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I Love Da Cock
"I love your cock!" she said breathlessly "That's it" he said "Tell me how much your wet pussy likes my cock slamming into it" he bit out each word between thrusts. His thighs slapped against hers, sounding like a rhythmic clapping. She lay, half sitting, half reclined on his couch. Her legs held aloft, above his shoulders, his big callused hands easily encircling her ankles. "Yes!" she urged, her own hands digging into the back of his thighs, her hips rocking forward to meet him. He was a big man and his cock was long and thick, filling her wet hole completely. "Fuck me" she moaned as he bent her legs forward, spreading them even wider as her knees met her chest. "Your pussy is so wet and slippery, it feels so good in there!" he rasped, moving faster. His cock was covered with her juice as he pumped in and out. She was almost incapable of speech, moaning while reaching back to brace her self on the sofa, fingers almost ripping into the material covering the cushio

Thoughts
So anyway I was sitting here today just talking away on the phone about Lost Cherry, I said the one thing I wish Lost Cherry had was a blog, and what do I see when I sign on today, a place for blogs. How awesome is that...LOL.. I swear the littlest things just tickle me.. See I have a blog on Yahoo 360 and one on Myspace, and personally I love this site A LOT better then either of them put together. It has everything that those have and so much more.. So those are my thoughts for today..LoL if I have anymore I will post more.. See ya!!

I Feel You Falling
I feel you falling and falling fast Your falling into an anger i'll never understand I will try and catch you but im no superman The drugs, the drink and the last heartbreak ill ever have Your pushing yourself beyond the borders of no return Look at your children of a love they learned The drugs and drink will guide you there The tombstone will read Dad lies here God what do I do I love him so much Don't worry i will carry him to his place once he asks for me I lay here falling and don't know what to do This place These people Looking strangely at me My chest hearts oh god can you save me? You asked and now it is time to go home My chest doesnt hurt? What have you done? Oh thank god you answered my prayers. No I didnt my son was struggling and he asked for me. Here I go walking down the hall of the hospital MY husband died that day and asked for help He is now in Heaven where my god can help Oh god why did I die? I thought you saved me from the drugs and alcohol

~funny You Say That~
"Funny you say that..." because I get that all time from guys I have dated. "You are such a wonderful woman, no-one has ever taken care of me the way you do. No-one has ever loved me the way you do, catered to my every need. No-one ever showed me who they are and what they were...blah blah friggin blah". I'm so sick of that happy horse shit it isn't even funny anymore. If I am so 'wonderful' why am I still single? Because I pay the price for every other womans down falls. I pay the price for the skeletons in my guys closet. I am the one they take their demons out on. Even when I tell them I am not THE other woman I am ME!!! But I love being in love... But I love being together... But I love having a man in my life... But I love to be loved and involved... So what do I do? Funny you should say that..............

A Heartbeat Away
A HEARTBEAT AWAY When sadness overwhelms you And your heart feels heavy as stone... Remember, I'll always be there for you; You'll never have to be alone. When your dreams begin to crumble And you feel the weight of defeat... Just call out my name, my darling, And I'll be there in a heartbeat. When your world feels cold and empty And the only color you see is gray... Just remember these words, my love, I'm only a heartbeat away. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

Hopeless Whore
I walk the streets as a hopeless whore Looking for a dime here and a dime there Everychance I get I smoke some crack I never look back If my daddy would have only loved me If my mommy would have only protected me The men would attack and I would not hold back Started so young I could tell I was done Innocence lost at 6 I knew my life was a death sentence I just needed to play and have fun I sit now in an alley all alone I reach out to the men who will pay Soon I am sure I will be dead one day My only thoughts are a blur I know the bums are better off than this hopeless whore I get up to move around I need to start the nightshift it is one more round Maybe the drugs will kill me Or maybe the man will rape me I dont know but one things for sure This life sure does numb me I see a man dressed in white He says I will be your daddy tonight Take my hand I will whisk you away I dont think I have seen beautiful look this way This man says he will protect me He has

I Know
I know he’s an angel looking down on me I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad was the best dad there ever was I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad was all there was to be which is why I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad was everything to me I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad was anything I wanted him to be I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad the best thing that ever happen to me I know he’s a angel looking down on me My dad was all that he could be I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad he was no dreamer he made me a strong believer I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad was the best dad anyone can ever have I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad always made me proud I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad always made me smile I know he’s an angel looking down on me My dad never made me wonder why I know he’s an angel looking down

Hopeless Romantic
Are you a hopeless romantic Look around they are everywhere You can look and stare Do you see the man who wants to hold your hand He lost his home in a fire You are about to inspire DO you see the lady who lost a baby She is waiting for love and does not know of any Do you see the man who lost his wife to cancer You just may be the answer Do you see the lady who is in a wheelchair She is looking of her hero Do you see the old man You can end is loneliness in the end Do you see the woman who was raped You just may be the one who will teach her to believe in fate Everyone has that one love story GOd put our futures in the lives of many When you lay on your deathbed WIll you be lonely or have the one you wed Lose all your inhibitions Look for the one who wants you near Dont fear if it brings you pain In the end you will stand again Love one love many It does not matter Love is like lifes big ladder Thank god he gave us perfect love stories They are real and ar

Welcome The Weather Change
but damn the fact that I get a sinus infection every year when the weather changes from hot hot summer to cool cool fall. It especially sucks because I work on the phone all day...and with a stuffy nose its impossible to sound right to the person on the line. i sound like a big dork trying to talk on the phone and sound professional with a stuffy nose. lol thats all i just wanted to post a blog. ha ha

30 Things I've Learned From Porn
For those that could use a laugh... 1. Women wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted masturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have sex with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sperm. 6. Women enjoy having sex with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a blowjob. 8. Women always orgasm when men do. 9. A blowjob will always get a woman out of a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy cummers. 11. People in the 70's couldn't cum unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those tits are real. 13. A common and enjoyable sexual practice for a man is to take his half-erect penis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's butt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum. 15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other.(and the girl isn't

I Don't Want To Be Alone
I don’t want to be alone It’s cold and upsetting to me I don’t want to be alone The walls are closing in on me I don’t want to be alone It’s just to much for me I don’t want to be alone It’s really bothing me I don’t want to be alone Can’t you see it’s really hurting me I don’t want to be alone No one can make me be I don’t want to be alone Your love has confided in me I don’t want to be alone It’s not becoming me I don’t want to be alone With no one to make love to me I don’t want to be alone Everybody is avoiding me I don’t want to be alone The whole world has deserted me By:Blossom_ Rose

Home Safely
I always walk a distorted line between love and hope This is a story I hope you find the line very clear As I go out to get dinner this very night I see the moon shining bright I walk in to grab a tv dinner my life is about to change for the better I see a man in the store standing in line his eyes shine He is perfect in my eyes He flashes a wink I fall into his dreams WHat a night this may end up being He walks by says his name He says lady you are about the prettiest thing He looks deep in my eyes Wow he is like full of surprise He asks for my number I was like sure call me this summer I walk home and find myself thinking Maybe he should have walked home with me for a drink I feel a pull into the park SOmeone has scared me into this park They throw me down I am terrified This is the end of my happiness in my eyes He starts to rip my clothes off He tells me to shut up I scream and I am frightened I cant see his face cause of the stocking He hits me in the

Hello Hello Hello!!!!
Okies well I've been sitting here working on my computer and I have been reading all my friends blogs!, and I have to say this Sweet Cherry Pie you need to start a book there girl with all the poems you have!. Now Sissy you need to get your Canadian Getto Booty off the phone and come and talk to me! Baby I hope everything went ok for ya, and that your feeling better... Love you and miss you lots of *Hugs and Kisses* Now for the rest of my friends Come Out Of Hiding And Talk!!! hehehehe

All I Want Is You
ALL I WANT IS YOU I'll tell it rather simply, I'll say it plain and true, A single thing is all I want And all I want is you. There are no other riches, No treasures or possessions That could ever compare with you, My fondest of obsessions. You are the very air I breathe, The ration that sustains me. You're all my thoughts tied up as one, The laugh that entertains me. You're all that life need ever give, The maximum that's due, If I could ask for anything, I'd only ask for you. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

September 13
Yeah okay i got online, and everybody and their brother was posting a Blog so yeh wtf, people are always asking stuff about me. Umm, Today i got my license renewed, Worked on my 360. yeh i skate alot now. makes me feel young! lol i did some other stuff but nothing to write about. Dont expect alot blogs from me lol. Have a Great night Cherries. Shelly

~if I Could~
"If I Could..." ~~~ For the record...relationships aren't 50-50. They are 100-100. How far have you ever gotten in a relationship where you've only given just 50% ? ~~~ ~If I could come back as anything it would be one of your tears. How could I want more than to be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, lived on your cheek, and die on your lips. ~I've often caught myself looking at the stars wondering if the one, handsome man that is meant to be in my life is looking at the stars at the very same time. ~The man I've yet to meet. He will be of tremendous beauty in my eyes although his real beauty is from the inside. ~I don't know the specifics and I have no doubt he will surprise me with things I can never imagine. As I will hope to do for him. ~I will melt as he walks into the room, at the look in his eyes and the gentleness of his touch. ~I want to dance with him for a lifetime, even if it's only in the kitchen and until my legs are weak. ~Experiencing all that l

Holding On
With you in my arms you feel no harm Sometimes time just slips by With out us knowing why We sit on the deck Early in the morning This is our one last cup of coffee The lake is so beautiful as I hold you The passion between us Is indescribable to most You said Alaska is where you wanted to be It is where you wanted breathe We gave up everything SO you could live your dream The rain is so soft I can feel it falling on us This moment will last In my memories of the past I remember you dancing I can see the whole world watching They look and say What a beautiful couple they make They did not know the pain you were feeling inside you though You said you are losing the man of your dreams You were definately my queen So as the cancer eats I have one last request please Move on with your life Make some man a happy wife My time with us is about done I wont be far away so have fun The angels have spoken WIth one last breathe Your dreams were mine My time with

Shopping List Of Doom!
"Do you need us to get anything while we're at the store?" Famous last words. I should really know better by now, than to ask my wife if she needs anything when I'm taking my son with me to the store. And I'll bet you all know her answer.. "Tampons" "Oh geezus, you better write this one down." Because we all know there's hell to pay if you get the wrong brand, style, color, or scent. Someday I'll learn.

Her Beauty
Her beauty is not the way she walks or talks Her beauty is not the way she smiles Her beauty is not the way she looks Her beauty is not the makeup that decorates her face Her beauty is not her height or weight Her beauty is not skin deep Her beauty shows me what I did right in the world Her beauty is the way she makes her presence Her beauty is her confidence Her beauty magnifies me I was once a pauper now in her eyes im a prince Her beauty illustrates her children and what they will soon be When I lay her down tonite I will need no light her beauty will shine bright If I die tonite, I know the most beautiful thing I could imagine lays right next to me Since I am the eye of the beholder You can never judge her in my eyes One thing is for sure I died next to an angel that took me to heaven Next time you look at your children know they are angels Maybe not yours or mine But one day they will bless a life

Life
Well this is my first blog:P I took my lil girl to the Dr. to day for her one yearly heart check up and the doctor was a lil concerned about her development of her heart and that she may have to have surgery again ;'( but she said for now she just wants to wait and see what happens over the next year so now I’m a lil worried about hat and my lil girl also went for her 4 year old shot today pore thing cried she has never cried for any of her shot before made me cry but I hope the out come of her heart turns out that she don’t have to have surgery again the last one was the longest 9 hours of my life well I’m out of here and headed t bed been a long day night night

Getting Started
Okay... this is awesome WAY TO GO MIKE!!!! Now that we have blogs this will add a bit to the site, so glad Mike is looking out for all of us!! I would like to say Hello to all my FRIENDS, FAMILY and FANS!!! I have enjoyed being apart of Lost Cherry, I am SOOOOO addicted it's not even funny, we need to create an support group for those that have become addicted to Lost Cherry *giggles* I so enjoy getting comments so don't be afraid to leave me a comment... Until the next entry *Hugs n Kissies* *~*PurteeLadee*~*

~i'm Going Crazy~
"I'm Going Crazy" Ever since the day you went away And left me sad and cold My life just hasn't been the same Oh baby I feel so all alone Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you I would sacrifice all I have and am No man would ever make me feel so right The feelin that I feel within - only you can It's nice to smile when I get your phone call at night But I'd rather have you here with me Right next to me, laying beside me I miss you - please hold me tight I feel so weak - I need your touch I never thought that I could ever love a man so much I've gotta let you know that we are destiny I'd cross the Ocean for you - I'd do anything That's right baby I'm goin' crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, we can make it Take this ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby I'll tell you what I feel From the moment that I met you it's been so damn real My heart seems to skip a beat every time we sp

Hold Me In Your Arms
Hold me in your arms Hold me in your arms And don’t let me go Hold me in your arms And caress my body so Hold me in your arms And please don’t let me go Hold me in your arms I need your loving yo Hold me in your arms And don’t dare let me go For I know I’ll miss you so Hold me in your arms Make sweet love to me Hold me in your arms And cast this spell you have on me Hold me in your arms It’s only your love I’m craving of Hold me in your arms And don’t let me go Hold me in your arms And be good to me I don’t want You leaving me just hold me in your arms and cuddle me your so very special to me BY: Blossom _Rose

~hello Darling~
"Hello Darling" I know that lately our relationship has been overshadowed by difficult things were going through. Sometimes that old feeling just cant be found; but its in theredeep in our hearts where its been all along. And we should never, ever let it go. I want to get back to the you and me that we used to know. When its all said and done, at the end of the day, I want you here to come home to. Distance has kept us apart, but our courage can surpass and conquer all. I want your arms to curl up in, and your sweet familiar love that makes it all worth while. I know in my soul, without a doubt, that you and I are destinythat is why I really want to make this work. I sit with anticipationnever really knowing what that word meant until I fell in love with you. Now I love to anticipate the next time Ill see you, when Ill kiss you, and when Ill touch you. I store up things to talk about and wonder what youll have to share with me. All day long Im picturing you in my mi

~f*o*r*e*p*l*a*y~
.........................................FOREPLAY..................................................... F~ finger's touching seceret places. O~Orgasm's coming smiling faces R~ rear entry is always best E~ exotic pleasures as loverss carress P~ passion fills the steamy room L~ lustful thoughts begin 2 bloom A~ animal urges as our legs entwine Y~ your lips, your body close to mine.

A Dream Like No Other
Dreaming mind, running mind Outta sight but not of mind... Thru the dimensions I find you there, All alone no ones there.... We talk and share what knowledge we know, At the table of our masters home... Haunting chills, goose bumps still The very mention of time stood still... My phantom my friend, Youre always there no more worry no more fears

One Of My Tarantulas Died.
I had 3 tarantulas. The youngest died just after her molt. She was a aviculara versa color...she changed colors with each molt and was currently in her neon blue stage. I got her as a spiderling...my first baby tarantula. Im bummed about it. Her name was brain. I have an Aviculara aviculara, or aka Pink Toe. Her name is Pinky. She is jet black and has each end of her eight legs are pink..hense..pink toe. I also have Rosie....Grammastola rosea...she is the color of a penny.

Heavenly Man
Everytime she turns around she sees his face He is the most peaceful man she will ever see She knows he sets her free His stature large He could pull a barge WHen time is over her only request Is to love like there was so much innocence Her life has led her in many directions This one man will stand in her direction He is the one who holds her hope He looks in her eyes With one deep sigh You have been battered and bruised By this life you thought you were cursed He says hold my hand Live in the light and you too will stand You have seen me many times before I am your chance at life forever more Never forget the saved will not fall You have been patient in a life that now has no walls Your true love of me is what amazes me I am your man in times of need He looks at her and says it is time for me to go If you truly want me you will continue to have hope Live a life right by me You too shall see a heavenly man Who will hold your hand in this land

Heaven Sent Me A Saviour
Thunder rolls in Lightning makes a wild spin A man out of nowhere enters your life within His eyes have seen the pain of a 1000 years His smile sparks no fear You look at him and see only a heart You never want to erase He tells you your time they say has come You need to let my will be done You see a man you have fallen in love with You know forever is him He looks in your eyes He sees your soul This is all he needs to know He can see your life full of pain The misery of growing old and losing again He wipes his hand over your eyes They close and he kisses you this time Thief walks in holding a gun Your man looks at you and said my will will be done The thief asks for money Frustration builds as you can see The thief looks at you and fires at your dream With one swift look at you Your man claims the heavens to pound this thief He points the gun directly at you I pray for my baby at home and the dream with me The theif fires one more round A bolt of he

~love, Destiny, And Fate~
Love, Destiny, and Fate Love, Destiny, and Fate, How can I tell you what I really need to say, When you are so close but yet so far away. Life is a meaning of which no one is sure, Love must be hiding what we were looking for. Earth is the beginning of all that is pure, You are the heart of which I yearn for more. You're the sun in my sky, The wind that takes me where I want to go, The sweet incense that makes me feel so high That loving you seems all I need to know. When you're away I miss you so My heart is full of sand. Yet when you're here my stupid fear Won't let me touch your hand. I cannot sleep, I cannot eat, I'm so wrapped up in you. My thoughts drift up, away from words, And fade into the blue. I know this crush is not your fault; The dinosaur is mine. Yet if you could, please rescue me, And put your arms around me, and hold me, and say you love me I want to make your heart beat just for me. I want a true love in my lonely life. S

Heartache
Sitting here twiddling grass I can only see my past Beautiful women far and wide One surely sticks out in my mind Her grace was amazing Her smile could leave you gazing She walked without any hesitation You knew she was amazing When she touched my hand I felt like a full man When her eyes met mine I knew it was the right time When she would think She would just stare She looked beautiful sitting there When she was falling asleep She would say she was so in love with me Dancing in the rain Was not a hesitation for this beautiful thing When I think of one time It was when you first smiled at me You were so beautiful and free When god said she is now mine I cried for days not knowing it was the end of our line I sit here in the grass Just waiting for time to pass Wanting another angel Love for me is what you wanted to see I am doing my best At keeping positive at best But it seems so hard to find Another true love in this lifetime

Greatest Poet
I am me a poet at heart What you see is many different parts I put together word by word Trying to piece together a hateful world WHen you read what I write You see a love that shines so bright It is something I feel deeply I need to get it out so others can feel it freely When I write I write of the world LOve and tragedy are important parts of gods big world Whereever you go look and see Ask the people what they see Happiness and joy Disappointment and dispair Ask about hope and they will watch and stare Hope is the one thing all people should have You thought you were dead Til i stuck out my hand The walks I take you on will make you better It will allow you to love that special someone that much better So when you read keep me in your heart THere is only one that will take my heart I dont know who but she will know I am patient in waiting for her glow Just remember I am the greatest poet of this time Because I give to the world what so many want to find H

Greatest Day
A new light has been seen in my eyes I can see a woman I will never despise She looks at me and cries 15 years old is not to young mommy I am a good baby She hands me off to a nurse I see my mommy as they take me away I dont know where I will be going today I see an older man and lady They look very happy I move and feel the love They are taking me home and I will grow up 25 years old and I can see that I was adopted I wish I knew the woman who loved me so much She could live her life knowing I was better off I sit in a hospital hallway today I see many people walking by me today I wish one day I could meet the lady who gave me away My new wife is about to deliver The greatest gift I will have ever I see the doctor walk in She is going to deliver my baby in a few minutes I go in and i see my beautiful wife in pain I know for sure she would never give her baby away SHe pushes and breathes I can feel her every pain I wish I could take it away Finally the beau

Fate
Do you think your hot or not I can tell you first hand everyone I see I want them to look at me As one of the greatest poets to ever walk this land I am just a man I have loved a many beautiful women They have in turned loved me I have seen them cheat I have watched them die I have seen the very best of these I have seen the very worst of these SKinny, fat, chunky, a stick To me it does not matter It is the mind at work that really matters As I age I see it more and more The women around me want to see me as just a guy next door Which if that is how they feel They dont see the man who can love them with more than any But as a friend I will make sure you do not falter Your eyes are of yours you are that very beholder What you see is what you get You dont put blinders on after the first time to bed That should just be a love testament So if you have piercings, tattoos and all If a person judges you Pretend they are a wall Your true love is right near by Jus

Fat
Everyone walking in the room You tell me you love me and I am so cute I am fat for my age and you see that You tell me you are cute and pudgy I can see by your own looks Someday you will look in disgust I am just a girl with a heart that is huge WHen you look at me you say I am cute I am fat and no one will care Will I ever see a love like so many do this day Will my prince charming come my way I will look in the mirror and be overweight I will not have a chance to escape I hope that some day people will see the inside Not what lies on the outside Yes I have rolls and yes i can see what it does Yes I can exercise I travel miles and miles I am just a girl looking to be loved like the rest What is my hope in a world with so many judgements If I knew this was coming I would kill myself If I knew I would be hated for the way I look I would have never come here If you knew I was only 2 years old would you continue to laugh at my rolls What is gonna be different when i

Happy
so happy we've got blogs... how come no one had told me about them before what's up w/ not lettin a g'rrl 'n on da loop. but n'ne way you no i'll b writin on dis a lot always. first thing's first... don't ever buy jewelry off of ebay ... it's never what it seems and always overpriced. here's what i bought i ring claiming to be diamond, white gold and cat's eye opal.(i'm thinking no way it's too good to be true) got the ring and it's dimond alright... a bunch of small dimond shapes are along the side of the ring.(lol) the opal is there but i don't know if the gold is real or plated. i matched the markings on the ring which claim that it's 10 or something like that kt gold with markings on my earrings and other jewelry i have that is real gold.(i bought my other jewlery from local jewlers and have papers and warranties to prove they're real.) it looks like someone wrote that the jewelry was gold on the ring. on my other jewelry it looks like the kt and number were typed. i don'

Faceless
Will you be just another faceless person out there I have seen many people come and go Will you just find a way to make it through You want to make a difference too Stand your ground Show your face DOnt let anyone erase Your heart is strong You can also teach many to be strong This is your one chance Your one life WIll you spend it a waste and in strife What if your mom died tomorrow She just wanted to play one hand of cards Thats all she could do What if your husband died in a wreck When he just wanted to learn more about his wife before his death WHat if your sister died to a murder She just wanted to spend one night with her sister WHat if your brother died in Iraq Now you must teach his son what it truly means to give back You sit here wondering why am I here Did you ever think it was to teach or learn about those ones that are near This is your life MY life DOnt waste your time We have only been given a few to make it last a lifetime Dont be a faceless

Face Of An Angel
Out from the storm walks a being never seen before It is a man and a woman As lightning strikes You can see it has set its sights The town is bustling The sidewalks are packed This being is one that is unmistakable You can see the eyes Brown, green, hazel and blue It is not scaring you You see its hair long and short You know this being is coming for you for sure You feel a tremble As your faith does not give in This being is black, yellow, brown and white It stops in front of you It looks in your eyes You see their sights are saving you tonight You feel the bombs blasting The guns firing Roadside bombs bursting This is your right You see the muslims and christians alike There is no difference in this being tonight It stands in front of you with one last prayer You say father can you help me here The being covers you as a gun fires at your body This being takes a bullet so I can continue this fight this fight continues even in the face of an angel Whether

Alright Ya'll
Lol,I'm a sucker for writing daily in blogs and crap but oh well,I'll attempt to keep this one up. Eh,I know ya'll really don't wanna hear about my boring life, so let's make an exception! This is the only place where I can gossip? Lol, j/k! Well,I'm off to bed! Night everyone! We'll BLOGGGGGG tomorrow!

Ever
You get out of bed I sit here wondering Making love to you is so sweet How did you ever end up with someone like me You deserve the world on a platter Instead your in a world with a man who dont matter I smile knowing that if you left I could live my life happy knowing you would do better Your hair in my face As you passionately escape Making love to a man who you dont want to erase The sweat on your body Proves to me that your love for me is worth more than money One thing I will miss when I leave this place Is the way you look at me in the heat of our space Your eyes blazing with love Your body filled with me no matter what Unconditionally you loved a man that had faults He did not look the best at all SO many others to look at But you consider me the man of the hour I get your life on a platter I dont deserve someone like you But I will do my best and make love to you Then when you fall asleep you can dream Of us as the most amazing thing Loving you my de

Do You Dream Of Me
When you see me everyday WHen you feel me walk your way Do you dream of me when I write Am I the only thing you have in your sights Am I the life you want Am I the dream you feel is a forbidden want Do you see a holy man Do you see a man who can take your hand Do you see the spirit I carry Are you sure you want to marry Let me show you my true side I bleed like the rest I can withstand every test I can make the bed we lay in I can put you to sleep at night Or run every passion you have knowing there will be another night Do you feel my hands so strong and warm That is your man in a heavens storm Close your eyes and who do you see Is it me on a heavenly sea Take my hand as you dream of me Will you please marry me I am nothing but a mere mortal man Will you live and stand with this man I promise a life full of history I promise i will never leave you standing next to a tree I will carry you til our last breath We will share the same stars and make love under th

19jun06
Today I introduced myself to my own feelings. I'd rather regret the things I've done, than the ones I never did. So if you truly want something, you will never know unless you go after it! Now I sit here waiting patiently and wipe away a tear, wishing that your vision would suddenly appear. Hoping you'd say "Hello Darling?" and great me with a smile, come sit beside me and chat with me a while. It's hard for me to understand just what I'm doing here, What happened to my lover that used to say he cared. How come I've been abandoned like some old worn out shoe, what crime had I committed what bad thing did I do? It's true I have two daughters and shelter from the rain, But there's precious little else to ease my lonliness and pain. I'm only one of many that ponder through the day, and find the price of loving is much to high to pay. That picture could be quickly changed if you would spend, a little extra time paying attention to me not just as a friend.

Do Dreams Really Come True
The bum on the street was handed five bucks He thought he was down on his luck His dream came true The little boy with asthma Not being able to breathe He thought he was going to die He dreamed to live as a grown man His dream came true The little girl dreaming of a white dress on her wedding day Her dream came true The young man looking for his princess He oh so wished this His dream came true The father watching his son die of cancer He had no answer He dreamed for a cure His dream came true A black man wanting only hope for his kind He dreamed of freedom His dream came true The woman dreaming her husband comes out of the mine They say they cannot find Her dream comes true The mother hooked on crack She wanted to quit it hurt so bad Her little boy she dreamed of a great life The state took that little guy Her dream came true The old lady wishing to join her husband in heaven Her dream came true Nothing is impossible only in our minds Maybe it is hard

07jun06
Today I introduced myself to my own feelings. I realized it's much better to be apart and wish we were together than to be together and wish you were apart. I realized we conserve only what we love. We love only what we understand. We understand only what we were taught. I realized that of all the places in the world I enjoy - I enjoy being in your arms most. I realized I'd rather be kissing you instead of missing you. The more I know you, I realize what a complex person you are. Private thoughts - hidden dreams - Know that I will always care and search out who you are for I truly love what I have found. I realize all of this brings together a rare delight, being together, richer rapport, deeper laughter, truer understanding, and growning compatible. Today I realized - I walked away - it was all just a dream. Sharyn~ 07Jun06

Daddy Lets Play
My 8 year old comes to me Asks me if we can go swing My son I wish I could You know how much daddy would love to play with you I sit back in disappointment and wish work could stop They got me running around the clock He comes to me again Says daddy can you go fishing with me I wish I could but mom has me busy today I see him walk out in disappointment I get a tear in my eye I can feel him cry inside He comes to me again Daddy can you play ball with me I said let me look at what I have today I find excuses and excuses Today I am not free I pray silently to god to make me busy Can you go see if your brother is free He walks away with his head down He asks where is my brother at He is across the street at pats I can see his heart break My mind falling apart I am an adult He does not realize an adult is hard Maybe when he grows up he will see His brother runs in and tells he has been hit by a car I run outside and my son is dying in the yard I yell up to god

Love Hurts
When you’re in love You have no shame infact You go ahead and take all the blame Love Hurts Yes it:s just the same it’s all a game Love Hurts And you feel all the pain when Your head is going insane Love Hurts When your heart is broke in two You come to realize it all true Love Hurts Yet you’re feeling sad and blue And don’t know what else to do Love Hurts Can you tell me the truth or it jus anit no use Love Hurts You’re not the one who ends up with all the brouzes Love Hurts And still you have now clue as what to do Love Hurts It’s just a faze and I am amazed Love Hurts Come to my place so I can tell you to your face Love Hurts By Blossom _Rose

Daddy
I sit here day in and day out Wonderin why you left us in such a rut Your death came as a big surprise God thought it was wise I wonder every day what life would be if you were here today Our life made one big change I find it hard to find what to live for in this age I have had desperate pleas for you to return It has been a long road even after 5 years Our daughter now 6 years old You would be so proud of her She wonders every day why you left I told her never to forget I walk with her daily But today is a different story This day I have been broken by my own regrets I know drinking and driving was the reason you left I will never forgive what I have done I know my life is nothing more than a bum As we sit quietly at the table tonight eating Our daughter looks me in the eye She says daddy I know what happened Grandpa told me My heart fell out of my chest One more person to judge me who thought I was the best She said Daddy I love you and mommy does too

Cowpoke
I was born with no companion Walking alone in this world is just the way things happen BOrn a man without a mission Except to learn his next lesson I have seen the battered and bruised Got into a few fights that I would surely lose One things for sure WHen I met her My life was recharged and no more cowboy blues I look in her eyes when we go out on the range and ride I sleep next to her in our warm bed WHen our children come and gather around She looks at me with one big smile and no frown I know I won her heart when we met TO the end of time i have only one regret That she was real and I didnt make her up That everyone could have that one true love I know she is waiting and I will find But til the end of my time I will make things right Next time you see me I hope it is when I have that wonderful woman standing next to this man WIthout anything but my boots and my soul I will travel til she falls in love with this ole cowpoke

Good Friends And Good Times
dedicated to nissan sentras, BP gas stations, and the old woman who never carded us till they made the under 25 law. and becky keep it up dont start again Tobacco is great a wonderful product, and a big unhealthy part of my life. i have quit smoking aproxximatly 30 times or so in the last year. remember when it was cool to smoke and chew tobacco. going to the gas staion with 4 friends and 3 dollars between you. to get a pack of ciggarettes and $1.53 worth of gas? those were the days no tax on smokes no lawsuits had jacked the prices to an astronomical rate. Dont get me wrong there are smokes at the PX that are 1.75 a pack they are great but this was for the name brands that are $4 to alomost $6 back home at some places. one particular day sticks out in my mind i have no idea why i remember this 25 minute snippet of an uneventful day from so many years ago, is it just one of those lame memories i keep in my head like a usless trivia question? Or was it a life changing e

Thank You All
thank you all on comment and messages im sorry i have not got back to you all see i work 6 days a week and im on call 24/7 so i dont get to get on here for just a few min so thank you all and blessed be

12may06
Today I introduced myself to my own feelings. I closed my eyes so I didn't have to see, but I can never close my heart to the things I try not to feel or be. Love isn't about the words we say, and sometimes not even the actions we take, the things we do, or the hearts we break. Love is about people who can look at each other and just know. No words need to be spoken or actions need to be taken. It's about how we connect and stand side by side where ever we go. Open ones' mind to the beauty it is, feel free with your spirit - let love in. Don't be afraid to take the first step toward this wonderful journey, Enlighten your soul and grow deeper in love while learning more about you. I believe in a system of checks and ballances best represented by karma or more broadly viewed as the universal principle of cause and effect. The conquest of karma lies in intelligent action and dispassionate reaction. Today I introduced myself to my own feelings. I opened my eyes and now I ca

Continue On Without You
My heart has a hole in it I cry tonight with fear I may not die You have been gone way to long We were suppose to live our life forever You left without any notice I walked out that day As you blew me a kiss I knew I did not want one more wish The car came fast I know it is in the past I fell to my knees In pure agony You were laying on the ground I yelled around One tear fell from my eye You looked at me and said goodbye 4 years later I wished to god I could have went instead I miss the times in the park I miss the times we cuddled in the dark I miss your kiss on my cheek I wish we had one more week I could have told you I loved you Now I sit here pondering what to do MY life ended that day on the street Where our eyes would last meet I will follow through Continue my life without you Yet I wish my true love was still here We were quite the pair Remember those times at the county fair Or when you broke an egg on my hair When I chased you around my liv

I Got What Cha Want
see u standin by my window, Watchin me take off my clothes, Slowly change into my nightgown, Is this what u lookin for, Someone who can turn u on, Make u scream and beg for more, I'm feelin sexy all over baby, So come and give it to me daddy, I look into your eyes, And all i see, is this wonderful guy, U won't regret a minute, But let me say u're what i'm lookin for, U're the toffee that taste's so sweet, Not too hard, but just right for me, I know u want me daddy, So come next to me and do what u want, U got all night to love me, So watch me touch my body, I'm feelin hot and naughty, But sexy is my name, And i'm not ashamed to play alone, Would u prefer, To watch me slowly touch myself, Back and forth, u take my hands, And tie them slowly in the back of my bed, Hard or rough, any way u please, Only slow though, I'm bendin back my knees, So come explore my world, And let this girl do all the pleasin for ya.

Betrayed Then Saved
For the love of god why did this happen We were a family so happy One night we were sleeping Peacefully Our lives were torn apart The man had no heart We woke the next morning knowing no fear We did not know our daughter was stolen from here We searched high and low We did not know The man had stolen her right from our home Called the police We did not realize our grief WHen i sit and pray tonight I dont know her plight THis is the time I need jesus by ourside I feel a hand on my shoulder I can feel warmth knowing he holds her I look up and it is a man He says have faith your girl is in my hands He tells me she has been battered and bruised The man who took her damaged her good He said sexually she was violated Dont you worry your little girl knows nothing now but pure love He says feel free she is with me I will deal with this man Knowing he never came to me just underwent his own plan I go to sleep that night Not knowing that mans plight I turn on th

#1: Fantasy Football
Hell, what football fan isn't into fantasy football? Seriously, I was so desperate to get into a fantasy league this year after the one I was in the last two years filled up, I started my own. Of course, no one joined it. So I went on NFL.com and found one. I finished 2nd and 4th in the last two years in the leagues I was in. I also can pick football games pretty good too. I won pickem leagues two years straight. I even beat my brother three years in a row. But if you take my advice on the pics, all I ask is you don't wager on them. My picks are for entertainment purposes only. (LOL) Speaking of which, I do have a pickem league if you want in. Lemme know if you do. I desperately need people to join it! I'm Eddie and I approved this message.

Being With You
Look at your loved one tonight Their smile makes you shine They know when you are mad Or when you are sad They can bring the heavens down Can make hell worth walking through They know every little thing about you The little secrets Those are the most important Loving someone other than them is not even comparable Who is going to accept you Especially when the you makes 2, 3, or 4 with children Love the one you love unconditionally If you have been hurt before Remember it was left in the life before This person gives you a new chance To live To love To die in their arms Give them all your best qualities Cause that is who you are When they lay down with you at night Look right in their eyes Tell them that you hope dreams come true Cause there is nothing better than being with you

Beautiful Tears
I remember your beautiful tears All I could do is think how beautiful When we concieved our baby boy your eyes were deep in my heart You looked so beautiful When I got in the car to go to work you looked so beautiful as I turned the corner We walked hand in hand in florida on the beach and you were so beautiful I got home that night and there was a babysitter with our son The babysitter said she went to the store I thought and closed my eyes seeing how beautiful you were I opened my eyes and was at your funeral They said he only fired one shot and pierced 3 hearts I stand broken hearted I stand once a man I stand a father over one My life was gone I see you in my dreams I see your beautiful smile I see your beautiful blue eyes I see your long blonde beautiful hair Oh my god you took my angel She was so beautiful She was my passion She was my heart She was one in me She was my beautiful wife She was my life She is so beautiful

Banister
I run to the banister of our apartment building 3 floors up Look at the sights Look at the hope I yell Hi everybody Mom says not to yell to the other building I turn around and daddy yells Goddamnit quit those yells I look at him with a tear He does not understand I love him so dear Mommy sits and stares I am a 7 year old little girl What good is a yell gonna do I turn around and look all around Lose myself in this world that is around I can see the clouds I can see the world I wish I could stand on top and watch it around I turn back around and mommy and daddy are fighting WHat is with this constant antagonizing I could play a trick and see if it stops This is where I come in best I stand on the banister I tell mommy and daddy lookee here I can walk a tight rope and not fall I see my mom back away to the wall She tells me to get down Daddy comes towards me he looks angry I back away Daddy must not of understood He scared me he was bigger than I I was ju

Angel Today
Sitting on the deck at our lake cabin You know we both are about to love like it was heaven One thing going through your mind I wish you would tell me so I dont worry all the time You have been quiet since we arrive You love as deep as mine You asked me to come so you could share with me The love no one else sees I can feel the energy in your body I know it is real It does not even make me feel funny Your whisper is cute Your laugh excites me You tell me to run to the little corner store You needed something very important I said anything for the angel Who knows my every angle Pulling out of the drive I cross the path of a semi It rolls over the car I flew out very far I lay here weak and cannot move You hover over me like you knew Out from your back come the wings You tell me jesus needed me I looked in your eyes Didnt you love this guy You recommended me because you love me You tell me how I was crushed when I lost the woman I loved You married her a

~ Hugs ~
There are hugs from mothers They are tender and sincere.. There are hugs from fathers That help chase away your fears.. There are hugs from children They are usually very tight.. There are hugs from spouses That make you feel just right.. There are hugs from friends That are given with good intent.. The hugs from all these people ( my friends, my fans..) I thank you all from the bottom of my heart! Dede

A Man
Now listen up Men are full of hope To be quite honest I have only ever seen one He had the love and he gave it to everyone His strength was more than beating women or children His patience was that of a good father He will hug you more than you could ever want He would die the very second he was asked They tried to trip him up And for 2000 years they have never given up They kick, stone and kill a man We are still scared to believe in him We ask why cant we see him WHen you were a baby do you remember your mothers face when you came out of a womb Because we have not learned enough to see him clearly He gave us the right to life Be sure if you have a loved one you would give your life This world is an angry place Learn to love It is our biggest strength If you doubt this very man I would hate to be wrong and burn in another land If you get offended I dont give a damn Jesus was the one who was a real man WOuld I lay down my life You bet your ass The shot of a b

3 And 5 Alone
I lay here wondering why my father is yelling at brother He is good to his father and mother My mother comes in stumbling from the door Mama had to much to drink once more Father falls down drunk as a skunk Brother crying like it is his last one I see my mother stumble to my brother She swings and hits Falls down and lays an arm around my head I was only 3 that day Jesus took me away But because responsiblity went out the door I lay on the floor The only one standing now is my 5 year old brother With a gun in hand Mommy and daddy thought we went to bed Instead we played cops and robbers I was a robber and guess who won Well the only one who realized what he had done Lost his life that day because of a gun

God's -10 Guideslines For Living
1. QUIT WORRYING: Life has dealt you a blow and all you do is sit and worry. Have you forgotten that I am here to take all your burdens and carry them for you ... or do you just enjoy fretting over every little thing that comes your way? 2. PUT IT ON THE LIST: Something needs done or taken care of ... Put it on the list ... No, not YOUR list ... Put it on MY to-do-list!!! Let ME be the one to take care of the problem; I can't help you until you turn it over to Me. And although My to-do-list is long, I am after all ... God! ... I can take care of anything you put into My hands. In fact, if the truth were ever really known, I take care of a lot of things for you that you never even realize. 3. TRUST ME: Once you've given your burdens to Me, quit trying to take them back. Trust in Me. Have the faith that I will take care of all your needs, your problems and your trials. Problems with the kids? Put them on My list. Problem with finances? Put it on My list. Problems with your emoti

Write To Me
Write to me, he whispered in my ear. Tell me all the things that you know I want to hear. Tell me how you dream of us and how I hold you tight. Tell me how I i seduce you all through the night. Let me know how much you burn with desire. Let me feel what you feel, and share in your fire. Say you want my kisses and my gentle touch. Say you love my hands on you, and want me very much. Show me on The screen just what I mean to you. Show me all the things that you want me to do. Write me a letter, he whispered in my ear. Then I will write and tell you what you want to hear.

9-12-06 A Day I Will Never Forget
on this day i found that my long time friend Mike (i use to live by him when i went up to canada) commited suicide i will miss him if you get the chance pray for him and his family ~fallen angel~

Me
Hi all just a little about me.. I'm a shy person most of the time i enjoy chatting and meetintg new people though.. and i have a passion for wolves and vampires and i even have a vampire chachter if you want to know more just ask

Yea!!!!
i do love writing blogs, i can put my frustration out there and have other people see the shit i deal with! gives me a place to write my dirty stories and poems...i love expressing myself..u might learn alot about me if u decide to read what i write....im in the process of takin some new pics..sorry no more naked ones...i have to give my man some respect..so anyways, love to you all!!!

Myself
Hi First I want to say I write a lot when I have something to say and my emotions are on the line. All of these blogs are on MySpace so they are all cut and paste from there. I hope you enjoy my inner thoughts, feelings, words, and where I am going...so here goes...

When??
I am so worried that I will never ever get past this, that for the rest of my life I will mourn him. That I will never be happy again. I have tried so hard to put it behind me I know he would want me to be happy. Then just when I think I'm ready to be reborn amongst the living; I miss him that much more and I'm bombarded from all sides with memories of him and how much we loved each other. Our son picked him out in a picture for the first time. For most of you this seems like nothing; but for a child who has never laid eyes on his father except in those pictures, to say the word DADDY is a huge step. The innocence and love in that one word never to be heard by his father broke my heart in a billion pieces. It's been two and a half years, and it hurts just as freshly as it did the day he died. I pretend to be strong and I smile and make jokes and go on with my life and inside I'm dying. I want to live again I promise that I do..I just don't know how.

Today Sept 13, 2006
Well for my first blog entry I am going to voice my opinion on what has happened to me today... I am a single mom, I have 2 beautiful boys that I love with all my life. I recently lost custody of my younger son to his father lets just call him hmmmmm fucktard!! ya thats a good name for him... Well I was suppose to see my son today well Ive been struggling with bills and its just been hard.. I called to see if I can make it up and well he wont let me. Well just so you all know my son is 13 and he does not want to live with his dad, and I had gone to court to fight it and everything.. Well cuz fucktard has a better job and a wife and a home he thought it would be best for him to be there.. NOTTTT!!!! His wife is an alcoholic and they are not living together anymore plus he has a history of domestic violence!! I have nothing what so ever on me, so why can anyone tell me the reasoning for the courts decision on this.. My son cries to me tells me how much of an asshole his dad is h

Highway Of Your Skin
My breath exhales cross your highway of skin raising my desires as if your presence was sin. My tongue flicks like it was a flaming fire responding to the lust you, dripping with desire. My body aches to taste your manlyhood at the door a ride upon your worrior as if there was no more. Sweat pours from my skin as anticipation raises my body heat Drooling relentlessly as I stare at you, my treat. My mouth engages as my tongue gets a taste while my brain shudders at the joy on your face. my hand wrapped around the base. Oh, my dear, you do it whenever I am near You bring out passion's flame hot and very clear. My breath exhales cross your highway of skin as my lust is ignited thru to the very end

Morning Lust
morning instinctive lust awaits you to awaken my liquid need-- my morning hunger anticipates the exploration of your hands, fingers... my frenetic flesh aches for the education of your tongue, your hardness entering me, warm, wet as I yield to your muscle-- let me feed your sex in the banquet of this new morning thrust into me and take me hard, deep my hands grasping linen sheets while moans stir the air and, after the climax comes, let me rise from our bed to begin the day leaving for work with the scent of our sex enveloping me and the stickiness of you to remind me of our morning instincts

My First Song I Ever Wrote
Song- Why By: Danny-Bob Dude Why Why Why Why can't I have you Why can't I get you Why can't I just be with you Why is everything so fucking hard for me I can't even do anything right Why is everything so fucking hard for me I can't believe you were the same as me You had to fuck things up As did I I wanted you, you wanted me But we had to move on It's easy to follow me Just follow your heart You will find me I feel like I just might die right now Now that we can't be together You are very special to me I wanted you to know this before I go Why can't I Why can't I have you Why can't I have you right by my side Why can't I have you by me Why is everything so fucking hard for me Why Why You know you are my everything You have to know this The only way to get rid of the memories of you is to drink you off my mind Since I can't be with you no more And I can't have you in my arms I hate this life Why is everything so fucking hard for me Why (Why...M

Let Me Taste You
Come here and let me taste your sweet wine, let our bodys touch and your hand brush across mine. i look into your dark brown eye's I can see you undressing me with your eye's ! dont be shy i have already undressed you with mine, then you slowly walk up and grab my waist from behind.as your manly hood climbs to the peek of my pot i can feel you throbbing hard as a rock,as your lips brush across the back of my neck i can feel my nippels become instantly erect. ummm come here i say as i shrink to my knees let me tast you let me devour you ,your evey drop. your cum leaves me addicted wanting more as i allow my tounge to slowly explore, your manly trail .down to the core. your knees get week as you buckel to the floor. you beg me not to stop as i climb on top, i ride you for hours non stop, you griping my ass you toes begin to curl ,i look in your eyes as your juices explore my lustful pool...and with one last thrust i know i got you.

Fantasies
Enter the unknown And let yourself go The need deep inside you Is waiting to grow Ill show you the secrets Of what you desire Show you the fantasies That will set you on fire Blinded youll be With silky black bands Bound you will be Both feet and both hands Arms up above Tied tight to the bed A foot to each post Anticipation in your head Youll feel touches of hands Of many there will be Pleasuring your body Maybe two, maybe three Tasted and touched And rode fast and hard Until your body surrenders No place left unmarred Left craving you will be For fantasies new For my goal in this life Is to make them come true So dream my sweet man Let your fantasies grow For which ones I will grant In time you will know

One More Fix
One More Fix You passed it to me and smiled, but you faded away as my vision blurred. I closed my eyes and my head swam and all my worries were purged. ~ one more fix ~ A sharp pain shot through my arm as the razor slid into my skin. I closed my eyes and my head swam. I’m no longer my grievances, no longer my sins. ~ one more fix ~ I was bound and gagged as you kicked me to the floor. Your grip was tight around my neck as you lifted me to my knees. I closed my eyes and my head swam. This is my bliss, my beautiful release... ~ one more fix ~ -- Me

Pagan Playground
I leave my cares and world behind And drift away with a wandering mind To a place where dreams come true Where the grass is green and the sky is blue Then a gentle breeze brushes my face As I wander through this gentle place Where birds and bees sing in the trees And the grass bends with a gentle breeze A song is sung but in natures way One that is heard when children play One that is carried forth for all to hear But heard by those who know no fear It plays both in day and also at night You don't use your ears or need a light Close your eyes for it is all around Open your heart and it will be found Once it is heard it won't just go away It won't leave you alone not for a day Its source can't be found but still you will look Beneath every rock and the babbling brook Try as you might and look where you can And when you are finished go look again For this magickal sound and wondrous place Is often hidden right in front of our face But though it is so s

Truism
~~~~~~~~~~~~~TRUISM~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ * THE MOST DESTRUCTIVE HABIT.................ADDICTION * THR GREATEST JOY............SELFLESS GIVING *THE GREATEST LOST.......SELF RESPECT *THE MOST SATISFYING WORK........HELPING OTHER'S *THE UGLIEST TRAIT........SELFISHNESS *THE MOST ENDANGERED SPECIES.......DEDICATED LEADER'S *OUR GREATEST NATURAL RESOURCE...OUR YOUTH & ELDERLY! *THE GREATEST SHOT IN THE ARM......ENCOURAGEMENT *THE GREATEST PROBLEM TO OVERCOME.....FEAR *THE MOST EFFECTIVE SLEEPING PILL.....PEACE OF MIND *THE MOST CRIPPLING FAILURE DISEASE.....EXCUSES *THE POWERFULEST FOURCE IN LIFE......LOVE *THE MOST DANGEROUS OUTCAST.......THE GOSSIP *THE WORLDS MOST INCRIDABLE COMPUTER.....THE BRAIN *THE WORST THING TO BE WITHOUT......HOPE *THE DEADLEST WEAPON.....BRAINS *THE TWO MOST POWER-FILLED WORDS...."I CAN" *YOUR GREASTEST ASSETS.......FAITH *THE MOST WORTHLESS EMOTION.......SELF-PITTY *MOST BEAUTIFUL ATTIRE......YOU

Hey Tag Your It!!
Wow Lost cherry Has a blog now!! wohoooo,, This is from another blog of mine but I figured I better write something here! I have been so busy working and trying to sell the house and look for a new place to live,,, Well This week It all fell through the house is pending its sale and I just paid for a 4 bedroom place,, yay!! Not in the best of the neighborhood but I can run with the best of them, and its not going to break us every freaking month will have extra moola to enjoy and do something with, yea I will still work like a animal I just cant stop its in my blood! ;) Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) I enjoy to watch people,, I can sit at the mall and watch them all day!

Signs Of Inner Peace
~~~~~~~THE SYMPTOMS OF INNER PEACE~~~~~~~~ * A tendency to act or think spontaneously, rather then based on fears and bad past experiences. * An unmistakeable ability to enjoy each moment. *a loss of intrest in judgeing other people *A loss of intrest in interpting other's action's *A loss of the ability , to worry *frequent, overwhelming, episiodes of apprecation. * content feeling's of connection with other's and nature. *frequent attacks of smiling. *an increasing tendency to just let things happen ...no worries. *An increase susceptibility to love, and to love freely recieve the love extended as well as extende love freely....

Happy Samhain
Close your eyes Dear cherubine Sleep tight Naughty muse Deep below your dreams with in the endless realms of your entombed emotions My insane watching eye Will stare through your bones As you fall in helpless forfeit Into the glance of my preternatural eyes I will whisper upon wind And Imprison you with vampyre kiss As you shreds lustful chants Beneath the colonnades of your fear

Sweet Lil Poem
And even though I know how very far apart we are, it helps to think we might be wishing on the same bright star. And when the night winds start to sing a lonesome lullaby, it helps to think we're sleeping underneath the same big sky. Somewhere out there, if love can see us through then, we'll be together ... Somewhere out there, out where dreams, come true

*** Close To My Heart ***
Close to my heart, but not in sight... Will I get to hold you again? Will I ever get to look in your eyes and say I love you? Over and Over in my head all I can think about is what you meant to me. What I meant to you.... So many places we have been together... we laughed and carried on I think about them places... songs we said were ours.. and that still are The symbol that describes us I will wear for the rest of my life I pictured us together happy , for a longtime, holding hands.... I still listen to our songs ... I still wear our symbol How can a true love slip way? did it? Why did I let it slip away? Why did you let it slip away? Is this fate? Is this meant to be? Close to my heart you will forever be. Dede

Iraq
I fully support the troops that we have sent over there and i wish a safe and short stay for every man and woman over there. I full believe that the world is a safer place now that Saddam and his bunch have been taken out of power and are going to get some real justice, which is more than they gave some of thier own people through the years. I dont think that our forces there should get involved with what is quickly becoming a fight between two different factions that seem to just want to kill each other. If theay want a civil war, let them have one but get every single U.S., British,and all the rest of the military and civilian personel out of there first. I dont think that the current U.S. administration had a clear idea of what to do after we invaded and took over the country. Its a big country with many miles of nothing seperated by many miles of nothing with lots of empty space for people to hide in. There are no longer any good options, just better bad ones to choose from.

Night Sky
The night Sky.... Category: Writing and Poetry ~~Night Sky~~ The black sky is like the great ocean at night. So far away yet close enough to touch the stars. Laying on the riverbank I see the night's darkness. I can smell the sound of the Cool River at my feet. Feeling the great American eagle fly through the night. I breathe and the stars realign them self to my soul. The soft warm river rocks massage my back. As the one by the river sees himself rearrange the night sky. It looks down and speaks words that burn in my soul forever. Breathe life into your dreams and they will take you beyond your imagination

Messages.....
FIRST OF ALL I HAVE LIKE TWO THOUSAND FRIENDS AND YALL ALL WONDER WHY I DONT ANSWER YOU BACK... WELL ITS BECAUSE YOU ALL WRITE THE SIMPLE MESSAGE... WHATS UP SEXYY.. OR SOME FORM OF THAT. I GET TIRED OF WRITING THE SAME SHIT. SO BE CREATIVE WITH YOUR DAMN MESSAGES AND MAYBE YOU'LL GET A REPLY. ALSO I DO NOT USE MY SHOUT BOX TO CHAT. IF YOU HAVE A SPECIFIC QUESTION FOR ME THAT I CAN ANSWER WITH ONE RETURNED MESSAGE THEN SHOUT ME BUT IF YOU SHOUT ME TO CHAT I WILL NOT ANSWER! THANK YOU LADIES AND GENTLEMEN HAVE A NICE DAY! also... the topic of your message needs to be creative cuz i just delete all the ones that say hey, hi whats up, etc. no offence and im not stuck up its just that i get ATLEAST 300 messages a day and i cannot respond to them all!

I Will Never Forget
I will never forget the day we met I will never forget your smiling face I will never forget your sweet kisses & warm hugs I will never forget your beautiful blue eyes I will never forget kissing you goodnight I will never forget waking up to you everyday I will never forget the times we laughed and cried together I will never forget our song, And our symbol we have I will never forget the love we had I just want you to know Never does a day go by and I still think about you. I will never forget anything about you :) I will Always, Always..... Love you Dede

Sorrowful Love
As her heart is torn in the window of his pane...the reflection of his love his soaked by her tears and rain... walking down a road of her dreams means facing her fears facing the answers to her surrender she does not want to hear ! is it possible to understand you can never have all his heart..the heart of a man who has no heart....you can wait it out and see if it arrives, but dont wait to long cuz life will not wait while you stand in denial... A dark storm of self-doubt build in her head, facing the truth is a down pour of what must be said. can she open her eye's and execpt what she may see? this is a man driven by lust sex and fantasy!

A Poem For The One Who Hold My Heart.
SHE SEES HIM AND SHE KNOWS THAT SHE SHOULD RUN AWAY STILL HER DESIRE GROWS, HE HOLDS HER UNDER SWAY SURELY THIS PASSION WILL BURN HER SOUL, HIS CARRESSES MAKE HER SHUDDER; SHE IS LOSING ALL CONTROL, ALREADY HE HAS CLAIMED HER SHE IS CAPTIVATED BY HIS EYES; HIS ARMS HER WELCOME PRISON. FIERCE DESIRE FILLS HER CRIES-- HIS BODY A SWEET WEAPON WHO'S TO SAVE HER FROM HER HEART? SHE HAS NO WILL TO FIGHT WILL HE TEAR HER SOUL APART, OR WILL HE TREAT HER RIGHT? NO MATTER WHAT THE FUTURE HOLDS, SHE HAS WILLINGLY SURRENDERED; HE OWNS HER BODY AND HER SOUL, BY HIM SHE IS DELIVERED. ALL HER FEARS HAVE DISAPPEARED HER JOY'S AT HEIGHTS SO GREAT SHE HAS BECOME QUITE OBSESSED, AND IS HAPPY WITH HER FATE

Younger Self
Leap, Jump, Skip and Run. The time of our youth, the day of the sun. Worry, dispair, fret and die. A graduate of life, the night turns to sky. To be born again, as the dawn is new, as time moves on, the sky to blue. To grow and grow and leap and jump and skip and run through life like the blazing sun. Hold fast to youth, for it holds the key, to life most full through eternity. As the sun does rise so shall it set, and the sky will grow even darker yet. When youth is lost, dark it stays. For we have lost the passion for the dawn of day. Listen to me, and to what I say, when the voice inside wants out to play, remember the light of the rising sun, Leap, Jump, Skip, and Run. Blessed Be!

Witch's Charge
Hear now the words of the witches, The secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destiny's pathway, That now we bring forth into the light. Mysterious Water and Fire, The Earth and the far-reaching Air, By hidden quintessence we know them, And will keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all nature, The passing of winter and spring, We share with the life universal, Rejoice in the magcial ring. Four times in the year the Great Sabbat Returns, and the witches are seen At Lammas and Candlemas dancing, On May Eve and old Hallowe'en. And when day time and night time are equal, When sun is at greatest and least, The four lesser Sabbats are summoned, Again witches gather in feast. Thirteen silver moons in a year are, Thirteen is the coven's array. Thirteen times at Esbat make merry, For each golden year and a day. The power was passed down the ages, Each time between woman and man, Each century unto the other, Ere time and ages began. Wh

Why Bother?
Why do I even bother to have pics or friends on this site? I have maybe 3or4 that EVER leave me a comment once in awhile! My pics never get votes or comments. So why do I bother to have "FRIENDS" or pictures here?

Witches' Chant
Darksome night and shining Moon, Hearken to the Witches' rune, East then South, West then North, Here come I to call Thee forth. By all the powers of land and sea, Be obedient unto me. Wand and Pentacle and Sword, Hearken ye unto my word. Cords and Censer, Scourge and Knife, Waken all ye into life. Powers of the Witches' Blade, Come ye as the charge is made. Queen of Heaven, Queen of Hell, Send your aid unto the spell. Horned Humter of the night, Work my will by magick rite. By all the powers of land and sea, As I do say, "So mote it be." By all the might of Moon and Sun, As I do will, it shall be done.

If A Man Wants You
I got this in an email today.. and it is very true thought I would share it. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why w

Bullshit
woo hoo now we can see shity are friends lives realy are lol i can't wate to see what some of u will post this could be a good thing or a a bad thing cuz some of u are going to go crazy with this shit like some people i know (dmcfh) but any ways have fun i will post more later

Who’s A Witch?
Nary a man a Witch can be nor Witch a Wizard, don’t you see? For t’was thus ordained above, this great natural law called Love that from man to woman is the flow and as such, always has been so. Into whose hands are babies born and who gathers the eggs on frosty morn? T’is she who knows the herb that cures. and guess who, that trusty cauldron stirs. Comes now the Woman of the Moon; it’s Her planter’s orb in June. By wind and fire, rain and earth, all God’s creatures know Her worth. All that live are born in strife, But She’s the One who nurtures life. Thank you Goddess for the Witches By just their being, our life enriches. Think not there’s something I’ve forgotten; it’s the fact that we ‘re all begotten You see, from that piece of Adam’s rib comes the hand that rocks the crib. Surely there’s one thing now we know. "Move over Wizard; it’s Her show."

A Visit From The Yule Spirits
'Twas the night before Yule, when all 'cross the hearth, not a being was stirring; Pagan, faerie, or beast. Wassail was left out & the alter adorned, to rejoice that the Sun King would soon be reborn. The children lay sleeping by the warmth of the hearth, their dreams filled with visions of belov'd Mother Earth. M'lady & I beneath blankets piled deep, had just settled down to our own Solstice sleep. Then a noise in the night that would leave us no peace, Awakened us both to the honking of geese. Eager to see such a boisterous flock, When we raced to the window, our mouths dropped in shock! On the west wind flew a gaggle of geese white & gray, With Frau Holda behind them in her giftladen dray. The figure on her broomstick in the north sky made it clear, La Befana was approaching to bestow Yuletide cheer. From the south came a comet more bright than the moon, And we knew that Lucia would be with us soon. As these spirits sailed earthward o'er hilltops & trees,

If I
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

Turning The Wheel
Witches' work is turning the wheel, And round the wheel doth turn. Time wheels, the world wheels, Time and space Embrace in the wheeling circle, And dance of the wheel. The only constant is constant change: The nature of a wheel is to turn. Witches' work is turning the wheel: To divine the course of change And to aid it. To add her will To the will of the wheel: For the witch is the agent of change. And witches' work is turning the wheel, And round the wheel doth turn.

What To Do!
seems as if many of us have been waiting for the blogs .....they come with bitching and bashing and all kinds a good shit.....oh just a damn thought omgsteeeeeve well beable to have so much fun in he's haha...i had to say it..lol!!!! so wonder if we will be able to decorate in here or shit like that but hmmm who caes we getta blog YAY!!! im so excited like a lil girl with piggy tails!! spank me happy damn!

Dont Kno.......meh
Whoh!!!!!!!Blogs on LC!!!sweetness:D:D:D so ya i dont kno what the hell im goin to call this....ah well its somethin i kno that:Pwell i guess its time to think now isnt it.....hmmmmmmm:PWell my day was good i guess......i might be superviser at my work:D:D::D i dont kno yet forshure but my assitant manager is goin to think about it.....but me superviser!!!!!!!!its goin to be awsome:D:D:D:D:Dso i guess im about done this.......so ill talk to u all l8er...i mean blog ya l8er:P

A Woman's 1st Time
It's your first time. As you lie back your muscles tighten. You put him off for a while searching for an excuse, but he refuses to be swayed as he approaches you. He asks if you're afraid and you shake your head bravely. He has had more experience, but it's the first time his finger has found the right place. He probes deeply and you shiver; your body tenses; but he's gentle like he promised he'd be. He looks deeply within your eyes and tells you to trust him - he's done this many times before. His cool smile relaxes you and you open wider to give him more room for an easy entrance.You begin to plead and beg him to hurry, but he slowly takes his time, wanting to cause you as little pain as possible. As he presses closer, going deeper, you feel the tissue give way; pain surges throughout your body and you feel the slight trickle of blood as he continues. He looks at you concerned and asks you if it's too painful. Your eyes are

The Ten Commandments (of The Goddess)
You shall adore (worship) my Spirit. Your Adorations should be once a month and best when the Moon is full. You shall gather in a secret place. You shall worship naked before me. You shall sing in the joy my freedom brings to thee. You shall feast sharing the bounty of the earth I pour out unto thee. You shall dance my dance of divine ecstacy. Play music in Honor of She who is Queen of the Wise. Make Love that thy Bonds with one another become sacred. Place no sacrifice of any living creature upon my Altar for I am the Mother of All Things Living.

Song Of The Goddess
When midnight comes and silvered moon rides high Now take your besom and with me come fly Home comes the roamer, your journey's over We'll dance the night away in magic dreams We'll dance the night awwy in magick dreams. Across darkning hills the sun kneels to pray Tomorrow's cares are many dreams away. The stars are flying, the forest's sighing. We'll sing the night away in loving dreams. We'll sing the night away in loving dreams. Both man and woman in the night are one. All things are equal when the day is done, Both prince and plowman, the slave and freeman, All find their comfort in my golden dreams All find their comfort in my golden dreams. Hold hands and circle in the Summer's night. No cares for the 'morrow shall find us here. Safe in sacred space, let all time erase. We will circle in my magick dreams. We will circle in my magick dreams. Come now in naked beauty to my side Call down the moon and with me abide Our hearts are yearning, hol

Guys And Girls
Girl Facts When a girl says she likes you, she wants you to ask her out. When u break a girls heart, she'll still feel it 3 years later When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's HOPING that your hers and only hers ( it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " she means it.

She Stirs
In the darkness of the moon the old woman stirs the cauldron, muttering words and rhymes long forgotten. The air within her tiny hovel thickens, taking upon itself a deeper aspect of itself, and the words, the words they fly. Energy, long forgotten, hinted at in dreams of young love long ago it builds, mounting upon emotion and will. Bones nye unto breaking sing once more of flight before a silver orb The weight of years is cast off, an unwanted garment. Dance she does, before the fire dance she does, feet now fleet with power And the words, the words carry her to another place. Rising, rising upon the horns which search the night and brighten the fields in flower. Rising, rising it does. Up and up and up again, the spiral. Mind and heart cut adrift amidst the energy, Body and soul now within magick's tender embrace Focus comes clear once more and the spiral is released. Out it goes, a dagger between the worlds Bent upon its single purpose and sent

Cause I Hate This
I dunno, stupid blogs. who cares about stupid thoughts from stupid people. I find it funny that news reporters have blogs nfl atheletes have blogs. Im suprised the president of the USA doesnt have a blog. What does BLOG even stand for? does anyone know?

Seasons
The cold north wind begins to blow Lady Winter pulls up her blanket of snow She tucks the land in nice and tight The land then sleeps through winter's plight For several months the land will sleep But hush my darling don't you weep Soon...the land agian will wake Lovely flowers Mother Spring doth make She sends her warm, nurshing showers That are full of her growing powers The snow crocus is the first to wake From it's head, winter's plight it doth shake At this time the faries begin thier work and thier chores they never sherk They wake the land and paint it bright So open your eyes and enjoy the sight! The days begin to grow longer As summers sun grows stronger Children play in the sprinklers stream As summer birds sit and preen. Summers end is drawing near The fall colors will soon be here Autumn comes with it's colorful arrays And the night begins to overtake the days Then tha days begin to cool For this is Mother Natures rule The leaves turn r

A Choice
As the confusion of life sets in I scurry around trying to figure out who I am I seek answers for questions I ask To learn what I like, what I am into To find out whom the real Shana is Some may say I am sick, or even perverted Others just look at me weird when I tell them what I like Those who know me, accept me for everything I am. As time flits by, I try new things Learn more about myself I grow as a sub, and as a person Submission by “normal” standards Is something to be gawked at, Something to be avoided But it is a way of life, A good one if you find the right person to be with My way of life I have found this much about myself I am a born subbie, I long to serve, I enjoy it really I take pride in the lifestyle I have chosen And yes it is a choice

since everyone else is posting a blog i thought that i would do the same, although i have no idea what a blog is, it seams like the thing to do so somebody take a minute and tell what,why and how come a blog, why not a message or phone call or e-mail or post card why a blog yes i'm being a smart ass but its fun

A Pagans "halloween" Poem
'Twas the evening of Samhain, and all through the place Were pagans preparing the ritual space. The candles were set in the corners with care, In hopes that the Watchtowers soon would be there. We all had our robes on (as is habitual) And had just settled down and were starting our ritual When out on the porch there arose such a chorus That we went to the door, and waiting there for us Were children in costumes of various kinds With visions of chocolate bright in their minds. In all of our workings, we'd almost forgot, But we had purchased candy (we'd purchased a LOT), And so, as they flocked from all over the street, They all got some chocolate or something else sweet. We didn't think twice of delaying our rite, Kids just don't have this much fun every night. For hours they came, with the time-honored schtick Of giving a choice: a treat or a trick. As is proper, the parents were there for the games, Watching the children and calling their names. "On Vade

A Letter I Didnt Want To Write
wow i really thought i knew you or maybe your grandma was right you are influenced by other people because your different... im different too but the difference is i dont let people make my decisions for me i loved you with all my heart and no matter how much friends of mine didnt like you because i was always with you instead of them when i told them that i found mr right they backed off they werent gonna stand by and break us up or even try i was willing to let people go to be with you i was going to commit myself to you forever i realize i was your first for everything which i knew i was your first at a thing or two but not everything. i loved you more than life itself and what do i get for tha? a knife through the heart. i feel like the last few days was a total lie. i asked you to be honest ,, thats all i asked for your honesty weather it would hurt me or not. i didnt want you to be fake not at all.. were we a lie or did i just lose to your so called friends that couldnt live with

Think B4 You Speak!
Think Before You Talk A guy goes to the supermarket and notices a beautiful blond woman wave at him and say hello. He's rather taken aback, because he can't place where he knows her from. So he says, "Do you know me?" To which she replies, "I think you're the father of one of my kids." His mind travels back to the only time he has ever been unfaithful to his wife, and he says, "My God, are you the stripper from my bachelor party that I screwed on the pool table with all my buddies watching, while your partner whipped my butt with wet celery and then stuck a carrot up my ass???" She looks into his eyes and calmly says, "No, I'm your son's math teacher...."

Time Has Been Lost
Time has been spent Wishing to turn back the clock Useless dreaming of things being perfect Wasted hours crying over you When you aren’t coming back Sick of always thinking of you My time with you is gone – done. Can’t you just leave my mind alone? Let me move on and heal You left me in a physical sense My emotional pain is just so much more intense Years later it still feels strong I keep asking myself everyday Why do I hang on? My heart wants to keep on loving you My brain wants to push you away Everything I see reminds me of our time together All those songs, the toys, and the pictures Just sends me into constant despair Time has been lost forever Things will never go back to the way they were Its time to move on and to just forget – just let go.

Blogging
hello again im going to give this a whirl so im not really going to censor myself much, and i am hopefull that the people on this site can handle some touchy subjects. on that note, always remember that opinions are like eyes or legs or a nose, we all have one and it may be different from each others.

What The Fuck!!
I got a fucking pop-up a few minutes ago and I close it and ever since then I have been getting a documentary over my speakers of Paris HILTON!! Goddammitt! I am restarting my computer before I shoot myself in the fucking HEAD!!!

Three Things
Three Things In Life Three things in life that, once gone, never come back - 1. Time 2. Words 3. Opportunity Three things in life that may never be lost - 1. Peace 2. Hope 3. Honesty Three things in life that are most valuable - 1. Love 2. Self-confidence 3. Friends Three things in life that are never certain - 1. Dreams 2. Success 3. Fortune Three things that make a person - 1. Hard work 2. Sincerity 3. Commitment Three things in life that can destroy a person - 1. Alcohol / Drugs 2. Pride 3. Anger ! Three things that are truly constant - Father - Son - Holy Ghost

Love Me....
I'm emotional I just need you to say it. I dont want to ask. Just tell me you love me, just to tell me Tell me you think Im beautiful; it only matters when YOU say it Tell me you miss me, or that you are missing me Tell me you just had a thought..and it was me Tell me, you have grin on your face, because you remember me I want to know, that you remember my quirks and it makes you laugh out loud Just tell me, you love me, just to tell me Tell me you cant believe you are happy Tell me that you have fun with me doing everything or doing nothing Tell me that simple things remind you of me Tell me you remember my scent and my touch Tell me Im not like anyone else and Im special TO YOU Just tell me, you love me, just to tell me Tell me I make you crazy because you love me more than you imagined you could Tell me Im worth all the trouble Tell me youd go that distance, for me Tell me that you believe in me Just tell me you love me

Overwhelming Need
The overwhelming need To fit in with society Will not cause me to lose My unique identity For the drive to be The only me I can Is stronger than the need To feel like I belong I will go through life Doing everything that’s me And though I may change Those changes aren’t bad They help me grow They plant some seeds For a time in the future When it is time to bloom Time to grow Into something that is strong And very wise The strongest desire To be myself Will overcome all else

My Meeting With The Lady
While walking in the woods so deep I sat to rest and fell asleep When I awoke to my surprise The most beautiful sight was before my eyes My heart was filled with wonder and joy I thought I must be the luckiest boy! She rode upon a shining unicorn As she went she blew a golden horn Come follow me it seemed to play I heard her laughter so happy and gay Out of sight she then rode Of this Lady I'd been told The Lady of the Woods so fine and fair With long golden flowing hair Features so fine and so pure Within her hand is every cure So I followed as fast as I could And hoped I didn't lose her in the wood The horn she blew was loud and clear And I found her have no fear As I stepped into the clearing She turned to me her look endearing "Come sit with me", she said and smiled "You need not fear mr my sweet child" So I sat and stared in awe As she told me of Mother Natures law And as the sun began to rise I was back where I started to my surprise Was

I Have Learned....
I have learned with time there is oppertunity so never give up !!! And that with every mistake there is a lesson learned, so learn from your mistakes..... I have learned with every lost there is a gian so be open to change ... And with change comes new beginings, but never forget where you started off.... I have learned that throughtout life were giving two paths Labeled Right and wrong,but no matter which you choose there is an obsticle !!!!but only one has a finish line with a positive outcome.So choose the right path I have learned with every death there is a life, and that death is our reward after living this life, so celebrate death and mour life.... And life is short so live it to the fullest,a life not lived is a life wasted. so live as if you were dying.. I learned that the smaller things mean more then the bigger, so treasur the smaller things and the bigger ones will seem so much better. I have learned that love is not harsh or untrue nor does it

Girl Facts
when a girl says she misses you Girl facts: When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever," she means it. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that

Woman Vs Men
Woman's Poem Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. Man's Poem I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge tits, Who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

Crazy Feelings
Do you ever feel a crazy feeling... When you can't keep someone off of your mind.. You're not sad, but sometimes it makes you crazy. Early in the morning, in the middle of the day... or even sometimes late at night... But you haven't hit the ground yet. Asking yourself why do you feel this way? It's an empty kind of happiness that fills your heart.. But all you can do is feel the way you do.. With an emotion so uncontrollable. Whenever you feel this happy blue... Just tell yourself.. as I do.. Its a crazy feeling..

Live ...laugh... And Love!
so i havent been here a week yet and am starting to forget all the negitive things in my life made 2 new friends and i am taking a positive outlook on life and if you want to be negative to me or about me just leave because in the long run ill be the bigger person done with high school drama pay close attention to mt contact table "welcome to my world,,, leave your bullshit at the door." to all the people out there who have tried to make my life hell i wish you the best of luck and will only pray for you to grow up and be great adults and live your life to the fullest. i truly wish you the best of luck in what ever you do and remember you cant change anyone so if you dont like them there is nothing you can do. alot of things have come from the big move i have mad but fate brought me here and even though there were good and bad changes i believe they were for the best. well hope everyone has a good afternoon. amanda i stole this from a friend but it is true for the most p

Oh, Oh!
You mean that some one thought it was cool for me to have a place where I can rant 'n' rave and spew @#&! from my dark happy place? Hehehe, let the bs fly and hit you in the eye! Hmmm, wtf should i serve up first — a lot of crap's been on my mind lately... Oh I got it! I hereby profoundly state from my cyber-soapbox that I LIKE CHOCOLATE MILK!

Well Im Not Taken Anymore
I'm single again officially tonite and i cant say im very happy about it. I mean ive been with the girl for over 7 months and it was great. Just right now, its not working for us. We ended it mutually and left things open for a comeback. Ive never ended a relationship like that but this was no ordinary relationship. We were all over the map and it was great. Right now I think im jsut going to get out there and live a little bit for a little while. Ash I love ya babe dont forget that

Slim Desert Yummy
PEACH MELBA CAKE makes 12 servings 1 tube (7oz) almond paste, crumbled 1 box (1lb) pound cake mix 2 eggs 1/2 cup corn oil 2 pkgs (3.1 oz each) milk chocolate mousse mix, like Dr Oetker 1 1/4 cups cold milk 1/2 cup raspberry spreadable fruit 2 peaches, peeled, pitted and cut into thin wedges 1/4 cup bittersweet chocolate morsels, melted 1. heat oven to 400F. In bowl of electric mixer, beat 1/4 cup water and almond paste 2 min. Add cake mix eggs and oil; beat 2 min, scraping down sides of bowl, Divide mixture amoung 4 greased 9" cake pans. Bake 15 min Cool completely. 2. In bowl of mixer, combine mousse mix and milk. Perpare according to pakage directions. Place first cake layer on plate spread with 1/4 cup spreadable fruit Top with 1/2 cup mousse. Add cake layer, remaining spreadable fruit and 1/2 cup mousse. 3. Top with remaining cake layer. Frost cake with remaining mousse. drizzle with melted chocolate. Garnish with remaining peaches and raspberries, if desired.

Some Poems I've Written Lately
As I sleep written on May 26, 2006. Cold sweat trickles down my face. My pillow stained with millions of silent tears. The squeal of tires rings in my ears as I'm pulled from my reoccurring nightmare. His brown eyes wide with fear still loom before my tired eyes in the darkness. His blood curdling scream still hangs in the air around my bed. Only when I sleep do I hear his voice and see his perfect features. Only when I sleep do I feel his warm touch on my skin. But as I awaken from the horrific scene, I realize he is simply a memory of what I once knew. He'll never hold me again as I fall asleep. He's gone forever now. Falling Apart written on May 13th, 2006 Falling apart from the inside out Burning alive, And no one sees. Staring at you, But never really seeing the pain. Falling apart from the inside out Hiding behind the walls you've built, Keeping everyone out. No one can break through, Not even those closest

What The Fuck!!
Well now maybe I can start getting some points for all the bullshit email I get. Oh yeah and the lovely little emails I get from the pervs of the universe. I decided I am happy about this. Maybe, we will see how many blog wars erupt. Oh well, at least it will stay off my bulletin board. Man, what the fuck am I going to complain about now. P.S. Your Penis, My Ass. Goodtimes.

More Mushy Blah
What poor wings, these words of mine, to carry forth my love to you from my deepest heart where all is true and filled with passion's wine. What poor wings, these sluggard words, which wrap around my thoughts As I await your kind reply I tie my soul in knots. What poor wings, my finest words, to such an end are sent; evoking just a tender sigh before the power's spent. What poor wings are words for such a lofty height; for they must burn their way to you in spite of darkest night. What poor wings these words, the soul of my lips in each refrain; my heart in every verse.

The One The Proud The Marines
You can keep your Army Khaki. You can keep your Navy Blue. I have the worlds best fighting man, to introduce to you. His uniform is different, The best you've ever seen. The Germans call him Devil Dog, His real name is Marine. He was born on Parris Island, The place where God forgot. The sand is 18 inches deep, The sun is blazing hot. He's deadly with a rifle, A bayonet made of steel. He's took the Devils calling card, He's mastered how to kill. And when he gets to heaven, St. Peter he will tell. One more Marine reporting Sir, I've served my time in hell. So listen all you young girls, To what I have to say. Go out and find a young marine, To love you everyday. He'll hug you and he'll kiss you, And treat you like a queen. There is no better fighting man, Than a UNITED STATES MARINE

Behold A Blog
Just found this bitch and complain page. I had no idea this was here. Guess I should open my fucking eyes and read what LC has to offer. Just for the record, I can be a dickhead sometimes as well. What can I say, I'm a man. It's just part of what we do and it's totally unintentional. I'll apologize now if my future grips and grumblings offend anyone.

What A Kiss Means....
What A Kiss Means *Kiss on the stomach-----"lets have sex" *Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" *Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" *Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" *Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" *Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" *Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" *Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" *Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" *Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine" *Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" *Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" *Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go" *Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" *Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" *Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completley Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *Dont ask for a kiss, take one. *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love (or strong like). ****( i just

The world is unfair We all know this is true We always get pumped with lies and fake smiles Fake friends, Broken hearts This will never end But somehow we still move on We carry our hearts on our sleaves And our fears are inbetween All the thoughts that run through my mind Are truely killing me inside There is too much death Too many tears Too many fears Never trust someone Cuz in the end they will fuck you over Even if they are your closest friend So keep in mind with this journey through life The world is the enemie And only you can save yourself The day you slip up and trust someone else Will be the last day You will ever be yourself

Part 2
at all forms of pain; stubbing a toe, for example, is unlikely to be arousing. The context of the pain is important. MASTER: A dominant, usually in a TPE relationship. Usually male; the female equivalent is a mistress. Contrast slave. MASTIGOTHYMA: Psychology Sexual arousal from being flogged. MILITARY PLAY: A specific form of role play which involves military-style settings, uniforms, hierarchy, or protocol. MILKING: 1. The practice of stimulating the male prostate, often with a finger or with an implement such as a dildo, or of stimulating the perineum in such a way as to produce ejaculation without orgasm. 2. The practice of inducing orgasm repeatedly in a man, often by sexually stimulating him over and over, until he is no longer able to produce ejaculate. 3. Stimulating the prostate by means of an electrode built into a dildo or similar probe, inserted into the anus and connected to an electrical stimulation device such as a TENS unit. The electrode causes involuntary

Dance With The Devil Lyrics
Here I stand, helpless and left for dead. Close your eyes, so many days go by. Easy to find what's wrong, harder to find what's right. I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies. I won't stay long, in this world so wrong. [Chorus] Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Trembling, crawling across my skin. Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine. I believe in you, I can show you that I can see right through all your empty lies. I won't last long, in this world so wrong. [Chorus] Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Hold on, hold on. [Chorus] Say goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Don't you dare look at him in the eye, as we dance with the devil tonight. Hold on, hold on.

....a New Life......
.....................A NEW LIFE................ I've been sitting around this life for years, Not enough laughs and too many tears. Trying to figure out where it all went, These wasted years that I have spent. Searching for something to go beyond, Life's a stone skipping across a pond. At the last skip, it hits with a splash, Down the stone sinks, gone in a flash. Pushing and pulling, it's tearing apart, Poking and prodding an underused heart. This dark velvet curtain that hides my soul, Living this life has taken it's toll. In a flash of bright light, the curtain is torn, Tumbling down all tattered and worn. Revealing new life, a child within, Born free of hate, of suffering and sin. Now my eyes see what has never been told, Striving forth happy, confident and bold. Into a world that's unfamiliar but friendly, Into this new life my spirit will send me. Living and laughing, loving it all, I stood myself up and answered the call. The darkness has gone,

Life
Sometimes it feels like all I have worked for and wanted in my life.. Just falls apart.. Theres a emptiness inside me and I just dont know how to make it feel whole again. We live we learn... and we love.. although love is sometimes blind.. and sometimes sad and sometimes heart breaking.. never say you regret the feeling that you had at that moment when you said the words I love you. to alot of people its just words... to me its the passion and the fire in my life.. something I dont want to live without

This Is For My Girls
♥To every girl who is looking for true love. ♥ ♥To every girl that is herself no matter what. ♥ ♥To every girl that dresses cute not skanky. ♥ ♥To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot. ♥ ♥To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect birthday present for you. ♥ ♥To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose the whore instead. ♥ ♥To every girl who is nice to everyone no matter who they are. ♥ ♥To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. ♥ ♥To every girl that wont settle for the jerk. ♥ ♥To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess. ♥ ♥To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. ♥ ♥To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. (AMEN!)♥ &hea

Husband Returning From Turkey
Top thing on my mind today, my husband is heading back state side in about 24 hours and should be here by no longer than tuesday, so I wont be around for a couple days after his return Im sure we all know why. Secondly my larry the cable guy lookalike brother, *as seen in friends and family gallery* peirced his nipple yesterday! after i return from my next visit home i'll be sure to get that shit up, it'll be entertaining his boobies are almost as big as mine :P hahahaha anyway we're all half way through the week keep on truckin'~M.C. Luckert

Part 1
By Franklin Veaux. This glossary is intended as a guide to many of the terms you might hear in the BDSM community. Note that you should not assume everyone who is involved with BDSM is into everything listed here; many of the specific practices described in the Glossary are quite rare. It's sometimes common for people who are involved in one particular type of play--bondage, for example, or perhaps spanking--to believe that what they do isn't BDSM, on the mistaken idea that being involved in BDSM means being into everything from pain play to extreme sadomasochism. In fact, nobody is into everything, and even in the BDSM community, not everyone has the same tastes, the same limits, or the same ideas. If you see something described in here which you personally find disturbing or off putting, that's fine; it doesn't mean that you aren't or can't be interested in BDSM. Hell, there are plenty of things I find disturbing, and there's nothing wrong with that! The definitions give

~*~*only You~*~*
*******ONLY YOU******** A person can make you feel high, A person can make you feel low. But only you can decide, Which way you want to go. A person can hurt you mentally, A person can hurt you physically. But only you can place, A limit on your abilities. A person can cause drama, A person can cause a situation. But only you can create, Your own reputation. A person can make you laugh, A person can make you cry. But only you can make, Decisions for your life. I guess what I'm trying to say, That when you're living day to day. Don't live by what people do, But live by what you know is true

Eh Well
welll my day went ok i guess got up this morning an my mom was here (oh joy) she wanted me for some reason ta ride ta tha doc with her so i said ight sure i guess shockingly enough we didnt get inta it bout anything but i just hung out in tha truck while she went in cuz i dont like doctors all that great so yeah after that we went ta go see her *new car* so she can keep her dayum hands off my truck an we wont be gettin inta it bout that anymore so but it was a pretty nice ol car gonna need some work done on it but eh oh well thats her problem not mine well i was driving an i was hungry so i drug her ta Hardeys so i could get a bite ta eat i told her thats where we were goin an if she had a problem with it she could walk i said it in a joking way but i wasnt kidding lol im mean i know hehe but eh she didnt complain AGAIN shockingly so we got along for once but i know it wont last long an that was pretty much my whole day didnt really do nuffin else

Friends
I gOt YoUr BaCk YoU gOt MiNe, iLl HeLp YoU oUt AnYtImE! To SeE yOu HuRt, To SeE yOu CrY, mAkEs Me WeEp AnD wAnNa DiE aNd If YoU aGrEe To NeVeR fIgHt It WoUlDnT mAtTeR wHoSe WrOnG oR rIgHt If A bRoKeN hEaRt NeEdS a MeNd iLl Be RiGhT tHeRe TiLl ThE eNd If YoUr ChEeKs ArE wEt FrOm DrOpS oF tEaRs DoNt WoRrY lEt Go Of YoUr FeArS hAnD iN hAnD lOvE iS sEnT, wE'lL bE fRiEnDs TilL tHe EnD!!!!

Kiss
Your tongue burns my cool skin like molten flame, As you pierce my soul I silently scream your name, I kiss your lips and taste your bloodied soul, Feel the blood engorge us and make our love whole, You come to me silently on wings of blackest night, Consuming my heart with your dark lover's bite. Joyously my blood gushes forth and splashes your face, As my fevered body you now so passionately embrace, My soul sings your black desires in endless refrain, My dark angel lover you make pleasure such sweet pain.

Well Thought Id Join
well i havent seen this b4 didnt no this was here. so heres my first one. ok this shit is now offically like myspace. but so much better!!!. um im always fucking bored as shit. if u wanna i-m me my aim sn is: xDaddysDefectx92 no i dont have yahoo or msn no i dont have a cam. so dont ask. my opinions on nude and adult photos: they are gay. its like a tease o u can c but not have. either u get it in person or u just dont get it. simple. well leave me comments or some shit. cuz im always bored. well have fun. ♥

Friendship
Friendship is like the breeze, You can't hold it, Smell it, Taste it, Or know when it's coming, But you can always feel it, And you'll always know it's there, It may come and then go, But you can know it'll always be back.

Big News
I will be in attandace at Domcon Atlanta and will be available for shoots while there.October 5th thru October 8th. I will be in Detroit at the end of December on the 30th for a fetish gala event there.I may have some time open for shoots while I"m there. Soon I will be unvailing my website for all your viewing pleasures.From pics to vids to whatever else my kinky creative mind can come up with.Keep watching for the link to the website soon. Jezebel Tempting

****life List*****
~*~*~*~ Life List ~*~*~*~*~*~ today i was watching ellen and she was talking about life list..which i thought was a reat ideal...a life list is a list u can add to and check off as you go along...you add things in life you want to accomplish and when you fullfill one you check it off...so i decided to start one here...and i plan on accomplishing all that i put down..and no you do not have to go in order when fullfilling them... EXMP...number 22 u want to meet a the president..u go to local saintinist ritual he's there u say hi..hey u meet the devil oops i mean bush you can then cross 22 off list...lol... my life list.... 1. I want to build a stronger relationship with god.. 2, i want to either be in the army or in collage by janurary 3. I wanna learn how to be happy in everyday life. 4.can u say stress management. 5. i want to be a positive rolemodel for kids in my neighberhood! 6. i want to meet andy garcia (hey i can dream) 7. i want to visit greec

Hmm
So lost cherry is doing blogging now. Now this place is truely perfect! I look forward to hearing your thoughts on my randomness, and I will also be posting some of my own work..stories, poems etc. Now this is seriously going to be a blast!:) Oh yes, and I am notorious for quizzes..I'm slightly addicted to the foolish things. So if you know of any good ones, feel free to toss me the link, and I will take it. I can promise you that!

Me
HI EVERYBODY, THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG ON LC SO IF ANYBODY WANTS TO ASK ME A QUESTION OR LEAVE ME A COMMENT FEEL FREE AND ILL RESPOND TO ALL OF THEM AS SOON AS I CAN. I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKS AGAIN TO ALL THE PRETTY LADIES ON HERE THAT HAVE WELCOMED ME AND MADE ME THEIR FRIEND. HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL

To My Friends!!!!
The internet brought us together, E-mail has kept us in touch, We've become the best of friends, Without even so much As a moment face to face.... But that doesn't really matter, When you make a friend in cyber space.... We talk over the phone, Greet each other through instant messaging, Send poems and prayers and jokes, And exchange electronic greetings.... It's always good to know, That you're just a click away, When I really need to talk, Or just wish you a wonderful day.... I'm glad that I met you, my friend, Through my internet connection. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Girls Care About Boys
*this is when u know a girl CARES about a boy....repost this after u read it if u think any of it is true.......** when a girl truely cares about a boy....... *she waits for his phone calls *talks to him till the early morning *hates to know when he's sad and wants to make him feel better *thinks about him all the time *laughs at all his jokes *talks to all her friends about him *she misses him even when he's just gone for a minute *tries to find the perfect outfit to wear when shes gonna see him *loves to be on the phone with him even if its silent *she talks about sports with him *she makes fun of the sport he plays *loves to hear him sing no matter how bad he may sound * and likes him sooo much that when he's feelin down she feels the same way *************** ***************

Your Dream
Walking down the street i pass by and see her smile I catch her eye and she begins to smile We stop for a while to chat I watch her eyes as she watches mine What is the day gonna do for us today I tell her you are so special Beyond any friend I have ever had You make me grin when you walked in my life I can see forever in your eyes So hold my hand and follow me Today is the day I will make you free I cannot grant eternal freedom Only freedom that exists between you and me I can show you my way and then use yours Combine them both and you will have your answer for ours Hold on tight this can be a bumpy ride But is you stay next to me it will be alright Forget what you have learned about love before This is your new story and we are the stars Take out your script and rip it up We will do this and make it up The dream of your reality that you wanted and will have Is now in the palm of your very hands Enjoy your life I will be there to share Dont worry your heart

One Of Mine
Be kind...this is one of my jokes...I used it onstage a couple of time I'm short. Its an obvious statement....see me and it'll be obvious to you too. I wasn't supposed to be this way! I was SUPPOSED to be 6'5, but my mother was dyslexic, so I ended up 5'6" on a good day. Dyslexia isn't a bad thing though. Every fellatio afficionado is dyslexic. They just don't realize it. They keep sucking through every blowjob. I'm kinda thankful for that. A penis is NOT, I repeat NOT a balloon. Here at SBC, the Sadistic Broadcasting company, we are very mindful of how impressionable our viewers and listeners are. It is our goal to provide programming that is insightful, informative, and most of all, cheap. With that in mind, we are delighted to provide audience appropriate messages as a public service and are thankful for the tax breaks these messages provide...It is in that interest that we present the following PSA: Masochicsts hit your head here ---- Sadists, make someone hit h

What Is Love?
WHAT IS LOVE? WHAT IS LOVE REALLY? HOW DO YOU KNOW YOUR REALLY IN LOVE? IS IT THE FEELING YOU GET WHEN THEY LOOK INTO YOUR EYES RIGHT BEFORE THEY KISS YOU? IS IT WHEN U FIND YOURSELF THINKING ABOUT THEM 24 HOURS A DAY? IS IT WHEN YOUR HEART SKIPS A BEAT WHEN U STARE AT THEM? IS IT THE SMILE THAT NEVER LEAVES YOUR FACE? IS IT THE PART OF YOU THAT MAKES U FEEL COMPLETE? IS IT WHEN YOU REALIZE THAT YOUR HEART DOESNT BELONG TO JUST YOU ANYMORE? IS LOVE THE LAST CALL OF THE DAY? IS IT WHEN U IMAGINE YOUR FUTURE AND THEY ARE ALWAYS THERE NEXT TO YOU? IS IT WHEN YOU CRY WHEN THE THOUGHT OF LOSING THEM COMES IN YOUR HEAD? OR EVEN THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU? IS IT WHEN YOU WOULD RATHER BE BORED WITHJUST THEM..THEN HAVE FUN WITH FRIENDS? THE PERSON THAT MAKES ALL YOUR PROBLEMS GO AWAY.. THE PERSON THAT MAKES YOU FEEL BEAUTIFUL.. SPECIAL AND LOVED.. NOW THATS LOVE ...

How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37. ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 4

You Took Me To Heaven
I am getting ready at home About to pick you up I slip on a tie Not knowing to much A blind date again Tonight is the night They will find love I get in the car Ready to pick you up I shake out of excitement with a chill up my spine Man dont screw this up I pull up to your house I see the lights on What next I know I cant run 3 dates in a month All a bomb I walk up the sidewalk My hands are sweaty My knees about to give out I know I should go and never come back The door opens Oh wow The most beautiful woman God has ever touched She smiles at me I ask for her hand she puts it in mine as we head out on the town The night was remarkable We were eye to eye With only one fear Tonight had to end I kissed her cheek She said hey call me again She told me I could come in I said no tonight you already took me to Heaven She smiled at me as I watched her go in I just met my future angel

Showing Love
I wonder why everytime i see a bullentin with someone begging for rates or something i go do it but it never gets returned? I think its rude and i am gonna stop doing it lol. Actually i just needed something to bitch about so i could try this blog shit out

Best Friends
Dear Friend, What you are to me... Your the Peanut to my butter, Star to my burst, M to my m, Pop to my tart, Milky to my way, Fruit to my loop, Milk to my duds, lucky to my charms, Ice to my cream, Ghetto to my booty, But mostly your the... Best to my friend.

My Family
This family's made of normal people by light. We turn into magical creatures by night, Casting our spells with eerie delight By the stars and the moon, shining bright. I am the maiden who lures Unicorns. I stroke their noses and long, graceful horns. On my brow, a wreath of flowers adorns. The roses, of course, have no thorns. My son is a bundle of pure Impish joy. Sometimes he's stubborn - won't share any toy. And with the ladies he's a bit shy and coy. My pride, my pleasure, my boy. His daddy's an Ogre, Mother Nature's mistake. His massively big hands he uses to take Tall trees from their roots, on his knee to break. A mess of the forest he'll make. I have a best friend, and she is a Witch. She laughs and she listens, but boy can she bitch. Yet, not for another would ever I switch. Spiritual sister, the Witch. Her husband, a light-haired, blue-eyed Elf. So lithe and so tall, he can reach the top shelf. His sarcasm stings, so you watch yourself. A help

Well, it only took how long to figure out this site...lol now I have to figure this blog thing out too....FUN... well if you want, you can come check out my work in progress, called my homepage, and tell me what you think. thanks for reading. hugs n kisses, Nay

You Made Me Laugh
I was sitting alone chatting with you You made me laugh I have been through one helluva ride I walk alone these days Trying to find the way to move on You are not the way But more of a means to my lost soul You made me laugh when you made fun of me YOu made one moment in time stand still I close my eyes and can see myself moving past all the wrong You made fun of me and made me feel like someone again Take your life and rip it apart Then start over again In one small sentence you made those bad times stand still You made me laugh with no control I look forward to laughing again My time is just beginning again When was life so cruel You could not make a mistake Then I meet you Then you make me laugh My life will find its way back to the light I will fight for that light But along the way I hope you will help me and be a friend and make me laugh

My Goddess
Some say the Goddess is a myth Well, guess who I've been dancing with? When e'er the Moon is full and bright and blossoms fragrant fill the night, a hush befalls the forest scene as all await the star-kissed Queen. Tiny lanterns light the sky Would you believe that fire can fly? A flicker here, a flashing there. Blessed be, they're everywhere. An opera house it seems to me could not better lighted be. A fat green frog upon a stump loudly sings his measured "Grrump" ever fearful he might miss his one great chance to steal Her kiss. A handsome Prince he would be. "Just you wait, you'll see", says he. There calls the owl from yonder oak to summon forth the fairy folk, Like fiddles fine their voices sweet A string ensemble quite replete. This score of music they shall play t'will ne'er see the light of day. A clangorus sound rudely arose from tiny musicians drawing their bows. The reeded horns like Banshee wails shrieked while trumpets practiced scal

Poetry
Twisted Visions All alone Surrounded by fear Her eyes are closing The end is near Adreniline pumping Ice through her veins Heartbeat is stopping She sheds no tear Bruises and bodies Are all that remains They lay on the ground As she forgets her name The light is brighter Sounds more clear The tunnel is longer Feeding on fear Then the crowd dies down The concert stops Moshing is ending Its time to get up Been thinkin Sitting there alone in the dark Closing your eyes to pray Wishing for the day to end In your bed you lay Thinking of your blackened eyes Arroused by dead and decay The love you feel no longer exists No feelings ever expressed You can't take it anyway Hope just lingers while depression stays You slit your wrists to end the pain No more tears will be cried that night A faint smile wont take its place The blood streams down your swollen face The faint taste lingers just the same No more hope left No

You Complete Me
You see me walk in the door To your surprise I love you more You showed me life You took the pain out of my life I was stung pretty bad She never knew what she had You showed me the big blue sky You showed me what you mean to me You complete me I was a broken mess I was pretty hard pressed 10 years later I walk through the door I see you and want to pass out on the floor I know what I have God personally gave me an angel Now you complete me I work everyday I make sure we are ok I come home tired You fire me right back up again We pray at night We know everything will be alright When you get down You bring my compassion out When you cry I want to die Your hurt is my pain Your soul is my gain I am the white knight You are the princess of my life You complete me

Elixer Of Life
Nothing else matters anymore, It's all about the one. The one thing that gives life, Or can even take it away. Tasting and craving it, Wanting and needing it. Every vein in my body Tells me to find it, drink it. I listen to it, Dreaming of the taste. There, now, the prey comes, Startled by my presence. A smile, a polite apology. A smile in reply, a quick movement. It's in my mouth now, Flowing down my throat in Pure ecstasy. Nothing else matters, The body falling to the ground. Now that I have it, I am alive again Forever wanting more.

My God
I saw an eagle mount the sky swoop and circle there on high. He soared aloft with perfect grace, the majesty of time and space. So moved was I at this event I beheld it like a sacrament. In dawn's growing light, below the mountain's towering height came forth the stag of many tines, and there stood he as if enthroned. A lord in all these lands is he: totally wild and totally free. I climbed upon a rocky shore to rest and weary heart restore. When from the sea there swifly rose a leviathan so mighty, in fear I froze. Larger he than many a ship slowly 'neath the waves did slip. Peering off unto the West clouds swirled there in mass unrest. Lightening split the sky in twain, And rumbled o'er the droughted plain. Who starts these engines of the air and who it is, has their care? I sat beneath a giant tree of mystery and pondered on its ancient history. Who allows that it should grow from seed smaller than my toe? Ah! Here little caterpillar, you I spy b

Poem
SHE (copy written) "SHE" screamed so loud "SHE" shattered the heavenly harps of Angels. Put out fires of the Demons in Hell and rained blood from a lascerated sky. Did you hear her? Did you see her cry? "SHE" cried so long her tears flooded the World,Heaven and Hell. Did you see them? Did You feel them? The sting of hot crimson tears that blistered skin as it fell; for years and years and years? I heard her screams and tried to silence them with kind words that came from my heart. They just rang on. I saw her tears well-up and tried my hardest to hold them back; to no avail. They simply over flowed,turned to Ice, Sleet and Hail. I felt her rage. Hands clenched, tremors, shakes. heart racing. tears streaming. Blood seeped from her ears! Pumping, continuing ,forcing the anger heart and pain. More rage, it overflowed. Chest burst open and indeed "SHE" released her rage apon Heaven, Earth and Hell. They are nomore. 1 by 1, they

A Guy Goes Into A Bar...
An amnesiac comes into a bar. He asks, "Do I come here often?" John Kerry walks into a bar. The bartender says, "Why the long face?" A guy walks into a bar with jumper cables. The bartender says, "You can come in, but don't start anything!" A man walks into a bar and says, "Give me a beer before problems start!" Again, the man orders a beer again saying, "Give me a beer before problems start!" The bartender looks confused. This goes on for a while, and after the fifth beer the bartender is totally confused and asks the man, "When are you going to pay for these beers?" The man answers, "Ah, now the problems start!" An old lady walks into a bar with a duck under her arm. A scraggly old drunk staggers over, takes one look, and says, “ Jeeeez, that’s the UGLIEST thing I ever saw!” The woman turns her nose up at him and says, “This happens to be a stately creature! Go away, you horrid man!” The old drunk yells, “Lady, I was talkin’ to the duck!” A man goes into a bar with

Invocation To The Three-fold One
Maiden, Maiden, robed in light Rejoice with us, this Sabbat night Beauty Thy shield, and love Thy sword Hath vanquished even death's dark Lord. We bow before Thy gentle might. Thy youthful joy doth never fade Be welcome, oh Crone, sweet Mother, and Maid! Mother Goddess, clad in green Our circle Thy court, oh gracious Queen All that lives comes forth from Thee And dying returns - as the drop to the sea. Rule Heaven, rule Hell, and the wide worlds between. Thy lunar crown will light our scene, Come and bless us Old Crone, sweet Maiden, and Queen. Ancient Crone, in tatters old Thy lore is bitter, Thy rede is cold In wisdom fabled beyond our ken Thou holdest wake over Gods and men Then layest them down, to rest, in the mould. With Thy wisdom be with us - Maid, Mother, and Crone!

Blondes
Dumb Blondes A police officer pulls over a car with a young blonde driver in it.... Cop: "Miss, this is a 65 MPH highway, why are you going so slowly?" Blonde: "Officer, I saw a lot of signs saying 22, not 65." Cop: "Oh miss, that's not the speed limit, that's the name of the highway you're on!" Blonde: "Oh! Stupid me! Thanks for letting me know, Ill be more careful from now on." At this point the cop looks into the back seat of the car, where the passengers are shaking and white as ghosts. Cop: "Excuse me miss, what's wrong with your friends back there? They're shaking something awful." Blonde: "Oh... We just got off of highway 119". ----- There were these three women who escaped from prison. A blonde and two brunets. So to get away from the cops they hid in an abandoned farm house. In the farm house there were three burlap sacks sitting around. So they hid in them. When the cops came to the farm house the one of the cops saw the sacks, the officers yells, "

You Captured My Heart
You are close to me You capture my heart I can feel your heart beat This song is so beautiful I cannot believe the lady dancing with me Her hair flows as we spin In slow motion my life is about to begin Her eyes are so beautiful as she looks up at me This lady I am seeing thinks i am a king She captured my heart when she gently kissed my lips She captured my heart holding my hands She flows like an angel The glow in the room the other men see I am lucky tonight Its just my wife and me I will take her home and kiss her passionately She will lay on the bed and look into my eyes I just now realize the luckiest man in the world has a destiny To become one with this woman next to me

Alone
Everyday is full of more wishing, and hoping For someone to listen and want to listen To have that person belong in your world All I have is loneliness, that hurts everyday Watching everyone have that one to care for I've gone through to much pain to know truth The pain took over Letting the blood from the sliver blade fall Watching the others around just stare And not care Wanting just one to grab you by the hand Telling you not to Because your loved Soon, the loneliness takes over And all alone in the world Is what I am Just waiting and wishing everyday

Invocation To The Horned One
By the flame that burneth bright, O Horned One We call Thy name into the night, O Ancient One Thee we invoke by the moon-led sea By the standing stone and the twisted tree. Thee we invoke where gather Thine own By the nameless shrine, forgotten and lone Come where the round of the dance is trod Horn and hoof of the Goat-foot God By moon-lit meadow on dusky hill When the haunted wood is hushed and still Come to the charm of the chanted prayer As the moon bewitches the midnight air Evoke Thy powers that potent bide In shining stream and secret tide In fiery flame by starlight pale In shadowy host that rides the gale And by the fern-drakes fairy haunted Of forests wild and woods enchanted Come? O Come! To the heartbeat's drum! Come to us who gather below When the broad white moon is climbing slow Through the stars to the heavens height We hear Thy hoofs on the wind of night As black tree branches shake and sigh By joy and terror we know Thee nigh We speak the spe

White Knight
I want to hold you tight So you can feel I am right Feel my soul Understand this story is not yet told For sure though you will understand what has guided me It is the understanding there are alot of fish in the sea But nothing that I can see between you and me Take my hand and climb this rainbow There is no end I will guide you down Your pot of gold is life itself Today is the day you smile forever more But know if you need to cry I am not very far away Feel those days pass by You will never wonder why You will ask god who is this man he is your plan I sent him to you So you could live a life that is so true Wipe those tears from your eyes This is your white knight in disguise.

Waiting For Her Knight
Sit tonight and relax your body just right Lay your head back so you feel relaxed Tonight is just right Quiet for the lady tonight Close your eyes and get lost in your dreams Can you feel the relaxation that has come You see me as a white knight across the meadow Your body turns to jello You think there he goes off into battle To fight for the freedom I so yearn The trumpets are blown The war has begun You know your knight is alright Days go by without any signal Your afraid you will never see him Word has now come everyone is gone Lost in the battle was the man you loved A tear comes to your eye He fought for everything that was right You go to your home Your all alone a young boy walks in Asks for your hand Says it is alright Your knight is alright He walks through the door He tells you the enemy is no more You grab him tightly And give him a hug As you lay relaxed you dream of the night yOu can hold your knight tight. He is the one who will set your

Here Is My Chance
Here is my chance to show everyone how geeky I am by posting a list of all my role playing books Berlin by Night Blood Magic: Secrets of Thaumaturgy Children of the Night Clanbook Assamite (1st edition) Clanbook Assamite (revised) Clanbook Brujah (1st edition) Clanbook Brujah (revised) Clanbook Gangrel (1st edition) Clanbook Malkavian (1st edition) Clanbook Setite (1st edition) Clanbook Followers of Set (revised) Clanbook Toreador (1st edition) Clanbook Tzimisce (revised) Clanbook Ventrue (1st edition) DC by Night Dirty Secrets of the Black Hand Ghouls: Fatal Addiction Giovanni Chronicles II Blood and Fire Giovanni Chronicles III The Sun Has Set Giovanni Chronicles IV Nuova Malattia Guide to the Camarilla Guide to the Sabbat Inquisition Los Angeles by Night Mexico City by Night New York by Night Nights of Prophecy Red Sign State of Grace Succubus Club: Dead Man's Party Vampire Storytellers Companion Vampire Storytellers Handbook (1st Edition) Vampir

Invocation To Flora
By the flowers of the field, Oh Lady of delight By the crops Thy blessings yield, Oh Maiden clear and bright We invoke Thy presence in kernals and sheaves We see Thy face in the moonlit leaves. Come now to us, extend Thy grace Come into our circle within this holy place. Daughter of the earth, drinking sunlight, Queen of plants, sister of night. By leaf and twig, by root and bough By water and earth, come to us now. Bring us Your grain the staff of our lives. Bring us Your fruit wherever it thrives. Mistress of herbs unlock Your power And lead us into Your leafy bower. In love and joy we call Your name With comforting hope You ease our pain. We see Thee in the swelling bud, We feel Thy stirring in our blood; O Lady clear, we feel Thee near. In spring a Maiden with flowers crowned. In summer and harvest, the Mother renewed. In fall and winter the Hag holds sway Yet the Maiden remains but months away. Great Triple Goddess, the seasons flow And ebb to Thy will,

To All My Friends Here At Lc
I know that you have all came to my page and seen my profile. I declared in my profile that I am a Pagan/Wiccan. I have just deleted one friend on my friends list because they have a problem with my beliefs. Please if you have a problem then delete me from your friends list. I will understand. But this is a free country at least it is suppose to be. A country where we can believe in what we want and who we are. So, if you decide to take me off your friends list then good luck in everything you do and have a glorious life and may no one put you down for your religion. Take care all and Blessed be, Mistik

Tonight Darlin
You like the rain fall on your face You like it in my arms in a thunderstorm You like to sip red wine I will remember that time You like the sun on your face You like the warm summer grace You like to share that snowcone of mine We are one We will never walk as two Everyday I am with you I treasure your sight I know you like fast cars I know you like it on the back of my motorcycle The wind blows your hair You hold on tight We will ride into the night We will sit on a cliff and share the moonlight Tonight darlin is your night

Invocation To Brigid
Brigid, o' firey arrow bright, Bring Your blessed healing light, Loving Mother, hear my plea, Attend this circle here with me! Blessed Brigid, who tends the flame, And hears Her children call Her name, Goddess of music, poetry, and art, Who brings inspiration and lifts the heart, Three Brigids--Maiden, Mother, Crone, Loving light of hearth and home, Come and bless this sacred space, By Your will and by Your grace, And as we merry meet and merry part, May I carry Your peace within my heart!

Til The End
Today was the day we separated ways My dreams are nightmares With no escape I look to my father and ask why He says son tomorrow is a new day and that is why I sit alone My soulmate was the one She is now alone She looks to her father and asks why He says my daughter tomorrow is a new day and that is why We are both periled with pain I feel as if my life had no gain She was the one I had dreamed of She was the one I knew my ending would come I find that this lonesomeness brings me no closure When you love a soulmate It is forever A tear falls from my eye I bow my head and pray but dont know why Will she find her way to me again Will she know my love was true and it was just about to begin I love her more than I love myself What is with this emptiness I will travel far and wide The woman who caught me was my life I will continue til my days end I will always remember the one who I loved til the end

Goddess Grace
I am the Goddess of a thousand names and infinite capacity. All Her gifts are mine. All Her powers reside in me. I am Athena of Greece. Like my totem the owl, I am wise for I see and hear everything around and within me. Like the oak, I am strong, for the olive of peace is sacred to me. I am Bast, cat goddess of Egypt. I am graceful, flexible, playful, and affectionate. I radiate the warmth and light of the glorious sun. I am Cerridwen of Wales. My magic cauldron contains food for the soul; an inexhaustible source of wisdom and inspiration. The more I give, the more I receive. I am Diana, Roman goddess of the ever-changing moon. I am a protectress of women and children; a guardian of the wild. I focus my aim on my heart's desire and draw it to me. I am Ereshkigal, Assyro-Babylonian goddess of the underworld, Queen of the Great Below. I shed dead skin to grow. Deep powers of renewal are mine. I am Freya, Well-beloved Nordic Lady. I survey the beauty of

Thinking Of You
I sit at my desk wondering what is next Then all of a sudden a memory of you passes through my head I look out the window and wonder what is ahead Beautiful days Wonderful nights I am thinking of you tonight Wonder where you are What I am doing As I see a cloud pass My eyes drift into the past I see you laughing I see you cry I wonder what your doing tonight I am thinking of you Day and Night I see the sun get covered up Reminds me how I stay all night up Talking to you Hearing your laugh Concern flows through your voice over friends Just know that everyday I am here You certainly have nothing to fear I am thinking of you day and night I turn around I look at my office One thing is missing It is the sight of you Tonight I will only think of you

Full Moon Invocation
Mother, Goddess of moon and star, Bring your presence from afar, Manifest on this, Your night, and bless me in this sacred rite! Grant the knowledge and clarity, to understand Your words to me. Lend Your power, send Your light, Aid me in my work tonight! With love and wisdom please embrace, All within this sacred space. Mother, I now call to you, Bring Your message clear and true!

The Night You Made Me Smile
I look into your eyes There is no disguise You have been brokenhearted one to many times I just want to make you smile You wonder what you are doing wrong Its not you you need to change the song Start fresh so your heart can breathe and mend Your next love will be right around the bend You stand well on your own two feet Looking to meet that someone special Who will sweep you off your feet In due time it will come Until then let me see your smile Maybe I am the one who needs you for a while I will dance a slow song tonight Just so I can make things right In the morning you will wake Pick up your telephone and ring I will answer on the other end I told you I would be right around the bend Last night, today I know your smiling all the way This life is to short to think about loves lost Now its time to think about yourself once again Today when I pick you up Your past will all be lost New Love, new beginning that is what I am I know for sure my life has just beg

Everyday Life Pt 1
A man sits and watches the world go by, He used to be part of it, he used to be someone. He would often walk this road to work and Look at the people who were not like him, Wondering what their story was. Each one was different he knew, but how many a time he wanted to stop, To inquire about each one. He never did. He felt for them, knowing he would also never be one of them. Yet, here he is, cold, alone. Seeing people look at him, the same way he used to do. No one stops, they all just stare. He begins to think, wondering how he fell so hard So fast.

Sweetest Love Note
I write to you Dont know what to say other than I love you I feel your heartbeat I want to dance with you I want to romance you I want to hold your hand I want you to know I am your greatest plan You lay your head on my shoulder We cry together We laugh together We have children together We grow old together We die together When you laugh I smile Cause you are so cute I hold you at night Cause it is the only thing in this world that is right We sit under the Montana sky And I hope that I dont miss a thing When you want to crumble My arms will love you When you give birth You know your pain is mine I will walk with you through the darkest of days At the end we will have a bright light You will know this life was just right When all is down My shoulders will carry us through it all When we walk on the beach You know my heart made you rich When the time is right you will walk down that aisle and smile It will be the day you had waited for all your life You

Exaltation Of The Goddess
I Believe in She who is; Goddess of the Earth, Mistress of the Moon, Queen of the Universe, Mother of all that Lives, Beloved and One with the Divine Creating Energy, She who is Half of All that ever was, that is Now or ever shall be! Thus it ever has been, and thus it shall remain until there be an end of all time and eternity We pray and beseech Thee to join us Goddess, in this our worship of Thee, and Bless us with thy Presence. I (We) most humbly welcome Thee* and Thy Consort to this your Rite**given as we have been taught by Thee. Her will be done. So mote it be.

I Love This Song......
Destiny's Child - Cater 2 U [Verse 1 Beyonce] Baby I See You Working Hard I Want To Let You Know I'm Proud, Let You Know That I Admire What You Do The More If I Need To Reassure You, My Life Would Be Purposeless Without You (Yeah) If I Want It (Got It) When I Ask You (You Provide It) You Inspire Me To Be Better You Challenge Me For The Better Sit Back And Let Me Pour Out My Love Letter Let Me Help You Take Off Your Shoes Untie You Shoestrings Take Off Your Cufflinks (Yeah) What You Want To Eat Boo? (Yeah) Let Me Feed You Let Me Run Your Bathwater Whatever You Desire, I'll Aspire Sing You A Song Turn My Game On I'll Brush Your Hair Help Put Your Do Rag On Want A Foot Rub? (Yeah) You Want A Manicure? Baby I'm Yours I Want To Cater To You Boy [Chorus] Let Me Cater To You Cause Baby This Is Your Day Do Anything For My Man Baby You Blow Me Away I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, An

Soulmates
I am taking aim at your heart tonight I know what you seek It is the man with whom forever you will meet This man is just a man In your eyes he is so much more He can walk in a room You know you want to hit the floor He is looking for that woman The one that forever brings The one he can call on for all of his tomorrows Your hearts collide Destiny calls It is something inside of you that you know you cant go wrong He sees your eyes In them he sees one heart In them he sees one body In them he sees one mind In them he sees one soul You smile at him He smiles back This is where forever takes you Dont look back He is the one you call your soulmate He is the prince you love to slow dance with You pray with him each night He stands as a rock when you need him most He wakes in the morning only to see you He will work til the end of his day thinking of you Patience is something learned He knows he cant go wrong But when all said and done He is your tomorrow

Soul Searcher
One thing in my life has been a constant Ive always wanted to love her I am a soul searcher til the end I want that one soulmate to live my life with Whether she is a princess or a maid She will make my day She will be the one Who can make me overcome She will look in my eyes THere will be no surprise Our souls match Heart to heart Mind to mind THought to thought She will be the one I fought for My soul will be hers Hers will be mine Together we could climb Any mountain day or night

Sands Of Time
I wish once in my life I could stop the sands of time My heart beats when I think of her every night If I could hold it all still I would listen to gods will We were destined in love Our lives our different Our common means is love I will hold on Til the last dawn The sands of time Will show you you are mine To hearts collide To make one big surprise I was lucky when born God sent me an angel and i didnt know Then I look to him Things were never grim again Her name is Elizabeth My Princess for life She lit up everything good in my life I use her light to guide me through the dark I will protect even her heart We have one common goal to love each other the same When you look at her you cannot see her soul It will grab me and never let go I will wade the depths of hell To save my baby if I ever need to I wish i could stop the sands of time To love her forever We are 1 heart, 1 body, 1 soul, and 1 mind

Our Story
I see you falling Down a road of no return I am your ledge and catch you so you know you will not burn You are teetering on the edge Know i ma here to catch Your heart has spoken to mine I will show you so you can find Your way is with him He will show you who i am My heart is with him One thing for sure is your soul is pure I will be here for you on the spur I am a cowboy at heart You know when the time comes we will not part An angel told me one heart, one mind, one body, one soul I can see you smile when you were told I am the dream you have wished for all your life I will be true if takes my life I can see your name spread through the stars He made you a dream So we could have meaning This is your time Your life is now Remember god made us It is time for our story to begin in this life now

One Kiss
You are sick and this I can see Why dont you look at me I know your in pain Look in my eyes So i can take your pain I will pray this will not drain you We look deep I can see The cancer has spread I look real close This is my life My time must be met today I tell you jesus sent me I married you to love me to I will kiss you now and take this pain away I know it will send me to heaven But soon you will follow me I kiss your lips You start to shine like a bright light You know I will sacrifice my life for yours I breathe deep I feel it fill my body This passion I have is one that will end my life You never looked so beautiful My strength is weakening I end the kiss and said now you can have that baby You tell our daughter I had to do this I wanted her to have a good life I wish I could see it You tell her I took her mamas cancer and willsee her in heaven She cries and says your the greatest mortal man who ever died in my life

One In Our Heart
I am wondering what have I done so wrong My life is a shambles and I am a wreck I am sad to think there may be no love out there for me yet With hope in my mind My beauty is in here My heart can find joy Knowing that man that I long for is near I ask myself will I ever be loved I close my eyes and dream a beautiful dream A strong hand touches me My heart flutters He looks in my eyes Tells me he can see my soul I know you are the one I have been told The man tells me he was sad Not knowing if his true love was near Without any guidance I pull him close I whisper in his ear You are the man I waited for all these years Take me away So we will not part We have become one in our heart

Hello All
I'M NOT SURE WHAT TO SAY HERE, SOIF THERE'S ANYTHING YOU WANNA KNOW JUST ASK, DON'T BE CHICKENSHIT, IF YOU WANNA KNOW SOMETHING PERSONAL ASK IT, IF I WANT YOU TO KNOW THE ANSWER I'LL TELL YOU, IF NOT I'LL TELL YOU THAT TOO. BUT IF YOU DON'T ASK I DON'T TELL AND SO YOU'LL NEVER KNOW. GOODBYE FOR NOW.

One Heart
Well today is the day Cupid made his way Just days ago he made his target He knew this would be the love I would never forget My heart in his sights Her heart was so right They were meant to be Valentines Day would never be the same again here cupid comes little wings and all One arrow pierced two hearts This love would never part See have you have someone so much If you stop breathing they stop breathing If you hearts stops their heart stops When you take a deep breath before he kisses you He knows how to love you When you take one step he will take two Just so you dont have to work so hard See that is the one heart Cupid knew On Valentines Day he will make sure That the one you love Steps one extra step to say I love you

What A Nerve!!!
There is only one thing worse than a shop changing room, and that is a shop changing room without a mirror.What could possibly have been going through retailer's minds when they decided to remove the most crucial thing from the cubicle? I've asked a couple of shop owners, and their response is always the same: "Get customer out into the shop and into better light, so the sales assistant can check the sizing and fit." So, it's a sell-more-clothes thing? "Well, yeah, that's the whole idea of a shop!" Whatever. I encountered one of these changing rooms recently in a swimwear shop! Now, no-mirror cubicles are bad enough when you're trying on jeans or a short skirt but, in the name of all things reasonable, what right does a swimwear shop have to remove mirrors from it's changing rooms? I was in shock.This had to be some kind of joke! They didn't seriously expect me to walk out in the middle of the shop in my underwear and half a bikini? I asked the assistant. "It's no different from the b

On The Verge
I am on the verge Love with an urge You make me shine on the inside Your life I want by my side I look deep in your eyes What is that hurt you despise It is now the time to erase Come to me Now is the time I feel your hurt Let me love your heart We were meant I hold out my hand one time THis is your time to fly Love with me you will not regret I can work wonders with the pain you feel We will make great love together Your tremble is something I feel I know when you are near I turn around and tonite is the time Love me right now We will never seperate I promise a life full of fun and no hate When the time comes walk down the aisle with me YOu will see a great mystery We will live the life dreams are made of If you know what is good It is time to get better I love what you offer Now is my time My time to fly I choose it to be with you.

On Our Wedding Day
I stood before a pastor I new you were coming I thought in my dreams What a way to live It is like heavens gates opened up I could visualize you coming toward me I knew you were the angel god sent me I could see your face covered with a veil I knew your scent was heavenly Your long white train I knew there would be no rain today Your father smiles at me I knew he was king I could see the people crying as you walked up to me I knew it was the joy of this unity I lift your veil all I see is a big smile I wanted to tell you You are my dream I knew I was the luckiest man alive I could see heaven in your eyes They were so blue It was like god took a paint brush And you were his masterpiece I held your hands you were trembling I knew it was your way of telling me Your life was no longer empty Many men have prophesied this day I lived it I showed the world I had a miracle On our wedding day you came to me On our wedding day you showed me How to be free

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No Idea
She has no idea how I long to hold her I sit on a day of love and can only type to her I want to hold her near So she knows there is nothing to fear These are unbreakable bonds We are strong MY passion for her as a friend Will never end My passion for her as my soulmate No one will ever separate I will sit strong Til she is ready I am rock steady I miss her though When she smiles I want to hear her giggle I want her on this very day To look in my eyes and never go away This is a day of love Every word she speaks I can feel her My love for her is not one of passion or lust But a love that will never rust She sparked my life I will make this woman my wife Electronically it does not feel like my life I can only dream I will remain til i can live my dream My love for her is amazing She has raised me

My Fallen Angel
I watched her fall Her grace was amazing She rode from a cloud singing She found a raindrop rode it part way down I knew she was the one She was like a bird in flight Her next ride was to find that snowflake As she spun around She knew I was watching her every move She smiled at me All I could do was watch what seemed My Fallen Angel As she hit that snowflake She jumped to make the rainbow next to her I wondered how long this would take I knew my time was near She hit a bolt of lightening and I did not fear She landed right next to me Looked in my eyes and said this is me I could see a 1000 years Her heart beating same as mine How in the world did I find this angel of mine Kind as a puppy Strong willed I am lucky Her anger does not boast But is righteous beyond reproach I wiped the hair out of her eye I will be the one around when you cry She looked up at me Took my hand She said lets go to soulmates land and that is how I found my Fallen Angel

Push Through
Despair claws through my brain As I try to figure out what is going on The fear of failure is almost overwhelming I want to succeed in what I do I don’t know how I am going to go about it Without looking like a flopping fish out of water I feel like the more I try, the more I fall Into a dark ceaseless pit of nothing Where I will continue to fall further down Without a way out, a way to escape it I ponder the feelings I have right now Like I am incomplete, a failure, an idiot who can’t finish anything These seem stupid now to sit and ponder on When I can go out and do something about them I will continue the search to find what will complete me Knowing that a failure is one who stops trying, I will continue to try and succeed Being called an idiot is just something a person says to get to me I know I can finish things So what is the point of letting these things bother me? Instead of despair clawing to get attention Now there is courage that replaces it The courag

You got out of a bad relationship because it was bad, but you are still resentful, and angry (you let the devil leave his bags) You got out of financial debt, but you still can't control the desire to spend on frivolous things (you let the devil leave his bags) You got out of a bad habit or addiction, but you still long to try it just one more time (you let the devil leave his bags) You said, I forgive you, but you can't seem to forget and have peace with that person (you let the devil leave his bags) You told your unequally yoked mate that it was over, but you still continue to call (you let the devil leave his bags) You got out of that horribly oppressive job, but you're still trying to sabotage the company after you've left (you let the devil leave his bags) You cut off the affair with that married man/woman, but you stil

My Angel Tonight
We sit by the stream this day Only knowing one way The spring whistles though All of I could think of was you I ask if you want to swim She said sure lets jump in We jump in and it was cold I thought wow your pretty bold Time stands still Moving in slow motion I see your smile The laughter takes me back Your grin so big I could see the light shine in your eyes You were my angel in disguise we jump and play I knew there was only one way You are the one I was told about in fairytales Cinderella, snow white they hold nothing to you Your beauty shines through Your chariot will not turn into a pumpkin I will make sure you make it home soon You wont fall asleep cause our hearts pound like one I know this time we will make it around She jumps and plays You knew she was a child in her heart The way she looks at you You know your number 1 We get out of the stream Dry off before the rain It starts pouring hard You grasp her waist I whisper in her ear We will

#2
1. Where were you 3 hours ago? sleeping 2. Who are you in love with? I think she knows. 3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? no 4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? no 5. When is the last time you went to the mall? last weekend 6. Are you wearing socks right now? nope 7. Do you have a car worth over $2,000? I don't even have a car. 8. When was the last time you drove out of town? never drove out of town 9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? no 10. Are you hot? it's hot in here, yes. so yes i'm hot. 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? water (this morning) 12. What are you wearing right now? shirt and pajama pants 13. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? If I had a car, I'd let the car wash do it. 14. Last food that you ate? spaghetti 15. Where were you last week at this time? home 16. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? yes 17. When is the last time you ran? this morning 18. What's the last spo

Magic
So you wanna know about Magic Magic is something you see or feel It can take life from dull to real Magic is when you look at her and you are the luckiest man alive Magic is when you see her close her eyes at night Magic is when she makes you a special lunch for work That is a pretty cool perk Magic is when she comes up behind you and leans her head on you Makes life worth a whole lot more Magic is when you decide to become parents It is worth all the risks Magic is where you fret when she is pregnant Magic is where she gives birth to your child It is all worthwhile Magic is when you lose your job She tells you she is still in love Magic is when she breaksdown and you help her along the way She knows you will stay Magic is on your wedding day You know she was worth it all the way Magic is that first kiss You know at times you miss it Magic is that time at the movie theater She just wanted to be closer Magic is when she is frustrated You know she loves the man s

Dark Love Song
Come moonbathe with me, my pale memory-- touch skin to frigid stone. Hush-- let the raindrops intone the lullaby. Sink back down, far from harm; subside and gaze into the cavernous sky caught-- in my automatic arms. When you watched the bloody sky you avoided the look in my eyes. The moon was not for you: deep in the summer's decay, you preferred the gaudy death throes of the day-- but when the shadow fingers twined like psychedelic vines up the flat grantie, you had to face me. The end is near. Come sing with me, my pale memory-- swim that stale symphony. By choice, you are so shallow as a whole, that as you founder in the void, you won't understand what I stole. If there is a god, he hates me to weave this pinpricked belveteen sky; as though they'll never see you again, there are fears in my eyes; for if your sunset flees my love, he has forsaken us. His sun is dead; I killed him with my satin touch, stain tainted his setting. We haven't the stre

Love Your Knight
Your heart is exposed I feel your body through all your clothes Your passion is deep You know you make me weak Tonight is the night I will be your knight I am not the prince of peace But I am sure you will get weak at the knees I look in your eyes I know what you hide Your love for me Set you free Your body is warm As I kiss you passionately Tonight is like forever Know that as the years go on it gets better I can feel your heart beat Dont worry you will land on your feet My strong hands will guide you tonight When I show you how to fly My love for you shows with your beauty through and through Tonight is the night Your knight will not falter Love me forever I will show you lifes greatest treasure We will pray together Knowing we will stay together What god brings together Remember no man will ever enter You will be treated with respect You will know my love is not a fleck Love me tonight Love your knight

Have You Noticed?
Have you noticed in life some of the best things just aren’t? Sometimes the best writing comes from experience, from pain, from love and hate. Or there may never be an ounce of truth in words put on paper, or on the screen. There may never be actions taken with these words, these words that may mean so much to someone. Sometimes it is easier to write about what hasn’t been, rather then what has. Sometimes the writings show pain, suffering, the things you hide for only yourself to see. Scars are not meant to be touched again, or seen, let alone, shared with the world; complete strangers. At times though, you must share, in order to be able to let go. A hurdle here, an obstacle there, you get over them somehow. Later on, they make a good story, often times, a bad memory never closed. What comes off of a pen, should be sincere whether to close a chapter or help someone solve their own mysteries inside of them. If you write the truth, you put your soul out for the

Love Story
It has been 10 years The memory still surrounds me Today I walk through the garden that needs me I look up and see the fall trees I remember walking to you Your eyes still big and blue Your smile takes me to you I close my eyes I can feel your heart beat with me Your mind was my miracle You showed what it was like for love to even trickle You saved me from my own demons I know I still would never leave her Your laughter is my smile You know I would walk 100 miles for that smile Your faith in me was strong Your faith in Jesus was never wrong I remember standing in the doorway I knew I chose the right way You would wink at me before dinner I knew I was the winner I would come up behind you for a hug You knew I was the one you loved Your imagination was great I knew the love you held for me was Was unexplainable to most I know to this day you think of me I am sure when my time comes for me I knew the day the cancer struck I felt it through my body like amack

It Is Your Wife
I sit on a bench Wondering lifes next test I look to my right there is a piece of paper in sight I pick it up and read it It says to feel love you must feed it So I leave a note there It says how must I feed it The next day I come back It says use your heart to find me Now I can see This woman is looking for the love of her life So I leave a note It says can I use a car, plane or boat The next day is a note She says fly to me I leave a note that says where do I fly? I come back the next day I see a lady in white I run to her As I see her leave a note A beautiful woman crosses the street A car speeding through I push her out of the way I look at the lady in white She says there is your love It is your wife

Take It From Me
Take it from someone who knows how it feels to have their innocence stole From someone who knows what it is like to watch someone die, too lost to know how to help Take it from someone who lived day to day wondering what way had not been tried To end this miserable life this thing we wake up to each day Take it from someone who knows what pain is inside...and out, with scars to match Both emotionally and physically trying to find another way to hide all the marks Take it from someone who lived a minute to minute life toying with it so much, caring so little Not seeing, nor trying to change it thinking this was what it should be Take it from someone who speaks with her heart her soul, her scars, her mind and body Take it from me

In Search Of My Princess Tonight
Right now I stand winless In search for my princess My princess will be kind My princess will shine My princess will love me My princess will be part of my soul I will continue with her She will be the one who knows what type of man I am I have looked high and low Far and wide I know she has got to stop hiding When I find her the world will know I just became part of her show She will laugh without ease She will cry and I will be on my knees I will hurt when I feel her pain I will pray with her so we stay together I know what I stand to lose The gain is so much more I would love to explore Tonight is the night I will be her white knight My princess will hold no time against me My princess will want to win me My princess knows I cannot give eternal life My princess knows I cannot fly So if anyone knows where she is let me know I am in search of my princess tonight

Get-slim Fettuccine
MAKES 1 SERVING 1 pkg.(8oz.) tofu fettuccine, like House Tofu Shirataki Fettuccine Shaped Noodles. 1/2 wedge soft light cheese, like The Laughing Cow Light Original Swiss Cheese 2 tsp. reduced-fat Parmesan cheese, like kraft 1 tsp. fat-free sour cream Rince noodles well. In colander, toss to dry, In microwave-safe bowl, microwave noodles 1 min. stir in cheeses and sour creeam. Cook 15 sec. more, or until cheeses are melted, stirring to combine. Season with salt and pepper to taste. Add steamed vegetables, if desired. enjoy ~reyna~

His Fortress
he hides behind this fortress of lies this fortress he has built over time as each cycle passes in life another layer is added, thicker then the last he doesn't try to knock it down or destroy it nor does he care to attempt it this is his life, this is his reality this is his own created illusion his illusion is like shaking a snow globe although it moves around, everything still falls into place he likes this world he has made it better suits life's picture frame he has he holds it and cherishes it it's his own little Pandora's Box He knows if he lets it all go his realm is shattered revealing his true self to the world and showing him his own facade

In Bed
I woke up and knew you were near I looked over on the otherside of the bed You were sleeping your little head I roll over and whisper in your ear Darlin good morning How was your sleep You wiggle and squirm You roll over towards me and stretch your arms out You smile and say it was wonderful I thought I was dreaming I look in your eyes as you smile at me Baby you were so tired last night I took off your glasses I set them next to the bed You say to me thank you my prince I made breakfast for us Let me know and I will go get it for us You put your arms around my neck You tell me to come and cuddle in the bed I can feel your happiness through and through Last night was our dream and I am here with you.

I Want To See Her
I want to see her on Valentines Day Because that day she will be mine I want to see her on Mothers Day When her kids will come and celebrate and play with her I want to see her on the 4th of July I can see her eyes watching the sky I want to see her on Halloween When she will dress up like a queen and scare me I want to see her on Thanksgiving When she will make dinner for her family I want to see her on Christmas When I know god gave me the great gift I want to see her on New Years Eve On top of the Eiffel Tower like a dream I want to see her on her birthday When I pull the big surprise I want to see her on our Anniversary When I know so many years and she is still with me I want her face to be there before my last breath So I know and can attest an angel was with me

Slipping Away
She catches a whisper Not knowing what it means She sits ever so quaintly as it caresses her lips Weaving around and tickling her ear It catches on her eyelash Pausing for only a moment Though not long enough She lets it slip away Knowing the easiest way in life Is to let go of the good Absorbing only the bad This is what she was taught This is how she was set to live life The whisper slips out the window Slipping deeply into the cold, hushed night Once again she has watched As something else slips away That she should have grabbed on to

I Want To
I have wanted to tell you everyday I just could not find a way I want to say it but could not get it out YOu amaze me I hope you can see When I say it It is with all my heart It is something I see beyond your skin It is the person within I look at your picture I know for sure I look in your eyes You cannot disguise I see your soul It makes my heart melt Know when you hurt it is felt I can see your blonde hair There is no one who can compare I see your smile It makes me smile I see your heart is soft You are not one to be robbed of your softness What i have to say is your beautiful inside and out Dont ever fret I will be there To help you up WHen you think you have given up Beautiful does not falter Beautiful does not make you less but more when it is from the heart.

Augished Survivor
When the candles gutter and the bedsheets entangle me in the convolutions of an indistinctly menacing emptiness, and i wander like a lost child through gaping chasms of the unfamiliar terrain of loneliness-- When the light flickers like a moth against the face of this black world and my soul is flailed in the silent faces of loves lost in time, and I feel the nails driving me through; when there is nothing to forgive, and the penance seems too light-- It is in these times of horror when the town clock rings only a moment, and the echos follow me out of the bedroom and through the door, that I wish you were with me; only you can dispell this horror.

Hello
hey there just to start off, i never really know what to say in these things...and i say these things because this has to be the fourth or fifth blog i have tried to create this year. im tired. thats all for now. thanx for reading. ignore any typos or spelling mistakes. bye!

I Saw Your Soul In Your Eyes
You were beautiful last night From the time you called me You were amazing I was so nervous But I was curious You walked in and it was truly a sight I asked if you wanted to dance tonight You came up close to me I knew you set me free We danced a slow song I was hoping the night to be long You made me dinner I would not finish cause I wanted to be with you We sat and talked And curled up to listen to slow songs I watched you as you fell asleep and boy it was sweet Each hour went by I knew I was in heaven and could fly Tonight was our night And I knew you were right Thank you for the time You are the one I have searched for so long Your smile, laughter and eyes Made me realize Tonight was the night I saw your soul in your eyes

The Perfect Dominoes... This Is Real!
This is cool! And you thought those people that set up a room full of dominos to knock over were amazing... There are no computer graphics or digital tricks in the film. Everything you see really happened in real time exactly as you see it. The film took 606 takes. On the first 605 takes, something, usually very minor, didn't work. They would then have to set the whole thing up again. The crew spent weeks shooting night and day. By the time it was over, they were ready to change professions. The film cost six million dollars and took three months to complete including full engineering of the sequence. In addition, it is two minutes long so every time Honda airs the film on British television, they're shelling out enough dough to keep any one of us in clover for a lifetime. However, it is fast becoming the most downloaded advertisement in Internet history. Honda executives figure the ad will soon pay for itself simply in "free viewings"

Never (wrote This After Erin Died)
Never underestimate someone; they may open your eyes for you Never judge a book by its cover; the most ragged can also be the most beautiful Never say “I love you” unless you mean it; words can forever scar a heart Never treat people like your pawns; they’ll topple your board and take your game Never take the little things for granted; treat everyday as if it was your last Never stop living for yourself and start for someone new; they won’t do it for you Never think you cannot achieve something because you’re told so; always prove them wrong and come out on top Never keep feelings bottled inside; not everything is better left unsaid- some of the best things are spoken Never tell someone never then turn your back; everyone means the world to someone Never assume someone is replaceable; they may be physically, but not emotionally Never assume someone will not be there for you; the most unexpected people in life will be there for you when it all

I Notice
Don't wonder if I notice I walk by everyday I see the hair fall in your face I see that dimple when you smile I love when you fidget with your hair It makes you look better than the air I breathe The crinkle between your eyes when you are nervous The shades of blue in your eyes when you change emotions I love how you flip your hair You wonder if I care You bite your lip when you are nervous Don't wonder if I notice I can see that grin I know that I am in When you hug me you put one hand behind my head I know you want all of me When you drive your little irritations win me over You are much better than a four leaf clover When you dance with me Your head rests on my shoulder You say I love you I know for sure your my future You have your quiet time I can sit there and watch you like time stood still You are my will You give me purpose I would never want to lose us You have such amazing grace I will try and keep up the pace When you are not having fun I ca

Another Untitled
Why is it that whenever I need to cry, There are never enough tears in my body? My ducts forever seem so dry, Like a barren desert waiting for a downpour The one dearest to me will hold my hand Walking me down the hardest path, How come every time I start to hope That you are near, you fade away like a spirit of love? A specter in the distance Floating just out of my reach Dashing my hope to tiny slivers of painful tears Doing irreparable damage to my mind But knowing who I am and what I am, I know I will succeed in moving on For I am that strong-willed, loving person I am smart and talented, whether I will win you back Or move on and find someone new, I will succeed Don’t push me down, don’t hold me back, just let me go.

Corners Of Life
I stare into an empty room, with only cold and darkness to occupy it. I stare into it, wondering what the point is and what I am looking for. Then I see it. Each corner holds a part of my life. Each one showing the past, touching the present, and opening the future. I see what I was, I am and what I’m meant to be. In the corner of Love, I see the many broken hearts I had and the hearts I broke. I see the pain endured and caused. I see the stolen souls, broken dreams and lost tears. I watch as everything starts to change. I see two hearts together, showing happiness at last. The future shows the same, an undying love, never fading, never changing, never breaking. In the corner of Life, I see many times being ill. As time speeds up, I see my health go better along. I grow out of the shadows of sickness And enter the light that holds wellness. In the corner of Family, I see myself an only child, lonely a

Elements
To take from the Earth.. is to nourish thy self and others. To feel the Wind.. is to be free and enjoy all life. To light a Flame.. is to find your way in the dark. To dance in the Rain.. is to bathe in the tears she can no longer hold back. To know the Spirit.. is to take in all Elements and live life in harmony. Do you know the Spirit?

Wow.
ok so now this is officially myspace jr. i think it's cool that we finally can have our own blog, but i think that "new blog entries" should be placed in informational or by friends on our alerts. is it just me? whatever. anyways, i'm tired and uh hungry. i just got done reading 20 million pages for my english class tomorrow and i still got to study for my math exam. blah i just want tomorrow to be over so i can sleep in on friday and not do shit. i have to go to my cousin's baptism on saturday where i will be crowned his god-mother. i'm excited about it, i think it's gonna be cool. how many people are actually gonna read this? how often am i going to type in here? ah we'll see.. i'll have more interesting things to bitch about later. -C

I Am Just A Writer
I am just a writer I can look in your eyes and see the skies I can romance while we dance At the end of the day There is no way I can buy you the world I can lasso the moon I can hang a star But dont count on me going to far I will be with you My heart will be true What happens with a guy like me I can see your soul I love when we take a stroll Ever seen the northern lights? Tonight is the night you will wonder why they are so bright I will tell you why You lighted up my life At the end of the day I will pull off my tie You will see the softside of an old rodeo cowboy I am just a man I am just a lover I am just a writer I am your forever

It Happened In Times Square
I can still remember it as if it happened yesterday. I was standing in the middle of Times Square in New York City admiring all the tall buildings. The bright lights from the various billboards bounced off the tall buildings causing a spectrum of colors to flash across the sky. It was indeed a beautiful site to behold. I whipped out my camera and started taking pictures of everything in sight. My boyfriend, at the time, glanced down at me in sheer annoyance. He peered over his dark glasses and whispered, "Stop acting like a tourist Heather. You're embarrassing yourself." "Tourist," I questioned. "Come on Nick, where's your holiday spirit? I mean it is New Year's Eve after all." Nick pushed his dark glasses back upon the bridge of his nose and turned his head. I used to hate when he did that to me. But, on that day, I was determined not to let his indifferent attitude dampen my spirit. I wanted to have fun. This was the first time that I had ever been in Times Square on New Yea

#1
1. Do you say Hi to people you dont know? yes 2. What is the name of the first person you kissed? Michelle 3. Do you still talk to this person? no.. it was a long time ago. when i was a kid. 4. Recite a line from a movie. That's why it's a shortcut. Shortcuts are hard. If it was easy, it would just be the way. 5. What movie was that from? Road Trip 6. Do you play by the rules? most of the time 7. What was your favorite part of prom? the dancing 8. Do you complain a lot? more than I should 9. Have you ever been to Canada? nope 10. Do you have an addictive personality? yes 11. What's your favorite sushi roll? I don't eat sushi rolls. 12. What is someone's name that begins with the letter S? Shannon 13. Name someone whose plastic surgery turned out poorly. Michael Jackson... seriously, have ya seen worse? 14. Have you ever performed CPR on anyone? no

The Dancers
Dawn chasing close on the heels of the night The stars and moon reflected in the ocean blue. There, black 'gainst the rising sun, Danced and sung the children of the goddess. In frenzied circles they did dance, And in ecstasy they did sing. For theirs was the knowledge That gives the bird its voice. There was everything to live for, Everything to hold dear. Their brethren were the wind, That plays amongst the grass, The water that holds mysteries deep, The fire that is the flame of creation, The earth that is our Mother. As I watch I too do know that, I am but a child of the Goddess. And so I and my kith and kin, The followers of the Old Path, Shall dance when the Moon is full. Dance, and sing and rejoice, For the sake of every moment, For the sake of every Dawn.

Death Waited
What was Death thinking, when he spilt that innocent blood onto the soiled ground, amongst the gravel and dirt, the trees and flowers. He sat on a rock, watching and waiting for his guard to be down, this boy who was not watching, nor really caring what went on around him, only worrying about nothing. Death waited patiently on this rock, calmly anticipating his next move on this poor, unfortunate soul who never knew Death waited on a rock, on a hill, behind his own house. Then, in only a split second, if that, Death flew from the rock towards him, entered him, and ripped out his soul, then left his body lifelessly on the ground, all the while grinning upon this. The birds fed on his body, this young boy who never knew Death waited for him, every day and every night, watching and waiting, to take his soul for his own keeping to do nothing with but hold for all eternity. By Me

Sometimes People Come Into Your Life
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The p

I Am
You are my love I watch you everyday I see your hair sway I know you deeply love me I can totally see I walked a many miles to get here You will find no better pleasure You will see my footprints daily With your blue eyes even if they are hazy I am your rock You know I will never falter On the cross I cried Why do you do this father I knew my time had come I had the ultimate wisdom A father forsaked his son Knowing what would be done My time was here of ultimate immortality I knew many people would follow me Now I wait for my will be done Use your voice and it shall be done Look at me in the heavens You will see them part I am the word I am your heart

Mental Freedom
At a crossroads as to what I should do My mind wants one thing my family wants another My thoughts and feelings are so misconstrued Every time I think about it, it seems like such a bother. I feel like if I go one way I hurt someone on the other end No matter what I do, there is nothing I can say A person out of my life with each action will send. Should I go back or should I stay here, What would happen if I decide not to choose? Losing someone in my life is something huge I fear, My life will be different if anyone of them, I loose. A decision must be made soon I still am not sure what to do I fear that any choice I make will make me into a loon On these, my mind must continue to chew. In the end, the decision is up to me Though each bit of advice will be held in my mind Each loving “I miss you” is a delightful treat All of these things though do not fully bind. Though I will have my friends and family always What I have to do, is what feels right to m

Wasted
Wasted– Another day Another kiss Wasted– Another hushed word unspoken Another goal unreached Wasted– Another lost and forgotten soul Another unfeeling heart Wasted– Another chance not taken Another dream left battered and torn Wasted– Another moment in time Another chance to forgive Wasted– Another road untraveled Another life gone untouched By Me

Standing Outside
I like not what I see but feel what I am I am invisible to people the world moving around me I am passing through life quickly and ever so aimlessly I do not like what I see but reality I cannot help The world goes by me with me unable to stop it I am immune to it all now knowing whether I am coming or going I feel what I am an outsider looking in I long to join but feel unable to move My mind says to enter to pass through this door Yet, inside, my soul says I am entering a black hole I will fall deep into it with no way to return Everything I hear said around me I know is said in vain I wish people could feel my anger my pain, my suffering And I wish someone would answer me this question I have lingering Why is it I like now what I see but can still feel what I am By Me

The Way Children See Things . . .
NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, "Mom! That lady isn't wearing a seat belt!" I didn't think about seat belts... MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and running for cover. The little boy watched in amazement and then asked, "What's the matter - haven't you ever seen a little boy before?" HONESTY My son Zachary, 4, came screaming out of the bathroom to tell me he'd dropped his toothbrush in the toilet. So I fished it out and threw it in the garbage. Zachary stood there thinking for a moment then ran to my bathroom and came out with my toothbrush. He held it up and said with a charming little smile, "We better throw this one out too because it f

Charge Of The God
I am the radiant King of the Heavens, flooding the Earth with warmth and encouraging the hidden seed of creation to burst forth into manifestation. I light my shining spear to light the lives of all beings and daily pour forth my gold upon the Earth, putting to flight the powers of darkness. I am the master of the beasts wild and free. I run with the swift stag and soar as a sacred falcon against the shimmering sky. The ancient woods and wild places emanate my powers, and the birds of the air sing my sanctity. I am also the last harvest, offering up grain and fruits beneath the sickle of time so all may be nourished. For without planting there can be no harvest; without winter, no spring. Worship me as the thousand-named Sun of creation, the spirit of the horned stag in the wild, the running wolf, the endless harvest. See in the yearly cycle of festivals my birth, death, and rebirth - and know that such is the destiny of all creation. I am the spark of li

Hillside
Walking up the hillside at sunset I see the most beautiful woman She is kneeling and praying I stand from a distance watching her pray I know that she has found her way Her hair flowing in the breeze I know she aims to please Her skin so soft Looks like satin as I watch I get closer to her on the hillside She opens her eyes She sees a man knowing he is the prize She smiles at me I walk past a tree Her eyes suck me in Blue as can be She knows all about me Her beauty is unwavering I know god sent her for me She holds out her hand Small and soft they are I kneel down with her She knows she has my heart in a flutter I bow my head We begin to pray knowing this day Will never go away I open my eyes I look at her lips She starts to speak I put one finger up Only to see the most beautiful woman the day can bring I kiss her gently She found my heart She is to become my body Without any motion She reads my mind I know this is a huge find Our time has c

Untitled
You long throughout your life For something you hold so dear To find that special someone You want to love for all of time To feel the heat of that one persons skin – As you lay nestled close to him To hear the baritone deepness of his voice – As he whispers to you in the night You feel safe and warm Laying in his arms Hoping one day he will come That perfect one that you will love Just wait and see for he will come The lover of your dreams

Her Eyes
Have you ever looked in someones eyes Look deep you will be surprised I looked in her eyes I saw a mother I saw a daughter I saw a sister I saw a lady Her life has dealt with many wrongs But this is her song In her eyes is happiness The blue is so deep The whites of her eyes show her fears The pupils tell me a happy story to come This looks like fun I would take those eyes and wear them for you any day What would you say I love my life I know what I have been through No one will ever truly understand the pain of this angel Born a princess When she is done she will die a queen Her castle will be the home she built Her courtyard will be her children I will stand by and watch her live a magnificent life And when I am gone I hope she understands it was not wrong My time had come and my reign ended Soon after she will join me in a new kingdom That is what her eyes tell me She was a child She was a lover Most of all she was a wonderful mother God is most hap

Charge Of The Goddess
I am the Great Mother, worshipped by all and existent prior to their consciousness. I am the primal female force, boundless and eternal. I am the chaste Goddess of the moon, the Lady of all magic. The winds and moving leaves sing my name. I wear the crescent Moon upon my brow and my feet rest among the starry heavens. I am mysteries yet unsolved, a path newly set upon. I am a field untouched by the plow. Rejoice in me and know the fullness of youth. I am the blessed Mother, the gracious Lady of the harvest. I am clothed with the deep, cool wonder of the Earth and the gold of the fields heavy with grain. By me the tides of the Earth are ruled; all things come to fuition according to my season I am refuge and healing. I am the life-giving Mother, wondrously fertile. Worship me as the Crone, Tender of the unbroken cycle of death and rebirth. I am the wheel, the shadow of the Moon. I rule the tides of women and men and give release and renewal to weary souls. T

Her Dream
I want you to live your life like you are in a dream You will walk next to me But know it is your dream When I hold you tight You will know everything in your life will be alright Hold my hand We are gods plan We exist for one sole purpose To live our lives with everything in sight Your dreams are mine as well now We can have fun Believe me I know how Lets take this giant leap Love one another so we cannot sleep I will wake in the morning know you are my blessing Love the sight of your tired eyes as they perk up and you kiss me I love you my baby Stay with me I need you next to me So we can live our lives accordingly I will make sure your heart no longer aches I will take you to your world In this dream of yours just hold my hand We will never land.

Desire To Serve
A growing desire builds upon Unbreakable trust that holds her To him, that feeds her love A single look from him Causes her to tremble in anticipation For a simple touch Her body yearns with Undisguised passion An animalistic kind of need That only he is able to fulfill A strengthening feeling overwhelms And consumes her To a point where she shakes with Unquenchable desire He knows her needs, her wants And he knows how to give it to her She trusts him implicitly Knows that he won’t hurt her to be cruel.

Lost Cherry Friends
To all my Lost Cherry Friends who take the time to say Hello, Hi, How Are You, rate my photos, leave me comments, Thank You from everything that I am. You would not believe the smiles and snickers you create when you do. Of those I do comment and keep in contact with you know that I do not leave rude, vulgar or degrading comments.. I never will. You call me sweet, thank you.. I call it being a gentlemen, respecting the ladies here on Lost Cherry, either with or without clothes. I struggle with being single on a daily basis and sometimes I ask myself why I even bother.. Its the friends that I have here on Lost Cherry.. To the rest of you what am I a friggin number

Well I'll Be Damned..
Holy shit, a blogger! ahem ahem (taps mic) "I'd like to thank the academy, and my producer, and all the lil ppl that made this happen, and..." Well Im just so happy I could just fart little daisy blooms whilst skipping and leaping across a field, like Im in one of those 70's cartoons where the character runs in place while the background moves behind them. You'll never escape my verbal onslaught now!! (cues the Dr Eeeevil pinky to corner of mouth) MUUUUWAAAHHAHAHAHAHA MUUUUUUUUWAAAHAHAHA HA HAAA!

For My Suzi Q
Your soul is like the vastest sea And mine a darting fish: I lose myself within your love; I live within your heart. I breathe your love: it is my air, My element, my world. I know no other ambiance; I have no other dream. I know there is outside your love A world of rocks and sand; And I could live there, too, but oh! How poor and thin each breath! How rich my world, how beautiful, Alive within your love, Each moment filled with dancing light Refracted through your eyes!

Hold On To The Night (1st Poem I Ever Wrote)
Hold on to the night You must grab it fast Don't let it go Make it last Hold on to the night Don't let it slip away If you let it go There could a price to pay Hold on to the night For only then can you dream And in your reality Nothing is the way it seems Hold on to the night Don't even say your prayers You know He Understands That is, the man upstairs Hold on to the night Try not to let it fade Keep the night dear and close And the memories that are made By Me

Find My Soul
Caught adrift on a wave of blissful immortality Immune from the pain of death Still feeling emotional train wreck Of love and loss, and in between Stuck in the eternal rut of repeating The same mental state of the decisions past made Trying to hide from the internal demons Stabbing at my soul leaving ragged gashes That never do heal, only rip open more They never leave, and are never silent Close my eyes to block out the world And they are there waiting to tear into me more Leaving my crying out in hysteria Begging them to let me be Detach myself from my body To be alone in my mind Where I can’t be harmed But I can’t be loved Because they don’t understand The hurt that I feel, they never will Destined to be alone for all of time Until I find one that will understand One that will deny these demons access To the torn and tattered soul that dwells inside One that will protect me from pain And love me for the one that I am But is there truly one, who can do that,

Her
I see her at night Makes my day alright She sits and talks with me I know I can be free She has the prettiest smile You havent seen one of those in a while Her cute embarrassed laugh is worth the while When she sees you you see a twinkle in her eye This guy definately wants her This guys needs her She brings that puzzle piece to his table He is more than able to give her heaven on a table He wants to take long walks and talk about nothing He wants to watch her play with her children He wants to see her happy in a very unhappy world He knows that she is real Unlike most women that cannot even feel He opens her doors He carries her groceries he watches sappy movies with her He would watch the notebook 50 times to see her cry he knows her heart is soft Her mind is strong This man sure cannot go wrong

Charge Of The Goddess
Listen to the words of the Great Mother, who of old was called Artemis, Astarte, Dione, Melusine, Aphrodite, Ceridwen, Diana, Arionrhod, Brigid, and by many other names: "Whenever you have need of anything, once in the month, and better it be when the moon is full, you shall assemble in some secret place and adore the spirit of Me who is Queen of all the Wise. You shall be free from slavery, and as a sign that you be free you shall be naked in all your rites. Sing, feast, dance, make music and love, all in My presence, for Mine is the ecstasy of the spirit and Mine also is joy on earth. For My law is love unto all beings. Mine is the secret that opens upon the door of youth, and Mine is the cup of wine of life that is the cauldron of Ceridwen, that is the holy grail of immortality. I give the knowledge of the spirit eternal and beyond death I give peace and freedom and reunion with those that have gone before. Nor do I demand aught of sacrifice, for behold, I am the mother of all th

Another Poem
A tear falls from glassy blue orbs A strong but tender hand reaches out To wipe away the tear Loving and soft, a gentle touch Helping to ease the pain That is felt deep within A journey taken, long and perilous Curving and winding, dipping and rising Never straight, never easy A tendency to fall from the right behavior shows A stern voice calls out To teach and guide Caring yet hard, a model to follow Molding into what is meant to be Keeping the discipline strict, So that the mind grows And the heart loves with unrelenting loyalty.

Beltane
I see light Shining so bright Tears and Fears Pain and Gain, Power and Greed Drumming and mead.. We come back to Earth.. I bring my soul back again to my mother Earth.. and father Sun Uniting as one.. at this Beltane! Our spirits join together to help create this sacred life force Flowers blooming No more glooming The past is done It's time new life has begun!

Ooooo... Entry One
I wasn't aware that the LC had a blog feature, so in the words of Theodore Logan and Bill S. Preston, Esq. "Bonnnnnnus!" :D So today went with the mum-sicle (as in popsicle) to le Dr. Not fun... at all. But hey, got free lunch and some new perfume! Yay! Now am sitting down, being a lazy bum. I have a pile of clean laundry on my bed, waiting to be folded and put away, and another pile of dirty laundry on the floor, waiting to be sorted and put into the washer. Blah! Don't want to do either of those things. At the moment, I just want to talk to my favorite person. He knows who he is. Doesn't he? Don't you, Cillian? Anyway, I either want to talk to him, or have sex with Kiera Knightly. And that's it. I have a feeling that neither of those things are going to happen, so I'll just go cry in the corner, maybe rock myself to sleep. Who knows... the possibilities are endless. So, after reading chapter 1 of Augusten Burrow's "Running With Scissors," I decided to go ahe

Dear Mike
First of all, let's get something straight. You were a pain in the ass. Just because you're dead doesn't mean I'm going to pretend you were a saint. You didn't expect that, did you? You should know better by now. It was always my job to give you crap. Everyone else put up with you. I couldn't sleep last night. I kept seeing the car hitting you, and thinking you wouldn't have wanted to die that way. I've changed my mind, though. I think you would have loved the attention. It was in all the papers, "Harley rider killed in accident!" They spelled your name wrong, though. That would have pissed you off. Tara is having a really hard time, Mike. I know I teased you when you married her and she was only 21. I remember on her birthday, asking if you bought her a new Barbie. You took ribbing so well. I know you loved her. She loves you too honey. I am so glad you got the chance to be happy. She will be ok. God will take care of her. The other day I cleaned out my in

All Hallow's Meet
Oh, wild lonely places of sweet dread delight That call to my Children on Halloween night In whispering wind wisps and whipporwill plight Tickling the treetops where moonbeams alight. Come hither, ye Witches, on silver light fly! Don't dawdle, don't saunter, don't idly stroll by! Lift your skirts as seer gusts catch the leaves dead and dry Rise up with the wind soaring hasty on high! Ride ye thus to the hollow in the wood dark and deep Where all merry parted shall now merry meet. At the time 'twas appointed that time shall ye keep To honor me, hail me in great esbat fete. When the moon sailing bright in the dark midnight blue Casts her spell on the landscape, reversing each hue, And the scent of the night gives the magickal clue To the circle make haste, give Hecate her due! Dance wild, draw the power and shape in a cone, Till the power is thine and the will is thine own Then hurl't to the wind that thy purpose be flown And thy wish shall I grant on the Night

Results Through 9/10/06
Well it was a great weekend for Football, wasn't it?? We had some excellent games to watch. It was an amazing experience to watch the Manning brothers go head to head. It was interesting to see NE and Bills come out so close in scoring. Ohio State showed everyone why they are ranked #1. BC played a tough offensive game that ended in double OT. Go BC! And my Vols squeezed out a win. Games: College and AFC East through 9/10/06 --Miami @ Pittsburgh (Steelers 28 Dolphins 17) --Air Force @ Tennessee Vols (Vols 31 AF 30) Go Vols! --Clemson @ BC (BC 43 Clemson 42) Go BC! --Penn State @ ND (ND 41 Penn 17) Go Irish! --Ohio State @ Texas (Ohio 24 Texas 7) Go Buckeyes! --Bills @ NE (NE 19 Buffalo 17) --Indy @ NY Giants (Indy 26 NY 21) --Jets @ Tennessee (Jets 23 TN 16) On to next week and lovin' it. Thank God football is BACK!

Life
The name, Your name, invokes the mysterious. The name, Your name, reaches my essence, The true, living spirit in me. I can become lost in its sonorous tone, a tone Which makes me ponder and reflect About you and what I have found. It is beginning to call for me, To call me from Afar, a feeling so perfect I feel its summon as I speak, hear or think Your name, I feel it again, as I have only once before, At least only as I have truly felt it in my soul, But now, I have It controlled. I am Master, but Only for a short time; then I will be overwhelmed. You dissipate my prolonged sadness. Your name, the deep beauty in it, and Your lovely pretty face all make me Feel happy, enlivened, joyous and delighted. What's in a name? All of this is embedded in yours. Your pure, ice-blue eyes add more power to you. I become lost in them, not mysteriously lost as if I were in the dark, but rather the feeling Of being lost in a sunset. Your soft, flowing brown hair highlights the

The Day You Left Me
Day in and day out I sit here trying to think Of A way out of this mess. My relationship has gone to hell No money in the bank Just me and this beat up old shack. Nothing has gone my way Since the day you left. To worry about where my next meal is gonna come from or how the bills are gonna get paid. I need to find a job. But no one seems to care About this lonely girl Who seems to not be able to do anything right. Nothing has gone my way Since the day you left me alone. To sit here and wonder what It was that I did so wrong. To send you away. BY: Sheila Christian *A long time ago*

My Life (part 5)
Ok....here it is...the final part to all of this.............. I've FINALLY opened up and told my heart and mind to the world, a lot of people have said WTF??? Others have said BRAVO.....I have to say thank you to all for your input, both good and bad. It was suggested by a very dear and close friend of mine that I find a way to express myself in some manner, so that I could bare my core, showing the world around me that I have a heart and soul, and what it is I deal with from the inside. He told me that I keep way to much inside, and that it's eating away at me. For some strange reason, that brought immediate tears to my eyes, and a horrible feeling in my gut. I knew he was right, and I thought about it for days until I finally came to the decision that it needed to be done. So there is the reason I did all of this. Good, bad, or indifferent, it's all out there for anyone who cares to read it, and it's gonna stay out there. So now, here are a few of the lessons I've

Life
PATHWAYS Well, it had been yet another bad day in the office, and once again it was the fault of that new girl, MaryAnne. She is one of those Wiccans, a so called witch. How can anyone in their right mind make this claim, knowing that it goes against God and all of the teachings of the bible? She doesn't even have the common decency to keep her satanic symbol, her pentagram necklace hidden from the view of the decent, God fearing people in the office. She has some nerve. I find that I cannot hate her for this though, for I know that she has been deceived. Satan works his evil in ways that she cannot see. I've seen that so called Wiccan Rede that she has tacked to the wall above her computer. On the surface, it looks like a decent loving belief, but all one must do is look, look closely and see that by practicing this way, and not embracing Jesus Christ as savior she is on the pathway to hell. As I've said, it was a bad day in the office. Thre

Crazy Eye Johnny Is The Shiznit!!! And U All Need To Recognize!
Get this video and more at MySpace.comGet this video and more at MySpace.comCrazy Eye Johnny I love you! Special thanks to all who sent me their wishes, you all are the most wonderful friends anyone could ask for much ♥ Crazy Eye Johnny @ LostCherry add her! she is the most amazing woman and friend ever so show her some love DAMN IT!

Little Lamb
The shepherd loved his little lamb, And gave it tender care, And followed it with his loving eyes. As it wandered here and there, And as he sat by his gazing flock-Who so meekily his voice obeyed, he pondered sadly his little lamb;as again it would stray. The little lamb had a loving heart, And adored his shephered true, But would turn aside and seek his own way as lambs will often do. With his gentle voice the shepherd called to his loved and straying lamb come back little one for you are not safe unless you are where I am. But still the lamb would soon forget, And unthinkingly wander away, And not really noticing what he did, From the shepherd's side would stray. Until one day the shepherd kind, took his rod in hand, What he then did seemed so cruel that the lamb could not understand. for with one sharp and well aimed blow down the rod so swiftly came; that it broke the leg of the little lamb, And left it crippled and lame. Then the little lamb wi

Life
HELLO TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE MET ON HERE. YOU SHOULD ALWAYS LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. DONT HOLD NOTHING BACK. DONT TAKE ANYTHING OR ANYONE FOR GRANTED. TELL PEOPLE EVERYDAY HOW YOU FEEL. GO PLACES SEE THE WORLD. HAVE FUN. YOU SHOULD LIVE LIFE LIKE YOU WERE DYING BECAUSE YOU JUST NEVER KNOW. I HAVE A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE WHO IS. I HAVE LEARNED ALOT FROM HIM.HE HAS TAUGHT ME MANY THINGS. HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. SO THAT IS WAT I AM GONNA DO. I AM GONNA GO OUT THERE AND SEE THE WORLD AND DO THINGS THAT I AM NORMALLY AFRAID OF DOING. I AM GONNA LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST. YOU SHOULD TOO. THANK YOU, HUGS TO ALL MY FRIENDS

Gossip
I am the whispers in the classroom I am the writing on the wall I am the one you love to hate I am the one designed to destroy I am the one you fear I ruin images I will shatter your so-called reality I will break your heart into shambles The pieces not fusible I will destroy your dreams, No matter how big, or how pathetic I will maim, I will kill I will crush your sanity I will ruin you forever I cannot be erased Once I appear I never disappear I will follow you like a shadow in the night Always there behind you Waiting for your wall to go down Everything you want and dream I will take I am Gossip Never underestimate me By Me

My Life (part 4)
Ok, here we go again, so WAKE UP.....! Zach, my son, the only natural born heir to my throne (or recliner). 16 years old, 6'5" (no typo there), 185 lbs, dark hair and almond eyes like his momma, olive complexion, and empathetic like his momma, hard headed and stubborn like his daddy....... I finally figured out why he is as tall as he is, to make room for that huge heart of his. I've never known another kid that is as capable of love as that boy. He has this natural ability to bring out the heart in anyone, and I've seen it time and time again. Simply an amazing boy. He was born on Sept. 10th, 1989 at 11:58pm.....two minuites more and he would have been born one day late, and shared his birthday with the 9-11 victims......whew. The night we brought him home from the hospital, I woke up at around 2am, I got up and went to his basinette , there was a moon beam shining through the window, illuminating him. I reached down and picked him up, and at that very moment, I knew t

My Life (part 3)
Ok, Navy is behind me, now I'm finding the healing for my mind and my soul. I know it will take a long time, but at least its started. Damn, been a lotta years now, still have the nightmares every so often....sigh. Got back to Texas and hooked up with a little cutey I met on my last leave home.....Mary Jo, damn she was cute, looked just like Goldie Hawn with dark hair !!! Ended up marrying her, boy was that a mistake....we just weren't ready, especially me, my mind was still screwed up. So we went our seperate ways, and ended that one. I hear she's married to a good man now, happy and doing well....that pleases me to no end.....wish I could find her and tell her. Met my second wife a couple years later, she impressed me. Taking care of two little ones, a house, bills, day to day life, all on her own. We married.....19 and a half years.....she was a good woman, I just wasn't the right man for her. In the end, she was angry all the time, it took me awhile, but I finally f

Pic Ratings
You know i like getting votes on my pics and i could care less if it's a 1 or a 10 but what annoys the shit outta me is how can you vote pics of someone's kids a freaking 1? i mean come on now don't you have anything better to do? Maybe that's just me but i dunno this is my blog so i can rant and rave all i want haha

Thanks
I am so very thankful that each and every one of you has became my friend. I have chatted with several of you and had a blast doing so. For the others that I have not talked to yet. I hope to be able to learn something about each of you. Now I am not going to say that I can or will remember something about each of you. But, it would be nice if I could take a little bit with me each time. Thanks again, Jamie

Blogs... And Stuff... About Stuff...
Well, firstly I feel I must write the obgligatory sort of first blog statement, but be sure not to blink because it will be very brief. *ahem*(hear ye, hear ye, and whatnot) So this is my first blog... And it left just as fast as it came... Anyway... Wow... now I dont even feel like saying anything else. But dont you feel now that that obligatory statement was quite a to do? I do. Chandler.

Why Is It?
Lately I have noticed a lot of times thatpeople are on networking sites with PRIVATE profiles? I mean does this really make sense to say you are on a site to make friends, and yet have a private profile? I know several people that if they do notknow a person and say some guy asks to be your friend but has no picture and a locked profile. And then he bitches because he got denied..........ummmmmmm DUH??

My First Story
An Enticing Evening Roger W. Miracle Jr. 09Sept06 Time slows as I follow this heavenly specter down the hall to my bedroom. As each second crawls by my senses are bombarded by every fiber of her essence. Her scent engulfs my nasal passages. The scent is a delicate mixture of sweet jasmine and hot pheromones. With each breath, I’m further entranced by it. My focus moves to her body. With every step, I take down the hallway I see more and more of her angelic frame. Every five steps forward equates to another article of delicate clothing falling to the floor. First, it’s her fantasy-inducing blouse. The blouse seems to float like a feather to the solid wood floor. It seems to take only five steps for the blouse hits the floor and for her to begin to undo her form fitting jeans. She stops just long enough to entice me even more with a sensuous strip tease. My steps continue to fall short of hers. My eyes watch intensely as her jeans slowly exposes each delicate inch of her h

My Life (part 2)
My Life (part 2) Ok, lemme back up a bit here...... Finally managed to graduate High School without being killed, hooked on drugs, becoming a father at 16, or being beaten to badly by the gangs. Whew, was a bit close, but I made it, even managed to make the top ten percentile. There I was, fresh outta school, a free man, ready to take on the world. Biggest thing I remember was that very next day, waking up, staring at the ceiling and thinking to myself "Self, your now looking at a lifetime of work, paying bills, and responsibility"....I pulled the covers back up over my head !!! Actually, I enjoyed that summer, drank a bunch of beer, spent a lotta time at the lake, got me laid royally by a sweet little blonde (was my girlfriend), and then joined the US Navy.....yahoo !!! LOL...I remember being at the AFEES station in Dallas, there for my physical, standing in a huge room with about 50 other guys, all of us in our tighty whities. 25 on one side of the room, 25 on th

Damn I Was Lucky
Well I had a fucked up day. I was on my way into work when my fucking brakes gave out. AND THANK GOD I was doing 30-40 mph, cause i wound up hitting this chick in a subaru. We pull off to the side of the road, she got out an so did I an she was like your airbag go off? And i responded no, then I said do you wanna call the cops or trade insurance information?? she was like no i work for a car dealership. With that she got back in her car and took off. I was like DAMN i was lucky specially since I had no damage done to my car but I had cracked her bumper. consider me lucky.

My Life
Ok, blog time........... Well, lets see, blogs are usually about life and lifes little ups and downs. So lets take a look at my lifes "ups and downs". Born in Fort Worth, Texas in 1957 (yeah, old, I know), to my parents Nell and JW. Dad is a good man, loves his kids, hates his mistakes, worked hard all his life, and never once broke his word to me. Mom...oh yeah...shes a hotty, a redhead, sweet, loving and mean as a snake (shhhh...don't tell her I said that). But the snake part only came out when I was being a little turd...which was most of the time...go figger. Have a sister, Donna, that I love with all my heart, just never was able to tell her that for some damned reason. Grew up trying to protect her, still have that tendency, but now she has a better man than me watching over, and taking care of her. That would Edderd....my favorite brother-in-law. Couldn't have picked a better man if I'd picked him myself. Thanks Ed for taking her off my hands (and back)...she's

Sorry about not being able to get to everyones pages that has come by and become fans or friends, or even leaving comments. I will get to everyone, I promise! I would also like to extend special thanks to tazman, ggizmo69, saber, and rulebreaker, for being patient with me and helping through one of the most trying times of my life, Thanks everyone, Kellie

Cuts
My mind is adrift as I search for something anything that can help me with this high The pain is like a drug for me curing everything that is broken around me I find it, then I sit down, debating where to start that's a good place, but alas, so is that one I close my eyes and start cutting only opening them when I feel the blood hit my leg, peaking my already jubilant high Each cut only bringing more to my high but finally, I sucomb to not falling into a sleep Many ways I have tried many ways not capable to fulfill my high I do not want to be forsaken I have chosen my road I want to walk down Let me walk! I bandage my arms, tears now replacing the blood Once again, I have tried to complete something and once again, I did not succeed to ending my pain and anger More scars to add to the ones already there The ones I can see, and the ones I can feel But.... Maybe.....tomorrow. Yes, tomorrow. By Me and no....I'm not suicidal...it's an old poem I wrote

Home Late
It's been another crappy day at work and you arrive home late. As you walk into the house you notice all the lights are off and it appears that I am not home. You go into the kitchen and find the table set and candles that were lit, but have burned themselves out. You realize I had a special dinner waiting for you and stupid you forgot to call and tell me you would be working late. You stand there looking at the table and decide you will make it up to me some how. You walk into the bedroom and I am laying on the bed, wearing a black silk teddy with panties that tie in a bow on each hip.. I am sound asleep and you can see that I ve been crying. You feel so bad, but you know just what I need to make me feel loved and wanted. You undress and jump into the shower. You quickly and quietly shower and freshen up. When You return I am laying on my back and you watch as my breasts raise and fall with each breath. I look so beautiful lying there, but you want to make me feel beautiful, so you

Its Bout Fkn Time!
WOWWWWWWWW, FINALLY Jesus listened to me and GOT BLOGS :D oh now Im super duper happy!!! WOOHOO TY!!!!!! OOOOOOH WOW ok so yeah Ill try to get over the excitement :) atleast SOMETHING made my day.... So this week I aint been feelin so hot... sadness, started monday, thought I was havin some hunger pains didnt understand why because well I dont really get that and I had eatin breakfast so it was odd...so ok ate...well tuesday the pains were more frequent even when I ate...and by tue night ahhh major painnnnnns esp if I did eat then they got worse...didnt sleep a wink last night...well ok maybe a lil wink ;) but I was hurtin in muh tum tum SOOOO BAD I barely ate dinner that night so I didnt get it...worse pain in muh life I fkn tell ya...I hate dr's but it was so bad in the am...that n throwin up EWWW I KNO but if ya dont like it DONT FKN READ MY BLOG hahaha anyways...so I got in *its amazing usually they dont got any openings...* my old dr. moved to OR so I had lil mr Lee LOL! calle

A New Poem
An uncertainty lingers in the heart and soul Afraid to choose wrong Scared to speak up and be cast down For opinions and thoughts and feelings Unsure of how to say something Without the other party taking it wrong And feeling hurt by what was said But how do I say what I need to say And how do I move on When there are some trying to control me In a way that I can’t abide by But how can I let them know That I need my space That yes I do need help But I can’t let them take over my life I need to be able to take my life And fix it, get to where I need to be Without the bad influences I want help yes but I also want to do it mostly on my own.

Meh....im Sure Ill Get An Ear Full
This afternoon I had a chance to talk with a good friend of mine from new zealand. The topic at hand was the movie V for Vendetta. An awesome movie and one that needs to be seen by all. Not with a closed "another action flick by the wachowskis". But with an open mind for all things around us. Do you feel afraid? Ever wonder if your conversatoins regarding your family and friends are exactly that? Yours? Me too. I pointed out with my friend that this movie directly patterns life in the US today. Grant it not the extreme as in the movie...however, whats to say we aren't heading in said direction. Laws restricting rights for homosexuals, blanket accusations for the Muslim world; those are just two issues in the whole movie that speak Bush to me when I hear them. I'll admit it. When 9-11 happend, I wanted revenge. I wanted to get back at the bastards that hit us...and hit us hard. But hindsight being 20/20 as it always is...I see myself wishing we hadn't gone to war. I

Helping People Out
i wants was told doing good helping people out was a good thing. like my friend went up to st.louis after we moved down here and left me with his parents we wAS living in a hotel. i worked 3 jobs to feed them , get his dads loans payed off and to to pay for the hotel rooms for us to keep warm from the cold. a year later my friends dad died and they turned around and stabed thier friends in the back.. but is it true what they say if you do a good deed.you would be rewarded later on in life.

Not Long
I loved you for a little I loved you not for long Our love was only brief Like the opening to a song The time was not lasting For it only seemed a day Then it all disappeared Like the wind swept it away Our love was simply shattered I guess it was a wrenching twist of fate So now it seems that life has handed us another lesson to take By Me

Updates And Stuff About Me P1
Ok so I know I posted a bunch of new stuff up on my page yesterday for anyone who cares to read. Kinda glad they put this up...though if you really want to know what I'm thinking get to know me, I might tell. Ok so right now I'm looking to trade in my 04 strat for possibly an 04 350Z or 04 RX8. I really want to get into drifting. Yeah I know it's something to get me in more trouble but I've been pretty good lately so I think that makes up for it right ha ha. Anyway it's always been a dream of mine to earn some street cred. I know with a new car trying to pay it off would hinder my financial situation as far as modding it...but I feel with the right color combo I could make it into something I could drive through college and out into the real world too and it wouldn't seem so much a "kid" car. With the start of the school year comes the possibility of SO many more heartbreaks, but this year just doesn't feel the same. After back and forth Ashley is back in my life for good...now w

Friends
I am Tantalizingdeath AKA DJ Tantalizing, I am here to meet real people. I am not here to prove to you how much of a woman I am or can be. If I choose to let you inside that is a chose I make freely. I also did not come here for CyberSex. I can get real sex and I know it. All I have to do is go down to the local College bar wear a short shirt no panties high- heals and a shirt that wouldn't cover my infants backside. And wow you'll be amazed at how much free booze and dick I can get. I am a flirt. I enjoy entising each listener I get pure delight in teasing each one every time I sign on at Temptation~X Radio. So if you enjoy a friend who is more then just the titties and ass nature handed her then lets chat, lets be friends, hell lets be real. Peace, Love, and Kisses

Hey All
WOW this is neat!!!! I would just like to thank everyone who tuned into my show today on www.flownet-radio.org I have a blast! and I'm still thinking either of if I want to have someone call in every show or just every wednesday.... give me your input and let me know what you think... Thanks so much you guys ROCK Angel

Stuff And Dumbs
Well as some of you know I am in Canada and I am loving it, its been great I have had such a laugh and I have to thank Nicole, Missy, India, Safie and Q. most of you will not know what any of that means but they will.

The Feeling
The feeling I feel is of pain and love, from many and from few. My love has dismayed me, my friends have hurt me. My trust has been broken for all-time. My friends disown me, My love hurts me. It is hard to go on, yet I must. I cry every night, from the things they say. That go straight to the heart. I feel I must go, but I cant. Love holds me behind, at the same time pain pushes me away. KinkyScreams 2001 ©

Golf Laws
" Golf Laws " LAW 1: No matter how bad your last shot was, the worst is yet to come. This law does not expire on the 18th hole, since it has the supernatural tendency to extend over the course of a tournament, a summer and eventually, a lifetime. LAW 2: Your best round of golf will be followed almost immediately by your worst round ever. The probability of the latter increases with the number of people you tell about the former. LAW 3: Brand new golf balls are water-magnetic. Though this cannot be proven in the lab, it is a known fact that the more expensive the golf ball, the greater its attraction to water. LAW 4: Golf balls never bounce off of trees back into play. If one does, the tree is breaking a law of the universe and should be cut down. LAW 5: No matter what causes a golfer to muff a shot, all his playing partners must solemnly chant "You looked up," or invoke the wrath of the universe. LAW 6: The higher a golfer's handicap, the more qualified he deems himse

Gee...now They Got A Blog Thingy!
Um..hello to anyone out there that actually took the time to stop by and read this. I feel very sorry for you since it's nothing spectacular. Just wanted to check out their new blog tool thingy and give it a go. Well..since you stopped by...can at least leave a few very bad jokes up here. Two ducks go on their honeymoon and stay in a hotel. As they are about to make love, the male duck says, ''Oh, we haven't got any condoms. I'll ring down to room service.'' He calls and asks for some condoms. The woman says, ''OK sir, would you like to put them on your bill?'' ''No,'' he says, ''I'll suffocate!'' It was a really hot day and this blonde decided she would go buy a coke. She went to the coke machine and when she put her money in, a coke came out - so she kept putting money in. And since it was such a hot day, a line had formed behind her. Finally, a guy on line said, "Will you hurry up? We're all hot and thirsty!" And the blonde said, "No way. I'm still winning!"

Blogs! Finally! Yay
God damn took em long enough I was so tired of myspace blogs no one reads my shit maybe here more people will they seem a lot more open then myspace viewers.. ass holes hahahah i will be posting blogs daily just to let ya know probably some sexy stories for all your pleasure and other stuff so please stay tune

If Only I Were Free.
I'd sleep until the sun forced me out of bed and I'd stay up to hear the velvet rustle of white moonlit trees and howl until I felt alive. I'd eat chocolate and all things sweet whenever I wanted. I'd eat with my fingers and lick them clean. I'd strip myself bare, lie on the sand, spread my arms and my legs and try to swallow the sun. I'd wear long flowing dresses and let my hair grow wild and never worry about make-up or shaving anything. I'd twirl until I was dizzy, swim until I was tired, sing until I was hoarse, and dance naked around a full moon fire. I'd lie on the grass and look at cloud dragons and pick lavender and gather sea shells. I'd save treasures like a magpie: acorns, pods, strange looking driftwood, shiny baubles, a tender collection of moments. I'd take long afternoon naps in the shade, and then wade in cool streams with my skirts tied up at my waist. I'd eat peaches ripe from the trees, and pick blueberries and raspb

Sorry
Just want to apologize to everybody if I don't respond quick enough to ur comments or messages... My computers slow right now and it keeps booting me out. I will get to u just hang in there...lol.. Someone brought it to my attention and made me feel really bad so I just want to say sorry!! But u know I still love you all... Smile : )-

Summer Heartbreak
When I think of you I'm reminded of skies so blue Of a summer love That was sent from heaven above. Quiet in the mind Freedom in a bind Chains on the heart Love broken apart Miss you I do Dreams of you in the night. Now that I'm confined in these walls of despair My heart it seems broken beyond repair I just can't forget your angel face. My love for you locked in my heart's secret place. Quiet in the mind Freedom in a bind Chains on the heart Love broken apart Miss you I do Dreams of you in the night. I only hope that you're happy now. That life is treating you good somehow Maybe someday when this trouble is far away You and I will be together again. BY: Sheila Christian

I Look (another Personal Poem)
I look in the mirror at my face, so beaten, so scarred I look ugly now I am not attractive as I used to be My body houses scars that run deep they run through the bone It was not always like this You were once gentle But you blame your change on me You said I made you mad I made you do all of this But yet, I still do not see I guess I never will It will never be told It will die with you Sooner then you think By Me

Why?
AS I LOOK AROUND CHERRY AND AT PEOPLES PICS I WONDER WHY PEOPLE ARE SO RUDE IF YOU DONT LIKE SOMEONE DONT COMMENT ON THEM. SOME OF THE COMMENTS I HAVE READ HAVE BEEN REALLY CRUEL. AND THESE PEOPLE GIVEN PEOPLE 1'S WITHOUT COMMENT ARE CHICKEN IF YOUR GOIN TO BE MEAN AT LEAST HAVE THE GUTS TO DO IT SHOWING WHO U ARE. THIS REALLY HURT MY FRIENDS FEELINGS. IT IS SO MUCH EASIER NOT TO SAY SOMETHING AT ALL THEN TO BE MEAN. THATS HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT ANYWAY.

My Jobs :)
ok, so i have 2 jobs.. one i love and one i don't lol.. soooo... i LOVE day care!!! i get paid for playing and watching movies with little kids! :) they are naughty sometimes but they always want to be a "big kid" so if u remind them they almost always are good.. so far 2 little boys told me they loved me lol... and one of them also drew me a picture, told me i was pretty, and asked me if i was married (how cute is that!?!) anyways, i really like that job i have also been working in a hospital since january.. i clean rooms so its not always fun! lol.. i think im the youngest one there by like 10-20 years so my best friends there are like 32, 50, and 60 years old lol.. but its all good cuz break time is always extra long lol

Heaven's Couple
My life was nothing more than dust in the wind I stood silently and you found in this crazy world At night you wonder if I really love you I found that the person who saved me was you I was nothing more than dust in the wind You picked me up You knew I fell in love You knew that my touch would make you tremble You knew this was not terrible It was your once in a lifetime love The one who would live his life as yours Stand with me Show me your soul I am the one you want to hold Put your arms around me Dance with me in the rain I will show you no pain WHen I look in your eyes you know it is real It is now once again your time to feel I was dust in the wind Our love is what we win You saved me I held you Our love is stronger than any pain we have ever felt We look in each others eyes We are intense Love has no boundaries I will never lose you baby to the rest Hold my hand we will go through life You will soon be my wife When I hold you life will say Tha

Make Me Yours!!!!!!!!!
As the snow falls gently outside I turn to you The glow from the fire reflecting off your face The warmth of the embers felt on our skin Your rough touch sending me to the edge of a reality I am not sure I am ready to enter yet afraid not to... Wanting you, wanting to enter your world to feel the strength from you in it washing over me but yet afraid to take that first real step through the portal you have opened.... Gently you take my wrist and guide me Never leaving my side as my journey begins I am now yours sir. KinkyScreams 2006©

Heart To Heart
You lay your head down to sleep tonight Sick as can be you know I am right there I sit in prayer for your light He will come tonight Clean you up So you are no longer ill I will fast for your healing I will show god what I am feeling Tonight is the night God and I have a heart to heart She is suffering that child of yours She is the light to so many I can hear her crying Take the sickness and throw it away She is one who will show people the way Take her illness Pass it into the fire She is sleeping cause she is so very tired I will watch over her through prayer She is strong You know you cannot go wrong When she wakes in the morning Let her find a new found glory She has the passion of a child She will not run wild Lay your godly hands upon her She will feel better with your comfort When I end my prayer I know she will be there Her eyes will open My prince what have you done Princess tonight was the night God and I had a heart to heart It is not you

Hey Sexy Cherries!!!!
i just want to thank all you sexy cherries for making this a happening place...i have made so many awesome friends and this place really rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! big hugs n kisses to all muahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Heart Mind Body And Soul
I am filled with chills this man This Prince of Princes He is a sight to see He holds my hand like no one before He looks at me right into my eyes Is he the man of my dreams? I have been on a life long journey Could this be the end? Tonight I may have found the one I have dreamed If I have he will complete me I was never just one only half the puzzle Now I may be complete one heart, mind, body and soul He brushed his hands through my hair Like a breeze at night right off the ocean He is strong He is kind He is the one I would have hoped to find I have never felt like this before My mind racing who is this man It is the one my father sent down for me Does he have a chariot and a steed I feel like cinderella at the ball This man is to real for this night to end I will savor this moment for what it is I know that maybe someday I will be his heart, mind, body and soul and will live forever treasuring him

He Entered Her Life
Ever been in search of the perfect one Someday they will come You look at someone as your harmony As part of your party You look at their smile It will push you that extra mile You look at their eyes You know it is the one who will make you wise You know when you see forever Your head in the clouds and it will take you to heaven When you dance with them You can feel every breath from them Your heart beats as 1 You know for sure this girl is the one When she crawls up and lays on your chest You know you may have passed a test Will life get in the way It cant when she is part of it One eye open and one eye closed She just made you look with both Will she reach deep inside And know you have nothing to hide Will she like you as a man For sure she has a plan Flow with what life gives you You may find the dream between the 2 of you

Have You Been Truly Loved
Walk with me for a moment This is a time you will never forget Have you ever left someone that you would totally regret Have you ever felt your insides so sick Have you ever laid down just to think of them Has a man ever held your hand The kiss of death is not so bad When beauty comes in the end Some of your closest may pass you by I am here to tell you why Not that they did not love you so Jesus passed many to die for our soul but in the end his love was deep WHen I see my girl I know she is for me Would I pass her by to die for her You bet so she would know her kids need her to Love is more that lust or spite It is the deepest you feel in your heart and mind Close your eyes and think about your love DO you feel their body next to yours That is what brings us to one heart, mind, and body This creates the new soul you have So when you think back to your ex loves Or you think about your loves ex loves Keep in mind and close your eyes Know that if your jealous

Bdsm
BDSM TOTAL MIND CONTROLL ( Just my thought's on mind controll part ) In the BDSM world alot of Dom's use mind controll to keep the submissive in controll ...Why you may ask ....To bend the mind into giving up free will ( or so I have been told ) But as a person and humanbeing in my thought's total mind controll is the worst way to treat a submissive.As I have said befor ......Submmising is a gift not something that should be takin lightly and to give such a thing is one of the hardest and most giving way a sub can say I love you Striping away ones self and molding the sub's mind to acept and do the thing's the Dom wants.But is this love ? Is it truly submissing ?I say no...In my thought's it is a way of robing one of their true self and a way of being selfish. We are who and what we are to make us a indivusal. In time the sub will go threw a burn out stag ( i have been there so I know this one frist hand ) It's where the min

Harmony
Ever been in search of the perfect one Someday they will come You look at someone as your harmony As part of your party You look at their smile It will push you that extra mile You look at their eyes You know it is the one who will make you wise You know when you see forever Your head in the clouds and it will take you to heaven When you dance with them You can feel every breath from them Your heart beats as 1 You know for sure this girl is the one When she crawls up and lays on your chest You know you may have passed a test Will life get in the way It cant when she is part of it One eye open and one eye closed She just made you look with both Will she reach deep inside And know you have nothing to hide Will she like you as a man For sure she has a plan Flow with what life gives you You may find the dream between the 2 of you

Forever Yours
You walk into work everyday The men are amazed I sit back in chair I have smelled her hair You walk by me Give me a wink If they all knew I was crazy about you You sit down away from me You look at me I smile real big All the men walk by you They dont know that smile belongs to me I have seen you with your glasses off I have seen you with your hair down They dont know you can crumble to pieces and I am there to pick them up Your very special to me you will always see that Tomorrow when you walk in the men will still stare at you They dont know your love belongs to me They dont know you are mine I am yours Forever in your heart and soul

Forever Man
I come with quite a storm This storm has no rain or clouds It is my blowing through your life Like tornado I kick debris from you You will be safe in my arms Hold on tight this is a wild ride I am in it for the long term Feel how strong this storm is That is the passion I hold for you Know that I will always be true I am the forever man I will pick you up with the wind beneath your feet Trust me because this will definately be sweet I know you want the passion of a lion The love of a lamb Well here I am I am your forever man When the clouds come over you I will protect you with my storm You will never need Someone who is not sweet Because you have your forever man I will grow old and my feelings will stay strong I will not become weak in the dawn of my old age Just know I am your forever man

My Favorite Show When I Was A Kid
THE KROFFT SUPERSHOW!!!! Kaptain Kool and the Kongs (Superchick, Nashville, Turkey, and for the first season, Flatbush) were a colorful rock band who acted as hosts of this weekly show. Besides introducing the various shows, Kaptain Kool and the Kongs would performs songs and participate in various skits. The first season featured episodes of Electra Woman and Dyna Girl, Dr. Shrinker, Wonderbug and for a short time, Lost Saucer reruns. During the second season, only Wonderbug stayed and Magic Mongo and Bigfoot and Wildboy were added. Wonderbug

God... I Love This Feeling !!!!!
When your heart skips a beat, everytime you think about him How when he's around even the slightest glance from him sends you soaring And when he brushes up against you ever so slightly, you think your knees are going to buckle underneath you.... When he kisses your lips. so softly, tenderly, you feel as if its your last breath on this earth..... When he gently caresses your face... the butterflies in your stomach flutter so awesomely And, when he tells you for the first time that he loves you, your mouth gets as dry as the Sahara desert. and if you swallow... your esophagus is going to collapse....... I love that feeling of my heart pounding a thousand times a second, as if the earth is moving under your feet. and your soaring through the clouds in your own little world of happiness Your soul feels like it has connected with your one and only soulmate for life................. Life and love are so unpredictable........... I only want to feel this way again

Forever In Our Lives
I wannabe I know I can be I will try so hard when you need heaven Tear in a cup You only have to look up at me I will be the man you need in your life I will show you how a woman should be treated in life You look up in my eyes You see tomorrow is forever in the day of our lives I will be by your side True and faithful With love on our minds what is our next step in this tale I tell you to close your eyes Think of blue skies See forever begins and ends on the same side Look at me this is what you will see I begin and end the man you want in your life I get down on one knee I bow my head I look up in your eyes I ask on this cliff tonight Will you be my wife You smile at me A tear comes your eyes You falldown next to me on your knees and say I would be proud to be your wife We hug and kiss That was such bliss Tears in our eyes We are each others forever in our lives

Frendship
I Asked I asked to be your friend;And lend you my ear;I asked nothing in return;And offered my friendship;I asked you to open the door;And let me in your circle;I asked you to talk;And let go of the pain;I asked you to take a chance; And look for the hope;I asked you to be forgiving; And not doubt yourself;I asked you to take comfort;And know you have a friend;I asked you to let go;And let yourself heal;I only asked to be your friend.

Fireball
I hold out my hands and you see the fire What is happening this is a life with desire I hold a flaming ball in each hand I do not get burned cause I know who I am I am the man you thought could walk on water I am the man you thought could change water into wine But I am only the man that married you one day Yet you thing highly of me and that is ok We walk through a world of danger and deceit You know I am right there and nothing will touch your feet I am not a magic man Or a man that is immortal I am just the man that thought you could spend your life with I will walk barefooted in the snow and wind So you know I will come back again I am the man that will take the lightening Spark my body and there will be no fighting Take your best aim My life with her is not game We will find forever through him But today you thought I was a magic man Love is peculiar you can overcome anything This life that you see is not just mine The flames I hold are sin and I will put t

Reason, Season Or A Lifetime....
People come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do. When someone is in your life for a reason, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They are there for the reason, you need them to be. Then without any wrong doing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. When people come into your life for a season, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. T

It's About Time!
Well, it's about time LostCherry added blogs!!!! And just in time too. Cause I got a big announcement. I'm going back to school!!!! (Seriously, I am!) I'll be going for computer information systems. I start in four weeks. Am I excited? Hell yeah I am! Anyway, wish me luck!!!!

Extreme Couples Love
I knew some day you would find way to tell me you love me I stand here at the end of my rope We would go to dinner and you looked so beautiful I knew how wonderful you were We would dance and I knew I had every chance A lucky man I was When you walked out the door I knew who I was When We laid next to one another you would stare in my eyes I knew you were one big surprise We had planned children Our love was a deep affection of one another I need to be saved from myself I need to find my way I am on the edge of my ledge I was watching tv when I found out They say the plane plunged into the ground I ran outside and screamed at my god I fell to my knees and looked on the ground I looked around Infront of me was a note It said you were the greatest man i ever met I fell and wept I knew my love had died I looked to the sky and could see her face decorated in the stars I looked behind me was a man in white My wife stood next to him I ran to her she said I love you

A Dark Friend
Come see how beautiful the darkness is And the glory that's his. With ebony light his eyes do shine And lips as rid as the reddest wine. Don't be afraid he doesn't want your soul. Just to be your friend that's his roll. And heaven hasn't been kind. When the light leaves you blind. No he's not in league with the devil. He is not a liar, always on the level, But he knows what its like to be an outcast. and struggles like you with a dimly lit past. Written BY: My Brother Lenny

Peom
A vision of hope in the eyes of my love A set of feelings sent from God Above A wish to be together, a dream to come true Hearts so full of love yet left so broken in two A million questions on our minds And answers we have yet to find Thoughts about what the further may hold Even after everything we have already been told A love so strong not even distance can break Love so real it can't even be faked Proving that our love is meant to be We just wish everyone around us would agree Holding on to what we think is right We found in each other what makes life bright Feeling so lonely when were apart Were meant to be together and we feel it in our hearts Fighting so hard for what we seek But no one is listening to what our hearts speak Doing our best to past this loves test Because we know in this life we've been blessed Blessed with love and care We know what we have is very rare Some search there whole life for love like this It's the sweets thing that ex

As the snow falls gently outside I turn to you The glow from the fire reflecting off your face The warmth of the embers felt on our skin Your rough touch sending me to the edge of a reality I am not sure I am ready to enter yet afraid not to... Wanting you, wanting to enter your world to feel the strength from you in it washing over me but yet afraid to take that first real step through the portal you have opened.... Gently you take my wrist and guide me Never leaving my side as my journey begins I am now yours sir...... KinkyScreams 2005©

Waiting
Wanting,lusting, to be held,to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing,hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted,loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Why Do We Allow Illegal Aliens To Drive On Our Roads?
So in November I bought my very 1st new car. I have loved that car like no other! Today it got wrecked. I paid it off YESTERDAY with a refinance on my mortgage. So here is the real kicker. The guy that caused this FIVE car accident. Was an illegal alien, No drivers license, no insurance but for some fucking reason our country allowed him to PURCHASE a car here to drive on our roads. He was taken to the hospital for treatment on our tax dollars. So what is going to happen to this guy? Well, they gave him a couple of traffic tickets, slapped him on the wrist and are going to send him back home to Mexico. I guess so he can come back over here tomorrow and do the same thing again. I on the other hand will suffer higher insurance rates in a state that already has ridiculously high insurance costs. I will have to pay for my own deductible, cover the cost of a car rental, MY insurance company is going to have to cover the cost of repairing my car and the medical bills of myself AND my passeng

Please Get This Across America And The World
PLEASE GET THIS ACROSS AMERICA AND THE WORLD: STOP KILLING OUR CHILDREN Current mood: concerned PLEASE GET THIS ACROSS AMERICA AND THE WORLD: STOP KILLING OUR CHILDREN People (everyone) need to be aware of what is going on in our streets. Our children are dying everyday. A child , could be yours, could be mine will die today. I can promise you that it will be more than one or two of our us that will go to our own childs funeral on any given day. It is a shame that there isn't much about these kinds of problems being done and that there isn't more that we (the parents and community) can do about this. If the drugs aren't killing our children then gangs arand all the violence will. To all you parents out there: watch your children and keep them safe. Know where they are, who they are with, and what they are doing at all times. If us parents don't watch out for our children who will. I can tell you who will be. The person selling them the drugs, selling our own children g

Men And Their Peckers
why do men think of their peckers so highly? i mean they take more pictures of them than they do their kids. when a man has adult pics it usually means one thing..pecker pics! "this is me and my pecker at yellow stone park, he was so happy"..."this is my pecker on his 25th birth day, see he still has a little cake on his face, awww". MEN! GET OVER IT! you are the only ones who like looking at that slimy little one eyed varmit! seen one pecker youve seen em all! (well unless its like 1" hard, then we'd all like a good laugh). i mean if i had something like that attached to my body..something that whispered evil things to me..telling me to poke it in anything round...swiming pool vacuum hose outlets, hot apple pies, sheep, monica lewinski's mouth, id either call a priest or have it surgically removed! the world would be a much better place if men had breasts instead of peckers!

Blogs
So, apparently the blog feature just got turned on. It's funny because all of a sudden I see all these notifications that people have posted new blog entries. Most of them are something like this. "Oh yeah! Blogs! I love blogs. Show me some love!" That's cool. I'm just waiting to see who here on the LC has something interesting to talk about. If you have a blog and aren't on my friends list yet, let me know so I can come check it out and see what you have to say. In the meantime I'm going to avoid saying anything original in my blog, but I'm going to do it in a clever way so you feel like I actually said something. Did it work?

Dream Man
Day in and Day out I am the one you have dreamt about Look closely in your dreams and you will see me I am the man standing tall Like bricks and mortar in a wall I am the man with a soft heart As soft as the pillow you lay your head on I use my courage to battle through it all Im as fierce as a lion I take no bull at all When it comes to the lady I am as soft as a bunny She has my attention Cause I sure am dang funny When she makes me laugh My smile is as big as can be When she gets that one tear She knows I am happy So never fear Im not to far away If you need me dear Just dream away I am your dream man

Dream Girl
I walk past you in the store You look in my eyes but I see more Your eyes are green I can see the whole world You smile at me and I say hi You did not just walk by You stop at me and I see some flowers I grab a bunch and asked if I could see you in a couple hours You giggle at me you say we just met I said I know you were heaven sent YOu looked at me I said yes I can see you were meant for me Lets have coffee or pie Then I can tell you why We meet at a coffee shop My hands are sweaty I build a mountain out of packets of sugar You laugh at me and you know you can now see I asked for this date because I know your my future mate You ask me to lean forward So I do You land a kiss You sure did not miss You told me you saw in my eyes My heart and mind was totally on you I told you yes this is true This little coffee shop on that night Held everything just right We walked outside together You held my hand and asked me to walk you home I did that night and a

Dream Big
From your beautiful smile To your glowing eyes It is no surprise I have fallen in love with you Know that from my heart it is true You see me laugh You calm me down You let me know when I am a clown I stand tall next to your side We walk in a room you know you are all eyes I am not a lucky man But hopeful it is not a dream When we are alone You read to me I listen so tenderly When we are dancing I sing in your ear You look at me and you can see everything you hear It is not a dream But me right here I will work everyday and come home to you I will be battered and scarred from the passion for working for our children everyday When I get home I will see your smile on there face They wont have any looks like mine They are beautiful just like their momma inside and out My life is all I can give Stand with me every day so I can share it with you The man who stands til my life ends When it does I will tell my god everything He will know my love was a child of his

No You Didn't
I am not a bitch, unless provoked! I shouldn't have to deal with all the childish bullshit that you always subject others to. Why don't you just grow up. You say you are grown, yet you act like a dumb ass. Why do you still rebel all the time. Act your age. Stop being promiscuous. stop playing games. Stop stealing and stop lying to the people that you say are your best friends. You ask all the time why i am acting different... its called growing up. its called taking responsibility. its called thinking before i act... MAYBE YOU SHOULD TRY IT SOMETIME!!!

Passing Of A Muse
Solemn and faceless they bore her coffin in from the cold, listless morning. It was early, yet, and the chapel had not yet filled; but I knew that before long even the standing room would be crowded. The pallbearers paused with the strength of ritual, and placed the mahogany box like an altar at the front of the church. The rich wood gleamed brilliantly with the kiss of sacred candlelight. As well it should shine, as it would be a closed casket service. The air was stifling with the scent of flora. One could almost forget the somber occasion and imagine a lush and tropical paradise from all the blooms and plumes that littered the sides and front of the chapel. Some flowers I could pick out with names and scents, the easy ones like roses, glads, orchids, and marigolds; but it seemed like countless others, thousands, I just couldn't place. Plants with large and sexual flowers with ostentatious colors bordering on obscene, they played the backdrop for a Monday morning funeral. By now

Love For The Hatchet
well well well Blogs on LostCherry now. Very cool. Now all you need to is get a marital status thing on the profile like right underneath the fuckin age lol. I thought of that shit last night yo. That would be like fuckin handy. wouldn't have to put up with 'are you single' questions out the ass. I'm watching the pacifier and dude I can't believe Vin Diseal is gay...that is some funky ass shit dude lol. Oh yeah I love my boy toy midget lover Josh, he is mmmmmmmsmexy lol. yeahhh buddy lol. I love my Joey too he is the lover of my life. yes RaWR very RaWR. Nigga be killin a bitch that wants to touch him. I am a mothafuckin psycho yo. ok I'm done at the moment. Just so y'all know now...I wrote alot and post alot of blogs. I will end up doing the same shit I did on MySpace post like 6 blogs a day lmao. I have no life and I love to write as you can see I like talk non-fucking-stop. anyways MMFWCL.xo