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Wow!
Now that I have your Attention... I feel everyone has there own way are parenting. There are some of us that are over protective and others that may be a little too under protective. I am a mother of three wonderful children. I am under protective of my children...I will not take my kids to the doctor for a cough and running nose knowing that its allergy season. I do not buy my kids everything they want. I have my own form of work which pays the bills. Sometimes I travel a lot for my work. I DO spank my kids. I DO yell at my kids when they are being bad. I know I have faults as a mother and I am no where near perfect. Some people look at me as careless and that my children are suffering with me. They say that I lie all the time about what I do, they tell my kids that I am also a lair. That is all OK. I know that my kids are in love with life, they get excited about the little things like when it rains, seeing horses and cows while going on car rides, digging up worms in

Sometimes We Forget
You know, so often we complain and moan and groan about this screwed up country in which we live (believe me, I am to blame also). We don't take time to think of the positive things we do have (believe me, I am to blame also). A couple of days ago, I read an article in the Times that upset me pretty badly and made me think about the positive things we have, though not complete nor perfect, just better than some have it. Today (Friday) in the Times, I read the follow up to the article and just completely was astonished, bewildered and frankly angry. In the country, Malawi (don't ask, don't know where it is and never heard of it either), two men (a loving couple) were taken to court and sentenced to 14 years (the maximum) in prison with hard labor. Their crime, homosexuality. "The harsh sentence for unnatural acts and gross indecency had been expected after the same judge convicted the two men earlier this week under laws dating from the colonial era. The case has drawn inte

Howdy All And Something On My Mind
OK and here I go once again with a new accoutn after my last one was once again deleted. I have found most of my freinds form the last accounts and am hapy that I have. BUt now on to something that has been on my mind. Most of the friends I have on here are female. To be honest thats not the issue. The problem here is, most have NSFW pictures. Now granted I would be lying I would love to see them, but I am to much of a gentleman to ask to see them. A few of the ladies have already been nice enough to accept another question I have put towards which to this day I still say THANK YOU! But how do I go about askign fo rhte other thing or should I jsut leave it be and foget about it.

Wicked Nursery
I'm iller then ill. Light up the gas can. Leaks & it spill I kill annihilate. With what you can't get think straight. Fuck ya hate none shit relate. If ya can step up to the plate. How i'm going at this rate. To lose a dysfunction. With no assumption. What you think going by not showing. Its worse then what you not connecting. Disinfecting i'm wrecking neck checking. Watch as display how i do it. True to kicking how i get it. Like no hat you put on. Its not fitted. Leaded 'em off on the misled the bled shed. As you fall down to the ground. Dead no repeat what i said. With the whole bunch of shit i said. Leave 'em in a rid confused grid. Here i is here i am. That wicked fine g. You know yo ass can't see. & don't think you can try. Or if so then you can kiss ya ass Goodbye Here i go running off with the wicked shit. You can't get yourself with. Who the fuck do you think you fucking with. You best of be off on somewhere else. I kicks heavy with that rock ish metal. You can't settle. Who

Weekend Getaway
WEEKEND GETAWAYBy Steven PardoeFriday 5:00pm finally came. Kristi worked more overtime this past week than she had all of last year, helping the law firm she worked for prepare for a huge case. With a sigh that flipped the lock of blonde hair dangling in her face upward, she pushed back her chair and grabbed her briefcase from under the desk. Opening the case to put what was left of a fruit salad in Tupperware, she saw an envelope lying on top with her name scribbled across the front. The envelope itself caught her attention; vanilla in color with twin palm trees in the top left corner. She reached down to see what is as her eyebrows lifted up in curiosity. Sliding her French manicured fingernail along the sealed edge, she pulled out a plane ticket and a note. The note simply said, “Thanks for a job well done; everything is taken care of…… enjoy!” The plane ticket was to a five star resort in Jamaica, and it left in an hour!As the jet descended out of the bill

To All My Friends
Im deleting my profile and starting a new one..for some reason i cant rate anyone or their pics..and i cant change my statues or mood...for anyone that wants to remain friends you can find me with my email.... kittykarlf150@yahoocom...sorry everyone.....i will have my new profile finished by june first.... love to all, night owl

Mando'a (mandalorian Language)
This isn't complete, but it is a start. Verbs * a'den (AH-den) - to rage * atiniir (ah-teen-EER) - to endure, to stick with, to tough it out * baatir (BAH-teer) - to care, to worry about * beten - to sigh * brokar - to beat (heartbeat, drumbeat * cuyir - to be, to exist * dinuir (DEE-noo-eer) - to give * duraanir - to look down upon, to hold in contempt, to despise * duumir - to allow * ganar - to have * gaan - to want * hettir - to burn * hibirar - to learn * hukaatir (HOO-kaht-EER) - to protect, to cover, to shield * jehaatir - to lie * jorso'ran - shall bear (archaic imperative form) * jurir - to bear, to carry * jorhaa'ir - to speak * jurkadir - to mess with someone (lit: to brandish a saber) * kar'taylir - to know * k'uur(koor) - to hush, be quiet, to shut up * liser - to be able to, can * motir - to stand * narir (nah-REER) - to act (carry out), to do * nartir (nah-ree-TEER) - to place, to put * nau'ur (also: sometimes seen as naur) (now-00R) - to light up * nau

I Looked In You
Feel my pain,taste my tears.Take a glimps,of all the fear.You think you know,how things should be,but you dont know,what its like to be me.Look thru my eyesfeel the angerburn deep in your heartWait, dont leavethis is just the startcontinue to lookwhat is it nowall the darknessi made thru, somehowso dont ever assumethat you know who i amor think that beside meyou could even standyour words are poisonyour love untruei know this now,because i looked in you..............

Think !
There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see, I will marry you.' One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her,'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him. Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations. Life Is a GiftToday before you say an

The Backs Of People
Don't piss down our bscks and call it rain. Don't exalt leaders because it's PC to do so. No "Leader" wants to take us anywhere. Who spends life getting into power for the good of the people? We need to stop fighting about left and right and just start fighting. Shit is crooked. The examples are ample. 2000 kisses are 2010 disses. Don't get me started.

English To Mando;a
Able to - liserAbsorb - sooranirAbusive - ge'hutuunAccurate - sairimAcross - dosAct - nari or narirAct suicidally - jareorAction - nariAdd - majycirAdopt - kir'manirAdoption (ceremony) - gai bal mandaAfar - be'chaajAggressive - verd'ycAide - ge'ver'alorAir - abiikAlcohol - galAlcoholic drink - tihaarAle - galAlleged - gehatycAll - anAlliance - tom or tsadAllied - tom'ycAllow (give permission) - duumirAllowed (given permission) - duumycAlly - tomadAlly (temporary) - narudarAlmost (before consonant) - geAlmost (before vowel) - getAlone - solusAlso - balycAlways - ratiinAmbition - copadAmbush - jehavey'irAmmunition - tebecAn (indefinate article) - eynAnd - balAngry - kadenAnything - mayenApologise - eparavur takisitApproach - ara'novorApproved - duumycArchivist - tay'haaiArea - veerayArm - irudArmor - beskar'gamArmored - beskarycArmy - akaan'adeArtillery - tracyaatAs, like (comparative) - as...asAs...As that - bid...ibacAsh - rangAshen-faced - jiriadAsking for it - jare'laAssembly - Tsad

How Many
Deb went looking for me on myspace and told me she came across 200 plus Norio Osborn. I said how many? That's impossible because I've only known two other people with the first name of Norio. One was motorcycle racer from Japan. Anothe a CEO of either Toyota or Sony. That being said, Comcast 411 is telling there is someone with my name living in Somerdale when I went looking for my Uncles. Ever check yourself out only to find multiples? In my case someone searchnig for me. Glory to God N

A Pome
We are the out casts of societyWe come from the rich an the poorWe're Christians pagans, anarchist, and otherFriends, brothers and sistersWe're known as juggalo'sThe FreakshowWe're honor boundWe live and die by the carnivalVery few understand usThe one's that do are FamFriends brothers and sistersWe're known as juggalo'sThe freak showGrease paint,Hachets,faygo,and homiesWe don't rape, kill or anything we sing aboutWe mug an do thing we ain't support toWe are survivorsFriends, bothers and sistersWe're known as juggalo'sThe Freakshowwe are every whereWe may not all agreeYet we stand together in the time of needWe will watch one another backsFor we are the freashowThe family of clowns and ninja'sSimply known as juggalo's

Poem
Let's Do a danceA Dance to deathDeath of romanceRomance and loveLove of anotherAnother never to holdTo hold never moreNevermore to danceThe dance of romanceIt's time to dance againTo find the right partnerFor the tango of loveWe start with a step n a twirlPain travels up you legAs a few feet are stepped onIt's nothing personalthat's just the way it goesAround an around we goTired of going through partnersBut sooner or latter I'll find the oneAn the dance will endWith a passionate kiss.

Gray Hair
So I always thought that I'd freak out the day I found gray hair. I went to cut my hair the other day, and noticed a gray hair sticking straight up. Because of where it was at and how it was growing, I pulled it... don't need stray hairs. But then I started looking really closely at my hair. I found about 10 long, shiny silver hairs in my head. Contrary to what I had thought about them, I smiled. I discovered I actually like them. I'm almost 31 years old, and I'm finally getting them. I figure after all I've been through in life, I've earned every single one of them. I'm not going to dye my hair to hide them, or pretend like I'm not getting older. Excited, I called my grandma and my mom to tell them about the signs of age. Then I sat back, stared at them a bit more, and smiled some more. Cover gray? NEVER! I'm as proud of those hairs as I am the stretch marks from my son.

The Coffeehouse
Hard to say at any given time who's the mouse and who's the cat? So we play our cat and mouse game of attractions and passions. I could be her tomcat, she would be my tomboy. We flirt a generation away the tomboy wants to play, ya know, I have never seen her is a dress or skirt. The tomboy and her tomcat, or the tomcat and his tomboy; sounds like the title of a book, one of those super sleuth action-comedy and impossible romance novels all in one Of course the x-rated love scenes would be left mostly to your imagination i.e., "what's wrong dear?" "Mom, a man made love to me, we did everything mom. He did things to me that I can't get out of my mind and it's interfering with my work and I did things to him, well, I can't believe I did them and I want more of him." Her mother looked at her the way mothers do and; "It's alright dear, now, tell me the truth, what's troubling you." She just looked at her mom with exasperated amusement and said "whatever." She is in her 20s but

Boasted
One of my neighbors boasted how they owned all these lot's only to find it is lot's 1, 2, 3, and 4. The lot next to me isn't owned by a church but a person. Imagine that and how deep it is. All the neighbors are very quiet except for the one that boasted. Lier always lie. They never change. Booze always loosens the tongue to boast. Glory to God N

True Lies: By Me
IM UNIQUE YOUR RARE IN THIS GAME LIFE ISNT FAIR SLEEP WITH U AND LEAVE I WOULDNT DARE MY HEARTS RED AND YOURS IS BLUE I MADE YOU MY EVERYTHING AND NOW WERE THROUGH TO INFINITY AND BEYOND BUT NOW IM OVER YOU EVERY WORD I SAID WAS REAL YOURS WERENT TRUE MISSING U EVERYDAY AINT NOTHING NEW YOUR STILL THE SAME BUT MY MENTALITY GREW YOU SAY YOU DONT CARE BUT REGRET IS GLUE THE SHIT I FELT FOR YOU BUT THAT LOVE FLEW THE WAY I FEEL YOU DONT HAVE A CLUE PAYBACKS A BITCH BUT THAT AINT MY CUE 4EVER HEARTBROKEN TILL JUDGEMENT IS DUE

Questioning Dreams
Why do i dream of being a slut Of being used by others But not having my own needs satisfied Why does the thought of Being unworthy Fill me with such pride Longing to feel pain Given for another's pleasure Received with grace Why do i dream of being tied down Not able to move a limb Being control at the mercy of another Why does this appeal? Freeing my mind Fulfilling my wants Taking away my fears There for another to take Accepting with grace Why do i dream of humiliation Of being unworthy of love Yet knowing I am loved and wanted Degradation Head bowed eyes cast down Lowest of the low Not worthy of you But only in my mind Humbled in grace Why do i dream of punishment For the slightest misdemeanour Wanting to take pain disciplined by your hand Fearing the pain But longing for it Fearing your wrath But looking for it Fear and pleasure entwine Submitting with grace

Panda's Prayer!
We live in the tree's, Under the cool summer breeze, Chewing on Bamboo shoot's, as happy as can be, Black & white fur, Soft as soft can be, Can I be your pet for a little while, Live in peace for eternity? Those Lumberjack's have no place here, why I why can they not see, The crystal tear's shedding within our Family, Our sibling's have nowhere to swing, No laughter to be heard, Amongst the leafy suburbs, Those fucking Buzzsaw's deafining me, No tree's stand, No fruit grow's in these grove's, Were wasting away, Man could not care for our welfare, Fur is replaced by tick's & decay, Left just as another sorry sack off bone's, While your making paper , For money & your work, The last remaining bear's fight for there home, We are no longer seen where we used to be, Happy & free, Our only chance off survival, To be taken in cage's fed unaturally , No life this is, For the bear's that used to care, Crawl's back into my shabby bed off hay, Looking for the day ahead, We can

What Treasure Causing Pain Brings
It's confusing to me, watching as I do, the things people do to bring them personal worth. Those that seem to want to cause pain in others to give themselves a sense of power or control is the undermining of society today. Antagonists that only bring others down to feel a socially higher status has been going on for decades, even centuries...but does that make it right, or does this actually point to a Neanderthalic mentality of "might makes right"? The barbaric way people tend to treat each other behind our backs is appalling and a disturbing sign that the human reace seems doomed to destroy itself. When did allowing the abitlity to feel and show honest emotions become a liability and not a strength? When did backstabbing become the norm? The glorification of such antics on TV's so called "reality shows" has done more to erode our sense of morality than pornography ever thought of doing (at least porn admits what it is). S0, the ability to make someone else feel pain...is this a stren

My Freedom
Im going to take this moment to say what I want to ..I mean that is my right..right? Fuck you to all that have hurt me, dont forget karma is a bitch! Bite me to all the ones that thought I would never amount to anything. laugh now! Kiss my ass is to the ones that think they are better than me, get off your high horse already! Drop dead to most of my family, you people make me sick! Hello to the people I will meet soon enough. Goodbye to my loved ones that passed away. RIP Aunt Judy I love you to the one I will fall for one day.. (maybe) I do to the one I will marry, where ever you may be You bastard! to the husband that gets me pregnant..shit hurts, I wont lie. Remember people for who they are, not what they can do for you...Remember people for what they did, to better someones life..not make yours better.

I Don`t Think You Know,but .....
I Don`t Think You Know,but .....I don't think you willever fully understandhow you've touched my life.I don't think you could ever knowjust how truly special you arethat even on the darkest nightsyou are my brightest star.I don't think you will ever fully comprehendhow you've made my dreams come true.You are an Amazing & Awesome person, Carl :)

Theres Is A Reason For Everything
Theres is a reason for everythingTheres is a reason for everything,I have come to believe this is true,there is a reason why our paths crossed,Theres is a reason for everything,there is a reason why I joined the site,there is a reason why I wided up in the same place as you,there is a reason why threw theese years,we are still so close,you told me there is a reason for everything,you no what Carl,now I believe why i wided up online,cause the reason is you,we have shared so much with each other,you make me feel so comfortable,when no oneesle could,I can`t wait to meet you and see where this takes us,all I no is I can`t go threw life not finding out,You have brighteren my smile, when I thought I couldn`t ever smile again,I am so happy rigth now Thank You for coeming into my life,I do agree ,there is a reason for everything YES!!

The Blaze In My Head
have a great time and get fukked up! as the day is long; and so the damage goes on! PRIZE! have a good time and never say good bye. consistant bikkering; they are the way, they love the way, I AM THE WAY! kill em one, kill em all! have a great time and get fukked up! we will never give away what we have won! this is a part of me, you are a part of my mind, so get in line to get fukked up! have a good time while the cool corrupt as the day goes on and so the damage is done! gonna tare this god damn world apart, gonna break humanity, gonna piss gasoline and set the world on fire! have a hella good time while the cool corrupt! get a hella high and never have to say goodbye! get in line to get fukked up! they love the way, the are the way, I AM THE WAY!

Hey There..
hey there..im new here and i dont know how to chat here..OMG!..but im online at yahu and msn now..if u want to chat with me im always online there and add me and drop me a message ok?.if ur interested add me there.. sophiamadisonsmith ..i hope that someone will try to chat with me there and teach me how to chat here..thank you..

Reassess
I was a one sick pup for a long time and now I have to reassess everything. Be it the Stint, right to my finance. Myself, including my mind is sort of straigtened out a bit. Look out? No, but time honestly look at where I am on this sandy road. Glrory to God N

Hey How Are U Doing?
hey..whats up?.this is sophia madison but u can call me sophia for short..im from missouri and i really love to travel!.i want to meet new friends and im single for almost 2 years..never been married and i have no kids..but u know what im bored..wanna chat sometime?.im always online at yaho and msn..try to add me there if u want to chat..and drop me a message ok?.mine is sophiamadisonsmith ..take care!.muuuaahhh -_-

Sabatoge A
Someone is often silent until another shows up around me. Already sabatoged a relationship and will again. Hoorah! No Stint. My mind was made up on recent event's. Ain't sticking around for all to do whatever? Weight gain is two pounds over night and the swelling is in the ankles, feet, and toes. Means fluid is everywhere, from my Heart to other organs. Annette, it wasn't because I gave up recently. I gave up long time ago. Way before you ever made Earth. Yes, I'm a member of something and there is unfinnshed business to take care of. TEMPLER ON GUARDE

Don't Want
I don't want my potential future to be so emotional as some get, when discussing certain subject that I get disturbed. I had 25 years, off and on of that with my ex wife, and 3 month's of it from my then live in girl friend. Please, I read it and hear it. I don't want that Heart ache of reliving my past. If this is personal to you then I'm sorry. I keyed in certain job or profession in certain place. There was 25 listed. Granted some are agency selling to get you a job but I found it astonishing. Morning is shot but made it to Acme and PO. I'll see what the afternoon brings? Glory to God N

Nothing To
There's nothing to post because I lead a boring life. Changed the oil and filter for Deb. It was hot and humid but Providence showed me Mercy. Afterwards it became very hot and muggy. Were it not for Deb I would not be here. Were it not for Deb I'd be gone to wherever? Many there was to ask and demand me to have this surgery but only Deb is still here. They don't call and I don't. They don't knock and I don't. They don't say hi and I don't. To each there own. God shows Mercy as God sees fit and not according to man or woman. Glory to God N

Pain
I hope no ever reads this , I fill that I am at my wits end. I can not take anymore. Life will never get better, it never has! I fill as though I will never escape the binds that hold me in hell. How long must a soul suffer , how long? Crying over all the pain trying to pretend that life will get better yet it never has! They broke me long ago! Know I have nothing left no heart, no soul no hope and no love! Wishing that the end was near!

Love Or Hate
I wounder if people know how easy it is to Love and how much Energy it takes to hate? Love never comes so easy. I believe most couples are not in love at all. Love is respect and compramise as well as sacrafice. I was told this by my Nana Christine Guiliano. "You have to find somebody that loves you more then you love them." I really was taken by that statement. I have always given myself more to my partner than they for me. Love is like a flame it burns fierce and wild at first. Over Time it becomes coals hot and stronger. Love is all about respect as well. For guys we just want to be respected by our partner and loved. Woman desperately just want to be loved rather than respected. If she feels loved than she will feel respected as well. Guys want to always offer solutions to problems woman want to tell and know that someone will listen. Love and Respect its as easy and as comlicated as that! Hate is so much easier than love. It takes more energy to hate someone than it does

Forsed To Rate 10's
It pretty fucked up how this site will not allow you to use the numbers 1 through 8 on people but will allow you to use 9, 10 & 11. how fucking stupid is this?...VERY FUCKING STUPID!!!...why not just erase 1 through 8 & have visible clicks of 9 through 11. why is rating someone low considered down rating?...I rate 9s some to. I never rate 10's because no one on this site is perfect. so from now on i win NOT! rate at all. i refuse to let this site control my rates.

Today Sunday August 22, 2010.
Today Sunday August 22, 2010. Well it looks like all my family brought me here to Chatsworth, GA for is so they can slam and persecute me online, with me not having anyway to defend myself. My ex has my son convinced that I was on porn sites and that I am into younger women than my daughter. This is not true, I am into women not girls, I have also visited military websites as well as the sites I belong to. He doesn’t even take the time to get to know where I go online before accusing of such. The adult sites I go to are, Adultspace, and Watchersweb. They do not allow kids in those sites. Besides when did it change where children can tell parents what sites they can or cannot visit inline? I have not violated any online rules. Well here it is 2:20pm the 23rd and still no food stamps and no food in my house, so another day without food. I am starting to run low on coffee and sweetener to boot!! Well at 7:45pm on the 23rd I broke down and offered pay for a can of Ravioli from my dau

Dreaming Again
DREAMING AGAIN I dreamed of touching you You and felt my body shiver Shiver like the first time Time I touched my first girl I dreamed of kissing you You with your perfect lips Lips that ignite in me Me feeling such passion when we kissed I dreamed of holding you You so close to me I can Can smell your sweet scent Scent more amazing than any other I dreamed of looking into your eyes Eyes so beautiful to make my heart cry Cry as I see all of the love Love you have for me reflected in your eyes I dreamed of heaven Heaven on earth I dreamed Dreamed of our hands and souls entwined Entwined sharing every tomorrow together I dreamed I was the happiest Happiest man in the world Our friendship like no other You and I together forever Yes the happiest man in the world Dreaming again...I am dreaming of you By Scott A. Scherer

Death:
This Pome I wrote in my Sophmore Reading class in High School from the flood by Annie Dillard we had to make up a pome related to the story we read. Death: You Cannot live. Its natures way. It's sure fier. I cannot belive my eyes. Everything imaginable is zipping by. It smashes...like a fist. At repressed rage. I dont know.

Out Of My Sight:
I think about you each day and each night. I just want to hold you tight. I hate when you get out of my sight. I just sit there every night thinking you will come back when it gets light. But its already light you still havent came back to Me. Why not is it because we faught. I am sorry if I hurt you. But come back into My sight. Now your back in my sight. I can hold you tight as I want to in the night by the light. Wrote 10-10-97

Jesus:
Jesus Oh Jesus Listen to my plea. I have something to say. I fill like I am comeing apart each day. My fillings tell Me to look the other way. I try to look the other way but everything seems to get in my way. I have to face so many problems. Wrote 11-9-1998

God Listen To Me:
God look at Me. Tell Me what you see. I see Myself as a person with so many problems. Will they ever go away. Or will they stay with Me. Each day I face a diffrent problem. I try to clear my miend of them,but when I do they come back. Wrote 6-29-1999

Another One Has Gone Home
Another One Has Gone HomeGod, I know you are listening,So please remember me. Please don’t forget about me, In this time of heartbreak and loss.Remember me and the man who made me.Remember the day you made him, Such a priceless piece of creation.You made him and knew that he would make me.God, remember how you crafted him.You made him with such an amazing heart,And unconditional love to match your own. Strong yet gentle arms to guide me.Please Lord, take care of him for me.Watch over him until I get there.There I will sit next to you,You and the man who also made me.That day I will rejoice again. There will be much rejoicing And celebrating in Heaven that day,On that glorious day when we meet once more. Sweet, precious God please remember,Remember him, now in your sight,In your heart so you can watch over him,Him, the man who I loved so much.God, please help me get through this.Through this deep pain that I have, Because he is now home with you. He is now one of your cho

How Deep Is The Water?
HOW DEEP IS THE WATER? How deep is the water??? He wondered as he entered the water from the bank and started to swim. There she was in the boat ahead, ready to follow him everywhere he went. They were on their jet skis, such small bodies for such big machines, but they seemed to handle them well. They would ride along side of him talking to him and keeping his mind off the occasional pain in his muscles. How deep is the water??? He wondered as he entered into his 4th hour of swimming. They seem bigger now, at his side. But still, when he turns and looks in their faces, they are the same in his heart. They smile back and keep talking to him, helping him forget the hours that have passed. How deep is the water??? He wondered as he looked at his watch and realized he’d beenswimming for 8 hours now. He looked back and she was still there in the boat, where she always was, ready to throw him a line to bring him aboard if he grew

On Wings He Comes
ON WINGS HE COMES Here He comes… Don’t you hear Him? Don’t you see Him? Can’t you feel Him? Your skin crawling like a thousand bugs come to life. Did I not warn you? Did I not tell you? Did you not listen? What? You didn’t believe me? Ha, ha, ha…You foolish human… Don’t you know what you do? Don’t you see what you have brought? I told you didn’t I? I warned you didn’t I? I warned you about the pleasures you sought. How dare you think you could get away? You can’t outrun Him. So funny are your screams and tears. He lives off all…you see. All of your nightmares and fears. Please run, it will be fun to watch. Please hide, and let me set my clock. I can feel you…What, you don’t think He can too. I can even smell your fears. Foolish human…such foolish tears…. Don’t you know what you do? Don’t you see what you have brought? I t

Well, I Can Dream…can’t I?
WELL, I CAN DREAM…CAN’T I? When I look at you…I start to dream…..You make me remember walking hand in handAlong the beach and bare footed in the sand.I dream of making a home againWith a woman who holds my heartTightly and tenderly in her handsI dream of love again.I dream of long evenings spent Cuddling together under a blanket Watching the fire burning in the fireplaceSeeing the light flicker off of her face.I dream of night time rituals Of brushing her hair before she sleepsAmazed at how much love I feel As I dream of this.I dream of a thousand kisses and hugsOf making love in every roomOf laying on a soft blanket Under the stars gazing at the moon.When I look at you…I start to dream…I see a face, it is blurred in my dreamTell me, do I dream of you??Well, I can dream can’t I?By Scott A. Scherer

Drivers
Driving down a multi-lane highway today, in the center lane. Vehicle in each lane beside me and slightly ahead decide it's time to be in the center lane. No signal from either of them.... One of my passenders spilled their drink when I had to hit the brakes hard.... I don't know about you, but I like my car and don't drive like those 2 idiots. just sayin'

It's All You
When you speak, that beautiful noise leaking from your lips soothe my aching heart. That fills the other half of my soul. It wraps around me like the beating sun on an August morning. When you touch me, those coarse but gentle hands up my arm and around my neck arouses me with aggressive passion. It powerfully conquers my mind and flesh. You pull me in faster than any great black hole in the universe can pull the smallest grain of sand. When you love me, those amazing words whispered softly into my ear and your warm embrace make me feel safe. Your love shelters me from any nefarious demons in my closet. It swallows my form taking all of me in. My every stunning flaw draws your affection for me, making me love myself and with all of that, love you.

Something I Dont Get!
Why it it on here I seem to get more guys hitting on me then I do girls trying to talk to me? I just not seeing what you guys see in me that girls are not I guess espeically since I am straight. Just curious what everyone has to say.

Contagious
"Contagious"(feat. R Kelly & Chante Moore) [Verse 1]It's 2 A.M. I'm just getting in about to check my message,no one has called but my homies and some billcollectors.Cellular when somebody wants to borrow moneyI two-way her she don't hit me back something is funny.So I called her mother's house and asked has she seen my baby.Roll my six around looking for that missing lady.Got back in turned the TV on and caught the newsthen I put my hand on my head cause I'm so confused.And then I turned the TV downcause I thought I heard a squicky sound,somethings going on upstairsand I know nobody else lives here"bump bump bump" as I get closer to the stairways all I hearthen I hear my babies voice in my ear screaming out....[Chorus:]You're contagious, touch me baby, give me what you got(and then a man said) sexy lady drive me crazy, drive me wild(And I just can't believe this shit)[Verse 2]I ran downstairs looked in the closet looking for that ooo,said a prayer cause only God knows what I'm

Rain Drops
I feel the rain falling on my skin, cool drops falling and running down my body...They become your hands as they begin to slowly run down my face and neck, making visions dance wildly in my mind... Onto now my aroused awaiting breasts they travel, running down to the tips of my nipples and dripping off onto the ground below... The crease between my breasts has now become a valley in which they run down to my stomache touching so softly and gently... father down they move caressing me touching my inner thighs causing their own twisted delight, they are teasing me... Moving down my legs calves and ankles and off the tips of my toes I notice they have made a picture below, a puddle of water to some, but to me a passionate pool of rain drops is what I see...

Anti Spam Warriors!
This one is for you. Honestly…All those who go around looking for content to shout spam on, in my opinion is very sad! Think about it… THIS IS THE INTERNET, you can choose what you do or do not view, yet you take the time out to eye someone else’s space and then even more time out to tag spam or report it…After they posted one, YES ONE, link! Why was it so hard for you to just ignore it? Don’t get me wrong I know there are folks that do abuse the internet, corrupt and clutter it with crap… But someone, who is, trying to promote their legit business why would you try and get in the way of that??? Yet you don’t take time out to report the repeated adverts on T.V that consistently and continuously promotes junk food, and what ever other sleaze you can think of!?? You confuse me… Internet police, you all have too much time on your hands!!! Perhaps I do too for even writing this, but it is REALLY jarring arrrrrrrr

Where's The Fucking Green Gum.?
Doing my homework with jeanie and alison. homework party in the lounge :) best day kind of :\ ... Looking for some gum that jeanie just spit out... having some great laughes now only to crawl on this floor looking at shows and wondering "Where's the fucking green gum.?

This Is Too Funny.
A man and his wife were working in their garden one day when the man looked over at his wife and said, â€œYour buttâ€™s getting huge. I bet itâ€™s bigger than the barbecue.â€With that, he proceeded to get a measuring tape and measured the grill. Then he went over to where his wife was working and measured her butt.â€œI was right, your butt is two inches wider than the barbecue!â€The woman chose to ignore her husband. Later that night in bed, the husband felt a little frisky. He made some advances toward her, but she completely brushed him off.â€œWhatâ€™s wrong?â€ he asked.She replied, â€œDo you really think Iâ€™m going to fire up this big-ass grill for one little weenie?â€

Some Of The Things I've Noticed Lately.
Some of the things I've noticed lately are somewhat alarming to me. Appernatly, people are no longer judged by who they are on the inside, but rather by what they chose as a career, how popular they are, where they live, or what their backround is. I realize that while one must be mildly attracted to a person physically, one's physical apperance should not be the end all and be all. In today's world of social sites, instant messaging, and other high tech advancements, people are putting too much stock into a person's popularity, career, or other marteriallistic status, ie how much money they may or may not have, or what kind of car they drive. I for one, who expierenced first hand this type of behavior. Before I enlisted in the military, people never gave me a second look, or a second thought. I was simply another person who blended into the backround or was overlooked. But once I returned home from Missouri a soldier, it all changed. People started wanting to shake my hand, ask for m

Fubar Fun Wheres It At
Fubar Fun is their anyone that sint into the DRAMA I cant stree it enough i hate that word but its all you here from other. I want to have fun and fun is what I want where is the fun and not the drag me down people

Why?
Maybe its just me, or maybe not but I was gone from this place for awhile and last I checked you had to be 18/an adult to be here. So perhaps someone might explain to me how it is that a male without a shirt on and pants on..yes I said PANTS!! has his photo yanked cause its not rated pg..really?? Well lets reflect shall we! since you only have to be 13 to get into a pg movie I guess we are expanding our clientel here at fubar, no? well then Get a freak'en clue and lay off the censorship! I'm not saying we have to all have full on porno profiles but we are all adults here. Also the salute thing is a little out of control I can clearly ready all required info on the one I submitted yet it would seem those in power said no cause its a little blurry, again WOW!! really? uggg am I crazy here or are we turning into fu fu bar:P

I Dont Understand
ok things i dont understand .. first off what to do with a husband who you want to believe but cant because he lies. how do you tell if you just want to believe him or if hes telling the truth? wow this really sucks.. ive srpent the last few hours making two fubar accounts one with and invite and one with out and invite, i wanted to see if you could add a person to your profile page if they didnt invite you to fubar. from what i have found you cant... the only way to have the invite by "......" is to have been invited to fubar by that person in an email. so why is it i want to believe my husband when he tells me he didnt invite her??? wow i must be stupid.. he told me he didnt and i believed him for a few days but now im like wow im stupid, and what the hell am i going to do about it anyway i have done what i can to make things right for us, i gave him a second chance, but i guess when there is a will you will find a way.. he bought me a car and a house to try to make things look ok li

2011 Mission To Improve My Life And Public Image
Now the big mission for 2011, first, most of my rants will now be discussed in private. Second, start moving away from peeps, activities, places that have negative influences on me. Third, have more fun. Fourth, not put so much effort and emo into finding a partner. Fifth clean up my public image.

Motivational Note
"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place... and I don´t care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently, if you let it. You, me or nobody, is gonna hit as hard as life. But ain't about how hard you hit... It's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward... how much you can take, and keep moving forward. That´s how winning is done. Now, if you know what you worth, go out and get what you worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits. And not pointing fingers saying: You ain´t what you wanna be because of him or her or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain´t you! You´re better than that!"

Now These Guys & The Bitchassness Of The Fumafia Bouncers Who Lick Ass Crack & Play Favs Like T-moble.
Guess I'm a go for the gold & force your hand. Don't really care for the out come.... So Do what you.... [ fubar.com photo: ] check this out tho. Can u say cry baby cry.....

Chivalry Is Dead
Wonder how and why sending flowers , gifts , trying to communicate to get closure of any kind gets me charged ? Then this person sends ex wife personal e-mails between us from 3 months previos she musta saved em and e-mailing everyday there is miles of words. The sad thing is all these e-mails basically tells all about my life good and bad I bared my soul some things said were only known by me I trusted was honest and now i'm in the fire. This lady also saw fit to send gifts i had given her to my Ex wife, phoning her @ home to villanize me. I honestly can say I fell in Love With this garibaldi highlands women and it seems i still love her and don't understand, how i can love a person so soon. But when ya know ya know. LOve this lady more than i ever loved anyone including my ex wife that i was married to for 10 years. Do i need to be beatin for being a love sick romeo or what Cuz Tawnya is the one, i feel ya only get 3 chances to find your queen she was it.

T Oo Much Eight
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Jace's Law : Say It Like It Is~no Offense
A woman wants a man to: Wild and rich Be there for them- just not to availabe Lust after her beauty- just not in public it's sexual harrassment Man handle them- Be cafeful you could wind up with an assult charge Take charge- as long it's her decision that's RULED Let her act like a man without consequences- the law let's her be violent and you can't do shit about it Let her have the "Wallet"- she can always have her "Side" fun Get her that "Pickett fence" for her- so she gets it for free when you divorce Need I say more... Why do you think they get in where they fit in when it SUITS them In the END you got Screwed only for what they can get out of you~ then she'll leave or you leave her KARMA is a BITCH in the end though It's been me & my boys for 4 years without a woman around ~ I might be a nice guy & lost everything to pay for my 3.5 year divorce~ It was worth it I saved my boys from abuse, I have full custody. So all you disrespectful BITCHES could only wish~ In


There's nothing wrong with believing in fairy tales, because in the end, we all live happily ever after, However you've forgot one important detail...Not everyone we fall in love with means its a happily ever after after story... Most of the time its just... Once upon a time...

My Naughty Challenge
Are you up for the challenge? Fill out the questions below honestly, let's see how daring you are. 1. On a scale of 1 to 10, rate how naughty you think you are: 2. Do you masturbate? 3. Own any sex toys? If so, which one is your favorite? 4. Are you multi-orgasmic? 5. What is your bra size? 6. Anal sex, yes or no? 7. Blow jobs, yes or no? 8. Where is the kinkest place you have performed a sexual act? 9. Ever fooled around with the opposite sex? 10. Ever hooked up with a complete stranger? 11. Would you consider yourself submission, dominating, or a lil of both? 12. Favorite type of panties to wear?

Unfrienders For No Apparent Reason:
Send a nice warm friend request. Accepted. Visit profile often, giving only 11's. Send notes. Give drinks. Suddenly unfriended. Send blank friend request, because you were already friends. Not accepted. Send note asking why. "I don't keep friends who never visit my profile". wtf? Freak.

My Mood
i want to take my shiny new boots and place them on the head of a small kitten i want to smash it slowly beneath my heel i want to feel it twitching and clawing at my boot i want to watch it as it suddenly stops i want to pick up it's corpse and throw it at a bus full of small children suffiecient to say i'm overly happy at the moment.... how are you?

Sex
Me David And His Wife Kris David And Kris Adventure This is based on a true story, before I go on to the main story I have to set a preface. The girl who’s name is Kris this was my Best friends David’s wife. I had known her in High school, she was basically a slut, and I didn’t know her really well, till years later. when David started dating her. During the dating period, she would always hit on me touch my leg or grab my cock playing. I didn’t think this was cool so I confronted David three times about it. I guess he talked with her because she stopped till they Got married. David and Kris had not been married a year I used to go over their house and watch the cowboys game every Sunday. As I would sit there on the couch I would be ask to turn my head, as she gave David a blow job on the couch beside me. Afterwards she would turn to me and smile. Well on this particular night we got finished watching the game and Kris says, “ let’s go for a ride gu

A Story For A Friend Who Has A Bday Coming Up......
WARNING: THIS IS A FANTASY EROTIC ABOUT 2 ADULTS ROLE PLAYING,I DO NOT CONDONE NOR PROMOTE CHILD ABUSE IN ANY FORM! Happy Birthday Daddy Today is my Daddy’s birthday and as his naughty little gurl, I want to make it a very special birthday. So I start the day out by buying him a cake, decorating the house and picking out a sexy outfit to wear for Daddy. I take a long soak in the tub and make sure my body is all pretty for Daddy. He loves it when I’m all shaved and smelling good, so I pay close attention to doing just that. After my bath, I go to get dressed; I picked a very short skirt, no panties, thigh high stockings, lacy bra, a half t-shirt that exposes my belly and the really high heels Daddy bought me so I would look more grown up for Him. He says even though I am his naughty little gurl, I should always dress like a young lady for him, a sexy young lady at that! I get all giggly when Daddy talks to me like that and it makes me so hot for D

Random Thoughts
eu não posso levá-lo para fora da minha mente, eu penso em você o tempo todo, .. seus lábios me degustação ... sua mão de roaming sobre o meu peito, fazendo-me tão feliz que eu encontrei você, eu não sei o que eu seria você não tem você. im perdido no mar com o pensamento de você sem mim, eu não acho que eu poderia viver dessa maneira, passando por cada dia com o seu toque, ou palavras para me confortar, eu estaria perdido para a eternidade, com o homem que roubou meu coração , a um eu não ouso nome, para o medo que rouba minha respiração que eu estarei sozinho se eu fiz ... eu te amo minha alma gêmea de

1st Edition
- liars - breaking promises - saying you are gonna do something and have no intention of doing it - being ignored - men who think that saying, "I'm hard and jacking off" is a pick up line, and worse, that it will actually work! - people who put up a profile picture that is deff not them - people who only put up pictures of themselves from 10 years ago - jealousy - most women - being treated like a possession - guys that think that you have nothing better to do than sit in front of the webcam for their own viewing pleasure - crack whore welfare moms - silence in lounges - my neighbors - the best friend's ex

Protection Technology (put The Outer North Patent)
[material Apex Climateblock SOFTSHELL introduced] protection technology (put THE outer NORTH patent) All THE protection type (312 397 g/square meters) APEX, THE elastic cloth is put by NORTH developed fourTo elastic cloth; Wind and rain, breathable comfort, table cloth DWR better the spilled water treatment, can strengthen the cloth waterproof function; Elastic characteristics can accord with outdoor activities of the body stretch when demand, 0 CFM, 100% of fangfeng, can resist the external changeable weather.

The Truth Of It Is
Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is Angel and i'm a girl, and I’ve got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up. You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already. Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn&rsq

Important Tips For Finding A Right Moving Company
Moving home to a new place is not a fun chore at all. It creates chaotic and hassled situation. It is because there are many problematic works associated with the process. In short, moving is a process which can make you sleepless for many nights. But with the professional moving companies you can make your move easy and smooth. There are many professional moving companies in different major cities and towns who can provide you easy solution to all your relocation needs. Hiring one of reputable removal companies or packers and movers would be extremely hassle-free and comfortable relocation experience. With the help of professional packing and moving services you will be able to turn your move into easygoing and smooth affair. Undoubtedly, a good moving company can make your home shift easy and smooth but hiring a right company is also a big undertaking. If you will fail to hire a right service provider your move will be worse rather than easy and smooth. So it is very important to hi

Benefits Of Leasing A Professional Packers And Movers
If you are going to shift your residence, first you have to decide that have you to do it by own or go with a professional shifting service provider. Relocation by self is money saving option for the people but they face lots of hassle and difficulties in it and have to spend their lots of time may be one or two weeks. If the moving person don’t have any earlier experience of shifting, it is very difficult for them do properly handle all those things. So be careful in taking your decision because safety of belongings and your time are most important factors and don’t take risk for saving few bucks. In relocation done by own, first people have to pack their all household belongings. It is the most important as well as most frustrating task of relocation. A typical home contains several glassware and fragile items, week electronics belongings, large electronic appliances, big furniture and packing all of them is really very irritating task and if you done a small mistake, it

A Night All About You
You come to the door of the hotel....and knock breathless in aticiptiation of what will occur...I come out and close the door behind me.... i have a blindfold in my hands that i place over your eyesi lead you into the room and sit you down on the bed.... I place a glass to your lips and you take a sip it champangeI slowly start sensually feeding you diffrent things strawberries dipped in choclate and berries and creameI give you a kiss and stand you up as i slowly undress you kissing every part of your bodyI lead you by the hand and help you into the hot tubI get start the jets and get in right beside youAs the jets get going i start kissing you passionatly as i start carrassing your breasti slowly kiss my way down your body... sucking on each nipple as my hands go loweri start to finger fuck you in the tubyou beg me to fuck youi place your self in the middle of the tub as i open your legs and gently press my hard cock deep inside youI start out sloly so you can feel the bubble on ur c

Jenn And Sarah
Jennifer walked slowly back to her dispatch area. When she got back to the office, all of the other runners were out. Jennifer sat down at the table and pulled out her MCAT study guide and began immersing herself in preparation for the upcoming test. Jennifer had always wanted to be a doctor. She had already completed a degree in Chemistry with a minor in Biology and was going to become a doctor. These few facts made her feel superior to most of the uneducated people she worked with. The only thing most of her co-workers had in common was that they all loved to go drinking and smoke. These two pursuits made Jennifer distance herself from her co-workers. Drink and smoke. How could anyone do that to themselves she wondered. The only thing worse for you was to use drugs to get high. Jennifer caught herself as she was beginning to daydream. There will be enough time to correct people's thoughts on smoking, drugs and drinking, right now I need to study for the MCAT. As Jennifer began concen

The Kisses And Hugs
The kisses and hugs I feel like cursing and bursting out words to describe how this situation has killed my heart and I feel like nothing compare to the life I had before. I met you with good intensions, and great respect. I never expected you to be the cause of my death.You left me in ruins. You leaving to another life. You fu*king heartless bit*h. You lucky you far enough that I can’t reach you tonight. The kisses and hugs the late night talks have taken its course. So, I guess you got bored. The promises of us and future plans has erased from your mind for you don’t even know what you could have had. I did the impossible just to see you laugh, and feel joy. Why the fu*k did you leave me? Oh yeah, you must have found another boy. Fine! Fu*k him well and f*ck him good. I hope you really enjoy your life with him, but it will never be as good like we had it when we were together. I’m your first love. The one who showed you how to make love. The first to touch you and

Hypno-submission
I had never done anything like this before. Since learning to practice hypnosis I had only done safe things. Though I had used it surreptitiously to find about peoples thoughts I had never used it for any sexual purposes. That changed with my new secretary, Jennifer. Actually she had been with me about six months. Jennifer was a good secretary and unlike my previous one was rather good looking, blonde, 23 years old, generally wearing suits and glasses, with her hair pulled back in a ponytail. She looked a little prim and proper actually and was always very professional.One afternoon I had been listening to her complaining about her bad habit of chewing a couple of her nails, not that I had noticed. She seemed quite annoyed by it so I mentioned that I might be able to help with hypnosis. Some people managed to stop smoking, why not stop chewing nails? She seemed very dubious at first but after thinking about it she said she would give it a go.I sat her in my office and we went from ther

Hypno-submission Pt 2
I always arrived early in the office. It was easier to get much of the work done then, freeing up the rest of the day for unexpected things and meeting with whoever needed me. The next day Jennifer, too, arrived at least an hour earlier than she normally did. I heard her arrive and soon after her quiet knock at my door. She stood looking as pretty and sexy as ever, though she was trembling as though cold and her mouth opened and closed occasionally without her speaking. It made me feel a little concerned that everything was still all right."Strawberry oysters"She seemed to relax and the trembling stopped. I spent some time soothing her and taking her deeper into her hypnotic state until I felt happier."Is there something troubling you Jennifer?""Yes. I can't seem to understand why I acted like I did with you yesterday. It just seems so out of character for me. I've never acted that way before.""Do you wish it hadn't happened?""No. No. It was the best sex that I've ever had. It's just t

*poem* Stone
Darkness molds to every thoughtMy mind an empty parking lotStars burn out their lonely lightLeaving only unfilled nightColdness grips upon my soulMy heart paying its way-ward tollNothing to show of what I've lostOnly memories that now form mossRoses shed there outer skinTo show the hate deep with inNow keep me here and leave me aloneI think I rather stay this stone © 2003

Suicide
This is how I feel most of the time:Suicide, suicideYour presence is nearSuicide, suicideI wish you were hereSuicide, suicideTake me awaySuicide, suicidePlease make it todaySuicide, suicideAn answer, for meSuicide, suicideI need to escape, be freeSuicide, suicideI’ve had too muchSuicide, suicideTake me, do your touchSuicide, suicideLeave the rest behindSuicide, suicideYou’re all over my mindSuicide, suicideLet me pass in peaceSuicide, suicideI need to release by Lisa French.

Groundsman Vandalises Wimbledon Jun 17th, 2011 (repost)
Sports News: The balls were out at Wimbledon last night when a disgruntled employee turned his line marking skills against his bosses and vandalised Centre Court. Geoff Davies, 37, worked in the maintenance department of the All England Lawn Tennis and Croquet Club which host the Wimbledon Championship and are rushing to get ready for the start of the tournament on Monday. Though already sacked for insubordination after calling officials ‘a bunch of pricks’, a more senior maintenance officer saw Davies walking across the forecourt and, unaware of the disciplinary action, ordered him to return to Centre Court and ‘get started with the line marking machine’. It was then that Davies left his parting message to the Wimbledon authorities. While it remains unclear as to whether charges will be bought against him, Davies remains defiant. “I only wish I’d had more time,” he said today from his home in Maidstone, Kent. “I’d

Fear
Fear Darkness was surrounding me As the acrid smoke was filling the air Warm blood trickled down my strengthless limbs Pouring from my splitting skin My ripping flesh But there is no pain There is no anguish Just relief. ‘89

Lurking Evil
8/88 Lurking Evil It happened one day, not long ago Everything dark, but as white as snow The presence gone, in a flash Taken away, with a slash The blood it flowed, on the ground And covered his body, all around The frozen shell, turning blue The lifeless lump, horror grew The spirit gone, his soul in Hell Is it the truth? It’s what they tell The story so sad, of another dead What evil lurked inside his head.

Untitiled
Untitled pain and life, they question me is there and answer, there has to be to end this suffering to end this hurt they’ll bury my body in the dirt spread it across my broken bones wish me a prayer and send me home

Poetry
I know you are with me even though you are miles away. The love that you have for me is nothing I cant deny I need the crisp rivers to walk away these tears\ Breathless from my mind's eye. Take away this skin of lies. Show me another way to be brought to life. Forever with you;my rose of light. SHow me the way awaken with you. Shaken from the past of scars. Another simple apology of another hope. But if forever was only to be with you; my rose of light. Show me who He is and I am awakened with you. Awakened with you. Awake me with you. Unshame with you. Away. With. you.

Digging To China
yesterday afternoon a lovely sunny day slight cool breeze dad mum and myself are sitting out on the back patio having a cuppa and chat. im sitting next to mum our backs to the house so that we both can see out into the yard she leans over to me and says "i think tigger is dingging to china" (tigger the orange cat that inhabits my parents house) i lean over and take a look down at the back fence and sure enough there he is in the tan bark digging a hole we watch for a few moments then he jumps forward over the hole and arches his back lifts his tail "mum i think he is straining" dad sitting to the side of us raises an eyebrow looks then says to us, "what did you do on the christmas holidays? we watched the cat having a crap" lol mind you both me and mum were laughing at the cat straining and the cat was looking back at us with the you bastards! look

Hubby
to my hubby, you have been there for me when i needed someone and you loved thru hard times. you contiune to love me when i dnt see how you u can love me, but u somehow do and u have kept me form loseing my mind and protected me from ppl who tryed to break us up and made i was provided for and had what i need to stay strong and held me me when i cried and still kept strong for me and made sure i got away from jackson where no one could find me and start troubloe again and u still stayed by my side thru it all, that is why i love you so much and ALWAYS STAND BESIDE YOU THRU WHEREEVER LIFE TAKES US

Troubles
You say my troubles are my own creation But this is only your interpretation If you look into my past You will find the answers at last There you will find Troubles of another kind Some will still be my own Others belong to those who have grown Do you understand now trouble breeds trouble Just as a cauldron will burn, boil and bubble Now with this information in hand Attempt to change the future, wouldn’t that be grand Go now take what you’ve learned Maybe someday you’ll get what you’ve earned

In My Dreams
Of a dragon’s fire And of a soldier’s funeral pyre Of Dwarves, Fairies and Elves And books of magic on many shelves Heroes of old About whom many stories are told Castles, wizards and magic spells And the things the merchant sells Where all sorts of creatures roam the plains Feeding on the many different grains A place high in the sky Where dragons are free to fly A place full of enchantment and mystery Is where I long to be But the only way to get there it seems Is in my dreams

The Tree
Out behind the house stood a tree It was planted there by Ellery He planted it the year his granddaughter was born On the lawn it would someday adorn But his little tree never grew With it now what should he do Remove it I guess But that would be such a mess Then along came the child Who stared at the tree and smiled Grampy I can make the tree grow Watch me now here I go She did make that little tree grow How she did it I’d like to know With lots of love and tender care To argue with her I did not dare For 28 years the tree has grown From the love that the child has shown Dedicated to the memory of Ellery C. Barnes September 16, 1912-May 1, 2001

This Bottle
As I sit with this bottle in my hand I think wouldn’t it be grand To put this bottle away To just walk away From the pain it has brought me Away from the person I could be But I can’t seem to let go Why is it I can’t say no This bottle has taken hold Despite the things I’ve been told No matter how hard I try I can’t push it away, why Maybe I don’t want to Even though I need to

Murder In Florida
I have been following a court case In which my adopted mothers cousin was murdered in Florida. Her name is Stephanie and as the story goes a guy did not like what she was doing so he shot her at point blank range in the head and killed her. The man that did it turned himself in and confessed to the crime. The family waited months for the case to go to trial. It went to trial the original charges were 2nd degree murder which got dropped to 2nd degree manslaughter, It was turned over to the jury on 1/23/2012 they came back with a verdict on 1/25/2012. This guy was found not guilty, go figure he confesses to murder and gets found not guilty of it. This is how it was placed on facebook to let the family know how the verdict came out. So the justice system has failed again if anyone wants to get away with murder just come to Florida. It seems like they get everyone off for it, there will be no legal justice for Stephanie. I guess that is why the street people have started t

Im A Ghost Writer
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Another Day Not In Paradise
Dear Diary....monday woken at 6am cos spotty screaming kid arriving soon..... feel like shit....sneezing,aching, head bunged up oh deep joy.....posties just been and as always nothing for me.....its freezing cold outside so im staying inside snug inside me dressing gown, no cash means no trips out.....done jobsearch tho whats the point when i have no fukkin home!!!!!......vips gone so not even havin fun in fu as always ur invisible tis bad enuff if ur not running ability blings but now i have no vip im even more invisible, oh well such is life.....

Waiting To Be Found
Waiting to be FoundI fell into the shadowsI got lost within the painStraying from the light(And waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind meLove meLeave meWaiting to be foundAlone in the darknessReaching towards the lightConcealed by the shadows(And waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind me Love meLeave meWaiting to be foundWith an empty stare I waitFear locks me in this placeI am left within my thoughts (And waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind meLove me Leave meWaiting to be foundMoonlight through the windowPassing through my veil of tearsIlluminate my tattered soul(Still waiting to be saved)I wait and hideTrying to decideFind meLove meLeave meWaiting to be foundStill waiting to be found….