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So many years ago i said i would never ever give my heart to another man.. I would never give anyone the chance to hurt me again.. i would never let my heart be left out there again... then i met earl and i let my guard down.... boy what a fucking ass i am.. I spend 5 years with this man giving him my everything... and the last year he has been messing around with another woman.... a whole fucking year and you could not tell me you wanted out.. you now say i could not find the words to tell you... mother fucker how about im sorry allie i do not want to do this anymore and we need to move on.... you take me to meet your kids and some of your customers and when we go you introduce me as your wife.......now that i know what was going on you say you dont have the words to talk to me about this yet? what fucking makes you think you have the fucking right to look for the words... again....how about IM SORRY!!!! how about move on allie.... how about fuck you there is no words to make this pain i am in go away....... you made me fall for you you played me ....... you ripped out my heart and handed it to me..........I am so sick of crying and hurting... I have spent the last 7 months trying to make shit better with us....... and you had already checked out on me.... you could of told me...... i could be over you and moving on with my life but no you let me keep thinking things are ok and we will be ok and you know damn well we wont be... what you gonna come back to me when she is done with you? now that she told you to fuck off cuz she learned the truth.... just when i think i have no more tears they seem to find their way back........ i cant take it anymore... i cant take this pain.... this time i wont let anyone else in.. i would rather be alone then feel this ever again......... i have had 3 serious relationships and every one of you have cheated on me... wtf maybe i am not meant to have a honest faithful man....... maybe there is no such thing.... i dont know anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wtf

So my ex and i say we are best friends and nothing could ever change that, lol to that i say. I stayed a loyal faithful friend for 3 years now, he so couldnt say the same if he was on his death bed.

We promised we would never let anyone come between our friendship, yea well i held up to that one, too bad you can not say the same huh..

Now he tells me i ask too much from him. Im sorry if askin you to come to my sons graduation party (which you didnt fucking come to anyway after bein part of his life for 13 years) and then asking you to give us a ride to drop him off to leave for the army is asking too much of you. But dont you worry there cuz i will never ask you to do anything ever again for me or my kids. For 3 years now you tell me how important it is to be part of the family still, yea thats a joke too.

These kids looked up to  you for so long and  now you could give a rats ass about them. to me that shows what kind of man you really are. How could you be there for so long for them and all the sudden be like fuck it they arent my kids.. and dont even try to say you dont do that because that is just how you act now.. Thats not fair to them at all. I told you if you didnt show up at his party i would never forgive you for it. Hell you even got permission from your gf to go and still NO YOU!!!

Im so pissed that you now are acting this way. But so be it.. Someday you will be so sorry you wont have my friendship no more, someday you will wake up and see how much you hurt ppl who should be closest to you.

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