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The Last Poem I Wrote.My shine
Once I stopped running from myself and stopped fucking around. I was able to shine. The true me shone through to the most amazing person in the world. Since i can finally love myself I can love someone else. My aura has always been good. i was just not able to let it glow. thank you father for showing me the way and keeping me strong.
by: Marlene Brown
Sept 23, 2008
I DanceThe darkness surrounds me, as my candle flickers.
Nothingness is all I can see, my heart beats quicker.
Is this how it will end? Is this it?
As my wrist falls, crimson drops the floor hit.
If only I could do it, the pain would go away.
But I can't, I'm too scared, there's no way.
So I deal with the hurt the lack of love causes.
On thoughts of what could of been my mind pauses.
I've felt joy and I've felt love.
I've met the one I thought was sent from above.
It didn't happen, there was no romance.
Yet I continue to dance the silly dance.
I move to the music that's in my heart.
Swaying back and forth, playing the fool's part.
All the time hoping my dream is just around the bend.
But since it never is, why won't this music end?
More About Me1. What is your middle name? LEANN
2. Star sign? LIBRA
3. What are you wearing? BOXER SHORTS AND TSHIRT
4. What colour of underwear do you have on? GRAY
5. What are you listening to right now? TV
6. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning? ALREADY
7. What do usually eat for breakfast? NOTHING
8. What did you want to be when you were younger? LAWYER
9. What is your best childhood memory? GOING TO THE RACE TRACK
10. What was your favourite toy as a child? MY TEDDY BEAR THAT WAS MY GRANDFATHERS
11. What was the last thing you ate? Pizza ROLLS
12. What did you do last night? WENT AND HUNG OUT WITH A COUPLE FRIENDS AND WATCHED MOVIES
13. Last movie you watched? GAME PLAN FOR THE 600TH TIME
14. Last book you read? READING A BOOK FOR SCHOOL---THE GOAL
15. Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? MY DAUGHTER
16. What is your favorite day of the year? JULY 4
17. What is your favourite smell? WIERD I KNOW BU
One Lump Or TwoThe wind blown rain beating against my window woke me around two a.m. this morning.
Snatched from a dream, I can't even remember, I lay there for a few minutes as my room took on that Ghostly effect from the Lightning peeking through the cracks in my blinds. Like clockwork eerie shadows would appear on the walls then vanish as fast as the light can flicker.
Harmless objects on a shelf became giant in size and through sleepy eyes they became Monsters in the night. A bathrobe on a wall hook transforms into a headless Ghost and for a split second in time until my mind grasps total consciousness,I am frozen in fear.
A tremendous explosion rocks my world awake in an instant. It starts with a low rumble off in the distance that only gets louder as it slowly approaches in one massive wave of sound.
Sometimes I am humbled by the true power of the clouds. Memories of Katrina still haunt me at times so I guess that is the reason I can not sleep through a storm of any type. I have rea
ThreeDream Agian
The smell of diesel fuel aloft into my nose as we prepare to travel, as still photographs in a scrap book looking out the window with
each hour passes by.
Everything is set back into real time motion, we are turning. I can hear a few horns honking, my body pushes forward almost in slow motion, but just before my body hits into the back-end of the seat that is directly in front of me.
I am transferred, Here i am in this car... I hear my self saying "SHIT, FUCK, FUCK!!"
I am watching as a truck collides into the back-end of the bus and the bus swerves
due to loss of control. It slams into a building
2 white unmarked vans pull up, people get out of them as the side door had open, dressed in camo jump-suits and masks over their face
I escape this host, i now find my self in this tin-can like vehicle.. kinda dark
But not really, we rush out. I have a gun in my hand, hiding on the side of a
left behind vehicle
Smoke is everywhere, part of the building has c
A Week At The GymHOWDY FOLKS,
Now I'm sure a few of ya's can relate to this story. It's kinda long so kick off your shoes, grab a fresh cup, and ENJOY!
For my 49th birthday, My dear Ole Mom gave me a gym membership(complete with personal trainer) for a month.........Now ain't that sweet? Wonder just what she was trying to tell me?
Ain't she just the sweetest mother in the whole world...........Now I'm in pretty good shape,(I thought), but I decided to give this a try anyway....(Because it was FREE)
So I called the gym to set up a time with the personal trainer... She said her name was Belinda and she was 26 years old and not only an aerobics instructor but also a model for an athletic clothing and swim suit store.....(THANKS MOM!!!! HUBBA HUBBA)
Dear old Mom seemed pleased that I had decided to give this a try...(MODEL! SWIM SUITS! LIKE THERE WAS A SNOW BALLS CHANCE I WOULDN'T GO!)
After I had got there and crossed all the T's and dotted all the I's. I was told that they ask every new
I Wish I Could Find A GirlfriendI wish I could find a girlfriend. I want someone I can hang out with and still be as sexual as I want. I don't even have to share her with my boyfriend. If you wanna be it, message me.
PeopleI don't get why people can't deal with life and spend weeks crying while others can lay around dying or have had a real rough life....It just annoys me because we all have issues and most of us pick up and move on with our lives. I guess I am just being a heartless bitch. I've had a hard time but there are those who have it so much harder. Those are the people I admire for their courage and their strength, Not the people that leave their husbands for their ex-boyfriends who in return a few months later leave you...How do you think your husband felt..how do you think I felt when you betrayed me.? hmmm
God's WordA PRAYER FOR HEALING
by HELEN STEINER RICE
I JUST WISH I KNEW SOME MAGIC WORDS TO SAY
TO TAKE YOUR TROUBLES ALL AWAY,
BUT AT TIMES LIKE THESE WE REALIZE
THAT GOD WHO IS BOTH KIND AND WISE,
CAN DO WHAT NONE OF US CAN DO
AND THAT'S TO HEAL AND COMFORT YOU
SO I COMMEND YOU TO HIS CARE
AND MAY HE HEAR YOUR SMALLEST PRAYER
AND GRANT RETURNING HEALTH TO YOU
AS ONLY HE ALONE CAN DO.
LORD, I LOVE YOUR HOME,
THIS SHRINE WHERE THE BRILLIANT,
DAZZLING SPLENDOR OF YOUR PRESENCE LIVES.
PSALM 26:8
TLB
AS THE MOUNTAINS SURROUND JERUSALEM,
THE LORD SURROUNDS HIS PEOPLE
NOW AND FOREVER.
PSALM 125:2
NCV
EVERY PATH OF THE LORD IS ONE OF
MERCY AND TRUTH FOR THOSE WHO
CLING TO HIS PROMISE AND WRITTEN INSTRUCTIONS.
PSALM 25:10
GOD'S WORD
SURELY GOODNESS AND LOVINGKINDNESS
WILL FOLLOW ME ALL THE DAYS OF MY LIFE,
AND I WILL DWELL IN THE HOUSE OF THE LORD FOREVER.
PSALM 23:6
NAS
BECAUSE YOUR
Gone For 6 WeeksHi all,
Just giving you guys a heads up. I will be gone for 6 weeks on disability leave to take care of my baby starting February 9th. So I won't be on here as often or even at all. I'm not disappearing forever, just a break. I wish all of you the best and talk to you guys later, I will definitely post some pics of her up when I come back. Take care.
You Pierced My Heartyou've pierced my heart
you watch me bleed
you throw me aside
in my time of need
we parted as friends
you find someone new
then you ask my advice on him...
really how could you?
you act as tho nothing has chaged
you've pierced my heart
with nothing explained.
ThereThere’s a life time between us
Why can’t I see.
There’s a wall between us
It torments me
I wonder if you know
the way I feel
I simply can’t talk about it
It’s so unreal
I have these feelings
Bottled up inside
I want just to tell you
But I’d just die
I really want your friendship
But I really want more
But when I really tell you
They’ll be friendship no more
Cause are you ready to bridge
That lifetime gap
I would really like to think so
I want to love you and take care of you…
PaintI paint you from memory
The way you look
When you woke up
In my arms
Sleep gazing your eyes
Like a velevet curtain
Just waiting to be drawn
A yawn peeking out
From between your lips
Before you pull me close
And lose yourself
In the smell of my hair
Lips pouting into a smile
As you tickle my sides
You roll on top of me
Propped up on your elbows
As you lean down to kiss me softly
Danzig-kiss The SkullNecklace of blood droplets mix with your kiss
Immense oblivion waits upon your lips
Black candle wax dripping down upon your skin
Stark conjuress speaks a secret dialect
Shadow and light dance across a naked breast
Rosaries and henna runes hang around your waist
C'mon and kiss the skull
Sweet child of lacerations, hail praise to all thine
Sister of Lucifer coiled by your side
Unearthly delights long forgotten by design
C'mon and kiss the skull
Tattle Tale!Some F'Tard just squealed on a pic...OK, that's their opinion and I'm fine with it. The individual is obviously too uncomfortable with the sexuality of others - and themself; because a quick, repeating clip of a well-endowed, but FULLY clothed/topped girl bouncing up and down (in a teasing manner) was turned in to the Fubar NSFW Gestapo Group, who agreed with them...Again, I'm fine with it.......My issue with the whole NSFW concept can be summed up with a few questions...(1) Is there really an employer out there that wants their workforce (hourly or salaried) messing around on Fubar (or ANY other site for that matter???)...(2) If so, are things really flagged as "NSFW" so that these liberal, 'payroll-spend-aholics' might go as far as to monitor (via their IT Dep't. or standing over the surfers' shoulders) exactly WHAT on Fubar they're looking at?...In a word A-B-S-U-R-D!!!...THanks for "listening" kids!
Looking For Sound/lights TechWe are looking to take our live show to the next level. If you are a sound and/or lights tech we would like to hear from you.
If you haven't heard our music, we encourage you to listen to us first to see if it would be a good fit.
http://www.shallowmandown.com
http://www.myspace.com/shallowmandown
Thanks.
dave@shallowmandown.com
All The Way HooahRecognizing that I volunteered as a Ranger, fully knowing the hazards of my chosen profession, I will always endeavor to uphold the prestige, honor, and high esprit de corps of my Ranger Regiment (or of the Rangers).
Acknowledging the fact that a Ranger is a more elite soldier who arrives at the cutting edge of battle by land, sea, or air, I accept the fact that as a Ranger my country expects me to move further, faster and fight harder than any other soldier.
Never shall I fail my comrades. I will always keep myself mentally alert, physically strong and morally straight and I will shoulder more than my share of the task whatever it may be, one-hundred-percent and then some.
Gallantly will I show the world that I am a specially selected and well-trained soldier. My courtesy to superior officers, neatness of dress and care of equipment shall set the example for others to follow.
Energetically will I meet the enemies of my country. I shall defeat them on the fi
The Story Of Making LovePassion and Pleasure overwhelming the sense Lust within for the power of sexuality from within the worth of the one body bringing the fantasy of the mind, and the motions of love into lust for the words just give the illustration but upon the voice giving upon each word the sense of loosing your breathe the feeling of embracing the air around your soul and with the pleasure of sensuality upon the embrasement of sexual passion and the witnessing of the presentation of the fantastic dream for the imagination and of an angelic kiss for the closure of the moment that but one couple made to one body set separate to two from heaven to earth....
Crazy JerksWhy do people continually say crap to me and wonder why I get defensive? Well gee, I am not as naive as you think. I try to give everyone a chance to explain their actions if they done me wrong. I apologize when I feel that I acted in a way that was not fit. I don't want to start drama and I find it strange that drama finds me.
I am just a woman that wants to have fun and meet new people. I am not a heartless Biotch that wants your money. I don't beg for rates, I might ask for some help if I am close to leveling, but I don't beg all the time. I just ask for some help and if I get it I get it. I don't tell people to have a nice day and then screw with their minds.
I am truly pissed and well I blocked the jerk so it doesn't matter now. Some poor woman was warning him of other women on Fu and he took offense to it. He then took his anger out on me. Whatever!!
I have had a rough last few years and if you can't handle that then I don't know what to tell you. Be nice is all I am s
My LifeI've been through hell and back loving every minute with no regrets. If I had to do it all over again I would. I don't back down from any challenges and welcome any that come my way. My husband knows I don't tolerate anyone's bullshit, never have and I never will.
My husbands name is Denver, he's 31 and such a great man to the kids and myself. He has 2 kids from a previous relationship whom I love as my own. I call them my kids because I have never thought of them any other way. To some people it might be viewed as a bad thing but if they knew what I knew then chances are it would be better understood. My daughter is soon to be 11. My son is soon to be 10. I have been in their lives since 2005, watching them grow up more and more each day. They are both jewels in my husbands eyes as well as mine. The love I have for them all can withhold anything.
This is my family and my life. I'm taking things one day at a time making it better each day.
CandyI live like a great machine,
I walk alone through the dusty marsh.
I know what you really want,
But the consequences might be harsh.
Life is like candy to me,
You eat it up and you rot your teeth.
I might look happy outside,
But I'm crying underneath.
I go in to my room,
And I stay there till the dark.
So I can go outside,
And go peacefully to the park.
I can not stand here alone,
I feel life's sweet denial in the sun.
Life's a future bad ending,
You can watch a human try to run.
I can't go outside,
Without a plan to do wrong.
Life's like candy to me,
It won't last for too long.
DeathDeath is something I worship,
Death is something I love.
Death is not a joke,
Death is the power above.
Death is the strongest force,
Death should be respected.
Death is very serious,
Death is the unexpected.
I love it,
I feel it.
You can't stop it,
You can't heal it.
It is the end of the story.
It is the begining of a new.
Death is the meaning of life.
Death is something you can't redo.
Death is such a beauty.
Death is such a wonder.
Death is a scary thing.
Death is not a blunder.
Though death can seem scary,
It can be your friend.
Because everyone's story is a good one,
If it has an end.
What Is The Value Of One's LifeWhat is the value of your life? How do you measure the value of your life? Do you measure it by what you have done, by what you haven't done, by who you love, by who has loved you, or do you measure it by who will miss you when you are gone? What is the value of my life?
IntoductionHi I am chit oo from Myanmar and seeking many friends from over the world.plz, join me
My StoriesI am a writer of ultra-short stories. I have almost 115 of them. You can say the genre is this: Stephen King, wearing a strap-on, while he stays at HOSTEL, and dining with Hannibal Lector.
They might be gothic, many are vampire and most are erotic, with one or two just down right porn!
I will begin posting them as I can!
FudgeMeet Fudge - 7 week old teacup Yorkie
The BasementNow here is a lounge that rocks the casbah.. only one thing a co owner since day 1 of me being in there has pulled the hate game.. so you know what you will be a lounge that looses true blue people because of this type of thing.. its like that old lady at the job you just started that is so afraid of loosing it she will go above and beyond to make you wanna leave because it is her whole life.
now i did not do a thing to make her dislike me she targeted me i guess because i talk to people..
people like this should not have authority....
so i guess i am not in with the basement part of the clique..
i have only one thing to say
I bid a farewell to it because i have not the time to be hassled when i am just trying to get my grove on.. oh yeah and fuck you with a chainsaw zombie cunt.
Tom Wait Lyrics To "bottom Of The World"My daddy told me, lookin back,
The best friend you'll have is a railroad track
So when I was 13 i said, I'm rollin' my own
And I'm leavin' Missouri and I'm never comin' home
And I'm lost
And I'm lost
And I'm lost at the bottom of the world
I'm handcuffed to the bishop and the barbershop liar
I'm lost at the bottom of the world.
Satchel Puddin' and Lord God Mose
Sitting by the fire with a busted nose
That fresh egg yeller is too damn rare
But the white part is perfect for slickin' down your hair
And I'm lost
And I'm lost
And I'm lost at the bottom of the world
I'm handcuffed to the bishop and the barbershop liar
I'm lost at the bottom of the world.
Blackjack Ruby and Nimrod Cain
The moon's the color of a coffee stain
Jessie Frank and Birdy Joe Hoaks
But who is the king of all these folks?
And I'm lost
And I'm lost
And I'm lost at the bottom of the world
I'm handcuffed to the bishop and the barbershop liar
I'm lost at the bottom of the world.
Well I
Tom Wait Lyrics To "long Way Home"Well I stumbled in the darkness
I'm lost and alone
Though I said I'd go before us
And show the way back home
There a light up ahead
I can't hold onto her arm
Forgive me pretty baby but I always take the long way home
Money's just something you throw
Off the back of a train
Got a head full of lightning
A hat full of rain
And I know that I said
I'd never do it again
And I love you pretty baby but I always take the long way home
I put food on the table
And roof overhead
But I'd trade it all tomorrow
For the highway instead
Watch your back, keep your eyes shut tight
Love's the only thing I've ever known
One thing for sure pretty baby I always take the long way home
You know I love you baby
More than the whole wide world
You are my woman
I know you are my pearl
Let's go out past the party lights
Where we can finally be alone
Come with me and we can take the long way home
Come with me, together we can take the long way home
Come with me, together we can tak
HaterI hunt the hunter.
I kill the killer.
I am impenetrable,
I break the pillar.
You people cry to your god,
Like the world was built in one day.
I go outside,
And look the other way.
I am the only,
I am the reaper.
I use my scythe to your life,
And I push deeper.
I hate love,
And I love hate.
You will die,
And you can't debate.
I'll be there,
To take your soul.
It's just something,
You can't control.
When you die,
I'll be there.
You better get ready,
You better prepare.
I am the hate,
That kills your hope.
I'm the illness,
That makes you mope.
I am the real,
In your fake.
I am the one,
Your death will take.
At the end,
You will see me.
And at the end,
I'll watch you plea.
You'll never realize,
You have it great.
Until your life,
Becomes your fate.
Bleeding tumors,
Filled with pain.
A sign that god,
Wants you to retain.
All you do is,
Recriminate.
This is why,
I'm filled with hate.
I walk the floor,
That is cursed.
To kill the lives,
That
Kiss CollectablesI have many kiss (the band) collectables from comic books to matchbox cars that I am getting rid of my collection...anyone interested?
But I Am GeminiYour Sex Sign is...
If you've done it, you've aced it.
You're a total sex master... up for almost anything, anytime.
You're great at talking dirty and getting down!
The catch: you never share.
One look at your body, and you're lover will know that you're worth it!
Scorpio, you are an erotic dynamo!
You are a sexual expert, devestatingly attractive - with a pervert's vocabulary.
Pair that with your hot, lusty body that just doesn't quit...
Above all you need a lover with a high sex drive.
You have such a fantastic sexual energy - you can consume a lover with your intensity.
You love kinky sex.
You love to be the dominant partner in the bedroom, and you adore sex toys of all kinds.
Your favorite turn-on is watching porno movies.
You are very physical and sexual in public.
You will instantly stake out your claim on anyone you consider yours.
You are very jealous and possessive - and can usually annihilate any competition.
Your personality is st
Something I Wrote A Couple Years Ago Called "wonder"I told you how I felt
I swallowed my selfish pride
Secretly I guess I was hoping
That she wouldn’t work out.
I’ll soon enough have all I need
To make her leave.
You’ve been fucking me for four years
Wonder how she’d take that.
No body ever gets away with cheating
All of us eventually get caught.
Remember when you begging her for forgiveness
That you knew full well what u were doing
Sex is just sex I agree
But marriage is a commitment that you made
How committed are you.
If your still doing me?
Laden's ValentineLaden's Valentine
A little boy comes home from first grade and tells his father that he learned about the history of Valentine's Day. "As Valentine's Day is for a Christian saint and we're Jewish," he asks, "will God get angry at me for giving someone a valentine?"
The father thinks for a moment and then says, "No, I don't think God would get mad. Who do you want to give a valentine to?"
"Osama Bin Laden," the boy says.
"Why Osama ," his father asks in disbelief.
"Well," David says, "I thought that if a little American Jewish boy could have enough love to give Osama a valentine, he might start to think that maybe we're not all bad, and maybe start loving people a little bit. And if other kids saw what I did and sent valentines to Osama, he'd jump with joy. And then he'd go all over and tell everyone how much he loved them and how he didn't hate anyone anymore."
Father's heart swells and he looks at his son with newfound pride and joy.
"David, that's the most wonderful thing I've
Dear Non-pregnant Person,Dear Non-Pregnant Person,
I hope you find these guidelines helpful in your interactions with pregnant women, as failing to follow them may result in serious physical harm. If you are thinking, surely she doesn't mean me- then you should probably read this twice.
1) The appropriate response to a couple telling you they are having a baby is "Congratulations!" with enthusiasm. Any other response makes you an ass!!!
2) Through the wonders of science, we now know that babies are made ONLY by the mother and father- not grandparents. Unless the baby is in your uterus or you are the man that helped put it there, you may not ever use the phrase "my baby".
3) On the same note, unless you made the baby as defined in 2, the pregnancy, birth and raising of the child are not about you. You do not have input. No one wants to hear your opinion unless they ask for it.
4) The body of a pregnant women should be treated the same as any other body. You would not randomly touch some
Black History MonthFebruary is black history month. Let's look at some "black history."
Martin Luther King Jr. was a Republican. He was fighting for racial equality. He was also fighting a Democratic society who wanted segregation. This includes famous people who wanted to keep the blacks down. Woodrow Wilson, who kicked out all black government workers. Oh, yes..this big Democrat didnt want blacks in the Government. Robert Byrd, D-Wv, who was a recruiter for the KKK. Al Gore, Sr. who voted against the civil rights bill. John F. Kennedy who was our President, had the FBI investigate and wiretap Dr. King because Dr. King was gonna march on Washington. Also, Richard Nixon, a Republican, started affirmative action to say that companies cannot refuse work to people because of race, creed, religion, or gender. However, the Democrats perverted that to make quotas in companys. Saying if you have 1000 workers in your company there has to be a certain percentage of blacks in that workforce. Also there has to
Little Old LadiesI love and respect my elders. I really do. I try to remember that these are the people who have helped me to be who I am today. But today lil old ladies have been pissing me off.
I went to pick up my sleeping pills and a lil old lady had to chat up the pharmacist about shit that didn't need to be talked about. And I patentiently waited cause you know shes old. I went to Shopko and another lil old lady was in the line in front of me and had a shopping cart behind her (it was empty) and it was hers and she just left it in front of the checkout stand and I had to push it out of the way for her. I was like what the fuck!!! You push the cart all the way around the store and leave it in the way of other shoppers...what the fuck.
So lil old ladies stay out of my way for the rest of the day please.
LiesLies..Hmm Let's see here...
Is it a lie if the man your with is sleeping with you and someone else at the same time and does'nt tell you? Just because he does'nt tell you means it is not a lie? Bullshit.
He tells you it is " just you" that he wants-Lie
"your the ONE" one? Lie
I promise I would never cheat on you, it is not the same with you-LIE
"I would never hurt you"-LIE
I want to wipe youre ass when we're old-LIE
"Trust me"- LIE
"I am leaving with or withou you"-LIE
And then be pissed at YOU for telling the other person when you caught him?
YOU should have never told her- He should have only been with me and I would have never had to tell her.
FUCK IT
A Son's LoveSon’s love
A poem by Mark Cavalli
Tiny meaty arms wrap my neck
Smiling big with golden wavy hair curling to the back
Unconditional love is all that is felt
In his eyes there is no one else
Father and son man and toddler
Calming and soothing
For him all is well he is with his father
His love flows through his baby blues
The boy’s sanctuary and strength immanent
A love indescribable as he tightens his grip
Giggling he closes his eyes and pretends to sleep
Dangling beneath my arms he kicks his feet
Desperations of the world no longer matter
I feel his heart beat and his love radiates
As I gaze my soul he illuminates
My heart swells as I try not to weep
My baby boys love makes me complete
Song / UgleyWell I know the words, but I can't really speak them
to you..
And I hide all the pain, that I've gained with my wisdom
from you...
And I'm eaten alive,by what I hold inside
All the things that I live with,i can't easilly hide
And I'm left here with nothing,nothing to live for
but you...
It's not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I'll care it with me
Until I'm not alive...
When u look at my face,does it seem just as ugly
to you...
And I can't seem to erase,all the scars that I have lived with
from you...
I'm so sick of this place,and this taste in my mouth
'Cause of u I can figure,what I'm all about
And I'm left with nothing,nothing to live for
but you...
It's not easy to hide
All this damage inside
I'll care it with me
Til' I'm not alïve...
I Miss You Alreadyok 1st off i hate hate hate being sick
well its my daughter Kayla's 4th b-day on the 8th woohoo
so im going to take a couple of days to get my house cleaned and ready for her b-day so i wont be back till monday im sorry i will TRY to stop in to repost bully's and check my mail but its family time my babies need me MOMMY
i will miss you all
hugs and kisses
yours truely
im ur's 4ever 2nd alarm hotties MUAHHHHHH
Bbq Lime Pork ChopsBBQ Lime Pork chops
4 boneless center cut pork chops
Marinade
1/3 cup Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice
2 tablespoon cider vinegar
1 tablespoon honey
1 teaspoon lime zest
Salt and pepper
Lime slices
Mix the marinade in a large zip lock bag or in a shallow glass dish. Reserve ¼ cup of the marinade. Add pork chops to the marinade, coat the chops on both sides. Refrigerate for 30 minutes. Heat BBQ to medium heat. Brush chops with reserved marinade and grill turning once. Cook for approximately 10 minutes on each side or until no longer pink. Place on platter and garnish with lime slices.
Darkened PathThere was a time
when you lit my path
lanterns on a darkened road
leading me through life
I trusted the way you lit
feeling invisible
until you went out
like stars that burned too long
and I faced a dark path again
feeling alone in this world
I found a new path
sometimes darker but not always
I no longer depend on you
your dim light a single spot
in the universe
I will guide myself
is there truly any other way?
Stars die,
lanterns get blown out
but the light of the hope in my soul
will burn eternally.
I've never been one to give up
and never will be
know this one thing my friend
you were a light I chose to follow
but that seems so long ago
you will fade into memory.
I will follow my hope,
my dreams and look back and smile
knowing I did it in the dark
with only the occasional lamp to guide me
The Cure-love Song LyricsWhenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again
However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you
In Less Than 1 SecondI believe my day has come,
But still I wish it wasn't so.
I had so much things to live,
But now I need to go.
The moment the trigger pulled back,
The moment that was filled with fear.
The bullet blasted threw the air,
I knew that death was near.
In between that moment of truth,
I've realized what I've done.
This guy was really serious,
There was a bullet in the gun.
I thought of my wife and kids,
I thought of my smile and frown,
Then in less than a second,
I fall dead to the ground.
More Gun Control Introduced In CongressMore Gun Control Introduced in Congress
Gregory Young
The liberals are at it again. In a new bill introduced the first day of present session of Congress, and with zero coverage from the MSM, H.R. 45 (Blair Holt's Firearm Licensing and Record of Sale Act of 2009) targets all gun owners in the U.S.A.
This nefarious bill seeks to strip us all of our Constitutional Rights to possess and bear firearms of any distinction. It requires, within the first two years, that all new guns be registered. The bill goes retroactive after two years. Meaning that two years after the passage of the bill, ALL FIREARMS in a citizen’s possession must be registered, not just those purchased after the bill passes, and this apparently applies to antique firearms as well.
Every five years the firearm owner must go through a complete renewal process for each weapon owned. Failure to comply carries stiff penalties including confiscation of the firearms and jail time (penalties as high as ten years
The HorseOne day, a bar owner decided he had enough of the slow business and needed a gimmick. He finally decided on one. He got a horse and put it in the bar. He placed a sign over the horse and had the sign read.
"Pay $100, make the horse laugh win $1000" For years, the gimmick worked. Finally, a man walked into the bar saw the sign and asked, "Is that sign for real?" The bar owner told him it was.
The man paid $100, walked up to the horse and whispered something to the horse. The horse started to laugh falling to his knees.
The next day, the owner changed the sign.
Pay $100, make the horse cry, win $1000. For years the gimmick worked. One day, the same man walked into the bar and saw the sign. He paid the bar owner $100 and asked for a curtain. The man closed the curtain and then opened it a couple of moments later. The horse was now crying up a storm.
The man walked up to the bar owner and asked for his money. "Not so fast", the bar owner said, "First you have to tell me what
StrandedStanding here helpless
Where do I go
If you leave me alone
Where do I turn now
If it don't work out
As for as I can see
This isn't the way
That you said it would be...
Don't leave me like this
Don't leave me stranded
If you walk away now
You leave me empty handed
Don't leave me like this
Don't leave me stranded
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me...
Wasn't it you
Who brought me here
To the place lovers go
Just look at these arms
Reaching out to you
You said that you'd always care
I just turned around
And there's nobody there
Don't leave me like this
Don't leave me stranded
If you walk away now
You leave me empty handed
Don't leave me like this
Don't leave me stranded
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me...
You said that you'd always care
I just turned around and there's
nobody there
Don't leave me like...
Don't leave me like this
Don't leave me stranded
If you walk away now
You leave me empty handed
Don't leave me like this
Don't leave me s
Key Lime SalsaKey Lime Salsa
4 medium tomatoes, very ripe, peeled, seeded, diced
1 fresh jalapeño pepper, seeded, minced
1 tablespoon chopped fresh cilantro leaves
1 medium red onion, minced
½ teaspoon salt and pepper, or to taste
1 tablespoon Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice
In a medium bowl mix together the tomatoes, jalapeño pepper, cilantro, onion, salt and pepper, combine well. Add in Nellie & Joe's Key West Lime Juice and chill well before serving. Serve with fresh tortilla chips.
PsaHello little boy or girl. Did you stumble upon this website because you caught your mom or dad taking nude pics and being a ho with your ex? Well, you can kindly inform her that she's a smelly pirate hooker and get a new mommy or daddy, it's your right to seek suitable parents:
The Cover I Am ClosingThe cover I am closing
The cover I am closing
The pages I lost
A story I see ahead
That story I been searching
When everybody's happy
Enjoying days of youth
I see a broken heart
Crying in the shadows
They lift their cups of wine
Enjoying every minute
I only see one heart
That lonely feels inside
That lonely heart is mine
That's broken in to half
One half inside of me
The other half is lost
Dan Ursoi
Copyright ©2009 Dan Ursoi
Discovering The WayDiscovering the way
When sitting on the side
Speechless without a word
Just looking for some ways
To find the door that mach your key
Holding strong to give you hopes but,
In your mind you're somewhere else
Going crazy in little circle
Bang your head against the walls
Keep on looking at the road
As the sun is slowly dying
Asking questions you forgotten
Jumping on the walls with rage
Wondering about the road
Than you stop to look at your self
Wondering who are you now
Stupid questions popping up
As slowly into the mirror you look
Discovering who that person is
Dan Ursoi
Copyright ©2009 Dan Ursoi
High Maintenance?What could you do without, Femme fatales?
Mar 30, 2008, 7:34 am edit
As a mature woman, of course I am aware of the fashion world and its quirks and absurd qualities. I am a hopeless magazine addict, quick to pick up a copy of vogue on any waiting room table or any other public place and anxiously thumb through it. It is like going into a dream world of fantasy fashion, and it isn't all pretty or even practical. There are many out there thinking "this is the look I want to achieve". Come on, now, we are not super models and this isn't going to work for most of us normal looking people. Models are sort of freaks, if you think about it. Not many models are that female appearing and almost six feet tall with no fat. In fact most look overtly sick, in my opinion, but the clothes hang helplessly from them and this works for designers so they model them. I know people that spend hundreds of dollars a month on clothes they barely have a chance to wear so they can be in the "Now" cl
Pork Barrel Spending-the Absurd. . . .$107,000 to study the sex life of the Japanese quail.
$1.2 million to study the breeding habits of the woodchuck.
$150,000 to study the Hatfield-McCoy feud.
$84,000 to find out why people fall in love.
$1 million to study why people don't ride bikes to work.
$19 million to examine gas emissions from cow flatulence.
$144,000 to see if pigeons follow human economic laws.
Funds to study the cause of rudeness on tennis courts and examine smiling patterns in bowling alleys.
$219,000 to teach college students how to watch television.
$2 million to construct an ancient Hawaiian canoe.
$20 million for a demonstration project to build wooden bridges.
$160,000 to study if you can hex an opponent by drawing an X on his chest.
$800,000 for a restroom on Mt. McKinley.
$100,000 to study how to avoid falling spacecraft.
$16,000 to study the operation of the komungo, a Korean stringed instrument.
$1 million to preserve a sewer in Trenton, NJ,
African RouletteAFRICAN ROULETTE
President Clinton was being entertained by an African leader.
They'd spent the day discussing what the country had received from the
Russians before the new government kicked them out. "The Russians built
us a power plant, a highway, and an airport. Plus we learned to drink vodka
and play Russian roulette."
President Clinton frowned. "Russian roulette's not a friendly, nice game."
The African leader smiled. "That's why we developed African roulette. If you
want to have good relations with our country, you'll have to play.
I'll show you how." He pushed a buzzer, and a moment later six magnificently
built, nude women were ushered in. "You can choose any one of those women to
give you oral sex," he told Clinton.
This gained Clinton's immediate attention, and he was ready to make his choice, when
a thought occurred to him.
"How on earth is this related to Russian roulette?"
The African leader said "One of them is a cannibal."
Matchbox Twenty - If Your Gone (maybe Its Time U Come Home)SONG VERSION BELOW
05-matchbox_twenty_if_youre_gone.mp3 - Matchbox 20
LYRICS BELOW
I think I've already lost you
I think you're already gone
I think I'm finally scared now
You think I'm weak, I think you're wrong
I think you're already leaving
Feels like your hand is on the door
I thought this place was an empire
Now I'm relaxed, I can't be sure
I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
I think I'm scared
I think too much
I know it's wrong, it's a problem I'm dealing
If you're gone, maybe it's time to come home
There's an awful lot of breathing room
but I can hardly move
If you're gone, baby you need to come home, oh come home
There's a little bit of something me
in everything in you
I bet you're hard to get over
I bet the room just won't shine
I bet my hands I can stay here
I bet you need - more than you mind
I think you're so mean
I think we should try
I think I could need this in my life
I thin
FriendsI opened a new forum where my friends will congregate and everything can be discussed... youre all welcome to join and i would like to see you there if you can.
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thank you
Thank YouI Haven't Had A Whole Lot Of Time To Do This. And I Wanted To Get This Out!
I wanted To Let A Very Select Few Of Fu's Know How Grateful I am That You Remembered My Birthday, Even Tho I Wasn't Online.
I Was In New Jersey On Vacation Which Ended Up Sucking Ass!
The Ones Listed Below Are My Tru-Fu's. I'm Indeed Honored To Call You A Friend.
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ICECOLDCHILLIN
The Forbidden FruitThe Forbidden Fruit
I recall the moment our eyes met
There you were, glistening as the sun began to set
Not exactly ready to be touched at that time
But the intense desire was constantly on my mind
For things to blossom, I had to be patient and wait
Weeks passed and things started to cultivate
All natural growth, there was no need to fertilize
For fruit began to produce, amazingly to my surprise
Released that weekend from your rugged limb
I craved for only a taste, but I knew it was a sin
Your delicate arch and curves rested in my palm
Only time would ripen you, so I remained calm
Then the day came when I was blessed with a taste
Our bodies close, I caressed you against my face
My lips slid slowly along your PEACH fuzzed skin
As every emotion I possess, fluttered deep within
My heartbeat dramatically started to increase
My eyes closed, as I gradually moved in for the feast
Inhaling your sweet aroma, I soon became weak
Engulfed in the
Valentines DayI am not a supporter of this holliday card greeting created holliday. I never really have been. But this year I find myself wanting to have a special someone (j perhaps) to share it with. No gifts except the giving of myself to one man.
I wish everyone who has plans a happy valentines day and maybe someday i'll get my wish. Peace and chicken grease to all who read this.
My Life-part I: Growing Up In VaI thought I might expand upon my life story here in my Fubar blogs so that my friends can get to know me better.
I was born in Richmond, VA in 1971 and lived there until 1993.
As a kid, I was a decent student in school. I liked collecting "Star Wars" toys and playing Atari games in the 80's. My sister, K., and I faught a lot, were "lach-key kids" and worked on Fmr. US Pres. Ronald Reagan (R-CA)'s 1980 and 1984 presidential campaigns.
In high school, I took lots of different classes. I liked business, compter and drama but found that I did well in math, social studies and science. My senior I took high-level chemistry and math. I also got on the varsity football and track teams as a team manager. I ended up earning two varsity letters and an academic letter.
Out of high school, I started to attend a local community college. I studied funeral science for a year and then switched to liberal arts. I earned my associate's degree, served on student government and got to represent
What A Girl Wants1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do.
2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.
4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.
5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.
6. If they slap you hard, you DESERVED it.
7. DON'T be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
8. If you DON'T sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
8.5 If you DO sleep with them, DON'T tell your friends that you did.
9. You CAN be dirty minded in private, really...
Hr1"HR 1 is about more than just pork. Millions of gun owners stand to
lose their gun rights without any due process." -- Larry Pratt, GOA
Executive Director
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
The Obama administration is putting a lot of pressure on Congress to
slam through the most recent $800+ billion bailout package before anyone
has an opportunity to read it.
The Obama administration intones that the details are unimportant. The
only thing that matters is the "bigness." And, by shipping a
bill of
nearly $900 billion (plus interest) to our children and grandchildren,
the package is really, really big -- bigger, in fact, than the budget of
our entire government for the first 170 years of our country's
existence.
But now that some of the details are finally starting to leak out of
Washington, Gun Owners -- and a lot of other analysts -- are beginning
to look at the fine print. And some of it is particularly scary.
Of particular concern to gun owners are sectio
Poker Night Pt1Charley Ross, Bill Chambers, Terry Donald, and I are all employees of the Western Department Stores, Co. We all work together in the IS department. The four of us had all been hired within a period of 1 month and have remained close friends ever since. That was about 4 years ago. I should mention that we are all in our late twenties. Terry is married, but the rest of us are single. About a year ago, we started getting together every Friday night for a little poker game. Four people isn't really much of a poker game and we don't play for much money anyway. It's mostly a chance to get together, have a few drinks, and sit around and talk.
One of our favorite topics of conversation is Suzanne Williams, who we all just call Suzy. Suzy was hired in about 2 years ago. She's a little younger than we were, probably around 25. It's her physical attributes that are our favorite topic of conversation. Suzy is not a particularly pretty woman. She is average looking with sandy blond hair. She's a
My Life-part Ii: The College YearsIn the fall of 1992, I began attending Marshall University in Huntington, WV. I decided to major in Social Studies Education and minor in Mathematics Education with specialty classes in Middle School Education and Special Education.
As a student, I did pretty well in making the Dean's List and getting inducted into four honor societies. I did pretty well at getting my assignments done, but I found summer session too much work to do for the credits I earned.
I got involved in the college community by serving in student government, the College Republicans and Students For Life. I even worked on a conservative underground newspaper.
I loved going to football and basketball games. Every so often I would go out to a Techno bar/club to hear the latest dance tunes. I didn't date but had many female friends I hang out with.
I spent my first year living in the "jock dorm". It was always noisy and my roommate was much younger than me. So we didn't get along too well. For my last thre
The First StorySo in an effort to let people get to know me and im sure most of you probably do I have decided to put some of my stories and yes they are all true in a blog rather than try to tell each one of you individually. and please feel free to share your stories with me, as I find so much of who we are is in the experiences we have had. These stories will be in chronilogical order so hopefully that will help with any confusion. Each of us is special in his/her own way, here is my story.
My coming to this earth was no less a miracle than my living this long. At six months pregnant in rome italy in 1976 my mother was told that I was dead inside her. This is in a place and time before the moder ultrasounds we have today, of course. She did not beleive them of course and was adament that I was alive and that she could feel me. The nurses and doctors would come and feel nothing nor hear any heartbeat, my father then decided to sign a form stating that my mother was not mentally compite
Then You Walked InThen You Walked in
Before I ever met you
I was caught in a storm
The lightening had hit
And my heart had been burned
The rain seemed to keep falling
My breath had become shallow
I was beginning to drown
In my pain and my sorrow
Life can be cruel at times
Dealing you the devil’s hand
Things can become crazy
While you sink in the sand
Sleep becomes a distant thought
As the night becomes your friend
Then in the midst of it all
Somebody comes walking in
Then you walked in my life
The thunder began to cease
The rain began to subside
And I could finally breath
Before you the storm raged
Darkness outshined the light
I was just about to give up
Then you walked in my life
My world is still undone
And I am still spinning
But since you walked in
At least I am healing
You may never look at me
Through the eyes I desire
But just being who you are
Has calmed the raging fire
My Labyrinth Of ConfusionMy Labyrinth of Confusion
Deep inside the workings of my mind
Lies a confusion that I cannot discern
Is it my own desires that are burning
What is it I am suppose to learn
I struggle with not knowing the answer
Battling rages in the depths of my soul
Do I follow what I feel to be true
Or do I simply let it all go
My labyrinth of confusion is mighty
Not knowing in which direction to go
With no clear choice deep within me
Which path should I take and follow
My labyrinth of confusion is tiring
An unrelenting war of decisions
Mind, body and soul are so weary
Do I continue, or just give in
Each day is more of a struggle
Trying to make it all make sense
Why is it so hard to just listen
Knowing where the truth begins
A Beautiful RoseA Beautiful Rose
Fate is cruel seeming at times
Dealing us an undesirable hand
Such as a person placed in our path
And then divided by much land
Fears are immediately set in place
And cause hesitation for each
They wonder how it could ever work
With so much distance could it be
Could it ever be more than a moment
Frozen in life’s cruel sense of time
Or could there possibly be more
Changing fate and two peoples lives
These are things I have wondered
Since I began to get to know you
Because with each new thing I learn
I want to tempt fate and continue
You have impressed with your beauty
A face like that of a beautiful rose
A rose that meets the morning sun
And blossoms deep within a soul
And yet it is your inner beauty
With every flaw and attribute
Like the petals of the blossoming rose
Each adding even more beauty to you
So where will all of this lead us
I do not claim to truly know
So many unanswered questions we have
Many directions in which we can g
Mall Conquest Pt1I had been walking the mall for fifteen minutes. Sally was shopping and we agreed that we would meet at three o’clock. It was now forty five minutes to three. I was browsing in Radio Shack when I noticed the most ravishing young woman I have seen in a long time. I am Mike Lawrence and I am a master hypnotist and a very successful businessman. I also greatly appreciate a difficult challenge. My challenge was how to put the beautiful apparition under my control in time to meet my wife, Sally.
I decided that only the direct approach would work. I went up to her. She was inspecting a computer display. “They keep getting cheaper and better, don’t they?”
She looked me over. I am six and a half feet tall and in very good shape. I was also old enough to be her father. “I am so confused. I am supposed to buy a gift for my father and I don’t have a clue. Could you help me?”
For sure. “What can I do to help?”
“My dad is not very computer smart. Would this be a good computer for him?”
My Life-part Iii: Summer AdventuresWhile I was both in and finishing up my college education, I worked in the summers to earn some cash for school books and bills.
For three summers, I worked as a camp counselor. I spent two summers in northern VA at a Salvation Army camp for inner-city kids. I worked with kids ranging from 6-17 and helped out with night programs. The pay was decent and I made many friends. Later I worked one summer at a camp for special needs kids in western NC. There I mostly worked with young adults. The pay was low, but I got a lot of experience in working with special needs of all ages.
For two summers, I worked at an amusement park in northern OH call Cedar Point. The first summer I worked in the Food Service department. I learned a lot about running different types of eating establishments. The second summer I worked in the Merchandise-Games department as a retail salesperson. I sold everything from low-priced tourist junk to high-priced clothing. I was the best jewelry (sp) salesperson in
DisappointmentYou know i really hate the disappointments in life that really have a HUGE impact on you, Im not talking about the ones where you didnt get an "A" on a paper, or your hair color didnt turn out just right. Im talking bout the bigger ones, where your spouse to be leaves you at the alter, your friends stab you in the back, your parents divorce. Those kinds of things!!!
Well Im feeling disappointed right now, feeling like the ppl who make offers to help really dont mean it or there are conditions to that help but they fail to mention those conditions ahead of time and thats frustrating. Cuz I dont ask for help unless I need it and if you dont really wanna help me then dont offer...I dont need my simple task turning into an emergency, such as now, because you fail to follow thru like you said you would do even after making it a point to state "you can count me whenever you need me!".
HAAAA!!!! So many ppl claim that, so few really mean it! Well Im one of those who really means it s
The Truthok heres the truth im not 18 im 16 but dont be fooled im mature for my age. im better then the others my age and i know how to stay calm
V-dayYou know ur in trouble whe n a friend has to ask if u wanna be their date for v day. any ways to the matter at hand.
HAPPY V DAY! V 4 VENDETTA THAT IS. valetines day is a conspiracy but have fun any ways bwahahahahahahaha! now continue to rant on the day of lovers liars fuckers and fighter bwahahaha!
UndertsandTo you I am different, I take nothing and give nothing
to you I am shallow, I love few but love none
to you I am kind, I show love but do not receive love in return
to those who think to the others and Judge them by their appearance miss read them and for that in that alone, bet he person felt that you were different from the words and the looks, and the fractions of the feelings, unlike the noticing that it does hurt, but do not shoe that pain do not let them know how much it feels to be the outcast and the one that makes others laugh, but in that thought and that time set aside this is the fraction of a moment that was torn away from emotions not needed, and as the tears rolled down his face he knew the moment that the love was shattered and the feeling to be a friend was torn now he feels for no one and for nothing, this is was happens when one could not be understood, receive the correct understanding...
Chocolate Hazelnut SpreadChocolate Hazelnut Spread
1/3 cup hazelnut meal (ground hazelnuts)
1/2 cup dry nonfat milk powder
1/3 cup brown sugar
1/4 cup unsweetened cocoa powder
1 tbsp cornstarch
3/4 cup milk (low fat)
1 tbsp vegetable oil
In a medium saucepan, combine hazelnut meal, dry milk powder, brown sugar, cocoa powder and cornstarch. Add in milk and vegetable oil and whisk until smooth. Cook over medium heat, whisking frequently, until mixture begins to thicken and just starts to bubble. Remove from heat and transfer to a heatproof container, preferably one with an airtight lid.
Cool to room temperature and, if not eating right away, store in the fridge with an airtight lid on the container.
Spread tastes best at room temperature and will keep for several days in the fridge.
Makes about 1 1/2 cups.
Reasons Why Women Prefer Cucumbers To Men1. The average cucumber is at least 6 inches long.
2. Cucumbers stay hard for a week.
3. Cucumbers won't tell you size doesn't count.
4. Cucumbers don't get too excited.
5. Cucumbers never suffer from performance anxiety.
6. Cucumbers are easy to pick up.
7. You can fondle a cucumber in a supermarket.... and you know how firm it is before you take it home.
8. Cucumbers can get away any weekend.
9. With a cucumber you can get a single room.... and you won't have to check-in as Mrs. Cucumber.
10. A cucumber will always respect you in the morning.
11. You can go to a movie with a cucumber.... and see the movie.
12. You can go to a drive-in with a cucumber.... and you can stay in the front seat.
13. With a cucumber you can always wait until you get home.
14. A cucumber won't eat all the popcorn.... or send you out for Milk Duds.
15. A cucumber won't drag you to a John Wayne Film Festival.
16. A cucumber won't ask: "Am I the first?".
17. A cucumber doesn't ca
Broken Dreams - Track 3 - LiarBroken Dreams
None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is pure luck. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This is the sequel to my story "Bad November". If you haven’t read that stop then please read it first.
Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows).
Lyrics from Liar
The lies we tell others is nothing/ Compared to the lies we tell ourselves/ Who have you been trying to fool/ Who have bought your lies/ Liar, liar, liar
Track 3 – Liar
After doing simple greetings and introductions we started to leave the airport. My Father tried to talk to Gavin about sports but neither
Wonder Why They Call You A Bitch_ LolYou wonda why they call U bitch.
[Verse One: 2Pac]
Look here Miss Thang
hate to salt your game
but yous a money hungry woman
and you need to change.
In tha locker room
all the homies do is laugh.
High five's cuz anotha nigga
played your ass.
It was said you were sleeezy
even easy
sleepin around for what
you need
See it's your thang
and you can shake it how you wanna.
Give it up free
or make your money on the corner.
But don't be bad and play the game
get mad and change.
Then you wonda why these muthafuckas
call you names.
Still lookin' for a way out
and that's OK
I can see you wanna stray
there's a way out.
Keep your mind on your money,
enroll in school.
And as the years pass by
you can show them fools.
But you ain't tryin' to hear me
cuz your stuck,
you're headin' for the bathroom
'bout to get tossed up.
Still lookin' for a rich man
you dug a ditch,
got your legs up
tryin' to get rich.
I love you like a sista
but you
Counting Bodies Like SheepDon't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do.
Count the bodies like sheep
Count the bodies like sheep
Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Count the bodies like sheep
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
Counting bodies like sheep
Go back to sleep
Go to sleep [x14]
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
Counting bodies like sheep
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
Counting bodies like sheep
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
Counting bodies like sheep
To the rhythm of the war drums
Go back to sleep
Go back to sleep
Counting bodies like sheep
To the
My 1st Auto 11Yeah You Read It Right...
Starry Turned Me ON!!!!!
Never In My Wildest Dreams Would I Have Considered Being Turned On By Another Woman!
But She Asked... "Who Wants An Auto For Shits and Giggles?"
And I Replied " Meeeeeeeeee" LOL
According To Starry And Normally I Don't Devulge Such Private Things But She Mentioned It First In Her Status! "That This Was A Quickie For Her!"
Sorry Starry I Got Too Excited! LOL
Come Stop By My Page And Level Up On Me! This Will Be The First Time For Me & For You On Me!
thank You Starry Loves ya girl!!!!!
Jennifer, Member of Princess Leia's Crew@ fubar
*look Elsewhere KidSo you say this was all just to better yourself. To kindly put love on hold,and put those feelings back on the shelf. Well I'm sorry to be the barer of bad news,but you got another thing coming if you think I'm waiting on you. You see I've got alot of thoughts going on in my brain,probably alot more than I could ever explain. You started something that you obviously can't finish,just up and go and leave me to deal with it. I understand your reasons,I honestly do. But it's kind of hard when you're only in this for you. I should've known something was up,and I'd end up alone because all of your plans,weren't set in stone. I'll always hold a love for you,deep inside. But the day you walked out,was the day it died. I hope that you're happy,in all that you do. I hate to point fingers,and I'd hate to assume..but it seems awkward to get pregnant,and walk out,too. Nothing makes sense,as hard as I try. Maybe one day,you'll realize..
*oh Sh*tIf you have something to say,say it to my fucking face. Yea,I may seem angry,but only because you make me this way. You talk but I don't hear nothing,you'd think with all this yappin',you'd have something better to say. So far,I've heard no reason,no justification,no excuse in why. So if you insist on talking shit to me,just know you're going to get burned eventually. You keep talking,so I must be doin something right. But you'll just sit there,never calling me out to fight. In a battle of words,I'll always come out on top. So come on,shut up and give me all you got. I guess the phrase "Talk is cheap" holds true,because two cent words are all I ever hear from you. I'm curious to see what your comeback will be. Because you're words are always such a fuckin joke to me. So blabbity blah blah blah,I'll just pick out your flaws. So before you start something you can't win,think about who you're going up against.
*no One Cheers For Last PlaceIt still hurts to see your face
Everywhere I go,every single place
It hurts just to see you smile
I'm doing all I can,just to make it for awhile
I'm tired of feeling so without
I'm trying hard to figure out
Where did I go wrong?
You were everything I wanted
Everything I needed
How did I get so lost?
You were everything I worked for
Everything I lost,but I moved on
I'm just a memory,I won't forget your face
But no one cheers for last place
It's getting harder to hear your voice
Every step I make,based on this choice
It hurts just to see you smiling
It's so hard to move on,but I'm trying
I'm tired of feeling so without
I'm tired of figuring out
Where did I go wrong?
You were everything I wanted
Everything I needed
How did I get so lost?
You were everything I worked for
Everything I lost,but I moved on
I'm just a memory,I won't forget your face
But no one cheers for last place
You AreAs I sit here thinking of you wondering where you are.
I think how lucky I am to have you in my life and who you are.
You are my love.
You are my life.
You are my happiness.
You are my sun.
You are my light.
You are my peace.
You are my completion.
You are my joy.
You are my strength.
You are all these things to me and more.
I can't wait to see what our life has in store.
I love you with all my heart and soul.
I love you more than you will ever know.
This is written to let you know , how special and irreplaceable to me you are.
AloneLonliness, a thought,
a feeling or an emotion?
What is this that haunts me?
No one here to laugh
at my jokes.
No one here to comfort
my fears.
Bodies all around me talking,
stating thier coments.
Bodies all around, but no one
to hold my hand.
What do I do, where do I go?
What do I say to the
feelings that rain upon?
All that is familiar around me,
but all that I don't understand.
Why, What for, How come
must I endure?
Another day passes.
Another day in my life
gone by, all alone.
How many days are left?
I am right here! Please,
make your way and I will
be right here
waiting for you.
Always The OneAlways The One
Always the one who has to let go
Always the one who is pushed away
Always the one who is rejected
Always the one who is in last place
Always the one who is just an option
Always the one who is cut in the heart
Always the one who is loosing his soul
Always the one who is loosing his love
Always the one who is loosing his heart
Always the one who is sent to the corner
Always the one who is winding up Alone
AenimaSome say the end is near.
Some say we'll see armageddon soon.
I certainly hope we will.
I sure could use a vacation from this
bull-shit three ring cirrrrcus siiiideshow of
Freaks here in this, hopeless fucking, hole we call LA.
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time.
Any fucking day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay.
Fret for your figure and
Fret for your latte and
Fret for your lawsuit and
Fret for your hairpiece and
Fret for your prozac and
Fret for your pilot and
Fret for your contract and
Fret for your car.
It's a bull-shit three ring cirrrrrcuus siiideshow of
freaks here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA.
The only way to fix it is to flush it all away.
Any fucking time.
Any fucking day.
Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay.
Some say a comet will fall from the sky.
Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves.
Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still.
Followed by millions of dumbfounded dips
Going Back To Cali[Verse One: Notorious B.I.G.]
When the lala hits ya lyrics just splits ya
Head so hard, that ya hat can't fit ya
Either I'm witcha or against ya
Format venture, back through that maze I sent ya
Talkin to the rap inventor
Nigga wit the game tight, Bic that flame right
Spell my name right, B-I, Double-G, I-E
Iced out lights out, me and Ceasar Leo
Gettin head from some chick he know
See it's all about the cheddar, nobody do it better
Going back to Cali, strictly for the weather
Women, and the weed -- sticky green
No seeds bitch please, Poppa ain't soft
Dead up in the Hood, ain't no love lost
Got me mixed up, you drunk them licks up
Mad cause I got my dick sucked
and my balls licked, forfeit, the game is mine
I'ma spell my name one more time, check it
Its the, N-O, T-O, R-I, O
U-S, you just, lay down, slow
Recognize a real Don when you see Juan/one
Sippin on booze in the House of Blues
[Chorus: repeat 4X]
I'm going going, back back, to Cali Cali
[Verse Two: Not
Thinking Of YouLying all alone and restless
unable to lose this image
sleepless, unable to focus on
anything but your surrender
Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head
Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying
So delighted with a new understanding
Something about a little evil that makes that
Unmistakable noise I was hearing
Unmistakable sound that I know so well
Spent and sighing with a look in your eye
Spent and sighing with a look on your face like
Sweet revelation sweet surrender
sweet, sweet surrender
Surrender...
Tugging a rhythm to the vision that's in my head
Tugging a beat to the sight of you lying
So delighted with a new understanding
Something about a little evil that makes that
Unmistakable noise I was hearing
Unmistakable sound that I know so well
Spent and sighing with a look in your eye
Spent and sighing with a look on your face like
Sweet revelation sweet surrendering
Sweet revelation sweet
Thinking of you, thinking
Thinking of you, Thinking
Last Night, I Fell Asleepin my car.
lol
When I came back from my walk, I decided to sit in my car and listen to music for a while. I ended up falling asleep. I woke up freezing, sore and confused. haha
Yesterday was kind of a horrible day. I hate those. They shouldn't happen as often as they do.. but what can you do? It's life. I did get some good news, though. My goddaughter and her brother (two best kids in the world) are moving here. I'll actually get to see them whenever I want. It's great. I miss those kids so much. It's amazing how kids have that special ability to make everyone around them smile.
Can't wait to see my princess again! =]
A WishI lie on the ground,
and stare into space,
the stars start to move,
into the shape of your face.
I see you there now,
looking down at me,
with that cute little smile,
that I like to see.
You say "close your eyes",
"tell me what you see",
I see only two people,
just you and me.
We're walking the shoreline,
with our feet getting wet,
the horizon turns pink,
as the sun starts to set.
We make love through the night,
on that white sandy shore,
then I hold you while thinking,
I could want nothing more.
Oh I wish I could be,
in that one special place,
as I lie on the ground,
and I stare into space...
First Time Ebay User...So, DJ is really good with his hands (no sexual pun intended) but he makes these awesome Hiking Staff's made out of different types of wood, he can make picture frames, and knives too plus he can engrave or burn (something like that) anything in them that you want. Anyway the point is that we decided to take our run on EBAY to see if anything happens with that since we are in need of some cash-flow. I wanted to put it out there incase anyone is interested in anything like that (contact me for DETAILS) Or knows someone who is. Plus, if you use EBAY please rate us because I know you need good ratings to get your stuff purchased.
THANKS:
Link to our 1st sale:
http://cgi.ebay.com/Hand-Carved-Walking-Staff_W0QQitemZ170304178209QQihZ007QQcategoryZ23809QQssPageNameZWDVWQQrdZ1QQcmdZViewItem
What Are You Waiting For?Hi!! My name is Angel Holmes would like someone who share the same things in life like i do and enjoy' s staying in or going out, I enjoying going to the cinema and restaurants but i also like to try other things different so if there are fellas wants to meet a girl to something new and exciting by all mean do then try to get in touch with me my yeah who id is imyourangelxx take a chance of adding me and you will find out who i am.
Asparagus With Bbq ButterAsparagus with BBQ Butter (Pat and Gina Neely)
Ingredients
2 pounds large asparagus, trimmed
1 teaspoon Neelys BBQ seasoning, recipe follows
1 tablespoon olive oil
Salt and pepper
Directions
Barbecue butter
1 tablespoon Neelys BBQ seasoning, recipe follows
1 stick butter, slightly softened
Break off ends of asparagus.
For the butter:
Mix rub into butter. Spread the butter mixture lengthwise across a piece of plastic wrap. Roll the butter up tightly into a log and twist the ends. Refrigerate.
Preheat grill. If using a stovetop grill, use medium-high heat. Gently toss asparagus with seasoning, oil and salt and pepper, to taste. Grill asparagus until tender, turning once, about 6 minutes. Serve with barbecue butter.
Neelys BBQ Seasoning
4 ounces paprika
2 ounces white sugar
1 teaspoon onion powder
Mix ingredients together and store in an airtight container for up to 6 months.
Hallelujahjust yesterday morning ... she was still in love with me ~
being a recluse of extraordinary measure when it comes to matters of my heart
I have spoken little of it to you my fellow beings ... little of that inexplicable catch
of breath only ones beloved knows as I love you ! you might ask me ... is love that
simple to express ... yes ... you might very well at that ... and I would nod and smile
the knowing smile of not only one who has heard that breathless gasp of emotion ...
but as one who has invoked it.
the soul speaks as it speaks of such matters ... we need only listen ...
and so it is I have come to you today ...
that my soul may speak ~
my everlasting
my always in all ways
somewhere beyond your sigh
is that ever so silent gasp
it is
the hallelujah
of
your I love you
whispered in my dreams ~
© Dragon Speaking ( Richard A. Gamache`)
Splendor In The GrassI always thought you knew ~
it is i ... that voice that is only dare whispered ... in dreams ... as love sometimes is ~
i come to you now ... as always ... in this moment... my soul full of loves bravado
to speak to you of the things that in waking moments ... are not overlooked ... but
perhaps in the noise of my living go unheard. Those things which i always meant
to be louder than the days conversation and the nights louder still ... ultimate silence ~
so it is now .. in the presence of your beauty ... and in the throes of your slumber ...
i beg of you ... hear my breathing and know that i exist ...
I love you
I always have
In all the moments of all my days ...
each sunrise is my promise that you ... are my days ... each sunset my vow ... to
be another tomorrow ... the sun beams my kiss .. the moon glows my caress ... the
twixt my breathing this promise I bear ... is yours ... and i today as yesterday and
for each tomorrow ... shall be here bes
Becomecome …
and become …
come lay at My feet and honor Me
speak the word you long to say in the presence
of One who knows that within the very depths of your soul it must be said …
succumb to your instinctual desire and submit yourself to the covenant
of One who knows His Command is far greater than your will …
come …
and become …
come lay at My feet and honor Me
plead with Me to be My whore, and if done diligently enough , the slut
of One who knows the meaning of what being both truly is …
beg Me to possess you so that you might wear the collar
of One who knows what it is you wish to be …
cherished ~
come …
and become …
Master of Angel © 2009
Sweet Dreamsheart beats
soul
deep breaths
body
soft sighs
mind
once again I come to you ... now, as before ... that I might speak to you ... speak to you of those things heard only within the softest whisper ... the slightest sigh ... and ... for the sake of humanness and the mortality it bears ... be it best said ... that I ... for you ... exist within the exhale of the ever deepening shadow of life ~
hush little darling ... don’t you cry
and I will sing you a lullaby ~
I love you ... this is the undeniable truth of my existence, and thus I begin ...
my dearest everlasting,
you are my moment ... my time of learning ... my time of living ... my time of joy ... the utterance of love in the quiet pauses of your beating heart ... the whispering of your souls sigh pillowing my dreams ... you are quite simply ... the one I adore ~ if it is at all possible to breathe ones essence I am unable to do nothing more ... but breathe ... and I do ... deeply
Mary Kay ...Hello to all my beautiful Fubar friends, family, and app buddies!!! I recently decided to do something more with my self to keep me out of trouble lol and joined the Mary Kay work force, yay!
Very happy about my decision. If you not sure what Mary Kay is, it's a company that sells beauty products and has been in production for a good long time.
If you are interested in products, wanna join, or just want to come in for a free facial or color party, please don't hesitate to call email or text me whenever... I'm new at this, and still learning, but I will help you in anyway possible...
I'm open to building new clientele....I'm looking !
Help me grow my business and spread the word please! You can tell family, friends, whoever you want!
I'm also looking for ladies who like to play in make up..or get a free facial. Come to a color party at a Mary Kay meeting as a guest of mine, bring as many people as you want with you and have fun trying out different make and getting tips
?s Answers Pm Or ComnetsWould you?
[ ] DO ME RIGHT
[ ] Date me
Would you rather be on top or bottom?
[ ] Top
[ ] Bottom
Do I have pretty eyes?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
Do you like my body?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
Would you be sad if I moved?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
Would you come visit me?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
Am I..
[ ] Hott
[ ] Beautiful
[ ] Sexy
[ ] Cute
Would you? [[ With me ]]
[ ] Makeout
[ ] Cuddle
[ ] MAKE LOVE 2 ME
[ ] Go out
Do you want to go out with me?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
Would you give me your number?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
see how well you know me This is just for fun....maybe.
SoberI don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home
Aahh, the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oohh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end
I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?
I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?
Aahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Aahh, I am falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame
I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this
Hate To Love , Love To HateFrom the first time i ever set my eyes upon you
And forever more
I have despised you.
Hated the way you talk
The way you move
The way you live so easily.
From the first time you set your eyes upon me
You haven't taken them off
With the confusion in your eyes
And the question burning inside
That you ask so frequently
'Why do you hate me so? '
The answer to the question is
You keep me up all night
You make my heart beat in overdrive
I shake at your touch,
And can't stop gazing into your eyes
And I loathe the way you make me feel
I deny the fact that i love you
I can't bear the feeling
I know it will only end in hurt
So i'll keep hating you
To escape the pain
That follows the love.
Maybe, i'll have to die alone
Maybe, i'll never do what
love tells be to do
Maybe, one day i'll actually love
(When pigs fly)
Walk With MeWalk with me, the path of life,
to explore every bend of the road
Enjoy with me the beauty of life,
along its wonderful way
Find comfort with me, in each other's arms,
when grief crosses our path
Find strength with me, in each other's strength,
when despair lies in wait
Laugh with me, a single true laugh,
to enlighten another's distress
Cry with me, a single true tear,
to understand true happiness
Cherish with me, the wonders of life,
as they need to be preserved
Rejoice with me, in the mysteries,
of what is yet to be
Find peace with me, in each other's souls,
when the world has gone insane
Find love with me, in each other's hearts,
until this life has been fulfilled
And when the path comes to an end
I hope we can say from within
We've known the beauty of true love,
our love came from within
StarlightHas anyone had to put a pet down because it got to old? I have owned my dog Star since she was 6 month's old. I had gotten her for my daughter when she was only 3 years old. Now my daughter is almost 18. Star is like a child to me and like sister to my daughter. She had both her back legs broken before we got her from the shelter in Maine. That's why star was there. Star has been thru a lot with us just like a member of the family. I may sound all girly but I don't care. I have watched star grow from being a long 6 month old puppy to a 14 year old human years. Through moves, drives, trips, other pets, deaths and relationships. Her hearing is almost gone, her legs are getting worse, she has always had problems with her legs since the first owner abused her. She is part akita and part malmute, one blue eye and the other half blue ,half brown. She is still a pretty and a smartass. I know I need to put her down cause, I feel she is in pain. It's hard for her to get around. Every night I ge
It Is Saidthat god never gives you more than you can carry
at times like this I think he sees me as hercules
and Im really not
as I await the last few hours I relive so much of the past
and I sned out all I can
all my love
all my remaining strength
to that someone
and no matter how hard she pushes
Im right here holding a candle of hope
to light the darkness
right here an anchor to hold on to
in this time of turmoil
never waivering
constant
steadfast
loyal not only to her heart but to my own
just a little more strength
to bear her burden
my door is open and my heart pure
my thoughts only of her well being
not for my gain but to keep somehting in the world
worthy of admiration
worthy of exsistance
QuoteLove All. Trust Few.. Do WRong To Know One!!!
Come Join UsHey all ima be killing the air waves at 8 eastern yall come kick it with the DUCKY and see the killa do a mix that will blow ya mind so hard that ya gonna have to shit ya self wipe then shit again join me in PDP http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=65184
Hello EveryoneIf you all could do me a favor...plz rate my blog and leave me a comment after you read my work...I would really appreciate it! I love to hear peoples input and I'll be sure to hit you up and show some major luv!
Thanks
Ash
ForeverI don't want to have to spend a day without him.
I don't know how I would live.
Because any day without him, is a day I don't want to see.
I just want him to be here with me,
Forever.
I want him to hold me tight,
Safe and happy through the night.
I want to to hold only his hand.
I want to kiss him today, and,
Forever.
I want to see him smile everyday when I wake.
For he is the one who fixed my heart's break,
I want to prove to him that I'll walk any line.
As long as he will be mine,
Forever.
I promise to love him when he is sick and when he is strong,
I promise to love him though right and wrong.
I promise to be his as long as he wants me to,
And I swear my love will be true,
Forever.
I'm Your AngelI will be there to catch you
When you are ready to fall
Please grab onto my hand
Before you end up losing it all
I know that depression still lingers
And it wont go away
But just remember this
I am the smile that will brighten your day
You like to write poems
To let all of your feelings out
I am your personal diary
So tell me what this is all about
When you want to cut
I will be your first aid
When I look into your eyes
I can see that you are afraid
Please don't you worry
I am your morbid angel from above
I will enfold you tightly in my arms
And I will give you all my love
UnspokenThe pitch-black sky eventually pours the tears onto me
The taste of the tears inside my lips
The terror always tries to kill me on the inside
There is always an eclipse
Watching over me
I'm standing outside in the cold wind
Under the pitch-black sky with the tears
My heart have sinned
Forgiveness is my desire
Love is what I need more than being loveless
The knife is stabbing my heart
Filling with the bruises and trying to mess
My soul can't breathe without an air
It can't stand alone anymore
It fills the deep, dark secrets
Falling apart on the floor
Dreaming of the words to scream out loud
The promises are not meant to be broken
The lips of mine are sealed
The secrets are still unspoken
The CracksI see the cracks on my wall,
They grow as I sit in my room,
But they are never covered up,
They only pour out the gloom.
They show all the pain inside,
And all the lies and rejection,
There's no cement to fill them up,
So I'll never meet true perfection.
Why does this happen to me?
My world is shattering apart,
Right in front of your eyes,
So can't you see my broken heart?
Soon anyone can see through,
Don't let them hurt me,
Don't let them see my defects,
Why can't they just let me be?
The cracks spread around my misery,
Nothing can stop them now,
Never touch their hollowness,
Or to Misery you'll surely bow.
I see the cracks on my wall,
They grow as I sit in my room,
But they are never covered up,
They only pour out the gloom.
YoursIve been an outlaw for to long
Ive been an inlaw to someone wrong
Ive been a pinkertons guardin trains
Ive pushed cattle across a range
Ive ridden horse
and wrestled cows
loaded hay
and pushed a plow
but Id leave all at the door
if I could just be yours
Yours in the mornin
yours at night
feel you in my arms
holdin you tight
cause in a world that all wrong
your the only thing that seems so right
your hold on me is so strong
that it warms me all winter long
so dont you think
even when you close the doors
that my love isnt yours
Ive made mistakes
lord knows its true
but through it all
Im lovin you
I never waivered
I felt you strong
I feel your love
through it all
and while your there
so far away
I only have this to say
my love is forever yours
The Correct Technique For Coming Home DrunkThe Correct Technique for Coming Home Drunk
Two married buddies are out drinking one night, when one turns to the other and says, 'You know, I don't know what else to do. Whenever I go home after we've been out drinking, I turn the headlights off before I get to the driveway. I shut off the engine and coast into the garage. Take my shoes off before I go into the house, I sneak up the stairs, get undressed in the bathroom, stick my foot in the toilet and pee down my leg to prevent splashing sounds. I ease into bed and my wife STILL Wakes Up, and Yells at me for staying out so late!'
His buddy looks at him and says 'Well, you're obviously taking the wrong approach. I screech into the driveway, slam the door, storm up the steps, pee hard into the toilet water, then use the full flush, throw my shoes in the closet, undress in the bedroom, then jump into bed, slap her on the ass and say:
WHO'S HORNY????!!!
And she acts like she's sound asleep.
Works every time!
Random Battles #1-"Space Oddity" vs. "Life on Mars"
Winner: A slight edge goes to "Life on Mars", but only because it was part of "The Life Aquatic" which is a particularly rad movie.
-Bacon vs. Tofu
Winner: Bacon CRUSHES Tofu. No contest
-Geeks vs. Nerds
Winner: As a self proclaimed nerd i'm sorry to say that geeks win this one on account of nerd-status being more introverted.
Darkness"Darkness"
by Disturbed
Don't turn away
I pray you've heard
The words I've spoken
Dare to believe
oh For one last time
And then I'll let the
Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own
Carry me away
I need your strength
To get me through this
Dare to believe
oh For one last time
And then I'll let the
Darkness cover me
Deny everything
Slowly walk away
To breathe again
On my own
Believe"Believe"
by Disturbed
Believe, when you lie
You will never need to recognize yourself
To deceive
To remove all chance of doubt and be received
With your lie
The deception is complete when you concede
And decide
To reject your lives, sacrificed to me
Penance can't absolve your sin
All your belief
Cannot absolve your sin
Believe, when you lie
You will never need to recognize the source
Of deceipt
To renew your faith in God
You must believe, in your lie
The redemption is complete when you conceive
And decline
To release your lives
Sacrificed to me
Penance can't absolve your sin
All your belief
Cannot absolve your sin
Reap your life, like you want to
recognize, all you've come to
Reap your life
Veiled in shadow
Recognize
Faces of the crucified
I can hear their screams tonight
Ever haunting me
Burn your lie into me
Penance can't absolve your sin
All your belief
Cannot absolve your sin
Inside The Fire"Inside The Fire"
by Disturbed
Devon
Won't go to heaven
She's just another lost soul, about to be mine again
Leave her
we will recieve her
It is beyond your control
will you ever meet again
Devon
One of eleven
Who had been rendered unwhole
As a little child,
she was taken
and then forsaken
you will remember it all
Let it fill your mind again
Devon lies beyond this portal
take the word of one immortal
Give your soul to me
For eternity
release your life
to begin another time with her
End your grief with me
there's another way
release your life
take your place inside the fire with her
Sever
Now and forever
you're just another lost soul about to be mine again
see her, you'll never free her
you must surrender it all
If you'd like to meet agian
Fire
For you desire
As she begins to turn cold for the final time
you will shiver
till you deliver
you will remember it all
Let it fill your mind again
Devon lie
Remember"Remember"
by Disturbed
Sensation washes over me
I can't describe it
Pain I felt so long ago
I don't remember
Tear a hole so I can see
My devastation
Feelings from so long ago
I don't remember
Holding on, to let them know
What's given to me
To hide behind
The mask this time
And try to believe
Blind your eyes to what you see
You can't embrace it
Leave it well enough alone
And don't remember
Cut your pride and watch it bleed
You can't deny it
Pain you know you can't ignor
I don't remember
Holding on, to let them know
What's given to me
To hide behind
The mask this time
And try to believe
Blind your eyes to what you see
You can't embrace it
Leave it well enough alone
And don't remember
Cut your pride and watch it bleed
You can't deny it
Pain you know you can't ignor
I don't remember
If I can
Remember
To know this will
Conquer me
If I can
Just walk alone
And try to escape
Into me
Violence Fetish"Violence Fetish"
by Disturbed
Bring the violence
It's significant
To the life
If you've ever known anyone
Bring the violence
It's significant
To the life
Can you feel it?
How do you sleep
When you live with your lies
Out of your mouth
Up from your mind
That kind of thinking
Starts a chain reaction
You are a timebomb ticking away
You need to release
What you're feeling inside
Let out the beast
That you're trying to hide
Step right up and be a part of the action
Get your game face on
Because it's time to play
You're pushing and fighting your way
You're ripping it up
How do you live without playing the game
Sit on the side and expect to keep sane
Step right up and be a part of the action
Come get a piece of it before it's too late
Take a look around
You can't deny what you see
Were living in a violent society
Well my brother let me show you a better way
So get your game face on because it's time to play
You're push
Full Of Sorrow"Full Of Sorrow"
by Korn
It ain't fading
Man I got to let it out
Am I quitting?
Screaming nothing ever come out
I keep feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
I'm not thanking them
Unless the truth can pour out
Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing, am I funny?
I hate inside
I hate inside...
I take this time
To let out whatÂ’s inside
Cause I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside
My heart is breaking
Man you really ripped it out
You take pleasure watching as I claw my way out
The hurt rising
Soon it's going to tear my soul out
ItÂ’s not kosher feeling like IÂ’m on my way out
Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing, am I funny?
I hate inside
I hate inside...
I'll take this time
To let out whatÂ’s inside
Cause I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of
Maybe You Have Read ThisSaki
The Interlopers
In a forest of mixed growth somewhere on the eastern spurs of the Karpathians, a man stood one winter night watching and listening, as though he waited for some beast of the woods to come within the range of his vision, and, later, of his rifle. But the game for whose presence he kept so keen an outlook was none that figured in the sportsman's calendar as lawful and proper for the chase; Ulrich von Gradwitz patrolled the dark forest in quest of a human enemy.
The forest lands of Gradwitz were of wide extent and well stocked with game; the narrow strip of precipitous woodland that lay on its outskirt was not remarkable for the game it harboured or the shooting it afforded, but it was the most jealously guarded of all its owner's territorial possessions. A famous law suit, in the days of his grandfather, had wrested it from the illegal possession of a neighbouring family of petty landowners; the dispossessed party had never acquiesced in the judgment of
What Love IsA girl asked a boy if he thought she was pretty, the boy said no the girl asked if he would want to be with her forever he said no she then asked if she would walk away if he would cry he said no She had heard enough As she walked away the boy grab her by the arm and said i dont think your pretty your beautiful I dont want to be with you forever i NEED to be with you forever and i would not cry if you walked away i would die.......... Now thats love
~who Wouldn't~who wouldnt love rain that nourishes the flowers, who wouldnt love sun that awakens the world, who wouldnt love a smile that lights up a heart, who wouldnt love words that are plucked from the heavens, who wouldnt love a heart that is worn upon a sleeve for the world to see, why wouldnt i love you when your everything to me.
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Boulevard Of Broken DreamsI walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's only one
that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only
thing that's beatin'
Sometimes I wish someone out
there will find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah ahhhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines whats
fucked up and everything's all right
Check my vital signs to
know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadow's the only one
that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only
thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish so
Love You 'til The EndFirst time I saw you
I just knew
I would always love you
There would be no words
No actions that could tear me from you
This I knew was true
Storms could rage on
Rains could pour down
Clouds could raise up
And I would love you through
Nothing they can say
Will make me love you less
Nothing you can do
Will make me walk away
For I'll love you till the end
Waves could crash around
Castles could crumple
Dreams may not come true
And you'll never be alone
This I know is true
First time I saw
I just knew
I would love until the end
Forever And EverMagnificent blue skies burn in the distance,
The gentle breeze catches that of fallen leaves.
A mother and child strolling peacefully together,
Making small talk to each other, ignoring the world.
She dangles a small toy in front of his brown eyes,
Reaching up with small fingers he tries to grab it.
A soft giggle escapes her lips as she smiles at him,
Staring at her deep eyes for a moment he forgets his toy.
They continue walking until they reached the park,
She picks him up in her arms and he laughs and smiles.
Leaning against a tree she pulls out a bottle of milk,
Kissing his forehead gently she brings the bottle to his lips.
Eagerly and hungrily he takes the nipple within his mouth,
Closing her eyes she hums softly rocking back and forth.
Drifting quickly off to sleep the child closes his eyes,
His angelic complexion was beautiful and attracting.
She admired the site of her beautiful little boy sleeping,
And then warmness entangled her neck and back.
"After
Silent AngelThey're around us and within us
Though we haven't got a clue
Just exactly what they're up 2
But we do know what they do
They comfort us while mourning
And rejoice with us when blessed
They move with grace and majesty
And are on a special quest
A quest to help a love one
A quest to help a friend
Their deeds don't go unnoticed
And their bonds with us wont end
We can see them if we choose to
But it our own conscious choice
But no matter what we choose to do
We'll always hear their voice
A voice that says "I Love You"
And you're going to make it though
Just be the best that you can be
And do whatever you can do
A voice that says" You're worth it"
And someday you will see
But until the day you understand
Just put your trust in me
A voice that's soft and smoothing
Though it's very hard to hear
But if we listen with our hearts
That voice becomes quite clear
It took me years to find my angel
For he was silent for so long
But the day I choose to meet him
I knew th
Eternal AngelThe sound of laughter echoed through the night
Fading in the serene wind, as leaves begin to fall
Rising from the shadows, a soft and desiring call
A beauty beyond imagination is pursuing my sight
I thought it could be an angel, dancing in a cloud
He walked twice as gracefully, into my direction
We stood still by a river, designing our reflection
I whispered gently, never daring to speak loud
Your sweet devotion purified my shattered heart
When I see the shine in your eyes, I rejoice
The moon kisses the earth, listening to your voice
The creation of your holy existence is pure art
Alas, my love, I will never be able to stop time
And hold you in my arms until the world's end
Until our souls fall apart, maybe we can pretend
That eternity will favour a paradise, so sublime
Are You Mine?You make me laugh each day
I believe that we're just friends
But once there is nothing left to say
I still know it's not the end
I don't know what I feel
Maybe love, maybe hate
I can't imagine this was real
I won't believe it is my fate
I will just smile at you
Pretend I was sent from above
But once I know you are true
Then I'll simply fall in love
I won't despise you anymore
I just want to have some fun
Don't know what I'm doing it for
You might be my only one
Will you be forever mine?
Or I'll love you secretly, forver?
It will only show through time
But I won't lose you, never
I don't care if you are just my friend
I'll still laugh at all your jokes
I won't ever let this to an end
Because I know I was awoke...
RealityClouds bellow in the distance
Burst of wind ravages the meadow
Uprooted, tossed away --Rewind
On the edge, a tree stands tall
Flourished in beauty; strucked
Slanted, falls -- Rewind
2 Squirrels play along side a tree
Jaguar in the shadows strikes; swipes
Echo's, avalanche -- Rewind
A honey bee makes its rounds
"Buzzzz", Flying; Dodges leaves
Spider web, caught --Rewind
You and I, camping trip
Lost of Direction; Arguments
We split into different paths
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Militaryok so ive been trying to get back onto active duty since July and the recruiter im working with doesnt know what hes doing so today i decided to contact another recruiter in another town. He told me that getting back in right now is gonna be hard to do. Right now im in the Navy Reserves and unemployed and really want to go back to active duty i miss it and regret getting out! So my question for you is should i stay on reserves and keep trying to find a new job or keep pushing this active duty stuff until it happens? Im going back to active duty eventually but i gotta do something right now cuz im very quickly running out of money and getting very frustrated!! Any advice would be appreciated!!!! I would even consider switching branches if thats what it takes!!
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Shitty Iraq...So do you really wanna know about Iraq... Well I am in Baghdad, it sucks, bombs and IED's everyday and night, bullet's flying past me, eyes in back of my head at all times, any moment who knows what will happen, myself or battle buddies gonna get shot or blown up? Will I wake up tomorrow without a leg or arm? How many people will I shoot today if any...
Everyday is different, its scarey, it SUCKS!!! I hate this place, I miss my home... Been in Iraq for 1 year now. Still have till June 09 to go, 4th time here and lost to many friends... Will it ever be over? Will I make it home to see my loved ones, my friends, my dog... And really how much longer can I go without a beer or sex... My cock is shaffing, my hand is raw... Pics are just pics, vids are just vids, its all a blur...
GOD I AM SO PISSED WITH THIS PLACE!!! NO MORE FOR ME... But watch, ill be here again in a year...
Pages...Tucked between the pages lie,
Your most innermost secrets discovered,
A life of secrets a life of lies,
A life of love, not to me, but to another.
Tucked between those sacred pages,
I found your notes,
Your secret rages.
Your wishful dreams and high hopes.
Buried deep between the pages,
I found your secrets,
I found your stories in different stages.
I found your thoughts,
I found your dreams,
All left there to rot,
Like silent screams.
Tucked between those pages I found lies,
And I found honesty,
This you can not deny,
Deep inside of the pages written…
I found you..
Thoughts, Joker Special EditionLots of people liking the Joker picture I use on here are visiting this page. Which is pretty damn crazy to me and I'm loving it. Be it vanity or whatever, I'm appreciative. Acknowledging this, I thought i'd writeup a short shpeel on why i'm a Joker fan.
I'll start by saying that I'm far more influenced by the Movie and TV versions of the Joker than the comics, I know it is rather shameful in some aspects, but I'm also a very visual person and seeing the character brought to life helps me connect that much more thoroughly. It also helps that Joker portrayals have a history of being quite excellent at depicting the character as the demented genius that he is.
My fixation on the Joker character began with the Jack Nicholson version of the character. At that point in my still young life, I was already a fan of many different bad guys, including Megatron of Transformers and Darth Vader in Star Wars but Nicholson's Joker was the first time I had ever seen a character transform fr
Jane And ArleneJane and Arlene are outside their nursing home, having a drink and a smoke, when it starts to rain. Jane pulls out a condom, cuts off the end, puts it over her cigarette, and continues smoking.
Arlene: What in the hell is that?
Jane: A condom. This way my cigarette doesn't get wet.
Arlene: Where did you get it?
Jane: You can get them at any drugstore.
The next day, Arlene hobbles herself into the local drugstore and announces to the pharmacist that she wants a box of condoms.
The pharmacist, obviously embarrassed, looks at her kind of strangely (she is after all, over 80 years of age), but very delicately asks what brand of condom she prefers.
'Doesn't matter Sonny, as long as it fits on a Camel.'
The pharmacist fainted.
New Shit In My LifeSome of you might notice the new relationship by reading my page... Heres the whole thing for those of you who wanna know.....
Jared and I dated a year or so ago... It was great but then we split up do to my stupidity.. yes i admit it! I was stupid.. but I got moved away from that crap. So then 6 months or so later.. I decided to get in contact with him.. not so much for a relationship but for the friendship we had which was amazing. Next thing I know we were going to try and make it work..but things and people kept getting in the way. Me being the coward that I was.. said fuck this and left... However, i could stop thinking about why this shit happened.. so we sat down. talked things out and tried to see what our future held together and if it was ever going to work... I had already been to hell trying to make things work and wasnt sure if i even had the strength to deal with shit just to get heartbroken.. So, I have finally decided that its worth a shot.. Hes a wonderful man and
FacesFaces we fear
The eyes of hell
Burning our souls
Names we forget
Faces trapped
Sleepless nights
Cold chills
Dizzy spells
Faces drop
Melted corners
Barkless dogs
Open soars
Doves flying,crow following.
HurtingHurting once again.
My love has lied.
Is love all lies?
When dose love stop
hurting,and become
beautiful?
Why do we feel these feelings?
Are we the only animals that feel them?
Pain we fill our heads with!
Only we can stop it.
Emotions we're crusted with!!!
KillI've got it in my blood!
It runs throw me like a waterfall.
I live to see blood splaterd , tears,and pain and sarrow..
Simply because thats all I know.
Neverbeen loved,always alone.
Alone I sit cold in mind warm in body,touchand die.
Instant pain...
Lost Words Of A Ramblin Mad ManSOME SAY THE WORDS I WRITE ARE THE WORDS OF A MAD MAN OR A MORBID PERSON BUT I BELIVE THE WORDS I WRITE ARE ME . THEY ARE HOW I FEEL AND HOW I LIVE LIFE . I LOST LOVE FOUND LOVE AND ABOUT TO LOOSE LOVE AGAIN. WHAT IS THE WHOLE POINT TO BE LOVED OR IN LOVE IT ALL IT DOES IS HURT YOU ? I HAVE ASKED THIS QUESTION MANY TIMES AND STILL I HAVE NO ANSWER FOR YOU OR FOR MYSELF! SO WHY DO WE CONTINUE TO LOOK FOR THIS LOVE AND PASSION THAT WE ALL KNOW WILL END ONE DAY IN SADINESS . NO MATTER HOW HARD WE TRY EITHER LOVE IS LOST OR OUR LOVE DIES . SO WHY DO WE STILL FIGHT FOR THIS. TO MAKE US HAPPY? TO FEEL NOT ALONE ? BUT YET I HAVE A QUESTION FOR YOU . IS ALONE REALLY THAT BAD ? I MEAN COME ON THINK ABOUT IT . ALONE MEANS NO ONE TO HURT YOU NO ONE TO PULL YOU IN JUST TO THROW YOU AWAY. ALONE MEANS NO WORRIES ABOUT HOW SOMEONE TRUELY FEELS ABOUT YOU SO YOU TELL ME IF YOU HAVE THE ANSWERS!!! NOW ON TO THE NEXT SUBJECT AT HAND. IS ALL THIS LOVE WE ARE ALL LOOKING FOR REALLY THAT NEEDED? DO WE NEE
KidsOK THIS IS GOING TO BE A CHANGE FROM MY NORMAL THOUGHTS, SO JUST BEAR WITH ME .. AS A PARENT OF THREE BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN I CAME ACROSS SOME REAL BAD MOMENTS IN THE RAISING OF MY CHILRDEN. I HAVE A DAUGHTER THAT IS MY WORLD YET SHE IS SO STUCK ON HERSELF AT TIMES I DONT THINK SHE SEE'S THE WORLD FOR WHAT IT HAS TO OFFER SHE IS SO BRIGHT AND TALENTED YET SHE CANT FUCTION IN LIFE IF THINGS DO NOT GO HER WAY. IF HER LITTLE BOYFRIEND OF THAT DAY CAN NOT TALK TO HER ON THE PHONE OR GO WHERE SHE WANTS HIM TO GO TO SHE CAN SEE HIM OR TALK TO HIM. SHE DOESNT TAKE OTHER PEOPLES LIVES INTO CONCITERATION. ITS WHAT SHE WANTS WHEN SHE WANTS IT . I KNOW WHE HAVE ALL BEEN THERE DONE THAT AND YET I CANT SEEM TO MAKE HER UNDERSTAND . I AM AT A LOST WITH HER I AM A MAN NOT A MOTHER OR GRANDMOTHER I HAD NO SISTERS GROWING UP, YET I DO THE BEST I CAN TO BE THERE FOR HER TO TEACH HER THINGS I THINK SHE SHOULD KNOW . YET SHE DOES NOT LISTEN. WHY IS THAT . I KNOW I DONT KNOW WHATS IT LIKE TO BE A 13 YEAR OLD
Commitment Fear Or Marriage?So, I was stopped at a red light today....I look over in the next car and I see.....
A man driving, his wife in the front seat and 2 kids in the back seat.
The man looks so pissed at the world and I began to wonder .........
Is marriage or the thought of a committed relationship what drains the happiness out of a man?
For girls, it's a little different. Most of the time, we enjoy having someone to talk to, wake up with, go to bed with, and enjoy our kids with. There are those moments when you just need quiet and alone time, but we balance that out pretty well.
This man looked like "If I have to drive in the car with this bitch one more time...."
I just wonder how it gets to that point? We all know that the wedding is not for the man, it's for the woman. The sex is to benefit the woman and not the man. (Most of the time)
So....what is in it for a man? At what point would he say to himself .."I must marry this woman and be there for her everyday!!"
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3 Somes - TaggedNow here's what your supposed to do....and please do not spoil the fun..Start a new blog,delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other.
Three names I go by.
1) Jay
2) Manwhore...dont ask
3) instigator
Three jobs I have had in my life.
1) Missile technician
2) manwhore...i said dont ask
3) maintenance tech at a rubber plant
Three places I have lived.
1) Illinois
2) South carolina
3) Scotland
Three TV shows I watch.
1) Mythbusters
2) cool tools
3) secret diary of a call girl
Three people that e-mail me regularly.
1) My dad
2) Becky
3) britany spears...damn girl, get over it already
Three of my Favorite foods.
1) lasagna
2) no bame chocolate cookies
3) cheesecake
Three things I would like to do.
1) be debt free
2) skydive
3) take a 2 month ride across the country
Things I am looking forward to.
1) Summertime...riding weather
2)
A Stop To Her StrugglesA sensational serenity of softness to her suppleness,
I strive to strike the stone of her heart,
She’s sweet, but struggles to second the strife,
That sticks and spurs in her spine.
Spontaneous combustion to strengthen her situation,
That she speaks of on several occasions,
Suspended by spears when she’s stuck to the wall,
So hurt, she cry’s as her tears slowly fall.
With specific scepters that antagonize her sanity,
She slips into a state of neurological shock,
What’s simple for some, she strains to separate,
A struggle that summons me to stop.
It All Starts Here.So here I am at Fubar - found out about this place from my best friend, Maria - who is an awesome person - if ya don't know her, ya should...
What am I doing here? I often wonder that myself. I guess it's because I was born from my mom and dad, and here I am... Oh, you mean Fubar! Oops.
Not sure what i'm doing here on Fubar either, it's kinda a lot of stuff going on at once, almost like Myspace on steroids with cocaine and crack chasers, with a dash of E to go in there too... oh, and throw in some speed for just good measure.
I'm still getting me 'fubar-legs' around here, so who knows what will become of this place... just thought i'd say a few words and put a stake in the ground.
So here it is.
Are You A Democrate, A Republican, Or A SouthernerHere is a little test that will help you decide. The answer can be found by posing the following question:
You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small children. Suddenly, an Islamic Terrorist with a huge knife comes around the corner, locks yes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Glock cal 40, and you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches you and your family. What do you do?
.................................................................
Democrat's Answer:
Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor! Or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think? What about the kids? What does the law say about this situation? Why am I carrying a loaded gun anyway, and what kind of message does this send to society and to my children? Does he definitely want to ki
Thinks He Is So Smart.ventingDAN YOU THINK YOUR SO FUCKING SMART YOUR NOT YOUR NOTHING TO ME NEVER HAVE AND NEVER WILL BE YOU THINK I AM A BITCH NOW WELL YOU MADE ME THIS WAY IM GLAD I LEFT YOUR SORRY ASS ALL YOU DO IS TALK SHIT ABOUT OTHERS AND YET LOOK AROUND YOU YOU CALL AFRICAN AMERICANS THE N WORD AND YET YOU HAVE AFRICAN AMERICANS AS FRIENDS THAT YOU SAY ARE YOUR HOME BOYZ DO THEY KNOW WHAT YOU SAY ABOUT THEM BEHIND THERE BACKS I BET NOT CUZ YOUR STILL ALIVE YOU CALL FEMALES DUMB CUNTS AND HOES AND FAT BITCHES BUT LOOK AT YOUR GIRL FRIEND SHE FAT SHE DOES THAT MAKE HER A CUNT AND A HOE.I KNOW ALOT OF AFRICAN AMERICANS I RESPECT THEM I WILL NEVER USE THE N WORD YOU HAVE PISSED ALOT OF PEOPLE OFF IM STILL THINKING TO THIS DAY MY GOD DAN IS STILL ALIVE AFTER ALL THE SHIT HE HAS SAID ABOUT PEOPLE.ALL YOU WANT IS SOMEONE TO PAY FOR YOUR SHIT LIKE I DID I PAID FOR TWO CARS THAT YOU DONT EVEN HAVE ANYMORE I PAID TO HAVE YOUR COURT COST AND FINES TAKEN CARE OFF AND YOU GOT A JOB AND STILL CANT GET A LICENSE TO DRIVE
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Remember To Protect Your LoveThe person who wrote "if you love someone, let them go" was obviously unhappy that the person they loved walked out of their life so they were trying to find a way to justify it so they could be happy.
If you love someone, let them know and never let them forget it. Don't make the mistake of letting them out of your life, because no matter how much love there is there, when forced, they will find a way to be happy without you!
You will only be lucky to find true love once or twice in a lifetime. You will love many people, but you will only truly love a few. Don't let it slip through your fingers. You deserve to be happy so take happiness by the hand and run with it.
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My dick is so big, it has investors.
My dick is so big, it seats six.
FacebookI haven't been on here much lately, partly because real life calls, partly because of a girl on a dating site that I feel fairly good about, and partly because of facebook (I gave in and added the Mafia Wars application, and started playing that instead of doing something productive like Uni work). So, for anyone who wants it, you can add my facebook: http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/profile.php?id=1135101123&ref=profile
If that doesn't work, the email you search and add is dpfergus@hotmail.com.
Sexi Time1. How many people have you had sex with in 2007??
2007? 1
2. Weed, coke, speed, crack, heroin, oxy, acid, x, k, peyote, mushrooms, of these, how many have you done?
0
3. Ever been cheated on?yup
4. Ever paid for sex? yes,it is an awesome rush.
5. Ever been married?once
6. Ever been divorced?no
7. If you had to pick one whats your fave sexual position? Dogie!
8. Do you own any guns?hell yea
9. Ever done more than 30 days in jail? no
10. Ever been in rehab?no
11. Have you ever had any sexual experiences with the same sex? hell NO!!
12. Ever have sex with anyone that you met on myspace? nope
13. Last time you masterated? 5 minutes ago
14. Do you think Arnold could beat up Chuck Norris? Next...
15. What celebrity would you want to have sex with if you had the chance? Leah Remini (King of Queens)
16. Ever been unemployed for over a year since becoming an adult? yup
17. How many states have you lived in? 1
18. How many countries have you li
Low Life"Lowlife (Living The Highlife)"
I got my Cat Scratch Fever eight-track
My best friend's in a gun rack
I'm a lowlife
I owe everybody money
I think racist jokes are funny
I'm a lowlife
I got a dirty mind, a gutter mouth
I'm makin' time, I'm goin' out
With your wife
Cuz I'm a lowlife
I'm a lowlife
I got kids I never seen
And their momma's seventeen
I'm a lowlife
I take strippers out to breakfast
You can add that to my checklist
I'm a lowlife
Ahh the landlord called the rent is due
I spent it all on a Kiss tattoo
I Rock n Roll all night
Cuz I'm a lowlife
I'm a lowlife
I'm a lowlife
Livin' the highlife
I'm watchin' porno on the TV
Wonderin' why she'd ever leave me
I'm a lowlife
The object of my affection
Asked the police for protection
I'm a lowlife
The romance is gone, I'm doin' fine
Me and your mom had a real good time
Just last night
Cuz I'm a lowlife
I'm a lowlife
I make black music for the white man
Keep cocaine upon my nightstand
I'm
Birthday WishesI really want you to make me a mixed tape. Yes I really said mixed tape...or cd but just songs you love. Thats all.
Read This And Think Bout LifeWHITE " Pride”
( Note Michael Richards did not say this in court,but he should have. Bill O.>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>)
This is great. I have been wondering about why Whites are racists, and no other race is......
Proud to be White
Michael Richards makes his point...............
Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TVs Seinfeld does make a good point.
This was his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points...
Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc.
And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman'... and that's OK.
But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink .. You call me a racist.
You say that
Give Me Your WordGive me your word
Our love will never die.
Give me your word
You feel the same as I.
My heart will beat a lifetime, just for you
That’s all it wants to do.
Give me your lips
And let your kiss remain.
Give me your word
I’m not in love in vain.
Give me one hope to guide me
One vow you’ll be beside me.
Give me your word.
D's Lyrics, Episode I: "this Year"From a song listed in my tracks, "This Year" by the Mountain Goats.
One of the few songs in the world that has any actual meaning to me beyond entertainment. Maybe I read too much into it, but that doesn't mean it isn't there.
----
I broke free on a saturday morning.
I put the pedal to the floor.
headed north on mills avenue,
and listened to the engine roar.
my broken house behind me and good things ahead,
a girl named cathy wants a little of my time.
six cylinders underneath the hood crashing and kicking,
ahhh listen to the engine whine.
I am going to make it through this year if it kills me.
I am going to make it through this year if it kills me.
I played video games in a drunken haze
I was seventeen years young.
hurt my knuckles punching the machines
the taste of scotch rich on my tongue.
and then cathy showed up and we hung out.
trading swigs from the bottle all bitter and clean
locking eyes, holding hands,
twin high maintenance machines.
I am
Life Is BackI am finally healthy, happy and moving forward. Headed to the 40 bday this summer! I am embracing it rather than stressing. My daughter is engaged to baby's daddy and in college. They have a nice place. My son 18 is now home and making me nuts! lol It's- I'm 18 when it comes to privacy, and it's BUT YOUR MOM when he needs his fines paid, shoes bought & money for a date. Anyways; I love babysitting my grandaughter Madison it's great. She has just started to just stare at us when we tell her NO! It's a dominance thing. But it's soo hard not to laugh! She is wonderfull therpy for me to keep looking toward the future and let my past (illness) go. I recently started a facebook account. The first few days I thought This is the snobby Myspace! All those high school people! I felt like I was being tormented in Jr high all over! Now that I have connected to a few people that I really did want to find it's getting better. I still love myspace the best.I'm putting apps out Sat and Mon to go back
Friday FoughtsOk so I was just sitting here thinking about things you know like what you do and something well a few things came in to my mind - cant have too many in it at once as its only small and no it dont make me small minded - any commments on that will lead to blockage and deletion faster than you can down rate me - is that clear?
Here are a few of my thoughts -
What exactly makes a long distance relationship - does it have to be continents apart or in the case of the UK - John OGrotes to Lands End - well that is long distance??
Is the art of communication simply drawing or painting pictures of pcs or mobile phones??
Why is the computer mouse not called a computer hamster or computer rat??
You cant really surf the net, its full of holes and would therefore keep falling through it each time you tried!?!?!?
What Is A Real Friend?Okay there's this girl who used to be my bestfriend. Her name is Ashley bawden. You see she met this guy named david on myspace about two in a half years ago. She claimed that he beat her, and threatened to kill her if she ever left him. through out our whole friendship she lied to me and lied about me to everyone that she and I new. She had this friend of named Amy who is now my friend and not ashley's anymore, because we started talking and both found out we were getting two different stories about the same guy and the same things that were going on in ashley's life. She was a my maid if honor in my wedding and while she was here in texas the week before my wedding she was lying to me the whole time and talking about me to amy and anyone who would listen behind my back. We had a bad falling out and we stopped talking for almost 8 months. Well we finally started talking, cause she was saying that this guy was a good man and that he loves her and that he treats her right, so I asked he
Miles Apart...I wish I could wipe
your falling tears away,
as you bravely smile through your pain...
You see me suffer,
then you break down and cry
miles apart...
In your dreams
I softly kiss you,
no one can see the pain,
that we both feel inside
miles apart...
You whisper I love you
and I whisper to the skies,
I love you too
When will this pain ever go away
even though we are
miles apart...
To be by your side
is a dream I can't deny
But I will wish for it to come true.
I miss you so badly
my heart is breaking
as we cry
miles apart..
Are U A Corporate GhettoYou know you are CORPORATE GHETTO if two or more of the
following are true:
1. You don't officially start working in the morning until
you read your emails.
2. You have at least one drawer/cabinet that contains more
food than office supplies.
3. Not only do you know all the security guards, janitors
and cafeteria workers, one of them has asked you out on a date.
4. Your version of a conference call is when you call your friends and plan what you are doing for the weekend.
5. The only time your man/woman picks you up from work is on payday.
6. Friends and family members call you at work to cuss you
out because you didn't answer your phone quick enough.
7. You paint your nails at your desk.
8. When you are on a personal call you, laugh so loud your
co-workers on the other side of the office come and ask you what's so funny.
9. You have pictures on your wall with you and your friends
at the club.
10. To beat the system, you have codes for personal call
Why Latinos Can't Be Terrorists......................1. 8:45am is too early for us to be up.
2. We are always late, we would have missed all 4 flights.
3. Pretty people on the plane distract us.
4. We would talk loudly and bring attention to ourselves.
5. With food and drinks on the plane, we would forget why we're there.
6. We talk with our hands, therefore we would have to put our weapons down.
7. We would ALL want to fly the plane.
8. We would argue and start a fight in the plane.
9. We can't keep a secret, we would have told everyone a week before doing it.
AND MY FAVORITE.....
10. We would have put our country's flag on the windshield.
ARE YOU A LATINO? HOW CAN YOU TELL FOR SURE?
1) If you have ever been hit by a 'Chancla'
2) If you grew up scared by something called 'El Cuco'
3) If others tell you to stop screaming when you are 'really just talking'
4) If you light a candle to Virgin Mary on the night before your big test.
5) If you use your chin to point something out.
6) If you constantly refer to cereal as 'co
Easter Bunny NameYour Easter Bunny Name is
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Irish Day SoonOK so it is soon to be SAINT PATRICKS DAY March 17th - woot woot - a day of drinking guinness and listening to the Pogues and all other Irish music - so what are you gonna do for this day and please do not refer to it as Patty's Day - Im Anglo/Irish and it deeply offends me when i hear it referred to as Pattys Day - its Paddy's Day in the Uk and Ireland (both parts!) I know I have contacts on the emerald isle - wicked - craic on and no I dont blame them for me breaking my leg haha
Thoughts, Part The SixthIn the end, all that we are is all that we ever did. If that is true, then does that mean that all life is is one big repercussion on this physical world? Doesn't seem like something the philosophists consider too often.
I've fallen in love many times, and never climbed out. Even the times when i've fallen into something bad for me. This became clear recently when I realized that I could easily go back to a number of times in my life that I'd like to change, and yet making those changes would destroy the good things I have now. It is for this reason I am glad time travel is impossible.
Dogs + Peanut Butter = True Love.
Kandie ManIve been called the kandie man
they all say that cause that's what i am
sweet as honey i get their monkey
the cookie munster it seems to be me
its when i work my tongue they have wet dreams
so take me put me in your pocket
save me for a rainy day
pull me out and unwrap me
when you want to play
because i taste like sugar
but still I'm man
i melt in your mouth baby
not in your hand
yeah im the kandie man
night magik luv and
yule never get enough
so let me rub your butt
i touched your spirit
and maybe your heart
one thing is for certain
your legs will always cum apart
when i bite your neck
and lick your ears
ill make your fears disappear
nibble your nipples and caress your body
hit the magik spots that make you hot
breath deep on your pussy lick it stick it trick it
dream of me is all yule do when we get through
wake up in the night with a smile in your eyes
and me between your thighs got you hypnotized
you don't have to call me daddy or even
The Wounded AnimalHe lie's in the dark scared and cold hurt lost!
fear's everything and yet hold's his fierce appeal to everyone who see's him
longing for some love but no one knows how he feel's he would never let them in
better to be hurt and alone then trust and get hurt more so the wild animal look's inside for comfort make's everyone believe he is ok when he is dieing inside from all that he hide's close's his eye's for another night wake's up to the same old day he seems so strong so mean will bite you first chance he get's and wont let you circle him in any way when really he is just scared and lost and wont be hurt no more is what his strength is so they try and eat at him and pick him apart when he is down yet he move's on like their is no end to the suffering no light in the dark nothing to love and hold dear he cry's for death but it never come's and and live's for nothing yet everything bother's him! i am just a pup inside and no one can see what Ive seen no one can hear what Ive heard fe
Fourty Six N 2These are lyrics to an old favortie song of mine. Since I am a tool fan I should post some lyrics. So here is goes.
words.
forty-six & 2 •
My shadow's
shedding skin and
I've been picking
Scabs again.
I'm down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.
I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what I've been hiding in
My shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadow's shedding skin
I've been picking
My scabs again.
I've been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what could've been.
I've been wallowing in my own chaotic
And insecure delusions.
I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing I've endured within
My shadow
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle m
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Helpok, heres the deal, im bisexual...my fiance suspects it, but i havent actually come out to him...he doesnt seem to be one who is real tolerant towards the gay community, and last night when there were things mentioned about past relationships that i have had he was like "thats a good way to make me lose my dinner" should i tell him that im bi or just leave it alone?
My Birthday Is Comming Uphey guy my birthday is 5 weeks away and i would love to be more then a level 22....think ya can make it happen for me... if ya could that would be great......xxxxooooxxxx to all
Polagamyi saw a blog on polagamey , i dont know what the big deal is .. its about more than one life or living with more than one girlfrien or combination of .. im a polagamist . for reasons not mentiond but .. most polagamist isnt like that cult on tv . we live as one familey and can come and go . with rules . and respect for all people involved .. and sometimes theres reasons for this lifesyle .. im just curious on any veiws . but i beleave in the lifesyle one reason im in to these sites to meet new freinds and maybe a new girlfreind.. to take up the slack my wife is unable to. if curuios i mite answer y but i just curious whats the big deal its just another lifestyle . or way of living .. just like religion theres all differeint kinds and flavors .. and if yr wondering im wiccan . pagan. and used to be orthodox roman catholic and a few others for a while so .. all veiws are welcome.
How I Am DoingWell today is Laundry Day II. I am washing my bed stuff and some clothes. On Laundry Day I, I washed the bed stuff of the elderly guy I care for.
Yesterday I took my ex-wife and her youngest daughter N. out to lunch and shooping. (N. wasn't supposed to be with us, but that is how it worked out.) We ate a Mexican restaurant that specializes in Mexico City dishes.
After lunch, we went to Walgreens so I could by a reloadable VISA card. (I want one so I can do online shopping.) We then went to a thrift shop. I bought three shirts--a 2000 Sydney Games, Tucson Sidewinders and McCain-Palin '08. We finished up our time together by going to McDonalds for milkshakes.
I am in the process of winning back my ex-wife. I dearly love her and know I will be a better husband to her if given another chance. I learned that I need to pay more attention to her needs, put our family before my job and don't let the little stresses of life get between us.
My job is going ok. I hope to earn more mon
Sensual Seduction"Sensual Seduction"
I'm gonna take my time mmime!
She gonna get hers before I...
I'm gonna take it slow..ow..oo..ow,
I'm not gonna rush to stroll, so she can get a...
Sensual seduction-duction so she can get a..
Sensual seduction-duction ooh whoa!
So she can get a sensual seduction-duction duction
Sensual seduction-duction ooh whoa!
She might be with him, but shes thinking bout me, me, meee,
We gonna go to the mall, we gonna go out to eat, eat, eat,
And all that we ever do is play in the sheets,
Smoke us a cigarette, and go back to sleep, sleep, sleep, so we can get a!
[Chorus]
Sensual seduction-duction
Sensual seduction-duction ooh whoa! ooh whoa!
Sensual seduction-duction duction
Sensual seduction-duction ooh whoa!
I'm gonna take my time mmime!
She gonna get hers before I...
I'm gonna take it slow..ow..oo..ow,
I'm not gonna rush to stroll,
If ya don't know right know, doggy-dog is a freak,freak,freak!
I keep a bandage with me seven days of the week, wee
Effin GoneLast night was off the hook!! I went out to my fave bar and they had a special of buy one bottle get one free and at $2 a bottle you can't beat that. I was double fisting them all night long!! When 2am came around and the bar was closing I didn't even know where my damn feet were!! So luckily I had a buddy there who was sober sopher for the night and I got to pass out in the back of his car!! I woke up the next day only for him to tell me that I had taken off my shirt and was trying to dance with every pretty girl there!! (Can you really blame me though?) Anyway hey write me about a badass benge you went on!! I'll keep you up to date on mine too!!
Online LoveWe have never met
Definitly something I regret
We talk everyday online
and I secretly wish that you were mine
I dream of being in your arms
Protecting me from lifes harm
I dream of kissing upon your beautiful lips
Your hands rest lightly on my hips
We look into each others eyes
And never tell each other lies
I look deep into your soul
And I know that you're the one keeping me whole.
I will always love you
And I hope you love me too.
The Lonely SoulThe lonely soul wanders
Alone in the walks of life
No other soul as his companion
The lonely soul wanders
Alone in the daybreak
He does his duties
In the walks of life
The lonely soul wanders
Alone in the life
He meets many other souls
Who comes to be
Unfit for the lonely soul
The lonely soul wanders
As the days pass by
The lonely soul became
More lonely, with no other
souls as his companion
The lonely soul wanders
Alone in the walks of life
The lonely soul decides
Not to die, but to face
Life in all its hardships
The lonely soul wanders
My AngelMy angel is the one who looks over me
My angel is the who cares for me
My angel is the one who loves me
My angel has beautiful brown eyes
My angel has beautiful black hair
My angel will be there when I get hurt
My angel will be the one that is always on my mind
She is the angel that keeps me breathing
She is the angel of my dreams
She is the angel that keeps me alive
My angel will cheer me up when I’m sad
My angel will love me for me
She is my angel of my life
How Smart Is Your Right Foot?This is hysterical. You have to try this. It is absolutely true.
I guess there are some things that the brain cannot handle.
HOW SMART IS YOUR RIGHT FOOT?
You have to try this please it takes 2 seconds. I could not believe this!!! It is from an orthopedic surgeon............ This will boggle your mind and you will keep you trying over and over again to see if you can outsmart your foot, but you can't. It's pre-programmed in your brain!
1. Without anyone watching you (they will think you are GOOFY!!) and while sitting at your desk in front of your computer, lift your right foot off the floor and make clockwise circles with it.
2. Now, while doing this, draw the number '6' in the air with your right hand. Your foot will change direction.
I told you so!!! And there's nothing you can do about it! You and I both know how stupid it is, but before the day is done you are going to try it again, if you've not already done so.
Tell Me What You Think About This?PEOPLE ASK WHY?
Why I Carry a Gun
My old grandpa said to me son,' there comes a time in every man's life
when he stops bustin' knuckles and starts bustin' caps and usually it's
when he becomes too old to take an ass whoopin'. I don't carry a gun to kill people.
I carry a gun to keep from being killed. I don't carry a gun to scare people.
I carry a gun because sometimes this world can be a scary place. I don't carry a gun because I'm paranoid. I carry a gun because there are real threats in the world.
I don't carry a gun because I'm evil. I carry a gun because I have lived long enough to see the evil in the world. I don't carry a gun because I hate the government.
I carry a gun because I understand the limitations of government. I don't carry a gun because I'm angry. I carry a gun so that I don't have to spend the rest of my life hating
myself for failing to be prepared. I don't carry a gun because I want to shoot someone.
I carry a gun because I want to die
The Facts On ThisA LITTLE GUN HISTORY
In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated.
China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Uganda established gun control in 1970. From 1971 to 1979, 300,000 Christians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Cambodia established gun control in 1956. From 1975
-I understand your fear
of being trapped by love.
You’ve been hurt before,
but you can’t get enough.
I’m to whom you turn when you want to be free.
A couple of white lies and you’ve got me.
As the incense slowly burns to an end,
as the smoke softly dances ‘round my head,
as the candles flicker on the wall,
it takes so very little and I fall.
As you say that I’m the only one,
I realize it’s just one night of fun.
And to my shame, I’m the only one to blame.
You know just what to do
to get my will to fall.
You’ve hurt me before,
and I put up this wall.
But still, I turn to you when I think you’re free.
I tell myself white lies, and you’ve got me.
As the incense slowly burns to and end,
as the smoke softly dances ‘round my head,
as I admit to myself, unwillingly,
that tomorrow you will walk away from me.
As you say that I’m the only one,
I realize it’s just one night of fun.
And to my shame, I’m the only one to blame.
Im Still Your True Friendim still your true friend
even though you dont care
anything for me
i always be there for you
i just want support your
habit
im still your true friend
i love you enough to help
you
but i cant be your fool
i cant help you if
you cant help your self
i gave you my heart
i gave you my soul
i even been your fool
but no more
but
im still your true friend
Humorscope 3-15-09Aries (March 21 - April 19)
Someone will tell you today "Boy, what a girl goes through to send her brother through proctology school." Despite being forwarned, you won't have anything to say.
Taurus (April 20 - May 20)
Good day to buy chocolate for someone you love.
Gemini (May 21 - June 20)
Uh oh. The cows have come home, and the fat lady is about to sing. Better come up with some new excuses, quick! You can do that while you're coping with the unpleasant result of the cows coming home.
Cancer (June 21 - July 22)
This is an excellent day to dare. Dare to eat a peach. Dare to wear your trousers rolled, and walk along the beach. Dare to be different. That sort of thing.
Leo (July 23 - August 22)
Today you will be suddenly struck by what a genius Norman Rockwell was, and how unappreciated (in the major art circles) he remains. You will vow to do something about it.
Virgo (August 23 - September 22)
You will have a nightmare tonight, in which you find yourself danglin
FriendsAs we walk our path of life,
We meet people everyday.
Most are simply met by chance.
But, some are sent our way.
These become special friends
Whose bond we can't explain;
The ones who understand us
And share our joy and pain.
Their love contains no boundaries.
So, even we are apart.
Their presence enhances us
With a warmth felt in the heart.
This love becomes a passageway,
When even the miles disappear.
And so, these friends, God sends our way,
Remain forever near.
Doubt...This pain that i feel inside...is absolutly 100 percent real. Its catching up to me, and is removing pieces of me, which i need in order to keep sane. Im feeling lost, alone, & helpless. Im so Afraid to get close to the thing that i love so deeply...just beacuse of the fact we are yet so far away...But...Maybe i should just stay strong...for the better of myself. Maybe is should just shut the fuck up and go with the flow. Nobody said that like was going to be a peaches and cream...My life is just crumbling beneath the very ground i walk on. I hope you know that im serious...you know who you are...I hope you know that i am scared to get even closer to you, beacuse of the distance...please understand me, which i know you are doing your best at...I love you...i hope that things will work out...Its been a year, yet i find myself in an even harder posistion. Just keep your word this time...please.?
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JewelI turn around and see you,
Standing stiff with pride.
Your face is turned from me,
But deep feelings you cannot hide.
I see your smile vanish,
As you turn to look at me.
In my heart I know,
The truth you'll never see.
You think I have betrayed you,
You think I have done wrong.
But I will not let you know what you had,
Until I am gone.
You are blind to me,
To what I am inside.
But one day you will learn,
To cast away your pride.
Maybe then I will forgive,
But I never will forget,
The tenderness you once showed me,
The sweet words you now regret.
One day I will return,
To see if you have learned,
The greatest Jewel you ever possessed,
Was the one that you so burned.
For You.. You Know Who You AreWhen I look into your eyes
I see the beauty that lies...
Deep within your heart
You dream what I dream
You feel what I feel
Baby, don't listen when they say
That what we have isn't real
The sound of your voice
The sight of your face
when I'm with you
There's no better place
You say that I'm an angel
But you gave me my wings
You treat me like a princess
And the best of all things
You've given me love
And all of my pride
You've showered your beauty
On this little heart of mine
So many nights
I've cried over you
Trying to find the wrong in this
But what I'm feeling is true
Never once
Did I think this would happen to me
That a piece of heaven would fall
And set my heart free
Free of the dark
Free of the lies
Free of the loneliness
Free of the lies
Sometimes it's hard
To say what's on my mind
And breaking through the hesitance
That I'm leaving behind
I wish that we could be together
just how we want
Just me and you
No hiding no lies
B
When You Love Someone"When You Love Someone"
Oooh..Ooooh
I tell you it will shake the earth beneath your feet
The light that shines will redefine your old beliefs
What you reap is what you sow and so it goes
Where you plant your needs is where your garden grows
Before you think about yourself
Think of someone else, it will make you feel
Each day ain't wine and roses
I doubt it's meant to be
Always a cross to bear salvation don't come free
A heart that beats is a heart that bleeds
And you know that's true
So don't deny yourself of something good for you
Before you do it for yourself, do it for someone else
That makes it real
[Chorus:]
'Cause when you love someone
It don't matter what you say
When you love someone
You will dance the night away
When you love someone
There ain't nothing you can't do
Ain't that right
Yeah I want to love someone tonight
Will you believe in love or just sit around and judge?
Can you forgive someone or will u hold a grudge?
Cuz above selfishness
Sleeeeeep!Ok so I got a new puppy last week! His name is Fizz Gig! He is so cute his eyes melted me and I love babies and animal so baby animals are just the cutest thing. Anyway the people I got him from said hes half Pomeranian and half miniature pinscher. Also that he was 4 weeks old. I think he is a little older but he is so spoiled and wont eat anything but puppy formula. lol He wakes me up several times in the night and wants to play. I have tried to put a pic of him on here with no success yet. I'll keep trying.
I still do not have internet but a friend was nice enough to let me try a couple of air cards over the weekend to see if they were an option. They are almost as bad as dial up. Wish me luck with the pup and any ideas on what do do at night would be helpful!
Will These Words Save Me?Will these words save me?
Current mood: sleepy
Category: Life
Sometimes I wonder if these words I write will save me. I wonder if
there is something I write that can make the pain stop. I want a
similar heaven to what I've read about. i want these words to be a
God-send of sorts. A cancer has risen inside of me and has pushed upon
me the numbness that follows.
Will these words save me? I keep
asking myself. When will my answer come around. What follows me
around is a sense of despair. What more can I say? What will I say
when time has run out?
Adorkably Yours,
In Sickness & In Health,
Nichole
AKA
~☆~Deviant Obscenity~★~©
The Things I Think About So Much That It Hurts My BrainThe Things I Think About So Much That It Hurts My Brain!
Current mood: contemplative
Category: Life
I never thought it would come to this. A time when I didn't know what to say or to write. Speechless
in these days have I become. So many things I would like to say, but something keeps getting in my way.
Fear of what people may think of me? maybe. Fear of what I'll think of myself? It's a possibility. I
may release the madness and melancholy that I have fought so hard to keep. What of me then?
Will I become just another face in the crowd? Someone too simple and therefore is overlooked because of
her silence?!
Yes, what would become of me then? Some would welcome the quiet and peace, but can I? Can I let go
of such opinions and outlooks? Of words that make them ponder? All these questions run through my head
daily, and daily I push them away for another day. I fear I will lose the words that have made me quite
sought after. Not famous even in the sligh
Roll On"Roll On"
Mmmm
I love it when you play it like that
Come on... Play
Sittin' here alone I'm lookin' back on where I've roamed
And laughing how I swore I'd win and not get burned
Left my family
Left my home
I worked my fingers to the bone
And there was not a stone I did not leave unturned
And I was havin' a good time
Roll on Roll on Roller Coaster
We're one day older and one step closer
Roll on there's mountains to climb
Roll on we're on borrowed time
Roll on Roller coaster
Roll on tonight
Roll on tonight yeah
Money and success
I don't complain about the stress
I wanted this and now it's here
So I don't bitch
And I swear that time's a trick
It disappears in oh so quick
Man I was just sixteen
And now I'm starin' at thirty-six
But I'm still havin' a good time
Roll on Roll on Roller Coaster
We're one day older and one step closer
Roll on there's mountains to climb
Roll on we're on borrowed time
Roll on Roller coaster
Roll on tonight
Roll on tonight
I Have Giving Up Looking For Lovei have giving up looking for love
every time i look for someone
he not the right person for me
so I'm let love come looking for me
if it meant for me to have
someone in my life
he find me
i have giving up looking for love
i am tired getting someone that
drink alot
i am tired getting someone that
smoke alot
someone that is verbal abuses
someone that is physical abuse
someone that don't know what he want
in life
so
i have giving up looking for love
Vip Ends This WeekNow I am not begging.....just wondering....
I was blessed by a friend who bought me my VIP last month. I have enjoyed it greatly! But it is an expense I can't afford right now. It ends on Thursday Just wondering if any of my friends wants to be generous and give me another blessing?? If not, that is fine. I am not gonna cry and whine and beg....it is just fun to have. I can live without it....but it is fun...LOL
Have a great day and I hope you are wearing your green!! I am wearing my green undies so you can't pinch me!! LOL
~~smooches~~
Hey, That's No Way To Say GoodbyeI loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm,
your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,
yes, many loved before us, I know that we are not new,
in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,
but now it's come to distances and both of us must try,
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.
I'm not looking for another as I wander in my time,
walk me to the corner, our steps will always rhyme
you know my love goes with you as your love stays with me,
it's just the way it changes, like the shoreline and the sea,
but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't
untie, your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.
I loved you in the morning, our kisses deep and warm,
your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm,
yes many loved before us, I know that we are not new,
in city and in forest they smiled like me and you,
but let's not talk of love or chains and things we can't
Forbidden LoversTake the flower and put it in your hair
show the world your startling beauty
the beauty I once loved
unfortunaley we were forbidden lovers
eating up the passion of our estatic affair
we once couldn't leave the bed
without kisses on the lips, cheeks and forehead
Even with our peers against us I wonder why
we broke apart
taking the all the joy and throwing it down the drain
we were strong together
but weak alone
To this day I remember how you taste
and when I last called your name
to bad we were forbidden lovers
for we could have been great as one
forget the past
but remember the memories
for that is all we have left
Dedicated to Lovers who are kept in the Dark
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Too CloseHave you ever loved someone so much that you would die for that person? You would be lost with out him? You would have no idea what to do because there is no reason to live anymore. Well that's how i feel right now. It feels like whenever something good happens in my life, it gets fucked up somehow. The love of my life is in surgery right now, and there is a chance he wont make it out alive. If he doesn't, I want everyone to know that I have no point in living anymore. I know this sounds childish, but if you knew me like my closest friends do, you would know why I'm saying this. Everyone I love, gets hurt somehow. I'm intelligent enough to know that the reason the get hurt is because I got too close to them. There is only one person who can truly understand (you know who you are). I am fucking scared to death and I can only help myself.
Hellowwhats up dis ya girl tia just looking for friends i stay in atlanta ga ya iam a hood bitch i love to smoke drank and have fun thats what i di so hit me pitures wood be up loaded soon kiss kiss
Top 1010. I have to poop
9. Smile for the camera
8. This is your first time, right?
7. When is this supposed to feel good?
6. I thought you had the keys to the handcuffs!
5. Keep it down, my mother is a light sleeper
4. Hey mmmm........
3. I was so horny tonight, I would have slept with a crack ho..
2. Get off me, I'll do it myself
1. You're almost as good as my EX..
Tears Of SilenceSilent whispers
Grasping my soul
Never ending torment
Plaguing peaceful thought
Moments cherished
Now forgot
Tears of silence
In a moment lost
Swells of hatred
Consuming me
Quivering darkness
Nothing to see
Thoughts of love
Perhaps once known
Encaptured silence
Forever forebode
Trace of blood
Streaming tears
Thoughts of love never appear
Spiked challis
Taking skin
Life or death
Where to begin
Silent tears
Emotion lost
Paradise given
Empty trough
Lambs to be slain
Blood of heaven
Always gain
Eternal hate
Not forgot
Swelling demons
Begin to rot
The single life
Remains inside
Always meant
To hide inside
Fuck Her Toofran dresher, i have always had a crush for this broad, her laugh and everything, she makes me feel real evil horny, i want to have filthy sex with her, choke her, pull her hair, maybe a snuff film, dont know for sure, first thing i would do is rip that fucking peace sign off and shove it right up her ass
Liars,cheaters,an Stalkersso what do you do when the man you love cheats on you . i forgave him and we have been good for months then the bitch starts stocking him. no matter what we do she wont leave us alone. i so just want to go over to her house and shack some sence into her.i love this man with all my heart and we are starting a family together but she doesnt care. i wish i knew what to do. my heart is torn in half because this bitch cant get on with her life. she has caused me to lose my best friend. mother in law thinks that my fiance is cheating on me again cause of her. i just dont understand what to do anymore. i dont know if i should just go to the police or wait tell after i have the baby then whoop her ass. i have never been in so much physical and mental pain in my hole life. she says she has all this proof that he is calling her. but when i look at my phone bill her number isnt there. i know she shows up in his lounge all the time but fuck she needs to get over robbie and leave us alone. i just w
Thought For 3/20If you start pretending to have fun, you might just have a little by accident..
Waiting For My Real Life To BeginAny minute now, my ship is coming in
I'll keep checking the horizon
I'll stand on the bow, feel the waves come crashing
Come crashing down down down, on me
And you say, be still my love
Open up your heart
Let the light shine in
But don't you understand
I already have a plan
I'm waiting for my real life to begin
When I awoke today, suddenly nothing happened
But in my dreams, I slew the dragon
And down this beaten path, and up this cobbled lane
I'm walking in my old footsteps, once again
And you say, just be here now
Forget about the past, your mask is wearing thin
Let me throw one more dice
I know that I can win
I'm waiting for my real life to begin
Any minute now, my ship is coming in
I’ll keep checking the horizon
And I'll check my machine, there's sure to be that call
It's gonna happen soon, soon, soon
It's just that times are lean
And you say, be still my love
Open up your heart, let the light shine in
Don't you understand
Lonelinessi am so alone. my boo is in jail. i lost my job. my kids are bad as hell and i am alone and scared. i dont know what im going to do. i just want everything to be ok
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3 Strikes You Are Out3 strikes you are out
with me
it time for me
to step back
you said you had a crush on me
when i was married to my first husband
you didnt want to act on it
now i am divorce twice
now you want me to give you a chance
strike 1
you ask me to come over to your place
i told you what time i be over
you wasnt home
strike 2
you want to welcome the new year in
your man hood wouldnt let you
strike 3
you want me to come over
again
i told you be there in a hour
i got there in a hour
since you was drinking
you pass out didnt hear
me knocking at your door
so
3 strike you are out
with me
you cant say i didnt give you
a chance
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Thursday March 19, 20097:04 AM
March 19, 2009 - Thursday
Pre-P90X
Well it is 4 days before I start the program. I am pretty stoked to start it. Last night I wanted to get a little taste of what I have coming to me, so I started out the Plyometrics CD. It is mostly a jumping exercise, and I tell you what...I am way out of shape!! I couldn't finish the CD.
I have been eating really good for the past year or so, and have been trying to be even better this past week. I take vitamins daily. I take Acai berry, L-Carnitine, and a multi-vitamin. This program comes with a whole nutrition plan from what to eat, and when. Also comes with recipes that look pretty good.
Yesterday I ate a package of oatmeal with flax seeds and a handful of raisins
; a grapefruit and orange for a snack. Lunch I had a Healthy Choice Cafe Steamer (I shop at Sam's club, so I buy in bulk)
then for a snack I had a orange and apple, then for dinner I had another Cafe Steamer. I try to eat my dinner at 5:00 right befo
Let's See If I Got This Straight...This is a site where it's all about the points...I get that, quite easy to comprehend.
But, such is life...it also makes this a "girl" site, if u will. It's no stretch of imagination that men (and more and more women) these days are enamored by the visual. So there's no contest here for men, just a little enjoyment. A women was/is/and always will be a work of art.
That being said, the gifts, drinks, and etc. are all for winning this here game, for those who are qualified to compete...ie the girls. For the rest of us...'eh.
I believe this is gonna get old real quick, say by summer's end. Unless there are some real time, real life connections that can be made. Online, just as in real life...giving compliments (in any form) becomes redundant after awhile, if for no other reason than just to give them...not only for the one giving them, but just as much to those who recieve.
Asking For HelpFor my parents
Asking for help
"Mommya, Daddya, Bye bye I go work now."
I used to be that sweet little girl,
but then I changed somehow.
I've become a disappointment,
I guess mostly to myself.
I've been in denial,
But now I'm asking for your help.
I've made some really bad choices,
I went down the wrong road.
I've gotten myself into a mess
And i need your help to bare this load.
I thought I didn't need you,
I pushed your love away.
Now I'm ready to start over,
Let's just take it day by day.
I need to regain your trust,
I know it won't happen over night.
Just please say you'll support me
As I try to learn to make it right.
I love and I respect you.
I hope you know that's true.
That's why I'm asking for your help,
Even though it's the hardest thing I've ever had to do.
Look Into My EyesLook into my eyes...
It's hard to sleep, I can not eat, it's easy to cry, but I refuse to die.
I feel so week, but I know that I'm strong, and for my child I will press on.
I so fear the days ahead as I lye here in my bed. But fear wont stop me as before, now I'm ready to open the door.
So come on in and have a seat, there's someone here I'd like you to meet.
She looks like me but make no mistake, she's had about all that she can take.
At any moment she will blow her top, and once she gets started she'll never stop.
She's been cheated and mistreated, she's been used and even abused. She tries to be good but is misunderstood and she just can't take anymore.
She plays it cool when face to face, but often wonders into a cold dark place.
Pictures of memories are dark and gray, she has trouble remembering the happy days.
There have been a few, of this she is sure, but they don't seem to exist here anymore.
Now here she is, please don't be surprised, if you want to see her... ju
DepressionDepression...
Crawl closer forsaken,
into the blackness.
Open eyes in the moonlight see you standing in the window of sadness.
Listen!!! Listen for something real...
Hope... it's fading away.
You're getting restless.
You'll never pick up the messy pieces.
I am you poison.
Get away... get away and receive midnight.
Away from the sun and bright lights.
Away from family and the closeness of friends.
Shield yourself from this world.
Now you're wasted and twisting,
tired and stationary.
I have you.
Nothing will make since when I'm done with you.
Young angle... surrender...
I've got you up against the wall...
I will devour you.
As you're drowning in an ocean of despair I will whisper thoughts and notions of sadness, suffering and pain.
Welcome to my world.
Let me tell you who you are...
You're a fool,
No one wants you,
you're an ugly bore
and would be better off dead...
so go die.
By the way...
I've not properly introduced myself,
My na
A Dog's PrayerA Dog's Prayer
By Beth Norman Harris
Treat me kindly, my beloved master, for no
heart in all the world is more grateful
for kindness than the loving heart of me.
Do not break my spirit with a stick,
for though I should lick your hand between the
blows, your patience and understanding will
more quickly teach me the things you would
have me do.
Speak to me often, for your voice is the
world's sweetest music, as you must know by
the fierce wagging of my tail when your
footstep falls upon my waiting ear.
When it is cold and wet, please take me
inside, for I am now a domesticated animal,
no longer used to bitter elements.
And I ask no greater glory than the privilege of
sitting at your feet beside the hearth.
Though had you no home, I would rather
follow you through ice and snow than rest
upon the softest pillow in the warmest home
in all the land, for you are my g
Cotton Candy CulpritI was introduced yesterday to the Letter People. I was amazed these people teach you about letters and sounds and still manage to be some groovy cats. Makes me want to buy the series for my neice cause its educational and her mom would like it to.
I love Mr. C he is the cotton candy culprit and Mr. S and his super socks. It always makes me wonder why such shows aren't on anymore. I think kids would really learn from them. Shit it taught me things I knew but didn't know I knew.
Mr. C. the man of my dreams.
Today Is A Good OneI can tell by the beautiful sky and sunshine today is a good day. I feel like today is a day for opportunity. I hope that after all my recent hardships I can blossom and turn into this optimisic woman I hope to be. I want to see people and go places today. Explore life because there is this undying flame in my heart that yerns for the ability to be satisified.
Ok You Wankerholly tortillas batman...........
look i was on this site b4 like in 06 on and off.. i do not give a shit about points if you rate my pic i think you like it if i like your pic i will rate ... but you demanding attention whores really need to get a life.. i may have rated you but you told an anarchist to rate you back... buahahahahahahaha!
you can SUKADICK!
i love people rates comments but come one..
are there any real people left ?????????????
seriously.....
if this is posed as an online bar i can say i have met cooler people in real bars.. laughing...
and hey naked chicks with daddy issues and the personality of a stuffed animal.. same goes to you..
all you people care about is points do you not see how pointless that is.. no pun ... do you even read profiles do you want to get to know people.
ugghhh i could go on
but talk about the decline of the western civilization .
Left Hurt, Confused, And AloneI never really considered a long distance relationship, Iam not talking a couple hours, Iam talking Iam in Western Canada, and he is in Virginia. Didn't think it would be even remotely possible to allow myself to get close to someone so far away. We talk every day, but last night we ended up having a huge argument, but I'll spare the details for not only his sake, but for my own. Anyways, he says that the moment he thinks the girl is leaving, he puts up this defence barrier. He was a completely different person when he did that.. Thing after thing he would say would hurt me really bad. I really care about this guy.. But he just gives me the cold shoulder, can't show any sign of remorse, or caring. The thing is, he is going through a divorce right now. I shouldn't have even gotten close to him. He keeps telling me to wait, and not go to anyone else, but how can I do that, wait for him, when he throws the divorce in my face? I can't feel for you because Iam still technically married. Las
Leaving FubarSo anyone who wants to take the time to read this so be it. I basically came here to see after gaining some much needed perspective of my life though many sleepless nights, and much prayer I have come to the decision to deactivate my fubar account in the next week. I feel this place isn't really what I need in my life. It hasn't brought me any life long friendships, it has mostly brought me hurt and confusion, and a lot of people who are looking for much more than a friendship. I originally came on here because, and I will be truthful my soon to be ex was on here and I had a feeling he was up to no good and to be honest I still feel that way. I was here to see what he was up too. He seemed to want to be here more than with the family so I was trying to see what was so great about this place. I tried to fit in but in all honesty this isn't a community I want to be in. My kids don't need to see me on this kind of site, they don't need to come across it when they are playing on th
A Man Wonder Why Females Can't Trust Thema man wonder why females can't trust them
they come into our lives telling us what we want to hear
it sound so good that we believe them
our guard be down that we believe
anything they tell us
until we find out that they lying to us
they dont't realize they messing up for the
next person that come into the female
life
a man wonder why females can't trust them
a man lie to us just to get what they
want from us
a man lying to us
when they say they don't lie
don't realize that they just lied
a man lieto us
when they are guilty about something
i came to a point
i can't believe anything they tell me
a man wonder why females can't trust them
Desire*The Heat Of My Desire*
In the still of the evening
Without sunlight to intrude
I see the twilight's in your eyes
As the moon sets up the mood
Playing music soft and low
While romance fills the air
I can't help but feel aroused
The very moment you come near
You submit to my embrace
While candles flick their flame
And the smell of sweet perfume
Seems to drive my lust insane
As I look into your eyes
And run my fingers through your hair
I taste the sweetness of your neck
As I nibble at your ear
I then whisper words of love
As you answer with a sigh
And in a very sexy way
Your sweet body comes alive
Your the heat of my desire
As we slowly come undress
I then start to lay you down
While you welcome my caress
With your luscious sexy curves
You have a taste I can't resist
And your breast show some response
When I touch them with a kiss
As I soak inside your love
To a sexy love condition
Feeling passions start to rise
While making love in all p
Me Newest Animated Rainbow Effectso here it is as new piece of work I just did for my friend angel as another piece of work:) as I added the background and animated a rainbow effect as photos and my works of animating and photoshopping are my passion and what am good at and Loves to do :) I hope yous are having a good day
I Need To Be Honest With Myselfi need to be honest with myself
how in the hell can i be in a relationship
with someone
i cant trust anyone
how can i be in a relationship
knowing i expsect to much
how can i be a relationship
knowing when we talk and i see him
i know what they want
i need to be honest with myself
i think deep down i rather be alone
i think deep down as long i have
trust issue know one would want to
be around me
so
i need to be honest with myself
Crazy BeautifulCrazy in Love with you
A love so beautiful in the night
Holding me tight
I breath what you exhaul
exposed for your love
i need no covers to warm me
for your warmth is all I feel
I wake at 3am to the sound of your heart calling my name
Your love for me so real
so true
Crazy in Love with you
Ritual ViiiRitual VIII
A∴A∴
Publication in Class D.
000. The light is come to the darkness, and the darkness is made light. Then is light married with light, and the child of
their love is that other darkness, wherein they abide that have lost name and form. Therefore did I kindle him that had not
understanding, and in the Book of the Law did I write the secrets of truth that are like unto a star and a snake and a sword.
00. And unto him that understandeth at last do I deliver the secrets of truth in such wise that the least of the little children
of the light may run to the knees of the mother and be brought to understand.
0. And thus shall he do who will attain unto the mystery of the knowledge and conversation of his Holy Guardian Angel:
1. First, let him prepare a chamber, of which the walls and the roof shall be white, and the floor shall be covered with a
carpet of black squares and white, and the border thereof shall be blue and gold.
2. And if it be in a town, the r
Whywhy does my heart feel so broken
ShatteredI've always loved you
the very first time i saw you
i just cant let it show
I was so afraid to let you know
I just thought i was worth the wait
now its just too late
you grew tired of the misery
why are you in a hurry?!!
i hate myself for hoping that you would pursue
even though i know your happy with somebody new
you just don't know how much it hurts me
knowing that your heart is loving somebody
Don't really know how to deal with this
would it help if i end it with a kiss?
I know i have to stop
i just don't know where to start...
Why Does Life Suck So Fuckin Bad?no matter how many good things happen in my life, the bad seems to always out-weighs the good. no matter how much i struggle and bust my ass to make it in this world, i always seem to fuck it up somehow, or my best isnt good enough, or i dont know the right people. im getting so tired. some days it doesnt seem worth it to get up out of bed and grind through the day. but yet everyday i wake up get my game attitude going and push myself through the day, and the only reason i do is beacause when i look into the eyes of my kids and think to myself that its up to me if they wind up in the same position i am. and ill be DAMNED if i let that happen! because of them, every drop of sweat and blood i shed is only a trivial thing.
ANGELINA, KOOPER, and JADA
I LOVE YOU
im sorry i couldnt be a better father
Answering Machine MessagesActual answering machine messages recorded and verified by the World famous International Institute of Answering Machine Answers:
1.) My wife and I can't come to the phone right now, but if you'll leave your name and number, we'll get back to you as soon as we're finished washing dishes.
2.) A is for academics, B is for beer. One of those reasons is why we're not here. So leave a message.
3.) Hi, this is John: If you are the phone company, I already sent the money. If you are my parents, please send money. If you are my financial aid institution, you didn't lend me enough money. If you are my friends, you owe me money. If you are a female, don't worry, I have plenty of money.
4.) Hi. Now you say something.
5.) Hi, I'm not home right now but my answering machine is, so you can talk to it instead. Wait for the beep.
6.) Hello. I am David's answering machine. What are you?
7.) Hello! If you leave a message, I"ll call you soon. If you leave a sexy message, I'll
Southern Speak: A Tutorialwhat does southern speak mean
figured for all u northeners who dont have a clue as to what ur southern buds r saying -- id give yall a few pointers.................
Southern Saying: Like a chicken with your head cut off
Translation: Confusion
Usage: That boy was running around like a chicken with his head cut off!
Southern Saying: Butter my biscuit
Translation: Isn't that something!
Usage: Well butter my biscuit!
Southern Saying: Speckled pup in a red wagon
Translation: Reference to being cute or precious.
Usage: That baby's cuter than a speckled pup in a red wagon.
Southern Saying: Two goats in a pepper patch.
Translation: That's some hot stuff.
Usage: It's hotter out here than two goats in a pepper patch
Southern Saying: Snowball's chance in hell.
Translation: Not a very likely occurrence.
Usage: You ain't got a snow ball's chance in hell of gittin' that girl.
Southern Saying: Argue with a fence post.
Translation: Stubborness
Usage:
Totally Feel This[V1]
These warehouse wages kill the end's introduction
Man, I shoulda' shchooled it up when I was younger, shoulda' stuck to plan
Always had the dreams of bein' more self-assertive
And my kid's a teenager now, he needs the health insurance
So break my body, break-break my soul down
Just another zombie walkin' blindly through ya ghost town
Pull up to the bar to politic and tap the power
Ain't nobody really all that jolly at your happy hour
But I don't wanna go home yet
So I'ma talk to my cigarette and that television set
It doesn't matter what brand or station
Anything to take away from the current situation
No overtime pay, no holiday
Months behind on everything but the lottery
Winter 'round the corner, guaranteein' that my car dies
Wifey havin' trouble tryna juggle both the part-times
My cup ain't close to filled up
We tryna build up so we could have enough
And when I finally get the color, won't be nothin' else to paint on
A friend of mine tried to kill himself to
Things I LikeWhat is it that you absolutely need sexually?
intense passion and tons of foreplay
What is something you have always wanted to try?
there isn't much i haven't tried...the stuff not ventured into is stuff i'm not interested in
What is something you have never done in bed before?
female or multiple guys...don't plan on it either!
What time of day do you like to have sex?
all day if possible...shoot when the mood hits it is on!
What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on?
him...
How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? lol almost instantly so not long at all
If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited?
excited
Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river?
not really...better if we together doing it tho
Have you ever faked an orgasm?
what girl hasn't but i have learned a nice trick so i never have too again
What Part of your body are you self-conscious abou
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The Cry Of The Native AmericanWe were here first
(i-gv-ya o-gi-lu-tsv a-ha-ni)
Maybe the Cherokee cry
But we wanted their land
So they had to die
How could their rights
Have been explained?
The bow and arrow -
Against the gun ordained?
We took their homes -
(Do-ge-nv-sv do-ge-gi-gi-e-lv)
They were mostly dead - when the deeds were done
What was theirs is ours - Yes! we have won
They had to die - we had no choice
Their punishment for owning - our land first
The Indians had been the custodians of the land.
(a-ni-yv-wi-ya o-s-da i-yu-nv-na-de-ga ga-do-hi)
But the cowboy turned the pastures into sand
And buffalo herds - very soon were damned
Sustainability was more the Indians way
a-ni-yv-wi-ya u-nv-sv a-na-li-s-de-li-s-gv.
But luxury to excess was more our "cup of tea"
We brought the Indians smallpox, pollution and T.B.
After two Hundred years we now see our wrongs
And we begin to listen to the Indian Songs
na-quu-no a-nv-da-di-s-do-di-quu i-ga
di-g
Just Saying GoodbyeI'm writing this to you all to let you know that I am leaving FUBAR once and for all, this will be effective as of 10 am EST this morning, I'm only waiting til then to give my friends a chance to read this. To those of you who have really been there for me and been a great friend to me, I will miss you all dearly and I love you all, hope we can chat again sometime in the future.
With Love,
Dark Prince
Is It Really YoursWhy are so many people being deleted and along with that so many on a friends lists or family? do some abuse their powers that may be and try to run other peoples lives?
Being new i have to ask because if i dont i shant ever learn
Before It's Too Late (do I Have To Say It? Yeah, I Wrote This Too.)Just last night I was telling a friend the story of how, on a bet, I dressed up in a foam rubber giant dick costume, sauntered into a local notoriously rough lesbian bar where NONE of the patrons looked like the girls on The L Word, and ordered a beer at the bar. At first these women, who by and large looked like truck drivers and lumberjacks, just stared. The bet with my pals was that I had to last 10 minutes to win a hundred bucks from each of the six of them. If I lost I only had to pay the rental on the costume.
With the first three minutes uneventful and behind me I was already mentally spending the six hundred bucks on a case of my favorite wine (Pirramimma, a wonderful shiraz from McClaren Vale in Australia) and a 30 year old bottle of Glenlivet. That's a fairly good single malt scotch to the uninitiated. Sadly my cerebral purchases were, as it turned out, a bit premature.
I was shaken from my reverie by the knowledge that the light had suddenly dimmed in my general area,
Parent/teacher ConferenceParent/Teacher Conference
Well it was getting late and I had one more parent to see. Her son was a good kid, so this should not take long…or so I thought! I had not met her before, so was not expecting to see what came through the door. My cock jumped in my pants, she was gorgeous! I had to control my eyes and thoughts as she came near and introduced herself. Her first name was Gwen, that was all I could recall. She was tall with long legs, dark, brown hair and a body that radiated sex! Her silk shirt was unbuttoned down to the middle and when she moved, her black, sheer lace bra showed. Her nipples were hard and they poked out at me, teasing me it seemed. I could feel my cock growing in my pants as I introduced myself and we sat down in the child sized seats. She wore a short skirt with a long slit and when she sat down and crossed her legs, she revealed her black lace thong. I barely remember talking, trying to discuss her son. Her foot was pressed against my leg and it seemed she
The 2009 Ncaa Men's National Championship Tournament-part IiTo recap, I correctly picked 25 of the first 33 games in Round 1 plus the Play-In Game. That is a 76%.
In Round 2, I correctly picked 12 of 16 games. (75% for the round and 76% overall.)
In Round 3, I correctly picked 4 of 8 games. (50% for the Sweet 16 and 72% overall.)
In Round 4, I correctly picked 2 of 4 games. (50% for the Elite Eight and 70% overall.)
My Final Four are/were UNC, Duke (now out), UConn and Louisville (now out). The true Final Four are UNC, UConn, Michigan State and Villanova.
I am still picking UNC to win it all.
Morph 3MyHeritage: Celebrity Morph - Free family history - Vintage pics
Foot TattoosUsually, fall and winter are the best seasons to get tattooed. But there is one area of the body that is actually best to ink in the springtime, and that is the feet.
Foot tattoos are somewhat difficult to heal to start with – your feet are the most likely parts of your body to lack proper blood circulation, retain water, and experience stress and fatigue on a daily basis due to normal activity. Wearing socks and shoes add heat, sweat, and friction into the equation, making an already delicate situation even more volatile.
When you get your foot or feet tattooed, it’s important to create the best possible circumstances for successful healing. Drinking plenty of water every day will help to avoid water retention. Being active on a regular basis will keep your circulation strong. Eating well and taking vitamins will enhance your immune system and your body’s ability to heal itself. And last but not least, keeping your feet bare or wearing the least amount of footwear possible – suc
Writing Is An ObsessionPersonal Statement
Writing is an obsession for me. It is what drives me to awaken earlier than most just to feel the faint vibrations of a world silent with sleep. It gives me time with my thoughts without the shuffle and noise of a world in full motion. To live on the " Outside of the Box" , so to speak, affords me the luxury of perspectives that those on the inside are too bound by society to see clearly either by default or by choice. On the outside I do not have to confirm to any ideas that do not hold truth within and throughout its purpose. Being of a deeply spiritual nature, my perspectives are unique even by Christian society's standards. Hence, I have outgrown their world. However, my nature has given me the passion, drive, inititive and ambition to follow my dreams one step at a time. Now that the worldly obligations of business, home and hearth, friend and family are at an end, it is time to obtain that which I have longed for my lifes long journey......Become
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At Timesat times i feel so closed in
at times i feel so empty
at times i feel like im lost
at times i dont feel at all
my heart is fragile
my heart does break
my heart is open to real love
my heart is closed to being hurt
my feeling are mine
my feeling are true
my feeling may change
my feeling are my feeling
my heart can be mended over time
my heart will mend
my heart will find true love
my heart wlll open if loved
i understand my feelings
i understand my heart
i hope in time you shall understand these things of mine
for if you do they shall be yours
yet if you break my heart
yet if you hurt my feelings
i shall mend
i shall feel again
i shall leave
i shall disappear
How To Speak Some Southern ... EnjoyHow To Speak Southern
Addled: Confused, disoriented, as in the case of Northern sociologists who try to make sense out of the South, "What's wrong with that Yankee? He acts right addled."
Afar: In a state of combustion. "Call the far department. That house is afar."
Ahr: What we breathe, also a unit of time made up of 60 minutes. "They should've been here about an ahr ago."
Ar: Possessive pronoun. "That's AR dawg, not yours."
Ary: Not any. "He hadn't got ary cent."
Awfullest: The worst. "That's the awfullest lie you evr told me in your life."
Bad-mouth: To disparage or derogate. "All these candidates have bad-mouthed each other so much I've about decided not to vote for any of 'em."
Baws: Your employer. "The baws may not always be right, but he's always the baws."
Best: Another baffling Southernism that is usually couched in the negative. "You best not speak to Bob about his car. He just had to spend $300 on it."
Braht: Dazzing. "Venus i
Pissed OffFor those of you who know me really know me and those of you who don't you should be aware that the only thing I really take seriously is my education. Nothing comes in the way of me learning and improving myself through education.
One of my classmates was supposed to email me a paper on tuesday and I was suppose to read it make notes and lead a discussion on her paper. I don't know how we are being graded on this assignment but as with all my education I have been planning on being very serious and doing my job to the fullest. But its exactly 1 hour and 40 minutes before class and still no paper. Now I wouldn't be so upset but this is the seminar class that I need to pass to graduate and I want to keep my gpa above a 3.5. Errr I hate people messing up my schooling.
What Hurts The MostI can take the rain on the roof of this empty houseThat don’t bother meI can take a few tears now and then and just let them outI’m not afraid to cry every once in a whileEven though going on with you gone still upsets meThere are days every now and again I pretend I’m okBut that’s not what gets meWhat hurts the mostWas being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd not seeing that loving youIs what I was tryin’ to doIt’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I goBut I’m doin’ ItIt’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m aloneStill HarderGetting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regretBut I know if I could do it overI would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heartThat I left unspokenWhat hurts the mostIs being so closeAnd having so much to sayAnd watching you walk awayAnd never knowingWhat could have beenAnd n
History Of The Easter Bunny: Who Is HeHistory of the EASTER BUNNY: Who is he?
The idea of the Easter Bunny comes from early pagan (these are worldly or secular, no religious association with any particular one deity like Christianity has) traditions. The Easter traditions of the Easter Bunny and Easter Eggs do not have any real ties to the Christian celebration of Easter but rather these Easter traditions, that are practiced today, are evolved from pagan symbols. The timing of the Christian celebration of Easter (to Christians this word represents the time frame and the events revolving around Jesus Christ’s death and resurrection) is around the time of the vernal equinox, which is linked historically with a pagan celebration that coincides with the arrival of spring. This pagan celebration also symbolizes the arrival of light and the awakening of the life around us, the idea of spring bringing new life, etc. Even the name “Easter” itself has its basis in pagan traditions. The name is spawned from the Sa
Fire FightingWell, after a very long and careful considered thought, I have made a decision to become a Fire Fighter preferably with Nashua Fire Rescue. I have alot of training and testing to go through before it becomes a reality, but with dedication and support from those around me, I know I can make it a reality. If things go the way I want them to, I am hoping to be on the Department by end of 2010. I am hoping to go through the NH Fire Academy in the summer of 2010 and EMT classes shortly there-after. Fighting fires has been a pasison of mine for as long as I can remember. I know certain family members of mine want me to follow in their foot-steps, but I want to get on the fire department on my own. I want ot be able to sit down in the afternoon after the daily chores are complete and look at myself and know that it was me that got me to where I am, not anyone else. I am pursuing a career as a fire fighter because it is something I want, and only doing it for myself and no one else. I
Cold And HeartlessOK, so for a long time and for a variety of reasons I've felt like I'm different, like I don't fit in.
One of those reasons is the emotional connection (or more accurately, the lack of an emotional connection) I feel towards others. And it goes for everyone - my "close" friends, casual acquaintances (coworkers and the like) and family. People just don't matter much to me.
Here's an example...I live in a relatively small city, about 100,000 people total in the 5 or 6 towns that make up the greater Binghamton area. Cost of living is low, violence is low, blah blah blah. Yesterday there was a shooting - someone opened fire in an office building and killed 13 people. Why it happened is irrelevant to all this so I'm not going to get into it.
It was on every station all day long even though they had no information, knew nothing until last night. Even CNN carried the story nationally before they knew how many were dead. Is 13 dead in a podunk of a town really warrant national covera
Expectations Game Part 2...I recently had to have an MRI on my brain as many of you are aware. It came out fine with the exeception that the doctor was puzzled because my brain was so small. This does not depress me at all because it means the rest of my body parts are much larger than they should be. Thank God!!! I have come to believe that men in particular should have a mandatory brainscan before entering into the online world of social interaction and perhaps some natural selection process, much like evolution to keep idiots like me off here. It is important that one come into this cyber world with reasonable expectations and I have tried. I really have!!! Then a pic flashes in front of my face of some glorious cleavage and all that good sense immediatly departs for parts unknown.
Now in the cyber world there are a few basic facts. First, men outnumber women about 26 million to one. This means your odds for actually meeting those lovely breasts you were just drooling over are fairly small. Basi
Bomb/autoslet me know who has autos on..
i have a bomb i am going to use during Monicas birthday happy hour...
its at 3pm futime... ok...
love on my family who has autos also..
Monica the great
Tommy
Lifes a beach
Idaho
It's Time!Let's party at www.live365.com/stations/blastcastermf It's a blasts and a half!!!
PoemI think of you often
and my feelings are real.
I don't want to be just another friend,
for the thought of you in my life seems so surreal.
I wonder if you think of me like I think of you,
Can you feel me when my heart swells with delight
when I think of you in the morning
and on into the night.
Can you feel me when in my dreams
I am holding you so tight.
Our eyes held in a gaze
and everything just seems so right.
Can you feel me when I say those words from
my heart that are soulfully true.
Can you feel me when my thoughts run with passion,
and are only of you.........
Can you feel me?????
Can you feel me???
Againi gave you my heart and asked you not to break it
i gave you a part of me that is not freely given
i let you in to my heart
i let you in to my life
but wat do i get
pain
sorrow
a feeling of being shoved away
i feeling that im not worth a dam thing
so now i have abroken heart yet again
i feelingof being unwanted
so sumone take my heart and burry it away from me
i keep breaken it
i keep hurting it
im tired of it..
American Heart Walk~donations Needed
Danielle aka Evil Angel is walking to help fight Heart Disease on Saturday, April 25 and needs your help! The economy these days sucks, I know that, you know that, but even a few dollars can make a difference.
Any Fubar member that makes a donation will recieve a custom made salute from Evil Angel, 100 picture rates, a gift, and she will get you Sh*tface if you are not already.
This means a great deal to her as she lost two grandparents and other family members to heart disease and stroke. She has been walking in the American Heart Walk for 10 years now and now has her daughter tagging along to help!
To donate just click the link below. Remember even a dollar or two can help!
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If you do donate please send Evil Angel a quick shout or PM to let her know so she can get the salute and rates to you. Here link is below.
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Is It PossibleIs it possible to find one in this world
To share, to hold, in love grow old
Is it possible to find one in this world
To sing, to cry, in arms to hold?
Is it possible to find one in this world
Who knows your heart and soul
Is it possible to find one in this world
Who completes your spirit makes you whole?
Is it possible to find one in this world
To fall as deep and long and far
Profileshow many people actually look at thier profile after they create it? i mean white letters on white background etc. dont get it!
Little Girl GoneLittle girl gone is what they say. A young life taken, taken away. With no one to help her, she was all alone. Now she's gone, gone away to a better home. Now God can protect her from evils sin. And may her soul be free, free to feel the wind. May her memory be a lesson. A price that no one should have to pay to learn. But a lesson that life is priceless, And no one should have to yearn. It's hard to say but a life so young was taken away. She was taken from us, but evil will not win. And justice will be served for this awful sin. Know that we can be angry, and we can be sad. But also know the best thing to do is remember what we had. A little girl who's smile blew you away. A little girl who loved to play Remember all the things she liked to do. Remember all the dreams she wished one day would come true. So let her story be a story we all tell. Cause every one needs to know, About the little girl who went through hell.
StainedMy heart bleeds. My soul is stained. Shattered into pieces becaous of this game. A game they call love. where no one is safe. It could rip you apart without shame. it carries no fame only a name. And always ends up, ends up the same Whit someone's heart bleeding, Their soul stainded. Shattered into pieces becaus of this game. Plz rate and comment thank you
To All My Fellow MissouriansFor those of you that are not from the state enjoy the jokes. For those of you that are from my neck of the woods....*sigh* you know its ALL true!!!!! LMAO
You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent.You failed world geography in school because you thought Cuba, Florida, Versailles, California, Nevada, Houston, Cabool, Louisiana, Springfield, and Mexico were cities in Missouri.The phrase, "I'm going to the Lake this weekend," can mean only one thing. Little smokies are something you serve on special occasions. You know in your heart that Mizzou can beat Nebraska in football. You think Jesse James is a hero.You think I-44 is spelled "foarty-foar.”You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day.You know all 4 seasons: Almost Summer, Summer, Still Summer, and ConstructionYou can't think of anything better than sitting on the porch in the middle of the summer during a thunderstorm. You'll pay for your kids to go to college unless they want to go to KU. You kno
Part 3Ginna: As I continue the story, I'm enjoying imagining the look on your face as you follow these surprising events! The conversation was conducted by candlelight. The room had an old-fashioned hurricane lantern, and as soon as Toni had gently knocked and I had let her in, she had lit it. She wanted the lights out since her father sometimes took a swing around the halls late at night, and the room had an old-fashioned frosted glass transom over the door. For the same reason, our conversation was almost whispered. From outside, we could hear the fading sounds of party-goers drinking in the streets, and the mournful farewell of a distant ship's horn... sounds that told me I was not in the Midwest anymore. It was beautiful, the way that our thoughts swirled back and forth, even as our bodies prepared for each other. When the inevitable moment came, when words failed us, that is, we rose and undressed each other without false modesty.Ginna, this determined woman looked like she was made for
Fakes, Drama, Bs And Headcases...Why is it that the people who SAY they don't want these things are the first to pull that crap on someone else? I will be deleting this profile by the end of the weekend. I am just done. Done with the Fakes, the BS and the drama! I am done giving people who don't even know me the opportunity to make me feel bad. It's your loss, if you only knew what you were passing up! Karma is a bitch..
Slipknot - Snuff
Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again? So if you love me, let me go. And run away before I know. My heart is just too dark to care. I can't destroy what isn't there. Deliver me into my Fate - If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you? My smile was taken long ago / If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart? when you refused to fight So save your breath, I will not hear. I think I made it very clear. You couldn't hate enough to love. Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend. Then I could hurt you in the end. I never claimed to be a Saint? My own was banished long ago / It took the Death o
Public Service Announcement....Last night I had happen something most guys dream of here on Fubar. I had one of the hottest looking babes on this site shout me and ask if I would like to webcam with her. She sais she was horny and had to have me now. Since she clearly did not read my profile, something I find is the usual here rather than the exception, I knew she must be either really horny, doing a random act of kindness, or a scammer. Now if I am really horny I usually do not come on here and ask some random woman to webcam. I know you ladies have a different experience but that is just me. Call it a weakness. Random acts of kindness involve sending encouraging words and thoughts that I actually think about and make unique for the person receiving them. So I concluded she must be a scammer. But in the interest of scientific research I decided to play along. I have a spirit of adventure and always ready to learn new things about people. I am also a sucker for a gorgeous lady with huge breasts. Or not so
Twisted Snow Angel Part1"I have an idea," she said in a tone of voice only he would recognize, took her head off his strong chest and looked up at him. "Oh, yeah?" He replied and smiled a big smile, waiting for her idea, certain it would intrigue him. "Oh, yeah," she said in a low sexy voice as she stuck her tongue deep in his mouth and ran her hand across his inner thigh, stopping just short of his manhood. "What do you have in mind?" He said trying to keep his cock from moving to her hand and trying to remain in control as his tongue played tag with hers. "I want you to tie me up out there," she said as she pointed, sheepishly; out the window to her snow covered back 40. The snow piled up high outside her TV room windows as far as you could see, no houses, no roads, just a whole lot of snow. 'The Frozen Tundra" she always joked. "I want you to make me snow bound," she said as she thrust her tongue deeper in his face. His cock about jumped out of his pants at that as her taste buds rolled over his. "She
What Are Real Friends??/True Friends are like diamonds, precious and rare.....
False Friends are like autumn leaves found everywhere....
Rehab Music Video: Bartender Song (Sittin At A Bar) by (Rehab) http://www.youtube.com/v/s-_Cstkk6Jc&hl=en&fs=1&autoplay=1&autostart=1"> Music Video Code by Video Code Zone
Writing A Book Or Writing A FantasyI am currently working on a short story, long story, novel, I don't really know yet. But lets say I am currently working on characters and starting a story I am sure to be quite proud of.
Yes it has to do with vampires and yes the little indian girl who meets him is half-white. Its gonna be a good book.
Only A Vampire Can Love You ForeverHis body is hard as stoneAnd his touch is cold as ice.His voice is smooth as velvet.His thirst is his only vice.Vampires don't exist.That's what I've been told.But Edward never changes.He never will grow old.His family is kindthough unconventional at best.They consider me one of themthough I am not one yet.I deem myself unfitfor the love that he bestows.I still have no ideawhy it was me, he chose.His immortal kiss is coming.Better late than never.But I know this fact is true,only a vampire can love you forever.
Just Been Thinking About Somethings So Here It Isjust wanted to let you all know that ppl suck!!!! and im finished with trusting anyone or trying to give my heart to anyone its not going to happen anymore and no i dont want any comments on this cus this is how i feel and i really could care less about comments or rates i was here for friends but now im thinking its time to end this site for good cus this site isnt worth it .. i finally got my life the way i want it and i dont spend as much time on here or on the computer even so yay me !!!
Well, There's A Well Sought Out Plan.Let's take a dumbshit, make a fubar profile without a picture, follow a link from another webpage, and be added without knowing it to the links friends list, therefore getting the one person in the world that's not too excited about you, pissed off, cause their friend is "pissed off" at them for not knowing who I am. Great. Oops, I did it again. Man i just wanted to check this site out, didn't know it would stir up a cauldron of issues and irritated people, jeezus. I think I apologized too much though, but it was an honest mistake really. Meh, oh well.
My PicI want to change my pic more often but I don't know which pic to change it too....please leave me a message and let me know which one you think I should change it too. The most popular one will be my default for that month...Thank you and love to all.
LostI sit here lost wondering where I should go... I feel like ive lost something but I am not really sure what it is. Is it my heart? Is it my soul? is it my dream? I really do not know. I love a man with all that I am but I feel like he is slipping away and i cant stop that. I am losing a friend slowly inside... like water through a sieve I am overwhelmed with everything around me..work..home. I just want to smile with the 2 men that mean the world to me. Maybe thats what Im losing. All I can do is smile and hold onto the love I have and hope that it wants to stay with me. If not... There is nothing i can do about it.
Words On The ScreenYou never know what you have until its gone.Life shall pass you by, and never once will you think of me.Not once will you remember our loveNot ONCE will you long to have me again.For me life will STOPAnd ALWAYS i will think of you.ALWAYS i will remember our love,and i will always wish i had you again.Love has Failed me once again.the agonizing pain won't stopit will not be numbed again.Im so close to losing my life, my lovemy everything.you.when you are gone i won't carry oni will watch life go on as if it were paint drying,and every night i will cry in suffering.you will always have my heartwhether you want it or nottake good care of it please.if you don't i will understand.it is only a lonely little heart,so small and fragile,so battered and ugly.What use is it to you?Love has Failed. ONCE AGAIN.unless you prove me wrong,and prove your love true.show your heart and give it to me to keep.trust me.love me.for ONCE, cry to me.i love youI'm sorry.If you wish me to leave i will go,i hope
Slipknot - Fuck It AllFuck You All!Running out of ways to runI can't see, I can't beOver and over and under my skinAll this attention is doing me in!Fuck it all!Fuck this world!Fuck everything that you stand for!Don't belong!Don't exist!Don't give a shit!Don't ever judge me!Picking through the parts exposedTaking shape, taking shagOver and over and under my skinAll this momentum is doing me in!Fuck it all!Fuck this world!Fuck everything that you stand for!Don't belong!Don't exist!Don't give a shit!Don't ever judge me!And don't you fucking judge me!You got all my love, livin' in your own hateDrippin' hole man, hard step, no fateShow you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' backEvery damn word I say is a sneak attackWhen I get my hands on youAin't a fucking thing you can doGet this cuz you're never gonna get meI am the very disease you pretend to beI am the push that makes you moveI am the push that makes you moveI am the push that makes you moveI am the push that makes you moveFuck it all!Fuck this world!Fuck everyt
Mudvayne - DeterminedGO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH I'm tired of holdin' up the weight, the weight of the motherfuckin' world. What I wanted to do, but just can't wait DO RIGHT NOW !!! We could start a little fire just to get in the flame The type that'll blow away. I'm speakin' of my 15 minutes of fame Come on now 1 2 3... GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH I'm flushing the trust of everyone, stabbing in the back and thinkin' they can break me. Set my sight can't die until I'm done MIND ENDURANCE !!! Never wanted any more than what I deserve, better bring it I'm takin' it all. Fuck an inch 'cause I'm bringin' a mile, It's on now 1 2 3... GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, YOU BETTER BELIEVE IT CONFIDENCE GO, SO FUCKING DETERMINED, YEAH YEAH GO, SPIT OUT ALL REASON, YEAH This fire, i
In My MindWhy is it when I dream of you its always your touch that stands out the most? Its not the overly sexual one, but it's the most affectionate sensation ive ever felt. It has meaning and reassurance. It is safety and warmth. I could dream of rain covering me but its your hand in mine that I feel the most.
Why is it when I think of you its your smile that I see? It guides the rest of the thoughts I have. I can think sad thoughts and I see those expressive lips showing me it will be ok. I can think of happy thoughts and see that smile and I know I have a friend. I can think of something to surprise you and your lips form a circle that your hand quickly covers.
Why is it when I breathe I can see your face in the trails of my exhale? Sad, happy, loved, I can see every change in every muscle in your expressions. I see the warmth of the curves in your hair with your head pressed to my chest.
And yet with every inhale, every nightmare, and every moment I lack an idea, it is always the worst.
Part Three~My mom worked the swing shift, so I could usually get away with driving the girls right into the garage in the evening. I wasn't taking her to my house this time, though. After getting the high sign from Greg, I checked to make sure that the coast was clear and took her inside his folks place. We had a two-hour window before they were due home. I led Jill up the stairs to Greg's bedroom, as nervous as if this was my first time. The thought of getting naked with a girl while someone else was watching was nerve wracking. I carefully guided our blindfolded conquest-to-be down the hall and into his bedroom. I noted that Greg had actually taken the time to clean the place up for once. Greg was standing in the corner, doing his best to remain silent, per my instructions. "Okay Jill, I'm going to take your clothes off now," I told her. Boy, was I smooth back then! "Oh, I feel so naughty," she giggled, actually blushing under her blindfold. I turned her to face Greg and slowly pulled her bagg
Part Four~"I was only calling you to let you know that he'd been here. There's nothing to his wild little story that I need to know about, is there?" I thought furiously. I may be painfully awkward face-to-face, but I'm quite good over the phone. "Only that his girlfriend dumped him for me. I guess he just doesn't want to believe that she'd leave him of her own will. Of course she dumped me right away and went on to the next guy," I lamented. "I remember going through that kind of thing back when I was your age," he said with another laugh. "Well, I sent him packing. I don't think I'm going to bother with a report on this one," he said. "I really appreciate that, sir," I told him. "Greg's going through a pretty rough time emotionally right now and the last thing he needs is legal trouble. I'll see if I can talk some sense into him." "You do that, Son. Thanks for being so cooperative," he said and hung up. Jeez, Greg must have been pretty angry with me. That was it; my talent was now strictly for
Metalic TasteNothing more unique then the taste of metal. How a rosary feels so smooth, with all of its curves against your tongue. Chewing of a pen can be so jagged. The taste of the barrel of a gun can be so sweet. Tears rolling down sad eyes, running down old rough skin, down young smooth steel, to the hammer that I pull back. Warm breaths from my nose makes long mists of steam against the cold of the gun. Emotions from memories guide my muscles and tense around the trigger.
"I love you" and doubt enters in
"I won't hurt you" hate subsides
"I shared with him everything" and adrenaline starts, my finger shaking squeezing the trigger.
Gas fills the chamber and climbs to my mouth and death enters reprieve from the gun that jammed. Where was my luck when I met her, sarcasm in misery? Drop the clip, pull the chamber, eject the bullet and try again.
Shaking worse than before. I hate the taste of that gas so let's try the temple. Cock back the hammer close my eyes and think of her. Her and her ha
Shadows Of A WolfWolf of power, pleasure and lust, prowls the night with games afoot. Never bowing to lesser or equal of her kind. Embracing the nights air as freedom races within her mind. Shadows of past, shadows of future all welcome needed to analyze her wonderful nature. Fur soft and mixed, fangs pronounced when she smiles.... It is her eyes that weapons in the darkest of hours, look away you may but look within them you shall do once more. The nature of a wolf is to leave free will and seduce the soul for if she meerly brushes but your skin with her touch she can see into your soul....
SilverMoonWolf (Izabia) 4-19-09
Are You In Search Of The Big "o"?Is there a patented formula for orgasm? Many men and women think, if I can just master the right technique, it'll happen. But the truth is, you can't force it. The recipe for an orgasm is one part setting the stage for physical fireworks, and one part allowing it to happen. While the right touch certainly helps, the female orgasm is as much â€" if not more â€" about the mind as it is about the body. So ask yourself: Are you giving the big "O" the attention it deserves?
An orgasm happens when you are fully present in the moment, when your mind is focused on the details of what's happening right now. You're not running through a mental list of to-dos, you're not wondering how you look, and you're not concerned about what your partner is thinking. You're focused solely on the experience, the physical sensations, and your connection to your partner. If you let go of the rest, it's far more likely you'll get what you want.
The next time you're in search of an orgasm, try to block out ev
5 Secrets To Sexually Satisfied Women1. She Wants MoreAlthough our survey shows that satisfied women have sex several times a week, two out of five are still left craving more. "Women have a broad definition of sex, so this doesn't necessarily mean they want more intercourse," says Scott Haltzman, M.D., author of The Secrets of Happily Married Men. "A woman might just want to feel more sexual in general, so let her know you're thinking about her throughout the day, and tinge it with sexuality." One way is to text her about dinner plans and ask her to wear her hot red blouse.Listen in: "He's afraid of seeming too eager, but I have just as large a sex drive as he does." ��"Marissa, 192. She Knows She's HotSatisfied women don't suffer from low self-esteem��"four in five think their partners find them extremely sexy. Want a confident girlfriend? Never criticize other women's bodies. "She'll worry about how you feel about hers," says Debby Herbenick, Ph.D., sexual-health educator at Indiana Universi
Masturbation..healthy For A Relationship?Claire headed off to work one morning just as she always did, leaving30 minutes before her husband, Mark. No sooner did she pull out of thedriveway than she realized she'd left her favorite lipstick on thebathroom sink. When she ran into the house to grab it and go, sheaccidentally saw Mark in the shower -- masturbating. She had alwaysassumed that he pleasured himself, but she'd never actually seen it.Claire's feelings were all over the map that morning: Should I pretendI saw nothing? What should I do? Is it normal?Masturbation was once vilified as a perversion. All sorts of efforts,ranging from extreme guilt to diabolic contraptions, were made todiscourage both single and partnered people from doing it. Yetsexologist Alfred Kinsey's groundbreaking data, first reported in the1950s, had plenty to say about the subject, including that women whomasturbated before becoming sexual in a marriage had a much betterlikelihood of achieving orgasms during sexual contact with their husbands.Still,
Walk For BabiesI am doing a charity walk again this year and need pleges of all denominations. This is the walk for babies. Check out the website.
http://www.firstgiving.com/bethanyruffin1
and please give if you can. It is all tax deductible. Thank you
"songs Or Suicide"Sorrow rebuild me as I step out of the light Misery strengthen me as I say my goodbyes I heal my wounds with grief And dream of you And weep myself alive
"venus (in Our Blood)"Her Heaven's a lie to those who threw away the key Her God is alive and well when the higher believes And you can't damn the river of her dreams Or understand the divine words she speaks Venus denies your seven towers above dark waters You can't quench her thirst with the fear hiding away from the day Venus denies you in your dark waters The moon kissed the sun and now we hold her in our blood Her savior was never on a cross pierced with nails Thirty pieces of silver never retraced her mistake She'll always be free from the arms of your sins That made you weak as your world started crumbling Venus denies your seven towers above dark waters You can't quench her thirst with the fear hiding away from the day Venus denies you in your dark waters The moon kissed the sun and now we hold her in our blood (She's in our blood) Venus denies your seven towers above dark waters You can't quench her thirst with the fear hiding away from the day The Venus denies you in your dark waters The moon
"the 9th Circle (ost)"Is it so hard to believe the hearts are made to be broken Can't you see that the beauty of love lies in constant times Don't you want our hearts to be torn wide open Won't you feel the heaven in our endless cry Oh at least you could try Let me just to be closer For this one last time Let me fall into your arms It could be alright Don't let us grow any colder For this one last time Let me close to your heart Ever amazed how bright are the flames we are burning in Ever smiled of the tragedies we have locked deep inside Aren't you obsessed by our hand was on the verge of beginning Won't you cherish your fear of life that keeps us alive Oh at least you could try Let me just to be closer For this one last time Let me fall into your arms It could be alright Don't let us grow any colder For this one last time Let me close to your heart Let me just to be closer Won't you let me be closer Just to let us be closer oh, my Baby oh You gotta let it closer Baby, let me closer Won't you let it
Brief History About PiranahPiranah is a veteran band from Nashville, TN, that was founded in 1993 by guitarist Matt Seckinger. Soon after, Darren Andrews became the lead vocalist for the band and has remained the band’s front man ever since. After having many lineup changes over the years, drummer Chris Higgins and bassist Thorin Milliken completed this revitalized version of the band in late 2006.Piranah writes great metal songs that fall into no particular metal genre, but incorporate all of them. Piranah is unclassifiable and have a sound that is completely their own. With expert songwriting in hand and a solid line up established, they will continue to make all the noise possible as they forge ahead in the years to come.Setting out to make a career of writing good songs, delivering energetic live shows, and with their national and international street teams behind them, Piranah has been broadcast in 41 countries to date. With three albums already to their credit, and their fourth release, "Orchestrated
My Cold HeartMY COLD HEART!!!
MY COLD HEART IS STRONG BUT TRUE. IT HOLDS ME HIGH WHEN YOU TRY TO KNOCK ME DOWN.. IT WILL PICK ME UP AND KICK MY ASS TO GIVE ME A START. MY COLD HEART IS THE BEST THING MY FAMILY COULD HAVE EVER GIVEN ME CAUSE IT WILL TAKE ME WHERE I NEED TO GO. NO MATTER WHAT.. SHOULD I CARE IF I HURT YOU? SHOULD I CARE IF YOU CRY? MAYBE BUT I DON'T! EVERY TEAR YOU CRY IS JUST A LAUGH COMING FROM ME....I WILL HURT YOU EVERY CHANCE I GET AND EVERY MOVE YOU MAKE WILL BE JUMPED..TO SHOW YOU I KNOW YOUR LITTLE GAME YOUR TRYING TO PLAY BUT I HAVE YOU BEAT MORE WAYS THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW... MY COLD HEART WILL SHOW ME THE WAY.. TO FREEZE YOUR SOUL AND YOUR MAN HOOD IN ITS WAKE...MY COLD HEART WILL MAKE YOU SHAKE EVRY TIME YOU HEAR MY NAME. YOU WILL BE LOOKING OVER YOUR SHOULDER TO SEE IF I AM THERE.. FEAR ME BECAUSE I WILL STOP YOUR GAME... I WILL HURT YOU... YOU WILL FEAR ME WHEN I AM DONE...
Angeri dont know wat blogs r sposed to be bouut so ima jus say i cant stand the way people act in the damn grocery store always rushin around actin like there better than the guy greatin them at the front that shit pissss me off thank u for readin
Will You Stay, Or Will You Go?Ok, it's getting to be the time when i am tired of all the one-way friendships in here. I do my best with the time that i have, to try to stop by the pages of all my friends and at least rate their pages. And when i can, i go in and rate as many pics as i can.
I guess my point is this: everyone wants to be Fanned/Added/Rated which is great. BUT, people should at least have the courtesy to return the love to those of us who take the time to show it.
Soooooo, I am going to start cleaning out my friends list. If you truely are a friend and want to stay, let me know. If I don't have a reply by the end of the week, i will start by deleting those of you who I have not heard from.
Woman GuideDon' t close it. Read till the end.This is reeeeealy helpful for guys :)When she walks away from you mad= [Follow her]When she stares at your lips= [Kiss her]When she pushes you or hit' s you= [ Grab her and don' t let go]When she starts cursing at you= [Kiss her and tell her you love her]When she' s quiet = [Ask her what' s wrong]When she ignores you= [Give her your attention]When she pulls away= [Pull her back]When you see her at her worst = [Tell her she' s beautiful]When you see her start crying= [Just hold her and don' t say a word]When you see her walking= [Sneak up and hug her waist from behind]When she' s scared= [Protect her]When she lay' s her head on your shoulder= [Tilt her head up and kiss her]When she steals your favorite hat= [Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]When she teases you= [Tease her back and make her laugh]When she doesn' t answer for a long time= [Reassure her that every thing is okay]When she looks at you with doubt = [ Back your self up with the T
This Is One Of My Stories The five policemen entered quickly into the room, led by the young student. A crowd was outside the room wondering what had happened. So many people in the hall at such an early hour was unheard of in the dorms.
The room was clean, but in slight disarray. Two chairs were toppled over on the floor, right under a taut hangman's noose, which had nothing to hold it taut. "There you are. Could two of you please walk out of the room for a minute?” said the student, who was the hall's RA. Two of the policemen walked out to keep everyone else from trying to enter. When the three remaining policemen and the student looked back at the rope, there was a body hanging from it.
The student was barely able to point towards the envelope on the floor before having to run out in tears. One of the policemen picked the envelope up and opened it. In the outside it said "To: Nobody Cares". The letter was typed and a couple of pages in length, as if the d
The Why Of My StoriesMany of my stories are dealing with death and dying, and what some people do when faced with it. I am not morbid (at least I think so), but it is hard to take the war out of my mind. I am trying to turn my nightmares into stories to get them out of my mind one at a time. Hope they don't turn people off. If you have any comments, feel free to contact me.
Ben
What You ThinkEvery time I look into your eyes all my pain just seems to go away, every time you smile its so pure that it lights up the black in my heart, every time I think about being with you I never want to let you go, the sound of your heartbeat is pulsating to my heart, your face is an expression of a thousand words, but there’s only one word that I choose BEAUTIFUL, every time I hear your voice its like a memory in my thoughts it will NEVER be forgotten, I want us to be ONE
Sweet The DesireSitting on the bed, eyes looking like a bright lit up galaxy. I move towards you, saying something soft to your skin. The hair all flowing about on your head, so wavy and wind blown, like you have lived. Been a part of distraction destruction but have always gived. Your hands on my pants, rolling your fingers across my hips, digging them into the seams of my belt. Rapidly releasing me of these covered ideas of form. Sliding your index down causing the zipper to unform it's stately place of hold. The sound is unheard just the whither of your breathe getting closer to me, exposed. This thick long dragon of vice stands up, where you are so precise with it, in your mouth. This gliding pleasure from these cherry lips and this perfect tongue sliding around to feel for a sensitive rush of blood. Sending rivers of sweet juice around me, with your communicator. Pulling your long hair up as to view your mouth feasting on this pleasure that is given to me. Touching your back, feeling your breasts
Chily Out Todayshitty ass weather here. sure does suck outside. cloudy rainy just a nasty day all around. please rate me all rates returned. iff i forget let me know.
No Excuse SundayTo make it possible for everyone to attend church next Sunday, we aregoing to have a special “No Excuse Sunday”.
Cots will be placed in the foyer for those who say, “Sunday is my only day to sleep in.”
There will be a special section with lounge chairs who feel that our pews are too hard.
Eye drops will be available for those with tired eyes from watching T.V. late Saturday night.
We will have steel helmets for those who say ” The roof would cave in if I ever came to church.”
Blankets will be furnished for those who think the church is too cold and fans for those who say it is too hot.
Score cards will be available for those who wish to list the hypocrites present.
Relatives and friends will be in attendance for those who can’t go to church and cook dinner, too.
We will distribute “Stamp Out Stewardship” buttons for those who feel that church is always asking for money.
One section will be devoted to trees and grass for tho
Letter To Proctor And GambleAN OPEN LETTER TO Mr. JAMES THATCHER, BRAND MANAGER, PROCTER & GAMBLE.- - - -Dear Mr. Thatcher,
I have been a loyal user of your Always maxi pads for over 20 years, and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core(tm) or Dri-Weave(tm) absorbency, I'd probably never gohorseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. Ican't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants.
Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from "the curse"? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my "time of the month" is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be transformed
Obama Not TrustableAlan Keyes: Government Will Stage Terror, Declare Martial Law
Former Presidential candidate gives most dire warning yet about Obama agenda
Paul Joseph Watson Prison Planet.com Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Former presidential candidate Alan Keyes has given perhaps his most dire warning yet, saying that the Obama administration is preparing to stage terror attacks, declare martial law and cancel the 2012 elections, which is why they are demonizing their political enemies as criminals and terrorists.
Keyes is best known for his performance during the 2000 Republican presidential debates, when he was accredited by many media outlets as being the clear winner during a series of debates with George W. Bush and John McCain.
“It’s obvious that they will stop at nothing,” Keyes told attendees of a reception in Fort Wayne, adding, “We may wake up one day and there’s a series of terrorist attacks, the economy is paralysed….martial law will be declared e
Ho-humMy VIP is up , guess that means I'm not special anymore :(
Victory From A Love So GrandFULL OF THINGS THAT HOLD ME INFOR MY KNEES ARE BLACK AND RUN WITH THE MUCK ALL AROUNDTHE GROUND HAS CAVED FOR THEY ARE HEAVY UPON ITS CRUSTCASTING SHADOWS RUNNING ALONG THE GROUNDLIKE A DISCPILE THE FIGURE IS DEEP IN PRAYERHANDS OUT, EYES CLOSED, MIND FOCUSED UPON THE HEAVENSHIS SHIELD AND SWORD ARE CLOSE BYJUST A REACH AWAY FROM HIS FIERY GRIPUNLIKE HIS HELMET THAT LAYS FAR OUT OF REACHIT REST HALF IN AND HALF FAR AHEAD OF HIM IT LAY FACING FORWARD WITH ITS EYELESS SIGHTPEERING OFF INTO THE DISTANCE BEYOND IT NATURAL FLIGHT SYMBOLIC OF HOW THIS WORLD CAN SWALLOW UP TONS OF CROWNSA SYMBOL OF CHANGEWHEN MEN AND METAL WERE MADE ONEWHERE THEY WORE IT UPON THEIR BROWS TO SHOW HOW POWERFUL THEY WEREWHERE THEY RUSHEC INNOCENT MEN TO THEIR DEATH WHERE THEY SIT ON HORSES UNTOUCHABLE TO THOSE BELOWWHERE THE GROUND WAS RED AND FULL OF LIFE THAT WAS ONCETHEIR HANDS WERE CLEAR AND THEIR GRIP WAS WEAKERTHAN THE DAGGERS THEY THREW INTO THIS WORLDIN NEED OF A TRUE KING, ONE WITH UNTRACEABLE, UNSPEAKA
My Many FacesI was hoping you wouldn’t careAs I padded on the colors, I was hoping you would love meAs I shouted your true nature out the windowI was hoping you wouldn’t slam that drink at meThat look in your eyes when I approach scares meAs your gaze shifts away towards the crowdMy eyes glare back asking as if how could you look awayDon’t you see me as I see you in this worldFor your clothes don’t make you who you areSo why would you stand and judge me based on a models handFor my skin is like yoursMy eyes as white as yours and they reflect just as much lightBut you walk in a cloud of dust around meMy dark colors keep you a bay, when I just want you to love meMy fingers reach out, but you slam the door crushing themWhy do I love you, for you hate me, you hate my every beingFor I choose to be who I am and you choose to be who they want youTo be…
Oldsmokeri am writtting to inform everyone that oldsmoker has passed away on april 16 so if your wondering why he is asking now you know
Robert Pattinson Scared To LoveRobert Pattinson scared to love
Friday, 24 April 2009
Robert Pattinson fears he will "ruin" prospective girlfriend's lives.
The 22-year-old star - who shot to fame after starring in 2008 vampire movie 'Twilight' - is too nervous to date in case the pressure of being seen with him becomes too much.
Click here to see photos of Rob in Harry Potter >
He said: "I'm always really worried about ruining their lives. Especially with people that aren't famous. It's such a massive change. I'm kind of a paranoid wreck."
Robert also revealed he still hasn't got used to seeing his face in magazines.
He explained to US TV show 'Entertainment Tonight': "It's getting photographed. You have people who analyse your facial expressions to the tiniest degree. So you're just trying to avoid getting photographed. You're like, 'Jesus, you can't win!' "
Robert has previously admitted he finds his new sex symbol status confusing, revealing he was never a hit with women when he was growing up.
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To Drunk To RememberEver so often the family gets together at some ones house and we have a cook out and let all the kids play, now this time it was at our house, so they brought the side dishes and anything else they wanted, we supplied the meat and beer, I have three taps built into the bar outsider, so I have lots of visitors.They got there early, so the festivities started when they got there, which meant the drinking did too.I fired up the grill, started the hamburgers, chicken, brats and hot dogs. We were all having a really good time, we threw the kids into the pool, splashed around with them and had family fun together, well at least until the oldest, Paul got a little to much beer under his belt, then he gets totally stupid, and loud.His fiancee tried to calm him down, she even took him into one of the bedroom and supposedly gave him a blow job to try to calm him, but to no avail.Eventually he passed out and the party went on, now the fiancee, Heather, she is about 5'3" cute little thing, it's fu
RealityGreenhouse Effect
As Earths lush green canopies fall.Concrete prairies and black tar rivers,liter the surface of a world;in the throws of revolution,fueled by the fires of industry.Enormous cathedrals of molten glass and metalcast shadows over the tallest mountains.Inching wheels forwardin the drag of the devils sleeve.Pistons forge steel cavernscoughing and sputtering oceans of pollution,over a planet in peril;Slowly dying from man''s machines
What Do You See?When you look at me, what do you see?
My skin, my face, or my inner me?
When I look at you, into your eyes,
I see the universe upon high.
I see the powers of genuine love.
The tenderness of a morning dove.
The melody of a newborn song.
The arms in which I belong.
The you in you is what I see,
I hope you see the me in me.
The MaskA mask of plastic happiness often covers her sadness Her beliefs hidden from most Afraid of, but willing to face the unknown Wondering where her place is in this life She has come close to sharing herself Never completely revealing anything to anyone Feelings of invisible chains corner her When she dreams, reality shatters before her very eyes Accomplishments she strives for just at hands grasp She feels lost sometimes, not yet finding her notch in this world At times the glimmer in her calm eyes slowly disappears But within her heart a silent flame burns her inside and out She roams day by day, playing roles Strength unknowingly resides in her History repeats itself once again The translucent veil she so proudly wears Little by little answers will come, pushing it aside One day there will be no more mask for her to wear One day her beliefs will be known One day she'll know her place in this life One day she will share herself ONE DAY this mask will be NO MORE
TearsThey say our tears wash away all that is old,They are the cleanser of our very souls,And when they are through, make us whole.
They stream down like the rain,Our emotions they do drain,Purifying evil demons of the past,So we may live happily at last.
To bury deep, the sadness of life,Our tears wash away all strife,That we may hold our heads on high,And never again let our demons nigh.
Our tears wash away all that is old,
Never again to shiver from the cold,That has wrought our emotional stateAnd our demons they did abate.
Her Diary/his Diary
HER DIARY:Tonight, I thought my husband was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment on it. Conversation wasn't flowing, so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed, but he didn't say much. I asked him what was wrong. He said, 'Nothing' I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said he wasn't upset, that it had nothing to do with me, and not to worry abo ut it. On the way home, I told him that I loved him. He smiled slightly, and kept driving. I can't explain his behavior. I don't know why he didn't say, 'I love you, too.' When we got home, I felt as if I had lost him completely, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there quietly, and watched TV. He continued to seem distant and absent. Finally, with silence all around us, I decided to go to bed. About 15
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Sex Story!Its really odd sometimes when I think about it as a long time married guy how out of touch you become with the sexual come ons from the opposite sex in my case. I started to notice this towards the end of last year after having a meet from another group of net friends. Some of these ladies I had chatted to on occasion in a very sexual manner hell I like cybering. So do they! It was almost the end of the day and hotel rooms had been booked when a lady some 30years my junior said,
"I have the chance to swap rooms!"
Thicky me said, "As long as you are happy in the room you are going to."
"You dont understand I want to be your room partner!"
Turned out she had used her mam's connection and played cyber fun with me and wanted to try for real even though she knew my age and could see my disability. Thankfully it was only one night we were staying I was so stiff correction all my joints were so stiff could hardly drive home. Case of extra pain killers and a huge smile!:
The Thiefjust woke up (no, not really awake) and I remember this deam:
I was in a store and when I turned away from my cart to look at some perfume some girl started searching my black purse laying in it. Once I caught her doing this she became all bitchy and was cursing at me in some unknown language. According to her skin color she looked Latin, she had black waved hair (until her shoulders) and really ugly teeth. However she got me pissed off, I grabed her and I dragged her pretty easily to the next cashier. btw in reality I would never get this violent. Then I complained about her and all the cashier told me was to let the girl go (this got me all angry). As she was heading to the cashpoints some security guards were keeping an eye on her. When the girl started so steal from ppl again the security men started secretly to follow her, one of them winked at me and smiled. It was hard for me not to laugh about this situation.
I can't really interpret this dream but it's a good thing to jus
Frienshipbestmoviestar BestmoviestarBESTMOVIESTAR
Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.
Have a great time.Sweet KissesJackie
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Missing MyselfI dont know y but i feel like i lost part of myself! If anyone can help me find it plz do cuz i just cant seem to find the light!
Tiki Beach Needs StaffAttention all my friends and family out there in fu-land, there's a new lounge opening Friday and it's called Tiki Beach. If you're interested in being staff or just a member, please feel free to contact myself or DJ Mistress Ice, u can find her profile in my family section, please get in touch with either one of us if you are interested, we really need staff badly so please dont hesitate to hit me up.
A WomenI see this Women Clad in dark, indigo denim and my entire, Accumulative Ambition as a male. The final abyss, Land of good company And the only home for me, Should be a sight mediocre when compared to this beauty (To put Beauty to shame). Honestly, it is a scientific fact that the sun rises each day only So that we may see this Morning Star and sets only so that we may not go blind from staring too long.
My eyes afire, she walks about as the Love-child of sensuality and desire and the World trembles like the very earthquake that will swallow us all. She saunters and envy spreads Like the plague Across rivers, Oceans, Mountains, Continents (And in my more lubricated dreams, My bedroom); Filling the amber fields, Salty, blue water, And women everywhere.
Clouded, Confused, We low folk with female attractions Must struggle with unfathomably strong desires and not nearly enough room in our pants as makes comfortable to sit (Though no one could help us if we were to stand).
Her hips, Giver
AddictedI can feel the smoothness of your skin My lips brush against your hair And follow the curve of your neck The same thing always brings me back here I'm addicted I can feel your heart beating so hard Your pulse I can feel at my lips I let my teeth tear at you You sink into me I'm addicted It's like floating, the feeling created You become part of me once again The moistness of your skin, the blood and just you I'm addicted My lips go to meet yours and you take yourself in The bitter-sweet taste and I'm yours again Forever addicted
Knights Honor #3Oh my heart. My fair one. Dost thou tremble, In fear? Or better, Tis it the, Sweet fruit of, Anticipation? Nay, No need to speak, My heart. I see in thine eyes, Such love and trust, It melts this Knights heart, And I tremble with thee. Vibrate with thee. As if two lutes, Strummed, In sympathy. Know my love. How I honor thee. Love thee, More, Then all the celestial lights, In heaven. More than, These poor words speak. That I seek, Forever, To find my heart, In thee. My soul, In thee. My strength, In thee. Your trust, In me. Humbles. Yet, Makes this ache, I feel, A healing balm. A calm, I surrender to. Be strong of heart, My love. As I bind thee, Find thee, Pulse to pulse, To this, Most ancient, Of regal oaks. Feel its wisdom. Upon such, Ivory flesh, As thee's. Bereft of gown, I drown, With, Love besotted eyes, In this vision, Of thy perfection. Fear not, My fair one. My hearts delight. As I blind thee, With this silk. Thy favor, Upon my joust. I seek, Only thy pleasure. Thy hearts,
To See Death Ahead Is To Chase Life Todayanother day I awake another one I am thankful for. I push past the thought of the pain and push through my day my favorite song buzzed through my head into the mystic. I look around at the petiness of people not realizing how much worse things could be for them. And yet I feel like a thief stealing one more day from what is trying to be taken from me. I will fight in my mind and against my body. I will let you watch over me for now. But the end is inevitably mine. And I will choose it for all the right reasons. I do appreciate that wisp of breeze bringing in the sweet smell of fresh blooming honeysuckle. Do others notice it does not matter. I see more of life than I wanted to at this age I am more aware of what some cannot expect to have to go through. but I can tell you this I won't waste one single minute on anger hate or disappointment or let anyone take me to a place where I lose my precious moments in time. Make everyone count. Stay above the Fray!
I Realy Do Want A New Drugi think it would be responsible for the medical comunity to recognise that there should be a class of drugs that are purely recreational, we have the technology we just need tehm to recognise that altred states or ways to feel better mentaly are just as important as antibiotics, and in doing so would be able to custom design drugs for specific feelings. with less side affects then alchol or tobaco, honestly tho, i took to much of something hopeing to get high but i got sick, and now im afraid to go to the doctor cuz they were prescription only, so ill sit here hoping i dont get too sick or disabled etc. think about it, if it were legal or we had legal choices we could go to the doctor like any other legitamate bad drug interaction!
PoetryI love to write poetry...PLANES, TRAINS AND AUTO MOBILESPlanes fly high in the sky above land afar in the distance amongst the sky one can see a plane fly high.Trains slither on their tracks, like a snake on land. moving 'bout through an' out mountainous regions that reach the sky.Automobiles roam 'bout freely; with many roads to travel one may not know where a road leads or when it will end.Planes, Trains and Automobiles take people on many journeys high in the sky; through mountainous regions an' along roads who knows when it will end.People make different choices everyday on how to view the world But there is one true way to view the world.....WITH A CLEAR MIND AND A GOOD HEART
Corrections Of PastI was reading kahil gabran when he asks almitra to speak to him of love. I cannot even imagine someone having such an intense feeling such as they did for each other and if they did surely death of one of them would lead to the death of the other just for the intense love they had for each other. Time is rushed but I cannot say what I will or won't be able to get done in time but does it matter? when your gone your gone. You may leave someone else a memory but it's never everlasting unless a reminder of some sort jogs their memory. a smell, sound or even a song. life does on. It's about keeping it to yourself and being selfish. Joseph said it was okay to be selfish. everything is slowly getting in order. less work for someone else less headache no reason to wonder why when I'm gone why I kept all those stupid birthday cards. Or just mementos that I go through now and then. it's not about the past I know now it is about the now. something so insignificant as a cricket chirp
Tonight At WorkOk I am the night manager for a hotel. I think I run a nice hotel with some uhhhh unique moments. And tonight is one of those moments. A good friend of mine is staying here tonight. He came to me earlier about some screaming and things being thrown around. I stepped out the back door and could hear someone screaming bloody muder!
I went back inside and called for help while he went to make sure everything was alright. I was standing outside talking to the police telling them what was going on. My friend knocked on the door and could hear "Stop hurting please help!!" and the door opened up....out came a 41 yr old naked man screaming!
He tried to attack my friend!! Luckly Jam was aware and jumped out of the way. The guy knocked Jam's room key or whatever he had in his hand out of his hand.
Ready for this?
The guy's room is on the 2nd floor and all our rooms open to the outside.
He leaped off the top of the stairs and land on his belly. Got up and started screaming. And throwing hims
Closing My AccountI am rarely on here anymore, so I am going to close my account.
If you really want to keep in touch with me, message me (not shoutbox!) and I will give you my email address.
WaitingWanting,lusting,to be held,to be loved,to feel warmth,to feel your beating heart.Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,heartless winds.Falling into invisible arms;into an abyss of love.Wishing,hoping,that my desires will be filled;my desires of loving warmth.Wanting to be held,comforted,loved.Dreaming of passionate embraces,of tender kisses,loving words,romantic nights.Waiting for undying love.
SomedaySomeday you'll cry for melike i cried for you.Someday you'll miss melike i missed you.Someday you'll need melike i needed you.Someday you'll love mebut i won't love you!
Tax Code IdeaOn May 5th, I sent this to Glenn Beck. I honestly don't think that he'll put it even see it but...
So, here it is. Tell me what you think.
I'm not an economist, but have asked myself, "If for some outragous reason, I were elected President, how would I fix this fiasco we're in?" My answer...
First and for most, I would suspend the US Income Tax for the first year, across the board. Let me restate that. For the first year I were President, no U.S. Citizen would pay one penny in income tax.
Second, as applies to the tax challenge, I would order a re=write of the entire tax code as it stands today. That would entail taking said code and burning it. Then, at the end of the first year institute a new tax code that would read as follows.
All U.S. Citizens would be taxed 10% or their income. This would be broken down thusly...
=====2% for a Social Security type account
=====2% for a National Health Care system that provided money to pay for Emergency Health Ca
Sick And Tiredsick and tired
dynamic
i will remain
it's my choice
not
my fault
you choose
to blame...
i claim nothing
of my own
i am nobody
maybe
you should leave
me
alone...
5.3.09
fester
Lost Wolf LOST WOLF
As the black wolf walks thew the night. He wonders what is his purpose to be here.
Just as it dont seem like it could get any darker in the black wolfs life.
The night skies get even darker.
At oen time there was light in his life.
But now there is todal darkness.
The black wolf wonders around in the fark and alone.
Alone in the drak where no one can hear his pain.
THe black wolf has relized it is safer for him to stay in the drakness of the night.
seeing how in the darkness of the night it portects him from the hurtful rays of the daylight.
For the last time he was in the rays of the day light hurt him so bad.
That the wonds still have not healed.
so it is safer in the night darkness so that his wonds are proteceted from the day light .
for the black wolf knows one more time being hurt by the rays of the day light will kill him.
Another Onei was a lost soul wondering around in the dark trying to find my way. then you came into my life. and the darkness went away. i felt like i had found what i was searching for. but now your gone out of my life and im cank in the dark not even trying to find my way. i just sit and cry out your name with tears of blood running down my cheeks. hopeing one day that my angel comes back to me and the light and the joy i felt will be back again also
Yet Another Poemi long for the day that i can hold you in my arms again. to be able to run my fingures threw your lovely hair agin. i would love to be able to press my lips agaisnt your soft lovely lips again. i even would love to be able to kiss every ench of that lovely very sexy body of your again one day. but i guess all i can do is hold onto the memories of our time together and wish and hope that one day that you will come back to my arms and let me hold you and all again one day
Nin- CloserYou let me violate you You let me desecrate you You let me penetrate you You let me complicate you Help me; I broke apart my insides Help me; i've got no soul to sell Help me; the only thing that works for me Help me get away from myself I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to God You can have my isolation; you can have the hate that it brings You can have my absence of faith; you can have my everything Help me tear down my reason Help me; it's your sex I can smell Help me; you make me perfect Help me become somebody else I wanna fuck you like an animal I wanna feel you from the inside I wanna fuck you like an animal My whole existence is flawed You get me closer to God Through every forest, above the trees Within my stomach, scraped off my knees I drink the honey inside your hive You are the reason I stay alive
Twiztid- Diemuthafuckadie!That's the shit Twiztid Twiztid we give it up wig splits Wig splits Wig splits Twiztid's givin wig splits. We cracked your head in half And what shit funny but we laugh Twiztid running this bitch for nine dash A car crash is no equivalent We far from innocent Crossing the valley and we gets ignorant. Acting belligerent on the daily Hoping that somebody insult me But I guess I'm dead wrong All by myself Fuck everyone else I'm in a hole And I can't breathe my lungs swole. Bad dreams when I sleeping Everybody constantly creeping Feelin so weak and I can't see em My conscience keep leaving me . Falling in and out Waking up with bullets of sweat and cotton mouth Them down south niggas don't know about this And niggas on the West side way too pissed. Because it's East side niggas talking hardcore shit Enough to get the North side hit, we the shit We legit like a muthafucka Chilling with million dollar peoples. Digging up graves and acting evil You looking for the sequel More like someth
Treatments 2....I went through my 4th treatment today, it sucks so damn bad. They are going to do the last one in the O.R. on the 13th of this month now tomorrow I have to go in for my chemo which sucks as well, sitting there with nothing to do an really none to talk with, anyways I can not wait till this is done and over with....
Much love always from your friend Jaime!
Thoughts...A simple kiss from her
the slightest touch
to hear her say my name
to feel her breathe upon my neck
to see the sparkle in her eyes
my life would never be the same
No one comes close to her beauty
her words are poetry each letter entrancing
I have never seen anyone this beautiful
I have never met another soul as graceful
no else can match her charm
She is not a dream
real flesh and bone
She is prettier than a rose
Nothing or no one can compare to Violets
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IM SO FUKIN MADDD...... THIS TRICK..
si sepas mi gentez.... orale contigo dia.. esta rukka llamada al yop ese yo tener un nene !?!?!?!?!?!? HELLLL NO !?!?!?!?
ella es loka.... no cabritos por yo !?!?!?!?!
"sum Freaky Shit""Let me smack that ass girl, get dat pussi workin, i know u feel me girl, get dat middle twarkin, got ya drippin wet, im that fuck'en vet, make ya moan n' cream, u think im just a dream, i do it so good, make ya scream my name, lick u up n down, girl u know my fame, im da don gotta in this sex game." "Got ya so posted, legs opened wide, u know u love me, im da 1 u confide, ill neva leave ya, u keep me wantin more, you so fine, you got me high strung, keep u locked in passion, you got dat sex appeal, if u dont know, babi in 4real, im da man that u girls talk about, i can put it on ya, like ya neva had, im ya only fantasy, ya im that good, ill make ya cum again, my sex is trump tight, let me know u care, n' ill fuck u just rite"!
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