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Doooom Metal
1. The Gate of Adar I've gazed beyond the stars and infinite space Beheld the dimensions unknown to man I've shaken while seing the laws of time and space crumble to the pits of pandemonic horrors For what I've invoken can't be banished and I'm too weak to fight Alone I tremble in underground chambers of isolation Pits where grotesque ungodly beings scream for centuries Called beyond the universe of mortals I've opened the gate and now it's too late The Great One will appear, the ultimate death draws near For Mankind Tunnels filled with maddening stench of hell Inbred creatures that will rip human flesh Screams of pain and timeless terror From below the day of doom shall come forth Standing at the gate and waiting Dark waters stir again The coming of the apocalypse Destruction of all that I've once held dear Standing at the gate and waiting Dark waters stir again I suffer this terror until I face my death With all mankind

The Samurai Heart
I. Rectitude or Justice Bushido refers not only to martial rectitude, but to personal rectitude: Rectitude or Justice, is the strongest virtue of Bushido. A well-known samurai defines it this way: ‘Rectitude is one’s power to decide upon a course of conduct in accordance with reason, without wavering; to die when to die is right, to strike when to strike is right.’ Another speaks of it in the following terms: ‘Rectitude is the bone that gives firmness and stature. Without bones the head cannot rest on top of the spine, nor hands move nor feet stand. So without Rectitude neither talent nor learning can make the human frame into a samurai.’ II. Courage Bushido distinguishes between bravery and courage: Courage is worthy of being counted among virtues only if it’s exercised in the cause of Righteousness and Rectitude. In his Analects, Confucius says: ‘Perceiving what is right and doing it not reveals a lack of Courage.’ In short, &ls

Rere's Blog
What is your job/occupation? If you could change careers, what would it be? as for me i work in hospice and i am a partime massage therapist. If i could do it all over again i would like to have worked in Forensics, processing evidence( working on a big murder investigation LOL)

New Band Set List.
The band is: Kyu Han - Lead Vocals + various weird noises Brian Buzzell - Lead and rhythm guitars + lead vocals Daren Howe - Drums Mark Stevens - Bass + lead vocals Here is our set list so far: Set 1 Heavy - Collective Soul Sex Type Thing - Stone Temple Pilots Again - Alice In Chains Godzilla - Blue Oyster Cult (Me on lead vocals) Check My Brain - Alice In Chains The Beautiful People - Marilyn Manson Sober - Tool Face To The Floor - Chevelle Dragula - Rob Zombie (Brian on lead vocals) Awake - Godsmack Set 2 Brain Stew/Jaded - Green Day Symphony Of Destruction - Megadeth (Me on lead vocals) Ring Of Fire - Social Distortion Voodoo - Godsmack (Brian on lead vocals) Control - Puddle Of Mudd Them Bones - Alice In Chains The Red - Chevelle Moon Baby - Godsmack More Human Than Human - White Zombie Ariels - System Of A Down Bodies - Drowning Pool Set 3 Man In The Box - Alice In Chains She Hates Me - Puddle Of Mudd (Me on lead vocals) Smells Like Teen Spirit -

Micky
i have a strong personality but a submissive one . An agressive and adventurous. i can do anything for the one that i love. my friends told me that i am the sweetest person they ever known and very understanding as well. i love to cook different kind of dishes. i also love music and playing instruments. i am humorous and lovable person. You can add me if you like, for us to chat at leggemicky at yeah who dot cumm.

Hot Raycia
I'm intelligent,tall,sociable,a traveller,interested and interesting,independent,supportive enthusiatic when needed, real. The things I love the most in life are to mingle with men playing with their naughty minds. I am sexy,hot, tempting, exciting, and most of all ready to do whats on your mind. The kinds of people I enjoy the most are men who doesnt have limits and willing to do what they enjoy the most. I am seductive in person and have a pleasing personality can do all things what pleases a man. You can add me if you like, for us to chat at raycialackman at yeah who dut cumm.

And Thats How The Fight Started
My wife and I were watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while we were in bed.I turned to her and said, 'Do you want to have Sex?''No,' she answered.I then said, 'Is that your final answer?'... She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying, 'Yes..'So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend."And that's when the fight started...________________________________I took my wife to a restaurant.The waiter, for some reason, took my order first."I'll have the rump steak, rare, please."He said, "Aren't you worried about the mad cow?""Nah, she can order for herself."And that's when the fight started....._____________________________My wife and I were sitting at a table at her high schoolreunion, and she kept staring at a drunken man swigging hisdrink as he sat alone at a nearby table.I asked her, "Do you know him?""Yes", she sighed,"He's my old boyfriend. I understand he took to drinkingright after we split up those many years ago, and I hear hehasn't been sober since.""My God!" I said, "

Time
Tick Tock TIme goes by so quickly we often forget to stop and look at what is around us. Like the hands on a clock never stopping always moving. Seconds. Minutes, Hours, Tick Tock Tick Tock The days of our youth has come and gone. Like the dates on a calender never to come around agian. Days, weeks Months Tick Tock Tick Tock Memories come with every moment we are here, Treasure them because when they are gone you can never get them back years, decades, centuries Tick Tock Tick Tock Dont just sit there waiting for the minutes to pass get up and make the most of each one of them Seconds Minutes Hours Tick Tock Tick Tock Everyday events come and go be a part of the difference. No one can do it for you cause you are your own person Days Weeks Months Tick Tock Tick Tock History was made one day at a time. Go out into this world and make history in the eyes of those you touch Years Decades Centuries Tick Tock Tick tock Don't let life pass you by Be what you want to be cause tim

Fubar Men
Sooo I've learned my first big lesson here on fubar... No matter how many pics someone sends you, if they don't have a salute they are FAKE!!!! I could name you out here an let everyone know what a liar you are BUT I'm not that type of person. I'll consider this a lesson learned and never make the same one again. :-)

Precisely Random...
From me? Who knows. Here's me, condensed but as specific as possible. I'll do my best to lay it out. 1. I am a daddy to an amazing 2 1/2 year old son. He is more important to me than you are. Not being mean, just straightforward about my priorities. 2. I have a very strong paternal instinct and a strong desire to protect people who are in trouble or hurt. Sometimes people (ladies) have more problems with their feelings regarding a situation than with the situation itself- this is not me. I am a fixer, and can be objective to a fault. Love counseling. 3. I know how to be a listener and can shut off the fix-it instinct when needed. 4. I'm a perv. I'm a gentleman first, and don't need to see your boobs to like you. Anything worth doing is worth doing right, and nobody deserves to be treated like a slut. 5. I'm conservative. If you have an opposing and well-defended view, I will listen. I may pick it apart, but I will not insult you for it. 6. Any relationships built in

Health And Happiness
If anyone is interested in health, please check out my website for the best nutritional supplements on the internet (http://opnutrition.com). I am trying to pay my tuition for med school. Thanks!

Justsomedude's Daily Musings
Though I created my FuBar profile two days ago, I consider today to be "Day 1" of my active membership to FUBAR.com. At first I was gaining NO experience to speak of whatsoever. I don't really see the point of gaining it, except to unlock certain features like the ability to participate in site areas like MuMMs and the like. But I did want those points and levels. So

Music
Im a music promoter, Ive been promoting over 20 years,local,regional and national..In the past 10 years or so there has been a decline in attendance at local shows. My goal as apromoter is to get people interested back in live music....put the phones and music devices down ,go support your local bands and venues..KEEP LIVE MUSIC ALIVE \m/

Dad In Heaven
Dear Dad in HeavenI sit here and i ponder how very muchI'd like to talk to you todayThere are so many thingsThat we didn't get to sayI know how much you care for meAnd how much I care for you,And each time that I think of youI know you'll miss me too.An angel came and called your nameAnd took you by the hand and saidYour place was ready in Heaven, far above . . .And you had to leave behind, all though you dearly lovedYou had so much to live for, you had so much to do . . .It still seemed impossible, that God was taking you.And though your life on earth is past, in Heaven it starts anewYou'll live for all eternity, just as God has promised you.And though you've walked through Heaven's gateWe are never far apartFor each time that we think of you,You're right here, deep with-in our hearts.

Scorpion
An old man saw a scorpion drowning and decided to pull it out from the water. He calmly extended his hand to reach the creature. When he did, the scorpion stung him. With the effect of the pain, the old man let go the creature and it fell back into the water. The man realizing that the scorpion was drowning again, got back and tried to rescue it but then again it stung him. He let go of it again.A young boy standing by, approached the old man and said, “Excuse me Sir, you are going to hurt yourself trying to save the evil-vicious creature, why do you insist? Don't you realize that each time you try to help the scorpion, it stings you?”The man replied, “The nature of the scorpion is to sting and mine is to help. My nature will not change in helping the scorpion.”So the man thought for a while and used a leaf from a nearby tree and pulled the scorpion out from the water and saved its life.MORAL LESSON: Do not change your nature. If someone hurts you, just take pre

Meds
My names Damian everyone calls me "D". Im hispanic/apachie indian "i barly found out im part indian"! Im pretty lost right now Or maybe not lost but in limbo.im not going to tell you what i did but i will say i was just Being a pussy. I dont know where im going or what will happen to me so im like this everyday is another day, As in that sense i live in that day. My life is nothing i have nothing ,i dont want anything put to move on to whatever Is next after death.i cant work cause im on meds i cant collect from being on meds i cant funtion do to the fact im on meds Its like being ran down everyday no energy to get up or to do any kind of task,but they say i have to take them in order to Get better.yeah right ...so i stopped and tried to get back everything i lost ,muscle streangth , power of thought, i thought i was. Doing pretty good then A month or so goes by bam.....i break my back ,wow .i believe its due to the fct i was on those meds.but i cant prove it and the docs

The Lost Of A Golden Smile
The Lost Of A Golden Smile Based on a true story A beautiful young lady that I have come to know Was on her way to becoming a star in a show. With a golden smile and a gentle heart An acting career was her goal from the start. Always up beat and causing you to smile too. Just being herself in all the things that she do. Started having problems with her golden smile Which lead to disaster and broke her style. Never being told that her teeth have gone bad. By any dentist she ever had Poison was found from deep within Traveling through her body and could bring her life to it’s end. Until an Emergency Room doctor with a real MD Was the only one to bring it to the surface to see. She was told that some of her teeth had to come out Or she will die without even a doubt. Dentist after dentist she really did try to see Not worrying about her life just about their fee. No insurance did she have nor money to pay

Scammers And Fakes
Beware of this site of not only the management (Scrapper) and Smartass Corey (Scrappers little puppet), and in the background we have Kali Goddess of Destruction who I have found out really has all of her limbs. Remember the story was that she had no arms and no legs? I saw a picture of her with every limb she could possibly need to brainwash Corey (Hey Crystal...I am so happy that you grew your limbs back overnight!!). Corey is married and he is with Crystal? (Kali) I wonder what Lisa, Corey's wife thinks of that? Corey is so consumed with Fubar and especially Scrapper and Crystal lately, I wonder how far he must have stuck his head up Scrapper's ass, because his neck is honestly turning brown!!LMAO!!! I haven't been on here until tonight, and it is because he won't remove what he has on his page about me. The gymnastics pictures that are dedicated to me? Kali, since you have such a big mouth, do you have any idea what kind of talent it takes to do a double twisting double back? No yo

Kigurumi Oneise
In terms of adult onesies, the word onesie is commonly used for loose-fitting casual jumpsuits made of knit pure cotton fabric, Polyester Mesh and Breathable fabric, fleece, or chenille. They are mostly intended as loungewear or sleepwear, but have gained significant popularity as stylish street fashion. Many designs feature roomy hoods, thumb loops. Originally, onesie is a brand name of infant bodysuits. when casual jumpsuits became increasingly popular, the press started discrediting them as "adult onesies". Onesies have recently become an extremely popular fashion. Onesies are sold in through various avenues. Commonly, onesies can be found in shopping centers or online shops such as pajama-sale.com. Onesies come in many sizes and patterns, from Game characters to anime animal characters and animal. like pig, cat, dog, duck, butterfly, wolf, and so on. Onesies for adults were developed in the pajama-sale where they are more commonly know as footed pajamas and where there are

The One That Got Away
there was once a time in my life where i had everything i could ever ask for. but becouse i was too blind to see what was right in front of me, i lost everything. only too late did i realize that the monster was me. it wasnt who did what or who fought who.... it was just me. i alwayse looked for something to be wrong, i pretended to be someone i wasnt. i remember every time i said something i shouldnt. i remember every happy moment we shared, every kiss, every glance acrost the room.... and with that... i remember every fight. every arguement, every time i was a asshole. the more we fought the more i pushed away. .... in the back of my mind i can only think it was the stress of everything going on around us that made it all begin, but now i just want to see the smile she used to have when we wer kids. ... the smile she had when we saw each other for the first time in ten years.... as i walked down the airport coridor to see her eyes light up and for a moment .... everything stopped....

Real Life
FRIENDS N FAMILY , SORRY TO SAY THAT I WONT BE ON MUCH FOR A WHILE. I HAVE SPENT ALOT OT TIME N MONEY ON THIS SITE. I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS N FAMILY N FANS BUT THE TRUTH IS I HAVE VERY FEW:( THIS IS A GANE N I HAVE HELPED WHEN I COULD BUT VERY FEW HAVE HELPED ME. I AM NOT MAD JUST SAD THAT WE DON'T HELP EACH OUT, IT'S A GAME. WELL WITH THAT BEIN SAID. I DO THANK THE REAL FRIENDS I HAVE ON HERE PM ME IF YOU WANT TO TALK, SHASH PEACE N LOVE.

Desperate Need
Desperate Need Would you help your brother man when they are in desperate need If you had the means that could help them succeed? I’m talking about someone down on their luck with their life in a cast Doing their best and giving their last. Their path being a little different than yours People they know keep closing their doors. If you were the one who can hold your own Someone who has truly learned how to move along. Meeting the right people who lend you a hand. Helping you develop and make your best stand. Yes, brought up right without any stage fright. Given a chance to shine in the light. Would you choose to be the greedy one? Feeling that no one else deserves any type of your fun? Saying “I did this on my own all by myself without anyone giving me any type of help!”

Hi
My name is Angela Varona. I am single for 3 years. I live in East Ham London , United Kingdom, but born in Mexcico. I have 3 SIDES1. The quite sweet side.2.The fun and crazy side.3.The side you never want to see. cAN YOU HELP MY MATH HOMEWORK?ADD the bed, SUBTRACT the clothes,DIVIDEAN YOU HELP MY MATH HOMEWORK?ADD the bed, SUBTRACT the clothes,DIVIDE my legs, and PRAY you dont MULTIPLY. my legs, and PRAY you dont MULTIPLY.Then teach me in your bed for REAL!

Rp/fantasy Stories
It was late on a saturday night in a small sized city and i have run very low on cash even with all my overtime i have worked. I know i have to do something to make some quick cash just to get by for the week. I begin to think when i remember that the security cameras at the hotel i work at are down and put of service. My plan forms as i know i could sneak in un detected and slip into a few rooms and slip some cash. I grab my keys and bolt to the hotel slipping into the back door with my maitenance key card. I work my way up and down the halls listening room to room until i come to the high end suite. I step up to the door and knock saying " maitenance". I hear no reply and slip in as i make sure the coast is clear and i start going through the luggage. I come across a black leather bag and open it finding a wide variety of sex toys and restraints. I look through it until a sound catches my ear as i hear the high heels coming to the door. I jump up quickly and slip into the dark bathro

Broken
i lay in the grass and look up at the sky as i lay there i see the dark sky full of little lights . as i lay there i fell soft wet drops fall form my eyes. i wipe them away but more fall for my eyes. then i remmber i'm a broken elf that is lost in the dark woods felling all alone. my heart is broken and not knowing what to think . i say what i fell and everyone tells me i should not fell that way. i must be a broken elf. i wonder should i just walk in to the dark woods and keep going and not look back are stay and keep feeling the way i do

I Hate My Laptop
I dont really know how to blog but will give this a shot! I hate my Laptop but am thankful I have it! The battery is shot and the power cord connecter is finicky so I have to hold it just right with my left hand and type with my right if I dont the screen blanks and i cant get it back then i have to power off and reboot the darned thing but it is small and pink and cute! also the usb and sim card ports are finicky too so my external drives may or may not connect and it takes 3rd try or longer to get it to accept the photo card from my camera! my left hand cramps and falls asleep from holding the power cord just right then i have to shut it off for a bit but atleast I haver her! I am nursing her along til I can get my income tax refund next year then will retire her....

Lol
posted on 11/23/2009 @ 10:11 am "See....what had happened was..." http://fubar.com/see-what-had-happened-was/b325985-1087516 Ok so I guess everyone wants to know how my fight went Saturday night. Let's just say.....IT FELT GOOD!!! First of all, thank ya'll for helping me choose my entrance music. It was a hit!! The event was called "Combat Warriors International". It is an event that sponsors both Muay Thai and MMA (Mixed Martial Arts). The event hosts two rings. A standard square 18 foot boxing ring, and a 17 foot octagon cage (similar to what you see on UFC). Typically on a fight card, there are up to 26 fights in one night. A LOT of action!!!! The fights are juggled usually.....3 MMA fights, then 1 Muay Thai fight, alternating as such starting with Muay Thai as the first fight of the night. I am 6'3" and when not training for a fight....I weigh about 225lbs on average. For this fight, I had to cut weight down to 185lbs which would put me in the "Light Heavyweight

The Buck Jones Adventures:
The Pulse of Self-Contained Plasma Emission sphere, blazed openly and seeming brazenly across the cosmos. Within the energized sphere, the beings within the Charging-Attack Ship, again stretched themselves lasciviously. All Female and all equally deadly Star Vampires. Their fangs all flexed savagely...in anticipation of: The final defeat...of the Terran-Superhuman Buck Jones, and The Traitor Mistress-Prime, Krystalina. Among the full complement of approximately 50 beings, two of them also had additional powers to help combat Krystalina. Just before Buck and company had finally destroyed their homeworld, Rheen and her sibling Rhaamii had long been Students and Apprentices of The former Mistress Prime. They escaped, and now were on a quest to avenge Komind's destruction, and finally capture and secure The Terran Superhuman...forever! Once again, Rheen flexed all 6'2" of herself...and smi

How Kinky Are You
http://www.proprofs.com/quiz-school/story.php?title=the-ultimate-kinky-sex-quiz Post Your Results. I Got Things Started. Your Result Super Freak! You are so kinky that you can make porn stars blush and Rick James would bow down to you! In fact, you probably keep a duffle bag with sex toys and a blow up doll in your car for "just in case" don't you? There is nothing you won't try and you live your sex life to the fullest!

Keep The Sh*t Talkin' To Yourself.....
I just want to say I am trying to start anew and be more positive. People talk shit and I am tired of keeping track or reacting. If you hear stuff then please don't pass it along to me. If you choose to say something on my behalf I do love you for it but it is not required. I am 32 Yrs Old and tired of it all. I can't control others but I can control myself. Just delete me if you don't like me. I have big girl shit to worry about and no time for he said she said bs anymore. Im dealing with the death of my granfather that happend THIS MONTH He was my LAST Grandfather I have no more anymore :( So with all due respect PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE Shut your mouths if you got nothing nice to say!

See Me Live!
Hey everybody! Well.... the weather's getting cooler. The skies are looking colorful. There's LOTS of music in the air! Come enjoy some music with the Sean Faust/ Robert Fulton Duo at Mexicali Live this coming Saturday! I promise it will be an evening you'll remember for a VERY long time! Wishing you all peace and love! ***************************************************************Saturday - September 14th 7:00 p.m.SEAN FAUST & ROBERT FULTON DUO opening for WIGJAM at Mexicali Live! 1409 Queen Anne Road Teaneck, NJ 07666Get your tickets today! *************************************************************** Check out Sean's new Vidcasts! NEW!!!! Episode 6: Can't Stop The Signal https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c5JjjU-yVa4 NEW!!!! Episode 5: Status Quo Radio https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bz6PP4GBQAwEpisode 4: A Day Like This with Robert Fulton http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kMi8ScHCYiEEpisode 3: Neil Diamond Cover http://youtu.be/6v9TyvWAezAEpisode 2: 2nd Verse http://yout

Disgusted!
Really disgusted that u all would promote a date rape drug as bling as if its some sort of trophy of some sort! And anyone that has been victim to a roofie because this is the real SICK world that we live in...isnt seeing at all the humor or reasoning that a site like this would give shitheads the mindset to think roofies are at all cool WTF r u all thinking!!!!Absolutely turned my stomach !!Completely a disrespectful and insensitive Bling why dont u just PROMOTE RAPE ALREADY!!! OHH U JUST DID!

Wonderful And Free
Love and kisses of purityGreen grass all the timeBlue skies with no cloudsThe nights so blackThe stars so brightPeople only smile and laughThere is no unhappiness thereThere are candy rosesOnly things that are sweet to the eye and the touchNo one cares what anyone else wearsNo one cares how much money anyone makes because there would be no moneyEverything would be wonderful and freeI don't know. I'm not thinking right tonight... I can't think... OH well..

My Pregnancy Experience.
I've had the easiest pregnancy imaginable, I can't complain! I honestly loved it. What I'll miss the most is seeing and feeling him move around in my stomach. :) There's no way to describe how that affects a person. To bond and have that connection to something you're creating in your stomach, to know you have the power to form a human life, it's truly remarkable..... Such an incredible (long!) journey, in a way, I hate to see it end! ♥ But now, I'm more than excited to meet him, and start our memories together. This little precious miracle gave me new reasons to live. I want to be the best mother, and supporter. And I know I can be! :)

Quotes/thoughts.
As we grow up we learn that even the person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it gets harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love, so take many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is one minute of happiness you'll never get back. ♥

Random Thoughts ...
Where else can you randomly flirt and meet other people without strings, stress and the like. I really enjoy that, it's a stress buster. Plus I have even made some friends. It's not about being the hottest chick, or the most sensual and seductive. Although I could be if I chose to. For now I like being me. What brought you to Fubar? and be honest!

Deep Thoughts By Jack Handy
I like tattoos. I really do. I really like tats on women because the right ink in the right spot can really accentuate their beauty. I like ink on guys because it's usually some flaming skull or monster or some type of gothic shit or sports theme and what guy doesn't think imagery like that is cool? I like to think that people with tattoos aren't just puting a picture on themselves; they're trying to convey a message to everyone around them about who they are as a person. So when I see someone's inked some words on their skin I'm super curious the see what that message is that this person is trying to tell the world. That being said, I believe that if people with tattoos didn't want to attact attention to themselves they'd either A) Wear something to cover it up or B) Not get a tattoo in the first place. Our eyes are attracted to new and different things. That's what keeps our head out of the way when the ultimate frisbee game at the park is suddenly playing through your

Poems By Unknown Authors
"DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP,I AM NOT THERE, I DO NOT SLEEP,I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW, I AM THE DIAMOND GLINT ON SNOW,I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENED GRAIN,I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN RAIN,WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING'S HUSH, I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSHOF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRCLING FLIGHT,I AM THE SILENT STAR THAT SHINES AT NIGHTDO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY, I AM NOT THERE. I DID NOT DIE."

When A Bling Is Not Funny
Rohypnol(roofies, 'date-rape' drug)Rohypnol is a prescription-only sedative that has been used in many 'date rapes' in the US, with cases now being reported in Europe and Australia. Coming in the form of a tasteless and odourless pill which is easily ground down into powder, rohypnol has gained notoriety as the 'date rape' drug, after victims have been incapacitated and sexually assaulted after having their drinks spiked. All traces of the drug disappear after 24 hours making prosecution difficult. Please note that rohypnol is not the only drug associated with date rape and there have been cases linked to GHBand other sedative drugs. Side effects: The most worrying side effect of rohypnol is that it can easily be administered without the victims knowledge and lengthy sexual assaults can take place with the victim having no memory of events afterwards. In many cases, victims are even unaware that assaults have taken place until their symptoms are recognised or their memory retur

For Viper
deep as the ocean is my love for you,, as wide as the universe is how far id travel to be in ur arms,, i love you beyond words, the things id do for u are unexplainable ,, id die for u ,, i cry for you, can you hear my screams , can u feel my pain, everything i do in my life is for you! i have an undeniable unexplainable love for you! always have and always will be you,, i love you!!

Just A Joke
There were three blondes walking on a trail one day. They came across a set of tracks. The first blonde stopped and said, "those look like deer tracks". The second blonde said, "no, those look like moose tracks". Then the third one said, " they look like goat tracks." Then a train hit them.

Life According To Me
Okay, so the site is pretty cool so far, except for the fact that creeps abound. I was scrolling my page and found a guy had posted a picture of his junk and it was in my friends recent pictures. I cannot stand it when people do stuff like that. I mean, sure it's okay for people to be nudists and stuff but when people walk around naked all the time, you kind of expect to see it. When people walk around with clothes on, you expect them to keep their privates hidden. I think that it would be very embarassing to be a nudist, especially for a guy. When a guy is wearing clothes he can be attracted to a person and not have it show. However, if he was naked, he would not be able to control who saw that he was attracted or what they thought of him because of it. However, if a guy can keep those kind of thoughts out of his head, it might not be as embarassing for them. I am extremely glad for clothing because some people do not have very attractive bodies. I'm sorry, but it's true. I guess I'm

Vets - Fallen An Living
Here is to all the vets, I Salute You an I Thank You for all you hve done. Remember all the vets, The Fallen, the Retired an the Active ones. Today an always. They are what makes this country an we should never forget what it cost to keep this country free.

9/11 Never Forget
Today as I look back over the past 12 years since 09-11-01 I realize that I don't need some politician grandstanding talking about the 343 rescue workers who made the supreme sacrafice that day to help me remember 9-11. In fact that number is much higher!!!!! How many rescue workers have passed away since then from complications from working on the pile day after day, night after night? Didn't they also make the supreme sacrafice? How many rescue workers since then have been medically retired from injuries recieved or lung issues from breathing all the dust? One thing is for sure. Unless you was there in person and saw ground zero for yourself, I'm not sure you could imagine just what happened there. No television screen in the world could possibly show the destruction and devastation. I have a lot of close friends in FDNY. Some were lost on 9-11 and today I will raise a glass in your honor, "May peace be with you always brothers". Some retired because of 9-11, brothers my prayers you

100 Personal Life Rules... For Females
#100... Friends don't let friends fuck ugly people. 99... Try everything twice. The first time you may have done it wrong. 98... Pretend to believe everyone, but TRUST NO ONE. 97... Cologne=Optional.... Deoderant=A MUST! 96... Drunk guys are usually too dumb to realize they're having more fun. 95... After puberty, "it" should be much bigger. 94... ATM=The Holy Grail 93... All hippie chicks deep throat, but few vegans swallow. 92... Women like shoes. We will look at yours, so purchase accordingly. 91... Don't expect me to suck yours if you're not going to lick mine. 90... Always anticipate having to put a toilet seat down when around men. 89... If you wanna fuck it, you've got to be willing to lick it. 88... Ass, stomach, legs, boobs... In that order, if he knows what he's doing. 87... If it's not dirty, you're doing something wrong.

Poetry
I gave you the keyThe key to my heartYet now you lost itMy heart is locked upIts to broken to open upI'll keep the key nowI won't give it awayI trusted you with itIts locked upThe key is hiddenI can't give it awayIt hurts to give it awayYou were the oneI wanted youThe key is goneMy heart is locked up Please come backI feel lost without youWanting the way I had youPlease come back to meWanting you hereI need you hereThis feeling I hateBeing without you is hardI want you backYou complete meYou were my everythingMy heart was yoursNow I feel aloneCrying out for youWanting you backI can't take it I once was loneYou came alongPicking me upWhen no other couldBeing there for meMaking me smileGiving me your timeI hate letting you goI feel lost againWithout you I'm nothingMy heart is shatteredThe feeling of being incompleteI hate being aloneYou made me feel wantedMaking me feel completePlease come back to me

Friendship Poems By Poet
Good morning my friend, Nancy!across the miles, I imagine us freefree to explore the great wonders of lifeand let go all angst of struggles and strife. May you today feel the love from alland know that you're beautiful, doll!I thank Robert for connecting us, smiles--for distance isn't a measure of miles not when you have friends who leave you joyfreely united we stand, two girls and a boy.Age is a physicality ~ don't you see?universally wounded we are, together we're free! So, I thank you for being who you areI see the scars and yet, you shine like a star!Smiles across the screen, miles and miles apartyet, universally wounded we still find heart! To You from your Poet 09/12/2013

Well Somebody Has To Say It
Dreams Really all I wanted to talk about today in this post is my dreams. My constant dreams of giving head. I was doing some research online about these dreams and what they could mean. I read that dreaming that you are giving oral sex is signifies your willingness to give pleasure and/or joy. It's symbolic of my creative energy and reaffirms that I am heading in the right direction in my life. \ I have no idea what direction I should be taking. I thought it was just an obsession. Any thoughts or comments on this? I would love to hear it. ~Jandsey~

Oh Well
you know, some people seem to think that just cuz you talk to them that you wanna be with them or whatever and some ppl seem to think that just cuz u talk to someone else that its cheating, well guess what, ur right. its cheating urself because if they think about it, every time u go in a lounge or bar or whatever ur talking to someone of the opposite sex at some point or for some reason and they gotta stop and realize that the other person may catch feelings for u and maybe that person will try and ruin ur relationship or whatever. not gonna say only girls start falling for guys or guys start falling for girls cuz everyone no matter how cold or black has a heart somewhere and some ppl will bring it out of them and make it shine like gold. now there are women that for some ungodly known reason seem to want me(not being conceited or anything but its true) and some of them are MARRIED and unhappy and just want someone that will listen to them and tries to make them laugh once in a while

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I pulled this from a Camping site that I moderate in. I wrote it for there, so if some of the stuff doesn't come through in context. Please accept that as an explination. This is some of the applicable material that I am allowed to share with you from my training. I doubt anyone in the CF will argue that the passing of Cold Weather survival tips, with zero actual military content, other than clothing...of which Civilian patterns are legal and available...is a bad thing. I think I'm good. (Kinda a personal disclaimer) Winter Warfare in Petawawa: ~ -35°C. Wet. The heaters were needed for us. Every day our gear got soaked. We were doing snowmobile training/winter warfare. So at -35°C, in that situation, we needed the heaters because it was wet all the time. Coleman naphtha double burner stoves. You know them, they sell them at Canadian Tire for $119.99 I think. But we had a 24 hour watch up too...melt ice in a pressure cooker overnight in shifts, keep the fuel up in the sto

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• I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.• I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.• I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.• We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.• I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.• I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.• I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.• I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.• We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on

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These are just some of my random fu thoughts.... Why am I so addicted to this place? Why do salutes matter? Why do some people accept you as a friend only to unfriend you seconds later? Some names just don't match up with the person. I think there should be random fu get togethers acros the country, just lil meet and greets Why accept someone or friend them if you aren't going to interact at all? Some people ask for help, when you tell them you can't, they stop talking to you. I personally like the pokes, just wish they had some naughtier ones. Yes, I do love titties of all sizes. But I am an ass man thru and thru If I offend you in any way, tell me, I will listen I am a respectful dirty old(er) man, works for me I refuse to rank my family or friends If I put you in my family, I do not expect the same in return, it's because I think you are pretty cool and I want to like, rate and check you out daily if possible. Have fun peeps! Yes, I want salutes from my beautiful

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Since my mumm didn't work so well I figured I'd try here instead. I'm new to game design, and I'm planning to make an old school 8 or 16 bit style RPG, but I can't decide which genre it should be inspired by. Should I make a steampunk style RPG? I know there are already several steampunk games out there, specifically Final Fantasy 6 and 7. Or should I make a horror inspired game? The west never got Sweet Home, so maybe that's something to consider. Or should it be something entirely different and wacky kinda like Earthbound or a combination of different things?

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Shameless Ramblings
I get ridiculed or called arrogant for the way I speak.I am told it is quite unique form of communicating,as it were. George Carlin and I both understand language in a way not many people do.I've been told I only use big words to make up for my lack of education.Not true.I use big words because,and this is the obvious part a lot of people miss,I KNOW WHAT THEY MEAN. For example,I was working this place one night and a group of black teens was making a rucus.One of them decided to start trying to get me fighting.They're in my face calling me names,pushing me and generally just getting a rise out of me.I feel a hand rest on my shoulder....a black man's hand....a large black man's hand.I look at the owner and it is an old,dear friend of mine I have known literally all my life.I look up at this 6 foot 5 inch tall man and say 'Hey Ivan,hows my favorite n****r?' he smiles,looks down at me and says 'Not too bad my long-time honky friend!' The teens quite honestly fell silent with sho

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BBW = "Big, Beautiful Woman"Are you "big"? yesAre you a "woman?" yesBut are you "beautiful?"This is my pet peeve with the whole thing. Many heavy girls on here say they are a BBW.I don't doubt that some of you are. But how much of the general population is actually attractive, much less "beautiful?" (They said less than 10% in that Seinfeld episode. It is of course subjective)Yes, beauty is is only skin deep, in the eyes of the beholder, blah blah blah, and your self esteem, general positivity or what mommy might have told you may lead you to conclude that you are "beautiful." That's fine.But think about it; how conceited is it to declare that you are a beautiful woman right out of the gate? (Whether you are or not?) You know you HATE conceited people who remind everyone how good looking THEY are, right?We know that a lot of women are self-admittedly obsessed with their appearance and others' perception of them. So if you declare you are beautiful, does that mean we all have to listen

This And That
Well I thought that I would share whats on my mind at this time, it might not be much but it is something. I was thinking yesterday about a lot of things that are close to my heart and all. In the last three years I have lost a lot of family memebers and on of them is my step dad, this November he will be gone 2 years and it still hurts, se at times when I had problems and couldn't find the answer he knew what to say. I look at what has gone n here lately in this world and it seems like at times things are going good but at ti things go bad to, and its a shame that at times it takesome type of diaster to bring people together to help and all. When really why don't people want to help eachother any more, I mean use to in the old days people would help eachother no matter what the cost was and no one helps anyone and it seems likhe school are even getting bad anymore cause there is a lot of bullying there and when I went to school we didn't have bully's but then agin I was the only one t

That's When The Fight Started
My wife and I were watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while we were in bed.I turned to her and said, 'Do you want to have Sex?''No,' she answered.I then said, 'Is that your final answer?'... She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying, 'Yes..'So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend."And that's when the fight started...________________________________ I took my wife to a restaurant.The waiter, for some reason, took my order first."I'll have the rump steak, rare, please."He said, "Aren't you worried about the mad cow?""Nah, she can order for herself."And that's when the fight started....._____________________________ My wife and I were sitting at a table at her high schoolreunion, and she kept staring at a drunken man swigging hisdrink as he sat alone at a nearby table.I asked her, "Do you know him?""Yes", she sighed,"He's my old boyfriend. I understand he took to drinkingright after we split up those many years ago, and I hear hehasn't been sober since.""My God!" I sai

Ramblings
I Thought.. I thought the sea was blue, I thought its depths were endless I thought there was nothing to compare, To the billion stars reflected and shimmering On its surface in the moonlight. I figured there were mysteries there, Things I'd never see. I thought it held secrets I would never know, I wondered if I could ever feel what it would be like to swim forever in it. I wondered how very lost I could be I wondered if I could feel the soul, the heart of it. I wondered if totally being one with it Would drown me, or save me. I've thought about the truths That might be found by plunging those depths. But then I started to fear my own mortality I started to question myself I wondered if I would die trying... I started to think it wasn't worth it I started to think it would be safer To stay on the shore.. To look on from afar and dream. To dream, rather than do, To imagine, rather than try... To stay safe and dry I may never experience the waves. I may never dive and explore b

Religion Is A Cover
I blame religion for a lot of how my life has turned out. I wasted the better of the last 25 years on these fantasies. Been through all of it - baptist, pentecostal, charismatic -- and all it did was cover up and hide the true me. Now I'm 45, and very unhappy. Religion told me that I would be happy, that it would take my depression away, give me purpose. Guess what? All it did was hide it. I wish I could go back and warn my younger self away, but I can't, and now I'm full of regrets due to my poor decisions.I am not shirking my own responsibility for how my life turned out either - I know I have a lot of mental problems and personal failings that I could have controlled -- but now I believe that things may have been a bit easier had I stayed away from faith. I'm finding science and skepticism more fulfilling and interesting.

Compassionate Hearts
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Just A Quick Thank You
In my mind, I so often revisit the days we had together. I close my eyes, picture your smile, and my heart lightens. I focus on your lips, their curves & fullness, and my breath quickens. I recall the things those lips can do, and my body awakens. Suddenly, the memory becomes real in that moment. Your kiss brushes my skin, your smell permeates the air, your touch causes my body to quiver. I am ready. I am yours. I scream your name at that moment. Ah, that moment! I open my eyes and send up a thank you for this gift, this memory so strong it will carry me through until that next time. I adore you. ~Tigger

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For Starters
I knock, the door to the hotel room opens quickly, and I walk in the room and shutting and locking the door behind me. I'm standing before you in black heels, thigh high fish nets, short black skirt, white button up shirt that's unbuttoned and tied at the waist revealing a black and red trimmed bra. I'm in your arm the touch of your lips on mine feels like fire, a hot and demanding kiss filled with hunger and need that has been building for weeks now. My hands are running frantically over your body working to get you out of your clothes, you've got me pressed back against the wall your knee between my legs pushing them apart while your hand moves up my thigh, under my skirt, until it reaches my pussy to find that I'm not wearing panties and its bare, shaven clean just for you. I hear a low moan escape you as your fingers delve into the wetness there. I sigh and my knees go weak as your finger brushes over my clit. My hand finds its way into your shorts and closes around your cock strok

Losing People We Love To Cancer
Cancer Took My Mom She Was 58 Spread To The Brain In June Of 1979 ... That Was Not Easy . Then June Of 1996 My Second Oldest Torrey Mitchell 24 Diagnosed With Pancrease Cancer Watched Him Suffer Had a Tube To Inserted For The Bile For The Mass Was 71/4 centimeters by 7 centimeters Was not Good . Broke My Heart To Watch Him , He was Then Put In Hospice At Ashtabula Medical Center . Where On 3/14/97 11:57 am He Passed Away 3/18/97 Buried a day Before His Birthday . Then May 17th My Best Friend My Friend That Always was There Cindy Messena She Had Her Breast Removed For Cancer She Ended Up With Mest Of The Brain And Passed Away May 19th .. I Buried Two In Less Than a Yr . Now I Have Two More One My Once Fiance Of 2yrs 8mos Lonnie Terminal No Chance To Live & His Sister Connie Like a Sister To Me Terminal Both Lung Cancer .. I can sit Here And Be Strong With This I Know They Will Not Suffer No More .. But Even When I Was In Nursing I Cried More Than I Ever Done I Sat With Many That I Didn

20 Things About Me
Ok so its been brought to my attention that a lot of people who shout me ask the same questions so i thought i would write it here so then you will know :) my name is beverley im 30 yrs old and im from the uk i have a salute and a few videos on here of my sad azz trying to sing LOL im looking for friends not to date sorry (guys) but i work so much it wouldnt be fair to add someone else into that so i choose to booty call my favourite bud when i am frisky LMAO i love attention just like every other girl so BITCHES dont hate when i get it and you dont i dont chase blingers. YES i have nsfw folders its my body and i will flaunt it if i wish i dont care what you think so if you dont like dont click my profile simple. i will help you if i can i am caring kind and always try to be a gd person so dont sb me shouting at me for not answering i try to answer everyone STOP marking my pictures (bitches) if they offend your eyes dont look im single and in turn am free to post whatever i w

Blessed Be )0( Marry Meet
)0( MARRY MEET )0( ye must, In perfect love and perfect trust. Eight words the Wiccan Rede fulfill: An' ye harm none, do what ye will. What ye send forth comes back to thee So ever mind the law of three. Follow this with mind and heart, Merry ye meet, and merry ye part. ----------------------- Craftsmanship (another known term for Wicca) has several features : 1. In Wicca there is a hierarchy (I am talking about classic Wicca, namely Old Faith). In coven (Wicca Organization) there are usually primary priest or priestess. They head the Sabbaths (Wheel of the year holiday). 2. In Wiccan texts there is a direct reference to the ethical standards (a commandment), which is bound by a witch (if she is good). 3. In Wicca there are canons of "netting" spells, as We believe that we should follow our route, drawing on the experience of those who went before us. 4. Wicca is very tolerant to other religions, as they believe that all gods are one of the incarnatio

Prayers And Well Wishes
Hi friends. I am asking for your prayers. I do not care what your beliefs are, your affiliations or anything else. I just want your prayers and well wishes. Two of the women in my life who I love more than I can say are both ill. One has serious neurological issues and the other has a mass in her chest. Who they are is not important as both want their privacy, but they are my real life family. So please prayers and well wishes for them. I love you guys. Thank-you Dance. Fuzzy Socks are preferred but not necessary, just Dance. Tomorrow is not a given.

Forgive Yourself
Often in life we are our own worst critic. More often than not we have unrealistic expectations for ourselves. I'm not saying you shouldn't reach for the stars and chase your dreams. Just try to keep in mind that none of us are perfect and it's better to try and fail than not to try at all. Life to me, is all about the journey and the memories we make and the people we meet. So remember life is full of peaks and valleys and if by chance you are walking through the valley, I can almost promise that you will one day be standing on top of the mountain again. Peace and love to you all.

Culture Shock.
Porn Shackles Society More than Patriot Act April 28, 2012 (left, scene from American Pie,1999, porn passing as "teen comedy-drama")Increasingly, pornography is changing societal norms. Soon, we could be living in a porn movie. "We aspire to corrupt in order to rule." Giuseppe Mazzini (1805-1872) Freemason leader. by Henry Makow Ph.D.Mankind has been colonized by a satanic cult, the Illuminati, Cabalist Jewish bankers & Freemasons who used their fraudulent monopoly over government credit (currency) to buy the world and hold it in debt servitude. So effective is their control over culture that humanity is only now realizing it is their hostage in an emerging imperialist police state that spans the globe.

Oh My Goodness I Spit Coffee Everywhere
OH MY GOODNESS!!! I spit coffee everywhere reading this!!!:::: I was due for an appointment with the gynecologist later in the week. Early one morning, I recei...ved a call from the doctor’s office to tell me that I had been rescheduled for that morning at 9:30 am. I had only just packed everyone off to work and school, and it was already around 8:45am. The trip to his office took about 35 minutes, so I didn't have any time to spare. As most women do, I like to take a little extra effort over hygiene when making such visits, but this time I wasn’t going to be able to make the full effort. So, I rushed upstairs, threw off my pajamas, wet the washcloth that was sitting next to the sink, and gave myself a quick wash in that area to make sure I was at least presentable. I threw the washcloth in the clothes basket, donned some clothes, hopped in the car and raced to my appointment. I was in the waiting room for only a few minutes when I was called in. Knowing the procedure, as I

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Next Best Thing To Orgasm?
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Survival Mode Indefinately
Tonight I am bored. I sit here listening to Pandora and chilling,playing Candy Crush til I just get so sick of it. I am stuck lol. My phone does not ring. There was a time when it did and I just wanted to be left alone. Be careful what you ask for you just might get it. So its Friday, it got here quick. I am happy about it's arrival even if my funds are limited and the rain is a wash out. Its fine. I am desperate for escape and try to escape in my mind. Ok now its bigger lol sheesh why I didnt I figure that out in the first place? Ughh Im pathetic! My eyes are getting heavy,my body is telling me its time to lay down. Sometimes I just really hate gouing to sleep. I should have done something with my life. I could be at karaoke right now. If only I had someone to go with. Too sleepy to keep writing..blahh

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Damn Veteran Affairs!
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The Inner Workings
Mood..slightly annoyed, Ok,MORE then slightly annoyed. I am here to talk to people and make new friends and post my poetry/short stories.What i am NOT here for is anything sexual. No,i wont be cybering with anyone,nor will i write you dirty emails or post nsfw pics. Yes i guess that makes me boring by FUBAR standards but tough shit. Im keeping it real. If you are a person who enjoys anything sexual and thats the deal breaker when choosing online "friends" then by all means gravitate towards those who will serve your needs because clearly i wont. I have nothing against those who post naughty pics..this is america..you do what you want to do with yourself here..but its not my cup of tea. I say on my profile VERY clearly i am NOT here for sexual anything. Please,before you friend me take note of that. I have already had guys message me this morning with horny messages and i had to remind them of that fact. No im not rude nor am i a bitch. Being straightforward is not a bad thing

Todays Thoughts...
My ranting and raving today is over how everyone is out to make the big bucks.. and how seams America doesnt want anyone to get ahead in life. Slightly aggitated. I have went washer shopping a little today. I just bought one 2 yrs ago but it has broke down already twice due to change going through it and getting into the motor. Yes I know i should empty pockets..but fact remains.. my old washer that i had for years had so much change go through it and never broke down. I had it til it finally was just to old. Anyways.. I wish I could just buy a old time washer like that again. The sales people are out to get there commision though and are bragging up the newer models. Telling me how the newer ones use only like 8 gallons of water..compared to the old ones using 50gallons of water. I started thinking about it.. how can clothes really get clean? on just 8 gallons of water? In my mind though.. I am getting more convince to buy one of these newer models..because I want t

Simi-new To Coding
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Un True Groups That Call Themselves Family
I have been a member of fu for a little over 2 years and i have seen a drastic change in the way people are treated and the way the game is played. There are some that just point whour and some that just beg for bling then there are the ones that have there little family groups that only take care of the ladies or degrade them i have seen them all so the days of true family and friends on fu are gone But there is one or two that still like to help people and treat them like family so i don't give a rates ass if i ever level again but this is how i feel about everything that is going on with people polishing your bling when you need it to polish youeself to level and someone has already polished it before you can get to it and don't even ask like rate you they just do it so many people are deleteing high bling because they can't polish it themselves and i know people have come to my page and polished and only rated me but it is the othere 100 or so people that don't give a dam they are

Fubar Leveling
I AM CURRENTLY ON LEVEL 40. TO GET PAST THIS LEVEL I MUST HAVE GIFT BACKS FROM MEMBERS WITH A GREEN NAME AND PROFILE COMMENTS FROM THEM AS WELL. I AM WILLING TO HELP OUT PEOPLE ON HERE THAT HELP ME OUT IN RETURN YOU CAN ASK ANY OF MY FAMILY ON HERE. IF YOU NEED FU BUCKS I HELP. IF YOU NEED RATES, LIKES, OR ABILITY POINTS I HELP. I ALSO FROM TIME TO TIME WHEN I HAVE THE CREDITS I GIVE OUT BLING SO JUST LET ME KNOW HOW I CAN HELP YOU AND I WILL DO MY BEST TO HELP YOU OR FIND SOMEONE THAT CAN HELP YOU. GET TO KNOW ME AND YOU WILL FIND OUT THAT I AM A REALLY GOOD PERSON UNLESS YOU PISS ME OFF THEN I AM THE BIGGEST BITCH YOU HAVE EVER MET. HAVE FUN ON HERE THIS IS A SITE FOR FUN:)

What's Going On With My Nsfw Folders
I use to have my NSFW pics open to friends when Im online. Here recently I closed them to everyone. Most of my friends here are very respectful, but there are those few who aren't. I am on another site, a site that those kinds of pictures are not allowed, I had a friend of mine from that site tell me that someone from fubar, a guy, show him my pictures from his computer, which means someone has saved my naughty pics on there computer and has been posting them on other sites. I am in no shape or form embarrassed or ashamed of my body or the pics I post, I dont ask for anything to view my pics, i dont ask for credits, bling, ect. All i ask is that you like my page and rate my profile, i dont even care if thats all you do, it just lets me know you liked the pics, i dont care if people rate each picture, but to take them and post as your own is just bullshit, atleast ask if you can save a picture to view later, im not a bitch, only when people treat me like shit. another thing, yes I have

New Life
so on Tuesday I go in for my 20 week ultrasound and I will be finding out the sex of my baby and that night when I get home Ill be telling the rest of my friends and family that I am having a baby, with everything that happen between the time of finding out about this pregnancy and then being unceremoniously dumped by my boyfriend of a year, I never felt the right time to tell them that I am pregnant but now that I half way there I now feel comfortable on telling this is how I plan on telling them an would love some impute on how it sounds The last 13 weeks have been the hardest in my life but all at the same time been one of the most happiest. I had to look deep inside myself on what I was going to do, what will be the best for me and for Alanha but I know that I made the right choice for all of us, Both Alanha and I are happy to tell everyone that she will be a big sister! I am expatiating a baby _______ Named _____ ______ S/he is due February 11, 2014 The baby fathe

My Sister Said I Should...
My sister told me I should make a list of what I want in a man…I have been thinking about it for a year or so now. This is my first draft of actually writing about what I want in a man…. Someone that will protect me and back me up. Someone honest, and not afraid to be honest. Talk to me. Someone that is not afraid of what they are missing out on, because they are committed to me. Someone that will respect me. Someone kind and patient. I’d love to find someone that will put up with some of my shit for a change, instead of me just putting up with theirs. –grins- Someone that will take the time to listen to me. Someone romantic , without me having to ask. Someone that makes me laugh. Someone openly affectionate. Someone passionate and open. Someone that will never pull my hands away. Someone that will make me important, a priority, in their life. Someone that will make me feel comfortable with strangers. Someone that will never tell me I say &ld

Misc.
The morning we moved in this house you said Let's make a bed of rosesSo hand in hand we found that special place And I broke the groundI wiped that delta dirt from your face As you knelt there to sow themOh, I'd give anything a mortal man could give If you could see them nowThrough the kitchen window pane, I can see the rosesThe ones we planted that first spring are blooming Like they did when you were hereSomeone's always left behind When the door of this life closesSo I sit alone and watch it rain on our bed of rosesSome days I sit for hours at the time, Just staring at those rosesThey seem so young and full of life, But soon they'll face the winter chillI don't know how long I can survive, But one thing that I know isCome sping time the roses will return, But you never willSo I sit alone and watch it rain on our bed of roses...

..:: Songs I Wrote ::..
I been working on this song for some time , it took me while to finish it and last night , it's done ... Let me know what you think of it , love to hear feed back================================================================================================== Bully If I fall will you pick me back upOr will you walk away and act like a bullyIf I need you here will you comeOr will you act like I don't existYou've gone and gathered you sticks and your stonesI know how they feel if you try to hurt me some moreWhy do you gather them when you've used your swordsYou're evil words they've already brought me downMore than once beforeCan you please not be a bully anymoreYou use to be my best friendWas it real or was it only pretendHow'd you get evil this wayWho made you this bullyYou've gone and gathered you sticks and your stonesI know how they feel if you try to hurt me some moreWhy do you gather them when you've used your swordsYou're evil words they've already brought me downMore than onc

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New Editions To Book
Everything crumbles like the walls we sit on. I do everything I can to no avail. My feelings have deserved no remarks just a fuck it do what you want I don't need you. It is hard to dedicate life to helping others to just be thrown aside. I have never turned my back on him and yet it seems to me as if that is what he is doing to me. Maybe this is his way of dealing with the fact that I am very serious of leaving and that it will be soon. Still I see that there will be no feelings only numbness when I leave. I don't foresee any contact with him after I am gone only because it seems as though that will hurt him to much. I guess I will be losing everything as to avoid that contact with me he will want to destroy all that reminds him that I was ever there. Just hopefully sumone will let me know if anything happens to mom. She means the world to me and I don't know what I would do without her in my life. She is specail and strong and anyone would be proud to call her mom. It's n

Living In A Fog
Unravelingemotions is the hardest thing to do. Once you unravel, you have to align all the pieces and put parts of the puzzle together. But the true living hell comes from getting enough put together, that there is no real need to finish this puzzle. That revealed says it all, no other pieces needed to complete what's already there. Now comes the hard part of letting go because the gut kick you just got has you extremely worried... Only reason being? The amount of impact it had. No reason that holds water, to truly explain the sudden loss of breathable air... Then feeling yourself falling through eternity and there is no noticeable end. I would rather fall hard and slam into the concrete... only to end it all... Than to see something happen that I can't, within reason, stop.

Trent Shelton #rehabtime
You'll never win my trust with promises. I've heard enough of those to realize they paint pictures that aren't accurate. They set a standard that most actions never meet. I guess that's why my heart is slow to be moved by words because most of the time they prove to hold no value. They're never lived up to. Honestly I could care less if you say the right things because I'm deaf to your words until you do the right things. My trust is through surrendering to promises, it needs commitments. - Trent Shelton #RehabTime

Why do people judge other people. Dont judge people cause of being different. Do not judge others by your own standards for everyone is making theirnway home. In the way they know best. Dont judge me if you dont know me.

Fireworks
...literally... fireworks, cheap tirck in concert at the arch... just a short time before that I sat out for a road trip not expecting to finsd what was waiting for me... the smile, the charm, the sexual desire and the connection. I spent two weekends with the most amazing guy ever and it left a lasting impression that I still haven't been able to shake.... I was messed up with my home life and unfortunately it did't end well with him. I was able to make contact to only to get a reply with a song,,,, Blurry... I still to this day listen to it and can go back in time, to a moment, that left it's mark on my heart and in my memory. The sex was amazing beyond words no doubt, but the connection made those two weekends, at least for me was uncomparable.... I feel it ended on a bad note and I simply want to say hello to the guy who made this girl's fantasies come true, who made me feel more al;ive than I've ever known and has become someone I can't forget. I hope life is good to you and I

Smokeys Life
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Red Light District
Come one come all to the newest and best lounge on fubar . Its called the red light district its the number 1 spotlight lounge today come and check it out if any ladies come right now or tonight i will buy a round of drinks for all who come and check us out . I f you come ladies you know the guys will follow you to it so come on in.

"players N Fake Accts"
If you're gonna be a self professed "Player" here's a few tips to take into account when ur doin ur thing and making fake accts.... 1st... DONT use your real name ... lmfao 2nd Dont use your own pics... omg thats just as funnay as usin ur real name.... :p 3rd... if u are gonna use some of ur real info make sure it matches the other accts u have lmao and 4th make for sure that ur r/l husbands dont care about it... it would appear that most are definately interested in the info passed on to them by random strangers n will use it when needed at future dates... ie divorse etc. Spending thousands on a game must make their r/l husbands so proud lmfao and if ur gonna play more than 1 guy ata time make sure that they aint friends n talk... hell that might be rule #1 in the player handbook lmao Now if you're like me and have the love of a great woman in ur life... sit back n watch the show... its always a good laugh.... more to come as i think of it.... have a great weekend peeps :P

Friends
As most know, I'm not going to be here much longer, well at least I wont be here much. I will stay in touch when I can, these days all I have is time, which can not always be a good thing lol, I tend to stress and think more so I try to stay busy, which isnt real easy being 40 and 8 months pregnant. Ive been on fubar alittle over 5 years, met my soldier here not too long after I joined, got married when he came home from Iraq and made a few friends whom, even though I've never "met" them, I consider them my best friends. My family list is short for a reason, I have never gotten into leveling, I have always been here to share pics, chat and try to make friends. I met "Stiletto Girl" before fubar, I was on her yahoo group and shes been a wonderful friend ever sense, couldnt have met a nicer person, not to mention caring and so so sexy, shes lucky she lives in the U.K lol, I most defiantly would be at her house alot *wink*. I guess I just wanted to thank those who check in with me, who as

Unmitigated Greed & Quitting "the Game"
please read this, especially any family members! i truly am done with the game. when my vip expires i will NOT be renewing it. the UNMITIGATED GREED that has gone on over time, with now no more powerups in the fulotto, have made my mind up. i will never level again. and i will never run my 1300+ cr in bling i won nor the five HH's i planned to run on my birthday either that i won in fulotto until i level... and I AM NO LONGER MAKING ANY ATTEMPT TO LEVEL! so feel free to take me out of your family, i will reciprocate! WITH ABSOLUTELY NO HARD FEELINGS! this place just SUCKS NOW. PERIOD. unless there are major rollbacks in the greed that has been ongoing, i will not be spending MUCH TIME online here ANYMORE. i will try and get any comments you leave in my profile back to you. but i can't guarantee that i will. i will try. because i do APPRECIATE the friends i have made here. if you want my facebook info, send me an email.

Thoughts That Make It To The Outside World.
The Warrior of the Light has learned that it is best to follow the light. He has behaved treacherously, he has lied, he has strayed from the path, he has courted darkness and everything was fine, as if nothing had happened. Then an abyss suddenly opens up. One can take a thousand steps in safety, but a single step too many can put an end to everything. The Warrior stops before he destroys himself. When he makes that decision, he hears four comments: "You always do the wrong thing. You're too old to change. You're no good. You don't deserve it." He looks up at the sky. And a voice says: "My dear, everyone makes mistakes. You're forgiven, but I cannot force that forgiveness on you. It's your choice." The true Warrior of the Light accepts that forgiveness. -Paulo Coelho

Bla·sé
It's a day at the beach I have my clean folded towels My beach bag consisting of sunscreen, sand toys, and a nice read Search for the spot I always park in Pay a dollar per hour for parking There is an overly sized latina momma at the machine Obviously having no clue how to put a dollar into it I help her, she seems annoyed that I helped Finally gets the fuck out of my way I'm at a 5% angry zone Then I put the ticket in the window Step out onto the sidewalk Look for a quiet empty area on the sand Don't mind a long walk to establish a territory The sandals catch the particles, so I remove them They have failed to protect my feet properly I am at a 10% fucking hate you sandals mood Finally reaching my destination I fan my towels out to lay down The wind catches the corners Messes up the entire perfection of my placement I am cursing the breeze I'm at a 50% Open my book Read a page er two

Prizes For You And Me :)
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Hey To All The Ladies!!!
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My Heart
If love is so great then why does it hurt so bad. If theirs someone out their for everyone why can't i find that right girl. My heart has been stomped on too too much for me to even take the pain sometimes. If i don't find love does that mean ill never find true happiness in life. Why must i the center of being hurt by every girl i begin to have any type of feelings for, why must this happen every time. Why must i be hurt so much this pain is not fun it tears a part of me every day and it just eats me away every moment i think about it i just can't take this any more why must i be hurt like this it's not fair.

The Disintegrator
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Life On Fu
This is my first ever blog on fubar so bare with me. i will use my blogs to express how i feel about something or just to talk in general about life etccc. Lately on my fubar it seems alot of the chatters who use to have conversations with me have now stopped, its either im no good for them now or its coz they found something better. im not sure what the answer is but its fricken annoying that u can feel like you have a friend on here but really most use people to get bling or fu bucks they need, or your just a number on there list to hit there target and and acheivements. i would like to think that i help as many as i can on my friends list, i enjoy talking and making great friendships, but i have fallen in alot of traps where a fake friend asks for bling and then never returns favours. since i have been starting to say no to bling and deals, the conversations go quiet and not many wana comment on pics etccc. i feel let down and feel that fubar is not what it makes out to be. its a

Sexy Halloween Costume Contest.
Ok so I decided to go ahead and have the Halloween costume contest. Contest will be open to all ladies on fubar. Everyone that enters the contest will get a Breast Cancer Awareness bling just for being in the contest. First place will get a Rock star bling. Second place gets a Cherry bomb bling. Third place will get a Boomerang bling. There may be other prizes but I dont know for certain yet. Winners will be determined by number of rates on your pic the album will be open to the public. I will open the album from 10/24/13 to 10/31/13 pictures should be ready by or before 10/24/13 but I will accept late entries if you still want to get in on it. Pics can be NSFW no full nudity unless your costume or part of it is body paint. So feel free to make it as sexy as you want. I hope we can get at least a few ladies to be in this. If you have any questions feel free to send me a private message and I will reply as soon as I can.

Funny As Hell
At first I was afraid, I was petrified.When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died!But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, thatI grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on...But there you are, another lie,I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry!I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dreamShould have known there was no Anaconda lurking in thoseJeans!Go on now - go! , Walk out the door,Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4!Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!?Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!!I will survive! I will survive!Cuz as long as I have batteries,My sex life's gonna thrive!I will always have good sex,With a handful of latex!I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey!It took all my self control not to laugh out loud,When I saw your little wiener standing tall and proud!But to hell with your ego and to hell with all your needs,Now I'm savi

Fumafia
I was just looking to see if I could find the turf that caused my husband to quit playing FuMafia and when I did...I saw something that really shocked me. Someone had the audacity to call my husband a pedophile. How can someone be so stupid as to say that in a GAME like this. Mark had just started playing FuMafia and was asked to join a turf by another player. No big deal right......well, Mark then posted on the main Fubar page that he needed mob members and was told by the one who asked him to be a part of the turf that he had broken the rules and that he would be hit listed because of it. He was then kicked out of the turf and the boss of the turf, KingPin, began hitlisting him constantly. Mark could never fully play the game at all because his health level was always at zero. Wish there was a way to get this person and those in his turf (Black Plague) banned because of this. Shouldn't my husband have the right to play a game he likes and not be the target of idiots like them. I'm so

Story
This is an old story I wrote for a class I was taking....Hope you enjoy My name, my…real name is of little importance. Folks around here often call me ‘Wolf,’ although they wouldn’t know me if they saw me. Always on the careful side of things, I lurk in the shadows away from the public’s eye. Oh, how they watch…Oh, how I watch them. I wait so patiently, so still, waiting for the right prey. For I am the horrors this lonely village made me out to be, I am a hunter of kinds. The day’s air was cool on my skin. My hand moved to my side on its own accord, pulling out a meat clever. I ran my fingertips across the blade…sharp, beautifully sharp. I placed the clever back, smiling to myself. I was self confident, so sure that I could have anybody I wanted, love anybody I wanted…do anything I wanted. I’ve been to this village many times before. The folk often chat amongst themselves. I hear word of a girl, Little

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Fubar What Is It To You?
I have been on social Media for a VERY long Time.. I used whatever social media haunt you can imagine. AOL, ICQ, ISPQ, Yahoo, MSN Messenger, My Space, Facebook, Cam SIghts, Make your own Websight to broadcast yourself...etc. Each of these particular sites were supposed to be in theory a place to hang out and be yourself. This was where you could find friends, listen to music, observe life, be yourself, be a whole other person, be free, be tied up in whatever you want to be, remain repsectable or be the freak you are... When it all began I guess with IRC ( I think it was) programmers trying to school me on how to make sure I answered the question so they could read it. It was exciting to talk to a person half way around the world for little or nothing. It was easy to get wrapped up in the medium. It was hard not to seperate it from you when you had to make a phone call or clean your house. Both lives found a way quite by accident to become entertwined, lines were crossed, and

Aimlessly
I used to be a ghost Floating aimlessly So they couldn't see What I think hurts the most I felt like it made me, hate me But I won't apologize for being different I can be who I am, and yeah I felt so dead inside But now I feel so alive, for the first time Is there somewhere I could go? Oh, I would go there, Take me anywhere . Cuz this person I don't know .The one that's staring back at me . It's not who I wanna be .But I won't apologize For being different I can, can be who I am While they cover up the dead inside I feel so alive, for the first time

So Much To Bethankful For
I was Born On Oct 7 1948 At 2:01 Pm Chicago Illinois To Thomas Schmitz & Margaret Horton ... I'm Thankful For Them Bringin Me Into This World Teachin Me Who I'm And Became ... God Hasn't Given Me Any More Than I Can Not Handle From Losing a Son Understanding The Meaning Of Why ... My Other Two Son's Are Military And Yes I'm a Very Proud Miitary Mom Who Wouldn't Be ... Getting Back To My Birthday Not Going To Be Broadcasting It I'm Thankful To Beable To See Another New Day And To Breath And Thankful I'm Alive & Have Such Lovin Amazing Friends I Can Call My Angel's And I Thank you For Being In My Life Even When I'm Bitchy Or Silly Or Even Goofy You All Except Me For Me And That In Its Self Is My Birthday Present ... Its Just a Number But It Has Not Tied Me Down Or Changed Me If Anything Made Me Full Of Energy Good Heatlh And Thank You God For The Good Days And Bad ... I'm Not a Material Person I'm Down To Earth I Would Give The Shirt Off My Back If Needed I Help My Friends When I Can . B

Fubar Guys
Why is that 9/10ths of the guys on this damn site are so damn pathitic. I have a good friend that I have known for years that is on here and she has a heart of gold. People (guys) are complete assholes to her because she is a larger woman. WTF is that about I mean come on are you really going to judge a woman by her size???? You never know what is beyond the surface. There is no reason A) to be rude due to someones looks B) to act like an ass and treat her like shit just to make yourself feel better about yourself. EVERYONE is damaged in their own way and you are no better than anyone else.

Rant, Poems, Etc...
A Soldiers RemorseTheblood stains his handsHis buddy's last breath in the sandsLayingbeside him his girl's name he criedA gurgle a sigh his buddydiedThe bullets flew from the hut aheadHe moved fast if hestopped he'd be deadHis mind raced were there two or threeWithrevenge in his eyes no way he would flee...BOOM the door crasheddownHe entered the room wearing death like a crownHis riflewas keen and his aim was trueNothing could stop him he cut downthe twoA noise from behind the flash of a knifeThe thirdtried to steal his lifeHe moved away just in timeWith justone cut the size of a dimeHe caught the sleeve of the enemy'shandHe thought it was his final standHe took him down with atwist and a turnThe enemy's knife for his hand did yearnTheknife was strong its blade was fineHe thought to himself thisweapon is mineThe knife from his enemy's grip did partHe took it and plunged it deep in the man's heartHe remembers the daythat his good buddy diedHe remembers so well cause he laid there and cr

Me
last wednesday night i started up the first of 2 famplifiers i had planned for the evening. a few minutes later a pain that i had been experiencing across my chest became worse. within the hour i was in a helicopter on my way to the coronary unit at asheville. within an hour of my arrival there a coronary surgeon went through my wrist to successfully place a stent into the artery which was clogged with plaque. i was very lucky to have have received such quick and competent care. two days after the heart attack, the echocardiogram revealed no damaged heart tissue, which was attributed to the swift response i received, and it means the risk of another heart attack is much less. my body weight is about ideal and my diet is much better than most people, but i have kept this one bad habit of smoking. i was aware that smoking posed a heart risk, but i believed that risk was limited to the threat of blood clots forming in my lower legs. i was naive, thinking i had things "under contr

Each Day Goes On
to be able to enjoy the days as they go on are now described with different feelings and meanings. some days can go very well as for other can trun around from out of knowhere and bite you and knock you down.everyday has a new meaning because every day is different. live and let each day go on with knowledge and care and strenght. move forwaRD AND DO AS YOU DO AND BE AS YOU ARE.

Finally Found Missing Mom
http://www.northwestohio.com/news/story.aspx?id=948436#.UlMVUhD479x ~~~ my Mom's news cast http://bittersweetloveonfubar.blogspot.ca/ ~~~my online version to my book Had to take a break from Fubar to finnish writing my book until I finally got news about my missing Mother was found Murdered so have to go back to the states for a trial to make sure these bastards pay and get Justice for my mom, so had to come on here to share the news with the ones of you that has helped me by putting her pic out there and giving me a shoulder to lean on, Love you all for that and please keep my family in your prayers and hope you all have a wonderful holiday season and please take ever opporinty to tell your loved ones that you love them cuz you just never know!! Life is way to short so live your life to the fulliest and love your family and friends like there is not tomorrow, Love Always Deb & Shawn.

Music
Has anyone ever had a love for music where at any point in their life theres songs playing in their head that just get them trhough the obstacles of life? Like is there a special song or band that when you put it on after a long hard day just relaxes you? Or a song that cheers you up and makes you feel better when nothing seems to be going right? I love music for that reason. Like tonight i just felt so frustrated and down about my life and relationship so i threw on egypt central 's song the drug. Im a recovering alcoholic as some of you know and the song is about giving up on life and giving in to the drugs that numb the pain. Yes bad choice it seems to some i know but to me it helps me realize that there are worse things in life and its kept me from nursing myself to sleep quite a few times. Another example for me is seals kiss from a rose. Every time i hear it i feel like no matter how bad things get or how hurt i get in relationships theres still a chance that somewhere out there

Need Help W/ Achievements
so i'm gonna try n knock some of these achievements down and i can't do it myself i will be needing 4 happy hours 5 rock stars 7 cherry bombs a boomie a famp or any amount of crs will help perm fam spots are avail for 25 crs temp adds for my 5 happy hours will be 13

Just Me
I am a single male. Attractive and affectionate. Passionate and compassionate. Love kissing, cuddling, touching and tasting you all over. A versatile and experienced lover. I have been described as a quirky Aquarian. Easy going, I don't take myself to seriously and happy to take things slowly for your comfort. I'm here to create happy relationships and fulfil fantasies, not to create stress. Looking for a regular meets, NSA, a FWB, couples, groups and hopefully one day a sexy lady to share the scene with me. You never know what might develop. Disease and drug free. I'm on Skype if you want an easy 1 on 1 chat. Otherwise I don't get online here to chat very often, so inbox me and I will always reply. Now I have probably said to much but if you have read it all you will hopefully know I am genuine. Lets have some sexy fun.

Hi I'm Mayuime
FAQ I am a very fun and friendly girl and I love to chat, so please say hi! I am a softcore model. If you don't know what that means, u can talk to me here .. If you want to see more of me, join me in group or on the website im on . I don't make xxx videos, boy/girl videos, or take PayPal. Amazon giftcards are awesome though. I love getting to know the people and spending time with them. I love new adventures and on the site i'm on has definitely been one of the most amazing adventures of my life! I'm so happy to be here and I thank my lucky stars every day. In real life I'm a bit introverted, I spend too much time playing Candy Crush, go to the gym .i love watching movies mostly i do my beauty rest lol and I always check out WAY more library books than I can ever read. i love dogs and cats ,, I'm a real person, just like you, so please treat me like one. I like people who talk to me ..if u want to know more we just hit me up on here . u can added me my fb and can u do me

Breast Cancer Awareness
I think it is great that October is breast cancer awareness month. My mom was a 7 year survivor of breast cancer. What most people don't know is that if you get and recover from breast cancer, your chances of getting another form of cancer are 4x's the normal rate. My mom lived 7 years after breast cancer but died of bone cancer. Not to be a downer but we can't take this lightly and know that curing breast cancer is a Wonderful thing and no longer the end of the world but stay healthy and stay aware of everything else out there.

Cash
We've only known each other since the moment we metBut it seems like forever to meI haven't figured out the perfect way to say it yetBut I suppose, at times like theseA man should get down on his knees How'd ya like to be in my weddingAnd how'd ya like to walk down the isle?You could be the center of attentionEveryone would look at you and smile We could send our friends, invitationsAnd you could wear a long white dressIf you'd like to be in my wedding, darlin'All ya have to do is say, "Yes" Your folks could be seated in the very front rowAnd cry when we all turn to look at youWe could cut the cake and we could strike a poseLike the little bitty plastic bride and groomAnd then begin our life long honeymoon How'd ya like to be in my weddingAnd how'd ya like to walk down the isle?You could be the center of attentionEver

Epl...arsenal ,good Enough To Win League
Who will win the EPL THIS YEAR.with sir Alex gone from man utd and Moyes not looking good enough to take man utd to the top it seems to be a London team that will win this year.many think that Chelsea ..with mourino back in charge will be successful in their attempt to be champions but I don't agree there early form is hardly any indication of greatness ,so I am ruling them out,next is Tottenham hotspurs..or spurs as they are better known ,having just spent over 100.000.000 on new players they still seem to be a nearlyteam ,then its arsenal or better known as the gunners or gooners ,they have only made 2 signings bbut are riding high on top of the league ,so on reflection it looks as if arsenal will be crowned champions this year

Another Time And Place
This broken down girl,becomes consumed by thought.Without thinking at all,about the possibility of getting caught.She simply doesn’t care,it will be worth it in the end.She has spent thirty-years,forcing the wounds to mend.But the band-aids won’t stick,The cut is just too deep.Her climbing gear is outdated,the mountain is much too steep.She knew he would resurface,just as he promised years ago.Behind the bars where she put him,her rage began to grow.Five years of beatings,Passed around like a party favor.Only serving seven months,ignited her dangerous behavior.The meeting is planned out,she played her role well.She will arrive undetected,her vengeance will set sail.For once he will be the victim,unwilling and forced.With her steady finger on the trigger,there’s no time for remorse.Arriving at her target,putting an end to her nightmare.Sweet revenge will mark her spot,without her being there.There’s a twist to this story,she has another face.Pulling off the perfe

Freedom
I find myself back here, after all the time that’s passed. Glancing around at the houses falling down, no questions need be asked. As the sands within the hour glass, began to turn back time. Jaded images of shattered lives, weighed heavily on my mind. There I stood sinking into the abyss, better known as the railroad tracks in town. The final resting place for far too many, traces of them litter the ground. As I ventured down the broken roads, filled with yesterday. Children stare out their windows, afraid to come out and play. Passing by the meth houses, local drunks leaned against an oak tree. Growing closer to the road, that ultimately sewed, the stitches of reality. I stared upon the house, that had sealed my fate. Etched out in sin, upon the invisibility within, I slid across home plate. I was far from safe, this was a stolen home in-deed. The blood that I shed, brought out the color red, that laid resting at my feet. Everything flashed before me

The Fool?
The fool? This how I am seen? It seems my love, never meant a thing. After all I have given, the sacrifices that were made. You chose to use me? This is how you behave? Well I am no one’s fool, you fail to see. I have known all along, what you were doing to me. That new girl you were talking to, she’s my best friend. Every conversation was recorded, from beginning to end. Now check the bank, you’ll see the money is gone. I took it all before you had the chance, to do me wrong. There you laid beside me in bed, confessing your love. Lying to my face, but I knew what you were made of. Evil, rotten to the core. But karma is much sweeter, you’re finding out I’m sure. While you’re drowning in self-pity, I now call you the fool. For underestimating me, I make my own rules. Ones that I cherish, that shall not be broke. I love you are three words, you never should have spoke. Words without meaning, cut straight to the bone

Silver Lined
A girl walks in, with a painful secret inside. Wondering if the day would come, when she no longer had to hide. A Gypsy takes her hand, then sheds a single tear. Too afraid to reveal, exactly what appeared. Such a sad tale, playing out before her eyes. Concealing the truth, behind the girls demise. She opens her mouth, telling little white lies. The sun shines down on you, your hair glistens in the wind. You will make a difference, before your story comes to an end. The girl gleamed with hope, as she walked out the door. Never had the Gypsy witnessed, pain like this before. She prayed to the gods, to show mercy this day. Please just allow me, to take it all away. Do not allow this girl’s life, to be in vain. I am asking you to bestow, upon me her pain. The lightning struck with rage, as the gypsy began to dance. The thunder roared once more, giving birth to chance. The girl did make a difference, after all. Although the Gypsy, could not surviv

Little Warrior
She has been walking for years, towards a life unknown. One she wishes to find, one that’s un-owned. Years of footprints, left in the sand. Her journey stops today, upon this sacred land. You’re walking on fertile ground, she heard the Native Chief say. My people planted seeds here, a million yesterdays. The red soil was given its color, from all the bloodshed. You’re standing among the warriors, their sacrifices are never dead. They fought for the very land, you are standing upon. Unless you’re a warrior as well, you must carry on. She explained that she was also, on a personal quest. And that’s when the Chief, put her to the test. Hold out your hands, is what he asked her to do. Handing her a single seed, he said, the rest is up to you. Everything became clear, as she slid a knife across the palm of her hand. Planting the seed inside her own blood, that fell upon the land. She stared at the Chief, with a confident, uncomp

Goodbye And Good-luck
I lay here in bed,my poetry book in hand.Hoping these words,can help me understand.Understand life,what it all means.Although these poems,lead to more questions it seems.How did this happen?You were my best friend.Until that tragic day,it all came to an end.You took my fate,into your own hands.Was costing me my life,what you had planned?You hand delivered me,to the devil himself.And although I can’t put into words,exactly how I felt.I read and write,words that rhyme.To get rid of you,a little at a time.I am not angry,nor was I then.Still,if I had it to do over again.I wouldn’t just walk away,without saying a word.I would say to you exactly,what needed to be heard.How much I treasured you,and how you led me into a life full of fear and mistrust.Then I would say I love you,goodbye my friend and good luck.

A Grand Illusion
He brought her dreams to life,down on bended knee.Asking her to be his wife,confessing his love to she.The diamond shined bright,upon her face and skin.As their bodies collided,uniting their love within.Although the shine of the diamond,was actually blocking her view.Until the day he threw it away,and truth came shining through.Planting the seed of illusion,deep within her heart.The soil caved in to artificial skin,tearing her world apart.The epitome of deceit, lay at her feet,right where he left his phone.Images of another, send her a wonder,if she’s ever truly known.As her tears fall upon her ring,she takes a closer look.The green ring around her finger,eventually closed the book.The diamond had lost its shine,faded turning blue.For just like the man she thought she loved,the ring was a fake too.

See You Soon
Thanks again, I’ll see you soon. She said while, exiting the room. She left with a smile, arriving in tears. Her therapy session, laid to rest her fears. Transported to the past, within the blink of an eye. Flashbacks from Hell, reminded her why. She must keep going, to this therapist of hers. Until their faces become, nothing more than a blur. Looking forward to the future, while wiping out the past. Until the words, I’ll see you soon, fades with them at last.

Moon Tears
There once was a man who held the moon tight. The moon loved him so much, that it began to shine bright. Lighting up the night sky, showcasing their love. While inspiring young lovers gazing above. The moon faded one night, then lost its shine. For he did not show up at all this time. It wept as the dew fell to the earth. With every moon tear fallen, came down its self worth. The next night arrived, but the moon wasn't whole. It appeared to be missing, a piece of its soul. As time went by, the moon gave up hope. Displaying only half of itself, was the only way to cope. The world down below, stays drenched in moon tears. Because the man it loved most, gave into his fears. Afraid of his own feelings, he simply walked away. While the moon's broken heart, is on permanent display.

A Way Of Life
A life behind a wall, oblivious to the truth. The way her life has come to be, beyond her tainted youth. Afraid to show her face, hiding beneath the soil. Where the scent of scorched pain, has started to over-boil. Trapped and drowning, in a sweltering river of pain. Flash cards from yesteryear's, are seeping through her veins. But judge her not, for no one has that right. Until they too have been contained, left searching for the light. Close your eyes and feel her pain, that is all that she requests. Live her way of life, and all of its distress. Living in fear of what put her there, it is the only way. Can you smell the heinous acts? The scent of blood betray? It started with one drop, which quickly lead to two. Most people call them Mom and Dad, two names she never knew. For, parents they were not, they sealed her fate that day. The day her gave her up, was the day she went away. To a different realm, someplace she felt was safe. Inside her own min

Friend Or Foe?
Friend or foe? I asked myself. While staring at our history, upon the bookshelf. A box filled with pictures, of our years shared. Covering up painful reminders, hidden in there. The pain within my chest, continued to grow. Along with the flashbacks, starting to show. The knife was just as sharp, as it was on that day. She stabbed it in my back, confessing her betray. He was an abusive man, but his deceit was pain free. For, I was immune to the torture, he bestowed upon me. Hers however, hurt like none other. For she was my best friend, my worst enemy under cover. As our friendship died, in a pool of my own blood. It was the most unimaginable pain, that I could think of. I see myself standing, only nine years old. Meeting her for the first time, the stories unfold. We were a team, she was my side kick. A piece of myself died, along with our friendship. But accept it I did, and I have moved on. Without her in my life, while all along. Loving her de

The Ability To Forget
You told me today that I am the strongest person you know. But what you do not realize is, there's so much I can't show. You have been with me since age nine. And you have witnessed a lot within that time. The level of neglect and mistreat is beyond most peoples perception. The bruises and the pain, the constant rejection. The battle scars have healed, but the ones inside never fade. Dying inside, as this tough exterior's conveyed. It's all an act, for I am weak. My words are shattered, the ones I can't speak. I live a lie every single day. Haunted by memories, that just won't go away. My mind refuses to allow them to disappear. They replay yesterday, bringing reality to my fear. People know me, without knowing me at all. There are skeletons in my closet, hidden behind a locked wall. Demons which haunt me, through eyes wide shut. Reminding me that I am anything but. Strong, I do crack and I break. Forced to relive every horrible mistake. Knowing a piece of myself is missing, spending e

If Only You Knew
R.I.P. Grandaddy...I miss you everyday! I envision you lying there, waiting for my arrival. If only you knew, I was on a path of survival. I retrace your tears, continuously in my mind. Then pray out loud for Father Time, to allow me to rewind. Just for a moment to whisper in your ear. I’m sorry, I love you, I tried my best to get here. You were already gone, before I got the call. I was completely unaware, that you were even sick at all. There you lye, covered up with dirt. As I got on my knees, tears falling to the earth. I can see your broken heart, with the last breath you took. I just wish I could provide you, with an inside look. Within me, see how hard I tried. Breaking every speed limit, along that twelve-hour ride. But I was too late, I will never again see your face. I find myself visiting, your final resting place. These visions haunt me, turn my hazel eyes blue. If only you knew, How much I regret not making it to you.

What Truly Mattered
I look in her eyes, and it's myself I see. The only thing I ask of her, is not to become me. She is brighter, more beautiful than I could ever be. She has my blood, flowing deeply. Within her veins, pumping through her heart. That blood of mine, could rip her apart. That's why I must protect her, from all she does not know. Things she'll never see, places she'll never go. I fought the battle, so she could win the war. My one gift from God, that I'm grateful for. This is to you, the one love of my life. Someone so powerful, with untainted eyes. My eyes, my smile, my blood and my skin. She is everything, I could have been. For her I would rip my heart, from my own chest. While knowing I survived, the ultimate test. Of life, what it truly means. To love someone, with every ounce of my being. To love someone so much, you would give your very soul. Just so they live their life, as a whole. Nothing broken, chipped or shattered. I could die knowing I

Foot Patrol
Right foot forward, as the left sways behind.Strangers become linked, their souls intertwine.Footprints become embedded, within our hearts and our mind.One step is all it takes, tip toe around regret.Walk softly amongst the trail, of loneliness and forget.Forget about the pain, while marching on fire.Leave your mark upon, passion and desire.Run in the snow, while dancing along the shore.Follow the path of footprints, left by rivalry and war.Walk gently across the skipping beat, the melody will be your guide.Erase the broken steps, with the rising of the tide.Centuries of fallen footprints, full of battles, love and fear.Defines the world we all live in, the reason we are here.Generations of strangers, all walking towards the same goal.Love, peace and equality, began on foot patrol.

The Raw Truth
Alone on the bus, with his face in the seat.Dreading his return, from summer’s retreat.Keeping to himself, while being discrete.Praying they don’t notice, the old shoes on his feet. Tripping him in the hallway, calling him names at no end.There is nothing he wouldn’t give, to be able to blend.To be like everyone else, just for a friend.But instead he walks alone, upon this dead-end. The bullies took it further, than they ever had before.He raised his white flag, he could take no more.As others witnessed the bullies, running out the door.The teacher’s then found him, on the bathroom floor. A red stain where they left him, spells out the raw truth.Of the problems that exist, amongst today’s youth.

Can You Hear Me?
Can you hear my words, through my fingertips?Can you feel the earth move, as my heart skips?Through loss of speech, can you hear how I feel?Is written word enough; is this even real? As my hands touch the keyboard, my mind begins to drift.Spelling out the words, that has never left my lips.Tell me can you can hear them, am I powerful enough?To convey how I truly feel, to my diamond in the rough? When I look into your eyes, and I cannot say these things.Though secretly I am here, just waiting in the wings.Waiting for you to hear, what I carry around inside.For every time I see you, I am instantly tongue tied. I beg of you to close your eyes, and listen to their worth.For, my love is strong enough, to utterly move the earth.As I lay here sleeping, after writing the words which I cannot say.I’ll see you in my dreams, until that very day. The day you finally hear them, and my written words become clear.Is the day I’ll hold you in my arms, and whisper I love you in your ear.

All I Can Do Is Watch
Watching as my daughter,continues to grow.I see the heartache,she tries not to show.One of the hardest things,is witnessing the pain.A pain too familiar,associated with one name.Love,always falling for the wrong ones.All I can do is watch,while the damage is being done.She keeps forgiving him,and I know he’ll strike again.But I also know if I push too much,what happens then.It will only edge her closer,into his misleading arms.A place that is capable,of inflicting so much harm.On her innocent, pure,and much too trusting heart.The same one I know,he is destined to tear apart.But I have to learn how,to let her make her own mistakes.Although it kills me,watching as her heart breaks.

The Spider And The Fly
As a spider waits patiently, hidden by shade.A fly passes by, on a windy cascade.A camouflaged trap, perfectly made.Woven by the spiders, trick of the trade. Licking its venomous fangs, while the poison drops fall.Anticipation kicks in, on an eight legged crawl.Inching himself closer, to the fly on the wall.A mistake by the spider, as the fly stands tall.For, this fly was not a fly after all. A beautiful raven, seen the spider first.He watched as the spider, prepared for the worst.Its fangs no longer dripped, of treacherous thirst.To the bird it cried out, through tears of coerce. The spider plead with the raven, to please set him free.Crying out, my web is a form of artistry.But the raven seen right through, his meaningless plea.As he leaned down and said, “better you than me.”

Speaking Back To You
She stays in your heart as you watch the years roll by. Fear controls you now, with every tear she cries. For she does not realize, that you have loved her all along. Life carried her far away, as she wonders what went wrong. You were her Northern Star, a gateway to her heart. The love you gave her carried her through her own fear of the dark. You may not have known it, but you were with her the entire time. She listened to your voice, while others contaminated her mind. She heard you say you’re worth it, my diamond in the rough. Then she heard you say I love you, and that was just enough. All the strength she needed, to find the love she seeks. And each time she would slip, that’s when you would speak. Directly to her soul, you were there, yet you were not. She carries the battles scars, which the two of you have fought. Apart yet together, for you never left her side. You held her hand through it all, you whispered as she cried. When you would think of her, from somewhere

Broken Branch
What I have stumbled upon, is the possibility of forgiveness beyond forget. Is this something I must do, to make it through all this regret? Forgetting is not an option, it’s been imprinted in my mind. Visions that haunt me to this day, after thirteen years of time. Help me forgive you Mom, Dad I need yours too. Please paint me a picture, of what I’m supposed to do. I find it difficult to look at you, without remembering the days. When I got down on bruised knees, closed my swollen eyes, and cried through countless prays. Lord please help me I plead, as the blood dripped from my hands. Begging him to stop the time, to end the falling of the sand. To deliver me back to you, so I could find out why. You disowned your flesh and blood, and your love was in short supply. Today I stand before you, pondering the possibility to forgive. For regardless of what you chose to do, the life I was forced to live. The combination of your blood, also run

Life Without You
"Life Without You" You couldn’t take them both out of the lock pickYou closed the doorLike a rocking chair above this iceAnd they played our songs, don’t play our songAgain, I’m breakingThere’s no life without youYour promises are breakingThere’s no life without youLife without you, life without youWhat’s there left to say?Words came in the wayThere’s no life without youLife without you, life without youRevolution was in the airIt was everywhereOn the streets, on your bedIt’s hard to believeBelieve it’s overHard to believeI thought this is all I wantBut I was so youngI was so much moreThere’s no life without youYour promises are breakingThere’s no life without youLife without you, life without youShowers in the rainI just came my wayThere’s no life without youLife without you, life without youThis is how we takeThis is how we takeLife without you, life without youThe pain I felt, it came and it plays all aroundIn

The Art Of Realism
I have been on the net forever it seems. Over the years it seems that personas have been created by many that portray their "net" life as something that may be diametrically opposed to their real life. I have heard from many that this is just "net'" and not "rl" but does that qualify behavior that is reckless and at times pure evil? Why is it difficult for people to just be who they are and not create facades that cast them in one light but clearly do not define who they are? Some do this to hide and not have people take advantage of them while others do it to take advantage of the weak or unsuspecting people who want to believe the good in everyone. My experience wilth fu is that 95% of the people on here are haters, cheats, and users. That being said, the 5% that are truly genuine and good people far outweigh the negative people on here, which is usually not the case. I have come to realize that Fu is not a necessity to have real relationships with people because it people are

Auction On Sunday
Im in a Auction that starts on Sunday so please come check it out, bid on me and/or rate and comment thank you!! http://fubar.com/sinnerkitty420-http-fubar-com-7627973/photo-1622173-2451733-365138730

F This !!!!!!!!!
I have to vent...OMG!!!!!! years...years of me helping you get on your feet...dealing with your drinking...blowing up in my face....calling me ugly...a bitch...a whore....you brought my self esteem way the fuck down.....job after job.....you would quit....I carried the load for years....I gave you a choice...put down that damn bottle....get a job and quit treating me like shit...you chose not to...now that I have moved on....suddenly...you realized how much you love me.....you are sorry....will I take you back? HELL TO THE NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shura No Hana
the Japanese title of this song is "修羅の花". This is read as "Shura no Hana" and means "Flower of Carnage". 死んでいた朝に　とむらいの雪が降るはぐれ犬の遠吠え　下駄の音きしむいんがなおもさ　みつめて歩く闇を抱きしめる　蛇の目の傘一ついのちの道を行く女　涙はとうに捨てましたふりむいた川に　遠ざかる旅の灯が凍てた鶴は動かず　&#

Clinging To A Whisper
You reached out to me, on that very day. I never said a word, through these shades of grey. Yet you knew, how is that so? What happened on that day long ago. Feeling helpless and weak, your dream was brought to life. The everyday pain, cut deeper than the knife. I felt alone, yet I was not. For you were right here, you hadn't forgot. Me or my love, I was certain that you would. I was willing to hang onto you, for as long as I could. I need you I thought, but from the inside out. I held in all the words, I was dying to get out. The words rewrote themselves, forming something lost and afraid. As I walked alone down the streets, which were painfully paved. My head swung low, as I continued down the Hall of Shame. While clinging to a whisper, the sound of your name. Then I heard it late one night, awoke me from my sleep. I had to know you were okay, I went looking as I weeped. And there you were needing me, just as bad as I needed you. Everything began to fade, and what

Poems I Wrote
Your right I have nothing to offer. Being thoughtful is awful never asking for a thing in return. Giving you everything I can and you'll gladly watch me burn. Putting you 2nd only to my family and your needs before my own. Sorry I wasn't controlling enough or put you down I really never had much of a back bone. But your right I have nothing to offer. I much rather put trust in you then battle you over here say. If I fall I tend to fall hard its why I wont give up on you and walk away. I try all I can to be your rock,stand strong and be your armor when they attack you. Don't worry about the damage I take it'll buff out, I'll take the lash's so you don't have to.But your right I have nothing to offer.Who wants someone to be there when they need them.Never judging them just excepting and cherishing them.Someone who gladly take up arms and go to war with you?Take on the world and whatever they hurl when it feels like its against you.But your right I have nothing to offer.I'm not shallow.

Dịch Vụ Làm Sổ đỏ Và điều Kiện để Làm Sổ đỏ
Có rất nhiều câu hỏi từ các bạn gửi tới mail: tuvanminhviet@gmail.com hỏi các vấn đề về sổ đỏ như: thủ tục làm sổ đỏ, điều kiện để được cấp sổ đỏ là gì…. Hôm nay tư vấn luật Minh Việt sẽ tổng hợp lại ý kiến của các bạn và trả lời như sau: DỊCH VỤ LÀM SỔ ĐỎ TẠI MINH VIỆT Bước 1: Tiếp nhận hồ sơ: Quý khách photo cho chúng tôi 01 bộ hồ sơ đầy đủ các giấy tờ mà quý khách đang có về việc làm sổ đỏ Bước 2: Phân tích xử lý hồ sơ: Luật sư sẽ tiến hành phần tích

Cancer
I think it's so cool to see so many of you using the month of October as breast cancer awarness month. I don't think one cancer should be seperated for the reason that ALL CANCER SUCKS!! Mine was called malignant lymphoma. I was twentysix and now I'm fifty. From a sore throat to the emergency room with 107F temp in 6 days. Tonsil/neck surgery. 12 chemotherapy treatments. 25 mega-radiation treatments. I have the right to say that I'm a SURVIVOR! Twentyfour years later and going strong.

Me
People just never quit when it comes to drama, they obviously love it. I came back after a few months of being away, I was too busy living my life and spending my time with an amazing man, since June I've been busy with him, we went to Minnesota and Iowa for a trip oh it was beautiful well Iowa is, took alot of photos, I also joined fb again, and saw a friend request from a certain person who obviously has no life, that still bad mouths me when I haven't been around for months. Some people just live off of negativity and hatred, my bf has taught me so much, I don't let people like them bother me at all anymore quite frankly I had a good laugh and shook my head because that woman is older than me, close to her 40s and it's been over 5 years and still trying to cause drama. I'm too good for that, absolutely. Thanks love for showing me how people are bitter, selfish, negative, hated and unwanted.

Fu Whoring
Now I Have to ask. In this age of the Internet and Google Search, why would anyone want to pay to see something on FU when you can just search online and see it for free. It kills me how I have seen People with stuff in their about me section about how they are only here for friends or they wont cam , cyber or any of that stuff, yet they will post pics of themselves that they expect you to pay for. I know I will probably be blasted for this but hey, its my opinion and I really dont care what others think or feel. I want to see some NSFW there are millions of sites and not pa a dime. I get that this is an adult website. ( I use that term loosley ) but come on people, where are the morals and standards. You want guys to treat you with respect, yet you put yourself out there.. Whats the difference between a street walker asking for money and someone asking for credits -- to me its the same thing. Love this or hate this its my opinion. If you dont like it then dont read it. Me

My Rant...
My Two Cents Watching a documentary on Charles Bukowski while listening to new age music…what the Hell was I thinking. Bukowski undoubtedly would have gone straight to the hard shit if he knew. But then, he might have dug it, for a while anyway, until the drink ran out and the secret torment devils started their insane forever rant of pain and despair.nothing like a good delirious tremens puke after the first snort… Thinking about the forces that drive the world, too vast and obscure to encircle, what was the cause of the first urban battle…Lust? Envy? Rape? Murder? The Devil? The real messed up thing about the present consciousness, is the seeming giddy oblivious passiveness of the majority…I mean, who's buying futures when it's a global understanding that oil, food, financing, and political friendliness between countries, are scarce and regionally problematic commodities, and even the further rising pollution of our planet is worsening, a very

Whats Up..chicken Butt?
Alot of stuffs been going on where I dont feel like talking much on here or doing much..and it might be about to get worst. Starting tomorrow I will be working a stretch..clear through next friday with only one day off. On that day I get to go have a talk with my doctor. Some already know..but few close friends I have no told yet do to fact just not up to talking much. I had my womanly exam earlier in the yr..and it came back abnormal.. so I had another one done last monday for follow up. I have gotten a call couple days ago telling me its changed.. and still abnormal and the doctor wants me to come in to talk to me about it all..and to set up surgery. I have looked it up online..and its nothing to extreme to worry about but if i let it go it can be. Anyways..not sure how much I will be on. Not sure how soon they will want to do surgery. Just wanting to let some know..I am not intentionally avoiding them..

My Northen Star
When you think of overwhelming power, what visions come to mind? I see my face and yours, sifting through the sands of time. Then the moment we unite, even time doesn't stand a chance. For, YOU and I are unlike any other, modern day romance. You are my Northern star, shining bright up in the sky. Providing me with my path, and that twinkle in my eye. On a starless night, someone else is there, although it is not me. It is your light that guides me, to where I'm supposed to be. My wings are stretched out far and wide, and I have begun to fly. Towards my only destination, my Northern Star up in the sky.

About Me
I'm a big tall masculine guy with a huge pantyhose fetish. I love to wear. I love when women wear them and I kinda dig guys in them. I'm kinda into the idea of fooling around with another guy in pantyhose but if it never happens I think I'd be ok with that. I had a girlfriend some time ago that wore and let me wear for sex. It was amazing. Maybe one day I'll find another girl that will wear and let me wear.

A Short
Demented Feelings deep inside, cannot run away and hide. Seething so I die inside, mirrors broken, no more time. And to think you knew me well, lie me down in the pits of hell. Dark have been my dreams of late- pure unadultered loving hate. Break the cycle and end the pain, begin a new cycle and scars remain. Demented feelings deep inside, cannot run away and hide. Eloquently being the cunt to hide, bleed the veins and tear out the eyes. No more visuals and the pain feels good but I still turned my back like you knew I would. Demented feelings deep inside, you cannot run away and hide. End.

The Words I Love You Just Aren't Enough
Close your eyes and listen to this sound. The beating of the drums, when you're not around. That is my heart, confessing all that dwells within. The love and the heartache, the pain and secret sin. Think back to long ago, the person I used to be. The person who was lost, before you set me free. You broke the chains that bind, seen the me from unerneath. Healed all my broken wounds, and then became a theif. For you stole my heart, the day you said hello. These are my words to YOU, just to let you know. Just how much you have changed me, helped me along the way. The words I love you aren't enough, I have so much more to say. I was on a broken road, headed in the wrong direction. You found me buried deep within, the fear and misconception. For, I was afraid of you, because I felt too much. Loving you came easily, as I longed to feel your touch. I felt you reach inside, and lay claims upon my soul. From that moment on, my heart beat with yours and I lost all control. I ca

Anita
add me pls@ fubarI have no idea what Im doin, but Ill learn. Im linking to my first profile, I have no idea what that even means. Was directed to paste in blog. So....now I have a blog, and dont know what to do with it!! Im gonna paste this to the blog, the link and see what happens!! Wish me luck whoever is out there!! lol ;)

My Motto
It's hard not to hate. People, things, institutions. They break your spirit and take pleasure in watching you bleed. Hate is the only thing that makes sense. But I know what hate does to a man: tears him apart, turns him into something he's not -- something he promised himself he'd never become. That's what I need to tell you: I want to let you know how hard I'm trying not to cave under the weight of all the awful things I feel in my heart. Sometimes my life feels like a deadly balancing act, what I feel slamming up against what I should do. Impulsive reactions, racing to solutions, miles ahead of my brain. When I look at my day, I realize that most of it was spent cleaning up the damage of the day before. In that life, I have no future. All I have is distraction and remorse. I buried my best friend three days ago, and as cliché as this sounds, I left a part of me in that box -- a part I barely knew, a part I'll never see again. Every day is a new box, boys. You open it, you take a loo

Randomosity.
My vent on people who can't cover up their fat rolls.You're gross. Buy pants that hides your muffin top. I know you like to try to fit your fat ass in pants that are 2 sizes too small, but no matter how much you shove and tuck it's gonna stick out. If I haven't sounded like too much of a bitch yet, may I add, I hope you get a yeast infection.

Bitter Sweet
I wrote this when I was in a bad place..life is a constant battle..not only for me but for everyone in general...everyone has their own struggles..ones they battle alone that the world never gets to see...thankfully I am not in that place anymore...I do in-deed treasure my life and look forward to all of its gifts everyday...I try not to take advanatage of a single moment...we only get one shot and I want to make mine count... Bitter Sweet Staring at the empty room that surrounds me, in a daze as I run my fingers across the rim of my drinking glass. I swallow hard, although I do not fear what comes next. Death is the best ending I could hope for. It’s peaceful, no more heartache, pain or disappointment; just rest. They say that your life flashes before your eyes right before you take your last breath; it must be true. For, I see it all. Everyone walks by me as if I do not exist. Like a lone piece of trash just blowing in the wind, making its way through the crowd, dying for

Finding Myself
Life is full of reflections and shadows, both of days passed and those yet to come. Finding myself in the middle of it all was not an easy task. Given that everything is constantly changing, my life was filled with constant questions. Not knowing what to believe in and what not to, while trying to distinguish reasons why certain things were happening and why they were not. Reflecting back on what led to truly finding myself, takes me back to where I came from. Even as a small child I would sit and observe my surroundings. I wondered why anyone would choose to live in a town such as mine. I was too young to grasp that the older generations lived in a different world than the current one. They did not live in fear of roaming the streets as I did. I felt as if my town was diseased, for everyone was the same. Indifference was not welcomed and anyone who stood out, was in danger of being introduced to the truth which dwelled all around it. I longed to break the cycle that kept repeating,

Breast Cancer Poem
A friend on mine on here wrote this poem. Hope you guys like it :D My Pink Ribbon I never thought it would happen to me after-all I was always so healthy. No family history just out of the blue neither me nor my family even had a clue. They seemed so normal and always there, "It couldn't happen to me" so I never cared. The one day I would be stumped while taking a shower I felt a lump. "Dear God" why did this happen to me? as I sit here and wait for a mastectomy. Will I still be a woman? Will I still be the same? or will I be some kind of freak living in shame? Would it have been differant if I had checked before? instead I just stood there it was something I would ignore. I feel differant but I'm still the same and it's something of which I no-longer have to live in shame. So please check yourself it's embarrasing that is true but it's worth being embarrased if it can save you. This Pink Ribbon I'll proudly wear and I'll carry it for forever because I care. Danny K. Winchester II

Coke Caps:
Dose anybody have the coke caps that have codes on them I only want the following ones: Diet Coke Coca Cola Coca Cola Zero Fanta Dasani Water Poweraid Minute Maid Barques Rootbeer Fresca Pibb Mellow Yellow Fuze Seagrams Geinger Ale Tab If you got any of the above send me them to my home address or juse email me the codes and tell me what thier from rideordiebabe4life@mail.com

Computers
I am really ticked off right now. My laptop is no longer working and the guy I just took it to says he is beyond pissed by what has been done to it. When my laptop first broke down, I took it to the guy that has it now, but he failed to fix my keyboard properly. So I have had to deal with that. Then when it broke down again.....I tried several times to contact him to get it fixed, but he never answered emails or phone calls....so I broke down and took it to another repair place. BIG MISTAKE. Since I don't have wireless internet service in my home, I have to use the USB port on my laptop and that corner somehow popped loose making it very difficult to get a connection. Well, the new idiot drilled screws into that corner to hold it in place......(not once but twice.......because the first ones didn't hold.) It also looks like he used some super glue on it. The USB port is also bent which doesn't allow for a proper connection. My screen casing is also popping loose. I just had the hard dr

Kruzmissile
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My Pink Ribbon By Danny K Winchester Ii
My Pink RibbonI never thoughtit would happen to me,after-all I was alwaysso healthy.No family historyjust out of the blueneither me nor my familyeven had a clue.They seemed so normaland always there"it couldn't happen to me"so I never cared.Then one day I would be stumped,while taking a showerI felt a lump."Dear God" why,did this happen to me?as I sit here and waitfor a mastectomy.Will I still be a woman?Will I still be the same?or will I be some kind of freakliving in shame.Would it have been differantif I had checked before?,instead I just stood thereit was something I would ignore.I feel differantbut I'm still the sameand it's something of whichI no-longer have to live in shame.So please check yourselfit's embarrasing that is truebut it's worth being embarrasedif it can save you.This Pink RibbonI'll proudly wearand I'll carry it for foreverbecause I care.Danny K. Winchester II

From Microsoft To Linux
Fubar is pretty cool, up to a point, after that reality comes back to haunt you, lol.There is so much lag that drags your computer down, all those updates for the Windows system you're using and the anti-virus or other security software that's in there. Try and do Rates and Likes when the computer decides, or is it someone else, to update and you sometimes feel like losing it. I've been exerimenting with using Linux for the past 10 years and its gotten easier to use. Some distributions work well off a USB memory stick and they load up fast. Most computers in use today will boot up a Linux Live system off a USB stick with no problems, some older ones need to boot off a CD or DVD with a Linux image burned to it. Linux Mint is my favorite, there are hundreds of others to pick. The ones based on Ubuntu are pretty good when it comes to ease of use for those used to Windows.If you want to find what's the best for you check this out:https://www.linux.com/news/software/applications/708977-the-

Tips For Ur Toon
TIPS PLEASE READ CAREFULLY THESE ARE IN PLACE FOR YOUThe tips below are stated, for beginning players (level 1s) but apply to all. No matter if you are a merc, or a level 40, all of the things below refer to any player, no what that player is. Basically don't level yourself. Build. You can build cashflow at any level, however, here is where you have the best shot. Not doing missions, no attacking, and losing, are all part of building, no matter what level your player is at. The longer you sit, the more powerful your cashflow becomes, and the longer you sit at levels 1-9 you won't get listed. You start getting listed at level 10.DON'T LEVEL TOO FAST:As with most games I have played you want to get to the higher level the fastest. That's NOT the case here. He who sits, and builds cashflow does the best. I've seen some high level 5's but usually they are mercs. As time goes by, you can tell who's a merc, who's a blinger (people who use credits to pay for their player) who's a scrubbed pla

Stuff
...but I'd appreciate any & all positive thoughts, vibes & prayers for my grandmother today, & days to come. For those that aren't aware because I haven't told them, I live with my grandmother. I have kinda taken on the caregiver role (while still having my own things going on in my life) as no one else will. I do most of the cooking & cleaning ...& the cooking & cleaning she does do I let her do because I know that it makes her happy, as she was very independant all her life & would like to hold onto as much of that as she can, for as long as she can. You could say she's kinda stubborn ...that might be where I get it from, haha. But anyways. She has thyroid cancer & went out of town yesterday to prepare for her surgery today. It's not the surgery itself that is worrisome, it's the fact she has heart issues, has had bad reactions to anesthesia in the past & the fact that even routine medical procedures bring her great anxiety, etc... that is worrisome. So as I said I'd appreciate any

A Pain Worse Than Death
The knife becomes cold, sliding across your skin. You feel it sinking deeper in. You can feel your life, slipping away. Dismissing the possibility, you are taking away. Life became too much, every day was a fight. You just couldn't take anymore that night. Longing and searching, but it just wouldn't end. The pain was too intense, the wounds wouldn't mend. With everything they stole from you, they are still wanting more. The past is too powerful to ignore. Then that day rolls around, like every year before. And you drop to your knees, from behind a locked door. You scream out you're sorry, to the one you love the most. Hoping that one day, he can talk to your ghost. Longing for hope, a pain worse than death. Reality has given you, shortness of breath. Looking at the light, you now see his face. Something too beautiful, for even death to erase. You are not sure how or even when. But suddenly you start breathing again. The beat becomes stronger, and you

Lol
In this day and age I feel as though if a woman wants to get married so badly to the point where she keeps on nagging her man, that it should only be fair that she pay half for the ring. Marriage is part of compromising and based on teamwork. And since it involves two people, it just makes more sense if the woman would put in her fair share of the most prized posession . After all she's the one that's gonna be wearing the ring for the rest of her life...not him.

I Am Takin!
Just to clear some things up. I am not single. I'm takin. By a wonderful man. He makes me happy in every way, shape, and form. So please show some respect when you come into my sb! I love to make new friends and family. But I will not talk about sex or anything to do with sex. If you are wanting to talk about that go find yourself someone else. There are enough girls on fu that will be more then happy to show you there selfs. But on a another note. I'm more then welling to help my friends and family out how ever I can. Just wanted to clear up some things that is flying around fu about me. I'm not a fu whore. I will not show you NSFW pictures of me cause I do not have them on fu. I will not give u my skype name or my yim. Only close friends will get that info. But on a nicer note. My family is great go and show them love. I love them all to death. They are the greatest ppl you will ever meet. Any disrespect to them on my page will end up in a instan

Gamer
I am a GamerI exist in many worldsI have perished and have been reincarnated countless timesI hear the real voices of imaginary peopleI see victory in defeatI instil fear where there is no real dangerI am GamerI read my story's in real timeI have watched my hero's fallI pick up the controlsI become the story.I am the hero. I am a Gamer

Personal
Why do people have to bring up personal stuff when they dont get their way. bringing up someones kids is tking it to far and so is starting shit with people they dont know. if i piss you off talk to me personally dont use my kids or my past.

Rantings
OMG I swear I'm fed up with my fu wifey/hubby problem. I'm writing this blog to let everyone know that I"m chosing a new hubby or wifey at the end of the week. If you want to be considered leave me a comment. I like someone that is sweet and gives me attention that I want and crave. Thanks everyone. :) luv ya all

Erotic Stories
The meeting had been tough, very tough. Monique and Alex were relaxing in the hotel bar sipping their drinks; he slumped into the sofa, she beside him more alert, sitting upright at an angle facing him. It was early evening, but Alex was tired. He had just successfully concluded the best deal in his company’s short history, but the negotiations had seriously drained him. Monique put a hand on his thigh saying “You were fantastic Alex. I can’t believe you got such a good deal.” Monique was Alex’s PA, and she’d been with him for the two years he’d had his business. Alex had set up his business after he’d been made redundant. With 20 years of service he’d had a handsome payoff and was able to fulfil his ambition of working for himself. His wife on the other hand had not shared his feelings, and during the hard first year their marriage had broken down. She eventually left him for his one-time boss, and supposed friend. Alex had thrown

My Thoughts
My life in a matter of weeks changed i went from haveing 3 wonderful kids liveing with me a husabnad a home of my own a job it did not pay much but we were slowly makeing it to loseing my husband then i lost my child she was taken from me when he left me and then i lost then me and the 2 kids i still had was put out on the street i hear people say all the time people have it worse and i admit people do i had to give up my 2 kids to keep them from being homelesss and it hurts i got 5 kids and cant have none of them right now i have this pain everyday i go through hell each day i dont show it but i do my heart is so broken i dont know if ill ever be able to pick up the pieces i want to fined someone who can help me tho i know i got to do it on my own for the most part but i dont know how much longer i can take this yes i get on here i enjoy my fu family but i hide the hurt as much as possible one man took everything i ever loved away from me left me basicly homeless if it wont for my fr

Dark Asylum Greeters
GREETERS Probably the dumbest and easiest position in a lounge. Sit there, be pretty- and greet people as they come in. Make them feel comfortable. Initiate conversation. People like that. Failure to perform these simple duties will get you fired quicker than the iron chef. Help the promoters by helping them get people to join. Give it a good 20 minutes or so before you slyly put the link out there with a message.. 'If anyone hasn't joined yet, feel free to spank this for meh: (Link)' or something of that nature. Forcing them to join will only make them jump ship faster than a kardashian divorce hearing.

Sick Of Sluts And Whores
If you offer nude pictures in exchange for bling, then like or not you just made yourself a ho for a pretty fucking picture. If you just like showing off your naked body, then you shouldn't ask ANYTHING of anyone. Just show it off and be proud. Nothing wrong with that. But demanding something in exchange? I don't give a fuck if you're offended or pissed off. You don't like my attitude? That's your problem. You have the option of blocking me, feel free to take it. I've seen in that blast box more times than I can remember "Send me a box jeweled heart or whatever specific bling and I'll make you a nudie salute" - you get the point and I'm sick of these skanks getting all of this attention because they're showing off their funboxes and tits. They're not to be respected or admired, they're inbred knuckle dragging swamp skanks that should have a mattress nailed to their backs or knee pads super glued to their knees that probably would fall inside of themselves if they tripped. This is

You And Me
Every once in a while, the impossible comes true. There is no explaining, the way I feel for YOU. Do I love you? Yes, more than life itself. But even love doesn't compare, to all that I have felt. You rebuilt me, healed me from the inside out. And each time I hear your name, there is no room for doubt. Doubting is for the weak, and you and I are strong. Holding onto one another, through everything gone wrong. I once walked with millions, down the Hall of Shame. Pretending to be someone else, ashamed of my own name. But you loved me regardless, through all that I was not. I have learned a lot from you, and the lessons you have taught. Some don't understand, but really I don't care. They can call me crazy, knowing you are there. My soul is not mine anymore, it has been yours all along. Pride is what I feel, knowing I'm right where I belong. Inside your heart as well, and if it takes a lifetime. I will wait patiently, to place your hand in mine. Because you are worth it,

Dead Beat
So I have a six year old son. Yesterday his dad informs me he wants a dna test done to prove that he is his. Ironically this happens after we get a letter for child support! Are there any real fathers left? Any man can knock up a woman. But it takes a real man to stick with it and be a father.

Badman He Might Just Save You
our jobs as humans is to learn and grow from each other through sharing, communication, experiences, and human interaction. i set up this page to screen those people that are merely interacting based on looks, appearance, or general location. to find out whos real, and whos not? that being said my main profile has some images that people do not understand, they are missing out on a great human and person who just might open your eyes of perception and change the way you think or act, im all about changing the world, one person at a time. so this will be a prescreening page, interact with me here and enjoy me for me, you get on my profile, which is a priveledge and a blessing, im very good to my people and a uniqque, sweet funny blast of life. i can also be a little silly here aand have some fun saving the worls, some of my friends are here and know its me, join the minion, let me be your hero, or just save me from this utter existance. i know about abuse, and depression. i also

Magento Expert Developers
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Do I look like a fucking counselor? Like I give two shits about someone else’s feelings apart from my own? The feelings of a person I don’t know? If I do, then the state of mental health professionals has taken a nosedive right into a pile of loose shit. But even if we got past how I look and if I’m not actually vomiting up my eightieth beer of the night into your face, why do I keep being contacted by people online asking me how to fix their problems? Are they my problems? No, they’re yours. And who in their right mind would actually listen to any answer I would give them? I’m the same person that said, “To snort,” when my doctors asked why I wanted sleeping pills. Look, its fine if I’ve actually spoken to you. I’ll happily feign interest in your life while I actually sit by my computer counting the moments until I can watch porn again. But come on, if I don’t know you, how about saying hello before you ask for my opi

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Not This Time!!
Release... Letting yourself go, breaking down the wall... Finding out who you are, in the middle of it all.. Doubt.. Mind works its magic, planting seeds in your head... Infecting your core, with every tear that is shed... Pain... Excruiatingly intense, hurts to the bone... Letting go of the best person, you've ever known... War... The battle begins, a struggle everyday... Biting your tongue, refusing to say... Lost... Floating, not really living at all... Dying inside, through teary eyed withdrawls... Stand-Still.... You can no longer float, suddenly you are still... Moving neither forward nor backward, you're not even real... Acting... You have become someone you don't know... Putting on an act, just for show... Survival... Instincts kick in, survival mode turns on... Broken behind your smile, for you're nothing but a pawn... Games... Playing the game, knowing you can't win... Keeping a firm posture, taking it on the chin... Hope... Seems lost, it's taken

A New Me!
Beautifully blessed is how I feel these days...it is amazing how the little things can change a person's life and perspective about it...letting go is just something that comes naturally to me...I can walk away and let go of anything and anyone, excluding my daughter of course..at any given moment...my people skills suck!...seriously tho...having everything torn from me has made me numb and provided me with my outlook on the world and the people within it...I was on a self destructing path...hurting myself and those closest to me in the process..but I had convinced myself that I didn't care...that couldn't have been further from the truth..through every lie...and every damaging choice that I made....I was hurting someone who loved me while killing myself trying to convince them that they meant nothing to me...I was giving into things that meant nothing to me and taking away everything that did...then I faded...I became a blur..to myself and everyone around me...the person t

Fakes Of The Day
Found this one: SuzanneTheWildGirl 100% Fake... heres some links you can find her on: http://www.playboy.com/playground/view/hot-shots-the-sexiest-stock-market-ever http://mentalitymagazine.com/twitterafterdark-sexy-twitter-photos-of-regular-girls-70-pics/ http://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/masti2mail/conversations/topics/15098 http://beautyvenus.tumblr.com/post/25492519965/hot-self-shots http://www.yellowbullet.com/forum/showthread.php?t=403552&page=821 Her Real name is: Suzanne Stokes Check her out on GOOGLE sometime (y) You don't have to be scammed to give your money to this fake Chick anymore! Here is the picture I searched of her: Here is a link to her profile: SuzanneTheWildGirl@ fubar

Fu Mafia
TIPS PLEASE READ CAREFULLY THESE ARE IN PLACE FOR YOUThe tips below are stated, for beginning players (level 1s) but apply to all. No matter if you are a merc, or a level 40, all of the things below refer to any player, no what that player is. Basically don't level yourself. Build. You can build cashflow at any level, however, here is where you have the best shot. Not doing missions, no attacking, and losing, are all part of building, no matter what level your player is at. The longer you sit, the more powerful your cashflow becomes, and the longer you sit at levels 1-9 you won't get listed. You start getting listed at level 10.DON'T LEVEL TOO FAST:As with most games I have played you want to get to the higher level the fastest. That's NOT the case here. He who sits, and builds cashflow does the best. I've seen some high level 5's but usually they are mercs. As time goes by, you can tell who's a merc, who's a blinger (people who use credits to pay for their player) who's a scrubbed pla

~candy Land~
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Surviving The Storm
I have been watching several shows like Doomsday Preppers and verious Survival based shows. Some in church have discussed this. Should Christians prep? Good question. The first "doomsday prepper" had to be Noah. Remember the ark? Seems like a great flood, either worldwide or regional, would be considered "doomsday" based on what the limited technology they had at that time. Now alls the Bible tells us is that Noah (and his sons) built a big boat. But you know they had to bring in supplies to feed and care for all on the ark. Just common sense. Another type of prepper was Joseph in the book of Genesis. Pharoah had dreamed of seven skinny cows eating seven fat cows. Joseph was called in to interpret the dream. A great famine would come after seven good years. So the nation would prepare by storing up for seven years. So with those two examples, we can learn alot about being prepared.

Friends Love Ever After
once upon a time a princess met a prince she thought she found a prince well they did fall in love but found out it wasnt true love like a light in the dark it didnt work out so the princess left her castle so now she sits alone in her new catle two years later feeling very lonely wishes there was a guy w her to have some company and hugs and kissees so my wish this halloween as i light a candle my wish is hoping my guy my new friend comes to me or he finds me so everyone on fubar wish a happy halloween this year i am going to be a pumpkin i am wearing a very cool pumpkin shirt ok my name is amelia i am seeking a new friend

Proposing
I INITIALLY JUST ASKED MY GIRL TO BE MY WIFE OVER THE PHONE AND I WANT TO DO IT FOR REAL. THE WHOLE GET DOWN ON ONE KNEE AND ASK HER. IVE ALREADY GOTTEN HER FATHERS APPROVAL..... SO WHAT DO YOU ALL THINK WOULD BE A TRUE LEGIT WAY TO DO THIS TO MAKE IT EXTRA SPECIAL?

In Another Place
You know what I mean, when you meet someone, that thought goes through your mind. You know it can't happen now, both agree to that, but most important is, if anything, friendship is always there and can stay. Its that feeling that goes through your mind and heart, you know what brought a person to that state of mind. The walls you find were put up for a reason, we're not stupid, why put up with something again. It doesn't matter if you're a man or woman, unless you're the one who caused the pain, then it's questionable if you're human at all, to cause it. Only a few can see the inner damage done, lots of bullshitters say they can and some will only use it to repeat what someone else did before, so they can have their brief moment of pleasure and turn someone into some kind of trophy. Might as well cut out that persons heart and stick it in a jar of formaldehyde and marvel at their latest hunt. You want to help someone, you try. With words alone and a walk across a lake of thin ice, yo

Every Once In A While
Every once in while I look at the world through a different set of eyes. Warping visions of hidden truth, camouflaged by its disguise. Deep within our core, another place exists. Occupied by those in need, which are easily dismissed. As the economy descends, poverty is all around. Loving families who are starving, with no jobs to be found. The cost of living is on the rise, while the wages remain the same. The world I see has become a pawn, inside a political game. The government keeps making excuses, for killing our men. Sending them to die, for this world we live in. While the high officials sleep comfortably, warm and cozy within their bed. Homeless shelters are overwhelmed, by so many underfed. Infection sets in, diseases which have no cure. Conspiracy speaks of antidotes, locked up secretly and secure. Drugs and violence spreads, snaking through our streets. While the judicial system goes downhill, the pattern just repeats. War heroes without a home, sh

Please Remove Your Mask
She knows who you are, so please remove your mask. Just be real with her, that's the only thing she asks. You may have fooled everyone else, but she has seen your face. You are the ugliness in between, desperation and disgrace. You hide behind your cross, play the role of someone else. While burning a hole through that Bible, placed high upon the shelf. She knows who you are, you have cost her endless pain. But her you do not know, so don’t attempt to say her name. You are the beast, sitting within the pew. But she can smell the damnation, seeping inside of you. You spread your fake belief, while shining your mistrust. Your behavior is hypocritical, you fill her with disgust. For she is all that’s real, she does not have to lie. To you or to herself, her love’s in great supply. She knows who she is, and she's accepted for just that. There is no need to send a knife, piercing through her back. She has been subjected to your kind, too many times before.

I Allow You To Think
Treat me as you must, think I am weak. I am the one, choosing not to speak. Control me you do not, for inside I scream. Living within my own mind, while bringing to life new dreams. Staring at my wardrobe, you have hand-picked. Doesn’t give my name meaning, it is you that's been tricked. For I am strong, in my life of solitude. You are the one, being subdued. For this control you bring forth, actually controls you. Through all your pathetic attempts, I remain true. True to myself, and all that I am. I will not apologize, for ruining your plan. Your plan to break, what was meant to be free. I simply allow you to think, that you control me.

Calculating The Cost
Soreness in my throat, from too many pills. Has given me a headache, wondering if it will. Numb my pain, after all that is lost. Filling my prescription, calculating the cost. Money isn’t the object, at hand. My sanity is in question, where I stand. Mirrored images, jade my thoughts. Within these headaches, thickening my plot. What is my glitch, my reason for such? Distorted memories, a tarnished touch. Perhaps these headaches, aren’t headaches at all. Perhaps they are building blocks, strengthening the wall. The wall built not by me, but by life itself. Separating me, from even myself.

Bridge Of Words
Dressed in his fatigues, he heads out to save the world. While leaving his heart behind, to one devoted teenage girl. They vowed to write back and forth, and build a bridge with words. Between the lines they felt the love, while none of them were heard. Gunfire shielded his world, as he watched the soldiers fall. Carrying her love with him, as through the landmines he would crawl. Focused and determined, inching his way across. While thinking if he failed, then she would never know his thoughts. The ones that he was having, upon reading her note. The same ones that brought on the tears, and the dryness in his throat. He swallowed hard as he stared, into death’s wretched face. Vowing that he would live, for she could never be replaced. They built that bridge strong over the years, the words were the blueprint. A new dream came to life, with every one that was sent. Sealing it with a kiss, and the scent of fresh perfume. She made them out to my loving hero, then sign

Chaos
The venom of disorder seeps through their wretched veins. Chaos is holding hands with death and endless pain. Binding those who hate, infecting the innocent and weak. Havoc and destruction, adds to this technique. An infection in the air, spread randomly at will. A contagion nationwide, a prescription refill. With side effects of anger and mind numbing thoughts. The world pays the price for every person shot. Chaos is the chef, filling their mind with unhealthy protein. While suffering from withdrawals, just trying to come clean. That’s the perfect time, for chaos to plant its seed. Fertilizing it well, feeding the need. To spreading the infection, a disease without a cure. Destroying goodwill, contaminating the pure. Can anything prevent this, you might ask. There is only one treatment, to overcoming this task. Whether you are strong enough, only time will tell. But giving into love, seems to break the spell.

How About Matters Did You Not Learn Any At Home
Ok When Someone Shout Box's a Women Askin For Their ALT & Fubucks And They Say No How Dare This Person Call Her a Cunt Then Go And Pm a Women And Call Her a Cunt Turns Around And Shout Box's Another Women He Has No Clue Who He Is Talking To And Call Her A Cunt .. He Is Free With The Word I See I Bet Money On It He Calls His Momma A Cunt For As Much As He Has Used It On Here ... I Unfanned Unfreinded & Buzzkilled Him For Talking Like That To 3 Now There Is a 4th One He Did It To And He Blocks Them ... He Needs a Big Lesson In Matters I Don't Care If This Is a Site And Yes Their Are All Sick Ass's But We Have The Right To Say No If We Don't Want To Give You Are Abilities Points And Fubucks That Simply So Here Is The Face Of Shame ... Its BIGBEN1979

Poem
When you look into my eye's and tell me everything is alright All the pain is gone if not for a moment so let's take the chance and dance this dance Turn the light's down low and hold me tight don't let go just love me for the night Hold my hand and be my friend don't be the one to judge only understand so let's dance this dance Whisper's so softly never leaving me feeling lonely let's not fight just love me for the night Love me tonight.....

Survey
1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5. Would you take a shower with me? 6. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7. Would you leave after or stay the night? 8. Do you like cuddling afterwords? 9. Would you foreplay with me? 10. Night or day? 11. Condom or skin? 12. Have sex on the first date? 13. Would you kiss me during sex? 14. Do you think I would be good in bed? 15. Can we take pictures of the act? 16. How long would we have sex? 17. Would you want me to wear a sexy outfit or nothing? 18. Your fantasy place you would want to have sex with me? 19. Would you be naughty or nice? 20. Would you want me to be naughty or nice?

The Mind Fucking Game
The title pretty much says it all... Surf the net, if you're looking for some fun. Although this game, has yet to be won. You'll find usernames and passwords, worn out pick-up lines. The douche-bags and assholes, aren't hard to find. Chorus Virtual reality slaps you in the face. Making sure you don't forget your rightful place. Millions of strangers screaming out the wrong name. Don't ya wanna play the mind fucking game? Like bitches in heat, they'll hump your leg clean. Leaving you numb, searching for the perfect vaccine. This diesease has no cure, get out while you can. Unless chaos and destruction, is part of the plan. Chorus Virtual reality slaps you in the face. Making sure you don't forget your rightful place. Millions of strangers screaming out the wrong name. Don't ya wanna play the mind fucking game? Fucked up beyond all recognition, has never been so right. I'm lacing up my gloves, ready to fight. I've played the game before and although I

No Matter What
Look around and tell me what you see? There's you, a million others and me. Chaos runs wild, then the smoke clears. Once everyone else is gone, I'm the only one here. Watching the clock, as time ticks by. We're not in the same time zone, you and I. Am I worth the wait, worth your time. As I make my way up this mountain I climb. I would walk a million miles, just to hold your hand. A feeling so surreal, people don't understand. Life is a mystery, our next move is a guess. You just never know, what's coming next. Today I am here, but tomorrow I may be there. Lying in your arms, in the middle of nowhere. Everything changes, but this much is true. Not a day goes by, that I don't love you. In a place such as this, I found what I need. Everything you are, has planted a seed. It grows everyday, but no matter what. Someone who'll love you forever, is exactly what you've got.

Babygirl
to every guy and girl out there i am fuckin taken so wen u message me if the first thin u want to talk about is sexget the fuck lost. i am here to just make friends. if u still proced to message me and talk about that sit i will take action and u will not like the fuckin repercutions that come out of it dont piss me the fuck off. so if u just want to be fiends then message me if not leave me the fuck alone end of the god damn fucking story!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you babygirl

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Feeling Lost
I got no where to turn and Nobody to turned too. My life is done and empty I got nobody to blame but myself and only myself. I ruined my life im the reason for this emptieness i did this nobody else expect me i am my own worse enemy. I had it all just to watch it fade away in dark sky into a million pieces the pain the nothieness i feel daily for the rest of my life or till death reaches me and takes me away from all this missouri i feel in my empty soul..

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HIS MAIN PROFILE Fake 1 Fake 2 Fake 3 Fake 4 Fake 5 Fake 6 Fake 7 Fake 8 Fake 9 Fake 10 Several women have stories about one or more of these profiles. I am sure if he has this many and has deleted some that there are many others as well. If you have a story to tell please post a reply.

Yeulacloi
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Just Some Food For Thought
Lets make something perfectly clear to the nosey ass futards that jump into my SB all up in my business. Yeah I leveled quickly, why cause I did. What business Is it of yours, if people shower me with Ability bling or not?! I don't judge anyone on how they conduct themselves on fubar just don't put me in the same category as you. I grew up with some pride and morals. I actually take pride in working hard and paying for my own shit. So do me a favor and go about your daily business and don't fuckin bother me! The next futard that even says a word to me that I don't like will get a one way click to my block list. Ya heard?! Now run a long and go play.

* Randoms *
In an attempt for you all to get to know me better, I compiled this list of 101 random facts about me, filled with trivial and tantalizing tidbits. I hope you enjoy and Happy Hump Day! 1. When I was younger I wanted to be a fashion designer a movie star, neither of which I actually would do now. 2. I love, love roller coasters, but hate rides that drop you straight down. 3. I’m have one sister, she is ten years younger than me. 4. Maybe as a result of such the age gap, I had dozens of imaginary friends while growing up. 5. I'm a nurse, I naturally very compassionate and love everyone. 7. I have a beautiful daughter :) 8. I had never changed a diaper until having my own kids. 9. I love pretty much all music, with the exception where I dont understand the lyrics 10. I love Coach sneakers & Burberry scarves. 11. My biggest fear in life is mediocrity… 12. …and roaches. 13. I cannot burp on command, but wish I could. 14. I love the rain. 15. I grew up on

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From Chrismas Last Year
It was a rainy cold Christmas morning. It seemed like the holidays were just passing by as they always did for Salvatore. Sitting down in a chair watching his siblings playing with there toys that Santa had left for them. As the children played he heard a disturbing sound from the outside. He leaped from his chair to check it out. Peaking through the window he noticed a strange sight. It seemed like a crowd of strange looking people were walking down the road. Each person seemed to be in some kind of accident. Slowly walking and dragging there legs. Pondering what these people could possibly want he left his house wielding his 12 gauge shotgun. As he moved closer to the crowd he noticed a strange muttered chant amongst the crowd. They were chanting " Brains, Braiiiiins, brains" Salvatore loaded a round into the chamber and shot a the closest one in the group. Hitting it's should it still walked as it didn't even feel it. Salvatore thought to himself " what the f

Give Myself To You
When reaching for the stars, seems out of reach. I offer you this lesson, the one that I must teach. Nothing is impossible, unless you allow it to be so. And the possibility of YOU, I will never let go. You have brought meaning, and defined my smile. You are worth every minute, every day, every mile. The man that you are, and have proven yourself to be. Has only strengthed that possibility. My dreams I hold dear, for you are in them to. And I would wait a lifetime, for one second with YOU. I've heard people say that when you find the one, you'll know. That statement is true, for my love continues to grow. Stronger and deeper with every passing minute. I just can't picture my life, without you in it. For, every since day one, I have been spellbound. That once in a lifetime feeling, is exactly what I found. Regrdless if I'm dreaming, or if I'm wide awake. The intensity of this feeling, cannot be mistaked. YOU hold the key, which opens every door. And can't wait to sho

Complete!
Have you ever had someone, just take you by surprise. Sweet you off your feet, before you realize. That the person you once were, no longer exists. Suddenly the fear you had, is easily dismissed. For giving into it is greater, than holding in the way you feel. Absorbing every emotion, knowing it is real. Everyone has that person, that was designed specifcly for them. And when your hearts combine, love is what you'll win. The feeling is surreal, overwhelming yet pure. Free from wrecklessness and taint, yet full of love's allure. I have found my one, he swept me off my feet. And through his eyes I felt his love, and I am now complete.

Sharon Mesage
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Things That Will Never Be Forgotten, Kind Of Like Me.
Dennis was like an Uncle to me he was my step father's best friend and he loved music and movies. Very Knowledgable about them too. In 1994 he was diagnosed with Brain and lung cancer but as he had had cancer before I thought he would beat it just as he did before. In October of 1994 we went to Concord NH to visit him, his wife and three children. It was a good visit but when we went to leave he followed us outside and gripped my hand as not to ever let go. I promised I would be back and nothing was going to happen to him. I made it back that following January by that time he was with the angels and we were there to lay him to rest. I broke my promise I was 15 when I made that promise and now at 35 I still regret not being able to keep it. Dennis you are missed more than words can convey and I am sorry Love Jenny.

Random
Blocking people for polishing bling? Its part of the game how do you think you got where you were or did you forget you had to do it as well? I can understand if one polishes a pony but for the rest? STFU. It's a game and should be treated as one and not ultra serious because the majority come here as a retreat when bored, or to occupy our minds not get yelled at my greedy hoes and trendy fucks. Instead of blocking people who polish your treats why not be happy they ahve actually decided to visit your page? Sure it is to polish but it is an essential part of the game is it not? Saying I will block you if you polish my stuff is highly immature for an adult to say assuming one is actually their actual age on here but let's face it ,any say they are 23 and are 16 or 35 and 45 but still seems high schoolish now don't it? This is truly the adult version of high school although not many act adult here just goofy, flirty and such but it is a goofy game where many come to decompress. The drama

My Dad
When my father passed away, losing him was unlike any emotional pain I'd ever experienced. His death literally sucked the oxygen out of my body. Suddenly felt like a large chunk of who I was; was no longer tangible. I couldn’t just pick up the phone and hear his voice, I couldn’t wrap my arms around him and envelop him in a bear hug becauseI was simply out of time. I’d never felt the sting of death in this way. The truth is none of us have enough time. There’s never enough time to be with those you love. The loss of my dad has forced me to re-evaluate the limits I put on myself and the relationships I hold dear. It’s brought my tolerance for other people’s bad energy to zero, and so if I don’t feel like being in a situation where I know I’ll be uncomfortable, where I would have sucked it up in the past, now I just won’t do it. It’s also made me acutely aware of how utterly short our time is here, and that once the switch on

The Best Damn Baaaaaaam!!!
BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAM!!! Welcome to my blog! Grab a beer have a seat and enjoy your stay here. I figure I had better kick this here blog off with just a little bit about just what the fuck this blog is all about. The intent of this blog is really quite fucking simple, among other things i'm here mainly to share funny and humorous stories from my goofy existence. As these blogs continue on i'll also be sharing with everyone some truly heartfelt moments of my life as well. As well as thoughts on the world going on around me. Now i'll let you know ahead of time right here that when you read my blogs you'll be reading a fair amount of shits, pisses, fucks, cunts, cocksuckers, motherfuckers, and tits among various other noteworthy words. My intent is simplky to be me, the whole me, and nothing but whole me. One final thing in case you haven't figured it out yet, which in that case means you're suffering from a serious case of dumbass syndrome, i'm using the name odbsguy02 because i'm o

Old Cougar Tricks Messing With Young Men Young Enought To Be Their Kids..eww..
HEY Y'ALL IF YA'S SMART KEVIN LOOKINGBILL IS SO NOT TALKING FOR A LONG MINUTE. CAUSE HE GOT IN TROUBLE AND HAD TA GO ON VACATION FOR A FEW. BUT YA SEE HIS ACCOUNTS ONLINE OR GET A TEXT FROM HIS PHONE GUESS WHAT IT IS HIS PUPPET MASTER.. SHE AINT GIVING YOUR MESSAGES TA HIM.. SHE JUST STALKING HIM AND CONTROLLING HIS EVERY THOUGHT.. SO YOU WANNA LEAVE KEV MESSAGE OF ANY KINDA SEND IT TO THE ONES WHO LOVE AND CARE AND WILL GET IT TA HIM.. US HIS TRUEBLOOD GYPSY FAMILY.. Karen Moats-Lookingbill, Joseph Racine Jr, and Melissa Dufresne, via FACEBOOK EMAILS OR PHONE CALLS.. CAUSE THE ONE WHO SHOULD BE THERE FOR HIM AND HELPING HIM IS HIDING SHYT FROM HIM HACKING HIS PHONE FACEBOOK AND EMAILS... AND THEN LYING TO HIM.. SAYING SHE IS THE ONLY ONE HE HAS NOBODY GIVES A FUCK.. SO NOW YOU KNOW THE TRUTH.. THIS WIFE IS LYING TO Y'ALL.. AND LYING TO HIM ABOUT ALL OF US HIS REAL TRUE LOVED ONES.. SO FOR MY FALLENANGEL SEND LOVE AND THOGHTS THREW HIS GYPSYGURL, HIS MOM, HIS BROTHER AND DAD IF YA CAN

Not Acceptable
Delusion is when you are foolish enough to believe something that isn't and never was real...people live in this world every day and I am one of them..I witness others lying..then covering it up with another lie just to lie to someone else..until they become smothered in a world of lies..then wondering why nothing goes the way it should...stating they love them all in the process...confessions and solutions are simple...but excuses and more lies seems to be the only answer...playing the game..and playing with REAL peoples emotions...flying into no-fly zones...breaking the hearts of those they are aupposed to love the most....lying to every single one of them...I have lived that life before and it was NOT worth the cost...ONE person opened my eyes to how the truth really can set you free and I refuse to live that way anymore..it took me TOO long to build back something I tore down and since that realization hit me...I vowed to be a better person and always be open..honest.

Bad Luck 'tunnel'
Well, since so many of my family/friends have been wondering why I'm not on fu as much as before...Well this is what happened: Sept 11th my washer quit on me..(have to go next door to do laundry); then on 18th my car, hubby was driving to get to work, water pump went out so had to park it, can't afford the $500 to get it fixed yet...then on following monday 23rd hubby got an email from his brother that his other brother in Okla had passed away on 16th...they couldn't find our email address or phone number to call us about it till after the services...we couldn't of went cause car was down.....My husband had been driving 70 miles round trip to work...when my car quit he got his friend to take him back and forth to work for 3 weeks, then the friend told him he couldn't do it anymore...so my husband put in a transfer back to our Wal-Mart here in town, (Oct 1st) which is 2 miles from us..got it in 2 days so now he's driving his pickup which is only good for short distance.. Our cell phon

Movie Blogs
Ok so i got done watching return of the living dead. It was a great movie like all other zombie movies,and this one directly referances George A. Romeros Night of the living dead. Great Geroge getting props for starting the whole zombie phenomenon.It starts off like your avarage zombie 1980's horro flick.Some unsuspecting characters who are your basic dimwits stumble upon a military container filled with a gas and one of the characters decides to tell the real story behind George A. Romeros movie and that the ghouls (as they were called in night of the living dead) we reanimated by the united states army with there chemical they used on marijuana.after a long dialog the character telling the story slaps the container releasing the gas and zombies are born in the movie when the body of a reanimated corpse is cut top piece and burnt in the crematriom across the street and the smoke goes into the clouds and acid rain begins to fall.. You know the rest of the movie if you have seen it..

If You Want My Pics Back...
So some of my pics were stolen and posted to anonib.com. This has happened to a bunch of girls on here. Because of that I have had to restrict access to most of my pics on here. Through some research I hve discovered that there is a petition to get the site investigated by the FBI for endangering women and also posting child pornography. It needs 7,500 signatures to get sent to the FBI and is currently at about 6,850. We need people to sign that shit if there is any chance of anonib getting shut down. The petition is being hosted at change.org here: http://www.change.org/petitions/united-states-federal-bureau-of-investigation-shut-down-anonib-com-on-the-grounds-of-child-porn-and-endangerment-of-women My husband Altreac says that if the petition can get the remaining signatures it needs, that will be the first step towards me being able to post pics again and reshare the pics that I currently have set to private. Afterwards he has one more condition that needs to be met, which I will a

Wow
so today someone told me about a site http://anonib.com/ so i went there and it amazes me all the women of fubar that seriously actually sell their bodies for credits on this site... im a bit ashamed for them mainly cuz what their lives will turn into if people were to really see what they post on the internet... im just so very glad i have never sold myself to get credits from creepy old or young men... but on a side note some of the ladies i seen on that site im not surprised at all as i know who some of them are.. the same women who call me a blinger on mafia .. of course i spend my own money and not sell myself for others.. but makes me laugh to know i have one up on them.. oh and also the ladies on that site and their pics? they are very nasty lmao who would actually pay to see that shit?

Make Sure (remember What I Done)
Wuz Sup FU, Are you wondering who I am?? I Am Dan F. Man! You should google me and see if you like some of my work! www.hulkshare.com/danfman Here is a sample of my latest work, this is a RnB Single so if you love Rap just google me for my other work!

If You’re A Woman Who Knows She Deserves To Be Happy – Then, Let’s Make It Happen Now!
Have you ever felt frustrated looking for your dream relationship? Or found yourself in a relationship that seemed promising at first but ended up breaking your heart or leaving you wanting more? And no matter how hard you tried, things just did not work out? You are not alone…And it’s not your fault! If you are anything like most women, the odds are you’re struggling to find or keep the relationship, the right personality match, the right man for you! Would you like to enjoy better dates? Better relationships? Or a better marriage? Now you CAN...All you need to do is just click here: http://www.matchdatinggirls.com Did you know that some men are so used to drinking from disposable paper cups, and then crumpling them up tossing them aside? That when you put a fine sparkling crystal champagne glass in their hands, like YOU…They don’t know how to take care of it… I get so frustrated when I hear about women who are suffering unnecessarily&hellip

Fu Relationships
Ha ha where to start on this one? In 7 years, I have had my share of fu-engagements, of fu relationships, fu-love etc. But I find it amazing how things have been lately. It's no longer women that are looking for men to date cuz they're single, it's now more the MARRIED (Self-proclaimed SEPARATED) or the ones that live with a guy but feel he's not the one but stay with him over various reasons. I guess I was raised in a different world and not hip to all these "lies" and "cheating" or for a better word "deception". I had 5 women in the last 3 months, block me, delete me or I had to unfriend because I got tired of playing along when I knew the Truth that they were NOT single in any way and saw them shamelessly "flirting" with total abandon. Worse most of the guys they flirt with are not even in their city or are complete strangers. Who would want to do that to themselves or worse their kids? I was raised a different way. Oh Well Just my thoughts. Not trying to offense anyone or impose my

Survivors Story
First i would like to thank God for giving me the chance to sit here and write this blog....my story is not to be taken as a pity one it is a great story of life and courage and fighting....when i was 27 i was told that i had stage 3 cervical cancer and then when i went in for surgery they found breast cancer but it was in the lymph noids and i would have to have chemo and radiation to fight this demon i was very scared and young and i had just got engaged to the man of my dreams....and to find all of this out this man stood next to my side and took care of me, but then another tragic hit 9-11 and he was shipped out to iraq to fight for our freedom and i was here fighting for my life not knowing if he was coming home or when he would but this demon was really taking a toll on my body and my soul and i was losing my long curls and he was going to come home to a bald wife we got to video chat a few times and talk on the phone and even though i didnt not have my hair he always called me h

My Chat Room And Website
The website and my chat room is free to all users and is only for 18 and up. To let all know if any under age people that does come in the chat room will be perm banned. you can sign in as guest no password or sign up needed or you can sign up to have your own account. The website is free to join fubarchat dot webs dot com and so is the chat room. http://kageshi.com/rooms/fubarchat i am not charging or i do not allow spam in chat room but you can share videos, music, movies on webcam and youtube links in chat room. I am owner of this room plus i will choose moderators when time comes. This room is for chatting or if a person wants to they can go naked on cam but if you don't like it then just block the cam the person is on. This is a easy basic chat room.

A Wise Man Once Said
A wise man once said, that I am the strong one. That's when I started to believe, that's where it begun. Because he was right, I see that now. I have shed my own blood tears, yet I'm still here somehow. I am not sure, if it's torture or sorrow. When I wake-up to face, another tomorrow. Regardless I am here, and I am strong. I stand up for what I believe in, right or wrong. I love no matter, how bad it aches. Always afraid, while avoiding the break. No matter the obstacle, I always prevail. I either walk along the victory, or regret trail. The path doesn't matter, moving is the goal. Toward life itself, finding your soul. Once you find it, your search is complete. Although there is no medal of completion, or defeat. This is when, you can finally sleep. In the arms of the one, who holds the key. Thank YOU, for believing in me. You have opened my eyes, and now I can see. That I have been the strong one, from the very start. You looked inside, and seen my heart. You t

Already Begun
She woke up for some water, in the middle of the night. Surprised by a stranger, with a flashlight. Blinded by the light, she heard the man speak. He said, don't make a sound, don't even blink. With her child sleeping peacefully, just footsteps away. She had no choice, but to do as he say. That's when he forced her, to lie on her back. Suddenly her body, was under attack. Trembling with fear, and burning with rage. She felt like a lioness, trapped in its cage. Confused by her emotions, uncertain how to react. The fear was telling her to lie still, the rage was screaming fight back! As the battle within herself begins. The rage is too powerful, and wins. She took the light, right out of his hands. Then shined it in the face, of this despicable man. She said, I see you now, for all that you are. You may have won the battle, but I'm winning this war. I refuse to be your victim, another statistic in your evil little plan. I will tear out your soul, for you're not even a

Diabetes Sucks!
Being Diabetic for the better part of the last 5 years has opened my eyes to a lot of misinformation about the disease. It is really non-discriminating. Below you will find some myths, followed by their facts. 1. Type II Diabetes only affects people who are overweight or morbidly obese: Fact: Type II Diabetes does not discriminate. It is true that If you are over weight, you are AT RISK. However, I am 175pounds and Stand 6'0". and was Diagnosed with Type II 5 Years ago. I am now, still 6'0" and still weigh 175 and am now a Type I, (Will get to that later). 2 You only have to take insulin if you are a Type I Diabetic. Fact: If blood sugar can not be controlled by Diet and Exercise or oral medications in Type II Diabetics, then insulin is given to get the numbers down. 3. There is no way to cure Type II Diabetes. Fact: The cure is also the prevention. Diet and Exercise and following your doctor's instructions will reverse MOST cases of Type II Diabetes. 4. (And I love th

This Is For The Wives
Surrounded by the night, from the outside looking in.Questions are no more, as to where he’s been.For the shadows do not lie, the truth becomes too real.Her world begins to turn, on a poisonous spinning wheel. The venom seeps into her veins, as she takes a few steps closer.Rage is now in control, of this emotional roller-coaster.Her life has been altered, and they must pay for what they’ve done.For the battle deep inside her, has only just begun. She follows their shadows, shifting throughout the house.While clinching onto the gun, concealed beneath her blouse.All along she knew, though seeing it is just too much.Her eyes refuse to blink, as she witnesses every touch. What did I do wrong, she wonders as she shakes.Then places her finger on the trigger, as her heart begins to ache.The tears won’t stop falling, as she hears him say that phrase.The words I love you belong to her, and gunfire starts to blaze. Shattering the window, and ending both of their lives.She b

What I've Learned From You
What I have learned from you, I carry around inside.Through the past and the ache, the things I try to hide.A smile is possible, through tears of fear and pain.I have learned that my life, will not end in vain. Your hardcore lessons, left bruises and battle scars.But what I’ve learned from you, surpasses them by far.Every one of them has a story, I have read them many times.Studied the true elements, written them out in rhyme. I am actually in your debt, for all that you have taught.You taught me how to find myself, someone I had forgot.You sent me searching for my voice, to speak up against the crime.I spoke through the voice you gave me, just in the nick of time. You taught me how to live, that I was more than what you seen.I taught you a thing or two, while the police were on the scene.You see, you taught me how to be strong, to be fierce and to dare.You taught me how to fight back, while you were unaware. For you taught me how to beat you, the one who broke me down.Wha

The Vip Tour
Actions of hate, unexplained.Sent visions through my head; bloodstained.Repression seeped through, and began to scream.Reality’s high screech, through a wide open dream. There I stood, clinging to your hand.A child of three, when approached by a man.Burning ember is the scent, as I lay asleep.By a fire in the woods, unaware of your weep. Your secret struggle, the battle you lost.Is being played out before me, with a cost.For now I understand, why you despise me so.You blamed me for things, which I did not know. He stained your soul, and threatened your child.I felt the gun to my head, through visions gone wild.You saved my life, as I ended yours.I have been granted, the VIP tour. Through your eyes Mom, I lived your nightmare.My questions have been answered, you made me aware.Why I couldn’t remember, when your hatred began.Though I was also affected by that man. From me he stole chance, a mother’s love is unknown.I’ll never know what that feels like; so I&rs

You've Made Your Bed
You’ve made your bed he said,although that simply wasn’t trueI was just a child,delivered onto you.Father was just a title,a name but nothing more.The bed I awoke from every day,set fire to the floor.As I walked across the broken planks,with splinters in my feet.Destined to find my way,through swollen eyes and stained sheets.Blood red was the color,painted from my own hands.Mother turned away,as time shifted through the sands.The bed I’ve made is the raw truth,reality as I weep.For the bed you’ve made for me,has contaminated my sleep.I set fire to that bed,a very long time ago.Although my body is still stained,with the memories I can’t let go.

Thanks For The Memories
Close your eyes and listen with your heart. Find the light, from inside of the dark. When your heart is afraid, and slams the door shut. Pay attention to the feeling, you have in your gut. People walk away, from the most faithful of all. Fearing their own emotions, too afraid to stand tall. While their beating broken heart, is also afraid. Afraid to try again, being forgotten and betrayed. The door you held open for a stranger, you slammed shut in her face. You drew out directions, while her memory was erased. Go back in time and remember your smile. The one that she gave you, retrace the miles. Putting your feelings first, with her own left behind. While doing what you asked, at that moment in time. Her own pain didn't matter, she did it for you. Now her heart's shattered, for this is strike two. Ask yourself why, you threw her away. Just to make yourself happy, for one fucking day. The one person who once seen you as a Queen. Now see's you as something else in-between. Realizing how

Don't Patronize Me
Why do you care? The fact is you do not! About the impacts you bring forth, creating disease; mind-numbing thoughts. Words are just words, you use them to suit you. Without thinking about the lives, and the pain you subdue. Abusing your power, causing self-doubt and disbelief. While stealing someone’s dream, just like a petty thief. Don’t patronize me, by saying that you care! When your actions speak louder, and I’m fully aware. That caring is beyond you, I’m not even real. As if you give a fuck, about the way that I feel. The lack of compassion, within this place. Renders me invisible, easily erased. You’d have to value me to care, and I'm worth nothing to you at all. Alone in this place, with my back to the wall. As your army of attackers, leach onto my soul. Draining my heart dry, you’ve accomplished your goal.

Just A Name
She’s put on display, passed around like a joke.Under false pretenses, words were misspoke.Setting her soul on fire, burning from the inside out.Her tears create a current, while drowning in self-doubt.Killing her dream, that must be the goal.For her emotions are running wild, spinning out of control.Silently she sits, her voice is bitter and weak.For compassion and human understanding, has become obsolete.Her passion is dying, a part of herself is already there.The decomposition of her heartbeat, is damaged beyond repair.Things can’t be undone, they cannot be taken back.As they sharpen their claws, and send knives through her back.Still, she does nothing, although the pain from it all.Sends her over the edge, into a freestyle fall.Just lay down, give up for good.Being pushed to the surface, by things misunderstood.Chance and opportunity, simply does not exist.The lack of such, she can no longer dismiss.It seems as if each one, has to take a bite.Taking turns, laughing at h

Corrupt America
To many Americans forgot the laws and ways of our country and how it should be. We have forgotten how to defend and take care of ourselves as we did when our ancestors were growing up. We have forgotten how to fight for our freedom and our country as well. Now, with a new president, new rules and laws and to many governemnt, our country is falling apart as are the us American citizens. Our schools dont even teach us the real truth about our history, because they dont want us to know that we are the ones who own this country, who are suppose to make our laws and have the things we want our coutry to have to make it a better place to raise our families. We have forgotten who we are. We need to stand up against all the hate, war, violence and rage that our people have turned to because of the lies we have been taught over many years. Our Government is corrupt as is our President. Why are we letting them take things away from us? why are we letting them ruin our country and telling us how

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Sản Xuất Phim 3d
Tự hào khi sản xuất phim 3D về Đại tướng, NSND Nguyễn Hà Bắc nói về thời điểm then chốt đêm 25/1/1954, khi Đại tướng Võ Nguyên Giáp ra lệnh kéo pháo khỏi trận địa để bảo toàn lực lượng dẫn tới thắng lợi sau cùng của chiến dịch Điện Biên Phủ. Phim chưa được phát hành chính thức nhưng mới đây đã được đưa lên mạng, trong khi chính tác giả cũng không hay biết. Tạo hình Đại tướng Võ Nguyên Giáp trong phim 3D “Quyết định lịch sử”. Anh có thể cho biết hoàn cảnh ra đời bộ phim? Lúc ấy tôi cùng tập đoàn tư nhân HIPT thành lậ

Toyota Can Tho
Hộp số tự động 4 cấp.Ghế nỉ cao cấp, nội thất sang trọng.Vô lăng tích hợp nút bấmMức tiêu hao nhiên liệu : 8,5l/100km.giá 748.000.000Hãy liên hệ ngay với chúng tôi để đc tư vấn kĩ về giá xe toyota cần thơ .LƯỚI TẢN NHIỆT VÀ CẢN TRƯỚCLưới tản nhiệt và cản trước được thiết kế mới theo hình chữ X hòa hợp cân xứng tăng thêm nét sang trọng hiện đại CỤM ĐÈN PHACụm đèn pha với thiết kế mới, sắc nét hơn tăng khả năng chiếu sáng, đồng thời giúp tăng thêm vè khỏe khoắn cho xe DEN PHA[IMG]http://toyotact.vn/wp-content/uploads/2013/07/DEN-PHA2-300x193.jpg[/IMG]ĐÈN S

Mumm Trolls And Such In Full Detail!!!
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I Did It My Way
My sex statistics My Penis is 6.5 inches long by 2 inches diameter this equals 20 cubic inches I had been having sex for 50 years If we say every two days that’s 180 times a year this equates to I have had sex 10,016 times for 20 minutes average and we presume 100 strokes per minute Given 20 cubic inches times 2000 strokes this equates to 13,000 cubic inches on each occasion 10016×13,000 =130,208,000 cubic inches that’s a lot of solid cock In terms of length 100 x 20 x 6.5 = 13,000 inches every sex session; Given I have had sex 10,016 times This works out at 3,616,800 yards or 2,055 miles No wonder I’m knackered. Working on the accepted weight of body fat per cubic inch the weight of cock delivered is 15,898,000 pounds or 7,097 tons,--- Why don’t I rest.

Dr. Who
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Single And Ready To Mingle
I find it impossible to find a girl whos not single and doesnt mind having a fun sexual relationship around where I live. So I came here to see if that exact girl is here and looking for the same exact relatonship. Please do not comment If you dont have anything nice to say. Let me know if your the one im looking for.

This Is Our Time!
That sparkle in my eye, is the light shining through. My reasn to shine, brought forth by YOU. You see, you give me something, that I have never had. You give me belief, through times gone bad. YOU are sheer amazement, creating life where there was none. You have given me hope, through all you have done. I erased my existence, but you came to find me. For, I was never gone from you completely. You could have easily given up, chalked it up as a loss. But you stuck by my side, no matter the cost. Your little messages reaching out, showing me that you cared. Is the reason I love you so much, why no one compares. For even when I had given up on myself. You came to my rescue, made it known how you felt. I loved you through all, the things I did wrong. Which lead me back here, where I belong. This is home, wherever you are. There is no journey, considered too far. For YOU my love, I would lay down and die. For even death couldn't keep me away, there is no good-bye. Those

Joe
I know that we are comeing up on 2 years that you have been gone but it still feels like yesterday and cuts like a very sharp knife that you're gone. That I'm not going to see that smile anymore and that I won't ever get to hear you're voice again. The fact that no matter how much it hurts you're not coming back. I deal with my depression everyday and the nightmares from that night and I'm still here but it is so hard. The days when it gets close to when you left us is the hardest for me becasue that is when the memorys are the worse. They are so strong as if it is happening all over again and makes it so hard just to get out of bed. Then I think my daughter needs me and she needs me to be strong and get up. I pretend a lot to be happy and that everything is ok because I know that I will make it through another day but there are so many times that I wish that I could go into your room again and tell you "hey I need your help" and you just role your eyes but listen to me and then hel

Halloween
Halloween was confusing. All my life my parents said, "Never take candy from strangers." And then they dressed me up and said, "Go beg for it." I didn’t know what to do! I’d knock on people’s doors and go, "Trick or treat." "No thank you.....

Web Designers In India
Bangalore is the best place for any kind of Information Technology services in market today. If you are thinking to get the unique web designing services, then you must be contacting the best skilled web designers in bangalore. They are up dated and skilled and know the trend of best designing for website. The website is the one and only medium for promotion and trade, so it is one of the most important mediums which make you and your product more close to the targeted customers. Are you sure that you are taking enough care for your websites? If not, I must tell you that to make your website unique and competitive, you shall contact the best web designing companies around. As we started talking about the web solution hub Bangalore, there are many website development companies around which offer the best services at the most efficient prices. If you are willing to get such quality service, you have to take care of your decisions. Selecting the right organization is very much important a

Be The First.....naughty Application
Naughty Application REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN! 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12.Condom or skin? 13.Have sex on the first date? 14.Would you kiss me during sex? 15.Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17.Can I use you as a booty call? 19.Can we take pictures of the act? 20.How long would we have sex? 21.Would you tell your friends about me? 22.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Worth Playing For
Everything becomes a competition, and she doesn’t play to lose. Her heart dwells within the balance, while others entertain and amuse. Themselves, not knowing or even caring about who she really is. For, who she is doesn’t matter, she’s not sure if she exists. Suited for battle, while playing to win the game. Yet the armor isn’t strong enough, when nobody knows her name. Her smile is fake and jaded, she seems strong, yet she is weak. The broken tears she never sheds, makes it impossible to speak. Yet, game on she screams, as she hold her head up high. While the only reason she plays at all, passes her right by. Cheap entertainment, can gain someone’s attention. But only for a little while, until they forget to mention. That they left someone behind, someone not so strong at all. A frail and broken warrior, who’s handwriting is on the wall. She has left her mark, her words of how she lost. The only game she has ever played, has came at

Beyond The Blood-stains
The world seems like it’s spinning, and I don’t know where I am. I feel as if I’m stuck, somewhere between the water and the dam. Caught inside a whirlpool, while running out of air. Forced to the bottom, by desperation and despair. Desperate to be heard, losing my grip on reality. Digging myself deeper, into abnormality. Traveling through life, searching for a purpose. Holding my breath as long as it takes, while barely scratching the surface. What have I done to change the lives of other people? Yet somewhere in this haystack, there’s bound to be a needle. Poison has torn my flesh, I’ve felt it coursing through my veins. Yet what have I left behind, beyond the blood-stains? My name is a question, an answer I cannot find. I’ve been all around the world, retraced my bloodline. My existence is a blessing, plagued by the sound. Of my own name, being ran into the ground. For, I do not know me, I am lost without a trace. I’m afraid

This One's For You Jim
Jim, these are my vows to you: I, Kristen, take you, Jim , to be my fubar wedded husband, my loyal friend, my faithful partner and my fubar love from this day forward. In the presence of The Dark Side Lounge, our family and friends, I offer you my fubar vow to be your faithful partner against haters and users, in good times and in bad, and in joy as in well as in sorrow. I promise to love on you, to support you in your fubar goals, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and run with you,forsaking all fuwhores, and to spoil you for as long as we both shall fu. Kristen, these are my vows to you: Today, as I give myself to you, my mind is clear and my commitment is strong. All that I am and all that I have to offer you in love and in joy. Because of you, I laugh, I smile, and I dare to dream again. I join my life to yours. Not merely as your husband, but as your friend, your lover, and you confidant. Let me be the shoulder you lean on, the rock on wh

Dragonflies
Hi I'm new to this site my name is Audrey I'm 46 and single and lovin life but work 3 different jobs so I'm always busy but love to hang out with friends and have a lot of fun ha ha:-)src="http://fubar.com/imgs/emote/Tentative.gif" border=0>

Just Because
Just because my name is white doesnt mean I'm any different then anyone else on here. I asked for things only when I need them. I dont beg for anything unless after weeks of asking I have gotten nowhere. People wonder how to get further in the game. Well it seems you only need a VIP to make it far. I help everyone I can. When asked for family adds even though you have never done a fucking thing for me I add you. Even add other people who were never my friends because you are and ask me to. Do I get anything in return.? Not usually. I do certain things for people. And most times it goes unapreciated. But fuck who cares anyway. I'm not important right? I don't ask for you to talk to me. But if I do something for you then at least acknowlege it. If I do something for you then it means I took my time and thought you were important enough for me to do it. Even money for that matter. If I buy you bling or a VIP or anything else on here it's because I wanted to and I felt like it and you we

Blank Guns
If you want a good blank gun then one should look in to these: http://www.maxarmory.com/replica-guns/front-firing-replica-guns?acc=8f14e45fceea167a5a36dedd4bea2543 They make great guns for training. Showing a loved one how to shoot with out the major dangers of live fire arms. Plus they are good to collect. Maya

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a needyou have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty,to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically,emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are.They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without anywrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person willsay or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimesthey die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and forceyou to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met,our desire fulfilled, their work is done.The prayer you sent up has beenanswered and now it is time to move on.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn hascometo share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or

Laughing At Fools
Why is it that the people who have a lot of money and expensive possesions are 90% of the time a bunch of fat asses who can't fit into a photograph? In the old days a person who worked hard was thin and fit or muscular and fit, they made enough money and were happy. Now you have these children of that past generation, well fed, spoiled, fat and I mean fat. The problem is the system we have is also the problem. They reward these useless people with high paying jobs which are behind a desk. They're non-producers and fat consumers, given the authority to tell people what to do, who get paid a fraction of the fat asses salary. No wonder why this country is failing, but that's good. You see the real brains, the real men and women who see what I see, are in the background preparing to be independant. Call it what you like, call these people names, it won't matter. When the internet fails, your Fubar profile will mean nothing. That's the hilarious part, your dollar is fiat currency and your

Hospital
This is the deal for those that have been asking about my health... I went into the hospital to have an Angiogram October 31st (last month) They found two blockages in my right and left main arteries in my heart...(what a shocker) They said that both arteries were blocked 90% and that I needed to have a triple bypass (open heart surgery) Blew me away....So I will be having my surgery Monday the 4th...I have my laptop with me now, but not sure how much I will be on...I'm sure I won't be on Monday and possibley Tuesday.... Thank you to all that have showen me their love while I have been in the hospital...I miss you all.... Please just bare with me...I'll be back as soon as I can.... Loves and hugs to you all Linda

My Friends
Hi Friend, Sometimes we really Do not take the time to read the lovely comments we receive. Let's see if you read this. Think about it for a minute ... If I show up on your doorstep crying, would you mind? If i call and ask you to pick me up because something happened, Would you come get me? If I had one day left, would you be with me some of that last day? If i need a shoulder to mourn, "Can I have yours? This is a test to see who your real friends or just as you have someone to talk to when bored. You know what is the relationship between your two eyes? They open and close together, move together, mourn together, they see things together and sleep together .. that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief is your peace, your peace is your goal, your goal is heaven, Who is your best friend? Send this to all your good friends. Even me, if I am one of them. See how many recover. If you receive more than 3 then "You really are a

Inside My Own Head
It drags you down , to the center of the earth. As you scream and fight, while griiping the dirt. You get a good handful, but the force is too strong. Its power outweighs, your own. You hear them scream out, the souls of the damned. Yet the one pulling you, is neither beast nor man. It is none other, than your own beating heart. Playing out the regret, that you've torn apart. To allow yourself to sink, would be accepting defeat. So you struggle and fight, to get back to your feet. Even you are capable, of ripping yourself to shreds. I don't fear the boogie man, or the monster under my bed. I fear my own mind, what's inside my own head.

Not A Goodbye But A See You Later
as i sit here in this motel room waiting for court tomorrow and knowing that i'm goin to be doin time for about a year i try not to cry...i have met some amazing wonderful ppl on here that out weigh the superfical just here for the game part of fu.....yes fu is a game but dont forget on the other side of the screen is a real person with real feelings.....we ALL are quick to judge someone and yes even i have...but know that most of the ppl that u so call beg for things are the ones who arent as fortunate as the ones who have bling to constantly run.....i always treat others the way i want to be treated..with respect.....what they say about karma is true..what comes around goes around.....so once just once try helping someone who is asking for it...you'll be surprised how good u feel by doing it....live as if tomorrow isnt promised....love as you've never loved before and laugh because laughter is the best medicine.....may to you who reads this...its just a bunch of rambling but maybe ju

Apples And Wine
Women are like apples on trees. The best ones are at the top of the tree. Must men don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they sometimes take the apples from the ground that aren't as good, but easy. The apples at the top think something is wrong with them, when in rea;ity, they're amazing. They just have to wait for the right man to come along, the one who is brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree. Now men.... men are like fine wine. They begin as grapes, and it's up to women to stomp the shit out of them until they turn into something acceptable to have dinner with.

The Knuckleheads Blog
You get mad at this blog post instead of laughing at yourself. You actually think people like you when they click your Like button. Your profile pic is older than your first child. You talk to your real world friends about Fubar, as if it matters or they care. You get upset when someone using an alias on a website lies to you... You plan a 'photo shoot' for pics to upload to your profile. The music on your profile is the exact setlist the DJ plays in your favorite lounge. You have a favorite lounge. You pose for pics with a guitar or other musical instrument, but cant play a note. You have a morph pic, morphing you into someone that couldnt look any less like you. You think Baby Jesus, is really Jesus. Of all the things you lack or are missing in your life, what you want most is a fu pony. Your wedding pic is photoshopped because youve never met your spouse.

Two Words I Can't Say
Sometimes the smartest things you can do in life, is just play dumb. Pretend you see or feel nothing, as if you are numb. Patterns keep repeating, and it simply hurts to breathe. Still the question why, is all you achieve. For, it doesn't make sense, and it probably never will. So you fake your smile, while at a standstill. I am perceived as crazy, but you see I am sane. Because I don't have to cause anyone sorrow or pain. My own hurt is useless, but it's all that I have. With this throbbing pain in my chest, the knife in my back. I act as if I'm blinded, but my vision is too clear. I see the truth from beyond the blood tears. And it is okay, I am a willing target. There is so much more to me, that the world doesn't get. But I suck it up, as if I don't care. When it hurts every day, and I'm fully aware. Of the bull’s-eye on my flesh, one that can't be wiped clean. A horror film brought to life, through a wide open dream. Cutting jokes, using humor, through all t

High Sorcery
So I am going to start this by stating that I am a Wiccan, and have been reading, and studying on my own for the past 17 or so years of my life. This does cover a lot of different topics, and things from a lot of different authors. I have also been attending pagan gatherings since sometime in early 2004. I have always wanted to learn under another person though, and truly learn the Craft as it was intended to be taught from teacher to student. I now have this oppertunity in my life, and am excited to be learning from someone that holds their Second degree in the Gardenerian tradition of Witchcraft.I have known this person since high school, and college, and recenty asked her if she would consider taking me as a student. After a few days we spoke again, and explained that yes, she would take me as a student. She also explained that she has not done this before, and that she is a bit nervous herself, but that we would work it out. She also explained that it is traditional that a student

Set Him Free
I wrote this poem a long time ago when someone I care VERY much about seemed lost to me...and LUCKILY that person is who he once was and I love him very much!! A mirror stands in front of me, but it's not myself I see. It is YOU, but how can this be? There is a gate, deep inside the mist. You are guiding me, though you do not exist. I'm stopping in my tracks, too afraid to go through. It's a trick, a trap, for this is not you. You are loving, kind, genuine and sweet. Yet the air has me chilled, with ice at my feet. Your face is not projecting, the same light this time. You're jaded and lost, your heart isn't speaking to mine. Whoever you are, you are not him. I will not follow you, you cannot win. Please release him, set him free. Turn him back into the man, I know him to be. Do not reach for my hand, until you let him go. Don't try and trick me, I'll be the first one to know. If it is the real him, or just you in disguise. With only one look, into his eyes. The p

Naughty Bed Time Stories
We are meeting for the first time, we have been waiting months for this to happen and were both as excited as high school kids to see each other. I am flying in from Ottawa to Toronto to meet you. I let you make most of the arrangements and I do not even know where I am staying as the plane touches down in Toronto. I get off the plane and collect my luggage and walk out into the main lobby where people are standing there waiting for people with signs I start to look for a sign with my name on it but instead I see a incredibly attractive woman holding a sign that just simply says m. n. l . Since this my pet name for you I guess that it is you. I walk up to you and drop my bags and wrap my arms around you I a tight embrace and give you a long hot kiss. We just stay there kissing for a longtime until were both almost passing out from lack of oxygen. You take my hand and lead me out of the airport. You speak for the first time since I got there and all you say is we need to get to the room

Life Or Something Like It
I can feel it sliding just inside my skull like a living thing, caressing the inner pieces of bone. I can feel it coursing through my veins like a scared rabbit, pounding feet trampling my heart as they fly by. It tastes like copper, tainting the edges of my cracking tongue. It's in my fingers, in my thoughts; it's in my ears echoing sounds that aren't officially there. I can see it in the glittery field of my vision. Like lightbursts behind closed lids, pressing me into an abyss. The insanity leaks in the cracks, slipping into my conscious, twisting and turning everything it touches with silent, malicious intent. Whispering, picking, biting its way into my thoughts until sanity is but a thread away and unraveling swiftly. I can feel the claws of it prickling down the back of my neck, into my spine. I can feel them through every bone of my body, taking hold and grasping until the bone begins to splinter. Everything in me is screaming with it, begging for it all to just come to a halt.

Cancer
Sarabeth is scared to deathTo hear what the doctor will sayShe hasn't been wellSince the day that she fellAnd the bruise, it just won't go awaySo she sits and she waits with her mother and dadFlips through an old magazineTill the nurse with a smileStands at the doorAnd says will you please come with meSarabeth is scared to deathCause the doctor just told her the newsBetween the red cells and whiteSomething's not rightBut we're gonna take care of youSix chances in ten it won't come back againWith the therapy were gonna tryIt's just been approvedIt's the strongest there isI think we caught it in timeSarabeth closes her eyesAnd she dreams she's dancingAround and around without any caresAnd her very first love is holding her closeAnd the soft wind is blowing her hairSarabeth is scared to deathAs she sits holding her momCause it would be a mistakeFor someone to takeA girl with no hair to the promFor, just this morning right there on her pillowWas the cruelest of any surpriseAnd she cried wh

I Love Installing Printers
Dear Kodak support personnel. I would like to thank you for being about as intelligent as Hewlet Packard when it comes to setting up consumers new printers. I don't want to go into detail about my HP experience but as soon as I remember when I put that blog online I will be adding this one right below it.To start, I recently purchased this "Office hero 6.1" printer because I thought it looked nice with it's fancy wifi, cloud print, fax "as if I would ever use that option, but I liked that it has it" capability's. Upon plugging this machine in, navigating with ease though the menu system, and connecting it to my wireless network, I assumed that would be the hardest part.I attempted to print some random thing to see how well it works out, and my machine "Windows 7 64bit Ultimate, Dual core 1.66Gig with 8 gigs of ram" tells me I need to install drivers. Well I assumed I would not need the CD that came with the device "as I did not with my HP nightmare" so when I am told I need drivers I i

Racing
It was a pretty good year for me got to drive different classes...made my 13th year racing. Honestly starting to get a little burnt out with all the long nights working on em and bullshit that comes with racing people wanting to fight etc. But, in all I dont think that I could really give it up, I have a passion for dirt track raicng like no other! Good times good friends different type of people when you go to a dirt track there more like a family than anything,the smell of that 110 octane,the beautiful sight of dirt being thrown beating and banging, going in a corner wide open throwing it sideways along side 2-3 other cars a addrenline rush that no drug will never get you.

Tears
Sorry i had to play a little switchfoot. Not here not there but i can switchfeet Sit down and take a seat It can be neat Sit down you can feel the heat I'll serve it to you upbeat.. Sit down and take a seat again I can show you a begginging My friend A beginning or perhaps an ending. Sit down and keep taking a seat (y)

Obama
I think our president is out to destroy the USA. He has done nothing to help and Obamacare is causing people to lose there insurance or it goes way up! He ia a Muslim sympithzer and maybe a musilim his self. He sent 20 F 11 jet fighters & 30 Abrams tanks to Egypt,a Muslim run country! He has said 24 times" If you like you health care plan you can keep it!" That is a lie! He want's to drop sanctions against Iran and they are close to having an atom bomb. This guy wont talk with anybody about how to change things to help, it's his way or no way! The sooner he is Impeached the better! He keeps yes men and women all around him.Steps on Congrass and the Amercian people. He just don't care and the sooner he is gone the from this world the better!! Have you lost you're insurance yet, or, has it went up?

Erotic Tail
I opened her mouth slightly to let her tounge slip in, the bittersweet taste of booze and soda fill my scences. I moans as our tounges danced for what seems like a long time, I pushed her down on her back and wraped my legs around her small waist. I could feel my inner tighs heat up with passion and lust, I grabed her shirt and pulled it up over her head letting her breathe for a second before closeing my mouth with hers again. "Should we do this?" She whispered through kisses. "I don't care, I have wanted you for so very long." I release her mouth and start licking a nibbling her neck and ear. I pulled her up just get release her breast from the contents of her bra she moaned my name. It filled me with such a feeling, I then continued my search of those sweet pink nipples I have craved for, for so long. I licked it at first to hear the reaction I got was more than enough for me I enclosed my mouth suckling listening to her hiss and moan in sweet pleasure. I sucked hard and used

I Hope It Was Worth It
I have done a lot of soul searching through the passing of the years..and yes..I am proud of my body and I take care of it...and the respectful compliments are always nice to hear...but some take it to extremes...ok ALOT take it to extremes and that's the downside...I used to be gullible and naive and buy into EVERYTHING people would say...I wanted to believe them..but hard life lessons has taught me that the majority of people...well they just suck and are out for what they can benefit by telling you everything you wanna hear...so I choose not to listen anymore...this place is a game...but the REAL people playing it are not...sometimes things take you by surprise and effect you in a way that you never dreamed they would...and that is wat happened to me...I was taken by surprise and it has affected my REAL life so I am kinda in fu's debt for that... I witness so many people's emotions and head's being messed with..all just to play the game...and I am no exception...I let my guard down

Define This Word For Me
Finding the meaning, behind the word friend. Is a lifelong journey, that doesn't seem to end. Friends are supposed, to have each other’s back. Not wait for it to be turned, then attack. The roles are reversed, but I've played the game before. I seen it coming, predicted it, but I wasn't quite sure. I gave this one more room, I was blinded and weak. Fearing the words, I was hoping to never speak. Lies are destruction, even ones not meant to be. For how do you know, if they are innocent completely? That's it, you do not, with a lie you can't tell. Putting your belief, in an unwritten tale. But when a person captures a lie, in black and white. That's when you are no longer blinded, have seen the light. Even though you heard them tell many lies, to the ones that they love. Yet, you let your guard down, unaware of. The boundaries they'd cross, the limits they'd reach. An unwritten contract, they seem to have breached. For, friendship is emotions intertwined. A

My Blog
Its Funny how he thinks I am breaking down in tears and shit hate to burst his bubble but I am not! If anything I am just as happy as I was and not cutting myself or anything because him being an evil jerk is something I am just use to. So hate to burst ur bubble Chris but u aren't hurting me anymore and I sure as hell ain't hurting myself over something not worth hurting myself over plus he is just a liar! Peace, Love, and Happiness Forever

Sometimes I Just Wanna Slap My Mother In The Face
I hope that my englisch writing as normal looks; forgive me i'm dutch.But I think that I was 9 or 10 years old when I have it for the first time in my life; I want to give my mother a slap in the face! She did realy nothing wrong, my parents give me a normal childhood, no violence etc; but she can irrittate me just with how she is, how she puts her T-shirt on, or even say the word t-shirt so stupid that I wanna hit her; Ofcourse I never do that untill now, i never do I love my mom!!She's great, she knows about my weed smoking habbit, she know i love to party en drink en xtc sometimes, she's cool, sometimes to worried, and she gives me a lot off stuff, groceries nice things every week!! She's realy the best and I adore her. BUT SOMETIMES I HAVE THAT FEELING AGAIN THAT I JUST WANT TO SLAP HER ON THE FACE AND THINK SHUT UP WOMAN!!! I just wandering ám I the only one or do you reconice?

Why Am I Here?
Why am I here?....that's a question I already know the answer to...I am here for the same reason as everyone else...to fill a void that is missing in my life...no matter your relationship status or employment scale..everyone lacks something and will search for whatever it takes to find that missing link...perhaps it is time...boredom...skimming for free pics...or a deeper reasoning...it's all the same...I have learned a lot from this place...some lessons I would rather not have learned at all but all of them has taught me something...masking who you really are to drown out your problems accomplishes nothing...it is just a quick fix to a problem that is still there...no matter how hard you try to be someone you are not...the real you is still there....just in hiding...the real world is still around you and once the screen shuts down...you have no choice but to return to who you really are issues and all...the virtual world enables a person to forget...to escape from reality...even thoug

Redmist
My heart is in limbo, Awaiting a home, Im not single, Yet im alone, My love is in another plaxe, Yet to touch him, Kiss his face, Given love if pure devotion, Separated by an icean. Online-love aucks sometimes :(

Our Mothers
my mom has suffer with her illness in 2 years now, she is in ICU, I have this feeling her time is coming to leave this earth, though the good and the bad,she is still my mom. dealing with alot of mix emotions and learning to have strengthand excepting the fact that she be gone soon, life is too short,learning to appericate life alot more and show my compassion to others. just think about it, we all have one mother and many fathers. just wanted to say to my mom thank you for giving my life on this earth.

About Me
Yeahh I feel like i kinda failed a bunch the past 10-15 years of my life. Sucks cause I really don't want to live the rest of my life struggling with basic needs. I have a plan and Idk if its a good one, I've always had this urge to sell all my shit, put whats left in a nice sturdy dependable car, and then see how far I make it away from here. I have no idea what I'd end up doing or what I would even do with myself, but thats kind of the point. I've been hung up here too long, I just have to hang on 5 more months and I'l be free to do this. Have to play my cards right...