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All Nite Marathon Fuck Fest
You know where to find me but I bet I can show you something you aint never seen a woman do. If you like to get jiggly with it bring a towel cause you will need it. Im on my live webcam and you know where to find me, my link on my top status. I will be all weekend with toll free phone & if you got 10 to 20 bucks I guarantee y ou the best time you ever will have. If you join my fanclub first you will save way more. see you tonite xoox amber

Wedding.
Inside Edition was just on and it showed a clip of a wedding where the party made their entrance dancing. I figured it would be tacky, but it ended up being pretty sweet and made me ALMOST want to cry. What can I say, I'm a girl. Anyway, I'm thinking that IF I were to ever get married again, I would want something like this. Not the traditional wedding march. Something fun that people would remember. I mean, when you get married, you're happy, right? At any rate, here is the clip. If it doesn't work...I'll post it in the comments.

Fri Jul 24 (to No Names)
I'm so stressed out right now. DONT READ THIS BLOG IF YOU ARE OFFENDED BY NEVERENDING ANNOYING WHINY RANTING PEOPLE. These rants are at people in my real life, not fu goers. Person one: I pretty much really disklike you. Your a liar, and you annoy me. Go do something horrible with your life. Or just admit your fault. whatever. You disgust me. Your a malicous, vindictive jerk! And to think I thought you were perfect. Person two: Your decision is obviously because of your one track mind lately. It's annoying. *Wonders if you'll regret it later* Person Three: Move on. Please. Person Four: Your annoying. And not perfect. Your judgemental and I find it funny when you speak of 'how above you are then others and how certain envirenments annoy you because they arn't up to your standards'. Can't you just be happy with the beauty in life? And stop taking over my stuff. :/ Sorry for ranting; but I like blogging on this site. Don't mind me being irritated today. Frustrated. i feel li

New Blog...
Love it or hate it, I am making my main blog: http://www.artschoolslut.com/You should bookmark it and read it, watch the videos on it, listen to the audio posts and make comments.Why? Because I love you. Plus it just got a face lift this week and I have been posting up a storm...Go.Do it.NOW!

My Kind Friend
MY DARLING KIND FRIEND,I DON'T WANT YOU TO HURT,TO BE ALONE,YOU NEED TO FEEL LOVED,NEEDED,I WISH SOME OPEN ARMS WOULD HOLD YOU AND SURROUND YOU LIKE A HEART,YOU NEED TO FEEL SAFE AND WARM,YOUR HEART NEEDS TO FIND A HOME,SO MAYBE YOU CAN DREAM A LITTLE DREAM,NIGHTS&DAYS SHOULDN'T BE SO LONELY,I DON'T LIKE TO SEE YOUR HEART BROKEN,CRYING FILLED WITH TEARS AND FEARS."I LOVE YOU."

When This World We Kno Endz
Waz my destany fuck it ? let me chase it than face it evan if i don't make it id rather fall off than fake it? nothin can hol us back where we take it evan though i kno those slipery serpants out there layin waitin an playa hatein an i kno its frustr8in jus tryin to live rasin 4 & 5 kidz with no time 2 give FUCK THe World 4 ME!! Life Ain't A JOY 2 LIVE ! Itz like a roller coster ride with 2 bustin friendz itz prolly why we all bust 4 chips rush for shit to get it quick get a grip on your life be4 the world an the millenium flip! may all these wordz that i wrote give a young brother hope Lord knoz itz hard to cope with all this hate an the dope.

Eh Exes Suck
I hate remembering... bringing up the past and what went wrong. I tried to fix it the best I could but is wasn't good enough to patch the wreck we made out of us. It came flooding back today, you want it to work but it never will.

Party And Bullshit
[Intro]Black Walt told me,If you want a bonafide bangerYou gotta start with a hard ass kick and snare, YeahAdd some dope ass music around it and a hard emceeAnd you got it, HaEvery night seem like we celebratin birthdays (Ohhhh)Cause rappin on planet earth paysSmellin like Ver-sace or is it Versace?You got me sloppy from poppin these Oxy'sAnd shot's of Saki, copyAll you ladies in here, I am sharing woodI just wanna lay between you and ram square intoCause when it comes to woman, Your man Aaron's goodI done been inside of more woman than planned parenthoodI got more bottles than new born babies for you porn ladiesI want you to drink up 'till you horn crazy and rape meTill I'm lazy and achyWant to get shady and tape me?Okay baby, Let's say we tape me inflating your tracheI'm just partying, I ain't lettin the tools spitI ain't tryna have you haterz layin below the pool pit40 acres and a mule sit in my garage with a cool kitEat, Drink and be merry, mane and miss me...With all that bullshit

Turn It Loose
Some call it country with a little bit of rhythm and bluesAnd when the boys start rockin'There's a beat that you just can't loseWhere it's gonna take us nobody knowsIt sure feels good to the body and soul(Chorus)I love the slide of a steal guitarI love the moan of an old blues harpI love the shake of a tamborineI love the bass when it's low and meanSo put on your shoutin' shoesAnd turn it looseTurn it looseYou feel like dancin'And you just can't stay in your seatYour knees start knockin'And you can't help stompin' your feetBefore you even know it you'll be singin' a longMakes me wanna stay hear all night long(Repeat Chorus)Turn it looseEverybody put on your shoutin' shoes and turn it looseGrab your shoutin' shoes and turn it loose The Judds Yep... turn it loose and burn it to the ground. ;)

Old Loves
Winds whip about as skies darken The hot electric words dance in the the thunder It is a clamor of truths in the textures Of a shroud of deeper greys veiling Rays of light, or warmth. The swirl stirs not only the rustling leaves A door opens to see the foretold. And the first few drops of nature Her love of cleansing drop from the heavens Washing over and about me Breathing in the moment and it is refreshing Rolling over the distances of plain and mountain This thunder comes into the soul and bone. The nuance rains, washing the oily voices away. Alive and free and stepping ito its torrent An intensity is cleansed of tarnish To stand amidst this beauty With its dole of tthe dirty clinging. And the out the door come the old pair of loves A subtle softness airs from them A gaze finds them in the storm And their hands move to each other From want will and relex Hand in hand. . . .

Thinking With Addition
"When your molecules are scattered around the room, it is while you wait for them to re-assemble that creativity is born, and you become the Unconceived Child". warmerthan 2007.Talking about oneself is more than difficult, because one can-not define themselves only others can. However I will take a shot to skirt the edges. Number one is creativity and missfits, I find each irresistible. I love the English language, because one can be as precise or as vague as one wants. I really enjoy creating short sentences that when heard sound perfectly logical, but if you really focus on the words you will realize it is completely nonsensacle. For example, "The expanded infinity of more perfect". If there is anyone out there that has an idea at what I am mocking in that sentence, and they get it right. I would humbly bow to their intelligence. I am a singer songwriter with 2 CD's, all parts played by me. I call my one man band, "Daddy'd Dead and the Yoo Woo's".I practice something I call addition.

Blown Away
[Intro]I know y'all don't see me on TVOr hear me on the radioBut you industry bratsBetter check Billboard and PollstarBefore y'all get to cryinAbout who get seniority at these showsEspecially when compared to meY'all ain't shit on stage[Hook]I hit the stageGrab the mic and blow 'em all away (I blow 'em all away)(Superstars), But they know I blow 'em all away, Hey[Verse 1]The gig is over, The gig is over (Bitty bye-bye)The gig is over, The gig is over (When A play)The kid is older and gettin colder (Many fly by)But his will hold ya, So listen closer to (A-A)-R-O-NThey dissin and twistin my nameBecause Aaron is scarin these glitz spittin pricks in the gameHit with this gift, Everybody get a whiff of this script and it's painGotta talk about the people with a attitudeHiss me and slipped in my laneI've been wreckin crowds for a long second nowGot 'em guessin how Tech is blessedAnd yes, The best in-town repOn the real, I keep it trillAnd when I spit, I ain't spillin about my millionIt's the

Happy Birthday Baby!
Thats Right It's S51's Birthday and his Happy hour is @ 4pm Fu Time and 7pm Eastern Time! I want you all to show him love He's a great Man, takes care of his Kids, Family, his Girl (me), Strangers, and all of his friends on Fubar! This Man deserves the world and the moon! Baby I know that you hate rainbows but you gotta admit the banner looks good... hahahahahahahaha! I love you so much with all my heart and if you asked me to Marry you right now then I would say yes without even thinking about it! You mean the world to me! Happy Birthday! Please go show love to S51 today... R/F/A/B Him! Love You Baby, C51_Art_Girl aka your butterfly!

Us Government
Now as an Army soldier I can’t speak my full thoughts on my mind. But I urge all people to look at what the new president is doing to this country. As the president you should not make comments on stuff like a cop arresting someone. That just empowers one side or the other and when the person in question is an old friend and claiming race had something to do with it then you should KEEP YOUR FUCKING TRAP SHUT. Now everyone is going to start claiming that the white cop is races and the cops are going to get scared to do their job. Now a person no matter what color can print in the news that the white man is the devil and that it’s the white man that is the source of all things wrong and it is over looked. If a white man arrests a black man for being an ASS it’s raciest. Anyone can make an anti white president item but I a white man makes an anti Obama anything its raciest disrespectful and even pro slavery. Someone points out that someone is swindling millions from the

Taken~
She reaches up & turns the radio a little bit louder. Dipping her hands back into the soapy water she goes back to washing the dishes. Her body sways as she dances & sings along with the music. He stops in the doorway, silently watching her as she moves. Looking her over he smiles, completely nude save the silver collar around her neck & the leather ankle cuffs. She has grown accustomed to being naked, even come to like it. Her long braid sways along her back, her hips rocking as she dances in place. Each time she reaches over to set a dish in the drain rack he can see the curve of her full breast. He watches her for a moment longer, enjoying his stolen glimpse of this interlude. Her voice mixes with the music as she sings,"I'm a bitch, I'm a tease, I'm a goddess on my knees..." He adjusts the growing stiffness in his pants then crosses the kitchen silently & swiftly scoops her up in his arms. The glass she has her hand shatters in the sink where she drops it & she screams in surprise.

Anyone Can Strip For Cash In Rhode Island!
In the state of Rhode Island, 16-year-olds legally can't operate a power saw or pump gas, but they can thrust their privates and shake their bits for greasy skeezers in a strip club! They can drop it for a tip as long as they get a work permit and are home by 11:30pm on a school night. So in Rhode Island, you can either get a summer job flipping burgers or flipping your ass cheeks! Sounds reasonable to me. The authorities found out about the loophole when they were investigating a 16-year-old runaway who got a job at Cheaters strip club in Providence. They couldn't throw the owner in the clink, because there is currently no state law banning minors from getting nekkid to Motley Crue songs for money. There is a law which states that anybody who employs a person under the age of 18 for prostitution whoring or any other lewd or indecent act can be thrown in prison. Apparently, the term "lewd or indecent" is completely subjective (meaning it depends how fugly the stripper is), s

This Sickens Me
www.wptv.com/content/news/indianriver/verobeach/story/Baby-left-in-hot-car-dies-in-Vero-Beach/Mr3SVqEHo0m440_Kizm_ig.cspx This sickens me to the core of my soul. Many will sympathize. Many will disagree. But I believe there is NO excuse or reason to forget your child for that many hours ANYWHERE, let alone in the backseat of a car on a blistering hot day. How do you do that? Anyone who thinks that death by heatstroke is a pleasant way to go needs to go sit in a hot car for just 20 minutes. Parents who do this should suffer the same fate. I have no room for forgiveness when it comes to this kind of neglect.

I Give Up
Everything has gone wrong with this remodel...firts it took over a week to do my floor..300sf....then Best buy fucked me..I had bought applianes and was told they would be held in the wharehouse...called yesterday to have them delivered and was informed that they had been returned..yet the card was still being carged and had paid about $800 on it...so had to run to Lowes and they hooked me up with great prices and delivered today. Great right? Except that the guy supposed to come do my cabinets today is now on another job until Thurs...what the FUCK I have NO kitchen and 2 kids..this is shit. So now they are coming tomorrow to finish it up so we cn order our granite top after they make the template. But FFS how many times am I gonna get screwed over on this!!?? End rant PS Got back from NY 2 days ago..and yeah the visit was not a good one. So I am sad..stressed..in a bad flare up...fuck fuckfuckfuck

Imagine People Sharing Ideas To Develop Opportunities.
Imagine a world of sharing ideas that collaborate grow for individuals and small groups of people to prosper. Review the web site I am building and give me feedback. www.romualdas.com and the model www.ted.com that inspired me to develop and link to them. Shortly i will be visiting my fellow teacher in Toronto www.thedirectorscut.ca to review how we could share ideas.

Rebel
written by wtfbbq, cause he is the awesome $safe_uid_dname@ fubar Tonight we delve into the world of the self professed/expressed rebel. He or she is usually found around the fringes of society, ostensibly to look in on all the conformist dolts he/she despises, without realizing that he/she is the very epitome of badly cliched, anti-conformist conformism. The rebel usually expresses himself through anti social behavior and the willingness to die an early death in accordance with some honor code that better men than himself live by, but somehow thinks that calling himself a "true up soldier" actually makes it so. What a joke, and good fucking riddance when this piece of shit removes himself from the face of the earth with his inherent stupidity. The rebel can often be found with a generous helping of skin ink, typically making him look like the splash damage victim of an explosion at a sewage treatment plant, festooned with blueberry black, pea green, and standard brown exc

I Wish This Poem Were Pixie Dust
I wish this poem were pixie dust To throw into your eyes And make you see the loveliness Beneath my sad disguise. And I would take you in my arms And weave a magic spell That I could utter anytime To make you love me well. But alas my simple words Are like summer rain That drums on hills and fields and hearts, Then vanishes again. And though my love might make you bloom, You turn with fragile grace To gaze in aching loneliness At someone else's face. We lust for what we cannot have, A long, unbroken chain Of lovers who remain unloved And loved who love in vain. While I'm near mad with wanting you As trees must have the sun, You cannot help but find a love Who loves another one.

Round Three Latest Updates
ROUND THREE LATEST STANDINGS Last Posted: Friday 7-24-09 @ 2:02pm pst 186 Classy 161 Des Tin E 140 Sweet Southern Adicktion 84 DarlynnOne 73 Taggedbyanangel 69 Cookie Puss 60 Ozette 59 Rocker~Chich 37 Jen4urthoughts 35 Crazy Lil Chit 32 Lola 30 Chaley 27 Sweetlove 20 Midnite

Child Punishment.....good Or Bad????
tuedsday my husband hears our 4yr old running in the house. we tell him many times not to run because he can hurt himself or break something. he wakes up and spanks him. that night him and my mom begin to argue because the spanking left a bruise. argueing (sp??) about how the cops can be called out and other shit like that. on wednesday, mom arrives home from work 4hrs before her actual time, packs a laundry basket full of my son's clothes, a grocery bag full of toys and tells me she is taking him somewhere safe. i'm shocked and asking where but she never tells me but says that i can call her if i need protection. on thursday, i still do not have a responce to the whereabouts of my son....MY SON!!!! my hubby is threatening to call the cops on a kidnapping charge.what is this world coming to when a parent is UNABLE to punish a child???hell, back in the day, i got my ass beat the fuck down with a belt, switch, orange extention cord, wooden paddle or whatever the hell my parents could get

Quick Story...........
ah the things you see when you go out for lunch...... I went to subway today and was waiting in line and curiously saw this young woman ahead of me........... wearing some designer jeans, a wife beater with a pink bra, and a WINTER SKI HAT............ WITH the goggles. Now most would find this get up a little odd for the middle of summer, I did too.......... of course after i finished purchasing my meal (footlong turkey ham YUMMY) ....... she was outside ...... waiting for me. Mind you, I am wearing the video game shirt currently on my default pic. She compliments me on the shirt and proceed to ask me where i can find some blow. magicly everything fell into place..........no more explanations needed. now that ive had my gigle u can have my giggle too :P

The Call..
She called the usual list of people..Her sissy, her bestest friend, even taht bitch she dont really like...no one answered...A "BING!" rose her from her self-absorbed thoughts. She stared at her computer and noticed a blinking box that said "care to chat?". She looked for a sign of who it was, but none was forthcoming..she figured "oh hell,what do I have to lose" and clicked yes.. "hello love, Im Paul" is what she read, and her heart stopped..her breathing was the only sound in her ears, the rushing wind up and down her trachea resonating in her like a pebble in a hubcap. With shaking fingers she responded "hello Sir". His response was immediate and all she could hope for. "Hello NauteeMommee, I am glad I saw you online..I am intrigued and couldnt help but notice...you opened your heart and your soul in your profile...it is unusual and commendable. I was mesmerized by the authenticity and forwardness of your profile. As I said in my message, I dont seek one who is beaten, nor wishes t

Connecticut By The Immposibles
From the subject to the predicate you let me know you're leaving connecticut first flight tomorrow. I've been seperated from you lost track of time we've lost it's true dearly departed from you now to be split in two What more can I say? I dont have the words to make you stay my sentences falter, break, and fade From the ticket desk to the baggage check you felt so cold, last kisses for proper etiquette before you let me go What more can I say?I don't have the words to make you staymy sentences falter, break and fadeWhat could I say, what could i dowhen it's all been up to you how can I take what you put me through when it's all been up to you...what could i say, what could i dowhen it's all been up to you how can I take what you put me through when it's all been up to you...From the subject to the predicate you let me know you're leaving

You Are Not Allowed To Use My Answers!!!
YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO USE MY ANSWERS!!!Your first answer....quickly! Forward to your friends and don't forget to send it back to me. Remember, you can't use the same answers as the person who sent it to you.. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. Name two things you use in the shower: Touch Myself ;) 2. Name something a man might buy before a date? Rubs one off...? 3. What is another word for a pimple? Whitehead4. What is something you cook in the microwave? uhmm..nothing 5. A piece of furniture people need help moving Bed6. Name a reason a boy might want an older woman? Experience7. Name something a dog does that embarrasses its owner? Hump Owner's Leg 8. A kind of test you cannot study for? Brain Wave Test 9. Name something a boy scout gets a badge for? Fishing 10. Name a phrase with the word home in it. Homeland Security 11. Name a sport where players lose teeth? Boxing12. Name something a teacher can do to ruin a student's day? Pop Qu

Dealing With Mumm Jerks
This morning we had a very amiable, fairly fun MuMM going when some dork enetered just to harrass one fu-member. thlck_c0ck_0n_c@m™, Many of us know him, isn't really mean or eveil, more of a pithy, ill-mannered 6 yr old, and is quite exasperating. I mean we've had problems with others... too many to name, some affilated with groups, others just singular... They're not funny or satiracal and think they're 'pissing' us off. I actually like the folks who do those things but these people don't. I've decided i will take pity. I have begun to call, thlck_c0ck_0n_c@m™, preteen willy, and if we all do the same, with no emotion or insults, maybe he'll stop... we can keep a running list of these people and maybe get them off the MuMMs...

This Page Is Dedicated To Our Precious Son Alan Matthew
Tears in Heaven Your tiny head, laid upon the bed you're little finger, entwined in mine. Mommy's so weak unable to speak. You took one breath and closed your eyes, Dear God, what's happened, to our Son this time? Daddy leaned over near your ear I heard him whisper I Love you Son. I wished you were strong enough to fight. Can you imagine feeling that Fear? I looked at his eyes that filled with tears. He said Son; your life has just begun. Our Darling Precious Baby Boy Mommy whispered I Love You so PLEASE Dear God, don't let him go. Brother and Sister waited so calm they wanted to embrace you in their arms Brother, we bought you a Special Toy, We will keep it treasured, for the rest of time. It's a little white Lamb with a Special Charm. Our Precious Brother were here to say we love you so, wished you could stay. With your Sister, I know you've met "Our precious Angel you are safe." With the amazing Heavens higher than some day we will all be together again. You're in our th

Cowboy Rules :)
Cowboy rules for Arizona, Texas, Oklahoma, Kansas, Colorado, New Mexico, Wyoming, Montana, Idaho, Oregon,Nevada, and the rest of the Wild West are as follows:1. Pull your pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right; your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight, it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck, because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're gonna get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell like cattle. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-10 & I-40 go east and west, I-17 , I-15 & I-35 goes north and south. Pick one and go. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 Combines that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. Every person in the Wild West waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of geese/pheasants/ducks/doves are comin' in during the hunts, we WILL shoot it outta your hand

Start Of A New Lounge
I have started a new lounge. It is called craft corner. Most of us do some kind of craft work. Rather it is crochet, cross stitch, kniting, maybe even wood work or art. Even if its something you dont think of as craft. Most all of us do craft of some kind. Ive found myself and most of my friends looking for a craft lounge where we can go and chat with other crafters. Maybe even trade ideas or patterns. Sometimes its as simple as wanting to show off our work. Now we can. You dont have to do any kind of craft to come in and chat. But if you do craft well heres your chance to come in show off and brag about it. Who doesnt like a chance to brag now and then? lol So why not stop by craft corner and relax a bit.

07/24/09
Fact of the day: In Arizona you may not have more than two dildos in a house. Joke of the day: A cucumber, an olive and a penis are talking. The cucumber says "I hate my life, when I get big fat and juicy they cut me up and put me in salad." The olive says "That's nothing, when I get big fat and juicy they cut me up and put me on pizza." The penis says "You think you have it bad, when I get big fat and juicy they put me in a bag, throw me in a cave, shut the door and leave me there till I throw up" Word of the day: DILDO City in

To All My Good Friends That Is My Friend On Fubar
As you all know me that I have not been online or say on here for ever, I don't know when i will be back on here but anyhow I just moved out of Tennessee, and now living in Ohio with my mom and helping her and taking care of her.. I am going to get a new computer really soon and I will start doing my thing on here.. I am so sorry that I have not been on here almost three years or so or more.. I am sorry I hope you all understand of what is going on with my life.. Everyone has a life to do what they want and I am doing what I can ok.. Also want to tell all that I am going to make a new fubar account soon to start all over, so this one will still be open so I can add all my good friends and family on here ok.. thank you for understanding of what I am trying to say.. ok Virgo24

Phrozen Apocalypse
I'm the Phrozen Body Boy and I am here to kill youYou will all fuckin' bow to me and I will prove your God failed youBurn a church and I will fuckin' execute a priestCause I am the fuckin' antichrist and your punk life will soon deceaseI'm the Phrozen Body Boy and I am here to kill youYou will all fuckin' bow to me and I will prove your God failed youBurn a church and I will fuckin' execute a priestCause I am the fuckin' antichrist and your punk life will soon deceaseActin' like a punk bitch, frontin' like a little boyI'm the frozen one bitch here to destroyFrontline bitch time to start the fuckin' warCrucify a Christian gettin' off to the goreI know you run your mouth kill your kid before he's bornI'll execute your wife so she'll never have to mournWatch which side you pick cause Heaven's gonna fallCause I got the Christ head and I hear daddy callI'm still the Devils son until I overtake the throneI'm as bad as they come with a chrome to postTell me where the blessing's at while I'm s

This Is Dedicated To Our Darling Angel Chrystel Marie
My Angel My Stay in the Hospital was long over due, many days spent of feeling so blue. Anxiously waiting for our child to be born caused a relapse of my heart to be torn. Our Beautiful Daughter, holding so tight, removed from my arms, way out of sight. Where are you taking her, where will she be? This is our Daughter she belongs to me. We won't take her far, she is fighting to breathe, please be patient, we may have to retrieve. God be with her as I am too weak, my hearts in my mouth unable to speak. Please, God help her and do the right things. You have the power, I'm left without wings. We hear a call from the Angels above, we now have to take her and share our true love. When your Child has gone to the heavens above, you pray for special wings of a dove. My Darling Angel if I could fly, Mommy would be there instead of bidding you goodbye. I would stay by your side from morning till night. Watch over you Darling to know you're all right. Daddy l

Ur Madness Or Mine
step into my mind.. u wont find my truths nor my answers.. you'll find iam most definatly insane.. you choke on my wrds. my eyes pierce threw ur soul leaving u this hole of regret. but still i feel the same. watching u go down this spiral of madness. i spin it around and leave u a bitter taste in ur mouth.. Did u feel that slap of hurt i just gave you .. yea thats me and my mind.. ill leave u breathless and confused. spilling my secrets my flaws to the world IM NAKED .but still u return like an addict needing their fix. my kiss so deadly that it poisions ur toung. poisions ur mind. and again i feel no regret for the the things i have done. No shame in my heart nor my eyes. Seems wrong of me to watch u fall but like a movie i rewind and fastfrwd. the pain or ur face sends me a satisfaction that i just cant control. Its like frenzie i just love it.So i rock it with ur madness just before u come to the conclusion that im an illusion. i was never there at all. just somthing u tried to rea

Invisible
She can't see the way your eyes Light up when you smile She'll never notice how you stop and stare When ever she walks by And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her But you are everything to me And I just want to show you She don't even know you She's never going to love you Like I want too And You just see right through me If you only knew me We could be a beautiful miracle Unbelievable, instead of just invisible Yeah, There's a fire inside of you That can't help but shine through. She's never gonna see the light No matter what you do And all I think about Is how to make you think of me And everything that we could be And I just want to show you She don't even know you She's never gonna love you Like i want too And you just see right through me If you only knew me We could be a beautiful miracle Unbelievable, instead of just invisible. Like shadows in a faded light We're invisible I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize I just want to show you She don't even

Paranoid
no , not the fuckin kinks song people say that they get paranoid from smoking weed just don`t have the proper frame of mind they are looking at the illegality of it and getting carried away with that part i just smoked a bowl and the last thing i feel is paranoid dammit wicked you are gonna be away from home and in BC.home of some of the worlds best weed you better get high

~~ Bbl Possibly~~
Ok my friends, I am going for awhile, I thought last night or this am for myself would have been my last time on here but I havent been disconnected thus far, may be before I get back on so if in the event that happens. I will tell you all again to take care until I can get back on. I will keep you all in my heart and thoughts. Take care. so long, farewell, it's time to say goodnight. If I still have the interwebz l8r than I will be back ~~~~Love always,~~~~ Lisa Anne Marie O'Bryan

Haters
to all the haters out there. hate me if u want it must mean i am importain to you. i am glad that i am because to be honest with you you are not to me. to the man i love i am sorry i can be there in your life like u want me to just know that no matter what u will always have that part of me that i tried so hard not to let u have. and u r the reason for these bitches that r haten on me i have what they want and they r just mad because they can't have it the way i do. know that u r in my heart and thoughts everyday and i prey everynight god watches over u while u do what it is that u do. i love you and hope u all understand. u r my king and u will always be my king. no one can ever replace u no matter what they try. u r the one that can make me or break me.

The Smile My Favourite Poem
The Smileby William Blake There is a Smile of LoveAnd there is a Smile of Deceit And there is a Smile of Smiles In which these two Smiles meet And there is a Frown of Hate And there is a Frown of Disdain And there is a Frown of Frowns Which you strive to forget in vain For it sticks in the Hearts deep Core And it sticks in the deep Back bone And no Smile that ever was smild But only one Smile alone That betwixt the Cradle & Grave It only once Smild can be But when it once is Smild Theres an end to all Misery

Me At 16, Vid (oathetic)
So my best friend found her home vid from when we were all fresh off the boat, at her 16th party! This cannot used against me later as a blackmail ;p 3: 10 is one of the most pathetic parts of the vid tho, and shows that I might have had some brain damage :)

For Me
Curiousity leaves your mind roaming within thought,trying to figure out exactly what it wants...The thought of a relation between two people,sometimes leaves the mind in a state of lifeless thought...A blank thought of you within my arms might be it,the feeling that I would love to enjoy...I have spent time with you for almost two months now,but yet, it seems so much longer than it has been...You question my feelings for you,wondering why I would have feelings for you...Things that some people might let get in the way,I really dont worry about so much...You are not the average girl, or the perfect date,but then again, I love your little imperfections...Matbe your make-up isnt always perect,or your hair isnt straight in the mornings...I actually really dont care that your hair gets messed up,or even that your make-up might cover up your beautiful face...I miss you even though I can see you right now,my sexy babygirl... Written By: Zack A.K.A Comatosed

Bubba Walks On Water
Bubba had long> heard the stories of an amazing> family> > tradition. It> > > seems that his father,> grandfather and> great-grandfather> > had all been able to> > > walk on water on their> 21st birthday. On that special> day,> > they'd each> > > walked across the> lake to the bar on the far side> for> > their first legal> drink.> > > > So when Bubba's 21st> birthday came around, he and> his> > pal Jim Bob took a> > > boat out to the middle of> the lake, Bubba stepped out> of> > the boat .... And> > > nearly drowned! Jim Bob> just barely managed to pull him> to> > safety.> > > > Furious and confused,> Bubba went to see his grandmother.> > 'Grandma,' he> > > asked, 'it's my> 21st birthday, so why can't I> > walk 'cross the> lake like my > > pappy, his father, and his> father before him?'> > > > Granny looked deeply into> Bubba's troubled eyes and > > said, 'Because your> > > father, your grandfather> and your great grandfather> were> > born in January,> > > when the lak

Inspirational Poem
Inspirational PoemNever Give UpIn that dark lonesome placebetween a dream dreamedand a dream realized,I have left a little light for youso you will know that someone caresand believes in your dream.Just where it becomes the most darkand difficult to find your way,there is the light I left for you.It will light your way,through the doubt, the confusion,and the fears,It will stay with youall the way to the realizationof your dream.And when your dream has come true,please go back to that darkest placewhere you have been,And set the little light there to give heartto the next sweet soul that braves the pathto his or her dreams.Dreamers are the architects of greatness.There wisdom lies within their souls.Dream long enough and hard enoughand your dream can be attained.--- Unknown Authorxoxoxobestmoviestar

Yo Ho
Yo, ho, haul together,hoist the colors high.Heave ho,thieves and beggars,never shall we die. The king and his menstole the queen from her bedand bound her in her Bones.The seas be oursand by the powerswhere we will we'll roam. Yo, ho, haul together,hoist the colors high.Heave ho, thieves and beggars,never shall we die. Some men have diedand some are aliveand others sail on the sea– with the keys to the cage...and the Devil to paywe lay to Fiddler's Green! The bell has been raisedfrom it's watery grave...Do you hear it's sepulchral tone?We are a call to all,pay head the squalland turn your sail toward home! Yo, ho, haul together,hoist the colors high.Heave ho, thieves and beggars,never shall we die.

Just Visting Here
The tall, handsome, confident gentleman walked over to the girl and made a disparaging remark about the men who had been chatting her up. She laughed gaily, "When I don't want a man's attentions," she confided, "and he asks where I live, I just say, 'I'm visiting here'." "Ha-ha," he laughed, relishing her humor. "Where do you really live?" "I'm just visiting here."

Goin To Hollyweird.....
Yup I'm headed to LA in the mornin. Even IF no one wants me to stay with them. I can't stay here. Might go to Disneyland, might go to Six Flags, wanna go to the Whiskey, maybe see some stars. Then I thought I would head to Tempe, Arizona to see my bestest friend in the whole world. Then maybe Vegas! Dunno right now, I don't really have a plan. But I would still like to at LEAST meet some of you on my way. I will be traveling south on I-5 to L.A. I'm willing to stop along the way to meet people, have lunch, dinner or just coffee. If ya think ya might want to meet me, just PM me with your city and maybe I'll stop by! No, I'm not gonna "put out." Well, maybe....hehe........j/k ANYhoot, what ya think? Wanna meet me? If not, well then, fuck you very much! :P

Viewing My New Site
Hi, I've started a new business and would like your thoughts. Please take a few minutes and check out my website:[CLICK HERE] I think might be something that interests you, too.Give me a call later to discuss. Thanks,Mike-------------------------------------------Email me: mikesherratt09@googlemail.comVisit my Website

Outcast!
Tired of feeling like an Outcast? So were we until this place came along. Everybody fit's in somewhere, stop in and see if you fit in like the rest of us! We are hopefully the "Dysfunctional and Socially Unacceptable" family you've been looking for. "Cheeeerzz" ¶PÃIЙTEЯ™¤Ð§Ç ¤

Promise Never To Untie
The tender words are spokenEach body and soul baredTold secrets over endless daysOften doing more than daredNew world beyond my doorWith intrigued and intensityNow we have shared our heartsA bond now made it permanentlyFacing our days made easierDespite any type of weatherEach other's heart felt deeplyBoth happy we stuck togetherIt took us little time and effortThe bonding as strong as glueI now promise never to untieThe strings I have tied with youThe understanding of each otherBreaths to take, we breathe the airAs the relationship interchangesKnowing our loving hearts are thereNow we are never left on the outsideLovingly enter each others domainSmiling. laughing and forever teasingBut forever friends we then became

Men Stories
> Men Stories> > 1. I was walking through the cemetery this morning and saw a guy crouching down behind a tombstone. I said "morning." He said "no just taking a shit".> > 2. When I was a kid I used to pray every night for a new bike. Then I realized that the Lord doesn't work that way, so I stole a bike and asked him to forgive me. > > 3. My girlfriend was in labor with our first child. She was shouting out "get this out of me? Give me the drugs." She looked at me and said, "You did this to me you bastard!" I casually replied, "If you would care to remember, I wanted to stick it up your ass but you said, "it'll be too painful."> > 4. I went to an extremely attractive female doctor today for my annual checkup. She told me that I had to quit masturbating. I asked why and she told me, "because I am trying to examine you."> > 5. I was walking down the road today and saw my Afghani neighbor, Abdul, standing on his fifth floor apartment balcony > shaking a carpet. I shouted up to him, "What'

People Who Hate People
"There's a new party being born... The People Who Hate People Party."People who hate people, come together!"No!"We're kind of having trouble getting off the boards, but y'know."Are you going to be there? Yeah. Then I ain't fucking coming. You're our strongest member! Fuck you! That's what I'm talking about, you asshole! Fuck off! Damn, we almost had a meeting going."It's so hard to get my people together." Bill Hicks, People Who Hate People

Wtf Was He Thinking?
ONLY A MAN WOULD ATTEMPT THIS Just try reading this without laughing till you cry!!! Pocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this: Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked myinterest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....?? WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity dartin

~s1lkéÑélÐêr™...taterbaby's Romeo's Pictures
I'm a huge fan of photography and very impressed by several pictures by ~S1lkéÑélÐêr™...Taterbaby's Romeo. I'm putting some of the links here for my own reference and to share them with friends.

Drug Czar: Feds Won't Support Legalized Pot
The federal government is not going to pull back on its efforts to curtail marijuana farming operations, Gil Kerlikowske, director of the White House's Office of National Drug Control Policy, said Wednesday in Fresno. The nation's drug czar, who viewed a foothill marijuana farm on U.S. Forest Service land with state and local officials earlier Wednesday, said the federal government will not support legalizing marijuana. "Legalization is not in the president's vocabulary, and it's not in mine," he said. Kerlikowske said he can understand why legislators are talking about taxing marijuana cultivation to help cash-strapped government agencies in California. But the federal government views marijuana as a harmful and addictive drug, he said. "Marijuana is dangerous and has no medicinal benefit," Kerlikowske said in downtown Fresno while discussing Operation SOS -- Save Our Sierra -- a multiagency effort to eradicate marijuana in eastern Fresno County. Marijuana plants valued at more t

Pinch Me: Drug Czar To End Drug War!
In his first interview as White House drug czar, Gil Kerlikowske signaled a huge shift – at least rhetorically – in federal drug policy. “Regardless of how you try to explain to people it’s a ‘war on drugs’ or a ‘war on a product,’ people see a war as a war on them,” he told the Wall Street Journal. “We’re not at war with people in this country.” Yes, the fallacy of pursuing U.S. citizens who use illegal drugs as though they were enemy combatants was obvious the minute President Nixon made it official policy – against his own experts’ advice – 35 years ago. And no, Kerlikowske isn’t calling for an end to the policies that fuel that failed war. Marijuana prohibition, for example, isn’t going anywhere, according to the new drug czar. Still, Kerlikowske’s rejection of drug war ideology is a dramatic – and possibly significant – departure from his drug crusading prede

Running Through My Head...
Link: You Took The Words Right Outta My Mouth (Hot Summer Night) by Meat Loaf I love this song! Seems especially poignant lately... Rock on! Shawn, AKA DurhamNtx, DIT, The Dog, #3 on the menu...

Melbourne, Day 2.
My legs hurt. That means I walked more than two blocks (I’m from So Cal, gimmie a break). Spent the day in South Bank on the edge of the Yarra River. Had breakfast, bacon, eggs and tomato (still without coffee) which consisted of over medium eggs that were cooked through and bacon that looked more like a pile of ham. The slice of tomato was a garnish. I don’t know what it did to deserve top billing. It wasn’t that good. Visited the botanical gardens. Stayed awake. Toured Captain Cook’s cottage. It’s the oldest building in Australia and it wasn’t even built there. Go figure. Visited St. Patrick’s Cathedral (by mistake) and cussed once inside (on purpose). Looked like the one in New York if I remember correctly. How is it that I’ve visite

Paradise
A journey in a sense will make sense without a return. Without neither seasons nor borders only a not so far horizon. In this frantic carrousel, those souls that return will never leave again. I know this for sure my friend, I also have returned. I had to run a long way to be able to reach you.

The Lil Ppl
ok so if u wanna say that im bitching cool dont really care what most of u will think of this enry but i see alot of bull shit on this site lately some of u are prolly thinkin - "what bull shit" - its simple and most are to blind to see it - and realize they are doing it as well as others we all forgot about those that helped us get to where we are - get to the levels and popularity we all have gained - all the little people in our fu-lives that have rated and been friends with us from day 1. all the statuses and tickers about giving tis person bux and points and helpng this person level to a higher level - wile we have others struggling like we did to get to where we are - when we know the feeling of what its like to have to rate your way to the top - we all went threw it before - from lost souls to cherry tap to now fubar - in the beginning there was no bombs and autos - it was all manual - reach your limit and your done for the day - u found ppl to rate and new friends in th

Camera For Sale
Unfortuantely I've found that I'm a Canon shooter in a studio full of Nikons :( I have a Canon Rebel XTI for sale. It's 10mp, black and comes with an 18-55mm 3.5-5.6 Lens, 2 batteries, 2 chargers, usb cable, video cable, and I still even have the box. It's in excellent condition being that it's only been used a handful of times. I'm looking for around $500 for it.

Killing Myself??
my wonderful hearty breakfast this morning is i diced up some bacon and sliced some hot dogs and fried them up in bacon fat from last nights BLT's and i added 5 eggs and fake cheese and chasing it with a monster the good news is im having whole wheat toast hows everyone this morning?

Meet
So there was this British guy that calls the hotel every morning at the same time, to one of the rooms, for about a year now. Last night, this guy comes to the FD, extend his hand, and goes : "Hi, I'm Lloyd, you must be Natalia!" At first I was like WTF?? ANd then he explained that he is the dude that has been callin the hotel n the morning for the past year. It was weird seeing him in person.

Some Things That Make Me Tingle....
i love a gentle touch on my neck...that leads to kisses on my neck...which causes those kisses to slowly move down my neck...down my chest ending at my nipples...which causes sexy licks and nibbles...which causes those licks to move down my tummy...which causes hands to take over for the lips on my nipples...which causes licks to pass my belly button down towards my pussy...which causes you to stand up and push me against wall...which causes kisses on my neck...which causes hands to wander ...which leads the hands to wrap around my waist...which causes those kisses on my neck to travel down the spine of my back...which causes those hands to travel down towards my pussy...which causes the kisses down my spine to move to kisses on my butt checks...which causes fingers to explore the folds of my moist pussy...which causes those kisses on my butt to change into soft sexy nibbles...which causes soft sexy moans...which causes you to stand and turn me around...which causes soft passionate kis

Tgif Again !!!
After 20 years of marriage, a couple was lying in bed one evening, when the wife felt her husband begin to fondle her in ways he hadn't in quite sometime. It almost tickled as his fingers started at her neck, and then began moving down past the small of her back.He then caressed her shoulders and neck, slowly worked his hand down over her breasts, stopping just over her lower stomach. He then proceeded to place his hand on her left inner arm, caressed past the side of her breast again, working down her side, passed gently over her buttock and down her leg to her calf. Then, he proceeded up her inner thigh, stopping just at the uppermost portion of her leg. He continued in the same manner on her right side, then suddenly stopped, rolled over and started to watch the TV. As she had become quite aroused by this caressing, she asked in a loving voice, 'That was wonderful. Why did you stop?' He said , 'I found the remote'

Just A Laugh
After 20 years of marriage, a couple was lying in bed one evening, when the wife felt her husband begin to fondle her in ways he hadn't in quite sometime. It almost tickled as his fingers started at her neck, and then began moving down past the small of her back.He then caressed her shoulders and neck, slowly worked his hand down over her breasts, stopping just over her lower stomach. He then proceeded to place his hand on her left inner arm, caressed past the side of her breast again, working down her side, passed gently over her buttock and down her leg to her calf. Then, he proceeded up her inner thigh, stopping just at the uppermost portion of her leg. He continued in the same manner on her right side, then suddenly stopped, rolled over and started to watch the TV. As she had become quite aroused by this caressing, she asked in a loving voice, 'That was wonderful. Why did you stop?' He said , 'I found the remote'

Underaged
Soo... Last night some 14 year old went missing at the hotel. The cops were called, the parents freaked out, blah blah blah. 2 hrs later, she was seen with one of the Navy dudes that stays with us, walking from a staircase on a 3rd floor. So the guy is gone, and the little slut was taken to the police station and the hospital (to see if she got fucked or not). The stepdad went completely bonkers, and we thought he was gonna kill her, rightfully so. It seemed like the mom was perfectly fine, tho, that her 14 yo daughter was probably fucking a 21 yo sailor somewhere out there. She looked like a golddigging cunt, so prolly she thought it was an initiation of a sort. Finally, they got back at around 2am. WOrking at a hotel, I really see the cream of the crop once in a while. People REALLY disgust me: no manners, nor class, nor brains. Jsut sad and pathetic.

Vote Vote Vote
Hello all my gorgeous fufriends. I have a favour to ask you, pretty please? 1. Add this user as soon as possible http://www.fubar.com/user/1573896 2. you need to add this user to be able to vote for me in the boob-contest. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1573896&albumid=1784026&i=827132197&idx=2 3. And now, please vote, already behind... http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1573896&albumid=1784026&i=827132197&idx=2 I love you all. let me know if you'd like something in return. Xoxo Anni

Which Tarot Card Are You
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

1st Time Equals Public Fuck With Him
We met at a party on a hill overlooking a river and swimming hole. I wore a sarong slit to the waist, no bra and a transparent thong and sat so he could see my clit. I took him down to the river handed him my sarong and jumped in; floated on my back and stroked my clit. I came out and stripped nude (lots of cheering) and sat on a bench; unzipped his pants and stroked and sucked his prick while he finger fucked my clit. I stripped him nude and he sat on the bench and I gave him a lap dance fuck. I stayed nude; he dressed and we walked through the crowd as men caressed my clit and tits; sucked my tits and I stopped to suck two pricks. Wow.

I Thank You.....
I Thank You I thank you sir for what you did for me. For the purple heart you got while keeping us free. And Im sorry that our nations gratitude is so dry. And for the memories that you now carry and the tears you now cry. For your trudging threw mud, and fighting til dawn. While losing close friends but still carrying on. For taking the shells, sadly hearing the screams. For living threw hell, that now lives in your dreams. And Im sorry sir it had to turn out that way. And Im sorry more when ungrateful people say the shit they say. But I thank you truly the best I can. And I count it an honor to just shake your hand

All I Wanted
i was here for you every minute every second of the day to pick you up when you were down and to make you feel wanted and loved... all i wanted in return was you to love me and be honest... i was only good enough for you when it was convenient for you... im not a picture you put up on a shelf to collect dust and only take down when you want to look at when you want.... i am a person with feelings and a wonderful heart... i want to be loved and spoiled and treated like a princess or a woman you truely want... i want to feel your kiss your touch... but i guess i only wanted to much.....

Coming Thru Our Line
There's something really special about sunrise on the tarmac. Because sometimes it's the last sunrise the soldiers will see on American soil for a while and sometimes it's the first sunrise they see back on American soil. I'm blessed to be part of either one. This day started out bittersweet. I was working my third deployment flight for that day. It was around 6:30am and I had been at the terminal since 12:30 the night before. I still had three more flights to work. The sun was rising, soldiers were walking to the plane and the whole sky was a beautiful deep pink. The color that only mother nature can you give you and can't be duplicated. I'm watching the soldiers go by wondering if they notice the sky. the last sunrise they will see on American soil for a long time. I just quietly watch..lost in my thoughts. When the soldiers leave they pass thru a line of American flags..on one side the flags are held by the Red Cross on the other by USO..there's seldom less than 4 large flags billow

Scary
what scary when someone treats you special? "its when you get used to it and unluckily, you can't get it out of your system anymore.. so before its too late you have to set in your mind that: SWEET THOUGHTS ARE NO GUARANTEES..

Reality Vs Fubarland
Well, I think it is time for a few people to take a step back from fubarland and take a deep breath and realize that it is NOT reality. The majority of the people on here are using the site for what it was intended for: To gain pints and to move up in levels to get more abilities. On top of that ladies, you get more attention on here than you do in real life, I am sure. So, to gain these points the 'majority' will say or do anything to get you to rate them, buy them things, etc. It's all part of the game. This is what people in reality call lying. In FubarLand it is called "meeting friends at an online bar". BUT - in reality and in FubarLand there is one thing that works the same way - REJECTION. This is where everyone, the good, the bad, and the ugly need to listen up. When someone tells you that they don't want to hear from you again, talk to you again, see you again, etc...... HELLO. It means what it says. Don't keep buying them, sending them emails, sending them marriage proposals

About.
I say that I'm a cliche, and yet the words from your mouth and yours and yours mean nothing to me.... I can move a room, child. Ego built on reality, I'll fall back on my own two hands, with strong wrists to lift me back up. Forget the time I spent wasting wasting away devouring time with the meaningless and trivial. tomorrow will be mine.

The Dickies
Great night out last night with my brother seeing The Dickies. We turned up early enough to see both supports - the Hole-like Love & A 45, and Vanilla Pod, who sounded like American modern frat-guy punk, until they started chatting between the songs when they sounded like West Country yokels. Crowd-watching was hilarious - ten years ago it would have been awash with vintage t's, but now NO-ONE fits into anything they were wearing in the 70s. Couldn't decide which was sadder, the kids in Ramones t-shirts who were obviously not even born before punk died, or the middle-aged, balding and bespectacled men in freshly-laundered reunion tour t-shirts. The punk vibe was really hit home when Vanilla Pod's guitarist, in a preamble to their set-closer, wished us all a "lovely evening". But that said, it was a really fun gig. One of the benefits of punk is the fact that with all the songs sounding the same, it doesn't matter if you know any of them or not. My brother remembers The Dickies f

Shatter.
Shadows lurk, expand, devour more and more with each passing hour. I won't speak or cry to you but I'll smile and lie to you. Forget I ever said a thing as I let my consciense ring. You'll look away and I will sigh another day passing me by. Forge a new life o'er this past I don't think this dam will last. Will I live to see a day that the shame will falter and skitter away.... and the cliche rhymes in my head will take their place with the dead.

I Just Wanna
.......i jus wanna hold you, tell you what you mean to me.. with these arms around your waste, i kiss away this worlds pain from your face.. i'm telling you how your love amazes me, and i just wanna be with you, journey threw all our blues, me and you.. yeah, just us two becoming one with you.. i jus wanna free your heart-ache, making love in moaning wakes.. infinite ways, leaving your smiles gracing our days.. FUEGO POETICAS

Ten Benefits Of Having A Web Site
Ten Benefits of Having a Web Site If you have a business small, big or even minuscule it is very important to have a website, so that you can let your customers know that you not only exist but are also savvy about today's technologies. Here are a few other reasons: Effective method of advertising A web site is not a substitute for other advertising media but works very successfully alongside with the other advertisement media. You can add your domain name to other printed media - flyers, business cards, signs etc; from these are places many people will go to your web site for further information. Enhance your credibility People these days expect you to have a web site, infact the first thing people do after hearing about you is check you on the web. If you do not have a website they may believe you to be less credible and may not believe you are a 'real' business. Enhance your communication efforts A website is a great way to communicate with your customers as well as potential cus

A True Love Story!!!!
Swallows: Here his mate is injured and the condition is fatal. She was hit by a car as she swooped low across the road. Here he brought her food and attended to her with love and compassion. He brought her food again but was shocked to find her dead. He tried to move her ... a rarely-seen effort for swallows! Aware that his sweetheart is dead and will never come back to him again, He cries with adoring love.. He stood beside her, saddened of her death. Finally aware she would never return to him, he Stood beside her body with sadness and sorrow. Millions of people were touched after seeing these photos in America and Europe and even India. The photographer sold these pictures for a nominal fee to the most famous newspaper in France. All copies of that edition were sold out on the day these pictures were published. And many people think animals don't have a brain or feelings? You have just witnessed Love and Sorrow ... Felt by God's creatures.

Far From Me
.....coming from a dark area knowing nothing but closed eyes, awake the mind from skin popped in a world filled of lies.. the cry of mouth in anger i learn to soon stop.. before the first sigh, before the first cry.. and all before that is me before time.. in between the plan, the two connecting one created new young hands.. where am i before that, and if they never met i'd be no soul returning back.. does this make since, far from me in conscience.. in between realities reels, always looking for a good deal.. then when the cards are dealt, the greed proceeds it's stealth self.. can this be far from me, me in between life and greed.. FUEGO POETICAS

Without End
Filled with myself..walled up in my skin by an inapprehensible god that is stifling me.. Deceived perhaps by his radiant atmosphere of light that hides my drained conscience..my wings broken into splinters of air.. my listless groping through the mire.. filled with myself.. gorged... I discover my essence in the astonished image of water..that is an unwithering cascade..a tumbling of angels fallen of their own accord in pure delight.. that has nothing but a face half sunken.. already.. like an agonized laugh in the thin sheets of the cloud and the mournful canticles of the sea..more aftertaste of salt or cumulus whiteness than lonely haste of foam pursued.. Paradox constrained by the rigor of the glass that clarifies it, the water with endless shapes take shape... without end... .. . FUEGO POETICAS

Cool
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Infinitiva
.. el conocimiento de mentes cerradas engana, este el asi con cabezas no pan.. de ahi las mentes hambrientas de I adelante delgado.. inhale, exhale.. aliento.. ha fluido con soltura cuando corrientes regadas calientes en mentes reside un viento en la brisa.. aliviada.. despierta inmortal de la mortalidad desmontada de la consternación, transformando suenos que sueltan la vida el regalo de realidad.. subconsciente ventila la mente que anda infinitamente tiro la mortalidad.. saborean la dualidad inestimable modulada, como asuntos de asunto de propiedades cinéticos mentalidad de perforacion infinitiva.. FUEGO POETICAS

Ready For Bed....but Not Sleepy
Have you been tired, but not sleepy???? lol i am sitting here looking at my boys sleeping in the living room (fell asleep there while watching tv and i just don't have the heart to move them) and wishing that i could lay there on the floor and just pass out with them. i am soooo tired, but soooo not sleepy. The boredom is kicking in, but i still can't lay down and go to sleep. Having an upset tummy doesn't help either. i need a boring story to get me in the mood to sleep. lmao

This Is America!! Certain Thing About Your Culture Is Illegal Here!!
Okay so I heard on the news last night and on talk radio this afternoon about an 8 year old girl who was visiously raped by 4 boys ranging from the ages od 9 to 14, in Phoenix last week. Apparently her own cousin lured her out and that's when the attack accured. Now some jackass is arguing in the boy's defense that RAPE is part of their Lebonese culture. Now, I have a few things to say about this. I DON'T GIVE A FLYING DAMN IF IT'S LEGAL WHERE THEY ARE FROM!! THIS IS AMERICA & HERE RAPE IS ILLEGAL!! YOU HAvE A PROBLEM WITH THAT, TAKE YOUR ASSES BACK TO LEBANON!! And to the mother of one of the boys who claims her son doesn't even know about sex: WAKE UP LADY!! STOP BEING SO DAMN NIAVE!! JUST CUZ YOU DIDN'T HAVE THE NERVE TO DO THE RESPONSIBLE THING AND TEACH YOUR SON ABOUT SEX, MEANS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. BECAUSE YOU FAILED, HE'S LEARNED ABOUT SEX FROM HIS FRIENDS. THAT'S WHY HE'S IN TROUBLE NOW!! YOU WILL BE AMAZED AT WHAT THE AVERAGE 9 YEAR OLD KNOWS ABOUT SEX THESE DAYS. OPEN YOUR F

Vida
...... lo que realizo es las manos que se alimentan la boca no son todos los caminos la mano que se alimenta, ahora debeiia yo estar de pie en el coridoor de abandono.. o llevar a hombros el falues de una leccion aprendida sin excusas.. es el tiempo que la mosca por y no espera a ningun hombre, mujer, o nino, en estas opciones de vida son hechos la cama que a menudo buscamos es el que que hemos puesto.. coger de su destino por los caminos de opciones choosen para ser, lanzo el corazon que duele dolores.. es la vida vivimos como un no en vano... FUEGO POETICAS

Everytime You See Me Bling Bling
In efforts to gain more points, friends, page visits, rates so on so forth, I purchased a bit of bling the other day. Now I'm stumped on how to dish it out to all my favorite FU's. I have created this blog to gain ideas on what is bling worthy! So please comment! I need the advice this was my first bling pack and would hate to see it go to waste. So tell me what i should do.......

Love
If I could have just one wish,I would wish to wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck,the warmth of your lips on my cheek,the touch of your fingers on my skin,and the feel of your heart beating with mine...Knowing that I could never find that feelingwith anyone other than you.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Never Have I FallenYour lips speak soft sweetnessYour touch a cool caressI am lost in your magicMy heart beats within your chestI think of you each morningAnd dream of you each nightI think of your arms being around meAnd cannot express my delightNever have I fallenBut I am quickly on my wayYou hold a heart in your handsThat has never before been given away~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Love Is ...Love is the greatest feeling,Love is like a play,Love is what I feel for you,Each and every day,Love is like a smile,Love is like a song,Love is a great emotion,That keeps us going strong,I love you with my heart,My body and my soul,I love the way I

Away
Into the valley of the darkness is where my mind shall wander, beneath the rocks of sorrow I shall sit. Take into the counts of life and of hate and wonder how both can be granted into the human soul. Holding forth the knife of reason and wonder and ponder as to what this life has indeed become. Breathing in the soiled air and taking the poison into the depth of my thoughts. Shall I let it take over my body? I ask myself this question most frequently. It is as to my thoughts alone I shall answer it. It was never to long ago, I tell my self aloud, for it just seems as yesterday. I sat there and let you abuse the only sanity I had in my very mind. I let you into my mind and you forced into my soul. I never did forget the pain that you pushed upon me, yet I wanted to feel the wrath within me let free. Could it been that your evilness was passed into me? Could it be that I was looking into the eyes of the devil himself? I never would know that true answer, but I knew I couldn’t be wr

Hell
Through the sorrow filled eyes of the youth of world the fear of all that to come and the final question is… what will it be like? What will the pain be like? What will the world be like? When everything has finally taken its coarse and the world as we all know it will be no more but a simple memory once played inside of our minds of blindness. When the air within our world will be nothing but the foul smell of burnt flesh and the water that we drink will have the illusion of wine from the bodies dying the waters with their crimson tears. When the taste of food will no longer be there instead the taste of hunger and disease will take its place. When hell will no longer be the debate of whether or not it exists for it will be before our very eyes. When hells fires burn so powerful and high that placing their tired feet in the soils of our fathers lands will be burning from that as of below. The air being no longer filled with the lovely sounds of spring and fall but that of the s

Fighting To Hold On
Tiny bursts of flame turn into a raging fire inside me, a longing for someone to understand, understand that there is a deep pain inside me. A pain that for so long now has seemed to engulf my very spirit refusing to set it free I sit there in a constant daily battle almost begging for it to keep me alive. A force that though slightly seen by others acts as a wall to defend me from the good that people are trying to bestow onto me. I no longer wish for that wall to stand. I wish to let go and be as the bird on the window sill and just fly away leaving it behind. I feel as a ghost trapped in a house of misery, a bird with no song to sing, a person with no real purpose to be here. Till the day a death is brought onto the demon holding me prisoner I will not sleep a comforting night, I will not fully enjoy the taste of the meal before me, I will not fully be free. This world I am in holds me in place but I do not hold it in my heart. A ghost wandering the fields of reason bathing in the r

My Drawings
You can see my drawings at playlist.com The drawings in color that you see here are from deviantart.com- I didn't do them- I do sketches right now- they didn't look that good here so see them at playlist, Thanks wolf

Writting /thoughts
friedship is like a garden,if you don,t take care of it ,weeds will grow in it and thegarden will die andbcome a useles equity in the work you did in the begining to produce love ,respect,honesty and a bond beween two people when the great spirit crossed paths with one another in the first place of your uncrtainty of your life termoil.

The Consummation
... the end. Weightless, levitating on the sea of the Eternal. We slide into the essence of each other. Red, Orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Purple. Wetly ready. My eyes see all that is you. Silken strands of pure energy from the source of our Creator refract deeply inwards; penetrating, sublimating, suplicating. Slow and steady, the pulsing of a gift accepted changes our refractions into reflections. ... the beginning. Now the throb of choice aches inside of us; arches and thrusts completes the immersion of our seperation. Freely we feed each other. There is no consumption. Consummate love.

Justice!
why would you let someone drag you downwhy would you let yourself drownin all this pain and all this sorrowhoping it will all get better tomorrowliving this life so full of hope for a wonderful lifenot knowing you were going to twist that knifestabbed in the back so many times you promised things that were all blank linespages of poured out love you gave to mebut all thats left is a larger lock without a keyas my heart softened i doubted you less oftenthe doubt got less and my love got strongerand then your confusion would come back even strongermonths of love turned into shameand its me your trying to blamefor all your anger and all your fears

Finally!!!
I have waited several weeks to write this blog. Have on several occasions went to write it and could not bring myself to post it due to drama it may bring but as of right now I no longer care. (Besides most of the people mentioned wont even read it) I'm tired of being the quiet one that sits back and says nothing. There is only soo much I can keep quiet about and today/tonight pushed me over that line. For several weeks someone I considered to be very close with has not spoken to me. Why do you ask? Hmm Good question. I have yet to receive a REAL answer in regards to this. I asked twice once received no answer and the second received the answer of "i was annoyed over something stupid" Hmm well if it bothered you and caused you not to speak to me then it was not stupid and should had been brought to MY attention. I mean thats what friends wait I mean Sisters do right? Yeah well apparently not in this case. Moving on........... A certain SOMEONE (and once I continue those close

Wet Thoughts
The Stuff I think about in the shower would make you .... yeah, that too. First let me state that I appreciate my Family, Friends, and Fans. I have those that I talk to on an hourly basis and then I have those that I talk to every few weeks and there is always a smile exchanged. You all have at one point in time made me glad to be a part of the Fubarian Community. Thank you! Tonight the thought was these ""Friends" that are always questioning their "real friend's" loyality. WTFF ?!?!?!!? You know the one's ... "I have X number of friends and I am dry" or "I need help leveling and I want to thank my "Real Friends" for helping." or "I only got 20 picture rates and I have X number of friends" and this one got me today... "Friend" ... let's name him Beggin Strips is upset because no one will sell him an $11.99 bling pack. So I offer to buy him one for $10 mill fu bucks to which he said I only have $8.2 million (or so) and I say sorry. (There have been times when I hav

Sex And Romance...
I had a guy, the other day ask me if I liked "Romance". Now I had to be honest, and tell him, I have never had romance. I have heard of it, read about it, but never actually experienced it for myself. Same man for 23 years folks, and nothing close to romance. *grins* But that is another story. Well come to find out, after we talked for a little while, what he really meant was sex. Now I am thinking, is he kidding? He doesn't know the meaning of the word romance. Can you imagine? Thinking romance is sex. It got me thinking. Do men really think that? Do they think that being bent over a sink with a toy up my ass, while he is fucking me romantic? I find it sexy, but not romantic. *grins* Romance to me is showing you are thinking of them. A delivery of flowers for no good reason. Dinner made for me when I get home, romantic weekends spent in bed. Sweet, naughty texts sent during the day. A foot massage. Waking me up slowly with kisses and whispers. Any and all of these t

Pick Up Lines 2
i believe mankind was a ploy to create an earthbound angel born in gods image, an angel in the form of you thanks to you i can see why lucifer thought the humans were precious enough to get jealous over when god made me he made a copy to put on his mantle, when god made you he made a copy to put in his bed roses are red and so are my cheeks cause when you smile at me i blush and get weak violets are blue and because of you im fully aroused so my balls are too you think this is sweet? this is just a sliver off the sugar cane, let me know when your ready for a mouthful in this society marriage is like a fulltime job... you still got to have something on the side to get fullfilled "i have 3 inches of hard dick for you" ( far east coast from "How High") lets play navy you be the submarine.... dive deep, get wet, sink a sub and ill fill you with the seamen to get the job done

The Rebelols.
Tonight we delve into the world of the self professed/expressed rebel. He or she is usually found around the fringes of society, ostensibly to look in on all the conformist dolts he/she despises, without realizing that he/she is the very epitome of badly cliched, anti-conformist conformism. The rebel usually expresses himself through anti social behavior and the willingness to die an early death in accordance with some honor code that better men than himself live by, but somehow thinks that calling himself a "true up soldier" actually makes it so. What a joke, and good fucking riddance when this piece of shit removes himself from the face of the earth with his inherent stupidity. The rebel can often be found with a generous helping of skin ink, typically making him look like the splash damage victim of an explosion at a sewage treatment plant, festooned with blueberry black, pea green, and standard brown excrement. The ink is typically shoved under the skin in a prison environment vi

Poem # 2 Tell Me What You Think
Another Poem "Fire and Brimstone" The darkness that fills my life has over took my soul.The feeling of hate has given me no where to go.I strive to be someone worthy of love and trust.But in my endless travels i have found only lust.I fight for the feeling of honesty and control.But what iIfeel inside seems to never be told.My life has went to hell and will be hard to return.I claw my way up the brimstone only to fall and burn.As my flesh melt from my body and falls to the ground.I climb once again never giving in to the sound.I hear them say I am unworthy and weak.But I fight to saw i am strong and find what I seek.The love of another will be my goal till the end.Until that day in this fire I will stay pending.

Happy Birthday
Happy belated Birthday Grandma. You are still so much a part of my life. Every day, you live through me as I work, baking desserts, pies, cheescakes, brulee's. There was no one more special to me than you. Your word was law. If you were displeased, dammit, I changed. I remember Lasagna on Thanksgiving, Fried Chicken on Christmas, and those Christmas cookies. God, you would think that Kroger sold their entire stock. She would bake for days only keeping some for herself and mostly her guests. She gave out trays of cookies to the church, health groups, family. The greatest compliment I took from your funeral was when Junior said he felt like family when he began recieving trays of your cookies each Christmas. I should have known that last Christmas when you didn't bake, that you knew. And it would be our last together. I have tried to keep the tradition up since you have been gone, using your recipies. The fig nut pinwheel is not right, i will keep working on that. After four long years o

First Month Of Freedom
Hello Fu-Wrld this will be my on going bog about my reentery into society after serving 5 years in prison for felony poss. of a firearm, and poss. of a controlled substance.I was released frm prison on June 29,2009. From Haynesille Correctional Center located in Virginia As of this date I am still Clean and Sober, I've turned my lifearound, the first time in 25 years I am not Getting hih on one drug another! So far I have gotten my old Job back for SeaBoard Builders and working with my best friend Jaded1(Dennis), Living with him, He was kind enough to rent me a room in hi home.I have ordered my Studio Tattoo Kit so I can start tattooing again and I have made some good friends i the rooms of N/A, I feel good about where I am in my life, Ifeel good about where I m going, I haven't found a special woman yet but I am hopeful that if I stay the course and keep it, all things will come around. Today is July 24,2009 and I'll post every day or so, If you hae a lovd one doing time then please

Grok (thanks Oboreten For The Idea)
To grok (pronounced /ˈɡrɒk/) is to share the same reality or line of thinking with another physical or conceptual entity. Author Robert A. Heinlein coined the term in his best-selling 1961 book Stranger in a Strange Land. In Heinlein's view, grokking is the intermingling of intelligence that necessarily affects both the observer and the observed. From the novel: “ Grok means to understand so thoroughly that the observer becomes a part of the observed—to merge, blend, intermarry, lose identity in group experience. It means almost everything that we mean by religion, philosophy, and science—and it means as little to us (because of our Earthly assumptions) as color means to a blind man. ” The Oxford English Dictionary defines grok as "to understand intuitively or by empathy; to establish rapport with" and "to empathize or communicate sympathetically (with); also, to experience enjoyment." Other forms of the word include "groks" (pres

Hope You're Interested!!!
AS A LOT OF YOU KNOW...I'M A GIRL WHO'S NOT AFRAID TO ASK FOR WHAT I WANT. THERE ARE THINGS THAT I WANT, AND SINCE THE NEW LEVELS HAVE OPENED, THINGS AREN'T THE SAME. PEOPLE DON'T GIVE THINGS OUT AS FREELY AS THEY USED TO. I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE SOME DEALS FOR THE THINGS I WANT. LET ME KNOW IF YOU'RE INTERESTED...HERE'S A LIST OF THINGS I WANT AND WHAT I'M WILLING TO GIVE FOR THEM: 1 CREDIT BLINGS-OR-1 DAY BLAST- 50K 1 SFW SALUTE 3 CREDIT BLINGS-OR-6 CRED BLING PACK-OR-3 DAY BLAST- 150K 2 SFW SALUTES 1 PIMPOUT 5 CREDIT BLINGS-OR-TICKER-OR-7 DAY BLAST- 300K 3 SFW SALUTES

To Do List
You have been looking for a woman like me, a woman who can give you what you so desperately want. I understand you’re overwhelming desire to submit, the need to be disciplined by a strong woman and most importantly your willingness to put my needs above your own at all times. What kind of man would thrill at being the toy of a woman, feeling her strength, relishing any humiliation she chooses to give him? A man like YOU that’s who! Get ready to worship me by emailing me a list of things you will do for me. Mistress Morgan Le Fay1 888 430-2010MistressMorganlefay@yahoo.com

Another Long Periond Of Astinence
I don’t believe this. I never thought this could happen again, or at least till I was in my fifties. Some of you may be wondering why I am even bringing this up in the first place, I don’t know, bored, get it off my chest. I don’t really expect sympathy or pity over this, so bear with me. The reason I am talking is that in the next month or so, I will have completed my second time since becoming sexually active that I have went without sex for two years. Now, I will have to say it was more by choice than of something that was forced upon. For one, my situation for the past year or so was not very good and a relationship was the last thing on my mind to have, because I tend to want to have money first before having a relationship, mainly to me that is the whole idea. Of course, I do know some of my friends that do tend to jump first into whatever they get their hands on and worry about money second, if they do worry about money. Obviously, the relationship ten

Bay And Dom Getting Fu-hitched Tomorrow! Be There!!!
FRIDAY NIGHT IN ANARCHY RADIO! MY BIG BROTHER AND BIG SISTER OF ANARCHY RADIO GETTING FU-MARRIED!!! BAYS BIRTHDAY IS GONNA BE A BASH TO BE REMEMBERED!!! ITS A BIG EVENT AND WE NEED ALL OF OUR FRIENDS THERE TO JOIN IN ON THE FESTIVITIES!!!!!!!!!! SO BE THERE!!!!!!! KICK ASS TUNES, GREAT FRIENDS, and A MFKN FU-MARRIAGE!!!!!!!!!! BEST WISHES TO BAY AND DOM! LOVE YOU GUYSSSSSSS!!!! FRIDAY NIGHT! MIDNIGHT CENTRAL TIME! IF YOU NEED ANY OTHER DETAILS HIT ME UPPPPPPPPPP!!!!!

Interesting Fact Or Fiction
I just found out that my ex is leaving town and had the balls to tell everyone that he screwed over. What had happen will stay in the past and he will give back everyones stuff including mine. True or false either way their is only one person that he has not faced. And if you guess me your right.

One Of The Worst Things Ive Heard Lately
so i was just watching the news about this 8 year old girl that got gang raped in a shed by 4 kids ages 9-14, the girls mother blames her for getting raped when the kids just grabbed her and raped her...granted they were all friends but still what the fuck this bitch thinks that her 8 year old daughter deserved to get raped, man i wanna punch her... i dont care what she might of done or what but noone deserves to get raped. tell me how would anyone else feel if i t was their daughter in that situation(god forbid), u would be pissed and want justice i know i would..not blame her for getting raped...shes 8 YEARS OLD FOR GODS SAKE COME ON...she prob doesnt even know what the word rape means

Long Walk
Long Walk In this long walk called life.I walk alone. With no one to hold.My lifeless body with no one To comfort me when I cry, withNo one to give me a reason toLive. I stagger and, fall downAnd I have no one to catch me.How can I go on like this?In this black abyss so coldAnd empty I shiver with lonelynessAnd fearof dying alone. I knowI can't go on like this, but IMust I know I have to. Its theOnly way to be what I haveTo be. But I do not know What exactly that is.I might find outLater on inThe long walk of life. Jennifer Renee Wilkes Copyright ©2009 Jennifer Renee Wilkes

Promise
Promise So many promises made.You broke every one of them.Secret words unspoken.My heart you have broken.My soul ripped apart.Alone in my life you have created.From all the messed up places in your mind.The real me only you can find.Your the one who took me away.So here I must stay.In my own miserable world until I get old.So cold but I cannot feel.Is this even real?Promise me everything will be alrightwhen I wake up... Jennifer Renee Wilkes Copyright ©2009 Jennifer Renee Wilkes

Http://tinyurl.com/mvd6qz
I would love to share my hottest dream last nite. It was 4 of us gals at the mall after swimming and tanning and we spend all evening shopping an hit the ladies room. We did much more than use the services, but its too naughty to posthere. Wanna hear how it went down join me on my ifriends site.

Pretend
Pretend I smile till it hurtsCan't you see my pretty teeth?See my big green eyesHow they glisten with fearMy fists are clenched in determination..Or is it fear?but thats okayBecause see how I laughAnd see how I smileWith tears gliding down my cheeksPlease dont see my painBecause its not really thereAren't I a great actress?You are to, you know...Because you pretend you care. Jennifer Renee Wilkes Copyright ©2009 Jennifer Renee Wilkes

Farewell
Farewell Farewell worldfarewell daughterfarewell till my eternal slaughterday to day living has driven me insanefinding the courage to not drive this spike into my braini hate this life, consistantly filled with strifestruggling to not lose my mindi hate myself always wanted to be thinno one ever beheld what i had withinnever seeing the beauty they say that god has givenfarewell worldfarewell daughteri welcome my eternal slaughterisolated by my belovedseemingly death i have devotedmy decaying body soon found bloatedsaddened with every effort wastedtrue happiness i have never tasted pricking my finger on this thornwishing that i was never bornfarewell worldfarewell daughterthe abyss swallows me as i step into my eternal slaughter Jennifer Wilkes Copyright ©2009 Jennifer Wilkes

My New Ink
this will be my first tattoo....unfortunately i have to keep it covered because of work......pissants wont allow tats to show...i wear short sleeved shirts and cant have it below elbow length......help me please....and i dont want it where i cant see it

My Life According To Buckcherry
My Life According to BuckcherryUsing only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on and include me. You can't use the band I used. Try not to repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think! Repost as "My life according to (band name)."Are you a male or female?A child called "it"Describe yourself:crazy bitchHow do you feel:Dont go awayDescribe where you currently live:next to youIf you could go anywhere, where would you go:BrooklynYour favorite form of transportation:carouselYour best friend is:too drunk to f#$kWhat's the weather like:SunshineFavorite time of day:EverythingIf your life was a TV show, what would it be called:imminent bail outWhat is life to you:Out of lineYour fear:every thingWhat is the best advice you have to give:SorryThought for the Day:Talk to MeHow I would like to die:With out youMy soul's present condition:tired of youMy motto:Dreams

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searching for answers but notseeing shit cutting through myburdens over and over again putthese beautiful people six feetunderground I walk their roadsspill blood through their streets Ihate every one and every fuckingthing this is my war

My Bestest Friend
For My Bestest Friend Friendship is something to hold on to But for me that's not the case Cause I don't feel I need to keep Something that can't be erased I am sure of what I have Cause with you I have no doubt For what we've built, can't ever fail It's what I care about I find it hard to describe This thing that we share Especially when there's nothing else That ever could compare Others always know That together we will be For there can never be another "Tani and Kerrie" Those two words, known all over Might as well be one Cause without a Trish, there is no Lorie I'm sorry, it just can't be done For you're the "U", and I'm the "S" And forever that will be Cause together we make "US", and so you complete me and YOUR MY BESTEST FRIEND!!!

Breakdown. A Rant Blog.
..well, well, well….where to start? …The “fake” from the last blog was something totally unexpected and beyond the realm of anything that I thought it was when I posted it. For starters, just like scam girl and friends Sultry1, there was at one point, or there is, or may have been, the real girl associated with that profile. However her salutes clearly were photoshopped, badly. I guess the pigtails, plaid tie laying between her tits were enough to distract people from the obvious, like the fact her fingernails were blurred into the image portion of the “salutes” which was clearly badly made. The cowards got one deleted from Tinypic, but the are safe in my “Faker Crap” folder. Sure I had those that said she was real, and this and that, even people that claimed to have known her in real life. But at the end of the day, for everyone one of those stories there were at least five other members that said she was a total money-grabbing con, with the pro

Poems
These are the Keys to a Loving Lasting Relationship ~ Enjoy!~ Love one another with all your hearts.~ Give more than you take.~ Don't ever take your relationship for granted.~ Have heart-to-heart talks and really communicate.~ Be trusting, playful, intimate and kind.~ Appreciate all the little, special things.~ Recognize that time spent together is a treasure.~ Make the most of what each day brings.~ Know that nothing is sweeter than the warmth of one hand within another.~ Walk together in the direction you want to go.~ Be supportive and sharing and open to changes.~ Always continue to grow.~ Cherish this blessing which so few truly find.~ Have dreams to reach out for through the years.~ Share one another's smiles through the good times.~ Be everything to one another through the tears.~ What your time together lacks in quantity, make up for with quality.~ Call to say "I love you" in the middle of the day.~ Keep your sense of humor and hold on to your hopes.~ Don't let work or worries

My Own Space
everything has a point or a reason my mind is the samewhat you think is insane is actually in reality pretty sanelet you pick apart my brain and try to draw your own conclusionstry to paint between the lines of the patterns of my thoughts wildest illusionsa delusional wreckage of good and bad thoughts crashing togetherits a beautiful disaster that makes me one of a kind, my own mastermastermind ideas that go over your head 40 times before you say ''oh i get it''you thought i was aimless when i really knew exactly where i was headedi was crazy heading for the clouds the stars and the moon toosat on the moon just waiting for some aliens to pass throughprobably the only things in the universe that wouldn't think that im crazyhow can i get judgment from things that do anal probes on the dailygotta be kidding me, just let me rest my head while i have this chancefeet dangling in a crater, head on a star, as i give earth a distant glanceasking myself if i would go back there if somehow i coul

From The Beauty Series
"My only hope is for a deep love, a loss of myself to someone, not merely a loss amid all that strives to break me down and remake me. But a loss to someone who is sublimely good at mastering. Someone who might somehow, in the blaze of my suffering, see the depth of submission and love me also..."

Fuck That !!
what'z up nigga? im jus toleratein a bunch of niggaz motherfuckerz plotin on a nigga their a fuckin bitch nigga! make sure you bring it Pac Hey yo Pac ! do that shit westside style! an make sure you bring that real shit ! HEY YO PAC!! You heard it wrong nigga, there ain't nothing sweetabout my techniQueI have you checkin for my breathless quotes! I wrote deadlyMy history so thoroughly involves destructiOnniggaz left with their ass bleeding lyrical fuckingopen upFirst to bust! let me see your heartTurn the lights down because I might clown in the darkWhen I Check in the heartz of Men what do we find??Niggaz watching for my pockets planning plots on mineAm I Blind? Let My Rhymes speak!For Me In History a Legend You cant find meDon Makaveli bitch*! bow down to deathrowFuck What You Say! We Are UntouchableNow that we done shook Dr. dreHe aint made a beat in 6 yearsswear he's the shitwon't get no record sales sucking on Nas's dickLet Me get my preach on niggadrop the beat I get my freak ont

Survivor - Eye Of The Tiger
Risin' up, back on the street Did my time, took my chances Went the distance, now I'm back on my feet Just a man and his will to survive So many times, it happens too fast You change your passion for glory Don't lose your grip on the dreams of the past You must fight just to keep them alive Chorus: It's the eye of the tiger, it's the cream of the fight Risin' up to the challenge of our rival And the last known survivor stalks his prey in the night And he's watchin' us all in the eye of the tiger Face to face, out in the heat Hangin' tough, stayin' hungry They stack the odds 'til we take to the street For we kill with the skill to survive chorus Risin' up, straight to the top Have the guts, got the glory Went the distance, now I'm not gonna stop Just a man and his will to survive chorus The eye of the tiger (repeats out)...

Last Night On Fu For Awhile
Ok, just to let you all Know, my friends and family, this will be my last night on here for about 2 weeks, changing a few things and it is going to take about that long to get things straight. I will be back some time or another, Hoping I dont go another year coz I have come to grow fond for a few of you. Love and all that stuff ~~~~~

Take Time To Have Fun
Too many people put off something that brings them joy just because they haven't thought about it, don't have it on their schedule, didn't know it was coming or are too rigid to depart from their routine.I got to thinking one day about all those women on the Titanic who passed up dessert at dinner that fateful night in an effort to cut back. >>From then on, I've tried to be a little more flexible.How many women out there will eat at home because their husband didn't suggest going out to dinner until after something had been thawed? Does the word 'refrigeration' mean nothing to you?How often have your kids dropped in to talk and sat in silence while you watched 'Jeopardy' on television?I cannot count the times I called my sister and said, 'How about going to lunch in a half hour? She would gas up and stammer, 'I can't. I have clothes on the line. My hair is dirty. I wish I had known yesterday, I had a late breakfast, It looks like rain.' And my personal favorite: 'It's Monday.' She died

What's The Point?
So here I am yet again back on fubar...I don't know what keeps bringing me back here it must be some warped addiction or a need for strangers approval maybe?I guess we all need and want that approval even from strangers.My having no name seems to be quite the topic for some here,I have had some good suggestions and of course the obvious perverted disgusting suggestions.The thing is that I kind of like the anonymous me I don't think I could pull off one of those sex kitten names or a sickly sweet one so I shall remain nameless. A friend here also pointed out that I have gotten some nice gifts and yes that is true but I do wonder what people think when they see my bling...I don't point whore nor do I beg for anything I make friends by being me and nothing more.I don't know if anyone reads these things or even care what anyone here has to say.This is fubar after all and it's all about the points and levels to most.I actually enjoy some of the people I have talked with here I would rather

For The One Who Has My Heart
I want to look deep in your eyes.I want see there what I feel inside.We share something between us,Neither one of us can hide.I want to feel your lips touch mine,I want loose all my control,To know all it took was a look and a kiss,To know you were part of my soul.I want see your hands on my skin,I want and need you to do more,To have you give me that passionate lookWill tell me heaven is in store.I want to feel your need against my thigh,I want know you will fulfill every wish,.I think we were made to fit together,And all it take is a look and a kiss.I want to look deep in your eyes,And I see heaven there inside,You make me feel so beautiful,What I feel for you I cannot hide Baby, you are truely a amazing man, yo have captivated my heart. You are so sweet and kind and so many other things. You intrigue me and inspire me in more ways than one......

Too Tired To Process Thought...
Tubeway Army.You Are In My VisionFade to scenes of violence. Like a TV screen but silent. Where the victims are all paid by the hour. Staring at the ceiling as she gyrates all around me. I'm trying to forget she's done this all before. Far too many people. For a quiet night with myself. Oh, I could be anyone tonight. Focus on a feeling I've detected while I was sleeping. Sing a chorus of On Broadway and deny it all. You are in my vision. I can't turn my face. You are in my vision. I don't move my eyes. You are in my vision. I don't move at all. You are in my vision. Delicate bodies that decay beneath their clothing. Play Gods in an empty house in Paris. The wreckage of our hero lies. Broken in the corner and. Everyone pretends they like to live that way. You are in my vision. I can't turn my face. You are in my vision. I don't move my eyes. You are in my eyes. I don't move at all. You are in my vision. So... new theory for a new short(ish) story (novella) ... Listen to Replicas,

Changes To Fu-owned Reimbursements
Starting now, all fu-Owned purchases will reimburse the previous owner by the reiumbursement percent applied to the old (pre-purchase) value as opposed to applying the reimbursement percent towards the new purchase price. For example: X is worth 1,000,000 fuBucks. Someone purchases X for 2,000,000 fuBucks. The previous owner will be reimbursed 800,000 fuBucks instead of 1.6M fuBucks.

Bleeding Mascara
Goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!A wraith with an angel’s body.A demon with a smile of gold.You soul-sucker.I won’t become like you.A killer with the perfect weapons,crystal eyes and a heart of coal.You soul-sucker.I won’t lose myself in you.Look how pretty she is, when she falls down.now there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. Lips are quiveringLike a withering rose, she’s back again.What the fuck do you think love means?It’s more than words and more then feelingssucking me dry. Is my marrow that sweet?Your dead lovers left a trail of broken hearts and misspent hopes.Sucking them dry. Does their marrow taste ofSweetness, Sweetness? I hope you choke.Look how pretty she is, when she falls down.now there’s no beauty in bleeding mascara. Lips are quiveringlike a withering rose, she’s back again, she's back a-, shes back again.. shes back

New Here
ok so yeah im new here and i dont really know what im doing so heres to figuring things out... i reeally hope i dont fuck up my computer trying to work it all out that would just be me and my luck... FUCKING GREAT... so anyways... come be my friend or somyhing... i dont know... GO FIGURE... right well besides that i dont know

Thur Jul 23 [[goodbye Paradise, Hello Corn]]
Well, the move to Fort Pierce Florida is no more. I'm staying in Iowa, with the corn :) [[Which corn does not SERIOUSLY take over Iowa like some believe]] Anyway, I based my choice by my sincere desire to continue my education and get a degree in Health Information Technology. After two years I will have my associates degree. I graduated highschool a semester early because I had enough credits and I went straight to college. My first term I was enrolled in Psychology, Composition 1, Medical Terminology and Chemistry. I have an appointment to enroll for my Fall courses soon so I'll be sure to give ya'll a nice update :) Enough about school. I just got back home from my hometown (where I'm moving back to) And I came home and packed everything up right away. I'll be making the move on Sunday. -YIKES- I will have little computer time so I'll probably be on fubar about 10-20 minutes a day IF THAT. Yes, it really sucks but after I get a job I'm going to American (An electronics sto

Photo Manipulations With Unique Concepts
These realistic photo manipulations are from Erik Johansson, a 23 years old computer engineering student from Sweden. Other than great details in every images, the unique and creative concepts attracted me the most. For more works of Erik Johansson, visit his site at http://alltelleringet.com/

My Thoughts For This Thursday
this week the police finally found the dead body of 8yr old tori stafford. she was kidnapped back in april and her killers sitting in jail right now awaiting trial. no an amber alert had been issued after she had been missing for over two days. now the amber alert was not isssued right after a child had been missing because according to the police she did not fit the criteria. now give me a break. how could a child still missing after 24hrs not fit the criteria for an amber alert. some people need their heads checked. the case was even shown on americas most wanted. the one good thing that came out of this is the amber alert system in ontario is being revised and 8yr old tori can now rest in peace. but what about her killers should they be put in general population and not in their own private cells i think they should. child killer paul bernado gets his own cell his own tv and has every thing he wanted cause he is afraid of getting killed in general population. no offense but he dese

How 2 Get Paid For Rates
I will happily pay for rates as long as you follow these few rules: 1. Rate all the pics you want (NSFW excluded - we dont get points for those) 2. Leave a comment at the end of EACH folder rated saying "rated" or something similar. 3. Private Message (PM) me with the folder names that you rated along with a grand total. (im really tired of adding everything up and having to go find the # of pics in a folder - c'mon i know you guys are capable of this) NO Shoutbox messages for pay! NO Gift messages for pay! ONLY PM messages that include the previously stated items will be paid. iM TIRED OF LETTING IT SLIDE WHEN PEOPLE DONT HAVE THE INFO IM ASKING FOR. PLEASE DO NOT SEND MORE THAN ONE MESSAGE FOR THE SAME RATES - IT SLOWS ME DOWN SORRY IVE HAD TO DO THIS BUT IM TIRED OF ALL THE STUPIDITY AND GREED THAT GOES ON AROUND HERE. AND IM SO TIRED OF GETTING MESSAGES THAT HAVE NO INFO! TO THE POINT TO WHERE I MIGHT NOT EVEN PAY ANYMORE - SO HELP ME OUT SINCE IM HELPI

Beauty And Society
Hello today i had a run in with alot of immature small minded people... Has anyone ever heard there is more then one type of beauty society has made this the only form of beauty according to them we should all succumb to this... no theres more forms of beauty

Freedom
"God forbid we should ever be twenty years without such a rebellion. The people cannot be all, and always, well informed. The part which is wrong will be discontented, in proportion to the importance of the facts they misconceive. If they remain quiet under such misconceptions, it is lethargy, the forerunner of death to the public liberty.... And what country can preserve its liberties, if its rulers are not warned from time to time, that this people preserve the spirit of resistance? Let them take arms. The remedy is to set them right as to the facts, pardon and pacify them. What signify a few lives lost in a century or two? The tree of liberty must be refreshed from time to time, with the blood of patriots and tyrants. It is its natural manure."-Thomas Jefferson

Auction
Hello Fu Friends I have decided to hold an auction. Entry fee is 50k Minimum bid is 100k No i dont have some snazzy name for this auction its just a damn auction lol i need your offering and a valid photo link to the pic you want used. Start date will be july 27th at 12am est and will close on august 10th at 12am est ownership will last one month if there is drama say goodbye you are out there is no deadline on when you can join but i would like it to be sooner then later If you are interested just let me know lets keep this simple please send all the info i need in the fupal transfer i hate the run around game if you need help with your offering i have a auction photo in my default but its really easy its stuff like rates, gifts, salutes, etc

I Need To Know About Something I'll Never Have..
I need to know about something i'll never have.. What is love.. I ask because I wasn’t put on this earth to be loved or to feel happiness You see in my life where kids my age spent nights at the dinner table with family recounting the day’s events I spent mine alone in my room crying for a mother and a brother I will never see again Leavening notes on their beds like “mom come home I miss you” or “take care of mom Neil where ever you are” but they never came back…. To young to fully understanding the gravity of the situation Until one day I worked up the courage and I asked my father what happen to my Mother and Brother You see while others learned of hugs and kisses fond memories and wishes I learned of loss and death shattered dreams and tear stained pillows So I ask you what is love….

Bella Is In A Contest And Needs Our Help
Bella is getting her butt kicked in this contest. Please take a minute and help her by voting for her and rating this pic http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=2345636&albumid=1772820&i=884566532

Familiar Taste Of Poison
Drink the wineMy darling you saidTake your timeAnd consume all of itBut the rosesWere only to drain my inspirationsThe promises were spoiledBefore they left your lips[Chorus}I breathe you in again just to feel youUnderneath my skinHolding on toThe sweet escapeIs always laced with theFamiliar taste of poisonI tell myselfThat you're no good for meI wish you wellBut desire never leavesI could fight this'Til the endBut maybe I don't want to win[Chorus]I don't want to be savedI don't want to be so politeI want you on my mindIn my dreamsBehind these eyesAnd I dont wanna wake upNo not this time[Chorus]

Damn Libraries
I want to write a bunch but this damn machine here is going so fucking slow its driving me nuts. the idiots who run the libraries up here have librarians (ie-people with degrees in "library science" or whatever to run the computers so they dont have a clue what theyre doing-when things start fucking up their only response is to turn the machines off and restart them, which doesnt really accomplish much. plus, today theres a woman next to me what seems to be epileptic or something, its like she cant stop moving in these odd jerky motions that are impossible to ignore even if youre not (like myself) right next to her. so, I will simply put up a few more of my pictures of paintings Ive did and leave it at that. sorry if you was looking forward to hearing me rant. which I could-saw some things today that really made me mad, specially politicians talking about bullshit to keep everyone turned around about whats going on (heres a hint: GIVING THE RICH MORE MONEY ISNT HELPING ANYTHING MR. OBA

Just A Thought ...
why is it every time someone calls me gorgous ...beautiful ... or even pretty i have such a hard time beleiving them.... its not so much with the pretty i kno im pretty.... but im not beautiful and im FAR from gorgous...... i just dont understand i wish i could see what they see

I Want To Start A Levelers Group. Anyone Interested?
Attention everyone! I am looking to start a leveler's club, kind of like f.a.r. but a lil' different. But i wan us all get along and help people level. anyone game for it? Private Message me!

$billions In Medicare/medicaid Lost To Fraud, Abuse
Increased Government Control of Health Care Will Increase Fraud, Corruption and Abuse Missing from President Barack Obama's health care program pitch last night was the likelihood that increased government control will also mean increased fraud, corruption and abuse of the system. Last night, millions of Americans watched President Barack Obama sell his national health care plan on nationwide television. The reporters during the televised question and answer portion of Obama's performance attempted to appear unbiased, but their tone and demeanor was a marked difference from the attack approach they use on conservative politicians. And not one reporter asked about the potential for fraud and corruption in such a huge financial endeavor. With the Obama Administration and Democrat leaders in both houses of the US Congress desperately pushing a major overhaul -- many say government takeover -- of US health care, a report obtained by the National Association of Chiefs of Police's Fraud

If I Fall Behind
We said we'd walk together baby come what may That come the twilight should we lose our way If as we're walkin a hand should slip free I'll wait for you And should I fall behind Wait for me We swore we'd travel darlin' side by side We'd help each other stay in stride But each lover's steps fall so differently But I'll wait for you And if I should fall behind Wait for me Now everyone dreams of a love lasting and true But you and I know what this world can do So let's make our steps clear that the other may see And I'll wait for you If I should fall behind Wait for me Now there's a beautiful river in the valley ahead There 'neath the oak's bough soon we will be wed Should we lose each other in the shadow of the evening trees I'll wait for you And should I fall behind Wait for me Darlin' I'll wait for you Should I fall behind

Feel The Breeze
as i feel the breeze blow on my face i close my eyes and see you face your smile, you bright eyes i think about our first kiss how our lips touched and our hands searched our bodies as we kissed we drew closer towards each other till we coildnot get any closer our kiss searching and explorling i felt your breath as you were searching for air as we kissed not wanting topart to breath i draw you closer to me holding you tight not wanting to let go i open my eyes and see the deep blue sea the clouds in the sky and im all alone feeling the breeze on my face i close my eyes again and wish you were with me once more

Zombie Take-out Episode 9: And Samuel L. Jackson As Neville Chamerlain.
Zombie Take-Out Episode 9: And Samuel L. Jackson as Neville Chamberlain is now online Uncle John plays armchair herpetologist while Scotto wonders about aviation architecture as they review their most recent film to date, Snakes on a Plane. Will Scotto bring up Troll 2 … again? Will Uncle John ever be able to get his Nevilles straight? Did they pick the wrong week to stop sniffing glue? Stairs on a plane? http://zombietakeout.com

They’re At It Again, Pa
Yup, that’s right. Those puritanical, right wing nutjobs are trying to take down porn YET AGAIN. You’d think they’d have learned to keep their noses out of other people’s bedrooms by now. Apparently, even with as prudish and snobish as the Bush administration’s stance on pornography was, they are DEMANDING even more from the Obama administration. WTF? FULL BLOG POST HERE

Ask Away
Lately something has become a bit of a pet peeve for me on here. I'll see people with the status basically saying no one has rated them, can they get some rates or love or something along those lines. Now what kills me is more than a few times I've gone to some of these people's pages and rated some pics of theirs. Now to me if you're going to complain you're not getting pic rates or love and someone shows you love then AT LEAST rate that person's profile or a picture or two. It's no wonder people aren't rating your pics when you don't return the love. And now mind you these aren't people who have pages that are getting slammed. Sorry but I just had to rant about that. The other day I rated a few pics for at least 2-3 people with status messages like that and NEITHER could even view my page. It's like then don't whine no one rates you. Now onto more fun things...I'm a bit bored so feel free to ask any questions you want. I'll answer them whether they are serious or go

The Flight
I crawled out of my seat and retrieved a pair of blankets from the overhead bin. The cabin was silent and dark, the flight attendants busy in the galley.I sat down next to Scotty and handed him one. Scotty chuckled softly, drawing me back onto his lap. "Good idea". Scotty pulled the blanket around us and worked at the buttons on my blouse. I stared up into your eyes. Suddenly I felt a bit light headed. I think we need more privacy, I whispered. Ill meet you in the bathroom. Wait for a minute or two and then come back. I rebuttoned my blouse and crawled off of you, then tiptoed down the aisle. I wasn't afraid, and that's what surprised me the most. I had spent years being fearful of one thing or another. maybe it was the alcohol, or the altitude- or simply the man himself. But I knew exactly what I wanted-no doubts, no insecurities. A few seconds later Scotty knocked at the door. I opened it without hesitation. I was going to have this man, here and now. And I was determined I wouldn't

Break Free
as the night slowly gave awayto a brand new morningmy eyes opened to abrand new beginning; trying to be what i am notI let you take over mecreeping and crawling you drove to me to the edge of madness; as I see the reflection in the waterI look deep into the eyesthat longingly stare from within mehoping I would wake up from this slumber; always putting you in-front of me,I drew a false smile on my faceallowing you to do all that you wantedand never I stopped you; now, when its time to wake upI find myself bound tightby your love and affection that I thought was true; not wanting to be like this forever,I cut the shackles that bound meand broke free to live life,as its time to set things straight; Written By: Praveen

Update On Chica
Hey everyone, I am so so sorry I haven't been able to be on lately. As the ones of you who are close to me already know my laptop completely crashed.. I moved out of my apartment back in with the 'rents bc of personal issues. I am now working full time and overtime to get myself a new car and a place of my own all while taking care of the baby and helping raise my siblings. I miss you guys all so much and I get on and check my stuff whenever possible. I have a new man in my life. His name is Danny but everyone calls him Boda. He is awesome. We've been seeing each other for almost a month now. I have made some new friends out here as well. I was WAY depressed because I was so far away from my family and friends that I'd known forever but I'm doing MUCH better now. I will continue to check in and let you guys know what is up. Just ask me anything you guys wanna know and I'll be sure to answer! Please don't forget about me. I am doing the best I can! WITH ALL MY HEART Ashley Nichole

Can Money Buy Love???
so i have this friend who i dated about 12 yrs ago and we always joke about getting back togeather, but we both know we're better off as friends. anyway i was telling her how im working with a company to get a patent for an idea i have and how the guy told me once its done even if i sell 1 item in each store a day ill be the happiest man in fl, or i can sell the idea to a company for 10's millions of dollars! so she said to me for that kind of money she'd deffinatly get back with me, so me being the smartass that i am i said since she would only want me for my money, with that kind of money i could buy 100 younger versions of her. odviously she didnt think i could or this blog wouldnt be posted! to make a long story short, she said yeah if someone saw me driving a nice car, wearing expencive clothes, jewelry, etc. then yeah i could find someone who would come along for the ride take me for what they can and be on their way. then that classic song "money cant buy me love" popped into m

Russian Vs. Redneck
Russian vs. RedneckA Russian and a Redneck wrestler were set to square off for the Olympic gold medalBefore the final match, the Redneck wrestler's trainer came to him and said 'Now, don't forget all the research we've done on this Russian. He's never lost a match because of this 'pretzel' hold he has.Whatever you do, do not let him get you in that hold! If he does, you're finished.'The redneck nodded in acknowledgment.As the match started, the Redneck and the Russian circled each other several times, looking for an opening.All of a sudden, the Russian lunged forward, grabbing the Redneck and wrapping him up in the dreaded pretzel hold.A sigh of disappointment arose from the crowd and the trainer buried his face in his hands, for he knew all was lost.He couldn't watch the inevitable happen.Suddenly, there was a Long, High Pitched Scream, then a cheer from the crowd and the trainer raised his eyes just in time to watch the Russian go flying up in the air.His back hit the mat with a thud

You Stupid Fuck!
I Truley dont understand why you have to be such an asshole all the fucking time. Im your daughter, but yet you insist on acting like a fucking dick! All i ever wanted was for you to get your act, your life and your mind togeter. Why dont you just kiss the drugs goodbye? You really dont know how much and how badly you effect us kids...Like i said before, i dont know the love of a father. You are 38 years fucking old, act like it you stupid prick. Lastnight when we got into that fight, you yelled at me, telling me you wanted to knock my fucking teeth out.. nice dad, you WOULD say that to your 20 year old daughter. I dont understand why you and mom decided to have more kids, when YOU cant take care of them. Mom and I are doing all the fucking work here!!!! not one cent, not anything to help us out atleast a little. YOu are a selfish fuck, and i hope that you rot. You are spineless...you are a disease. Have fun with your drugs. I NEVER ONCE GAVE UP ON YOU, NOT FUCKING ONCE, YOU WERE MY BE

I'm Featured @ Asylum.com
Hello all. Just want to let you guys know to check me out at asylum.com! They were gracious to do a story about myself being overseas. Just alittle more to know about me! Thank you very much. P.S. Much love to the mummers!

The First Time
As I walked up to the door, with my heart racing in anticipation, all I could think of was her beautiful face, as I had saw pictures of so many times. I rang the bell, and as I turned with nervous energy, it happened. She opened the door, and there was a sweet silence as our eyes met for the first time. The feeling of losing myself struck suddenly as I got lost in her chocolate brown eyes. I was mezmorized by her beauty. The way her hair flickered in the breeze, was like a swaying palm tree on a beautiful island. As she reached out to me and her hand touched mine, I felt an electricity, that I had never felt before, run through my veins like a flood. I softly placed my hand on the small of her back, and the other on the base of her neck, and pulled her ever so closely. I slowly placed my lips upon hers, as she softly let out a single sigh of passion, and we kissed as if there were no one else in the world who were meant to be there more than we were. As we ever so gently eased apart, I

Moments In Life
There are moments in life when you miss someoneso much that you just want to pick them fromyour dreams and hug them for real! When the door of happiness closes, another opens;but often times we look so long at theclosed door that we don't see the one,which has been opened for us. Don't go for looks; they can deceive.Don't go for wealth; even that fades away.Go for someone who makes you smile,because it takes only a smile tomake a dark day seem bright.Find the one that makes your heart smile. Dream what you want to dream;go where you want to go;be what you want to be,because you have only one lifeand one chance to do all the thingsyou want to do. May you have enough happiness to make you sweet,enough trials to make you strong,enough sorrow to keep you human andenough hope to make you happy. The happiest of people don't necessarilyhave the best of everything;they just make the most ofeverything that comes along their way. The brightest future will alwaysbe based on a forgotten past

Batter Up. Time Talk About Baseball.
Hello Everyone.I hope that you are doing well today. It's been some years now since I've watched anything on Entertainment Tonight. But I remember one time Leonard Maltin showed a movie trailer with the legendary Babe Ruth coming into aclassroom and telling kids it was time to play baseball..There is an anime coming out called Big Wind Up. It will be released by Funimation Entertainment and the manga creator is Asa Higuchi, plus the director is Tstomu Mizushima. This is not the first time that I've seen baseball beingcovered by anime. The Japanese people have for a very long time had amfascination with baseball. ADV Film released an anime series called, Princess Nine - a story about a girls baseball team. I've seen baseball episodes in manyanime series like Maison Ikkoku (Note: Chachamaru was the name of the baseballteam in Maison Ikkoku.), Ultra Manic, The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, Yumeria. Even in the World Encyclopedia of Comics, edited by Maurice Horn, it shows on page 433 an

General
some addctions i want to give up like ,sweets but enjoy them to muchfor instance like cafeene , sweets ,and gmblingbecause they for me are bad but i enjoy them to an excessive ,compuilives behavior ,thats what i mean to be free or not be free .

Just When You Think You Heard It All...lmao
And you think you’ve heard it all….. I see stupidity is alive and doing quite well. 'Breast Implants For Your Tattoo?' 'Breast Implants For Your Tattoo!' 'Yes, Breast Implants For His Tattoo!' And this guy can vote? Heaven help us!

Check Your Receipts Esp. Wal-mart
Subject: FW: Check your receipts esp. Wal-Mart! > > Be> > careful and read your receipts….> > OMG! YES! THIS> > IS> > TRUE! It happened to me at Wal-Mart> > (Supercenter Store #1279, 10411> > N Freeway 45, Houston , TX 77037 ) a month> > ago. I bought a bunch> > of stuff, over $150, & I glanced at my receipt> > as the cashier was> > handing me the bags. I saw a cash-back of> > $40. I told her I> > didn't request a cash back & to delete> > it. She said I'd> > have to take the $40 because she couldn't> > delete it. I told her> > to call a supervisor. Supervisor came &> > said I'd have to take> > it. I said NO! Taking the $40 would be> > a cash advance> > against my Discover & I wasn't paying> > interest on a cash> > advance!!!!! If they couldn't delete> > it then they would have> > to delete the whole order. So the supervisor> > had the cashier> > dele

Burn It To The Ground
Well it’s midnight, damn right, we’re wound up too tightI’ve got a fist full of whiskey, the bottle just bit meOhThat shit makes me bat shit crazyWe’ve got no fear, no doubt, all in balls out We’re going off tonightTo kick out every lightTake anything we wantDrink everything in sightWe’re going till the world stops turningWhile we burn it to the ground tonightOh We’re screaming like demons, swinging from the ceilingI got a fist full of fifties, tequila just hit meOhWe got no class, no taste, no shirt, and shit facedWe got it lined up, shot down, firing back straight crown We’re going off tonightTo kick out every lightTake anything we wantDrink everything in sightWe’re going till the world stops turningWhile we burn it to the ground tonightOh Ticking like a time bomb, drinking till the nights goneWell get you hands off of this glass, last call my assWell no chain, no lock, and this train won’t stopWe got no friend, no doubt

Never Thought In My Life That I Would Be Doing This But I Am...
Well, I never thought it would lead to this but looks like I need it. THERAPY Yeah, I said it. THERAPY. I'm going to see a psychiatrist today. I never thought I would have problems mentally but I do. I need to get myself straightened up before I get into any relationships or basically anything. It's hard for me to keep a friendship with a woman or anybody because of the way I am, so I'm just gonna leave women and relationships alone. I'm doing a lot of dumb things that I'm not realizing that I'm doing (Annoying & smothering women, repeating myself, talk down on myself, etc.). I'm gonna talk to the psychiatrist everything that I'm having problems with and hopefully give me better medication cause the one I'm on now's not doing a damn thing to help me get better. I've gotten worse, so I hope that this doctor would help me throughout all of my problems. Wish me luck

Joke
In this life in this world i don't fuckin know Cuz i never ever fuckin do n people always gotta fuckin pick & target me like it's the only thing they can do in fuckin life make me fuckin sick make me fuckin sick make me fuckin tick lick a lick die or go eat fuckin shit. All i know is that i don't get people like you in this world. Always gotta fuckin get on my case be down my neck. Start your lil stupid shit n put me through it. You fuckin bitch hope someday i run you in & knock you straight the fuck out while ur passed out on the ground. Take ur panties off n fuckin rape ur lil pussy n ass n smack you the fuck round. Make you feel my pain i'm goin insane like i never had no mind. In my eyes is blind i could never fuckin see through out how this life to be. N everytime you always gotta target me n get on my case. Better hope we don't meet face to face beat ur shit out of misplace bitch that's not enough then i'll make you suck my 9inch dick make you fuckin gag on it down ur throat n m

Rating Guide
RATING GUIDE (without using money) A lot of people want to level fast but don't have the money for blings and bombs. Having money is NOT the problem. I will be the first to admit that it is the fastest way to level. However, there is hope with leveling fast without spending money. This is my guide on rating! Some of the information you may already know. Rating: As you can tell from the chart above profile rates give you and the person your rating the best amount of points. Also rating during happy hour gives you and them double points. However, that doesn't mean ONLY rate profiles during happy hour. 1 point is ALWAYS better then no points. Bitching about not being rated will not get you rates. If it does then eventually it will wear off and people will get sick of you crying for rates yet never giving rates in return. The best way to get rates is to do the work yourself and RATE. Don't expect everyone else to do the work for you. Create a system for yourself but spread things out

Sexiest Ladies Round One
255 MEL The Pirate Hooker 152 Sandi118 Sunshine105 Busdrivertohell 68 Coleen 59 Cherry Bomb 54 DJ Brittany Brutality 49 Inked Angel 47 DJ Soft 44 aLwaYsInTroUble 41 Beautifilly Broken 33 MS THANG 32 Huggiefux -- Sinfully Sweet Addiction 31 Lilsnoop 26 SiLLy CaLiFaS GuRl -- Sunny 25 GRLSKIKASS 24 DEB -- Pumkin41 23 LisaAnn -- Southerncakes 21 Rising Phoenix

Blastfm On Youtube
BlastFM is now on You Tube! Ryan P. designed the site and he did a great job. Watch Rick Darling makes his debut on You Tube. Check him out at www.youtube.com/blastcasterfm. BlastFM the best internet radio station in the world!!! www.live365.com/stations/blastcasterfm.

The Evil Knight
"Crazy nights and crazy dreams,evil knights with laser beams.Doth protest t'his foulish scheme,rule the kingdom in supreme.Plague the people too extreme,leaving them with low esteem.Without hope, there is no gleam.Even with a common theme.Urge a hero they all scream,put an end to this regime.Edward Peters they all deem,No, one said, we need a ream.Yes, one shouts, he has a team,he'll finish th'all like a cream.Like one said he found a seam,drove the knights out to the stream.Without weapons they all teem,like untrained kids they all steam.Peters a hero, t'all seem,Sir t'his name was his redeem." © LT.David Martin

Personal Goodbye To Those I Care About ...
To All My Family & Top Friends .. I have been struggling with leaving Fu for sometime, as you all know. The draw here obviously is the great people I have met and how much I miss you all when I'm not here. You all have my contact info now though, so the decision to keep in touch is yours. Fu served its purpose for me at a time when I needed it desperately, when Nick was deployed. There are 4 of you that had I not met then, I would not have made it through his deployment .. you know who you are (My Cowboy Ways, Commo Daddy, Kerosene & cavhorseman, written in order of meeting, but all almost on day one of me coming to fu). I thank you with all my heart and you will forever be in it. Love you 4 dearly. Fu has long since passed its purpose for me .. I'm not a game player, I take things too literal and way to much to heart .. just not where I need to be anymore. I hope if you come to my page, you find something there that makes you smile, laugh and remember that someone thinks of you,

A Senior Story
A SENIOR STORYA SENIOR STORYA college student challenged a senior citizen, saying it was impossible for their generation to understand his. "You grew up in a different world," the student said. "Today we have television, jet planes, space travel, nuclear energy, computers..."Taking advantage of a pause in the student's litany, the geezer said, "You're right. We didn't have those things when we were young; so we invented them! What are you doing for the next generation??"(I love old people! They do have a lot to offer!!!)

15 Reasons Why Fishing Is Better Than Sex
15 Reasons Why Fishing Is Better Than Sex15 REASONS WHY FISHING IS BETTER THAN SEX 1. A big, juicy worm always gets a fish excited. 2. You don't have to eat a fish while it's still flopping around. 3. You can take a leak in the bush anytime you want. 4. Stroking your rod won't piss off a trout. 5. Sipping a beer and scratching your balls is all the foreplay expected of you. 6. Anything you stick in a fish's face, it eats. 7. A fish will never gag, choke, or come up for air. 8. A red snapper won't cry if you call it a flounder. 9. You wear rubbers on your feet, not on your dick. 10. If you want a bigger pole, you can have a bigger pole. 11. A smart fish knows when to keep it's mouth shut. 12. It's okay to cook a fish to make it taste good. 13. Fish bite for a guy of 60, same as they do for a guy of 20. 14. You're never called a jerk when you throw back an ugly fish. 15. Fish are real happy when you pick up your gear and go home.

Dont Turn Me Away
Looking down im filled with dread It feels like my life is hanging by a thin thread Cannot rest throughout the night Nightmares leaving me with nothing but a fright Dreams intruding that can never be Daydreams barge in, but ones ill never have happen or see I wish above all else to close my exhausted eyes Be free from all the deceit and lies I feel like im falling apart Although i knew this would happen from the start I never get to keep happiness in my life I feel like a biohazard it always ends in strife The last few years have been hell to deal I wish i could block out my feelings and just not feel To shut them off and just not care To not care if life was fair I'm forced to tread on with what ive been dealt To be alone in the feelings ive thought or felt i feel like i can never catch a break To find something to assauge the ache Disappointment floods in from ones i thought i loved Everyone always pushes and leaves me feeling unloved They ignore my wants and my dreams Leaving me

15 Pieces Of Advice To Be Passed On To Your Daughters..
15 PIECES OF ADVICE TO BE PASSED ON TO YOUR DAUGHTERS 1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. 2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks-out? You shut the door. 3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone. 5. Go for younger men. You might as well - they never mature anyway. 6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart. 7. Definition of a bachelor; a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. 8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types. 9. Best way to get a man to do something, is to suggest they are too old for it. 10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener. 11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital. 12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions. 13. If he

10 Words That Don't Exist, But Should..
10 Words That Don't Exist, But Should 1. AQUADEXTROUS (ak wa deks'trus) adj. Possessing the ability to turn the bathtub tap on and off with your toes. 2. CARPERPETUATION (kar'pur pet u a shun) n. The act, when vacuuming, of running over a string or a piece of lint at least a dozen times, reaching over and picking it up, examining it, then putting it back down to give the vacuum one more chance. 3. DISCONFECT (dis kon fekt') v. To sterilize the piece of candy (confection) you dropped on the floor by blowing on it, assuming this will somehow 'remove' all the germs. 4. ELBONICS (el bon'iks) n. The actions of two people maneuvering for one armrest in a movie theater. 5. FRUST (frust) n. The small line of debris that refuses to be swept onto the dust pan and keeps backing a person across the room until he finally decides to give up and sweep it under the rug. 6. LACTOMANGULATION (lak' to man gyu lay' shun) n. Manhandling the "open here" spout on a milk container so badly that one has to res

Yeehaw!
I have a prank idea, which I wrote about previously. I am going to post a Craigslist ad, telling that I am a tall hot blonde in town for business, and I need to get some dick in me. Then I will tell them to meet me at the crossing of road X and road X, by my hotel. I would be able to see those losers from the entrance.

10 Reasons Why God Created Eve..
10 Reasons Why God Created Eve... 10. God worried that Adam would always be lost in the garden because he knew men would never ask directions. 9. God knew that Adam would one day need someone to hand him the TV remote because men don't want to see what's on television, they want to see WHAT ELSE is on television. 8. God knew that Adam would never buy a new fig leaf when the seat wore out and therefore would need Eve to get one for him. 7. God knew that Adam would never make a doctors appointment for himself. 6. God knew that Adam would never remember which night was garbage night. 5. God knew that if the world was to be populated there would have to be someone to bear children, because men would never be able to handle it. 4. As 'Keeper of the Garden' Adam would never remember where he put his tools. 3. The scripture account of creation indicates that Adam needed someone to blame his troubles on when God caught him hiding in the garden. 2. As the Bible says, 'It is not good for man to

Ensign: The Gift Of The Magi
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 23 July 2009 “Now when Jesus was born in Bethlehem of Judaea in the days of Herod the king, behold, there came wise men from the east to Jerusalem. Saying, Where is he that is born King of the Jews? for we have seen his star in the east, and are come to worship him.” (Matthew 2:1-2) In the second chapter of Matthew, we are introduced to the wise men who saw the star appear over Jesus’ Earthly birthplace. They meet the local ruler (Herod), they go to the place the prophets foretold (Bethlehem), they present their gifts, and they are warned to not return to Herod and go home. Since the time the Bible was written, human tradition has added layer upon layer to this simple meeting. “We Three Kings of Orient Are” may be a popular hymn, but it may not be historical

10 Commandments Of A Teenager...
10 COMMANDMENTS OF A TEENAGER 1) Thou shall not sneak out when parents are sleeping. (why wait?) 2) Thou shall not do drugs (Alcohol last longer) 3) Thou shall not steel from K-Mart. (WalMart has a bigger selection) 4) Thou shall not get arrested for vandalism. (Destruction has a bigger effect) 5) Thou shall not steel from thy parents. (Every one knows grandma has more money) 6) Thou shall not get in fights. (Just start them) 7) Thou shall not skip class. (Just take the whole day off) 8) Thou shall not strip in class. (Hooters pays more) 9) Thou shall not think about having sex. (As Nike says Just Do It) 10) Thou shall not help old ladies cross the street. (Just leave them in the middle)

A Kiss
"I've been wanting all morning to kiss you." "And I don't want to wait any longer." She lowered her lips to his and his arms encircled her, pilling her down onto him. She angeled her mouth more firmly against his and threaded her fingers through his hair. His lips caressed sensitive nerve endings, sending waves of pleasure through her. She opened her mouth inviting his tongue, reveling in the feel of him, tasting of sweetness and salt. he smelled of seawater, and his skin beneath her hands was rough with sand. He smoothed his hands down her back, caressing her skin, lingering over the indentation at the bottom of her spine, shaping his fingers to her buttocks, and squeezing gently. A sharp ache of desire welled in her, making her catch her breath at its intensity. She could not remember when any man had affected her this way. She broke the kiss and smiled down at him. He reached up to brush her hair back from her forehead and said, "I want to see you naked now."

Soul Mate~~
Look into my eyes, See my soul Kiss me, Feel my heart Touch me, Our hearts become one Love me, See our future Lust me, Feel our sexual desire Ask me, I'll says yes We marry, we have a family Happiness, 2 see our children grow Completness, "Us" as we became a family Wisdom, What we lived and learned together Sucessful,Through good and bad during the years we can still..... Look in2 eachothers eyes and see our soul Kiss and feel our heart Touch and know our hearts are one

I Am This Guy
I’m the guy who will hold you close, not because your cold or shaking, but because he wants to be close to you.I’m the guy who loves to twirl you around into his arms anywhere and kisses you for no apparent reason other than loves you.I’m the guy who says, “Okay, what would you like to do tonight?” not because he wants to go to a game, but because he is interested in you and what you like.I’m the guy who would go anywhere with you, even to the opera or things thathe doesn’t like because he is spending time with you, and that is all he needs.I’m the guy that is cautious to give his heart, but when he does it is all for you and he would rather die then not be in your arms at night.I’m the guy who will bring you things for no special reason than he loves you.I’m the guy who will never give up hope, and no matter what will stay with you for eternity.I’m the guy who once is in love, will always love you and never will forget

Tits
It fascinates me when I see homely, obese, insecure women ADMIT to looking for a man to support them. Seriously, is there a guy pathetic enough to settle for a gold digging cow? You might look good enough for a janitor, but NOT a lawyer.

It's That Time Again..
Vacation.. finally. And it is something I need. A break from work, life, and just about everything else lol. As always it is a trip to the Outer Banks (OBX). If anyone has never been there, it is a trip you should take. The drive for me takes anywhere from 8-10 hours depending on traffic. I'll be back home Aug 1. I might be able to get a wireless signal down there.. not sure. But I am not going to spend all day on the computer :) I'm sure I'll hear from some of you by cell... I BETTER HEAR from some of you lol. Leave me some love.

A Long Time Coming
Well, I knew this day would come and it looks like it has. For most of you, this is just the web and a fun place to hang out. For others, it is a place to find and connect with others and when that happens, I don't care who you are, emotions begin to play a role. I have found some really wonderful friends on here and I treasure their friendships more than they realize. You know who you are. Yes I am married, but as most of you know, not always and actually rarely happy. I found a wonderful guy on here and became quite attached. Well because of things beyond my control, that didn't work out so well. Am I a stupid girl for falling for somebody on the net, maybe (just one of my many flaws). Anyways, in my horrible attempt to try and get over this particular guy, I walked over a few other nice guys on the way and I would like to tell them how truely sorry I am. Was never my intention. (another flaw) Anyways, the reason for this blog is to tell you all that I will be stepping

Come And Get It!
Want to playSome dirty gamesYou touch me thereI'll pull your hairSpank your assYou moan and gaspSpread your legsI make you begI use my tongueAre you having funI get you wetI'm not done yetYou grasp my cockHard as a rockYou stroke my shaftSucking like madSqueezing my ballsSwallow it allOn your hands and kneesShaking your ass at meMounting you from behindTaking what's mineThrusting like a savage beastAs you buck and screamYour pussy starts to dripI reach around you rub your clitYou start to squirtMy balls begin to burstI empty my loadYour pussy lets goCompletely spentWant to play again

F*cking Computer
So my computer seems to have finally decided not to want to turn on again. This may unfortunately mean a system restore which is goddamn annoying as hell. I've typed this via my PS3, so I wont actually be able to see comments 'till my computer works again, just wanted to let people know.

To Let All The Men On This Site Know Becky W Got The Aids And Too Watch They Self....
well too all you man on this site id love to let you guys know that becky w from greencastle pa has the aids and please dont mess with her and if you had sex with her you better go get a check for aids ok and im not lieing at all... on myspace her screen names are sexy me,becky3404, sweet & lovable

Dead Beat Parents - What You Should Pay Attention To.
Blog Edited To Reflect that there are dead beats on both sides of the equation. Not just fathers. Well for one..pick better partners..dont just drop ya drawz for anyone who comes along Be smarter than that. But when it comes to them taking care of a child after it is here,well you need to be aware of the many tricks they will use on you to avoid helping any at all. 1.First trick which is always the very first thing they do.. "Im not paying to take care of you,I will help the kid in any way. But you need to do this and that.." Then you never see any help from them. Its an excuse used to avoid helping. Using you as the reason. 2.They will become very dodgy,cant find em..they disappear into the woodwork. Dont worry the state governments in which you live can find anyone they want to if they are pushed by you to do so. So file for support against the parent and have them actively pursue them. Remember,they will not if you dont show the interest to do so. 3. They will act a

Please Help If U Can
The above button will take you to my wish list.Below u will find the button for my 4 year old son's wish list. I am not asking for a hand out just looking for a caring soul to help out if they can. Christmas is coming up also we have school starting soon so I will be putting clothes for my son for school on there soon. It is amazon so it is fairly cheap.Please help if you can. If you do not want to buy anything but want to make a donation I have a paypal account.I also have my own website to sell the hair falls I make. If interested in buying some please feel free by going to my site.www.wix.com/SweetZFallZ/SwEEtZ-FallZThank you for taking the time to read this.

For Kiwichi....i Know How Your Feeling
You never said, you never said, you never said That it would be so hard Love is meant to be forever, now or never seems to discard There's gotta be a better way for me to say What's on my heart without leaving scars Can you hear me When I call your name And when you fall apart Am I the reason for you endless sorrow There's so much to be said And with a broken heart Your walls can only go down but so low Can you hear me when I call your name Complicated situations are the makings of all that's wrong And I've been standing in the river of deliverance way too long There's gotta be a better way for me to say What's on my heart without leaving scars Can you hear me when I call your name So, can you hear me when I call your name And when you fall apart Am I the reason for your endless sorrow There's so much to be said And with a broken heart Your walls can only go down but so low Can you hear me when I call your name

July 22nd, 2009
This one was very odd. Brad, me, my mum, and his father were at a picnic. There were GIGANTIC grabe. like, graped the shape and size of corndogs. and they were juicy, and delicous, and I nommed them lots. At one point, they became normal sized agai nand i was sad. then we went to the swingset and swung. Very odd.

The Funeral Of Hearts.
I saw new writings. I tell myself "don't read it". I just can't help myself and I read it anyhow. All I can think is that I still love this person so much, but I also know that I can't trust what she says she feels. How can you make it out like everything is so hunky dory, but as soon as you get here it's not. I really don't think I can ever trust you now. Besides I've always been 2nd best, the "if all else fails". It's how I've always felt around you. As of now though, I'm done. I still love you hard, still having dreams that won't go away, still can't get you out of my fucking head. It's only a matter of time before it all falls apart forever. I'm getting stronger everyday and learning to cope. I don't know what you want from me, but whatever it is just say it and stop beating around the fucking bush. That's a big part of the reason why things are the way they are. If you've got something you want to say to me, just say it. Don't be afraid to say something back.

Someone
It feels sad to miss someone badly.. Especially when both of you shared an unforgettable realationship. its so sad not to feel the presence of that someone. It burns your heart with such sadness and longing.. with all that burden your going thru.. you thought your someone misses you, but only to find out that the someone you know was enjoying someone and not you :(

Poem
I Love YouWith my every breath,With all I have left,From the deepest depths,Of my heart, I love you.With all of my strength,With a thousand miles' length,Every thought I think,I think that I love you.For the length of forever,As long as we're together,Through good and bad weather,For always, I love you.When no one is there,When you think no one cares,When love seems too rare,Remember, I love you.When everything's gone,When all has withdrawn,When hopelessness dawns,Don't forget, I love you.When you fall down,When your dreams come unwound,When hope can't be found,Be happy, I love you.When you make mistakes,When you're filled with hate,When you're old and gray,Even then, I'll love you.Until the very end of days,Until God takes my breath away,Until death separates our ways,Even after then, I will always love you.

Getting Into Heaven
It got crowded in heaven, so, for one day it was decided only to accept people who had really had a bad day on the day they died. St. Peter was standing at the pearly gates and said to the first man, "Tell me about the day you died." The man said, "Oh, it was awful. I was sure my wife was having an affair, so I came home early to catch her with him. I searched all over the apartment but couldn't find him anywhere. So I went out onto the balcony, we live on the 25th floor, and found this man hanging over the edge by his fingertips. I went inside, got a hammer, and started hitting his hands. He fell, but landed in some bushes. So, I got the refrigerator and pushed it over the balcony and it crushed him. The strain of the act gave me a heart attack, and I died." St. Peter couldn't deny that this was a pretty bad day, and since it was a crime of passion, he let the man in. He then asked the next man in line about the day he died. "Well, sir, it was awful," said the second man. "I was doing

Blowing
...the lid... Sooo...tonight I get a write up from the boss, blah blah blah; which happened cause my coworker deposited the $$ by accident, blah blah blah. The money was there, just misplaced cause he thought it was from his shift. blah I refused to sign it, since I didnt feel like it was my fault. Then I receive another shit about how some dude complained that I always fuck up his receipt when I switch his porn from a company card to a reg one. I told another boss that a) I do it all the time, and he is the only one complaining B) I showed the boss how its done Then he tells me that blah blah blah thats too many warnings. After which I...blow the lid. I told him that I am gonna guit without 2 wks, and fuck everyone over so they have to all take turns working nights for me, doing audit. Also, I said that they owe me big time for making me lose my vacation AND a plane ticket (that was credited towards a next flight, but they still) because the whore AGM decided to fire a

Poorly Run Lounge
I'd like to say I enjoy going into lounges chatting with decent people, and making new friends..After all that's what fubar is about right? And you can never have enough like minded friends? Well I joined a lounge Thunder's Oldies Night Club it was okay slow very slow not many ppl chatter as it's a new lounge. So every mornin I would drop invites to get the lounge going in which I thought was decent..Only to find out that it's poorly run, the pushiness of the owner and his staff was unbareable..It's a group of people that love drama, pushing people around, making up stories, talking behind peoples backs, Oh yes and they ban you for doing nothing wrong, if you're idle they eject and ban you...It's mainly a lounge that if you dont go along to get along you are ejected and banned..If this is the type of lounge people enjoy I say give it a shot... A group of people that say they cant and wont put up with DRAMA...well by gawd QUIT CREATING THE DRAMA and you wont have any... Now I'd like

Fake Profiles
I was curious if anyone knew where I could report fake profiles to. I have encountered quite a few people using internet porn stars as their profiles and I think it's jacked up. Any suggestions on who I could report it to? Thanks!

Blessings Of Every Kind
Blessings rained down Wednesday upon the defiled grounds of Burr Oak Cemetery as an ecumenical rainbow of leaders from diverse houses of worship re-consecrated what was formerly sacred but now is a crime scene. "Black and white, Jew and Gentile, Protestant and Catholic, Baptist and Greek Orthodox, we are here, all of us with one voice saying, 'These grounds are hallow again,' " said the Rev. Marshall Hatch of New Mount Pilgrim Church in Chicago. He was among some 50 area religious leaders who converged on the beleaguered Alsip cemetery to tour and bless the sites where corpses were allegedly illegally unearthed and dumped in mass graves as part of an alleged grave-reselling scheme. "We all come to grieve again as if it's the funeral over and over again," Rabbi Daniel Sherville of Northbrook Community Synagogue said. "Bewail the dead, but remember that continuing grief is worse than death." 'Gross depravity' The clergy were invited and accompanied by Cook County Sheriff Tom Dart, w

So Called Bestfriends?
So, My best friend(or so I thought) and I had a conversation the other day. And it came to me that she was a total bitch and was more about herself and the bar life. Before she was nineteenwe always hung out and did things together, and after i had my son she stayed a night in the hosp with me and everything was well and whatnot but then she turned nineteen and everything changed and we never spoke for 3 months till the other day. Does it seem fair that i always there.. then she has a bar life and just does not bother with me. Thought best friends stuck it out through thick and thin! Seems like You never know who your true friends are, till they really show their true colors.

French Dream
A boy was having a lot of difficulty in French class. To encourage him, his teacher said, "You'll know you're really beginning to get it when you start dreaming in French." The boy ran into class all excited one day, saying, "Teacher, teacher! I had a dream last night and everyone was talking in French!" "Great!" said the teacher; "what were they saying?" "I don't know," the boy replied; "I couldn't understand them."

Am I A Freak Magnet Or What?
So... As the title implies... What the hell is up with women these days?!?! The girls that I have been meeting lately are just... I dunno.. Let me start by explaining myself.. At the beginning of this month I met a woman who was really nice, polite, and even a bit wild. She was perfect.. or so I thought.. Anyway, about 3 dates in, I find out that she is still married.. After I found that out, it was pretty much over from there.. Come to find out, I had met her husband and all this sh!t started as a result... I mean.. WTF?!!! Why couldn't she have been honest with me? Take 2: I meet another nice young lady about the middle of the month.. I come over to her place, hang out a few times, and BAM.. It begins. This one started telling everyone I was her boyfriend after the first time we hung out.. I mean.. Damn woman, c'mon. After that, things just got blew up out of proportion.. She started lying to me, saying that she was in trouble and her roomate stabbed himself, a

Boredom Survey
1. Who was your last text from? My Son Devin2. Where was your default picture taken? 1 of many Hillsboro Parks3. Whats your middle name? Lee4. Whats on your mind? Answering these questions5. Does your crush/GIRLfriend/BOYfriend like you back? I assume so6. What is your current mood? Mellow7. What is your moms name? Sarah and Faith8. What color shirt are you wearing? Red9. Are you close with your dad? Once upon a time10. If you could go back in TIME and change something, would you? Not sure11. Have a crazy side? yes12. Ever had a near death experience? yes 1 to many13. Something you do a lot? Read14. Angry at anyone? not really15. Favorite Month? March16. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Erik Estrada- from Chips17. When was the last time you cried? night b4 last18. If you could have one super power what would it be? Mind Reader19. Whats the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Ass20. What do you usually order from Starbucks? NOTHING----THEY DON'T SUPPORT OUR TROOPS

Why Do The Good Guys Finish Last?
Well, my boss Terry was laid off during the last round, and his last day was this past Monday, when I was out of town. I had been hoping to have a few minutes with him to find out his plans, see what he had cooking, and most of all, to just let him know I appreciated him as a good guy. When I first started working here 15 years ago, he was my 2nd level technical support, so I talked to him every day. Used to tease him about being an Air Force pussy and he would tease me about being an Army grunt (AF people are not intelligent enough to understand that "grunt" is a technical term for an infantry soldier and does not apply to all personel in the Army, so I just forgave him for that oversight). Here's an example of the kind of guy he was. He had hired this man named Bill (who I later nick-named "Bushy Haired Stranger") who lived down in "The Nam" (Fayettenam = Fayetteville NC) which is a good 80 miles away from Raleigh. And there is no interstate between the 2 cities, so you're going th

Have You Ever Wished?
Have you ever wished, that when something or someone gets you either down or pissed off. You could just shut off your feelings like a light switch? Or when you have been with someone for so long, they just leave you at the curb, wondering what you did You could wish, that you could forget them and all you shared, just so you could go on with your life. Man I have always wished that for my self. I wear my heart on my sleeve and most the time, ohhhhhhhhhhhh helllllllllllllllllllllll all the time I get taken advantage of. And un fortunetly , no one ever comes to my rescue to support me or tell me just to keep looking for the bigger picture. That one day I will be rewarded for the kindness I have showen. Man isnt that a pipe dream. LOOKS FOR THE RAINBOW

To You
Just for one moment I want to breath you in to feel you to hold you. To question nothing to know nothing besides that you are mine. That you want me to be yours. So soft so my everything. I want to get lost with you feel your being. feeling each others thoughts in this time. One min to know im your dream come true. One hour to let go of all the fears I ever had. Take me with you to the place no one goes. I want to be fine so hold me embrace me without holding back. A day A week A month A year A life time Doesnt matter to me. As long as I feel your complete in making me feel the ways I have only dreamed .

Why Are You Afraid To Do Good?
1Pe 3:13 Who is going to harm you if you are eager to do good? 1Pe 3:14 But even if you should suffer for what is right, you are blessed. “Do not fear what they fear ; do not be frightened.” 1Pe 3:15 But in your hearts set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect, 1Pe 3:16 keeping a clear conscience, so that those who speak maliciously against your good behavior in Christ may be ashamed of their slander. 1Pe 3:17 It is better, if it is God’s will, to suffer for doing good than for doing evil. 1Pe 3:18 For Christ died for sins once for all, the righteous for the unrighteous, to bring you to God. He was put to death in the body but made alive by the Spirit, 1Pe 3:19 through whom also he went and preached to the spirits in prison 1Pe 3:20 who disobeyed long ago when God waited patiently in the days of Noah while the ark was being

Felt This Way
Hello you goodbye me I need too get away from this feeling so you take over ill go away. Who would mind anyway. I don’t need to be all I want is to be set freeI’m entrapped in my own body. I fight but I lose maybe this is what I choose. It must be my fault all the bad things that have happenedAll the people who came and went. It has too be me I’m the one to blame I feel so much shame. Its like I disappeared went some where else during those times. I wanted to say no but I couldn’t get out. I felt weak in the knees and wanted to scream this isn’t me. But maybe just maybe I deserve this consist nagging in my mind. My heart has fall and broken so many times. All I want is to not care this I have tried. It seems I trust to much think maybe just maybe if I give them what want they will stay around. But hey not everyone stays mostly they all leave any way I cant keep you your not mine. Even if you were id chase you away after time. You don’t

Hell
ill probably go to hell for this but being beside someone still doesnt give me the same feeling as thinking about someone. i really thought that would change. "Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you."

Love Letter
My pain brings you joy so I hand you the tools to do so. My body is my own you desire it so I give it to you so you can be pleased. My heart can break so I give you the pieces so you can put it back together and make it yours. My mind can wonder so I give you my focus and my thoughts so I never stray from you. My essence is free flowing so I give you the control of the very me so you can call me yours.

Lone
I am alone in this place that is my coming my tome I built it brick by brick all a slight beacon of hope and light shines in. with wind comes the coldness that is locked up tight brilliantly. Thoughts to skirted to make since I only know one thing that is the loneliness. Vanity that causes insanity quick hatefulness that eats me way. Everyone comes for a visit every once in awhile but do they stay I think not. I go back to being alone fearfully of the days that come to repeat to be that I am alone and will stay this way. Darkness is consuming the hope that is left as the bricks gather and no one will be able to get in soon there will be no visitors at my door for all I know is the loneliness that is in store.

Sorry For The Small Print Not The Best. But If Anyone Wants To Work Off It U Shall.
She didn’t just want his body she wanted his soul… his very blood., His love. Tonight is the night she thought as she pulled on her form fitting dress and stepped into her new sexy high heel shoes. She knew with her style that she would make his mind and body go crazy and with her attitude that would make any man want her she would have him. She smelled the scents of plenty of humans before but no one had the scent that drove her mad with desire. Leigh knew when she smelled Laken that he was the one he smelled so sweet and eager to please and control. Leigh easily knew where she could find her Laken. She questioned him though and how she could get him alone. She thought of all the ways she could easily lure him to her. With everything considered weighed out with long hours of thought she said screw it I love the haunt more then anything. I don’t want him to bow to me or throw him self to me like all the other ones before. I want him to make me chase him and make

Counseling Minnesota Style
Ole and Lars are quietly sitting in a boat fishing, chewing and drinking beer when suddenly Lars says, 'I think I'm gonna divorce my wife - she ain't spoke to me in over 2 months.' Ole spits, sips his beer and says, 'Better think it over.... women like that are hard to find.'

Little Bruce
Little Bruce and Jenny are only 10 years old, but they know they are inlove. One day they decide that they want to get married, so Bruce goes toJenny's father to ask him for her hand.Bruce bravely walks up to him and says, 'Mr. Smith, me and Jenny are inlove and I want to ask you for her hand in marriage.'Thinking that this was just the cutest thing, Mr. Smith replies, 'WellBruce, you are only 10. Where will you two live?'Without even taking a moment to think about it, Bruce replies, 'In Jenny'sroom. It's bigger than mine and we can both fit there nicely.'Still thinking this is just adorable, Mr. Smith says with a huge grin,'Okay then how will you live? You're not old enough to get a job. You'llneed to support Jenny.'Again, Bruce instantly replies, 'Our allowance. Jenny makes five bucks aweek and I make 10 bucks a week. That's about 60 bucks a month and thatshould do us just fine.'Mr. Smith is impressed Bruce has put so much thought into this. 'WellBruce, it seems like you have everyth

Colorful Life.
DARKNESS SHADES OF BLUE PALE GRAYS START TO FADE BLOOD SHED RED HURTFUL TEARS DRIP DOWN FALSE ACTION PLAYED OUT MOVES MISTY MEMORIES GO BLACK FLIP THRU THE PLAY BOOK OF LIFE TIME SLIPS GABS START TO CLOSE HOLD ON TIGHT TO LET GO.

Red.
Red mist all around seeping into the ground the smell of blood in the air Coldness all around brings stillnessWhispers you hear from your own fear telling you to run.Chills and goose bumps all over your body.What’s going to happen next eating away at you making you feel like you cant move.Your mind saying run your body wont move and all u smell is blood and all u see is red.All you know is what you don’t know how you got here where here is when will you leave this place that brings your worse nightmares to life…

Just Came To Me .
stubborn twisted mean diseased and suddenly pleased hated debated and misrelated miscommunication wishing intoxication lifeful or is it lifeless up down spinning round and round confused used wishing to be abused scream moan dreadfully alone the pain the hate the fact the fiction the misdirection the pure infliction…

I've Been Anti-social As Of Late..
guess i will leave out on a acid bath quote... (cause i can) "a highway of emptiness and i'm getting bored" anyway guess that is why i haven't been around... dunno... talk to ya later *waves*

A Note To My Friends
Hi and good morning friend... it's in the middle of week already hope your day has be wonderful so far... .. Life is about change... Sometimes it's is a Painful Sometime it is Beautiful Most of the time it is both. .. Just open ur eyes & see that Life is Beautiful!!! .. Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they are meant to be there they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help you figure out who you are... .. have a Awesome & Happy Hump day and a Good & lovely week!! .. .. Hugs & Kisses

[sleep Is Stupid. And So Is Spongebob]
My dog and I really don't talk much.And mostly when we do, its because we don't agree.But one thing is certain...I have absolutely no reason to get out of bed tomorrow, and she's probably the only reason that I will.I think in one of those vague, 2 steps removed kinda ways she saves my life.She's getting cunty though.I have to actually pick her up about halfway just to get her to go to bed.I think she's figured out how heavy she is... hell she figured that out months ago.To win at tug of war she just lays down on her back.I taught this dog judo much too son.And now she's taken to jumping off my back as a springboard if she outmaneuvers me.Lil bitch.She actually did a death-roll today midair as I held her collar- coulda broke my thumb if I wasn't smart about placing it.Kicked me in the balls 3 days in a row.We play retardedly rough, but what's rough for her is fetch for normal sized dogs.I still think back to the guy hand raising tiger cubs who broke his hips and knee just from being bu

8.8 Million To Get My Angel Wings
Well I made Oracle on July 2nd.I can't believe I'm alreadly this close to Angel! Only 8.8 more million.The only problem is I didn't find out until the other day I need 25 referrals to level.I only have 4 lol.If anyone can help with referrals please pm me with what you want..because everyone wants something here lol.I need help and if anyone can help I will be very grateful.Thanks to everyone who has helped me be so successful the last 5 1/2 months I've been on fu.I love it here most of the time and it's fun.Love my fu family... P.s....Still taking donations for the spotlight fun any help given at all will be appreciated.

[insert Token] / Boyking.
Aww... switched blog modes again.*sigh*Hang on a sec.Alright. I had to take care of something and it wasn't my rear bleedind dog for the first time today.This is what happens when you write, and don't feel a single emotion.Are you ready?Are you ready for this?BAM! I got nothin.And I have for a while.I find that music is a major part of my inspirational process.Music, and actually being miserable.I'm just broke and frustrated.I'm happily single at the moment.I don't have any unattached crushes.Go ahead and check yourself...Yeah I'm not pursuing you.Weird huh?And I'm kinda winding down altogether on online games atm.But hey- Borderlands comes out this quarter, so don't cry for me virginia, and the fallout 3 expacs.I'm in an unfortunate state of stagnant contentment.Like someone that stopped fighting the current and realised the current was actually kneedeep mud.I really do talk like this people.--------------------------------------------------Western wind smells sweet.Like sun caked dus

The Judas Kiss - Metallica
When the world has turned its backWhen the days have turned pitch blackWhen the fear abducts your tongueWhen the fire’s dead and goneSo, what now?Where go I?When you think it’s all said and done.When you are the ostracizedSelfish ridden dead goodbyesTwisting on the tourniquetWhen the pieces never fitSo, what now?Where go I?When you think it’s all said and done.Bow downSell your soul to meI will set you freePacify your demons Bow downSurrender unto meSubmit infectiouslySanctify your demonsInto abyss,You don’t exist.Cannot resist,The Judas kiss.When the storm has blacked your skyIntuition crucifyWhen the ego strips your reign.Assassinate the living flame.So, what now?Where go I?When you think it’s all said and done.Venom of a life insaneBites into your fragile veinInternalize and decimate Patronize and complicateSo, what now?Where go I?When you think it’s all said and done.Bow downSell your soul to meI will set you freePacify your demons Bow downSurren

Tonight Was Beyond Horrible...am Praying 4 My Sons
All I wanted is for Craig, my ex, our boys Thad and Joey, and me -and now Craig's fiance Jenn-her kids..and my Matthew to be happy - that's it - live and let live..... I tried so hard while I was married to Craig-nothing was ever good enough..He is retired from the Navy - I walked away from a 2 story home in the Adirondacks, didn't want his retirement, didn't want alimony - I could go get a job, uncontested divorce w/joint custody -me having primary - and he has sat on the signed and notarized divorce papers for TWO YEARS...not done a damn thing... After my Dad died suddenly from a massive heart attack in Dec.06 two days after Christmas - I did a lot of soul searching -knew that 1.Craig smokes 2 packs a day and had since he was 17 and has no intentions of ever quitting -that = it's gonna catch up to him some time soon and 2. the boys couldn't get to really know him on 'summers' that school systems call summers these days - so in May 2007 I let Craig have the boys for a designated

Solitude
In this elusive time of solitudeWhen the night is drawnand the wind is at my doorI huddle closer to the fire andremember all that went beforeThe warmth of his embraceThe words of wisdom spokenThe kindness in his face.I allow my soul to touchUpon a love now broken. Poem by Tammy C.

(day 2)
it is day 2 as you can see and i failed in getting my weight but i see that i mit weigh atleast 220 pounds give a lot or take a little.today i ate cearl,for lunch i really didn't eat much but some fruit.for dinner a salad and home made mac&cheese.i hate my family well my older brother he calls me gay for not eating meat.which he dose to anything that isn't like him.i hate him.but i see that he just dosen't under stand anything that isn't normal to him,who has a baby momma and a second on the way.both of them figth nearly all the time beacuse of the kids,how get's on his neavers,they don't know how to act,o the baby momma has an other kid that's not his so she has two and a third on the way,he has one and another on the way.so you got to take care of two kids and worry about another soon.all i have to do is not eat meat.

Wtf Is This?
Status: If I rate you a 1 and then re-rate you a 10, it's only because I'm trying to level, don't take it personal.. I got rated a "1"and rerated a "10" I feel used I don't get this new leveling bullshit hoops people are jumping through. I get shouts asking me to vote on MUMMS so they can level. now this??? I'm so glad I won't get past my next level. Oddly due to stupid quallifications! OK, end of rant. Go back to your beer and mumms

Death
being close to death has brought a new meaning to life, live it !!! one moment at a time , smile when you can and hide your pain from the ones who care about you. I have not been on for awhile the reason is I have had one medical problem after the other, my left lung collapsed and they removed a 1/3 of it causing a great deal of pain and healing time away from the computer and the ones who are my friends , as well as my job. today I am mostly healed but with new problems I have been diagnosed with emphysema of both lungs and it is very hard for me to breathe and sit at a computer for very long no treatment has been given yet I am working out something now with medical stays in the hospitals and treament very soon I will address that, yes I still work and yes I still ride a bike but these days there is an engine on it. life has been hard but so to are your problems life is hard... thank you for all that have sent well wishes and are still on my list you are all truly a gift from a

Put A Shirt On!
It seems like every day on fubar, my eyes are treated to the indignity of another shirtless moron who thinks hes pretty damn special cause he goes to the gym a couple times a week. So all day/night i have to watch these hulks of stupidity roll up my bar tab because some chick added them, and im too lazy to filter it. What makes these fuckin meatheads think theyve all gotta default pic themselves shirtless?"Oh look at me, i dont have an ounce of brain inside my fat stupid head, i cant even spell my name correctly, and im probably a big pussy who skates by safely because i make alot of noise and hope that plus my muscles intimidates people who dont know any better." So each and every day, I gotta watch another cookie cutter fucktard who thinks hes unique, but is really just another pathetic entree in the long list of fucktards with a shirtless default pic and maybe the word "enforcer" horridly mispelled in their name. Really, dullards, put the shirt back on, listen to what your spell

My Daddy Said "boy You Gonna Drive Me To Drinking If You Don't Stop Driving That Hot Rod Lincoln"
When my son was younger, I tried very hard to turn him into a gear head. I'd bring him to car shows, I brought him to NHRA drag races, and NASCAR races, and I'd have him help me when I was wrenching. Me being a "Ford" guy I would have loved to bring him up to follow in my shoes, but none of this worked in the long term; he was then and remains today a gaming nerd. But for one shining moment in time when he was about 10, he was almost one:My wife had the kids in the minivan, Chris was in the front passenger seat wearing a pair of my sunglasses. Had his arm up on the window sill with the window down, rocking the shades. Oh yeah, he's as cool as can be in the minivan with his mom, lol.Sitting at a red light, this old hot rod pulls up next to him, with an older man driving it. No one who was there can even tell me what KIND of car it was but by description I'm assuming some 1930's roadster. It had a hot rod engine with a loud exhaust, and when he pulled up next to him at the red light, Chr

The Dance My Heart Does
Love is the dance my heart does, to the music of you. You're the melody...The rythm...The magic The beat I tap my feet to. You're the song I love to play over and over, The movie I'll never get tired of, The novel I can't put down, The poem I write over and over again. The dream I do not wish to wake from. Poem By Tammy C.

That Is The Thing About A First Impression...
You only get one chance to do it. Hi folks, I am a friend to many fu-folks here, and this is not my first campaign. Anytime I am on a social network, I like to take the power of the first amendment and assert it. Blogging is of course the way to go these days, but as an aspiring screenwriter and someone who already writes lyrics and poetry, I find it more fascinating to have what I write be published into the printed community. Unfortunately, that takes college and a tad more ambition than I find interest in, at the moment. One thing to know about me is that I am big on music. I live with music wherever I can listen to it, I sing lyrics when im alone or when it plays in my car. I aspire to play it in a band, or perhaps sing it. Lately I have been approached to learn some aspects of producing it, because I have a knack for observing what a bands chemistry is like. That is above my head though, and so that will be something that comes as it does. Here I am, writing. I started witho

Poetry2
The starlit night is endless, like the heart it is also beautiful. The stars represent a point in space, just as in the heart are the points the people closest to us hold. Everytime you look at the starlit night, remember it could be a reflection of whats inside you.

Melbourne, Day 1.
Wednesday, the day, vanished. Disappeared. Gone. Absent. Completely. Long 14 hour flight. In the very pleasant company of Sarah and her mother Kimberly (immortalized in my pic section). Verizon promised my phone would work. My phone didn’t work. Changed to Telstra, Now the internet on my phone doesn’t work, however at Telstra I did meet Belinda. A lovely woman….and married. Pass. Shuttle has no record of me but gave me a ride nonetheless. Anastasia was the operator. I dated a woman with that name. Maybe that explains the special treatment. Qantas lost baggage, then found it on a later plane. All of 8 minutes and a complimentary cup of “coffee” later. There is no coffee in Melbourne.

What Does The Week You Were Born Say About You?
Aliwishes Sebastian completed the quiz "What does the week you were born say about you?" with the result The Cusp of Prophecy – Sagittarius/Capricorn Cusp December 19-25. You are an unusual individual, you may want to have fun, but are too serious to do so. You have highly developed faculties of intuition and sensation. You have mastered the art of silence and do not need speech to get your point across. You leave little doubt to how you are feeling. You do not expect to be liked by other people although you often are. You are independent and do not need the approval of others and that gives you a power and freedom that others lack. You only let a select few into your circle. You have a deep, passionate nature and highly sexual orientation that bind others to you magnetically. You have a great need to be alone. Strengths: Psychic – Inscrutable – Intense Weaknesses: Frustrated – Antisocial – Oppressive .

You Think You're Invincible?!?!!? Read This!!!!!
SHARE THIS BLOG WITH YOUR FRIENDS! REPOST MY BULLETIN TOO!!!! This is A VERY IMPORTANT READ!!!! My best friend had a heart attack at age 30!!!! YES HE IS ONLY 30 YEARS OLD!!! He woke up several times before it happened over the months, with his arms numb or they "fell asleep" and he'd have to shake them to get the feeling back!!! He has been a smoker since he was 17 years old. He used to smoke two packs a day and a year ago, cut down to half a pack to a pack a day. It doesn't matter how much you smoke people!!!! Smoking is going to kill you no matter what!!!!!!!!!!! Monday morning at 3am he called me on my cell phone. I NEVER sleep with my cell phone, but thankfully did that night!!!! He asked me to please come downstairs as soon as possible. I went downstairs and he was hunched over his bed. His arms had gone numb. He had no feeling in them, but could feel me touching them. He was cold and clammy. His mouth and arm were blue on and off. We went to the emergency room where he had t

Stole These From Andy
I'm thinking no one will get them all right. 1. What is my first name? 2. What is my favorite color? 3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated? 4. How many kids do I have? 5. What type of music do I listen to the most? 6. What was my first car? 7. Do I have tatoos? 8. Am I a smoker? 9. Do i prefer the t.v. or to read?

I Thought I Try It Too Folks
1. What is my first name? 2. What is my favorite color? 3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated? 4. How many kids do I have? 5. What type of music do I listen to the most? 6. What was my first car? 7. Do I have tatoos? 8. Am I a smoker? 9. Do i prefer the t.v. or to read?

Wishing Wells
In my mind's eye I see myself Going places... I've never been Seeing things... I've never seen Doing things... I've only dreamed. But in plain view I've seen cold truth. The pointless squandered days of youth. How many chances I Passed on by For wishing wells That came up dry. Poem By Tammy C.

Stolen From Lipstick..kinda
winners get a slap on the ass and "good game" 1. What is my first name? 2. What is my favorite color? 3. Am I married, divorced, single or seperated? 4. How many kids do I have? 5. What type of music do I listen to the most? 6. What was my first car? 7. Do I have tatoos? 8. Am I a smoker? 9. Do i prefer the t.v. or to read?

Bombing
Ok, I use Cherry bombs 3-4 times a week. Don't SB me if you don't have an auto on. Do not offer fubucks if you don't have an auto on. Don't SB without an auto and say "Bomb me and I will get you back" because 99% of you don't. I have plenty of people in my family that rarely gets an auto to bomb. They are in my family because they help me ALL the time. And for the people that ask me to bomb me and I do but don't return the favor, don't bother SB either. I have bombed yous like 20 times and like 10 of yous don't return the favor. You know who you are. Which brings me up the next subject. Why most people on here help people who don't even care about you? All they care about is leveling. So why waste your money and time on them when don't even bother to even say hi to you? Let them spend their own money and time. I am not saying EVERYONE is that stingy, but a good portion are. If ya'll read this an hate me then oh well. Its my opinion. Yeah I know. I will get morons that will comment chil

Incommunicado
Hi friends. Just letting you all know I will be offline for the next few weeks and while I will have my phone with me I will only be able to check for voice mails or text messages every couple of days. I am not sure exactly when we are heading out but it will be sometime between tomorrow evening and Friday morning. Feel free to leave texts of how you all are doing if you have the number. Also I plan to email the emergency contact number of where I will be to my top5 friends on here. Fates forbid something happen but should something really bad happen to anyone in my family or top friends ask one of them to let me know. They are trustworthy people. Be safe. Be good and have a fun fu time while I am gone.

.....or.......
Just a quick update on whats going on in my so called wonderful life... Today I had the finacial appt trying to get on the grant for the counseling, they couldnt set me up with another appt till Aug 11, but she told me to try to come in and be a walk in at 7:30 in the morning to see if I can be seen before that. I am getting a little more used to the house for the most part. Next Friday will be my cook night for the 1st time, so I plan on doing something easy the 1st night then after that attempting to do harder things, its just I have never in my life cooked for 12 people. My caseworker will be back next week, she has been on vacation since before I moved in, and I hear out of the two, she is the one that will keep me on my toes more. I have a list of goals made up to work on, along with strategies to get them done. They range from getting this grant, getting a physical, going to a 6 week class called reponsible renters, and would you believe she even put down learning to play the

The Forbidden
I dared to touch a forbidden fruit, Lost the being I once was. Yes, I surrendered to the unknown, Now I'm slowly slipping, To the nothingness of my creation. For I dared to glance, At the fading shadows of the forbidden, Promising tenderness it does not have. Broken I stand and stare… Wondering… Scattered letters of paradise,love… Knowing the secrets of the contents, I slowly walk, dragging my broken heart. Warning those daring to touch the forbidden. Poem By Tammy C.

..for Veterans & Their Families Only
OBAMA IS SURPRISED > I checked this out on "truth or fiction" and it is truth , but the proposal was withdrawn after Sen. Akaka, democratic chairman of the veteran affairs committee refused to let it out of the committee. The president then withdrew the plan. ******************* > HERE IS HIS RESPONSE WHEN HE BACKED OFF FROM HIS DECISION TO LET THE MILITARY PAY FOR THEIR WAR INJURIES......... > WHAT A EMPTY HEADED PERSON HE MUST BE.... SEND THIS TO EVERYONE TO SHOW JUST WHAT HE THINKS OF OUR MILITARY WHO FIGHT FOR OUR COUNTRY AND GET HURT PROTECTING OUR FREEDOM!!! > Bad press, including major mockery of the plan by comedian Jon Stewart, led to President Obama abandoning his proposal to require veterans carry private health insurance to cover the estimated $540 million annual cost to the federal government of treatment for injuries to military personnel received during their tours on active duty. > The President admitted that he was puzzled by the magnitude of the opposition to

Inspired
I've been inspired by a slew of elements lately that have sort of, reawakened my soul and quest for life. I want to start living now, instead of agonizing over the future, or worse, the past. It's time to embrace my environment and true nature, not cover it up with what I think I'm supposed to be doing or how I think I'm supposed to be feeling. It's time to just let it be. It is what it is.

If I Had One Wish...this...would Be It...
Home...I Just Want A Place...To Call Home...Again...A place I can breatheA place that is "Sancturary"A place to look forward to goingA place I won't be anyone...other than who I amA place that even with or without other people...I won't feel aloneDoesn't need to be much...I'm no princess...(not by a long shot...;)...)I don't care if I (we) struggle(I'm quite familiar with "that struggle")...And I dont care...Cuz I(we) can and always have gotten by...But...I don't wanna do it alone anymore...I need friends...I need love...I need to laugh...To smile...again.I know I need that...But...I know...I can't do it alone...anymore.I need some arms every now and again to help me up if I fall...(and everyone does)...I need them to be real...to be true...I need something to be there...and...stay there...without ever being taken away again...and...I wanna be able....to call it..."Home". (k...I'm done spewing...;)...but I meant every single word of it...the hell...if I didn't...)

Power
I have a shit load of it over her · friend Hellyion got five across the lips by the Pimp Hand of MZ.CHEIV...!· friend Hellyion got five across the lips by the Pimp Hand of MZ.CHEIV...!· friend Hellyion got five across the lips by the Pimp Hand of MZ.CHEIV...!· friend Hellyion got five across the lips by the Pimp Hand of MZ.CHEIV...!· friend Hellyion got five across the lips by the Pimp Hand of MZ.CHEIV...!· friend Hellyion got five across the lips by the Pimp Hand of MZ.CHEIV...!· friend Hellyion got five across the lips by the Pimp Hand of MZ.CHEIV...! MZ.CHEIVIOUS©2 mins ago-- 53 of 57 Bounty Hunter™ said: Hellyion: lol she bought it JUST to use on me .... she made my fucking day I could make waste money like that ... make sure she knows MZ.CHEIVIOUS© said: Tell her it's not my money so idgad....and I have over 300 more bling credits so i will pimp slap her for a year straight...

Leaving Fubar Behind Me.
I'm Leaving All This Behind Me.This Is The Last Time I Leave.I Have College Soon Anyway So I Wont Have Time For Any Of This.Theres No Fighting With Me On This,Theres No Telling Me " Well Your Leaving Over THAT",I Leave Over Whatever The Hell I Want To Leave For. Im Just Done.Take It For What You Want.

Confessions Of A Submissive In The Making
So I was going to talk about my obsession with the deep sea tonight but I got side tracked. I just downloaded a bunch of music featured in Abby's lab on NCIS (love that broad, btw) and it brought me back to some of my... uhhhh... kinkier nights. I thought I'd share. Anyone here ever actually been to a sex club? Apparently Seattle is a pretty prime place for sex-positive culture. Very open, very experimental, and safe. {Side Note, new obsession = Android Lust. Enjoy listening while you read...} I've always had a dark side to me and it most definitely makes itself known in the bedroom. BDSM is what makes me tick. Control. Power struggles. Destroying someone. Being destroyed. All of it is hot. It makes sense with who I am, but I won't get into the psychology of it. That's for another time, maybe. The point is, I met someone that opened my eyes. Took my hand {or say, neck, by leash and collar?} and walked me into one of Seattle's BDSM sex clubs, turning years

Letting Them Go
In our lives there comes a time when we have done all we can do to prove to the one we love, how much we truely care. At that time after all the hard effort and all the pain and tears we must let them go. I know it will be hard for us to do, but it must be done. We must finally realize that they don't care and to them we are a joke or worse a dog that comes when called. We have stood by and been a door mat for long enough with not even the glimse of what we set out to accomplish. So we must be strong and try not to show how much it is killing us in side to let go. They think we will hold on to the hope of having them with no intention of giving themselves to us. Our love and hearts are just a game for them and playing on our emotions keeps them entertained while they continue to search for whats right in front of them. We will cry in privite but never in front of them because we know that they will try to make us feel like they care to keep us hanging on. Our hearts will break, our so

Dance
Most of you may know most of u may not i'm a dancer. Been a dancer ever since I was 3 and i'm 20 now so 17 years in the making .Ilove dance it's my passion and now I use it to usually vent or exspress my feelings instead of doing something stupid.So so far ive taken the fallowing: ballet,jazz,tap,hip hop,irish river, clogging, belly dancing, pole dancing, break dancing, salsa, ballroom, tango,modern, lyrical, swing so on and so forth lol.Yes,looks like i've taken every dance class possible but nope . Iv'e been very dedicated to dance my whole life worked my ass off everyday practicing had my dad build like my own lil studio in the basement then later on he actually built my a studio kinda on the outside looked like a barn and on the inside looked like a studio and used to spend hour after hour there practicing and did my homework there too didnt go back to the main house till around 10:00 around eveyday.Since breakdancing needed muscle, built up some pretty nice muscles with the hel

Stressed
im so tired of having to fight tooth and fucking nail for everything anything thats even remotly good in my life. im tired of having to defend my every move im tired of the constant struggle to prove myself. why the fuck am i even needing to prove myself i dont get it. maybe i need to stop being nice maybe i need to tell everyone to go fuck themselves?.....*sighs* im just so frustrated i have to fight with social services i have to fight with my family i have to fight with my daughter i have to fight with my ex i am just so tired of fighting for everything im tired of having to fight. i would love nothing more than to find that one person who will fight with me at the least. who i can depend on and share everything with. who will hold me and be happy to hold me and love me if for nothing other than the same in return. i want a family and at the same time i worry that if i wait to much longer i wont be able to have any more kids wich is sumthing i would want if i were to ever find that

The One Who Has My Heart!
Will you walk with me, the path of life,to explore every bend of the roadEnjoy with me the beauty of life,along its wonderful wayFind comfort with me, in each other's arms,when grief crosses our pathFind strength with me, in each other's strength,when despair lies in waitLaugh with me, a single true laugh,to enlighten another's distressCry with me, a single true tear,to understand true happinessCherish with me, the wonders of life,as they need to be preservedRejoice with me, in the mysteries,of what is yet to beFind peace with me, in each other's souls,when the world has gone insaneFind love with me, in each other's hearts,until this life has been fulfilledAnd when the path comes to an endI hope we can say from withinWe've known the beauty of true love,our love came from within

I Think I Am Misunderstanding The Whole Fan Thing
Let me know if I am wrong, but I thought when you fanned a person it is because your a fan of something you find interesting in a person. How can you Fan someone when you don't really know that person? My List is small but for good reason: Sugartastic: How can you not be a fan of her, she is an amazing writer with creativity coming out through every pore of her body...which not bad mine is better. :) But back to her writing, she could get me excited about her wonderful day of doing nothing all by how she delivers it.And all around amazing wonderful person for what I know, or what I know from what she expresses in writing and conversation.She even told me about firefox spell check, which stopped me from looking a fool. Mrs. Badcrumble: She is one that I think I could relate to by the environment of people and influences I bring into my life.Anyone that know about the great Divine, how can you not like?Risky at times but over all shows that she is a straight up person and tells you

My Motivational Quotes- Quotes I Strive By.
A blind man once said- The value of life has no limitations. Take each day as they are, but remember with materialism, happyness dwindles. "There once was a man who had the heart of a lion, the brain of a mouse, but the will power of ten thousand men. Anything in life can be achieved. You just have to follow your dreams"- Darius (Me) "How much can one be worth? Do you see yourself as an object or an entity? To claim one's own purpose in this life... Inevitably, there is a spot for us all awaiting in the void of death." - Me "Love yourself for who you are. Do not let the things in life stress you out. Your life is like a blade of grass, gentle and fragile, but maintainable with the right amount of confidence and care. Be wise in each and every decision that you make. Do not compare yourself to others. Hold your will strongly, and your positive thoughts will reign true in your life. No fault is of one's own, the circle of life has it's breaks. One must keep the cycle flowing

My New Owner!!!
I am now owned. He's an awesome guy that deserves every bit of great things he gets. So if you could please go throw him some rates, fan him, maybe even bling him...I'd greatly appreciate it. Hell, while you're at it why not add him? You won't regret it, I can promise you!!!! Sexy Savior@ fubar

I Don't Get It?
I have thought about this for a long time.. and it does not make sense! why do people always have to change? why does everything have to chane? Why cant People and thing just remain the same? http://fubar.com/user/2875609

Saw Iv Quote
Just a Saw IV Quote that I liked... Jigsaw: You see things aren't sequential. Good doesn't lead to good nor bad to bad. People steal, don't get caught. Live the good life. Others lie, cheat and get elected. Some people stop to help a stranded motorist and get taken out by a speeding semi. There's no accounting for it. How you play the cards you're dealt, that's all that matters. And another...Agent Strahm: Girl loves boy, Boy loves girl, Boy gets girl pregnant, Girl loses baby, Boy turns into a serial killer. ...Hm so is that how serial killers are made... damn hm oh wait my girl was never pregnant hm

To My Friends
No, I didnt fail to respond to you cause I dont love you anymore. I went to work out, and at 7 i dropped off a key from the gym at my dad's. So he and my step mom wound up feeding me for like 3 hrs. So there!

Feeling Down Lately
Sorry not been much of a friend lately.. just not been feeling up to being on here much lately. Just want to say thank you to the very few who actually show me love on here lately. I appreciate everything you do..and for who you are. I have thought of deleiting ..but I know I will regret it once I have. Anyways..just wanted to say thank you again..for being there. xoxo

Why I Carry A Gun:
My old grandpa said to me son,' there comes a time in every mans life when he stops bustin' knuckles and starts bustin' caps and usually it's When he becomes too old to take an ass whoopin', I don't carry a gun to kill people. I carry a gun to keep from being killed. I don't carry a gun to scare people. I carry a gun because sometimes this world can be a scary place. I don't carry a gun because I'm paranoid. I carry a gun because there are real threats in the world. I don't carry a gun because I'm evil. I carry a gun because I have lived long enough to see the evil in the world. I don't carry a gun because I hate the government. I carry a gun because I understand the limitations of government. I don't carry a gun because I'm angry. I carry a gun so that I don't have to spend the rest of my life hating myself for failing to be prepared. I don't carry a gun because I want to shoot someone. I carry a gun because I want to die at a ripe old age in my bed, and not on a sidewalk somewhere t

Strongly Dislike
Ok,just me being bored gonna talk about the things/people I strongly dislike the most... 1.) Well I strongly dislike fakers people whoo pretend to be what they really arent 2.)Strongly dislike liars 3.)Strongly dislike lazy people who don't know the deffinition of hard work 4.)Strongly dislike all the bitches who say their fat when their skinny as a rail 5.)Strongly dislike people who think they know stuff but really don't 6.)Strongly dislike people who don't know how to work for stuff in life and just like stuff handed to them on a silver platter 7.)Strongly dislike rubber duckies(their stalkers they watch you take a bath) o-O 8.)Strongly dislike jerks 9.)Strongly dislike werewolves(no offence to you werewolves out there...) 10.)Strongly dislike guys who only go after one thing (you know what that thing is) 11.)Strongly dislike stairs (not my fault...actually it is i'm the one who reads while gong down the stairs...) 12.)Strongly dislike beggers

When It Said Flat Rate, I Thought Something Else
German prostitutes defend "flat rate" brothels BERLIN (Reuters) – Prostitutes in Germany are fighting back against attempts by conservative politicians and some irate residents to stop popular "flat-rate" brothels. Officials in the state of Baden-Wuerttemberg launched moves to stop one brothel with a "flat-rate" fee system because they viewed it as inhumane for women to provide unlimited sexual services all day for a one-off 70 euros (£60) fee. But a group of 77 prostitutes bought advertising space in two national dailies to argue that this was simply a ruse to get brothels banned altogether. "Get off our backs -- no ban on brothels with or without 'flat rates'," read the headline in the quarter-page adverts. Under the guise of 'humane working conditions', they are in reality plotting to ban brothels and threaten our livelihood." For a 70 euros charge customers are entitled to all the sex, food and drink they want between 10 a.m. and 4 p.m. The evening flat rate rises to 10

Don't Worry About Me
subject: Please Rate This date: 2009-07-22 18:23:39 Don't Worry About MeI'm not trying to get back with youBecause you are not the Man I thought you would be Don't Worry About MeI'm through playing those games with youAll you had to do was say your through Don't Worry About MeAll the things we had planned togetherYou could have said you had a change of plans likemaybe never Don't Worry About MeAll I wanted to do was show how much I loved youInstead you showed me your thoughts on how to move Don't Worry About MeI tried to call you to see if you was alrightBut you would not return my calls any night Don't Worry About MeWe could have had a wonderful lifeInstead you changed your plans on me becoming your wife Don't Worry About MeSo we are through and that's a factI hope you get your life intactInstead of trying to be Daddy Mac

I Should Be Crying But I Just Can't Let It Show
Pray to God you can copeI stand outsideThis woman's workThis woman's worldOooh, it's hard on the manNow his part is overNow starts the craft of the fatherI know you have a little life in you yetI know you have a lot of strength leftI know you have a little life in you yetI know you have a lot of strength leftI should be crying but I just can't let it showI should be hoping but I can't stop thinkingAll the things I should've said that I never saidAll the things we should of done that we never didAll the things I should've given but I didn'tOh darling make it goMake it go awayGive me them back to meGive that little kissGive me your handI know you have a little life in you yetI know you have a little strength leftI know you have a little life in you yetI know you have a little strength leftI should be crying but I just can't let it showI should be hoping but I can't stop thinkingOf all the things we should've said that were never saidAll the things we should've done that we never didAll t

Beautiful And Sad
The other day I heard a story, so beautiful yet sad. It went something like this. I fell in love, tottaly and unexpectedly. His eyes as blue as the sky. Holding the weight of the world in them. His lopsided smile so broad it could light up an entire nation, and make ease a nervous soul. His every movement drawing me in, his every word captivating me. The way my heart pounds and my breathing quickens is shameless. I fear it will betray me. I feel but 16 again, and me, a full grown adult. Every day drags on by. The clock ticking loudly. The minutes pass slowly, Tick tock. Louder and louder the ticking grows. I can not even hear myself think. I wish for the day to be gone so i may get a glimpse, but tonight is not the night. Busy lives and another day is gone. I would but let my life pass in a flash if only for one glimpse. Another day dawns, another day of slowly ticking minutes. The morning seems to take years to pass. I check my phone, still nothing. Then as if on command the ph

A Friend Is - By Teary
A Friend Is.....A friend is someone you can talk to, Someone you can stay in touch with.A friend is someone who is caring, Loyal and works together like a team.A friend is someone who is accepting for the person You are.A friend does not pass judgement for the mistakes you made, Who shares and keeps secrets for you, too.**What does a friend mean to you?Where can you find someone better out there?Who is a friend when you need them?How can you be a friend when you want to be one?All you can do is just be a friend in return.A friend is someone who sits there; Who listens to everything you say.A friend is someone who you can trust, Who can be a sister or brother you wanted.A friend is someone you can rely on, When you feel betrayed by another.A friend is someone who gave their heart to you.**ChorusA friend is someone who wants to be your friend, Someone who’s willing to be there til the end.A friend is someone who holds your hand, Someone who really under

Ugh...
You kno im tired tired of all the jerks,fakers,liars, know-it-all's etc... Well ive been in a bit of realtionships and they all dont work out ive seen em all the bad, the jerks, the sensative ones. the know-it alls, the jealous ones and lets just say im tired of it all and im about to give up on guys.Better for me ive tried my hardest i swear i have ive been the sweetest person i can be in a realtionship and nothing seems to work i always just get hurt and im sick and tired of it.Some are just jerks who dont give me a chance to prove myself just because I might be pretty doesnt mean im stupid and arrogant or a hoe just b/c im kinda rich doesnt mean im stuck up heartless and dont know how to work for shit. Some guys are just there and they don't tell me their feelings about things and all of a sudden they blow up about stuff thats not even my fault i'm not a damn mind reader how was I supposed to know?. Also im tired of trying to be put in a category like rich and snobby or beaut

Shooting At Ft. Lewis
Hubby was supposed to come home tonight...but they are all on lock down for now... Two shot at Ft. Lewis PX 05:10 PM PDT on Wednesday, July 22, 2009 Associated Press FORT LEWIS, Wash. (AP) -- The Army says a woman shot by a man at the Fort Lewis Post Exchange has died. KING Military Police investigate after two people were shot at the Main Post Exchange at Fort Lewis, Wash. on Wednesday, July 22, 2009. The 59-year-old man who turned the gun on himself was taken to Madigan Army Medical Center, where he later died. The shooting took place about 11:20 a.m. Wednesday. Military police have closed off the area around the PX for an investigation. The two were not immediately identified by name. The woman was working at the PX at the time. The FBI took over the investigation. Hope hubby gets to come home tomorrow....damn stupid people...

Make Me Bad - Korn
i am watching the rise and fall of my salvationtheres so much shit around me such a lack of compassioni thought it would be fun and gamesinstead its all the samei want something to doneed to feel the sickness in youi feel the reason as its leaving me no not againits quite deceiving as im feeling the flesh make me badall i do is look for you i need my fix you need it tojust to get some sort of attention attentionwhat does it mean to youfor me its something i just doi want somethingi need to feel the sickness in youi feel the reason as its leaving me no not againits quite deceiving as im feeling the flesh make me badi feel the reason as its leaving me no not againits quite deceiving as im feeling the flesh make me badi feel the reason as its leaving me no not againits quite deceiving as im feeling the flesh make me badi feel the reason as its leaving me no not againits quite deceiving as im feeling the flesh make me bad

There Is No Respite For The Evil At Heart
Is it only me, or did anyone else think in that song "Aint no rest for the wicked" that if the singer had gone with the prostitue he probably wouldn't have been mugged. You know, because he would have been busy for more than fifteen minutes. I think there's a valuable life lesson to be learned from that. If you arent familiar with the song: Well you'll have to look it up because fubar blogging sucks.

Love
by Untitled MeI once fell for a boy;only one word fit him--P e r f e c t.So I thought...Now perfection isa wasted term--like love whendesire interferes.Desire is a beautifulthing--but if not usedsparingly; it couldwreck your life.Yet--I was too ignorantto accept this warning--leading me to learnthe hardest way possible.I never wanted to bein love with a fairy taleboy--But I have nocontrol over myimperfect heart.Its love kills theurges I alwayshate to feel.Underneath it all--I learned one lessonessential to life...Never fall into the armsof abstract things...they can't catchthe invisible.xoxooxbestmoviestar

Where To Begin
I need to note in case anyone notices this phenomenon: I have made the decision to block certain people on here. I dont want to but I have to. so this is what is up: people who block non salute bearing folks get blocked: I have a salute as i have mentioned in the past but fubar has something against me so fuck em and their snobby folks. also, If I get in touch and you check me out and dont bother to respond to at least admit youre too snooty to consider me worht the pale imitation of friendship the thing provides you get blocked too. I should mention real people in the real world have been expressing interes tin my art. who knew? I didnt. so yeah, it may not mean much at the moment but soon enough you may well be kicking yourself for your snobbiness. just saying is all. NEWS: the poisonous cuttlefish! Some months ago I was at my neighbor Gabes place smoking pot which is something we both do and listening to heavy metal which is another something we have in common (and thats about it

Removed For Lack Of Bling.... Lol
Well, a new low for Fubar.... I became friends with ♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε®®Y♱Pìε-MemberofCandyShop- Page can be found here... http://www.fubar.com/user/899559 Started talking the normal how are you's ect. further into the convo she found out I do not put money on fubar, thus could not buy her bling... She then removed me from Friends lol Here is the Convo... remember read bottom to top..... (UPDATE She has now Blocked me) >♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: Wow.... ♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: ok thanks bye ->♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: I am sorry, I do not put money on here, much rather spend it on my Nieces and Nephew or other more important things ->♱§ШεεŦѼĈħε...: Why are you wasting my time? ♱§Шεε&

Birthday Sex
There are 365 Birthdays. Out of all of the billions of people who live in the world, there has got to be somebody born on each day of the year. We're going to try to accomplish the task of seeing if we can fill the calendar up with a birthday on every day of the year.Add your name next to your birthdate and lets see if we can do it!!! (Hey and don't delete any one) Copy and paste and make a new bulletin! ! ! ! ! ! ! !January 1-Dustin Engler!!!January 2 -January 3 -January 4 -January 5 -January 6 -Courtney BryantJanuary 7 -Ricky "Dunn Dunn"January 8 -January 9 -January 10-January 11-January 12 -January 13 -Judge D.January 14 -Samantha marie KlossJanuary 15 -autumn nicole pateee(:

Declaration
As many of you know my life has been pretty fucked up this year. I lost my girlfriend who meant the world to me, my life was planned with her. I lost my job. I started taking care of my mom. All and all my mental health has been at just about its lowest in as long as I can remember. I'm depressed, I'm angry, I'm ready to call it quits. but I can't. Not because of my kids, or my mom, or anyone else that has no faith in me anyways, I can't cause its not in my nature. I'm sick of my anger. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself. I done with other people having any major influence in my life, or how I live it. Do my mom and my kids drive me crazy? yeah. Did Erin really fuck me up when she fucked me over? yeah. Am I going to have a hard time trusting women again? Hell yeah (you all do suck) but I'm done having that control me. So my life hasn't gone to my plan. So fuckin what. I've got my friends. I'm more dedicated to living life than I was last year. I'm goin to have some fun now. New frie

Meet Djkingblaze
For some reason i cant get the pic link up so... yeah lol http://fubar.com/user/310694 Please go show him lots of love!!! He's a good friend and my new owner!! Please RFA him and tell him Tempted sent ya!!!

To A Wonderful Gothic Woman (d'hark Julez)
Here is one of the closest and dearest people I know. D’hark Julez is true blue guys and gals and a jewel of a best friend. I am proud and blessed to know and call her family. Go and show her some gothic love.I also wanted to pimpout her wonderful work and second home as well as mine, The Dhark Domain. You can SB or private message one of us for the details. $safe_uid_dname@ fubar

Folly
You under estimated me, i did the same to you...I never realized how much pain you could put me through...My heart was never fully broken, only slightly bruised...I gave love in it's purest form, i gave it to someone...I gave it to you...

Clouded Soul
Lost within his mind,His soul he wishes to find,Cast onto the forgotten path,Gained nothing he hath,Fighting to prove him true,His inner power he must subdue,Anger and hate like burning flames,Tired of the demons endless games,Holding to his shrouded past,Hoping that his energy will last,So near yet so far from his goal,The return of his clouded soul.

And All Of This For You...
nine inch nails.the great below staring at the sea. will she come? is there hope for me. after all is said and done. anything at any price. all of this for you. all the spoils of a wasted life. all of this for you. all the world has closed her eyes. tired faith all worn and thin. for all we could have done. and all that could have been. ocean pulls me close. and whispers in my ear. the destiny i've chose. all becoming clear. the currents have their say. the time is drawing near. washes me away. makes me disappear. and i descend from grace. in arms of undertow. i will take my place. in the great below. i can still feel you. even so far away. i can still feel you. even so far away... So... Another one of those odd sort of days, but this one is filled with a sense of longing. not the cold acceptance that everything is damned. i long for all those things i've convinced myself don't exist, that i don't want. love and family and children... yeah, i kinda want a kid right now. but it'll p

Pismo Beach...
I have read alot about human quirks. About the way we form social groups. It is very interesting. You know the classic line from the movie HIGHLANDER - There Can Be Only One!!! - apparently its just a fact of human beings interacting naturally. If you take five leader types and put them in a place together, for a prolonged period of time, one of them will retain the characteristics of the leader - another will become the jokester, one will be the philosopher, one will be the go-fer, and one will be the enforcer. Nature sorts us out, so that we might better preserve our kind. It is the prime directive. God make us resiliant. We, with such soft skin, and dull teeth, no claws, not even fur to allow for some resistance to a bite. Yet we thrive. Mind power, Sweeny - Mr. McGavin expoused to his amazed neighbor as the glow of electric sex from the controversial leg lamp from A Christmas Story bathed good old Cleveland Street.

To Thy Own Self Be True
Shakespeare said in Hamlet, "To Thy own self, be true"...and from what I've seen so far this week, a few people on here could use a little kick in the ass and I'm calling out one in particular JENNA-- you thrill the masses with your plastique thrills and your fake smiles..your "Girl Next Door" persona is also quite fake.. youre a cold hearted, retarded, naive little tussie..I would certainly love to know what or whom is pulling your strings.

Invalid
So I went to play some football today, it turned to not be a good idea. Stuck my left hand in front of a shot someone took, the result being torn ligaments in my thumb. Not the most pain I've ever felt, but is a close run thing.

My Thought On A Website!!
Cyber love is a figment of our imagination. A wonderful fantasy of our individual creation. I bought all the lines that came to own me. Never understanding the feelings that I couldn't see. Never realizing my heart he was stealing. Too caught up in the overwhelming feeling. Some people need a lesson to learn. I got mine and can still feel the burn. I never allow myself to make the same mistake twice. So don't read more into my words because I'm just being nice. I can be your friend but my secrets you"ll never know. Inside of my heart is someplace you will never go. Even when you believe you are very close to me. A superficial women is all you will ever see. So don't ask me for love or something else I don't feel. I'm not trying to be a bitch ,I'm just keeping it real. Everything that matters is what I won't share. So don't be foolish and begin to really care. Please ask nothing from me except some casual chat. Because that is all I have to give..nothing but that. I'm so much wiser and