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What If?
When I think of my life, I'm glad you're in it. Though I don't have you by my side, my feelings I've got to kill it. You mean more to me, than you would ever know. My love you can't see, and that I'm afraid to show. I find myself going crazy, because I feel for you so much. I've been thinking about you lately, if I should hold on much longer or what? It could be easier for me, if I had never liked you. I wonder how life would be, If I had never told you.

Something Must Be Wrong With Me
Something must be wrong with me With all this pain inside Always bursting with guilt and anger And never any pride Something must be wrong with me If all I do is cry I cant stop this Pain All I want to do is die Something must be wrong with me If my emotions run wild All this confusion does Is make me feel like a lost child Something must be wrong with me With all these terrible things Always here and never gone Depression is what it brings Something must be wrong with me If I cant stop these thoughts All this pain does Is turn my stomach into knots Something must be wrong with me When I think theres only one way out Let this pain end Is all my heart will shout

Perfection
Propelling forward through the night A simple, simple deed A dream of happiness inside Is just what we all need An icon of perfection Cast upon the wall We try to reach the point of idol Until the very day we fall Why live as a copy Of whats already done? When u can prove yourself as you And show youve already won Our dreams of this perfection Will soon come crashing down Her beautys not so flawless Shes nothing without her crown Desire is the drug of life Not pot or meth or speed Desire kills what most cannot Without the notice of what we need Our icons lead to desire Controlling our very minds Slow is the process that kills us all Through our very souls it winds If u dream of this perfection Just know you shouldnt so The drug is inside us all Although it doesnt show

9/11, Katrina, Blaming Bush, And Conspiracy Theories
I figured i'd wait a few days before airing my views on these subjects. I figured, futilely, that waiting a few days to let my emotons die down would clear my head and give a calm monologue to encourage a healthy dialogue and civilized debate. I was wrong because thes are issues that are pressing on my heart and no matter how civilized a debate you want to have, it's like beating a bear over the head with a shovel and expecting him not to strike back. Anyhow, I'm going ahead and rant on these subjects and how they somewhat intertwine. I do encourage all of you to respond and share your views (not just repost to pass it along). So here goes: 9/11: Five years have passed since the twin towers of the World Trade Center and the Pentagon were attacked. Sometimes it seems like it was a million years ago and yet sometimes it seems like it was yesterday. Disturbingly, sometimes it tends to slip mine and everyone else's minds. For a few days the United States, and most of the world for

My Everything
Love is a precious thing to behold It shelters you from the cold When you're blind it gives you sight When it's dark it is your light I think I have found that special one He is my heart, my moon, my sun He makes me happy when I'm sad He makes me laugh when I'm mad He gives me encouragement to be bold And when I need to cry he's there to hold He give me strength when I'm weak For the meaning of my life he helps me seek I hope he'll always be a part of my life And maybe someday I'll be his wife But right now all I can say Is I'll love him more everyday

Goodbye At Last
I fought an army to be free of you. I climbed great mountains, and claimed them too. I survived the mighty sea, and the vastness within. I even forgave myself, the great sin. I crossed the burning desert, to be rid of you. Rode a mighty river, yes, I did that too. I fought them all, and won u see? Because now.... YOU'RE NOT A PART OF ME!

Give Me A Break!!!
ok, ok,....i understand that these things are supposed to be cool and everything so i won't start out by saying how myuch i hate them. yes, i'm using it to vent BUT that's because it's mine and very different from a bulletin. being that it's mine, if you don't like what i write, you can leave. i didn't ask you to come here and i won't ever ask you to. i'll be stepping on toes and people will be cursing me left and right (like i care) and maybe even leaving nasty comments (like i care) and i may possibly make some people cry (if you're that weak, leave now!). that being said, here goes..... #1) what in the hell is up with all the contests around here? yes, i do vote if i have a friend that i REALLY like in one of them but i would NEVER enter one. i think they only present lc members with the chance to be judgemental, to make one person feel very special or to make another feel like dirt. who's to say who's sexiest, has the sexiest eyes, has the sweetest disposition, has the smelliest a

Cherish The Children
Walk through the door, the cocaine is cookin. The children are near, but no one is looking. Sitting around passing the bowl, a child's eyes can't behold. How can they do it? How can't they care? Drugs and our children, life isn't fair. I am crying; I want to slap them hard. A child's eyes wonder, and wonders what they arey. Love and protect them, but what do you do? They learn what we teach, but that means nothing to you. Cherish the children, love and protect. Don't give them to this evil! It has not got the best of you yet!

Someone Special
There's someone special in my life, Who doesn't know I care. I wish I could let him kno it, But let it show I would not dare. I don't want to even risk it, I don't even want to try. For if he knew I felt this way, I'd feel insecure and shy. I never thought I'd feel this way, I never thought I'd care. There's something in that smile of his, That always makes me stare. How can I tell if he likes me? Will he ever look my way? I'll keep my feelings hidden for now, And save them for another day.

Thought Provoking
let/s start with the end a plot spoiler. the meaning of life, a unified story, the big reason why. let/s get the big surprise over and done with the earth is just a big machine. a big processing plant. a factory. that/s your big answer. the big truth. think of a rock polisher, one of those drums, goes round and round, rolls twenty-four/seven, full of water and rocks and gravel. grinding it all up. polishing those ugly rocks into gemstones. that/s the earth. why it goes around. we are the rocks, and what happens to us- the drama and pain and joy and war and sickness and victory and abuse- that/s just the water and the sand to erode us. grind us down and poslish us up nice a bright. buffed by pain. that/s why we love conflict. we love to hate. to stop a war, we declare war on it. we must wipe out poverty; we must fight hunger. we campaign and challenge and defeat and destory. as human beings, our first commandment is: something needs to happen. any

Unfair
Sometimes I wish I were dead! Why can't I ever do anything right? I wanna get our of thie place, like a bird in flight. It's like everything I do, I'm being watched like a hawk. I feel like I have no voice, like a bird can't squawk. Your judged by your looks. They say there's no one perfect, but you always know there is. You're marked like a project. No one knows what it's like, to feel lonely and unloved. How can life be so cruel? When you're at your worst and uncovered. I wish I was anywhere, anywhere but here. Life's like riding a bike. Always changing gear. It seems like everyone's happy, everyone, except for me. I wanna be surrounded. Surrounded by life, love, and laughter. IT'S UNFAIR!

Labels
Just what is a label but a way to seperate to define every difference pidgeon hole, aggregate We think that we need them to define all our peers draw one to another bring those like us near But with all our "labels" and the peers that they bring comes a dark shadow with hatred's foul sting We think ourselves better that those we are not insult them and spurn them and let our hearts rot For our "labels" breed hate in amounts large and small and bring us to actions our hearts would apall So heed not the labels join hands without fear they still are our brothers our sisters our peers For united we'll prosper and divided we'll fall despite all our "labels" bring peace to us all

Gullible Girl
Sweet, Silly, Gullible Girl You thought you loved him But it wasn't so. Sweet, Silly, Gullible Girl You thought he loved you But he broke your heart. Sweet, Silly, Gullible Girl You thought it was paradise But he played you for a fool. Sweet, Silly, Gullible Girl You believed every word he said But none of it was true. Sleep well you Sweet, Silly, Gullible Girl For tomorrow is a new day Tomorrow there will be another Sweet, Silly, Gullible Girl For him to play for a fool But it won't be you You Sweet, Silly, Gullible Girl

More Funny Short Stories
The Catsup Bottle! Little Johnny's mother was trying hard to get the catsup to come out of the bottle. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked Little Johnny to answer the phone. "It's the minister, Mommy," Little Johnny said to his mother. Turning back to the phone he added, "Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle." ------------------------------------------------- Old man Johnson limped into the doctor's office and said, "Doc, my right knee hurts so bad, I can hardly walk!" The doctor slowly eyed him from head to toe, paused and then said, "Mr. Johnson, just how old are you?" "98!" Johnson announced proudly. The doctor just sighed, and looked at him again. Finally he said, "Sir, I'm sorry. I mean, just look at you. You're practically one hundred years old, and you're complaining that your knee hurts? Well, what did you expect?" The old man said, "Well, my other knee is 98 years old too, and it don't hu

Prison
The halls are endless, filled with souls Trapped by their devilish actions and crimes... Each cell crammed with misery and hate A prisoner serving their Time... Demise is the feeling and mourning is the sound, Of men succumbed to a life of Sin... They sit, ponder and wonder Of what life could of been, and where they were bound... Walls confine years of anger and torture And the bars can put you in a psychological Hell... The concrete floors are cold to the touch Filled with rocky debris from above that fell... Screams and cries pierce the silence of the innocent Yelping for Mercy and justice... Whispers and whines break the calm of the guilty Seeking redemption and a second chance... Yet through all this Suffering, pain, sorrow and insanity There lies peace...peace of mind and spirit... People come to the realization and acceptance of their fate And wallow in the destiny of their pitiful choices.

Things I Hate . . .
Stupid people . Slow cars in the fast lane . Long lines at the store . Abortions . Cheaters . Parents who don't control their kids in public . Vegetables . People that burn the American Flag . Gas prices . Drunk airplane pilots . Pro athletes that do drugs . Child molestors . Snobby people . Racism . Diet soda . Kidney stones . Fake people .

Observation #1
So I have decided that I am shallow. I am coming to terms with it, and I am going to roll with it because it is who I am. This will be a series of blogs in which I own up to my shallowness. I know I am shallow because for a while now I have been kinda down and unhappy (because I don't really have an money and I can't find a steady job, only temp stuff), but that all change today. I went and got my eyebrows waxed and I am in such a good mood. I feel more attractive, even dare say sexy. And all because of a simple grooming habit. I get wait to see how happy I become once I have money to have regular manis and pedis again!

Who Will Cry?
Who will cry? Strangers with their feigned interest, While those I love have turned away. And if my best isn't good enough, What more can I give? Go ahead--walk away. Just leave me here alone. And if tonight I die, Who will cry? All my strength is drained, With nothing left to give. Drowning in the depths of sorrow, No tears left to cry. A silent voice and distant eyes That no one hears or sees. And if tonight I die, Who will cry?

Wednesday Night
that's how it always ends up eventually. everyone has things that keep them busy. everyone except me. sure there are options, but why am i so selective? destined for this life...forever? is anyone else really all THAT happy? it might just be a facade.

Anudder Poem!!
i wuz sitting in a coffee shop waiting 4 my friend & noticed the way the lite looked on these brass sculptures on de wall & jes got carried away!! lol Light June 7, 1996 Pale light shines on dingy walls, Leaving shadows of something that once was, Silent, Motionless, Waiting, Biding their time, Hoping against hope, To be set free from pointless existence. Candlelight dances around them, Taunting them, Teasing them, Knowing they can't counter. Endless struggle of Light against Darkness; Light always winning But Darkness always there. Copyright ©2006 Robert Dale Hetrick

Warped And Twisted
Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fisted Deep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many lies Too many whens & too many whys Nobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollow Today's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

Tampon Feedback
[LC won't let me leave comments on my own entries..go figure] It's that the item clearly isn't for the guy buying it; buying tampons is worse than "being whipped," it's "I'm submitting to the all-mighty menstrual cycle, THE ALL-MIGHTY MENSTRUAL CYCLE!" It doesn't get any more emasculating than this. It also doesn't help that the guy is only given a vague description at best, when a very specific brand/scent/type/quantity/etc is wanted.

I Believe . . .
Karma's a bitch . In freedom of speech . Money isn't everything, but pretty damn close . Its not funny until somebody gets hurt . Theres no 'I' in team . You don't know what you've got, til' its gone . Honesty is the best policy . Everything happens for a reason . Wisdom begins in wonder . If she cheats with you, she'll cheat on you . Stupid people should wear signs . Life without cable TV is worthless . D.T.A. (Don't trust anybody) .

How You Gonna????
How you gonna come to my page....NOT rate me or my pics....NOT add me as a friend...NOT become my fan...AND NOT leave me a dawg gone comment!!! Whats the point??? Really people just make the effort to try to do something when you go to someones page...Its not like you can hide the fact that you were on the page. So what im thinking is...WHAT...Was i not good enough for you to leave me a message!! Well HHHMMMPPPFFFF....mabie i will just go to your page and NOT do anything!! LOL I dont really know why this bugs the shit outa me so much....but it really does!!! Im just wierd i guess!!! Sorry for bitching..just need to VENT!!! Hahhahhaa..still luv all my peeps who do this to me!! Lisa

First Entry..............
Well Since I just noticed you can do blogs here I thought I should start mine and try to write everyday.....Life is slowly getting better for me so that is good news.... I found out today it will be another month give or take before I go back to work in the camps... I can handle that. Also today was a good day as I got to chat with Ali and catch up... I have missed her. Well I am tired and off to bed so GOOD NIGHT Christine

Have You Ever
have you ever had feelings you are afraid to express..afraid of what the other person might think? wether he or she will ever speak to you again if you let it all out?well i say express yourself and if the person was a tru friend he or she would say that that wa nice but they would rather be friend if tehy totally blow ya off then they were not true to begin with. i am sayin this b/c i am speaking from experience.anyone else agree feel free to comment

What I Miss
I miss you---sooo much I miss lying there, in your arms, looking into your eyes, touching your face. I miss seeing that look on your face, when I touch you, like it is the first time you have ever been touched. I miss seeing the look on your face that just tells me I am beautiful, without you saying a word. I miss feeling your lips pressed to mine, as you kiss me with a fever that shows me how much you want me. I miss holding your hand, no matter where we go, no matter what we are doing. I miss the most natural feeling that I get when I am with you, that just feels like we have done this forever. I miss playing games with you, and laughing with you, and seeing your smile that lets me know you are so happy with me. I miss physically loving you, of course, feeling every inch of you, on every inch of me. I can't wait to see you again, and I can't believe it has been only 3 weeks since I left your arms, because it feels like a lifetime. I just miss YOU--everyt

9/11
where were you when the world stopped turning that september day Out in the yard with your wife and children Or working on some stage in l.a. Did you stand there in shock at the sight of that black smoke Rising against that blue sky Did you shout out in anger, in fear for your neighbor Or did you just sit down and cry Did you weep for the children who lost there dear loved ones And pray for the ones who don't know Did you rejoice for the people who walked from the rubble And sob for the ones left below Did you burst out in pride for the red, white and blue And the heros who died just doin' what they do Did you look up to heaven for some kind of answer And look at yourself and what really matters I’m just a singer of simple songs I’m not a real political man I watch cnn but i’m not sure i can tell you The difference in iraq and iran But i know jesus, and i talk to god And i remember this from when i was young. Faith, hope and love are some good things he gave us

Repost Of About Me Section
Okay, I know this is in the About Me section of my profile but I wanted to post it here for some who may have trouble reading the words there. And, besides, I couldn't decide what to post for my first blog yet. lol FIRST OFF, FOR ANYONE OUT THERE WHO ACTUALLY READS PROFILES, I AM A GUY. YOU MIGHT HAVE KNOWN THAT IF YOU HAD READ THE PROFILE TO START WITH CONSIDERING I MENTION THAT I AM A PROUD FATHER. I GET VERY IRRITATED WITH PEOPLE WHO DON'T BOTHER TO READ THE PROFILE BEFORE THEY LEAVE COMMENTS OR SEND ME SHOUTS. THANK YOU...CARRY ON. I am a proud FATHER of a little boy named Holden. He is my world! I love being with my family. I have a very rare family. We are a tight-knit family. You hurt one of us, you hurt all of us. We are also rare because we all get along. If you look at families today, they are always fighting, kids are getting into trouble in school and with the law. It's a crazy world. This family has its disagreements but we never go to bed angry and we don't do a lot

Life...
There are times, My life seems so empty. There are times, I feel so alone and uneasy. There are times, I don't care to live any longer. There are times, Everyone else seems much stronger. There are times, I feel no love at all. There are times, Deeper into depression I fall. There are times, I know I'll die all alone. There are times, My family would be happier if I were gone. These are the times, Of my cursed life!!!! AUTHOR: JOE S.

I live day be day knowing one day ill come back to u my love I dream of us together in a house big and noisey and then just me and u my love I hope that the next day will be that day where i can press my lips to urs my love I die for ur toucht my love You my love are my hopes, my dreams, my life, and with out u i would die and be forever not

life's hard...life sucks....everyone has heard it, most everyone has said it...sometimes it goes further beyond that though and life ends up being a daily struggle to find an inch of sanity within yourself.....some days it appears easy, what an illusion, other days you feel yourself slipping further and further away from reality....you push away those that claim to care about you because it's just easier than trying to explain, you spend entirely too much time alone with your thoughts and feelings....you yearn for yesterday when you could apologize to those that have left your life by your own fault.....you don't beat yourself up over your mistakes anymore because you have done it so frequently and so harshly that nothing anyone said about it could come close to how you already feel.... some days you want that phone call or message out of the blue just saying enough time has gone by and they have moved past all the hurt and pain and forgive you and want to get back that one thing yo

Blog
Just to let all know I encode my entries in songs lyrics those who know me or can figure me out can tell what i am feeling or what is going on through the songs I post rarely I write freely and plainly so lets see who will be able to decode my entries on LC..... and the first is.... Hello my friend we meet again It’s been a while where should we begin…feels like forever Within my heart are memories Of perfect love that you gave to me I remember When you are with me I’m free…I’m careless…I believe Above all the others we’ll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice We’ve seen our share of ups and downs Oh how quickly life can turn around in an instant It feels so good to reunite Within yourself and within your mind Let’s find peace there When you are with me I’m free…I’m careless…I believe Above all the others we’ll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice I just want to say hello again

Hearing Gods Voice
A young man had been to Wednesday night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice. The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does God still speak to people?" After service he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, "God...If you still speak to people speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey." As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, God is that you?" He didn't get a reply and started on toward home. But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk. The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli. "Okay, God, in case

And This Makes Sense Why?
Lately I've had more time than a little bit to ponder things. As we all know, some things just make no sense, although that's the case, we do them anyway and I'm guilty as hell of some of it. So, here are some things that make no sense.........LOL 1. Sitting on messenger chatting with the person you're on the phone with....lmfao!!!! I'm so guilty of that it's sick! 2. Starting a question with "If I ask you a question, will you promise not to get mad?" Seems like that may be something you might want to consider keepin to yourself. 3. Sending a text message to someone that says "Call me". 4. Anything the Yin Yang Twins say. 5. Men. (Sorry guys, it's been one of those days) 6. Submitting a resume and still having to fill out the employment section of the application. 7. People who want to fill a position immediately yet schedule interviews 3 weeks out........LOL. 8. People who put up with my antics........LOL 9. People who get pissed at someone els

Day 3million And Blah
Just wanted to say suppppppppppppppppppppppp! I'll put some meaningful crap in here later.. peace and afro greese! Roy oh the shirt i'm wearing.. "player" is referring to a cassette player! lmao.. get it..??? Probably not..

Older one but still stands "WHAT'S ALL THE FUSS? " "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia. I'll care whe

Oh Don't Be Stupid !
You know, when men try to pick up women, some of them spend a lot of time asking the wrong damn question. Now, I know some guy is going to say "Women do tooo", well you know what? I don't date women, so I write from my own experience. So, I've compiled a list of some of the questions that I've been asked and some of my favorite answers. Q. Are your tits real? A. Is your *ick real?? Q. Are you really 36? A. No, I'm lying about being a middle aged woman so I can drink w/o being carded. Q. Are you bi-sexual? A. If bi means twice a week, if I can be I am. Q. Did it hurt? A. What? When I fell from heaven? Why are you even trying that bullshit ass line with a woman over 12? Q. Do your parents know you're this beautiful? A. No jackass, they've never seen me.....what? Q. What gets you hot? A. Heat asshole. Q. Do you like anal? A. *looks for ignore or block button*..... Q. So, what are you looking for? A. Someone else to talk to. Q. Would you

Daughter
Artist/Band: Martina McBride Lyrics for Song: In My Daughters Eyes Lyrics for Album: Other Songs In my daughter's eyes, I am a hero. I am strong an' wise, And I know no fear. But the truth is plain to see: She was sent to rescue me, I see who I wanna be, in my daughter's eyes. In my daughter's eyes, everyone is equal, Darkness turns to light, And the world is at peace. This miracle God gave to me, Gives me strength when I am weak. I find reason to believe, in my daughter's eyes. An' when she wraps her hand around my finger, Oh, it puts a smile in my heart. Everything becomes a little clearer. I realise what life is all about. It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough; It's givin' more when you feel like givin' up. I've seen the light: it's in my daughter's eyes. In my daughter's eyes, I can see the future. A reflection of who I am, An' what will be. An' though she'll grow an', some day, leave: Maybe raise a family, When I'm gone, I hope you'll see,

Another Useless Blog
Well since it's here I might as well use it....now I can say all the stuff I wasn't going to say anyway...but with style. Well that's enough for now, I know people aren't here to read anyway...lmaooooo

Pets
I just wanted to tell everyone about all of my lovely pets, i own a pitt- bull named Amos. he has a black patch around his right eye, he's really funnie when he tries to play stupid ( he thinks we believe he is as stupid as he plays), i have a chinchilla named Sonya, she's not really much for alot of people, but she likes stems,lol. my Fiance owns a tarantula named Tula (he used to have two, one named Tara, but they fought), and a Aligator named Fluffy. I'm not so sure i like that one,lol.we call him Rambo when companys around tho ( i think it embarasses him to be named Fluffy)lol, and hopefully by this weekend i will have A baby pot belly pig, i think i'm gonna name him Kirmit the pig, lol. so yea, let me know what you think. Peace, sugarpockits

My Opinion
Love is a powerful thing, you dont know what you have till you have let it get away from you.Hold on to what you have that is dear to you , because you will realize that it will be all that will matter to you in the long run or when it is too late.Make sure you make the decisions in your life that you wont hurt you in the long run.Be true to yourself and others and you will have wonderful life with the one you love.

New
Ok i really suck at this.These last couple weeks have been kinda sucky in some ways . My mom has been going threw test they found some kind of tumor behind her ear. So we have to wait and see that that is. Other than that life is good I really like it here on LC. I have met a lot of nice people. Ok this is it I have no idea what i am doing. lol Such a blonde. hee hee Stop by and say hi. :)

Wanna Say Fuck You To The Cuntwhore. Let Her Hear You.
So, this is what the cuntwhore proposes at the moment. You want to bitch and complain, leave me messages here. Why? Cause I'm awesome and stuff. Hate me? tell the world how much of a cunt I am. Love me? tell me how much your cock drizzles for me or how much your twat aches for me. I like bullshit like this and now I have somewhere to put it. My music on my page is too important to be tampered with. Make sure to tell me who you are (your lc name). DO IT!!! If you get a busy server, try again later. Someone might be recording. k and thanks. Get Your Own Voice PlayerManage

Hehe
Well toay goes to prove that anything can happend and you really never know how. I ended up spraining my left ankle and i have no clue how i managed to do that. lol. I am in a splint and its annoying and crutches. NO FUN AT ALL. I have no clue what i managed to do lol. sam

Holy Poopie We Have Bloggification
dear god, for the past like...few weeks. ok since I joined LC I was like this place would kick my ass if it had a blog feature. and now all of a sudden I come home from slave mart to find out ZOMG!!! blogging!!! just as a warning...this could be a very scary thing. some things...like myself...are scary. so tonights blog is going to be about my most favoritest creature in the entire universe...my oh so wonderful and totally hot wonderful sweet and goofy rat....krispy kritter. she's kritter for short, but darn it I love her. I love her with an insane passion. this rat kicks butt. I kid you not. anyways, she got a bath tonight which she hates, and she was mad at me, but I noticed that for some reason she has some sort of an injury...like a hole on her neck. She's acting fine, she's alert, she's insane (that's normal) she still comes to me when I call her...Im just really scared that something might happen to her. she's really my baby (even though I have 3 other rats, she w

Why Newfies Can't Be Paramedics
Tom and Wally are out in the woods hunting when suddenly Wally grabs his chest and falls to the ground. He doesn't seem to be breathing; his eyes are rolled back in his head. Tom whips out his cell phone and calls 911. He gasp's to the operator, " By t'undering Jesus, I think Wally is dead! What should I do?" The operator, in a calm soothing voice says, "Just take it easy and follow my instructions. First, let's make sure he's dead." There is a silence.....and then a gun shot is heard. Tom comes back on the line...."Okay, now what?"

Not Really Back Yet, But Since I Noticed
that this site now has blogs, I thought I'd cheer. Still gone for a week-and (until next Tuesday) though. (Might well, probably post a more substantial blog in the next few days; just that it's midnight now.) Eric

Since You Been Gone,
Here's the thing We started out friends It was cool but it was all pretend Yeah yeah, since you been gone you dedicated,you took the time Wasn't long till I called you mine Yeah yeah, since you been gone And all you'd ever hear me say Is how I pictured me with you (you) That's all you'd ever hear me say [Chorus] But since you been gone I can breath for the first time I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah Thanks to you now I get what I want Since you been gone [Verse Two] How can I put it? You put me on I even fell for that stupid love song Yeah yeah, since you been gone How come I never hear you say I just wanna be with you (you) Guess you never felt that way [Chorus] But since you been gone I can breathe for the first time I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah Thanks to you now I get I get what I want Since you been gone You had your chance but you blew it Out of sight, out of mind Shut your mouth I just can't take it Again and again and again and again [

Donations
As most of you already know, I proposed to my girlfriend a few nights ago and she said yes. But, there is something that you don't know.You see, about a month ago, I bought a 36' Motorhome and by my Mom's invitation, Traci (my gf) and I decided to hook up the Motorhome on their property on the side of the house. In some ways, it was a good idea. We would only have to pay for our electricity and we could save up some money to get married someday and buy a house. Traci was strongly reluctant about living on their property seeing as my mom had not been too nice to her in the past. I calmed her worries by calling my mom and making sure that she understood that the Motorhome would be like an apartment and that she would have to respect our privacy. Of course my mom agreed and said 'No Problem.'Well, I have to admit that Traci was right the entire time. Last week, my mom, for some - still unexplained - reason, attacked Traci inside the Motorhome and landed her in the hospital. Luckily, Traci

Lol
Well toay goes to prove that anything can happend and you really never know how. I ended up spraining my left ankle and i have no clue how i managed to do that. lol. I am in a splint and its annoying and crutches. NO FUN AT ALL.

Never Ever
A few questions that I need to know how you could ever hurt me so I need to know what I've done wrong and how long it's been going on Was it that I never paid enough attention? Or did I not give enough affection? Not only will your answers keep me sane but I'll know never to make the same mistake again You can tell me to my face or even on the phone You can write it in a letter, either way, I have to know Did I never treat you right? Did I always start the fight? Either way, I'm going out of my mind all the answers to my questions I have to find My head's spinning Boy, I'm in a daze I feel isolated Don't wanna communicate I'll take a shower, I will scour I will rub To find peace of mind The happy mind I once owned, yeah Vexing vocabulary runs right through me The alphabet runs right from A to Z Conversations, hesitations in my mind You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find I'm not crazy I'm sure I ain't done nothing wrong, no I'm ju

Maybe Not Tonight
Artist Sammy Kershaw & Lorrie Morgan Album Unknown Song Maybe Not Tonight You don't touch me anymore You never say the words I love you You just sit behind your paper The silence cuts me like a razor I'm gonna leave you Maybe someday soon When I can give up this fight But maybe not tonight We don't talk much anymore Not the same way we used to Whenever I reach out to hold you You turn away What am I supposed to do I'm gonna say goodbye When the moment's right Like an eagle I will fly But maybe not tonight Can you just hold me In your arms so deep Wanna feel you breathin' on my skin We fell out of love We can fall back in You never look at me that way So many times I've longed to say You used to brush the hair back from my face Oh God, how I miss those days You used to make me feel like someone Tell me where did we go wrong You were my best friend, my one and only love You're still the only one Just as I'm leaving

Cold
Artist Crossfade Album Crossfade Song Cold Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannnot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold to you And I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so cold

Will You Love Me Tomorrow?
Artist Lorrie Morgan Album Unknown Song Will You Love Me Tomorrow? Tonight you're mine, completely You give your soul so sweetly Tonight the light of love is in your eyes But will you love me tomorrow Is this a lasting treasure Or just a moment's pleasure Can I believe the magic in your sights And will you love me tomorrow Tonight with words unspoken You say that I'm the only one But will my heart be broken When the night meets the morning sun I'd like to know if your love Is a love I can be sure of So tell me now and I won't ask again Will you still love me tomorrow Will you st Will love me tomorrow Will you still love me tomorrow

Ugh
Well,I tried to help some one out and yet it seems to have backfired on me. He husband just came back from Iraq to find out that she has wrote lost in bad checks so he wants a divorce. I dont blame him . She should be responsible. I let her stay here and now finally its time for her to go. I cant take it anymore. My body is stressed out and everything else. I swear. I only try to help and some people dont get the hint.

Foolish Games
Artist Jewel Album unknown Song Foolish Games You took your coat off and stood in the rain You were always crazy like that I watched from my window Always felt I was outside looking in on you You were always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say Besides some comment on the weather Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees These foolish games are tearing me apart Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart You're breaking my heart You were always brilliant in morning Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee You philosophies on art, Baroque moved you You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones As I clumsily strummed my guitar You'd teach me of honest things Things that were daring, things that were clean Things that knew what an honest dollar d

Watch Me
Artist Lorrie Morgan Album Unknown Song Watch Me The more I needed, the less you gave I guess you thought that it worked that way And now that I'm leaving You're not believing A word I say (Chorus) If you think I won't go Watch me Oh, just watch me prove you wrong today You don't even know you've lost me You think I'll always stay Oh, just watch me walk away You keep telling me that it can't be done That the world is colder without someone Yeah, it might get lonely It might get crazy But this time baby, I'm as good as gone (Repeat chorus) You don't even know you've lost me You think I'll always stay Oh, just watch me walk away (Repeat chorus) Oh, just watch me walk away Oh, just watch me walk away

For The Love Of A Woman
Artist Martina Mcbride Album unknown Song For The Love Of A Woman For the love a woman A man unlocks his heart And reveals all the secrets it holds And the love of a woman Will find his better part When he gives her the key to his soul He will listen to her dreams He will ask her what she needs He will help her build the life she wants to live He will hold her when she cries With a love that never dies All these things he will give For the love of a woman For the love of woman A man will sacrifice While he waits for a moment of grace With the love of a woman A man will pay the price For the trust that he sees in her face He will open any door Leave the life he knew before To convince her that he's all she'll ever need And when he's afraid to start He will step into the dark cause he knows she'll give his eyes the power to see With the love of a woman And he promises to help her dreams come true Oh there's nothing in this world that he wo

My Travels
I was sitting here thinking about my travels and where I've been. Important and not so important.The most moving places I've been to was NYC after 911 shanksville after 911 seeing where the trade towers once stood . seeing a huge hole in the ground looking at the surrounding buildings with glass broken out.you could feel the difference in the city a erie calm.Sitting in a restaurant in little Italy the day of John Gotti's funeral looking around wondering about being there on 911. Then shanksville in a field where a plane crashed on 911 seeing all the memorials and things people left.I realize how precious life is and don't sweat the small stuff. I've gone to lots of places and these two are at the top of my list. The place that i went to and felt bad was Baja Mexico I was really humbled to realize how good we have it.Children being made to beg for pesos.They follow you down the street just for pesos. Canada is beautiful Toronto and Niagara falls very nice. Aust

Pop!
im a pretty emotional person and i have a lot to say about nothing so these blog things are my way of getting my emotions out... weather anyone reads them or not doesnt really matter that much to me... what matters is that i have an outlet....

I Should Sleep I Know…
I try to find me somewhere between euphoria and depression while this monkey still tries to squash my head. I turn you into a demon you know while playing with something I mustn’t break yet I know I will and this makes it all shallow and bitter. Or maybe I just jump again isn’t this the special ability? I wish I could find some more hope and some more discipline but those things are not for me so I place another bet ready to lose it all and win nothing even if I win… especially if I win.

We Belong
Artist Pat Benatar Album unknown Song We Belong We Belong, We Belong to the light Many times I've tried to tell you Many times I've cried alone Always I'm surprised how well you Cut my feelings to the bone Don't want to leave you really I've invested too much time To give you up that easy To the doubts that complicate your mind CHORUS: We Belong to the light We Belong to the thunder We Belong to the sound of the words We've both fallen under Whatever we deny or embrace For worse or for better We Belong, We Belong We Belong together Maybe it's a sign of weakness When I don't know what to say Maybe I just wouldn't know What to do with my strength anyway Have we become a habit Do we distort the facts Now there's no looking forward Now there's no turning back When you say CHORUS Close your eyes and try to sleep now Close your eyes and try to dream Clear your mind and do your best To try and wash the palette clean We can't begin to k

Hello
i just thought i would add a blog. I think they are kool. Just thought i would say hi and that i have been having such a good time here in lost cherry. And i just want to thank you all for that. Hope you all have a great rest of the week and a really good weekend. And i hope to talk to you all soon.

Flutter By Butterfly
This past Sunday was Fathers Day here. Amanda went to a B day Party. So Mark & I took Alison to a place put by the airport called Butterfly Creek. Located on Tom Pearce Drive just one minute from Auckland International Airport, Butterfly Creek is Auckland`s hottest new attraction hosting Australasia`s premier Tropical Butterfly House with over 700 free flying exotic butterflies, tropical fish, birds and lizards. Butterfly Creek offers a great family day out in Auckland. With things to do for both children and parents, everyone will have a relaxing fun day. But before we went to Butterfly Creek we took a ride so Alison would sleep a little before we got there. Web took a ride around the bays on the way to the airport. The we went to the Airport watched the huge planes come in. We found a good spot no one knows it but you are right next to the runways. Alison was still sleeping so we sat drinking our diet cokes. The planes had a great day to land. They came in really s

Wow
wow lostcherry it ten times better than myspace, see i had myspace and my sisters bf decided that it would be funny to attempt to destroy me on myspace well after me having 7 of his accounts closed and contacting authorities im thinking he finally got the hint i wasnt backing down till he stopped threatening me and my family. Anyways, seems i find something new every night to do here at lostcherry and want to say thanks to all that gave me such a friendly welcome. Its hard to find decent ppl in this world but i do believe there are some here. Hope everyone has blessed dreams and answered prayers Hazel

Suspenders
One day, in a small town in the middle of no-where, a redneck wearing nothing but jeans and suspenders was pumping gas into his pinto at the local gas station. To his surprise, a rich man in a Ferrari pulled up next to him to pump gas into his $600,000 car. As the rich man was pumping gas he looked over at the bewildered redneck. Noticing the admiration on his face the rich man asked, in a cocky tone, "what, you wanna race farm boy?" Not one to back down to a challenge the redneck replied in a defiant tone "I sure do city boy!" Shortly after that, the two men had there cars lined up on a super long stretch of straight road. The two men were standing in between the two cars discussing how to insure a fair start. They finally concluded that the rich man would hold up 3 fingers and do a count down. When the last finger dropped they would go for it. So the rich man opened his door and stepped into his car, then the redneck walked around to the door of his car and climbed in. The r

Love Is A Battlefield
Artist Pat Benatar Album unknown Song Love Is A Battlefield We are young, heartache to heartache we stand No promises, no demands Love Is A Battlefield We are strong, no one can tell us we're wrong Searchin' our hearts for so long, both of us knowing Love Is A Battlefield You're beggin' me to go, you're makin' me stay Why do you hurt me so bad? It would help me to know Do I stand in your way, or am I the best thing you've had? Believe me, believe me, I can't tell you why But I'm trapped by your love, and I'm chained to your side We are young, heartache to heartache we stand No promises, no demands Love Is A Battlefield We are strong, no one can tell us we're wrong Searchin' our hearts for so long, both of us knowing Love Is A Battlefield We're losing control Will you turn me away or touch me deep inside? And before this gets old, will it still feel the same? There's no way this will die But if we get much closer, I could lose control And if

Imma Bass-tard
I am a bastard for saying this, but what kind of brain damage does it take to compose the message I just appropriated from the blasts? "i jes uploaded sum demo trax o ma band! pleeeez come by & tell me wut chu think!!! de bandz called Dr Woo!!! thanx 4 evathang guyz i luvz ya!!! mmfwcl4LYF"

Baby Maria
I think I told you all about my husbands best friend Mike and his wife from Russia. Over all very nice people but they have a new baby and she's a first time mom.she buy all organic baby food and only the best clothes from America. They are teaching their daughter to talk Russia , English and also sign language. Poor kid is not even a year old.She's a beautiful baby her name is Maria a name both in Russian & English. Well we figured out a little secret that just dawned on us meeting my oldest daughters teacher. Mark & I went to pick amanda up at camp awhile back. Mark finally met her I had met her several times she is great with the kids really down to earth.Mark said to me I think I know her. so she came over to chat with us again. Mark said are you so in so's sister? She said yes thats my older sister.they chatted and she remember Mark also. they finished talking about the old times. It was getting late and we were waiting for amanda to get her things Mark smiles a

50 Rules For Women
This is a list of rules that guys wished women knew... 1. Learn to work the toilet seat: if it's up put it down. 2. Don't cut your hair. Ever. 3. Don't make us guess. 4. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear. 5. Sometimes, he's not thinking about you. Live with it. 6. He's never thinking about "The Relationship." 7. Get rid of your cat. And no, it's not different, it's just like every other cat. 8. Dogs are better than cats. 9. Sunday = Sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 10. Shopping is not everybody's idea of a good time. 11. Anything you wear is fine. Really. 12. You have enough clothes. 13. You have too many shoes. 14. Crying is blackmail. Use it if you must, but don't expect us to like it. 15. Your brother is an idiot. 16. Ask for what you want. Subtle hints don't work. 17. No, he doesn't know what

Without You I'm Nothing
A bum I used to be, Nothing to live for. Surviving the world, Until I found you. My world you became, The love of my life. My light to guide me, And my strength to live. My life meant nothing, Until the day I met you. Now I have everything, And things to look forward to. I lay next to you every night, Thanking myself that I found you. My love for you is strong, Nothing will ever break us apart. I want to thank you, For saving me. And bringing me alive... For without you I'm NOTHING

Umm No Clue What To Call This Shit
ok i know im gonna get laughed at and made fun of but i dont really care.just was reading so many poems lately that it just seemed easier to put my thoughts in that form than anything else.this is first poem i have ever tried to write in my life and have no clue why i am doing but ohh well fuck it ------------------------------------------------ thoughts of her bring me so much happiness but yet cause me so much pain thought she was my sunshine but seems to look a lot like rain the more i think the more it hurts and i curse the one above and think to myself is it really ever worth it to fall in love should i hide inside myself like i have so many times before it does get awfully lonely but i wouldnt feel the pain no more or should i be the braver man and try to persevere and the 1 in a million chance that one day ill hold her near i want to be her knight in shinning armor and make her never forget me only problem i can for see is that . will she even let me?

My Poetry
i wrote dis about six months afta ma dad died & i wuz dealin wit lotsa shit from ma "friendz"!! but now i realize that most of us go thru this & there r only a few ppl that make life suk so bad sumtimes!!! im glad im surrounded by real ppl now!! mmfwcl4LYF Leave Me Alone Life is a bunch of shit. Live your own, NOT MINE. Death becomes me. Death is my friend, storing up all I care about. I’ll get it back when I’m gone, RIGHT??? Maybe not. What’s so fucking good about life? Love’s a pain in the ass. Time robs us of all we hold dear. Everyone wants to control Everyone. Who’s the fuckin’ boss??? I wanna kick his ass!!! Leave me the fuck alone, so I can leave you the fuck alone. Don’t fucking condemn me For what you do behind closed Doors! Maybe, just maybe, I’m not doing it! You judge yourself and say it’s me! FUCK

~*~*private Dancer~*~*
John has had another long day at work. As he is getting ready to call it a day, Sheila tiptoes to his desk and tells him of a surprise she's got planned. John never knows what to expect from her, but he's never disappointed. "I was dropped off so we could ride together, may I please drive? I have someplace special I want us to go." Getting in on the driver's side, she reaches into her handbag and tosses John a blindfold, "Please put this on, just until we get there, so you're really surprised." He's not thrilled but when Sheila gives him a "pretty please" look, he complies. Once John is blindfolded, Sheila begins to caress him between the legs as she drives. After about a 15-minute drive, John hears the tick of a turn signal and feels the bump of the car turning into a parking lot. As he hears the click of the ignition being turned off, Sheila gives her approval to remove the blindfold. John sees the familiar sign of one of the strip clubs he's been to with his buddies. Sheila

Tired
Have you ever just been so tired of the way life treats you? It sucks don't it. Well I am tired of it myself and I hope things can only look up from this point on. I have my son to look forward to every day and he is what keeps me going...Without him I am nothing. Well, I am literally tired meaning I need some sleep homies so peace out...LOL...night everyone and thanks for all the love...

Come And Help Us Older Women Of Lc
I have entered into the Older Women of LC on Ravyn Wolffs profile. The link to go in and Vote is: Ravyn Wolff@ LostCherry Come and support the Older Women.....We appreciate all the votes

Wtf
this blog number #911, hi irony, also wtf is with blogs. myspace has blogs. why would I want to put my most personal thoughts in blogs, that shit stays in my head. also BRING BACK TRACKZ, I SPENT QUARTER PAST FOREVER ADDING NEW SONGS! I PUT THEM THERE FOR OTHERS ENJOYMENT, AND ALSO MINE. >:[

Funny Short Stories
Two couples were playing poker one evening. Jim accidentally dropped some cards on the floor. When he bent down under the table to pick them up, he noticed Bob's wife Sue wasn't wearing any underwear under her dress! Shocked by this, Jim, upon trying to sit back up again, hit his head on the table and emerged red-faced. Later, Jim went to the kitchen to get some refreshments. Bob's wife followed and asked, "Did you see anything that you like under there?" Surprised by her boldness, Jim courageously admitted that, well indeed he did. She said, " Well, you can have it, but it will cost you $500." After taking a minute or two to assess the financial and moral costs of this offer, Jim confirms that he is interested. She tells him that since her husband Bob works Friday afternoons and Jim doesn't, Jim should be at her house around 2 p.m. Friday afternoon. When Friday rolled around, Jim showed up at Bob's house at 2 p.m. sharp and after paying Sue the agreed sum of $500 they went

My Life
yes...my life is shit... i have no girlfriend... i was dumped... im lonley. i want somebody...and all my friends have people that like them but are too gay to get with them... so right now i need to fucking do something to get my mind off of my life being shitty... so fuck this all and now my life has no meaning and i wouldent be supprised if i od this weekend...

Is Heaven In The Yellow Pages
Mommy went to Heaven, but I need her here today, My tummy hurts and I fell down, I need her right away. Operator can you tell me how to find her in this book? Is heaven in the yellow part, I don't know where to look. I think my daddy needs her too, at night I hear him cry. I hear him call her name sometimes, but I really don't know why... Maybe if I call her, she will hurry home to me. Is Heaven very far away, is it across the sea? She's been gone a long, long time she needs to come home now! I really need to reach her, but I simply don't know how. Help me find the number please, is it listed under "Heaven"? I can't read these big, big words, because I am only seven. I'm sorry operator, I didn't mean to make you cry, Is your tummy hurting too, or is there something in your eye? If I call my church maybe they will know. Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go. I found the number to my c

Hooker Blog
Most of you know I'm a hairdresser by trade I've done hair over 25 years working in high end salons to local neighborhood salons. I have a few stories to tell. My next few blogs I'm going to tell you a few. The first that comes to mind is the Los Vegas Hooker story. This high class hooker use to have clients that would fly her to them for a bonk. Very pretty woman she would come in once every six weeks to get her hair Highlighted. She came in from the redeye from Vegas where she met up with a client. I could tell she was tired. she always dressed very nice usually a skirt and nice blouse or sweater. After putting her foils in her hair I put her under the dryer to process her hair. I was the only one in the salon at the time working.I strted to do and other client while she was under the dryer. I see her nodding off to sleep. I think nothing of it I start to cut my next clients hair. The client in my chairs say to me " you better check on her under the dryer" I figure she'

So There I Was...
So there I was, sitting in my 100$ office chair... which was all I got one birthday, and I'm sittin here finally listening to Mellon Collie and the infinite sadness after uh 6 years? I can't help it, my brother took it with him when he moved out so I had to burgal it. Anyhow, my roommate is playing WoW in the next room, and I'm throwing my hackey sack at the wall. I bet you thought I had something interesting to say. Nope. My hip flask is empty, no one's online, and my muscles are too sore to bust out some tai chi (stupid jogging), so I thought I'd just say something. Something about nothing. A whole lot of boredom in this room. Tell me a story and I promise you a cookie.

Disappearing From View
Fighting the darkness that surrounds me Hearing them cry out in fear and anger Their hearts beating in my mind Their blood running in my veins Taking over my body and mind Leaving the empty shell of who I once was I scream out in anger Yet no one hears me My lips move with out sound Tears of blood stain my cheeks My eyes darken with emptiness My heart bleeds Searching for answers To questions unknown Feeling the bitterness That seeps from their pours Fighting to get out Clawing at the darkness Reaching for light I whimper to be heard Feeling alone I curl into my self Disappearing from view

Biology Homework Forgotten
Well, thanks to the LC, I have put away my Biology homework. It's this new blog feature...I can't stop reading and posting! I love it! Thanks BabyJesus! I knew you heard my prayers! I was so happy to see this new feature! Thanks to my friend LI(V)ID?? noticing this first (and the sound of the gunshot scaring the bejesus outta me) I had something more interesting and fun to do besides boring old College Biology! Post away Cherries!!! I love a good read!

Praying
Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen, And the 'unwed daddy,' our Senior King. It's "inappropriate" to teach right from wrong, We're taught that such "judgments" do not belong. We can get our condoms and birth controls, Study

Political Nonsense
..how to deal w/ political nonsense in the corporate world, where you are tasked w/ being the "professional", listening to MORONS become defensive trying to justify their jobs, followed by a rant around how they have 20 years experience and how dare ANYONE question their train of thought, because they are GOOD, blah blah blah....i need a voodoo doll!!

I’ve always been there for you Never letting our friendship weaver Putting my own pain aside for our friendship Letting u dig that knife in just a little deeper With each passing word spoken Leaving distaste in my mouth I trusted u not only with our friendship But with the most important person in my life The anger I feel is not just directed at you But at my self for not knowing better The sleepless nights the fuking stress That eats at me i`m sure has no affect on you You only thinking of your self While the world moves on with out you You’re just too blind to see it You don’t know how lucky you were To have someone back your sorry ass up Defend u in the name of friendship You don’t understand what real friends are Letting you back into my life was one of the hardest things I have ever done Knowing now that it was always about you and your needs Your selfish nature will get you nothing in the end

Here Goes
alright I have never bloged before in my life so I donno if I'm doing it right. today was much like any other day, I woke up I went to work and I got off work and came home. I did hang out at the mall for a few hours after work but only cuzz I had to do some cleaning at the dental office and I had to wait till it was closed before I could go in and clean it. much to my surprise alot of young girls were flirty with me. one would think it would be a great ego booster however I don't. I think its a shame that all these youngen's are tryin to pick me up but no one my age will even look at me. one would think I would be a good catch. I have 3 jobs I make an alright living, I'm kinda cute and I don't drink or do drugs. and maybe thats the reason, I don't seem normal cuzz I'm not at the party's making an ass of myself getting shit faced and wat not however I beleave that if that were the case with the way that I drank no one would have wanted anything to do with me anyways well that was

Late Night Thoughts
Its late at night, i had such a long day but its ok. Almost bedtime. Thinking bout the job that i have, the job that I may be getting in a week, my family, my friends.....just a lil of everything. Hope all my friends on here are doing well. Hit me up with some comments and I'll be sure to write back. Here's a lil snipit of poetry/lyrics or whatever u want to call it: "I'm down, you always bring me down. Never around, just another let down. My silent screams unheard, a distant shadow of my old self. Who I am is just another memory of who I wish I could be again. You remember how it used to be....can you take away my anxiety...." ~Ebby Can forget thinking of Big Dick Daddy LMAO muahz

Loss Of Innocence
On that day we met so long ago We were so young and innocent The feelings we shared fueled our dreams for a future we both yearned for Only to discover it was never meant to be we both made commitments to others that we both must honor Why now our paths have crossed again we will never know What once was pure and free of guilt can not be allowed to evolve into the dream we once shared The innocent yet shameful pleasure that our conversations bring must never be known If the truth ever came out so many lives would be affected Yet we can't seem to stop The stolen moments treasured will last us a lifetime Because we know this truly must end As hard as it may be to say good bye We once again must go our separate ways carrying with us the memory Of an innocence lost February 2006

You Decide
GOOD GIRLS VS. BAD GIRLS Good girls blush during love scenes in a movie, Bad girls know they can do it better. Good girls loosen a few buttons when it's hot, Bad girls make it hot by loosening a few buttons. Good girls only own one credit card, Bad girls only own one bra and rarely use it. Good girls pack a toothbrush, Bad girls pack a box of condoms. Good girls prefer the missionary position, Bad girls do too, but only for starters. Good girls say "No", Bad girls say "When?" Good girls think they are not fully dressed without a strand of pearls, Bad girls think they are fully dressed with just a strand of pearls. Good girls wax their floors, Bad girls wax more than just their bikini line. Good girls wear high heels to work, Bad girls wear high heels to bed. It feels so good to be so bad...........

Funny Stuff!
Excerpts from dog's and cat's diary (stolen from Emily Dickinson=Got Grill) Well everybody is trying out the new blog thing on LC so I thought I would share one of my favorite funny ones with ya... OMIGOD - how funny: EXCERPTS FROM A DOG'S DAILY DIARY 8AM - Oh boy! Dog food! My favorite! 9:30AM - Wow! A car ride! My favorite! 9:40AM - A walk in the park! My favorite! 10:30AM - Getting rubbed and petted! My favorite! 12:00 - Lunch! My favorite! 1PM - Playing in the yard! My favorite! 4PM - The kids are home! My favorite! 5PM - Milk Bones! My favorite! 7PM - I get to play ball! My favorite! 8PM - Wow! Watching TV with my master! My favorite! 11PM - Sleeping at the bottom of my master's bed! My favorite! EXCERPTS FROM A CAT'S DIARY Day 683 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They lavishly dine on fresh meat while the other inmates and I are fed some sort of hash or dry nuggets. Al

Self Introspection
Sometimes this world is cold and mean, but still you must believe, that all your wishes, hopes and dreams, are yours to be achieved. If only you have faith in you, and refuse to be led astray, there's no limit to what you can do, on any given day, or who you'll turn out to be. But there's one thing that you must know, it's you that holds the key. Once you look within, you're bound to see, the blueprints of your destiny, lying there waiting to be read, understood and followed through, for within yourself no one can tread, but you and only you. So keep in mind my beloved friends, when doubt comes into play. To your future there is no ends, just as long as you know the way.

Exits
"Even death will have exits like a dark theater"--Charles Bukowski You didn't die...you couldn't have you were always playing your sax high on speed You could sleep anywhere even on concrete and rest well You knew all the bus routes from LA to TJ You didn't die cause we need you to say "give me a minute I'm just a little tired of fighting" You never died before when you hit that garage one drunk night You didn't die when she left you Dying was never part of your gig You could fall down stairs and get up laughing I can still see you walking in the rain with a broken umbrella and laughing about it You couldn't die because you have already been to hell and back a million times and enjoyed the trip I know you're just resting somewhere in a roadside motel drinking JD waiting for the sun to come up and a bus to pass in the right direction like we did so many times before Than you'll come back to us To those who need you August 1987

Convictions...
He speaks to her in the aftermath, 'find inner healing' he says and as she nods, she's reminded of when he tasted her nipples, looked up and told her they were beautiful. Today, he says he has found peace with God redeemed from past misdeeds, although the past was only a breath's moment passed. He claims new redemption and she kneels, lost in shameful conviction; rejection fills her, pierces and bleeds.

Lovin It
I can not beleave I am posting a blog...lol BUT... This ISSSSS Lost cherry, so I guess I can say whatever the fuck I want...so... I am PUMPED about my radio show. I am looking forward to having one of the founders on there soon in an interview. PLUS the responce to the show has been GREAT... thank you all for listening and showing some love. I have been very busy with my full time job. I work about 80 hours a week, but the money is GREAT. PLUS, there is not many people out there who REALLY like thier jobs like I do (at least for now). My kids are good... driving me NUTS, but good none the less. Just incase some of you reading did not know, I am a single father and happy about it too. I am loving LC... thanks guys for getting this site up. Rock on .. Lord Simion ~step into the unknown and discover reality~

Mean People On Lc
Okay I have a couple of revelations to share with you all... 1. I am not a thin woman. I am a BBW or you can just call me fat, thick whatever.(I have no shame in who I am) I am not Barbie. I never claimed to be Barbie and you know what I am okay with that. I am beautiful and I feel beautiful and that is all that matters. 2. I like to have fun and play on the internet. I am not a prude by any means. I have friends that I am comfortable with that I will play naughty games with and yes I do have nude pics on my site... does that mean I am a whore.. well you have the right to your opinion... Okay so here goes my rant. In the past week I have had some men who have come on my page and called me names for my size or have rated my pics low without manning up and leaving a comment or worse have basically offered me pity sex... So here is the deal if you have a problem with me, my page or my pics don't be a coward and leave a photo rating of 1 or give me a drive by shout and say 'fa

It Was All Just A Dream
You looked into my eyes as if you could see my soul That piercing gaze sought out something inside of me I swore by the look in your eyes that you could read my mind and knew that I loved you I had goosebumps on my skin when you touched me yet I felt like I was on fire when I felt your breath on my skin I couldn't believe this was happening as you pulled me close I've dreamt of it so many times and even before I felt your lips on mine I knew it would be heaven There in your arms the world seemed to fade away For one brief moment I felt beautiful and safe like you would be mine forever As if nothing could ever come between us When you touched my cheek and looked into my eyes I knew you saw the real me The one I hide from the outside world When you whipsered in my ear "I need you" I felt complete Than I opened my eyes and realized it was all just a dream written February 2006

Dream Lover, Part Iii
DREAM LOVER Part III I fell asleep at a quarter to three, sleeping a deep slumber, void of dreams. Some how in that early morning time, I was awoken from that sleep, startled but not scared. Whose hands are gently caressing my back? Whose pulsating manhood is pressing into my bum? Should I look back and see who it is? Is this real or is this all a dream? I could feel the soft touch of the fingers as they gently dug into my skin, and left their imprints in my flesh; I let out a low moan. I felt this lover spread my bum cheeks and place his bulge in the crevice. I moaned again this time a little louder, pushing myself into him. I want to know who this is, do I dare look? He was slowly gyrating his swollenness all around me, his hand came up and grabbed my hair and pulled it gently. His other hand reached down and began to massage my flower. Still teasing my bumm, he bent down and wrapped his arms around my stomach and began kissing my neck. Who is he? He began to massag

A Dream Of Forbidden Desire
A DREAM OF FORBIDDEN DESIRE I knocked on his door and he let me in. My lover so beautiful, I just looked at him and smiled. He kissed me so gently on my lips that my body quietly quivered. He took me by the hand and led me into the living room. He sat me down, sat next to me, and handed me a glass of wine. We talked for a while about our days events. His hand rested on my thigh while he looked into my eyes and talked. I could see something behind those eyes, want, desire, and lust. He leaned in to kiss me, soft at first, then hungrily. His fingers dug into my thigh and slowly made their way up to my pussy. His hand is resting on the outside of my pants, gently applying pressure. I moan, my kisses get deeper and deeper. He reaches inside of my pants, spreads my lips open and finds my clit. He begins to massage it, I close my eyes and moan. He stops and grabs my hand and he leads me to the bedroom. My sweet lover kisses me softly as he grabs the bottom of my shirt and

Cause I Can!
haha i just wanted to say rawr! I love that word. Oh and my favorite song of like all time is fast cars and freedom. Okay so i wanted to say a few things to some people like tommy. Good luck in california. You deserve it. And to steve. I totally < 3 you :) And im like woah happy. Haha i quit my job today. Even though my new manager was nice and stuff. He had pretty eyes. But i dont need my ass grabed everyday. So im done rambling.

Down Under
Last year I decided that for my vacation I wanted to go to Australia to meet my friend, Anthony. We had been talking for months and had developed a really good friendship, and we felt we should finally meet. Upon my arrival in Australia, I was so nervous about meeting him. While I was standing there waiting for my luggage I heard this voice behind me say “Hello, Pants”. I recognized it in an instant. It was Anthony. I turned around and was looking at the most handsome face that I have ever seen. He stood about 5’9”, tanned, athletic body, (I could see his muscles through his t-shirt), gorgeous brown eyes and beautiful dark brown hair down to his shoulders. He smiled at me with a quizzical look on his face and I realized that I was just staring at him. I regained my composure and said “Hello, Smarty”. Then we hugged one another as if we’d known each other forever. He laughed lightly as he felt my body shaking. He grabbed my bags and we started walking towards the exit. Out

Goofy Laws
In Alabama, it is illegal to wear a fake mustache that causes laughter in church. In Texas, it is illegal to curse in front of, or indecently expose oneself to, a corpse. In Michigan, a man legally owns his wife's hair. Kansas law prohibits shooting rabbits from a motorboat. In Idaho, the law states all boxes of candy given as romantic gifts must weigh more than 50 pounds. It's against the law to catch fish with your bare hands in Kansas. In California, animals are banned from mating publicly within 1,500 feet of a tavern, school or place of worship. In Washington state, it's against the law to sleep in an outhouse without the owner's permission. Putting salt on a railroad track can be punishable by death in the state of Alabama. In Texas, it's illegal to put graffiti on someone else's cow. In Alabama, dominoes may not be played on Sunday. In New York City, it's illegal to shake a dust mop out a window. In Connorsville, Wisconsin a man is legally pro

Training My Replacment
OK, so it's not the first time i have been asked to train sombody for a special position, but it is the first time i have been asked to teach somone the one thing that sets me aside from all the others. I work for a company that utilizes many of my various abilities in Computer repair and networking. We are in the process of building a new facility that will require a full time IT.(hopefully me) Over the course of my employment here I have done things, with the exsiting wireing in the building that most experts said can't be done. For instince I have wired a gigabit conection into one of the rooms here using the existing phone wireing. It's this perticular item that they haven't been able to reproduce in over four years, that they want me to train some ego maniac from corprat how to do. If i teach him how I did it, he will then be qualified for the posistion I have been waiting for. If I don't I will be putting the old building in a position lacking the ability for expanst

Some Thoughts!
People come into our life for a reason Body: People come into our life for a reason Body: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into

Tag... You're It!!!
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I would like to find true love that'll last forever 2. I am a very senstive person, more then people realize. 3. I can be a very jealous person... not a good thing I've learned!!! 4. Sometimes I sit at my computer nekkie... 5. I don't take compliments well because of being told throughout my life about how ugly and blah blah blah I am. 6. I am addicted to CAFFINE!! STARBUCKS!!!!!! Ok those are all my weird things & habits... Kate, Will, Ashley, Buster, Tony and RUSH :o) You're all tagged..... *Hugs n Kissies* *~*PurteeLadee*~*

This Isnt The Happiest Time...
I'm a little sad... but to be honest I really dont know why. I had a really good day (okay fine, I had really good food today), and things are going well. I dunno,my professor excused my homework for this week because I havent been able to get my books, my job is really going well, I have an amazing family (my friends as well as jane and sara), and a fiance who treats me definitely better than I deserve... but for some reason I'm really unhappy. It's not even so much a superficial sadness but to be honest a very concrete feeling of discontent unrelated to anything superficial. Though I understand... I think because Jenna and I conversed on this today and we think we figured it out. Way back in... damn I forget the month, but mercury was in retrograde we were both thrown severely out of wack in a depression like manner. But if you look at the signs and the planets that correspond with them, you will find that virgo is ruled by mercury. And what sign are we under right now? That's right

Lts Dance
*twirls* i love dance!!!!!! who wants to dance with me? alalalalalalal i am in the best of moods... i am in a grand mood.. my friends are awsome.. and need to spend more time talking to me then doing school work.. lol anywys i am bored so i thought i would write this

My Second Published Poem
ok this i wrote after having my heart shattered into pieces by my first love... Why? Why can't life be easy? Why does love always end in pain and tears? Why can't the ones you love most ever love you back? Why are men so cruel? Why can't men ever be loving and kind? Why do men always have to break your heart? Why when you find "the one" you'd love to spend the rest of your days with does it never work out? Why can't I keep and have a great guy? Why me? Why can't I be happy? Why do men always think you want to be single? Why do men have to turn out to be so hurtful and evil? Why do men take advantage of your vulnerability? May 31,2005 Anna Kathleen Weaver Copyright ©2006 Anna Kathleen Weaver

More Peoms I Wrote..
"I love him more than he know, I need him more than he realises. Hes evertything I wished for and more. Hes the one I'll never let go nor forget!" By: Lisa Marie When I first met you, got to know you I didnt think you would be with me so quickly nor fall so quick. But now you are and make my dark world so bright and shinny. Its been almsot 3 months and we fit in eachother world so perfectly, makes it seem we were ment to be. so please never leave and say you will always love thee. By:Lisa Marie

My First Ever Poem
That was Me That was me sitting in the corner. That was me hiding in the darkness. That was me you called hurtful names. That was me you made depressed. That was me crying. That was me that cut herself. That was me everyone picked on. That was me that you hurt. That was me who's been abused. That was me who's only wish was to be loved. That was me who you always picked last for everything. That was me you killed with your tounge. That was me who begged for your friendship. Now,that is me that you look at. That is me who found her true love. Yeah,I'm that girl with the smile on her face. Yeah,I'm the girl with real friends. I'm the girl you never gave a chance. I'm that girl. I'm the girl you never cared about.The girl you wish you knew. Anna Kathleen Weaver Copyright ©2006 Anna Kathleen Weaver

Couple Of Peoms I Really Liked
BEAUTIFUL SOUL Thought of you this morning And the way you love me A gentle, pure and sacred love When I look into your eyes I know I am safe I could fall into your arms This is where I belong Watching the sunset Sharing our dreams and hopes for a better world We've only just begun my love I LOVE YOU Why am I afraid to lose you? Why Do I feel this way? Why do I think I might lose you? Each and every day. Love is the only reason, To answer the questions in my head. I`m worried about the things you do, I`m afraid to see to see the end. I never want to see you go, I don`t want to feel the pain. If you leave and say no more, I`ll have nothing left to gain. The first time that I talked to you, No words can ever say. The things you did and said to me, Hit me in a certain way. There is no way to describe, The love I have for you. But one thing I can tell you is, I know this love is true. I always feel so close to you, But yet I feel so

My Sis
I have a sis who is not my blood sister but she is a sister in everyway that counts. Sis you mean the world to me, I love you and I know that you can make it through this. You are strong willed, so please dont let all these other things break you down. It takes time to get easier and like I promised before, it will get easier. I enjoy being with you and going out together, we can make each other laugh so easily. You mean so much to me, you have been there for me through the good and the bad. Always giving me advice, and helping me out anytime I need. You have my back and you know I have yours.I love you sis, hold on and stay strong, things can only get better from here sweetie. I love you and I am always gonna be here for you. LOVE YOUR SIS A.K.A. MEL

1st Entry....ever!
To many fans, six to be exact. All in my machine, all going at once, it's all i can hear. So i sit here trying to figure out what am i to write in here, will it even be read? i doubt it, in fact i'm fairly certain it wont even be seen, cant think of a better place to to attempt for the first time. The fans buz on. What do you want to know about? what do you want to hear? My sex life? My cock? should I flaunt my kinks and fetish's to the world with never ending redundancies knowing if i stop the "masses" will stop listening. (as if they were to begin with) Lip service being paid out on a daily basis, plastic embraces from people who would most likely avoid me on the street. on the street, in real life we are nothings....for the most part, But here on the information super high way (ten years back, and has be come a worn down toll road) we are famous, popular, have 600 friends and everyone wants to fuck us!!! It does not matter, come one come all. Men, women what ever..

Broken Hearted
You came into my life, It was love at first sight. We laughed, we cried, You caught me buy surprise. You said you would always be mine, But you lied, You broke my heat a million times. But still I loved you, And then you left me, Only to get over you. It was hard but in time I know I will survive. By: Lisa Marie

Gawd..
good LORD what was I thinking? Advice: never invite people from LC to your house. it's a couple hours of fun and after they leave you don't exist. People are idgits. Me included..I know I know..i should never have invited them over but ya know... the experience made me...ah..i wouldn't say a better person..but they sure as hell made me a more difficult person. i would honestly...rather spend many a year alone than feel as worthless as they made me feel. No one ever wants to be cast aside like nothing, which is what they did. So thanks guy..thanks for making me feel like even more of a nobody. i could care less if anyone reads this..I'm just getting it out.. No one should have to go through that bullshit. I hope you both are happy. I wasn't heading into any of that with the thought of long term on my mind..but I wasn't exactly going for the "wham bam you're not welcome....wait who are you again?" approach. Anyway..I'm done bitching for now.. comment or whatever if you want..i don't care

Our Love
Our Love is like a flower, It needs the sun and rain to grow. The sun is for the happiness we share. The rain is for the tears we cry. Some sun and rain will make it grow Stronger and stronger and just like our love, It will never die. By: Lisa Marie

Troubles Within
as it rumbles inside as it hurts the lining of your stomach, u can feel the burn, feel the sweat drip from your forhead, u try to move but it in ables u, u move your eyes and it hurts, cry out loud see what it does, cry within and it will only hurt more. the sickness has devoured your soul, grabbed your well being and terminated it from within fully u have began to understand what u have done, just close your eyes and let the blackness take u

Happy
Hey everyone just wanted everyone to know that I am really happy right now in my life and no one is going to mess it up for me.I have met a nice guy that can make me laugh alot even though I havent laughed this much since a few years ago. This guy can make a sad day go into a good day just like that. He can also make me laugh even when I am depressed.He is a really nice guy and im glad that I am with this guy cause I dont know what I would do if I would have never meet him. Well im going to stop talking now and let you all go. Well talk to ya all later and take care. I hope the person that reads this I hope he knows who it is that I am talking about. Feel free to leave a message.Peace out everyone.

Master
MASTER "I have thought about what you are offering and I am willing to submit to you as my master." The words crossed her lips with a surety and understanding above her 18 years. She would commit to her master wholly and completely, whatever that involved. A smile crossed his lips with the knowledge of this. He would control her, dominate her, watch her submit and surrender to this lifestyle. His anticipation of this left him almost breathless with desire. "I will call you. You may never contact me. The instructions I give are complete and must be obeyed to the letter. Failure to comply will lead to punishment. Punishment is my choice and delivery of punishment will happen over a period of time decided by me. Public humiliation will not form part of this relationship. The pain will be torture and delightful." His words caused her fear and trepidation. These became immediate aphrodisiacs. She felt the crotch of her panties become soaked. She heard her breath ragged in h

Hmm, My First Blog Ever
Ok, I have never done a blog before. This can be fun. I am kinda drunk right now. lol. Had to bowl, we won. woohoo. umm, I had a bad day other than that though so if you think you can cheer me up. Id love to hear from you!

Success
Success Success is something that is earned, and not given to a person. To be successful, you can not give up at whatever it is that you are trying to be successful at. If you ever feel that you will not be successful at something the chances are pretty good that you will not be successful.

Making Her A Slave
MAKING HER A SLAVE "Sir?" she asked softly, her eyes on the floor. He flicked his eyes away from the morning paper, and down the weekend slave kneeling before him. As was the custom for the weekend "play time" they shared, the buxom young brunette was nude. All she wore were the scrunchies in her hair (to give her the pigtails he liked so much), the makeup on her face (still smeared from the early morning throat-fucking), and the polish on her nails. "May I ask you something?" she asked. "Veronica, my precious little piggy," he said with a wry half-cocked grin, "you may ask your question." "Our weekends are so... special, Sir," she began. "They keep me going all week. I was just hoping that we..." "Yes, pet?" "Sir, I want to be your slave. All the time." "Oh," he said, as if surprised. "Is that so." "Please, sir," she whined, and insolently gave his foot a kiss. "The way you treat me, the way you..." "Go on, piggy. Say it." He liked her to vocalize, to

Ummmmmmm
Hell yes they are mine and if you see anyone claiming as there own call them liars lol These writings you are more than welcome to use to give to loved ones or just share. Emotions dont cost a penny. Although water is a good commodity maybe I should cash in hehe. These are for the people so you can feel more comfortable talking about your life. It is okay! I am not afraid to step over boundaries and in some of my writings I talk about rape, cutting, love. I dont care what it is if more people talked i bet we could have better communication. I have 2 domain names www.emotionwriter.com and www.truelovelive.com. I have plans for both but always up for ideas so help me out here hehehe. Plus im looking into trademarking hehehe since i think i use it more than anyone I know. Chronykle James Morrow

So Many Emotions
So many Emotions Lovely letters, calming rain flowers starting to bloom one more step towards a gain less frightened less gloom baby shoes, soft beautiful skin perfection we all search for motherly qualities always win ones who been left behind have so much more sickness invades my life taking all thats good and well wanting to be a wife yet keeps me in this shell Tenderness, compassion I do give laughing makes things good but sometimes I don't want to live suicide I never could So fighting, crying,feeling sad is what the answer will be there are still things that make me glad I am fighting for you and me Elizabeth Fletcher 8-16-06

To All My True Peeps!
I just want to show some luv to all my true peeps who've shown me much luv since i've been here, you know who you are! now i know peeps have other peeps that they are more cool with thats all good! i respect that iknow its hard to keep up with all of our peeps! shoutouts to my gurlllll fiona, and her sis jane, white diamondz, keli, kay, jewelz, miz dee, cali angel(who've been my friend way even before i came here at lc from myspace shes been a real true friend, thanks for listening to me your definately an angel lol!) and last my friend jo jo who but me down with this site, much luvvvv,sorry again!, and to the others much luv, hopefully you'll hit me up sometime, holla! Much Luv, Yah!

A Bereth thar Ennui Aeair! Calad ammen i reniar Mi 'aladhremmin ennorath. A Elbereth Gilthoniel I chin a thûl lín míriel... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ O Queen beyond the Western Seas! O light to us that wander Amid the tree-woven lands of Middle-earth. O Elbereth Star-kindler Your eyes and breath [are] like shining jewels... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Aníron O môr henion i dhû: Ely siriar, êl síla. Ai! Aníron Undómiel. Tiro! Él eria e môr. I 'lîr en êl luitha 'úren. Ai! Aníron... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ From darkness I understand the night: Dreams flow, a star shines Ah! I desire Evenstar. Look! A star rises out of the darkness The song of the star enchants my heart. Ah! I desire... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I ngîl cennin erthiel Ne menel aduial, Ha glingant be vîr Síliel moe. I ngîl cennin firiel Ne menel aduial, And-dúr

Finding Peace
Finding peace Sleeping anger,monsters come nightmares fill my mind haunting, terror feeling numb so unpleasent so unkind sliding grabing feeling weak falling down so fast trying to stay humble and meek to release my horrible past being at the lowest of lows at the bottem of the well I sit my fingernails, having dirt...just how it goes starting to climb again...never will I quit! Elizabeth Fletcher 8-14-06

The Forbidden
Broken promises and tattered dreams, Fallen angels with sindged wings.. Can't you see? It seems you were once just like me... Doomed as an outcast of all society, As it felt that you would be alone for all eternity.. Now that we've met one another, Perhaps we could bless eachother with the presence of a passionate love.. So blissful and yet care free of anyones judgement foreseen unto you and me, We shall forever live on always happily.. Shining brightly in the reflection of their eyes, From the ones who could not be.. By: Chris DickenWritten: 9-11-04

I'm Here And I Wont Dissapear
hi ya peeps... hope everything is going well around there. i'm just busy studying, you know, next monday i have my last final exam to graduate... my thesis project is almost done, but teacher asked me to fix things (ya, he was in a very bad mood last friday) no, i'm not going to classes, i finished them last december, but i still had 3 subjects to do final exam still... plus i'm working.. ahh yes, i love that job, but i'll be at home begining tomorrow, i asked for "free days to study" (yep, it's their obligation to give them here), and i'll be back to my job next tuesday :) till then people, i'll try to write blog so you know what's happening around here, and why i'm almost "lost"! *** hugs & kisses *** Maria

Ok my first blog here on LC. Need to rant a bit, also any advice would be appreciated. I am here like most of you to have fun, and meet some online friends. I have a few on here(lol) I try to comment on pics/pages as much as I can, and I get my share of comments which are all appreciated. Thanks to those who comment and rate my pics. Now to my frustration, I see comments from the ladies saying I am handsome, sexy, (again I appreciate the comments ladies Thank you very much keep the compliments coming) So why is it so hard to cross over from online to real life meeting(providing of coure you are in close proximity to whoever it is you might want to meet)? I am told I am a goodlooking man, so why do people seem so unwilling to meet in real life?? NOw if anyone reads this, I know I will get differering comments, response to this. So post away, or message me if you have more to say than a comment

They Got Me Here Too!!!
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I hate being alone, yet I hate being around people. 2. I'm scared to death of beetles. (those creepy crawly little bugs) 3. I reply to all messages, with respect, no matter how nasty or rude they may be. (not a good thing) LOL 4. I have a habit of being too honest... sometimes that gets me into a lot of trouble. 5. I believe that other women are better than I am, and never believe compliments that those close to me, tell me about myself. 6. The only thing I used to drink, is pepsi... (I've now started drinking water) Ok those are all my weird things & habits...Les, Theresa, Michael, Rick, Christ

Oral
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push hard and fast against my tongu

A Poem My Daughter Wrote To My Brother
Last breath To my Uncle Joey Daidola Love Amanda It was oneday I saw your smile. I wanted it to last for a while. Since you have been gone things have changed. Everything feels so strange. I loved you more then life itself. But your last breath could not be helped. I want you to know my feelings will show. I love you dearly. Rest in peace Uncle Joey. I love you from the bottom of my heart. Amanda Pennino Copyright ©2006 Patricia Joy Rendon

Dead Thoughts Of Love (part 3)
As you laid there dying, Not a thought of greif crossed my mind.. For I knew that you would carry on to a much better place, Although inside my heart and soul I was crying.. I felt as if a piece of me had died, Even though I held our memories fond and your love in my heart with pride inside me... I carried on without you, Always thinking about you.. As I knew you were keeping watch over me, From above.. Consistently sending me signs of your love letting me know that it was still there and alive, And from where it was they came of.. Finally my time had come, And I peacefully passed away knowing that you would be there.. As I came through the passing of my death, I saw you standing there waiting for me with open arms to come back and be with you always and forever.. By my side, For we knew that now we would never be seperated again.. As our love has surpassed through life and death, And that it was forever here to stay and never drift away.. By: Chris Dicken Written: 6-11&12-04

Rant #4: Welfare
This rant is one of my all-time favorite rants from the archive. So, here it is: Your fucking right, I'm picking on you this time. What is Welfare? Well, here's my version of what Welfare is. It's when some dumb fuck sits at home and collects a cheque/check (I am Canadian. Forgive me) from the government. Where does this money come from? Us hard WORKING members of society. Know what I think? I think they should either modify it or ebolish it. Plain and fucking simple. Disability, I got no problem with. People are crippled and can't work, thats fine. No beef with you guys. Its the workable people I got a problem with. You fucking dipshits sit at home and fucking either surf the web looking at porn all day, do blow or watch fucking soap operas. You fuckers are pathetic. Get a fucking job. Even if it's shoveling horse shit or selling the drugs your cranking. It's because of you fuckers that our economy is fucked. And whats fucking it up even more is the fact you testical licking

Dead Thoughts Of Love (part 2)
My tear drops have salt stained this pillow gripped tightly, Loosened by a gentle, Soft and sudden touch.... As I heard the sweetest voice whisper to me; "You are just like me it seems for I know what you've gone through.. With a sad and broken heart.. But now somehow I feel as if it all has been set free." And we both gazed into one anothers eyes wondering how could it be? As you opened and expressed yourself to me.. I loved you, And always longed for someone like you to come into my life.. Now here you are, In my life and heart.. I pray that you're here to stay, As I will forever love you.. The caring grace of love, That you offered when you stepped into my life.. Is the absolute forgiveness, To all the pain I had dwelled with in the past times of my life.. It was your innocene, Of who you became through your suffering.. And what you had longed for, Like me... Just for that, My heart will be eternally greatful and forever devoted to you..

I Don't Care
Older one but still stands "WHAT'S ALL THE FUSS? " "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere possession of which is a crime in Saudi Arabia. I'll care whe

Dead Thoughts Of Love (part 1)
These dead thoughts of love, They will not quit.. Inside of my restless mind, Trying to recover.. What was in my heart, Is now darkend and decayed.. As I feel what I once believed in, Slowly begin to drift away.. Searching for what I've always longed for, Wondering if I should give up all hope.. Shall I forever carry on alone? Walking the road of this illfated lonely life, With the anthem of my sad and broken heart.. What should I do, Continue seeking until I find the one who feels just like me? Then we could set eachother free, Living with a love that could pass through all eternity...

Believe Me, If I Started Murdering People… There'd Be None Of You Left
That quote is by Charles Manson, what a genius.. Anyhow, I heard this crazy story about today. It just so happens to be my brother's birthday today. His wife sent him on a treasure hunt all through town today. Frankly, it was adorable. Well anyhow, at the end of the day she was gonna take him to get a tatoo my pops had. We only had a small picture of it and every artist said they couldn't do it. They decided to stop by where my bro got his first tattoo and the artist offered to take a look at it. He had just bought the SAME EXACT stencle from a guy in Cali, which is creepy because my pops got his tattoo down in Cali. WOW.. it still shocks me.. gives me chills thinking about it!!

Writing And Poetry
Lonely, No connection, Shattered soul, Hopeless No one will ever know or Feel the unending pain tormenting me No one will ever understand me. I live in wretched darkness The days get darker The hours grow longer I believe it is time to accept my fate And learn how to live In the darkness forever.

Goth
One word… GOTH “What are you supposed to be?” was the question the average-looking mundane man asked me while I was standing in line at KFC tonight. Being somewhat surprised that someone even spoke to me (it doesn’t happen often, due to my intimidating demeanor I suppose), I still managed a quick comeback, “A damned weirdo. Isn’t it obvious?” It didn’t seem to be the reply he was expecting or even hoping for. Looking somewhat confused, he said, “Oh,” and left with his dinner in hand. He seemed disappointed that I didn’t attempt some long-winded explanation, and also that I didn’t appear flustered by his big “confrontation.” As I sat eating my dinner, I started to ponder the question. Just what the hell AM I supposed to be, relative to Mr. Random Mundane? I’m a bit of a colorful (not literally) background to their otherwise drab and routine lives. Wouldn’t it be that much more boring if everyone they encountered looked, acted, and spoke pretty much the same way they do? I provid

Her Crazy Weekend
IT WAS JUST ONE OF THOSE NIGHTS THAT SHE HAD DREAMED OF!SHE HAD MET HIM ONLINE AND THEY KNEW EACH OTHER FOR AWHILE! ALL SHE COULD THINK OF THAT NIGHT WAS MEETING HIM THEY HAD CYBERED AND SHE HAD WATCHED HIM ON CAM AND VERY MUCH WANTED TO MEET HIM FACE TO FACE! WELL SHE WAS JUST SECONDS FRM HIM, HE WAS IN HER HOME TOWN AND WAS THERE FOR THE SAME PURPOSE (TO MEET HER). SHE RODE AROUND FOR A FEW MINUTES TRYING TO GET UP ENOUGH NERVE TO GO TO HIM. HE FINALLY CALLED HER AND TOLD HER MEET ME IN ROOM 157 BUT GIVE ME 10 MINUTES TO CLEAN UP! SHE DID JUST THAT! AS SHE APPROACHED HIS ROOM HER HEART STARTED RACING WHAT WAS SHE DOING ! SHE HAD AN HUSBAND AND KIDS AT HOME BUT SHE ALSO KNEW THERE WASNT ANYTHING THERE FOR HER AT HOME SEXUALLY! SHE KINDA BIT HER LIP AND WENT ON TO THE DOOR AFTER JUST TWO KNOCKS THERE HE STOOD! UMMMMMMMMMMM! HE WAS EVEN BETTER LOOKING IN PERSON JUST AT THE SITE OF HIM SHE WAS GETTING WET! SHE SLOWLY WALKED RIGHT BY HIM INTO HIS ROOM! DOING SO SHE STOPPED RIGHT

Sooooo...
...im doing this just to say i did it. usually dont have much to say about much of things but u will never know i may come up with something stupid to say one day...look forward to that day..coming soon to a PC near you

My Road Trip
well, this is gonna be the biggest road trip ever that im taking come october 13th. im heading to gatlinburg,tenn again. but i flew last year, so this year im driving all the way from california with stops in tuscon,AR 2 stops in texas, 1 in houston a night, meet up with friends b4 heading to lake charles,LA. will stay there a few days with friends b4 heading to columbus GA then off the NC with friends a few days b4 heading to the cabin i rented with friends. we had such a blast last year at a cabin in the smokys, we decided to do it again, but for a week instead of 3 days. after that trip, maybe heading up to nyc,philly,ohio and a few other places meeting up with friends on lc as well as myspace and my old friends on AOL. should last about 7 weeks, so if anyone has tips on what to see and what to do, send me a email and let me know, thanks.

A Muggy Night
IT WAS AN MUGGY RAINY NIGHT CAROL WAS RESTLESS AND LONELY. SHE WAS RESTLESS AND BORED. AS SHE SAT THERE HOME ALONE SHE CAUGHT HERSELF THINKING OF HIM. OMG HE WAS SOMETHING SHE HAD NEVER MET NE ONE LIKE HIM HE WAS ONE OF THOSE GUYS SHE COULD EASILY GROW TO CARE LOTS BOUT. SHE DECIDED SHE NEED TO SEE HIM SO SHE GOT IN HER CAR AND LEFT SHE KNEW THAT HE WAS AT HIS FAVORITE SPOT TONIGHT HE HAD ASKED HER OUT BUT SHE AT THE TIME WAS TO TIRED BUT ALL OF A SUDDEN CAUGHT A SECOND WIND THINKING OF HIM. SHE ARRIVED AT THE BAR WHERE SHE KNEW HE WAS. SHE GLANCED IN THE MIRROR FIXING HER HAIR AND MAKEUP. THINKING TO HERSELF TONIGHT SHE WAS GOING TO SHOW HIM HOW SHE FELT!SHE STEPPED OUT OF HER CAR WHIT ONE THING ON HER MIND! BY THE END OF TONIGHT SHE WAS GOING TO LIVE OUT ONE OF HER MANY FANTASYS! SHE WALKED UP TO THE DOOR OF THE BAR AND AS SHE DID SHE TOOK A BIG LOOK AT HERSELF IN THE GLASS DOOR AND THINKING FOR AN BBW SHE WAS PRETTY HOT! SHE WAS DRESSED IN AN SHORT BLACK SKIRT AN WHITE BLOUSE

Hmmm....
There has been a big change in my life and I'm not sure if I am supposed to be happy, sad, depressed (which I am sad and depressed) and much more. Since Saturday night, things for me have been really hard. The love of my life that I have been with for almost 2 years and I have split up. Well, let's just say it's "just for now" but will it be "just for now"? No one really knows. I guess we'll see what happens I guess. It's still hard for me to really talk about it because I finally found the one true thing that I really care about in my life, and to let that person slip through my fingers like nothing is beyond belief. It's hard, it's really hard. I'm not going to be able to hug him passionally, kiss him like I want too and tell him I deeply and truely love him. It hurts a lot and I don't know what to do really. I don't know if I should fight for the one I really love, or if I just leave him alone. It's really hard to just sit and not do anything. When I wake up in the morning, he's all

misdirected,contradicted,put away with shame prideless hopes,selfish games, a lackluster cluster fuck. excellence gained with sorrow failure seems to be the key grindfucked into misery sieze the fucking day don't grab me with your patience a useless ploy don't flash me with your time a selfless toy your words are but meaningless a tantric verbal fuck u might say cause tomorrow is forever and forever is gone rape from me what you havent already pleasure me with your mindless games laugh at me with your selfish pity forever today and today is forever forever is the end Shaun AJ McLean

Pinic Table Romance!
PINIC TABLE ROMANCE! LOL THE PARKTIM WAS HAVING ONE OF THOSE DAYS AND DIDNT KNOW WHAT HE REALLY WANTED TO DO! SO HE SET OUT TO MEET HIS BUDDIES AT THE BASKETBALL COURT! THEY PLAYED SEVERAL GAMES AND WAS BOUT TO STOP WHEN TIM SAW HER! HE HAD DATED HER YEARS BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL! TO HIM SHE STILL LOOKED THE SAME IF NOT EVEN PRETTIER! SHE WAS SITTING UNDER A TREE WITH SOME OF HER GIRLFREINDS! HE COULDNT BELIVE IT JUST SEEING HER AGAIN TOOK HIS BREATH! AFTER DEBATING IT FOR A FEW MINTUES HE DECIDED TO WALK ON OVER TO WHERE SHE WAS SITTING! AS HE APPROACHED SHE LOOKED UP KINDA STARINING HER EYES FOR THE SUN BEING IN THEM! NOT UNTIL TIM SPOKE HER NAME DID SHE REALIZE WHO HE WAS, AND AT THAT MOMENT SHE DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO SAY! IT HAD BEEN QUIT A FEW YEARS SINCE THERE BREAK UP!THEY SAT THERE FOR MINUTES JUST TALKING AND CATCHING UP ON OLD TIMES! THEN TIM ASKED HER IF SHE WOULDLOVE TO RUN AND GET SOMETHING TO EAT! SHE AGREED AND THEY LEFT HER CAR THERE! THEY WENT ON TO A QUIET LIL RESTER

What A Night
IT WAS AN NIGHT LIKE ANY OTHER ALL SHE WANTED TO DO WAS GO HOME FROM WORK AND GET COMFORTABLE! BUT SHE NEW THAT WASNT GOING TO HAPPEN SHE HAD JUST TO MANY THINGS AT HOME THAT KEPT HER OCCUPPIED! CAROL WAS SO PREOCCUPPIED BY THE ONE THING SHE SEEMED TO NOT BE ABLE TO GET! HE WAS ONE OF THOSE GUYS CAROL ONLY DREAMED OF HAVING! HE WAS AN HOTTIE IN EVERY SINCE! THE LOOKS , WAYS , MOTORCYLE I MEAN THE HOLE 9 YARDS! SHE HAD MET HIM ONCE OR TWICE AND THEY HAD CONTINUED TO BE CLOSE FREINDS CHATTING EVERYTIME THEY COULD BOUT LIFE AND DREAMS BUT SHE HAD ALWAYS KEPT HER BIGGEST DREAM FROM HIM!SHE COULDNT EVER BRING HERSELF TO TELL HIM HOW BAD SHE WANTED HIM! SHE PLAYED AROUND WITH THE TOUGHTS OF HIM N HIS MOTORCYCLE SHOWING UP AND JUST TAKING HER AWAY! LIL DID SHE KNOW WHAT THE NEXT DAY WOULD BRING! SHE LAYED IN BED THAT NIGHT THINKING OF HIM AND THINKING OF JUST HOW BAD SHE WANTED TO TELL HIM HOW BAD SHE WANTED HIM! THAT NIGHT SHE FELL ASLEEP AFTER HOURS OF LAYING THERE! AND AFTER WHAT SEEME

Writing And Poetry
You killed my mind and ravaged my soul Never thought twice of what you stole How could you take what was not yours And leave me with no open doors Laying awake tortured at night A restlessness I can not fight My life is now a tragic mess Because I said no and you heard yes

Lonliness....
Should someone that loves with their whole heart be alone? Should someone who dedicates themselves huet always? Should you laugh at me because I want to love you? But in all reality she doesn't love you anymore.... And still you don't want me.... And you leave me still in complete lonliness....

Old Friends Meet Again
OLD FRIENDS MEET AGAIN The day started off like no other Lexi the plan bored housewife, got up and dressed to go pick up some doughnuts for the kids. Well while she was out she had decided to take a short cut home instead of her usually route. Not knowing that that one decison would change things for her and bring up some feelings that she had forgotten bout for years! As she turned on a street that she usaually just rode by as she was on her way home she glanced over at a house that brought back so many memories. It was her high school sweethearts dads and stepmoms. She never quit thinking of him but never knew where to find him and of course she had gotten married so........ what was she to do? Well something told her to glance up all of a sudden and she nearly wrecked her car as she saw him standing there. Her heart flew to her throat and she could barely get his name out of her mouth! then finally as she sarted saying his name he turned around and saw her. Instantly there eyes

Who In The World Is Chronykle?
He is a 33 year old man with 2 step daughters and 1 step son. They are considered mine since I raised them for 13 years of their lives. I work for a cell phone company that I just got on with. I am a hardcore closer. I can close about any sale that is in the breeding I think. I am a writer and like to spend time writing for others that are in need.

Can I Trust You With My Heart
She wrote, "I feel just like that painting collecting dust on the wall And every day you walk right by me and don't know I'm there at all And I can't think of one single reason why I should be hanging around" She signed it, "I hope that you'll miss me", and she drove herself out of town Maybe he'll notice her now, maybe he'll open his eyes Sometimes it takes somebody leaving for a man to realize Maybe he'll tell her she's the only thing that he can't live without Now that she's gone maybe he'll notice her now When he came home late that evening, he called her name down the hall He saw the outline of the painting that used to hang there on the wall And in its place on the nail was a letter, he read it out loud to himself And the loneliness began to take over and for once he knew just how she felt Maybe he'll notice her now, maybe he'll open his eyes Sometimes it takes somebody leaving for a man to realize Maybe he'll tell her she's the only thing that he can't live w

sadistic thoughts grace the precious mind, grinding the surface with suffocating touch.Forced to insanity, the numbing fades with a few little pills. Blood filled dreams fill the head like a haze, piss staind sheets prove thier madness. Lying there strapped nowhere to go, the four walls around u call out your name, u got nowhere to go, no where to hide, left to wallow in what u have become. Fingers bleed from the night before, the wrists have began to heal from the times before, playing life as if it were the end and now u sit there lying strapped to the bed insane the voices are calling u insane your weekness they feed upon you left yourself open and the demons came in your disrespect, your hate, your anger, problems u found that could be ignored '' Not done and not sure if i will finish '' Shaun Aj McLean

This Time It's War (song)
I've heard of love before, But this time it's something more I'm sure... Cause it's war, On a open heart...Sugar I've never felt this way, But this time I'm sure it'll be something good... So open fire with your loaded guns, Cause this might not be what you wanted to hear or may not be how you feel... I must confess, I only feel this way about you and I think you do too... So what are we waiting for, Cause I don't ever want to be late with you. I've been dropped so many times in the past, That I've become very fragile.. So won't you tell me do you think we could stand a chance, And if it falls to pieces I'll be there to help you pick it all back up...Because I've heard of love before, But this time it feels like it's something more I'm sure.. It's war, On a open heart... So open fire with your loaded guns, Cause this might not be what you wanted to hear or exactly how you feel...I'll always have my armor up around me, But if you asked me to then I'd let it down for you... Been shot thr

What Is Love
Try to describe love, its boundaries and depths. Somehow nothing seems just, and your emotions feel kept. Try to define love, what it is and how it feels. Yet the words seem to be locked up, with a seal. This I know; love is simply this; It's a strong, bonding energy that is felt in an embrace. An equal amount of energy and passion when the lips meet. It's a compulsion to say "I love you" when you have to leave and you've just had a fight. It's an understanding that the other may need space, and time to think. It's confidence in knowing that they will return. It's a feeling of loneliness, and missing them when they are gone, if even for a little bit. It's a matter of knowing that things are right. Love is a sensation, a feeling in your chest. This I say to you, my love, that if in the heart is where love does store, to hold the love I feel for you, then the heart is the only thing in me, for there couldn't be room for anything more

Finish This Poem
Just for kicks... finish this well known poem but with your own words :o) ROSES ARE RED.... VIOLETS ARE BLUE..... ________________________ ________________________ simple... now just click the comment thingy and let me see who can be the most creative... don't be scared, there's no wrong answers!!! *Hugs n Kissies* *~*PurteeLadee*~*

Beauty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring she lovingly gives, The Passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years -- only grows and grows.

Poem (what Is Love?)
Well from my own understandin of love hurt but ill tell you anwayz Love is the time i spend thru the day making you smile, love is compression i show you when your down, love is the lil thing i do to get you thru the day, love is the way i see you everyday my heart skips a beat, love is the way you linger thru my mind when i sleep, but lately your love for me is untrue, though i did things out of my way to please you in the end it was only to lose you, when i lie in bed snuggle on my pillow in the morning i cant reconize myself in the mirror, they say love comes to those who wait but i think to myself its just another way of sayin nice guys finished last and never will collect the prize only to wonder around aimlessly inside...

gradually life can turn it'self around , but u have to be heading in that right direction....sure u might step on, over, and through people but that builds who u are, it defines what u are inside and what the world see's u as....Don't be fake act the the way u wanna,stop trying to impress everyone and impress yourself cause the person u fool is yourself......so far what i have observed of life is, it's like a time glass every pebble of sand that drops is a new story a new memory..sure u forget some and ya u would like to erase some but those others are meaningfull timeless pieces of art sketched within ourselves to remind us of who we are and what we stand for.... some people are confused others believe they don't care and some just choose to rebell but when u lie your head down to sleep u sometimes remember all those great times as if they were right there happeneing in front of u. So remember who u are , remember what u believe and never let another person bring you down

Tye Dyed Asylum - Behind The Art
"Tye Dyed Asylum" This was a fun piece; this was done several years ago. The original size was 2’X3’. I don’t have it any more because someone stole it for personal collection. Any way the piece was done up as a college (several images combined) Barney and ALF are the key characters here. The image of Barney was of him barbed wired to a fence and ignited (I did not produce this image)I saw it on a magazine page so I used it. Next image, the one of Alf was an image that was on a clip board the text with the image was “Why be normal” I photo copied that and put it with Barney. Then I found Beavis and Butthead laughing in a small strip … yeah I couldn’t resist, so I’m revealing myself here, so what. I took these images played on a Xerox machine; you know the slow ones from the 90s, one color ink at a time. The machine gave me plenty of time to slide the images to get a variety of effects, by moving it during and in between scans. The copier became my favorite toolf

Untitled
Powerful hands pulling My hair into a tight rope He tenderly tugs my head As he possesses my face and neck With his warm mouth and tongue. I feel a heavy burning pressure on my thigh And press my chest into his eager hands… He worships my breasts like a prized possession. Patience… I want him now… Patience. I open my lips into the urgency of his mouth, Engulfed in insane flames of desire… Patience. He lifts my hips and desperately kneads my belly, Devouring my soft petals with his sensuous lips… I want him… Now. He enters me like he has come home to die And softly sighs into my ear… I welcome him home… he is my King Tears of joy stream down my cheeks And moisten his smooth neck and back… I am home… I listen for the heartbeats of our love as Time. Stops. His eyes are teasing me to Taste him to please him to love him With each thrust He whispers he loves me… With each thrust I whisper I love him… He pauses… I smile… He

Yay For Me!!!
Okay. It's official. On September 25th, I'm starting my graduate classes to get my Master's of Science in Information Systems. So, wish me luck... Full time job, full time school, and takin care of the kidlets. Gonna be busy, busy, busy...

Well the times pass with every cautious look, we can see what needs to be done ,know the words to say but they remain unspoken,it's clear there is something in the air, something so right, something so true.As the wind blows through blowing those that we don't care to remember and taking ones that we do a sense of rejoice builds from within, i can't remember feeling this way and i will never forget this time we had on this world together. Unconditional raw emotion, a contagous thought , tears running down my face, simple things to remind us that our loved has flourished Shaun A.J. McLean

9:21 Pm
Random thoughts, in a common place. Glad to see that BabyJ got the blogs working. Nice feature, and something that I think will really be a big turning point for the LC. Now, if we could only get people to stop reposting dumb shit, life would be grand. I've been working a lot recently, which somewhat explains my absence here at the LC. I say somewhat, because another part of it has just been my lack of desire to be online and social as of late. I'm working my way thru figuring out a lot of things, and it requires me to be able to focus my thoughts. Speaking of work, I don't think I ever realized how many people die in a hospital. And that's not to say that it happens a lot in MY hospital, it just happens a lot in general. You think of people going to the hospital to get better, and a lot do. But so many come in, get better and then go out to fuck themselves up all over again. Your health is the one thing that you have a huge amount of control over in this life. Ev

My Buddymap
i got a new buddymap and this one is much better than the old one i had. very easy to fill out and add what you want. i love to see where people i talk to all over the country and world. so if you havent checked out my buddymap, please do and add yer self and make up yer own map and track where your friends are

Steelers Vprayer
Our Father, Who art in Pittsburgh Football be thy game. The Kingdom come, 4 Super Bowls won, On earth as it is in Heinz Field. Give us this day a playoff victory, And forgive us our penalties, As we defeat those who play against us. But lead us into a victory, And deliver us to Detroit. Amen.

Ya Shyt Is So Whack (flow: Linkin Park Diss)
Aye yo L.P. since ya say shyt is goin down/Then why the hell ya always using same exact sounds/Reversing the old lines all the dayumn time/Ooop thats it ya done got a wicked clown up on ya asses now/But thats aiight I'll jus make it all fine justa hear ya chumps whine/Ya gotta hook-up with a hip hop artist/And ya still jus doin the same old shyt spinning those same exact trax on nothing but wax/Truely now thats justa lil too whack/ Don't get this wrong I'm only stating the facts/So get ya shyt straight before ya wanna come back at this preaching all about how huge ya fanbase is/Cauz all ya jus doin is making yaselves into a disgrace/Bitch slapping the fans right in their face/If ya gonna try and make a come back/Then do it wth some New Trax New Ryhmes without using Old Hooks and Lines/Otherwise don't even bother wasting all of ours and your own time/Recycling the same ole shyt time after time/So now jus seriously "What The Hell Are Ya Waiting For?"/lets jus see ya make a come back with

For My Bro
My oldest bro is over in Iraq and we hope and pray that he comes home safely to use this is also for all the soliders that are over there helping our country out please be safe and careful and we pray that u guys will have a safge return home they are over there to fight for us and there are so many right now have lost there life helping us and fight for us they are always in our prayes to my oldest from we love and miss u and hope u come home safely to us. adn also for all the other we pray and home u have a safe return home. also becareful over there and be safe

Just Sittin Here Thinkin
hey its september 13th 2006... im just sittin here after going on a date with an old freind from grade school.... and well it went very well.. i have noticed though "Do all guys expect something on the first date??" i mean damn of all the audasity.. this guy actually thought i was going to give it to im on the first date.... And people wonder why i dont date anyone... well theres you r answer... xoxoxo angel

When The Hell Did This Happen?
I came home and noticed I had blog alerts on here. I thought I hit my head hard or something. Or Tom from Myspace held the LC people hostage and demanded blogs. either way cool stuff and you people are gonna be reading alot of my ramblings so be warned ;)

Feeling Alone
At this time in my life I have never felt more alone. Not because I have no one, but because I can't fix anything. I have great people in my life. But when it comes down to everything...I can only depend on me being here for me. I never thought my life would ever end up like this...in any way at all. Of course as a child you have big dreams for your self. Wishes...My wishes and dreams never came true. I don't mean that in a pitiful way...I just wonder why some of us get get what we wish for and others don't. I know that I am here for a reason...not sure what it is yet, but hopefully I will find out someday soon. I would love to have a life of meaning. Helping others is what I used to be able to do...now I can't even help myself so I can't give what I don't have. So hopefully one day I will feel un-lonely LOL!!! Thanks for reading my thoughts.

Firemens Angel
Firemen or Angels Have you ever wondered why these Men and Women run into burning houses to save our lives? Have you ever stopped a firemen and said, Thank you for your time? These Brave Firemen are our parents our siblings and our friends Those are the ties that never end.. You say Firemen I say Angels You say Heroes I say Angels Only an Angel would put their life on the burner for another without a second thought.. For I am one who will never forget September 11th and how they all fought Lives were lost , but Angels were born Their hearts were torn, and yet they stood stronge The next time you see a Firemen, say Hello and Thank you For you never know later that week you might be their new RESCUE... To all our Earth Bound Guardian Angels... Thank you

Hmmmm
You know i am really not the type to do a blog..But i have always sat and wondered why i am on this earth..To be honest i guess i wonder if there is a true purpose for me being here..Maybe i am just going through some kind of depression hell i don't know..But have really just can't understand my life..Most of the time i feel so alone in everything i do even though i am married and have kids..I still feel like there is nothing for me...Ok i know no one really gives a fuck about any of this..So i hope it is something that passes soon..So on that happy note...Hope vereyone is having a better life than me...xoxo

My name is Billy and im a smoker, I have been smoking for about 8 years now. I have tried to quite in the past only to be successful for about 3 months. Now days I don't feel like trying to quit any more. I have come to terms whit the fact that it is my crutch everyone has one and mine is a cigarette. Yes, Yes I know what your thinking. Smoking is bad Billy you need to quite. So I know and im still not going to. Any body that is disgusted when you see a smoker with cigarettes in their hands or mouth can go fuck yourself. Yah, right now im pretty upset over this whole nonsmoker thing. Earlier I was outside my apartment smoking when a woman walking down the street passed by me (about 50 yards) when she noticed that I was smoking she put her hands over her mouth and acted like she was coughing. I just set their thinking about the actions of that unknown bitch and how nonsmokers think that im rude for smoking around then (in there minds around then is anywhere with in sight). well fuck

Wrestling
Professional wrestling has been a part of my life for a long time. I have kept somewhat interested over the past 15 years. I got started very young when my grandmother and I (that's right, my grandmother) used to watch wrestling together when I was a kid. As I grew older, so did my obsession with wrestling. Throughout high school, that's all my friends and I talked about. Who was doing what, what was going on. Who were the best faces, who were the greatest heels. Hell, even back then we had two different companies to talk about. We all followed WWF, now WWE (stupid World Wildlife Fund), except Ryan Parker who for some unknown reason was a WCW supporter. He was still invited among us, mostly just to make fun of his bad taste in wrestling organizations. There wasn't a PPV that we weren't all sitting in Gerard's living room gawking at the television to see who was going to walk out with the title. Probably some of the greatest times we've had have come during those PPV's. Whet

The Lovers Of The Heart
In order to form a more perfect kiss, enable the mighty hug to promote to whom we please but one kiss. Article 1: Statement of Love: The Kiss 1. Kiss on the hand = I adore you 2. Kiss on the cheek = I just want to be friends 3. Kiss on the neck = I want you 4. Kiss on the lips = I love you 5. Kiss on the ears = I am just playing 6. Kiss anywhere else = lets not get carried away 7. Look in your eyes = kiss me 8. Playing with ! your hair = I can't live without you 9.Hand on your waist = I love you to much to let you go Article 2: The Three Steps 1. Girls: If any guys get fresh with you, slap him. 2. Guys: If any girl slaps you, her intentions are still good. 3. Guys & Girls: Close your eyes when kissing, it is rude to stare. Article 3: The Commandments 1. Thou shall not squeeze too hard. 2. Thou shall not ask for a kiss, but take one. 3. Thou shall kiss at every opportunity. Here are a few reasons why guys like girls: 1. They

How Hugs Turn To Handshakes
Our first touch was a handshake. We became freinds. We grew closer and closer. Dinner and movies became constant. Our second touch was a hug. Our passion left us with a regret. We grew apart. Attempts to regain what was lost have failed. Our last touch was a handshake.

911
No one could believe that the towers were crumbling. We all stood and watch threw the thunderous rumbling. People screamed as their hearts were torn apart, by the lose of loved ones who will always be in our hearts. We watched and prayed as the day turned into night. We looked for some comfort in the bright shining lights. Did we understand that we would never be the same, When our freedom is all they wanted and came to claim. Our lives are once again, back the way they were. I cannot remember or maybe it's just a blur. What my life was like before we were hit, But I know now, that this is just it I will live my life loving everyone in my path. I cannot become one who shelters only wrath. My life is too precious and our lives are too short. We will all stand forever with this kind of support. Look to your left and then to your right. Will you let that person help you in this fight? This is one that I know, I promise we will win. We stand united forever and our streng

Foot Prints
One night I had a dream-- I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord and across the sky flashed scenes from my life. For each scene I noticed two sets of footprints, one belonged to me and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of my life flashed before me, I looked back at the footprints in the sand. I noticed that many times along the path of my life, there was only one set of footprints. I also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in my life. This really bothered me and I questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you would walk with me all the way, but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life there is only one set of footprints. "I don't understand why in times when I needed you most, you should leave me." The Lord replied, "My precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trial and suffering. "When you saw only on

Just Like Everyone Else...
Ok, i guess i'll be like everyone else and create a blog too. hmmm... what to say... my band is doing a gig this Friday night at a local club in CR. it should be a lot of fun. yeah, my life isn't that exciting at the moment. yeah, so... later.

Beuty Of A Woman
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring she lovingly gives, The Passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years -- only grows and grows.

Work And Lc
All right I think I may need professional help... (Don't say a word DDD!!!!) I am starting to grow so addicted to talking to people on LC throughout the day that I am actually getting pissed when clients interrupt my online fun... Sick and sad truth. But I will say this it has helped my multitasking skills... I can successfully shout at multiple people, read a message and leave comments all at one :) I need to figure out a way to add my work into my play... any ideas anyone

In My Daughters Eyes
In my daughter's eyes I am a hero I am strong and wise and I know no fear But the truth is plain to see She was sent to rescue me I see who I wanna be In my daughter's eyes In my daughter's eyes everyone is equal Darkness turns to light and the world is at peace This miracle God gave to me gives me strength when I am weak I find reason to believe In my daughter's eyes And when she wraps her hand around my finger Oh it puts a smile in my heart Everything becomes a little clearer I realize what life is all about It's hangin' on when your heart has had enough It's giving more when you feel like giving up I've seen the light It's in my daugter's eyes In my daughter's eyes I can see the future A reflection of who I am and what will be Though she'll grow and someday leave Maybe raise a family When I'm gone I hope you see how happy she made me For I'll be there In my daughter's eyes FOR ALL THE PEOPLE WHO LOVE THE SONG THIS IS FOR YOU!!

For The Children
We do not owned the children we jsut guide them. They are gifts that we are given an must be cherish. We should not hinder but encoruage tham to be. Remember they are people an should be treated as such

To Touch A Tear
She sat with her back to the door, her body hunched over, arms wrapped tightly around herself. Summer had just ended and the window was open, a breeze made the curtains dance in the warm air of the hotel room. Dark hair fell down her back in a mass of tangles; her sleeveless white t-shirt seemed to glow in the streetlights that were the room's only illumination. "I am dying," she thought as silent tears streamed down her face. She rocked her body back and forth, watching the phone that she knew would never ring. "He is not coming" she said aloud, the words bitter and stinging her tongue. She was here at their usual meeting place and had been for the entire weekend; but he hadn't come, he hadn't called and his cell phone was off. She had no access to him whatsoever and the questions she needed answered burned inside her like hot coals. She stood and began pacing the floor in her bare feet, she lit a cigarette not realizing one still burned forgotten in the ashtray. She looked out

My First Rant
Don't buy Pepsi in the new can. Pepsi has a new "patriotic" can coming out with pictures of the Empire State Building, and the Pledge of Allegiance on them. However, Pepsi left out two little words on the pledge, "Under God." Pepsi said they didn't want to offend anyone. In that case, we don't want to offend anyone at the Pepsi corporate office, either! So if we don't buy any Pepsi product, they will not be offended when they don't receive our money that has the words "In God We Trust" on it. SCREW PEPSICO...DRINK WATER INSTEAD I really dont give a damn if they dont have it on there I would rater they dont I would rather the goverment change that as well ...Our forefathers came here for FREEDOM of religion as one of the main reasons dont you think ths whole in god we trust thing is a little pointless to bitch about.Some people cant even afford to eat and here we are bitching about a fucking can.I love Pepsi and i would drink it if the founders said they suck off the De

Rant #3: Women And The Decisions Us Men Have...
What would you rather do? Go out with a hot woman who treats you like shit or an ugly chick who's nice? God, where to begin. There's good things and bad things about both sides. But honestly, what would you rather do? On one hand, you got a totally hot banging chick who's stuck up and complete total bitch, which on top of that won't put out because she believes that no one's good enough for them. On the other hand, a nasty looking chick who looks like a horse's rectum who treats you good and wants to put out? Either way your not getting laid. The hot bitch won't put out and you aren't good enough for her. Simple. However, the ugly bitch wants to have sex with you but the thought of her naked is enough to make you want to felch* a jewish person's horse on passover. Another thing I hate is ugly women thinking there hot and hot women thinking there ugly. Look at the nasty bohemoth's on Rikki Lake, or the busted chicks on Jenny Jones, saying that they can get any man they want. Su

Kiss Of An Angel
An angel kissed my tears away Today when I was sad, I wasn't feeling quite myself, My day had been so bad. I felt a warmth brush by me That quickly dried my tears - A gentle, kind, and loving touch That seemed to hold me near. The warmth and kindness filled my heart and the day seemed brighter, too... I guess that's just the way you feel when an Angel comforts you!

A Friend
Accepts you as you are Believes in "you" Calls you just to say "Hi" Doesn't give up on you Encourages you to be your best Forgives your mistakes Gives unconditionally Helps you Invites you over Just wants to "be" with you Keeps you close at heart Loves you for who you are Makes a difference in your life Never Judges Offers support Prays for you Quiets your fears Raises your spirits Says nice things about you Tells you the truth when you need to hear it Understands you Values you Walks beside you X-plains things you don't understand Yells when you won't listen and Zaps you back to reality

Free The Three!!!
Shortly after three eight-year-old boys were found mutilated and murdered in West Memphis, Arkansas, local newspapers stated the killers had been caught. The police assured the public that the three teenagers in custody were definitely responsible for these horrible crimes. Evidence? The same police officers coerced an error-filled "confession" from Jessie Misskelley Jr., who is mentally handicapped. They subjected him to 12 hours of questioning without counsel or parental consent, audio-taping only two fragments totaling 46 minutes. Jessie recanted it that evening, but it was too late— Misskelley, Jason Baldwin and Damien Echols were all arrested on June 3, 1993, and convicted of murder in early 1994. Although there was no physical evidence, murder weapon, motive, or connection to the victims, the prosecution pathetically resorted to presenting black hair and clothing, heavy metal t-shirts, and Stephen King novels as proof that the boys were sacrificed in a satanic cult ritual

Is It Necessary For Me To Be This Stupid?
MEN are a sore subject with me right now. gee, lets tell ur girlfriend you love her for the very first time in a damn letter sayin its over!?!? fuckin retarded is what that is. give it a break he says, he will be home in 8 months, patience is all we need, he wants us to be together, wants to be a part of my life and be a father to my son..but its over????? yeah, whatever you say. just hope he dont expect me to just put my life on hold for 8 months because his dumb ass is locked up. oh and im too good of a person to be drug into his bullshit????! TOO LATE, IM ALREADY THERE. whatever, as ya'll can tell im pretty pissy right now. what a way to start my first blog on here huh lol!!! oh well, fuck it all, and sorry you suffered through that to anyone who actually read it!! happy blogging!!!

I Am A Woman
i am a woman Wednesday, February 23, 2005 09 05 PM I am a woman, So treat me as that, I am a woman, Don't walk on me like a mat, I am a woman, Whom has passion I am a woman, Who won't go out of fashion, I am a woman, Don't get mad when I speak my mind, I am a woman, I won't run off, cower or hide, I am a woman, Who isn't afraid to fail, I am a woman, Not weak nor frail, I am a woman, I have my own way of thinking, I am a woman, Even if at times I feel like sinking, I am a woman, And that is all, I am a woman, Who will always stand tall, But I am a woman, A strong, independant woman

Listen
Please Come Sit With Me Listen to what I have to say Just this once, I promise You keep playing this game This game of hot and cold First you want me near Next you're pushing me away I can't deny I like this game It keeps me wanting more of you I want every touch, every kiss Every feeling to last That's what I long for I may sound crazy, but it's true It's what keeps me going anymore It's just so amazing Words can't even explain Until you finally tell me we're through I'll keep coming back to you Besides, who else can give it to me The way you do

I Keep It To Myself
I KEEP IT TO MYSELF YOU ARE THE HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY YOU ARE THE BRIGHTEST STAR IN MY SKY. THERE IS SO MUCH I LONG TO TELL YOU BUT I KEEP IT TO MYSELF. I FEEL SO SPECIAL WHEN YOU ARE WITH ME I FEEL SO LOVED WITH YOUR ARMS AROUND ME. THERE IS SO MUCH I LONG TO TELL YOU BUT I KEEP IT TO MYSELF. WE ARE SO GOOD TOGETHER, WE ARE SO WRONG WHEN WE ARE APART. THERE IS SO MUCH I LONG TO TELL YOU BUT I KEEP IT TO MYSELF. WHO WAS THE WOMAN THAT BROKE YOUR HEART? WHO WAS THE ONE THAT HELPED PICK UP THE PIECES? THERE IS SO MUCH I LONG TO TELL YOU BUT I KEEP IT TO MYSELF. WHAT CAN I DO TO SHOW YOU THAT I CARE? WHAT CAN I SAY SO THAT YOU KNOW I'M SINCERE? THERE IS SO MUCH I LONG TO TELL YOU, BUT KEEP IT TO MYSELF. WHEN DID I FIRST DISCOVER HOW WONDERFUL YOU ARE? WHEN DID I FALL IN LOVE WITH YOU? THERE IS SO MUCH I LONG TO TELL YOU BUT I KEEP IT TO MYSELF. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER SAT. MAY 28, 2005 COP

Good-bye
I want you to know this one last thing You've been crossing my mind Less and Less frequently For this I'm happy Now I feel I can move on Without any problem Without any questions So I can be happy for myself finally I promise to myself I won't wait any longer Not for you anyway I hope one day you feel what I did Waiting for something that just won't happen That you'll hurt just as I did That you'll be used for something Kinda like you used me I'm walking away from a past A past that hurt me so But as always you'll be in my heart You some how engraved a part of you there But now I'm saying good-bye And I won't miss you as I once did.

Hanging By A Moment
Life is compared to so many things a box of chocolates, a roller coaster. Ever wonder why? Because so much is unknown. I have spent so much of my life surviving and fighting when do I say, I shouldnt have to fight to survive anymore. If I fail now, its only because Ive been fighting and surviving for so long. Ive also lived or tried to live by my own words. Good things come to those who wait, that is true, but GREAT things come to those who go after it and GET IT! Im staring to wonder if Im a fool to believe it. Go after the things you want in life means more fighting, and when do you decide the fight is not worth it? Or is it worth it. You can see that a fight for something you want, and you know you deserve, that something that will be so good and wonderful for you is in front of you but you have to fight to get it and fight harder to keep it, is it all in vain to continue. Thats where life becomes the infamous box of chocolate or roller coaster. You dont know w

Special Friend Pt 6 .....the End
He took my hand and whispered softly in my ear do u trust me mami ? and with out hesitation i shook my head yes ! he continued to take my hand and streched it out . i felt a silk cloth being tied around my wrist and then to the post of my bed. I was so nervouss my body was quivering uncontrollably. as he took my other hand and did to it as he had done to my other one. He had total controll of me now. I was so turned on, i felt him straddle across my thighs as he slowly rbent forward and kissed me so passionately his lips were full and soft his breath was sweet. he took his time kissing me slowly passionately from one spot to the next . his hot tounge swirled around my hard nipples. and working his way down my stomach he gently kissed my stomach in a stright line with soft tender pecks, all the way down my body past my cookies and to my inner thighs! he licked them and then blew over the spots he had just moistened with his sweet saliva. he wrapped a hand around each thigh and yanked me

For You
FOR YOU For you, I tried to better myself, For you, I tried to change, For you, I turned myself into someone new and strange. I never thought someone like you Could ever love a girl like me, So I changed myself into someone I thought you would want me to be. I realize now it was crazy To put on an act that way, But now, you see, it's much too late, For you have run away. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER AUGUST 8, 1994 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

Special Friend Pt 5
We Pull up to the apartments, Ines and i say our goodbye's and head in Seperate direction...But before i walked through my front door , i took one look back to see if i could catch a glimpse of him...i could see a light in the far part of the apartment and in the window layed a red rose...i couldent help but smile.i turned around and headed to my apartment, leting myself fall back on my bed as soon as i got in..I layed there fantsaying about my erotic enconter's , i found myself in deep thought, fantasizing about what i wanted to happen tonight, how he would wrapp his strong manly arms around my sexy curvey body, the feel of his warm breath upon the back of my neck.. i became instanly wet , my hard nipples intruded through my blouse.as i ran my hands over my juicy breast. i carressed each one with tender strokes imaging it was him exploring my body. at that point i no longer had controll over my actions , my hand moved down my body over my sexy thick thighs , the other one tagging slo

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Feelings
FEELINGS You can't turn them off and on Like a light switch or by pushing a button. They have to come from within Your soul and from your heart. You start by being best friends, Not rushing or pushing too fast forward. If it's meant to be, feelings will arise On their own - slowly in time. When the moment has come To say those three little words - They will be spoken from the heart And not the mind. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER FEBRUARY 1993 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

Insanity
o.k. this is my first blog on this site and...this is insanity.Theres some really cool people out there and some sexier than hell guys I wouldnt mind getting my hands on,but most of the guys live too far away.MY life story..trying to find a good-looking man that will accept me as I am ,faults and all.Someone who likes to snuggle and make me feel special and really mean it.I got my haircut today and I hope it still makes guys think I'm sexy...we'll soon find out wont we?

Special Friend Pt 4
I tryed to keep my composer as i quickly walked toward the door, hopeing he was out there..but as soon as I got outside he was gone.I dont understand this game he is playing , and how someone i never formally met has me fiending for him. I never wanted a man as bad as i want him.Does this make me cheap? madi girl why you dident tell me you were leaving,we did come together right? yeah ines i was just getting some air.I wasent gonna leave you. You better not ill have to open a can of whoop as on your lil latina ass..girl please..we both exploded into laughter.as we head toward the lot. girl i had so much fun Ines exclaims, I dident see you all night madi! what corner did you go hide in? I wasent , Maybe if you weren't to busy climbing your hoochy but all over that vato all night, you may have seen me dancing! whatever madi .you know if you werent so damn uptight! you might get you some booty..she tease's .as we approched the car i notice something tucked under my windshield

Hell On Earth (a Tribute To 9/11)
On my way to work Work I do everyday Day unknowing Unknowing the danger that lye just ahead Ahead a plane in the distance Distance between us Us unaware Unaware of the danger Danger of being horrified Horrified for our lives Lives were silenced Silenced by a madman Madman needing destruction Destruction of American and worldly lives Lives gone in an explosion and a flash of light Light of god keeps them safe from now on On forever and for eternity Eternity of pain it felt like Like Hell Hell on Earth Earth uneasy Uneasy of war War between love and hate Hate and righteousness Righteousness and evil Evil has an ugly face Face that wasn't seen just once Once wasn't enough Enough to show us Us to see we can be hurt Hurt beyond belief Belief of evil Evil has hit us not once Once, Oh no No not even three times the pain Pain was times four Four times we were hurt Hurt to believe we are weak Weak we are n

Ma Famille.
After the death of my sister Tonya.. I was going into a breakdown.. I met my fiance, Angelika Leblanc.. and that slightly happied me. Then a few weeks ago.. I had the urge to get back on Lostcherry. I met my first best friend. Jason. I love him with my heart.. Anyone fucks with him.. fucks with me.. I will bite you and suck your blood till you go dry. I met hsi sister Tiff.. I luv her too. Shes helped me throuh bad times. I love you Jason,Angelika, and Tiffany.

Special Friend Pt3
madi, ill catch up with you at 9pm ok? yeah ok ines, what cha got up your sleves ines? i ask, but she looks back and smiles and says nada. i decided to cook me something to eat and then hit the treadmill for about an hour. then got off and took a long hot shower. by time i got out it was 8:30 pm, so i hurried out got dressed and curled my hair.just as i was headed to call ines she began to bang on the door.come in i yelled, you ready? yeah girl lets go.we got to the bar it was banging hot men everywhere salsa playing so loud you could hear it across the street.i dont know what it is about salsa dancing but it make's me horney as hell. sitting at the bar we order a couple blu cosmos and finish them before hitting the dance floor. we got on the floor and begin rolling our hips to the rythem of the music, before long I loose track of time ,and ines had preoccupied by some vato...so i grab another drink and head back to the floor. i started dancing when that strange feeling comes over me a

Normal
What is Normal? is it the bum on the street corner with no place to go? is it the crazy lady running down the street yelling the end is near. or is it you or me? When it all comes down to it no one really knows what normal is. so lets all just be who we are!

Clowns
CLOWNS I like clowns. They have their ups and downs. They come to the circus every year, They bring happiness and good cheer. They dance all around the place, They bring smiles to every face. I'm sure you'll see them at the circus this year, But you'd better enjoy them while they're here. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Thoughts From Me!
OK SO I HAVE BEEN ON LOST CHERRY ABOUT SAY A MONTH AND IT HAS BEEN REALLY AWSOME TO MEET SO MANY REALLY NICE PEOPLE..PEOPLE I CAN CALL FRIENDS...THERE HAVE BEEN A FEW THAT I HAVE HAD TO BLOCK FROM MY SPOT BUT THOSE R THE ONES WHO MISS OUT BY ACTING THE WAY THEY DO LIKE THEY AINT GOT ANY RESPECT....BUT ALL THE PEOPLE HERE ALL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE ON MY LIST I CONSIDER YOU ALL FRIENDS OR ELSE U WOULDNT BE THERE SO TAKE A MOMENT HOLLA ATA GIRL IM MORE THAN I SEEM ON TEH OUTSIDE I GOT A WELL OF SURPRISES IN STORE FOR YALL!

Special Friend Pt2
Its 9:15 am i awoke to banging on my front door...hold on i scream and stumble to me feet trying to cover my nude body with the black robe....who is it ? i yell out before answering it. girl whats going on where gonna be late! Late for what ines? i demanded . for work! she stated with a confused look, oh shoot.i over slept, whats going on with me? so i invited ines in as i quickly got dressed..and we ran out the door. girl thanks for wakeing me, yeah no problem well just have to go get lunch we aint got time this morning. We jump in my car and heard off to work... On the way there i couldent wipe the naughty smile off my face, thinking about the bizarr night i just had.and better yet i couldent wait for some girl time so i could tell ines. And out of no where ines yells, girl did you get some booty last night? i busted out laughing and instantly turn red,What I blurted out, naw girl why you say that? Madi girl ! how could you ? you freaky thing and you werent ev

An Eternity
There it is, It's funny how things just fall into place. Weather it's fate or chance, I'll never know. It really is a beautiful sight, the lightweight aluminum casing glistening in the light of morning. A tail of pure white smoke following the cylindrical object. I can't believe that it has finally come. Call it what you will, Armageddon, The Final War between all that is good and evil, but whatever you call it, It doesn't come into focus until you see the vivid sight of your death moments away from impact. You know it's true when you're about to die you really do see your life flash before your eyes. It's funny how your life seems so trivial, no matter how old you are when you're about to be changed back into the dust from which you came. The sound of the impact is indescribable. The sudden flash of light, blinding half of the drivers on Interstate sixty-three, others lying down in their vehicles sobbing, clinging to their loved ones trying to protect them even though they kno

Building A Dream House
BUILDING A DREAM HOUSE Start with commitment And go from there. Build a frame out of caring- Oh, what good times we'll share. Add a coat of affection, To make our lives bright; Hammer in some respect and Build it right. Paper it with honesty To keep our path straight, Insulate with kindness- Our joy will be great. Next, we'll heat it with passion To make our nights warm, Seal it with trust To shield us from harm. When it's all built, We'll begin with the inside; We'll furnish it with love And "in love" we'll abide. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER DECEMBER 1993 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 14, 2002

Teaching After Hours
The class was nearly over. It would soon be home time. Billy Smith sat at the back of the room with Sam, watching the shapely form of the Head of the English department. "I want Billy to stay after class, please. We have to discuss your essay," announced Mrs Pokton, the object of their desire. The previous homework had been to write about a personal experience. "I told you you'd get in trouble for writing that, Billy," whispered Sam to his best friend. The eighteen year old Billy had submitted an essay based on a porn film he seen last weekend. He told Sam what he was doing and Sam had been against it. He didn't like trouble. Billy had done it anyway. "What do think of it then Miss?" asked Billy when everyone else had left. "Well the grammar was awful and some of the descriptive terms would make an army sergeant blush. That is not what we need to talk about though. The assignment was to write about a personal experience. I don't believe you could have performed the acts you

Bonds Of Love
BONDS OF LOVE A SPECIAL WORLD FOR YOU AND ME A SPECIAL BOND ONE CANNOT SEE. IT WRAPS US UP IN ITS COCOON AND HOLDS US FIERCELY IN ITS WOMB. ITS FINGERS SPREAD LIKE FINE SPUN GOLD GENTLY NESTLING US TO THE FOLD. LIKE SILKEN THREAD IT HOLDS US FAST, BONDS LIKE THIS ARE MEANT TO LAST. AND THOUGH AT TIMES A THREAD MAY BREAK, A NEW ONE FORMS IN ITS WAKE; TO BIND US CLOSER AND KEEP US STRONG, IN A SPECIAL WORLD, WHERE WE BELONG. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER SAT. MAY 28, 2005 COPYRIGHTED: MAY 29, 2005

Womens Rules (men Don't Read)
"Womens Rules" 1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. 2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. 3. If you have any doubt in your mind about a man's character, leave him. 4. Allow your intuition - or spirit to save you from heartache. 5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. 6. Don't force an attraction. 7. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. 8. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. 9. Don't settle. 10. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. 11. If he keeps changing his mind about the relationship - take that as a big sign that he is unstable. Do you really want to be with a man like that? 12. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at y

Rant #2: Nipslips
You ever go to those sites that have celeb nipslips? Well, I went to one of them last night and they were like "OMFG!!!! Trish Stratus NIPSLIPS HERE!!!" and shit. So, I clicked on it and what did I find? Sure, I found a nipslip. A whole 1/39375473658326258365926587th of the nipple was showing. Now, don't you find this pointless? I mean, some fucktard desided to make a site showing that little of a nipple. I find this a fucking waste of bandwidth and cyberspace. Fuck, why don't those fuckers make a site on clevage? I mean, it's just as arousing and meaningful. Fuck, you bastards even make nipslip paysites. Are you that fucking easy to turn on? What in God's name is wrong with you people? Here's a message to you cock suckers: Just because you are just as easy to turn on as a lightswitch, doesn't mean the world is. I mean, you cock suckers sit there, dysecting a television show then look for little itty bitty pieces of half-assed nudity. What the fuck do you think we are? You honest

Rockstar Super Nova!!
OK SO ALL SUMMER I WATCHED SUPER NOVA...SO HOW EXCITED WAS I THAT THEY PICKED LUKAS ROSSI I DIDNT WANT TOBY TO GO BUT IM PSYCHED DYLANA DIDNT WIN!!! WAY HAPPY WITH THE CHOICE!!! THIS GROUP IS SO GONNA ROCK TOO BAD THEY WONT COME TO nc THAT WOULD ROCK FRIGGIN HARD!!! OK SO WELL THAT IS MY OPINION!! WHAT YALL THINK OF THE WINNER? I KNOW MORE PEOPLE THAN ME WATCHIED IT!!!

The King Of Kings
***Published Twice In 2006*** Living in a world with no identity In a world surrounded by obscenity Looking around there is too much fighting A feeling so uninviting Fear deep in our hearts With a tear falling before it even starts Alone in a alleyway of lies Waiting for the worlds demise Hope waiting in the corner of our mind Restrained we keep it confined Unwilling to spread the word To sound so absurd To speak our deepest desire Feelings of regret of goals yet to acquire Losing the battle of morality To aware of our own mortality In a world where hate resides An emotion that evil provides A war balances in the whim Your future looking so grim You turn to a man Who was around when the universe began The vengeful eye of our lord Watches a world he once adored Waiting until the evil rules When the world is ran by ignorant fools He will step in and take control And cleanse our scared soul To reign on earth To show what its wo

Blue #2
BLUE Dim blue hills in the distance lie, White clouds drift in the clear, blue sky, Bluebells bloom where the blue bird sings, And flies away on swift blue wings. A blue stream winds where violets grow, And blue flags nod in a blue-gold row, But bluest of all in this land of blue, Lies a little blue lake of deepest hue. As though from out of its blue depths clear, The blue sky had dropped a great big blue tear. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER OCTOBER 1982 COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Blue
BLUE BLUE - The tinted shade of tears, The sky and subtle shade of ocean depths That make a man ask why. BLUE - The morning's afterglow, The sun on the rise, Graying illusions of the hopeless sound of cries. BLUE - Dark velvet pierced with the stars Lining constellations, Reflecting back on a spinning orb; One world, instead of nations. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Pressure.
Dear you, I hate you for trying to pressure me. For trying to use me. Walk all over me. I hate you for knowing my weaknesses. I hate you for using them against me. The thought of you makes me incredibly nauseas. Mission complete. Love, me.

Who's Good ??? I Am Good
i cannot believe it.. they came backin and were hungry.. so i pointed to the fridge and the microwave.. said theres ur dessert and supper.. you want the dessert.. eat the supper.. the fuckin lil shits. ate the supper , then ate the dessert , then to top it all off i go for my dessert here a couple mins ago and they are all in bedd sleeping and my dessert was missing too.. like gawsh thank god they are sleeping now .. i can eat my chips.. or i might just have some fresh fruits.. yumm but the point to my blog is that i got them sleeping.. with out bitching.. like god uncles are good.. they rock and i love hearing my nephews and niece tell me they think i am th best uncle in the world so .... to make my blog come to an end.. i feel like the greatest uncle in the world ... they are angels..... when they sleep .. thanks for all the comments on me rambling on and on... i appreciate it you guys ..... Love Always....Dakota

Blessings
BLESSINGS If we'd only count our blessings, All the treasures we possess, Instead of just complaining Of our troubles and distress; We could find that good out-measures All the bad that comes our way, We'd find our days of sunshine Would outnumber those of gray. If we'd count the ones who love us, Count our friends and joys we share; See the blooms along life's pathway Overlook the brambles there. We'd rejoice instead of whining, Have more hope...our race to run. If we'd only count our blessings And give thanks to everyone. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002 THIS ONE WAS PUBLISHED IN A BOOK IN 2004. I WON EDITOR'S FIRST PLACE AWARD ON IT.

Top Photos
CAN SOMEONE PLZ TELL ME WHY IT IS THAT THE ONLY TOP PHOTOS THAT ARE POSTED ANY MORE ARE THE ONES OF TITS AND ASS? I MEAN DONT GET ME WRONG I AM JUST AS QUICK AS ANY GUY TO LOOK AT BOTH OF THEM BUT YA KNOW THERE IS MORE TO WOMEN(WELL SOME) THAN TITS AND ASS

Heros
Ask yourself this Question the next time you hear this. What and who are Heros? Heros are anything or any one. It can me a fire fighter, EMS, Police, Army man, someone next door. Heros are all around all you have to do is look. In Memory of all who died and helped 9/11 this is for you. people take a few mins and think about it. Remember the first question? What and Who are Heros? these men and women are Heros. If you see a Hero next time give them a hug or shake their hand and say thank you for being a Hero.

1st Time Entry!!! Sept. 13, 2006
Dear Cherry Readers!! Hey.. This is New.. I like it!! So.. How are you all doing!!! Dang this place gets better and better... I wonder why i am sooo addicted and I am Loving it!! Take care out there in Cherry World!!! Jeannie!!

I Am.........
I am......... When you see me,do you see the good,caring,kind hearted person I am? Or do you see the heartless,cold hearted,dead,no hope person I am? Do you see the hard working,need to get it done person I am? Or the no account, bum I am ?? Guess what??? I am the good,caring,kind person you see!!I am the heartless,cold hearted,dead,no hope person you see!!!! I am the hard working,need to get it done person you see!!I am the no account bum you see!!!! Do you know who I am now???....I do!!!.....Can't ya tell?????????? (i wrote this in middle school)

Wow
So this is fuckin great now we have blogs to randomly bitch in.I am so friggin syked.Anywho be prepaired to here alot from me now and yes alot may be whining about random things I feel aggervate me in my life but hey this is a blog right?!ANd I ask you now to forgive the spelling I suck at it^-^

Bitter Quarrel
BITTER QUARREL He flung his words clear across the room, Unloving, cruel and curt; And her retort was just as quick and sharp Because her feelings and pride he had hurt. He slammed the door, She built a wall, While Cupid wept in vain. And Love stood by in lonely grief, As she wrung Her hands in total disbelief. Why must the Heart to Tongue defer When she loves him And he loves her? WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

"first Time With Rachel"
I noticed her my first day in design class, the art design class, an unusual course selection for an engineering major. I could not help looking at her because she looked so very young. She must be, I thought at first, a local high school student, who was smart enough to take a college course. Then I began to see her in many places on campus, so I figured she was some female genius who had graduated from high school at age fifteen and had been admitted to college early. I saw her seated alone at lunch in the dining hall one day and sat down across from her. The young beauty glanced up and smiled at me. She had a head of hair that was unbelievable, long, wavy, and honey-colored. "Are you and art major?" I asked. What an inane question! "Yes," she answered. "I want to be a painter some day." "I trying to be an engineer," I explained. "I had one year of college and then went into the army. I just got out this June. Now I'm back again, trying real hard to become a student again

Nothing Feels Good
So.. This is my first blog.. Nothing is easy anymore.. Specail when you love someone who may not talk to you anymore.. True love.. One day I hope I will have him.. Way long time ago I was supose to have a baby together.. I Love you Charles Lee Goodling.. Mauh.... ~* Lots of Love*~

Jetty
The cool, crisp dawn broke with the birds singing loudly as they awoke and went about the business of feeding themselves, and their young. Near the elementry school in winston there was an old oak grove. It was so old that the people in the town had just began to say it has always been there. At the center of this grove was a clearing with tall grass bent heavily under the dew that had accumilated on it during the night. Around the clearing was a small stand of ash and thorn trees to compliment the oak grove. At the very center of this clearing the air shimmered heavily as if a think heat wave occupied the space. Then suddenly the air was normal, and a small figure stood there huddled in its cloak of green that seemed to naturally blend with the color of the grass. Next the cloak was removed to show a young slender girl who was just beginning to blossom into a woman. Her appearance was normal except there was something different about her ears. She was dressed the same as any 12 yea

I Try To Live By These
"I Try To Live By These" Dont worry about what people think. - do it anyway People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered. - forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people may accuse you of being selfish and having ulterior motives. - be kind anyway. If you are successful you will win some false friends and true enemies. - succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you. - be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight. - build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous. - be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow. - do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough. - give the world the best you've got anyway.

What Is Surfing?
Your laying on a piece of foam and fiberglass 9 feet long and 24 inches wide, you paddle out into the waves, diving under them as they break over you. melding you to them, they accept you, and you get through to where the waves are just forming, and they are nothing more then bumps in the water. You sit up on your board its like sitting on the water itself, the ocean undulates under you, lovely speaking to you with motion, your body becomes one with her, you close your eyes, and you can feel her breath on your face, hear her heartbeat in your ears. her words, are mere pictures in your mind, until your not sure who is riding who, then she says here I am come into me, so you turn and begin to paddle, then you feel her cresendo building, your speed picks up, her body rises up to meet yours, she lifts you up with the force of her passion, you nothing ahead of you as you push yourself to your feet. now your standing at the top of her mountains crest sailing towards the beach on nothing, you

Who Am I
"Who Am I?" - I'm NOT your typical female by any means. - I'm very open minded. Give it a shot. - I NEVER judge people without reason. - I Can get along with just about anyone. - I can be the BIGGEST GEEK sometimes, but I'm fun. - I have a serious side and I'm very deep. - I tend to speak the truth because I don't like LIES. - I'm a really good girl - promise! - I LOVE to smile & laugh. - I have a flirty personality, it doesnt mean Im a slut. - I love to write - just look at my blogs! - I enjoy getting into intelligent conversations so please stimulate my mind. - My friends and family are my world. - I got a real big *HeARt* but people tend to step all over it or break it. - I'm very generous, caring, and sympathetic. - I have an obscure way of thinking ... but get to know me ok. - I'm very trustworthy and loyal. - I am loveable, yet easily hurt. - I forgive TOO easily but I NEVER forget. - I get along bette

Best Friends
BEST FRIENDS I never meant to fall in love with you, It just happened quite by chance. I only wanted to be your friend, Not to share a new romance. But something happened quite suddenly, Before even my heart could know, I came to know a side of you That caused my love to grow. The tender way you touch me, I pray will never end; A miracle of circumstances, My lover, my best friend. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER AUGUST 12, 1990 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

The Pervert In Me Says!
The lovers embraced each other hoping to melt into each other’s souls. Finding solace in the warmth their kindled passion basked them in. Their skin seemed to merge while at the same time every inch of it that touched the other sent off millions of pleasure singles to the brain causing and explosion of ecstatic sensations throughout their bodies. Their tongues eagerly seeking out those spots on their bodies that drove each other over the edge. Hands sliding into stroke each other’s most sensitive sections of their bodies. His hand sliding down from her breast lightly across her skin tracing a slow circle around her belly button. Moving causiously as if the moment might evaporate his fingers crossed over her mound and slid slowly into her valley. Tracing lightly over her labia, down the left around her entry, and back up the right, repeatedly, until her body unconciously arched into his hand forcing his fingers slip between her and onto her button. Then back so his finger slid further

Sound Fx
Ok theres only one thing botherin me with this. Bout 15 yrs ago, I almost bit it in a hunting accident. Some strangers hunting on the same land as us (unbeknowngst to us and without permission) fired off several rounds in our direction of the woods, one of which wizzed thru the blind we had built at our fave spot, bout 14 inches from where I was crouched. My point?? It made the same exact sound as the audio alert when someone posts a blog on here, so Im wincing and having flashbacks everytime someone puts there text up lmao! Gawd is there no escape from the past? lol.

Best Friends #2
BEST FRIENDS #2 A friend is unique, we have so few, But I'll always be at your side, whatever you choose to do. I will encourage when no one else cares, And I will listen whenever you want to share. I'll support your choices and at times, try to be objective, To help you focus clearly & try to keep things in perspective. I will always forgive when others around us will not, For a fee, they'll befriend you- But my friendship can't be bought. As each day passes us by, I will enlighten your pace, With loyalty, honesty & love to keep a smile on your face. Yes, I am your best friend and I'll love you for life, I love you, you love me & together always we will be As husband and wife. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER APRIL 17, 1995 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 14, 2002

Your Touch
I sit and wait for the amazing touch Not of one that hates so much But a touch that is pure Makes my heart flutter and is sure I know one day I will feel it again I know it is out there and will hold my hand Walks through the park would have been nice The night was painful but very nice I know that jesus is near I know you are out there and no longer fear One day will make us happy We will be together and it will fulfill everything I feel I know that a picnic would be nice I know you would bring me flowers each night I know you would play with me I know your life is more than any can see Our future will be heavenly It will be something so many would envy With all this in mind I wont forget what i will find When you were born that night You sure put up a little fight But when my end is here I will join you happy as well and with no fear My little girl we miss you so much But now we are relieved knowing you have gods touch

Commit Or Leave
"Ready For A Commitment or Leave?" Does he/she make you laugh? Usually=3 Sometimes=2 Rarely=1 Is he/she as wild & crazy as you are? Usually=3 Sometimes=2 Rarely=1 Does he/she like the same people you do? Usually=3 Sometimes=2 Rarely=1 Is it more to stay home & rent a movie with him/her or go to one? Usually=3 Sometimes=2 Rarely=1 Do you enjoy the same foods? Usually=3 Sometimes=2 Rarely=1 Do you tend to react to events the same way? Usually=3 Sometimes=2 Rarely=1 Do you like similar types of culture? Usually=3 Sometimes=2 Rarely=1 Does fitness play a role in your life? Yes=3 Sometimes=2 No=1 Do you respect each others achievements & strengths? Usually=3 Sometimes=2 Rarely=1 Do you enjoy spending time with each others parents? Usually=3 Sometimes=2 Rarely=1 If he ends up like his dad, would

Who Woulda Thunk It??
WOW HOW COOL IS THE FACT THE LOST CHERRY HAS A BLOG? I SO DIDNT KNOW THEY HAD THIS IS IT NEW DID I JUST OVER LOOK IT? I AM GOING TO USE THE HELL OUT OF THIS FUNCTION IM SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS SHIIIAAATTT!!! OK KEEP UP WITH MY NEW THOUGHTS AND CREATIVITY CREATIVE CRITICISM IS ALWAYS WELCOME!!! LOVE YOU GUYS!!!

Your Heart
Every day I walk your way Your eyes are in my mind Your heart beats in my chest I knew the time would come It has put me to an emotional test When I think of you I know it is true The time came and went The very thing is your heart now beats in my chest You taught me how to be a girl I am now a woman and still love you You are my momma The very person I wanted to be Love me from heaven cause I know you can now see I will walk everyday Proud to be the one Who watched you leave Knowing your gods angel now Times can be rough One thing is for sure Jesus made a promise I know he is with you Momma one day when it is my time I will love to see you in the heavenly time You would be so proud Your grandkids are great I know I wanted you here longer But dad up above said it was no longer your time to wander So each night I lay my head down to sleep I wont weep I will remember that you gave me a life That I will enjoy and keep Thank you momma for all that you've

BEST FRIENDS I never meant to fall in love with you, It just happened quite by chance. I only wanted to be your friend, Not to share a new romance. But something happened quite suddenly, Before even my heart could know, I came to know a side of you That caused my love to grow. The tender way you touch me, I pray will never end; A miracle of circumstances, My lover, my best friend. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER AUGUST 12, 1990 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

When You Die
You have never met someone like me I am free from bonds that tie you to this world My pain is not what I feel It is when my heartbreaks My desire is each person I meet My passion is to see you leave this world a better person My life is what I give to each friend I meet I have sat next to the old man dying WHen his family was outside crying I have watched a young lady die in pain Even when she said the last 5 months she never once saw rain I have watched a mother lose a child Her gift was knowing Jesus was right beside her I am only a man with one complete goal To see to it misery does not hold you Death is a means to an end we all face We have that one goal in common the big race At the end of my life my goal will be complete TO see that at the gates of heaven we all meet So whether you have cancer An uncommon disease Died in a car wreck Old age snatched you by the neck I expect one thing A dance from each one I have touched at the gates of heaven

Week By Week
When I lay down at night you know everything about me You can see me I talk in my sleep and you dream of me You lay right beside me You see everything about me You see every bit the man you want in me I am more than a dream but your reality You say everyday you amaze me I am the one who was sent by he Ive walked in the shadows of death I walk in an earth only known by those that are left We live and die day by day I am the one who will stay The simple man that I am I am your hearts desire within Stand by me I will show you the sun shine I will show you the stars so bright When you are about to sleep I will gently kiss your cheek I will say I will love you more this next week I am the man who will love you til you last speak Goodnight from the man who loves you week by week

Before It's Too Late
BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE If you have a tender message, Or a loving word to say, Don't wait until you forget it, But whisper it today. The tender words not spoken, The letter never sent, The long forgotten messages, The wealth of love unspent. For these words some hearts are breaking, For these words some loved ones are waiting; So show them that you love and care for them Before it's too late. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

And I Quote
"And I Quote" You were born an original - Don't die a copy Dream as if you'll live forever... Live as if you'll die tomorrow A broken heart continues to beat Follow your heart... but take your brain with you Growing old is mandatory, but growing up is optional Feed your faith and your fears will starve to death I'm old enough to know better, but too young to care Fall seven times, stand up eight times You never lose by loving, you always lose for holding back You don't fail by not succeeding, you fail if you refuse to get back up Listen closely to your enemies, they tell you your faults Always forgive your enemies - they hate that You may regret things you do, but you regret the things you don't more Don't be sad it's over - be happy it began - so don't regret the past - you can't change it When your life flashes before your eyes, make sure you've got plenty to watch

True Love In The Daylight
Night never falls on a soulmates heart WHen you see me you will never fall apart Breakfast in bed is a pleasure for me I can see everything you will always be Your eyes so beautiful as I wake you up I can see your soul and into your heart I pull you close and kiss your lips I know you will be the grace that takes me on a heavenly trip Touch my hand in the daylight So I can see forever even if it is moonlight Have my children so many will follow Knowing the love we shared in a life that was not hollow I push your hair out of your face Baby you are my princess grace You look at me with those beautiful eyes I know that forever would be a big surprise You came in my life I was a lonely man You said come here and take my hand I will always love you in the daylight That is when your beauty will shine so bright At night in bed when it is time to sleep Heaven will break quietly in my dreams I will see you floating on a heavenly cloud I will miss the times we shared eve

Torn
When I look in the mirror I see a disaster I will stab you in the back alot faster I am a jerk I am a drunk I am me and I will fall victim to my own travesty I am sorry I let you down I am sorry i made you frown I was good in my heart Till you fucked the man who tore us apart I find myself thinking Die that is my wishful thinking I stand here with eyes of pain I stand here and I cannot be saved Have a good life with the man whom i was replaced I loved after you and she was taken away My pain is my own My friends are those who dont even know me I am a man that sits in a room Wondering what god is to do Have I lost hope Have I lost the very part of me that had great hope My life is torn apart I am falling apart

Phone Numbers
"Phone Numbers..." Write down your telephone number. Add all the digits together. If you have a number thats more than one digit, add all the digits together to get another number until you have a one-digit number. For example, if my number were 123-4567 I would add 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 to equal 28 then 2 8 to equal 10 and finally 1 0 to equal 1. Now that we're done with the math lets see what your number means. One- One is the number of individuality. Youre single-minded, inventive and determined. You can be a loner and are sometimes egotistical. You set goals and you stick with them. You HATE to take orders. Two- Two is the number of interaction. Youre imaginative and nice. Youre loyal and fair. However two is also the idea of conflict (good and evil, Burger King or McDonalds, Mac and PC...etc...etc...). Three- Three is the number of completeness (beginning, middle, and end). You have talent, energy, luck, and are artistic. However you can also be unfocused and easily

Tif
Beautiful and blonde her heart has scars Many that people would never see from afar She loves her son with all her heart There is just a missing part A twin that jesus took so innocently Telling mom dont worry she is with me You take care of the young man you have The little girl is waiting for you in the heavenly land Mom and dad say hi Wondering how you are doing and worry about you all the time I tell them dont worry she will be fine A beautiful home with hope in her beautiful eyes Her passion is country but florida is her drive She is searching for that one true love She just doesnt realize he looks at her everyday He is only 3 He walks and talks and loves his mommy Soulmates come in all sizes and colors Hers just so happens to be a 3 year old who loves his mother He understands she can be busy That is what makes a moment a moment when he is with she So when you see your beautiful son Be reminded Tif he was one half a heavenly package from above Dont worry a

They're In My Head
It seemed as though I were looking through a small, dirty peep hole. The room inside was dark, other than the dim light from a nearby street light that came in through the adjacent window. As I focused my eyes I saw that it was a bedroom, one that greatly resembled my own. I could see a figure lying in the bed. Dark, curly hair cascaded over the pillow. It was me. My eyes were closed and I had a serene expression on my face; fast asleep. Everything looked exactly the same as when I had lain down in that very bed. However, there was something different about this room. It was my room, but it wasn’t right. This room had an unnatural ambiance about it. The shadows seemed to move. Wait… the shadows were moving. I blinked and rubbed my eyes to make sure I wasn’t imagining it, and then peered through the peep hole once again. My mouth dropped open and my eyes widened as I looked in awe upon myself sleeping. The shadows were in fact moving and seemed to be coming out of every poss

Rant #1: Double Standards.
Ok, this is my first official LC exclusive rant. Exclusive meaning that I am a member of more than one site, but this site alone will get this rant. Don't you notice that life is filled with double standards? It's fucked up... it really is. Think about it like this. A girl wants to get with a guy who is hot, has a ton of friends, awesome clothes, big dick, etc. etc. etc. It's because "they got standards"... However, when a guy wants the same thing with a woman (replace dick with tits) he is considered a shallow prick. A woman once said "Ohh, you're a lying sack of shit. I'm not like that. I like a man for whats on the inside" blah blah blah... Bullshit. It's fucking bullshit, and I'll tell you why. Like any self respecting human being, you're not going to be turned on by some fat fuck with a prick the size of my pinky finger. You're not going to get turned on by someone with a busted face. You're not gonna wanna fuck someone who dresses like shit, so why would any self respecting ma

The Path
~*~The Path~*~ Listen to the sttillness ..... The quiet in your soul.... Listen to the moment.... The silence makes you whole.... Listen to the Wisdom.... That comes from deep inside.... Listen to what you know is true... And follow your inner guide.... May you find the path Thats follows your journey ... ~*~Pixie~*~

The Rock
I sit on this rock a young boy of 8 I have seen plenty of hate The love that circles the world is superficial Where did our lives hit this circle I see people pass and not even look I see that other boy he is wearing nice clothes His mom loves him with all she holds My mom loves me to But she let go so young I have seen many people in my short life come and go They loved me but not enough to know me I get up off my rock I start to walk down this sidewalk I see many types of people Young Old Trendy Poor Mean Nice I am afraid some have never heard the inner voice I see a bum and stand next to him I look into his pretty eyes He asks me where did i go wrong I say it was not you You will follow me into heaven Your faith in me is one of strength I see the street Many cars passing by A boy of 8 should not have to worry about the worlds hate I go into the street A delivery truck is coming towards me I know this will hurt but fathe

Important Life Questions(1)
"Important Life Questions (Part 1)" Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why is it called lipstick if you can still move your lips? How come a wrong number is never busy? Why is it that night falls but day breaks? Why is the third hand a watch called a second hand? If cats and dogs didn't have fur, would we still pet them? If swimming is good for your shape, then why do whales look they way they do? Why do they call it "chilli" if it's hot? Why do we sing, "Take me out to the ballgame" when we are already there? Why is the time of the day slowest - at rush hour? Why is it when you are driving looking for an address, you turn down the radio? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Daylight savings time - why are they saving it and where do they keep it? Do pilots take crash courses? Have you ever seen a toad on a toadstool? How come they have "Self-help Groups"? How do you get off a

Soldier
Long dusty road reminds me of life I see for miles and miss my wife She cried the day I left Knowing Iraq was just ahead Terror struck me when I hit the ground The amazing rush knowing I was serving for american ground My children know daddy is gone They think he is a hero with fatigues on Them not knowing how I yearn for them every day This desert gets lonely even for a soldier these days I hope they grow up and know I lost friends on this ground So they could grow up in a country and be proud We try to fly our flag wherever we go But the people here some friendly and some not so This war we wage is hard on us all But we know once its done America will stand tall This battle of shootings, kidnapping and beheadings fear us all But we know America will soon see victory with freedom of another democracy We are not here on our own accord But by those who find hate in their own heart They came to our land and wanted a fight So here we are with freedom at hand Our new

Daddy's Poem
Dad's Poem (If this doesn't get to you, nothing will) This is quite possibly the best poem I have ever read. Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats

Alone Again
ALONE AGAIN When you've loved someone But now he's gone; You feel regrets But the damage has been done. When you hear the grandfather clock, And the only voice becomes your own, When solitaire becomes your friend, Then you know you are alone again. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Slipping
I saw my future last night It was not very bright A darkness that I thought I had overcome The passion for life is lost in my heart I feel as I am slipping down a dark tunnel Falling faster as I see the end My life is turned into a disaster Drugs, alcohol and sex The passions for life I thought only exist One more hit off that smoke I know my end I can see no hope In my existence I see only one thing Death is at the front door knocking With little left to do A loaded gun will do I am slipping faster and faster Into a life of disaster My children and wife are all gone I killed them in a truck on a drive home My life went out of here With one last beer I am slipping and no one can save me This is the drowning I do in anger With one last breath I see my own tear I look up and an angel appears She looks familiar and not one to deny SHe says sir do you need help you are making me cry I stand up off the ground I said I am lost and my family is no longer around

Read This It Will Get To You
When I am called to duty, God, Where ever flames may rage Give me the strength to save some life, Whatever be its age. Help me embrace a little child Before it is too late; Or save an older person from The horror of that fate. Enable me to be alert, And hear the weakest shout, To quickly and efficiently put the fire out. I want to fill my calling and to give the best in me, To guard my every neighbor and protect his property, And if according to fate - I am to lose my life, Please bless with your protecting hand my children and my wife. Amen

Single Momma
My life has been tough and torn I live alone with my newborn Many people stop and stare They see a baby how cute and loved I am the momma shouldnt I be loved They say look at her what a shame So young and she has a babe They dont know what I live I try to do the very best I dont ever seem to get enough rest They say I am welfare mom I live like trash and I dont deserve my baby at all They dont see the very heart that loves this baby more than self they dont realize I try and do it all by myself The daddy decided he was fed up He did not want us in his life anymore So I push every day to make it a new one for my babe The people around all just sit and frown One thing they can all think about What if they lost their momma before they were grown up SO they can get off my ass I am a hard working momma WHether I am a waitress or banker They can kiss my ass I will raise this baby Whether I work or not Does not matter at all As long as I have my baby I will raise

15apr06
"Bunnies" Bunnies are brown, Bunnies are white, Bunnies are always An Easter delight. Bunnies have ears All pinkish inside, Bunnies all like To run and hide. Bunnies are cuddly - whether large and small, I like the white ones Best Of All. Happy Easter to you and yours Love, Saxxy

Bmw 335i
So, as some of you may know, BMW's next 3-series coupe will use a twin-turbo straight-6 engine. BMW is notorious for eshewing the use of turbocharging, or any kind of forced induction in their engines. They have even criticized other manufacturers for using forced induction methods to increase the power output of their engines. Now, they go and build their first factory turbocharged engine in a longtime. Why did BMW engineers suddenly decide to resort to turbocharging? I don't know the answer to this question. BMW was one of the first manufacturers to offer a production car with a turbocharged engine. That car was the 1973 2002 Turbo. This car is notorious for two reasons. One was it's terrible turbo lab and the other was for its absurb looking front air dam with the word "turbo" written backwards. Presumably, this was to alert other cars in front of the driver of the 2002 Turbo that a fast car was coming up behind them. Personally, the front air dam with "turbo" written b

Scars
Standing in a store I notice you Your eyes blazing A smile that is non existant I know what troubles your mind I will show you what you need to find I walk up to you You cry and say i should not know you A tear from my eye I love your smile You cry hard and say dont make fun of me I look tell you to look in my eyes Do you see any lies Your beautiful Tears streaming down your face You grab me for a quick embrace I see your pain It is physical and emotional The scars are a trace You tell me one night Walking your dog was alright Then a man approached He cut your throat Then he slashed your face Then you were raped I look deep in your eyes Your heart is not scarred Your soul is full of hope WHat is on the outside Is just a disguise For what you truly feel inside People do stop and stare It is not because of the scars you bare They want to know your pain Open up to them and dont be ashamed I will walk with you as a friend Hold my hand and I will bare th

Watching Over Me
I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister Was The Best There Ever Was I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister Was All there Was To Be she meant alot2 Me I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister Was Anything I Wanted Her To Be I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister The Best Thing That Ever Happen To Me I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister Was Everything In This World To Me I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister Was All That She Could Be That's Why I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister Was No Dreamer She Made Me A Beliver I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me My Sister She Always Made Me Proud I Know She's An Angel Watching Over Me By: Blossom_ Rose

Well, This Is New...
LC has blogs, now! BabyJesus didn't know what he just about got you all into. Now I have to make it a point to write in here on a regular basis. Hopefully this will curtail the amount of useless bulletins I see floating back and forth. Way to go!

Right Here Waiting
I have stood the test of time Love awaits me and I dont know her name Who is she that wants to be mine I know her eyes are beautiful Through them is my future She is pretty on the inside SHe knows that I am kind She can feel me as i sit here She knows I would whisper in her ear I will stand as a lover of life Til she finds out she is to be mine When she comes I know it is true love It is the soulmate kinda love It is a love so deep i stretch out my hand You can feel as I lay it on your hand I am here as your lover of your soul WHen your ready let me know I have the heart for us to climb The biggest mountain you can find I have the strength of a great god Because love can topple anything in front of us Stand by my side and be my wife I will show you a beautiful life I am right here waiting for you now When can we find the time to start our love somehow I am right here waiting for the sweet taste of your lips You know I am your soulmate hip to hip

… Another Expression Of Art
… Another Expression of Art I've been asked various questions revolving around the same issue, “Why did I choose culinary?” I have to take you back a few years to explain why. I grew up loving art; drawing, painting, writing, sculpting. I enjoyed various art classes. There were new elements to explore, and new ways to explore creativity. My interests jump from one artistic perspective to another trying to find a niche to enjoy, animation to architecture, painting to photography. At one point, I even explored music, family funds didn’t leave much for encouragement. In high school I took studio art and computers trying to guide myself into an art career with computers. My instructor suggested computer aided drafting and finished with that class. I didn’t care much for it; being allowed to be creative was limited. I left high school with no clear goals or plans. All I had to work with was a passion for art. I went from high school to college focused on art. I didn’t get a lot

Poem
A Girlfriend of a Cop Every night as I lay in bed, I pray for you and tears are shed. I think about how proud I am, to be in a relationship with this special man. As you guard the streets in the bright moonlight, I hope and wonder if you'll come home tonight. I am your girlfriend but I won't get the call, if something has happened to you or if you're hurt at all. I wait for the day that I wear the ring, and find out the happiness being your wife would bring. I am sure it would be hard wondering and worrying all the time, but every bit of it would be worth it if someday you were all mine. I can accept your dangerous job and put our love to the test, because of all the men out there, I know you are the very best. As an officer and a boyfriend, you're handsome, smart, and clever, That's why I will always love you, now and forever.

Racist
You walk the walk and you say you talk the talk You look down the road and you see interracial love Tell me what this is all about I ask you what is up Why dont you give me one chance at love Your a white man you dont see what I see My friend is black he asks his black woman whats up SHe says you dont see what I see Just love we are not talking about your fantasies All men were created equally But when it comes to love you back the white man for being white and say its racist to make fun of his light skin You the white woman back the black man for being black Dont make fun of him or you will get whacked Why is it to just be friends we had such a hard time The past taught us nothing but to be racist at another time You cant love a white man now because the blacks are better SOrry honey get off your wagon your full fledged racist white woman You are a black woman and wont love a black man Cause you love a white man Whats up with that racism I guess finds its ways no ma

"maiden Bound Emma"
"Silly," Emma muttered as she untied her gown and let it drop to the floor in a puddle about her feet. But as silly and irrational as she might proclaim it to be, the untoward feelings and the incessant newfound infatuation had her within its talons. Hugh’s image swam in her mind as she slowly stripped away her undergarments to bare her breasts and more. Emma could clearly see in her mind’s eye, the heated mystery that had been in Hugh’s gaze when he looked upon her. Her nipples were tight now with the memory of that gaze. He had enjoyed looking at her, and she had immediately felt the rise of his maleness. Emma bent to turn down her stocking and take off her shoes. The stirring of air across her nude buttocks and the laden weight of her breasts hanging downward with taut nipples, felt acutely sensitive. The cove of her cupids lips were moist, and as she rose her hands stroked over her shins, knees, and thighs. They moved more slowly over the muff of curls atop her throbbing cunny,

The Simple Things
The Simple Things Sometimes it’s the simple things that mean so much.................... The touch of the raindrops against your face.......... The rising of the sun ….. The smile you put on a friends face................. The sharing of something fun ………. The hug that was shared............ The knowing that someone cares........... The love that was passed on......... For you to share ........ Hugs and smooches ~Pixie~ ~*4/11/05~*~ ~*~Pixie~*~

Just Looking An Chatting Lol.
Hey all I'm still new to the site. I'm still looking around and chatting wtih ppl. trying toget soem pics of me to post nothign really new to report hope to make new friends on here and possibly go travelling sometime :) well later dayz. Peace out

This to all my great friends!Ive meet some very nice people here!All of you have showed some love for me!I care for each and everyone of you!This is my first blog!I hope all of you have a very smooth week!Cant wait for the weekend!To all my lady friends !!!!Hugs & kisses....Keith

All That It Meant
ALL THAT IT MEANT You watch as my chest heaves with desire, Inside it's burning with a sexual fire. My swollen nipples tight with pleasure, As your lips enjoy this wonderful treasure. Your hands are free to wander my curves, Bringing new life to all of my nerves. My legs, my waist, my moist, tender places You feel me tremble as my passion now races. You swell in response to my luscious folds, As you enter my body and all that it holds. Together we merge and for all that we share, This pleasure is heaven and love like this rare. Our sounds are now loud as a whistling train, As ecstasy rages, we try to maintain. Climaxes we share and honeydew spent, Our sacred love and all that it meant. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER SUNDAY FEBRUARY 13, 2005 COPYRIGHTED: FEBRUARY 2005

Yesterday Is Gone
Yesterday Was Here But Now It's Gone To Bad It Had To Take a Love One Along YesterDay Was Here But Now It's Gone And So Is Daddy After All These Years Of Being Strong Yesterday Was Here But Now Is Gone We'll Miss You Daddy So Long Yesterday Was Here But Now Is Gone To Bad It Had To Take A Love One Along Yesterday Was Here but Now Is Gone It's Now Time To Move On Never Forgetting Him As The Years Go On Yesterday Was Here But Now It's Gone It's Now Time To Move On Never Forgetting Him As The Years Go On Yesterday Was Here But Now It's Gone we suffering but not for long yesterday was here but now it's gone we'll miss ya Lovely face and there will be noone that'll take ya place yesterday was here but now is gone Iam Not Sure How We'll Get On With Out You To Carry Us On Yesterday Was Here But Now It's Gone By Blossom _Rose

Our Dream
Ok this is a special one for a special person. Who has been having rough days I think. Enjoy...... You see me coming I know your heart is waiting I am your passion A disfigured man but you love all the while We have our times of fighting through life Your heart tells you I am the man Can you feel the power of our life Dont walk away I will be the man you will want to stay Dance with me through your dreams I know I am not as pretty as it seems Hold my hand we can walk through life happy again Dont give up on me I know I can bring you the sea Please dont wonder your life is worth heaven to me Know I will be here no matter what your dreams Please listen dear I will scream your name I need you I know your heart tells you its me Please listen to me Please do not say goodbye Give me one dance I will show you I deserve a chance Yes I know I am handsome on the inside please Do not leave sitting I have fallen in love with you Can you feel my heart Can you f

Author Unknown
Girl/Boy Girl: Do I ever cross your mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

Think/strong
You think you can play games with me Well I'm stronger then that You think you can play me for a fool Well I'm stronger then that You think I will always stick around Well I am stronger then that You think you are above the rest Well I'm stronger then that You think this will alst forver Well I'm stronger then that April 13, 2004 original create by sdj54321

Remembering
REMEMBERING ~*~Remembering~*~ You said you loved me Both here and there You signed in blood That you would always care And yet I am made To be the one punished Because of outside interference I am made to die How can I love or care For anyone else, For fear I have chosen wrong again Or that my feelings have led me stray Thank you for showing me That friendship means running away And hurting those who care and love you But know this AND Remember this always……… To you my friend When the sun warms your skin That is my love for you And when a gentle breeze kisses your face That is my love for you, gentle and true And when the cold wind chills you That is the hurt I am feeling, because Of my love for you And when the clouds ride across the sky That is my love always growing And when the night stars shine their best That is my unconditional love I have for you Shining fo

I wanted to post a blog about my best friend Charlie who passed away on July 30, 2006 and he is missed very much. There was not a day that didn't go by that Charlie would not have helped someone and there was not a day that he didn't have a smile on his face. I love you buddy and I will see you again!!!!!!! Here are some poems that helped me get through the rough time. From another land you came to me a land of peace and quiet and serenity you wiped my brow and held my hand and taught me the ways of your own land and even though now you have slipped from me I still know the peace and quiet and serenity Death is not the opposite of life it is a part of life a part we've not yet explored and thus do not understand and it is only natural to fear what we do not understand but with the right attitude we can make life beautiful with this same attitude can death not be the same

Broken Promises
Broken Promises and Sad Goodbyes The promises you made to me still remain, I stare past my window to the falling rain. You held my hand and said that you were here to stay, Why did you have to go away? You left me here all alone, nothing will ever be fine, The sun in my life will never shine. Just like some piece of trash, you dumped me to the side, You forgot me, just like that, Was there something to hide? All those years I believed all your lies, Now Im filled with regretful sighs. I trusted you with my whole heart, But when you left me, you tore me apart. When we met I was just an innocent soul, You were so sweet and kind, how was I supposed to know? You made me believe that you loved me, But after that you made me see, How love can truly be. I still remember the day you walked out the door, I swear you made me feel like I was something more. The lies, and broken promises fill my head, I try to erase the memories of the things you said. Tears trickle

My Eyes
Look deep in my eyes What you see will not lie This is the passion of jesus The heart of a lion The love of an angel I will stand and show you love Give me one moment alone I will find a way to your heart My life will not tear yours apart You will be my joy You will be my love You will be my pain When I lay you down and you die at a ripe old age You will get the wish of never see me suffering My suffering is my joy My suffering is my love My suffering is my pain My suffering i would not miss for the world I had one moment in your eyes WHile you were looking in mine

I Have To Let Go.
Just a little something on my mind. I suppose, I'm never going to learn to let go of you. You hurt me, made me cry, told me to die, and shatterd my heart in pieces, but still I think of you, I miss you so much, I can't stand it. Will it ever get easier knowing that you gone? Will the pain stop? Will my heart heal?.. I miss you so much, I can't stand it. For a year my heart was yours. For a year you told me you loved me. For a year I was happy. For a year I could say that I love you, and really mean it. We always said " Together Forever and Eternity.". Nick, what happend to them days?? Why did everything suddenly go cold, and dark?? You straighted out my life. You made my days bright, my nights peacefull. My heart sore. Me float high in the clouds. Just remembering them day's, I want to cry. Tears slowly building up in my eyes. I try to hold them back, but now their rolling down my cheeks. I'm wishing this is a nightmare, it hurts so bad! I can't take it. I miss y

Man's Desire
Driven by desire I have lived by only one fire To find a soulmate that matchs my taste To soothe her every want I know That she desires me the same It is a big world and definately insane When I look through this world Who is the one to take this man Who is gonna grab his hand He yearns for the love Of a woman that was sent from above I have never been done wrong Only sang a couple bad songs I walk the world barefooted Only to feel the pain to know I will love again The beauty is I already see her eyes Her soul is the same as mine Our life will not fall Because their will be no walls Her heart is as tender as an angel She will know my every angle Walking the many sidewalks The eyes approach the man who walks He looks deeply sees foggy minds These are not the ones he finds Every night I fall asleep I will pray to the god who keeps me WHen I dream SHe will dance in my mind with a beautiful gleam So when she enters my life I will ask her to be my wife Reme

Hello
So, I've been on Lost Cherry for a few days, and I just noticed, after reading a blog from a friend, that you can blog on here. I'm more aquainted with myspace and have blogged on there, infrequently, for around a year, when the mood strikes me. Lost Cherry people have been very friendly and welcoming and I'm flattered by the compliments and possitve feedback I've receieved. I may never by the most faithful Lost Cherry member, given work, school and raising a teenager, but I will visit and share whatever strikes at the moment. To those of you who have given me the red carpet welcome, I blow you a kiss. :)

Different Languages Of I Love You
How to say 'I Love You' in different languages Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumen Bambara - M'bi fe Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T'estimo Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou English - I love you Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort Georgian - Mikvarhar German - Ich liebe dich Greek - S'agapo Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw

Dream Writing
Dream Writing You said we were "Soul Friends" And I felt that bond I felt the connection Yet now ... again ... its gone Why do you fear That which is your Why are you taking And closing all the doors Its happened to us Over n over again Past n Present Have no end The sun has risen And it will set The moon is now up And still you try to forget Why ?? A question with no answer Because: the simplest reason of all To want; To have Yet dreams still come your way ... The physical ... the spiritual ... Drifting ......... nothing gained Love on any level Is Blessed and pure Why dost thou question Her calling ... the allure Come back .. oh please come back Let the love flow And grow as it will Let the past n presant Be tomorrows glow Come back to the place Where You have found love Come back to the place Where you again can grow Its not perfect ..... nor rewritten ...... this is just as i wrote

"two Gentlemen Spies And The Innocent Mademoiselle"
“That’s with me Master’s compliments! He says to tell ye to poke her a few good times as this will be yer last endeavor of that sort!” The old sailor laughed roughly again. “Just how me master expects ye to do that with ye both chained, I don’t know.” His laughter echoed throughout the hold as they heard the grate slammed shut over their heads. In the silence left behind, Raine and Theo could clearly hear a female whimpering in a space not far beyond their feet. “Bloody hell,” Raine hissed beneath his breath “Are you hurt, miss?” Theo asked with concern as he brought his booted foot forward searching to see how far away she might be. His boot met a solid form immediately. However, the simple touch of his boot sent the poor woman scrambling in the dark with the unfortunate sound of the bucket of water being over turned. “Please miss, I did not mean to-.” “Blasted it, woman! Pick up that bucket now!” Raine exploded harshly overriding Theo’s plea, “That is our only source of wate

Author Unknown
"I Died For Love" I sit in the park where I dwell, For this boy I love so well, He took my heart away from me, Now he wants to set me free. I see a girl on his lap, I ran home to cry on my bed, He doesn't want me anymore, Not a word to mother was said. Father came home late that night, He looked at me from left to right. He saw me hanging from a rope, He took his knife to cut me down. And on my dress a note was found: Dig my grave, Dig it deep. Dig my grave, From head to feet. And on the top put a dove. And remember this, I died for love...

Afraid To Tell
AFRAID TO TELL I seem to freely give men my heart, Always hoping that this time He IS that special one and we'll never part. This time I've decided not to let my feelings show, For fear I'll scare him away; Even hate me and not want to see me anymore Without giving us a chance to grow. I've been denying my feelings for weeks now, Kept telling myself it was just infatuation. But every time I look in to his eyes, I feel warm, happy and content; But yet, I feel he'll discover the realization. I know love doesn't come easy; It takes time, so I'll just have to wait To learn to trust him no matter how long it takes. Love is a game of giving yourself and Taking what others give to you freely; I do know I'm in love with him But afraid to tell him for fear of being rejected. My wish this holiday season is that Someday he'll be able to tell me how he feels, So I can tell him my feelings and assure him There's only him in my life and what I feel is real. W

I Was Caught In A Middle Of A Right And Wrong Time
anger surges over me as I stand in the crowd. something has gone wrong the sound has stopped its the end of the concert I'm so angry because the fun I was having should never have to stop. I've been thunderstruck once again and I'm ready to go to the limits. My blood sores as I cross the bridge with all the other people we look like cows pretty much totally fixated with getting out of where we are sweat and beer and pot smells from all over and adrenalin is pumping like an engine. trying to leave I surge forward with a bolt of energy and triumph! yes I say to myself I can make it noises of protest fill my ears at I ram my way through the crowd finally I make it to the open but people are chasing me! fueled by the one urge to destroy the one who has decided that he can run beyond the pack! A loud scream fills my ears and i go black as a large object bounces off my head... I wonder where I am now?

Love The Almighty Randomness...
You know those days where your mind is in like 50 different places but like when one person appears...you drop it all? Yep, so freakin guilty of it. It's all your fault...you know who you are. I've come to the realization that amongst the asshats and the idiots...there really is absolute fandamntastic cuteness out there. You know damn well who I am talking to. "Fairy masturbation"...nuff said. The randomness alone makes me squirmy...I LOVE IT! On another note...today was so damn uneventful. Not to mention...22 years old and chicken pox...what the fuck. I'd do anything to be able to itch these bastards and not feel like I'm dieing. Damn I'm sad. *sigh* Yeah...probably more then you guys wanted to know, but if you are reading this then you must actually give a damn...so hooray for me! Think this about sums up my randomness for the night. Those of you that read this...you SERIOUSLY had to have something better to do, but I adore the shit out of you for taking the time!

When I Think Of Parris
When I think of Paris I thin k of how often I would reminisce When I think of Paris I think of one’s lips I once kissed When I think of Paris I think of all happiness When I think of Paris I think of whose love I really missed When I think of Paris I think of warm and tenderness When I think of Paris I think of his warm Embrace and his kiss When I think of Paris I think of his face that I daily missed When I think of Paris I think of love and marriage When I think of Paris I think of the thing that made me embarrassed When I think of Paris I think of my heart that he once shattered When I think of Paris BY: Blossom_Rose

Major Dedication
Richard Marx-Right Here Waiting So many people walk in and out of my life I hold every moment as another surprise My time with each one has been a pleasant and hard ride My life is never my own Ty Herndon-A Man Holding on to a woman letting go BUt mine to give I give it to so many to live their last breath they would love to hear I have seen the Breast Cancer eat away for 5 months Taking beauty and adding a heavenly touch I have seen mothers lose children in the younger years Those are hard but they knew my words were a hope to hear I have seen the brain cancer in the beginning Richard Marx-Chains Around My Heart Beauty of a mother missing a child is better than most could ever see I have touched the lips of an angel Clipping my wings i have delved deep into their passion i Have delved deep into their hearts Nothing in life is more beautiful than these very words I love you I have stood next to jesus and watched the old pass by I have seen the

A Walk In The Country
A WALK IN THE COUNTRY Our names waited in the shadows For each other to put on the tree together... With hearts and arrows. We walked alone and then together, Like two lonely stars in the night, Your voice made sad and gentle music Against my own And it left a light shine On my heart forever. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER SEPTEMBER 17, 1982 COPYRIGHTED: SEPTEMBER 22, 2004

Life
I have really been enjoying my time here on LC. Today I had a rather bad experience. Since I have started here I have read bulletins stating that nudity shots were not permitted. That as long as there was some clothing...at least around the general area that it was okay. Today I look up to the people online and see an upfront open view pussy shot. It really irritated me that women have to think that that is the only way they can get attention. It also irritated me that she felt the need to have everyone look....even those that wouldn't look to begin with. I am here for the friends and the company of people to talk to. I would rather not look at the T & A. I think people should have a choice. Put it in a folder...mark it private or with a label for people to know what it is. That way they have a choice to open it or not. To have it as a primary pic...that is ridiculous. Okay...so much for ranting...Just needed to get my point across.....

~have You Ever~
"Have You Ever" Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? Or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love him or her. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own...when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too ha

Loves Angel
I sit by the creek watching your heart beat Our picnic was great You looked as if you were not filled with hate Your heart beat Your life sung You were in heaven You thought I came from above You looked in my eyes Said please dont leave me tonight I saw a tear The pain i can feel You tell me about a love lost One that had heavy burden and cost Your time you said was well spent But tonight when the light no longer shines You want to reach the heavenly skies You tell me about a young man He was only 3 Walked away from mommy for a moment that meant eternally He fell in a pool face down you saw His time on earth was short Worth alot to mom I tell you to lay your head on my shoulder as you fall asleep I watch from heaven now as you wake to the 3 year old in your arms YOu look up at me with tears in your eyes Did I tell you christ is who am I Believe in miracles Cause they are not miracles to me My lifes work is to see your happy

Love Me
I watch you every day It has been a year and you are as beautiful as ever Life for us was short TIme was lost I was lost in your eyes When I died it was not your end But our life on earth end Darlin Im still here watching you and the kids play Put your head down Pray without a frown Look in the sky and be happy Your alive with our five We will forever be soulmates Hold on tight life is a ride Do not give up or hide THis is your time to shine I still see your eyes so full of hope Find the urge to hold our children Find the urge to tell our story It is our life and want you to share the most beautiful love ever Remember me with a smile Remember the good and the bad that is what made our life Dont forget the way I looked at you When I married you Love the way we knew how Kiss each child each day and let them know im not alone Love me

When Iam With You
When I am with you I feel your love so strong When I am with you I don’t feel sad and blue When I am with you I don’t have to tie my shoe When I am with you I feel the sky is blue When I am with you I don’t know what else to do When I am with you I feel like loving you When I am with you There’re nothing else I’d rather do When I am with you I really have no clue As to what to do When I am with you It’s just a faze I am going through When I am with you By: Blossom _ROse

Love In Cyberspace
Whether you are far away Or here right close The gentle embrace of your visit Is something I will always revisit You see me online You know it is our time We chat for hours About stuff in life that sometimes matter You are always here when I need you most The one thing I will miss is your sweet soft internet kiss WHen we would shutdown at the end of the night You would say sweet dreams I would say goodnight One thing is sure WHether it is MSN, Yahoo, Lost Cherry or Myspace We were always close I knew your love was deep You meant the most Each night I wonder will we speak again Was this just a romance or the beginning of a great end Was this a game or a love lost like many WIll we stand the test of time Or will you call me home I dont know But if this is the last I ever see of your face One thing to remember I loved you in cyberspace

Little Girl
I watched her walk away The first time away from home on her own What was going to happen Now that my little one is all grown up I have seen the boys come and go THe hairstyles change just like a tv show But this world is a dangerous place For a woman with so much grace She said daddy please dont worry about me I will be fine I will walk a straight line The words flowed in my ears It was so hard to hear I handed her a 20 dollar bill Said by some stamps and write your old daddy dear Your mother would be so proud I raised you like she would if she were still around You looked at me and smiled I would clearly see a responsibility I had never seen Between all the good and bad The murders and promotions Jobs in the past Rapes in a big city Losing a fathers virginity was all i could worry about I finally recieve a call Daddies little doll Crying on the other end I wanted you back here I didnt know where to begin You said that you loved me and you had finally mo

A Perfect Valentine's Day
A PERFECT VALENTINE'S DAY A box of candy and a dozen roses all in red, A cute teddy bear perched on the bed. A beautiful card filled with words of love, Signed and sealed with love by the man I dream of. A candlelight dinner prepared for two, Dancing so slowly being held close to you. Enveloped in romance as soft music plays, I just wish every day could be Valentine's Day! WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER FEBRUARY 14, 1993 COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 12, 2002

2006 So Far For Me
Ok 2006 so far for me has been a up and down year for me this is in the australian date way not the amercian date way so if i am confusing you you will soon see what i mean people 10/1/06 my friendship with my best friend geoff came to a end of a best friend friendship of 16/17 years on this day and then on the 22/1/06 i got to meet a rock band called Silent Reprise and hang out with them they're are from Melbourne here in Australia they were awesome on the day i got pics taken with them and then in may just before mother's day i got to meet in person An Australian Country musican called Lee Kernaghan and he signed his new album the New Bush for me it was a honour meeting him for me and then on the 2/7/06 i got to meet a Australian pop/rock musican/songwriter/producer called Mark Lizotte aka Johnny Diesel or Diesel he signed 2 copies of his new album called Coathanger Atennae and then i asked him if he wouldn't mind signing some earlier album covers for me he said that's no problem

~feeling Of Love~
"Feeling of Love…" It’s the way their tears make you want to change the world so it doesn't hurt him anymore...yet regardless you wish he would know that you would die without him. Because once in your life, whatever he was to the world he became everything to you. When you look in his eyes, traveling to the depths of his soul and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythmic beatings of his very heart. You love him for a million reasons. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling only felt, this is the feeling of love.

Our Time On Earth
Time passes on, soon we know it will be gone So we try to carry on, we will try, and carry on It is time that we begin to lives our lives that we may win Reviewing lesson that were taught through our lives, with careful thought With careful thought.

Little Man
With this night I sleep I wonder what he will grow up to be Will he be a fireman WHo will risk his life to save a woman Will he be a soldier Will he die giving the ultimate sacrifice Will he be a cashier Seeing everyone and knowing the pain they fear Will he be a doctor Saving that mother with problems in labor Will he be a preacher Saving souls and a teacher Will he be a race car driver Enjoying a life many desire As I think of what he may be He jumps on the bed and says mommy WHen I grow up I want to be like you and daddy I look at him puzzled and he says Mommy you work hard and love me lots You make dinner and I help clean the pots Your the best and I love you Being like daddy I can be in heaven soon But first he asks can I be like grandpa Will daddy still love me if I live a little long I look at him and wipe my tears I tell him you have the love your daddy always had near Daddy will love you no matter what He wants you to be the man that you want He

Spank Day Ass
"I’ve been really bad, Beckett," Evie murmured huskily. She was enticing him as she arched her back pressing upward on her elbows to clench and firm her round buttocks as she lifted her calves pointing her toes. She was posing for him. Smack! "Uooo!" Evie was surprised by his sudden move and she jerked her flinching rump away, lifting upward to brace herself on her hands with her arms locked. That left him a perfect target as he slapped his big hand across the plump curves of her butt. Smack! Smack! "Oo more, Beckett," Evie squealed as Beckett reached upward and clasped his free hand around of one of Evie’s firm melon sized breasts. Smack-Smack-Smack! "Ow—ooo!" Beckett caught Evie’s distended nipple between his forefinger and thumb and plucked at it. Smack! Smack! Smack! "Ow—god! Oho mm!" Evie thrust her breasts forward as her ass turned pink and both cheeks squirmed beneath his slapping hand. He squeezed her fat nipple harder between his fingers—pulling

From Online To Face To Face
Ok my first blog here on LC. Need to rant a bit, also any advice would be appreciated. I am here like most of you to have fun, and meet some online friends. I have a few on here(lol) I try to comment on pics/pages as much as I can, and I get my share of comments which are all appreciated. Thanks to those who comment and rate my pics. Now to my frustration, I see comments from the ladies saying I am handsome, sexy, (again I appreciate the comments ladies Thank you very much keep the compliments coming) So why is it so hard to cross over from online to real life meeting(providing of coure you are in close proximity to whoever it is you might want to meet)? I am told I am a goodlooking man, so why do people seem so unwilling to meet in real life?? NOw if anyone reads this, I know I will get differering comments, response to this. So post away, or message me if you have more to say than a comment

Kiss Me
I look deeply in your eyes Our children outside I say kiss me You are the only one You have touched me from the moment I was stunned I see a tear roll down your face The children staring as I kiss your face I say kiss me You look at me with a smile Tell me I was worth it all the while I bow my head and thank god For the angel you sent When I thought there was no one You tell me not to cry It is worth every moment between you and I I see your eyes and tell you to kiss me You gently press your lips to mine Foreheads touching as the children cry You tell me kiss me You say you will miss me As your eyes close this wreck was a tragic loss I pull you close to me and the children near I scream as I lost the most important person to me in this wreck here The driver high on crack Has no idea he killed a love he will never get back His sister loved him so much She died that night with a kiss being her last touch

Specal Friend..pt 1
its 12:45 am and i cant sleep,ive been tossing and turning all night..i feel so wierd my body is unfire,so i got up and walked out onto the belcony.the moon instantly hypnotized my emotions . I lingered over to the lounge and sat ,when a warm suttle breeze gently blew across my hot body..and forced my silk robe to open slighty..it felt as if the night was trying to suduce me. my long dark brown hair blew into the night sky in perfect harmony with the warm breeze, i was in a hypnotic state for a good minute before i noticed i was wearing only my robe.my first instinct was to cover myself and run but this strange sensation had my mind scrambled .but somehow i managed to pull my self forward and sit upfront in the lounge, when i glanced across the way and noticed a dark muscular figure glaring at me...i thought to myself how rude,this cat has some nurves watching me.but at the same time i felt intised.and if he was fucking me with his eye's. and as i became more and more intised i mybody

Open Your Eyes
Open your eyes and see It was you that was made for me So hold me in your arms and cuddle me Let me lean on you and you lean on me We will last until infinity Open your eyes and see Just what you really mean to me Take my hand and let’s go off to wonderland Because you are my one and only man so baby Open your eyes and see Only you mean the world to me My one and only true fantasy the sweetest man I’ll ever met So open your eyes and see Oh baby it’s me so open your heart to a brand new start and set it free cause only your love romances me so give me a kiss and baby don’t you dare miss Cause everyday you’re sure to reminisce Open your eyes and see just how much we’re meant to me BY:BLOSSOM_ROSE

My Day
I mowed 2 lawns today for peopel who are deployed, it was fun, first time I had mowed a alwn in 10 years though, haven't done it since I joined the Air force, other then that, just been kickin back doin nothin all day, oh what a life on vacation

A Perfect Love
A PERFECT LOVE You whisper words of love in my ear And ever so gently touch my cheek; You quietly help me To find the things I seek. You're always there to help me celebrate And when I feel blue; It seems you're always at my side- We're like one, not two. You guide me so patiently With so much tender loving care, It seems as if you were made for me- We are the perfect pair. You know my moods, I know yours, Together our love grows To that world of happiness Only perfect lovers know. Our love will never die, I know this to be true; Cause every time I look at you, I fall in love anew. WRITTEN BY: © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED: JANUARY 14, 2002

Something New
So I see they added something new and everyone has been writing blogs now. I'm not a blogger myself so I most liekly won't use this much but I just felt like saying something so there it is....HAHAHAHA

~things~
"Things" There are many things in life that will catch your eye, Only a few can catch your heart; But once in every lifetime, someone comes along, Who will touch your heart and speak to your soul. They touch you so completely, that in one brief moment you realize, Everything you ever hoped and dreamed of, Is right there in front of you...no disguise. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day's work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there's no need for continuous conversation, but you find you're quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to

Why Did You Do It
Why did you do it? You hit me and I didn’t do it Why did you do it? Now my eyes are black and blue Why did you do it? You said that you love me how untrue Why did you do it? I didn’t do nothing to you Why did you do it? Now I hate you and that’s so true Why did you do it? I thought I was your boo Why did you do it? Now I have to leave you You know that’s not something That I wanted to do Why did you do it? Don’t you know you really blow it Why did you do it? You crushed my heart and that’s all to it Why did you do it? I was never unfaithful and you knew it Why did you do it? I thought we had it all but you went and blew it Why did you do it? BY: Blossom _Rose

I Was Set Free
I must make this journey It has been a hard life in this country of mine I will travel miles and miles TO make sure you have freedom Let me die for your fate I will show you how to end hate Watch me carrying my gun Yes I am young but have seen the life of worse Stand by myside as I walk this worn path Many men before me have seen death in a countries angry wrath For sure I have seen my fate But your future is what I hold I will travel high and low FOr a country I have seen freedom We watch brothers and sisters fall This is where my road will lead Stand near our forefathers and remember why we are here It is not a political reason Yet our own freedom is what we seek So mother, father, wife and daughter Hold my picture close As I have fallen but an angel was near He told me I finally got my wings I will continue on in tears that stream through your hearts and minds But freedom truly set me free