortune, their homes, their families and even their lives...not something that we talk as much about but they signed to "...with a firm reliance on the protection of divine Providence, we mutually pledge to each other our Lives, our Fortunes and our sacred Honor." And so they did. Yes we know folks like Ben Franklin and John Hancock to name a few of the few, did nothing but gain from this great Document..but there was many more that did indeed give up their lives, fortune and sacred Honor for us to have exactly what we have today. So here is where I get on a soapbox...we are about the most powerful nation and where are our sons and d

Forward From My 14 Year Old
My 14 year old Son sent this to me tonight. He can be really perceptive sometimes. And he doesn't want to see his Mom hurting....... Subject: when a girl!!! "When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says "I love you" ... she means it. When a GIRL says "I miss you" ... no one in this world can miss you more than that Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who wil

As The Clock Ticks On
My spirit laments as the clock ticks on as days pass, lacking notable progress, duplicated after each mocking dawn. My mind’s ambition drives me to distress. Contentment, a foreign virtue to me… Short of historical is not success. Alive are the great minds of history, living through their works’ immortality while I judge my art as merely debris. Grappling with self-loathing brutality, my soul’s encouraging whispers foregone. Dismal haze subdues my mentality. Perhaps tomorrow, hope I’ll chance upon. My spirit laments as the clock ticks on.

Look Out New Hot Cowboy For Eagle Dreams Promotions
Cowboy Haven Date: Jul 5, 2007 6:41 AM The hot sexy and awesome country indies artistJ.K.Coltrain heading in check out his voice , buy his music. He says he has a new cd soon to be released, click on his picture

Updates
the type of life support that i meant was that shes is on a breathing machine while she is in an drug induced coma im sorry for any mistakes i have said or made it was late at night when i typed that and there was a lot of stuff going on i had spent some time talking to cops and stuff. so im sorry for any confusion she had surgery to stop the internal bleeding. and to help stop infection they put her into an drug induced coma she will be in it for another few days then after that she should be awake and alert. we are praying that she is. shes a strong woman she has two amazing children. if she gets better and gets out of the hositpal she will be going right back into what they call 5 EAST its an mental hositpal she is really depressed at this moment with some recent events that have gone on with her now ex boyfriend. she had tried to cut her wrist after her ex boyfriend broke up with her over the internet while she was sleeping and it has hit her really hard that he couldnt come to her

The Line
The cold was sharp The night was a danger Blistering Inhospitable to any stranger Twas a familiar face That I bade to enter Glistening Eyes that could melt down the winter Fastened On mine quicker than I could counter Pleading with him Like the prey does the hunter Missing Within was the will not to venture The music begun I was drawn It was wrong But the cold was much sharper alone

Be Demons Be Driven
“It’s A Short Life” Your born You eat You shit You sleep You grow up You work You mate It’s fate New family More bills You’re fucked Drink pills You survive You gain weight Say, Good-Bye Time to die

Angels And Demons
“Angels and Demons” I’m a star I’m a slave I’m a whore I found the door I’m game So lets play I need satisfaction Without delay Crack the whip Wrap me in pain Hit me Kiss me Pleasure and pain Am I mad Or am I sane? Swimming in a river of desire Dancing on a lake of fire Totally free, I’m letting go No attachment, No fear Enjoying the show I’m a star I’m a slave I’m a whore I found the door I know the devil I know his show He sends me demons From down below I know the lord He’s always nigh He sends me angels From up on high All together we dance and sing We love each other Lust is king Angels and Demons Pleasure and Pain Am I mad Or am I sane Warchild 1999

Fuck Religion
The beauty of religious mania is that it has the power to explain everything. Once god or Satan is accepted as the first cause of everything that happens In the mortal world, nothing is left to chance….or change. Once such incantory Phrases as “ We see now through a glass darkly” or “Mysteriously are the ways In which he chooses his wonders to perform” are mastered, logic can happily be Tossed out the window. Religious mania is one of the few infallible ways of responding To the worlds vagaries, because it totally eliminates pure accident. To the true Religious maniac, it’s all on purpose.

Hunger
“ The Beast” The beast lives Out in the raging storm Beyond the pettiness of humanity Knowing only rage and eternal hunger The call of hunger is without equal Fates worse than death await those –who refuse its call Eternal torment at its worst- Unearthly life and ungodly agony “Consume and Destroy” The eternal quest for peace Granted only in the death like sleep of daylight Awakening each night- knowing nothing Only hunger and rage- The perfect drug Sating my carnal hunger- with innocence and beauty Abandon all hope, ye who enter here The night is boundless, with limitless possibilities Warchild 03-19-1999

Wasting Time
See me as I am A puppet without a soul You twist and turn You don’t know why But in the end we all just die Faces in the darkness Living and Dying Laughing and Crying The puppet masters strings Are twisted and frayed So is your life Dead and decayed After everything I’ve done I hate myself for what I’ve become It took you to make me realize Life is an illusion!!!!!! Warchild 19

My Home In Hell ( Sdsp)
My Home In Hell My home is one of heartache A place of steel and stone A barren cell, a home in hell And here I must atone For all my crime I pay with time Where lights glare day and night And though I rage and pace my cage I must stay and pay My home in hell is one small cell That no man wants to own For here I spend my life condemned A man the world disowns So I, The damned, Within walls crammed Lie in my man made grave A man all men condemn for sin But no man strives to save Each bitter day, I curse and pray To any god unknown My hope is fed on fear and dread But these are only bones I feel and ache as though a stake Were driven through my heart No greater curse, no hunger worse Than hunger within my heart I face the wall and taste the gall Of failure and defeat But hope is cheap where life is cheap And thoughts of freedom bittersweet I beat and maul the concrete wall And walk the concrete floor I damn each day the prison way And hope

Dumped By The Bf
Ok I swear to god I all of a sudden have started texting like crazy. Ok Ok heres my story, early last year around March i met this guy through a singles website and well we hungout a couple of times and started to talk on the phone alot. there came a time i became obsessed over him and called him all the time, and well I called him one day and he told me to stop callin cause he was engaged and i was like wtf engaged he said he was single, and anyways I have not called anyone without their permission ever since. So anyways heres my new story I met a guy on here a few weeks ago you know who you are if your reading this anyways we started chatting on the phone and stuff, and well we then became a couple or so i thought, anyways he first came to me claiming he had a crush on me then I had a crush on him and then I feel madly in love with him. Anyways heres my little problem see I have this wee little problem with texting and stuff and well as you read at the beginning of this blog I do not

Muse - Hysteria
It's bugging me, grating me And twisting me around Yeah I'm endlessly caving in And turning inside out 'cause I want it now I want it now Give me your heart and your soul And I'm breaking out I'm breaking out Last chance to lose control It's holding me, morphing me And forcing me to strive To be endlessly cold within And dreaming I'm alive 'cause I want it now I want it now Give me your heart and your soul And I'm not breaking down I'm breaking out Last chance to lose control And want you now I want you now I'll feel my heart implode And I'm breaking out Escaping now Feeling my faith erode

Remember Syd Barrett (january 6th 1946 - July 7th 2006)
so tomorrow is the 1 year anniversary of the death of Syd Barrett. the man is one of my heroes and i miss him dearly I've been a pink floyd fan for so long that i can't even remember when i started to like them... here's Wish you were Here in Remembrance of Syd and all he's done for us. So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, Blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? Did they get you to trade Your heros for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange A walk on part in a war, For a lead role in a cage? How I wish, how I wish you were here. We're just two lost souls Swimming in a fish bowl, Year after year, Running over the same old ground. What have we found? The same old fears. Wish you were here.

Lifeish
I don't know. I guess I'll just say a little about me. Haha. I love trucks. I have a boyfriend. We've only been dating for like 5 days but we were working on dating for 6-7 months. I work at a bingo hall. I'll be 19 in two days woot! I'm a hundred kinds of crazy. Yeah I'm done. NO idea what else to say. :-p

Depression
I hunger for you suffering I relish in your pain and anguish I am the drinker of souls devourer of the mind you can't avoid my embrace like a warm dream i captivate your senses maniacal and devious i claim domain you belong to me there is no escape other than death even then i have won your earthly pain may have ended but an eternity i have to torture you forever and a day my bliss is your tears cry for me, scream for me i welcome your disdain hate me for what i am pity me for i have need of you whatever you feel, i feel it more i will always be with you no one can get rid of me no matter how hard they try i am forever, an eternity of mind fuck and it is you i choose to fuck with so bow down and submit, for i am here to stay

Pt 2
So you find me in the pool when you arrive. I tell you to go get changed and join me. When you come back I have the TV turned on to one of those music channels. I’m just standing on the side of the pool resting my head on the edge. You enter the pool and make your way to where I am. We are making small talk and I’m not really paying much attention to where you are standing. Suddenly I feel your hands on my body. First they are on my back, then I feel you move down to my hips. You press your body against me. I feel your breath on my neck as you move in and begin kissing my shoulders. Your hands explore my body as your lips continue to my neck. I push my way away from the wall enough to turn around. You continue kissing my neck then down my chest as my hands hold your head. You reach around and grab hold of my ass. We begin to kiss softly. Your grip on my ass tightens and you lift me slightly. I wrap my legs around your body. You move us closer to the wall pressing me tightly between you

I Suffer Greatly From Scarlett Ohara Syndrome
Scarlett O'Hara used to say, 'I'll think about it tomorrow.' It's tempting to take up the same philosophy, but it might not really be in your best interests. The best time to think about tomorrow is today.

Breaking A Personal Rule....maybe
I have a personal rule about dating women that I work with.One reason would be that I am very protective of my personal life,therefore I carefully select what I tell about myself.I do not care for gossip so I figure if gossip is spread about me,it should be based on silly speculation and not too many hard facts.I would rather people exaggerate on silly speculations as opposed to hard facts.I think it would be easier to accept if or when the gossip makes its way back to me. Now,I am considering breaking this rule because of a woman at work who is very attractive,stunning eyes, a good dose of rebellious attitude,sharp intelligence and strong initiative.Damn near a total package upon initial impressions. Common sense and experience tells me take it very slow and be real cool,aka be myself.I think this the correct disguise(seems sneaky but it is a necessary sneakiness)given that I am not certain about how it play out and that I have some "competition".I use quotes because this dude'

Just Don't
Don’t get too close,” My mind did say But my heart It did not listen “Don’t say those words!” I said them though And now I See what happened “Don’t open up!” And yet I did And let love Take my hand “Don’t let love in!” My rally cry Ignored those Warning signs “Don’t let it hurt!” Is what I feel Through tear-stained Eyes of pain

The First Birth Order Of Children
YOUR CLOTHES: 1st BABY: You begin wearing maternity clothes as soon as your OB/GYN confirms that your pregnancy. 2nd BABY: You wear your regular clothes for as long as possible. 3rd BABY: Your maternity clothes ARE your regular clothes

The Second Birth Order Of Children
PREPARING FOR THE BIRTH: 1st BABY: You practice your breathing religiously 2nd BABY: You don't bother because you remember that last time, breathing didn't do a thing. 3rd BABY: Youu ask for an epidural in your eighth month

The Fourth Birth Order Of Children
WORRIES: 1st BABY: At the first sign of distress-a whimper, a frown-you pick up the baby. 2nd BABY: You pick the baby up when her wails threaten to wake your first born. 3rd BABY: You teach the 3yr old how to rewind the mechanical swing.

The Fifth Birth Order Of Children
PACIFIER: 1st BABY: If the pacifier falls on the floor, you put it away until you go home and wash and boil it. 2nd BABY: When the pacifier falls on the floor, you squirt it off with some juice from the baby's bottle. 3rd BABY: You wipe it off on your shirt and pop it back in.

Hmmmm So Many Unanswered Questions!!
Do you eva feel like theres something missing in your life? You know its something you need to feel complete but you cant see what it is you need?I have felt like this for so long now .. I have so muchshit bottled up inside me..shit that i dont even really understand myself..all i do know is that its eating away at me like a black hole in the every pit of my stomache!! I want to get all these feelings out but i dont know where to start!! Where do you turn when life seems to much?Who can you trust with all of your most darkest feelings ?Even when you are surrounded by people can you still feel alone?Do you ever feel like you are unworthy of love and kindness?Do we ever find happiness within ourselves?All these questions i feel and think!! and i still cant find the answers to any of them...Some days i think you know what fuck it and everything but something inside me makes me fight for another day!!I want to know who i am and what my purpose in this world is? I am 26 and i dont know if i

An Ache
An ache Rip me open and pour me out I want to scream and shout It was all in a dream I want to shout and scream It is what it seems Limitless....boundless....timeless Im waiting....anticipating Everyday in everyway For a glimpse of you...sad but true I already know you An ache...a lack of you....a deficiency....unsatisfactory....sitting in my own misery Rip me open and pour me out Had to let it all out

Begin Again................
One of the best things we can do in our lives is this: Begin again. Begin to see yourself as you were When you were the happiest and strongest you've ever been. Begin to remember what worked for you (and what worked against you), And try to capture the magic again. Begin to remember how natural it was when you were a child -- To live a lifetime each day. Begin to forget the baggage you have carried with you For years: The problems that don't matter anymore, The tears that cried themselves away, And the worries that are going to wash away On the shore of tomorrow's new beginnings. Tomorrow tells us it will be here every new day of our lives; And if we will be wise, We will turn away from the problems of the past And give the future -- and ourselves -- a chance To become the best of friends. Sometimes all it takes is a wish in the heart to let yourself .. Begin again.--

Wow
Hi everybody. wow I'm overwhelemd by the warm welcome I've gotten here, my head is spinning. since I just signed up and I'm not used to this site yet I'm a little slow to get back to all of you who left me comments and such. I will get inot the swing of things as soon as I get used to this place. LOL :) Love ya!

Rest In Peace
Alot has happened within an extreme amount of time. People that were once here are no longer...faces that I could have seen at any time have be covered. I've seen things that disturbed me...and i feel like reflecting on it here..for you..and myself. 4 people died in a tragic car accident. 3 of them were people I knew personally, 1 was someone I could consider a good friend. I'd like to reflect on that one I knew..but if you knew all of them...this can be with them too. When I heard what happened...i was at work. I was just kind of shocked...like a shock went right through me. It didn't really soak in untill the visitation tonight. Why do things like this happen? No one really knows why. I like to think it's part of a grand scheme, it helps me cope. So...being this sad situation..i got to see some of my old school friends. I feel so alienated after being gone so long. Some have changed...and yet...I still see the same people. It scares me how even in a situation l

Monday Links: O&a Return Live, Turn On Those Webcams, New O&a Video, Traveling Virus Coming To Boston, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Wipe the crusties from your eyes, because it's Monday and the Opie and Anthony Show is again LIVE. Don't believe me? Turn on your PALTALK now and check us out as we pick our noses, eat our breakfast, and rub butts with Jim Norton. Of course, you may be doing that just to check out the Ladies Of Paltalk (just log in to the "Opie and Anthony LIVE" room), and enjoy topless ladies, women sleeping naked, and lots of morning sex going on. Thanks to our own Sam, we have some video from our visit to the Mohegan Sun Casino for the Traveling Virus Show: O&A LIVE at Mohegan Sun Casino - Guy Kicks Himself in the Head for tickets Yo Philly! The O&A Show is headed your way this week! We'll be broadcasting LIVE at WYSP in Philadelphia on Wednesday and Thursday (July 11th and 12th) along with the 2007 WOW Motorcycle Run, and there's a bunch of stuff we'd like to get the listeners involved with, so pay attention: What's the Wei

Good Morning
Hey all and good morning.. well another day off today like yesterday. I actually have two off in a row. I am going to get some tatto work done today!! I am very excited to finally get the work done. Not so cool when you should have seven signs and you only have 6 on your arm. Seventh to come today. going to finish up on some much needed yard work today. I dug out all the spot that I am going to pour concrete but I wont be doing that unitll next sunday. Anyways just wanted to shout out and say hello.

Seether Wahrheit Lyriken
Wenn ich Ihnen die Wahrheit gab, würde sie Sie lebendig halten? Obwohl ich näeher an Unrecht bin Ich bin nicht weiter vom Recht Und jetzt bin ich auf dem Innere überzeugt, das etwas falsch mit mir Überzeugt auf dem Innere, sind Sie soviel mehr als ich, yeah Kein gibt es nichts, das Sie sagen, das die Lüge retten kann Aber ich versuche, meine Absichten zu halten verkleidet Und jetzt werde ich meine Gewissenhaftigkeit und etwas beraubt, die erhalten werden, um zu geben Beraubt meine Gewissenhaftigkeit Dieses alles gehört mir, yeah Ich werde unten wieder, ich gehöre ihnen geschlagen Unten wieder geschlagen, habe ich Sie verlassen Ich bin jetzt mein Freund, ich gehöre ihnen schwächer Unten wieder geschlagen, habe ich Sie verlassen Die Täuschung, die Sie sich zeigen, ist Ihr eigener Parasit Gerade ein Wort des Rates, den Sie beachten können, wenn Sie mögen Und jetzt bin ich auf dem Innere überzeugt, das etwas falsch mit mir Überzeugt auf dem Innere sind Sie soviel mehr

Time And Time Again
Some time to live, some time to kill Some time forgives, some time fulfills Some time to wake, some time to sleep Some time to make the time complete Some time to love, sometimes too few Sometimes enough for time to lose Time to accept some time to change Some time forgets, some time remains Time to see, and time to choose Time for me, and time for you Some times are wrong, some times we like Sometimes too long, sometimes just right Some time to find some time and then Some time to find some time again Some time to hurt, some time to heal Sometimes to learn, some time to feel The time that counts, the time that’s real This time is Now, this time is Here

16 If's About Blowjobs
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to come on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls -if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've just

Well Whats Happening To The Military On The Inside
well ppl i have been in the military for 15 yrs . well u know u suppose to respect the guy higher up. Well why are they letting ppl in that cant even do it . an when they tell us to do it we have our hands tied behind our back . Wehn u say u gonna write a guy for being disrespectful an the supervisor the guy buddy . What can u do . really what can u do short of beating the crap out of the guy

Love And Life
LOVE is a word that is so often used, When we use it for personal gain then it gets abused. We use the word to seduce an un-suspecting prey, when all other things fail, thats the word we seem to always say. It's the word our hearts always seem to seek out as we look for our mate, Because it's much more than a word, it is a feeling we look for on each new date. Trying to feel that special connection or bond with some one new, Seems to be almost impossible, to find some one with a heart so true. But love is a word that gets abused, When all else fails us, it is the word we use, For personal gain and seduction as well, To one with a broken heart, it's a word we can easily sell. Love is a word we use at will, it is also a feeling that can even kill. It can blacken our heart, for years on end, But takes a true love to help it mend. When love finds us gloomy and mad, we rarely recognize it because we are so sad. So it passes us by every minute of the day, and all we can do is cry and pray.

Me!
I am a humanitarian and an individualist at the same time. I am usually seen as unconventional and detached. Flighty if you will.. a heart-breaker or player. However, I always seek the truth in any situation, but it sometimes eludes me. Even I don't know how I will respond to change; I realize this, but don't see it as a problem I see it as an asset. Although my thinking is spontaneous and creative it is more fixed and stubborn than others recognize. Having an open mind is an important value for me. I feel that to keep my options open for change only makes sense and to do differently would be to miss something important. I am not as confident as people think I am, at heart I am rather vulnerable.. but first I have to open that pandora's box before I will let that happen.. most of the time it happens without me realizing it.. and then I say or do something stupid that I know will make the other person "run" away.. just like I thought they would in the beginning.. hence the for

Romance And Relationships
How can I MAKE him realize that I'm the one he was meant to be with?!?" You can't MAKE him realize that you're 'the one.' He should KNOW it because he's had the privilege to spend time with the amazing, gorgeous, brilliant, hilarious person you are. But here's the thing about guys... As much as most of them really DO want a relationship with a special woman, when the opportunity actually arises to CREATE that relationship, THEY FREAK OUT." It isn't personal... It's likely that the guy is apprehensive about the IDEA of commitment, not necessarily a commitment WITH you. "You see, a guy usually needs to EASE his way into a committed relationship like he would ease his way into a hot tub: He's pretty sure that once he gets all the way into the hot tub (i.e. commits), it's going to feel AMAZING... But the first time he touches the water it feels UNCOMFORTABLY HOT... So he first has to dip his toe in and get used to that (i.e. go on a few dates with yo

Questioner
A • Are you available?: yes • What is your age?: 33 • What annoys you?: bad drivers, and haters B • Do you know anyone named Billy?: Billy Joel? • When is your birthday?: Jan 26 • Who is your best friend?: N/A C • What's your favorite candy?: Don’t have one • Ever tried a cigarette?: yes 9 years then quit, haven’t had one for 7 years now • When was the last time you cried?: 13 years old D • Do you daydream?: no • What's your favorite kind of dog?: Alaskan Husky • What day of the week is it?: Tuesday E How do you like your eggs?: Love to eat eggs but all I do when I do is get sick Ever been to the emergency room? Yes, in my life I have been 4 times F • Do you use fly swatters?: only on others .Have you ever used a foghorn?: yes… train horns and 180 decimal air horns • Is there a fan in your room?: only on CherryTap G • Do you chew gum?: often • Do you like gummy candies?: no • Do you like gory movies? No B movies but yes H • How are you?:

Competition
When I arrived at work yesterday and got on the elevator,a female employee asked me if I would have competed on the tv show,Top Chef,if given the opportunity.I replied,"No", and said that I am not a competitive person.She then said,"Why,your not good enough?" with a tone that was loaded with attitude.I remained cool and stated again that I was not a competitive and added that I believe that being competitive implies that there is not enough to go around. What I mean by my reply is that I do not feel the need to compete and win against others in order to know that I've achieved something.I am my own best competitor and I am strongly self motivated.If I ever competed in some sort of contest,I would do so for the experience.Winning is at the bottom of the list.If I do win,cool,if I do not win,cool.I will walk away with the best the situation had to offer.

Helicopter Ride
Morris and his wife Esther went to the state fair every year, and every year Morris would say, "Esther, I'd like to ride in that helicopter". Esther always replied, "I know Morris, but that helicopter ride is 50 dollars and 50 dollars is 50 dollars". One year Esther and Morris went to the fair, and Morris said, "Esther, I'm 85 years old. If I don't ride that helicopter, I might never get another chance." Esther replied, "Morris that helicopter is 50 dollars and 50 dollars is 50 dollars". The pilot overheard the couple and said, "Folks I'll make you a deal. I'll take the both of you for a ride. If you can stay quiet for the entire ride and not say a word I won't charge you! But if you say one word, it's 50 dollars." Morris and Esther agreed and up they went. The pilot did all kinds of fancy maneuvers, but not a word was heard. He did his daredevil tricks over and over again, but still not a word. When they landed, the pilot turned to Morris and said, "By golly, I did everythin

A Walk On The Beach With You
I sit up late at night..I close my eyes so very tight..My mind drifts away.. As I picture a bright and shinny day.. There you are..Standing not that far.. Your eyes so beautiful..Just like two shinning stars..As you smile.. A very beautiful smile..My heart fly's for miles..As day quickly fades to night.. You grab my hand so very tight..We walk on a moon lit beach..With the stars shinning so bright..God this feels so right..As we walk for miles holding hands.. We walk through the moist sand.. I turn my head..And see an angel.. I try to speak but my words are tangled.. As you softly speak into my ear.. I hear..Three words I hold so dear.. I open my eyes that I held so tight.. And my face and heart shines so bright.. As I say to my self I Love You...Goodnight.

A Long Day Without You
A day without you, is a day that never seems to end It has no hours or minutes, and it feels like it goes for a week before it ends The day is empty, long & hard, and the night is dark, lonely & cold But there is a place i can go for warmth, and that is to think of you When i look to the stars, i see your eyes, and when i look to the sun, i feel your love around me I can't let you go, coz i love you so much Your my angel in the night sky The sun in my day The diamond in my heart I'd be lost without you Without you with me, i can't find no rest

Just And Update
been out of work for 2 weeks and going got a lounge up and going if you want to check it out there will be a link in here i hope still done know weather i need surgrey on my knee or not hopefully will know by the end of the week well if anyone has anyquestion you know how to get ahold of me

For Those, A Name On The Wall...
For those, a name on the wall. Letters in glass. Photos of your face. Tears upon mine. I thank you so, Your name on a wall. Medals in a hall. You are niether forgotten nor lost. Come home to those who love you. Forgive those who left and those who forget. How you died for us. Defending the ideals we all needed to believe. Those whose name is on the wall, the wall of those missing or dead. From a war we cannot forget...

To My Dear Friend Thomas!!!
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Haha
1. Ever punch someone in the face? no, I am not violent...unless I gotta stab someone ;) 2. How old are you? 20 something >.> 3. Are you mostly single or mostly taken? Mostly single 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? do I look like a caveman? 5. Do you dream at night? no, not at fucking all! 6. Ever seen a corpse? mhmm 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? mhmm 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? he's just too dumb! can we impeach him, please? Now the intrusive fun part ... ... ... 9. Sum up your philosophy on life? and death? umm, live and then die? lol 10. If you could do anything with u, and have no one know about it, what would it be? O_o 11. Do you trust the police? hmmm, sure...but I do not like them :P 12. Do you like country music? SOME...mostly Shania ^_^ 13. What is your fondest memory ? oh plzzzzzzzzzzzzz 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? I would make myself hot 15. W

Ever Waisted
Here's my 365 daggers I feel in my heart the 24 cuts that made me so smart the 7 tears that made me realize that times ever waisted throughout our lives... 1 individual can change the world takes 2 to tango and get caught in loves swirl 3, father, son and holy spirit 4 makes a group and 5 people fear it 6 is the number that the evil favour 7 is the payment for minimum labour 8 is the time that dates take place 9 is the number of hearbreaks per pace 10 is the number of risks you have taken 11 is the number of men you dated and hated its 12 that makes you realize that your time was waisted... Time Ever Waisted looking at you look in the mirror times evil but true your skin begins to sag and your smile less vibrant your a withered old hag and your barely surviving your age like numbers never hops you were once admired on every stop but as you turn the corners you begin to notice the steps you take get harder and you notice the slowness but thats the 365 dagge

Irritation
I feel as though I should get something off my chest. I honestly have no idea why I signed up for this website and am surprised I have yet to take myself off. First of all, the fact that nearly everyone has a fake picture as their main avatar is highly irritating. Why am I receiving massive amounts of junkmail practically begging me to "rate their pics" and whatnot? (Half of which are horrible pieces of "art" potraying really attractive Native Americans and wolves and shit. What's that about? You're just setting people up for disappointment.) Is there some sort of status quo that I'm not aware of? Negotiating with me by saying you'll rate my pics a 10 isn't going to change this. This comes to me as quite pathetic. I don't know you, nor do I care to if all you are here for is a popularity contest. And when I DO browse upon a woman who seems to be not all about the fake pictures and say hello, it's like she's too fucking good to respond. Secondly, this website is one giant internet eyeso

My Blog
If you want to see the background on how I get my ideas for the Retrogod.com clothing range, then check out www.onemanbrand.com - it's full of funny, sad and weird ideas. I'm looking for a dtg t-shirt printer who has the traffic to go into partnership if you are them lemme know! Thing is all the t-shirt co-branding sites wanna take my copyright! I gotta work something out :(

If I Knew
If I Knew by: Jen Peterson If I knew what the world was like, would I still want to be born? If I knew what it felt like to be in Heaven, would I want to be alive? If I knew the choices that I made would be a mistake, would I still make them? I feel the risks you take would be worth the thrill sometimes. If I knew where the road less traveled would read, would I still take the opportunity? The answer is dear to me. If I knew everything from the begging, and if I knew everything my life would be empty! Nothing left to wonder, nothing left to dream. Somethings you should know, and others are best to be a mystery!

Feeling Of Life
the feeling of life of a moving race now set in motion. feeling the world move for what it is. seeing feeling how good it can feel with the motion on the roll again with it all for a new set of life. for this is the mind that feels none. life witha new look to it with a new bright way

Dont Unknown
the word speak thoughts you hold them back breaking my mind. the life the mind why do you push me into this? you touch me ?? for what?? you play this mine game. the touch awakes the body. only the path was unknown. your mind is unknown yet unforseen. touches and no respunces are reasons for no smiles for a person with something tooken from them or felt like, has a removeal of smiles for the life on the edge. paint me a min for this one is useless.

Time Gone
no time no time for the ones who call out, hey were here, hust ahead waiting for your wods waiting for your gentle touch. kiss the body kiss it all away for with time gone you loose everything in the meaning. healing the words healing not the mind for it hurts from what it has lost.

Hug Certificate ( Copy & Paste To Give To Your Friends If You'd Like To )
A Hug Certificate for You! *´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸ .•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸ This poem is very sweet. It will be interesting to see who sends it back. Forward this on and back. Thanks! *´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸ .•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸ If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you *´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸ .•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸ And share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. *´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸ .•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸ If I could build a mountain You could call your very own; *´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸ .•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸ A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. *´¨`*•.¸♥♥¸.•*´¨`*•. ¸♥?¨`*•.¸♥♥¸ .•*´¨`*• .¸♥?.•*´¨`*•.¸ If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the

Face Sucking.
Getting your face sucked off in a bizarre industrial accident involving the machine that puts the little plastic thins on shoelaces would be pretty damn embarrassing. Although... you'd have a good story to tell at those parties.. you know, where you have to tell stories about industrial accidents.

A Friend
I made this myspace a pitbull page but im still working on it.I met this guy who loves them and has some pits,this is banner for myspace. href="http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3Lm15c3BhY2UuY29tL3RoZXBpdGJ1bGxwYWdl" ..="image1.src=loadImage1.src;" ..="image1.src=staticImage1.src;"> his also on facebook.... http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=2427460406

Reason Why
The reason why is cause i have a bf that his a firefighter but the only thing is he died in a fire while he was working and he is my hero and i miss him alot...if only i could of said goodbye to him id be ok today...but im not. I try and stay strong but sometimes i just break down and cry well every night...the night he died he was suppose to come over and he didnt so i was used to it.when he didnt come he had to go and rescue a family and someone.and when he got to the firehouse he'd call me that night or next morning but he didnt,i was worried.i knew something was wrong.i loved him so much...

10-01
10 random things about me. 10. i love tacos. 09. i am extroverted. 08. a cardboard box once exploded while i was in it. 07. i don't like christmas. I prefer halloween. 06. i'm late. for everything. anywhere. if i wasn't late, than i wouldn't be me. 05. i am a sucker for cheese 04. when i'm upset, i don't even want to be around myself. 03. my worst habbit is singing songs from comercials. 02. I love being me! 01. i'm a giver. i always give. 9 places I want to visit. 09. spain. 08. italy. 07. england. 06. france 05. new york 04. canada 03. japan 02. australia. 01. the amazon. 8 things I want to do before I die. 1.build a tree house. 2.see the leaning tower of Piza 3.live in england for a while. 4.learn sign langauge. 5.be in a moive. 6.write a book 7.win the lotto 8.go sailing 7 ways to win my heart. 07. write me letters. 06. i want to know that you trust me. 05. don't poke fun if i'm scared or nervous, just tell me "it's ok, im here" 04. wake m

I Wish I Was Ugly (i Wish I Was Pretty)
Why did Nico have problems with Janis Joplin? She knew that to compete with her she had to be naked. Hence the sentence: "I wish I was ugly" Why did McCartney continue with music in 1971 while Lennon drifted off into Dylan parodies? Because Mecca had the key to Brian Jones while Lennon had the key to Dylan. Lennon soon found out that the only way to beat Dylan was to be cruler than him. Since Dylan in some ways killed Brian Jones there was no way to reform the Beatles. It was also impossible for Lennon to contine with music since he then would have to beat himself (the Beatles is in some ways Brian Jones).

True Love
I am 51 fell in true love ,but did I mess up and it was because of drinking ,I may loose the one true love I have had Myheart is so sad. It you see her tell her I love her , or send and Angle to tell her I cant loose her but dont know what todo . IT IS TURE LOVE

My Smart Ass Mouth
Today's episode of memoirs of a Redheaded Paramedic is a series of short stories showcasing my smart ass mouth. I have a severe case of Mouthus Overloadus. In normal terms it means that my mouth often gets ahead of my brain and overloads my ass. My friends will tell you that I have several phrases that I am well known for saying and sometimes these can get me into a fight…not that a fight is a big deal since I am crazy enough to fight a circular saw on high. So sit back, relax and realize that you are glad that I have mellowed in my old age…..lmao. First we will start with one that established my "I don't take shit from anyone" reputation and caused many to realize that I wasn't sweet. This was where I wasn't actually working but volunteering so I could get experience. I was living with a woman at the time and was happy in my pseudo-lesbianism, which has now been recognized as being bi-sexual. I had a rainbow flag keychain at the time and we were all sitting around the sta

Wishes Of A Tired, Tired Soul
This was sent to me by my friend David. He and I have partnered up time to time and the fool once wanted to be like me. Well you must be careful of what you wish for, because he got it. We had a local County Officer that was struck by an out of control vehicle at 60-70 mph when working an accident on the Interstate. Police, fire and EMS is a big family, and though we may fight and bicker amongst ourselves, we stand together when there is trouble. So this is for that officer, my fellow public safety worker... I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3am, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late, but wanting his wife an

Sunset
In the grove Under the tree We sit awaiting The spectacle before us Embracing the whole while Taking in the beauty Over the horizon And in our lives We sit there never wanting This day to end For we know have Had our first Special moment Looking into each others Eyes we see the sorrow Of the day to come But we assure each other That we will not be apart for long Soon we will be back At our special spot Doing this very thing Amazing a sunset Can make a person This special. -Cassie Brandon

Our Tree
In a tree We carve What will be Countless smiles and Everlasting love We carve our names In this tree So many ways So everyone can see Love not matter the distance No matter the way No matter the time No mater the place We are connected as one Heart Mind And being This tree is a token of our love And will never die Will only grow stronger As the years go by It’s the bond that will keep us strong Through bad times Through good times And even those in between times When we feel like we are being tested All we have to do Is come back to this tree And remind our selves What we mean to each other -Cassie Brandon