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Meow
I hate being home. All of my friends from highschool are gone, and I haven't been able to talk to them since highschool. Where did they all go? I guess that's what I get for having only antisocial misfits as friends. But everyone else from my town is too rich, and way too spoiled for my liking. But I am able to find them at least, even though I don't want to spend time with those people. Besides not having any friends and being all alone, I'm at home with my family. I never liked home very much, too much yelling and fighting from all members of the family. I'm a quite guy, and I like my envirnment to be quite. At least I'm only here for a couple more weeks. On a side note: You scored as Chains/Handcuffs. Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Chai

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Why Me
how do you stop from loving. How do you just rip out your heart to keep from hurting anymore. Why cann't i throw my emotions away. how does a 32 year old cope with her first heart ache. I never love my ex-husband this much. I though by now he would be gone out of my head. heart and soul but he still everywhere i turn. Do I need to just up and run away. hide from the world like my mome and dad keep me from. please someone stop the pain i don't want to cry no more. u came to me no need in fighting what my heart was saying for i knew i want you! Fallen for you was the easy part your hair, your eyes the crow feet around your eyes. your smile, you tone of your voice. fallen for you was the easy part not think ahead. want to give you all that i have to offer Fallen for you was the easy part not think ahead give you my love Looking in so open hearted love you for who you are. fallen for you was the easy part not thinking ahead given you my

300
300Add to My Profile | More Videos This is a visually impressive movie. The acting is good across the board with Gerard Butler standing well above the rest. He portrays the Spartan King Leonidas with an intensity well suited for the part. There's plenty of action, blood, gore and drama for a movie we already know the ending to before it begins. I highly recommend seeing this movie but leave the children at home.

Wow!!!
as a transgendered girl, i alwayus thought people would shy away from me,but here i have made some really great freinds,and thats what i have always wanted.so when you see me just treat me like the rest of the girls.thanks

Ghost Rider
Ghost Rider Movie TrailerAdd to My Profile | More Videos This movie is a decent adaptation of the Marvel Comics title. It lays the basic storyline for potential sequels. The action is decent, the acting is passable. Nicholas Cage does a good job. I recommend you seeing this at a matinee price.

Prettynylonpantygirl
I am: I am stripper at Pink Poodle in San Jose on Bascom and Interstate 280. Sexy Secretary too!!! I love: Nice, handsome men, that bend over backwards to please me. I do a lot of working out, I love the movies, mostly dramas. I absolutely love Val Kilmer. I love wearing sexy silky nylon mini dresses with nylons and high heels. I have a curvy figure 42FF, bust, 32 inch waist, 42 inch hips, and of course a really firm bubble butt, that sticks out.Not to brag but I have a pretty nice everything, if you know what I mean. My Boobs are naturally large, small waist, and I have a really nice thighs, calves and really pretty feet. I love men who are handsome and extra nice. Plus I really love public displays of affection!!! I am not the type of girl that goes for Bad boys, who don’t treat women with respect. Nice Guys finish first, especially with me. I am a born again Christian. Okay, I love attention from nice men, I get a lot of it at work, and the grocery store, and at the

Forestrjx
Alone for 7 days Aside form riding my bike (no, not the kind with pedals) What else is happing this weekend in Dallas? Like at The Church or something/somewhere else? Before you ask why I am posting a half azzed itinerary, I am looking for someone to hang/party with a little, maybe meet at or near one of these locations (marked with *). *Sunday: I may go for a ride with the Dallas Honda Riders Club, but that is up in the air for me. Monday OPEN *Tuesday: I Plan to do Babydolls off 157 in Fort Worth maybe. Wednesday OPEN Thursday OPEN Gotta do the family thing next Friday or Saturday (depends) Anyone in Dallas Area have any ideas of something fun to do? LOL, HELP! Send suggestions to forestrj@forestrj.com if you like (the more private kind of suggestions ;P ) For those interested, I have updated my site ( www.forestrj.com ) with a new digital art piece. Just click the Personal Site, and hit Forest's Sketches (http://www.forestrj.com/sketch.htm) if you want the direct U

Friends
I was all giddy tonight, and happy...now i'm just blah...and it's sucky. I just wish sometimes that I still had crazy girl friends like I did back in high school. Someone to go out and be crazy with. I mean, not all the time. Just someone around to be close to. A best Friend I guess you could say. I had one, like a year ago or something. And then something happened and she stopped talking to me. That's what happened in High School... I don't know, I guess I'm just missing that female connection. My husband is great, but a women needs females....darn it! My Mother in law can only do so much seriously, and I'm not close to my family. So I don't really have anyone and I guess that's y I am all depressed and sad tonight....I don't think this made any sense...but oh well.

Roxy
->Suicide lo...: LMFAO...go back and read it from the beginning..oh my god!lmfao Suicide lo...: Well go ahead, take the convo too...why stop at tracks? lol ->Suicide lo...: i'm gonna have to paste this convo on my note pad ->Suicide lo...: oh shit....that was too much! Suicide lo...: hell yeah. ->Suicide lo...: LMFAO really!! ->Suicide lo...: lol Suicide lo...: lol well rip my tracks anytime you want, just be gentle, Im not really into anything rough. ->Suicide lo...: being a service to me...lmfao Suicide lo...: Why thank you. And stop what? lol ->Suicide lo...: good music ->Suicide lo...: stop Suicide lo...: lol Its perfectly ok! I am glad I could be of service to you lol. ->Suicide lo...: I ripped the shit outta your tracks....is that okay? (I hope!)

Music News
Boston lead singer found dead in his home WASHINGTON (Reuters) -- Brad Delp, the lead singer of the 1970s and '80s rock band Boston was found dead at his home in southern New Hampshire on Friday, local police said. Delp, 55, apparently was home alone and there was no indication of foul play, Atkinson, New Hampshire, police said. With Delp's big, high-register voice, Boston scored hits with "More Than a Feeling," "Long Time," and "Peace of Mind." The band's popularity peaked in the late 1970s, but it remained active off and on, producing its last album "Corporate America" in 2002. Delp was born in Boston, Massachusetts, and bought his first guitar at age 13 after seeing the Beatles on the Ed Sullivan Show, according to his Web site. Since 1994, he spent his spare time working in a tribute band called Beatle Juice, the band's Web site said. The band's Web site carried a statement, "We've just lost the nicest guy in rock and roll." Hey hey hey Gang Just wanted u a

Jim Morrison
When he said people are Strange. The following is a conversation I had on Cherrytap tonight with a lady who read my blog about what I want in a relationship. By the way I didn't write it read it and thought it sounded good. Sweetcream: hey stryder i loved the blog it was nice and i do agree with you on that ok. but wait on god ok sweetie god has someone for everyone ok you just havnt found the right women for you yet ok but in gods timing you will ok. just be patient if your saved and you love and serve god which you probably dont but jesus loves you anyhow ok he will give you a real nice women who is a match to you ok in jis timing ill pray for you and that god will bless you with someone you are compatible with ok. dont worry youll find someone for you before jesus comes if its gods will for you to be with someone and get married hopefully one day ok what i mean by that is marriage is a ministry and marriage isnt for everyone ok. but ill be keeping you in my daily prayers ok

Single Again!!
My duaghter informs me that she will be babysitting every weekend. That means I can entertain on the weekends. YAY!! Aren't there any singles in the Boise area on this site? My teen daughter is gone for the night and I don't have anyone to go out with tonight. That sucks. I need to find a weekend playmate. Shane

Attention
Ok My List has grown and gotten a bit BIG and there are SOME people On it, I Maybe met once and then Never heard from them again~! IF you Would Like to Stay Please Let Me Know.:) Because i got Most of these people who Added me and then i dont See them on for Months At a time!! Are they just "Collecting" friends??

Littleb
Never Argue with a WomanOne morning, the husband returns the boat to their lakeside cottageafter several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap.Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boatout. She motors out a short distance, anchors, puts her feet up, andbegins to read her book.The peace and solitude are magnificent.Along comes a Fish and Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongsidethe woman and says, 'Good morning, Ma'am. What are youdoing?'"Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, isn't that obvious?)"You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her."I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading.""Yes, but I see you have all the equipment. For all I know you couldstart at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up.""If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says thewoman."But I haven't even touched you," says the Game Warden."That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you couldstart at any mom

Lost Soul
well it almost 11pm tongith, and im so exhausted its not funny.// i find myself sneezing and snifling, trying to keep myself from going crazy .... i didnt go to work today because of it, i slept for a big portion of the day... at least i feel better than i did though... any advice on previous blog would be gladdly taken by me.. night yall I broke down at work today, so bad that I cried with someone on the phone. This I can't do at this job so left. I still find myself torn in what was told to me today. My feelings just torn out of my heart and my head with thoughts of pain and suffering, and loneliness. I hate it. I hate the feelings I get and the way I act when I get them. I feel like screaming, screaming at the top of my lungs, screaming at the people I know and the people I care about. My feeling of my past are ghosts and they haunt me and wont leave me alone. Flying through my head screaming at me telling me I'm horrible that I'm nothing, that I didn't

Trying To Make Friends
EVEN THOUGH I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND(AND SHE IS ALSO ON HERE TOO SINCE I JOINED), I WOULD LIKE TO MAKE SOME FRIENDS BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE I DON'T HAVE THAT MANY BECAUSE I DON'T SMOKE, DON'T DO DRUGS AND RARELY DO I DRINK ALCOHOL AND BECAUSE OF ME BEING DISABLED WITH CEREBRAL PALSY, I HAVE AND WILL DO MY BEST TO BE A GOOD FRIEND BUT I WILL NOT COMPROMISE MYSELF BY DOING ILLEGAL DRUGS AT ALL, THAT IS NOT ME. I HAVE A SENSE OF HUMOR AS LONG AS IT DON'T HURT ANYONE'S FEELINGS BECAUSE I HAVE HAD MINE HURT WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND I'LL BE DAMNED IF I DO THAT TO ANYONE ELSE AND IF PEOPLE CAN'T HANDLE IT THAT I AM DISABLED OR PHYSICALLY CHALLENGED WITH CEREBRAL PALSY, IT'S NOT MY PROBLEM, IT'S THAT OTHER PERSONS THOUGH. JUST BECAUSE I HAVE A DISABILITY DOESN'T MAKE ME ANY LESS OF A HUMAN BEING, I DO HAVE FEELINGS LIKE EVERYONE ELSE ON EARTH HERE.

Subliminal Lies
So, here we are, once again upon the proverbial 'silly season', and things are just as silly as ever. From the personal aspects of life, with one thing and another, it is what it is, and from the outside world. It's getting stranger than ever. It's been getting that way for awhile now, for the last, oh, i don't know, thirty years or more. Hell, since the beginning of the big bang, maybe. I don't know, I'm not that old, nor is anyone else I know. Days like this, I wish I had the longevity and memory of DEATH. The

Boobs & Behinds
i was referred to ct by a close friend and therefore logged on. she neglected to tell me that ct is myspace on speed. i'm still trying to figure it all out, but it's kinda cool. one thing i have to say is that i've never in my life seen so many boobs and so much ass, and this is odd because i have had both for a very long time. i was told that myspace was the site for singles, but truly i think ct overrates that site by far if your looking to get laid. see, i've got enough shit in my life to deal with, i don't really want some strange guy telling me they like my personality when they've never met me in person. just to clarify, i am the bitch and the ice queen. on the other hand if you want a friend, someone to razz-throw insults back and forth to, that would be me. i like to joke around and have fun, and i'm a faithful friend. hope to hear from someone on this!!

Cynical And Beautiful
It fits. And I had this name before I ever heard the song! Dizzy - Goo Goo Dolls You're cynical and beautiful You always make a scene You're monochrome delirious You're nothing that you seem I'm drowning in your vanity Your laugh is a disease You're dirty and you're sweet You know you're everything to me Chorus: Everything you are Falls from the sky like a star Everything you are Whatever ever you are I wanna kick at the machine That made you piss away your dreams And tear down at your defences Till there's nothing there but me You're angry when your beautiful Your love is such tease I'm drowning in your dizzy noise I wanna feel you scream Chorus The 3 loves of my life, my boys. The husband, who has been there through EVERYTHING! The son, who is still new to us, but is our commitment and we love him. And the cat, bastard. Lol. I've got my own little Holy Trinity going on!

Me Who I Am
Check out this MySpace MP3 Player! well lets just say i have found love but in all the wrong places im a good man that would do anythinging for anyone but i just want to feel love like i love so if u got my nummber check me out k love ya all . Well we all went out the bar on friday n this weekens started bad i bought this girl a drink and well this big guy wantb to fight cause i bought her a drink and he wasnt even her man but o well shit happens. Saterday i played in a pool tour and i ended 4th one place out of the money(dam) Sunday not much happend i just spent the day with my sis and my brother-in-law well that was weekend hope all had a good weekend.

Born With A Broken Heart
Thought I had the answer, this time I had found a way, to heal all the pain, for awhile it slipped away, but came back with a vengence, hitting harder then before, I shoulda known better, been down that cold hard road before, but you had all the right moves, you always knew just what ta say, I look back in amazement, at how smooth you made ya play, there is no future, in believein in a dream, it's just something that ya born with, your gonna die that way, there is no treatment, they will never find a cure, thats just the way it is when ya, Born With A broken Heart... Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

"v" Word Of The Day
Vanity definately my favorite sin(hope i dont go to hell for that)of the seven. as well as my favorite "V" word of the day. some may find me "cocky" or maybe "over confident". nah... lets just call it "convinced".....:p

Forums
yup. We've finally snapped that last vine, I cant do it anymore, nor do i think its heathly for both of us I understand why you wont let me take Jadein I dont exactly have anywhere for her to go, I dont think that any thing we do will fix this mess so yes i am leaving. You better raise her right and you BETTER TELL HER THE TRUTH i left for our health, She doesnt need to be around us when all we do is fight I knew i shouldnt have moved to Maine cuz the only reason ill leave her here is cuz your family will help you but if we were still in Ny your ass woulda been the one leaving forcably or on your own accord I BETTER NEVER HEAR HER SAY YOU TOLD HER I DONT LOVE HER CUZ I WILL find you and.. ill leave that thought there cuz it is defently NSFW jadein will always be my heart i wish you would see that and maybe oneday youll call me and say come get her cuz if i was strong enough to stand up to you and your family she would be in my care only you need help and i do mean prof

The Game
you play the game and play your part... and hide the truth thats in your heart... no one must see the way u feel... how alone u are the truth is real... a smiles that goes not to the eyes... to many hurts to many lies... another lonely rainy night... u went away now nothings right... your world is now all "pretend"... your aching heart just doesnt end... wondering where u are tonight... if u are happy and allright... no more laughter soulful tears... left all alone to face my fears... was i so easy to forget? tell me how i havent yet...

A Gentle Goodbye
do i believe the words that fall sweetly from your lips...? am i blinded by the memory of those gentle finger tips...? you say that you are sorry that you made me cry... sorry you broke my heart and made me want to die... your pleading words now fall on disbelieving ears... I have heard them all before and they always end with tears... you say that you "need" me.... but what exactly is your need? another chance to hurt me and see if i still "bleed"? you know i have a gentle heart and i'm not good at saying "NO"... but i know if i say "yes" one day again you'll go.... life teaches us hard lessons some things never change... no matter how hard you try some things remain the same...

Trophy
please do not need me... for i have naught to give... some days i have to reach... for the will to live... there is a barren wasteland... that used to be a heart... residing deep inside of me... before it was torn apart... was i ever really loved?... or was i just posessed?... a trinket and a plaything... just like all the rest... a "trophy" on a shelf... til u had need of me... my pain is now a badge... for all the world to see...

The Military
The Military The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus lette

Imperfections
if only we were all blind.... a better world it would be... imperfections wouldnt matter... for those no one would see... we'd only see the inner beauty... that resides deep within... not like the world we live in... where imperfections are a "sin"... like hearts would join together... a marriage of like souls... staying youthful wouldnt matter... for hearts do not grow old... but alas its not that perfect world... so perfection is our quest... time stands still for no one... so we just have to do our best... there will always be someone... more beautiful and young... or more muscular and handsome... and even more "well-hung"... but to the one who really loves you... all that matters not... because seeing thru their eyes... you'll always be "young and HOT" !!

Friend In Need
ok everybody my best friend is new to cherrytap and needs some help raising her cherry.if you have any advise or can help her out please do it....thanks for everything Heres her page. http://cherrytap.com/user/622055

Sex Sex Party Party
i like me a girl that loves black and loves to play rough if you are one then message me later sex and partys are a drug but this ype of drug gives you a speacal high if you know what i me so come in pass the booze and go crazy when the lights go out we can have even more fun then we do in the day

Shorty's Life
WooooHoooo! Yup, you read it right... My divorce was approved and finalized today... January 24th!!!! I didn't think this day would ever come! I'm so happy!!! Life is good... Full of Happiness... cemetary, dark and quiet death is waiting near shadows dance with devils the night brings out the fear the devils stop their dance they all stare in awe... the Lady has awakened the only sound a crow's caw she slips between the tombs of love thats gone and dead of memories of her past of the life she loved and led damn them all to hell she screamed in her mind i was never one of them never of their kind through the graves she made her way just as she did every day to a little grave small and unique her daughters grave the one they named monique only and infant, taken away life gone into the ground the mother, gone crazy with sorrow, she drowned now she walks alone this cemetary at night gaurding these stones knowing she's right life is gone, still she

Hi Guys.....
Hi Guys...thought i had been disconnected..cos i changed direct debits...found out its a fault BTs end...been off a week back now...love to all... Hi Guys..im really sorry i havnt been around...I was made bancrupt on the 23rd of Feb....its really been a major ordeal and worry..luckily i've managed to hang onto most of my stuff...especially my puter...i didnt have a clue what was gonna happen....the stress brought me down to my knees and i was quite poorly for a while...which aint like me...im normally a fighter lol...however what i wanted to say was thank you to all the people that have carried on visiting my page and leaving comments...love ya all guys....hopefully Shaz will be back to normal soon.... xxxx

Always
I remember now, I let it slip my mind, that love is the one thing, I will never find, I must have got lost, in the dreams we shared, what was I thinking? that you realy cared?, I will ALWAYS Love You, that will never change, I'll be here for you, till the end of time, if you ever need me, just drop a dime, I'm on my way I won't be too far away, all you have to do, is let me know, there is no ends, to what I would do for you, I would walk through hell, fight the devil too, just to let you know, I'll be right here, waiteing for you, your in my heart, part of my soul, I WILL LOVE YOU ALWAYS... Bon Jovi - AlwaysMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Joke Time, We All Need A Laugh! Please Comment And Rate Ty!
You Know You're Too Stressed If... You can achieve a "Runner's High" by sitting up. The Sun is too loud. Trees begin to chase you. You begin to explore the possibility of setting up an I.V. drip solution of espresso. You wonder if brewing is really a necessary step for the consumption of coffee. You can hear mimes. You say the same sentence over and over again, not realizing that you have said it before. You believe that if you think hard enough, you can fly. Things become "Very Clear." You ask the drive-thru attendant if you can get your order to go. You say the same sentence over and over again, not realizing that you have said it before. You begin speaking in a language that only you and Chanelers can understand. The less sense matter and matter is more than sense. You and Reality file for divorce. You can skip without a rope. It appears that people are speaking to you in binary code.

Sharing Love
REAL FRIEND TEST! This is GOOD..I expect it back too! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'vegetable drawer' with his or her foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real

Faithfully
At times when I'm empty, you always fill my life with love, giveing me the hope, I need to face another day, always you say the right things, as if you see into my soul, I will love you always, never let you go, you are the only reason, I can go on at times, promise to always love you, your forever apart of me, this promise I make to you, Faithfully... Journey - FaithfullyMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Parte'
What sucks the most is when you think your life is going so well and then out of no where something comes and knocks you down. whether the at something is sickness or losing your good friends. unfortunatley it is both for me. i had some really close friends and then out of nowhere the phone you call keeps ringing to the answer machine or they hang up on you cuz they are to busy to say hi for a minute or their phone calls to you never come. it sucks cuz this happens to me all the time and my dumb ass keeps letting it happen. i try to spend time with them but with being sick and working the graveyard shift my day is busy but at least i try. i just hope things only go up from here. If you like to party and you are in the camden county area message me and i will let you know where.

How To Eat A Gina
Sex 101: How To Eat a gina! Hey, I have a lot of respect for all you guys who like to eat pussy because there are too few of you out there. And I'm not the only woman who says this. Furthermore, some of you guys who are giving it the old college try are not doing too well, so maybe this little lesson will help you out. When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most guys can fuck, and those who can usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made. Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down b

Off Color Jokes
A foursome is waiting on the men's tee while another foursome of ladies is hitting from the ladies' tee. The ladies are taking their time, when finally the last lady is ready to hit the ball. She hacks it 10 feet; goes over to it, whiffs it; and then hacks it maybe another 10 feet; and then hacks it another 5 feet. She looks up at the men who are watching and says apologetically, "I guess all those Fucking lessons I took this winter didn't help." One of the men immediately replies, "Well, there you have it lady. You should have taken Golf lessons instead." Father Murphy walks into a pub in Donegal, and says to the first man he meets, "Do you want to go to heaven?" The man said, "I do Father." The priest said, "Then stand over there against the wall." Then the priest asked the second man, "Do you want to got to heaven?" "Certainly, Father," was the man's reply. "Then stand over there against the wall," said the priest. Then Father Murphy walked up to O'Toole and

Sinister Fairy
I see her all the time. Her flowing dress as she rounds the corner. The glow of a candle. But I hear her footsteps sometimes at night, And her voice singing some sad love song that makes me want to cry. The secret sypmpathy the silver link the silken tie with heart to heart and mind to mind In body and soul can bind. To have my satin butterfly in my arms again To feel her body close to mine to caress her touch her make her mine To touch her in places that no one else has ever touched To stroke her hair to have it fall around us when we make love To look into eyes and see my future To be wanted ~~ by him To be kissed ~~ by him To have an orgasm~~ by him From shadows into sunshine As I promised to take you To the special places in My private and public world But most importantly I want to Show you the absolute power Of love. Just how long can I Continue to ignore these logic- Crushing urges and t

For Me By You
Brandy, I never told you how I truly feel Hiding my feelings is far from ideal Brandy, my dear sweetheart I really feel my life did just start With our love combined everything is in reach Seeing the sun go under at the beach I think we are the perfect match You are the greatest catch Our life together has just begun We fit together, like the moon and the sun Eternal bliss is where I'm bound In your arms is where it's found All of you is what I need I count the hours until my love is freed Bye bye, my love I hope you enjoyed this letter, at least kind of another poem for me by: Irishmouse25@ CherryTAP You are always on my mind Here you will find my thoughts, outlined Brandy, my dear sweetheart I will always carry you within my heart Brandy, you are unbelievably beautiful Not having met you earlier makes me feel like a fool The moment I saw you my heart was sold I dream that together we will grow old Brandy, you mean so much to me Being with yo

Secrets
The sun was very warm to Mary's barely covered flesh. The colors fromt he stained glass window danced over her skin. She held her head straight and gazed forward, but slightly downward. Mary noticed several others like her in various parts of the room. They were all different shapes, sizes, and colors. Some adorn more clothig than she. "Oh dear. I hope I do my Lady proud. If I am not picked, what will She do to me?" Mary thought to herself. She took a dep breath to calm herself. She knew that if her Lady could sense the worriedness radiate from her, then others would to. A gong sound came from the left side of the room. It echoed loudly in the stone chamber. She heard a wooden door creek on its hinges as it opened. Then Mary heard a group of footsteps on the wooden floor as They entered the room. "This must be the ones here to choose." she thought to herself. She took aother deep breath and reminded herself of the kind words that her Lady had spoke to her before leaving

The Power Of A Man
*** THE POWER OF A MAN *** Power of Man A man has the power to love a woman in a way that she has never been loved, and yet hurt her with the same intensity. A man has the power to treat a woman like a queen then turn around and make her wish she was never born. A man has the power to make a woman cry with happiness and joy, then turn around and make her cry with hurt and anger. A man has the power to let a woman feel free and wanted, but also feel disgusted and unworthy. A man has the power to look a woman in her face and tell her he loves her, but turn around and sleep with her best friend. A man has the power to make you fall in love with him within days, and hate him within minutes. During sex a man has the power to make a woman feel like she's in heaven, and afterwards makes her feel like a whore. A man has the power to change a woman from having goals, To living out his goals instead of her own. Why is it that men have such power? They have so muc

8 Dumb Things Men Believe About Sex
AS PART OF MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION I AM GONNA ATTEMPT TO EDUCATE SOME OF THE MEN ON MY LIST ABOUT WOMEN...lol...NO THIS DOESNT REFER TO ALL OF YOU..BUT MAYBE U MIGHT LEARN SOMETHING TODAYS LESSON~ 8 DUMB ASS THINGS MEN BELIEVE ABOUT SEX.... True story~ I know one guy that told me women have to take a tampon out to pee....no joke....my friends 28 yr old brother asked her if a uterus was an organ or just an "empty space" where a baby could fit....my buddy Dan (who is 33 I might add) INSISTS that the G-spot and the clitoris is the same thing...LMFAO..sorry dan..apparently about 99% of men didnt pay attention in sex ed...so here we go.... 1. THE LONGER I KEEP AT IT, THE MORE SATISFIED SHE'LL BE. um..not necessarily. Some women like quickies and enjoy that...longer isnt necessarily better...which is probably good news for some of you..LMFAO 2. WOMEN NEVER WANT MEANINGLESS SEX. Sometimes chicks are just horny, like you!! lol...Please consider this a possibility. Most of us upfr

Mythical Creature
Your Famous Last Words Will Be: "So, you're a cannibal." What Will Your Famous Last Words Be? You Are a Chimera You are very outgoing and well connected to many people. Incredibly devoted to your family and friends, you find purpose in nurturing others. You are rarely alone, and you do best in the company of others. You are incredibly expressive, and people are sometimes overwhelmed by your strong emotions. What Mythological Creature Are You?

I'm This Girl
1 - I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you. 2 - I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant. 3 - I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you. 4 - I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you. 5 - I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms. 6 - I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me. 7 - I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss. 8 - I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything. 9 - I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and will remember each one. 10 - I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friend

Girls Vs Grown Ass Women
GIRLS VS GROWN WOMEN Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. Grown Women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits. Girls want to control the man in their life. Grown women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling. Girls check you for not calling them. Grown women are too busy to realize you hadn't. Girls are afraid to be alone. Grown women revel in it - using it as a time for personal growth. Girls ignore the good guys. Grown women ignore the bad guys. Girls make you come home. Grown women make you want to come home. Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. Grown women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man. Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e. don't want him hanging with his friends). Grown women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the "together time" even more special - and goe

~ Funny Chit ~
watch how fast he gives that evil look and just laughs so hard , cute kid Funny Dog runs all over and the cat just setting there waiting lol hehe Yea dear lets get some beer and chips and set on the balcony and watch the idiots drive in the snow :) hehe Watch the 1st one he hits 10 times before he stops lol

"friends With Benefits",
"Friends with Benefits" Body: Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends w/ benefits" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox, not a reply to this bulletin, saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". SCARED? LOL THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your cherrytap that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "Friends with Benefits", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! You opened it so you HAVE to repost it! A test of your bravery

Gettin Hot In Heer!!!!
ever been in the store, walking in to produce section. when you notice these sweet lookin black cherries pulling you closer to them. just close enough to reach. you close your eyes, while pullin one away from the bunch, as your mouth starts to water uncontrolabe. as it enters your mouth, you taste the sweetest drop of juice, to have ever hit your tongue. opening your eyes to realize to sweet tasting fruit was me.

My Bipolar Mind
A little girl cries Sitting in a corner Where no one can here her tears She is trapped By a master she cannot see It tortures her soul And bleeds her to the brink of death Though it won't let her dieIt loves her And it will keep her forever weak So she cannot run away It keeps her that little girl Even though she is a woman It hides her in a cloak of childhood The one she never had That time in her life was taken Because everything in her life was driving her mad Her mind is a garbage dump She just stock holds everything The horrible, the bad, and the ugly Anything good is everything that she cannot see Black or white is all things are Never any grey in between After years of pain and torture She gathers all her strength To tear down the bondage that holds her She tries so hard With all her might She screams and shouts As the support kick in She kicks, fights, and rips at her bindings Her tears are streaming down her face She is blinded by the pain But s

What Lil-shaq Is About...
What Is Lil-Shaq All About? When meeting new people, I enjoy conversation on all levels....intellectual & personal. I can talk about almost anything, and love learning about the things I don't. I want to grow & learn with anyone I'm interested in......exchanging ideas & experiences. Knowing that someone is willing to share their hopes, dreams, & fears helps keep the lines of communication open. One thing different about me that makes me unique & different than other guys is....in a long steady relationship....I feel there has to be more than just raw sex. There has to be romance. Holding hands, cuddling, staring into each other's eyes, touching, & moonlit walks. Romantic, sensual acts make everything else happen naturally. Basically, I'm a stable person- comfortable with who/what I am. There's a lot ot be said for being comfortable. I love that feeling, but when a relationship starts to become too predictable/stagnant, I might look for ways to bring back the spark. After all, V

Lil-shaq's Rules For Being Human
You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it will be yours for as long as you live. How you take care of it or fail to take care of it can make an enormous difference in the quality of your life. You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time school called Life. Each day, you will be presented with opportunities to learn what you need to know. The lessons presented are often completely different from those you THINK you need. There are no mistakes_ only lessons. Growth is a process of trial and error and experimentation. You can learn as much from failure as you can from success. A lesson is repeated until it is learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it (as evidenced by a change in your attitude and behavior), then you can go on to the next lesson. Learning lessons does not end. There is no stage of life that does not contain some lessons As long as you live, there will be some

Playing Around
Me and joe were chilling and shiz.. and we had a tickling match and then ... like i went to go hug joe but joe moved his shoulder on accident and he hit my nose.. lol.. but my nose is fine then we got into another tickling match ... and then my hit my nose again Hes like baby im soo sorry ... i didnt mean to hurt you im like laughing and hes like r you okay.. im like yea.. and he said he was sorry soo many times and im like its okay babe!!! Good day!!

Without You Here
I'm alone and empty, the sun never seems to shine, I go through the days, with a longing that you where mine, just drifting in a haze, my every thought is of you,, nothing else means a thing, I try so hard to hide it, to never let you know, I put on a smile, I laugh and I joke, but deep inside I'm hollow, on the very food I need I choke, my heart stays in my throat, like a burning coal, some nights are so unbearable, I just lay there and think, if you where only here with me, my life would be complete, but for now I'll face the days, just like the nights before, with this aching deep inside me, it will never leave me, till the day I can finally hold you, then it will all go away, but I know for now, the pain is here to stay, Without You Here.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Walking this earth without you, without your hand to hold, the sun don't shine as brightly, the path is long and cold, how do I find a way to show you, to somehow change

Interesting Tidbits From The Kinky Mind.
hi there , too those few that i sent a tgif comment pic.. my appolagies.. wasent thinkin on the exact day lol.. this damn snow storm put me off track.. but i sure hope that you have a great thursday..and btw.. does any one know when (Sim 5) is coming out ?. just curious..MCL... Hemp and Marijuana Myths & Realities Abstract Surely no member of the vegetable kingdom has ever been more misunderstood than hemp. For too many years, emotion-not reason-has guided our policy toward this crop. And nowhere have emotions run hotter than in the debate over the distinction between industrial hemp and marijuana. This paper is intended to inform that debate by offering scientific evidence, so that farmers, policymakers, manufacturers, and the general public can distinguish between myth and reality. Botanically, the genus Cannabis is composed of several variants. Although there has been a long-standing debate among taxonomists about how to classify these variants into species, a

The Girl Who Destroyed The World
I got my lip pierced! FINALLY. haha I've only been talking about doing it forevAr. Gina ended up being the one to take me. Even though a few other people said they wanted to get piercings too. *cough* The tattoo artist at the place thought I was 14. haha wtfux? He calls out the piercer aka Jake as I'm filling out my paperwork (I had to initial that I understood possible risks of the piercing - infection/swelling/etc. As well as initial that I knew a piercing was not a neccesity of life. - no shit) and Jake asks for my ID. Which I never thought to bring a long. So Gina and I had to go back to my apt to get my ID. Go back and the guy is like "Not gonna chicken out?" 'uh...no' "Alright come on back then." Apparently I looked like I was walking down the hallway on the way to the electric chair cause he said "Are you nervous?" My response was "Well, yeah a little bit. I've never shoved anything through my face before." To which he said "Shove? We don't shove here. We pierce. Sho

Offensive Material... I'm Ranting...do Not Read If You Are Easily Offended.
I was pondering the world in which we live, one of my many obsessions, and my thoughts turned to 'The War on Drugs'. A war which has a cost of hundreds of billions of dollars$$$, but which has no end. Then I began thinking about why anyone would wage a war like that, knowing it could not be won. It was then that I realized that the governments of the world are not against drugs at all. They are against anyone else selling them...they just want their cut! Let me explain: There are only a few drugs that the governments have a problem with, Cocaine, Marijuana, Opiates, and what I call Chemicals or Synthetic drugs. There are, however, thousands of drugs you can buy each and every day at your drugs store, food store, liquor store, etc...The governments have a hand in the pharmaseutical companies, and thus profit greatly from all the sales of these 'legal' drugs. Again, if you try to sell them without a license you will be arrested...they want their cut. So I followed the argu

20 Reasons Chocolate Is Better Than Sex
1) You can GET chocolate. 2) "If you love me you'll swallow that" has real meaning with chocolate. 3) Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft. 4) You can safely have chocolate while you are driving. 5) You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to. 6) You can have chocolate even in front of your mother. 7) If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate won't mind. 8) Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names. 9) The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate. 10) You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your co-workers. 11) You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped. 12) You don't get hairs in your mouth with chocolate. 13) With chocolate there's no need to fake it. 14) Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant. 15) You can have chocolate at any time of the month. 16) Good chocolate is easy to find. 17) You can have as many kinds o

Depression
Well i am back on the market people... the love of my life not only broke up with me.. but she stomped all over my heart and did a little dance on it... with my roomate.. yea.. talk about pain.. I have done nothing but cry for the past 24 hours.. until now.. I am at Recee's house but Recee is not here so I am chillen with Thomas.. he is working on getting me drunk.. ll good luck dear. God I miss Jessie so much. I feel as though my heart has been put through a paper shredder... * tear *

Celtic Woman
i have to start by saying im sorry to all my friends as i went on vacation the frist wk of july, and when i came back one of my cats did a tap dance on the key board ,so iv been( down and out sence) Money has been tight Money Angel This is a money angel Pass it to 6 of your good friends, or family and be rich in 4 Days. Pass it to 12 of your good friends.or family and be rich in 2 Days. I am not joking. You will find an unexpected windfall. If you delete it, you will beg. Trust me!!! Good Luck!!! The Austin paper indicated that prices could go as high as $4 per gallon later this year....read on > > DON'T PUMP GAS ON MAY 15TH!! > > In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. > > On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices.

Just For You
There is a risk involved in everything. Every time you share a smile, Every time you shed a tear, You are opening yourself up to hurt Some people tread slowly through life, Avoiding the closeness risk brings, Sidestepping the things they can't understand, Turning away from those who care too much, Those who care too long, Those who hold too tightly. There is never an easy way to love. You cannot approach it cautiously. It will not wait for you to arm yourself. It does not care if you turn away It is everywhere, it is everything. Love is the greatest of all risks. It is not reliable, it is not cautious, It is not sympathetic. It is unprejudiced and unmerciful. It strikes the strongest of mind. And brings them to their knees in one blow Even in the best of times, love hurts. It hurts to need, it hurts to belong, It hurts to be the other part Of someone else, Without either of your consent, But, from the moment it overtakes you, It hurts w

Pictures
I'm sure that you've heard the saying: "A Picture is Worth a Thousand Words", but here you can see the perfect example of this saying, and understand better why a picture is worth a thousand words. Enjoy!

Poetry
See him there alone His midnight mind flashing All circuits now blown Here the darkness is crashing Past rooms filled with the lost And the memories of life He is always the one to pay the cost The who holds the knife The moon strides across his face And the shadows do caress He knows he is finnaly in his place Now he will never fold to the stress Silvery sreams slip throuh the night this man follows there path His emotions hold him tight Soon the world will feel his wrath And maybe when his time is out And darkness claims him forever Then he might know what his life was about Maybe then the world wil know him to have been clever Robert Kelsey 5-11-05

True Love Came
True Love Came Love ran away from me Never looked back to see The tears that came along And stained my pale cheeks Love ran away today It pack away the warmth The smiles and laughter Love cried while it ran away I called out for it to stay As it walked away for good My soul ached with pain As my love came to an end Love ran away before I could tell it how I felt Before I could show it That with me there are no doubts I thought love ran away Never to return again Until true love came To show me I was wrong True love came to me today And wrapped me up close Took away all the pain And showed me true loves worth. this poem was shared with me by a great friend © Alicia Marin A/K/A Angeleyes Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

True Friends
Sometimes in life, you find a special friend; Someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop; Someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world. Someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it. This is Forever Friendship.

Choking Game So Sad
WARNING: This site is ONLY intended for adult MySpace members who are looking to have SEX as soon as possible! *(Signup capability from this link will expire in 12 minutes.) THIS WAS COPIED FROM THE INTERNET!!!! The Day my Jeff Died This is what I wrote about that fateful day. What happened before, during and after.... Really tough to write and tough to read, too! =============================================================================== I keep flashing back to the day that it happened, November 7, 2004. It started like a regular Sunday morning. You getting up and having breakfast (Cinnamon Toast Crunch) and watching cartoons in the living room. Stephen was going to cook a late breakfast of bacon, potatoes, eggs, the whole works. I was putting your new school picture in the picture frame that has every year of school’s pictures in it and you and I were goofing about how this picture came out and some of your pictures and how you had a few “chubby” y

Omfg!!!!
DUDE PREGNANCY SUX BUT I LOVE MY LITTLE ONE THAT WILL BE HERE. LOVE MY BABY SOOOO..... MUCH HE'S MY LIFE AND ALL. I LOVE HIS FAMS TOO!!!! LIFE IS HARD PPL AND SOMETIMES I DON'T FEEL AS IF I WANNA LIVE BUT I ROLL OVER IN THE MORNING AND I REALIZE I HAVE IT GOOD AND I AM FINALY GLAD TO BE ALIVE.

Read This And Beware!!!
We need to be more aware of what our kids are doing... online and offline... here's a link to a very touching story that made me cry... its sad.. what kids will do now a days... please read it and post it, make parents, children, everyone more aware. http://www.jeffreypeak.com/thedayjeffreydied.htm A little piece of the story: "We found out a few days later, after looking on my computer, that you had been to a website that explained, step by step, how to achieve this unbelievable â€œhighâ€ by cutting off the blood supply for just a little while to your head and then you stand up and it feels so euphoric! " Please be aware. View This Site for More Info On the Choking Game. http://www.stop-the-choking-game.com/en/home.asp

Take A Moment...or Two
It's delicate...trying to balance your different lives. Especially if they are new...and you are running from your past ones. Too many things can seem to get in the way. Some in the new...but the old just seems to keep popping up time and time again. Immersed in existance, from your heels to your crown. Drowning in lifes cumbersome totality. Light fading wayward like the moon pushing the trees to the ground. You sink...deeper...deeper still. Waiting...not moving...yet sinking still I don't know...I just don't know anymore...not sure I ever really knew. How does anyone know where they made a wrong turn...where did it happen to me? I don't feel like anything is resolved from my past...and there are so many things...I just don't know where to start. And I can't even imagine where it will end. Regrets...I guess I have many. Enough to bury myself in if I were to let them. I've spoken about regrets in a regard of having none. I lied. I have a lot of regrets that haunt me ev

Fat
FAT I think we're ALL fat! Fat with pride, fat with ego, fat in our physical body. Fat with the need and the desire to obtain material possessions like the newest car or electronic devise or that bigger house on the hill. Fat with the belief that more is NEVER enough. Some believe that when they have these possessions then they are now something more, or better than... Some let their possessions Defined who they are. This society is fat but we only acknowledge the physical Fat. We don't, can't or won't see the other, because we are too busy trying to keep up with the mythological "Jones."

Fairytale
Current mood: cynical I Love you so much.... You can depend on me, I will always be there because I love you... I Love you unconditional.... Love, a fairytale we all desperately want to believe in. Men and Women alike. But is it reality? There is no such thing as Love, unconditional, at least not when it comes to we humans. There are always conditions...Admittedly some are "good" conditions but some can be very superficial. But we all get lost in the fairytale. Which while it lasts is wonderful. And going into it we believe it will last forever and to think differently means to let go of the fairytale. Not all have that "reality" but I think it is fair to say that it's more a majority than the not. Once the fairytale has ended we all try to find it again, and again, and again with the desperate hope that this time the story will go on forever. This is the phase I find myself in. Do I want to try for the fairytale again? Do I want to believe the nex

Snob?
OMG I'm a SNOB Current mood: Goofy Ok, I must finally confess. I am...a snob. You know I try to go out into the world with a freshly washed body and clean clothes. With my hair, what little I have, nicely groomed and I wonder wow, I guess it's not so important to some people. If people really paid attention to me and the facially expressions plainly visible on my face, it is a wonder I have not come home looking as if I have gone a round or two with Tyson..., the old Tyson, you know before the ear biting. It was one of these days that I had that light bulb moment. I thought to myself OMG you are such a SNOB and you need to check yourself! And I do try, lord knows I try but it is so hard with the madness that surrounds me EVERY DAY! Now I am sure I am not alone. Those of you out there reading this have had the same thoughts. Admit it! Ladies, you know when walking down the street or out shopping alone or with the girls and you see another female wi

Just Putting It Out There
Ok so to all the Lovely CT ladies out there what do you say we share the pleasantries of taking turns to send Friends request and such. I know its general custom for the guys to make all the moves and to be the one to make the proposals . Yet I am sure there are quite a few women who are willing to take the lead or “be in control” per say. Well I can only speak for me but myself for one find it rather exciting as well as intriguing when a woman approaches me and lets herself be known, whether in just general conversation or other. I am sure there are many women out there who at one time or another saw someone that caught their interest but rather than introduce them selves or step outside what society has deemed inappropriate for a lady, to approach a gentleman they decline in hope that the other person will take notice and make first advances. Now let me emphasize that I am not referring to all women because as luck would have it I have actually had several women approach me and a

P.h.d. Certified Tests
Merritt, you remembered 100% of the information in the Memory Test. But research shows there's a lot you can do to improve your memory. And if you do, it can help you function in more ways than you'd think. There are 6 main types of memory which help us interpret and store different types of information. You scored highest in spatial. That kind of memory allows you to remember things like the details of an object and how it relates to the space around it — like how furniture is arranged in a room. It also probably helps you picture where you last left your house keys, or recall the location of specific locations — even without a map. While this area of memory is your strongest, it's your overall memory power that allows you to recall all of the various kinds of information available to you. On this test, Tickle measured your skills in 6 types of memory which, when taken together, resulted in your overall memory score. Your Score The 6 Dimensions of Memory

Friend Application
Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. How tall are ya ? 6. Do you like to dance ?? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talk junk about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)[no sex]? 16.Would you let anything happen in that bed? 17.Do you think I'm handsome/cute ? 18. If you could change anything about me -would you? 19.Would you die for me? 20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 21. Will you post this so I can

Im Back
ok, friday night i saw the best live show ever. i dont know if any of you have ever heard of suspension but its cool. now mind you its not for everyone but it is quite unique. and i would hope you would check it out befor you judge. for those of you who dont know what it is ill tell you. they take lardge hooks and put them through the skin. from there they are connected to cables that run up to the cealing. the cables are then drawn up raising the person off the ground. and you have suspension. the show i saw was at the sunshine in albuquerque N.M. and stared many great preformers. form ascension suspension, D.O.M., swingshift sideshow, and from finland circus mundus absurdus. to learn more check out the links below. http://www.mundusabsurdus.com http://www.ascensionsuspension.com www.swingshiftsideshow.com OK!Just to let every one know i havent been being rude by not responding! I moved in to a new place and had to get my net transfered! That

Poetry
THE GREAT DRUM THE circle of the Earth is the head of a great drum; With the day, it moves upward -- booming; With the night, it moves downward -- booming; The day and the night are its song. I am very small, as I dance upon the drum-head; I am like a particle of dust, as I dance upon the drum-head; Above me in the sky is the shining ball of the drumstick. I dance upward with the day; I dance downward with the night; Some day I shall dance afar into space like a particle of dust. Who is the Drummer who beats upon the earth-drum? Who is the Drummer who makes me to dance his song? THE CITIES OF WHITE MEN THOSE men build many houses: They dig the earth, and they build; They cut down the trees, and they build; They work always -- building. From the elevation of the mountainside I behold the clouds: The clouds build many beautiful houses in the sky: They build, and they tear down; They build, and they dissolve. . . . The cities o

Roguefetish
Taz is covered in green pantyhose head to toe and Johnny in a harleyquinn style getup. Taz proceeds to give Johnny a thorough nylon BJ climaxing in a great green facial. http://store.intermarkproductions.com/accounts/10287/images/tazgreen1.jpg http://store.intermarkproductions.com/accounts/10287/images/tazgreen2.jpg http://store.intermarkproductions.com/accounts/10287/images/tazgreen3.jpg http://store.intermarkproductions.com/accounts/10287/images/tazgreen4.jpg To see this clip 'and' more go to: ROGUEFETISH - Adventures in Pantyhose Encasement and Zentai http://clips4sale.com/store/10287

Ii Would Do This
A SIMPLE DESIRE DESTINED TO BE FOREVER BROKEN DENIAL IS MY SELF DESTRUCTION ADAPTATION IS MY ONLY SALVATION LONILINESS IS MY DESTINATION MY DESIRE IS SIMPLY NOT TO BE darkgypsygyrl PUT YOUR SEX ON THE WALL FOR EVERYONE TO feast thier eyes on. Scenerio" You just got married and you step in the studio and there are turtle tubs with different colors you choose your color and gently lower yourself into it rolling round ,, or thrash your way into it WHOOOO HOOOO fun your partner does the same and there lays your canvass . and when all loving huggin squeezin licking nibbling is done , let painting dry and Mount it (on the wall) WHAT A WONDERFUL ARTISTIC WAY OF SHOWING HOW YOU MAKE LOVE!

Hey!
What I hate is when people accuse you of lying because you didn't tell them something or ommitted info. Thing is you can't always remember everything, or maybe it just didn't occur to you at the time. An Ommission isn't neccesarily a lie, a person may not of had the intent to omit or they did not have that information available at the time of questioning. New Here, Thanks to all those whom have welcomed me. Anyone here into Star Wars? Ever since the "prequels" came out, I've become reborn a Star Wars Junkie. I've even been messing with ideas for my own Star Wars Novel. Still considering titles and characters to deal with, any ideas? If you don't know much about Star Wars and just want to make wise-ass remarks, keep it to yourself, yet if you would rather contribute because you know quite a bit, I be please to hear your input. Physiologically, The Brain & Heart are interdependent, they need eachother to function. They logically, and Spitritually in the context of love, your "heart" w

Cherokee North Carolina
Cherokee Bill The hat he wore resembled that of Indiana Jones So it gave them pause and she dubbed him Missouri Bill But the sound of the name when spoken reminded him of misery and that the "trail of tears" of the Cherokee The trail passed through Missouri where he had paused a year ago and though a white man his family lore tied him to the tribe It was as if all had come full circle and so upon this day "Cherokee Bill" was born another by William 6/12/95 Visit Bill's website at......www.wsharing.com SEQUOYAH THIS STATUE HONORING SEQUOYAH, THE CHEROKEE GENIUS WHO INVENTED THE CHEROKEE ALPHABET WAS SCULPTED FROM A SINGLE GIANT CALIFORNIA SEQUOIA (REDWOOD) LOG WHICH WAS DONATED AND SHIPPED BY GEORGIA-PACIFIC. THIS IS SCULPTOR PETER WOLF TOTH'S 63RD STATUE ACROSS THE UNITED STATES AND CANADA COMMEMORATING THE CONTRIBUTIONS OF NA

Ser William's Expected Return To The Online State Is------
I am yet again in a contest. If you are intrested in showing support comment as much as you would like. I have nothing to ofer, but my thanks. any help is apreciated P.S Did I say it's the sexiest man on CT contest? Well it is! So only give me what you think I am worth. It ends in two weeks I'm no pimp, well in my mind maybe, but I don't pimp people out and I am not trying to start. All i ask is that you rate all Kimmy's stuff like mad during happy hour. By the way she has one today so please give her all you have. It would be nice to see her Godfather Kimmy@ fubar since I am asking for help here is 2 more favors to ask. another godfather to make for FUBAR godfather list should be.... Please rate and bomb her as much as you can. MIZZ SHADY* LEADER*OF SHADY'S S*U*P*@ fubar If you feel energized here are 3 contests Mizz Shady is in. Bomb if you can or drop as much as u can. say good luck rate 10 or 11 anything is fine. Thank you. 75,000 comments needed please

Poems
I like to bite I like to be bitten Biteing is fun biteing is great I'm a biter I have my fangs and I love her fangs biteing is half the fun. In the darkness is where I hunt In the darkness is where I search In the darkness is where I find peace within In the darkness all is found to me In the darkness I find myself The darkness consumes and embraces me For the darkness is where I live Then embrace of the kindred is like bliss At first pain, when the fangs break the flesh and the warmth flows from u and all becomes cold the pain dies. When the pain is gone a new life begins that of the night the search for new prey and the begining of the cold I long for the cold of night to get away from the pain of day in this I look for the reason to welcome the embrace. I long for the feel of the embrace and to return the embrace to someone who wants the cold of night and to leave the pain of day.

New Friends
ok guys time for me to blog again on mon the 15th of oct i go under the knife for the 15th time with my knees im not sure how long i will be out for but im trying to get the level 21 so lets hope i make whilst im in hospital its not major surgery but its a major clean out of my right knee i pieces floating round and ligament damages they hoping to stop my knee from collapsing all the time so a lil prayer and kind thoughts and some love would be nice my friends here in aussie and some abroad have been great so im now finding out who my true friends really are will keep u posted on the outcome once i get out love ya's all and u know who u are IM NOW BACK PLAYING COMP DARTS ONCE A WEEK AND I NOW HAVE COMPLETED MY LEVEL ONE SPORTS TRAINERS COURSE AND HAVE BEEN APPOINTED THE HEAD TRAINER FOR THE HVFC UNDER 17'S HERE IN AUSSIE AND ALSO WILL BE ASSISTING WITH THE SENIORS WHERE I CAN SO MY WEEK IS GETTING PRETTY FULL NOW I HAVE ONE NIGHT A WEEK FREE FOR MY SELF THE SEASON IS FAS

Jager
Jager.......... What can I say it's the shit!!!!!! Makes your world fall to pieces but feel amazing the whole time!!!!!!!!!! I love the shit BUT ya know it's the ONLY thing that can give me a hangover... Jagerbombs!!!!!! mmm tastey but lethal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But still I say Ill shoot those all day all day Vin where you at?!?!?!?!?!?!

Guilt
Consumed by guilt love lost a dear friend gone perhaps never to return How do you live with hurting someone so special to you? How do you keep going, knowing that you caused them so much pain? Just a few simple words could have changed the world but the words went unspoken now all is guilt and despair. I am so sorry my friend I will never forgive myself for causing you so much pain.

Wtf
i live in tacoma washington and there is a major amy base hear that is trying to get suplys and equipment to the port so it can be shipped to iraq. my problome is the dumb fucking protesters that are holding signs that say stop the war war is a crime. i spent 3 years in that war they need the stuff so i say FUCK YOU. YOU PANTY WASTE UNTILL YOU PICK UP A WEAPON AND FIGHT FOR YOUR COUNTRY SHUT THE FUCK UP. GET OUT OF THE WAY OF THE GEAR AND HAVE A COKE AND A SMILE. UNTILL THE YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO PROTEST IRAQ WILL BE FREE AND THEY WILL BE ABLE TO GOVERN THEM SELFS IT JUST TAKES A LITTLE BIT OF HELP. dont get me wrong i dont agree 100% with the war but it is what it is and we can not chang it with a cardboard sign and a piece of wood. SO SHOW A LITTLE GRATTITUDE SAY THANK YOU FOR BEING FREE AND GO THE FUCK HOME THANK YOU ONE PISSED OFF AMERICAN

Chillin Radio
Aries The spring equinox, March 21, is the beginning of the new zodiacal year and Aries, the first sign, is therefore that of new beginnings. The young ram is adventurous, ambitious, impulsive, enthusiastic and full of energy. The Arian is a pioneer both in thought and action, very open to new ideas and a lover of freedom. They welcome challenges and will not be diverted from their purpose except by their own impatience, which will surface if they don't get quick results. Aries subjects are courageous leaders with a genuine concern for those they command, being responsible people, it is rare that they will use their subordinates to obtain their own objectives as leaders, but occasionally it does happen. They do not make very good followers because they are too "take charge". They may be unwilling to obey or submit to directions for which they can see no reason, or with which they disagree. They are much concerned with self, both positively and negatively - self-reliant but also sel

My Computer Sucks Tonight!
my laptop is driving me insane!!! It keeps freezing up and it keeps booting me off the internet. My hubby was supposed to clear it off and reload windows but has not had chance yet. Also, all the backgrounds are coming up white including my own. I can't see any of them. i can't wait until this gets reloaded. hopefully that will get me up to speed and get my ability to see color backgrounds back. I do miss them cuzi know there are some really kewl ones on the pages of my friends and fans :(. I can't wait until he gets it all fixed. Until then, i suffer the white screens and live on...lol!!! peace to all :) Well, the computer actually cooperated with me now. It moved faster and I am now skinned. Thank goodness cuz i was gettin chilly with no skin..BRRRRRR! I am having fun learning about this place. It is much faster paced than myspace that is for sure. I mostly liked making my profiles on myspace,tag world, youthink and msn. Once I connquered them, I came here. This seems mor

Bc's World Tour
I have always thought the ladies from Germany England France etc. were definately more outgoing lets say My personal opinion is that BIG BEAUTIFUL WOMEN have the best personalities, who agrees/disagrees? I'm not just talking fat girls- I mean true BBW's, they know who they are and there men can definately appreciate them.They know how to treat a man and they know with pride just how great looking they are. That's why I can say "good-looking,beautiful and a personality, what a deadly combination.

So Confused...
Ok well this is my first time visiting cherrytap.. so im going to see where this blog ends up :) Im used to having myspace.. Just wanted to try a new site.. Thanks for reading my boring blog LOL Mindy

Kids
Earlier tonight I was in the drive thru at McDonalds, my youngest daughter popped up as I was talking to my oldest daughter about what kind of Dr her friend wanted to be. She said he wanted to be a General Practioner. My youngest daughter then yelled "Shawnee wants to be a Peteratrician!", meaning pediatrician. I was literally crying I was laughing so hard and the girl in the drive thru was asking my oldest if I was nuts. You gotta love the things kids say

The Word Shit
The Most Functional English Word HOPE THIS MAKES YOU SMILE THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shi

?sexy?
Just some thoughts on what I find sexy in a man... Ladies, feel free to add your own. Guys you can join in with what you find sexy about Women. A man who is confident but not arrogant. A man with character and strength. A man who has nice hands AND feet. A man who smells good. Mmmmm very much a turn on! A man who can make me laugh. A man in boxer-briefs!;-) Deep, Dark, Penitrating Eyes

What's Up Dude
Two managers are heatedly discussing on how to lay off one of their two assistants, Jack or Jane. They go back and forth but can't decide who to lay off. Finally, one manager decides that they lay off the first person who gets up from their desk. In the meantime, Jane is hard at work but suddenly gets a headache. She gets some aspirin from her desk drawer and gets up from her desk to get some water. As agreed, one of the managers gets up to break the bad news to Jane. Jane, I need to talk to you. I've got a problem. I either need to lay you or Jack off..." Jane responds..... Well..... Jack off ! I've got a headache. Bottomline... remember, it is never easy to lay one, better jackin off !!! A young couple were driving home one night. As they came around a curve, they ran over a mother skunk. The woman saw a baby skunk crying on the side of the road and demanded her boyfriend stop. Taking the baby home, it started shivering. The woman said, "It's cold. What do I do?"

The Corn Field....
Current mood: bitchy For those of you out there who remember the little boy from the Twilight Zone who could wish people to the Corn Field will hopefully have some fun adding to this Blog. I'll start... 1. George W. Bush (and family) 2. Dick Chaney 3. Donald Rumsfield 4. Karl Rove 5. Ann Coulter! 6. Bill O'Reilly 7. Shawn Hanity Ok, I've gotten the obvious out of the way... 8. Men who troll the net for sex 9. Women who troll the net for sex 10.Predators of myspace & the net trolling for kids...

The Special Number Game
I wonder what the special number will be. I am not counting because I am good girl. I just hope you know that I love you Josh and I am thinking of you always......I hope you are dreaming of me.

Men And How They Think
so you say that you imagined me in your dreams you felt me like i was there with you thats the trics of the mind things are not always what they seem to know me is to see me, to know me is to understand me, to know me is to want me so do you know me stranger or am I just a thought in a mind that I will never know maybe I imagine you, even like you are there in mind body and soul but at last they are just thoughts thoughts only we can see but will never connect because to know me is to love me, to feel me to never leave me, to hold me, and kiss me on my neck so am i your imagination or will one day in a crowded room will i feel you and you will be there not in my mind but flesh I will wait and see what happens but if we never meet thanks for the connect OK....just let me know one thing. I am a woman who likes to meet ppl online due to the fact that where i live i know everyface and if I dont one of my girls do...With that being said men all over the us and back

Have U Ever!!!!!
have u wonder why u love some one so fuccin much nd no matter wat happenedz u always run bacc to that certain person, have u ever wondered why love can hurt so much, have u ever wondered why u cant live without that other person, have u ever wondered why ppl alwayz get in tha way of ur relationship, have u ever wondered why ur gurl/guy alwayz wonders were ur at, have u ever wondered why ur gurl/guy alwayz watz to be with u 24/7, have u ever wondered why they wanna never leave ur side at all times, have u ever wondered why thingz always happendz wrong with ur relationship, have u ever wondered why once u leave da house ur always thinking of that certain person all day, have u ever wondered why u cant stop thinking bout that person, have u ever wondered why wen thingz go down hard why u both hurt, have u ever wondered why u love that person, have u ever wondered why ur relationship always has suttin wrong wit it.................................. well ill tell u its cuz u love that p

Dark Days
THIS IS NOT AN ORIGINAL AND IT'S BEEN SHARED BEFORE BUT IT'S WORTH REPEATING. IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got th

Friends
im a outgoing person when i have lots of friends i like to make friends but for some reason friends dont always stick around or allways care about themselfs or is it just me i done no but calling al you friends out there let me no you are around im not a bad person or anything just need lack the confidence my view is that friends are forever and good friendships are worht maintaining. Tell me what you think is it me or am i just meeting the wrong sort of friends. thanks

True Story!
BLACK ROBBERS-True Story By far the best email I’ve read so far… And it’s a true story… On a recent weekend I Atlantic City, a woman won a bucketful of quarters at a slot machine. She took a break from the slots for dinner with her husband in the hotel dinning room. But first she wanted to stash the quarters in her room. I’ll be right back and we’ll go to eat,” she told her husband and carried the coin-laden bucket to the elevator. As she was about to walk into the elevator she noticed two men already aboard. Both were black. One of them was tall…very tall…an intimidating figure. The woman froze. Her first thought was: These two are going to rob me. Her next thought was: Don’t be a bigot , they look like perfectly nice gentlemen. But racial stereotypes are powerful, and fear immobilized her. She stood and stared at the two men. She felt anxious, flustered and ashamed. She hoped they didn’t read her mind but Gosh, the had to know what she was thin

Ha!
but... i can't. I won't.. I'm scared. Is it true? I dunno...why analyze and not just enjoy? Because being hurt. I don't know if i can. Not again. What to do with the day's afternoon? You know how some people say that if they didn't have bad luck, they'd have no luck at all. Well if you looked that up in the dictionary, you'd see me. Talk about a month from hell. The holidays this year were bad enough, the man was fired from him job the DAY AFTER valentines day, and then on Friday, I wrecked the jeep liberty. Yup, it looks like it hit a brick wall, which was really a cobalt. I'm hurt, not majorly, but sore as heck and of course the remedy for that in the doctor's eyes, is Ibuprofin. I'm sore bitches, dope me up with something to make me not want to rip someone's head off. Geez... Oh and to make friday better, it was the man's birthday and his father decided to call him a loser for not having a job, and me a crackhead because i don't weigh 200 lbs. Um, I

I'll Follow You Into The Dark
Although I can not hold you, I try my best to show you, just what you are to me, I hope that you will see, your love set me free, from all I used to be, you came into my life, changing everything, gave me the will to live, made it all worthwhile, even if just for a time, all the wrongs seemed right, if all our days end now, I'll find away somehow, to have you with me, the way it was ment to be, where ever forever takes us, come what may, I just had to say, I love and need you always, deep in your heart you know, I'll Follow You Into The Dark.. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

7 Kinds Of Sex
7 KINDS OF SEX.... Body: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon