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Being A Vet
I watched the latest episode of Gene Simmons Family Jewels this past Sunday when Gene took his daughter to Camp Pendleton Marine Base so she could gather information for a school report she was doing. They went through a mini boot-camp and visted the Long Beach VA and spoke with some veterans there. As a veteran of the US Army, this episode was touching in that how visibly Gene was moved by speaking to vets, telling them that they mattered and thanking them for thier scarifices in keeping our country free. I have to admit that there were times that my eyes were filled with tears. He just wasn't thanking the vets he met personally, he was thanking us all. After the episode was over, I looked at my wife and asked did I make a difference when I served. Did I do all that I could to protect our freedoms? Did I change anyone's life by the scarifices that I made? In the entire 11 years that I was in the service, only one person ever thanked me for defending his freedoms. Of course t

Being There
I never thought in an instance that even though I am in Criminal Justice that one of my own children would be a witness to something terrible that would be with them for the rest of their life. In an instant my 14 year olds life was changed forever. I know after you read what happened you will wonder but I am still wondering. My son and many of the kids here where I live would go down to another kids house not but a few doors down to play games on the computer. Well my son had only been away from the house for 15-20 minutes....before he walks into the house white as a ghost and holding his stomach....all that would come out of his mouth would Joe shot himself....My baby had to see one of his close friends shoot himself with a 12 gauge shotgun. I know your first thoughts is where were the parents of this kid. The boy was 16 years old...his mom was on her way home from work at the time....The neighbor had been in and out. We are still not sure what exactly happened...But my son along wit

Being Alone.
Why is that some times it gets to me that I am alone and that I do not have that special someone in my life? Most of the time it does not bother me that I am alone. Lately though it has bothered me more and more. I am not looking for perfection. Though I do want to have someone that is there for when I want to just cuddle or hold hands. To know that someone would be looking forward to me coming home. To be able to go for a walk, or just sit next to each other while watching the sun set. Maybe I am asking for and expecting to much. I want to be wanted for who I am and not what I can do for them. To be needed because of love, not for rescuing her. To have someone to be a full and equal partner in all aspects of life, not to keep or be kept. It seems that people are more interested in what they can get from someone instead of who that person really is. Just my thoughts. More than likely I am wrong.

Being Actually Happy
I can say I have been through hell and back. Being married is not always fun and games its about being mature and seeing how well you can trust the other person. Too many people take it for granted I think and really don't appreciate what they have. I have friends with there husband thinking they can get someone pregnant and then thats it..its done. A guy thinks he can treat his wife like shit and yet she gave birth to his children and keeps a clean house and does what she needs to do. How can a man even treat her like that? I see this shit everyday too with all my military wife friends. I feel bad bec I really don't know what to say to them bec I don't have that problem at all. I have a husband that treats me like queen and I treat him like a king. I do things around here that he doesn't need to ask me about or whatever bec thats just what I do. Not for him but for myself bec I feel he works a hard day at work and all he wants to do when he gets home is relax. I have never asked him t

Being Spanked
I had the best time a couple of days ago.There was no sex unless u count oral.If u count oral as sex then yes there was sex. I got spanked...lol........it was great.He was really gentle at first.nice n slow and as I moved n squirmed around on his lap getting horny for each little slap.He held onto me even more tighter and slapped down harder n harder.Once my bare ass was really red n feeling liek it was fire. He laid me gently on the bed and gave me the best-lashing I had in awhile.It was like dang and for once there was no one to intrupt what was.happening it was so good.I jsut had to blog it.........lol

Being With Lotc The Ladies That Support Botmc
ICAN;T WAIT , I AM LEAVING ON THE 5TH, THE GUYS THAT ARE FROM THE CONNECTICUT CHAPTER ARE GETTING PATCHED AND WE HAVE CHAPTERS COMING FROM ALL OVER THE USA FOR THE PARTY FOR 3 DAYS.I WILL GET TO MEET ALOT OF BROTHERS AND SISTERS AND WE WILL HAVE FUN, FUN, FUN.................WON'T BE BACK TILL THE 9TH.............WILL BRING PICS. I AM MEETING UP WITH THE NY CHAPTER. AND WE HAVE VIRGINIA, TEXAS AND LOTS MORE!!!!!!! BROTHERS OF THE CREEDMC.............ROCK WITH LOTC PEACE......LADY DI AND RIDE SAFE YALL...

Being Sick In The Heat Sucks
maybe the stress made me vulnerable, but this is most definitely the flu. Spent all day yesterday fighting it, and all night, finally at 6:30 this morning I called to let my director know I just couldn't sing this morning, I feel really bad about the super short notice, but I really thought I would be ok by the time the morning came around. needless to say, I am still not feeling well. luckily today is hubby's "Friday" for work, so he will be able to help with the kids and such. on the work front, much to get done and about time we got around to doing it. so.....yeah. I think that maybe I will go relax and heal first..... maybe I will try some dry toast

Being Single
Is REALLY starting to SUCK....Iam 35 years old and been single prolly 4years now and I HATE it!!!! Iam looking to settle down into a long term committed relationship and the rest of this bs and games well they can just go on cause Iam THROUGH with all of that shit

Being A Mother
I read this on one of my friends blogs and it really hit home for me. Hope everyone who reads it enjoys it. After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you." The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally. That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you," I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much." That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her u p I was a bit nervous. Whe

Being A Volunteer Firefighter
Being a volunteer firefighter is a hard job. Most of us work a fulltime job. We get home and sit down to eat , then the pager may go off. We may even have to get up in the middle of the night to go help someone. We don't mind it though. We are helping someone in need. It may be a house fire, a wreck, a medical call, a grass or woods fire, or even a tree across the road. We respond to many different kinds of calls. It is difficult when it involves a death, someone you know personally, or a child. It is something that I enjoy doing. It is in my blood. It gives me the enjoyment of being able to help someone. We don't get paid for our services. Some get paid a little per call, but most don't get paid. We do it because we want to help others. We even have to buy our own gas to respond with. We don't mind it. I have beeen doing it for almost seven years. I wouldn't know how to act if I were to quit the fire department. It is my life. Most of us feel this way. We are there whenever people ne

~~being Human With Humor~~
LIFE AFTER DEATH : "DO YOU BELIEVE IN LIFE AFTER DEATH?" THE BOSS ASKED ONE OF HIS EMPLOYEES. "YES, SIR," THE NEW EMPLOYEE REPLIED. "WELL, THEN, THAT MAKES EVERYTHING JUST FINE," THE BOSS WENT ON. "AFTER YOU LEFT EARLY YESTERDAY TO GO TO YOUR GRANDMOTHER'S FUNERAL, SHE STOPPED IN TO SEE YOU! PALM SUNDAY: IT WAS PALM SUNDAY AND, BECAUSE OF A SORE THROAT, FIVE-YEAR-OLD JOHNNY STAYED HOME FROM CHURCH WITH A SITTER. WHEN THE FAMILY RETURNED HOME, THEY WERE CARRYING SEVERAL PALM BRANCHES. THE BOY ASKED WHAT THEY WERE FOR. "PEOPLE HELD THEM OVER JESUS' HEAD AS HE WALKED BY." "WOULDN'T YOU KNOW IT," THE BOY FUMED, "THE ONE SUNDAY I DON'T GO, HE SHOWS UP!" CHILDREN'S SERMON : ONE EASTER SUNDAY MORNING AS THE MINISTER WAS PREACHING THE CHILDREN'S SERMON, HE REACHED INTO HIS BAG OF PROPS AND PULLED OUT AN EGG. HE POINTED AT THE EGG AND ASKED THE CHILDREN, "WHAT'S IN HERE?" "I KNOW!" A LITTLE BOY EXCLAIMED. "PANTYHOSE!! " SUPPORT A FAMILY : THE PROSPECTIVE FATHE

Being A Women Can Be Great!
1. We got off the Titanic first. 2. We get to flirt with systems support men who always return our calls, and are nice to us when we blow up our computers. 3. Our boyfriend's clothes make us look elfin & gorgeous. Guys look like complete idiots in ours. 4. We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers. 5. We can cry and get off speeding fines. 6. We've never lusted after a cartoon character or the central female figure in a computer game. 7. Taxis stop for us. 8. Men die earlier, so we get to cash in on the life insurance. 9. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 10. Free drinks, Free dinners, Free movies ... (you get the point). 11. We can hug our friends without wondering if she thinks we're gay. 12. We can hug our friends without wondering if WE'RE gay. 13. New lipstick gives us a whole new lease on life. 14. It's possible to live our whole lives without ever taking a group shower. 15. We don't have to fart to amus

Being Me
I could have just reposted my livejournal, which I do on most sites to get my thoughts spread out there for the most coverage but then I thought... Why? Why not use THIS blog to say the stuff I usually can't say on the more mundane and "public" sites I slum through? So what do I have to say? Well life isn't completely bad. My daughter is growing beautifully, making all those cute noises. She really is the apple of my eye. Work is a bitch, though. I emergency transfered just after my daughter's birth back to Pensacola, my love and I moving into her parent's place until we have enough for the Damage deposit on our own place. The real problem isn't the lack of work for her to find. I have faith and all confidence she will find something. The problem is I am not in the department I have spent almost 7 years working in. I am working receiving and don't see them transferring me back to electronics because before I left I had more then a few worlds with one of the asst manag

Being Shit On
were am i going wrong....i work my ass off trying to help everyone. i go to work everyday, do fairly well, help my boss, the customers. clean round the house make all the dinners, and yet its not enough. everyone just wants moe and i dont no how long i can take it.....fuck it all

Being A Man And Making Decisions
As a man, you need to be decisive and make decisions. You need to become comfortable with being in charge and in command. If you want to go to the beach on Sunday, tell your woman, "Let's go to the beach... and have a barbecue! Quick, get ready." If she asks you which pair of shoes looks better for the evening, tell her. Have an opinion. Don't just say to her, "I don't know...whatever you like better." Don't alway ask her what she wants to do. When she asks you what you want to do, she is asking you to make a decision and go with it. She is asking you to lead. Do not sit there and go, "I don't know. What do you want to do?" Just make a decision and if she really objects to what you have chosen, she will tell you. Let her express her opinion or suggest where she wants to go and be considerate of her feelings, but never let her grab the wheel and choose for you. Now there are exception to every rule and sometimes, she may want to surprise you and make up a date for yo

Being To Narrowminded To Hear
i made a mistake earlier today when i gave a rating to someone, i simply hit the wrong button and gave a 1 instead of a 10, i understand his emotions, i,ve lost 2 sons 1 very recently, still i harbor no ill feelings towards this man, other than he,s no smart enough to make any descions exept for retarded ones.

Being His
This damm near sais it ALL bout how i am, how i feel bout being myMaster's girl, His anything. i am so totally His, so willing to do whatever it takes to please Him, to make His life that much more what He wants it to be if i am even capable of such. i never want to displease Him, never want to bring any form of displeasure to His House/heart regarding His girl in any way, shape, or form. Master i am Yours to do with that which would please You. Your devoted slavegirl, tallyssinae[R]

~being His As He Wishes Me To Be, My Need To Be Such~
He is mySuperman, myMaster, myHero, myOne, myDaddy, myOnly, my Soulmate, myAll, He is even mySanta *wNg* i would crawl through fire for Him as He is the One who i adore, He is in every thought that goes through my head daily, i NEED to serve Him, to do FOR Him, to be accessible to Him when He wishes/desires His girl to be there for whatever the reason may be. This is what i was made to be, HIS! For as long as He desires me to be and it makes Him happy and pleased, i will always be truly deeply in love, & love, myMaster. As i only feel complete when with Him as His and for this i am forever & eternally gratefull He allows this for/of me in His life and desires me to be a permanent live in part of His life,,thank You myMaster!! Your devoted slavegirl,tallyssinae[R]

Being True!!!
People say that they appreciate honesty, but I must say that half the time it's bullshit. I love calling my family & friends on their crap. Half the time they get offended or come up with some lame ass excuse to justify themselves. It's funny...

Being A Mom
I just had a phone call from my son(hes 21). He acted very nervious and needed to ask me a question. He needed my advice on sex. I guess he got really drunk last night and couldnt preform and his girlfriend thought it was her fault. Thats besides the point, it just made me feel good that my son could come to me with a sexusl problem. Im a good mom.

Being A Friend
The hardest part of being a friend Is knowing When you’re needed a lot So just in case you’re in need Of a friendly “Hi” today. I’m sending this message To let you know I’m here Still caring Still thinking about you Still being your friend

Being A Newbie!
This site is so awesome and being a newbie I've found so many new friends and of course family! Learning has been the hard part since this site is totally diff then others. Everyone is very friendly and I would like to thank all that have become my friends and fans! It's very addicting though....the yard work isn't getting done...LOL Oh well...more fun to chat and play then do that! Love to all and Thank You Cherry Tap for a wonderful site! XXXXXXX Lynn

Being A Pet
Kneeling beside you, following the leash with my eyes... I tremble with each tug. Your gently firm hand poses me, pushes me to where I wish to go. My only fear is your disappointment - all my joy earned as I serve and please you. We dance to your tune. You lead - I follow. I beg for your touch, to taste. You feast upon my cries, teasing and tempting. I love to be a pet. 10 Nov 2005

Being An Adult...
it seems as if i am seeing more and more people here on ct acting as if they were kids back in jr. highschool. petty rivalries, being shallow, downrating and bashing people for no good reason what-so-ever. to be honest i just don't understand why people take things so seriously and make all this drama. maybe its low self-esteem or insecurities. maybe it is envy and jealousy or maybe it is easier to argue rather than have an adult discussion and figure things out in a mature fashion. i refuse to get into stupid drama..i am here for friendship and fun..i have enough real life issues to deal with so why would i come here to make more problems. to all the ones i have met and befriended...thank you. for being supportive, positive and mature. i choose to laugh, be understanding and compassionate and give cherrylove while i am here..so if you are into the fighting and all of the drama please dont stop here..i just dont have room for the haters...peace

Being Bored On A Saturday
hey people. just thought i'd drop something on you guys, since i haven't in awhile. let's see....nothing new going on over in my world. uhm....i got a raise at work. yeah baby! i cut off all my hair! (well it was more like half) either way, it's pretty damn short, and i love it! it's saturday today and i have NOTHING at all planned. just bumming around. the rain is lovely. seriously. i love when it rains. makes me want to stay in and sleep all day. but i generally end up staying online or playing guitar hero. i've been doing too much of that lately. (guitar hero) oh yeah i'm getting my own computer soon, which is good cuz those of you who know me know that i don't have my own pc, i have to use my aunt's and i can't get on past 10pm and that sux the big one! but soon i will have my own again!!!!! that's something to smile about. and i met someone on CT who is soooo awesome and great and makes me smile so yeah, that's good:) ok i think that's about all i have to say at the moment. love u

Being Single Being Alone
Well being single or being alone all of it sucks big time. I'm not single by choice. I do know that there are those that say they love being single but we werent put here as man or woman to be single and alone God did not intend for that to be. He put us here to love each other. We all have our choices of who we want to love whether it is woman to woman or vice versa. This will probably get me in trouble for stating it that way. But things are that way in life and I'm not gay so dont think that but I see nothing wrong if that is what a person so chooses they still love. I know that I have serious issues with trusting and do have some walls. Hopefully that will change. I know not all women are the same just as not all men are the same. Most women won't look twice at me because I'm only 5'-3" well I'm short so what there is more to me then height. I know I could go on and on but it would be like beating a dead horse lol Well we need that love after all we are all only human.

Being A Father
You know i used to be one of those guys that always said i didnt want kids. I never thought that i had it in me to give a child the love they deserved because of my relationship with my father. You know they say like father like son. Well i have to admit that i was foolish in my thoughts and i stand corrected today. For many it is a major occurence in life that brings them to a realization or spurs that much needed change. Not to short play the magnitude of having a child but i have to say that I am a better man because of them. I have 2 boys ages 6 and 2 (please feel free to check out the pics in the loves of my life folder) and b4 the mi walked around with this tough guy attitude like i was unstoppable, that all changed on the early morning of june 10, 2001. The day i shed the first emotion driven tears in my life. Ill keep it short in saying that because of them I am stronger, better, and a more loving human being! They saved my life.... If you are a pare

Being To Insecure
well to start this off this a little bit about what i went thru for 7 yrs. my ex-wife was so insecure and over jealous that it pushed me away after a while i tried to make her feel good about herself everyday but nothing ever worked . after 7 yrs of hell i could not take anymore so i got a divorce.we have joint custody of my son which is the best thing i could ever asked for .i have dated 1 lady since the divorce that didnt last but about 3 months because of the same problems i stopped it before it went any further .so i am back to square 1. but i think i will let the lady find me this time and then only after i see that she is comfortable with herself then we can move on. i have accepted who i am and i am happy with that . no not mr america not even close. but i am a true gentleman and i do treat a lady how she wants to be treated but that has not gotten me anywhere. but anyway thanks for your time if you have read this........

Being A Woman
1. We got off the Titanic first. 2. We get to flirt with systems support men who always return our calls, and are nice to us when we blow up our computers. 3. Our boyfriend's clothes make us look elfin & gorgeous. Guys look like complete idiots in ours. 4. We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers. 5. We can cry and get off speeding fines. 6. We've never lusted after a cartoon character or the central female figure in a computer game. 7. Taxis stop for us. 8. Men die earlier, so we get to cash in on the life insurance. 9. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 10. Free drinks, Free dinners, Free movies ... (you get the point). 11. We can hug our friends without wondering if she thinks we're gay. 12. We can hug our friends without wondering if WE'RE gay. 13. New lipstick gives us a whole new lease on life. 14. It's possible to live our whole lives without ever taking a group shower. 15. We don't have to fart to amus

Bein Hacked Sucks
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way REPOST THIS !!!!

Being Totally Happy Now
I HAVE JUST GOT TO SAY TODAY HAS BEEN THE MOST HAPPIEST DAY IN MY LIFE IN ALONG TIME WELL FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS REALLY...I NEVER EXSPECTED TO BE HAPPY AGAIN OR EVEN REMOTELY TRUST ANOTHER MALE ON THIS SIGHT BUT I WAS PROVEN WRONG LAST NIGHT AN TODAY THAT I CAN TRUST ONCE AGAIN AND EVEN MAYBE TRY TO OPEN MY HEART AGAIN AND LET ANOTHER IN. THOUGHT ITS JUST THE BEGINNING OF SOMETHING NEW I WANT TO SAY TO YOU WOMEN AND MEN OUT THERE ARE STILL A FEW GOOD ONES LEFT YOU JUST HAVE TO SEEK THEM OUT SOMETIMES THEY ARE RIGHT UNDER YOUR NOSE AND YOU DON'T EVEN REALIZE IT. IT TOOK GETTING MY HEART SHATTERED AND BROKEN AND BEING KICKED TO THE CURB BY SOMEONE I CARED SO MUCH ABOUT TO MAKE ME REALIZE THAT EVEN THOUGH IT DIDN'T WORK OUT FOR US AND THEY LET GO AND MOVED ON I COULD TOO THOUGH FOR ALONG TIME I COULDN'T DO THAT UNTIL NOW. THIS NEW HAPPINESS IS SOMETHING VERY REAL AND THERES A DEEP CONNECTION I DON'T LOOK FOR THIS HAPPINESS TO END IN ALONG TIME JUST REALIZE PEOPLE IF YOU HAVE BEEN HURT

Being A Juggalette
Being a Juggalette (or Juggalo) isn't about how much merchandise you have or knowing every little detail about ICP. It's about being yourself- about seeing the world differently from normal society and not giving a fuck where your opinion fits in. Juggalettes don't take shit from other people, they know who they are and they accept it. They don't let any Feminem fans fuck with their family and they defend the family 100%. True Juggalettes know what it's like to be an outsider. It don't matter how many hatchetman tatoos you have, or how many ICP cd's you own, it's about being yourself and not caring if other people don't like who you are. It's about knowing that you always have the family to lean on when you need support. And one of the most important things is being a true believer in the Dark Carnival and knowing that when life fails you, Shangri-La will always be a place for you to go, and as long as you truly believe in the Dark Carnival- that's where you WILL go. That's what my def

Being Heathy
Omega 3 Oil Omega 3 oil is essential for proper nervous system function, mental function and for healthy cholesterol levels. Omega 3's will act as anti-inflammatory agents, reduce dry eyes, and will help to prevent heart disease. Omega 3 oils are naturally found in oily cold water fish like tuna, salmon, and sardines. Vegetable sources include pumpkin seeds, flax seeds, and walnuts

Being Productive
For the past 2 days i feel that i have been very productive.. yesterday i took my daughter and her 10 yr old friend dakota (along with my mom) out to lunch then bowlin... we chilled a lil bit at home and then i got to work on the room that dess and i share... i tore everythin out from the toy boxes, to the dresser, to the closet.. moved the bed.. everythin .. it is so freakin nice the way i did it .. maybe i should get a job as a reorganizer or somethin.. NAH! I love my retail job so much! Oh yeah and today at work.. freakin awesome.. i didn't get as much done as i would have liked to.. I wanted to be all through my boys dept but i did get all of Boys 4-7x done... it was a lot of wooden fixtures I had to moved around.. lets just say i got my exercise.... hmmm. building muscle at kohls... lol... no wonder im so tired when i get home... anyways, i was able to put out a lot of merchandise in that dept today... I am proud of myself... for once... considering tues i wanted to pull my h

Being Perverted
On the subject of being perverted i have a few that really get me going. Ever see two dogs fucking and just for an instant you get horny? Or ever see a dog with his toy fucking it to tears and at that instant you get a dirty perverted thouhgt? How about if you see some couples kissing in public and just for a sec you wonder what it would be like to be in bewteen them molesting them, and wanting them to molest you just as much.? Just a thought from my dirty mind..... kisses

Being A Bitch
Ok, as you all can read and have, and most all of you know me well enough to know, that this site, isn't a site i use for POINTS i use it for friendship, thats what it means to me.. NOT a vaule of Points.. so.. i feel that i give everyone time to post or type to me or say sumthin.. and if not.. then ya gone.. i delete your ass.. its how it goes.. like it or not.. and what gets me is.. you all are the ones that cause your own destiny on my page.. i mean how hard is it to type.. HI.. or even FUCK oFF... i dont care what it is.. just typed it .. let me know your here .. and not just a number! so.. yeah tonight i deleted like 8 people off.. why keep em.. if they aint said a word to me in over 2 weeks or left a comment or anything ya know.. i mean i aint the best at postin.. BUT i try.. and thats all i ask of you all.. is try.. Now.. if ya on my page and seein this.. it means i care about yaz.. and you have shown that you care about me also so .. thank you all for bein t

Being Rude To People(like Myself Or The Women)
You know, I'm REALLY getting tired of individuals, namely the haters, hating on me and being rude like one person did in a MUMM telling me to go kill myself, it is uncalled for and it has no place anywhere on the internet for all, just like the ladies that get the rude disgusting comments like for example,"I want to do this on body part or what not", that is bull and if some of the haters don't knock off the non-sense, whatever the rude comments are and they ruin it for the nicer and more respectable guys on here that can't look at their pics because the ladies decide to make it private and I'll be blunt here, that'll piss me off to no end and I will not like it at all but I have to understand it and get used to it, if it happens because I've seen this crap go on in a chat room on Yahoo or have read people doing this crap in a IM on Yahoo and I definitely don't think it should be tolerated by anyone, anywhere at any time so if by chance the haters start it with me again whether it be i

Being Bipolar
being bipolar is such of a pain,and realy hard when you have a daughter that has emotional problems too,alot of people have it worse and that is why i write theese blogs cause people seem to think that there are not anyone worse off then me but there is,there are people without a home and with out food,or jobs so some of us have reason to smile life is to short to frown,i know for most of you are asking what the hell is bipolar well it is a chemical in balance,some call us crazy but in reality everyone of us does and says crazy things,we all get in our moods but for me it is more often then others i dont have bipolar i suffer from bipolar,we all take life for granted and we shouldnt things might happen lord for bid but it is true,some of us had a hard child hoos or a bad relationship like me also,abusive both men and woman,if your going to bring a bad realtion ship in with the new it wont work,so please keep smileing and laughing cause it is easy to get depressed and become bipolar or

Being The Better Person....it Sucks!!!
Ok....so why is it that being the better person always sucks? For once I would like to stoop down to there level and give them a taste of what they are doing to us. This is total crap!!! I have to keep telling myself that this is just them being haters. Its not our fault that they both got fat, lazy, bitchy, and self centered. Ok...now I know that was low...and I am sorry...ok not really.....but the truth hurt sometimes. I am not saying that we were compleatly innocent in everything. Cause lord knows I wasn't. But the time has to come when you need to move on. Its not our fault that you couldn't see the writing on the wall. For the love of god....grow up and move on!!! Cause the sooner you all realize that its over....the sooner you can find someone else to make there life hell. Then we can get back to being one big blended, happy, family!!

Being Romantic
Daily Romantic Checklist: 1. Compliment your partner. 2. Spend twenty minutes of uninterrupted time together. 3. Check in with each other during the day. 4. Perform one small and unexpected gesture. 5. Say "I love you" at least three times. 6. Thank your partner for something. 7. Look for romantic concepts in the newspaper. 8. Take an extra minute when kissing good-bye. A Weekly Romantic Checklist: 1. Bring home one small, unexpected gift or present. 2. Share some form of physical intimacy. 3. Share an entire afternoon or evening together. 4. Share two insights you gained this week. 5. Write at least one little love note. 6. Mail something to your partner. 7. Make love! 8. Plan something special for the upcoming weekend. A Monthly Romantic Checklist 1. Plan one romantic surp

Being Alone
It's amazing what it's like to be alone after being married for 15 years. I came home from a weekend trip to have my wife ask for a divorce, She has been out cheating on me with guys she met thru these chat rooms for the past two years and I am the only one that didn;t know. I should be furiously mad, but the fact is I do still love her and can't get her out of my mind. I'm in the process of selling everything I own here in the small town we live in and moving to Miami, Fl where my work is. The only plus is the fact that our two young boys want to go with me. They are giving me the strength to go on, but it still doesn't replace the loss I feel, just to have someone to hold in the middle of the night, or to spend my time with while watching the boys play. I realize I am not the first person this has happened to, but knowing every body elses experiences hasn't helped. They say time is the only healer. Unfortunately time moves very slowly. To all those that read this beaware of what is h

Being Fucked Over Sucks..
So yeah my bestfriend fucks me over tonight with moving down and in with him and his dad.. Says all this bullshit to me says I was rude to his dad which i wanna know how I was because I was infact not rude to him at all in anyway.. So now.. I have nothing, No job, no money, no where to stay.. and shit.. I sent him money and everything so they could come get me my mom did.. and then he has enough fucking balls to sit and say he dont wanna end the friendship? HAHAAHHAHA FUNNY SHIT RIGHT THERE.. If he thinks ima stay friends with him after he fucked me over like this hes wrong.. he knows the shit i been trhough he knows i have to be out of this place by next month but fucks me over totally.. I have nothing.. Im stressed, Upset, Depressed, Mad, exhuasted.. and donno what the fuck to do.. this has been a god damn lovely day..

Being At Fubar
I LOVE THIS PLACE I CAME FROM MY SPACE THE PEOPLE HERE ARE MORE FUN THEY TAKE THE TIME TO COMMENT ON PHOTOS I GOT SO MANY LAST NIGHT I COULD NOT KEEP UP WITH THEM I HOPE I REPLIED TO EVERY ONE IF I DID NOT SORRY I LOST COUNT WELL ANYWAY THANKS FOR THE FRIENDS FANS AND COMMENTS I AM THANKFULL WELL JUST TRYING TO SAY LOVING FUBAR

Being A Soldier
I have been a soldier now for close to 21 years. I have a college degree and the knowledge to design aircraft and systems for them. Growing up I always wanted to fly and be a soldier and I have accomplished both those dreams. Now I strive to ensure that my children and others' children can live in the same peace as I did growing up. I am a career soldier, strong in beleif and values. I see men and women around me basing life on cars, houses, fashion and vacations. Remember, money and your rights have no VALUE without the soldier who sacrifices and the American populace can have no BELIEF without the soldier to uphold ones basic rights. I go months without seeing my family. Spend nights under the stars or sleeping in places most people would never walk through. Shower when I can and have few comforts of home many times. Yet, I see men who think they are great and powerful because they make 6 figures a year and think money commands everything. No, because wealth is like the tide it can c

Being A Mother
There are many stages to being a mother. From that first month your "friend" doesn't show up to hoping and praying that your 18yo will actually get his HS diploma and get out! I can still remember the fear and excitement when I found out I was pregnant. I was fortunate not to have morning sickness, but my body hasn't looked the same. LOL (ladies, don't you just hate those women who spring back to their pre-baby bodies and not a stretch mark to be found?) After the first glow of pregnancy I moved to the heartburn stage, milk would give me heartburn.....I popped enough tums to never need calcium again in my life! The first time I felt him move inside me, there are no words to express the joy and awe. Then the months move slower and slower. You go from that giddy feeling to get your foot out of my ribs! Watching as his foot moves across your belly to the other side and right back into your ribs again. No sleep due to being so big you can't get comfortable and he decides 3am is a goo

Being Alone
A Relationship With Self The most important relationship we have in our lives is with our selves. And even though we are the only ones who are present at every moment of our lives—from birth onward—this relationship can be the most difficult one to cultivate. This may be because society places such emphasis on the importance of being in a romantic partnership, even teaching us to set aside our own needs for the needs of another. Until we know ourselves, however, we cannot possibly choose the right relationship to support our mutual growth toward our highest potential. By allowing ourselves to be comfortable with being alone, we can become the people with whom we want to have a relationship. Perhaps at no other time in history has it been possible for people to survive, and even thrive, while living alone. We can now support ourselves financially, socially, and emotionally without needing a spouse for survival in any of these realms. With this freedom, we can pursue our own intere

Being Induced--for "isabella Desirée Jackson"
On Tuesday the 7th of August,at o'clock in the morning I have to be at Memorial Medical University Center (hospital) in Savannah,Ga to be induced to have my baby.I am happy and nervous.Yes I know I have been through this before,but not induced,and it almost kills me each time.So there are my reasons.But just wanted to let all my friends and fans know what was going on if I do not get on for a few days.Please do not forget me, and as soon as I can get back on a computer I will let all know I am well.And have pics of newest baby addition to our family.This makes my forth baby,so.Just if you do not mid what ever religion you are I am not prejudice toward any, it is your beliefs and your opinions, but please if you believe in prayer, would you mind saying one for me.I think I need it. Hope all goes well in your life's till my return.Be safe,and hope to be back soon!!--XXXXXX's and OOOOOO's--cummingsoon is almost here!!

Being Spied On
So last night I was walking to the pool. I got a text saying "im watching you" I ignored it and went on. About a minute later I got another text saying the same thing, I replied haha very funny. Then I got another text saying I was being watched walking from my apartment to the pool. So I texted back and told Justin to stop fucking around (cuz I thought it was Justin) I got another text saying this isnt Justin. I looked around and wrote back "whatever" Got another text saying "Dont fuck with me bitch" Yeah I was a little scared but still went on to the pool. I was sitting in the pool when I heard a loud bag right behind me. I got my stuff and ran back to the apartment. Came inside and was about to change when the door slammed open. I grabbed a knife and went running to see what it was. Someone had slammed the door open and tripped over chairs while getting away. Someone was actually in my apartment spying on me!! Now I have to sleep with a knife and bat by my bed. This really freaked m

Being A Bi**h!
Well I did earn the title. But it came with years of learning and teaching myself that if you don't do for yourself and protect yourself, who in the Hell will? No one! I've been lucky in my life and unlucky. I have many, many friends through the U.S.A. and wouldn't trade anyone of them for nothing in the world. Some of them I lost contact with between 1995 through 2001 due to an asshole of a ex-husband (now). I have found many of you through yahoo, through msn, and a couple through here fubar, cherrytap, whatever this enjoyable site wants to be called. Now that I have found the majority of them and there's a few and yes the majority of them are of the male species, I refuse, will not allow, and if their girlfriends and wives have a problem with oh well, I won't loose them again. Which no one has ever had a problem with me, because there are lines that I draw and I refuse to let them be cross for any reason. I'm a very nice, honorable, loyal, a southern belle at heart and I do mean wh

Being A Virgo...
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Being Single Sucks
I really hate being single....worst thing ever. There is this one woman I really want to be with however it won't ever happen. She's already with this other guy and chances are that won't change, but who knows.....wishes might come true.

Being Yourself & Attracting The Right Man
If you're single right now and you'd like to find a great guy, and share the kind of amazing experiences with him that are sure to lead to a great loving relationship... then you need to read this short little email. I want to ask you something... Can you guess what I hear most from great women who haven't yet found the kind of man and relationship they're looking for... but keep attracting a lot of the WRONG ONES? I'll tell you- It's that there just aren't any great single men out there. Now... I want to know what you think. Do you believe this is true? Or... Could this just be the perspective and experience you have FOR NOW because you haven't really gotten out of your own "bubble" and your day to day routine in a while? Not to mention that if you're like lots of other single women who happen to be quite a catch... you really haven't "put yourself out there" and consciously sought out the kind of new situations wher

Being A Juggalo To Me
well this is something i have been meaning to write about for a long time now and well i guess i am going to do it waile i have the thoughts on my mind let me first say that i have been a juggalo for 13 years now well in that time i have seen alot of thing done alot of things and been thru even more things in my life i am 26 years old and have spent the last half of my life as a juggalo i have hit rock bottom a few times in my life and as a matter of fact i am pertty much there right now but i am trying to get back on my feet and it shouldn't be to long b4 i am back on my feet again and well what i have to say about being a juggalo is this for the last 13 years i have come to figur this out being a juggalo is not about how much money you have how much ICP or Pyschopathic Records merch you have its not about being a fat kid or a skinny kid its not how ugly you are or how good looking you are it is about having friends that are there for you when no one elese is not even your blood famil

Being A Man Definitely Has Its Perks...
Being a man definitely has its perks... 1. Your backside is never a factor in a job interview. 2. Your orgasms are real. Always. 3. Your last name stays put. 4. The garage is all yours. 5. Wedding plans take care of themselves. 6. You never feel compelled to stop a friend from having an elicit affair. 7. Car mechanics tell you the truth. 8. You don't give a hoot if no one notices your new haircut. 9. Hot wax never comes near your pubic area. 10. Same work .. more pay. 11. Wrinkles-add character. 12. You don't have to leave the room to make emergency crotch adjustments. 13. Wedding Dress $2000; Tux rental $100. 14. If you retain water, it's in a canteen. 15. People never glance at your chest when you're talking to them. 16. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. 17. One mood, ALL the time. 18. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds. 19. A five-day vacation requires only 1 suitcase. 20. You can open all your own

Being A Emt
Lights Are Flashing, Sirens Are Wailing My Adrenaline Starts Pumping, My Heart Starts Thumping I Can Only Pray God Will Give Me The Strength To Go To Such Great Length I Hope I Am Trained For What This Call Could Be, After All I'm Just An EMT And Just When I Think I've Saw It All, I Have Some Of My Biggest Falls Like The Baby That Was Born Only To Die Moments Later. I Witnessed The 14 Year Old Mother Mourn Like The 102 Year Old Man In Cardiac Arrest, Did CPR Like Practicing For A Test He Was Down Too Long, Did It For His Wife Who Thought It Wasn't His Time To Go Why Am I Doing This? Surely Not Because Of The Bad I Witness I Can Make A Difference, A Change In Someone's Life, But Their Has To Be An Exchange You Can't Save Them All When God's Angels Get A Call They Have To Go, Everyone Has A Time You Know As Long As You Do All You Can And Realize Your Not A Miracle Man

Being Hacked Sux
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way REPOST THIS !!!!

Being Me And Being Free
I may not be a butterfly but boy I feel I'm free Free from all the shackles that once held me for all to see Free from the pain of hiding deep within myself who I knew I'd always be Free from the worries of what one may think if they knew the real me I struggled for years in denial, always trying to be someone else Trying to make someone happy and it certainly wasn't myself Trying to fit inside the "box" society says is right Trying to be someone else, I knew it wasn't right So if you happen to meet me and in case you truly see What you see is definatly me, the me I am meant to be!

Being In Time: Nothing
1. Nothing is a pseudo-concept in that it refers to what by definition does not exist. 2. When we say, "Nothing is there," we mean that nothing we were looking for, or expected to find, is there. 3. Similarly, nothingness refers to a state before the creation of an identity or after its demise, but only in the sense that the identity we were looking for is not where we were looking for it. 4. To consciousness, however, everything is not, is, and then is not. Is, is a fleeting moment. Is not, is eternal. 5. Within time, then, nothingness is at the heart of being, the ultimate reality, the only thing that lasts. 6. Time is so thoroughly a part of the experience of consciousness that it sometimes seems as though being itself may at some time not have been and perhaps at some time in the future will not be. But this is merely by analogy to consciousness itself, and upon reflection its lack of sense is apparent.

Being Hurt .........
apparently i fucked something up somewhere... i thought i had found the man of my dreams.. only to find out... he can hurt me just like everyone else... right now my heart is empty... seems like everyone i meet is the wrong one... instead of the right one... i sit here in tears right now wondering where i went wrong... or what i even did wrong... for once i was myself... i was smiling.. and actually happy... i had something to look foward too... a reason to wake up... a reason to smile... and its gone.. just like that....no warning no nothing.. my heart aches so bad because i fell again without guard.... i wish i would have listened when i was told to keep it up... i am told i was emotionally unstable... i believe it true... but i have went through so much in life...and i try to be happy with myself and be confident but once i get that way.. i am slammed down on my face again... i can say... i give up..... on it all.......

Being A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never learned the words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Drooled on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching a baby sleep. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom

Being Happy With Who You Are.
Okay i got no bif with what color you are,or if your happy with your color of your skin.If your white be happy.If you yellow,brown,black,or white be proud with what you are .Just don't let it get thru your head.I fell in love with my friend who used to call herself One Love.She was proud of her heritage.I mean she was an awsome gal.I did for her whatever she ask me.I design some tattoos for her,even did a drawing of her,to show her how i felt about her,and it make me happy that she like my design.Untill she started changeing her title to german names.She told me she was happy,and proud of her white heritage.See it's not bad to love the color of your skin,but we are all created equal even in blood,body,or soul.I was happy with who she is,but she change during the days.Now the idiot is posting the shwastica symbol,and flag.Even putting racist pictures,and sayings.She even posted a picture of the dumb idiot Hitler.and her doing the salute.Damn sad,and the idiot calls ignorant.Yeah whose t

Being "domestic"
So earlier today I started making a grocery list for tomorrow and doing all of my other "wonderful" domestic things. I left the notepad on the table... Somewhere along the way, in my mother's writing. I also see she added some items to it. One in particular stood out "Pot Chips" I know people abbreviate things differently. Typically though, most would use "tater" Not "Pot Chips." Maybe this should be a mumm cause my question is Does she really want POTATO Chips... Or Pot AND Chips ... LOL

Being Emo In Heart.
You might be DISGUSTED when you look at me. The way I walk with my head bowed down to let anyone STOMP on me if they wanna. The way I might STALK you or in other ways try to learn things about you without making you ANGRY or make you feel im too much. The way you LOOKED at me made me wish I was never BORN. I don't HATE you for the PAIN you inflict I can't HATE at all, you see. I let all the PAIN tear up my soul and HEART because nobody cares anyway. The reason I can't HATE even though I wanted to I really REGRET that day My fangs were ripped off at birth. You can call me anything you want but no matter what I'm an EMO in heart. Written the 3rd of September 2007.

Being True
I see so many people who arent being true to themselves.They act like different people depending on who they are around.Ok..your at work--u act like a employee.Your kids want u to act another way..your "other" expects u to be even another.We find ourselves "acting"in so many ways that we forget who "we" are.I think we need to take the time to find out who we are as a person and quit always tring to "make others happy."When we are true to ourselves Then we can be true to others...Just quit trying to please everyone(IT WONT HAPPEN ANYWAY)and be true to you!!!Am I wrong?

Being Maniac
My soul is tired and torn My eyes are swollen and damp I can’t take no more of this But I can’t escape its wraith I’m swallowed by the night I’m deterred by the day I can’t find any comfort But it wouldn’t help anyways My heart is mashed and blended My lungs are clamped and cracked I can’t even think or breathe Without it riding my back Feeling so small in a crowded mass Masquerading with an invisible mask I can’t find peace or tranquility So I cry in complete misery Won’t anyone save me from this sadness Because I can’t live with all this madness The feeling of never having full control Is like drowning in a bottomless hole

Being A "big Girl"
The other night i was on here and a friend of mine posted a blog about big girls. He wanted people to vote on whether or not they like big girls or bony bitches. There were quite a few negative comments about big girls, which i understand of course. Then there were a few big girls on there talking about how great their life was stuff like that. Well I decided to be completely honest and voice my opinion. Heres what I said......... (this is in response to a couple of ppl saying fat girls need love too) Fat girls do need love but being a fat girl myself, i hate my body and if i were a guy i wouldnt date someone like me...does that make sense??? ok so maybe im a disgrace to the whole bbw name but im just being honest. I get lots of attention but most of the time its just cause men want to get in my pants they dont want to take the time to get to know me first....fat girl=easy...thats how men see it. Then a girl (that i ended up adding as a friend...lol) said that she finds

Being Different Is What Makes Us The Same.... ;-)
He felt frightened at being different from his brothers and sisters. It scared him to be different. --E. B. White How ugly and wrong it makes us feel to be different: to be tall when others are short, slow when others are fast, black when others are white. The miracle, and paradox, is that everyone is different - and that is what makes us all the same. When we think honestly about the people we admire - friends, sports heroes, actors, musicians, parents, teachers, employers - we know that all of them, as human beings, not heroes, have felt out of place in their lives, probably many times. Believing we are alone or different cuts us off from others. Climbing over that protective wall of "differentness" is scary, but it is guaranteed to set us free. How can I let go of my "differentness" today?

Being Bipolar Sucks
anyone out there know how i feel... one minute your up the next you cant stop crying... why are we afflicted with these disorders... have we done something wrong in another life... or is this just the hand we were dealt...i dunno but whichever its not fair... they say it can/may be passed down to our children... and how is that fair... i know, i know... life isnt fair... but damnit this blows!

Being Fubard
I am new to this fubar, i think it is really cool and nice. I think it would should have avideo link and give you an option if you are actually fubard like me. it is all in good fun and you can meet some neato swell people =) if you are actually doing the drinks and shots you should get more points, i do and sometimes i know im here but im not really here lol thanks for the fun yall let me know what you think

Being Happy...
Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect... it means you've decided to see your life beyond the imperfections. Don't say your happy 'coz everything is alright... but be happy 'coz everything 'SUCKS' but your just fine...

Being Hank Moody
One of my new favorite quotes, taken from my new favorite television show (at least while the re-runs are still on): "...people are just getting dumber and dumber...we have this amazing technology and, yet, computers have turned into basically four finger wank machines. The internet was supposed to set us free, democratize us, but all it has really gotten us is Howard Dean's aborted candidacy and 24 hour a day access to kiddie porn. People don't write any more - they blog; instead of talking, they text. No punctuation, no grammar. It is LOL this and LMFAO that. You know, it seems to me that it is just a bunch of stupid people pseudo-conversing with a bunch of other stupid people in a proto language that resembles more what cavemen used to speak than The King's English..." Hank Moody "Californication" I know, I know...I, too, am part of the 'stupid' people. Like Hank says, "Hence my self loathing." If you haven't seen this show, you should. It is the story of Hank Moody,

Being Angry Sucks ( A Crappy Poem By Me)
There's nothing to do with it but sit.... being angry sucks major dick! Pissed at him... Pissed at life... Pissed off Pissed on with all this strife. Wishing I could punch his face Send him to his bunnies a total disgrace. Wishing I didn't feel this way. Knowing all I can do is let it pass and catch the next wave. Hope is for the hopeless and I have no fear. I will be stronger, more beautiful, with each passing tear! Gone are the days when I could do nothing right! Here are the times when I must stand and fight... But not him, for he's no where near the field. My own anger I must master and yeild. Allow this hot breath to pass on through, till all that left inside me is right and true. Being angry bites major ass.... But what can I do but let it pass..... ~A " I will not fear, fear is the mind killer, fear is the tiny death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will allow it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone I

Being Sick Sucks
I just want to know why it seems like since I moved out here to the country I get sick more often than I ever did in the city... I swear I have been more sick in the last 4 months than years combined in the city. Now... my whole body aches, I have a fever of 100.2, swollen glands... and no sick time at work... see this is why I hate starting new jobs... been here three months but no sick time... damn today sucks!

Being A Libra!!!
YES I AM A LIBRA: The Lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? Not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... the most

Being A Redneck You Must Be Born Stupid
Ohio cop on leave after video shows woman being hit by stun gun Story Highlights Police say the woman was out of control after being forced from a bar Officer says he shocked her seven times, twice after she had been handcuffed Officer: Woman kicked his cruiser's rear driver side window and broke it Woman pleaded not guilty to charges including felony assault, resisting arrest From Janine Brady CNN (CNN) -- An Ohio police officer has been put on paid administrative leave after his own police cruiser's dash camera captured him using a stun gun to subdue a handcuffed woman, an attorney for the city of Warren, Ohio, told CNN on Thursday. Warren City police are investigating a September 2 incident in which the officer repeatedly used a Taser to control the woman, who police allege was wildly out of control after being forced from a bar. According to Officer Rich Kovach's own police report, he shocked Heidi Gill, 38, seven times -- twice after she had been handcuffed.

Being Bounced
IS THERE A REASON FOR THE BOUNCER OTHER THEN TO ANNOY THE PISS OUT OF US,COME ON NOW ITS REALLY GETTING OLD THE WHOLE THING. BOUNCERS ARE SUPPOSE TO BOUNCE SOME ONE WHO CAUSES ISSUES FOR OTHERS??? RIGHT? WELL WTF SO WHAT IF I COMMENT ON SOME ONE A FEW TIMES WITH THE SAME COMMENT OR ON A FEW PEOPLE WITH THE SAME COMMENT IT SAVES TIME AND I DONT HEAR MY FRIENDS BITCHING "WAAAAA WAAAA WAAAAA YOU PUT THE SAME COMMENT ON JANE DOES AS YOU DID ON MY AND HEY LOOK AND TOM DICK AND HARRYS TO LIFESUN FAIR, I WANNA BE THE ONLY ON ON UR LIST WITH THAT COMMENT!." I'M NOT CAUSEING FIGHTS SO fffffffFUCK BEING BOUNCED I'M OUT FOR A WHILE I WILL F******* GO BACK TO MY SPACE bITCH ATLEAST I CAN COMMENT MY PALS WITH OUT HASLE AND ITS FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THIS SIGHT IS MORE A PANE IN MY ASS THEN U LEAD ON babyj GLAD YOU CAN SUCKER ALL THSE PEOPLE INTO PAYING SOR STUPID SHIT BUT IT ANIT WORTH MY TIME THIS IS MY LAST DAY AFTER I TAKE MY PICKS OFF I'M DELETING ask PONY FOR MY ADDY I'M GOING TO GIVE IT TO

Being A Friend!
What a word! Friend. Since I've benn playing with computors, I have made more friends then I have in my whole life. I'm not sure what it is about being on line, except we hardly ever have to look oneanother in the eye, So perhaps it makes things a lot easier to be truthful in what we say and honest with who we are. It's a shame but again it's a start. We can begin talking about whatever and then telling each other about our most personel thoughts. Woooooo! I seem to care more for my online family then anyone on the outside of this medium. Well, that's my thoughts on friend. Add to or take away form this what ever you wish. Just know that if you become my friend, Then I will be just that for all time.

Being Racist And Slanderized
Well, it all started on Wednesday September 19, 2007 at 11:00am while my son was in PE Class. These 3 kids decided to target my son and pick on him. Their names were, Travis, Purcibal and Juwonn. They started pushing him, tripping him, and slapping him. They had my son in tears. My son is dedicating this year to his Grandfather who passed away on July 24, 2007. These kids told him I was fat, that I was a bitch and told him to go fuck his dead grandfather. Now what the kids said about me is no big deal, but when you bring family into it, that's just sick. My son was ready to drop them where they stood. He told his PE teacher, and yet nothing was done. When he came to the car after school, he was in tears when he told me what happened. Leanne drove the car and parked near the office and I took my son and went in and asked to speak with one of the Assisant Principals. We explained what went down, and she told my son to find out all the kid's names and let her know when he could so she cou

Being Black In The Workplace
August 18, 2007 - Saturday 2:15 PM - Being Black In The Workplace -- Author Unknown Current mood: awake They take my kindness for weakness. They take my silence for speechless. They consider my uniqueness strange. They call my language slang. They see my confidence as conceit. They see my mistakes as defeat. They consider my success accidental. They minimize my intelligence to "potential". My questions mean "I'm unaware". My advancement is somehow unfair. Any praise is preferential treatment. To voice concern is discontentment. If I stand up for myself, I'm too defensive. If I don't trust them, I'm too apprehensive. I'm defiant ! if I separate. I'm fake if I assimilate. Yet, constantly ! I am faced with work place hate. My character is constantly under attack. Pride for my race makes me, "TOO BLACK". Yet, I can only be me. And, who am I you might ask? I am that Strong Black Person... Who stands on the backs of my ancestor's achievements, with an erect spine pointing to the

Being Together
Touch me Tease me Kiss me Please me. Show me love By hugging me Show me love By kissing me. Kiss my cheek Kiss my forehead Kiss my lips Lay down with me in your bed. Rub my arms Scratch my back Let me lay you down And rub your back. Touch my face And watch me close my eyes You were right when you said You’re not like other guys. When you hug me Whisper in my ear You know everything I want to hear. Grab my arm And pull me to you Do that And I’ll make the move to kiss you. Your sexy, juicy lips Pressed against mine To me It’s like paradise. When you see me against the wall Corner me Tell me you love me And then kiss me. Wrap your arms around me And tell me what you’re thinking Because with one touch of your fingertips I start tingling. When your arms are wrapped around me I feel like nothing else id there When I’m with you It’s only about you and me that I care. I love you I wish I could show you how much Someday I will

Being Upset
Talk About Being Upset... I went to the store the other day, I was only in there for about 5 minutes and when I came out there was a damn motorcycle cop writing a parking ticket.So I went up to him and said, 'Come on buddy, how about giving a guy a break?' He ignored me and continued writing the ticket. So I called him a pencil necked nazi. He glared at me and started writing another ticket for having bald tires!! So I called him a horse shit. He finished the second ticket and put it on the car with the first. Then he started writing a third ticket!! This went on for about 20 minutes, the more I abused him, the more tickets he wrote. I didn't give a damn. My car was parked around the corner...

Being Lonely Sucks
I have been trying to make friends on here because I am afraid to reach out in the real world. I am in the process of a very hurtful divorce. See I have severe depreesion and it lost me my husband and then my children. I regret the things I have done in my life . I just thought maybe I could find some friends that might understand. Being able to help all of you level up and me leveling up has finally made me feel important to someone again. I need friends so I feel like I still have a purpose in this life. So That is who I am. If you feel the need to make fun of that I guess you can. I am looking for is a place to fit in. Even though I might not be the prettous girl in the world.

Being A Pastor Is Hard Work
Being A Pastor Is Hard Work by mostanything© "I can't believe you have this filth in your office." The woman in his office screamed at him. "It's art. That book is about Ruben's works." He patiently explained, trying to stay calm. "I don't care what you call it. It has pictures of naked women!" As she continued yelling at him, the woman was flipping through page after page of pictures, many depicting several full figured nudes. "Mrs. Solomon . . ." He tried to explain again, but she cut him off and now her voice was low and menacing. "I'll have you out of this church for this." She ripped a page from the book, holding it aloft in one hand. He was pastor of a small town church and the woman was his worst nightmare. Although the town was small, the church was "high-steeple," the congregation counting many of the town's shakers and movers in his number. The woman, Billie Solomon, had always been a thorn in his side. She had been critical of his every word, ev

Being In The Military....living In 2 Worlds
Our son and son in law is in the Army and we are proud of what they do. So I know that they do live in 2 worlds and sometimes to them the worlds are so far apart. They love their family enough to risk their own life to help save ours. So heres a letter from a someone who knows what it means to live in 2 worlds.................... 365 days ago, I stood at Fort Benning and hugged my son and his buddies as they deployed to Iraq. Back then, we were told to plan for an 18-month deployment, but if they were home in 15 months it would be a gift. That they are home in 12 is a miracle in my book. I have recently come to the conclusion that when you have someone deployed, you live in two worlds: "This" world and "That" world. In This World, everything goes on as normal. You go to work (for those that work), do the laundry, clean the house, pay the bills...… You know -- all the things "normal" people do. But we're not normal. We also live in That World -- the world where the telepho

Being Very Ill
went to the dr's to day after along weekend thought i just had the flu , but to my surprise they did chest xrays and said i have pneumonia, i feel like crap and was given some meds and cough meds to knock me out at night, plez pray i recover soon, send me sum love...

Being A Soldier....
When a soldier comes home, he finds it hard.......to listen to his son whine about being bored. ...to keep a straight face when people complain about potholes....to be tolerant of people who complain about the hassle of getting ready for work. ...to be understanding when a co-worker complains about a bad night's sleep. ...to be silent when people pray to God for a new car. ...to control his panic when his wife tells him he needs to drive slower. …to be compassionate when a businessman expresses a fear of flying....to be grateful that he fights for the freedom of speech.

Being Blazed And Thinking
I guess today has been a bit long. But it has also made me think about so much at the same time... I have my ex gf stuck on my mind at this time, and well Last night a friend that knows her as well came to me last night due to some boys in the hood trying to jump him alright. Well he said he ran into her a few days ago and was talking about me and she said she didn't want me back that all she wants to do is be with guys in there 50's and 60's and older just to make me jealous and I am like what the hell man. I do miss her alot,but at the same time I don't see her and I never getting back together. Its just after everything I do for that gurl, it proved me that no matter what you do for the one person you love...Cuz they always find a way to break you down to pieces. I am stuck with her running my mind everyday as well as all the questions that come with it. Well I am sitting here thinking what sounds nice right about now???

Being Honest
If you’re not going to be honest, don’t take this survey. 1. Where is the last place you held hands? lol in my room 2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive? for a while... i know how to shoot a gun... 3. Do you sleep with the TV on? if I'm taking a nap 4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton? ewww no ... i hate milk 5. Have you ever won a spelling bee? we never had one 6. What is your longest fight with one of your friends? we went the whole summer 7. Are you a fast typer? yup and a pretty good one i think 8. Are you afraid of the dark? sometimes I am 9. Do you like someone right now? starts with a C 10. What ended your last relationship? hmmm... lack of communication I wanted something true 12. Do you knock on wood? yup 13. Are you drinking anything right now? no 14. Do you think you’re smart? no... 15. Have you ever eaten a bug? no 16. Do you miss someone right now? friends... and him..

Being Kinky
I smile as I draw smoke into my mouth from a cigarette, my lips closing around it provocatively. I know you would have loved that, in your own kinky way. I cross my legs, my black skirt hiking up my thigh to reveal a smoothness like cream. I know you would have loved that, in your own kinky way. I toss aside the cigarette, reaching across to sip my coffee; I lick my lips, catching the stray droplets. I know you would have loved that, in your own kinky way. My hand caresses the handle of the coffee mug; the warmth seeping into my fingers. I know you would have loved that, in your own kinky way. You aren't any different from the others; your heart so easy to crush like paper. And in my own kinky way, I love that.

Being Frank
Being Frank by cantdog © I was out behind the church, smoking. It's an outdoor sport, these days. The back door gives onto a hillside, which is pretty steep. It makes a shelf partway down, but then really drops off. At the bottom are parking lots behind the Harlow Street businesses, but you can't see them through the trees, at least, not until all the leaves have fallen. I heard voices down on the shelf. It's sheltered there. Kids go there to deal, smoke or maybe make out, and sometimes street people sleep there among the trees. I've been down there; there's a fire pit, even. The voices rose and became sharp-- some altercation, probably. Then a man's voice was raised in exasperation, enough so I could hear the words. "Well, Christ! You know what to do to fix this. Don't ya? Well?" "No," she wailed. "Well, fuck you, then! Winter's just around the fuckin corner, ain't it?" "Mm-hm." "Jesus! You gonna get out there and make money, or freeze?" There was a silence at

Being Late
Being Late by sweet and petite © The crackle of the fire called to her, drawing her from her solitary perch on the couch. Bare feet meeting cold hardwood, welcomed the warmth of the floor before the hearth. Kneeling to the floor, she opened the screen and placed a large log across the dimming flame. The smell of wood smoke enveloped her as the fire's appetite licked the edges of the new wood. Returning the screen, she slid back to the pillows arranged before the fire. So much preparation, she thought as she sipped wine from one of the two glasses set out, such a waste. The deep green silk of her gown rose slightly as she extended her legs to feel the warmth. A slight chill drifted across her bare shoulders, her full nipples hardening with the chill. Lying back on the cushions, she dipped her fingers in the wine and traced a line from her lips down to moisten between her ripe breasts. Imagining for a moment it was her lover's tongue caressing her cleavage. Another sip of wine, t

Being Wholesome Is Overrated
Being Wholesome Is Overrated by indigo_boots © "I could come kidnap you." That text message made me smile as I lay in my bed, wondering if he was serious or just messing around with me. It took me a few minutes to make up my mind, and I sent one back- "K, give me a few minutes." That was calm, collected, smooth. Really I was racing around my room, no longer comfortable in my bed, looking for something halfway decent to wear, trying to fix tear smudged make up and digging around for my body spray. It was midnight, and I knew the night would only be longer. I zipped up my green coat over my stripped polo and tight jeans and stepped out into the night. Snow sparkled under the nearly full moon and the headlights of his car as he pulled up. As I walked in front of the headlights I was hoping he was checking my legs and firm ass out, the jeans made me look great. Maybe I pranced a little bit, but I didn't get a comment, so I don't think he noticed. I got in and smiled, his fam

Being Neighborly By Sophistikat
Being Neighborly by sophistikat © "Monday mornings are the worst!" Lisa thought to herself as she struggled out from under the weight of her German shepherd, Salty, whose loving kisses has just woken her. She had just moved in to a new house of her own. At 29 she was finally getting a taste of freedom. She had moved straight from her parent's house to a house with her husband and after the divorce he had gotten the house. Lisa got out of bed, grabbed her robe and slid it over her nightshirt. Salty was already heading toward the door. She grabbed his leash and opened the slider while attaching the leash to his collar. Then she slid the slider closed behind her. The morning was a little chilly and the grass was wet with dew under her feet. She ran on tiptoes to the runner and attached the leash. The cold air had found its way under her robe and up her night shirt, so she quickly ran back to the door, more than ready for her morning coffee. She grabbed the slider handle and

Being Neighborly By Lazerguided
Being Neighborly by LazerGuided © Thanks to Angel Love for her editing. When my wife and I moved to a new city, I didn't really think much of the big window in the master bathroom of our new house. The glass wasn't frosted but the previous owner had installed plantation shutters on all the windows in the house so we were able to shut them when we needed to. The window was in the front corner of the house but faced our neighbor's house rather than the street. After we had been in the house for several months, I noticed my wife was in the habit of opening the shutters in the morning and leaving them open all day. I didn't think much of it since she had convinced me a few years before that during the day it was hard to see in a window during the day time, at night when there were lights on inside was when someone outside could see in clearly. In fact, once we had convinced ourselves we didn't have to worry about exposing ourselves to any kids that might be walking by we frequent

Bein Mature
I've decided that I am gonna take a break from being on Fubar. There are way too many people on here that just want to mess with peoples HEARTS, SOULS N MINDS. A long with being liars, users, players, etc. This is an adult site and if you can't be an adult then ya don't belong on here. If you can't be MAN or WOMAN enough to admit your faults, then WHY are you on an ADULT site? Do you get a KICK out of hurting people? Breaking their hearts? Messing with their hearts? Playing Mind games? GROW THE HELL UP!!!!! My REAL TRUE FRIENDS KNOW HOW TO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME. ALL OTHERS CAN JUST KISS MY WITTLE WHITE HINEY!!! I will occasionally come on to rate True Friends stuff and help them where they need help. Otherwise, the rest of you can GET LOST, GROW UP N BE MAN N WOMAN enough to admit your losers.

Being Breast Aware
http://www.breastcancer.org.au/breast-health/being-breast-aware.aspx Being breast aware is part of general body awareness. Being breast aware means learning how your breasts look and feel. It is important to know what is normal for you. Everyone is different and as you go through the different stages of your lives, your breasts are continually changing. Pauline Wright was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2006 and was inspired to write a poem and create a card to give to family and friends to encourage them to be breast aware. Pauline has given the Breast Cancer Foundation of WA her poem to help spread the message of the importance of being breast aware. Be Breast Aware Dear Girlfriends everywhere I have some news I need to share. I found a lump in my breast. Dashed off to see the doctor, He sent me for a test. The results came back the following day. The diagnosis – BREAST CANCER. It’s happened to me, It can happen to you. Please be aware, There is som

Bein A Single Dad
So i finally got the nerves to stand up for my self and tell my bitch of an ex to fuck off. I told her that i was taking custody of MY daughter and if she didnt like it to bad. I am finally happy for once in my life and dont understand why i stayed with her in the first place. I now know the strugle all you moms go through and damn it people need to realize that it is alot harder to do it on your own than anyone knows. well i gotta get back to the baby so have a nice day everyone.

Be Informed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This isn't a pimpout..or a silly bulletin, but this is something that is very important... This year alone, the American Cancer Society estimates 22,430 Women will be diagnosed with Ovarian cancer and at least 14,500 women will die from Ovarian Cancer. Currently there is no effective means of early detection for the disease. As a result, ovarian cancer is usually diagnosed in advanced stages and only 50% of women survive longer than five years. Today, only 25% of cases are diagnosed in the early stages, i.e., before the cancer has spread beyond the ovary to the pelvic region. However, if ovarian cancer is detected and treated early, the five-year survival rate is greater than 90%. Until there is an effective way to detect ovarian cancer, all women are urged to become educated about the disease so she can act independently to protect her health. Listen to your body. Do not ignore symptoms. Below are some helpful links with more information on Ovarian Cancer.... http://

Be Informed!!!
This isn't a pimpout..or a silly bulletin, but this is something that is very important... This year alone, the American Cancer Society estimates 22,430 Women will be diagnosed with Ovarian cancer and at least 14,500 women will die from Ovarian Cancer. Currently there is no effective means of early detection for the disease. As a result, ovarian cancer is usually diagnosed in advanced stages and only 50% of women survive longer than five years. Today, only 25% of cases are diagnosed in the early stages, i.e., before the cancer has spread beyond the ovary to the pelvic region. However, if ovarian cancer is detected and treated early, the five-year survival rate is greater than 90%. Until there is an effective way to detect ovarian cancer, all women are urged to become educated about the disease so she can act independently to protect her health. Listen to your body. Do not ignore symptoms. Below are some helpful links with more information on Ovarian Cancer.... http://

Be Informed
This isn't a pimpout..or a silly bulletin, but this is something that is very important... This year alone, the American Cancer Society estimates 22,430 Women will be diagnosed with Ovarian cancer and at least 14,500 women will die from Ovarian Cancer. Currently there is no effective means of early detection for the disease. As a result, ovarian cancer is usually diagnosed in advanced stages and only 50% of women survive longer than five years. Today, only 25% of cases are diagnosed in the early stages, i.e., before the cancer has spread beyond the ovary to the pelvic region. However, if ovarian cancer is detected and treated early, the five-year survival rate is greater than 90%. Until there is an effective way to detect ovarian cancer, all women are urged to become educated about the disease so she can act independently to protect her health. Listen to your body. Do not ignore symptoms. Below are some helpful links with more information on Ovarian Cancer.... http://

Being A Sexaholic Really Isn't Easy
You ever consider really who you are? I have. Me I mean. I don't like it much. I don't like it a lot. I go back a long way. Doing this and that. Peeking at this and that. Touching this and that. But never having enough nerve to really express myself. Well now I have the nerve. But no one cares. I care. I went to see a prist. That was a thrill. Turns out he's worse than I could have ever been. I have a lesbian friend I can talk to but she is with her out of town lover this week so who to talk to is rather limited. I sat out in the patio this morning and watch the sun come up over the trees and roofs. It was beautiful. The birds are feeding in the feeds I have set out. I love to watch the birds. The squirrel that runs along the cable company's line is cool. I have three dried corncobs set out on fence posts. He'll have a lot to store up for the winter.

Being Apart
Being apart from you is even harder than I thought it would be. I try to be logical & tell myself that it won't be forever. But that's not much comfort when I really need to touch you, kiss you, & love you. Sometimes I close my eyes & hold a picture of you in my mind & imagine all the things I'd say if I had you here. But no matter how beautiful the picture is, it will never compare to the real thing. To be looking into your eyes, whispering your name, & kissing your lips. I miss you so much, & I can't wait for the day when I can stop holding on to a daydream & start holding you in my arms again.

Being On Top During Sex
--CONTENT GOES HERE (static)-- --CONTENT GOES HERE (static)-- * Home * Contact * Ask Us! * Advertise * Media * About * Resources * Subscribe Today! * Ask Dan and Jennifer "The Best & Most Popular Dating, Relationship, and Sex Advice Column on the Internet Today..." Subscribe now to get the Latest on Dating, Relationships, Love, and Sex by RSS Feed! Email Subscribe RSS Subscribe Finding A Rhythm That Works When She’s “On Top” Posted in Sex Tips and Advice 300 Romantic, Sexy, and Fun Date Ideas Sex Tips and Advice: Finding A Rhythm That Works When She's On Top By Rose Rivera, MA Family and Sexuality Studies Being in the "on top" position during sex can be a nerve-wracking experience for both women and men. The expectation to please and to make the person "on bottom" orgasm can easily turn a playful sexual experience into an emotional disaster. Although it’s commonly assumed that the person in the dominant position

Being Single Is Not Fun Anymore.
Year 1: I was too hurt to date. I couldn't let go of the fact that he had left me. We didn't have a fight, no argument, not even a disagreement. He just up and left one day. After 5 years together, he was gone. My heart in a billion pieces. I cried for months after. Year 2: I immersed myself in school. I had been laid off my job, and was having a hard time finding a new one. I had decided to finish my education. That alone, was a scary prospect. I had dropped out of high school in my Junior year. Way back in 1974. So the thought of going back to school was indeed scary. But I knew it would be necessary. I got my G.E.D. then enrolled in college in the Criminal Justice Program. I graduated with a 3.65 g.p.a. and an Associates degree of Applied Sciences. Year 3: After graduating college, I had every intention of becoming a police officer. One week after graduation, I was approached to promote a band called Raging Angel. Now, up to that point, I had been promoting bands as just a h

Being Present
We carry a lot inside us as we make it through the world; perhaps so much more than we ever realize. We never really know what is going on in the heart and soul of a person when we look him/her in the eyes; we may think we know; we may have suspicions, but the reality is we don't know for certain what another person is dealing with in his/her life. We don't know their history; we don't know what has shaped and formed another's way of seeing their reality. It's easy to judge; give advice; and to tell people what they need, but much more difficult to be present to another; to listen without prejudice; to meet them where they are in their journey. We do the same with ourselves. Sometimes we don't know what is really going on inside us for we haven't listened to our soul. We think we know; we have suspicions, but often times we don't really know for we haven't listened. Ever had someone tell you what you "think"? Have you ever had someone tell you what you "feel"? Doesn't feel

Being Naughty
Maryanne took out the pins holding her sun streaked brunette hair. Every night she sat in front of her computer decoding the harmful viruses created by hackers so that the security of the software companies that she worked for would not be breached. She found it easier to relate to her computer than it was to relate to people, but a few years ago when she had just begun freelancing her talent, she wasn’t able to pay the bills. That’s when it had all started, that’s when she began working for the local escort service. It wasn’t much really; making a few bucks, showing lonely guys a good time. But if the price was right, and it usually was once a gentleman had taken a look at her long legs and tiny waist, more could always be negotiated. After her freelancing business took off she found that the extra cash wasn’t the only thing that kept her in the escort service business, it was the thrill, the excitement of being able to live out her fantasies without judgment. Slipping on her favorit

Being Sad
In a crazy way I'll always be sad deep within my heart I feel so utterly bad. Sometimes I'm happy Sometimes during the day I laugh and joke acting so gay. But mostly I'm quiet upset, lonely, and blue. I've lost the ability to be happy..like you. Someday the joy might come bringing it's warm sunshine to cast away the cold blues and throw open the blinds.

Being A Little Selfish
I'm being a little selfish here but bear with me. I had a mamogram last week and got a call from my obgyn this morning telling me I have to go and have a spot compression test because my mamogram showed a mass on my right breast. I get this news the day after my 45th birthday HAPPY F....Birthday to me huh. Well I go in for the test on Nov. 5th ...the 4 year anniverary of my Dad's passing of all days. So I am asking you all to keep me in your thoughts and prayers that everything turns out fine. Also keep my mom in ya'll prayers too she is going through some rough times right now the Dr's are trying to determine if it's depression or possibly something nuerological. Please don't let the news of my test get back to my mom she has enough to deal with without having to worry about me right now. If there is something majorly wrong w/ me after all the test I will let her know myself. Love you guys May God Bless each and everyone of you Mama Kay

Being Homeless Isn't As Bad As You Think.
A lot of people think being homeless means you have to be drunk, stink like shit, and beg people for money. This simply isn't true. I am very homeless and I certainly don't stink or beg for money. I feel very free these days. I have no job, no responsibilities, nowhere to go, and nothing I have to do at any time or place. I walk until I find a park, wander around, and then take a nap. When I wake up, I walk to the next park, nap, wake, walk, nap. All day long. I also hang out in libraries and colleges. Colleges are great because nobody suspects that you don't take classes there. The key to sleeping outside is to be nocturnal. If a security guard sees you sleeping on a bench at night, he'll assume you're homeless and rape you. If a guard catches you sleeping on a bench in the middle of the day, he'll assume you're either taking a nap or resting from playing frisbee. I don't know why they assume it's frisbee. You could have been playing football or soccer or any other sport. Securi

Being Harrassed By My Ex
ok so this morning out of the blue i get a message from someone on myspace, that apparentlly knows me well, about my son. It freaked me out let me tell you, I got so many messages I had to block him, I am pretty sure it was my ex husband under another name harrasing me. sending me mesages about the custody issue of our son, and how I have made no attempts to have him in my life, which is all FALSE! Once i gave temp custody to my ex sister inlaw 3 years ago, i was phased out of his life, and contact was lost. At the time tho, i was in no position to go to court, due to my new marriage, which was really bad. And if thats not bad enough, this person got ahold of my ex girlfriend too and sent her messages about my son....what the fuck! Someone has been spying on my life, keeping half assed tabs about things in my life, and starting shit online. What am I suppose to do? Go to court...again? Guess I dont have a choice, I am being threatened by someone Online anyways about paying child suppo

Being Bi
OK SO I AM BI, DOES THAT MAKE ME A BAD PERSON. I RATE THE LADYS BECAUSE I THINK ALL LADYS ARE SEXY.BIG SMALL SHORT OR TALL DON'T MATTER TO ME. SO IF ME BEING BI AFFENDS YOU THEN WELL WHAT CAN I SAY BUT TUFF SHIT FOR YOU.

Being Humble Is No Weakness.
Humility In addition to persistent, ongoing effort, continued success requires humility. If you grow arrogant after a few accomplishments, you're not likely to have many more. With each success you gain more confidence, and that's great. When you've done it before, you know that you can do it again. Yet even as your confidence level grows higher and higher, do not make the mistake of discarding your humility. For humility keeps you reasonable, respectful, thankful, thoughtful and realistic, and those are all qualities essential for continued success. Thinking that you're entitled to something just because you want it is a reliable recipe for failure and disappointment. Humility reminds you that in order to receive value, you must create value in equal measure. While it is certainly possible to accomplish things without humility, those accomplishments will be empty and short-lived. Those people who enjoy meaningful success and fulfillment year after year and decade after decade

Bein A Better Being.
you are the sun in my daytime, you are the brightest star in my night sky, youre the reason i wake up in the morning and know why, youre every thing to me, everything that helps me see, a brighter way, and a better day to look forward to, you make me smile when im blue, you make me try harder to be a better person for you know who, not you but me, cause when its all said and done its all about bein a better being.

Be Informed!!
This is important my friends.....Left undiagnosed, it is life or death.... This isn't a pimpout..or a silly bulletin, but this is something that is very important... This year alone, the American Cancer Society estimates 22,430 Women will be diagnosed with Ovarian cancer and at least 14,500 women will die from Ovarian Cancer. Currently there is no effective means of early detection for the disease. As a result, ovarian cancer is usually diagnosed in advanced stages and only 50% of women survive longer than five years. Today, only 25% of cases are diagnosed in the early stages, i.e., before the cancer has spread beyond the ovary to the pelvic region. However, if ovarian cancer is detected and treated early, the five-year survival rate is greater than 90%. Until there is an effective way to detect ovarian cancer, all women are urged to become educated about the disease so she can act independently to protect her health. Listen to your body. Do not igno

Being In Love With You
The nights have been so dark in the past And the mornings so empty, But since you came into my life, I see the moon guiding me and the stars twinkling Brighter than before lighting my way, As I make my way home to you. The sun shines brightly, As I move through my day making a life Hopefully you will be proud to be part of one day. The birds singing melodiously A song of the coming season, Knowing that it's because you love me, I can appreciate their new songs. Being in love with you, It has brought great joy-- A feeling of wonderful bliss, And I wouldn't trade it for anything in this world or beyond. It is like being in Heaven, Being in love with you. I see an angel when I look into your face. I feel Heaven when I have you in my arms, And I see an eternity when I look into your eyes. Time is our greatest obstacle, And that is something that I will surely Not hinder the love that has started. I have you in m

Being Played
y is it that guys think they can play with ppl and their emotions.... i mean be straight with them dont bs ppl............ have your head and even your heart messed with for what seems like fun is nto fair to either side .. someone always gets hurt... one way or another.... and if not one person there could be more involved then just the person that is getting played... if ya want to be friend with someone then TELL them... dont play games .. dont let ppl think thier could be more by saying shit ya dont mean..... if ya dont want more then a play toy then tell them.. dont let ppl thnk its more... it can hurt ppl in more way then ya think..and ya may even lose what could have been a great FRIEND if nothing more... but by playen games ya lose that too

Being Thankful
yeah i stole this from a friend. but i love it and right now i think i need to really put some of this in perspective. becouse i know sometimes i forget alot of these things. You get so wrapped in life trying to survive and make your childs life perfect, that you soemtimes overlook the simple things. Plus i just miss doing some of these things with my children. But over all i am thankful for my two sons in my life. Not in my life they are my life.... ..> To my Child Body: Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep th

Bein Submissive/a Nice Guy.
For most of my life i have been a very submissive guy. Before you run for the exits i don't mean sexually. i mean i have allways been very laid back, unassuming person who prefers if other people make the decisions. I started dating when i was 14 and i allways was attracted to very athletic girls who were very strong and opinionated. Then, in college, i met a Gil who was Dominant. Ii thought i had died and gone to heaven. She called the shots and no, it wasn't just sexually. She did introduce meto serving a Woman as a sexaul submissive. My first24/7 lifestyle D/s relation shiphapened about 10years ago. i met a Woman who considered herself a Female Supremist. She taught me how to allways keep the Woman in my life at the center of attention at all times. She taught me how to please a Woman in the bedroom and have me not expect or need anything in return. i waited on her hand an dfoot. If sh said jump i said how high and i loved it. It took a few weeks of training but

Being Truly Rich
Ready or not, some day it will all come to an end. There will be no more sunrises, no minutes, hours or days. All the things you collected, whether treasured or forgotten, will pass to another. Your wealth, fame and temporal power will shrivel to irrelevance. It will not matter what you owned or what you were owed. Your grudges, resentments, frustrations and jealousies will finally disappear. So too, your hopes, ambitions, plans and to-do lists will expire. The wins and losses that once seemed so important will fade away. It wont matter where you came from or where you lived in the end. It wont matter whether you were beautiful or brilliant. Even your gender and skin color will be irrelevant. So what will matter? How will the value of your days be measured? What will matter is not what you bought but what you built, not what you got but what you gave. What will matter is not your success but your significance. What will matter is not what you learned but what you tau

Being Strong
Being strong through the darkest times. Being strong through all the tears. Being strong through the pain. Being strong when the world seems to be aainst you. Being strong when friends turn there backs. Being strong when the mountain you have been climbing seems all up hill. Being strong when nothing seems to be going right and everything you have tried has failed. Being strong when dreams keep passing you by. Being strong when the life you have been living doesnt seem to be going the way you would like it to go. Being strong when you feel the end is near. Being strong when you feel there is no where to go and friends have all gone there own way. Being strong through the darkest times. Being strong when you feel that nothing you do is going right. When you feel that you have no friends that care. Remember i care and will always be here for you. Being strong, being strong for eachother. My friend i am stay strong i will be there to help you through dont give up. Be str

Being Sick All The Time From My Son....
My son is new to goin to school & leavin the house. SO he is gettin everything that is goin around.. So Dad, son, & me all r gettin it. It's not fun. Thanks to me on Dec. 5th he is doto get a flu shot... I have to go get one also.... R any of u all like this? Thanks for listenin to me. Have a wonderfull day..... Thanks, Michelle

Being Greatful!!
As we sit down to enjoy the day with our families, think of all the things you are great full for and then look at each person and think one positive thing. For me my family is broken at the moment. I cherish the thought of spending it with my boyfriend and my daughter! Also I cherish all my friends and the people I have adopted into my life along my journey. I wrote a letter to all my friends and those who know me and that didn't even do the amount of justice that it should have. There are so many people to mention and so may reasons to mention each one. All of you have pounced my heart with love and appreciation. All of you have made me feel special in my own way. All of you have a heart of gold and let it shine with out any questions asked. All of you have touched me in a way that my own family sometimes has forgotten. I love all of you and I hope the holidays brings happiness, strength, peace and all the love that each and every single one of you deserve!! The loneliness that I hav

Being
Being around people you care about is great, always let them know it before it's too late.. Given a chance,I would like to prove, how much I think and care for you... Being with you, is a dream come true, but I know I'm not the one for you.. I sit alone and I start to think of you, instead of happiness I become blue.. I want to be the one who is by far the Best to make you forget of all the rest.. But being me is not good enough, I'm just me and that's all I am

Being "too Nice" To Women
Being `Too Nice' To Women NOTE: If you haven't taken a few minutes to check out all of the different programs I've put together to help you learn how to meet and date the kinds of women you've always wanted, then maybe now is a good time. Go here for the goods: http://www.DatingTechniques.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=Z3ZSZZ&lid=1 This time I'm going to "mix it up" a little... I get a lot of questions like the three that you're about to read. A LOT of them. In fact, I get so many HUNDREDS AND HUNDREDS of them emailed to me that I'm beginning to realize that I need to write another newsletter about this particular topic... even though I've written about ten billion of them now. Read these emails... and nod your head if you've found yourself in a similar situation: ***QUESTION #1*** Dave- I've been receiving your newsletters and although I'm a little skeptical, I thought I'd ask you a question. I live in Las Vegas where I attend UNLV (I'm in a frat

Being Happy/
I have a friend that came to me for advice on saturday. She is married and she has been unhappy for along time. She has been trying to do the right thing cause of the kids. She told me the other day that she wants to be happy and that she has been miserable and she wants to find someone that she wants to find love. She told me she ran into someone that she use to like when they were in Highschool. I know she has feelings for this guy. She has been hurt so bad in this marriage. I think she should go and be happy. The guy totally confessed that he cares about her too. They have known each other for years. What do I tell her to do? A. Go be Happy B. Stay in this loveless marriage.

Being Killed By Coughing...read To Understand....
Ok, I have had this cough 2 and a half weeks now and is showing now signs of stopping. Let me give you the whole "story" about it. At the beginning of the 2 and a half weeks I started having a really horrible sore throat. At that time I contributed the coughing to the dry and sore throat that I was having. But then the sore throat went away with some meds I had from my last sore throat. But the coughing stayed. And then the sore throat came back but not as severe. So basically the sore throat then was due to the coughing. Then I started getting either allergies or a cold cause I started having a congested nose and a little bit of sneezing. Now the allergy / cold "issues" are gone but this cough is still here. The problem that I am having with it now is that it is taking a horrific toll on my stomach muscles. It started as just hurting when I coughed. But now it much worse. I have been taking cough meds and drops but nothing is working. Two nights ago I went to bed after

Being Single
i keep hearing that being sdin gle is more fun, you can meet guys and gals who are also single aswell or just meet peeps that are together, married, dating whatever, but for me its hard at times cuz the ladies i meet are so beautiful and me im not Tom Cruise, Val Klimer or weven any kind of great lookin guy, and my heart jumps when they talk with me, but talk is just that, Talk.....i been to every dating siter that is free and yet it sits and gathers dust or its time runs dry...and unfortunately so do I lol. over and over again iam told t hat hey you will find someone that will make you happy, (This started at age 16 im now 55) can u take 39 yrs of bein told that you will find someone? lol..i cannot..asnyways just thought id vent alil...lol love to all

Being Single Getting Old..
lol was my desion to tay single this year after years with the ex wanted to get my head on straight, that and the guys I been having the oppertunity to meet werent any i'd go on a 2nd date with or get involved with *sigh* but when it come to late at nyte and most your friends married or have kids cant just call and talk when you ne3d a friend =( so much on my mind and no one to share it with kind gets to you. I so hate dr's yet im volentarily waking into a surgeons office tuesday lol but im tird of not feeling good about me ive thought about this surgery for a long long time mostly just a lift...but now with the weight loss I want back to my full size too. barely know anyone in south fla im blindly picking out dr's so with knew someone who could refer a good surgeon might ease a few fears..... Create The Perfect Girl at MyFreeImplants.com!

Being A Scorpio....this Is A Part Of Who I Am
Scorpio! About Your Sign... Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them. In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is pa

Being Single Again
I really don't know what happened but im single again... one min were talking about getting married next she comes home and says i have to leave because shes gettin back with her baby daddy and moving to georgia. she says she still loves me and misses me but she has to go back to him even though he abuses her both mentally and physically. then she tells me once she moves there she has to cut off all contact with me... is that where i screwed up? do women want to be controled? i could never bring myself to tell the woman i love who she can and cant talk to... maybe just an idiot but i believe a relationship is sopposed to be to equals who love each other not one domminating the other. like i said maybe im an idiot. i dunno you tell me...

Being Sick Sux
this freekin blows. im sick as hell and not too sure what is goin on. damn headcold got me all types of fucked up. my head feels like it weighs 100 pounds. im dizzy and shit. whatever is going around is pretty damn ruthless. well, i hope no one gets this shit. i dont wish this on anyone. be safe and be healthy everyone. love, amy

Being A 1st Time Father
When my Wife Desire' started back to work I started looking after Joey. The 1st week I was going nuts. I was holding him from the time he got up til the time Desire' got off work, that was 6am -4:30 pm all day..and when I tried laying him down to sleep he woke up crying. I called my mom the next week and told her that I was going nuts.. she said to just lay him down and he will cry himself to sleep. She said thats what she did to me when I was a baby, she said just look after him from time to time to see if he is ok..so I started doing that and well I love being a stay at home Father. I can get the house work done and all before the wife gets home and its working out good..I love being a Father and now me and little Joey have our little thing going. When he gets up I feed him and then I play with him for a bit until he gets all pissy and I lay him down to sleep..this goes on til 4:30 and then the wife takes him away from me =( oh well that will give me a break til she needs me to

Being Lonely With Out Her
yepo i got throught a lot the acuseing of my father beign a ass and still trying to keep it together and me looking like hammered shit like havent shaved that and me and dad are no longer talking to each other

Being Thankful
"! The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. d A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddled here

Being Thankful To Our Military
I just wanted to tell everyone if you are thankful for being alive and well and safe at home then every time you pray please remember the ones who make this all possible for us all because they are total strangers to most of us as we are to them yet they put their lives on the line for us all each and every day and many of them never get the chance to see their families again before the die for our country so no matter how bad you have it just remember there is always someone worse off than you and be thankful for what you have and give our military all our blessings and prayers and thank them and god each day that we are alive and well thanks to them.... God Bless All Who Read This.....And Merry Christmas!

Being In Love
being in love is the best and worst thing in the world, but although my heart is broken right now by absolutely believe in it, let me know if you do too. I refuse to get jaded because of other people and I refuse to lose hope and trust in people because some are jerks. If I can say that right now I know its true for life. Anyone out there who wants to respond I would love to hear what others have to say.

Bein Happy, Bein Me
In this time, of suffocating fury. I find myself, my judge and jury. I claw at earth, gasping for breath. I cling to life, to escape my death. All I inhale are large clumps of dirt. Every breath out, shows all my hurt. But claw and gasp and choke I do. for dirt and hurt won't keep me from you. And you not bein, anyone else! Then my own future, my own self! I just want to claw above this earth I see. I just want to be happy, being me. J. Koblitz

Being Cheap
hey guess what i did. lol My vacume cleaner. well i realized i needed a bag bc its full. Since i dont drive and mindy couldn't take me to walmart tonight. so I actually did a experiment. I took the bag, cut it, took all the crap out inside it-taped it back up and reused it. And i can't believe it, it worked!!! yey!!! thanks to (scotch) package tape. I'm so proud of myself. ;P

Being Direct
Someone once asked: "How do you tell someone that you really like them without flat-out saying it?" She was really starting to like this guy see, and she wanted him to know, but she is shy and didn't know quite how to go about it. Like everyone of us, she is afraid of rejection, and so she hesitates, and considers letting it go... I think she should tell him privately that she would like to get to know him better and invite him to dinner (that she makes) at her place and a DVD. If a man is interested, he will not say 'No thanks' to this invitation. If he does, that's all you need to know, he is not interested in you. Men are simple and direct, for the most part. If you approach them with calmness, clarity and directness, most men will respond positively. Unless of course they just aren't interested. Either way you find out where you stand.

Being Single.... Not Fun
I look at my Cousins and my Siblings, ALL of which have someone they are married to, gonna get married to, or are in a serious Relationship, and it just hurts so much. They all have someone, and me?? I sit alone... I watch them, and I wish that I could have someone at my side, Someone I could hold onto, someone I can Protect, Someone that I can whisper into their Ear how Much I love them and how they mean everything in the world to me. I just feel so Damn Lonely and I hate this Feeling... I just want someone I can call my own.

Being Politically Correct
BEING POLITICALLY CORRECT Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America, Kentucky, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as " HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN- AMERICANS. And furthermore ... HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1 She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY. ." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY- ENJOYED COMPANION." 5. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1.He does not have a " BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2.He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN."

Being Afraid
THERE IS SO MUCH THAT CAN GO WRONG HERE.....GOD I AM SCARED AND DONT KNOW WHERE TO GO.....NOWADAYS I DONT KNOW WHICH END IS UP AND WICH END IS DOWN ...BETWEEN FINDING A WEDDING DRESS AND LOOKING A TUXES AND FINDING JUST THE RIGHT CHURCH AND SEATING ARANGEMENTS AND WEDDING INVATATIONS AND GUEST LIST MENUES AND A SCORE OF OTHER THINGS IM GOING FRIGGIN NUTS LETS PUT IN THE MIX MY FATHER IS DYING MY ELDEST DAUGHTER IS PREGNANT MY OLDEST SON HATES MY GUTS MY TWO YOUNGEST SONS ARE HAVING ISSUES WITH ATHOURITY (THEY ARE 5 AND 6) AND LETS NOT FORGET MY EX HUSBAND WHO IS JUST ACHING TO GET IS PAWS ON ME SO HE CAN BEAT THE HELL OUTTA ME IM PLAYING PHONE TAGG WITH HALF MY FAMILY THE OTHER HALF THINKS IM GOING CRAZY...(THERE RIGHT YA KNOW) MY FIANCE IS ALLWAYS TIRED BECAUSE HE IS WORKING WAY TO HARD AND I REALLY REALLY NEED A PEICE OF CHOCHLATE CAKE RIGHT NOW ....IM BLABBERING ARENT I???? THOUGHT SO....HANG ON LET ME BREATHE HERE....OK IM HAVING A CRISSIS HERE...KNOW ONE SEEMS TO UNDERSTAND ANYTHI

Being Tattooed
Being Tattooed,there is no other feeling like in the world,The feeling of the needle hitting the skin,knowing that this is forever and that there is not turning back,once the ink is in the skin,finish what you started.HEaring the buzz from the gun as you watch the image that you had on a piece of paper come to life upon ur skin,is amazing to see.And knowing that this is something you have always wanted.And now you know ur ready for more.It's an addiction thats can be worse then drugs.Its an adrenaline rush,like no other.I am ready for more.

Being A Slave
Because a slave uses the same soul as the Owner, the Owner develops and "forces" the slave to be used only in those ways that the soul is fulfilled, in actions that are only the result of moral certainty, to accomplish only the Creator's intended purpose, without egotistic pollution from either the slave or the Owner. Destiny is about doing the Creator's work. Faith is accepting that when we do, that same Creator will take care of our needs, so we don't have to. The slave has been responsible for egotistically developing the part that she is of the Owner so that it is prepared to accept its destiny. Make an examination of the feelings that would be normal for someone who is occupying the body, mind, heart, and soul of another. Examine them closely. Determine if you can conclude that those are the same feelings as what you are experiencing. If the same, there is another clue that you are slave. This is probably the most powerful and precise clue about your slavery. The concept, an

Being Gone
i will be down for about 4 days.my husband and i are going to take some home time.we are planning on suprising his parents for their 50th wedding anniversary that this week:)i will be down from 1/3 to 1/6 at the most.i will miss my family on here while im with my personal family.i might be abel to pop on during that time but im not real sure.

Being Human
This is another reason why I am to the point of walking away from this site. I admit I am not a good speller but when have the nerve to insult others when at times its not something thats done on purpose then you know there life isnt great. I did a mumm and I spelled a word worng. I am getting rude cooments esp comming from people in there 40's including a RN. Well I am sorry I am not the greatest speller but I will say this I AM ONLY HUMAN, and we all make mistakes

Being Reborn
Being Reborn Is there a such thing as being reborn? Well, I think not. You will always be who you were from the start. If you ever done wrong one day in your past. There are those humans who will make it last. This is a human world no matter what you may say. Cesar stands around just waiting on your pay. From the ache in your back to the pain in your feet. You fight through a day you never defeat. Payday comes around and you finally get home. Only to find bill collectors calling you on the phone. You bow your head and fall to your knees. While Cesar lays claim to your hard earned deeds. You pray to the Lord asking what must I do? To survive in this life that we all must go through?

Being There (not Mine)
When the road seems too long And I know where I belong On the SIDE ROAD WheRE DREAMS SEEM TO DISAPEAR It's the love that I find But I just don't have the time It's a wish to be near you It's being there Ohh when I want to be there For ya baby yeah yeah Be there for you All for you I think of you When I'M YOUNG It's gettin' harder NOW THAT YOUR GONE What was once Only mine yesterday You were my love And my friend You held on To the very end It's the pain and the loss Of not being there Ohh when I want to be there For ya baby yeah whoooh Be there for you All for you baby Oh when I wanna be there For ya baby yeah whoaoh Be there for you All for you It's a sad song that I sing But I'll never let it bring A bring me down And bring my heart lower too It's the leaves on the trees It's a SOFT WIND AND A STIRRING BREEZE It's just the season A sensation of being there Oh when I wanna be there For ya baby yeah whoaoh Be there for you Al

Being A Pagan In Today's Society
Want to know what a persecuted pagan goes through? Find some enlightenment...if you dare! As a pagan, I find that there is an overwhelming sense of horror when issues of religion come about. It seem that there is a complete misunderstanding of what it means to be pagan in the 21st century. "Pagan", when originated, meant "hill dweller." Now that's not the case. For any of you who may be wondering, "What makes a person a pagan?", I have a simple answer. Paganism, by today's definition, means "a person not following the Judaic, Islamic, or Christian faiths". So, technically, by default, if you're an athiest, you're therefore pagan by default. Contrary to popular belief, Satanist, no matter what banner they fall under, are NOT pagans. Satanists believe in, and follow, Satan, who is, by all definition, a Christian character. Some Spiritual Satanists may argue this point, but anyone can see that Satan is the antithesis of God, and pagans do not believe in God, so...Satanists aren'

Being In Love
Being in Love I’m in love—utterly and completely, Without the slightest doubt! It took an awful lot of painful practice; Lots of bleeding, bumps and bruises. Heartache after heartache, Heart growing all the time, Searching feverishly for my one true love; Not realizing all along, I was moving in the right direction— Getting closer each moment, following the clues; Until I finally awoke to what I had dreamed, Just to see that dream come alive with love— A love that just grows into a future, With few fears; scared but safe, To experience love not from the sidelines, But from the inside out, Top to bottom and front to back; Letting go and giving in to the true love That was always there, Waiting patiently to be seen and taken in And then given back. Loving, from now on, forever and then some; Knowing very well where it a

Being A While.
It has been a while since I have got to post a blog on here. Since the end of Dec. 2007 and beginning of Jan. 2008, I have traveled from AZ to my hometown of Richmond, VA. I got here by flying from AZ to Utah, then from Utah to Maryland. My sister then drove me from here place in MD to my parents place in VA. The trip was interesting in that I got to fly both Business/Coach and First class in a communter and airliner respectively. Now at my parents place, It is boring at times since they have no cable tv, dial-up internet and don't go out much. I have suffered from jet-lag and getting adjusted to the cold weather here. Well that is how I have been.

Being Drunk's A Lot Like Loving You
Well I drank til I stumbled I drank til I fell When the drunk part was over it hurt me like hell Now I know about drinking so I know one things true Being drunk's a lot like loving you Cuz I loved til I stumbled I loved til I fell When the loving was over it hurt me like hell Now I know what a taste of the wrong love can do Being drunk's a lot like loving you And I've woke up some mornings and sworn off the drink At that I've done reasonably well I think But I haven't done well swearing off you and me At that I've felt miserably Well I've felt the hangover of loving all night I've sat at the bar all alone in a fight I've bottled up feelings and poured 'em out too Being drunk's a lot like loving you And I've woke up some mornings and sworn off the drink At that I've done reasonably well I think But I haven't done well swearing off you and me At that I've felt miserably Well I drank til I stumbled I loved til I fell When the drunk part was over love

Being Homesick At Home.
Since I got to my parents house in VA, I have been feeling homesick for AZ. Some of it is not having cable tv, warm weather or a faster download speeds. Some of it is missing my wife and kids. But the big part of it is that I don't have the freedom or means to get around here like I did in AZ. My parents rarely go out. And there is no real busline near me so I can go anywhere. I am trying to make due, but it is hard.

Being Stalked
The fucking asshole known as my soon to be exhusband I find out has been stalking me. I went over to my friend's house the other night ( a male friend who there has never been anything between us) and he follows me and tries to start trouble with him. Tells me he knows everything I do, everyone i talk to and everywhere I go and i will never get my daughter back. Well that i knew was a lie because we've already been in front of the judge for him tryin that stupid crap. Anywho i find out today from an "unknown source" who told my mom , that how he knows everything and everyone i've talked to is that he was shown how to access my computer and has all my conversations with my best friend and other ppl and has been watching where i go and who i email and what i talk about etc. SOOOO fucking great right? thats ok I hope he reads this if he figures out my password this time. I GOT LAWYER ASSHOLE!! :)

Being Single
So, as you might have guessed from the title, i am single. My best guy friend who i had feelings for but was always too immature for me has begun dating someone else. I find myself a little jealous despite myself. There was a time when he wanted me, but being in the army, we never had the time to establish anything. Now i hear from him less and less. I suppose there is nothing to do but move on.

Being Stab In The Back
I dont know.. I have been doing alot thinking...I know scary right.lol..I really think I am done with all this dramn in my life... I have good friends here in tennessee know most of them all my life..But when you really think you know someone they turn around and stab you in the back...

Being Honest With Yourself
There comes a time in everyone's life where they must ask themselves, what they are to do in life, as far as love, and trust. Me, I had to learn the hard way, as not once, but twice with in a three month period, I was betrayed. But then again, work took most of my time, and left things at home not the greatest. However that does not give one the right, to go behind one's back, and do things they have done. In the end, it was best to destroy peices of the past, and make sure never to look, or feel anything for them again. One must be honest with themselves when it comes to matters of the heart. Only then can they truely see the best things in life, are those that come into there lives, and could build a lasting future, in there home of choice. For some it maybe to late, and for others, there is still time, to fix the damage before it is to late. Which one will you be today?

Being Raised In Indiana
Being a transplant from a small town in NorthEast Indiana I have to say some of the City life had me quite baffled at times. So I have some advice for you City Folk if ya ever come to my parts... so Listen up City Slickers ! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. They're live steaks. That's why they smell funny to you. But they smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? Rt. 90 and 70 goes east and west, I-65 & I-69 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $150,000 corn pickers and hay balers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in Indiana waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understa

Being Told What To Do
How would you feel if someone told you what to do? For example: you were in a contest and you belonged to a bombing family, and u had some friends who didnt belong to the family, come bomb you. Now you want to return the favor to the friends who arent in the family, and the family you were in said its against the family rules. I say its bullshit... you should be able to help anyone who bombs you in a contest reguardless of if they are in the family or not. Seriously is that not what friends do for each other, help each other when help is needed........or simply be a decent human being and return the favor, which by the way is called common courtesy in case you didn't know. Now I can see if your friend is in a contest at the same time (or same contest for that matter ) as a family member, the family member would get first priority, but if they are not and its just one or the other in a contest or your family member's contest is done & your friends is not, you should

Being Ill
As you suffer from an illness for sometime you wonder when will it be your time to go home, you ask God when my lord when, you wish that you would hear from friends from long ago but you never do, so you just wish the time would hurry and come so that you can go home, and when you know that it is your time you wonder how these friends from long ago would feel, will they care or will they rejoice that you have gone home, I find it really strange to what goes through the mind of somone that is terminal. you wonder if those that were there at one time if they will be there when the time is near, or if they just go on like you never exisited, we never know when our time is, but accept it that you may not have much time left you try to make your ammends to ones that you have hurt you know that you made this effort and just wish to know if those that you try to make amends will accept it and let you know. as i know that all those that i have hurt in my past i have tried to make amends to

Being A Stripper Does Not = Whore
Some people on here and in my real life think just because i am a stripper i must be a whore too. I'm hear to tell you something fuck you and no not literally. So here's what i got to say to all you guys on here who just plain dicks, do us all a favor and kill yourself. That way the world not only be a better place but a much more intelligent place to live. Oh yes i don't care if you think i am a bitch because sorry i wasn't put here on earth to satisfy you and cater to your feelings.

Being Around
Tonight you were not around Today you were not around This morning you were not around You took my soul and turned it around You took my heart and turned it upside down You took my mind and made me think around And then I realized you were no longer around I took my soul and turned it around I took my heart and turned it upside down I took my mind and started thinking around And then you told me you would no longer be around God grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Other people. Courage to change the things I can, I can myself, and who I am And Wisdom to know the difference. I have to be wise to the fact that not every day is going to be good, and that others may not feel the same way I do

Being Alone And Dying Alone...
In my whole life i've only had two girlfriends and i got dumped by both the reason being is that i'm too clingy and needy which is really a bitch cause i dont want to be alone always staying up thinking about that dream girl who lays next to me and me saying i love you very much i mean i am a really nice guy and everything but its because of that one error i cant get a girlfriend and also i'm afraid of being alone my whole life with no one to spend my life with no wife no kids nothing i'm just going to be alone and i'm going to die alone...

Being Blocked
I just have to say this. Some people are so childish and stupid, on here!!! I cannot believe how some people take this shit so seriously. How anal are you in real life if you get so upset about a comment on your mumm. I am going to sit here and Thank God that I have still got a sense of humor and that I have a life! Some people are just so futarded!!! Have an awesome week and have fun!!!

Being A Bigger Girl
I've been viewing some people and their thoughts on bigger women. I know to each their own, and different people like different things. But I view that you have no right to judge someone by their size. I've been both Small and big, and right now I'm the bigger of the two. I've seen the ups and downs to both sides. And personally I'd be rather happier skinnier again. But I don't think any one. MAN or WOMAN Should bash on someone's size and personal looks. Yes I don't think women should fault theirselves to make them feel better. And men and women if you don't find the person attractive please don't tell them they are to make them feel better then talk about them behind their back. Trust me your not any better then anyone else. TY Thats my rant for the day

Being New On Here
I"m new to this site but I"m totally trying to figure it out.. Still struggleing with the salute photo but I'll get there.. Its nice coming on line and meeting so many people.. Anyone have any advice about fubar they are welcome.. Appreciate all the opinions or advise..

Being A Single Parent!!
ok can i just say that having an ex to deal with is hard enough let alone when you have a kid in the mix. why is it that things just don't go smoothly. i don't ask for much i really don't. i am not a bitch unless of course i am mad but who isn't. i just want help with my son from his father. it always seems that i keep giving all of these chances and being nice and whatever and it ends up biting me in the ass everytime. i try really hard to get along but for whatever reason its not working. if i am going to do it alone i really wish he would just completely stop being around. i don't want him to be if its not consistent. so i tell him today that if he can't sacrific his time of what he wants to do to help out with a child that he helped create then to forget he even has one at all. i know that sounds mean but its like he always has an excuse of why he can't have his son. whether it be one thing or another still excuses. i sacrific alot of things for my son but thats what you are suppos

Being Played For A Sucker
ever felt like you were being played for a sucker? sucks doesnt it? i for one dont like it and i fucking despise people who do so.jokin around is cool and shit like that but its like i get so sick and tired of makin myself feel like i am doin something good and then you go aroiund finding out that the people that you think you are helpin out the people that you THINK youi are doin good for...helpin someone feel good...feel better is just a fuckin joke. i am in NO WAY gonna take it anymore...if i feel like i am being played around with my friendship and kindness of my heart being taken advantage of then i will no longer talk to you so you can go ahead and just delete me from your list

Being Strung Along..
Everytime you trust your heart in someones hands.. they crush it.. and it is amazing all the things someone can say and do, but never mean it (atleast not to you) My heart died when I lost my baby girl, my heart shatterd when my marriage fell apart.. but now somehow you have seemed to slip in and decieve me to belive in love .. as if it still existed. and my heart is lying on the ground.. and this time I am leaving it there .. I am walking away.

Being Feelin Lost
You ever get the feeling you are wondering through your city with no destination in sight? or in mind? You pass by road and road club and club house and house Yet you feel as if you dont belong in any of those places? you feel lost confused hurt and very much so distracted? It's as if your wondering through this life with no meaning or purpose what so ever...Welcome to my world!!! wish it wasn't like this and didnt feel this way but I do. maybe someday it all will change? But I have low expectations on that subject... Have a Wonderful Blessed Day!!!

Being Loved By Friends
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Being Poor Sucks
Especially in the oh-so-glorious Connecticut. *the pay rates suck. *drowning in debt sucks. *Making more money, but then finding debt collectors coming out of the woodwork after you make more money SUCKS *Uncle Sam sucks *Tax offset REALLY sucks *working 60+ hours a week making nothing.........sucks yeah, F@%& you!, Connecticut! Okay, I'm done now. :-)

Being Tru!
WHAT IS THE NATURE OF A LIE? SURLY, WE ALL KNOW EXACTLY HOW THEY TURN OUT! (YET WE STILL DO IT) I WISH PEOPLE WOULD JUST "KEEP IT TRUE" I HAVE CAUGHT MORE PEOPLE IN LIES THEN I CARE TO COUNT. THE SAD THING IS THIS, THE LIE HURTS 10X'S WORST THEN WHAT YOU ARE LYING ABOUT.(CONCIDER THAT) TOTAL B.S. THEN WE TELL OURSELVES A LIE TO SAVE FACE? HERE'S A CLUE, YOU ONLY LOOK WORST OFF. HONESTY IS A TRICKY THING. THEN AGAIN, SO IS THE THING THAT CAUSES YOU TO LIE.MOST PEOPLE ONLY LISTEN TO WHAT THEY WANT. OR JUST SAY WHATEVER COMES OUT THEIR MOUTHS. THE PROBLEM IS THAT WHEN YOU LIE, YOU FORGET. AS FOR ME?WELL I HAVE TOLD MY SHARE OVER THE YEARS. THEN I WAS GIVEN A PERFECT EXAMPLE EX:"THERE ARE 3 FRIENDS WHO ARE ALWAY DOING THINGS TOGETHER.(FRIENDS): (A) (B) & (C) NOW THEY ARE ALL COOL PEOPLE. FRIEND (A) ASK FRIEND (B) FOR $5 BUCKS TIL HE GETS PAID NEXT WEEK. (A) CHECKS TO SEE HOW MUCH MONEY HE HAS. SEEING $15 IN HIS WALLET, HE GIVES (B) WHAT HE NEEDED. ABOUT 20MIN. LATER (C) MEETS UP WITH TH

Being A Strong Container
Grounding Ourselves We often hear people telling us to ground ourselves, but we may not be sure what that means, and how we might do it. Grounding ourselves is a way of bringing ourselves literally back to earth. Some of us are more prone than others to essentially leaving our bodies to and not being firmly rooted in our bodies. There’s nothing terribly wrong with this, but while we are living on the earth plane, it is best to stay grounded in our body. One of the easiest ways to ground ourselves is to bring our attention to our breath as it enters and leaves our bodies. After about ten breaths, we will probably find that we feel much more connected to our physical selves. We might then bring our awareness to the sensations in our bodies, moving from our head down to our feet, exploring and inquiring. Just a few minutes of this can bring us home to bodies and to the earth, and this is what it means to ground ourselves. We can go further by imagining that we have roots growing

Being An Army Wife
Being an army wife is the hardest job Ihave ever had, but I love and support my hubby more then anything ,and will continue to support him in whatever decison he decides to make for our lives, I could not be more proud of him for the sacrficies he has made and continues to make. Having him gone the past twelve months has been a learning experience and I have learned not to take the little moments for granted, and that alot of things are not worth fighting over. I hope that when he comes home that I will be the best wife and friend he has ever had because i love him more then anything and only want to make him as happy a she has made me. Please continue to pray for his safe return and the safe return of all of out service men and women. a proud army wife

Being A Nurse
As a NURSE for many yrears. I have witnessed so many differents lives. Working long hours , (8, 12, and 16 hrs.) But still not being appreciate. Being A NURSE means.... I will never be bored. I will always be frustrated. I always sorrounded by challenges. So much to do and so little time. I will carry immense responsibility. And very little authority. I will step into people's lives. And I will make a difference. Some will bless me, Some will cursed me. I will see people at their worst, And at their best. I will never cease to be amazed At people's capacity, for love, caurages and endurance. I've see life begins and end. I've experience resounding triumps And devastating failure. I've cried alot inside me. And I've laughed alot with the patients. I've hold their hands and stayed with them on their last breath. I've known what it is to be human And to be humane. This is what it means being a NURSE.

Being A Social Bully- Them? Or Me?
(I'm sorry in advance for the rant at the end of this) For some reason my son loves riding in a car pool to school. I had been taking him everyday up until the start of the second semester. The bitch of it is, the car pool never seems to come at a specific time. Sometimes its 8:38 and it has swung up as late as 9:10. The problem is, it's fucking cold outside. The other day, 9:10 rolled around and no car. (School starts at 9:00) So I took him to school and I am waiting in line to sign him in. A 50 some odd year old administrator walks up to me and asks me to remove my hat or wear it properly. I wear my lids backwards. Ooooh. Wrong day, wrong fucking guy. "And the proper way I should wear my hat is....?" "Well-" "No. I suggest you find another fish to fry lady. You are barking up the wrong tree right now. Don't ever push your personal views on appearance on me again or I will report you to the school board for wearing that ugly shirt." Who the fuck did this bitch

Being Random
Nothing becomes real unless someone wants it. I am here today as usual confused on who I am and why I am. But I know of the lesser aspects of humanity such as fear and paranoia they help me. Part of the humanity process is sexual. This is why I am a sexual being. My lies are of bad quality because the truth is to close to the surface... this is why I do not do it too often and expect the same in return. Observation,data gathering,listening on all levels is what I do. It helps with the fear and paranoia that cloud most of my thoughts. All this guided with the Soul and all the Soul means. Turning any negetive into a positive is what the final function is to my skills I am trying to obtain. Trying to do this it helps me survive. My body shares all the basic commonalities of being human but I live with it in pride and its functionings are not underestimated with me. I am not a God or Devil I am a human being. If one person is called a God or Devil it does no justice and giv

Being Played...
Heard a great quote a few days ago from Warren Buffet one of the richest men in the world…. With the economy as strong as it is and the people of America fearing a recession you can blame it on 2 people – Hillary Klinton and Barack Obama. People – the economy is very simple… Works 2 ways – 1) People spend money and buy stuff, companies sell it, hire people too make it, they get paid and go out and buy stuff and it just keeps chugging along. 2) People do not spend money, companies lay off people, and the economy tumbles… So with the Democrats CONSTANTLY saying what a rotten economy we have, and the LIBERAL PRESS printing it for them, MORONS buy into it, and stop spending money and the economy starts too falter… What is causing people to FEAR for their jobs??? Klinton, Obama and the Press... If people would just buy stuff – the economy would just keep chugging along.. Why do they talk it down… Some dumb people wil

Being Kind.............
~~ Kindness~~ Current mood: thoughtful Two Horses Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind. His owner has chosen not to have him put down, but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then slowly walk to where she is, trusting that she will not lead him astray. When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stops occasionally and l

Being No Respecter Of Persons
The main character of the tenth chapter of Acts seems to be remembered out of all proportion to the time he appears in Scripture. In Sunday School you hear a lot about Cornelius, the Roman centurion (he commanded a hundred soldiers, and the word shares a common root with the English word “century” for one hundred years) who accepted Jesus as his Savior and he’s often cited as the first Gentile or non-ethnic Jew to be saved. While that’s not quite accurate (the Ethiopian eunuch from chapter eight comes to mind), the fact that the Gospel made inroads within the Roman occupiers says something for it. Cornelius might not have been entirely representative of those he served or commanded – conquerors don’t tend to be on their best behavior in an occupied country – but who he chose to be stood out in Caesarea stood out so much among the people that God noticed. Verse one sets the scene in Caesarea and the main character Cornelius, a centurion of the Italian Band or Italian Legion, whil

Being A Mother!!
Date: Mar 19, 2008 11:28 PMI thought this was really good and wanted to share it with you all. (both men & women, sons & daughters - need to read this) BEING A MOTHER...After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me totake another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, ’I love you, but I know this other woman lovesyou and would love to spend some time with you.’* * *The other woman that my wife wanted me to visitwas my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years,but the demands of my work and my three children hadmade it possible to visit her only occasionally.* * *That night I called to invite her to go out fordinner and a movie.* * *’What’s wrong, aren’t you well,’ she asked?* * *My mother is the type of woman who suspects that alate night call or a surprise invitation is a signof bad news.* * *’I thought that it would be pleasant to spend sometime with you,’ I responded. ’Just the two of us.’She thought about it for a moment, and then said,’I would like that very much.’* * *That

Being A Child...
Have you ever noticed that we sometimes wish we were children again. We say how wonderful it is not to have to worry about the things us adults worry about. Jobs, Bills, Relationships, and so on. We see that being in love and sharing your life with another is hard, so we ponder those moments when we were children. As we grow it seems we forget, alot. We forget what its like to be a child. We forget what its like to be carefree. We also forget alot of other things. First and formost we forget how to imagine and dream. This is actually something we should always maintain. Kids see more then we do, because they are free and learning. We as adults tend to let all around us temper us into thinking dreams do not come true. however we fail to see the most imporatnt thing a child can do. that is love without reason. We all should relearn how to do such a thing. How to give love unconditionally and without a desire to receive it back. However even those children need love, they need it in

Being Lost...written By Me
BEING LOST...written by me I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM, I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I AM SO LOST INSIDE, I AM SORRY FOR WHAT I DO. I DON'T LIKE THIS FEELING, I DON'T LIKE BEING BLUE. I AM NOT HAPPY WITH MY LIFE, I AM DEPRESSED IN ALL THAT I DO. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO CHANGE, I WOULD LOVE TO FIND HAPPINESS AGAIN. I AM GOING TO TAKE MY TIME, AND FIND ME ONCE AGAIN.

Being Nice Never Works Does It?
wow...I cant believe it..being nice does not work...Carmen wants to punish me..darn...she posted my well wishes on her myspace page...check it out....she is the "the girl next door"..and poor thing i wont leave her alone...news flash if you were not talking shit about me..then I would have left you alone..you had to stir the shit up..so you could have something to talk about... because apparently your life is boring without me in it..with no provocation other than three months ago..you go on and on about me in your blogs..wow I did not know I had so much power...but hey with being nice to you and writing you a congrats on myspace...you have new material so please feel free to blog on and on about me...I love knowing that I matter so much in your life..wow..you would think..that your life would have more substance to it than talking about me..why dont you talk about your kids..or something wonderful..maybe your job...that is what I do...I hate to waste my time on you..because you dont m

Being Bioplar And Having Depression
Being bipolar and have depression By Eric Brown AKA Dark Passion March 28, 2008 Dealing with mental heath issues have been a long and hard road, I have depression and I am bipolar. Leaning to live with the fact that I have ups and downs is very hard sometimes I want to just lie down and give up but My Lord and Savor Jesus Christ keeps me going and pushing. That hard thing is the way that people treat you when they found out you are bipolar they treat you like you are a nut or a loser. Please don’t treat me like I am broken, I am not broken I have heart I have passion I have love, I would never try to hurt anyone I just feel sad and lonely at times. If you give a chance I could show you how good a person I really am I just need a friend someone to talk to. Will you take me hand will you talk to me?

Being A Bloke Is Top Because.........
Being a bloke is top because......... Your orgasms are real. Always. Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. You never feel compelled to stop a friend from getting laid. Car mechanics tell you the truth. You don't give a rat's arse if someone notices your new haircut. Hot wax never comes near your pubic area. Wrinkles add character. A few well placed one night stands gain credibility, not leave you tarnished. You don't have to leave the room to make emergency crotch adjustments. People never glance at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. Porn movies are designed with you in mind. Your pals can be trusted never to trap you with "So, notice anything different?" You can appreciate great sport. You can throw a ball more than 5 feet. One mood, ALL the damn time. A five-day holiday require

Being Treated Well
How do you convince someone that being treated well is something we all deserve? How do you show them that their past does not deside what they deserve? These are hard questions and i have no direct answers or solutions. But i can say this from my own heart. Everyone deserves to be treated right, no matter what has been done in their past to them. I do understand how hard it is to accept good things when your use to such bad things. But breaking that norm while hard is the best thing for everyone. We all desire to be loved, and cherished, we desire a friend and a lover who is true to their ending breath. Yet when we have bad experiance after bad experiance we tend to see that as our norm. We tend to deside that its us creating the bad realtionships, when we are not the ones to blame. Our only blame is not seeing the truth, but even the truth can lay hidden for days, months, or years. And once we see the truth alot of times we try to convince ourselfs its not real. This is natu

Being Friends...
There is a difference between being an acquaintance and being a friend. An acquaintance is someone whose name you know, who you see every now and then, who you probably have something in common with and who you feel comfortable around. It's a person that you can invite to your home and share things with. But they are people who you don't share your life with, whose actions sometimes you don't understand because you don't know enough about them. On the other hand, a friend is someone you love. Not that you are "in love" with them, but you care about them and you think about them when they are not there. The people you are reminded of when you see something they might like, and you know this because you know them so well. They are the people whose pictures you have and whose faces are in your head regardless. Friends are the people you feel safe around because you know they care about you. They call just to see how you are doing, because a friend doesn't need an excuse. They tel

Being Single
Ok, so for the first time in my life I am single! I have always up to this point had a S/O waiting for me to be single. I don't know how to do this! I'm in a new town and know a whopping 6 people and 4 of those are friends of my sister.I don't know where to go to meet people. I want someone to hang out with and generally have a good time and not necessarily be sexual with. Friends are more important to me at this stage than sex partners. Don't get me wrong would love to have sex right now, but don't want just any one! Sex would be nice but don't want to repeat mistakes in I've made in the past! I hate being single! I really wish I had had someone waiting for me!

Being A Friend
When you are feeling alone like no one cares, read this cuz its absolutely true: Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. At least fifteen people in this world love you. The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. There are at least two people in this world that would die for you. You mean the world to someone. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look. Always remember the compliments you've received. Forget the rude remarks. So if you are a loving person, send this to everyone on your list including the person who sent it too you. Thank You for being my friend!!!"

Being Real
What does it mean to be real ? So many times I get asked what I mean by real. I guess if one had to ask themselves what real is, they are probaly not being real themselves. It seems with the birth of the net it has givin people the right to become a porn star , rock star , super hero , model , cassanova , or pretty much anything you they can dream up. Its a pretty sad day when people live there their lives as someone they are not, they fear the world will not like them for who and what they really are. I see people in desperation to find their long lost lost love, their soul mates , or a bed buddy. People seem to say all the right things, they offer all your dreams, they fit all the parts just right. To bad there 5000 miles away, and it will never happen, Makes me wonder why people can not apply these skills in real life. Maybe becauce most of what you find on the net is to good to be true. Its pretty easy to lie to everyone including yourself when you dont have to

Being And Playing Fair
WHEN FAMILIES ARE MERGED THROUGH MARRIGE OR RELATIONSHIPS THAN THE CHILDREN OF THOSE INVOLVED BECOME MERGED, I MYSELF HAVE TWO WONDERFUL STEP CHILDREN THAT I HAVE COME TO LOVE AS IF I HAD BEEN THE ONE TO GIVE BIRTH TO THEM AND AS SUCH MY CHILDREN CALL THESE TWO WONDERFUL KIDS THERE BROTHER AND SISTER...BUT.....WHEN ONE SET OF CHILDRENS HAPPINESS AND WELFARE IS PLACED ABOVE THE OTHER SET OR WHEN MORE IS DONE FOR ONE SET THAN THE OTHER THAN THE SCALES ARE TIPPED AND ONE OR THE OTHER SET OF CHILDERN ARE HURT ...EITHER BY WORDS OR DEEDS ...SO I ASK IS IT FAIR TO EXPECT A CERTIAN KIND OF BEHAVIOR FROM ONE SET OF CHILDREN AND NOT THE OTHER SET ...IS IT OK TO DISCLUDE ONE SET OF CHILDREN OUT OF A FAMILY FUNCTION JUST SO THE OTHER SET CAN BE INCLUDED...IS IT ALLRIGHT FOR THE PARENTS AND STEP PARENTS TO SET BACK AND CALOUSLY WATCH THESE CHILDREN BECOME HURT ... SO I ASK THIS ALSO IF YOU TEACH A STEP CHILD THAT YOU ARE INDEED HIS MOMMY OR DADDY ARE THEY WRONG FOR WANTING THE SAME ATTENTION ,LOVE

Being Single In Louisville'ky
yeah damn i hate being single. im really hopinh that after 6 months is up ill be off into the army. bc honestly i guess its just my way out of my life and the fucked up love and relationships and family issues ive been in. wtf ever i dont give a shit anymore. yeah i finnaly saw louisville's worlds biggest firework show last night on the waterfront down bye the Ohio river. yeah actually i was talking to some ladies hehe but they really didnt seem that interested in a man like me. im always uptight and just well some people tell me im like a crippled old has been man whos always cranky. lol i dont know thats just me im always serious. thats just my personality. although i do love to play and joke aorund. yeah well besides all that im bored shitless no women no friends. accept work education and come home sleep and relax. im going to be going to college soon well next semester i hop. after my ged is finished. yeah my goal is to go and get into the NSA or some kind of military intell o

Being Driven And Focused
Well friends and people little did you know about 2 weeks ago i got out of rehab again!!!! And this damn blog isnt for me to get attenion our say hey fucking look at me people!!And also the punction isnt right but who fucking cares right i dont !!! but anyway iam seeing things in a different light about friendships and old places my new views are a little gritty i might add that fucking booze damn near killed me for real but i made some new true friends a brotherhood you might most of my old friends snickered at me going so fuck them i still dont have a job no sweat iam still alive to right this today right i was told when having a bad day write it down that is what iam doing today i feel if friends in person or online want to just dick around with me and be false friends then i will end my so called friendship with you hey iam a GOOD GUY but iam not here to be you're friend when all you need is shit from me off and on this blog i feel should have been made along time ago also this fu

Being Safe Online Or In Person
What my job is......Security consultant read this What I do is pretty much not only teach people how to be aware of their surroundings ,but also to use common sense in everything they do. Criminals prey on the weak or unexpected.. Just as animals do .After all we are really animals we just developed more then others.They also depend on crime of opportunity.. I teach everything from how to stay safe at home,work or going on a date..driving in the car,walking..etc... I also consult some businesses on how to react to crimes and how to prevent them..I think a lot of people know how to keep safe,but often don't pay attention or use common sense.Alot of times people get so busy in life they let their guard down. And that is really the start of the whole problem. Your life is very important and should always be treated as so.This means never letting your guard down and also teaching those around you to pay attention in every situation. Even a simple thing like walking your dog or going to

Being A Sheep Thanks To A Goatse
1) Where is the person you like right now? which one? :P 2) Last time you consumed alcohol? Saturday. The sex on the beaches were potent enough that the ice cubes froze to the glass :-S 3) What were you doing at 8:00 this morning? driving my kids to daycare 4) What were you doing 30 minutes ago? reading this survey on Goatse's page 6) How do you feel about the person who texted you last? he's fun to work with 7) Have you ever been around someone who was high? yep 8) Do you like your life as of now? kinda sorta 9) Last thing you purchased? Coke slurpee and a beef jerky 10) Have you ever drank with your number one? only virtually 11) Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are? at work.. wishing I could go home cuz I'm starting to get sick. 12) Three words to explain why you last threw up? dizzy, sick, blech 13) How's your heart lately? see #12 - my new blood pressure medicine made me do it :/ 14) Where

Being True To Yourself!
Well life doesnt always go the way we want sometimes and the people we meet might not always be the ones we wanted to meet but they have been in your life to teach you really what you want for yourself and to help relize who you really are. We have many people that put a dent in our hearts and always keep us on our toes. I belive that if you truely want something or someone you have to let the world know because time goes by to fast to not ever know what could have happend. The people that you really need in your life are the ones who need you in theirs. If you are brave enough to have feelings for someone then be brave enough to let them know. Why play with your emotions and live like you were never heard? Whats the worst that could happen? Dont be affraid to tell someone the way you feel cause everyday you will live with regret. Nobody is better then you and in every person theres a heart! Say the things you feel when you feel them cause its the best feeling in the world to be on s

Being Honest
The word barely gets out about free support groups that AREN'T 12 step or anonymous, but rather are just regular ol' get-to-gether and "talk about it" support groups. The one I go to is called "Freedom From Tobacco" There are people at the bus stations, outside of nightclubs, in casinos, in bingo halls, etc...that just don't know where to turn, what to do or where to go. Even DOCTORS aren't getting the word out about these support groups. Doctors will harp on you to quit, sure! But it's -not-that-easy-. So then what do doctors do? They give you a prescription for something that costs $100 a month. (I know I can't afford that.) All the while never telling you about free support groups in your neighborhood. Granted, I've heard a lot of good things about Chantix and I myself use the gum, but most doctors just give you the "new thing on the market" and never take time to figure out what might work best for you....PERSONALLY. Well, there's an easy way to hear all kinds of people's ex

Being A Good Wife
There are some who might argue that the ways of a "good wife" in the 1940's and 50's are examples of D/s. While the behaviors and attitudes may resemble male Dominant D/s relationships, these were the times. It was not a consensual power exchange, but social mores which dictated this behavior. Still, much can be learned from old etiquette and Home Economics books in the way of teaching basic protocol and etiquette which is the basis of the D/s lifestyle. There are reports of slave training in the late 60's and early 70's which used these types of manuals as part of the process. The following is from an actual 1950's home economics text book intended for high school girls, teaching them how to prepare for married life. How To Be a Good Wife 1. HAVE DINNER READY: Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal on time. This is a way of letting him know that you have been thinking about him and are concerned about his needs. Most men are hungry when

Being Prissy....
You Are a Bit Prissy From time to time you can be a princess, but these days, who isn't a little high maintenance? You know what you want, and you're definitely not afraid to ask for it. (Just refrain from having a temper tantrum if you don't get your way!) There's nothing wrong with having high standards... as long as they're occasionally low enough to allow spontaneity and fun! How Prissy Are You?

Being Here Without You
Being here without you I wake up early in the morning The view out my window is so adoring Looking at the sunshine it reminds me of the times when you were mine Everything reminds me Even when I eat I remember a time when we shared a meal In memory everything is clear I can still feel I can see your home from here We live so near Seeing all this land I'm reminded of the times when I held your hand I hear the phone But then suddenly I feel more alone As I'm reminded of the times When I use to hear your voice on the other end Looking at the clock Seeing it's the afternoon Reading and reminded that at this time I used to come over to you With the evening getting late Your gifts still stand up straight Looking at the card and reading a date Reading your words and writing I'm taken back to that special day As I lye in my bed Another memory comes back A time when I held you in my arms As you dosed off to sleep This love has dug into me so deep

Being Yourself
Looking for something else, I came across a page of quotes about being yourself. I think that is at least one on this page that everyone can relate to or appreciate. :) To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting. ~e.e. cummings, 1955 He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away. ~Raymond Hull God has given you one face, and you make yourself another. ~William Shakespeare All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone e

Being Cheated On
WE GO THROUGH LIFE NOT KNOWING WHAT WILL HAPPEN WHEN WE GET INTO RELATIONSHIPS..ALL WE HOPE FOR IS TO FIND THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE AND FALL IN LOVE AND LIVE HAPPLIE EVER AFTER..BUT YEA DON'T REALLY WORK OUT THAT WAY..ALL THE RELATIONSHIPS THAT I HAVE BEEN IN THEY ALL CHEATED ON ME AND YET WHEN IT WAS DONE AND OVER BETWEEN US THEY ALWAYS CRY FOR ANOTHER CHANCE AND TELL YOU THENSAME THING OVER AND OVER "IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN" SO FULL OF IT..SOME GUYS MIGHT NEVER DO IT AGAIN AND SOME GUYS JUST CAN' STAY WITH ONE PERSON, THEY GOTTAH BVE WITH ME AND EVERYBODY AND THEIR DAMN MAMA'S..REALLY TO ME I HAVE NO TIME TO PLAY DAMN GAMES AND IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE WITH ME IT'S ME ONLY AND NO0 ONE ELSE CAUSE IN THAT CASE KEEP YOUR ASS MOVING AND MOVING FAST RIGHT PASS ME SO THAT I DON'T WASTE MY TIME ON YOU.. THAT IS HOW I FEEL ABOUT PPL'S THAT CHEAT..YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT YOU GOT TIL IT'S GONE AND GONE FOR GOOD

Being A Happy Country Girl.......
.....Isn't always the easiest thing to do. Some of my closest friends often ask me how to I keep smiling and laughing with all that I have going on in my life. My answer is that you have to laugh to keep from crying at times. Being down and out doesn't fix anything. Don't get me wrong, I have my days just like everyone else. Those days when I whine and cry. I pout and get pissed. But when I'm done with those temper tantrums, nothing has changed other than minutes of my life wasted having useless pity parties. Yeah, I have about 3 full plates right now. Some of my dearest friends knows a lot of what is going on in my life but no one but me knows everything. I honestly do not remember what it is like to have a day without pain, and that sucks like hell. But at the end of the day, I choose to keep on smiling. Laughing. Being the silly, goofy, clueless person that I have always been. I don't know why I am writing all of this. Maybe it's just to help myself out. But always remember that no

Being Used
every time a friend needs help I'm always there no matter what the price whether it costs me physically, emotionally, or physically. b/c my friends mean the world to me. but there is a time when enuff is enuff. if my friends in ny want my help fine. BUT RETURN the kindness. don't say you will help and don't show up. I almost got evicted b/c a friend didn't show up to help clean like they said they would. I have to much other junk to deal with. like finding out if I can sue my hospital for a mis diagnose of my knee. when they refused to look at it. all the dr said was I sprained it and to stay off it. which I was doing for a whole week before I went the ER. and told the doctor I was staying off it. I go on vacation and end up in the ER again and the dr did a complete work up. he took x-rays and had me bend my knee. and come to find out I tore my meniscus. and had to get an MRI .(which I had today) so I'm hoping I have a lawsuit against either the hospital or the dr

Being A Dad
I woke up to the soft caresses of her Master's fingertips brushing through her hair, and the gentle caress of His breath as He woke her, whispering to her "Wake up My Love, let's go get something to eat" she shook her head to His words and climbed from the bed drowsily, it'd been going on 36 hours since she'd last ate, both of Them had slept well into the next evening. Master was already awake, shaved, smelling good, and dressed, I climbed into some jeans, and pulled a shirt on, I didn't bother with a bra or panties, Master preferred I didn't wear them anyway. they kissed tenderly before He helped her up into the truck, then climbed in Himself and let the engine warm, holding her hand gently..'Oh no' she though...'has Master gotten it out of His system and decided to move on?' The thought brought tears to her eyes, had she been used? Well, besides the obvious, was this a game to Him? she looked down at her hand in His, it fit perfectly, slowly, very slowly she pulled it over

Being A Cheerio In A World Of Fruit Loops
This morning I stopped by church where a weeklong day camp/vacation Bible school is being held for our kindergarten through sixth grade kids. I’ve got two nieces and two nephews there, but I only had time to stop in and give one of the helper’s sons a pair of size one shoes for her seven-month-old son. Martha and I had originally bought them for Jeffrey, but we lost them and found them a few weeks ago; now Jeffrey wears a size six shoe, and he loves his first ones! I could have named this blog “What A Croc!” because he loves the sandals with their heel straps and open-spotted foot; he kept grabbing for Sarah’s so much that we bought him a pair that he won’t let go of unless he has to! Last night after we sat in the living room and had pizza for dinner (where he ate more than his big sister did – she’s the climber and Jeffrey’s starting to emulate her on the couch and up to our bed), I held Jeffrey by the crocs as he hung onto their straps! Just before I left church this mo

Being In Iraq
mannn iraq its hella differnt from here and i am sick tired of it here and i just cant wait back home and start a new life away from the military shit duhhhhh oh yea and my girl dumbed me cuz i am there WTF i think she's supporting the troops pretty well hahahah any question i am ready to answer

Being Cute *does* Work!
The checker at Best Buy totally just hooked me up with a free dvd. I couldn't decide what I wanted so I took 3 to the register. Cloverfield (got vetoed) 30 Days of Night and One Missed Call. Checker recommended 30 Days of Night. I told him I would take both. He rang me up for one, and sent me on my way. After he read the price to me out loud 3 times, looked at the receipt and checked to make sure I had both dvds. Bless him, he looks like he's maybe 16, FAR too young, but he made my day.

Being True To Oneself
I have spent my life trying to please the world, it is who I am, I please everyone around me except for one person, myself. I did all I could growing up trying to please my parents, my teachers, my siblings, my friends, that is who I am. I kept things to myself that I shouldn't have, I let the world do my thinking for me. I always have. I am not saying my life has been one big disappointment because it has not been. I just spend a lot of time wondering what if. I mean some aspects of my life, yeah they were for me. I have had some say even though my parents weren't the biggest fans of it, one example being joining the Army. But anyhow I got married to a guy who in all honesty has a great sense of humor and has some real southern values, we had 3 awesome boys together, but there were so many problems through the years. He just never really listened to me and he really wanted everything his way. Yes he did let me get away from time to time but he would call non-stop and make me

Being Random
so..because I am bored and can't sleep I figured...hey why not write a blog. Then there comes the part of what to write! Hmm..well..I could ramble on about life or talk about stupid men that have been in my life or I could just ramble on make no sense at all....oh wait..seems I might already be doing that! Well hell...I have no clue LOL! Ok so I am being stupid but that is what happens when you have too much time on your hands and can't sleep! Maybe I should go take a shot...see where that gets me.....

Being A Child Advocate
I've been my children's advocate since I put my oldest into pre-school at age 3.For years I've learned the laws such as IDEA, & ADA(Americans with Disabilities Act) and the educational rights of my children.Dealing with IEP's and 504's and now the Florida FCAT. Countless hours talking to lawyers,teaching staff, and other advocate rights groups.What knowledge I've learned should have earned me a Master's Degree by now. Being a parent of special needs children is hard enough,but being a single parent with no real support network of special needs children is almost impossible.Getting your voice heard by those that think they know it all in education is extremely difficult even in the best of conditions. Now I am fighting as an advocate for both my children in TWO different arenas.My oldest, while off of IEP's and 504's for years now, needs me to educate the teachers and staff about his medical conditions.My youngest,recently put on IEP'S, needs me to fight for prope

Being A Nurse
After working as a Nurse in a hospital setting now for a while..I am starting to see what sleep deprivation really is. below is a peice of a blog I wrot about a year and a half ago... if i only knew THEN! lol *ceated january of 07* well..i have BARELY got my foot in the water with this whole Practical Nursing diploma...and I already see visions of me in class drooling due to sleepiness, and feeling like a COMPLETE moron at times. even though i scred the equivalent of a 3.8 on every entrance exam and test i took to get into it, I still feel like I am about to get...SCHOOLED! so..for me, and anyone else in the student nursing program..here is a prayer, written by a very good friend of mine. THE STUDENT NURSES PRAYER Lord, I know we go through this everyday. But please give me the knowledge as to why I actually wanted to go to nursing school. And give me the strength to make it through Another 3hr lecture without falling asleep. Lord please give me the patience to make i

Being Away To Long
i just wanted to check in with all my friends who i havent talked to in forever.... yep im still alive i am around. just been staying off to myself but if ya have my number ya can always call i do talk lol but anyways i hope all is well with everyone. here its just another day same old shit ya know but the kids and i are doing ok their dad on the other hand i want to kill him (lol) men ... cant live with them cant live without and sure as hell cant freaking shoot wm' but anyways just wanted to say hey to all... and that i miss you all and i will be back on soon . peace and love tab

Being On Fubar While At Work??
I guess I don't understand this part,from time to time I see people signed in and there status message states that there trying to work??What is that? i don't understand why people would risk losing there Job over a site like this,were talking about working to make life work and all,and i don't understand how they do it eather because most places have a network history that they can track,and they have this fancy thing called an IP address that links you to every site you visit,Like my ex don't seem to understand that but thats a whole other issue.But anyways just thought i would display that thought of interest.I know i have asked a few people personally but and the answers was reasonable and all But why risk losing your bread and butter so to speak you know where i am coming from? regardless if your job is boring and all that good shit,no one said work is a blast.i have never heard anyone say that

Being A Shell
At these difficult times, i find that i'm stuck in some sort of rut. Me and my sister are back at each other's throats constantly, job is going to the shithole, i've got a couple broken fingers, just feel it's slowly going downhill again for me

Being A Father Is Tough; Being A Good Father Is Tougher, Being A Great Father Is Near Impossible
Ok, its eleven o'clock here and "bean's" grandparents just came and picked her up.I dropped Chris off at work today at nine o'clock and came back home to try and enjoy my day off. Just me and "bean.... Yeah, right!I remember now that I have been telling Chris for almost a month now that we need to figure out some kind of daycare plan for "bean" because for some reason I can't please her when it's just the two of us. I feed her, change her, burp her, try giving her medicine when she needs it, try gas drops if she's having trouble burping, try her swing chair and even just hold her, patting her back while walking around the house. No matter what "Bean" still cries, not just cries, but howls.That scenario happened yet again this morning and I called Chris and told her that I can't handle this, no matter what I do, it's not working. She sounded disgusted with me and said she'd make some phone calls. A little bit later she called and said that her parents were coming to take her until 12:30

Being Ignored After Giving All
People use people so easily nowadays. I mean I'm probably the best friend you will ever have but when I see a friend hurting and I'm here for that person and get totally ignored when that person's life is back in order or when you have found your true love again and yet I've been here from day one with not so much as an ounce of respect...wtf am I supposed to think? Is it that hard to at least reply and let someone know that you are ok. Why must you ignore?

Being Stash Is Gone I Guess I Have 2 Put Sum Jokez In Here Now
No where Else 2 put them So here ya Go.. Got me a new truck! I bought a new GMC Sierra and returned to the dealer yesterday because I couldn't get the radio to work. The salesman explained that the radio was voice activated. "Nelson," the salesman said to the radio. The radio replied, "Ricky or Willie?" "Willie!" he continued and "On The Road Again" came from the speakers. Then he said, "Ray Charles!", and in an instant " Georgia On My Mind" replaced Willie Nelson. I drove away happy, and for the next few days, every time I'd say, "Beethoven," I'd get beautiful classical music, and if I said, "Beatles," I'd get one of their awesome songs. Yesterday, some Mexicans ran a red light and nearly creamed my new truck, but I swerved in time to avoid them. I yelled, "Ass Holes!" Immediately the Iranian National Anthem began to play, sung by Jane Fonda and Barbara Streisand, backed up by Michael Moore and The Dixie Chicks, with John Kerry on guitar, Al Gore on drums

Being Faithfull......
Being Faithfull...... As I look around me I feel like I am doing wrong with my life. But I know there is nothing wrong with what I am doing. I am shareing my love with two men cause my heart say so. That is why I feel wrong with what I am doing with the one man. I have the man of my dreams that I can't have to myself. But I shall still want him to myself and wait for him and maybe one day I will have him to myself.

Being All That I Can Be, Being All That I Am
All my life I have given, tried and sacraficed in hopes of becoming someone Time and time again I have fallen, stumbled and allowed myself to be kicked down. You have no idea what its like until you lose your sense of self-worth, your self-identity, and feeling of accomplishment. Dreams are broken, cracked and even given up on fear of failure with no chance for success. For too long I have locked up my dreams from myself and threw away the key. All that I thought was me is about to change as I see now where the key has landed. With a feeling of confidence, self-esteem and a sense of purpose. On August 2nd I unlock that which I have hidden and I allow my dreams to come. Soon enough I shall discover who I truly am... And all myself to be all that I can be. On August 2nd I realize just who I am.

Being Yourself.
Be you You were born to be real, not to be perfect. You are here to be you, not to live someone else's life. Every day you make some progress and every day you make a few mistakes. Through it all, your wisdom continues to grow and your experience continues to broaden. Be gentle with yourself. Accept who you are, where you have been, and what you have to work with, for in this moment you can make positive use of it all. Reach in and touch the purpose that makes you feel most alive. The world around you is filled with places where that purpose can do great things. It is never too late to offer your unique and genuine gifts to life. Now is the time to do great things, even in the smallest of ways. Choose to fully and graciously live life as it comes. The richest rewards by far are the ones to which you most sincerely give of yourself. -- Ralph Marston

Being Of Catholic Deacon.
1. To be Ordained as a Deacon takes 5 years 2. A Deacon can be married but if you are not when your ordained then you take a vow of Celibacy. 3. A Deacon can have a paying job outside of the church. 4. The Deacon reports to The Bishop of the Archdiocese. 5.Duties of deacons: A. Perform Baptisms B. Perform Marriages in Church. C. Perform Reading during Mass D. Do Communion services E. Funerals F. Teach Classes G. Counseling H. Mission work I. Calls the people to pray J. Annulments

Being A Juggalo
Being a Juggalo isn't about the merchandise or knowing what kind of pudding Shaggy likes. It's not about hating / liking things just cause I.C.P. says so. It's about being YOU. This is about being your own person and not letting anyone tell you how you should be, think, act, or dress. It's about a community of people that have had similar experiences and feelings as you. We have a connection together....even if we don't always get along or agree.

Being Apart
It's hard to be apart from you when all I want to do is feel your touch and see your loving smile.... But just knowing we'll be together soon, if only for a little while, helps make the distance between us seem somehow less and reminds us that it won't always be like this. One day we'll be able to hold each other and know that it's not just a dream or a visit that always ends to soon. Until that day comes, I'll Keep missing you and counting the days until we're in each other's arms again. Then we'll cherish the times we shared, and it will be as though we were never apart.

Being There For You
My love for her it will be forever I promised her to work out the problems together If she ever needs me I'll give it my all And work out the troubles be they big or small I'll hold her when she's down And from her face I'll take her frown I only wish to make her see I'll give her nothing but honesty My goal in life is to make her smile And as for that I'd walk more than a mile If she ever needs anything all she need do is ask Because I feel that's an easy task I really do like, her so There is nowhere I wouldn't go I'd cross deserts and mountains and even the sea Because with her is where I should be When I'm with her there's nothing to say Except I promise to love her each and every day Nothing could be more important to do Than just being there for you

Being Alone
The other night I cried so hard it actually physically hurt. Why? Because now that he is leaving and I only see my son half time, I will be alone. I'm not afraid of that, just very disappointed and disillusioned. I feel like a failure - I can't seem to make this marriage thing work. Now I have to get used to being by myself and the worst part is figuring out what to do with myself. The night I got the separation papers I cleaned the whole entire house because I was so upset. There's only so much cleaning a person can do.

Being Claimed
(Notes by: Master Ravenwolf) this blog is a task i asked of my R/L slave and fiance onyx ice, she wrote in her own words what being claimed by her Master is so anyone interested in the life style as a real thing not just internet kinky would see a slaves point of view. Some may find it offensive but those in the life for real as we are will know, i have been in the life for a long time and i am proud to be so are my slaves wich i love dearly and would do anything for, i am engaged to one in real life i adore her as you will see she is proud to be owned by her poly Master i am so proud of her and love her. Being Claimed 8/1/08 Anyone within the lifestyle knows the phases a relationship goes thru as it progresses. Being claimed as Master's is an ongoing ritual. Testing my limits in all aspects of the life. Master tells me i am learning well and is proud of my progress. For me the claiming ritual is very special. He tests and pushes my limits on what i can take and can't. Moving b

Being In Love For First Time
Is being in love for the first time so hard ? I think so because i am at that point where all my emotions are running all over the place .. At first i was ok i had my feelings and emotions in check but the deeper i fell in love the more i wanted to be with him .. Some people are fortunate to have had the chance of falling in love and some not so lucky .. But if you ever find the kind of love that makes you smile all the time from a thought , a laugh when you remember something funny about what he or she said or when you just fall asleep on the phone with each other .. then you would know that they are the one to have a life with .

Being A Pain
well again it seems that even me who tries to do something everyone can be a pain in the you know what moments of jealousy thoughts of the end of life causes one to do things he should not but he does I have loved Sarah since I met her that will never change others may come and go still I will end up calling her name as much as I should be angered as much as I should feel hate I can only see her how one live knowing he was not the man he should have been? He gave what he thought he needed to but he failed again If I could do it all over I would have given you more time and attention but that was yesterday and I can not undo my faults and needless rymes so many to even mention

Being Alone....
why is it when men decide to change careers they dont think about what it will do to the woman in their life? Or even to their kids. my husband decided to leave the farm life to be a truck driver last month. so we moved from our home to another state and are going thru hell trying to get caught back up on everyhting. im having hell finding work, and just found out he may not be home for a VERY long time. and he is loving his new job, but isnt thinking about how it is making me feel. i hate being alone with 2 pain in the butt girls with no help from him. and when i ask him to send money home for this or that he has an all out fit. and tells me that it wont leave him much money. but i tell him the bills come first what he wants to spend money on can wait. the only thing he needs to spend money on is his showers and meals. so how do i cope with all of that and the lonliness without going compltely insane?

Being Fake???
I got this in my shout box after she spent 5 minutes on my page *Nikki*-Pu$$ &...: i find it hilarious that you are a fake.. you put diff pics up of blondes with different faces and you think people can't tell the difference.. are you that much of an attention whore? I mean c'mon lady I googled and found these pics online which are not you.. you need to learn to respect yourself as well as others... they have different smiles teeth and noses you can tell they're not even close to being you but nice try for being fake.. fucking looser Then she had to HIDE behind BLOCKING ME!!! LOL This is her LINK:http://www.fubar.com/user/1773320 Who is the loser here? #1. I bring NO drama to ne body's page!!! #2 I have salutes up that R me!! #3. If ppl want to think I am someone else is it my fault?? I say I am NOT them!! Is it any worse than a guy putting a womens picture up? And besides I am NOT THE ONLY person that does it on here Y start garbage with me? 4. IF SH

8/29/08 Being Away
well i have been gone for a long time. and i just wanted to come in and let the ones who do care know i am still alive. lol i have lost my net for a bit its kinda hard raising 5 kids and its not cheap with the cost of everything going up . but me and my family are doing great and i miss you all so much but i do recieve yahoo messages on my phone so ym me some time. but anyways i love and miss you all ttys i hope . xoxoxoxoxo lips (tabby)

Being A Minister
I know there is alot of people out there that are bi, gay and stright and they do not want to go to Reno to get married. California has now the law that gay people can get married. I would marry them and be proud to do it. if you want to get married and you live her to California look me up. I am a ordained minister. my yahoo nick name is ParadiseChubbyChaser@yahoo.com

Being Judged
Something about me that I'm going to tell you, even though it's my own personal business but if I don't I get judged and frankly. I'm kinda sick of it. This has happened more than once today. Ok, here I go. I have been a hard working career woman my entire adult life. As a matter of fact, I raised my 15 year old son completely on my own with no support from his Dad until this last year. I had a corporate career with the worlds largest paint and coatings company up until last year when on my way home from work, I was minding my own business stopped at a red light when 2 cars plowed into the back of me full speed at 45 mph pushing me into 2 cars ahead. Resulting in a brain injury, resulting in me being disabled, resulting in the loss of my career. SO......NO!!! I am not working, I am still disabled, temporarily so (could be for a couple more years). I live a low stress life for a while to allow my brain to heal as my doctor says I should. I am self sufficient, I act normal....

*being Twenty-something*
They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about yourself that you didn't know and may not like. You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones. What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job...and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you. Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing

Being A Prick For Prick’s Sake
Since none of you pricks fully welcomed me back.. I'll save you the trouble.."Welcome back oh great one" My how some shit never changes! I see most are still here and the neigh sayers and people who claim I was a fraud and still wasting their meaningless lives here in the high school forum that is Fubar. Anyways, I decided after much time away, I needed to come back and set some shit straight and piss off some of you fine folks... Fasten your seat belts ladies and gents, the asshole is back! Over the weekend I was out-and-about for the first time in dog's age. I took a temporary leave of absence from my self imposed hermit phase and wound up driving home on Friday evening at two in the morning. Haven't seen that part of the day outside my lonely apartment in years yet as early as just three years ago, it was the norm for me. My have times changed! Anyway, I was seconds away from home when I remembered what was lacking in my abode's refrigerator. That would be fo

Be In A Swagger Music Video
Visit Swagger's website at http://www.swaggertheband.com Ok, the time has come. We're going to shoot 2 vids this weekend. If you want to be in one or both its up to you. 1st...Piper Down...Friday Sept 19th, its half way to St. Patty's day party @ Piper Down. The show doesn't start till 9:30(officially). So show up early, about 7-7:30. We're going to shoot tables full of people yelling "Hey!", getting pints, streaming in the door. We'll do a couple other things once the party starts too. So there won't be any casting, just be yourselves. 2nd...Tito...Sunday Sept. 21, The Old Zeypher Club 300 South West Temple. This grand old club is all worn down and will make the perfect inside joke. Most of us will get there about 2pm(Mark and his family will be there about 2:30). Here's the plan/cast:: We're going to shoot us playing on the street corner for money. We need people to walk by or be standing around watching us, but then we ask for money and you just move on. If

Being Homless
well ive been kicked out of my aunts house and straight back to huntington back to dawns...its sucks but i gotta do what i gotta do...anyways aarons hear and i really just wanna get compleatly drunk but im broke...well i love ya... jess

Being Bad
Just had to tell you guys that I love being bad. I never was before. Believe me I don't go over board, but I love the idea of doing things that get me wet and get me into good trouble. Love flirting but mainly with the women that are like me. Yes, I would love to meet everyone of them. Hopeful wishing. The great thing is, I have a husband that knows this and yes ( knows all about fubar and who I talk to.)sometimes encourages it. He does know that I do talk and flirt with just a few guys, but those guys know that my heart,my soul, my body all belong to him. He knows that I am bi and that I look for other women to talk to and to play with if the opportunity arises. Something about me... I do love to have threesomes, but my husband and I do not look for it. He will always be a part of them, so of course when the right time comes up the female or male understands that. And of course we have to be both in agreement to do so. If there is no trust or if we are not comfortable the

Being Sick Sux!!!!!!!
As most of you know, I was diagnosed with Severe Rheumatoid Arthritis in late August. IT SO SUX!!!! Maybe its just me but EVERYTHING seems different. People dont hug you as tight or touch you like they used to, in fear they will hurt you. People dont invite you to special engagements cuz they think "She doesnt feel good, she needs her rest". I am not referring to anyone inparticular so please dont wear your feelings on your shoulder, this is at work, in the grocery store, anywhere I go and anything I do from A-Z......... Again, IT JUST SUX!!!!!! I hate this disease so bad already but God willing I will go to my specialist on the 29th of this month and he will have a magic shot/pill that I can take to make me feel better. Maybe then I can get my life back. I hate the feeling of not being 'somewhat' in control of my life and the direction its going in.......... Ive always been on top of EVERYTHING, always cleaning my home, making things perfect for my husband and family, cooking a

Being Me The Best I Know How...!!!!!!!
I told you before, you ain't gotta be a hoe, but woman you got to go get my money, i love your children. even though their dad is still in prison, but woman-you got to go get my money, like when it rains it shines, and when it snow- you know it's cold.The wind shouldn't stop ya, remember the coat that i brought you, so make sure you go out and get my money. Love is blind, and yo mama sho is still fine. Her man ain't treat'n her right.i saw yo dad at the neighbor hood cock fight. And he was talk'n about gettin yo mama, her money.Damn,Damn, Damn i don't eat green eggs and ham.I'm a meat and potatoe man. Not them chumps that chose Spam..so please woman- go out and get my money. Now i'm a lover between yo legs, you never lay there half dead.And when we sweat it's the best, i'll even hit you without no rest, So boo-make sho you go out and get me my money.. Original Piece,by Jpzgosh

Being Lonely
You could buy me diamonds You could buy me pearls Take me on a cruise around the world Baby, you know I'm worth it Dinner lit by candles Run my bubble bath Make love tenderly to last, and last Baby, you know I'm worth it Wanna' please; wanna' keep; wanna' treat your Woman right? Not just over the shoulder, let her know she's Worth your time You will lose, if you choose, to refuse to put her first She will and she can find a man who knows her worth! 'Cause a real man knows a real woman when he Sees her (when he sees her) And a real woman knows a real man Ain't 'fraid to please her (please her) And a real woman knows a real man always Comes first (first) And a real man just can't deny A woman's worth 'Cause If you treat me fairly I'll give you all my goods... Treat you like a real woman should Baby, I know you're worth it If you never play me Promise not to bluff I'll hold you down when shit gets rough 'Cause baby, I know you're worth it S

Being Alone
days go by and i feel nothing but lonelyness its like no matter what i do or whom is around me i feel all alone and i cant do anything to change it . ive tried and just no luck and it only seems to get worse ,as much as i dont want it to it is even afecting the time i spend with my little princess, this time is very special to me and well i have a hard time spending it with her not becouse i dont want to but becouse i feel alone and i get very angery for feeling this way and i seem to get grouchy with people that doesnt deserve the shit! i dont know if it is becouse i dont have a companion to spend time with as well or what it is , see i have a tremendouse amont of love in my heart and to be honest it hurts me when i cant give it to that special woman.... hell who am i fooling its fucking killing me!!! its been bout 4 yrs since i have had a serious relationship ive dated off and on but that special one well just hasnt come along i dont know if its just me looking for that rite one

Being In Love With You
BEING IN LOVE WITH YOU Now, when did it start? Don’t ask me ask my heart. But, I will tell you that my heart would say, It happened on the every first day. You had it then and you have it now, But, recently it seems that you are trying to make my heart turn around. You never could and never will, Change the way that my heart feels. It has never been your physical side, The way you looked yes I’ll admit you caught my eyes. That part never matter and I’ll tell you why, The reason why that I was in love with you then and now is because the person that you are inside. You can change the outside in a person but not the in. Try your hardest it can never begin. All I ask from you it take care of it as I have tried, Without you my heart would simply die. Believe me I have tried to forget but it never happed, So, I give up, I quit, fighting the way my hearts feels. It is yours, take it, break it, or love it, do as you will For now you have two hearts and I have no

Being A Bloke Is Great
Being A Bloke Is Great Because: Your orgasms are real. Always. Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. You never feel compelled to stop a friend from getting laid. Your arse is never a factor in a job interview (not always true actually). Car mechanics tell you the truth. You don't bother if someone not notices your new haircut. Hot wax never comes near your pubic area. Wrinkles add character. A few well placed one night stands gain credibility, not leave you tarnished. You don't have to leave the room to make emergency crotch adjustments. People never glance at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. Porn movies are designed with you in mind. Your pals can be trusted never to trap you with "So, notice anything different?" You can throw a ball more than 5 feet. One mood, ALL the damn time. You can open all your own jars.

Being Single
Well I am finally single and it feels kind of wired not having the x there to rub my back and you know do what we do. I think it was a good move on my part and now I am back out on the prowl looking for more energetic ladies who like to have fun go to Cedar point and things like that. I will never date another lazy woman it has been a void in my life because of it and I am hoping to fill it with many friends and family. I think that lazy people should not exist, what a waste of human life. Don't get me wrong the X lady was a great person but she just never wanted to do anything we could not go hiking, bike riding, tennis, snowboarding pretty much nothing out doors. I hope if anyone is in a relationship like this that they have the balls to save their self because it will never change when that person does not want to change no matter what. So just leave them on the couch with their pizza and get your happiness back.

Being Offended Is To Choose To Be A Victim
Being offended is a choice to be a victim. Have you ever thought about how silly it is to go around being offended? There are people who turn on the radio and get offended because they hear someone speaking in a certain tone or saying a word they don’t like. Some people have a whole list of words that they are offended by, and anytime someone says one of them, they go off into a tantrum. Albeit, it’s just like allowing someone else’s behavior decide how you are going to be emotionally. You can be the person whose emotions or strings are pulled by someone else, depending on how they choose to act or what words they choose to use. You choose your own emotional responses, and you own them. You can blame others for how you choose to feel and pretend that you are a victim. Or you can choose not to give anyone permission to take away your happiness, joy or good mood away from you. You can give away your power and allow someone else’s behavior to pull your strings…. Or you

Being Real
I just want too thank each and every one of you that have been on my page. I Dont personally know what each has done as I slept and worked today. Last week I was seriously ready too just give up on ever being a Oracle. This level is hard. I have found 3 things in this level. You either have too be rich, Beg for happy hours, blingI dont have a problem with those that do but I myself believe that if theperson wants too give it it will be given as a gift. or be nsfw. Im not any of the above. I have got here too this level by rating my heart out and helping any one that i could. I know that i have not helped everyone on Fubar but have always tried when it was possible and will continue too do so. Most of my close friends know I will bend over backwards too help anyone I can. Yesterday a friend that I helped too GodMother bought me one of the new blings that makes all rates 11s. For the last 24 hours all of you have been on my page non stop rating your hearts out. Ill be honest I ca

Being A Young Survivor - Breast Cancer Awareness
From komen.org Being a Young Survivor Though most women who develop breast cancer are over age 50, the disease affects thousands of younger women as well. And with early detection and ever improving therapies, most of these young women can expect to live for a long time after treatment. While this is no doubt a good thing, starting down the path of survivorship at an earlier age than most women with breast cancer can also bring unique concerns. One of the main concerns for young cancer survivors is loss of fertility. The early menopause that can sometimes be caused by chemotherapy can be very disheartening for younger women who had hoped to either have a first child or add to the family they already have. For women who don’t go through early menopause, tamoxifen therapy can also shorten the window of opportunity to have children. Because tamoxifen can cause birth defects, it’s important for women to wait until they are off the drug before becoming pregnant. But, with standard

Being Fu-needy
So yeah sorry if this offends anyone but blogging is to let out things inside you and this is one that is eating at me today. I don't understand people on here who send you shouts or messages OVER AND OVER AND OVER. You tell them you are at work, or leaving for work and they send you 6 shouts in 5 hours saying hi...and each one gets more and more angry that you aren't answering. #1 I told you less than a fucking hour ago that I am going to work and won't be around. #2 even if I hadn't told you, maybe I am logged in but not sitting planted at my computer.(my computer stays logged in even if my browser is closed) You want to talk AS SOON AS I GET HOME....I GET THAT from one shout, I don't need 5-10 to get that point. I have a life and if you read my profile you can see that...which most people don't do and I admit a lot of times when someone else's page if they sent me a request. What I think is hard for some people to understand is that some of us get over 100 friend requests a

Being Blocked
I was blocked today. I thought you were my friend. It hurts me to think that our friendship is over as I'm no stalker although it seemed he was stalking me Telling me that he missed me Cared for me and on and on Just don't really understand why he couldn't just be honest he didn't have to lie I said it time and time again I refuse to let this get me down I wasted too much time on you and now I have to let you go it is your loss I was a true friend and I have a big heart I deserve better So I'm glad to have parted ways I hope you find what you are looking for Don't come knocking on my door as it is closed to you forevermore. I wrote this in light of what happened 10/10/08. You think you know someone and well pow they are a complete different person. So hey it's cool, I will move on, I'm over it, just another person who lost out on a great friend. Oh well time to ramble on.

Being A Truck Driver!
I recently quit doing the one job that I have alway's wanted to do to come home and take care of my step-children. Now granted, I wasn't making a paycheck the way I should have been, but I still wanted to be out there. As a truck driver I got to travel the country and bring the things that make our lives run! We are underpaid, have bad equipment, dispatchers who don't care that we havn't seen our family in 3 weeks or 3 months, and that we havn't had the time to stop and take a shower in a week! Never mind all that, we have to run, run, run to get it there! The 4 wheelers think that they own the road and we are an inconvienience to them, and in thier way! We have to follow local, state, and federal motor carrier law's and manage the load's we haul, our log book's, the wieght of the load and the vehicle! WE are responsible for everything, if we are overwight it's becouse we didn't check the weight before we left the shipper! But you can't bet the view from my office window!! I have s

Being Hated
I have recently been blocked from any and all commenting. Wasn't even contacted by any "bouncers" to as why. Bastards/Bitches. Anyways, i would like to know why and to whom(which fubar WILL NOT tell you) this offense occured and why they thought going to fubar instead of me was best. Don't get it. Hell, I'm cool as hell. I would have apoligized for affending anyone, jesus! just come to me first instead of being hateful. i'd like any comments any of you have, even bad ones are exceptable. My skin is tough lol. Especailly the one who has done this. Apologies to the long-windedness but...let me have it! thanx me fu-peeps

Being Blind
Well, I'm pulling my pics except for the main one. I must be blind, but someone pointed out they look like they come from a gay website. I looked, then looked again. She was right of course. How could I have been so blind. I will be redecorating my profile later. I will leave the main pic up but that will be it from now on.

Being Strung Along~!!!
This is for Anyone who has Been Strung Along by one who they thought was WORTH their while.. You keep me hanging like a kid on a corner Just because you think you can Don't be so certain that I'll always be there Just because I've always been People change And I've been changing Don't you notice after all this time? I'm not gonna be just another kid On a corner Hiding my heart Saving my love any longer I'm not gonna be just a kid On a corner You should know by now that Everything changes Even stars fall from the sky So if your nights all seem a little Bit colder Just remember so do mine Once i tried Now I'm through trying You still don't know me after all this time I'm not gonna be just a kid on a corner Hiding my heart Saving my love any longer I'm not gonna to be just another kid On a corner Looking down the street Out across the night It took some time to see I'm not gonna be just a kid on a corner your breakin' my heart...

(being In Love With The Same Sex)
IN SECRET WE HIDE COVERED WITH LIES IN SECRET WE CUM OUR HEARTS UNDONE IN SECRET WE PLAY MY FAVORITE RAINY DAY IN SECRET WE CRY BECAUSE WE MUST HIDE IN SECRET WE LOVE WHY DO YOU JUDGE IN SECRET WE POSE OF WHAT WE CANT SHOW IN SECRET WE BLEED BECAUSE OF THE LIFE WE LEAD (BECAUSE OF THIS DISEASE) (AS LONG AS NO ONE SEES)

Being Ignored Sucks
->Classy NOT...: hey wanna fuck? ->johnny: wanna fuck? ->Phillip668: wanna fuck? ->shhell: hey wanna fuck? ->Scarlett{S...: hey sexy, wanna fuck? ->brianday23: wanna fuck? ->Princess o...: hey sexy, wanna fuck? ->Mr. Jeff: wanna fuck? ->Harley~™~E...: wanna fuck? ->ALWAYS HOPE: wanna fuck ->Majikman: hey sexy, wanna fuck? ->*~×°Jåÿ£å°×~*: hey sexy, wanna fuck? ->Schadenfre...: hey sexy. wanna fuck?

Being A Mad Scientist When Getting Even
well you all heard of the term don't get mad get even right??????????? well i got a story for you. about 6 years ago i was with some friends and we all had fun during the night well the next morning all of us had breakfast well someone dumped exlax in my milk with my cereal and i was still tired then when i ate the whole thing i went to the bathroom alot, the next day i found out and got pissed so in return for what they did to me i thought i could do the worst possible thing back, well i decided with the help of an older bro to help me make this liquid that smelled so back it will make you puke. then the next 9 months passed by and finally i used my stinky liquid in their lockers and bookbags and they smelled that stench and almost puked. now if you guys want the recipe to get revenge like i did send me a message or go to my shout box.

Being A Mom
i am a mother of one little boy he is a the greatest thing that could have happened to me. God was nice enough to bless me with my son when i was 19yrs old and i have had the best 2 yrs i could ask for other than the fact that my baby daddies walked out on me and doesn't want to be there but i am over that. He is just missing out and it sad because how do you not want to see your son grow up. but god blessed me with a good best friend that doesn't mind being there and raising him as his own son. Being single is okay and all and the guy that helps me raise him and is there for him is my high school boyfriend we stay friends after we broke up. maybe oneday i will have more kids ecause i would love too

Being Too Nice
Signs You're Too Nice Filed under: Knowing Yourself, For Men Posted Oct 28th 2008 12:01PM by Andrew Moore, for We're taught from a very early age that being nice is a virtue. From the time we were infants, our parents told us to "be nice." They taught us to be polite and to share, and to be considerate and kind. For the most part, it's good advice. Society depends upon civility to function and relationships require mutual respect. However, one can be too nice and when you're too nice, people tend to take advantage of you -- women included. In a relationship, as in life, it's possible to be too considerate, too helpful and too selfless. There are signs you're too nice, and we can help you recognize them. Whether you're pursuing a woman or you've already got one, when you're too nice it can prevent you from having the relationship you really want. Women appreciate a gentleman, but they don't respect pushovers. So which one are you? Review our signs you're too nice and fin

Being Stalked
okay reason i have my profile set on just friends is because iam being stalked by this kid who i really do not get along with he comes in and bugs me about weird stuff and freaks me out so im going to be like this for a while..if it keeps up im going to redo my profile again. i block him and he just starts anew profile over and over again...if this keeps up i will leave

Beings Of Light
Human Angels During each of our journeys, there are those inevitable moments when someone comes into our life at precisely the right time and says or does precisely the right thing. Their words or actions may help us perceive ourselves more clearly, remind us that everything will turn out for the best, help us cope, or see us through difficult situations. These people are human angels – individuals designated by the universe to be of service to those in need at specific points in time. Some human angels make a commitment before their births to make a positive contribution to the world at a particular moment. Others were chosen by the universe. All human angels, however, come into our lives when we least expect them and when we can most benefit from their presence. A few of the human angels we may encounter are in professions where helping others is an everyday occurrence. But most of them are regular people, going about their daily lives until called upon to be in the right place

Being Going Through It I Tell Ya!
im mean god damn I must be a magnet for mixed messages these days... im so over it... At work: the boss tells me.. im ready to have you up your position.. I dont want you as a therapist I want you as a marketing rep for the company.. im like cool cool... but when she realized how many of my clients wont move to other therapist now shes like hell no.. I think im going to out source a marketing person... At home: oh god let not go there... i feel like im two seconds from jumping out of the window like 80% of the time... With friends: That another one i just dont get recently... *Note to self... no one is just honest enough to flat out tell you what they want... (and truly accept your answer) I think its because most people are afraid of the truth... the only one that tells you the entire truth day in and day out is junior.. And I hate that cause god damnit he dont here my truth when I tell his ass Im never getting back with him... lol oh well.. there's great things g

Being Put To Sleep
It turns out this is the last day of me being adopted by Princess. I'm old, and word on the street is she's putting me to sleep tonight. No, don't feel bad i had a long happy life with Princess. In my last hours i reflect on all the good times we had. Of course there were the many walks we had. :D As you can see her boobs grew very nice as she matured. She kinda over dressed for most walks though. My fellow dogs all wanted to bang her. She also took good care of me, feeding me often even though she hated the smell of my dog food. Awwwww the good times of her rubbing ma belly. Sometimes i'd get to excited and hump her leg. She didn't like that though... We became Canadian champs at doggie frisbee. Lookie at us go... Sometimes she'd invited me to watch her threesomes. I REALLY liked that We were so cute together we even made the National doggie magizine

Being Loved
Being Loved is one thing I wish I felt right at this very moment but all I feel is pain ... Being Loved is something I want to feel all the time but I never feel it tell the very last minute ... Being Loved is what should be felt in a marriage that builds from love from one another threw the years ... Being Loved is the most wonderful feeling from the one person who truely cares about you .... Being Loved is something some people never get to feel when they're still surching for someone that could be the one ... Being Loved would be a great feeling to feel as I right this but I don't have that feeling ... Being Loved is the most joyful thing to feel in your heart when the person you love shares the love they been hiding since they first met you .... Being Loved is what all people should feel threw the days when they're having the most awful day of there lives .....

Being Alone Not Bad(spoken Word)
ALONE ALONE..DAMN IT IM NOT HAVING THAT SAD SONG PLAYING. THERE EVERYBODY FOR SOMEBODY BE HAPPY IF U GOT SOME BODY.BUT DONT THORWING IN EVERY ONE FACE.THEY BE HAPPY TO TAKE THAT BODY. YOU DONT HAVE TO LIVE ALONE BUT U DIE ALONE. SO WHEN TIMES U ARE ALONE GET TO KNOW YOURE SELF AT ONCE. EVERY THING NOT YOURE FAULT IT WAS NEVER MENT TO BE.BUT TURE WIRTES LIKE MYSELF CAN REWIRTE HISTORY. I CAN SPEAK MY FEELINGS EASLY BOTH WAYS.WIRITNG IT OR SAYING.AND EVERYONE ELSE HAVE A HARD TIME EXPLAING IT. I GOTTA BE POSTIVE CAUSE NEGTIVE ALWAYS GOING BE THERE.SO WITH THOUGHTS OF HAPPNESS OUT THE SADNESS..A BLANK SMILE NO TEARS. NEVER TOO OLD OR YOUNG TO LEARN LEASSONS BOTTOM LINE BEING ALONE AINT BAD..NO MATTER IF U WITH SOME ONE YOU BETTER JUST KNOW YOURE SELF..YOURE REALLY STILL ALONE.

Being Psycho-soul Mates, It's Just Better This Way.
These moments in time are yours, These two moments are your to keep. Treasure them For we must each go along our own paths, You to your destiny, I to mine. The dreams I dream of you, As I lay awake at night. Tears flowing down your face, Rivers flowing down mine, As we think of our parting, And reminisce our love. But always remember, That I am here, I am here, I am here in your very beginning. Our love cannot be forgotten For I am here, I am here, Hiding from you.

Being On Here With Laptop
IF I CAN MAKE A REQUEST OF MY FRIENDS AND FANS FIRST OF ALL LET ME APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE BUT I AM ON MY LAPTOP RIGHT NOW AND CAN'T READ SMALL PRINT THAT WELL WHILE I'M ON HERE SO I'M TYPING IN CAPS HERE, SOME CONSIDER THAT YELLING AND I AM NOT TRYING TO YELL BUT WHEN YOU CAN'TREAD SMALL PRINT ALL THAT WELL WHEN YOUR TYPING, YOU HAVE TO USE THE MAGNIFIER ON THE LAPTOP HERE. I'M ALSO ON HERE BECAUSE MOZILLA FIREFOX VERSION 3 IS CRASHING ON ME SO I HAD TO DO SOMETHING HERE OR I WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO DO SOMETHING OR ELSE NOTHING WOULD GET DONE

Being Myself
original post date: 2008-03-15 13:05:27 I have said in the past that I enjoy being much more than just an "object" to someone, because objects often don't interact. However, I can also be comfortable being someone's "object of affection" as the endearing term applies a hint of intimacy. And if affection isn't involved, I can find a rather high comfort zone in being someone's "sex object." I know who I am and what I am, and we're all something to someone which is far better than being nobody's nothing. Recently, when I thanked an online "Fu-friend"* for his comment on a photo, he in turn said my photos are a turn on for him and remind him that he's a man. I sincerely found that complimentary and told him so. My Fu-friend then said he thought it was odd that I found it complimentary, because he found it to be a rather pervy thought, which caused me to further ponder the idea. On the one hand, if "your photos are a turn on and remind me that I'm a man" wasn't meant to be complime

Being Bad
It was a lovely weekend day, and I had a date of sorts with my friend. We planned to spend sometime together, and have a little fun in the process, some naughty fun. I picked her up and was taken in by her beauty. She wore a fun white dress that showed off her figure, and tattoos. I took her on a drive along the base of the mountains, and we came upon a new development of gorgeous houses. I pulled in and we walked over to the model homes. A woman greeted us, she hurriedly told us she was sorry. She was with clients signing a deal, but we were to feel free and look at the houses. She gave us a card and apologized again. I had been here before and knew this was her day to take appointments. I knew we would have free run of the houses. There were three model homes, the first was a basic model one level and no frills. The second was a nice two story, but the third was a wonderful place with all the extras. I lead my friend past the first two and into the third. As soon as we c

Being Single
You know, for the longest time being single really didn't bug me, i figured more time to do what i wanted, more money in my pocket, etc. but so far that hasn't happened. For some reason recently i've been feeling lonelier and lonelier. I don't know why, and i hate it, but every time my meds wear off i feel so vulnerable and weak. Yeah, i know this is a completely different "sensitive" side of me, but what can i say, this has been a major problem for a while. someone shouldn't come home and be depressed all of the time, especially when they're on meds to stabilize their mood. maybe one of you can give me advice or something, whatever.

Being A Nurse
10. Rome did not create a great empire by having meetings; they did it by killing all those who opposed them. 9. If at first you don't succeed...try management. 8. TEAMWORK means never having to take all the blame yourself. 7. Hang in there....retirement is only 35 years away! 6. Go the extra mile...it makes your supervisor look incompetent. 5. When the going gets tough, the tough take a coffee break. 4. Administration...we waste time so you don't have to. 3. The beatings will continue until morale improves. 2. A person who smiles in the face of adversity, probably has a scapegoat. 1. Succeed in spite of Administration. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Top Ten Things You Need To Know To Be A Nurse 10. If it's wet make it dry. 9. If it's dry make it wet. 8. Always ask for on-call pay before agreeing to overtime. 7. Never tell management what you are really thinking. 6. Never finish repor

Being Solicted On Fubar!
I was sent a shout from this older gentleman asking if I would come to his hotel room if he had a fake business trip in my area. So of course my response was NO! I explained that I have a boyfriend and was very happy. Apparently this wasn't enough of a discouragement because he then asked me if he could be my Sugar Daddy! I was floored! I made no attempt to respond but had my Boyfriend ask him to leave me alone. The guy then had the nerve to send me a private message telling me that all he wanted was to taste my pussy once a month in exchange for a shopping trip and this could be our secret. I have taken screen shot and have them on my profile pics! I feel that my response was direct and to the point! and then if him asking me to be his whore wasn't funny enough he then send me a private message telling me that he was sorry and has blocked me from his profile! ROFLMAO!! But this is the asshole that felt I was a whore! Let's show him how much we appreciate his kind on here! htt

Being The Nice Guy
IT'S NEVER ENOUGH BEING THE NICE GUY WHAT MORE DOES A GUY HAVE TO DO TO SHOW A WOMAN HOW MUCH HE CARES FOR HER ITS REALLY QUITE FUNNY HOW YOU WOULD RATHER GET SHIT ON OR TREATED LIKE A SEX OBJECT RATHER THEN BE WITH A GUY WHO UNDOUBTEDLY WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AN NO ONE ELSE I DON'T LIKE TO PLAY WITH PEOPLES EMOTIONS BUT ITS PRETTY OBVIOUS PEOPLE LIKE TO PLAY WITH MINE I KNOW I HAVE JEALOUSY ISSUES BUT COME ON WHO DOESN'T AND TO TRUST A WOMAN IS TO KNOW THAT SHE CAN ACTUALLY JUST BE FRIENDS WITH A GUY AND NOT LET THEM DO STUPID SHIT TO THEM OR NOT TO DO STUPID SHIT WITH THEIR GUY FRIEND WHEN THEY ARE SUPPOSE TO BE INTERESTED IN SOMEONE ELSE SO CALL ME A WHINER CALL ME WHATEVER YOU WANT BUT IN REALITY I AM NOT THE ONE WHO IS SAD AND PATHETIC IT IS THOSE WHO JUDGE ME ON HOW I AM THAT ARE THE ONES WHO ARE WHAT THEY SAY I AM ALL IM SAYING IS IF A WOMAN WANTS TO BE WITH ME BE WITH ME IF SHE JUST WANTS TO HAVE A LITTLE FUN THEN BE STRAIGHT UP WITH ME DON'T FEED ME THIS BULLSHIT OF HOW YOU

Being Your Slave
Being your slave, what should I do but tend Upon the hours and times of your desire? I have no precious time at all to spend, Nor services to do till you require. Nor dare I chide the world-without-end hour Whilst I, my sovereign, watch the clock for you, Nor think the bitterness of absence sour When you have bid your servant once adieu. Nor dare I question with my jealous thought Where you may be, or your affairs suppose, But, like a sad slave, stay and think of naught Save where you are how happy you make those. So true a fool is love that in your will, Though you do anything, he thinks no ill. -W. Shakespear

Being Here In Iraq
Well to start things off let me say what is being done here is for the best for the people of Iraq and also for the US. Since the surge and new tatics used by the US you hardly hear of Random roadside bombs and ambushes on our vehicles and troops. The main reason for this is because we kill those plots as they start. We dont give them a chance to finish plotting said attacks cause we are there before they get to follow through with said actions. This plots are not just plots for actions in Iraq but for around the world to include things right there in the US itself. We break them up. The people we fight here are not Iraqis but insurgents from other countries like Iran/Syria/Pakistan etc....They are muslim extremist that want to kill us just cause we arent of their faith and they want the Iraqi oil fields for money to support their worldwide terror on countries all over the world. The Main stream medis tells you half truths and none of the good that happens. The MSM is the ones

Being An Emt
Lights Are Flashing, Sirens Are Wailing My Adrenaline Starts Pumping, My Heart Starts Thumping I Can Only Pray God Will Give Me The Strength To Go To Such Great Length I Hope I Am Trained For What This Call Could Be, After All I'm Just An EMT And Just When I Think I've Saw It All, I Have Some Of My Biggest Falls Like The Baby That Was Born Only To Die Moments Later. I Witnessed The 14 Year Old Mother Mourn Like The 102 Year Old Man In Cardiac Arrest, Did CPR Like Practicing For A Test He Was Down Too Long, Did It For His Wife Who Thought It Wasn't His Time To Go Why Am I Doing This? Surely Not Because Of The Bad I Witness I Can Make A Difference, A Change In Someone's Life, But Their Has To Be An Exchange You Can't Save Them All When God's Angels Get A Call They Have To Go, Everyone Has A Time You Know As Long As You Do All You Can And Realize Your Not A Miracle Man

Being Together, Forever
can you come over? i want to see you again. can i ask you to take me, hold me. make me feel wanted. you can be the falling girl. i will be superman. i will catch you while you're falling. i will never let you go. i wake up hearing bells this morning. there is a thousand girls in wedding dresses. all looking at us. all i see you while im walking down the aisle. i will take you. i will hold you. i will be there for you. from now until i die. so i ask you please take me, hold me. make me feel loved. cause i love you so much. i will be there. i will be there for you until i die.

Being In A New Area...
well hey everyone! i just moved to the Marietta area. just doing what i have to do here and still try to make sum nice friends here and still do what i do. the area here is much different than Nebraska. but i can get use to this in no time. So hey!!! where are the good folk at around here...LOL. hit me up sumtime i dont bit unless you want me to...

Being New
i am not new to this site this is actually my second time here..i was level 25 when i deleted the first one i had..i know how things work here and here is a few things i like to say 1.) i do not cyber 2.) dont ask for my number you wont get it 3.) do not ask to meet me cuz its not happening 4.) im here for friends and that is it 5.) not sure if im going to make a salute or not..i havent made up my mind yet

Being Successful Is Within You.
Your Daily Motivation – Being successful is within you. Friday February 27, 2009 BEING SUCCESSFUL IS WITHIN YOU How things look on the outside of you always depends on how things are on the inside of you. Your thoughts have brought you to where you are today. Your actions always mirror your thoughts. Take a good look at where you are and what you're doing, and you can understand what you've been thinking. Your mind is your true essence. Your behavior is the perpetual revealing of yourself. What you do, tells everyone who and what you are. Change your thoughts and you can change your position in life. You can start this process at anytime. Why not start today? Copyright 2009 www.yourdailymotivation.com www.EugeneOrtiz.com Watch This Video => Discover The System Watch This Video => Meet The Team Your skin is your largest body organ and it acts as a barrier and absorption mechanism for the rest of your organs. You should do

Being Blocked For No Damn Good Reason..
You know...I dont quite understand the point of having a page and then instantly blocking someone who goes to look at it... I was on akashas page and i looked at her number three and I really didnt think that was a big deal. I notice he checks me out and so I go to return the favor and give a rate only to find he blocked me... This infuriates me because i cannot go block that individual back! I log onto my boyfriends page to confirm i was blocked and yes he had done so... So I then blocked him on his page because I certainly didnt feel it fair that he could go block me without any kind of retribution. Then Akasha proceeds to block me and my boyfriend.. why? I suppose I can only think that is the reason why. So I log onto my alternate page to ask what the deal is.. only to be instantly blocked again. I tell you what.. people are too fucking touchy!! So I say to Akasha..get off your fucking high horse.. There was no reason to block either one of us...Maybe this is just the way New Zea

Being The Bigger Person!!
I'm gonna try and make a long story short here because I am so pissed I could spit fire! Out of my 3 brothers,my older brother Bill and I have always been close.I could always talk to him and count on him. Then there is my best friend Brandy,who Bill and I have been friends with for 25 yrs now.The 3 of us caused much havoc together,normal teenage shit back when we could get away with it. Brandy is the Godmother to both my girls and I am the Godmother to her children. But shit got screwed up last summer because Bill and Brandy decided they wanted to be more than friends.It didn't work out but we have all remained good friends. But now Bill is with a new girl.I don't really have a problem with her other than the fact that wherever he goes ,she is there.I can honestly say I haven't sat and had a convo with Bill without her there since 4-28-08.But that is his fault.He can just as easily say I am going for coffee with my sister and he will be back later. His new girl is very jealo

Being Used
I hate being used in any which way. I never let myself get advantage taken of. So now at my job, the venomous cunts in the office (I work at a hotel, I am a FD/night auditor, they are in the sales) want me to fill out some stupid ass spreadsheet for them, with infos of some ppl. I got the email convos between them, stating "oh, we need to find someone to do this, blah blah blah" Ofcourse, whom do these cunts pick? Yours truly. The bitch emails me, askin to find all the ppl that stayed with us for 5+ days, and put them in a system for discount emails. FOr the past 3 months...yes, that would take approximately 87984 years to accomplish. I was really fuckin bothered that I am always the "go to" person in this fuckin place. So, after a long consideration, here was my reply back: "I will do this for 10+ nights. 5+ would take forever." Oh, yeah, baby, feels much better.

Being Born Gay
Join the World's Largest SEX and SWINGER Personals Community. Join for FREE. The book is about how there is no medical evidence that supports people being born gay-none. I like the statement theminx1 said about us receving a new ... Nobody is being born gay. Medical science has proven it as an undeniable fact. Homosexuality is a psychological disorder and should be treated as such. ... Some debate that homosexuality is not deserving of natural rights since it has not been proven that being gay is indeed the same as any other born ... I am having a religious debate with my friend and …

Being Gay
Join the World's Largest SEX and SWINGER Personals Community. Join for FREE. Recently, on Oprahs widely viewed show, two Christian ministers declared that being gay is a gift from God. It almost goes without saying that thes..., ... Attempts to answer questions on subject such as coming out, homophobia and sex for young males. Includes diaries and forums. Colorado state senator compares being gay to committing murder. On the floor of the Colorado state senate on Monday, Republican Sen. ... Answers such questions as: Were gays made that way? Does homosexuality harm anyone? Is it anyone

Being A Strong Woman
There's a lot to be said about being a Strong Woman. It is actually a difficult thing. You find that it creates a lot of obstacles. Primarily in having a personal relationship. I was speaking with my all time best friend, who is a guy but unfortunately for both of us..lol he is also gay. We had often discussed that had it not been for that fact, we would have been perfect for each other. Funny isn't it. He said I am a very strong Woman, I have an aura about me that scares most guys. I laugh like crazy whenever he tells me this. But in fact, he is right. I am not a fortune 500 exec, I do not have wealth beyond my means, I do not have mass materialistic things. But I am one Strong willed, driven woman with lots of passion and conviction for the things that I do and do not believe in. I am not easily swayed and stand up for what I do and do not believe in. I have a voice and do not hesitate to use it. You would think that a strong woman who is fairly secure in themselves would not f

Being Irish On St. Patrick's Day
It is said that on Saint Patrick's Day that everyone is an Irishman/woman even if only for a day. Well I am Irish 24/7/365. I am not a little Irish like most people are, but a full 1/4th Irish. My paternal grandfather immigrated from Ireland to Pittsburgh, PA in 1899 at the age of 4 with his parents. He was full Irish, so my dad is half Irish. SPD is kind of a weird day for me. On one hand, I like how Irish-Americans are acknowledged for their influence on American history. But on the other hand, I don't like how SPD is more about the Irish sterotypes of heavy drinking and fighting. There is also the fact that SPD emphasizes the Catholic Irish-ism over the Protestants like my dad's family. People need to understand that not all Irish are Catholic. We Protestant Irish went through the same bigotry that our Catholic cousins experienced. We proudly wear orange on the day for wearing green. I admit we Irish have short tempers but we try to solve our problems with a quick joke or k

Being A Virgin Is Not A "bad" Thing
When did being a virgin become such a horrible thing? I mean just because someone chooses to wait til they find love doesn't mean that they are a freak or some kind of conquest to be had. I don't think it should be seen as such a big issue. Personally, I don't go around spouting off or preaching about choosing to wait til I find someone that I love or condeming those that choose to have sex. So I don't see why people automatically assume I am continueally going to be abstinant because of fear or waiting til marriage, or that something is wrong with me because I choose at this time not to have sex. And I don't understand why guys see it as a huge issue. I mean most men look at it as oh shes a virgin, I gotta get into her pants, or they see me as someone who won't put out so I am not worth the effort. And then there are the men that hear virgin and start treating me like I am this breakable thing that they need to protect. And further more, it's not some precious thing that is too impo

Being Your Daddy
Being your daddy pleasin you loving you making you want all of me while i slowing masssage that body making you feel my hands all over your body until you cant take it any more and pull me down to you kissing all over you makking the mood so hot and horny pleasing each other to we out of breath and looking into each others eyes and just say i love you to each other until next time

Being Tested
I have to admit I hate being tested by everyone in the world to see what I am going to do when nothing is going to happen at all. I'm a decent person that doesn't need all these tests to be done to. Why don't you go test someone else cause I'm sick of being tested on. Yes this means friends, family, govenment people and who ever wants to test me for some reason or not do not do it cause if I find out I will be very pissed off at who ever it is. I hope everyone understands this cause I don't need any more stress then what I already have.

Being A Single Parent
somthing for all you out there to think about. being a single parent is several jobs in one along with your full time job. here is a list some of the jobs we do. please feel free to add to them. Maid Baby sitter cook Nurse Counsler judge coach teacher

Being A Submissive
Being A Submissive Author: Raven Shadowborne © 1996 Being submissive a personal choice fulfillment through submission power exchange strong words a new sub may be paralyzed with fear doubt disbelief at their own needs as she learns more the fears... dissipate the doubt... disappears disbelief.. becomes acceptance By giving the gift a true sub feels whole

Being Sick
I hate being sick. I feel like I have been sick forever. With most people, they get and recover from a flu/cold in about 10 days. With me, it is about 15 days because my immune system is weaker. It is weaker because I was born with a severe heart condition that required two open-heart surgeries before I was a year old. Knowing all this, I try to prevent getting colds/flu by taking a multi-vitamin, exercising about 2-3 times a week and washing my hand hundreds of times a day. My current cold wouldn't be so bad if it didn't make my body so sore. The sneezing and coughing isn't too bad. My head doesn't really hurt as much as I feel like I can't concentrate my mind on things for very long.

Being Offended Is A Choice To Be A Victim
Being offended is a choice to be a victim. Have you ever thought about how silly it is to go around being offended?There are people who turn on the radio and get offended because they hear someone speaking in a certain tone or saying a word they don’t like. Some people have a whole list of words that they are offended by, and anytime someone says one of them, they go off into a tantrum.Albeit, it’s just like allowing someone else’s behavior decide how you are going to be emotionally. You can be the person whose emotions or strings are pulled by someone else, depending on how they choose to act or what words they choose to use.You choose your own emotional responses, and you own them. You can blame others for how you choose to feel and pretend that you are a victim.Or you can choose not to give anyone permission to take away your happiness, joy or good mood away from you.You can give away your power and allow someone else’s behavior to pull your strings….O

Being Positive
"Live your life in such a way that when your feet hit the floor in the morning, Satan shudders and says, "Oh no, she's awake!" >>>> You may have gone to bed last night weary> and wondering how, when and why?>> But thank God you woke up this morning and> placed your feet on the floor. And when you did,> I'm sure the enemy said... "*DARN, she (he) is up again!"*>> That's right. You are up again.> You may still be discouraged, but you are not defeated!>> You are up again. Your head is up!> Your gratitude is up! Your faith is up!> You are standing up on your faith.> You are cheering up and looking up.> You are speaking up and thinking up.> You are hooking up with the right people.> You are growing up and maturing in your self-esteem, self-worth and> self-control.> You are up and ready to make it through and up out> of your temporary circumstances.>> To get better sleep, reduce the news watching and> distance yourself from the negative people.> Prayer is better than prozac.> There is

Being Yourself!!!
If you ever think you are alone remember you are one of over a billion people on this planet.Pace yourself; you have a whole life to fill.God has given you everything you need to suceed.Keep your head up and a smile on your face; unless you can't.Wish upon a star, you never know what might come true.Always think of way to have fun, then go and do it.Try, Try, Try and you'll Suceed, Suceed, Suceed.Always rely on your friends and family for things you can't do yourself.Never think you can't do something, because that is the only way that you can't.If you keep looking back, you'll never move forward.At a certain point, you need to stop thinking of others and start thinking of yourself.Try as you might you can't change someone that doesn't want to change.If you know what you want-go and get it.If you love someone don't give up on them.Never change for someone who won't change for you.

Being Away
I am sorry if I appear not to return the love at the moment and never seem to be on... I am in the process of moving into a new house and it is taken alot of my time and energy just to keep up with the move. As the access to the internet at the new place has not beem established, I have limited access to FUBAR. But I promise I will return the love as soon as I am able. Love ya all SaSsY

Being There For You
Being There For You My love for you it will be forever I promised you to work out the problems together If you ever need me I'll give it my all And work out the troubles be they big or small I'll hold you when your down And from your face I'll take your frown I only wish to make you see I'll give you nothing but honesty My goal in life is to make you smile And as for that I'd walk more than a mile If you ever need anything all you need do is ask Because I feel that's an easy task I really do love you so There is nowhere I wouldn't go I'd cross deserts and mountains and even the sea Because with you is where I should be When I'm with you there's nothing to say Except I promise to love you each and every day Nothing could be more important to do Than just being there for and loving you.

Being Alone
Just feeling down on myself thinking i will always be alone they say theres always someone out there for someone but thats bullshit. just confirmed my ex gf was cheating on me it still kinda stings knowing i wasted all that time with her while she was spending her time and energy with someone else guess i wasnt good enough. i dont think anyone would be able to accept me or deal with the baggage i have but we will see i just wont hold my breath.Iam usally the one who likes the person more in the relationship it makes it harder when the other person doesnt feel that which is usally the case. i was looking at pictures of me and my ex last nite and it made me sad i know the realtionship was hell but there were times i was happy i just miss having someone to come home to and share my day with.Maybe someday i can find the happines i seek but with my luck with women lalty the outlook looks bleek..

Being A Mother To Me!!
A mothers hands.. As I embarked apon the days of motherhood I thought not of the changes that would happen, the feelings that would wash away the old me and create the lady I am today. As his little fingers are in mine as he was so small and needy, and his little smile reached across that little face, I would often cry and thank the gods above for the gift that has so blessed my life. As his days go by and his dreams become life, I realize now how my life has meaning and forever on these special days I will be blessed with alittle boy like you. The Memories of your first steps still sit in my mind as if it was yesterday, I guess all of your first are as they were yesterday, and I long to keep them tight to my heart and mind. So gifted you were with all the things you do, your power is strong I peacock thinking your all mine !! Throughout the years of watching you grow I count again the blessing of motherhood for all its done for me...I thank all the days forever more for being a mom

Being Better Then You Are.
I haven’t blogged in a while, so I decided that I would share one with you folks. Lately, I’ve noticed that life really black and white. There are shades of grey in every facet of life, whether it is work, love, or friendship. I’ve been introduced into to way too many of these shades of grey lately as you’d imagine. So what to do? What do you do when find out your best friends has been looking down at you for over two years? What do you do when you find out work is bullshit and some of your co-workers have it out for you? What do you do when relationships fail due to cheaters? You endure. I’ve noticed that in life that weakness comes from an inability to handle the cards that were dealt to you. Character is created when you take those cards, take them and play accordingly instead of folding. You are supposed to be able to handle anything that comes at you, not give up… and then wit your way to victory. Folding is the same thing as staying

Being Inlove And Loving Someone..
(kinda long but worth reading ^^) A REPOST A teacher of mine said to us once: " We really dont fall in and out of love. Love is always there it just needs to be tapped inorder for it to blossom." We may never find our soulmate in this lifetime but who knows? He or she maybe just beside you waiting. Something to share~ Love Why hold someone back... when u know u don't love them... Why keep them to yourself... when u know you won't wanna have them? Why let them miss other chances...when they can have them? If you really don't love someone....let them go...hurt them NOW.. not later...for a longer relationship builds stronger emotions... A good relationship isn't a game you play or an ego trip you take. It is about love and two people. Loving someone can give us the greatest joy we can ever know and it can hurt more than we can believe too. When it does not really hurt when that person did something disappointing to you, but re ally hurts when you see that person in pain and sadness, then

Being Home Is Odd
I went over to see my niece Ann Margaret and her kids. I had just missed Shawn and Abi, as they were at school but got to spend time with wee Julia. We took her out to the local cafe and we sat outside in the early morning sunshine. Julia tottered about; she is so cute and is two and half years old. She spotted a wee fat woodlouse on the concrete tiles. "Look a wee bug" she pointed. "Go say hello to it Julia" I said. She bent down, her wee bum in the air; she put her face near the louse and said loudly "Are you out here for a wee smoke?" All the adults who were puffing on a ciggie and quaffing coffee stared at each other and stubbed out their fags. I laughed loudly; I could just imagine a wood louse having a wee fag. Julia decided to 'touch' it to see how it felt and I think the wood louse became a squashed dot on the tiles, but we ignored that bit. I headed home and tried not to think about sleeping as my jet lag is a killer. So now today I up at 6am. After spending a whole mont

Being A Perv* ;)
Being on Fubar for so long made me realize that i m not the only Perv on this fuckin planet lol I am so glad that i found some very good pervs friends on fu and i m happy that i will never be alone again .. lol So thankyou all the perv out there especially the sexy perv hotties on here that i love to listen and talk to and get to know their crazy ideas and creations on Fubar ;) So dont ever stop being a sexy perv that i love you all to be... muahh to all my sexy perv ladies..... you know who you are ;) So you better leave *Pervy* comments lol

Being Erotic
Many relationships fail because people end up taking one another for granted and let the romance leave the relationship. Being Erotic and sexual is VERY important 2 me in a relationship. Leave your panties in your mans pant pocket when he goes to work w/out him knowing so he has a nice surprise during the day, or leave him a sexual note in lipstick on the bathroom mirror in the morning......Or for the guy when your girl gets out of the bath bring her a hot towel from the dryer, dry her off then drizzle her body with heated oil and have your way with her HAHA.....dirty talk......role play.....is good too!! but ill speak 4 me, dont do that caveman yankin of my hair, if someone yanks my hair during sex im callin 911 hahaha.......anyway the point is when in a relationship dont let the sexual eroticness ever leave...its very important and will keep your relationship healthy!!

Being Yourself
ya know i get really tired of ppl who arent themselves. they always try to be a better person on fu cause they dont want ppl to know who they really are in real life.. the sad part is they dig themselves into a hole that they cant get out of.. amazing enough when you are yourself on here, some ppl find you interesting and then some ppl dont.. but thats how life goes isnt it. whether its make believe or not.. When im on here i am myself..fun loving carefree honest and open thats me. about my feelings my past and even my thoughts of the future i try to plan out.. when people try to tell me that i am something i am not. or try to tell me about my past and they dont know jack about it. i get so angry and frustrated and want to tell everyone to go to hell. but then again i am simpley a little voice on here. nobody listens to. unless of course they need help with something lmao. then im fubars lil helper and explainer lol not that i mind cause i dont.. i want people to get the best out

Being Real
Hi! Being real is about loving ourselves for who we are. When one does this we are able to love another. Having a relationship with ourselves is key. When we do this we can have a relationship with another. Not everyone is going to like you no matter what and it doesn't matter. Be honest with yourself and others always. It's better to tell the truth to someone than mislead them and lie. Don't pull any punches with anyone tell them what you feel and be real about it. Some want to hear the truth, some don't. The truth can be ickky to someone and sometimes scary. When we get told the truth it makes us take a look at ourselves and some don't like that. Always be yourself and don't try and be someone you are not. Be who you are and shine with your true colors in everything you do.

Being Used
Ok this is my space to vent..I don't expect anyone to give a shit, and thats fine. Don't read it if it offends you. If you don't like it don't click it. If I give you my time, lend an ear, offer a shoulder, listen to your problems...its means I know how to be a friend. If you can't reciprocate any of the things I do regularly for people I care for, then you lose me. And I may not be perfect, I am sensitive and caring and I get my feelings hurt sometimes, but I am one hell of a good friend and you don't get to have my tlc! I am so fucking sick and tired of being understanding and sweet for you to pick up and drop me once you don't need the sympathy or attention. Thats bullshit. I am not putting up with being used like this cuz I don't deserve it. Don't sniff around anytime you think you can have a lil play time with no questions asked. Not gonna happen. I'm married and it says so right on my page so I got nothing to hide. I give my yahoo to individuals who completely und

Being A Mother...
After 17 years of marriage, my wife wanted me totake another woman out to dinner and a movie.Shesaid, 'I love you, but I know this other woman lovesyou and would love to spend some time with you.'* * *The other woman that my wife wanted me to visitwas my MOTHER, who has been alone for 20 years,but the demands of my work and my two boys hadmade it possible to visit her only occasionally.* * *That night I called to invite her to go out fordinner and a movie.* * *'What's wrong, aren't you well,' she asked?* * *My mother is the type of woman who suspects that alate night call or a surprise invitation is a signof bad news.* * *'I thought it would b e pleasant to spend sometime with you,' I responded. 'Just the two of us.'She thought about it for a moment, and then said,'I would like that very much.'* * *That Friday after work, as I drove over to pickher up I was a bit nervous.When I arrived at herhouse, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervousabout our date. She waited in the door.She

Being A Single Woman In America
Being a Single Woman in America: The Do's and Don'ts; The De-classified guide to survival if you want to stay sane and avoid heartbreak; and reason's to enjoy and revel in your single lifestyle. First I'm going to start with the Do's and Don'ts. -Do have fun. Enjoy the witty banter and flirtation here and in the real world. Enjoy the eye candy, remember it's okay to look....just sometimes don't touch or you might get bitten. -Don't give out your personal info unless you trust the person. Whether you met him here on Fubar; online in general; make sure that they talk to you about more than just sex, and things of a sexual nature. Look for someone who likes talking (in my case japanime, WoW, fantasy books, history, philosophy and theology-NEVER GO INTO POLITICS until you're really close with the guy). If you are only looking for just sex..well then go for it, you were warned. -Do put your foot down early. It's easier to do so then, then wait and realize your living to please othe

Being Nice, Versus Acting Nice
Ever notice, parents teach children how to ACT nice, so the kids won't be such a pain? Teach the kids to respect someone with a badge or a collar, or don't talk back to adults, so the parent won't be asked to rein their kid? That's great...until the adult or person of authority fails to act nice. Then what does the child do? At what age does the child learn how, as an adult, to decide when to act nice, and when to stand up to abuse? When is a child taught how to be nice, rather than to just act nice? If you know how to be nice, then you can recognize the same in other people. Ypu don't need to see a badge or a collar or someone's age, to know they are treating you nicely. You just compare your actions to their's, and if you act nice and they act nice...then you know for sure, they are nice. You don't need to go ask friends or strangers on the Internet, is behavior X respectful?

Being Focused
its time to talk about being focused that means doing what you have to do and staying on point no matter what youdo this is just my opinon so dont take it seriously i stay focused whether its school or work even when im not doing those im focused it isthe fact you know what being focused is stay safe and read this

Being Auctioned And The Ensuing Drama
hey guys, Glenn here...yes its true I'm in a fu auction but al-fucking-ready, I'm getting pms from people cat clawing...GET A FUCKING LIFE!!!!!! its an auction! I'll lay it to ya straight...its only for a month and it by no means implies that I would be in a relationship with anyone that wins me in that auction...for fucks sake...there would be only a few that would actually have a shot (and they are in my friends and family and they know who they are...Cozy *winks)

*being Single*
WTF is it with you guys (not all of you, but some) that just assume that all women are liars??? I swear it's fuckin' assholes like you and sluts out there that are fuckin' it up for the good girls like me... and that shit ain't cool. If you have a problem trusting people... THEN STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM THEM geez!!!!!!!! If you're just going to stereotype us all then just keep your fuckin' mouth shut. You probably will be liked better with it closed anyway! Ugggggghhhhh! Anyway... I just had to post this because a select few of you are really getting me annoyed... so yeah...

Being Nice...
I've been making an effort to be nice to people(even in the mumms). I've done a lot of thinking about myself. I used to be a really nice person. Somewhere along the way I began to hate people and started to treat them like shit. I'm trying to change my ways. I'm tired of being pissed off all of the time. Can anyone tell?

Being With Her
being with her every weekend is the greats thing in the wold next to my lil girl who she love's to death and i hate saying good bye to her when she or i leave i love her very deeply with every once of my heart and soul cant wait to see her a gian she makes me feel like a new man when i'm with her and she is amazeing in every way she is perficet in every way for me. she is smart funny beautiful fun love her personality i love every thing about her next to my lil girl i cant stop thinking about her.

Being Taken
It was a hot July evening in South Mississippi she was having trouble getting comfortable. It was hotter than a fiery furnace in her bedroom , the air was out again and the fans just seem to blowing out more hot air. Standing by her window staring at the full moon lighting up the whole sky, he stared at her watching her the white cotton clinging to her dampened body glistened through the light of the moon. As he watched he felt him self become excited he wanted her so damn bad he could hardly think of anything else. She has become his obsession and he had to have her tonight , the thought of having her to over power her made his buldge bigger under his jeans he started to rub it as he watched. He watched as she wiped the sweat from her head and cooled herself off with the dampened rag . finally watching her walk over to bed and lie down. Now was his chance . He walked over closer to the window waiting for her to sleep. Rubbing his crotch softly to keep the build up inside him care

Being In Love With You
Being in love with you is like Smelling springs first bloom As if for the first time Being in love with you is like Seeing the world through a baby's eyes And marveling at all of its beauty Being in love with you is like Tasting the most delicious fruit ever grown Leaving me longing for more Being in love with you is like Feeling every sensation from texture to tempurature Like I've never felt before Being in love with you is like Nothing I have ever known And more than I could imagine Your Love, your kindness, your willingness To give yourself without reservation Has made me realize that I am in LOVE!!! Samantha Lewey

Being Honest With Ourselves
Our relationship with ourselves is the most important relationship we need to maintain. The quality of that relationship will determine the quality of our other relationships. When we can tell ourselves how we feel, and accept our feelings, we can tell others. When we can accept what we want and need, we will be ready to have our wants and needs met. When we can accept what we think and believe and accept what’s important to us, we can relay this to others. When we learn to take ourselves seriously, others will too. When we learn to chuckle at ourselves, we will be ready to laugh with others. When we have learned to trust ourselves, we will be trustworthy and ready to trust. When we can be grateful for who we are, we will have achieved self-love. When we have achi

Being A Diabetic Sucks
It's been just over a year since I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes now, and honestly, I've really done nothing about it. Last year was completely traumatic. There are still times in the middle of the night I wake up in a cold sweat, or wake up sobbing from a nightmare. The sleeping medication helped with that for a long time. The therapy I underwent last year helped. Mike always was a wonderful psychologist. I would know since I have been seeing him on and off since I was 15 when things were really bad, especially in my family. I've come such a long way since this time last year. I really have. But things have been very up and down, mostly down and further down, in the last year that I haven't paid attention to my disease. I was watching one of my reality shows I like to watch, and one of them had diabetes. Granted it was type 1, but they really got into it. Part of the reason I haven't paid much attention or cared, is because my doctors have been fucking shitty about it. All they

Being Paranoid
i am becoming a bit paranoid nowit has been some time now since i went to the 2 doctors that was design for my casesince my lawyer told me to go tothings went fine however when i try to call heri either get the voice mail or i get the investigator that is for my case i dont know what is going to happen or if iam going to prisonbut at this point i just dont care no more iam done caring i have lost everything that i ever did care about nowstill no word on if i have to find a place to live or notand even if i do what is going to happen to my stuff and my cati cant pay rent if iam locked upi feel like iam broken and used up ready to be just either replaced or just toss away like garbagethat is how my life is beginning to turn out and that is how i feelthey say everything happen for a reason then please do tellthis year i wont have a xmus or any other day probably more then likely and the funny thing is i just dont care iam tired of fighting iam tired iam trying iam tired of making a eff

Being With You...
There's something I find, in being with you, that is lost to me elsewhere. The surety of your step, beside mine. The certainty in your voice, when you speak to me. The passion behind your eyes, that touches my soul. All these that take our relationship steps beyond our dreams, past surety and certainty both, to a realm of faith. All these things, and more, I find in being with you.

Being A Single Dad?
IM NOT SURE HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE THE SAME PROBLEM BUT BEING A SINGLE DAD HAS MADE IT SO HARD TO DATE. I WORK ALL WEEK AND WEEKENDS ARE THE ONLY TIME I GET WITH MY LIL GIRL. EVERY GIRL I HAVE DATED SINCE MY BABIES MOMMA HAS NOT LASTED MORE THAN COUPLE WEEKS. IT LIKE IM NOT WORTH ALL THE HASSLE WITH MY BAGGAGE. NEED SOME ADVICE

Being A Cancer
The CANCER June 22 - July 22 Emotional, Loving, Intuitive, Imaginative, Shrewd, Cautious, Protective and Sympathetic Changeable, Moody, Overemotional, Touchy, Clinging and Unable To Let Go The Cancer's first love is its home and family. They love to nurture those around them. No sacrifice is too large to ensure their home is secure and their loved ones are safe and happy. They are very kind and sharing. Cancers are also very moody, and often retreat into themselves to regenerate, or sometimes sulk. The quickest way for them to rebound from such moments is to do what they do best: nurture others. Cancers can be very iron-willed and like to have things their way. They are very sensitive to slights and hurt easily. When pained Cancers will retreat into themselves and brood. Although generally they do not like confrontation, Cancers are not above seeking revenge against those that hurt them. Cancers are compassionate and freely show their affection for others. They will set their problems

Being In Love
What to do i'm inlove with this guy and he says he loves me but he's with someone else and i dont want this other party to get hurt. but yet i want to be with him. What should i do. Does anyone have any advice for me ????? i'm going crazy out of my mind trying to decide what i should do about this situation. its really bugging me. Crazy but in love

Be In Vanguard Of Loving Mastery
I found an email with this title in my spam folder yesterday, and the phrase stuck with me though I would never use the product it’s advertising; I’m still energetic enough without it. What to write about today … I don’t have to write about anything, but little snippets run through my head and perhaps it’ll occur to me among buying a laptop computer for my niece for just over a hundred dollars, eating pheasant this morning and nearly swallowing a bead of the buckshot used to kill it, getting Sarah and Jeffrey to bed early yesterday since they didn’t take naps, Jeffrey’s improving aim in the potty and not just with what he’s supposed to do there … yeah, life is busy enough! Tomorrow morning at church is our annual (church-wide) business meeting, and it’s at least it’s comprised of as many voting members as we can assemble on Sunday morning. I can’t say it’s unnecessary (church council meetings occur ev

Being Me
I don't know why it is so hard for someone to pay a compliment. I make sure to compliment my female and male friends at each opprutunity so they know they are well looked upon. Whether it be from something they do, or if they look nice. When I get on cam, it's like I'm not even there. I run a bbw lounge, and am the least popular girl in the lounge. Those who can't get a man build a lounge for others to? I guess I just don't get why it's so much easier to back stab an associate, than compliment a friend. Oh well. My opinion is really the only one that matters to me anyways. And I think in a world of jello, I'm Creme Brulee'. I might be harder to come by. I might take longer to get ready. It may take someone special to bring the best out in me, but I am miles better than the green jello that comes along daily. Just sayin lol

Being A Mother!!!!!!
AFTER 17 YEARS OF MARRIAGE, I ASK MY HUSBAND TO TAKE ANOTHER WOMAN OUT TO DINNER AND A MOVIE. I TOLD HIM" I LOVE YOU" BUT I KNOW THIS OTHER WOMAN LOVES HIM ALSO AND WOULD LOVE TO SPEND TIME WITH HIM. THE OTHER WOMAN I WANTED HIM TO VISIT WAS HIS MOTHER.WHO HAS BEEN ALONE FOR 20 YEARS,BUT THE DEMANDS OF HIS WORK AND THE TWO KIDS HAD MADE IT POSSIBLE TO VISIT HER ONLY OCCASIONALLY.THAT NIGHT HE CALLED TO INVITE HER TO GO OUT FOR DINNER AND A MOVIE.'WHATS WRONG AREN'T YOU WELL; SHE ASK MY HUSBAND?HIS MOTHER IS THE TYPE OF WOMAN WHO SUSPECTS THAT A LATE NIGHT CALL OR SURPRISE INVITATION IS A SIGN OF BAD NEWS.'I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE PLEASANT TO SPEND SOME TIME WITH YOU,'HE RESPONDED.'JUST THE TWO OF US.'SHE THOUGHT ABOUT IT FOR A MOMENT,AND THEN SAID,''I WOULD LIKE THAT VERY MUCH.''THAT FRIDAY AFTER WORK,AS HE DROVE OVER TO PICK HER UP HE WAS A BIT NERVOUS.WHEN HE ARRIVED AT HER HOUSE.HE NOTICED THAT SHE,TOO,SEEMED TO BE NERVOUS ABOUT THERE DATE ALSO.SHE WAITED IN THE DOOR..SHE HAD CURLED H

Being A Bitch Today, Just Being (honest).
Your Time Is Up said: i say love cause your hot baby girl Velvela FuOwned Bi Loki Sin said: Yeah I hear that all the time, but why is it no one talks? I mean com'mon thats what this place is all about to meet new people as they say your (Social Communication) Yeah whatever I don't see it!

Being An Idiot
Why do the ones that love us the most have to go to such extremes to make open our eyes? Here I have such a wonderful and loving lady in my life. I am destroying the happiest days of my life by waiting till it is/was too late to do anything about it. I have finally, after tough love persuation, have realized I am not in control as much as I thought I was. Although not physical as of yet, I have a temper and anger problem. I don't know where it is coming from and don't even realize it is happening. It took being apart from the one true love of my life for me to finally realize it. I am in the process of getting the help I need to save my loved ones as well as myself. More so myself. Let's see how do I start explaining this. I grew up with a mother that used to whip me with a garden hose, made me knee for hours at a time in a corner on raw rice, always told me I would never mount to anything, I was useless, etc. Well through the years of mental abuse from that I guess it takes a tol

Being Lonely
well, I guess its time to finally get shit off my chest. I really am not fond of Fubar, maybe because I hardly use it, or maybe because I dont really care for the methodology behind it all. I understand its about gaining rank and points and hopefully making friends along the way, but it all seems vain to me. granted i have made at least one true friend, but deep down I still feel neglected over all. I make the attempt to befriend people here, but maybe there is something about me that others dont like. i KNOW i have my flaws, but that doesnt mean I am not worth getting to know first, then if you judge me from there, at least you made the attempt....

Being Consumed
This sickness is consuming and terrifying to my soul. I try to breath but only choke on the oily slick putrid foulness of it. Words are empty without a promise to back. I am at a stalemate without a completion of my circle. I feel like a puppet on a string of fiery chains. Sharpened hooks dig deep into my heart to rip away the flesh. Not sure of love in this darkest hour that holds no real truth. Is the dream I wanted so far away and just out of my reach? I hear not your words of encouragement in my soul anymore.

Beingness Sensitive With Perceptive And Inveterate Lyme Disease Symptoms
Plain Lymes Disease Symptoms can concord all of a fulminant anywhere from a exclusive many days to more than a few weeks time Never-ending Lyme disease gift little by younger infix into the intrinsical status of the moved someone.Penetrative Lyme disease can be processed just and effectively with a fix or recipe of antibiotics similar to penicillin, vibramycin and trimox.Lyme disease symptoms regularly move with flu-like feelings. The Lyme disease symptoms are cephalalgia, fever, tough pains, weakness, and inflexible neck. Afterward the tick's spice, roughly few life or one month after it, around 60% of Light-skinned patients experience an erythema migrans (EM) - an enlarging symptom. Morose skinned people receive trauma.The flu-like symptoms, which are actually Lyme disease symptoms, can finally as monthlong as the treatment, symmetrical as there Lymes Disease Symptoms also be nonaged maudlin and feature manifestations correspondent to weaken swings, slumber problems and concentrating

Being Hated..sucks
If any of you have children, you know it sucks when they hate you and let you know it. A while ago, my hubby ask my middle son to help him change the oil, not something that you would assume would end up in a fight huh. Butttttttttttttttttttttt, however it did, my hubby ask like several times, and my middle son always had an excuse. Well ummmm my youngest son whos 19, decided to air his disapointent with his middle brother on face book. Opp's, that didnt go well, and my middle son forgot or tends to forget his younger bro has autisum and takes things to heart. Well Chris (middle) decided to tell him off etc, and it just became a battle ground on facebook. One morning I got on facebook and seen the comments that went back and forth, yes my youngest son was wrong to plaster it on face book yet he was right in a way to be pissed off. Then I seen some really not so called for comments on how he has his own life and he doesnt get paid to help and its on his time etc etc etc.