Hello there, and thank you for reading.
i realize that my sudden page changes are surprising to many of you. i’ve gone from “single” to “in a relationship.”
while i do change my relationship status off and on, i think you know i do it to stay in the feed when I’m running bling, and I expect everyone to realize it’s no more than this, a satire, a joke.
i mean, really: i go from “engaged” to “single” to “widowed” in three hours time?... :)
however, this time, it’s not a stunt. i am in a relationship with my #2 family member, Leo.
i love Him, and am in love with Him.
this is not something that happened overnight. we met over a year ago. Leo and i decided this week that we wanted to dedicate ourselves to having a romantic relationship for keeps. yes, i know; many couples do not make it, especially those that are temporarily not living nearby.
however, ~no~ couples would make it if everyone went into a relationship with pessimism.
i know this wonderful Man well; his highs, his lows, his successes, his failures. and he knows these things about me.
He is fiercely creative and intelligent; outrageously kind-hearted; and is raising his two small children mostly on his own, and doing an almost eerily beautiful job of it.
they are ~very~ successful, well-adjusted, extremely intelligent, lauded children in school and in extra-curricular activities. this is one reason i fell in love with Leo.
please support Leo and me.
if you have something negative to say about me, Leo, or “us,” you may come to me without fear of anger, if you do it respectfully. i expect no passive-aggressive drama, though. all of you are wonderful people and i care for all of you deeply.
i understand if certain things change, such as you blinging me, removing your crush, and whatnot. i don’t need any explanation. ♥ do what you need or want to do. i already have had folks (none of you, of course), in my shoutbox, telling me i won’t get my crown now, and i should’ve kept my relationship private. they don’t know meh very well, do they? fuck a fucking “fu-crown.” do i want it? yep. i'm enjoying being high level without having to buy into the crap i heard i would have to. plus, well, i'm aLphameL. :s but, do i care if i don’t get it cuz of Leo? or because of ANY of you??! you'll notice my permanent family has not changed. haHA! so, no.
i don't mind if my popularity drops off substantially; just like i don't care if it drops off because of anyone else.
Leo knows about many of you, especially my “top” family members and those who don’t fit cleanly into my top, but who i love just as much as my tops (only room for six!), who i have spoken very, very fondly to him about on many occasions. he knows a lot about my history with y’all,
even the stuff that i may have hesitated to tell him, the hard questions i may have hesitated to answer;
and he knows that no one is going anywhere. he knows how deeply i have cared, and care, for some of you. also know that i have never spoken badly about any of you to Leo, even if we have had all-too-human rocky roads in the past.
Please call or text or sb or message me if you wanna know more. i’m an open book. while i don’t care what anyone thinks, i DO care about your feelings – tremendously. which is why i am posting the blog; or, at least one of the reasons. the other reason is that i want to share my romantic happiness with my besties. He has one of the purest souls i've ever encountered, and this has been tested and proven for over one year.
thank you for your respect and honor of me.
