who the hell said moving on would be so easy..... Did you all forget about all the games ppl play with you...and why having ppl play with you in shockin to me is beyond me when if you think about it i allowed someone to play with me for a long ass time....
Anyway im trying so hard to let go of all the hurt and pain i carry with me but i see tonight sitting here i really havent..Little things upset me so much and i hate that about me more then i can say.Why do i find myself sittin here in tears tonight...for no reason other then who the hell knows really?!
All i want is to find happiness.... not too much for a girl to ask for... or is it? Believe me i know this needs to come from within me...and at times i think i have found it.... other times like uh now tonight i think what the fuck are you doing girl?!!!
Oh how i wish i wasnt at my moms cuz i think i would prolly drink myself into a coma tonight if i wasnt... but i am so drinking is out
