I have been doing a whole lot of thinking about things the last cpl weeks and made some decisions with my life....
Tomorrow is new years eve... and i decided im gonna live for me...and my kids but for me....im going to start doing things for myself to make me happy...and i really do not care who gets hurt anymore...
I am so sick of living in the fear that if i start dating ppl or whatever my best friend wont talk to me anymore...cuz you know what if you really only want to be friends now you should be ok with this and happy for me.. instead of me sitting home alone and lonely...I need to move on with my life...set new plans forth and make new goals and thats how i am starting out the new year... do i want to lose the friendship hell no..... god no i dont but i need to live and love for me.....
so for the new year....
im gonna get a damn job.. i dont care what i do i just need to work...
im gonna move into my new place and try like hell to make it a home for me and the boys to come see me....
im gonna make this move to Ga work for me one way or another
