you know you really piss me off....
1. NO ONE on line knows syn better then i do....so to even think i am dumb enuff to pull that shit is beyond me. why so he can get pissed and never talk to me again.....
2.KARMA baby.... bites ya in the ass everytime... dont sit back and act all fuckin innocent cuz you know damn well you arent.. Im not sayin i was or i wasnt sleepin with him..really i dont give a shit if you were his "gf" you dont need to or deserve to know....what i do or did is none of your buisness or anyone elses...
3.What gives you the right to say the mean things about me that you did? Dont be hating me cuz YOU were stupid enuff to fall for a man who lived 1000 miles away from you and was friends with me... I never called you any of the mean things you have called me..and dont sit there and act like you dont know what i am talkin about cuz we both know you do.... get over yourself cuz shit girl you aint all that.... believe that!!!
now to you dude......
I gave you everything i had in me.. I fuckin left nothing for anyone else, and dont know that i ever will love anyone again... the whole concept scares the shit right outta me....i try like hell to stay friends with you....but i am learning its harder and harder each day.... i wont even get into why cuz i believe you know......so imma back away some..... let ya do your thing.. but remember your words syn and again i say KARMA!!!
Life gives us no promises.. dont knwo where ill be tomorrow ....dont know where your gonna be... maybe in time things will work out. but i am not sittin back and waiting for you to make up your mind.... i can sit back and know i gave it my all.... gave it more then 100%....so when i sleep at nite i sleep knowin this isnt and wasnt my mess...........you do your thing..whatever it is you need to be doing....but remember what i said... never again!!! we will never be again... i will never open myself up to be hurt again... never......
i guess we all make choices in life...some good some bad and we all have to live with them...so live with yours!!!!
