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What are you waiting for?
I'm drowning in so much pain right now
I want the last 6 months of my life back
I gave you all that I could
I tore down my wall to let you in
Let you see the most vulnerable part of me
I fell in love with you
Even though I keep telling myself no don't do it
I want to fight!
Fight for us
But you will not let me
You will not talk to me
An it's killing me
I crave your touch
Your warm words
The security I felt from you
Now I'm drowing with no life vest
Where do I go from here
How do I move on
When I'm still so deeply in love with you
so on Tuesday I go in for my 20 week ultrasound and I will be finding out the sex of my baby and that night when I get home Ill be telling the rest of my friends and family that I am having a baby, with everything that happen between the time of finding out about this pregnancy and then being unceremoniously dumped by my boyfriend of a year, I never felt the right time to tell them that I am pregnant but now that I half way there I now feel comfortable on telling this is how I plan on telling them an would love some impute on how it sounds
The last 13 weeks have been the hardest in my life but all at the same time been one of the most happiest. I had to look deep inside myself on what I was going to do, what will be the best for me and for Alanha but I know that I made the right choice for all of us, Both Alanha and I are happy to tell everyone that she will be a big sister! I am expatiating a baby _______ Named _____ ______ S/he is due February 11, 2014
The baby father is my ex-boyfriend Eric J and to date has not been part of this pregnancy since I was 7 weeks pregnant, I never expected to be doing this alone with out the who I thought was the love of my life an who I would be spending the rest of it him raising a family together. But I must move on and not look back on the past and regret nothing, but look to the future and what will come for my little family of 3 and be the best mother for them
