Type O Neg Grl's blog: "The Pain Inside"

by Twisted Illusion

I'm just not enough,
I've fallen in too deep,
I fall apart every night,
Fall apart and weep.

And I've crashed and burned,
Like so many times before,
And I have nobody,
Nobody to hold me anymore.

I can't find the rainbow,
That's supposed to come after the rain,
I guess it's not over yet,
I'm still carrying the pain.

I wish I could explain this,
It just go away,
Feel like I'm wasting my time,
Waiting for a better day.

And I wonder how,
My heart got so simply broken,
Just like the last time,
This wound has been torn open.

And I'm trying really hard,
But I can't find my way,
It's not enough to weep,
Or to tell myself that it's ok.

I have so much to say,
So many words deep inside,
But I can't express myself,
Or the feelings I don't mean to hide.

I can't get to the bottom of this,
It goes so much deeper than before,
I'm fragile and broken,
Oh, I can't take anymore.