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Tagged 12/2008
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? blondish 4. Your mother? home 5. Your father? home 6. Your favorite thing? sunset 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? vodka 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? den 11. Music? variety 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? anywhere 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? cheater 16. Muffins? banana 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? house 19. The last thing you did? cry 20. What are you wearing? robe 21. TV? sony 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? HP 24. Your life? confusion 25. Your mood? depressed 26.

My Final Goodbye
well it was nice getting to knw all of you. there was one person who i didnt mean to hurt and i was never playing games dont know where that came from so yeah i hope everyone takes care and hey i dont think im coming back to this site because well that person who thought i was playing games with really hurt me and i dont knw what else to say so hope everyone has a great day im never coming back..

Pressure 4-5... Ahh, Those Were The Days...
Check out Pressure 4-5's video for "Beat The World" here (linked cause Universal Music Group sucks balls) I just dug out my copy of Pressure 4-5 - "Burning The Process", and am falling in love with it all over again. Heavy, melodic, and the bassist plays a fretless half the time, which is pretty uncommon in rock. This shit is bringing me back to how I felt years ago, playing in a band in Redding, discovering new music, feeling the raw energy of bands like Pressure 4-5, Mad At Gravity, Floater, Dredg (before they got all lame and radio-y), 40 Below Summer, DFiVE9 (who need to come down to sac, hint hint motherfuckers!! :D ), and the countless Sacramento bands who served as my role models, being the closest "scene" to Redding. Flicker, KeepingEllis from San Jose, Misanthrope, Absent Me, Wurkt, Dead on Planet Earth, Brand X Savior, Beat Officers, Luxt, Red Top Road, Long Drive Home, Shortie... Back when I KNEW that music, playing in bands, would be my life. When I lived and br

In The Name Of Religions
12/11/2008 Dear Readers; The sad reality is that even during a waxing moon (positive) accident will happen and people will lose their lives. Many of you asked me to comment on this sad San Diego aeronautical accident and why it happened during a *good moon. First remember, on a physical level there are hundreds of unknown factors as to why the plane crashed. It seems to be a mechanical problem in this case but there are other inexplicable reasons (at list for the time being) involving the pilot's UCI and the accident itself. The same apply for the police force when someone decides to become a cop and turn out to become a bad cop or get killed on the line of duty because the soul inherited an afflicted UCI or born with a Dragon's Tail (karmic) in Scorpio (the police force). In so many of my newsletter I have literally begged the police force *elites to listen to me and my rare wisdom to save both precious lives and tax payers money but as expected nothing has never been d

Forgot To Let Some Of You Know
Long story short. Havent been on...The asshole i was engaged too...offline..and re engaged too offline...cheated again..he has a fubar cheating problem where he meets them and fucks them the next week. Lol and i found out..and sort of just stopped talking to him...and he made sure he said to me Its over..and dumped me. ahh..bye the way i'm fine. I found out she has a wedding site on The Knot...where she faked an engagement to get gifts..and heard she finds most of her victims online so Karma..he got a winner. :) love to all my fubar friends and my offline ones too xoxo :)

Tagged 12/2008
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? Moses 3. Your hair? red 4. Your mother? store 5. Your father? store 6. Your favorite thing? Ashtin 7. Your dream last night? wet 8. Your favorite drink? tequila 9. Your dream/goal? success 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? varity 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? somewhere 14. Where were you last night? Vegas 15. What you're not? cheater 16. Muffins? chocolate 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? Petal 19. The last thing you did? eat 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? sony 22. Your pets? dogs 23. Your computer? HP 24. Your life? confusion 25. Your mood? loved 2

Sometimes It's Just Too Much To Expect.
Note: I endorse neither of these foolish statements, but have seen them often about the sites. Anyone who endorses both of them will not be receiving further profile visits from me; it's the only way for me to satisfy both these unreasonable demands at once. (1) "rate every photo or stash you view." (2) "rate everything a 10/thumbs-up or don't rate it at all." Can't really do 1, and definitely will not do both 1 _and_ 2.

Are There Any Real Women Out There/
hey ladies,im sorry,i have to say gtghis to get it off my chest,but are theree any real women out there?i mean the ones how still believe in romane,not the bullshit that e ie in laying these guys feed you.is there anyone who still believe in falling in love,curling toes when you kiss,skyrockets when your eyes meet?if your out there come home to mee,because i still believe chivarly is not dead.i still believe in laying down my coat on a puddle.i just want to be,and fall in love.if this is your cup of tea talk to me.

To True Friend Named Jennie Who Will Always Be Special
you are truly one the greatest women on fubar lifes never easy but you tough it out and that shows chacter, you are truly a beautiful women insde and outside and will never forget that in words its hard say how special of a women you are but i know this you were blessed with a true heart and a great smile and sexy tat tas lol.

Tagged
ok here goes ............... AGAIN Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. 1. I squeeze my tube of toothpaste from the bottom. 2. I buy flip top toothpaste tubes but still unscrew the tops to use them. 3. I alternate my electric toothbrush and my manual toothbrush every other day. 4. Once a week I use baking soda and peroxide to brush my teeth. 5. I always brush my tongue when I brush my teeth. 6. I brush and floss AT LEAST twice a day. 7. I am very anal about oral hygiene.. 8. I put my toilet paper OVER. 9. I am a Chap Stick junkie. 10. My favorite gum is Extra Polar Ice. 11. I'm addicted to my gum. 12. I am SO ADDICTED to coffee!! 13. I'm INCREDIBLY complex. 14. I practice Reiki. 15. I c

Life
My life has had some Amazing events. I am an only child, who only met her biol. father a few times, and the last time was to make peace w/ him and to say goodbye. He passed a few yrs ago.... but I'm glad I had the time I got to spend w/ him and to know him. :) I am like him in some ways, but not going to be like him w/my family. I have had a LOT of friends in and out of my life. I am grateful for ALL of them, no matter they age, how close or far they are to me... they are ALL VERY special to me!! I like to be there for them, and they are for me. I have had some experiences working and being a patient, but i LIKED working better!! I have been through some TRYING times and REALLY good times, but haven't given up. Have wanted to give up a couple times, but .... I think that the saying that which doesn't kill u makes u stronger is VERY TRUE!! I have to say THANK YOU to god, and my fam and friends for being there for me!!! Love to all!!!

Dunno What To Do
I GET A CALLT ODAY FROM NANA'S TEACHER. FOUND OUT SHE IS BEING MEAN IN CLASS AND PUSHING SOMEONE JUST BECAUSE THE GIRL WAS IN HER WAY.. AND SHE BEEN ACTING UP ON THE BUS.. FOR PEOPLE WHO KNOW SAVANNAH THIS ISNT HER SHE IS NOT A MEAN KID.. SHE IS REALLY SWEET.. IM NOT SURE WHY SHE IS DOING THIS BU ONLY THING I CAN THINK OF IS THAT WE MOVED AND SHE ISNT COMFORTABLE WITH THIS... THE TIME FITS BEHAVIOR AND WHEN WE MOVED.. I OF COURSE TALKED TO HER AND TOLD HER IN A GENTLE TONE WE DONT DO THAT.. ITS NOT NICE TO PUSH PEOPLE.. THAT WE ARE SUPPOSE TO USE OUR MANNERS AND SAY EXCUSE ME IF SOMEONE GETS IN THE WAY AND IF SHE DOESNT LISTEN SAYS EXCUSE ME AGAIN AND THEN IF THAT DOESNT WORK TELL THE TEACHER.. BECAUSE PUSHING ISNT RIGHT... I WOULDNT EVEN BEGIN ON WHERE SHE GETTING THIS BEHAVIOR. AND SOME REASON SHE ACTING UP ON THE BUS AND PROB WILL GET WEEK SUSPENDED OFF THE BUS I DUNNO.. JUST WISH I KNEW WHAT TO DO INFORCING FAMILY PLAY TIME 3 TIMES A WEEK MAYBE THAT CAN HELP HER WITH THE MOVE TRANS

Tagged 1
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? work 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? bald 4. Your mother? sweet 5. Your father? prick 6. Your favorite thing? life 7. Your dream last night? NONE 8. Your favorite drink? water 9. Your dream/goal? health 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? live 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? bullshit 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? LOVE 18. Where you grew up? MA 19. The last thing you did? dinner 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? 3 22. Your pets? CAT 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? calm 26. Missing someone?

Military Recalls Suck
Well after doing 4yrs get to do another year via involuntary recall and get to go to Iraq again for the 2nd time well as long as the public knows that military is still making sacrifices on their behalf is all good but hey going to be bored so everyone dont fell afraid to send a message or whatever

Donations!
Donate to the Get McLovin a Bling Pack Fund now!! Just click the little button and donate any amount. Even a $1 donation will help out in the long run. Click here!! Help this poor guy out. Let's get him leveled! McSpanky@ fubar

Daddy Loves U Nat!
Throughout the months when I held you, I had always thanked God for the greatest gift of life. You mean the world to me, you are the seed of my heart, the breath of my life, the part of me I love so much. I was always afraid how life would be for you. but even more afraid how I would be with you. Could I be a good father? was the question I'd ask myself. but I knew right from the start how wonderful it will be to have you with me. that day i was so happy, the tears run down face. I glanced upon your precious beauty protecting you being my lifelong duty You are so special, i adore you so much. i dread the days when u dont need me so much

Open Minded
If you find someone you truely love, never let someone else come between you. Never give up under any circumstances. True love is ment to last forever and no matter how hard you try, all relationships eill have some problems of one form or another. I've lived most of my life hideing from love because of real bad past experiences. This is the route i don't reccomend to anyone. To wake up alone is one of the worst feelings in the world. To wonder day in and day out if true love is even real hurts more then words could ever say. Remember, One woman can love a million guys but only a REAL woman can love One guy a million ways,,,,

Tagged Again
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? POCKET 2. Your significant other? LOL 3. Your hair? STREAKED 4. Your mother? ALIVE 5. Your father? DUNNO 6. Your favorite thing? FRIENDS 7. Your dream last night? SEXUAL 8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE 9. Your dream/goal? COMPLETION 10. The room you're in? OFFICE 11. Music? VARIED 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? SOUTH 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? SUPERWOMAN 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? SUCCESS 18. Where you grew up? WISCONSIN 19. The last thing you did? WORKED 20. What are you wearing? LEVIS 21. TV? NO 22. Your pets? CAT 23. Your computer? HP 24. Your life? BUSY 25. Your mood?

Tso
So I'm not sure if this is going to work but last weekend I went to TSO and had a great time. Here are some pictures that weren't supposed to be taken TSO Concert 2008 It is all ways a good time and they allways put on a great show. the lights that go along with the story and music are great.

Break?
Been debating on if I should just disappear for a while...take a break from a lot of things. Just personal stuff I Guess.... I know I'll only pop online to do my administer stuff and crap I gotta do on some site....so I won't ignore that... Until then....I may not be around.. We'll see... I'll check messages here and all.... But yea.... I"M OUT...

No Words I Can Say For Comments You All Leave But What They Mean To Me Ty
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics" IF I COULD TAKE AND PUT INTO WORDS " WHAT MY FRIENDS ARE TO ME THEIR ANGEL'S YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THAT MEANS TO ME HUGS AND LOVE CHERIE'MARIE KNOWN AS WITCHESBREW

My Current State Of Mind...
It is going to be next to impossible to get into contact with me from now on. I'm going to be busy making the world a much worse place to live in. As I disappear down this long tunnel... I bid none of you farewell Sektion... OUT

New Leave Best To Read
ok takeing over a new leave so read if u want but dont bitch i didnt tell u first forget the whole shy nice part cause that im not gonna be next remember u dont know me and most likely will never know me the way u want to...do not say u love me if u dont and dont pretend u do i can tell when its a fake ... dont say what u dont mean ... dont try to fill my head with bullshit.... and just because u want me does not mean i want u and just because im nice doesn't mean i wanna hook up ..... i don't belong to u or anyone else for that matter .... and more then likely it will stay that way dont message me and say is this blog meant for me cause i will be a bitch and say yes .. if u like me or hate me just say so im no mind reader and i chose not to become one .... i chose to be ur friend i didnt have to and i sure as hell dont need fake ones... what i do is my business no one else unless i chose to share and at t

Got The New Albums......
if anyone want the new abk or kmk albums let me know abk is called mudface and kmk is called the green album jus hit me up on yahoo at bigblueace@yahoo.com.....MMFWCL love my ninjas and ninjettes......stay wicked and run wit a ma fuckin hatchet woop woop.....

For My Owner/family/friends!
~ForeverGodsLove=FGL=ForeverGivingLove!!! What i live by, No matter what i do, as long as i'm a good person, The Lord Will Always Love Me and Forgive Me! Feel like i've been blessed my entire life and could never give back close to what i have been given!!! Life isn't worth livin', if not givin'! No expectations here, no hate, just love...MuSh LoVe! xOxO ~AAron~

Burnnn
So the Russian chick I was hoeing out the other day actually got into my SB asking me to rate her pics cuase she had auto 11s on. Ofcourse that didn't happen, since I dont take requests. She figured if I am from the same city, I would be happy to be her...Fubar pimp? She actually thought I was going to be her friend...how naive. Whores like that make the rest of us Russian women look bad, and I think she should be grateful I'm not calling the immigration on her silly ass. Cause I can, since she is here illegally. That could be fun. Perhaps she could be part of a sex slave ring...hmmm At any rate, if you read this, I was just curious to talk to you. Nothing more, I'm not interested in associating with someone like you, nor was I ever. lol

Only The Next Stage Of Fubar!!
Fubar has been known for many things especially with music requesting songs the whole nine even now to the point of buying rounds for everyone.VIP everything but ive decided we need a new craze or a new stage to fubar i thought how could i do it then i thought Music n Videos and along with it Radio staion and games all in a search of everyone who comes in. talk to people and listen to musicor radio, no one typing play a game watch a video of anytype just by searching and i thought how would i get everything all in one with somthing to do with Fubars greatest invention yet The Online Pub so i did it i found a machine like Limewire that allows each individual person in the loounge to search for Music,Videos,radio,games (the player itself is a drunk vs sober game) of what ever that individual person wants with out playing somthing someone else might not like hearing for they wont Test it out JesterTheGreat Inc saying Try It before u Denie it. ://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid

Is Thebulldaddy One Of Your Friends?
If he isn't you really need to go Rate/Fan and Add him!! This BULL is not only handsome, he is loving, caring and one of the most sincere people I know. He is someone who I have the honor of calling a dear friend, he's a Gemini and now my FU Owner. Please take a moment and show this incredible man some love. If you don't already have him as a friend make sure you add him! (Don't forget to tell him GEM sent ya!) TheBULLdaddy This bulletin brought to you by aGEM4life

2 Yrs Annv :)
So Dec. 22nd will be my 2 year Annv. For being on Fubar/Cherrytap. I've been wanting to get a Happy Hour to celebrate. I'm accepting donations ;) Of course. Or hey, if you wanna buy it completely for your Mrs.Samm, I couldnt say no.(Unless you ask for something crazy in return) Anywho, Im excited.Still miss the CherryTap days! Still wanna get a fubar tank top. :)

Being Alone Not Bad(spoken Word)
ALONE ALONE..DAMN IT IM NOT HAVING THAT SAD SONG PLAYING. THERE EVERYBODY FOR SOMEBODY BE HAPPY IF U GOT SOME BODY.BUT DONT THORWING IN EVERY ONE FACE.THEY BE HAPPY TO TAKE THAT BODY. YOU DONT HAVE TO LIVE ALONE BUT U DIE ALONE. SO WHEN TIMES U ARE ALONE GET TO KNOW YOURE SELF AT ONCE. EVERY THING NOT YOURE FAULT IT WAS NEVER MENT TO BE.BUT TURE WIRTES LIKE MYSELF CAN REWIRTE HISTORY. I CAN SPEAK MY FEELINGS EASLY BOTH WAYS.WIRITNG IT OR SAYING.AND EVERYONE ELSE HAVE A HARD TIME EXPLAING IT. I GOTTA BE POSTIVE CAUSE NEGTIVE ALWAYS GOING BE THERE.SO WITH THOUGHTS OF HAPPNESS OUT THE SADNESS..A BLANK SMILE NO TEARS. NEVER TOO OLD OR YOUNG TO LEARN LEASSONS BOTTOM LINE BEING ALONE AINT BAD..NO MATTER IF U WITH SOME ONE YOU BETTER JUST KNOW YOURE SELF..YOURE REALLY STILL ALONE.

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? handbag 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? Deceased 5. Your father? Deceased 6. Your favorite thing? Sons 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? Coffee 9. What 1 think u dont do? Drink 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? Pop 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? moved 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? lier 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? TV 18. Where you grew up? southend 19. The last thing you did? smoked 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? Decca 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? Busy 25. Your mood? tired

Lost Soul Has Auto-11s!
Lost Soul has AUTO 11s!!! He is a great friend and is never shy about returning the rates. Auto-11s are active until 7 PM EST/4 PM fuTime so help yourselves to the points as you help him. Thank you and have a great day. Lost Soul ~greeter @ Baby Dolls~ Lost Levelers~Club United~ Rate Spankers~Rating Revolution@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

Very Sad......
We put Mom in Hospice today. The lung cancer is too far along and there is nothing that can be done. This really sucks in that Dad has only been gone for 3 years coming up in April. Too soon!!!! The holidays are upon us too and I don't really want a marker of any kind for this to happen. Please pray that she gets into January. Not sure that this will happen but I sure hope so!

237 Reasons To Have Sex
When researchers at the University of Texas asked more than 2,000 men and women why they had sex, they received plenty of interesting answers. Here are the 237 reasons they put into their published study: The person's physical appearance turned me on. The person had a desirable body. I wanted the pure pleasure. I wanted to achieve an orgasm. I wanted the adventure/excitement. The person had an attractive face. I was "horny." It's fun. The person was too "hot" (sexy) to resist. It feels good. I was sexually aroused and wanted the release. The person was too physically attractive to resist. I wanted to improve my sexual skills. It's exciting, adventurous. I wanted to experiment with new experiences. I saw the person naked and could not resist. I wanted the experience. The opportunity presented itself. I wanted to try out new sexual techniques or Positions. I wanted to experience the physical pleasure. I was curious about what the person was like in bed. I had not

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? TABLE 2. Your significant other? NONEXISTENT 3. Your hair? LONG 4. Your mother? FRIEND 5. Your father? ODD 6. Your favorite thing? SON 7. Your dream last night? NONE 8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE 9. Your dream/goal? CONTENTNESS 10. The room you're in? LIVING 11. Music? ECLECTIC 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? CONTENT 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? LIAR 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? LOVE 18. Where you grew up? LOUISIANA 19. The last thing you did? NAPPED 20. What are you wearing? PJ'S 21. TV? 4 22. Your pets? CAT 23. Your computer? LAP 24. Your life? Complex 25. Your mood? RELAXE

Never Be Afraid To Say I Love You. Mcl
Sup Juggalos, As we near the end of the year, I am noticing an increase in the loss of precious Juggalo lives. Virginia Beach recently lost a couple young ninjas to an unfortunate automobile accident. True Crime Report. com talks about a Lette who was tragically murdered. During the holiday season is a most difficult time to cope with the loss of a loved one. Difficult in the sense that these holidays are a time for family to gather around the dinner table to feast and share memories of the ending year. It is especially hard to cope with these festive occasions when you look across the table and the place that was set for your loved one is no longer being filled. I was recently asked by one parish member how does one deal with such things. It seems that towards the end of this particular year the time of the Harvest is at hand. Harvest meaning the harvesting of souls. We do not know why this occurs or how the great wheels are spun into motion which determine fate for one in

Blingbux Winners 12/10-11
THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO PARTICIPATED !!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS and WINNERS of Over 5 MILLION FUBUX!!! RACE, RACE, RACE! DANCING SNOWMAN Winners are… . Berry, Berry Pî§Çè§1971 M!£ai™ The Grand Prize Drawings for Over 5 Mil Fubux was a smashing success. And the Winners are ….. 2 million fubux ONE&ONLY SYCHO 1 mil Fubux Jason 500k Fubux RebelRose The BlingBux Folder was again another great success. With over 50 Entries, the 6 Winners of 150k FuBux Random Daily Drawing are: DAY 1 *$SexyLeeLee29$*

Just Recovered From Power Outage
Just had a power outage come back on a few minutes ago trying to catch up with comments & messages. As I haven't been quite myself the past few days. Between coughing and sneezing (yep a stupid cold), I also think the holidays coming up and not being able to get the kids much of what they really want is starting to get to me. Perhaps that's the reason my blood pressure was 144/98 yesterday when they took it at the Health Dept. But then I was a bit worked up because a county car was parked in the handicapped spot with no handicapped sign in it. But they were addressing the issue of getting another sign to post higher up on a post or railing nearby as it was snow covered that morning when the guy showed for hearing there. But it was much higher the day of the accident and they didn't keep in overnight for observation - shocking I thought for sure I'd be there till it went down more. The doctor has me on Lasix to help with the swelling in my feet, legs and keep it low but the

Followers
It amazes me how people will turn the other cheek with no compassion for human emotion knowing what this person does to other humans with no remorse of his actions! They have all seen the links to prove all of his boasts are illegitimate claims to fame, they have all caught him boasting tall tales in the lounge at one time or another, they have all seen the victims he leaves in his wake, they have all seen the false accusations he makes against his victims in retaliation to their claims, but yet they still turn the other cheek and circle the wagons for him and keep his lil' playground fantasy going so he can leave more victims in his wake! What happened to compassion for people? What happened to punishment for people who do others wrong? The law can't do much to him for the scam he is running here on the Net until' the IRS may catch up with him for unreported income for the monies he has scammed from people on here, if they ever catch on to his game! It amazes me how many people keep t

Looking For Help
I am looking for help to level up in which ever way i can i was just informed that my page was all private but for some reason all my security settings are open to everyone so if there is something wrong that not everyone can read or see let me know and i will see where the problem is

Black Rose
Found this written on some receipt paper...I used to write at my old job when I was bored, so, here it is It will take more than a shaman To find meanings in a thing so vague These premonitions perpetuated through fatalism I only consider self-esteem to be a fallacy My state of mind rooted in the subconscious Is watered through thoughts unwanted Through photosynthesis, I inherit a mental disease The one thing on which to feed, the essential poison My brain eats itself And through secretion, my dreams can yell! It has become a habit To inhabit the thoughts of others A healthy meal to ponder Though still starving as I wander Everywhere I tread is like quicksand As confidence sinks lower Still no feeble minds to feed upon Hunter becoming hunted, as others like me tread near With only the option to feed upon myself I indulge in my withering soul The will to live is built on good foundation Though my will to die stems from vanity's tempation

Found Remains 'very Strong Lead In Solving' Caylee Case
ORLANDO, Fla. -- Orange County Sheriff Kevin Beary on Thursday said human remains discovered in wooded area near the home of George and Cindy Anthony are "a very strong lead in solving the case" involving Caylee Anthony, who was last seen in mid-June.

Fu_anniversery/oracle..**spank Him Hard!
uo 11 oʇnɐ ʞɔoɹ ppıʞ ... fu Own by mzmic& dreamz@ fubar Hi My Family & Friendz, Please meet my fu_Owned DjKIDDROCK, but most importantly he's my wonderful great friend, whom I hold dear to my heart!! It's hiz Fu_Anniversary and hes trying to level for Oracle..I would love all of you to stop by and show him love and *Spank* him hard..SHH don't tell him I told ya but he luvs hiz spankingz..WOOT! Come and join us in the HideAway for a great rockin party/as KIDD RAWKS the HOUSE!!! I LOVES YA KIDD!!! **DreamZ**

Remains Of Caylee Anthony May Have Been Found!!!!
ORLANDO, Fla. -- Authorities said on Thursday that they are seeking a search warrant for the Orlando home of a missing 3-year-old girl after a child's remains were found nearby. Orange County sheriff's spokesman Carlos Padilla said that investigators cordoned off the home belonging to the grandparents of Caylee Anthony, who lived at the home with her mother, Casey Anthony, although the two often stayed elsewhere. An Orange County water meter reader found the skeletal remains of a child around 9:30 a.m. Thursday in a wooded area while taking a bathroom break near South Chickasaw Trail and Suburban Drive, less than half a mile from the Hopespring Drive home of George and Cindy Anthony, Local 6 News reported. Orange County Sheriff Kevin Beary confirmed that the skull of a child had been recovered. Deputies said it's too early to tell if the remains, which were later taken away in a medical examiner's van, are that of Caylee. Local 6 News reporter Jessica D'Onofrio confirmed th

3-year-old Tells All From His Mother's Restroom Stall.
3-year-old tells all from his mother's restroom stall. By Shannon Popkin My little guy, Cade, is quite a talker. He loves to communicate and does it quite well. He talks to people constantly, whether we're in the library, the grocery store or at a drive-thru window. There've been several embarrassing times that I've wished the meaning of his words would have been masked by a not-so-audible voice, but never have I wished this more than last week at Costco. Halfway, through our shopping trip, nature called, so I took Cade with me into the restroom. If you'd been one of the ladies in the restroom that evening, this is what you would have heard coming from the second to the last stall:..... 'Mommy, are you gonna go potty? Oh! Why are you putting toiwet paper on the potty, Mommy? Oh! You gonna sit down on da toiwet paper now? Mommy, what are you doing? Mommy, are you gonna go stinkies on the potty?' At this point I started mentally counting how many women had been in t

The Only Things I Have Left...
Disappointment, derision, and deception seem more than ubiquitous now - they are positively suffocating. The narrow edge I have traversed for some time now between madness and misery seems thinner still. Conflict storms within my head as I don't know what to do. Everyone I know tells me the same thing, as if they all shared a common handbook feeding them similar rhetoric. To be fair, they simply want to help. Yet mine is not a toil that words can so swiftly mend, is it? Perhaps the realities of a year's worth of atrocities have set in but it feels like such a delayed reaction. I woke up this morning, and realized how lonely I am. My lack of confidence, esteem, or worth precludes me from trying to alleviate it by, oh, I don't know. Directly talking to a woman perhaps? But that is the only way is it not? I was spoiled by the road and by groupies who would lift the heavy burden of cowardice from me. Though, none of them were ever interested in me. It is as my friend

Returning Veterans Battle Student Loans
Returning Veterans Battle Student Loans Stationed in Iraq, Afghanistan, and other combat zones throughout the world, our soldier-students find themselves battling universities and the student loan companies that finance them. In 2006, as a student and a Junior at WVU, I decided it was time to serve my country and do my part. In September of the same year, I went to Boot Camp. About 100 days later, during one of my rare 10 minute phone calls back home, the conversation had to be changed from how much I missed loved ones and what was going on back home to talks about student loans. Sallie Mae and Direct Loans were making sometimes twice-daily phone calls to my mother’s house. Consistently she told them that I was on military training on my way to Iraq. Still they demanded, sometimes rudely, contact information that was unavailable and money that they weren’t owed. WVU, like most other universities, have a “Civil Service” deferment status for students who decide to serve the grea

Ziggy
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Christmas
12-11-2008 Well it seems that sometimes with the holiday spirit lacking in me for the last few years I have half expected to be visited by someone telling me I will be getting visits from 3 Christmas Spirits. Honest to God I thought that lol. I guess things are not the same for me anymore. Don’t know whether that is good or not. I'm thinking it isn’t good for me anymore lol I know the day is special because it is the birthday of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. It isn’t that I don’t give a damn but I do for the people that do need it. I give to the various places Open Door Mission, Salvation Army, Toys for Tots. I forgave this friend their debt to me of $300 because it is Christmas time. But I guess I just don’t feel anything at all. Christmas time when we were children the house was full of love and laughter with all the season smells. I remember some of those from my childhood now those were some Christmases for sure. The cookie baking, the pies all the smells. Family laughter comi

Dear Dad
I passed by his son's bedroom was astonished to see that his bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope, propped up prominently on the pillow that was addressed to 'Dad.' With the worst premonition he opened the envelope with trembling hands and read the letter. Dear Dad: It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with Mom and you. I have been finding real passion with Stacy and she is so nice. But I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, tight motorcycle clothes and the fact that she is much older than I am. But it's not only the passion...Dad she's pregnant. Stacy said that we will be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Stacy has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone

The Loss
Im sitting here and I cant find the words to say right now except Im at a loss in my life. Im at a loss in which direction I need to go in or do I have the strength to take a step and continue to walk. Its true that God will never put more on you than you can stand...so why do I feel like the weight of the world is on me and Im heavy and cant hold my head up. I feel like I dont want to continue this fight called life. Instead of washing my babies lil faces Im making funeral arrangements to put them beside their grandfather. I know I am not the only woman who has lost a child and I wont be the last , but in my heart I feel like Im alone in this pain. I wont be able to hear them say their first words or take their first steps or fuss at them for breaking glass . where is the future? I have loss my hope and my faith and right now I need prayer . I need God to hold me close and never let go. To all my friends here on FUBAR I thank you for the love, I thank you for the tears you have cried

Sooo
well... lets see about 2 months ago broke up with my bf of 3 yrs ... bt were kool .. then ive been dattin this guy for a month ... lol.. hes really nice an good to my daughter! lol .. yes my daughter .. bf of 3 yrs is the father! umm no job! kinda quite kinda fired! start school in jan... umm no t sure wat else to put rite now! so later! luvs hugs drugs! lol! =P

This Is Me
Hello Im Sheila and I have 2 kids a girl and a boy. My daughter is 17 and she will graduate next year, Im so proud of her, me and her are so close. My son is 13 and hes in the 7th grade. But hes a special lil guy, you see because he is autistic and right now hes my world, Im working with him to become independent of me. Right now I have to do everything for him but hes learning that he can to things for himself and Im so proud of him for learning that, It a big step for him. If you have questoins you can ask me ok?

My Hand
ok well i was a lil late and no thanks to some really stupid person who was way to big to fit in her outfit made me even more late then i really was i was finaly able to be seen then gave me shocks in my hand and arm then they stick some needles in me and come to find out i got some nerve damage in my hand and elbow bad thing is now i cant use my left hand at all for a while my left hand is very weak again i cant pick up anything that weights alot for some time and it hurts like hell now again also i dont no when they are going to do anything abount it either no date or anything they just told me i have to wait tell my doctor see the test results ha easy for them to say they are not the ones who got this problem

Freedom
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO ; OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THE

Life The Universe And Everything
how is it that someone can work 2 full time jobs, and still not pay all the bills? i haven't had much time to do a whole hell of alot of anything but work. any one else having this problem? if you are, and it works for you, please tell me how the fuck to make this work!

Omg
He laid her on the table so white and clean and bare his forhead wet with beads of sweat he rubbed her here and there. He touched her neck and felt her breast then drooling he felt her thigh the slit was wet and all was set he gave a joyous cry the hole was wide he looked inside all was dark and murky. He rubbed his hands and stretched his arms then . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . STUFFED THE CHRISTMAS TURKEY!!!

Tagged Again!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? DESK 2. Your significant other? NONEXISTENT 3. Your hair? SHORT 4. Your mother? BITCH 5. Your father? **shrugs** 6. Your favorite thing? KIDDOS 7. Your dream last night? IDK 8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE 9. Your dream/goal? Live 10. The room you're in? OFFICE 11. Music? ECLECTIC 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? HAPPY 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? LIAR 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? LOVE 18. Where you grew up? TN 19. The last thing you did? WORK 20. What are you wearing? CLOTHES 21. TV? Nope 22. Your pets? NOPE 23. Your computer? POS 24. Your life? Complex 25. Your m

Randolph Sanders Is My Best Firend And Michelle Brown Was A Great Friend R.i.p Shelly
MICHIGAN CITY - After suffering a severe head injury in a shooting incident Monday at Normandy Village, Michelle Brown, 28, was in terminal condition at St. Anthony Memorial on Tuesday, said her sister, Elizabeth Brown. A warrant has been issued for the arrest of Randolph Sanders, 401 Pearl St., on a murder charge, following a probable cause hearing on Tuesday morning, Michigan City Police Chief Ben Neitzel said. He said Sanders had gunshot wounds in the head and the buttocks, and is expected to be in St. Anthony Memorial indefinitely. Elizabeth Brown said her sister, a designated organ donor, is being kept alive until organ recipients can be identified. Her father, Robert Brown, was at Normandy Village when the incident occurred, she said. Michigan City Police Lt. Sue Harrison, commander of the Detective Bureau, issued a statement Tuesday morning stating two officers were dispatched to 2207 Normandy Drive at 5:19 p.m. for a possible shooting. She said a handgun was recovered

Wtf?
It seems nice girls really have no place in this society if we say no we are bitches if we say yes we are sluts. If we aren't being all sugar and spice every day people get confused.And those that wanted nothin to do with the nice girl suddenly think to themselves hmmm maybe there is something there that I missed the first time around. So I'm going to tell you all that no you didn't miss anything you just didn't bother takin the time to find out!

Soldiers Gift To Us All
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A sol

Seasons Greetings
Twas the night before Christmas & all through the house everybody felt shitty even the mouse,mom at the whorehouse & dad smoking grass I'd just settled down for a nice piece of ass, when out on the lawn I heard such a clatter.I sprung from my piece to see what's the matter,when out on the lawn I saw a big dick I knew in a moment it must be Saint Nick,he came down the chimney like a bat out of hell I knew in a moment the fucker had fell,he filled all our stockings with pretzels & beer & a big rubber dick for my brother the queer,he rose up the chimney with a thunderous fart the son of a bitch blew the chimney apart, he swore & he cursed as he rose out of sight, piss on you all & have a hell of a night!

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Marshall Fucking Beck
Marshall Fucking Beck is out of Scottsdale, Arizona. They are influenced by all types of Metal and Hard Rock. A few of their songs are "A Friendly Favor Return" and " Anthem of The Black Hearted". The band has record labels with Synister Empire Records and Turkey Vulture Records. They have appeared with and or recorded with former members of Vehemence, Dying Fetus, Abigail Williams, Motorgrater, Society 1, and The Alien Blakk. They have appeared on numerous albums such as Rebirth, Descend and Reign of Vengeance. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Marshall Fucking Beck!!!!!

I Won't Argue Anymore
Something's dissapeared inside Should I try to run away If I could I would escape you I won't argue anymore I have lost the will to be Hope you don't think I'm ungrateful Why are you laughing? Is it something that I said? I don't like this place at all Makes me wonder what I'm here for Someone take this pain away Dying to see another day I don't want to be your friend Or pretend I can fit in I'm incensed I'm blown away Close the curtains, lock the door Left my notes upon the stairs In hopes you would read them Fake emotions in my head Everything I've seen and read Can't begin to find the reason Why are you laughing? Is it something that I said?

Four Christmases
So, folks, just wanted to let y'all know that I saw the movie, "Four Christmases" earlier today, which stars Vince Vaughn and Reese Witherspoon and its HILARIOUS and I would definetly recommend it but youll find that because it keeps ya laughing and makes ya want more, itll also seem really short in the hour and a half time frame that the movie takes up. Check it out though cuz its worth the time, I promise.

Little Sweet Deception
Leave me on the outside Where I can feel the rain fill up my shoes Cover me with kisses I will soon forget what I've been through Run away forever Leave me with no forwarding address Find another way Leave me in emotional undress I never wanted this I never asked you for anything Little sweet deception Take my hand and look into my eyes Father of invention Only you could make truth from lies I never wanted this I never asked you for anything

Greed
I find it absurd on how many women on Fubar are disgracing the womens rights movement. What I mean by that is that almost all the women on this site are asking for "Bling packs", or "Blasts", or "auto-11's" all in exchange for either NSFW pictures, or a promise of a shout out on the item that those men purchase for them. To me, I see Fubar as little more than a booster of self-confident for those who have little to no confidence, and I think that's fantastic. It's good to be around people that make you feel good about yourself, but to do so at the sake of showing your cleavage in every picture. I get bored seeing pictures of the tops of girls heads just so that we can see their cleavage. I tend to find myself looking at humorous pictures, or artsy pictures more so than your boobs. Now don't get me wrong, boobs are great and I wish I had a pair of my own, but have some damn respect for yourself!!! Keep your damn clothes on, and if you want to get naked and let someone pay for you to

Funny Little Happenings
I've worked with/in the computer industry for about ten years now (though it seems I'm spending more of my time blogging about crap than working lately). Most of those years were in helpdesk support, in pretty large places with a lot of users. The funny thing is I used to always get phone calls from people who say they are trying to do this or that, but it won't work. I'm a very hands on type of person, so I would normally go to that person's office, sit down, and do exactly what they were doing, and have it work. And normally I get "I just tried that!" And I don't doubt that they did, in fact, I'm pretty sure I did the same exact thing that they did. My normal response is that I'm magic, it happens all the time. And it really does, one out of three service calls I went on were fixed just by me showing up. I've even had the person's stuff start working when I walk in the room, I don't even have to touch the computer. I have no clue what causes it, and I'm pretty sure it's happened to a

I Love You Too
My friend Diana left this for me on my profile, I am so deeply touched and wanted to say thank you Monica Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You saved my life. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

Ok, Ok I'm Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? mine 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? great 5. Your father? nutty 6. Your favorite thing? guitars 7. Your dream last night? scary 8. Your favorite drink? Absinthe 9. Your dream/goal? tour 10. The room you're in? store 11. Music? passion 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? Pub 15. What you're not? lazy 16. Muffins? eat 17. One of your wish list items? beer 18. Where you grew up? Pennsylvania 19. The last thing you did? sneeze 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? DVR 22. Your pets? cats 23. Your computer? suck 24. Your life? Crazy 25. Your mood? tired 26. Missi

Flipped Chevy Blazer
so me and my ex were goin out to lunch to talk, and there was a flipped blazer on the side of the road, wtf, there was this dude stopped in the intersection takin pics with his camera phone, I looked at him like, "wtf" and he looked and smiled mischievously and I gave him a thumbs up, when was the last time you saw a blazer flipped over on the side of the road

Ok, Some People Seriously Don't Fucking Get Me
Ok, last night.... it became apparent that some of my friends don't get what my situation is. AT ALL! Living at home: Yeah? So. I still do at 25. Whats the fucking big deal? I have several friends my damn age who still do, some even a little older than me. I don't see what the motherfucking deal is about getting a place of your own is... yeah it's a place of your own, but when you're short on money [and yes, I don't work], what other alternative do you really have? In the words of Jeff Dunham's character, Peanut....NONEWHATSOFRICKENEVER! Driving: Yeah, I don't drive. Point being? I know a lot of people who don't drive yet or period, at my age or older. I'm not really ready to drive, yet. But that doesn't fucking mean I won't sometime down the line. But as of right now, I don't think I am ready to do so. Emotional Stress: Face it people, either you wanna or not, we are never ever over what someone else has done to us. People tell us to move on, but when you think about i

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Wow..to Many Thoughts
i was reading some women page..when i saw she dated younger man like 22...wtf.iam a man and im tell you this nothing worng with age...but damn..most man are not mature..but i get what she saying like old men cant hang???. im let a women know it's a down side in dating younger men.you have nothing in common but one thing...and why u would want to train some one. this a short thought on that subject..my self i enjoy older women..some young women ok..but when u start talking about 80's stuff..and they say there was a kid..lol peace tyvm for mybe two or three people who read ,y blogs and mums.

Getting Even
A little joke that was sent my way. Enjoy :D ---------------------------------------------- One December day we found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny, and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her so we put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. We didnt know what to call her so we named her Pussycat. The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband (the complainer) said, OK, but dont forget to wash her, she stinks. He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (me) that wanted the dirty cat, not him. My husband and my Vet dont see eye to eye. The vet calls my husband El-Cheap-O, and my husband calls the vet El-Charge-O. They love to hate each other and constantly snipe at one another, with my husband getting in the last word on this particu lar occasion. The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, w

When It's Time To Go To Bed, It's Time To Go To Bed
Sarah’s one-liner upon our getting home from last night’s Singing Christmas Tree and after eating what we bought at McDonald’s just cuts to the quick! Both Martha and I would have loved some extra shut-eye, but she had to work at Wal-Mart today and I’m not quite the deep sleeper unless I have to be. Today is my thirty-seventh birthday, but I got my presents last night when we got home from Minot First Assembly of God’s annual Christmas choir singing and dramatic presentation. It’s a lot of fun and very poignant without being preachy. Last night what especially struck me after I arrived since the kids were already there with their aunt Mary, Martha’s parents Robert and Sharon, and their aunt Margaret and her three kids. After Sarah saw me arrive (Martha worked late shift at Wal-Mart) she wanted to come with me instead of stay in the church nursery with Jeffrey, Josceline, and the other kids. On one trip back from the bathroom – and she asked me to go both times, that’s a plus –

The Old Man On The Porch
Every month when I pay my utility bills (I pay them in person because they actually charge to pay online, what strangeness) I take the same route. Electricity, Water, Cable. Between the power company and city hall is this older house, it looks a little rundown, but there is always an old man sitting on the porch. He looks to be in his eighties, maybe even nineties, and he's just always sitting there rocking in his chair, watching the world go by. I've been doing this for about a year now, so I've seen him every month for a year. The first couple of times I don't think I even really noticed, but as time went on I kinda started looking for him just to see if he would be there. I thought that would be kinda neat, just to be able to sit and watch people go by and see the world move around you. I have a fear though, what if he is lonely? I wondered today when I passed by him if he has family, and do they come see him? Are his friends still alive? I'm not sure, but these questions just k

Teron Nash And Lowana Holland Nash
Hello Fubar, I am Thickndaazz4ya. My brother and My My sister-in-law just lost there children. December 10,2008 11:46pm At Baylor Hospital in Dallas Texas. Lowana went into labor with the twins on the highway from Monroe Louisiana alone heading to Dallas Texas. They made it Texas but they has to stabilize her and transport her to her doctor in Dallas. Lowana was scared beyond belief I talked with her until it was time for her to deliver. The conversation between her and my brother killed me knowing she was there and he was here. He was trying to get to her there and had no means and the weather was bad here. I felt helpless, For once I couldn't help either of them. The babies were Born Stillborn Twins a Boy weighing at 4 lbs. and 8ozs, and a Girl weighing at 5 lbs. and 3 ozs. I want to first say to my brother Teron (MrKeepItReal) I Love you with all my heart, and there is nothing I wouldn't do for you. You are my brother and you have even been there for my giving birth to my so

Ugh
Sometimes bitter people really need to find better things to do. I've been a member on another site for years (about 4-5). I've had my share of haters on here and I've dealt with them on MY profile. I've never been one to feel the need to hide behind a fake profile to attack someone on that site. I figure whatever I have to say to you...I'll say as me. So with that being said. There are some people on that site who think they are so cool. They attack and rip on anyone for no reason really. Just because they feel the need to. They've done it before and it's okay for them. Granted with that comes some ass kissers who are like yay!! Get them! Rip on them! And believe anything these people say even when there is no proof to what they claim. The one is just beyond bitter. She's a big girl which hey nothing wrong with that cause lord knows I ain't skinny. So she's one of the main ones who rips on people and has recently. So on a message board someone decided to rip o

They Call Me Mr. Pig!
Now I know that ALL men's minds don't work like mine, but a great percentage won't admit to it (the rest are gay), but what I learned about meself can be attributed to one of my hobbies and that's boar hunting. A boar and I have a lot in common... 1: Don't really care who's it is, we want a piece, even if we already have a piece of our own already (read into that as much as you need to). 2: A boar will pass up mating for food (I'm guilty of this one. Can't even count how many times in life I've been busted at the fridge chowing down at midnite when I'm being called back to bed). 3: A boar will pass up food for a fight (Guilty again! I've had to put my food down at the bar when my friend doesn't have the money to back up his skill in pool and help dish out a little peace and quiet). 4: A boar doesn't appreciate what an object's use or function is (like a beaver dam), it's first instinctive action is to try to figure out how to break it (Guilty! Got dragged into a museum and the firs

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? nope 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? deceiced 5. Your father? deceiced 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? yummy 8. Your favorite drink? diet 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? variety 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? sleeping 15. What you're not? slutty 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? camero 18. Where you grew up? Oklahoma 19. The last thing you did? lunch 20. What are you wearing? slacks 21. TV? nope 22. Your pets? love 23. Your computer? awesome 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? s

Come On Have Some Fun
Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? DESK 2. Your significant other? AHAHAHAHA 3. Your hair? healthy 4. Your mother? HOSPITAL 5. Your father? home 6. Your favorite thing? CHOCOLATE 7. Your dream last night? yeah! 8. Your favorite drink? JUICE 9. Your dream/goal? LOVE 10. The room you're in? OFFICE 11. Music? variety 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? BEACH 14. Where were you last night? Asleep 15. What you're not? GRUMP 16. Muffins?OK 17. One of your wish list items? CHOCOLATE 18. Where you grew up? CALI 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? ALL 22. Your pets? DOGS 23. Your computer? OK 24. Your life? YAY 25. Your mood? HUMMMM 26. Missing someone? yes 27. Favorite St

Butterflys!!!
BUTTERFLY A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further. So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly. What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the but

Day With A Gay
Yesterday, December 10, was "Day Without A Gay." Which makes today just another Day With A Gay. -le sigh- Day Without A Gay was a lovely chance to see what a workplace could be like without the omnipresent gays around, forcing their gay ways on us, making us think about lesbian sex and orgies and fashion and whether these assless chaps make my butt look big. I jest, obviously. I think about those things whether gay people are around or not. I'm a little creeped out, though, by the Day Without A Gay. The website touting it suggests that people should "Call in Gay!" and then volunteer their time to do things to promote stereotypically gay things like "equal rights." In gay orange font, however, we are informed that "you are encouraged not to call in sick to work. You are encouraged to call in "gay"--and donate your time to service!" Pray tell, in your HR manual, is there a section detailing absence policies related to gayness? I see the one about sickness. There'

Help Me Level To Godmother Pretty Please!
Do You Know This~*~Bad Girl~*~?Well You Should! She Needs Our Help Leveling! Let's Get Her Leveled!She Needs To Level To GODMOTHER! She Will Give All The Love She Can Back!!! She's BELOW 1 Million now to level! Let's get her there! VAMP MORTICIA~@ fubar

When Tommorow Starts Without Me
A DEDICATION TO THE MOST AMAZING WOMAN TO EVER GRACE THE EARTH... MY MOTHER. VIVIAN MAUDE BURDICK-GOEBEL NOVEMBER 26TH 1940 - APRIL 25TH 2008 I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER MOMMA. ---- When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an Angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much yet to do, it seemed almost impossible,

Show Bounty All Your Love!!!
Today a wonderful person who is in my family has auto 11's on and it would be great if you could go to his page and show him all the love that you can give to him. Bounty is a very selfless person that gives to others and never asks for anything himself, so even if you have five minutes to spare, please hit him up:-)

Tag, Your It!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nunya 2. Your significant other? question 3. Your hair? curly 4. Your mother? work 5. Your father? school 6. Your favorite thing? you 7. Your dream last night? him 8. Your favorite drink? sunkist 9. Your dream/goal? happy 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? variety 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? sleep 15. What you're not? arrogant 16. Muffins? Yes 17. One of your wish list items? snow 18. Where you grew up? mountain 19. The last thing you did? almond 20. What are you wearing? blouse 21. TV? cartoons 22. Your pets? cat 23. Your computer? someone 24. Your life? confused 25. Your mood? fussy 2

Holidays Are Here
Ok im going to write this dont care what anyone thinks but i dont beg for shit if someone wants to give me a vip bling whatever im not going to begg you do it because you want to not because i say so now that the holidays are coming up ppl now are asking for this stuff i think its tacky idk maybe its just me like i said or didnt im just ventin ty for reading this

Keep Dec 26th Open To Come To My Bday Bash
This is where I am going to celebrate my birthday FRIDAY, DECEMBER 26, 2008 Gold Cup 12747 Northwest Fwy Houston, TX 77092-2401 Phone: (713) 460-0171 It's my 41st Bday. We are thinking of starting at happy hour and staying until about midnight. I am trying to get deals on door and drink discounts for my guests. TIRED OF YOUR REAL FAMILY? COME PARTY WITH ME!!

Portland, Or
there must be a good spot around PortLand, OR. After getting two poor responses on the DOLPHIN club there must be a good one. We have thought of EXOTICA in Portland... has anyone gone to this club and what kink of response do you have about EXOTICA. Did you like the dancers, the drinks, the customer service...etc. 36d hugs, Dawn

Stranger Than Strange
i have never ever spoken to this person before. remember this.. on a pic involving my ass: wow i would love to eat out of that ass in my shoutbox: your feet are so sweet boo have a great night you sexy thing in my messages: "......anad i am in love with you , you are the most beautiful girl i have ever seen , Honestly" and there's more, but you get it. what a fucktard

One Word
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? my desk 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? work 5. Your father? RIP 6. Your favorite thing? sex 7. Your dream last night? lotto 8. Your favorite drink? alcohol 9. Your dream/goal? Stable 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? variety 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Africa 14. Where were you last night? sleep 15. What you're not? drunk 16. Muffins? nah 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? projects 19. The last thing you did? this 20. What are you wearing? slacks 21. TV? drama 22. Your pets? snake 23. Your computer? love 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? whateva 26. Miss

Ez Steps To Making A Salute
**Step 1: Find a marker and a plain piece of paper..(or something to write with/on) **Step 2: Go to Your fubar homepage (what u see when you log in) **Step 3: Write the following Legibly.... --Your Username: This is whatever name you use here on the fu...(Ex: Mine is .::E::.) --Your user Id: You can find this number directly under your 'buzz bar' on your homepage... --Fubar Rocks! (You may vary this to your liking but just remember Your salute HAS to have fubar or fubar.com on it somewhere in order to be approved)...Also, no profanity or nudity is allowed for salutes... **Step 4: Once you have completed the above steps... Take a picture of yourself....Holding the paper where everyone can see it and you.. You should take more than 1 pic to use.. (2 or 3 is sufficient...NOTE: No black and white photos will be approved)...Upload the pics to your computer.... **Step 5: Go to your 'My' tab from your homepage...Then to 'Photos'...(If you have created more albums, make sure you are in

"hell?"
The way I look at it this life is just a warm up of things that are yet to come. Everybody says that hell is on earth, well I am not going to argue with that philosophy. But, I am going to tweek it a little. "HELL": defined as a place of eternal torment and pain. If you agree with the stereotypical one, lots of flames and a pitchfork carrying, horned guy. But if you actually dive into true scriptures (and I don't mean the edited and torn apart bible either) you will find that everywhere "hell" is mentioned it is really listed as "Shoel" or grave. So yes hell is on earth, but it is more so than you think. As fat as this life being a warm up, I want you to follow a little logic train with me. One, look in any and I mean any religious doctrine and you will see resurrection mentioned. And christianity is no exception. It was mentioned repeatedly and even shown in visions to ezekiel. As a matter of fact look in revelations and you will see it there a few times. And for those skeptics

I'm Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bedroom 2. Your significant other? work 3. Your hair? healthy 4. Your mother? work 5. Your father? nc 6. Your favorite thing? music 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? water 9. Your dream/goal?move 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? variety 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? ehhh 14. Where were you last night? sleep 15. What you're not? bitchy 16. Muffins?sure 17. One of your wish list items? move 18. Where you grew up? everywhere 19. The last thing you did? eat 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV?reality 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? love 24. Your life? good 25. Your mood? blah 26. Missing someone

Merry Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, som

Fried Deviled Eggs
Ingredients • 1 dozen eggs • 1/4 cup mayonnaise • 1 tablespoon Dijon mustard • 1 teaspoon fresh lemon zest • 1 tablespoon chopped chives • Dash hot sauce • Salt and freshly ground black pepper • 1 cup all-purpose flour • 2 eggs, beaten • 1 cup panko crumbs • Parsley, for garnish • Peanut oil, for frying Directions Add the eggs to a large saucepan filled with cold water. Bring to a boil. Remove from heat and let sit in the water for 14 minutes. Peel the eggs and slice lengthwise. Remove the yolks to a bowl. Add the mayonnaise, Dijon, lemon zest, chives, hot sauce and salt and pepper. Mash the yolks together with a wooden spoon. Taste and adjust seasonings, if needed. Fill the egg yolk mixture into the egg whites. Heat oil in a deep-fryer to 350 degrees F. In a medium bowl, add 1 cup of flour and season with salt and pepper. In another bowl, beat the eggs, in a third bowl, add 1 cup of panko. Dip the eggs into the flour, then the egg and finally into t

Song For Caylee
I am so ANGRY right now. I cannot understand how a mother can do such horrible things to such a precious gift. fox news has reported that they have found Her. please take time to hug your child today and tell them you love them. and never forget the little girl who has stole america's heart. PLEASE DON'T RATE THIS BLOG. JUST LEAVE COMMENTS OF LOVE FOR LITTLE CAYLEE.

Fun Things To Do In A Bathroom Stall......
1. Stick your palm open under the stall wall and ask your neighbor, "May I borrow a highlighter?" 2. Say "Uh oh, I knew I shouldn't put my lips on that." 3. Cheer and clap loudly every time somebody breaks the silence with a bodily function noise. 4. Say, "Hmmm, I've never seen that color before." 5. Drop a marble and say, "oh shoot!! My glass eye!!" 6. Say "Darn, this water is cold." 7. Grunt and strain real loud for 30 seconds and then drop a cantaloupe into the toilet bowl from a high place six to eight feet. Sigh relaxingly. 8. Say, "Now how did that get there?" 9. Say, "Humus. Reminds me of humus." 10. Fill up a large flask with Mountain Dew. Squirt it erratically under the stall walls of your neighbors while yelling, "Whoa! Easy boy!!" 11. Say, "Interesting....more sinkers than floaters. 12. Using a small squeeze tube, spread peanut butter on a wad of toilet paper and drop it under the stall wall of your neighbor. Then say, "Whoops, could you kick

Treasure The Keepers In Your Life...
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships ... And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging Parents and Grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know.

Explain The Absence.
Oh, my god, life is Awesome. I have a social life ^^ Some of you know I used to go to Rocky faithfully when Hollywood was open. In fact, I was at the last show ^^ Kala, Ducky, and I were minions, we were like mini-casties. We were friends with most of the cast, and so we got to sit up front and hang out and it was awesome. Well, I hung out with dale mostly, i was too shy to hang with others. Kala and ducky went nude hot tubbing, however. *shrugs* I'm just too self-concious for that. But, anyway, I digress. Back when I fisrt started going, I got on Ducky's page and saw she had ALL the casties. So I added them. chatted them up. One was brad. our host. He has God status amongst us. Well, we didn't talk for about a year. I was online at Jeremy's one afternoon when i had been kicked out, and I had forgotten he played WoW. So we chatted about that, I told him about Mana Pots (best. drink. EVER) from Hot Topic and he asked "Oh, which HT you by?" I told him.

My New Website
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Santa And The Soilder (repost)
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TENSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE NO STOCKINGS BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DDREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE,CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PUCTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THERSE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUN

Who I Am
I am a real person who has a lot of opions and they don't always matter. I have a few good friends and they mean the world to me. Idahoredneck and I are happily married and planning on another baby. What you see is what you get with me and I am not ashamed of who I am.

Back Down To Fighting Weight
Alright Dammit, Check it Out. I've been putting if off for a few years, but this year I'm sticking to my resolution to lose weight and get back into shape. I haven't completely slipped, but I'm getting a little chubby. My goal is to go from 255 to 225 before my birthday in August. Sounds like a long time, but I tend to get lazy - between travelling for work, my love of Burger King and Sundays doing nothing. So my plan is to document my excursion here through photos, but I have to bring myself to post the before photos. Who has some good weight loss advice or tips?

Dream Trip
So I have been talking for about a year now to Katie about taking a trip around the world to all the AJ Hackett Bungy Jumping sites and I finally started to plan it out, I know it won't be for a few years still, but I set up the order of stops (8 stops total) and am looking into pricing for flights if it were to happen in the next year just to get a ball park range. I also have some Asia miles saved up from when I went to Hong Kong last year, they arent much but any little bit of savings will help. So if anyone has any money saving tips or air miles they would liek to donate to Katie and I it would be great, or if anyone wants to join us. Here are the stops we will be making in order: Queenstown, New Zealand Auckland, New Zealand Cairns, Australia Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia Macau (via Hong Kong) Bali, Indonesia Germany (he has a mobile station so not sure where yet) Normandy, France (via Paris) I am hoping to make this a 3-4 week trip, not spend

Gone For 3 Weeks
Dear friends (whoever actually does read my shit) This sunday i will be travelling to London. Im gone for 3 weeks for my international studies. I should be back somewhere around the 6th of jan. I wont be online much there seeing as i really will be focussed on my studies. So if we dont speak have a merry christmas and a lovely new year.

A Tale Of Two Cities...
Ok, not really a tale of two cities, but I couldn't think of a snappy title. I think this will be a continuation of my relationship series :P About 4 years ago I was in a pretty rough place in my life. I had moved back home after my first year of college because where I was going was just too expensive to pay for, and I had left the Air Force and they weren't paying the bills anymore. I started going to a college about an hour from where I lived, I had a job working at a prison in their IT department, about an hour from school and home. So, every morning I'd wake up at 6 AM, get in my car, drive an hour, go to class for about three hours, drive an hour to work, work till 5 then drive another hour home. I did this process for a long while, and it was OK at first, but it really started dragging me down. About this time I hit what I call a depression. I'm not sure what it was, but for about three weeks I didn't want to do anything. I'd stay up very late, playing around on the computer,

December 16th
Winter Break Bash!! Tuesday, December 16th Birdy's Bar & Grill -2131 E. 71st Street Indianapolis, IN 46220 Come check my boys B Real and MC Big Tid hittin the stage. Also on the bill: A.C.E. O.N.E. Son of Thought Sho 7 Hosted by DJ Ashley Ross Should be a great show with lots of talent on the stage. $5 Cover Show starts at 8:30 I'll be there and you should be too!

Re-doing Dis Blog Cuz Of Da Harassment
dey is harassing me cuz i been watching them Hi There is a group forming calling themselves "TruRaters" they are downrating people using this as an excuse that they have a choice but they are spreading hate cause my dave commented one of them in sb as to that they dont know who they are downrating when they downrate artwork and then they attacked him rated him "1" then "7" then back to a "1" if thats not hate what is ? There is a mumm asking people to join and they have a lounge too The lounge: http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=62402 The mumm to asking to join up is : http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=484542 We need to send them a message click on link go to their page dont do anything but block them. just blocking them so you give them no points If you downrate them too they get points Following are links to their page then block them thats all You wont miss them http://fubar.com/user/2226275 http://fubar.com/user/2253376 http://fubar.com/user/2259340 Send them

Real Life Story...
I ordered a new camcorder online. I left the previous one with x-wife during divorce because I knew she would have more time to film kids then I would and that is what I bought it for… Now I have grandkids popping up all over the place and want to start filming them… The place I ordered it from DBuys.com btw, sends me the tracking info and it is scheduled to be delivered on the 10th… I stayed home till 2pm and FINALLY called UPS to say how can I schedule an AM delivery? The man on the phone said wait till he leaves the “Tried to deliver” slip today and try to schedule it… I left for work… While going to work I was thinking there is a chance Princess ( my wife ) might get home form work in time to get the package and I will have it finally. I told myself I would call her at lunch time.. Well lunch time varies by my job assignment in the Hospital and last night as luck would have it, I got the last lunch – 10pm… I call Princess and ask her if the UPS guy dropped off

Typical Nut Ball
You will find a pic of a conduct violation in my pics that should be entertaining if you are twisted enough. ANOTHER FUN DAY AT WORK! Heres the link http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=828519&albumid=1376548&i=1733154987

Thursday. Dec. 11
He is getting better with each day. His speech is getting better and the speech therapist says that he will better in about 3 months. My husband says in 2 mos. His neurologist wants him back on Jan 19tb. He is now on some pills to get him better. He had a MRA which looks at his veins and arteries of the brain and all is good. He goes back to speech therapy at 11:30 tomorrow. He is getting more stable on his feet too. I cannot wait til he is back.

Away
For all my friends who chat with me, I will be away from sunday the 14th until tuesday the 23rd. If you really want to stay in touch during that week. come to yahoo messenger. My ID is markiephx or email me at markiephx@yahoo.com I will have messenger and email on my cell phone. If you want, I can even take a couple pics and email them to you. and if u want to have a phone chat, email and let me know. I will give u my number. xoxoxoxox Mark

Ying Yang Cookies
Ingredients 1 tablespoon dry yeast 1 cup milk 1/2 pound (2 sticks) unsalted butter, room temperature 1 3/4 cups sugar 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract 1/4 teaspoon lemon extract 2 1/2 cups cake flour 2 1/2 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 teaspoon salt vegetable cooking spray (not flavored) Directions Add dry yeast to warm or room-temperature milk, let stand for 20 minutes. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F. Cream the butter and the sugar until light and fluffy. Slowly add and combine the yeast mixture, and the extracts. In a separate bowl whisk together the cake flour, all-purpose flour and salt and gradually add them to your mixture. Caution: Do not over mix, but make sure to keep your mixture homogenous. Prepare a cookie sheet with pan spray and drop spoonfuls of dough 3 to 4 inches apart. Bake until the edges begin to brown, 20 to 25 minutes. Let cool to room temperature before decorating. Ganache: 1 1/4 cups heavy cream 1 pound good dark ch

Snowflakes
Ingredients 1 cup butter, softened 1 cup sugar 2 large eggs 2 teaspoons vanilla extract 1 teaspoon almond extract 3 1/4 cups all-purpose flour 2 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt Edible Paint Icing, recipe follows Garnish: silver dragees, sugar pearls, sparkling sugar Directions In a large bowl, beat butter and sugar at medium speed with an electric mixer until fluffy. Beat in eggs, vanilla and almond extract until combined. In a medium bowl, combine flour, baking powder and salt. Gradually add to sugar mixture, beating until smooth. Wrap dough in heavy-duty plastic wrap, and refrigerate 1 hour. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Line 2 baking sheets with parchment paper. On a lightly floured surface, roll out dough to 1/4-inch thickness. Cut with assorted snowflake cookie cutters and place 2 inches apart on prepared baking sheets. Chill dough 15 minutes. Bake for 10 minutes, or until edges are very lightly browned. Let cool for 2 minutes on baking s

12.11.08 - Chevelle - The Clincher (this Should Be U)
SONG VERSION BELOW The Clincher - Chevelle VIDEO VERSION BELOW Chevelle - The Clincher - LYRICS BELOW Touch I'll stand for nothing less Or never stand again These are the limits when one's buried This body's left the soul Could we have known Never would I, helped to nail down Careful of drifting off Now losing taste and touch Turning a pale blue leaning in to say This body's left the soul The brain needs oxygen Can't sneak around this bait His catacomb has got me by the chin This body's left the soul Could we have known Never would I, helped to nail down With nothing to gain Here's the clincher, this should be you Now saturate [x4] and touch Now saturate [x3], the earth Now saturate [x3], the earth Could we have known Never would I, helped to nail down With nothing to gain Here's the clincher, this should be you Made cold and crippled This happened to be never changing Holding inside, the phobia viewed Made cold and crippled

Midsummernight's Dream...v,i
If we shadows have offended, Think but this, and all is mended, That you have but slumb'red here While these visions did appear. And this weak and idle theme, No more yielding but a dream, Gentles, do not reprehend. If you pardon, we will mend. And, as i am an honest Puck, If we have unearned luck Now to scape the serpent's tongue, We will make amends ere long; Else the Puck a liar call. So, good night unto you all. Give me your hands, if we be friends, And Robin shall restore amends.

Oh Santa Thank You
In the spirit of the season, I changed my location today to the North Pole. I think Santa will let me know when I find the right pole. He said something about a mistletoe belt. I luv being Santa's lap warmer

For Our Military Men & Women...
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A sol

12.11.08 - Norman Greenbaum - Spirit In The Sky
SONG VERSION BELOW Norman Greenbaum - Spirit in the sky.mp3 - LYRICS BELOW When I die and they lay me to rest, Gonna go to the place that's the best When they lay me down to die, Goin up to the spirit in the sky Goin' up to the Spirit in the sky(Spirit in the sky) That's where I'm gonna go when I die(When I die) When I die and they lay me to rest, I'm gonna go to the place that's the best (Music Interment) Prepare yourself, you know it's a must Gotta have a friend in Jesus, So you know that when you die, He's gonna recommend you to the Spirit in the sky (Spirit in the sky) Whoa he'll recommend you to the Spirit in the sky That's where you're gonna go when you die(When you die) When you die, and they lay you to rest, You're gonna go to the place that's the best (Music Interment) Never been a sinner, I've never sinned, I've got a friend in Jesus So you know that when I die, He's gonna set me up with the Spirit in the sky Whoa, set me up

Lovers N Friendship
Love starts with a Smile, Grows with a Kiss, And ends with a Tear Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you Good Friends are hard to find, Harder to leave. And impossible to forget U can only go as far as U push Acttions speak lounder than words The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else! Don't let the past hold U back, you're missing the good stuff Life's short. If you don't look around One in a while U might miss it. And might even diss it A best friend Is like a 4 leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have sum people make the world special just by being in it. Best Friends are the siblings God forgot to give us when it hurts to look back, and u're scared to look ahead U can look beside U and Ur best friend will always be there for U. True Friendsshitp "Never" Ends. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like stars U don't always see them but U know they are always there. Don't frown

Crying Before 8.30 In The Am
Not sentimental huh? yeah you are fucking banannas! So I find my ex-wife in the MS system. Wow, she looks great! Dropped her a note and we are catching up. She accepted me to her friend's list. I go to view her photos. In a folder titled friend's that I miss, I find two of me -- one with her amazing daughter and one of us together at our favorite gay bar...I started crying... Not the loud boohoo wail, but the slow tricking tears with the hard breathing...Will hears this and asks what is wrong..."Oh it's stupid," I say...his reply, "If you are crying it is not stupid" [he can tell when I am crying about something that really hurts me] and comes to see what is making me cry. First he compliments my red hair. Seems he thinks I do make a pretty red-head, which is great since I am in the process of ridding myself of the black to go back to it. Then he hugs me to make me feel better, but I can't stop the tears... Until I hear from my new trainee in Cali. This cute young mohawk

For All Women!!!...this Is An Alert!!!!!
Please Inform all your Female Friends !!!!! A woman at a bar on a Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who, according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes, along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood and Progesterex, essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug is now being used by rapists at parties to rape AND sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girl's drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't get pregnant; she won't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drug's effects ARE

Butter Pecan Turtle Bars
Ingredients: * 1-3/4 cups flour * 1 cup brown sugar * 1/2 cup butter, melted * 2 cups whole pecan halves * 1 cup butter (no substitutes) * 3/4 cup brown sugar * 2 cups milk chocolate chips Preparation: Preheat oven to 350 degrees. In large bowl, combine flour and 1 cup brown sugar and mix with fingers. Stir in 1/2 cup melted butter until the mixture looks like cornmeal. Pat evenly into a 13" x 9" baking pan. Sprinkle pecans over crust. In a small saucepan, combine 1 cup butter and 3/4 cup brown sugar. Cook over medium heat, stirring constantly, until mixture boils for 1 minute, combines, and looks syrupy. Drizzle evenly over the pecans. Bake bars 17-22 minutes until bubbly over entire surface. Remove from oven. Sprinkle immediately with milk chocolate chips and cover with foil to trap heat. Let the chocolate melt for a few minutes, then remove foil and swirl a knife through some of the chips to marble. Don't try to spread the chips over th

Fancy Greenbeans
Ingredients: * 2 cups fresh green beans, trimmed * 2 cups fresh yellow wax beans, trimmed * 1/4 cup chopped onion * 1/4 cup butter * 3 Tbsp. pine nuts or cashews, toasted * 1/2 tsp. dried tarragon leaves * 1/2 tsp. salt * dash pepper Preparation: Place green and yellow beans in heavy saucepan and add water to cover. Bring to a boil over high heat, reduce heat to medium and cook for 8-10 minutes until beans are tender. Drain well in colander. Add all remaining ingredients to beans and cook over medium heat for 1-2 minutes to melt butter and blend flavors, stirring constantly. Serves 8

Dinner Rolls
Ingredients: * 1 cup whole milk * 2 pkg. dry yeast * 1/2 cup butter, melted * 1/4 tsp. salt * 1/4 cup sugar * 2 eggs * 4-1/2 to 5 cups flour * more melted butter Preparation: Warm the milk in a small saucepan over low heat. Mix 1/3 of the milk with the dry yeast in a small bowl and let sit until bubbly, about 15 minutes. In a large bowl, combine remaining milk, melted butter, salt and sugar and beat until the sugar is dissolved. Then add the beaten eggs and bubbly yeast. Add flour, 1/4 cup at a time, beating on high speed of stand mixer. This step should take at least 5 minutes. When the dough gets too stiff to beat, stir in rest of flour by hand, if necessary, to make a soft dough. Turn out onto floured surface and knead for 5 minutes, until smooth and satiny. Place dough in greased bowl, turning to grease top. Cover and let rise in warm place until light and doubled in size, about 1 hour. (I have also covered the dough well and placed

Sour Cream Cherry Fruit Salad
Ingredients: * 2 (16 oz.) cans Royal Anne cherries, drained, reserving juice * 20-oz. can crushed pineapple, drained, reserving juice * 1 Tbsp. unflavored gelatin * 3-oz. pkg. cherry Jell-O * 2 (3 oz.) pkgs. cream cheese, softened * 1 cup sour cream * 1 cup chopped celery * 1/2 cup slivered almonds, toasted Preparation: Combine reserved juice from canned fruit and measure. Add water, if necessary, to make 2 cups. In small bowl, soften unflavored gelatin in 1/2 cup of this fruit juice for 1-2 minutes. Heat in microwave for 30-60 seconds, or until gelatin dissolves, stirring once during cooking. Set aside. Bring remaining 1-1/2 cups juice to boil in medium saucepan. In large bowl, dissolve cherry Jell-O in this boiling fruit juice. Set aside to cool slightly. In another large bowl, beat cream cheese until very soft and fluffy. Add sour cream and beat well until smooth. Add 1/2 cup of the dissolved cherry Jell-O gradually and beat until smooth

Carrot Pineapple Salad
Ingredients: * 1 envelope unflavored gelatin * 1/2 cup reserved pineapple juice * 1/3 cup sugar * 1/4 tsp. salt * 1 cup boiling water * 1/4 cup lemon juice * 1/2 cup chopped pecans * 8-oz. can crushed pineapple, well drained, reserving juice * 2 carrots, coarsely grated Preparation: In large bowl, sprinkle gelatin over reserved pineapple juice and let stand 2-3 minutes. Then pour sugar and salt on top of gelatin. Pour boiling water over all and stir until sugar and gelatin are dissolved. Add lemon juice and stir to blend. Add pecans, pineapple, and grated carrot. Pour into 8" square glass baking dish. Cover and chill 4 hours until firm. Cut into squares to serve and top with a bit of mayonnaise. 9 servings

Scalloped Potatoes
Ingredients: * 8 potatoes, peeled and cut into 1/8" slices * salt and white pepper to taste * 2-1/2 cups heavy whipping cream * 3 Tbsp. Dijon mustard * 3 garlic cloves, minced * 3 Tbsp. butter * 1/3 cup grated Parmesan cheese Preparation: Layer sliced potatoes in a 9x13" glass baking dish and season with salt and white pepper. Combine cream, mustard, garlic, and butter in heavy saucepan and heat just to the boiling point. Pour over potatoes. Cover and bake at 350 degrees for 1 hour. Remove cover and evenly top with Parmesan cheese. Bake 30 minutes longer or until cheese is golden brown and potatoes are tender. Serve immediately. Serves 8-10

Honey Glazed Ham
Ingredients: * 5-6 lb. fully cooked ham * 1/4 cup whole cloves * 1/4 cup dark corn syrup * 2 cups honey * 2/3 cup butter * 1/8 tsp. white pepper Preparation: Preheat oven to 325 degrees F. Place ham cut side down in a foil-lined roasting pan. Using a sharp knife, score the surface of the ham in a diamong pattern. Place the whole cloves in the scored intersections. Combine corn syrup, honey, butter, and pepper in the top half of a double boiler, and heat until the butter melts and mixture is smooth, stirring occasionally. Keep this glaze in the top of a double boiler, over hot water, while baking ham. Brush glaze over ham, then cover with foil. Bake for 1 hour and 15 minutes at 325 degrees, basting ham every 10 to 15 minutes with the warm honey glaze. During the last 5 minutes of baking time, remove the foil and turn on broiler to caramelize the glaze. Watch the ham carefully during the broiling time! Remove ham from oven, cover with foil, and l

A Wonderfull Story
A woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat." "Is the man of the house home?", they asked. "No", she replied. "He's out." "Then we cannot come in", they replied. In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened. "Go tell them I am home and invite them in!" The woman went out and invited the men in" " We do not go into a House together," they replied. "Why is that?" she asked. One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home." The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. "How n ice!!", he said. "Since that is the case

You Been Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Table 2. Your significant other? Robert 3. Your hair? Auburn 4. Your mother? Luz 5. Your father? Abraham 6. Your favorite thing? Love 7. Your dream last night? Nothing 8. Your favorite drink? Pepsi 9. Your dream/goal? Married 10. The room you're in? Livingroom 11. Music? loud 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Mean 16. Muffins? Corn 17. One of your wish list items? Home 18. Where you grew up? CT 19. The last thing you did? Eat 20. What are you wearing? Pajamas 21. TV? On 22. Your pets? None 23. Your computer? Sony 24. Your life? Good 25. Your mood? Happy 26. Missing someon

Thought For 12/11
Tell me not, in mournful numbers, Life is but an empty dream! For the soul is dead that slumbers, and things are not what they seem. Life is real! Life is earnest! And the grave is not its goal; Dust thou art; to dust returnest, Was not spoken of the soul. - Henry Wadsworth Longfellow

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? single 3. Your hair? brunette 4. Your mother? Minnesota 5. Your father? Minnesota 6. Your favorite thing? Movies 7. Your dream last night? Shawn 8. Your favorite drink? Cappaccino's 9. What 1 thing u dont do? Nothing LOL 10. The room you're in? Office 11. Music? All 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Married 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Dishonest 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Debts Paid 18. Where you grew up? Minnesota 19. The last thing you did? WokeUp 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? Smallville 22. Your pets? None 23. Your computer? Emachine

More Of The Same
My attention span is nil.. i admit it.. i get bored easy and it's hard for me to do one thing at a time.. though with no tv i've been flying through the books.. not like i have a choice in the matter.. music is almost always on.. there's no compromising when it comes to that.. i hate Christmas.. i love giving presents, but i do that all year round.. do I really have to give gifts on this one particular day just to appease everyone else? I dont want to celebrate Christmas in July or any other month.. i dont want to celebrate it at all.. though i'll kiss under the mistletoe anyday since that was basically ripped from the old pagan religions anyway

Youve Been Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? Dan 3. Your hair? Auburn 4. Your mother? Phyliss 5. Your father? Walt 6. Your favorite thing? Love 7. Your dream last night? Nada 8. Your favorite drink? Tea 9. Your dream/goal? Healthy 10. The room you're in? Office 11. Music? loud 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? Mean 16. Muffins? Strawberry 17. One of your wish list items? Home 18. Where you grew up? PA 19. The last thing you did? Shower 20. What are you wearing? Nothing 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? Parrots 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? Scary 25. Your mood? Overwhelmed 26. Missing

Racism..
were words cant music can!! "Where Is The Love?" What's wrong with the world, mama People livin' like they ain't got no mamas I think the whole world addicted to the drama Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin' In the USA, the big CIA The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah Madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates Man, you gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all People killin', people dyin' Children hurt and you hear them cryin' Can you practice what you preach And would you turn the other cheek Father, Father, Father help us Send some guidance from above 'Caus

A Random From ♥ Crystal ♥
What's a song that you're ashamed to say you like?: Blame It On the Rain - Milli Vanilli (please don't tell anybody!) Ever had sex in a public place?: Yes Do you do something about it when your stomach hurts, or just let it be?: Take some pepto Which is worse: Stale chips or flat soda?: Flat soda. Ugh. It is a proven historial fact that Hitler started WW2 by invading Poland because they sent him flat soda as a gag gift. Are there any CD's that you enjoy listening to all the way through?: Hundreds. I don't care for the CD's that only have 1 or 2 good songs. Do you ever have binges that last for hours, watching YouTube videos?: No What is your favorite fast food restaurant?: Taco Bell.. or Popeyes.. What is the color of your bra/boxers?: Had to go check but its hard so see. I think they are black or dark blue Do you believe sex should be mandatory in an ongoing dating relationship?: Sex should be mechanical and repetitive. Have you ever recorded

You Have Been Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? Dan 3. Your hair? Auburn 4. Your mother? Phyliss 5. Your father? Walt 6. Your favorite thing? Love 7. Your dream last night? Nada 8. Your favorite drink? Tea 9. Your dream/goal? Healthy 10. The room you're in? Office 11. Music? loud 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Bed 15. What you're not? Mean 16. Muffins? Strawberry 17. One of your wish list items? Home 18. Where you grew up? PA 19. The last thing you did? Shower 20. What are you wearing? Nothing 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? Parrots 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? Scary 25. Your mood? Overwhelmed 26. Missing

Listen
Thank you for always being there, To listen and understand me. I appreciate all you did for me, And all you still do. Thank you for making me feel whole again, For putting my pieces back together. I appreciate you putting my life back together, You put the pieces back into place. You may not understand, Why I do what I do. But you never criticized, You just helped my through. I knew I could come to you when I was down, 'cause I knew you'd always be there to pick me back up and say everything will be ok.

My Very First Blog
I am a kitten lost in a cold winter night.. hungry for cuddles and thirst for affection... Innocent and Adorable with such gentle eyes... Cold and weak and searching for your warmth... As you manage to pour a little lit in my heart, Ready to open to let you Inside... Giving back the favor in my times of solitude, let you come in and out in my desperate life... surrender my innocence and unleash my wildness... Granting you pleasures baby and give it all out.... If you're the one who will give me all that i need send me a message to cuttiebadkate@yahoo.com yeah! To those who that will cum ........hot male that cum...

Fashion Tips For Baby Boomers!
A lesson in fashion..................... Many of us are over 50, WAY over 50, or almost 60 and are quite confused about how we should dress and present ourselves. We're unsure about the kind of image we are projecting and whether or not we are correct as we try to conform to current fashions. Despite what you may have seen on the streets, the following combinations DO NOT go together and should be avoided at all times: 1. A nose ring and bifocals 2. Spiked hair and bald spots 3. A pierced tongue and dentures 4. Miniskirts and support hose 5. Ankle bracelets and corn pads 6. Speedo's and cellulite 7. A belly button ring and a gall bladder surgery scar 8. Unbuttoned disco shirts and a heart monitor 9. Midriff shirts and a midriff bulge 10. Pierced nipples that hang below the waist 11. Bikinis and liver spots 12. Short shorts and varicose veins 13. Inline skates and a walker And the ultimate in what counts as 'Bad Taste' in fashion for the 'Older fol

Alone
Her thoughts are full of loneliness time thats slipped away Her heart is filled with hurt breaking day by day Dreaming of better days to come thoughts of future near Dreaming of the man she loves she cries a little tear She wonders what the purpose of all this might be She feels her life an open book for all the world to see The sea has taken him away left an empty home The man is ever in her thoughts while waiting all alone

Not Really A Blog, .. So Enjoy!!
This really isn't a blog. Just something to make you laugh (I hope!). Instructions for Women: 1. Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to color. Walk to bathroom wearing a long robe. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. 2. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror, make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. 3. Prepare your loofah, face cloth, pumice stone and all your products. 4. Get in the shower. 5. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. 6. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner. 7. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. 8. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. 9. Rinse conditioner off hair. 10. Turn off shower. 11. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. 12. Get out of shower. 13

A Lil More About Me
Hi, im Riley. I ..love.. my life! & everything in it!!! =] Yeah leave me some love I LIVE MY LIFE THE WAY I WANT.. AND NO ONE WILL CHANGE THAT OR TELL ME DIFFERENT!....I am all about life and knowing that every day and every experience you pass through is significant and your heart should be in it. I also believe in expressing yourself, whether it is through style or words or anything that inspires you! I'm drawn towards people who are a little bit different and have their own style, but you will be most beautiful when you do whatever makes you comfortable as a person. I am very open minded, and I can easily say that my biggest pet peeve is people who make decisions based on how other people feel about a particular topic, rather than how they personally feel about it! I enjoy a good partying experience here and there, but I no longer base my life around getting crazy and that type of thing. People tend to be amazed at my ability to draw, but i have been doing it since i was

Fubar In A Nutshell
Ok, so what is Fubar about and what does it mean to me? Here's what I gather IMO: It's a social networking site with many subtle little features to keep ya coming back over and over, possibly at the expense of ur sleep patterns, even ur job if ur clocking in with Fubar on the brain! We find ourselves quickly assimilated into Fubar's competitive culture: rate 10/11, add, fan, level, bling, vote/comment on MUMMs, etc etc and soon we're part of this online rat race to eventually become an 'oracle'....then we continue to hoe ourselves to compete with other oracles to become the best oracle, LOL! Oh, and the angel/demon thing? Meh. Gotta give oracles something to do I guess, the race is aways better than the actual finish line. Seems the further ppl level up, the less personable they become....everything becomes about 'I have auto 11s, I want blings,show some (synthetic) love, etc' and they just become mindless media drones for the site, becoming more shallow and Fu-zombied with each pa

Gay Rights
The more these "gay" folks fight for the right to sodomize lick and suck and other non-reproductive acts. The more I want five wives. Talk about stupid freedoms Gay Marriage is one of them. Were they conceived in a test tube or was it the drugs that made that life choice for them? If you plan to adopt are you really praying on the poor unfortunate family's or is it just an inconvenience to conceive a kid of your own. It must be a lower middle class chore to take care of kids any more. There are all kids I see in day care, while we have no moms just working moms. Mean while Saudi Arabia is probably the richest country on Earth. India sure ain't. But other than the prince I do not hear their fags protesting. Get over it. If you are really inclined to suck dick get fucked up the ass lick cunt we do not care. And that is your perverted privelege you sick bastards.

Come Bid For The Bling!
so instead of having a contest for the bling ill be auctioning it off! so click the pic and place ur bids! fubux and cash bids accepted *****also im still up for auction so if u want me...sb me for the link or see another auction blog***** click here to bid for the bling

Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Rob Bartlett Returns, New Jim Norton Singing Audio, Goodbye Cleveland And Boston, Interns Needed, New Videos Online
Listen to Today's OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Holy crap and happy Thursday, everyone! The week's drawing to a quick close, and we're still plugging away here. Why? Because we're shiftless shut-ins whose asses are glued to uncomfortable seats. No, not really. This morning on the Opie and Anthony Classic example of Professionalism, we're going to be hanging out with our buddy, our pal, our man of a million (or a dozen or so) voices...Mr Rob Bartlett, who is going to be at Gotham Comedy Club this Saturday and The Brokerage on Sunday. (and while we're on the subject of comedy, let's plug Jimmy's stuff...because you know he loves when we do) New Jim Norton Singing Clip: Thanks to Pete from the Phliladelphia band MorningSide, we have a new version of Jim Norton's attempt at singing a VAN HALEN-esque song: Jimmy Van Halen: "We're Back!" (version 2) (aaaand continuing on the old meat bosoms trail, we show you THIS...) Jim Norton is g

What Does It Take?
Those would ask from whence they stand What does it take to love a man? Is it his face or form or mind? That draws the eye and heart doth bind? I say to them, in truth complete Love is blind, it does not see. A handsome face can turn your head But when beauty fades, what's in its stead? A well turned leg or muscled arm, All are nice and have their charm. But never leave this thought behind, All bow down to Master Time. Love's not about quicksilver things, Its truth it has a deeper ring. What does it take to love, they ask. The answer a simple truth, unmasked. When the war of time has done its part, It's the one thing standing true... ...his heart. D. R. Hyden 10/19/08

A Little Fubar Christmas Song
On the 12th day of Christmas my Fubar gave to meeeeeeee...... 12 Picture Comments 11 Profile Ratings 10 Requesting Friendship 9 Members Fanning 8 Friends a Shouting 7 Days of Blasting 6 Months of VIP 5 Blings I Loveeeeeee 4 Tickers Tick 3 New Fans 2 Auto 11's AND A HAPPY HOUR TO LOVE ON MEEEEEEEEEEEEE. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

201
Today I had to go back to the photo shoot thing because the photos that were done about a month ago got corrupted so had to do them all over again. The dude gave a 20 percent discount off this time. Sweet... After the photos were taken, he asked us if we'd like to check out his band play next week. Told him maybe.... I haven't been to that place in a while, not since I was with my ex and watched him do his band concerts. Uhmm, what else I do? Went bowling tonight with Rich. It's been a while since we've gone bowling. The first game I played, I got a 201. Sweet!! It's been a long time since I've gone that high. The highest I ever gotten was 205. Yay me!! I've been trying to get most of my Christmas shopping done. I just have a few more to get. I'm getting real tight with money at the moment. I have a couple bills to pay still and I don't get paid again until next Friday which sucks. So I have to stretch the money that I have right now until then. Rich is broke like usual so I ha

Samson.
the ends have memories that the middle and top do not. every section holds a piece of who he is and what he has done. like a loyal friend, there for everything . . . . touching the cheeks of his beautiful daughters as he kisses them goodnight soaked by the water, touched by the sun, and blown by the wind, at home in the outdoor elements he loves so much touched by his fingers through out the day he works so hard at holding his scent for those close to him to remember him by when he moves it emphasizes his way . . . blowing around him across his face spread out across a pillow so natural adding life to even his smallest action flowing through my fingers it is intoxicating against my skin it is light as a feather, but reminds me he is there my eyes watch the movement, it is so expressive of who he is held in my hands it helps me learn him moving in my face it lets me breathe more of him i stand in front of him and dare delilah to cross my path . . . .

Like My Skin.
there was a time when i knew you like my skin . . . when our scent was one . . . i remember. you were strong when i was not, and when you felt weak i was there . . . i remember. we held . . and gave . . and grew as one, in a way that . . . nothing and no one could make us two like we had been, i remember. that lifetime came and went . . . and here we are now, in a this one . . . our souls and bodies together again. i know. i know that God made us as one . . . and it is one we will stay. this life we will hold more, this life we will give more, this life we will grow more . we will this i know. i know because . . . i am remembering us with each new minute that passes, and it is soon that i will know you like my skin . . . again. LoVE/2008

Perfect Moments.
lay down with me still and quiet, and know this . . i choose to give to you a part of me . . for an experience belonging only to us . . do not see my eyes . . . but the way they look at you do not feel my fingertips . . . but the way they touch you do not feel my body pressed to yours . . . . but my soul inside . . as it moves with dance and song . . . in joy of our closeness and pull from me, the parts I know not yet . . . and take them to you . . so I can learn them, by feeling them . . . from you as you give them back LoVE/2007

Saturday Morning.
At the signal just before I turn into the neighborhood I can feel my energy change . . it is not something I do . . . it just does on its own. I pull into the driveway always convinced I need to take a minute to mentally prepare, but then I never do . . . before I know it I am opening the door . . to the place that opens the door . . to the place I go . . where I so clearly belong. He is there . . . all ready for his part of the journey . . . the journey we take together that is never planned and never known until it is over. His name is Gideon and other than some general facts and my visual interpretation, I do not know much about him. He is short and has an accent (although most would be at a loss as to place where it is from). He loves the Beatles and Harley-Davidsons, he has 3 daughters, he speaks 6 languages, blah, blah, blah . . . . these facts that I would normally find important to know . . . are seemingly UNimportant . . . because what I KNOW about Gideon is not r

Whenever . Wherever . Whatever .
My smiles reflect the love you give and continue to give me. My laughter carries all the joy you have shared with me. The sparkle in my eyes shines brighter with the thought of you in my life. I dream and dance and sing and love and share and learn and grow better because you are a part of my soul. When I think of how much I love you . . . . well you have not asked, but the following is how you make me feel. whenever, wherever, whatever. I feel like taking deeper breaths and trying to taste the air to make sure what I have is real. I feel like tossing my head back and laughing until I think I no longer can . . . and then doing it again. I feel like I was given a gift no one else in the world has . . . and although I want to share it . . . I want to keep it even more. I feel like I would surely be dancing instead of walking should others not think me crazy. I feel safe in your arms . . . untouchable really. I feel like your skin underneath my fingertips and your hair in m

I Owe Ppl This....im Sorry
i have lost sight of what is really important to me the ppl that are good to me...i lost myself in trying to be fu-famous and it ate at me like cancer...and i lost trust and love and respect with a lot of ppl that hold places in my heart and it kills me...i cant believe that i got caught up in this BS like fu-fame and spotlight...i hate myself for hurting ppl i never wanted to hurt or snub in a million years i owe these ppl a HUGE im sorry....if you read this and you are one of these ppl...please accept my humble apology there are many many ppl that treat me better than most do and i feel i let them all down....i just want anyone i have hurt or affected by getting caught up in this BS to please forgive me....in short i know now that things like bling and spotlight are NOT important and i have put this crap behind me...so i hope that you all forgive me i love all of you so very very much and i hope we can all put this in the past.... much love..

Ouchies!
So I just went to CVS to get some junk crap, and spotted Arizona Lemon tea. As I was holding my bottle, it slipped and fell...right on my fuckin big toe! OUCH! I went "MOTHERFUCKER!" , and the cashier gave me a weird look. Now my toe huwts :(

Attack Of The Fu Cows
I was befriended by a couple, Whose name I will not mention here. Me, being fairly new to Fubar, was all about helping people level. It is fun and Exciting to me, to watch a person level, take pics, laugh, ect. I am injured due to a series of events, in the last three years. I do not come online to flirt, hook up, Take other Girl's men. I come online to laugh, and have fun, forget my own status. I met these people, who seemed very nice, at the time. I helped her level, made her some cool pics, and then met her "friend". They both seemed like honest, care free, funny people. Not to be the Case, As I found out. She got clingy, Stalking my page, because of the "friend". Coming to my page daily, rating me, sending me gifts. Then made comments publicly, That I stole her "man". Yeah, this was a big joke to me, as I am not here for a man, let alone someone else;s man. I helped the friend, also. Many times, I rated his profile. to help him become Godfather. I made him pics also,

Things To Think About
One day someone special will be gone. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of your bedroom, you might be struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say "I Love You." So while we have it . . it's best we love it And care for it and fix it when it's broken and take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriage .... and friendships ... And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, Because we cherish them! Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, No matter what. Life is important, and so are the people we know.

I Have Been Tagged By Laurie, Special K And Johnny
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? nowhere 2. Your significant other? Phil 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? living 5. Your father? gone 6. Your favorite thing? traveling 7. Your dream last night? bad 8. Your favorite drink? Margarita 9. Your dream/goal? Happiness 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? successful 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? violent 16. Muffins? Banana 17. One of your wish list items? house 18. Where you grew up? Brooklyn 19. The last thing you did? sleep 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? Dish 22. Your pets? dog 23. Your computer? Pentium 24. Your life? hard 25. Your mo

Live's A Doozy...
Well, I've been single for a little over 3 weeks now. I made a better recovery then I every thought I would when I was with him, thinking about what I would do without him. Turns out, I'm just fine. I mean, sure it hurt. But you can't wait for the pieces to put themselves back together, you and you alone have to do that for yourself. I just moved, everything right now is a new beginning. I'm surrounding myself with good people, who keep me laughing and a smile on my face. I'm still fragile, still have my guard up. But, I'm not in the least bit, bitter. I'm open to the fact that one day I might fall in love again. Might be the one, might not be. Whatever happens, I live and I learn. It may hurt for the moment... But like the nasty taste of cough medicine, within the next moment, it's gone. Especially if you wash it down with something... Whatever that something may be... Just got to go with the flow...

Games Rednecks Play
Back in the day, I had this huge Gran Torino station wagon, battleship grey (I believe the technical name for the color was actually "sun faded silver"). I hated the damn thing, even though it was the official party wagon. Some of my best memories are cruising around with 4 or 5 people packed in, getting baked, listening to Rush cranked up. One of the sta-wag games me and my neighbor Evel invented was a sort of take on the game "chicken". I lived way out in the sticks and there was just miles and miles of logging roads around, you could easily get lost in the woods near us. What we lived to do was, drive down a logging road, and Evel would sit on the seat with his back against my shoulder, and his feet holding the passenger door wide open. Then I would swerve right to hit small trees and bushes. If he moved his feet and let the door slam shut, then he was "chicken". If I swerved left to avoid a larger tree (and the dent or broken glass there from) then I was "chicken". So we'd ha

We
we lay passionetly in each other's arms staring into each other's eye's while we give one another kisses here and there..... we enjoy each other's soft touches on every curve of one another's bodies ..... we lay and laugh at every little silly thing we share even if it ant that funny .... we whisper sweet nothings in each others ears tell one another blushes in embarressment .... we make all the right moves while we make love in the moonlight .... we slowly fall a sleep in each other's arms after we made the best love we ever made ......

Being Loved
Being Loved is one thing I wish I felt right at this very moment but all I feel is pain ... Being Loved is something I want to feel all the time but I never feel it tell the very last minute ... Being Loved is what should be felt in a marriage that builds from love from one another threw the years ... Being Loved is the most wonderful feeling from the one person who truely cares about you .... Being Loved is something some people never get to feel when they're still surching for someone that could be the one ... Being Loved would be a great feeling to feel as I right this but I don't have that feeling ... Being Loved is the most joyful thing to feel in your heart when the person you love shares the love they been hiding since they first met you .... Being Loved is what all people should feel threw the days when they're having the most awful day of there lives .....

Behind My Hazel Eye's
BEHIND MY HAZEL EYE'S Behind my hazel eye's lye's a lonely girl that feels so ugly she hides behind makeup and a fake smile just to get threw each day and try's not to break down every time she's alone . Behind my hazel eye's lye's a girl with a broken heart that try's to pull all the pieces back together but can't because the pain is to much to bare she cry's herself to sleep every night tell she can't take the pain anymore . Behind my hazel eye's lye's a girl who's afraid to let go of her hidden feelings for someone that her heart desires and loves ... she would love to just have on one whole day to just bare her soul and finally feel free from those hidden feelings that she hides so well it makes her soul want to scream . Behind my hazel eye's lye's a girl who would just like to let go of everything she's going threw and start over and be a newer person that no one has ever seen someone that has put her foot down to everything and just let go of the pain

You
You slowly guide me to the bed kissing me so passionately while lightly touching every curve of my naked body .... you lightly pull my head back to kiss and nibble on my neck as I grasp for air to moan as you hit the right spot ... you slowly lay me down on the bed as you kiss my soft lips and as our bodies touch our hearts skip a beat .... our bodies become one and we make the most passionate love like we never done before you glide your soft hand down the curve of my side and down to my thigh to grab my leg to wrap around you as go so deep it makes me moan out your name ....

Merry Christmas
ok so I hope everyone is having a great holiday season.I was missing most of the summer and fall but am back now .I cant wait to catch up with everyone and see how you all are.So on that note Merry Christmas all and Happy New Year!

Adam, The Missing Link
Marshall Klarfeld’s groundbreaking new book, “ADAM, THE MISSING LINK,” blows the lid off a closely-held package of historical and scientific facts proving that the human race was created by genetic engineering technology nearly a quarter of a million years ago. “This is the biggest news story of the century,” says Klarfeld, an engineer-turned-investigative researcher. “Once the public has seen the facts they can’t help but accept our history as descendants of extraterrestrial visitors. The evidence is overwhelming and irrefutable.” “ADAM, THE MISSING LINK” tells of mankind’s creation by an extraordinary species that occupied planet Earth 450,000 years ago. The book is complete with 145 photographs of the symbols and accomplishments of this highly advanced civilization, that makes Klarfeld’s new book a spellbinding and ultimately convincing account of non-fiction. “The artifacts left on earth are convincing evidence of this enormously intelligent species and their many accomplishm

Just Kidding!
A guy walked into the local welfare office to pick up his check. He marched straight up to the counter and said, "Hi. You know, I just HATE drawing welfare. I'd really rather have a job." The social worker behind the counter said, "Your timing is excellent. We just got a job opening from a very wealthy old man who wants a chauffeur and bodyguard for his beautiful daughter. You'll have to drive around in his Mercedes, and he'll supply all of your clothes. Because of the long hours, meals will be provided. You'll be expected to escort the daughter on her overseas holiday trips and you will have to satisfy her sexual urges. You'll be provided a two-bedroom apartment above the garage. The salary is $200,000 a year." The guy, wide-eyed, said, "You're bull shittin' me!" The social worker said, "Yeah, well . you started it".

Rip Willow
My poor lil hamster died today and im really upset about it.. I know some of you may not understand why this is something to be so upset over..but i loved him..and it hurts me deeply that he has passed on... Rest in Peace my dear Willow ♥ ~Kitty

December '08
As this year draws to its end..I am making a blog devoted to my Very Important Pals. It will take me a long time to complete..so be patient if you feel you might have been forgotten or overlooked I assure you that you will make it in there before I am done. Most of you know I am emotional..and when I open up and share my thoughts and feelings I tend to go through a bunch of energy. I care deeply for all of my friends...it is so simple for me to say thank you to each and everyone for being my friend..but I want you to know what you mean to me too. So if you check in on me..and find yourself posted...:) smile!! xoxo hugs and kisses to all!

Of Mice And Friends
Endless sky clouded and gray... The air too chilly to be summer, yet too warm to be autumn. Its that sensation to which I cast my voice. Lazy Sunday afternoon, watching movies with friends. A dozen or so piled on the sofa. A hand gently stroking ones hair, while another snuggles cheek to chest. Arms and legs and beating hearts, laughter and sorrow shared as one. playful tugs on someone's toes, a leg draped over another's torso. Nobody worried bout who said what, or that's my man, don't touch my butt. There wasn't any sexual urges at play, just friends in love with togetherness and heartfelt acceptance of each other. With each passing moment one more leaves the group, taking that feeling of unbiased affection and universal acceptance to their lives. but soon without warning that true and unending communal feeling fades to a distant memory. Rolling untamed thru conscious and subconscious. Stirring the very soul that united those friends on that day. From here the journey

Begining To End
In the beginning there was an end. The time that my soul was released to this flesh was the end of one eternity, one state of being, the end of infinite wisdom and knowledge. In the beginning I was free. The world was my sandbox and was only limited by my imagination. Castles stood Tall and Alive. Dragons roamed Free and Fierce. I was a knight and a King and a Page and The Sky. My world was Larger than life itself. It was the end of Void, The personification of Chaos. The Light and The Dark. In the beginning of my Life, the beginning of my pursuit of knowledge, the beginning of my social experimentation, I was wild and untamed. Like Fire, dancing an ever changing dance, Unbound by small matters and reaching for anything to grab a hold of. I was destructive and creative. I was Free. In the beginning of my transition, I charged head first, Sword Drawn, Armor Polished, Screaming in pretense of a Triumph over all that opposed me. I was Master of The Light. I was King of the Dar

Cold...
Once I was whole. I was new. The world still fresh and alive... Now I am fractured. I am used. The world is cold and gray. I used to invite the day in and strive to spread my happiness. Now I sleep and hope that happiness finds me again. I was a superman, on top of the world, King of the Mountain. Now all is flat and wasted. Superman is dead. I sit at the bottom. I sit at the bottom.

Christmas Survey
do you believe in santa? no, i put 5 sleeping pills in the cookies and 17 in the milk. next day, daddy was passed out under the christmas tree. did santa ever give you christmas present? i must have been better then last year because this time he didnt shit in my stocking...and wipe his ass with my wishlist. what did you want for christmas? a shot gun to shoot reindeers, drunk proof bottle of riddlin so mommy ill never be able to open it. a puppy, and a unicorn...cuz if santa exist and obama made president, then so do unicorns. what did you get this year? a gerbil, a barbie doll, coal, matches, riddlin, a leash with no dog. santas one sick S.O.B. did you enjoy your gifts? did for a little while...but my gerbil got caught in the mouse trap, my matches were taken away cuz they were scared i might burn down the place, my barbie was taken away and said i was beating her when all i was doing is pretending she was daddy and momma. momma ate all my ridd

Another Day...
Its another day in life of me and I really could have cared less if I did what I was "supposed to" or if I met anyone's f@*ing expectations. I feel like I deny myself everything and give everyone else all that I am and can be. So when is there time to do what I want? Hasn't been any time for a very long time... So. So what.

Star Light
Slim chances drawn with chalk, seeing the light was never the way... I dreamt of castles and kings, the torment of lost souls... One kiss one night one wonder, indulged the winds desire to escape... I fell upon you and it was bliss, one fall to earth.... Fiery passions enflamed the night, ripped asunder by the weight... I am lost, thrown to the earth and smashed into dust..

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My Hand
as some of you may know my left hand is still fucked but its still very weak have not got all my strength in it yet and its still numb and it hurts tomorrow iam going for a image test its a never test so hopefully i no what the hell is going on with it

Pedro El Loco
The day I met him I was locked in for laughter! His humor is so uniquely his!! I don't visit with him as often as I would like, but he works too much! He is very cool and he makes cool little things for the people he befriends which makes them smile..so he perpetuates goodness. He is one of my very most special friends for many reasons...but the most important reason is he has never bullshitted me ever! One day I'd like to sit on the river bank and shoot the shit with him. Pedro El Loco@ fubar ♥

Hurting.
I was at work the other day and it was kind of slow in between customers, so I took a little time to write my feelings on some things. I do apologize for its length, but hopefully I can make it an interesting read. Nothing can prepare you as you journey across the country as you enter military life. You leave part of you behind as a civilian once you cross over. PX's, Commissary's, FTX's, PT and 4 am alarms and 6 pm home arrivals just become everyday household vocabulary when you live the military life. Its tough. I began my journey as an Army wife May 25, 2005 when I had to prepare myself, who was pregnant with my son to be separated from my husband for 9 weeks as he embarked on his journey to become a proud soldier during basic training at Ft. Sill in Lawton, Oklahoma. We were somewhat naive to what was to come. His intelligence alone could not carry him through this. His ability, strength and knowing his expectant wife was at home thinking of him and being extremely pourd of all

Supersteve~~member Of "25 To Life"~~
SuperSteve...super sexy...super friend...super awesome..super dad..super husband...super, super, super, and my standing date every Saturday! He loves the giants...and well thats cool! I'll root for them anytime..except in the playoffs if my broncos make it :P We can talk about anything and everything and laugh the whole way! I absolutely adore him and am sooooooo very fortunate he likes me too! a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=514950&friend=514950" target=_blank>SuperSteve~~Member of "25 to LIFE"~ ~@ fubar ♥

Some War Wounds Are Invisible.
I am in one of those moods tonight where I want to copy and paste every lyric I find on the internet, where every word rings true to what is currently going on in my life. I have my good days and I have my bad days. I want to cry, but for some reason the tears won't flow. Oddly, enough I found myself in the same scenario as Dane Cook was, when he just wanted to have a good cry. Somehow the phrase, "I did my best" really isn't fitting for some reason. Maybe I'm really not looking for a good cry, but, perhaps I am just looking for a bit of comic relief. Either way, its not doing the job. I sit here feeling numb to my emotions. I am looking for anything familiar to hold onto. And well, crying is more familiar to me than any of them but, tonight its not been easy to achieve. I get asked on a daily basis, why is it that I fight for you? Why is it that I hold onto someone that may never surface again? Why is it that I've picked up the broken pieces and expect you to mend them back th

Wudegod
wudegod is one of those extremely awesome men! He is such a sweetheart and has the best humor ever! I miss him a bunch...never see him on anymore..but one day I hope to see him running the choppa LOL!! wudegod@ fubar ♥

Babble #1
Why is it when you feel something going right.. some else will come in and destroy that...its like you feel you going no where in life.. cause as you try advance or move on there always something draggin you back... I feel like this today.. I got my license I get my kids for week ends to sleep over which make me feel so good. I love my kids to death... now it seems that everything going good and all.. but now my van is falling apart.. I gotta find money to get it fix so I can start to look for work. And the town i live in sucks so much ass that there is barely any work.. so soon my income will be shot cause I will be off unemployment.. and no work to make money.. Like my life just keeps getting fucked up.. I just runnin out of ideas on what too do.. I am at the point I am debating on joinin the army... and push everyone away form me so they don't get my bad luck streak.. but I would be destroyed cause I would be away from my kids. I am just so lost I don't know what to do.. I am thinki

Little Fu Pony
little fu pony Little fu pony, little fu pony On a dusty fu road Got to keep on plodding onwards With the precious load. Been a long time little fu pony Thro' the winter's night. Don't give up now little fu pony Bethlehem's in sight. Ring out those bells tonight Bethlehem, Bethlehem. Follow the star tonight Bethlehem, Bethlehem. Little fu pony, little fu pony Had a heavy day Little fu pony carry Mary Safely on her way. Little fu pony, little fu pony Journey's end is near There are wisemen waiting for a Sign to bring them here. Do not falter, little fu pony There's a star ahead It will guide you, little fu pony To a cattle shed Ring out those bells tonight Bethlehem, Bethlehem. Follow that star tonight Bethlehem, Bethlehem. Little fu pony , little fu pony Had a heavy day Little fu pony carry Mary Safely on her way. Little fu pony carry Mary Safely on her way.

Mrcootereater
MINE! haha this man is my favorite man on all of this earth!! I can't have him but I can be very very territorial :P he is my favorite perv :P my favorite conversation, my favorite favorite favorite. I love him to the end of eternity. He is so much more than I could ever tell you and he means more to me than I could possibly explain. He doesnt remember too good tho..like say for instance...shiny things!! LOL ♥ MrCooterEater@ fubar ♥

Hurt
I don't mean to sound whiney or bitchy or anything but here goes. A few months back i was dumped over a mistake that has also caused me to lose my best friend. I also have been bed ridden and stuck at home thanks to a lack of funds, a vehicle and surgery. on top of this everyone i know has piled their problems on top of mine and im close to the edge. every day i just wanna sleep and sleep and not wake up. sometimes i wonder why i even did. all i seem to feel is pain and hurt and i can't trust people. cause all that seems to happen is i end up getting shafted when i need them. my only solace seems to be in books and playing games. for a brief time i can escape reality for a little while. I know you will say there are those that have it worse. and that im being selfish or whatever. but when you spend your time helping or trying to help everyone around you and they turn their backs on you.. then whose there to think of you? so yes im being selfish and thinking of myself..eventhough right

This Is So Me
To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice! 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 5. In the Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write ' For Marijuana. 6. Skip down the hall Rather Than Walk and see how many looks you get. 7. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 8. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is 'To Go'. 9. Sing Along At The Opera. 10. Five Days In Advance, Tell Your Friends You Can't Attend Their Party Because You have a headache. 11. When The Money Comes Out The ATM, Scream 'I Won! I Won!' 12. When Leaving the Zoo, Start Running towards the Parking lot, Yelling 'Run For

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Life
Well, i got a phone call last week from one of my brothers, telling me my other brother was in the hospital. its been wicked stressful worrying about him. he has cancer. and they gave me 6 months. he ad a surgery to remove it. But they didn't get all of it and it spread. now this kind of bums me out. they live in a different state. i have seen either of them for 10 years. we lost contact for awhile, and just recently started getting back in contact and getting to know each other. and i feel like i am being selfish for wishing there was more time to get to know him better. it sucks that stuff like this happens to such good people. he has 3 kids and they are really sad and that is understandable. i just wish there was something i could do . i hate that someone who i just started to get to know again and getting close to is going to die. i know most people will say make the best out of the time you have with them now, and i intend to . I just cant stand to see someone suffer. it's j

Percy Bysshe Shelley (1792-1822), English Poet:
The same means that have supported every other popular belief, have supported Christianity. War, imprisonment, assassination, and falsehood: deeds of unexampled and incomparable atrocity have made it what it is.

Albert Schweitzer (1875-1965) German Theologian:
There is nothing more negative than the result of the critical study of the life of Jesus. The Jesus of Nazareth who came forward publicly as the Messiah, who preached the ethic of the kingdom of God, who founded the kingdom of God upon earth, and died to give his work its final consecration, never had any existence. His image has not been destroyed from without, it has fallen to pieces, cleft and disintegrated by the concrete historical problems which come to the surface one after another... He is a figure designed by rationalism, endowed with life by liberalism, and clothed by modern theology in a historical garb.

Jean Jacques Rousseau (1712-1778), French Philosopher:
Christianity preaches only servitude and dependence. Its spirit is so favorable to tyranny that it always profits such a regime. True Christians are made to be slaves, and they know it and do not mind; this short life counts for too little in their eyes.

Eleanor Roosevelt (1884-1962), American Stateswoman:
Those of us who believe in the right of any human being to belong to whatever church he sees fit, and to worship God in his own way, cannot be accused of prejudice when we do not want to see public education connected with religious control of the schools, which are paid for by taxpayers' money. Spiritual leadership should remain spiritual leadership and the temporal power should not become too important in any church.

George Orwell (1903-1950), British Author:
Recently I was reading somewhere or other about an Italian curio-dealer who attempted to sell a 17th century crucifix to J.P. Morgan. Inside it was concealed a stiletto. What a perfect symbol of the Christian religion.

Friedrich Nietzsche (1844-1900), German Philosopher:
I call Christianity the one great curse, the one great intrinsic depravity, the one great instinct for revenge for which no expedient is sufficiently poisonous, secret, subterranean, petty-I call it the one mortal blemish of mankind. In Christianity neither morality nor religion come into contact with reality at any point. (Addressing anti-semitic Christians) You who hate the Jews so, why did you adopt their religion? One does well to put on gloves when reading the New Testament. The proximity of so much uncleanliness almost forces one to do this. Two great European narcotics, alcohol and Christianity. The Christian faith from the beginning, is sacrifice: the sacrifice of all freedom, all price, all self-confidence of spirit; it is at the same time subjection, self-derision, and self-mutilation... War to the death against depravity-depravity is Christianity. ... an absurd problem came to the surface: How COULD God permit that [crucifixion of Jesus Christ]!...the de

W. Somerset Maugham (1874-1965), English Playwright And Novelist:
I couldn't but surmise that the devil, looking at the cruel wars that Christianity has occasioned, the persecutions, the tortures Christian has inflicted on Christian, the unkindness, the hypocracy, the intolerance, must consider the balance sheet with complacency. And when he remembers that it has laid upon mankind the bitter burden of the sense of sin that has darkened the beauty of the starry night and cast a baleful shadow on the passing plesures of a world to be enjoyed, he must chuckle as he murmurs: give the devil his due.

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. > > Not as easy as you might think. > > Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. > > > It's really hard to only use one-word answers! > > 1. Where is your cell phone? lap > 2. Your significant other? Looking > 3. Your hair? Black > 4. Your mother? Sherry > 5. Your father? Robert > 6. Your favorite thing? Sex > 7. Your dream last night? Wet > 8. Your favorite drink? COFFEE > 9. Your dream/goal? Partner > 10. The room you're in? Bedroom > 11. Music? Rock > 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Happy > 14. Where were you last night? Home > 15. What you're not? Tolerable > 16. Muffins? Banana > 17. One of your wish list items? Everything > 18. Where you grew up? IN. > 19. The last thing you did? EnlightningConversation:p > 20. What are you wearing? Robe > 21. TV? HBO > 22. Your pets? Cat

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John F. Kennedy (1917-1963), American President:
I believe in an America where the separation of church and state is absolute-where no Catholic prelate would tell the president (should he be Catholic) how to act, and no Protestant minister would tell his parishoners for whom to vote-where no church or church school is granted any public funds or political preference-and where no man is denied public office merely because his religion differs from the president who might appoint him or the people who might elect him.

Thomas Huxley (1825-1895), English Biologist:
The Bible account of the creation of Eve is a preposterous fable. The dogma of the infallibility of the Bible is no more self-evident than is that of the infallibility of the popes.

Victor Hugo (1802-1885), French Novelist:
Hell is an outrage on humanity. When you tell me that your Deity made you in his own image, I reply that he must have been very ugly. There is in every village a torch-the teacher; and an extinguisher-the clergyman.

Ulysses S. Grant (1822-1885), American President:
Leave the matter of religion to the family altar, the church and the private schools, supported entirely by private contributions. Keep the church and state forever separated.

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Charles Darwin (1809-1882), English Naturalist:
I can hardly see how anyone ought to wish Christianity to be true; for if so the plain language of the text seems to show that the men who do not believe, and this would include my Father, Brother and almost all my best friends, will be everlastingly punished. And this is a damnable doctrine.

Napoleon Bonaparte (1769-1821), Emperor Of France :
Napoleon BonaparteI am surrounded by priests who repeat incessantly that their kingdom is not of this world, and yet they lay their hands on everything they can get. As for myself, I do not believe that such a person as Jesus Christ ever existed; but as the people are inclined to superstition, it is proper not to oppose them.

Ambrose Bierce (1842-1914), American Writer -
Evangelist, n., A bearer of good tidings, particularly (in a religious sense) such as assure us of our own salvation and the damnation of our neighbours. Christian, n.: One who believes that the New Testament is a divinely inspired book admirably suited to the spiritual needs of his neighbor. One who follows the teachings of Christ in so far as they are not inconsistent with a life of sin.

Archbishop Desmond Tutu (1931 -), S. African Cleric And Peace Activist:
When the missionaries came to Africa they had the Bible and we had the land. They said, "Let us close our eyes and pray." When we opened our eyes we had the Bible and they had the land.

Charles Dickens (1812-1870), British Author -
Missionaries are perfect nuisances and leave every place worse than they found it. I believe the spreading of Catholicism to be the most horrible means of political and social degradation left in the world.

Aldous Huxley (1894-1963) The English Novelist -
The religions whose theology is least preoccupied with events in time and most concerned with eternity, have been consistently less violent and more humane in political practice. Unlike early Judaism, Christianity and Mohammedanism (all obsessed with time) Hinduism and Buddhism have never been persecuting faiths, have preached almost no holy wars and have refrained from that proselytizing religious imperialism which has gone hand in hand with political and economic oppression of colored people. The greatest evil the church has brought forth; it raises in every communion a selfish and partial orthodoxy, which consists of defending all that it has and condemning all that it has not. Most European and American authors of books about religion and metaphysics write as though nobody had ever thought about these subjects except Jews, the Greeks Christians of Mediterranean Basin and western Europe... Like any other form of imperialism, theological imperialism is the threat to world peace

Bertrand Russell (1872-1970) British Philosopher -
Christianity has been distinguished from other religions by its greater readiness for persecution. "The whole contention that Christianity has had an elevating moral influence can only be maintained by wholesale ignorance or falsification of the historical evidence. I say quite deliberately that the Christian religion, as organized in its churches, has been and still is the principal enemy of moral progress in the world. So far as I can remember, there is not one word in the Gospels in praise of intelligence.

George Bernard Shaw (1856-1950), Irish Author And Playwright:
The Bible is hopelessly pre-evolutionary; its descriptions of the origin of life and morals are obviously fairy tales; its astronomy is terracentric; its notions of the starry universe are childish; its history is epical and legendary: in short, people whose education in these departments is derived from the Bible are so absurdly misinformed as to be unfit for public employment, parental responsibility, or the franchise. I see little divinity about them or you. You talk to me of Christianity when you are in the act of hanging your enemies. Was there ever such blasphemous nonsense! The churches must learn humility as well as teach it. No man ever believes that the Bible means what it says: He is always convinced that it says what he means. Martyrdom is the only way in which a person with no ability can become great.

Gore Vidal (1925 - ) American Writer And Historian -
When the white race broke out of Europe 500 years ago,... inspired by a raging sky-god, the whites were able to pretend that their conquests were in order to bring the One God to everyone, particularly those with older and subtler religions... what prosperity we have ever enjoyed in the past was usually based on slave or near slave labor. From a barbaric Bronze Age text known as the Old Testament, three antihuman religions have evolved --Judaism, Christianity, Islam. These are sky-god religions. They are, literally, patriarchal --God is the omnipotent father-- hence the loathing of women for 2,000 years. The sky-god is a jealous god, of course. Those who would reject him must be converted or killed for their own good. Ultimately, totalitarianism is the only sort of politics that can truly serve the sky-god's purpose. Any movement of a liberal nature endangers his authority and that of his delegates on earth. One God, one King, one Pope, one master in the factory, one father-leader i

Pitrim Sorokin (1889-1968), Harvard University Sociologist -
During the past few centuries the most belligerent, the most aggressive, the most rapacious, the most power-drunk section of humanity has been precisely, the Christian Western world. During these centuries western Christendom had invaded all other continents; its armies followed by priests and merchants have subjugated, robbed or pillaged most of the non-Christians. Native Americans, African, Australian, Asiatic populations have been subjugated to this peculiar brand of Christian "love" which has generally manifested itself in pitiless destruction, enslavement, coercion, destruction of the cultural values, institutions, the way of life of the victims and the spread of alcoholism, venereal disease, commercial cynicism and the like.

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William Blake (1757-1827), English Romantic Poet:
If Jesus Christ is the greatest man, you ought to love him in the greatest degree; now hear how he has given his sanction to the law of the ten commandments: did he not mock at the Sabbath, and so mock the sabbath's God? Murder those who were murdered because of him? Turn away the law from the woman taken in adultery? Steal the labor of others to support him? Bear false witness when he omitted making a defence before Pilate? Covet when he prayed for his disciples, and when he bid them shake off the dust of their feet against such as refused to lodge them? I tell you, no virtue can exist without breaking these ten commandments.

Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803-1882), American Transcendentalist:
I like the silence of a church, before the service begins better than any preaching. We must get rid of that Christ, we must get rid of that Christ! The word Miracle, as pronounced by Christian churches, gives a false impression; it is Monster. It is not one with the blowing clover and the falling rain.

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Robert Green Ingersoll (1833-1899), American Politician And Lecturer:
The inspiration of the Bible depends on the ignorance of the person who reads it. With soap, baptism is a good thing. Ministers say that they teach charity. That is natural. They live on hand-outs. All beggars teach that others should give. The clergy know that I know that they know that they do not know. God did not reward men for being honest, generous and brave, but for the act of faith. Without faith, all the so-called virtues were sins. And the men who practiced these virtues, without faith, deserved to suffer eternal pain. All of these comforting and reasonable things were taught by the ministers in their pulpits -- by teachers in Sunday schools and by parents at home. The children were victims. They were assaulted in the cradle -- in their mother's arms. Then, the schoolmaster carried on the war against their natural sense, and all the books they read were filled with the same impossible truths. The poor children were helpless. The atmosphere they breathed was filled

Helen Keller (1880-1968), American Activist And Lecturer:
There is so much in the bible against which every instinct of my being rebels, so much so that I regret the necessity which has compelled me to read it through from beginning to end. I do not think that the knowledge I have gained of its history and sources compensates me for the unpleasant details it has forced upon my attention.

Elizabeth Cady Stanton (1815-1902), American Suffragist:
I found nothing grand in the history of the Jews nor in the morals inculcated in the Pentateuch. Surely the writers had a very low idea of the nature of their god. They made him not only anthropomorphic, but of the very lowest type, jealous and revengeful, loving violence rather than mercy.

H.g. Wells (1866-1946), British Author:
The greatest evil in the world today is the Christian religion. I think that it stands for everything most hostile to the mental emancipation and stimulation of mankind. It is the completest, most highly organized system of prejudices and antagonism in existence. Everywhere in the world there are ignorance and prejudice, but the greatest complex of these, with the most extensive prestige and the most intimate entanglement with traditional institutions, is the Roman Catholic Church. It presents many faces to the world, but everywhere it is systematic in its fight against freedom. As with the Christian religion, the worst argument for socialism is its adherents.

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Swami Vivekananda (1863-1902), Indian Spiritualist -
We who had come from the east have sat here day after day and have been told in a patronizing way that we ought to accept Christianity because Christian nations are the most prosperous. We look about us and we see England the most prosperous Christian nation in the world, with her foot upon the neck of 250,000,000 Asiatics. We look back into history and see that the prosperity of Christian Europe begin with Spain. Spain's prosperity began with the invasion of Mexico. Christianity wins its prosperity by cutting the throats of its fellow men. At such a price the Hindoo will not have prosperity. They come to my country and abuse my forefathers, my religion, and everything; they walk near a temple and say 'you idolators, you will go to hell', but they dare not do this to the Mohammedans of India, for the sword will be out, but the Hindu is too mild. And may I ask you, Europeans, what country you have ever raised to better conditions? Wherever you have found weaker races, you have ext

Sri Aurobindo (1872-1950), Indian Nationalist And Philosopher:
The mentality of the West has long cherished the aggressive and quite illogical idea of a single religion for all mankind, a religion universal by the very force of its narrowness, one set of dogmas, one cult, one system of ceremonies, one array of prohibitions and injunctions, one ecclesiastical ordinance. That narrow absurdity prances about as the one true religion which all must accept on peril of persecution by men here and spiritual rejection or fierce eternal punishment by God in other worlds. This grotesque creation of human unreason, the parent of so much intolerance, cruelty, obscurantism and aggressive fanaticism, have never been able to take firm hold of the free and supple mind of India.

Bhaktivinoda Thakura (gaudiya Vaishnava Acharya, India, 1837-1914)
“Some philosophers say that because of the first living entity's sin all the other living entities are imprisoned in the material world. Later, punishing Himself for their sins, God delivers the living entities.” “Deliberating on the virtues and faults of this world, some moralistic monotheists concluded that the material world is not a place of pure happiness. Indeed, the sufferings outweigh the pleasures. They claim that the material world is a prison to punish the living entities. If there is punishment, then there must be a crime. If there were no crime, then why would there be any punishment? What crime did the living entities commit? Unable to properly answer this question, some men of small intelligence gave birth to a very wild idea. God created the first man and placed him in a pleasant garden with his wife. Then God forbade the man to taste the fruit of the tree of knowledge. Following the evil counsel of a wicked being, the first man and woman tasted the fruit of the tree

A.c. Bhaktivedanta Swami Prabhupada (founder Of The International Society For Krishna Consciousness, India, 1896-1977)
“The sastras [scripture] of the yavanas, or meat-eaters, are not eternal scriptures. They have been fashioned recently, and sometimes they contradict one another. The scriptures of the yavanas are three: the Old Testament, the New Testament and the Koran. Their compilation has a history; they are not eternal like the Vedic knowledge. Therefore although they have their arguments and reasoning, they are not very sound and transcendental. As such, modern people advanced in science and philosophy deem these scriptures unacceptable.”

Mahatma K. Gandhi (1869-1948), Indian Nationalist Leader:
It is impossible for me to reconcile myself to the idea of conversion after the style that goes on in India and elsewhere today. It is an error which is perhaps the greatest impediment to the world's progress toward peace ... Why should a Christian want to convert a Hindu to Christianity? Why should he not be satisfied if the Hindu is a good or godly man? How very nice it would be if the missionaries rendered humanitarian service without the ulterior aim of conversion. I hold that proselytisation under the cloak of humanitarian work is unhealthy to say the least. It is most resented by people here. Religion after all is a deeply personal thing. It touches the heart. Why should I change my religion because the doctor who professes Christianity as his religion has cured me of some disease, or why should the doctor expect me to change whilst I am under his influence? My fear is that though Christian friends nowadays do not say or admit it that Hindu religion is untrue, they must

Mark Twain (american Writer, 1835-1910):
"The Bible is a mass of fables and traditions, mere mythology." "It ain't the parts of the Bible that I can't understand that bother me, it is the parts that I do understand." "I am plenty safe enough in his hands; I am not in any danger from that kind of a Diety. The one that I want to keep out of the reach of, is the caricature of him which one finds in the Bible." "Our Bible reveals to us the character of our god with minute and remorseless exactness. ... It is perhaps the most damnatory biography that exists in print anywhere. It makes Nero an angel of light and leading by contrast." "In religion and politics people's beliefs and convictions are in almost every case gotten at second-hand, and without examination, from authorities who have not themselves examined the questions at issue but have taken them at second-hand from other non-examiners, whose opinions about them were not worth a brass farthing." Man is a Religious Animal. Man is the only Religious Animal. He

Albert Einstein (scientist, 1879-1955)
"My religion consists of a humble admiration of the illimitable superior spirit who reveals himself in the slight details we are able to perceive with our frail and feeble minds. That deeply emotional conviction of the presence of a superior reasoning power, which is revealed in the incomprehensible universe, forms my idea of God. " If people are good only because they fear punishment, and hope for reward, then we are a sorry lot indeed. "I cannot imagine a God who rewards and punishes the objects of his creation, whose purposes are modeled after our own - a God, in short, who is but a reflection of human frailty. It is enough for me to contemplate the mystery of conscious life perpetuating itself through all eternity, to reflect upon the marvelous structure of the universe which we can dimly perceive and to try humbly to comprehend even an infinitesimal part of the intelligence manifested in Nature."

Abraham Lincoln (american Statesman, 1809-1865)
"The Bible is not my book nor Christianity my profession. I could never give assent to the long, complicated statements of Christian dogma." "My earlier views of the unsoundness of the Christian scheme of salvation and the human origin of the scriptures have become clearer and stronger with advancing years, and I see no reason for thinking I shall ever change them." I see a very dark cloud on America's horizon, and that cloud is coming from Rome. I am for liberty of conscience in its noblest, broadest, and highest sense. But I cannot give liberty of conscience to the pope and his followers, the papists, so long as they tell me, through all their councils, theologians, and canon laws that their conscience orders them to burn my wife, strangle my children, and cut my throat when they find their opportunity. My earlier views at the unsoundness of the Christian scheme of salvation and the human origin of the scriptures, have become clearer and stronger with advancing years and

James Madison (american Statesman, 1751-1836, Co-author Declaration Of Independence)
"During almost fifteen centuries has the legal establishment of Christianity been on trial. What has been its fruits? More or less, in all places, pride and indolence in the clergy; ignorance and servility in the laity; in both, superstition, bigotry, and persecution." "In no instance have ... the churches been guardians of the liberties of the people." "Religious bondage shackles and debilitates the mind and unfits it for every noble enterprise." "Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof." [from The First Amendment to The United States Constitution] "The civil government ... functions with complete success ... by the total separation of the Church from the State." "We hold it for a fundamental and undeniable truth that religion, or the duty which we owe our Creator, and the manner of discharging it, can be directed only by reason and conviction, not by force or violence. The religion, then, of every man

Thomas Jefferson (american Statesman, 1743-1826)
"The clergy, by getting themselves established by law, & in-grafted into the machine of government, have been a very formidable engine against the civil and religious rights of man. They are still so in many countries & even in some of these United States. Even in 1783, we doubted the stability of our recent measures for reducing them to the footing of other useful callings. It now appears that our means were effectual." "But a short time elapsed after the death of the great reformer of the Jewish religion, before his principles were departed from by those who professed to be his special servants, and perverted into an engine for enslaving mankind, and aggrandizing their oppressors in Church and State." Thomas Jefferson to Samuel Kercheval, January 19, 1810 “An amendment was proposed by inserting ‘Jesus Christ,’ so that [the preamble] should read ‘A departure from the plan of Jesus Christ, the holy author of our religion’; the insertion was rejected by a great majority, in proof

Ethan Allen (american Revolutionary And Statesman, 1738-1789)
"That Jesus Christ was not God is evidence from his own words." "I have been given the denominated as a Deist, the reality of which I never disputed, being conscious that I am no Christian."

Thomas Paine (american Statesman, 1737-1809)
"What is it the Bible teaches us? -- rapine, cruelty, and murder. What is it the Testament teaches us? -- to believe that the Almighty committed debauchery with a woman engaged to be married, and the belief of this debauchery is called faith.” "It is the fable of Jesus Christ, as told in the New Testament, and the wild and visionary doctrine raised thereon, against which I contend. The story, taking it as it is told, is blasphemously obscene.” "As to the Christian system of faith, it appears to me as a species of Atheism -- a sort of religious denial of God. It professes to believe in a man rather than in God. It is a compound made up Chiefly of Manism with but little Deism, and is an near Atheism as twilight is to darkness. It introduces between man and his Maker an opaque body, which it calls a Redeemer, as the moon introduces her opaque self between the earth and the sun, and it produces by this means a religious, or an irreligious eclipse of light. It has put the whole orbit

John Adams (american Statesman, 1735-1826)
“The government of the United States is not in any sense founded on the Christian religion.” (Treaty of Tripoli, Article 11: Written during the Administration of George Washington and signed into law by John Adams.) "The divinity of Jesus is made a convenient cover for absurdity." "As I understand the Christian religion, it was, and is, a revelation. But how has it happened that millions of fables, tales, legends, have been blended with both Jewish and Christian revelation that have made them the most bloody religion that ever existed?"

David Hume (philosopher, 1711-1776)
"No testimony is sufficient to establish a miracle, unless ... its falsehood would be more miraculous than the fact which it endeavors to establish." "The Christian religion not only was at first attended with miracles, but even at this day cannot be believed by any reasonable person without one." The Christian religion not only was at first attended with miracles, but even at this day cannot be believed by any reasonable person without one.

Benjamin Franklin (american Statesman, 1706-1790)
"Original sin was as ridiculous as imputed righteousness." "I wish it (Christianity) were more productive of good works ... I mean real good works ... not holy-day keeping, sermon-hearing ... or making long prayers, filled with flatteries and compliments despised by wise men, and much less capable of pleasing the Deity." “As to Jesus of Nazareth, my opinion of whom you particularly desire, I think the system of morals and his religion...has received various corrupting changes, and I have, with most of the present dissenters in England, some doubts as to his divinity; though it is a question I do not dogmatize upon, having never studied it, and think it needless to busy myself with it now, when I expect soon an opportunity of knowing the Truth with less trouble." Lighthouses are more helpful than churches. He [the Rev. Mr. Whitefield] used, indeed, sometimes to pray for my conversion, but never had the satisfaction of believing that his prayers were heard.

Voltaire (french Philosopher, 1694-1778)
"If we believe absurdities, we shall commit atrocities." "Every sensible man, every honorable man, must hold the Christian sect in horror." "Nothing can be more contrary to religion and the clergy than reason and common sense." "Christianity is the most ridiculous, the most absurd and bloody religion that has ever infected the world." You will notice that in all disputes between Christians since the birth of the Church, Rome has always favored the doctrine which most completely subjugated the human mind and annihilated reason. Nothing can be more contrary to religion and the clergy than reason and common sense. As you know, the Inquisition is an admirable and wholly Christian invention to make the pope and the monks more powerful and turn a whole kingdom into hypocrites. Of all religions the Christian is without doubt the one which should inspire tolerance most, although up to now the Christians have been the most intolerant of all men. The son of God is the sam

Bells Will Be Ringing
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Metalic Taste
Nothing more unique then the taste of metal. How a rosary feels so smooth, with all of its curves against your tongue. Chewing of a pen can be so jagged. The taste of the barrel of a gun can be so sweet. Tears rolling down sad eyes, running down old rough skin, down young smooth steel, to the hammer that I pull back. Warm breaths from my nose makes long mists of steam against the cold of the gun. Emotions from memories guide my muscles and tense around the trigger. "I love you" and doubt enters in "I won't hurt you" hate subsides "I shared with him everything" and adrenaline starts, my finger shaking squeezing the trigger. Gas fills the chamber and climbs to my mouth and death enters reprieve from the gun that jammed. Where was my luck when I met her, sarcasm in misery? Drop the clip, pull the chamber, eject the bullet and try again. Shaking worse than before. I hate the taste of that gas so let's try the temple. Cock back the hammer close my eyes and think of her. Her a

Dear Hope 10-19-08
I want to be a better man. I want to be loved as human. I want to be trusted as a child. I want to be as smart as you. I want to be remembered as forgotten. I want to be livid over lust and perfected in sex. I don't want the world to tell me I should listen to myself. I want you to hate me for my arrogance and not my pride. I want to be taken advantage of by my rewards, and appreciated by my enemies. I want the madness to end and a life to begin. I want you to see my worth, and ignore this shortcoming. Ignore the lie and see the child grow into the man. In exchange for her trust I will vow no lie. In exchange for my honesty I want celebrity. For celebrity I want to be alone.. Promises promises. I will in the end say I am who I need to be. I will give no reason or no excuse for who I am. I will never apologize in search of acceptance, and I will not say I love you looking for approval. Love is not trust it is love. I will never say a lie. I will never cross that line again. I will ne

Dear Child, O Child Now Why Do You Weep?
dear child, o child now why do you weep? all this dust an soil all over your feet.. the tears you shed an riddled with guilt.. dear child, dear child, you grit your teeth.. o sir, please sir, leave me be.. for i have sinned a horrid feat.. no blessing will cure or rebuke such foul.. dear sir, dear sir, ignore i, the child.. o hush, my angel, there is no great sin.. but wipe your mind, an fix your ring.. pick up your heart, an let it breath.. dear child, dear child, let me see.. o sir, this thing will never be passed.. my act of hate my act of furry.. this night will scar my deeply.. dear sir, you will regret such wish.. an angel of god, so pure an clean.. whats the most could you have bring.. nothing but forgiveness lingers away.. dear child, i lend my ear, now please say.. o sir, i have harmed her deep in her sleep.. slit her throat an watched her bleed.. the sight was gruesome yet lovely to.. dear sir, dear sir, can you still bare?? the scream of f

Still Here (unedited)
Begging and pleading with my heart to find one last courage. Going byond what I know and standing up to my fears. Lust for you is want for my soul. To save this vision to last more then one frame and to pronounce my courage, overcoming shame. My soul lost and weak in desire for you my love, dont let it down. In moments of last look I am humbled by the nature of your spirit. Loving and forgiving, but only tolerent till my own fault. I ask forgiveness too many times in the light of your majisty. All of my insecurities you errect in a glance that keep me cowering to no end. It is just a dream that keeps me next to you and only hope that keeps me at bay. Fighting to walk, fighting to stand still, fighting to keep my soul the same as you left it the night you said goodbye. Chosing to stay shows weakness to all eyes but mine. If I f fail I fail and I still gain a moment. A moment in your thoughts, your creativity, is still all a moment I keep unprotected and wanting another. For my love I

Every Hit,,,, Or Liza
In the event of my pain, I am saddened with truth. That the pain is the only truth ive known. Let it go and feel the ground. Flying over self regret and loss of company. See it all from an angle that brings me no closer to closure. He loved abused and left, while I loved hurt and stayed. Feel me now this anticipation. Falling to the ground closer to another hurt. Alow another to lift me up, only to let me go. Feel the warmth of care as I fall, and the joy of empathy as I rise. Up and down. First hit love first fall lesson. Secound hit rebound sound hit lie. Third hit lust third hit contemplation. Every hit, every fall there after, rejection.

Memories
remembering the past.. wishing it would last wanting to go back and make it like it was.. yet all i ever hear is "just because" knowin the truth hurts day in and day out im constantly cryin my eyes out if only you knew whats realy goin on if only you knew how i feel when i hear these songs they remind me of how it was they remind me of what kind of fool i was they make me realise im not the person i thought i was im ready to be a better peroson tell me how to be a better person make me a better man make me belive that i still can be the lover i was meant to be if not anyone do it for me.. someone once said "things will only get worse before they get better, but they will get better" things have gotten so worse i hope they'll get better..

Where Abouts
I haven’t wrote in a while because I have had a lot going on in my personal life. I want to say I’m sorry for wishing everybody a Happy Thanksgiving. My mind has been in a million and one places. I really don’t know where to start. I have been sick since I went to the doctor & she changed some of my medicine. Up until today I haven’t been able to eat without taking a phenergan. My stomach has been hurting really bad along with the sick stomach. I’m not going to lie for a couple days there I could have swore I was dying. I’m not completely better but I’m not as bad as I was. My stomach still hurts really bad but at least I was able to eat today without taking a phenergan. Also found out last week that I have to go in to the doctor office every Thursday & be weight. The insulin that I take the highest dose of has a side of effect of loosing weight. From when I was at the doctor until last Friday I had lost 6 pounds. They don’t want me to loose no more than 6 pounds a week. That don’t

Curse Of The Redhead
Passion boils behind her eyes Her hips have a gentle sway There’s torment of seduction In every word she will say Her more than ample bosom Spills from her strapless dress Framed by auburn locks of hair Inviting every mans’ caress When she walks into the room No man can help but stare A vixen walks among them She’s the goddess with red hair Taunting in a southern drawl With just a hint of teasing She’s carefully constructing Every word she says, as pleasing Women stare with jealous eyes Their husbands spilling drool This wicked witch has cast a spell That proves every man a fool She looks out at her sisters feeling deeply their disgust Wishing she could give to them This curse she knows as lust

Have You Met This Person?
Giacomo Casanova (1725-1798) - in full Giacomo Girolamo Casanova - byname JEAN-JACQUES CHEVALIER DE SEINGALT Soldier, spy, diplomat, writer, adventurer, chiefly remembered from his autobiography, which has established his reputation as the most famous erotic hero. Casanova's memoirs are a fascinating but unreliable account of his adventures with 122 women - according to his own counts - but they also provide an intimate portrait of the manners and life in the 18th century. His countless projects, employments, and initiatives took him through the courts of Europe - in Paris he was employed to do some espionage work by Louis XV and from London he tried to sell the secret of a cotton red dye to his own country. "I saw that everything in the world that is famous and beautiful, if we rely on the descriptions and drawings of writers and artists, always loses when we go to see it and examine it up close." (from History of My Life, 1966-71) Giacomo Casanova was born in Venice.

Life
"Your children are not your children. They are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself... You may house their bodies but not their souls, for their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams." -Kahil Gibran

Life
You told me you loved me. But then you walked out of my life. You were like a lifeline. Go ahead, pick it up. But the line is already dead. You said you wouldn't turn your back on me. But where are you now? You walked out of the door. Out of my life. You left me alone with my worries & strife. "I won't forget about you" Was the last thing you said. But here I am ... Forgotten

To You I Call My Friend
To you I call my friend Where have you been all this time? I will swallow all your tears Absorb all the blows I want to make you giggle and laugh Until you barf. The lunatic inside me makes me Never rushing, running around... Hair on fire Screaming into the dark Life will feel simpler After we smoke our last joint When we meet Burning kisses I'll watch you naked I'll watch you sleep I'll watch you wake Then we'll do it all over again... **fubar exclusive (for 24 hours)

A Stranger Is In My Head...
I dont even know who he is and yet he makes things grow tight low in my body. Poring myself a shot of Jack, and let the warm liquid slide down my throat, secretly wishing it was something else. This man is in my head, so vivid it gets me hotter, and my hands wander. Sitting on the chair at my kitchen table, my tongue dances over my lips, my hands spreading my legs wider....With him still so vivid in my mind...I had never even seen him before, but this man....always in my head.... My fingers undo the belt on my pants, heat rushing through my body, my center dripping with the sweet delicious, warmth. I know that its my hand that is sliding underneath the fabric of my jeans, sliding the satin of my panties aside. But in my head...Where this strange man lived... It was his fingers along my heated flesh. A moan escaped my lips, his fingers dipping inside. I open my eyes but it is no longer a kitchen that I see, Instead I am sitting in a chair, in a studio. I look down to see him kneeled in

A Poetic Mind
a poetic mind speaks what normal words cant say.. a poetic mind shows what someone goes through day by day a poetic mind is full of truth and emotion a poetic mind shows so much devotion a poetic mind can say what he has been trying to for so long a poetic mind can say far more than what you find in any song a poetic mind is somethin that functions through the heart a poetic mind helps you when you dont know were to start a poetic mind tells you what the normal mind wont say a poetic mind can pour things out to you any given day a poetic mind is what makes me who i am more than my name a poetic mind allows me to do this so well in this poetic game

My Auto 11 Auction Bully
ITS AUCTION TIME!! WHO WANTS THE ALL POWERFUL AUTO 11?? WELL I HAVE THE ONE YOU WANT! AUCTION STARTS 12 AM EST DECEMBER 11TH AND RUNS THROUGH 12 AM EST DECEMBER 18TH. ONE WEEK TO BID ON AND WIN YOUR AUTO 11!! CLICK PIC BELOW TO BID.... BIDDING STARTS AT 2 MILLION FUBUCKS OTHER CASH ITEMS (TICKER/BLAST/HH) WILL BE CONVERTED TO FUBUCKS FOR TOTAL

What Moving Has Taught Me...
okay, so I'm moving right? and I've lived in this little apartment making memories with my special someone little less than 3 years now and I think to myself... "self, how did you accumulate so much stuff? (I actually said shit, but...) I mean, geez us! Did you know you were a pack rat?" No, I didn't know this about myself, and so, moving has taught me to not be so attached to material possessions. It's more about what you have in your heart. That's the silver lining, where the happiness lives,not with possessions. That's POSSESSIONS! I freakin spelled it correctly! yay me! okay enough of this, I just wanted some points...

Mothers
So today kinda sucked for me.My daughter's godmother got arrested, not for the first time in her life.She just turned18 in Nov and just last week she was arrested for trespassing on her boyfriends property because he still lives with his mommy and his mommy controls him.I never have liked him or his mom but for reasons unrelated. But anyways...so today we found out about her arrest on the check fraud that her boyfriend done but since it was his mom and his mom hates my daughter's godmother his mom called the police today and had her arrested.I personally know a bunch of shit on this cunt of a mother.So the godmother is sitting in jail scared to death because she's facing a felony charge while her fucking boyfriend is sitting home laughing at her.Enough of my ramblings.I just needed to vent some.I really really hope to god her boyfriend rots in hell soon,preferably after spending a couple nights in jail as someones bitch.LOVE YOU HARLEIGH...WE ARE PRAYING FOR YOU!!!

Can I Borrow $25 Dollars
I FOUND THIS ON LADY VICTORIAS PAGE. PLEASE DNT BE AFRAID TO PAY IT FORWARD! THANK YOU SISSY! LUVZ YA! A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door. SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?' DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man. SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily. SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.' SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down. SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?' The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.' The little boy quietly we

Reflection..story Of A Man
He sat there as she walked away still thinkin of what he could say..Never once did he picture a life with out her in it...now he's forced to live with it..wondring now how he's gonna go on...all he can do now is listen to the songs the shared, wondering if she cares, staring at old pictures relving the memories..he sits alone day in and day out doin nothin more than cry his heart out..missing her greatly, asking himself "why does she hate me"..never knowing the answers the questions he has built up inside..realizing that all these emotions are things he must hide..can hardly determine whats wrong and whats right...he can even tell his left from his right...confused and baffeled at they his world is fallin apart from around him..wondering were did eveyrone go that said they'd always stand by him...this story of a man is not much but a short story..seeing how he's lost and cant find any glory...this is a story of a man thats been left broken hearted..a story where all he wants to do is g

Hand On Heart
All eyes were staring you floated through the room Aarmed with your razor smile cutting to the bone My voice fell useless you flashed a quick hello Feeling the fool, could you tell it showed? But that was sometime ago A memory vague and fading slow, of somewhere Id been Hand on heart A promise, a word, and a voice Hand on heart A rhythm of hope and choice will keep us together I dont know if I can reach that high Its a long way to fall Hauntingly holding my fate with a gaze Like a child mesmerized by the candles flame Oh what lies behind those eyes I could only guess That certain way you stood apart frome rest Now where is sotime ago? Whene everything moved in slow-mo-tion Caught by my watering eye Hand on heart A promise, a word and a voice Hand on heart Promising Ill never go Hand on heart For reasons youll never know, together through thick and thin, Lose or win, Ill be there for you Strange how the mind changes time and time again Thins once im

Forever.
Curious If the winter ever yearns for the summer's passionate glare Or if the stars from the heavens fall Only to know what its like to caress the planets they stare A love song my heart used to admire Has slowly become the nightmare I face as I go to sleep This mind forcefully decays with the trust I swore to give you Wondering if I will ever taste this love you promised me.

Nami Tamaki-realize
Tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai Todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashira seruyo Katachi kaete yuku kokoro mo kono machi mo Dakedo kienai negai ga aru Chigau yume wo mite onaji sora nagameta Ano hi chikatta "makenai koto" Zutto futari kono te tsunagezu ni Umarete kita imi wo sagashiteta Tadoritsuku basho sae mo wakaranai Todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashira seruyo Ayamachi mo setsunasa mo koeru toki Negai ga hikari dakishimeru mirai wo yobisamashite Kaze ni nagareteku ano kumo no kodoku wo Kimi mo dokoka de kanjiteru no? Yume wo mamoru tame tagai wo kizutsuke Senaka awase ni aruite kita Kitto itsuka wakariaeru darou Onaji kimochi de iru shinjitai Mayou koto osorezuni habatakeru Kodou ga namiutsu mada yume wo akiramenai de Kuraiyami mo kodoku ni mo tachimukau Kimi to deaeta yorokobi wo kanarazu tsutae ni ikou Tadori tsuku basho sae mo wakaranai Todoku to shinjite ima omoi wo hashira seruyo Ayamachi mo setsunasa mo hanarete mo Ano hi to

Are You Fucking Kidding Me?
Loyal reader and end user:that means you, do not call technical support while taking bong rips. Seriously,after you asked me to "hold on a sec" I fucking heard the lighter light and the bubbles rise.I also heard you inhale mumble something about "good shit" then you exhale. You may have coughed up not only your lung but it sounded like last weeks breakfast as well. It's not my motherfucking fault that you cannot remember your fucking name and no it's not my job to "guess what it is" I refuse to play "Guess Who",or "what does this sound like" with you. Although I giggled like a school girl when I hung up you seriously need to find a better way to maintain,preferably far away from anything with a cord or batteries. Strangle yourself with the cordless phone you called in on. Oh and next time you get locked out of your yahoo account because the password isn't correct PUSH THE CAPS LOCK KEY AND TRY AGAIN YOU FUCKING ID+TEN+T. and yes aol is really a virus I hope your happiness rapes you i

Computer Christmas Poem
'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the Net, There were hacker's a surfing. Nerds? Yeah, you bet. The e-mails were stacked by the inbox with care, In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there. The newbies were nestled all snug by their screens, While visions of Java danced in their dreams. My wife on the sofa and me with a snack, We just settled down at my rig (it's a Mac). When out in the Web there arose such a clatter, I jumped to the site to see what was the matter. To a new page my Mac flew like a flash, Then made a slight gurgle. It started to crash!! I gasped at the thought and started to grouse, Then turned my head sideways and clicked on my mouse. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, My Mac jumped to a page that wasn't quite clear. When the image resolved, so bright and so quick, I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick! More rapid than mainframes, more graphics they came, Then Nick glanced toward my screen, my Mac called them

Beware People
I had this girl contact me here on fubar.well i said to her i am here for friendz.... and she asked me if i liked porn.... most people do, and if the guys want to follow her email go for it, but she kept pushing me to go to this site, hell for all i know she coulda been a cop, and well the site coulda been young kids and that is wrong, all she wanted was you to sign into her website, and who knows from their what coulda happened... maybe get you credit card info... who knows, but stay away from this girl she is 22yrs old and is a hussy... here is her email.....karensolo85@hotmail.com

Christmas Cards
A great idea!! When doing your Christmas cards this year, take one card and send it to the address below. If we pass this on and everyone sends one card, think of how many cards these wonderful, special people who have sacrificed so much would get. Please include a card to the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington , D.C. 20307-5001 If you agree, please pass it on. :) YES, YES, YES! Thanks

Bands That Are Featured On God's Forsaken Radio
God's Forsaken Radio would like to annouce all the bands we have picked up and feature on the station. Marshall Fucking Beck, Texas Metal Alliance, Conquest, Real Steel, Wretch, Chris Caffery, Further Lo, Fatal Smile, Avoidingx, Two Second Hate, Madlife, Warrior, Handful of Rain, Walking Lies, Yigaels Wall, Dragonwyck and Skull Hammer. We are honored to be able to play their tunes on the station. So tune in to God's Forsaken Radio and enjoy all these kick ass bands!!!!

Crystal's Fault
FEMALE SURVEY DON'T whimp OUT GIRLS! 1) Does your myspace password have to do with a guy? Nope. 2) Are you a girly girl? I am guilty. 3) Small or big purses? ANY! 4) Do you sleep in a bra? Nope. 5) Coach bag or NFL game tickets? Coach bag. 6) Do you enjoy drama? Nope. 7) Did you dress up on Halloween? Not this year. 8) Do you call anybody by their last name? Nope. 9) How many guys will read this just because it says "FEMALE SURVEY"? No idea. 10) Do you wear makeup? Yes. I love my make up. lol 12) Have you ever been called a bad influence? In a teasing manner. 13) American Eagle or Holli&

My Fu-owner Vanessa
Please show my Fu-Owner lots of luv! She's so close to Disciple! Vanessa proudly owns Teresa from Spankers Club@ fubar This bulletin brought to you by: ¢Ü♫¢¾¢¾Teresa!¢¾¢¾♫¢ÜOwned by Vanessa@ fubar

Fu-anniversary
Two years ago, while procrastinating about writing a paper or studying for some exam, I created an account on what was then called cherrytap. A boy I was lusting over had mentioned it in an off-hand kind of way. "Oh, it's just some dumb site. Kind of trashy." Trashy, you say? Five minutes after creating my account, I had a headache. The format of the page horrified me. The scrolling photos at the top frightened me. And the noises! shhhhhhhhhhhhh-BOOM! cha-ching! donnnnnnnng! SOMEONE WANTS TO BE MY FRIEND?!?! Wait. This someone just left an ascii sexxxy truck on my page, informing me that I've been run over by it and instructing me to run over other people I believe to be worthy. Oh, what to do? Lacking a CDL, I left the truck parked on my page, and I looked around, trying to find people who weren't tattooed truckers or cherubic sexxxi angels. There weren't many. I suppose there still aren't. Dizzy, head aching from the sparkle hump-day/thirsty-th

Caa #62 - Update #3
Rosa is home! Rosa is home! Just heard from my angel that Rosa is at home now and is eating on her own. Let us continue to keep this little miracle in our prayers, because she is everyone's angel. Mom and dad will have a hard time with all of us Godparents out here! Lol, may God keep little Rosa and her parents safe and in excellent health. Doc.

Lacking A Stop Sign
Every young somebody is looking for a hot body Many people getting fit just for one season Looking for the next hotty There is only one reason Walking down the beach Sun in the eyes Everyone is with in arms reach Not long to look and realize Personality, honesty and the care Three things that nothing brings Down to the muscles, looks and to compare All about the lust and no wedding rings Rock the dance floor Show them what you got Keep them asking for more The key things in life many have forgot Whats the use in trying? The right way to do things When there are obsessions thar are not dying Being one self and all the misery it brings Party up and stay up all night Come on and give them what they want bring it on Does not matter if it is wrong or right The good side is temporarily gone Pick a number or a sign Tell them what you want and tell them what you need The woman looks hot and fine With an appetite to feed Sing a song and give a toast Pe

Touch
"Touch" Seal Without your touch I've been lost without the things I love Without your kiss I've been dreaming of the things I miss Your eyes, your mouth, your lips, your touch (Your eyes), (your mouth), (your face), (your touch) Who am I (Who am I) Not to take (I'm not to take) Of what will be (Of what will be), no one knows, (still) Who am I (I need to know) Not to take (What time itself) Of what will be (Will it show) let it be Each day we miss, I remember times I use to kiss Your mouth (Your mouth), your eyes (your eyes), your face (your face), your touch (your touch) Who am I (Who am I) Not to take (I'm not to take) Of what will be (Of what will be), no one knows, (still) Who am I (I need to know) Not to take (What time itself) Of what will be (Will it show) let it be (Still I need to know), (What time itself), (Will really show) (Still I need to know), (What time itself), (Will really show) And I say Who am I (Who am I) Not to take (I'm not to

Fun
subject: Could be fun .... post date: 2008-12-09 21:04:04 views: 10 comments: 1 ratings: 0 Last posting to this blog.. subject: Tagged (ugh i hate these but they can be fun) post date: 2008-12-09 17:54:10 views: 8 comments: 1 ratings: 0 You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? pocket 2. Your significant other? Smacker 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? GA 5. Your father? GA 6. Your favorite thing? man 7. Your dream last night? sex 8. Your favorite drink? Bud 9. Your dream/goal? nurse 10. The room you're in? livingroom 11. Music? Metal 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? HAPPY 14. Where were you last night?bed 15. What you're not? snoby 16. Muffins? yummy 17. One of you

How Come I'm Only Thins Number In Your.....
I am hating the number thing in my family and friends. People seem to take it personal so I am removing the numbers except for one and that would be Jacqui. She and I have mushed boobs just so ya know. If this is an issue for you...I don't know what to tell ya. I have too much happening at home to worry about numbers on my friends here. If your really a friend you won't care where you are. :)

Stone Sour
I don't know how else to put this It's taken me so long to do this I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight My muscles feel like a melee My body's curled in a U-shape I put on my best but I'm still afraid Propped up by lies and promises Saving my place as life forgets Maybe its time I saw the world I'm only here for a while But patience is not my style And I'm so tired that I gotta go What am I supposed to hide now? What am I suppose to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through Tell me I should stick around for you Tell me I could have it all I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go I get to go home in one week But I leaving home in three weeks They throw me a bone just to pick me dry I'm following suit and directions I crawl up inside for protection I'm told what to do and I don't know why I'm over existing in limbo I'm over the myths and placebos I don't really mind if I just fade away I'm ready to live with my family I'm re

Please Beware Of Hackers On Fubar
Sorry to say I won't be buying any blings anytime soon!! Someone hacked into my account and ran up a bill of $1000 dollars. Need less to say I am mortified!! So Please beware we have some very bad people in here!! FYI..I used Pay Pal too!! I just wanted to warn everyone before you go through the same ordeal I am right now!! ~Patsy

Neglect Of Children!
You better not look behind you cause things are catching up! You'll find out when it is too late! You need to turn off the computer and talk to your kids and start taking care of them better, if you don't someone else will!

Snow!
Um we haven't had snow in years... i think in the past 10 years we have had like 3 nights where we had little flurries.. but nothing other than that since like 1988... but.. it looks like we are gonna get snow tonight! OMG see all that blue... thats SNOW!!!!! and its coming my way! (see lake charles on the map? thats me!)

You Know You Want To Fill This Out ;)
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm sexy? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Copy and paste this into your blog to see what your friends answers will be.

Blogs From The Supposed Hot Chic "simplicity"
These are blog entries posted by one of the Fakes on this Site.....I wanted to include them here for those that have tried to bust her and ended up blocked. "He" has been given countless blasts and bling and has over 200 crushes by poor guys that don't take the time to do a little diggin' or ask why she doesn't have one stupid salute! UGH! People frustrate me! I’m a trainer for a large company and the classes vary from new hires to additional training for present personnel. This week a new class started for new hires in our customer service department. The age range for this group ranged from 20’s to about 40’s of guys and gals. Upon completion of training they were assigned work schedules. Bobbi, one of the new hires asked if I could adjust her schedule due to college courses. Told her this can be worked out and to come to my office later today. As she left, her boobs brushed against my arm and she gave me a big smile. Bobbi was one sharp looking gal and put togeth

9 Days ....
"They" say after five years of sobriety you pretty much have your shit together. Loved ones that your drinking affected begin to realize you will never drink again, you "deal" with life and it's "bumps" with "style", you stand up to responsibility and communicate even when it's difficult. December 19th will mark the five year "anniversary" of me saying NO. WOW... I didn't think I'd make it at times, but I have and it feels marv. I put down the bottle that lovely day, when I visited my mother in the hospital... She looked like a 90 year old infant strapped to her bed, her hair matted, drool running down her chin, babbling something about "who took my clothes out of the dryer", asking for another drink, hearing the doc tell me that she's lost over 85 percent of her brain cells and that she will die if she doesn't stop consuming alcohol. Well, here it is 5 years later. My mom has lost her house, her animals, her soul, her daughter, and her grandson... Soon, it will b

Read If U Want To
Why does it seem to be everytime that i get a guy interested in me that i hve to push him away. Ive had bad things happen but thatss because the guys i was with suxed the guy i messed up with this time was the best guy ever i really cared bout him then just because he doesnt message me i blow up on him i cant believe how stupid i can be sometimes....i was actually happy for once then i just mess it up big time.....i try to apoligize but he wwont talk....but i cant blame him ive done that to him so many times.....ive accused him of so many things and i just cant believe myself sometimes......he is a great guy and i did the only thing that ever mad him mad and that was get mad at him for nuthin he always forgave me but this was the last straw and like i said i dont blame him for hating me.......i dont blame u and i hope if the person im talking bout reads this he forgives me even though i dont deserve it......

Can I Borrow $25?
A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door. SON: 'Daddy, may I ask you a question?' DAD: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the man. SON: 'Daddy, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the man said angrily. SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?' DAD: 'If you must know, I make $50 an hour.' SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down. SON: 'Daddy, may I please borrow $25?' The father was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.' The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door. The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's

Auto 11 Game. 12-10 & 11-08
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Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, And Nobody
I love this... This is a little story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody. There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought that Anybody could do it, but Nobody realized that Everybody wouldn't do it. It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done

Reupdate On Hubbie
Okay as you all read they said they were going to transfer him Friday well that changed, they did it tonite, they called me told me so i bee line back up there to see him before they took him, Will be up to see him after class tomarrow. For those of u that think I should had put my life on the side line well you can go fuck off. Don't know how many ppl told me that this past 2 weeks,he is backen me up on me going to get my schooling done, and that it will be done, just have 2 more terms left and done in June. I would understand if this was like a 4yr course yes then i would stop but its only a 1 yr course and even if i do stop i would have to pay back all the loan money for it all at once when i graduate i have time to save up before i have to start payen on it. for everyone else thanks for adding us to your prayers and backen me up on my schooling, taken me 20 yrs just to get this far. well need to get sleep later all