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Got Jobs? Check This Out!
Forget about China; the United States is the new hot spot for global companies looking for lower production and transport costs, increased supply-chain flexibility and a crack at wooing the world's most demanding customers. France's Alstom, a maker of high-speed trains and power turbines, this week became the latest European company to unveil plans for a facility across the Atlantic. The company wants to build a $200 million plant in Chattanooga, Tenn., to mitigate the impact of the weak dollar on its margins and to get closer to some of its biggest customers. "Long term, a very high euro level is not good news," Alstom Chairman Patrick Kron told French radio Europe 1. "Let me also add the issue of volatility; we are in a heavy industry and exchange rates that change at the pace they're changing add to the difficulty." The dollar has lost roughly 20% against the euro in the past two years. It's declined about 14% against the British pound. Partly as result of that depreciat

Jaded
You sit and point fingers at the life you have jaded when all along it was you who had raided a young soul and heart and mind. Never taking into consideration the future you were creating and the relationship you were taking--away-- with your lie and dollar consumed high. As you watched the bruises form and the young mind became cynical, it was all okay even today. Never taking any blame for watching your wallet get fat while the young soul fell flat. You are the only one to fail, left a young life to derail, spinning out of control. Now that it's twisted, take a long look at what you have created. With each crack of the leather to see the love and trust deflated. Was it worth it?

Stupid People
hate people that say there gonna do something and turn around and don't do it i use to be like that to but i have grown up if i wanna do something i'm gonna go do it and not give a fuck what people think i even lost a good women cause i held back you don't realize what you have till it's gone then it's to late to do anything about it all you can think about about is what you had people say grow the fuck up and move on which is true for some things but not all so don't let time pass you bye but live it to the fullest

Alone
Still Alone Yes, I am alone again Isolated and without a friend My heart and pain, at the same tone And all I loved, I loved alone Yes, I am alone, my love in vain No one sees my sorrow nor feels my pain No one to love and no one to hold Experiencing love that's bitter and cold Living life one step behind and one day late Desolation being my ultimate fate When will these lonesome feelings stop? When will the loneliness come to an end? When won't I be alone again? Hear my pleeds, Hear my moans Here I lay, still alone

N.a.p Not A Real Family
Hello, I'm just sending you a message to tell you that I will no longer be a member of the N.A.P family. I had gotten really sick & was in the hospital for about 2 weeks, I had let Chief Donnie know about my sickness & had asked him to let Robin & Sweet know bout my health problem, which is really serious. When i got outta the hospital & back home I seen that my position as "Spirit Mother" was given away with out any notice. I have talked with Sweet & she seems to think I did something wrong by being hospitalized. But like I said their is no computers in the hospital & as soon as i could I got a friend to bring me a laptop to let someone on here know what happened to me but even with my illness they really dont even care now i'm getting told that she is a better "spirit mother" anyways.. so have fun with the so called "family" heads up tho if you get sick they will turn their backs on you. All they really care about is adding people to their "family" but they have alot to learn on what

Horny Angel Auction
HORNY ANGEL IS UP FOR AUCTION, AND SHE WANTS YOU TO OWN HER!! PRIZES FOR THE HIGHEST BIDDER ARE AS FOLLOWS: ALL PICS AND STASH RATED 2 SFW BOOB SALUTES 5 20 MIN PHONE CALLS, SFW OR NSFW YOUR CHOICE WEEKLY PIMPOUT BULLETIN FOR 1 MONTH PIMPOUT PERMANTENTLY IN MY BLOGS FU-OWNED BY _____ IN MY NAME FOR 2 WEEKS YOUR PROFILE LINK ON MY PROFILE FOR 1 MONTH AN AUTOGRAPHED SHIRT SENT TO YOU ALONG WITH A PIC OF HORNY ANGEL WEARING IT! RULES: SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY PLEASE! NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. THE CONTESTANT RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. MINIMUM BID IS 250,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CAP ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. REAL CASH OF COURSE BEATS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END. 1 MILLION FUBUCKS = $20 CASH VALUE IF THE HIGHEST BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID

To All My Sisters
To all of my sister. I gave everyone a tree for christmas. If for some reason I forgot to give you one just give me a shout. I will give you one. I don't want to leave anyone out. Love to all of you this holiday season! Stay safe and enjoy!! Love you all!! Free Comments & Graphics Free Comments & Graphics

My Desire To Hold You Near
I feel a burning deep within, As time on a clock passes away, My passion grows stronger for you, each and every passing day, My desire to hold you near, Also comes with suttle fear, The longing to touch your soft skin, To make animalistic love once again, To taste you on my tongue, Satisfy my desire deep within you. To feel as one, both whole once again.

Why Can't I Just Let Stuff Go?
Same situation. Just a different face this time.. It's stupid I know I am NOT being thought about which is so stupid that I am thinking about this.. Why can't I just let this go? Probably because it brought up so much stuff for me that I yes even talked to the old bf who ripped my guts out.. but hence then we've been able to talk to each other again and be friends. Everything backfired.. and I am angry at myself .. I don't know what to think.. being sick doesn't help.. I called the guy wished him a Merry Christmas there's a part of me that still wants to be friends.. I know with guys if they know that it's not gonna go anywhere don't make efforts or if they are hurt. I have talked to so many people today and yesterday and this whole week.. WtF??? am I so bloody week that I can't get past one little guy that was playing me.... and I asked for it. What the hell is wrong with people these days that they can't just choose love versus doubt versus everything else?

Almost Back To Norm Wednesday
Hello & Happy Wednesday I hope this finds you all pleased with the gifts you gave & received And relieved as myself that its over ... until next year, that is! I was blessed to have all my favorite girls with me yesterday. My mother, Youngest girl Lexy, Oldest daughter Trisha & her husband TJ along with (of course) my grandbaby Ella. Lexy and Trisha did ALL the cooking and we had a very small satisfying meal and Gift exchange. Love the youngster (Ella) at that age, She loved the boxes more than the gifts. Too Cute! I'll upload a few pics later. I'm hoping in about a week everything will be back to normal ... Tough time of year as far as my stress factor goes & I already feel Every bit of the extra 15 pounds gained. At lease I don't HAVE to add more stress With the resolution of to stop smoking! Its been over two years since I put one Of those things in my mouth. So since I've gave those up - I really haven't made a New Year

Sweetest Goodbyes
Sweetest Goodbye The feelings they share but dare not speak Needing one to make the other complete But yet duty calls and he must go away Leaving her heart empty with things she cannot say He leaves on the plane with her face on his mind She prays to God above to help with the hard times They both will experience at night when they go to bed Thinking of all the things they had left unsaid Being hit by insurgents he struggles just to breathe Thinking of the day he can pack his things to leave Hoping to hit American soil once again before he dies But still 6 months left to go; he lays down and cries Meanwhile he's on her mind constantly every day Waiting at her house hoping he'll phone her way But 2 weeks not a word has passed through her ears Silently in her mind she begins to live her own fears Finally though he calls with good news for her soul After 15 months over there and his body taking it's toll He's coming back to patch the gaping hole in her heart

What The Hell Is Wrong With Me.
Anymore it seems I have fucked up everything that maybe somewhat good in my life.Like tonight,talkin to a friend,I said something and apparently they didn't like it and hung up on me.and wouldn't answer when i called back.But it is something that I should be used to,by now.People tell you they want to hang out,and when you ask them to hang out,you get I dont know when.or they ignore you completely.I just wish for once that when I think I have something good in my life.I just wished it would stay like that.I am starting to wonderin what the fuck is wrong with me.Maybe it's just me.Hell I dont know I wish I knew.

Whats Your Love Sign?
Scorpio - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wanted Loyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your lover You are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in Your negative traits: You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your lover You turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationship You sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on Your ideal partner: Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task! Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed. Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis. Your dating style: Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date. Your seduction style: Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real. You have incredi

Get Your Golden Tickets...
GET YOUR GOLDEN TICKET TODAY!! From December 30th to January 30th we will be holding a Golden ticket contest. Each golden ticket costs 500 Fu-bucks and counts as one entry. You can purchase them for yourself or for others. When doing a Fu-pal to pay for your ticket(s) Please make sure and put how many tickets you are buying as well as the name and link to the persons profile. We will update the results daily. For every ticket you purchase, you will be given a number. Now although you won't get a seperate ticket for each individual entry..you WILL recieve your numbers for every entry. At the end of the month we will draw 10 numbers (tickets). Those 10 will be winners of the prizes below: What's in it for you? - There are REAL prizes involved!!! At the end of the month, Prizes will be given to the 10 winners..The prizes that are up for grabs are: 1 Happy Hour 1 One month Blast 2 7 Day blasts 4 3 day blasts 2 1 month VIPs And the person with the most

Get A Grip Asslicks
im being myself today (bitch mode alert!!!!) i have come to realize some peeps takes this site and others way too seriously.... to the point of becoming a total ass plug..... i have also decided to stoop to their level and post my thoughts........ bashing people on bulletins and blogs that are my friends.....that are detailed on my page gets you automatically deleted.... one whom says they are a non drama oriented person has brought all the drama he could come up with........ (bless his little fucktard heart..... i lose no sleep over who says what about me..... if you are so bored in your own life and it amuses you to do so then go ahead..... but putting up bulletin after bulletin because one person pissed you off........ though in a certain one i must laugh uncontrollably at the responding statement on a shout that was post in which someone(not naming) was called a "inbred cousin fucker"..... by a friend (not naming)...... i must say i have not laughed that hard in a while and i w

4-clevelandbrownsfanspleasereadlol
Q. What's the difference between the Cleveland Browns & the Taliban? A. The Taliban has a running game Q. How do the Cleveland Browns count to 10? A. 0-1, 0-2, 0-3, 0-4, 0-5, 0-6, 0-7, 0-8, 0-9, 0-10 Q. What do the Cleveland Browns & Billy Graham have in common? A. They both can make 60,000 people stand up & yell "Jesus Christ" ! Q. How do you keep a Cleveland Browns player out of your yard? A. Put up goal posts Q. Where do you go in Cleveland in case of a tornado? A. To Cleveland Browns stadium - they never get a touchdown there! Q. What do you call a Cleveland Brown with a SuperBowl ring? A. A thief Q. Why doesn't Akron have a professional football team? A. Because then Cleveland would want one Q. Why was Romeo Crennnel upset when the Cleveland Browns playbook was stolen? A. Because he hadn't finished coloring it. Q. What's the difference between the Cleveland Browns and a dollar bill? A. You can still get four quarters out of a d

In Time Of
My soul drifts aimlessly in times of hopelessness. It searches tirelessly for meaning and truth ... Yet finds no direction. My heart bleeds quietly in times of loneliness. It yearns to find warmth and happiness ... Yet it somehow eludes me. My eyes seek out visions in times of want. They gaze endlessly through the blackness that envelops them ... Yet they cannot see the light. My ears listen earnestly in times of silence. They search for familiar sounds to comfort and console ... Yet they cannot penetrate the darkness that surrounds me. My arms reach out frantically in times of despair. They seek strength and compassion to enfold me ... Yet they find nothing substantial to enwrap. My mind cries out desperately in times of solitude. It poses intense questions that demand answers ... Yet there are none to be found.

The Soldier
This is something that I have written for all of our friends and loved ones who serve in the Armed Forces. We love you and we hope you come home safe. The Soldier His gear and bags are packed It is time for him to go Inside he is scared as hell But he doesn’t let it show As he says his goodbyes To the ones that he loves They pray God watches over him From Heaven up above He is going to a land Where Americans are the scum of the earth This has been his pre-planned destiny Ever since the day of his birth With his rifle on his shoulder And his helmet on his head He boards the plane that will take him To that place that every soldier dreads He is an American soldier And his mission is to keep us free He is going to a war to fight For Americans like you and me.

The Service
That morning her Master sent a message summoning her for that evening. Oh the excitement that came over her face.. the tingle that she got all over her body. Now the night before she presented her gift but today it would be a day of just showering him with things that she felt came from her heart and ones that he would love. From the time that she began to the very last touch of the presentation... she thought to herself how wonderful her Master was... how she would do anything for him. She finished and then it was night. Her master was very pleased with what she had done. He said to her .. thank you for all that you have done here today. I am very pleased and grateful that you thought of such gifts. He led her into the bathroom where there was flowers, music, and a tub of warm water and bubbles waiting for her. Her heart began to beat heavily with excitement as he guided her into the warm water. She laid back, looked at her master in the eyes and as if to tell him without words how gr

Theatrical Symphony...
Skeletal trees dance in the theatrical light storm; swaying and appearing only on queue. The trees sing their song of the ocean waves. The rain tenderly caresses my face while the trees invite me to dance with its breeze wrapping my body in its physical embrace. Stars are hidden in the blanket of clouds giving way to the backdrop of pulsating lights. The rain begins to sing its own song creating a symphony with the trees. Each has its own part in this symphonic soundgarden of rain and wind. My own sounds of walking alone are hushed by the wind as it begins to roar like a lion after its kill. A terrific battle of light against the dark sky slices the imagination with a heart pounding explosion followed by the rumbling sounds of thunder. The great ancient Gods prepare for battle as light and dark, silence and thunder, good and evil battle and dance hand in hand. Every action creates its opposite reaction as the light creates day in the evenings slumber. Waves of sound from the trees the

Ask A Stupid Question And See What Happens...
Stupid Question.... Stupid Answer Ask a stupid question, get a stupid answer. Yesterday I was buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for Athena the wonder dog, at Wal-Mart and was about to check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, and that I was starting the Purina Diet again. Although I probably shouldn't, because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry and that the foods nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story.)

Mollys Song
MOLLYS SONG Written by R.Wetherbee 97 for his sister When you start to cry about things that are funny And laugh at things that are sad I’d go ten to one on barrowed money that your mind is going mad I can feel closed in when I’m all alone Or feel lonely in a crowd You can’t feel full in an empty home And the silence gets real loud Go take a walk is the doctor’s talk Get your chemicals in line But my shoes are worn and my mind still torn And I’m running out of time Guess I should kick up my heels and take those pills It’s different for everyone Its baby steps with no time to rest On this long road to having fun.

Sipping Vodka
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When i am worried abo getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If i start to get nerveous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp 2) There are 10 commandments not 12 3) There are 12 deciples not 10 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, The Son, and the Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior, and Spook. 8) David slew Goliath, he did not kick the s**t out of him. 9) When David was hit by a rock and was knocked off his

Engraved In My Heart
© By Qamar Shahzadi Every time the moon beams, It brings me closer to you as a dream Rosy cheeks, air complexion, Dazzling in fashion, love and passion for the things you did in style. Aura of your bright face. The charm and the grace, Every tear bothered you, I knew no joy Until I was in your cozy embrace. You taught me love and care, You were my precious gem so rare. You held my hand for a while, but you hold my heart forever. Your lullaby made me sleep, But now those memories make me weep I want to be your little girl again Can you make this happen? O, My sweet mother You calmly went without a goodbye I promise to see you in paradise You are forever engraved in my heart

Ash.weee & Neabear
This is not a pimpout,a contest,asking for fubucks.. nothing like that.This is simply two people who have formed an incredible lifelong bond of friendship.Things have been rough lately because people have been trying to come between us, but we had a long talk and worked everything out.We just wanna make it known to all of our friends and haters alike.. that we love eachother and our friendship cannot be broken! Renea, you know. These last few days have been pretty rough. All the he said/she said stuff really got to both of us and starting tearing us apart. And ya kno...I acted like it didnt bother me but it really did. We both have said things out of anger and that was defiently wrong on both parts. I remeber the day you told me i was your best friend. That was such an amazing feeling. We were sooo soo close. We told each other everything and trusted each other with our whole hearts. Some of your friends dont like me and some of my friends dont like you but what can you

I Make Tag's
hey ya'll i make tag's and i was thinkin about makein the for 5 fubuck's or if they are clint wantin it really really well thin 15 fubuck's but the one's i all ready have on my pro is a no sell tag's but after tonight that's how much they will be

Tainted
You took everything, I held dear to my heart. Now theres nothing left, I just fall apart. Cold empty feeling hatred burns inside. Your with me every waking moment No where safe to hide. Trapped inside this nightmare unable to awake. Hurting me so deeply, its more than I can take. No one I can turn to for no one feels this pain. Shutting down completely slowly going insane. Wishing I could take back the things you took from me. Unlock the chains that bind me longing to be set free. You got what you wanted im cold almost dead Pictures of you haunt me nightmares fill my head. I sit here feeling numb in the cold and lonely place. You took away my dreams reality I must face. Nothings pure anymore ..............................Tainted

Open Heart Surgery
If the doctors performed open heart surgery on me they'd find an empty void.You have enriched my life and touched me in unspeakable ways. I can't think of a better place for my heart to call home than in your loving and caring hands.Your love and amazing friendship are what keeps me going. And I thank god everyday that out of the billions of people on this planet, we found each other and have never been the same since. Thank you for being you and for loving me.I love you so very much.XoXoXo ~Michael~ Click the above image to rate / rip / comment!

Rednecks Know How To Git R Dun
'Hello, is this the Sheriff's Office?' 'Yes. What can I do for you?' 'I'm calling to report 'bout my neighbor Virgil Smith....He's hidin'Marijuana inside his firewood! Don't quite know how he gets it insidethem logs, but he's hidin' it there.' 'Thank you very much for the call, sir.' The next day, the Sheriff's Deputies descend on Virgil's house. Theysearch the shed where the firewood is kept.Using axes, they bust open every piece of wood, but find no marijuana.They sneer at Virgil and leave. Shortly, the phone rings at Virgil's house. 'Hey, Virgil! This here's Floyd....Did the Sheriff come?' 'Yeah!' 'Did they chop your firewood?''Yep!' 'Happy Birthday, buddy!' (Rednecks know how to git-R-dun).

I Love My Piercings, Tattoos & Big Fake Boobs : )~
OKAY FIRST THINGS FIRST........I ABSOLUTELY LOVE MY 6 TATTOOS, MY 13 PIERCINGS AND MY HUGE DD FAKE BOOBS.......I HAVE DONE ALL OF IT FOR ME AND NOBODY ELSE AND I HONESTLY DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE ELSE THINKS AND I WILL PROBABLY GET MORE.....THE POINT OF THIS BLOG IS TO TRY TO OPEN UP SOME PEOPLES MINDS.........I WON'T BE OFFENDED EITHER WAY BECAUSE I LOVE ME BUT GIVE ME (AND OTHER PEOPLE TOO) YOUR OPINIONS TOO (YES I AM EXTREMELY BORED TODAY....HEHE) Okay so one of my friends went out last night and posted a blog which is what got me started on this little topic. I love her to death and I am not judging her for her opinion. Her is what she had to say: I love to people watch. I swear, I think I am the only person left in Oklahoma City that has not had a boob job, or tattoo's, or my belly button pierced, or my nose pierced! My goodness!!! With all the boob jobs I saw, I should have become a boob plastic surgeon and I'd be set for life!!! What I don't understand is that when a wo

Crush
crush Am i yours you ask, can you keep me you say. I've been yours from the very start. You treat me like an angel, give me wings that make me fly. I'll keep you forever i say, only in reality i keep you in my heart. My heart jumps at the very thought of you, skips a beat when i talk to you. Love you ask...not quite, something small yet meaningful. A crush is what i call it, the root of all hope. The hope of being with you, to see you smile everyday. Think what you will, but a crush starts it all. So this poems to you, to let you know what you are. An important part of my life, I could not ask for more. Dedicated to:john robert beatty

Shattered Lives
He pushed the door of the restaurant open and stepped aside letting his wife stepped through, they just had their sixth annivarsery dinner laughing and smiling they walked through the parking lot arm and arm, heading to their car to retreat home for a long night of fun and laughs and cuddling. It wasn't until they got close to their car that the husband noticed something, a man in a ski mask coming toward them his first instinct was to step infront of her blocking the man. "give me everything and no one gets hurt" the man held up a gun and the husband reached for his wallet handing it to the man to keep his wife safe, his wife was fumbling with her purse pissing the gunman off "whats taking so long give me the purse" he reached out toward the wife and the husband grabbed him wrestling with hima nd the gun. The gun fired and they both stopped the husband looking back to his wife holding her stomach and slowly falling backward, the husband let go of the man and ran to his wife as the g

The Way It Feels
More than a breeze on a hot summers day, more than watching children at play. More than the the smell of a fresh spring rain, I feel it over and over again. More than crying when I am sad, More than screaming when I am mad. More than hot cocoa on a cold winters day, I have just one thing that I want to say... I love the way you make me smile and laugh. I love the way you comfort me. I love the way you let me be me. I love the way you tell me how you feel. I love just knowing all of this is real. I love you more than you can imagine and I hope this feeling never ends.

Ms Excel Macros
Sometimes my mind is overactive and I can\'t sleep until I nail what\'s bugging me. Tonight it\'s this Add-in I\'m creating for Microsoft Excel. I have an SQL server pre-processing datasets and a script that converts them into Advanced Table Datagrams (classic ADO ATDG format, which is a binary form of an XML file). My add-in reads those files from a local hard drive (so that it doesn\'t have to work over a wide-area network) and scans cells in the workbook for three different types of items of interest. There may be multiple items of interest in a single cell, so it has to look at each one of them, and check for their existence in these \"persisted data sets\". Well..I need a way to determine only what is unique in each cell when I scan it. Validate one item in a cell, and all the other copies of it are still the same item. I\'m using the VBScript Regular Expression 5.5 library to do this in just a few lines of code. I\'m not using a hash table or building a keyed Col

Love What Is It
love is like roses love makes you happy love can make you sad too love hurts love is so amazeing love plays with your mind love has layers when one layer is gone the rest desappears love is full of suprisses you never know what you get yourself into when you fall in love make sure that your loved back bye the girl that your in love with if she dont feel the same as you then leave it at that dont keep hounding the girl because you well pay for it later hope you guys and girls that reads this have fun and meet that right person.

She Was 13
Her parents kept her Locked in an attic Her only friend was a little toy bear It was old and worn out And had patches of hair She always talked to it When no one was around She lays there and hugs it Not a peep of sound Until her parents unlock the door Some more and more pain She'll have to endore A bruise on her leg A scar on her face Why would she be In such a horrible place? But she grabs her bear And softly crys She loves her parents But they want her to die She sits in the corner Quiet but thinking, "Please God, why is My life always sinking?" Such a bad life For a sad little kid She'd get beaten and beaten For anything she did Then one night Her mom came home high And the poor child was beaten As hours went by Then her mom suddenly Grabbed for a blade It was sharp and pointy One that she made She thrusted the blade Right in her chest, "You deserve to die You

"putting Out Crap No One Likes Since 1971!"
yeah--that's the headline on my myspace music page. i must be self-effacing in a big way to help deal with my feelings. the truth of the matter is-although i surround myself with musical instruments everywhere i am--at work--at home, at the computer--i am mentally unable to play. i haven't played a note on anything since about 12/21/2007 when i finished my 20+ song album in 2 weeks while in the state of hypermania. i may never write or play ever again and the thought of going on stage send me into a tail spin-which is all well and good. although 2007 was a monetarily profitable year musically-with royalty figures 170% greater then that of the previous year-and much time spent on the road-with the charity cd-"Last of the Jewish Pirates" raising $275.00 for animal charities-i see the whole music thing as a great downfall-i failed to realize that many just don't get what i do-i just stray so far from what is acceptable and don't really care if i ever return--albeit it was something

Who Will Be My New Fu-spouse?rates Only Contest
Yes i'm holding a rates only contest for my devoted crushes. what to win is all written inside this bulletin. Click here to read the bulletin so by now 2 of my devoted crushes have come forward with prove . ManOnTheRadio and sir---->Bobby these 2 will compete in this small contest that will only be judged by the number of rates. so if you happen to know any of the 2 contestants and like them to win then please rate their picture. good luck to both

Under The Rug
Under the Rug A monster lives inside your room that no one will talk about Try to keep it hidden, but there isn't any doubt He's there, all covered with hair, blanketed with blame Just look away, look straight ahead, and never speak his name Daddy wouldn't let you cry, wouldn't let you show your fears Mommy wouldn't pacify, wouldn't wipe away the tears Daddy don't come home at night, Mommy's heart is growin' cold She cried herself to sleep each night but never told a soul (Don't think about it) Under the rug you sweep it all, no one accepts the blame (Don't ever talk about it) Under the rug you keep it all, beneath your shag of shame You struggled with your youth, just crying out for some affection But no one seemed to notice you or offer you protection Nobody wants to get involved, just mindin' their own business Although so many watched you fall, there never was a witness (Don't even think about it) Under

Better?
sooo...myspace is now open, fubar is now blocked...is that better? so glad that's now public knowledge (btw, notice anything missing there? and yes, i promote the other one, because i LOVE vince)...i love ignore and block. try spending the last 2 years of your life not being able to live. not being able to do what most people your age are doing. being the adult before you had the chance to grow up. watching people you love go downhill and not being able to pull them back...then taking the blame for what they've done because you don't want others to think badly of them. then you break out, you reclaim your own existence, you take back a small piece of what you gave away. even if it's for 1 week with the most amazing people in your life. even if it's taking an unbirthday trip because you never got the real thing. even if it's trying to branch out beyond what you swear you know. even if it's meeting a couple cool people you might never get to see...and telling the rest t

Another Disrespectful Scumbag Exposed
OK HERE WE GO AGAIN THIS IS SO NOT ME BUT IM SICK AND TIRED OF THE DAMN DISRESPECT I JUST EXPOSED ONE LAST NIGHT IN BLOG AND I WILL DO IT AGAIN AT THIS POINT I WILL EXPOSE EVERYONE OF THEM SO YOU LOWLIFE DIRTBAGS BETTER GET A CLUE BEFORE YOU EVEN BOTHER TO SHOUT ME OR EMAIL ME ... NOT ANYWHERE IN MY PROFILE OR ANY CONVERSATION EVER HAVE I INSUATED THAT IM HERE TO GET LAID.... HELL IF IM LOOKING TO (JUST) GET LAID WHAT DONT YA UNDERSTAND DONT NEED THE WONDERFUL CYBER WORLD TO (JUST )GET LAID UHMMM IM NOT DESPERATE I CAN GO TO THE LOCAL CLUB IN TOWN TO GET LAID ...I MEAN COME ON ... AT LEAST AT THE LOCAL CLUBS/BARS I DO KNOW ALOT OF PEOPLE IN THERE AND IF IM GONNA GET LAID ID RATHER IT BE BY SOMEONE I KNOW AND NOT A DAMN SCUM/DIRTBAG FROM THE INTERNET THAT DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO APPROACH A LADY... OMG THIS IS SO NOT ME BUT IM SICK AND TIRED OF THE A**HOLES WHO WANT TO JUST SHOUT OR EMAIL BS LIKE THIS SO HERE WE GO JOE B

Ode To The One Before.......
Ode To The One Before............. The night you left you thought I was finished. I guess I fooled you, I celebrated life for the first time. You see, you did not break me, on the contrary , you made me! Look at me! See how strong I have become. I am everything I could have dreamed for , And more! Look at me! I encourage and demand without rage, But with pity. You are the one missing out. No, your not dreaming, I am real. Yes, I have grown while you stayed the same. "I AM "!!! " Who?" you ask. The "Goddess" Of the Strength, Of the beauty, Of the sensuality, Of my own being, Everything you have always feared. Now it is YOUR turn to "WORSHIP " ME!!!! Sapphire Jewel AKA Valarie A Laboy © 2006

Unk - Walk It Out
Walk It Out Heeeyy... Now Walk It Out(Now Walk It Out) Now Walk It Out(Now Walk It Out) Now Walk It Out(Now Walk It Out) Now Walk It Out West Side Walk It Out(West Side Walk It Out) South Side Walk It Out(South Side Walk It Out) East Side Walk It Out(East Side Walk It Out) North Side Walk It Out(North Side Walk It Out, Ayyeeeee!) Now Walk It Out(Now Walk It Out) Now Walk It Out(Now Walk It Out) Now Walk It Out(Now Walk It Out) Now Walk It Out West Side Walk It Out(West Side Walk It Out) South Side Walk It Out(South Side Walk It Out) East Side Walk It Out(East Side Walk It Out) North Side Walk It Out(North Side Walk It Out) [Verse 1:] Now Hit The Dance Floor Hey Bend Yo Back Low She Do It With No Hands Now Stop, Pop, And Roll A smoking bubba hoe Yea they in trouble hoe I Like The Way She Move A Undercover Hoe Now Everybody Leanin I Make The Crowd Rock Now Gone And Walk It Out I See They On My Jock She Want That Bubb

New
Well as most of you can see by visiting my profile. I own and operate World of Gifts It is a home base business I am just letting everyone that has visited my sire and ordered That I appreciate the business and to let you know that I am constantly updateing different selection of items I have over 1500 different items So it will take me a while to post them all. So please continue to check in often. I have provided a email address on my web sites So that ones looking for a certain item cn contact me and I will see if I have that item available.. Again Thank YOU Richard rkinard2000 http://worldofgifts.tripod.com

Http://weirdo.com/ Same Bat Time; Same Bat Station
What is this, some kind of backup domain? Is it so people can post links like "look at the goofy at this link!" http://weirdo.com/ Pretty odd huh? Like youself, I'm a weirdo too.

Wow
You cant meet some intersting people on here lost souls and funny people. Real people....with real lives. I donno about me I am tooo simple and tooo boring. My life is a mother of 6 and a fiancé. Two cats and doing everyday things, like dishes, laundry, cleaning house and things like that. I don't live the high life just a simple one.

Just A Touch Of Fu Love Needed..
Please go show my young fu friend Barbie some love... Can you help her plan with more fans and friends? She's still pretty new, so she needs the super boombastic FAN-RATE-ADD show! lol. LET's RAIN FU LOVE ON HER TODAY AND TAKE HER TO FRIEND'S HEAVEN!!! ... barbie THIS PIMPTASTIC BLOG HAS BEEN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE INFAMOUS ~/~ Sassy Laurie PLEASE SHOW ME LOVE~/~

I,got Tagged
Lets see here..5 things huh? 1-hate german chocolate cake 2-hate the figs..(love fig nuetons) 3-don`t play well with others 4-enjoy good conversations 5-have two cats im tagging;lady kate,angeld,tuti,sassy,axl now read my blog rate it...

Support Our Troops
If you support our troops and You know they are all over the world and they have sites like this leave them a little line to say ty. My hubby is a solider fixin to go back overseas again to fight in the war and i know he will come home safe but I pray for all the other soliders and there family too. So if u would plz leave them a little note or comment saying how much u care and pray for there safe return...

Once In A While.....
Once in a while I come across something that truly gets me excited.I'm not one to get overly hyped up over certain things but there are a few exceptions for example Rambo 4, Halo 3, Star Wars Episode 3, and the New James Bond movie coming out called Quantum of Solace are some few examples of things that have caught my interest.With that aside you can see only a few things I truly look forward to more than anything.Then there are things I find truly hard to get hyped over.Anyone Remember the TV show Knight Rider with the kick ass Trans Am? Well, they have remade it of course it's about Micheal Knight's son. This would be something I would look forward to but you know what makes it hard to be hyped over the new show? The fact KITT the AI Computer car isn't a Trans Am anymore it's a fucking mustang! What the hell is that for a car? Are you kidding me? That's like giving Marty & the Doc that piece of shit AMC Pacer From Wayne's World instead of the DeLorean DMC12....I mean what a way to

Survey
My Number 1 MySpace FriendTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this survey1. What is their name? Neil2. Does he or she have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope, he is married3. Are they male or female? male4. How old is the person? 295. Has he/she ever cooked for you? yes he has6. Is this person older than you? yes he is7. Do you change your number 1 person often? nope8. Do you know 1s birthday? yes9. Are you related to this person? i am married to him10. Are you really close to him/her? yes11. What are 1s Nicknames? whatever comes out of my mouth lol12. Do you and 1 have any inside jokes? oh i am sure that we do13. How many times do you talk to this person in a week? every day14. When is the last time you talked to 1 in person? last night15. Could you live with this person? i already do16. Why is this person your number 1? he is my husband17. What vehicle does 1 drive? a 2003 chevy avalanche18. Is 1 a good kisser? yes19. Have you ever played softball with this person? nope20. Have you ever had a sleepover

The Rules Of Rural Kentucky Are As Follows:
THE RULES OF RURAL Kentucky ARE AS FOLLOWS: Listen up City Slickers ! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. They're live steaks. That's why they smell funny to you. But they smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? Rt. 60 goes east and west, I-24 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $150,000 corn pickers and hay balers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in Western Kentucky waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while an 8-point buck and 3 does are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to y

The Bucket List
The bucket list. A movie about the inevitable demise of humans in the throws of a terminal disease. Would you want to know when your time of death would be was the first question and what you would want to do before it happened was the second? Death is terminal we will all have a taste of it before we drink it fully. How sad it is for the human condition to need a terminal disease to say what should be said, to have done what should be done. We squander our days as children at play. When as the clock ticks the cup moves just a little closer.

Auction Results Round 2
!!!!!!!!!!!!OWNED!!!!!!!!!!! The Auction was a BLAST (and a happy hour, and a 6 month V.I.P., and lots of FUBUCKS!)! I had a great time hosting and keeping track of all the love my friends were receiving. Show my friends and their new owners LOTS and LOTS of LOVE! TheAnimal.I love my owner~Chaotic lovin~@ fubar is owned by... ~~ChAoTiC LuViN~~@ fubar AND Monkey~~~~Lil Momma W/ Country Luv~~~~@ fubar is owned by... Sassy Redhead"OWNED by COZMIK DEBRIS"@ fubar AND ~*TinkerbellMN84 Member of Downtown Bombers & FuAngels~Fu-Owned by ΨMÌŃĐŞŢ0@ fubar is owned by... ΨMÌŃĐŞŢ0۝ŘMΨ™@ fubar AND SweetHopey ~ Fu - Owned by Philemon :D He Rawks.@ fubar is owned by... Philemon ~Fu-Hubby to Ch@rmz ~@ fubar ONE MORE BATCH TO COME!!!! xoxo Brought to you by: ~PebblesinAZ~ OwN3d by Domking123~

Friends
You will have many friends in your lifetime. Some not always being who and what they seem. But remember this, each person is different and each will come into your life at different times for different reasons. Every person you meet can alays be a friend to you and you to them. You just have to remember that not all of them will stay nad not all will be as they really seem. But each person will touch your life in a very special and different way. Just always keep that in mind. Because you will be doing the same to them. So as friends come and go, just remember the honest and true friends will remain no matter where each of you go in life.. Those are those to treasure till the end of time.

Personal Writings Of Kinky
Unexpected Passion I left work with the anticipation of a nice quiet evening at home by the fireplace with a good book and a glass of red wine. I drove up into my driveway and noticed that my friend Tina's car was in the the driveway. I walked into the house and found a big surprise, there was Tina laying in front of the fireplace in nothing but a pearl necklace with a whip ather side. I just stood there in shock for a minute not understanding what was happening until she arose and walked over to me with a sly smile and kissed me. I stepped back and she looked hurt but I had never even thought about Tina in that way or any other woman for that matter. Tina walked over to the couch and started to get dressed, I followed behind and touched her lightly on the shoulder which caused her to turn and when she did I did something I never thought I would do, I kissed her with a passion I had never experienced before. She melted into my arms and we sank to the floor. As I began to feel her tong

You've Been Tagged
TAG YOUR IT !! The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. List their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment thats says "You are tagged" on their profile and to read your latest blog. Have fun! Ok, so here's my 10 weird/random things/facts/or habits about me. (1) I love NASCAR. (2) I work for a bank as a collector (3) I collect knives for fun. (4) I have ADD and have been told I'm OCD. (5) I am one of the best cooks you'll never meet. (6) I hate feet. (7) I am addicted to those little flosser things. (8) I can't stand drinking water from a glass, I can only drink it from a bottle. (9) I used to own a blue VW Beetle (10) I am very introverted and shy in real life. I am going to tag: 1-Lil Devil 2-Crossfade 3-Princess RBK 4-BrandiWine 5-Sharon-MOM!

A Wonderful Weekend...
Just when I thought things couldn't get better, my boyfriend goes and tops himself again. This weekend, he got me my favorite food, not once, but twice. He not only massaged my back, he massaged my feet as well(full massage with lotion). We ate our meal by candlelight in my kitchen and then we snuggled and watched movies together. I won't mention what went on behind closed doors;)And all this was after I got to meet his beautiful daughter, who got along with my children extremely well and was a gracious hostess at her birthday party. He really is more than I ever expected and hoped for. Muah.

Almond Kisses
1/2 recipe Sugar Cookie Dough, at room temperature 1/4 cup flour 1/4 cup whole almonds, very finely chopped 1/4 teaspoon pure almond extract 1/2 cup confectioner's sugar 2 tablespoons red sanding sugar Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. On a work surface, knead the flour into the dough until well combined. Add chopped almonds and almond extract and knead dough until evenly incorporated. Scoop level tablespoons of dough and roll into smooth balls between the palms of your hands. Place balls about 1 inch apart on a parchment-lined baking sheet and chill for 20 minutes. Bake until set and golden on the bottom, about 12-14 minutes. Let cool 10 minutes on the baking sheet. Stir the confectioner's sugar and sanding sugar together in a shallow dish. While cookies are still warm, roll in sugar mixture with a fork until completely coated, gently pressing cookies into mixture to adhere the sanding sugar. Transfer to a rack to cool completely. Recipe Summary Difficulty: Easy

Affraid
I am afraid to love, and yet I love you. My fear is like a wall I walk right through. The wall is there, and yet it doesn't stop me. I need it still, and yet I still need you. I know someday we will be in a field Surrounded by the blessing of the sky. I'll dance with all the freedom of pure joy, Needing you without a reason why. But now I'm still afraid that I might lose you, That you might not accept my desperate need. You make me laugh and cry and be completely. You are the flower, I the slender reed.

Who Says English Is Easy!
WHO SAYS ENGLISH IS EASY! To all the English scholars who pride themselves. Who said English is easy ? Fill this blanks with Yes or No..... 1._____I don't have a brain. 2._____I don't have any sense. 3. ____ I am stupid. 4. ____ I am mad.

Missing Someone On Valentine's Day!
Sometimes you just get used to having certain people around you for special days every year...it becomes a tradition in many ways. For me, this Valentine's Day (and possibly every holiday to follow from here on out) is gonna have someone missing. Her name is Kianna Tyler! She was my best friend for 12 years - you could call us practically inseparable. Every year for Valentine's Day we'd at least share a phone call, maybe get together sometime that night and celebrate...this year is a different story! Kianna was killed two days before Christmas this past year. I swear that since then, I have been walking around in utter disbelief sometimes - sometimes I think I am having a nightmare that she is not here! She was my best friend, companion on the road of life, sidekick in battles and partner in crime. I know she watches me from the skies, but it is not the same! I dearly miss my friend, and I still cry and mourn for her! Today may be a day of expressing love, but for me,

Ha Ha .. Interesting
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone . ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S . Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is

Whore
You have a Major Whore in You Oh, oh! You ought to be very careful. There’s a very big whore hiding within you, and she might come out any minute. You need to control your urges or they could land you in a big spot of trouble. But if you instead use your provocative nature effectively, you could become a big celebrity too! You have got some talent in your hands there. Just be careful how you will use it.How Much of a Whore Are You? created by Myspace Quizzes & Surveys - Quizzes, Surveys, Tests, Trivias

When The Lord Made Paramedics
When The Lord Made Paramedics When the Lord made Paramedics, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? A paramedic has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle his uniform." " He has to be able to lift 3 times his own weight, crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breath again." "He has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half-eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands...no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "It's the three pairs of eyes a medic has to

Do Not Call
https://www.donotcall.gov/register/reg.aspx Cell phone numbers going public today. REMINDER....all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies today and you will start to receive sale calls. YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS. To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: 888-382-1222. It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will take less than a minute of your time. It blocks your number for five (5) years. You must call from the cell phone number you want to have blocked. You cannot call from a different phone number. HELP OTHERS BY PASSING THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS. It will take about 20 seconds.

Bad Good Lost Damaged? Who Knows.
My first blog created off MuMM's ..... I plan to write from time to time here about things i see in MuMM's either reocurring, or just in general because the MuMM spawned a thought or idea. For the first one i will be going on about the bad boy, nice guy, player mentality of woman and men. Remember these are only my insights of what i have read and how i see things personally. To many woman complain about how they can not find a nice guy. Well a MuMM reply to such a question spawned a bit of insight i had not ever known. The reply was the nice guy is the quiet one you shoot down after he buys you drinks. Kinda funny but now pondering that i am that guy. However this goes deeper. To many people these days are thick skinned, and cautious. Woman mainly, but men as well. What happens is we all tend to put on walls to protect ourselfs. We tent to follow what we know, which is the same old crap we have been through time and time again. The problem with this mentality and way of protect

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Did Atlantis exist, or was it merely a fantasy conjured up by Plato, and kept alive through wishful thinking over the centuries? If it did exist, where can we find it’s remains? We can ask other questions. For instance, just what WAS Atlantis? How did it disappear? In this essay I will be examining just a few such theories, and seeing where realistic ideas end and fantasy begins. PILLARS OF HERCULES One popular assertion from Plato is that Atlantis was ‘beyond the Pillars of Hercules’. These are almost unanimously thought to be the outcrops either side of the Strait of Gibraltar. The mythology of the Straits of Glbraltar is neat and explanatory. Geographically speaking, they represent a narrow stretch of water separating the Mediterranean Sea from the Atlantic Ocean. And mystically, they separate the known world from the unknown. To the north and south of the Straits are two large promontories - the Rock of Gibraltar in Europe and the Abyla on the African coast. These are the

~choose Your Mood~
When I arrived at 2:30 a.m, the building was dark except for a single light in a ground floor window. Under these circumstances, many drivers would just honk once or twice, wait a minute, and then drive away. But I had seen too many impoverished people who depended on taxis as their only means of transportation. Unless a situation smelled of danger, I always went to the door. This passenger might be someone who needs my assistance, I reasoned to myself. So I walked to the door and knocked. 'Just a minute', answered a frail, elderly voice. I could hear something being dragged across the floor. After a long pause, the door opened. A small woman in her 90's stood before me. She was wearing a print dress and a pillbox hat with a veil pinned on it, like somebody out of a 1940s movie. By her side was a small nylon suitcase. The apartment looked as if no one had lived in it for years. All the furniture was covered with sheets. There were no clocks on the walls, no knic

Melaniepitts.com - February 2008 Update
Okay - have just settled in to the land downunder ;) Came across this video of me from a few years ago - was surprised to see that someone posted it on Youtube but hey - publicity is publicity right? Herflexappeal.com video posted on Youtube.com http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-R-028aSfk4 Have made another "Year in Review" video for you all to enjoy! MelaniePitts.com - 2007 - A Year in Review http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ClCJhediUUg Am in two contests at the moment - feel free to vote when you get the time ;) Contests: TheWMBW.com - Become a Judge and vote for beautiful women!! http://www.insearchoftheworldsmostbeautifulwoman.com/profile.php?Contestant=931&back=Search%20result Savvy.com - Vote for the Million $ woman!! http://savvy.com/is_she_hot/contestant/melaniepitts Updated my MySpace page (nothing fancy - just some of you were having problems with the flash site) http://www.myspace.com/melaniepitts Some great music: http://www.sellaband.com

The Atheist
There was an atheist walking in the woods one day and he happened upon a bear. He tried to be real calm about it and started to walk in the other direction when he noticed that the bear was following him. He then started to walk faster and so did the bear. The atheist began to run and the bear followed. Catching up to him, tackling him to the ground, ans standing directly over him, the atheist then shouted out "Oh God, please help me"! All of a sudden time just stood still and he heard a soft voice come out of nowhere: "You don't believe in me, you have always denounced my exsistance, and even went as far as to convince people I don't exsist, and now you are asking me for help" The atheist said: "I know it is hypicritical of me to ask, but could you atleast make the bear a Christian"? All of a sudden, time started again and the bear bowed his head and said: "Thank you Lord for the food I'm about to recieve". LMAO

Hello Family And Friends
Just letting you all know that I have not left I am just taking a leave of absence. Some know and some don't but my mother passed away on Feb 15, 2008 and I am still dealing with the loss. Please don't delete me as a friend I will be back when I get myself and all her things in order. I thank you for your friendships and I hope to talk to you all again real soon! Much Love To All, L~

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Vampspryte Short And Sweet I Guess.
->vampspryte: welcome to the mumms vampspryte: good to know for future reference...sorry..didn't realize ->vampspryte: what you did was a survey and people in the mumms no likey surveys ->vampspryte: mumm stands for "Make Up My Mind' its meant to ask a question which helps you make up your mind. I.e Im thinking of buying a new cellphone should I get a motorolla or an iPhone vampspryte: actually..no..this was my first one...just going off the impression I was given by reading others mumms ->vampspryte: do you know what mumm stands for? vampspryte: define a "real mumm?" I guess she couldn't answer that.

How Much More
Today is was a bad day and tomorrow will be worse. I have lost all control over everything. My heart is broken, my girls are fighting, my dog is restless, I want to die. Today is was a bad day. I had to stop my daughters from fighting, and I had to send one child away so the fighting can stop. Now I'm really in trouble. I don't know what to do next. I have so much to do,, and I don't have any way of doing it. My friend came by, the one I said I was going to have sex with, he didn't come for that, he came to give me a shoulder to cry on. Sex wasn't on his mind and I really appreciate that, sex is not what I want, I don't know what the Hell I want anymore. I had a goal, a plan, but because of this, all that has changed. My friend asked me if I had called the Mister, I told him nothing to say to him, I don't want to have to say anything to him. I just want to stop wanting him. 9.5 years is a long time and just to give it up like this is harder than I thought. I want to go home., but I do

Me
Me I am bitter this I already know... I am paranoid, Yet put on a good show. I am vein even though I hate what I see.. I am waiting to be loved, yet needing to be set free. I am one in a million, yet still second rate... I am in denial refusing to accept my fate. I am in seclusion yet there are no doors.. I am in control yet picking pieces of me off the floor. I am the rain on your parade and the rainbow when its over... I am the unluckiest girl you ever met, but still your four leaf clover. I am a train wreck and this to you will soon reveal.. I am an empty vessel unaware of what I am with no ability to feel

Lucky Number 1000
$50,000 FUBUCKS TO MY 1000th FRIEND!! Everybody ADD/RATE & FAN so some lucky person will be the big winner! stfu its santa...owned by Lady T owner of DJ C51 Girl@ fubar Show Santa lots and lots of FU LOVE! (repost of original by '~PebblesinAZ~Official Freak Show FREAK!~Read Blogs! ~Owned by Emanon!' on '2008-03-02 19:42:12')

I Need Romance
I cannot explain the way I feel about you Girl, you're always on my mind Everytime I often think of you I get a funny feeling that I'm so in love with you I want to give you all my love Let me show you that I'm real The love that I have shall never fade away I'm tired of being broken hearted I need a little romance in my life Can't you see I need little romance? Take my hand May I have this dance No one can love the way that I can love I'm telling you I need a chance I need a little romance in my life BY: TWEETYBIRD aka YOUR LOVE AND LIFE

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Wtf
answer me this what In The World is a blog really I mean why do we even use it cant we just say what we need to it is not like anyone takes the time to read these or do thye ( Pounder That Thought For A While) LOL anyways SCREW U GUYS IM OUT !!!! lois

Politics
A little boy goes to his dad and asks, 'What is Politics?' Dad says, 'Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense.' So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him. He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Finding the door locked, he peeks in the keyhole and sees his father in bed with the nanny. He gives up and goes back to bed. The next morning, the li

Omg I Had The Scare Of My Life Tonight
My youngest son took of with his friends tonight one after being told not to so he is in trouble for that so i went to work and had to come home casue i couldnt hardly get around because we are under blizzard attacks right now of snow we have gain almost 14 inches right now and it is still comeing down hard and ya cant see well my kid and some other kids got lost in the blizzard and we couldnt find them i am so sick to my stomach now i cant stand it the feeling i got when i got the call they was lost just made my heart drop to the floor .. after 3 hours we found them all there ok there just cold and scared maybe as much as i was ...I have sat and cried casue of all the bad thoughts going thur my head i dont think they know just how bad they scared everyone really ..so needless to say i have had a very streeful day on top of this happening several other things has happened and i think it finally broke this camels back .. so hug your child every night kiss them when you can tell them yo

Understanding Fire/ Ems Understanding Me
I wish you could know what it is like to search a burning bedroom for trapped children at 3 AM, flames rolling above your head, your palms and knees burning as you crawl, the floor sagging under your weight as the kitchen below you burns. I wish you could comprehend a husband's horror at 6 in the morning as I check his wife of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring her back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting her husband and family to know everything possible was done to try to save her life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a building fire 'Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What haz

Did You Feel The Rain Today
Did you feel the rain today? Falling down your face Was your heart a pitter patter As the beat began to race Was your mind a sea of rolling dreams Cast in the waves of time Could you listen to me calling you In my heart you're always mine The air is full of spices Flowers like sweet jasmine Fuller lips for sipping Dripping with sweet passion If miracles were possible I'd will you here with me To climb the highest mountains Then power play the seas I know you felt the rain today Just as I did too Passions love the drizzle From eyes of mine to you Did you feel the rain today? Falling down your face Was your heart a pitter patter As our beats began to race.

Ivy
The common ivy (Hedera Helix) while not a tree is a sacred plant of Wicca/Witchcraft, revered of old by the ancients as much as it is today by contemporaries. Its most common association is with the Holly tree, the “Holly and the Ivy” being used extensively worldwide as a Yuletide decoration. There are many varieties of ivy but the English Common Ivy (Hedera Helix) is the most prolific (not to be confused with Poison Ivy (Rhus radicans), see below). The ivy is native to Europe, Asia, and North Africa, but is now cultivated in many other countries. Other common varieties are (Hedera helix hibernica) the Irish Ivy also planted extensively in America, and the (Hedera canariensis variegata) commonly planted in California. Ivy is a wild evergreen climbing vine that attaches itself to the bark of trees, brickwork and other surfaces. It climbs by means of curious fibers that grow out from every part of the stem. These fibers resemble roots and have small disks at the end by which i

Uwharrie National Forest
Well people i got ess than a month, and its time to rock once again on opening weekend in uwharrie national forest. If you own a jeep and never been rock crawlin you are missin out on one of the best experiences in life you will ever have. hopefully i still get to go, i looked under the jeep a couple days ago and my tranny is leakin wich is not a very good thing, looks like its comin from the back where the transfer case hooks up, hopefully i have time to take it apart befor i go and if so hopefully its just a bad gasket and nothin too serious

Ten Commandments (how To Fulfill A Submissive Woman)
1. THOU SHALT PAY ATTENTION TO THE DETAILS OF HER DESIRE: Find and touch her personal, "pleasure points." A sub's Emotional and Physical pleasure points are chinks in her "armor" that allow her to receive erotic pleasure and fulfillment. 2. THOU SHALT STIMULATE HER SENSES: Looking good is never bad. But women are less visual than Men, so it's vital that you speak to all her senses. Say arousing things, be clean, smell and taste pleasant and remember she is sensitive to touch. Explore the sensual paradise of her body. 3. THOU SHALT COMPLIMENT HER MEANINGFULLY AND OFTEN: Compliment her body, and she'll be more likely to want to share it with you. Respect her mind, and she'll give you the key to unlock her desires...Just because you've told her you love her once, doesn't mean you shouldn't tell her again--and again. 4. THOU SHALT ENCOURAGE HER TO SHOW AND TELL WHAT PLEASES HER: Reassure her that it's okay for her to tell you what turns her on. Tell her to mastu

Woman Throws Kids From Overpass
DALLAS — Dallas police say 27-year-old Khandi Busby threw two of her children from the Jim Miller Road overpass into rush hour traffic on Interstate 30 Wednesday morning. She then leaped 22 feet to the pavement below. The boys, ages 6 and 8, were rushed to Children's Medical Center for treatment. The 8-year-old was in critical condition at noon Wednesday; the 6-year- old was in good condition. "Especially with the traffic — the fast-moving traffic out on the freeway this time of the morning in the hours of darkness — it's a miracle that both kids weren't hit directly by a passing car," said Dallas police spokesman Sgt. David Burroughs. Investigators said Busby stormed out of a car parked at a nearby gas station with the children in tow just before throwing them over the railing of the bridge. Busby was taken to Baylor University Medical Center, where she was initially reported in critical condition; later upgraded to fair. "We don't know the reason at this point

I'm Mrs. Right
This is so damn true so i had to steal it from someone else!!!!FIRSSSST... I wanna give props to "the infamous Jason Cross" for posting this in his blog... i gotta give credit where credit is owed! ----------- ------------ ------------- -------------- 1. Ms. Gold-Digger Advantages a. You have some one to manage your money. b. She always looks good. c. She makes your other niggas jealous. d. She makes you look good. Disadvantages a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left. b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support. c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day. 2. Ms. Freak (secret lover) Advantages a. She knows all the right positions. b. She'll try everything more than once. c. You're never unsatisfied. d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do. e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too. Disadvantages a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end

Dale Earnhardt, Jr., Lee Roy Mercer, Cale Yarborough & More - Daytona 500 50th
Jon Holtz, who's my Manager/Producer took some awesome photos during our trip to the DAYTONA 500 50th and I wanted to share 'em with you guys. Lots of great pics of Dale Earnhardt, Jr. and many more of our NASCAR friends. As you will see, we had a major blast. I was elected to officially represent GOOD/YEAR regarding a Special Charity Tire that was hand signed by all of the NASCAR drivers and I also received the honor to include my signature along with 'em. This event took place behind the DAYTONA 500 main stage and received some great TV coverage on SPEED TV and NASCAR On FOX during the national broadcast of the DAYTONA 500 50th. In addition to all this, I had the privilege of hanging with my favorite Old School NASCAR driver of all time, Mr. Cale Yarborough, who also appearers on my NASCAR Driver Prank Call CD – GONE RACIN'. As everyone knows, Cale Yarborough is the first Ass-Whooper of NASCAR and like me, It Ain't Nothin' For Him To Whoop A Man's Ass! Check 'Em Out, Enjoy..

If A Guy Wants You
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have

Poor Work Excuses
If you’re thinking about taking a sick day without being sick, try to avoid the following excuses, which are all true and have been compiled by Career Builder via hiring managers: 1. Employee was poisoned by his mother-in-law. 2. A buffalo escaped from the game reserve and kept charging the employee every time she tried to go to her car from her house. 3. Employee was feeling all the symptoms of his expecting wife. 4. Employee called from his cell phone, saying that he was accidentally locked in a restroom stall and that no one was around to let him out. 5. Employee broke his leg snowboarding off his roof while drunk. 6. Employee’s wife said he couldn’t come into work because he had a lot of chores to do around the house. 7. One of the walls in the employee’s home fell off the night before. 8. Employee’s mother was in jail. 9. A skunk got into the employee’s house and sprayed all of his uniforms. 10. Employee had a bad case of hiccups. 11. Employee blew

Help Me Find My Missing Family Member.....
I am currently lookin for my cousin whom i havent seen in 15yrs or so...he would be all grown up now...His name is Justin Rahe Jett(Porter)..he was adopted by Don and Barb Porter and moved out of state..last known state was Michigan..his birthday is in Sept...His biological mothers name was Patricia Ann Jett..whom died many, many, many years ago..there is alot of questions that need to be answered and im sure that he has lots to ask as well..I am his oldest cousin and would love to see him and let him know that his brother Jeremy Wayne Jett(Cantrall) is also lookin for him...he has nieces and nephews that he's never met and lots of other cousins that would love to meet him...If anyone has any information on a man by this name...please leave me a message or have him leave me a message..its a small world and maybe someone knows him or has known him that could please come forward and put all of our hearts and minds at ease...if Justin is out there...he can be found..PLEASE JUSTIN...COME H

Nightmares.
Fall into sleep like a drunk coma's onset with no hope of waking. Press into me and I'll tear into you. The poison tastes like hope. Betray me with hollow words and blackened lips. Pull back the jaw and open the eternity of your decay. Sincerity nonexistant. Acid eyes. Pieces of you remain on the floor, only to remind of the years past. I drown the memory with every salve under the sun, but I can still taste you. I still smell you on my skin. Every night I'm awakened, disturbed by the same crushing dream. The same fucking reality. Her eyes gazing into those of another.

How To Make A Change
So Ok! All This Week I've Herd People Bitch About This and Thats, But Mostly About The Gas Prices! Here's My 2 Cents On How To Make A Change In Gas Prices! Every Week For The Next 2 Months Write Your Congress and House Rep and Tell Them To Take Charge Against The Oil Companys and Regulate The Gas Prices! If You and Everyone Else Write Your Congress and House Reps A Letter Every Week For The Next 2 Months They Have To Listen! Exon and Mobile Are The 2 Largest and Richest Oil Companys Here In The U.S. and Yes I Know Our President Is A Oil Man But Its The Companies That Control The Gas Prices Not The President! Our Government Can Step In and Put A Stop To Rising Prices! Either Way Thats My 2 Cents Take It Or Leave It!!!

Thoughts On Love
Thoughts on love True love cannot be found where it truly does not exist, Nor can it be hidden where it truly does. You will never know true happiness until you have truly loved, and you will never understand what pain really is until you have lost it. A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me Together forever and never apart, Maybe in distance, but never in heart. A man falls in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears Love knows no reasons, love knows no lies. Love defies all reasons, love has no eyes. But love is not blind, love sees but doesn't mind Love is sometimes denied, sometimes lost, sometimes unrecognized, but in the end, always found with no regrets, forever valued and kept treasured. Sometimes we let affection, go unspoken, Sometimes we let our love go unexpressed, Sometimes we can't find words to tell our feelings, Especially towards those we love the best. It is t

A Poem For Penny.
A poem for penny ur beautiful just the way u are. I spy with my little eye someone wise. But with a strong saggitarius streak slow to compromise. I sense with my itty bitty nose some1witty and yet so bold.she never sways with deep abade & truth on her side this a trait tht had to be abliged. I spy in my little hands someone older than me, but in spirit it is quite plain to see how unique we truely fit in every outstanding bit. I spy wit my little heart something grand &profound that we only truely find in one life span, beyond beautiful it must be and pass exstardinary its plan to see what you instilled in me. One of my greatest friends till the very end i will gracefully follow u around any bend. So i spy with my little toes 2o pair not 10 and a second row in front of me. Who might this be u ask ill reveal it atlast penny my dear it is you and where we go is not yet all known and foretold but with the mother i never had u most know id follow u where ever u go. Never settle and ne

"hold My Hand"
~For Jeff~ Jumping to conclusions... Confused by my own illusions... Knowing that things will always end the same. I never give the few that care The ones that are still there A chance or two to be in the game. I tell them the rules of it all Knowing I will only fall If I trust them to go by the rules I have made. But you help me shine.. And hold my hand while I walk the line.. Whenever I fall to the shade. You never played by my rules You never saw me as a game. You knew me in ways I didn't You never made me feel my shame. I have cared about you In ways I still don't understand. But thanx, angel, For being there.. To always hold my hand.. I love you, my angel

We Are In Trouble
We are in trouble... The population of this country is 300 million. 160 million are retired. That leaves 140 million to do the work. There are 85 million in school. Which leaves 55 million to do the work. Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government. Leaving 15 million to do the work. 2. 8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama Bin-Laden. Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work. Take from that total the 10. 8 million people who work for state and city Governments. And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work. At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals. Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work. Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons. That leaves just two people to do the work. You and me.

What Did I Do Wrong?
dont know about you but when your daughter or son is to tell you to your face that you are stupid it is rather offensive and hurtful. I'm just blown away from my daughter telling me that tonight. So I have come to the conclusion that the only thing to do is to make myself numb to everything that is said or done. that way its not offensive or hurtful to me.

Update
After some of the strangest, most tortuous and vile testing of my inner ear, we've found that out of the possible 200 pathologies, I have 3. I have NO Balance System. Both utricles of the inner ear are deficient. Ladies and Gentlemen ---- Stop the Presses! THERE IS A GENUINE DIZZY BLONDE --LOOSE IN FLORIDA! TALK ABOUT ONE-WOMAN ROLLERCOASTERS: SHE'S RIGHT HERE typing this silly blog. If you encounter a chat, message, IM or tryst with this particular blonde... she's insatiable and has no idea how many times she will be on top--spinning around your cock. Oh and did I mention she has a voracious desire to give oral pleasure? I'm the dizzy blonde....

Healing With Hurt ...
Pain is a fact of being and one that permeates all of our lives to some degree. Since the hurt we feel may be a part of the experiences that have touched us most deeply, we are often loathe to let it go. It is frequently easier to keep our pain at our sides, where it acts as a shield that shelters us from others and gives us an identity-that of victim-from which we can draw bitter strength. However, pain's universality can also empower us to use our hurt to help others heal. Since no pain is any greater or more profound than any other, what you feel can give you the ability to help bring about the recovery of individuals whose hurts are both similar to and vastly different from your own. You can channel your pain into transformative and healing love that aids you in helping individuals on a one-to-one basis and spreading a tide of curative energy throughout the world. The capacity to heal others evolves naturally within those who are ready to disassociate themselves from their iden

It Does Suck Bad
I BEEN ON HERE ABOUT 2 YRS KNOW..I WAS HAVING FUN TELL MY SO CALLED DAD JION ON HERE...AND EVERYTHING WANT BAD...HE THINK HE BETTER THEN ME CAUSE HE A DJ AT LOUNGE CALLED MYSTCAL'S LOUNGE..THAT THE LOUNGE I GOT BANNED FOR NO REASON...I THINK I KNOW WHO BANNED MR FROM THERE BUT THEY WILL NOT COME FORWAED AT ALL AND SAY THEY DONE IT...SO HERE THE THING IF I KEEP GETTING BANNED FROM LOUNGE OR THEY START WITH ME I'M DELETING MY ACCOUNT AND I'M NOT COMING BACK ON..WHAT STAY IN TOCH WITH ME JUST LET ME KNOW...

All Aboard Pocket Gay Airlines
Good evening ladies and gentleman and welcome aboard Flight 69 from Denver to San Francisco. We know you have a choice in which airline you use and we are delighted you have chosen to fly with Pocket Gay Airlines tonight. Before we get started this evening, is any body missing a wallet? Oh, I'm sorry, that's mine. Now that you are listening, please direct your attention to the flight attendants in the aisle. In the seatback pocket you will find a safety information card. Please remove this card and follow along as we demonstrate the safety features of this aircraft. For those of you have not traveled in an automobile since the early 30's the flight attendants are demonstrating what is commonly reefed to as a seatbelt. To fasten, insert the flat metal end into the buckle; tighten by pulling on the loose strap. To release, simply lift up on the top of the buckle. If you're still baffled on how to operate your seatbelt you probably shouldn't be out in public unsupervi

Dmt, And Extracts Of...
DMT : The spirit molecule Although in this interview Joe Rogan sounds like an intellectual and enlightened being... most of what he says is based on the use of DMT for a "high". I'm looking into and researching this from a psychological standpoint... as it is produced in the pineal gland ((in your brain)). The brain is what I love... he's right that your brain produces N,N-dimethyltryptamine ((DMT)) while your sleeping. But it's also produced in patients who suffer psychosis. In these patients DMT is produced at a much higher rater than when a normal brain is in REM state of sleep. Rick Strassman ((A psychiatrist, whose work I love)) wrote a book ((which is much more profound and educated than Joe Rogan ((who I love, since he is a spokesman for UFC)). I love that CHI is part of Psychiatry.... I'm veering..... The Book is The Spirit Molecule, which my mom recently bought me at Barnes and Noble. I don't think she realized the psychedelic under tones... :) Which is

Lateness
late by like 2 months... been since BEFORE valentines day... 6 negative tests.. going nuts... TIRED.. FINALLY found out where can get a blood test... gonna go do that by next wed. Just want to know for sure... BLAH (not talkative today if you can't tell)

Filter-take A Picture
Awake on my airplane Awake on my airplane My skin is bare My skin is theirs Awake on my airplane Awake on my airplane My skin is bare My skin is theirs I feel like a newborn And I feel like a newborn Awake on my airplane Awake on my airplane I feel so real Chorus: Could you take my picture? Cuz I wont remember Could you take my picture? Cuz I wont remember Could you take my picture? Cuz I wont remember Could you take my picture? Cuz I wont remember Yeah I dont believe in I dont believe in In your sanctity You privacy I dont believe in I dont believe in Sanctity A hypocrisy Could everyone agree that No one should be left alone Could everyoone agree that They should not be left alone yeah And I feel like a newborn And I feel like a newborn Kicking and screaming Chorus Hey dad what do you think about your son now Ah hey dad what do you think about your son now

George Carlin Is A Very Smart Man....
GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a li

The Road Less Traveled
The Road Less Traveled How often we must bear the challenges of life; The endless roller coaster between happiness and sorrow; The constant ups and downs of daily strife. And always the question remains .... why? Life is not an easy road for most; It twists and turns with many forks in the road, Although always, and inevitably, we are given a choice ... Do we turn to the right ... or the left? Do we take the high road ... or the low road? Do we take the easy path ... or the difficult one? Decisions are not easy for those struggling for direction ... And sometimes the many choices and signs become overwhelming. While standing at a crossroads in life, The urge is to take the most comfortable path; The road with least resistance ... The shortest or most traveled route. And yet, if we've been down that comfortable road before; Have gleaned its lessons in life, and learned from our experiences; Do we yet again follow the known? Or does our destiny lie in an

Wrote A Poem Of My Thoughts For The Day
I sit back, with this spliff in my hand, and I watch the world go by.. moment by moment, just watch.... Inhale... I see people with no faces...that i'm supposed to trust... I see lies surrounding me... I see a world full of hurt, full of pain, full of sadness... I sit back, and think... Think about my life, and realize how messed up it is... I see all these problems surrounding me, and i wonder...what have i done to deserve all this... Exhale... I watch the smoke move through the air, and I wish, that i could move with it...so peacefull..so free... I realize alot when i smoke...more than people would imagine... Inhale... people think i make my own problems, but why would i have to...i have enough problems with family, friends, life..... People do a good job of creating these problems for me...and i just sit back and watch..and laugh...just sit there with a smile on my face...because i realize who not to trust, i realize where all these lies are coming from... and for o

20 Things To Keep Her
1) Hold her hand (at the mall, grocery store, during the 10 minute wait till you get a seat at Cheesecake Factory) 2) Be affectionate (be young not immature...pick her up in your arms, kiss her from behind) 3) When you travel somewhere without her, always bring her back a present 4) Remind her why you love her ("I love you" sounds good, reminding her the reason why is infinitely better) 5) Support her dreams unconditionally and be her biggest fan 6) Whether you are married or just dating, always have a date night at least once a week (no excuses!!!) 7) Put her honour before yours (pride is much easier to regain than her confidence) 8) Always be honest and convey how you feel (be a man and take the consequences if you are wrong or err, but never lie...that's for cowards) 9) Ask her about her day (it takes 2 minutes and the rewards are forever) 10) Notice the hints 3 months out from her birthday and Christmas (she really does make it easy for you). 11) If yo

Boy Can I Pick Em
Ok so while I'm trying to get over Druggie ex I finally meet a guy who makes me forget all about him. We met on another site and while I was still dating druggie, new guy emails me but I ignore it cuz I'm so in love. Well, in November new guy emails me again and I decide to reply. We hit it off immediately first on email, then phone then in person. Very much what I am looking for...same ethnic background, same family values, same warped sense of humor. After we met I had to have surgery and he was very understanding and supportive. Then came the holidays. He was very depressed since his father passed away earlier that year and these were the first holidays without him. I understood and gave him time. Soon after he became a total bastard. Wanting me one day then treating my like shit the next. Ok so now its April and we've had this love/hate love affair. I've repeatedly asked him if he wants me to back off...he says no. But he treats me like gum on the bottom of a shoe. I'v

Men
Soooo.. How is it than men have this ability to make you feel like the dumbest bitch ever born? Shit, maybe I am. But my god! I feel like my IQ is about 67 today. I know better than to put any stock into what men say, but yet I always fall for it. I wish I could learn to not allow myself to be treated the way I am. I let men walk all over me. All they have to do is flash me that smile and I become this co-dependant blubbering mess. Every other aspect of my life I'm quite strong and independant....*le sigh*

Bids
Apparently i wasn't clear on the bidding process. A Happy Hour does NOT trump all bids... The total amount of money all together being spent is the high bid. For Instance, if someone bids 3 month VIP worth $50.00 and a 30 day blast worth $50.00 and a 1 day blast worth $7.50, that is a higher bid than a Happy Hour worth $100.00. If this is not clear, then please, ask me a question...there is too much confusion.... ALSO, please don't conversate in the comments...its making it difficult to find the bids.

Hey Bitches
hey everyone, the asswhole is back, thats right im back and more evil than ever, i got tired of people shit so im back but with a shity attitude, hope that dont offend anyone, and if it does, to fucking bad, ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha bitches, the asswhole is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Battle Tested
The sound of war is in the air Soon the battlefield we will see Doing the tasks our county does ask So that others may live proud and free In the sands of the desert we go Not knowing what will lay ahead Many hearts will be broken over the days When we take time to count the dead The sound of vehicles as along we go Weapons shooting here and there Rounds bursting all around us now These are things in battle that we share Bullets ripping the air overhead of me Cover I take to protect my soul All has become so eerie quiet now I see this battle took a heavy toll I see a friend with their eyes open wide Looking down only part of their body I see Destroyed in one swift exploding instant These are memories battle has brought to me I pain for those that now lay dead For family and friends that back home wait Having to receive a flag draped coffin Telling of their proud heroes fate The enemy is gone now again to hide Searching for them is for what we are asked Each of

Mr. Right
Sometimes I cant help but wonder Did I get myself in a mess Or did I find true love Not really sure which But either way Its done now No turning back If its meant to work, it will If not then damn my luck Like they always say He may not be Mr. Right But he can be my Mr. Right Now Hopefully its more But theres no telling

To Clear A Crush
First off To clear a crush you must locate the trash can icon on the crush box yes it is small and sometimes hard to see if you don't know exactly where it is supposed to be below is a picture of where it should be if you can not find that on your crush box click the link below the picture.

Cheese Garlic Grits
1 cup quick grits 4 ounces butter 12 ounces sharp Cheddar cheese 1 egg 1 tablespoon garlic powder 3/4 cup milk dash Frank's red hot sauce PREPARATION: Cook grits in boiling salted water, according to package directions, until thick. Remove from heat. Stir in butter and half of the cheese. Beat egg with garlic powder, milk amd hot sauce. Stir into grits

Marinated Grilled Asparagus
INGREDIENTS: 1 pound fresh asparagus 3 tablespoons lemon juice 1/4 cup olive oil 2 clove garlic, minced 1 1/2 teaspoons dill weed salt and freshly ground pepper, to taste PREPARATION: Remove the bottom third of the asparagus (woody parts of the stalk) and discard. Place asparagus in casserole dish. Add remaining ingredients. Marinate at least 1 hour, turning frequently. Place skewers through the middle of the asparagus spears, or place spears in a greased grill basket. Grill over hot coals until tender but still crunchy. Garnish with diced red bell peppers and lemon slices.

Walk On Water
Well if I could walk on water And if I could find some way to prove If I could walk on water would you believe in me My love is so true (Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, etc.) Well I'm no angel, now, I'll admit I made a few bad moves I should regret I hurt you once or so you said Just one more chance is all you get Didn't mean to do you wrong again Worse things have been done by better men Baby, baby, don't, don't treat me this way I know, yes, I've got to pay now, I'm still paying Well if I could walk on water And if I could find some way to prove If I could walk on water would you believe in me, my love is true Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na, oh All along, I told you lies To err is human, forgive is divine Don't be a fool, don't settle the score Cause I can't take it no more, I can't take it Well if I could walk on water And if I could find some way to prove If I could walk on water would you believe in me, my love is true We

The Retro "about Me".
This was my original about mem style borrowed libereally from someone from back in the day when we were fighting. It's all still true today, maybe it can give you some insight..lol I'm fun to be around. Until you get sick of me or of I deem you useless. There is no excuse for bad sex. I am a man, and have no regard for them. I'm the only one who gets me for the most part, the few that do and can hang are elite. I'm 4 steps ahead of you already. I do everything for a reason. I believe that those are called "flyover" states for a reason. I adore and admire genuine people with good intentions. If you're a cheater and I can't cheat too, I get very angry. I cannot handle being ignored. It makes me fucking crazy. If you've read this far, you're on the right track. I don't cyber, phone bone or anything like that, it's not 1998. I judge everyone by their looks, but not how you think. I know what I am I don't need you to tell me.

To Love A Black Man?
To Love A Black Man? To love a BLACK man takes courage? To love a BLACK man takes care? To love a BLACK man takes commitment? To love a BLACK man is to accept that there may be a price to pay or a burden to bear? To love a BLACK man is to understand that there is a cross to carry to hold on to the spirit of conviction? To love a BLACK man takes strength? To love a BLACK man takes knowledge? To love a BLACK man takes wisdom? To love a BLACK man is to contribute to his passions, his desires, his dreams To love a BLACK man is to become his reflection, his partner, his Ace To love a BLACK man takes comprehension? To love a BLACK man takes pride? To love a BLACK man takes consistency? To love a BLACK man is to believe in the supremacy of faith, family, and community To love a BLACK man is to embrace culture, history, and tradition To love a BLACK man takes fortitude To love a BLACK man takes trust

World Of Kung Fu
hey all found this free online game thats just like World Of Warcraft but even better seeing as its free to play and instead of wizards and warriors you choose Kung Fu fighters. Definitely more addicting than WoW....check it out at www.worldofkungfu.com

~lonely~
If you ever heard the words I just dont care Baby please forgive the foolish heart that told you that When the road got rough I started doubting myself Still I cant believe that lifes worth living With anybody else So why do we say goodbye When we know well only cry Were gonna be lonely And why do we fool ourselves Saying therell be someone else For me theres you only All we need to make it right is precious time But its funny such a simple things so hard to find Dont know when or where we started Living separate lives But I know its still worth fighting for I see it in your eyes So why do we say goodbye When we know well only cry Were gonna be lonely And why do we fool ourselves Saying therell be someone else For me theres you only Now I realise that Ive been living so selfishly Someone along the way I forgot you had your own hopes and dreams I never meant to make you weak But I was too blind to see that Ive been hurting you How I made you blue Now g

Just Writing Some Feelings I Am Having Problems With....
“The night is so dark!” A statement that I have never found so true. However, something I want to know is why must I feel as I do? Why do I even ponder such things when I know them to be wrong? I just do not know why? & this not knowing is bothering me to no end. I just want to run but I cannot do that ether. So then what can I do? Tell me this! I live with such horrid things in my mind & I would truly like to know why I am having these thoughts & feelings? No answers to my questions! There are never any answers for me! & this is what bothers me as well. I have such...well...things inside me & even though I look hard & long I can not get them out of me& I can not understand why I am even having them in the first place. It is just so confusing & this confusion is the one thing that bothers me so damn much. & yes, a great many things bother me, & yes, I am well aware that I am being cryptic but it is just how I see things in my mind right now. I am not sorry for this because I am writing

Are You My Friend?
Then take 5 min and do this for me.... All of you on my friends list: I want you to read this, and post a response. PLEASE. 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Have you ever had a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain it. 7. Describe me in 1 word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When was the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this in your LC Blog (or other blog site) and see what I say about you?

Can You Handle This? I Dont Think So!
It's Happy Hour time! Monday, we are taking over the Fu for 3 hours! So get your 10's and 11's, stash rates, and comments ready! Miss Trouble will be having her Happy Hour at 1 P.M Fubar Time **Sexy Mami** will be having her Happy Hour at 2 P.M Fubar Time Brief intermission for a hour...pause And Last but definitely not least... Mz. Chaos will be having her Happy Hour at 4 P.M. Fubar Time Be sure to stop by, say hello, and show a lil love! P.S. We l

Birthday Happy Hour Success
Congratulations! Your happy hour was a great success: lots of people gave lots of love. 228 members leveled up during your happy hour: 4/17/08 Thank you everyone, hope you all had a good time. - Black Knight.

Fubar World Cruise
♫¢Ü♫ ♫¢Ü♫ If you have any ideas for some cool upbeat catchy songs to go here, please let me know thanks! ;o) Hello ladies and gentlemen, this is your Captain speaking. Welcome aboard the Fubar World Cruise, where you can get more friends, fans, page rates and fu gifts when you join, as well as have a party and loads of fun ;o) There are currently 328 members on the cruise wooohooo ;o) We're onto page 3 of members blog pages now (I have 100 members per blog page) woohooo the captain luvs her cruise and its members ;o) LOL We are the 2nd cruise to be created on here, but the 1st/original 1 that has a crew to give out gifts to our new members ;o) ALL MEMBERS ARE ASKED TO PLEASE REPOST UPDATE BULLETINS TO MAKE SURE ALL MEMBERS GET TO SEE IT AND MORE PEOPLE GET A CHANCE TO JOIN, THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING AND REPOSTING All members, old and new, are to rate and fan everyone on the list. If you are not doing this, then I have not alternative but

Sleep Apnea
04/22/08 I've been to the sleep study and have been told that I in fact do have sleep apnea. The doctor told me that I stop breathing more than 6 times during the night. I didn't know or realize but when I heard that, it freaked me out. So as of this morning I just got this new breathing machine (supposed to help me when I sleep at night). I'm not looking forward to something being on my face while I sleep, but if it's gonna help me then I try it. Since I normally toss and turn all night due to losing circulation in my arms & legs, I'm also hoping this machine will help that area of trouble too. I'm looking forward to being able to sleep better through out the night, and wake up feeling fresh w/ energy too.

An Alphabet Of Me
A] - available? HELL NA I AM HAPPILY MARRIED B] - birthday? NOVEMBER 22 C] - crushing? UH DUH YEAH ON MY HUBBY D] - drink you last had? LEMONAIDE E] - easiest person to talk to? MY HUBBY F] - favorite color(s)? BLUE G] - gummy bears or gummy worms? GUMMY BEARS I GUESS H] - HOMETOWN? logan ohio I] - favorite ice cream? mmmmm chocolate i wouild say J] - a word/phrase you say very often? shut up bitch K] - killed someone? in my mind.....of course L] - lime or lemonade? lemonaide M] - money or love? money is just an object..i gotta say my love for my family N] - number of siblings? 2 sisters O] - one wish? a new house P] - person who you last commented? i cant remember Q] - quiet? not all the time R] - reason to smile? my kids and family S] - song you last heard? i dont have a clue T] - time you wok

Karma Test
You have scored 957 karma points out of 1000 potential karma points. Of all the ways you've been building your karmic future during this time, your compassionate nature is your strongest asset. In fact, you seem to have a real knack for both understanding what people are going through and finding ways to support them during difficult times. By being a sensitive person with a keen sense of empathy, you can do much to alleviate others' pain. This has been an important way you've earned your karma up to this point. You're likely to be the one friends turn to when they need to talk or want a shoulder to cry on. This is because you're the type who can usually be counted on to listen and comfort those in need. This kindness not only strengthens your current relationships but will also come back to you positively in the future. Through your concerted efforts to care about and tend to the needs of others, you generate good karma for yourself and the universe.You might be asking yourself, "How

I Am White. I Am Proud. [i Did Not Write This]
You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey" and even "The Man" and you think it's OK. But when I call you, "Nigger", "Kike", "Towelhead", "Sand-Nigger", "Camel Jockey", "Beaner" or "Chink" you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You say that you want to make a change in this country. How? By protesting everything that we believe in? By trying to change everything that has made this country run fine for centuries? You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Cinco de Mayo You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists. In the Million Man March, you believed that you were marching for your race and rights. If we marched for our race and rights, you would call us racists. Yo

Happy Birthday Gg!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRAFICZ GRL!!!! THIS IS ONE OF THE MOST AWESOME GIRLS ON FUBAR!!! ĞŔaƒíCzĞŔL ~ Owned By and Owner Of Master0fPuppets ~ Makin Reeka My B*tch@ fubar GO SHOW HER SOME AWESOME BIRTHDAY LOVE!!! THANK YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!

Jokes!
A man left his cat with his brother while he went on vacation for a week. When he came back, the man called his brother to see when he could pick the cat up. The brother hesitated, then said, ''I'm so sorry, but while you were away, the cat died." The man was very upset and yelled, ''You know, you could have broken the news to me better than that. When I called today, you could have said he was on the roof and wouldn't come down. Then when I called the next day, you could have said that he had fallen off and the vet was working on patching him up. Then when I called the third day, you could have said he had passed away.'' The brother thought about it and apologized. "So how's Mom?" asked the man. "She's on the roof and won't come down."

Blogging Blogging , And More Blogging
So here i sit one hour away from my scan...the one that is going to scan my aorta and all my arteries...with the help of some...ummm DYE...(that word scares me...just change one letter...) oh well ...im a little anxious...two reasons...anxious about the actual scan and anxious about the results...i spoke to the vascular surgeon..and from what he can tell so far i may not need surgery...but this scan will be the tell all of that. If i dont need surgery that is great...but from what he says i will need medication...for the rest of my life. So in other words...i have the rest of my life to look forward to arterial issues...*sigh*...Next?...did i say Next?...No i believe i didnt...but the shit just keeps coming like a fuckin snowball down hill....rolling into a huge fuckin mammoth snow ball aiming right for me...and no matter how much i run and duck for cover...it seems to be catching up to me and ultimately smashing me into the shit. Im tellin ya...there is only so much a person can t

Lily Stiletto
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Members Of The Tiny Hugs Levelers
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I Gave You My Heart
I once had a dream I once had a wish The dream went away And the wish died a slow death Never again will I dream Never again will I wish It brought pain to me It broke my heart My heart is in pieces Broken around my feet In a million tiny pieces Not able to pick it back up Why would I want to Why should I care What does it mean To anyone but me I gave you my heart You gave it back Never again will I trust Someone with it again I gave you my heart And you broke it I hope you're happy now I hope you're content I gave you my heart You gave it back

New Work Schedule
Is Monday thru Friday 330pm to 12am More than likely Ill hope on early afternoon and afterwork. Best to catch me later at night. Regardless all rates and love will definately be returned. Just giving yall a heads up E

Andrew's Hearing
Hi All! If you have read my blog in "Freaking Grrrr!!!" you will know what I'm rambling on about now. If you haven't read it yet, this might make more sense to you if you read that one first. ~Tomorrow~ I'm thinking about the hearing tomorrow, and trying to decide how I will handle the situation. In my past experiences dealing with school officials, I have found that they have made up their minds long before I walk through the door, and talking to them is like talking to a brick wall. Andrew has never been in trouble before, so I don't know what to expect with this meeting. BTW, the kid who attacked Andrew got 7 days out of school/tech. I'm not sure when his hearing is. He might get more. Anyway, I want to defend Andrew in what happened. He has been putting up with crap from this kid for the past 2 months. I want to know what the school is going to do to stop this kid from not only harrassing Andrew, but other people in the school too. Obviously Andrew's instruc

Random Info
I love the beach but I hate sand and saltwater. In 2005 I went to London 10 times. I hate beets and Brussels sprouts. I love Belgian waffles (I only eat them when I'm in Belgium) but I hate waffles. I push people away. Its hard for me to trust. I don't eat candy or chocolate except on occasion. I like the stop and go of rush hour traffic. I like the smell of things baking. I don't like flowers as a gift because they die. But I love gardening. My name was supposed to be Amber. I used to make my own clothes (my grandmom taught me how to sew. she was a seamstress for strippers) I hate the color brown. I love wagamama's. I love ramen noodles. I love fruit. My right eye twitches sometimes because of my allergies. I'm allergic to smoke due to my very sensitive sinuses. My fingernails are long naturally. I've never been to a tanning salon. I buy clothes for comfort and could care less about the brand. I wear black socks. I believe in karma. I have a soulmate. I have a

The Worst Place To Live
Allen Oklahoma has got to be The worst place to live in oklahoma or any other state for that matter,it is a town that is racially discriminatory(the population is majority whiter with a few native indians)any other race is treated like dirt ,harrassed by city officials and law enforcement until they move out of allen. Allen has absolutely no recreational or fitness centers (most the population is either overweight or close to it)allen also has no bars, movie theatres, bowling alleys ,the only video rental is inside the one mom and pop grocery store(which does not have many common items)the law enforcement in the town is substandard and many times not accredited by the state as law enforcement (they use their badge for harrassment or to solicit sexual favours from females in exchange for looking the other way or just not writing a ticket they deserve)the city council makes ordinances to make it difficult for anyone to live and own a business in allen(new ordinance :there are no semi

Photo Contest
Everyone Please Vote for my sons pic... I just entered him in this contest here is the link where you can go vote for him THANKS LUV YA ALL:-) https://www.greatamericanphotocontest.com/voter1/ index.aspx?referid=EmailFriends&p=522121&x=.JPG

My Darling Angel
Angel from heaven, fallen from heaven to earth just for me. A gift from god indead. Little sweet angel in my life, shin your darling smile upon me. I hold you dear to me. If I show you what it like to have a mother, can you show me what it's like to have a daughter. You touch my soul with happiness and joy. You fill my world with excitement and hope. The sound of your laughter is truely music to my ears. Sing me a hym to ease the pain that my past has brought me. My sweet darling angel, hold me my hand lead and show me what heaven is like. Hug me tight to show me what it is to love. Be tender, be sweet, be my precious angel, My precious angel, show me the way in life. Please help me guid me through the hard obstacles of the harsh world and I will be your teacher for life. Don't ever go away or leave my side, I beg of you not to. Little darling of mine, let me ask you just one thing. Before I lay my head down to rest guid me to heaves para

What Carnival Ride Are You?
You Are a Haunted House You are a deeply complicated and sometimes deeply disturbed person. You can't help but be attracted to the dark side of life - even when it's pretty gruesome. In relationships, you are honest and real. So real that it's definitely a little scary. You don't fake it or play along just to get along. And people either respect this... or deeply resent it Your life is thoughtful, deep, and even philosophical at times. You see the world as it is. You don't sugar coat anything. Facing and fighting your fears is important to you. You believe that too much of life is whitewashed. You're not too morbid... you just believe that you can't enjoy life without exorcising a few demons first! At your best, you are brave, intense, and fearless. Not only do you face the abyss head on - you challenge your friends to do the same. At your worst, you are depressed and morose. If you're not careful, your thoughts take over your mind... and they aren't pretty!

This One Is For All The Moms On Fubar!!
Myspace Graphic Codes Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts . I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn' t stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the f

Unicorn Foal
Unicorn Foal Jola was heavy with foal and more terribly excited than she has ever been before. She spent all day in her panties and bra, prancing, and calling to her mother each time the baby kicked. “I’m sure he will be a colt” She said excitedly “I can feel his strength.” Her mother just smiled and said, “Would it matter if it was a filly?” She said, with a small smile on her face. Jola smiled widely and shook her head, “I wish Uni was here.” she said, looking sad. “He and your father are talking about secret things that us women don’t know about.” They both laughed, despite her fathers secretive visits to Uni this past mouth, both of them knew he was discussing wedding plans with him. Jola laughed even louder when she thought that unicorns did not marry, only humans did. But she was looking forward to that day, very much. The day when she would wear white for him and stand before God to say she loved him. That night she felt the foal

Take A Risk
take a risk, take a chance reach for the stars don't hold back give it all you've got life has its ups and downs its good times and bad everybody goes through it so, why are you so sad? i dont wanna see you with youre head hung in shame i dont wanna see you takeing all the blame i know you have hopes i see them in your eyes i know you have dreams that you try to hide take a risk, take a chance reach for the stars don't hold back give it all you've got i know you can do it all you have to do is try try with all your might you just might find yourself... ...surprised (c) Dec.07

Overwhelmed With Intensity Part 1
I have so much going through my head and I cant put it into words.. Yet I'm drowning in my own lack of focus and overly driven in the passions. Never in my life have I been unable to unload the effluence of passion and excitement through these keys sharing the moments that ravage and excite my world.. With every moment it felt like a dream, with every moment in the back of my mind, I was going to wake up, but it didn't. It continued on, I truly am unaware at which point my subconscious stepped in and wiped out the concern of it being a dream.. Yet, all I desire most is to put it into words in the same manner that I share my dreams. Why is it when I have a dream that seems so real and my senses are ravaged against my will yet deep within I have no desire or will to resist. I'm so capable of in great detail sharing my experience and helping my readers truly and briefly feel as if they're there. Yet this experience, far more amazing then any dream and a pivotal moment truly sh

Live Auction Thurs. & Friday Night! 9pm Est
Come place your bid on me in the Live Auction Thursday and or Friday May 22nd & 23rd at 9pm EST Money bids such as VIP, Fu-Bling Pkgs, Blast and Happy Hours take seniority over fu-bucks.. See DJ JADE'S bulletin for more info and what you will get from the one you own! here is the link to the lounge!!! Come Buy Me!!! http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53114 http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53114 http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=53114

T.g.i.f
T.G.I.F to all of you who are lucky to get the weekend off. As for me.. I will be working , like I usually do when a holiday weekend comes around. Guess its just my luck that it falls on my weekend all the time. Ughh. I get monday off though, which I could care less..at least I would be bringing in the money on that day. Anyways.. wishing you all a great weekend.

Are You Elite ?? Come Read This And Find Out!!
I have decided to make another club called the Elite Men and Women. You can be a couple and join u can be single or engaged or married. Im looking to make this a very fun sexy mature club. If you wanna join please see me.As we get members all u have to do is F/A/R them and send me a picture of you looking sexy please make sure its safe for work and ill make you a skin with the pictrue of your choice it will say Elite gurl or guy or couple whichever you want it to say :) please hit me up and let me know if you wanna join. Shout me or fumail me at tequila gurl tyvm! These are the first elite members! Kitty Kat "Lollipop Gurlz Club"@ fubar ❦ ĦƐЯ ✌ϢѺⱤȽÐ ❦®@ fubar ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ RL G/F 2 "Average Joe" *DSC*@ fubar Contact Tequila gurl if u wanna join :) Kandilicious Creator & Owner of the Lollipop gurlz club &Elite Men & Women's club Fu-engaged to@ fubar

Thinking Of You
Thinking of You Perhaps it's just a sign of my disillusion Comparable to an affliction Feelings compounded by confusion Emotional contradiction I've no reason to believe Documents to confirm disease somewhat impossible to conceive your still haunting my fantasies Like a fragrance that refuses to leave I find you lingering in my memories others may disbelieve Bereft of alternatives than fantasies It's you I savor I've just a shiver Remembering your flavor It's a longing that lingers And still heartaches bleed unrequited need Bleak landscapes sterile seed Fantasies bleak attack Attached to a fact there’s no turning back Of desires turned black And Fantasies dead seed @Jul,1999

I Am Helping Her Out
Her name is Tara and she is the most loving and out going women that i know and she is SINGLE and LOOKING.. Sh needs a decent man that will treat her right and wont do her wrong so if you all want to get to know her you can hit her up on her fubar page or just let me know and i can tell her.. thankyou very much.. always Tihoney

Ive Had A Bad Day
is the grass greener on the fence's other side or do things get meaner being happy has been tried so what keeps it up if not a matter of pride I feel the pain of years i am all man and hold back the tears buy not the toughest around can i cut myslef and i bleed i may not even know but when pain is from need the blood doesnt show the hurt is undefined i cant put my finger on it is always there to remind as often as the sun i had a bad day there was anger and shouts sometimes things work that way when you are full of doubts hold on tightly or let it go things can get unsightly more than u know life is a sequence of events problems and pain no suicide attempts im not insane but when the hurt starts and i feel the loss my heart is torn in parts and feels like it has been run across what can i do where should i go is love really true i whish i could know

Rip Daddy My Own Guardian Angel
Its been a month ago today We lost someone special God had to take him away He's now in a better place where theres no more pain with a smile upon his face He's helping to watch us from heaven above waving his wings, to send us his love. Written exactly one month after he passed away

Frustrated!
How to deal with my feelings?I can do the things i used to do,and just give up,and lock my self down in my own little pity party.Or i can take a deep breath,and man up.I know that with a little hard work,and dedication i will climb the mountains before me.I will not give in to the depression,nor will give up hope,because right now thats all i have.The pain inside is getting worse,and the weight is getting heavy,but my shoulders are broad and strong.This day i make the choice to make it,im gonna give it every thing i have,time to man up!

A uniformed drop catches a flare, a reflection. Rainbow colors swirled throughout. Slowly it falls, stretching towards its end. A wealth of promise carried in its weight. Its beauty tempting, enticing thoughts of perfection. Shimmering silver, it hovers for a moment, stopping time. Until, Inevitably… it breaks free, gaining momentum as it tumbles. Guided by gravity, opposed by air. Its changing shape, a testament to this paradox. A single drop catches a reflection. Rainbow colors swirled throughout. Slowly it falls, stretching towards its end. A wealth of promise carried in its weight. Its beauty tempting, enticing thoughts of perfection. Shimmering silver, it hovers for a moment, stopping time. Until, Inevitably… it breaks free, gaining momentum as it tumbles. Guided by gravity, opposed by air. Its changing shape, a testament to this paradox. Finally it lands... Scattering into a thousand drops. Its truth finally revealed, a

Red Shirt Friday(repost)
I thought this was so important that it should be on my blog sheet and posted as a bulletin If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank y

You Want To Fight?
The Midwest Mafia, my former fight team and I are well known in the Southwest Missouri region. There is no record of the number of fights my team has won, but at every event I've been to we always walk away with more wins than anyone else. I trained with all of those guys, fought some, fought the best and put on a hell of a show. But the promoters I've fought for are corrupt. So I want(need?!) to start my own cage fight promotion/production company. I already have 2 full-time employees and a few more part-timers, and a list of fighters willing to fight. I just gotta grow the nuts to throw down the money to put the show on and hope I make enough to at least break even.

Sweet Serenity...
You Could Own A Piece of Sweet Serenity.... We Are Auctioning Ourselves Off Live On Cam Bids Starting @ 25,000 Fubucks The More You Bid The More We Do Come See The Staff of Sweet Serenity Live On Cam Doing What It Takes For Your Bids..... 6/21/08 Starts @ Noon Hope To See You There **Just Click The Pic ** **Please Repost**

Club Mystic
MY NEW FU-OWNER CLUB MYSTIC ONE OF THE GREATEST FAMILIES ON HERE SO GO CHECK THEM OUT. THERE AWESOME AND WORTH THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW THEM CLICK ON THE PICTURE AND F/A/R Club Mysticbarrylicious^Owner Of AngelDawn N R/L BF n Fu-Owned By Club Mystic^@ fubar

I Wanna Be Pink!!!
Ok so I wanna be pink and Im thinkin that someone on this site may love me enough to buy me a month V.I.P. If someone will the person that does will get: 50 of the 100 11's during H/H Owned By (there name) In My Name Profile Comments 3 a day for the month A V.I.P. Gift Once A Week At least 100 Pic Comments during H/H I'll Rate There Stash During H/H Pimp Out There Profile And Up To 5 Personal SFW Salutes If Wanted If your interested let me know.... Please Repost For Me ♥SexyMel♥CaptainOfSexyMel'sSexyTrain♥GoRateX-Dealer♥@ fubar

You Said To Tell You ...
He's soooo right, isn't he? He's finds you so tight ... doesn't he? So expensive but you can't afford him So rich you can't ignore him. He is your torture. Don't know why you love it .. His cut, you adore it. He feels you all over, he is your torture Don't they all ... torture You don't know what you see don't know why you're on this spree he is your torture you love ... torture.

Survey Tag
YOU CAN ONLY TYPE 1 WORD AS AN ANSWER 1. Where is your cell phone? downstairs 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? up 4. Your mother? amazing 5. Your father? great 6. Your favorite thing? sex :D 7. Your dream last night? HOT 8. Your favorite drink? water 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? satisfied 16. Muffins? poppy 17. One of your wish list items? house 18. Where you grew up? Utah 19. The last thing you did? laundry 20. What are you wearing? nighty 21. TV? spongebob 22. Your pets? gone :( 23. Your computer? mac 24. Your life? confusing 25. Your mood? horny 26. Missing someone? yes 27. Favorite Store? idk 30. Your summer? depressing 31. Like someone? yes 32. Your favorite color? purple 33. When is the last time you laughed? Yesterday 34. Last time you cried? forgot I am tagging: YOU

Help Passionman71 ( Taken From Bulletin )
We all Love Passionman71 and some of us would like too give him a chance at having SpotLight one time before he levels. We worked as a team too put Gary in the Spotlight and lets pull together and help Joe. He gives countless hours helping Shadow Levelers and many people on Fubar level. Lets put him in the SpotLight for Next Sunday. We have a week too work together and raise the Fu-Bucks too help him. Please if you can send him any amount will help him. Anyone that knows Passionman71 knows that he will do anything for his friends. Click on his profile and send him a gift of Fu-Bucks. Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~Fu-owned by Anna~@ fubar Thanks too everyone for all your help. Please repost

Myas Candle Help Stop Child Abuse
Ok so here it is people, you see this candle burning strong all over fu?? well this is a silent prayer going out to a special little girl Mya! Her Mother and Grandmother are going through a hard time right now and this is a way of us showing our support to much loved friends! Mya's father is the reason for all this, He is a disgusting,cruel man, who deserves.. well i cant even say what he deserves He has admitted to abusing Mya. He was charged with a class X felony for aggravated assault to a child. He is looking at 6 to 30 years in prison. His bond was set at $500,000. The monster had caused bleeding and swelling on her brain, multiple fractures to her ribs, bruising to her pancreas, and fractures to both of her legs. Baby Mya is doing better now, although the doctors say she may have hearing, vision, and/or learning disabilities. Lets pray for the best, and hope she makes a speedy recovery!! & lets all hope and pray for that sick bastard to get what he deserves!!

If Only Everyone Did What These Lyrics Say, Lol
Killswitch Engage - Unbroken Forever falling, Into oblivion The darkness crawls forward It engulfs, my will to live Fear is failure And this is my motivation Take back what was stolen Reclaim all that's lost With virtue, I will rise up from the ruins C'mon! Through adversity, there is redemption With passion, fighting I am unbroken Through adversity, there is redemption With passion, fighting I am, unbroken!! Take back what was stolen Embrace the cycle Refuse to turn back now and be led astray Fear is failure And this is my affirmation Through adversity, there is redemption With passion, fighting I am unbroken Through adversity, there is redemption With passion, fighting Unbroken!! The absence of fear, is the renewal of ourself The absence of doubt, breeds desire If there is truth to face I will design it I will not be denied!

Each Day Will Be Valentine
Each Day Will Be Valentine by LateNiteFantasy© Each Day Will Be Valentine Words painting a dozen roses.... Whispers melting Like chocolate With the comely view Of iridescence Your tenderness Floating to the music Of two heart beats... White doves flock The anointed skies Each Day Feeling Like Valentine As I boldly gaze past the depth Of your eyes.

Hi There
this_girl witch u will locate her under my family is holding the following if inrested hit her up Im holding my first fu auction and would love for u to join. the auction will be held on June 28 08 the entery fee will be 2k i will need a link to the picture that u want used for the auction and what your offers are to the bidders. the auction is never ending. you can leave the auction when u r happy with your bids. if this intrests you please send me a privette message, thanks again This_Girl

Another Tale Another Sale.
I was worried about this holiday and did not want to come for several reasons one being the mad rush of book sales. Ha ha ha. Well five is not bad at all and I don't grumble. It is about 89 deg f here and that is quite cool in comparison to Goa. It is also not as humid so when the wind is strong it feels quite chilly. Tiddly Tosh is doing very well in the heat but I am not sure how the internals will be when she gets home because the dust here is worse than the darkest corner of the cave. I mean it is actually sand and no one wants sand in their moving parts after all. Ah well, thank heavens for nozzle hoovers. We decided to splash out and pay for six hours on the infonet which has done well but the other day not wishing to get killed crossing the four lane highway that runs through the village we decided to eat on the other side of the road and forgo the infonet cafe. They had those slot machine ones but he who has the compeetoes had some change so I sat and logged on only to

We Need To Get Healthy, America!!!
Observations On Our Health...... Nowadays, we are being ransacked with TV commercials about some drug to help you with depression, diarrhea, constipation, restlessness, migraines, male-pattern baldness, allergies, procrastination, fear, acne, obesity, incontinence, and yes.....we have about 10 types of pills that keep your dick hard for over 20 hours (ouch : | ). And yes, there are some of us that need some medical or pharmaceutical treatment for the things that ail us. But what I see now, is that the world is taking drugs to eliminate SIMPLE DISCOMFORT! Being uncomfortable is a part of life. Having heartburn is a part of life. Not being able to sleep somedays is a part of life. However, you body is trying to tell you something. Whatever you did, or ate is not agreeing with you, and you need to deal with that issue, or feel continued discomfort. A very small percent have chronic heartburn from some genetic abnormality. A LARGE PERCENT OF CHRONIC HEARTBURN SUFFERERS EAT A LOT O

My Newest Greatest Owner
BLONDIEGURL THIS IS MY NEW OWNER DJ BLONDIEGURL http://i153.photobucket.com/albums/s240/peaceman8/spinninghear.gif GO AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE B/C WELL SHES A WONDERFUL PERSON AND MISSING OUT ON KNOWING HER IS A TRAGEDY http://i153.photobucket.com/albums/s240/peaceman8/spinninghear.gif SO GO AND FAN HER ADD HER AND RATE HER A 10 HELL AN 11 IF YOU GOT THEM http://i153.photobucket.com/albums/s240/peaceman8/spinninghear.gif WHILE YOUR THERE THROW HER A FEW PIC RATES STASH RATES YOU KNOW YOU WANNA HELP HER OUT http://i153.photobucket.com/albums/s240/peaceman8/spinninghear.gif DJ~BLONDIEGURL~HEAD DJ &PITBULL~@WOLFPACK~OWNED BY TWISTID LOGIC@ fubar

Stupid Amy
I hate when I make a stupid joke on here and someone takes it the wrong way. Well this goes for the internet in general. It's hard to convey jokes sometimes. Or anything you type/say in general. So many times things are taken out of context because you can't communicate with tone, inflection, body language, etc. Well I made a new friend earlier and he seemed pretty cool. Then I had to go and be a dope and make a stupid joke. Well I'm pretty sure it pissed him off. He said it was cool when I explained the situation, but I could tell he was lying. Oh well. Chalk another one up to Amy sticks her foot in her mouth. -sigh-

Question To You Men!!! And Be Nice!!
ok so here is my question....why is it when you meet a nice lady,or so you think you have(cause you may not really know her)she begins to unravel portions of her life that have caused her to be EXTREMLY jaded,damaged and confused,why is it necessary to feed her a line,cater to her,perhaps shower her with gifts,take her out make her believe everything you say,and then wake up one day and say "i would like to be just friends",mind you this women is going thru alot,and the last thing she needs is this,all she asked for was a friend,and well you know how the story goes....i guess that would be another notch in your belt!!!!!!!

New "i'm A Bitter Gun Owner And I Vote!" Yard Signs Available Now:
By now, you've all heard the Barack Obama "bitter" quote: "And it's not surprising then they get bitter, they cling to guns or religion or antipathy to people who aren't like them or anti-immigrant sentiment or anti-trade sentiment as a way to explain their frustrations." This offensive and misguided quote probably struck a nerve with you. Well, we've created a new yard sign that will send a message from all of you "bitter" gun owners to Obama this election season with our own slogan: "I'm a Bitter Gun Owner and I Vote!"

Warning!!
WARNING: This person is saracastic as hell. Anything she says or does after 12am is completely and uterly insane. Any actions that this person takes should be viewed as a joke and should a 3rd party be hurt or offended during these actions...they need to get a life. Manufacturer is not responsible for lost or damaged goods upon arrival of this person in your personal space. If you whine or complain that this person has hurt your feeling(s) then this person reserves the right to point and laugh at you for a long time or until you run away. If you would like to submit a complaint to our company, please fax us 17 copies of your 500 word essay stating the reasoning behind your lack of humor and we will get back to you with our response within 7-10 business days. Thank you, Management

Welcome My Mom 2 Fubar
I would like to introduce ALL my friends and family to my amazing mom SunnyDays. She just joined the wacky world of fubar, and I would LOVE for you all to go show her the fubar love. Rate her, Fan her, Crush her, bling her and lets give her a good old fashioned fu~love! I have the greatest friends around and would love for her to be as lucky to meet you all. So come on what are you waiting for show her some love SunnyDays

Own Me! I'll Make You Very Happy :p
This is my first contest I have ever entered in all the time I have been a member on fubar. I figured it would be fun to do! Want to be my fu-owner? Click the picture above, or go to this link: [ fubar.com photo: 2418617370 ] Here is what I am willing to do for my owner: im offering: 1. fu-owned by in my name, added to my family and made number one in my family for a month. Also added as number 2 in my friends. Will also give a daily profile comment and one daily drink gift. 2. If given a VIP, i will rate up to 500 photos 11's and profile an 11 during happy hour. I will also rate up to 500 more photos 10's. Will keep you in my family and friends as a top member for as long as the VIP is good for. I will make a SFW salute and add your link to my profile. 3. If given Happy Hour, i will add a NSFW salute. 4. If given Happy Hour and VIP, I will create a NSFW album for family and will put in at least 15 pictures (one every other day for as long as the VIP is good for so i

Can You Rate This Pic For Me????
boopmebaby - COMMENTS 1 POINT AND RATES 5 POINTS She can usa a rate if you can spare a few seconds for me,so come on and leave one rate=)FEEL FREE TO COMMENT A FEW TOO IF YOU LIKE.. LOVE YA ALL!!!!! ^^^^^^CLICK ME^^^^^ ^^^^^^CLICK ME^^^^^ THANKS ALL.....~BRATT~ ♥~BRATT~♥@ fubar

Selling My Maverick
OK So I have had this car for over 14 years, and I have decided it's time to let it go. I just don't have the passion I once did for it. So here goes.... 1972 Ford Maverick 2 door No motor or transmission IN CAR 87 5.0L/AOD combo available with car. Set up as primarily DRAG CAR manual steering manual disc brakes 8" rearend with 4.11 gears and mini-spool very solid body in grey primer sub-frame connectors battery relocated to trunk GRABBER SPOILER AND GRILLE very little filler/bondo HOOSIER RACE TIRES AND CENTERLINE RIMS also available many extra parts including full set of glass PLUS third rear window and flippper windows. I am asking $1250.00 or best offer CLEAN INDIANA TITLE CONTACT ME HERE OR AT maverickman514@aol.com put MAVERICK FOR SALE in SUBJECT please. CAR IS IN SOUTH BEND, INDIANA trades considered HOOTERS GIRL NOT INCLUDED!! get your own!

C51 Definitions
1. Depression: wanting to kill yourself... but you just dont have the energy... it makes you lazy and not want to do anything... cause nothing really matters to you when ur depressed... 2. Juggalo: You Only think your cool when you can wear make up and have the balls to cut someone up with a hatchet even though you would never do it in the first place which brings me to Fag... Peer Presure is like a Juggalo... Come On We all know you want to fit in... 3. Sexy: "Yeah I'd totally fuck you... but I woulden't tell a sole I did" 4. Pimp: Someone whom says they have alot of girl/boy friends... but in reality they are just fat and ugly and want you to think their gangsta... they flirt with everyone... but inside could still be a virgin... 5. Smart Ass: You wish you were that funny... 6. Pestimisic: seeing things on a negitive side... 7. Optimistic: means you see things more in the positive side 8. Hot: "Yeah Your alright and everything but I would totally fu

Help Us Prevent The Worst Massacre Of Wolves To Occur In The Lower 48 States In Decades. Take Action Now.
I have changed the web site to not only deal with preventing wolf slaughter in Alaska but also in the rest of the U.S. Below you will find information on what is going on in Idaho and Wyoming as well as in Alaska. Please let your voice be heard. Singn petitions and let your congressmen know how you feel. Only in the last 10 years have we seen the wolves restored to the west and now the U.S. government and states want to delist wolves as endangered species. This will give the states the right to manage the wolves and several will allow hunters, ranchers and others to slaughter wolves. In Alaska, there is a continued fight to stop slaughter from aerial gunners. From Defenders of Wildlife IDAHO and WYOMING Federal officials are about to make a big mistake -- one that could lead to the killing of hundreds of wolves in the Northern Rockies. Help save these magnificent animals. Urge the head of the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service, Dale Hall, to maintain federal protections for gra

Body And Soul
May you be healed,in mind, body,and soul. May you come to know that all healing proceeds from God, and he cares about every part of you. Perhaps the healing will come sooner for your attitude then for your body. Perhaps your mind will experience peace quicker then bones and muscles. But sooner or later, all will be well.

Within The Power Of Words
How does one fit words together to make you feel when you don’t want to feel at all? Scrambling up nonsense to invoke some kind of emotion. Taking what you thought you knew and twisting it to mean something else. Then somehow showing you, you were wrong after all. How can words come to mean so much, when you think they’ve been said with sincerity? Not just hearing what the words mean but having them touch your heart. Drawing you closer and closer to something you know is forbidden to you. Then leaving you standing there feeling a loss so deep it hurts. How does one ignore such words that have changed you life? Words that show you you’re alive when everything feels so empty. Moving you forward with hope and making you believe. Then making that hope feel like you can do anything if you just hold on. Yet how can one hold onto such hope when you know all hope is lost? When the source of those words are gone, leaving you feeling like they took a piece of you with them. S

Its My Time Now
Like you told me its my time now...My time to do what i need 2 do 2 improve myself..I'm striving for perfection...Striving to be the one that makes a difference in this society..Its my time to be all I can be..My time to give and recieve...My time to put away all childish things...My time to let you go...My time to move on to better things...My time to basicly do me and not worry about what others think..My time to just be free!!! Thanks big bro for giving me that tough, crazy love that you are always giving me...Dang..I'm still going 2 miss all the times we shared together...All the nights that we spent 2gether talking and you comforting me that everything will be ok..Dang i'm really going 2 miss the relationship change that we had since u are going off getting married soon..lol..

And The Headline Reads....
Mexican national executed in Texas for 1993 slaying of two teenage girls. Mexican government condemns execution and says that the world court ruled that the US can not execute foreign citizens without their consular help. ~~ What a crock! I’m sorry but that guy deserved what he got. He snuffed out two young girls and now paid the price. The only thing that really bugs me is that it took so long (15 yrs) to get him executed. This is America. I could care less about what some foreign court says about our laws. They have no jurisdiction or right to intervene in our systems of justice.

Rule Of 3 = 0
Does it flow like a waterfall, and in some twisted way do you feel beauty in it, because of the way it flows. Flows to perfection taking your will with it and everything that life was and making you live in a reality where the past nor the future exists to where you can even think about it. This is what I felt one Sunday. All I could think about was the fate that God made a rainbow for ensuring me and wondering how anything could change that. I was thinking of an unborn child and though it was impossible in my brain to even think of why i felt this pain for a child that I was TOLD was not mine, I felt its death inside my soul mate that never was. I didn't know it at the time all I could see was rivers upon rivers of sadness. What purpose did it serve to obey and yet it never was? I sent her a picture of the water we looked at as we held each other, and as I saw the happiest woman that there ever was...along with words-phrases-lyrics , 5 of them from 3 songs that only we know what

The Music Of........
Goooooodddddddd!These guys are awesome and is there anyone else today that is near Pink floyd status as far as making weird music that actually does'nt suck?Really,I love Floyd and I love Radiohead and if therre is a heaven,I guess I'll be sitting around listening to this and eatting Mushrooms!

"i'm Sadness, I'm Loneliness, I'm A Part Of You Each And Everyday"
"I'm sadness, I'm loneliness, I'm part of you each and everyday" ~~~~~ I'm a pretender, I'm a joker, I'm a loner, Never am I in tune with the world around me, Because I seem to live my life in a fantasy world. ~~~~~ Magical illusions, saying things off the wall making others laugh, It's the way I escape from anyone every getting to know the real me, Because the sad truth is I don't even know who I am any more. ~~~~~ Always a loner, never really fitting in among society in life, A stranger living in a crazy mixed up world of make believe, Just someone who thinks love really does exist somewhere out there. ~~~~~ Touch me, hold me, feel me, please just say you need me, Come and unlock this door that holds me a prisoner, In this realm of fairies, elves and the darkness of horror I live in. ~~~~~ Hear me, see me, listen to my voice tremble when I speak, For I am afraid you will just be another of many who will laugh, Making fun of the way I talk or laugh because I'm not

"the Magical Illusion Of Poetry"
"The Magical Illusion Of Poetry" ~~~~~ Packed bar room, piano sitting outside on the deck under the stars, Love songs playing on an old rickety jukebox of long ago tunes, Old man standing in the corner watching the people in the crowd. ~~~~~ Strolling outside he spots the old piano and sits down stroking the keys, As softly as a midnight summer's breeze his fingers tickle the ivory, Bringing to life the magic held within each key as he finds the words to sing. ~~~~~ Long ago memories of a love he has kept locked deep inside his heart, Slowly flows to life with each verse of the song he sings tonight, And baby can you hear me now, Can you hear this love I've kept alive? ~~~~~ From out of the darkness a mystical fog arises around the dancers, His old voice bringing to life the magic of each verse his heart sings, And on the beams of moonlight her form appears within the mist. ~~~~~ Baby can you hear me now, Can you feel the magic of this love, Can you taste the passion

Survey Blog Post.
9 lasts -- 9.] last place you were: Home 8.] last cigarette: About 30 mins ago. 7.] last beverage: Raspberry Tea 6.] last movie watched: The Secret (Interesting movie) 5.] last phone call: To a Tattooist 4.] last cd played: Umm Does an MP3 count? 3.] last BUBBLE bath: I gave my daughter a bubble bath not too long ago.. 2.] last time you cried: Can't remember. 1.] last song heard: Down and Out - Tantric 8 have you evers -- 8.] have you ever dated someone twice: Yes 7.] have you ever been cheated on: Yes :( 6.] have you ever kissed someone: Uhhh DUH!! 5.] have you ever kissed someone you regret: No 4.] have you ever fallen in love: Yes, a few times. 3.] have you ever lost someone: Yes 2.] have you ever been depressed: Sometimes. I'm usually a very happy person though. 1.] have you ever been drunk and thrown up: Only once. 7 This or Thats -- 1.] shorts or skirts: I like short skirts ^ v ~ 2.] converse high tops or low: Ummm... I don't care much.. But I hav

Meeting The New Day
(This was written a while ago. Thought I'd share it). ---------------------------------------------------- A million thoughts unspoken clutter my mind, warping my perspective. Endless seas of desires and feelings erode the fabric of my will. Stress; unbearable, yet intangible crushes me like a mountain of regret. I see constantly what I can never have. These feelings welling up, threatening to erupt from me. The look in your eyes is enough to drive me mad. Making me want to pull you to me or run far away. Longing for what I can't have is killing me. Faceless, I meet the new day.

Hosting My First Auction!!
I am hosting my first auction!! Are you single in r/l? fu-life? Are you taken in one or both and just want to join a wicked fun auction?? The join my Singles Auction! There is no entry fee! Yep, that's right....totaly FREE!!!! Fubucks and cash bids accepted. Cash bid override plain fubucks NO DRAMA ALLOWED!! Person *or persons* causing drama will be promptly blocked and banned from auction Auctionee has the right to decline final bid NO DRAMA!! Keep all comments SFW Do not spam pictures Fumail me the link to the pic you would like to use and a list of what you are offering Auction starts Wed morning and will run for 1 week This auction brought to you by: Silentlizard - Greeter for Dirty Deeds Radio - Bodyguard to Mikey - Fu-owned by Tappinit

My Person...
Well, I am with Brian now... and I am loving every minute of it at this point. So he lives a bit of a distance.... trust comes into play there.... and I trust him. And the fact that he's in a wheelchair? So what?!? at least I know that I won't make his feet too tired by asking him to go everywhere with me. (If he gets tired, I can push the chair :) hehehe) He is into so many of the same things I am that it's kinda odd, but I actually like it. Anywho.... I dunno what else to say, so lol. TTYL! -Sxe

A Well-loved Yard
I AM GRATEFUL, O GOD, THAT YOUR STANDARDS RUN MORE TO HOW WE'RE LOVING YOU AND ONE ANOTHER THAN HOW WE APPEAR. IF YOU JUDGED ON LAWNS,I WOULD BE OUT IN THE COLD! MINE IS THE YARD WHERE KIDS GATHER. BALL GAMES, SPRINKLER TAG'S MUDDY MARATHONS, SNOW FORT AND TREE HOUSE CONSTRUCTIONS, CAR TINKERINGS AND BIDE REPAIR-- THEY ALL HAPPEN HERE. BLESS MY RUTTED, LITTERED LAWN, WISE CREATOR. IT'S THE MOST BEAUTIFUL LANDSCAPE, DOTTED AS IT IS WITH CHILDREN WHO WILL BE GROWN AND GONE FASTER THAN WE CAN SAY "REPLANT".

Try Anything Once, Twice If You Like It
Midnight Cinder is in an auction. If you buy her a VIP she is willing to give you ALL her 11's. That is right all 3000 11's for the month you VIP her. She is also offering a lot more just check out her auction below. The person with the most rates gets a bling pack and blast, so could you spare a rate? If you need anything rated she'll return the luv just leave a link on her profile or send in a message. Many thanks going to Perky for making this blog/bully so prettiful for me. :) Perky ♡ Mr.D Owner of the ☠Pіŧßułł МãҒiã☠@ fubar

Bear Necessities
The Bear Necessities You know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment (trust me it won't kill ya! lol). When you have rated everyone message me (aGEM4life) to be added to the list. Rate my folder of teddy/tatty bears to receive your personal Bear Necessities tag. Start with this one... The riders... ♥aGEM4life♥@ fubar HersheyK@ fubar ♥ Heartt65 ♥@ fubar *AngelGurl* Proud member of *Thunder & Lightning Levelers* & *Life-Savers*@ fubar Tappinit =FuBaron and loyal servant to Her Highness, Linda@ fubar Dee75@ fubar

Fusk All That Noise
So my boss has come to the conclussion that I was more productive when i had a boy friend....i think she's alluding to "you need to get laid" And the funny part is, I'm actually avoiding it. As nice as it would be to have a regular booty call or even and in house booty call, I want none of it right now. I run screaming because, What if the potential booty call is simply no good and i get left feeling worse than before hand, or what if they get all smitten or worse yet, I get all smitten, I just don't have the energy to invest in something like that in this point of my life. I don't want a relationship, I don't even want a booty call. I want to concentrate on making myself a better person and learning how to be me...all by myself. anyway that was a bull shit rant session blah.... Super secret Ninja Squirrels on the Prowl...

People And Their Priorities....
Le sigh i have been at work since six this morning. For those of you who don't know, my out of the house gig is at a domestic violence shelter. I generally work intakes or moderate the kids playgroups while the moms are in counseling sessions. Believe me i understand that leaving your home, your friends, your family and coming into a shelter is scary and uncomfortable and depressing and in some ways defeating. I understand that because i've been there...that being said, its also many times the first step to putting the pieces of yourself and your life back together and getting out of dysfunction and danger. Which brings me to my rant. I had a resident tell me she was thinking of getting her four children and going back home..NOT because she felt she made a mistake by leaving. NOt because the kids were crying for their dad (in fact she said she hasn't seen them so happy in a long time). NOT because she didn't think she could make it on her own. NO..she is thinking of leav

Lost & Found
I've been left behind Inside my state of mind Picked up and tossed In this cardboard box Waiting for you to find me Save me, please Like a set of keys Put me in your pocket and keep me close If you need me to get where you're going Rescue me Like an old wristwatch Hands come together and you know I'm yours Maybe we can make up for a little lost time Take me home Like your favorite shirt The perfect fit that you just can't replace If you want me wrapped around your heart Maybe I'm lost But please don't forget me I can be as good as new If you'll just let me You don't need to look far If you're looking around 'Cause I'll be right here waiting In the lost and found

Yearning
my heart is aching my soul is crying yearning for the one i love wanting his arms around me though many miles separate us whenever i close my eyes i feel his arms around me keeping me safe and secure i ache for the day we are together i ache for the feel of his arms the sweet taste of his kiss the gentleness of his hands my ears strain to hear those words my heart beats for him alone my arms ache to hold him i ache to spend my days by his side and the nights in his arms

Fubar Addict Train
Rate All The Pictures In This Folder & Leave A Comment On The Last One When Your Done! Then Fan Add Rate Everyone On The Train And When Your Done Message Me And Ill Make Your Tag Sinful Pleasures naughty&precioussub Slave2Fantasy tat_man73 ~TexasAngel~ })i({ HER ✌ WORLD })i({ MzCaBiBBW

Nobody Leaves This Place W/o Singin Da Blues!
I luvs all you fu-folks, seriously, else obviously I wouldnt spend so much time here. For me its a step of the ride for a bit, a diversion from the weight of idle thoughts imposed by everyday life stuff. But lately moreso it has been the trend in blogs to make it a dumping ground for emo woes, rants, wallowing, and just generally life spilling into fubar. So to try to add back some of the novelty, I thought it would be fun (and perhaps therapeutic) to shake it up with a lil change in the format and make it creative. So....(sith emperor voice) feel free to unleash your misery here, gimme all your angst, surrender to the dark side..... but..... all entries MUST be in the form of Albert Collins blues as done in the bar scene of the movie "Adventures in Babysitting" Example.... I logged into the fu *deh neer ner deh nernt* To check out the blogs that were made *deh neer ner deh nernt* I was in a pretty kickass mood *deh neer ner deh nernt* And then they shit o

Tell Me Your Opinion About This!!!
In this family we spend alot of times helping the lower levels move up. At times we have leveled some members more than once. The upper level people dont get that chance very often to level. So here is my idea.....How about if we have special days set aside for the person closet to godfather...then couple days for next closest person and so on. We could do a stretch of 2 days or 3 days per person. Then after we get the level 24s done we move to level 23 and then level 22, and so on. I want to know everybodys opinion on this. If you guys dont like the idea then let me know and we wont do it. Majority vote rules. If you like it how many days do you think each person should get? Or do u think this is something we should just do on Fri, Sat, Sun. A different person every weekend

Dedicated For My Bestfriend
Ever since i was a little girl i always dreamed that i would have a real friend that would like me for the person that I was. I would go to school crying because no one liked me. My parents were always telling me don't lose hope there is someone out there for you. There is someone out there who is gonna be your friend. And I never did because I knew that I would find that person. but I still wondered when that day would come when I didn't have to live with all the torture and all of the lies and rumors. It wasn't until I found you that i started believing in myself. You have made me feel so special and I've found a reason for me. To change who I used to be. I found a reason to start over new and that is all because of you. Without you I would be nothing. Your always there when I have a problem. I feel like I can tell you anything and you have made me feel like I was on top of the world. don't ever leave me. This poem is dedicated for my Best Friend ~Spyder~

Reaper By ~stg1985
Walk through the gates, See him awaiting. Death has its stakes, Nothing here I'm gaining. When I meet the reaper, I see a world that's still unknown. This life is a keeper, It's better than losing you, And being alone. Kneel on my knees, See that I'm praying. Screaming my hang, While my past-self is swaying. When I meet the reaper, I see a world that's still unknown. This life is a keeper, It's better than losing you, And being alone. Hung myself for this. My life will be missed. I enter in bliss. And pass through the mist. May have killed myself, With a rope and a will. Now I no longer hurt, This Heaven is a thrill. When I meet the reaper, I see a world that's still unknown. This life is a keeper, It's better than losing you, And being alone. You, I will miss. You can take this..................................... Reaper by ~stg1985 on deviantART

"who Are You Voting For President", Who Gives A F@#$......
Now that we're in the last couple months of this election cycle, the whole presidential "circus" is in high gear. And now with the vp selections, it seems that all the so-called "experts" and political aficionados are dumping the public with all the facts and fallacies on the candidates. But what gets me is this rhetoric on both sides about how the opposing candidate is going to "ruin" or "destroy" the country or their personal way of life. And have basically invested their "future" into the results of November 4th, 2008. Like that will be the beginning of the end. But that's not how government works! We need to have civics classes instituted back into the high school cirriculum, because this talk about how our president is going to lead us to either prosperity or devastation is way outta hand. The "president" is the executive branch of our government, which means he/she enforces and executes the laws, and defends the constitution. The only way the executive branch has more "contro

Kitty By Ee Cummings
"kitty". sixteen,5'1",white,prostitute. ducking always the touch of must and shall, whose slippery body is Death's littlest pal, skilled in quick softness. Unspontaneous. cute. the signal perfume of whose unrepute focusses in the sweet slow animal bottomless eyes importantly banal, Kitty. a whore. Sixteen you corking brute amused from time to time by clever drolls fearsomely who do keep their sunday flower. The babybreasted broad "kitty" twice eight —beer nothing,the lady'll have a whiskey-sour— whose least amazing smile is the most great common divisor of unequal souls.

Frut Flies, Swatting And Swotting - Not Sure About The Nematodes. Madness!
Nematodes, fruit flies and decomposing vegetation. Yes, I am currently studying fruit flies trying to find out about their extra sensory scent sensors. I only have to open a vino tinto and they are on my drink like flies on a cow pat. Well we don’t have a cow but the mess of packing cases belies that fact. Anyway, back to the fruit flies. How on earth do they find me when I pour said drink out in the kitchen and walk all the way to the study to sit and quaff whilst making telephone calls. One phone call over and there it is, waving and wandering around the glass area. Oh, I found out about the book jackets and they are on the press at the moment so should hopefully be despatched tomorrow or Thursday. I hope so because we are off on Saturday and they will have to wait a long time for payment if they post it afterwards. It is a shame they did not ask for monies up front then there would not have been the worry. It is a shame they did not report the fact that they could not op

I Will Possess Your Heart
How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me It's like a book elegantly bound, but in a language that you can't read just yet You gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me And I know that you'll find love, I will possess your heart You gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me And I know that you'll find love, I will possess your heart There are days when outside your window, I see my reflection as I slowly pass And I long for this mirrored perspective, when we'll be lovers, lovers at last You gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me And I know that you'll find love, I will possess your heart You gotta spend some time love, you gotta spend some time with me And I know that you'll find love, I will possess your heart I will possess your heart I will possess your heart You reject my advances and desperate pleas I won't let you, let me down so easily, so easily

Couple Updates To The Site Today
***FROM THE BLOG OF BABYJ*** for those who haven't noticed, we just enabled some updated tooltips. they look about the same as before, but we redid a bunch of the javascript and other logic that made them work. hopefully they're much smoother, more reliable and easier to use than before (this includes the tooltips used in the shoutbox). if things seem weird for you, hold your shift key down and hit the 'refresh' button on your browser. that should force your browser to download the newest javascript if it missed any earlier. let me know if you notice any problems with the updated tooltips, or if they seem to work better. also, i'm just about done with the top dudes and chicks of fubar page. i'll probably make it public tomorrow afternoon. the rankings will be generated every week (probably wednesday nights). we have a couple other good enhancements that will hopefully be ready before monday.... stay tuned! -mike

Im In An Auction Come Show Some Love!!!!
imikimi - Customize Your World Hey guys, here I am and I'm in another auction. I need your help, I need you to come check me out and put in some awesome bids. Don't let me go to just any old fubarian, I want one of you hot, sexy, wonderful people to get me... I am offering some great things, and you will get to own me for an entire month. Now thats hot!! and I promise I will be worth it. Come show me some mad Fubar love, make a bid, and win this Fubar Hottie!!! Crown Royal - Jill Scott

Random Thought Numero Um
So a lot of crap has been going in my life recently and at times I don't even know what to think about all of it.Hell a lot of crap has gone on in my life period lol.It sounds kind of emo but just when everything seems to be going good,something happens and it all goes to shit.But honestly I can't complain too much because I've learned a lot and I've met some really cool people because of it. And then an old friend from highschool invites me to this thing(thank you Brittney lol)and at first I thought it was a weird site but then I got hooked on it lol.It's pretty addicting trying to rank up and crap and then I also met some cool people on here too. I need more fu-bucks though and more friends lmao.Not really sure where I'm going with this but I guess that's the point of a random blog.I'm tired of typing now and this is turning into a novel so I'm going back to listening to music lol. Adeus e obrigado para ler.

So Sad
MOM (SIGN AT BOTTOM) Went to a party Mom (read all the way to the bottom and sign yourname) I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing t

9/24/08 2am'ish?
well monday was frikn nuts. im drivin dads tracker and it catches on fire.....and the exeter(ri.) fire dept. puts it out. ...apperently 1 of the ff's was driving on the other side of the free way and saw it on fire...turned around and followed me..... so when i got out of the car....there was a fire truck no more than 2 minutes behind me....... he said they were on the way back from putting out a house fire and saw me...so they pulled a u-turn and poof....no more fire... but other than th@.....it was a hard day forme without mom....i walked around outside and was remembering times over the years when she was there.....was kinda like watching home movies in my mind. so that was rough i guess. other than that ...pete n i went for sushi at lunch...and pretty much hung out 4 the rest of the day. so now i go to bed. i have to work willie nelson 2morrow @ the mohegan...so i need sleeps. rp

If Im In A Shitty Mood Or Dont Feel Good This Is Why!
So I have polycyctic ovarin syndrome! I've been on my period for almost four months!!! it's horrible!!! Im very tired all the time but im still having to work!! And my line of work only makes it worse! So pls if im not in a good mood I hope you understand!! ~Mel

Buttocks
Buttocks A married couple was in a terrible accident where the Man's face was severely burned. The doctor told the Husband that they couldn't graft any skin from his body Because he was too skinny. So the wife offered to donate Some of her own skin. However, the only skin on her body That the doctor felt was suitable would have to come From her buttocks. The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the skin came from, and they requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After All, this was a very delicate matter. After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the man's new face. He looked more handsome than he ever had before! All his Friends and relatives just went on and on about his youthful Beauty! One day, he was alone with his wife, and he was overcome with emotion at her sacrifice. He said, "Dear, I just want to thank you for everything you did for me. How can I possibly repay you?"

Maybe Mcfailin Needs A Bailout, Not A Time Out
I ghost-wrote letters to the editor for the McCain campaign By Margriet Oostveen, Salon magazine I spent a morning in John McCain's Virginia campaign headquarters ghost-writing letters to the editor for McCain supporters to sign. I even pretended to have a son in Iraq. "You can be whoever you want to be," says an inviting Phil Tuchman. "You can be a beggar or a millionaire. A mom or a husband. Whatever. You decide!" I volunteer in political campaigns now and then. After a series of outings for Obama and a first mission as a phone banker for John McCain, I returned to McCain's headquarters in Arlington, Va. The offer was too alluring to delay -- they wanted to put me into action as a ghostwriter. Next to commercials and phone banking, writing letters to the editor is the most important method of the McCain campaign to attract voters. At least that is what's written in the guidelines that McCain campaign worker Phil Tuchman presents to me. Today he is training six ghostwri

Family Deletion
I've just deleted most of my family. For those of you that were deleted. It's nothing personal. It has been brought to my attention that someone is contacting my family members asking them to save the photos in my family only nsfw folder to give to her friend. Gladly I have an amazing friend that told me about this right away instead of giving this fuloser what she wanted. So for the time being my family is going to be very very limited. I might even delete the folder all together.

Comment For Hellsonwnson
SATAN'S PLAYGROUND Just droppin by thought i would see if you would like to join the SATAN'S PLAYGROUND with us. If so click on the banner and Join us. Hope your havin a nice day as well.. HELLSOWNSON!!!! Hope to see you there.

My Birthdays Coming!! Heres My Wish
On october 11 my birday will be here I will be 29 yrs old. OMG almost 30...lol...look good for my age dont I...ANYWAYS I figure if cubby can get for blings from begging and get them thought I would give it a try. Pounder on this one Wouldnt it be awsome if had me an auto 11 on me birthday? not only becuase it my birthday but because 11 happens to be my luck number... yeah i thought would be awsome too. So who the lucky one to make my birthday wish come true?...even if you dont make my birthday wish happen ill still love you guys...MAUHHHHHHH

Hi Everyone . Thank You In Advance
Hi everyone that reads this and thank you . Sorry about not getting around to leaving my comments to you today and not saying hi . I don't usually do this but I need all the prayers I can get for my Great Aunt . ( She's in my family folder) a few weeks ago she feel while she was at home and broke her hip. Well she was doing fine they replaced the hip and let her come last weekend . I got a email from one of my Aunts back home ( Calif is where I was till I moved out to Texas a few months ago) Any way . My Great Aunt suffered a stroke this afternoon. All I know so far is the left side of her face is paralyzed . She just turned 87 back in July . I have always thought she would live forever. Please when you all go to bed tonight please say a prayer for her . Thank you again for taking the time to read this . They say the power of prayer is miraculous thing and I so believe this as I have received it many a time during my addiction and also with my own personal health problems . Th

Sandy Has Less Than 100k To Go
She is a really good friend and is very close to Fu-King. To make it even easier, her Auto-11s are active for another two hours. All rates will be returned. Sassy 5 Souls ~ proud member of the Rate Spankers Leveling Club ~@ fubar

The Love Of Fishing
Lately in the world of love, I have started to feel like a fish in a stream.....and men are the poles. OK, I know that you are saying......what the f*ck is she talking about....but come now just picture the scenario.......a beautiful day.....fly fishing and boom......... ya know....beautiful cast and the bait is dangling ...... oh but wait........there it goes fading back into the murky depths...... ah no wait here it is again.....damn should I bite at it......nah not yet...... shit lost my chance there it goes again........... no wait...look I see it....back yet again......now I am going after this sucker......... hmmmmm where did it go....what's this....shit there are two now..... hmmmmm nah.....that new one already has one hooked......not going after that, but it does look tasty....... no here mine is back again....... Damn....just got a little taste......and its gone.......but why is that new one sticking around.......... look at that spinner just e

Own Triple Threat Now
*****TRIPLE THREAT UP FOR AUCTION***** We Got Lots Of Treats In Store For YOU!!! ~*~Please Take a Min to Rate Each One of Our Pics in the Auction~*~ ***THANK YOU*** ~*~Show Mad Love To the Smexi Host Of the Auction~*~ Fu-Owned Auction 3 " Halloween Monster Mash

Sexiest Lady On Fubar Contest By: A True Southern Gentleman.
Sexiest Lady On Fubar Contest !!!! Gday to all my Family friends & Fans !!!!!! On Fubar Please Help Me out here have been entered into my first Contest here on Fubar. So if you have the time would Appreciate it if you could help me out by clicking on my picture in this blog, then you are able to Comment as Many Times as you can for me. You never ever know if Ya Dont have a Go LOL. Tks to all of you Luv Ya's Mwassssss xoxoxo From Donna. ( Sabbynib ) Ps: Please show A True Southern Gentleman Some Luv People.

Love And Relationships
Looks Like Satan Won! You weren't strong to overcome The situations that were dumb I prayed for a good woman like you But I guess Satan won you Looks Like satan won! You must see the love in my heart Way back from the start Now it's all hurt and pain In my heart there's a stain Looks Like Satan Won! I'm on my knees thinking of you Praying for God to open your heat to I love you as always No matter what, All my days Looks Like Satan Won! (C)TJC2008

The Son-in-law...
As a woman passed her daughter's closed bedroom door, she heard a strange buzzing noise coming from within. Opening the door, she observed her daughter with a vibrator. Shocked, she asked: 'what in the world are you doing?' The daughter replied: 'mom, I'm thirty-five years old, unmarried, and this thing is about as close as I'll ever get to a husband. Please, go away and leave me alone.' The next day, the girl's father heard the same buzz coming from the other side of the closed bedroom door. Upon entering the room, he observed his daughter making passionate love to her vibrator. To his query as to what she was doing, the daughter said: 'dad I'm thirty-five, unmarried, and this thing is about as close as I'll ever get to a husband. Please, go away and leave me alone.' A couple days later, the wife came home from a shopping trip, placed the groceries on the kitchen counter, and heard that buzzing noise coming from, of all places, the l

Cold And Dark
she wakes up she is cold like ice what happened she thought why am i so cold she looks to her left to see her husband lying there she reaches out and touches him he wakes and said morning baby she starts to cry he holds he close he says what is wrong she says that she thought she would never see him again he kisses her like he is never going to leave her again they have passionate love for hours on end till both fall week he holds her and says i got to go she says what he says i am not supposed to be here i am supposed to be on base i love u take care of r chilled she did not know what he was saying they had no kids he leaves her she falls asleep there is a knock at the door she gets out of bed and goes to the door there standing there is a man in uniform he takes off his hat and said the her husband was shot two nights ago she say that can't be he was here last night the guy says that is impossible he passed away last night she cry's 8 weeks latter she is

Would You?
Would you even notice if I was swept away in a raging flood of unrequited Love's tears Would you throw me a line? Would you even notice if I faded away losing those emotions that color the soul Would you fill me back in? Would you even notice if I didn't come in standing alone and cold in the pouring rain Would you let some sun in? Would you even notice if I no longer cared apathy filling the spaces where love once dwelled Would you long for it still? Would you even notice if I wasn't here an empty seat, a paper one line, "I will love you forever" Would you miss me then?

What Is Love
LOVE...Is something special, not just a word to be used. I know when i say I love you to someone it has meaning. The last few years it's been used for nothing but a word. Love comes from the heart and makes you feel good, especially to the person/persons you are with. GOD created love for us to have. It shouldn't just be a word, it should have feeling when said. You say it to a loved one and to family. Do you say it to a friend you care about. Friends need love also, The few friends I have I do love them. It's not like the love I have for a family member, or a special person in my life. So to all my friends out there I LOVE YOU, and please say it like you really mean it. I know I do THANKS

Injury Update
So... I met with the surgeon today. Good News: I don't need surgery. Bad News: I have permanent damage to the underside of my knee cap that apparently can't be fixed with a surgery. I'm not in the greatest mood because I found out (at the age of 26) that I will never be 100% again because of an unnecessary injury suffered in a meaningless soccer game. This news is quite unsettling to me. I'm having a difficult time handling it. Sorry if I'm not too talkative for a bit... but I thought I should let you all know about my news. Thank you.

Black's Second Escape
The Denny's Servers have captured Captain Black again, and this time the wicked Lord Bobbie is going to make sure Black doesn't get away. "You've lied to me and tricked me too many times," Bobbie snarls. "But this time, I've got you. We're giving you the Denny's Test of Death:" "If you tell me the truth, you get put in the next Meat Lover's Skillet." "If you tell me a lie, you suffer The Death of Ten Thousand Icecream Flavors." "If you say nothing, you get thrown to the dreaded Denny's Dish Washer." Captain Black thinks for a moment, then tell Bobbie ten words. Because of those ten words, they set him free. ~What did Captain Black say?~

This Is Deep
SHE TRIES TO HIDE HER BURNING EYES FROM THE STING OF SUNRISE AS SHE CONTEMPLATES UNDER HER PILLOW SHE PUTS HER FACE AS SHE TRIES TO SUFFOCATE NOT WANTING TO GET OUT OF BED BECAUSE OF THE THOUGHTS THAT FILL HER HEAD TODAY SHE WISHED SHE WERE DEAD SHE WILL NEVER HAVE KNOWN THE LOVE THAT SHE HAS NEVER SHOWN SO WHAT ARE ALL THE FEELINGS SHE HIDES BELOW

Why??
1- why is that when u have somethin or someone good you mess it up and always wonder why u constantly gettin hurt n treated bad by the ones who aint shyt and who aint about shyt?? 2-why is it that when u have someone absoulutely perfect for you you break up wit them and it takes you forever 2 realize u had a good one?? why cant you realize it then and stick wit them?? 3-why do bad things happen to good ppl?? 4-why do ppl call u names n say shyt about you when they kno good and damn well they the ones actin like that and not you?? 5-why do niggas and bitches have 2 play games?? 6-why does it matter if ur gay, bi or str8? i mean as long as you happy thats all that matters right?? 7-why do nice guys always have 2 finish last? 8-why do ppl try 2 talk down on others and make them feel bad? is it bc theyre insecure with themselves and they have 2 take someone down wit them? or is it bc theyre jealous?? 9-why do ppl get mad at u 4 talkin 2 their significant other not

: Meet Me In The Stairwell - Twin Towers....
'MEET ME IN THE STAIRWELL' You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me for help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. He heard my voice and answered. I was on all four of t

Why We Vote On Tuesdays And Other Fun.
Stolen from a newspaper... San Jose Examiner. It's actually kind of complicated but the short answer is because it used to take at least an overnight trip for voters to get from their homes to polling locations. Our nations leaders at the time didn't want people to have to travel on holy resting days. So they figured voters could load up their horse and wagons on Monday, make it to vote by Tuesday, then be back on the road and home on Wednesday. Makes standing in a long line seem like nothing, huh? Here are some other fun facts about elections and our presidents: President Andrew Johnson never went to school. He was totally self-taught. President William Howard Taft became the first President to walk into the Oval Office (in 1909). President John Adams was the first president to live in the White House. President Theodore Roosevelt was the first president to ride in a car while president. President Millard Fillmore's wife Abigail started the White House libra

Auction Update For Entries Please Read!!!!
Auction Update!! All Auction entries Please read!!! Hey Everyone!! I have the Auction tags up and ready to go!!! I had so many entries that I had to split them up between my page and Jakes. All you have to do to find out which page your on is find your thumbnail below and click on it and it will take you right to your pic. So this will make it a lil easier to compete for the BLING BONUS!! We are offering 2 prizes now!! The person who gets the most rates on their pic in Jakes page will receive their choice of a 3 day blast or a 12 credit bling pack. Same goes for the person who gets the most on my page. PLease remember THIS IS NOT A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST!!!!! It is for rates on your pic ONLY!! The only comments that should be left on your pic are bids or if you want to add something to your offer. Also.....This is for friends only!! So if you have a friend make a bid on you please tell them F/A/R the Host and Hostess (Me and Jake) And as always No drama!! i would

Fubling Auctio...get It While It's Hot
I'm having a fubling auction till Friday at 1pm. Come bid on these great bling's befor there gone Adding 2 morph's of your choice in this auction as well Here's a sample of my work

Take Your Pick Or Do Them All
TO AVOID ANY CONFUSION BEFORE IT STARTS MY BLOG ON GIVEAWAYS AND CONTESTS IS NOT TARGETS FOR THE GIT R DONE FAMILY OR THE CONFEDERATES PLEASE FOLLOW ANY TARGETS THAT YOUR FAMILY HAS! YOU WILL FIND OTHER FAMILIES ON THIS BOARD AS WELL AS MEMBERS OF MY OWN. HERE ARE A FEW THAT NEED HELP IN GIVEAWAYS PLEASE SHOW THE HOSTS LOVE AS WELL WHILE YOUR THERE Shena *needs 15,000 comments 4 bling pack** SCARLETT needs 14,500 comments for 25 blink pack Sweetthing4771's VIP giveaway....needs 12,000 comments...no time limit Pî§Çè§1971.......350 bling pk......200k }plz allow 7days 4 payment} NoDrama

Pedipaws
Those little pedi paw thingies are great! Those are the little motorized files for your pets claws... after my dogs realized i wasn't gonna hurt them with the little thing they didn't seem to mind it so much it isn't as fast as cutting with clippers but it makes it look neater... is a bit messy with the nail dust flying around though...

For Lisa's First Auto 11 From Me
meet one of the sweetest Women in the world She has been an absolute sweetheart and the bestest friend in the whole wide world to me and she has Auto 11's so go check her out. Starting at 11PM EST. Addictive~Owner @ The Playground~Owned by Bean Pole~Club Far~Shadow Levelers@ fubar Have you checked her out yet? What are you Waiting for? Fan/Rate/Add her Bling her Crush her She owns this awesome Lounge THE PLAYGROUND Come and join her there every night She is always on CAM Subscibe and check her out!!! Pimpout brought to you byDJ Army Medic~ Head of Coding/Graphics @ The Playground@ fubar

Remembering Our Fallen Soldiers Remembrance Day (canada) & Veteran's Day (usa)
The poppy is the recognized symbol of remembrance for war dead in Canada, the countries of the British Commonwealth, and the United States. The flower owes its significance to the poem In Flanders Fields, written by Major (later Lieutenant-Colonel) John McCrae, a doctor with the Canadian Army Medical Corps, in the midst of the Second Battle of Ypres, in Belgium, in May 1915. The poppy references in the first and last stanzas of the most widely read and oft-quoted poem of the war contributed to the flower's status as an emblem of remembrance and a symbol of new growth amidst the devastation of war. This song below is such a touching song for those soldiers that has fallen in war

Southern Thinking
Southern Thinking Georgia: The owner of a golf course was confused about paying an invoice, so he decided to ask his secretary for some mathematical help. He called her into his office and said, 'You graduated from the University of Georgia and I need some help. If I were to give you $20,000, minus 14%, how much would you take off?' The secretary thought a moment, and then replied, 'Everything but my earrings.' *************************************************************** Alabama: A group of Alabama friends went deer hunting and paired off in twos for the day. That night, one of the hunters returned alone, staggering under the weight of an eight-point buck. 'Where's Henry?' the others asked. 'Henry had a stroke of some kind. He's a couple of miles back up the trail,' the successful hunter replied.' You left Henry laying out there and carried the deer back?' they inquired. 'A tough call,' nodded the hunter. 'But I figured no one is going to

Drink, Steal, Swear, And Lie
I met this guy who has a motto he lives by everyday. He said ' listen carefully and live by these 4 rules: Drink, Steal, Swear, & Lie.' I was shaking my head 'NO.....', but he then told me to listen while he explained his four rules. So here they are: 1..'Drink' from the 'everlasting cup' every day. 2.'Steal' a moment to help someone that is in worse shape than you are. 3.'Swear' that you will be a better person today than yesterday. 4. and last, but not least, when you 'lie' down at night thank God you live in a country where you have religious freedom. I am not as good as I should be, I am not as good as I could be but THANK GOD I am better than I used to be! Have A Blessed Day!

Couples Auction! Expired!! Congrats ~sweet~thing~
We have both been up for auction, but now is your chance to own us both, 2 for the price of 1, ya cant beat that! Have lots to offer, and will add more if the price is right. Fubucks & Cash bid welcomed. Thank you all for your support. Starting bid is 250k. Bulletin Brought To You By: ♥¶HØÊÑ‡X ♥R/£ GF & FµWîƒè tº Jè®bèå®♥@ fubar and Jè®bèå®419~R/£ ßF & FµHµ$båñd †º ¶hºèñî× & Greeter of Dirty Deeds Radio@ fubar

Sad.. If You Don't Know How To Ask... Don't..
i WILL JUST BLOG A-HOLES WHO DON'T KNOW HOW TO TREAT A WOMAN! CASE IN POINT (START AT THE BOTTOM AND READ UP); ->BnC: yeah but i'm NOT BUGGING YOU ASSHOLE BnC: an u def aren't cute ->BnC: fuck off loser BnC: yes, u r very desperate ->BnC: cute ->BnC: not even cut ->BnC: and scary ->BnC: desperate.. ->BnC: oh you are tripping.. ->BnC: you too old to ask this immature BnC: i aksed to see ur other pics, an u ask me "what's in it for me" like imma buy ur old ass somethin ->BnC: move on little boy ->BnC: so why ya bugging me? BnC: no, u jus scarein me n everyone else ->BnC: and who's the real FU whore anyway? not me *lol* ->BnC: yeah.. whatever *lol*.. but i'm not buggin you am i? BnC: old ass fugly FU whore at that! BnC: lol o k ->BnC: and i don't need FU jerks on mine BnC: i don't need FU whores on my friends list! BnC: lol wow............. ummm nm then ->BnC: yes, i am nice.. but if you're not my lover.. there's no point in seeing is there? BnC: b/c u r nice?

Becoming Screen Literate
By KEVIN KELLY Published: November 21, 2008 Everywhere we look, we see screens. The other day I watched clips from a movie as I pumped gas into my car. The other night I saw a movie on the backseat of a plane. We will watch anywhere. Screens playing video pop up in the most unexpected places — like A.T.M. machines and supermarket checkout lines and tiny phones; some movie fans watch entire films in between calls. These ever-present screens have created an audience for very short moving pictures, as brief as three minutes, while cheap digital creation tools have empowered a new generation of filmmakers, who are rapidly filling up those screens. We are headed toward screen ubiquity. Skip to next paragraph Enlarge This Image Jonathan Bruce Williams Enlarge This Image Video Citing: TimeTube, on the Web, gives a genealogy of the most popular videos and their descendants, and charts their popularity in time-line form. When technology shifts, it bends the culture. Once, l

Fulosers 12/1/08
I figure I have a blog just for perverts so I should have one for the losers too. I'll up date it periodically. Polamalu P...: if someone adds you to their family, what fucking biz is it of yours to block em derrrrrrrrr *Note* He blocked me right after he shouted me so i couldn't respond back. http://www.fubar.com/user/2275539

Washing Long Hair
Washing Long Hair When people think of washing hair correctly, they think of choosing the right shampoo and conditioner. The fact of the matter is, improper washing styles can cause a great deal of damage to long hair. Here are the steps you can take when washing long hair, to help avoid damage and breakage. Brush hair before washing. This will help to lessen the amount of tangles you'll get when you wash. Thoroughly wet hair. Do not scrunch hair, or lift it on top of your head. Allow the hair to flow naturally down your back and just let the water saturate your hair. Apply your shampoo. Again, do not scrunch hair or pile it onto your head. Apply shampoo to the scalp, and massage into your hair and scalp. Rinse the shampoo from your hair. As the water rinses the shampoo from the top of your head, it will cleanse your hair that is hanging down your back. There is no need to roughly wash the delicate ends of hair. As the shampoo is rinsed from the top of your head, it w

What's Happened To My Messages....?
I wrote a blog yesterday about my Auto 11's and lots of people came to help me and at this point i am down from over 1 mil to just over 438,000 points till Godmother!! WooHoo, you guys ROCK. Well i had been sent various messages and i was in the middle of answering them when ALL my messages disappeared !!!! So i have no sent messages and my inbox is empty. So, as i can't answer them all now please don't think i am ignoring you. My auto's will run till about 8 or 9pm tonight (UK) time so please stop by if you have a bit of spare time. Thanks so much and a HUGE 'thank you' to those who spent ages yesterday showing me love, it is very appreciated. Hugs Linda

Wu-tang
The Onion Staten Island Historians Piece Together Genealogy Of Wu-Tang Clan December 8, 2008 | Issue 44•50 NEW YORK—In what many are calling the most comprehensive study of its kind, Staten Island historians Robert Wilburn and Charles Tinsley have successfully traced the lines of the infamous Wu-Tang Clan all the way back to 1993 A.D. Wilburn explains the difficult-to-follow family tree of Ol' Dirty Bastard. The monumental undertaking, which is being hailed as a major breakthrough in the field of hip-hop genealogy, used a series of historical records—including Wu-Tang Forever, Iron Flag, and 8 Diagrams—to piece together the group's vast and intricate ancestry. "Through our exhaustive research, we have pinpointed not only the start of the Wu-Tang Clan's reign, but also the very moment of its legendary downfall," said Wilburn, who has authored numerous books on the House of RZA. "Indeed, we now have conclusive proof as to why all the other wannabe MCs bowed down t

Won't Give Up
When I went to apply for that job today, I was a little let down, since HR was like when was the felony and I said back in June 03 was the conviction, she was like I cant even talk to you until 2010, WTF I called yesterday and told someone else in HR that it was 5 1/2 yrs old... GRRRR!! But I am not gonna give up! A little sad, cuz I did buy a paper and there is NOTHING at all in there, I chuckled, cuz the little they did have I called the number and it was supposably an employment place that guarantees you jobs if you pay $180, HELLO McFLY! Do they realize I am trying to seek work so I haz no money? Oh well, not gonna let it down my spirits yet. The funny thing is this was a call center job, ugh, their loss!! I am gonna check out another one that is close to here as well. I don't care what I do, I just don't want fast food. But ummmm ya...

My Lil Fasicnation, Or Fetish As Some Folks Put It
I know some of u have looked thourgh my pics n stash, n seen all my posts involving lady wrestling, n wondered why i enjoy it so. For one , its not cause of violence, not in the least. Its all bout sexy ladies, thier sexy outfits, n thier whole persona bout it. It started when i was maybe 14, a young scrawny teenager going thourgh puberty. I dont know if yall rember it, but there was a lady wrestling show called GLOW in the mid 80's that use to come on. Ahhh i can rember watching it every saturday, on a lil black n white tv i had with rabbit ears on it. Rember like i said i was 14, going thourgh puberty too so that was a big part of it lol. Those sexy ladies, wearing tight spandex n boots too. My mind ran wild,n i enjoyed it so. N so me enjoying wathing ladies like that stuck, n thankfully i never out grew it.Actually have dated a lady wrestler too some. Its all n good fun, n yes i guess it is a fetish n turn on. Guess thats why i think sexy legs n thighs r such a turn on too. N

Christmas.
Ok were having a disscussion in a different blog about not bein able to be with loved ones on christmas. me ill be working both christmas eve and day. i do not get so see my sons face to open up presents. but then i have goin on in my mind. how the hell can i afford christmas when i can just skid by on making rent and bills. and then you have people that are like well christmas is about family and spending time with each other and all that.. i understand this as an adult. but try explaining that to a 5 year old. they want the world, they expect like 432542542 gifts under the christmas tree. and they are getting more and more expensive as the years go on. kids are getting more and more spoiled. lol. why cant it be about family and what not. not the screaming kids that are crying and stompin there feet cuz they didnt get there Wii (or how ever you spell that fucking thing) or there playstation 3's. i dont know where im goin with this but my issue is chrismas sucks. lol.. its been tainted

What A Tool
What a tool, and not in a good way.... I feel sorry for any woman that falls for this obvious attempt at receiving nudes from women. WTF is all I have to say...... subject: Here's the rules post date: 2008-12-16 12:53:28 views: 9 comments: 1 ratings: 0 The best NSFW salute recieved that gets the most rates/comments gets 5 request block on the next 5 shows, plus 200,000 fubux! Salutes can be sent to (blank) on YIM or (blank) on MSN, or just to that email. If you send via email make sure to send a private message here to alert me so i don't miss it. Contest ends 12/19/08. All salutes must have DJ (blank, but its a kind of dog) in them.

World Love
What do you want? To go on or to give up? To go the distance or call it a day? Aim high, pack it in, Open up, close down. Live this life or face your death. Stand up or walk out. Tell me What do you want? How could it be better, my brother? What would make it sweeter, my sister? What do you need, My mother, my lover, my soul, What will it take To find the love To live this life?

Check This Out!
Hmmm, Did you know every time someone viewed your midget it can help generate points? Ha! So I thought this might be a good start to see how well it works. Click and view my midget please, would really appreciate it. Thank you!!!! ♥Angel♥Kiss♥

Pimpout For Brandys By Po' Boyz Kreationz
PO'BOYZ KREATIONZ WEELY PIMP OUT PLEASE CLICK A BANNER TO CHECK OUT THE LOUNGE AND CLICK A PIC TO F/A/R THE OWNER AND EMPLOYEE OF THE WEEK THE FIRE PIT SHADOWHAWK FIRESTORM EMPLOYEE OF THE WEEK OWNER BRANDY'S REST STOP WICKED EASTBOLT EMPLOYEE OF THE WEEK OWNER THANK-YOU OUTSIDER!!!!

Auto's Game
AUTO 11‘s!!! SATURDAY @ 6 pm eastern time! MAKE SURE YOU SAVE YOUR 11'S & RATES FOR MY AUTO 11‘s ON SATURDAY! I will have 1 special folder marked "Timed" in my pics. RULES: 1) You must private message me AFTER you finish the timed ablum of 500 pictures. Failure to do so will forfeit your fubucks! 2) Rates will be verified. If private messages are being sent too quickly... which usually means there's cheating going on, you will forfeit your fubucks! 3) All MUST be done during MY auto 11‘s. 4) Winners will be posted in a blog by Wed night. 5) Fubucks will be awarded by Wed night. Awarded Fu-Bucks posted on the album.

Old Age
may your bleeding piles torment you may corns adorn your feet may the crabs the size of cockroaches crawl on ur balls and eat but when ur old and feeble and ur mind is a nervous reck may u fall throught ur asshole and break ur fuckin neck

Secret Love
Secret Love when I look into your soft blue eyes, my heart lets out a light sigh, From the first day I looked at you, I felt there was something special in you. And as time went by, and day to night, I knew this feeling was so right. You told me that we were friends, But i knew i wanted more in the end. I covered up the truth with lies, By hiding how i really felt inside. I didnt want you to know that i had love for you, Cause I was afraid of losing your friendship too. So in my heart my secret lies, My feelings hidden behind my eyes. And it it's ever meant to be, then you'll see the truth in me. And if not they will stay under lock and key, deep inside the heart in me. Theresa Kimberley Wideawake Copyright ©2009 Theresa Kimberley Wideawake

My Cat Is Gay
Ok, so like I got this cat and he likes my roommate better than me. My roommate is a guy. I have another male cat that loves ONLY me. But gets lick jobs from the gay cat every chance he gets. I dunno kinda random thought if ya ask me! hehe

Make Believe
Written Sunday, January 27, 2008 As a child I never sought preference in unrealistic 'realities;' dramatizations of witches and warlocks, pixies and fairies. The bright side of things was even too far off a place to imagine. These days, growing older, I seek to find time available for spending in situations deemed never to be true. False hope expands here and therefore warms me on the coldest of days. If only for a minute, the pain relocates to the back of my mind and happiness is found through my reflection on the dimly lit glass in which I look every night, merely wishing for change. It occurred to me after a conversation I had had with an old friend. A friend so close I never knew my slight of hand could blind. She mentioned to me that my level of confidence remained unaffected despite my hardships. It was then I had come to realize I've been pretending all along. ©LittleO™

☉dee*justme*☉ Has A Happy Hour Tonight @ 10 Pm Futime .. Show Her Lots Of Luv
HAPPY HOUR TONIGHT @ 10PM FU TIME !!! This is Dee... She totally rocks my fu and she is having a happy hour tonight @ 10 pm Fu time.. She's an amazing girl and only 1.8 killion from prophet.. What she needs is some awesome people to help her out.. You KNOW what to do.. Go show her some serious fu-luvinz.... Fan her.. Rate her... Add her .. Bling her.. Blast her and let's get her leveled up !!! ☉Dee*JustMe*☉ This Pimpout brought to you by the one... the only... ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™.. Owner of The Drunk Penguin..Fu Owned By >^,,^< Pet

Where Can We Fly
Where can we fly, To whom do we cry, When the bombs eye, Sees its target, Scorches towards it , Misses, This smart bomb hits dora farms, Mothers and kids asleep in their bed, Tell me what chance did they have, We call this success, As justice misses us, Our eyes are blurry, Like scared mice we scurry, From dictator bush and his neo cons, Their wagin war everywhere under the sun, Sept 11th 2001, He says justifies his transgression and lies, I say its bushes demise, If the truth can overflow, Populations can grow, Avoiding their plans, For the domination of man, Our troops stuck in the sand, Need to be freed from these foreign lands, Raise your voice, See they have left us no choice, No matter the price to pay, Remember, our kids inherit this world one day, truthsquad © 2008

Pimpout For My New Owner, Gbeaver.
2e67e48af4.png"> PIMPOUT FOR MY NEW OWNER, Gbeaver: Show him some love!!! Gbeaver, pls F/A/R ~R/L hubby 2 SexyBBW and proud member of the Horny Toad club@ fubar Here is who he chose to have pimped out with him, Sexybbw, RL wife of Gbeaver owned by Big Daddy T@ fubar And § BIG Daddy T § ~ fu-owned by ~N~Power~@ fubar This Pimpout brought to you by: jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,Owned by DeeDeeMB,Owner of aGem4life, Silverpixi, BBW Goddess@ fubar

January 11, 2009
I will be rating Willie (has auto 11) for his birthday. Carrie has a train started for him so, come and join in the fun. http://fubar.com/blog/270856/951775 Willie -( Owner of Party Pad )@ fubar I will return all luv during the HHs because I will be sleeping on Sunday. I will also be following the llama blogs. Thanks for reading this and have a great Sunday. Smooches to all!

Can't Wait
I see you standing there yearning for what you want but i won't give in I have to taste your taunt, My nails go down your back then my fingers through you hair the feeling growing Stronger you want me right there But this pleasure you can't have not until I'm through you can't have me not until I've had you Now I gently kiss your chest god you feel so hot a little further down I go i think I found the spot You pull me closer to you now your lips are touching mine the feeling that burns inside is heavenly divine Now you lay me down caressing all my curves touch me anyway you want' cause baby it's all yours' Now that you've found my spot what will you do you lay your hands on my hips and say this is all for you Now we lay side by side both feeling so satisfied you hold me in your arms so tight this can't be wrong 'cause it feels so right.'

For The Omega's Only
since i just luv my omega family and that lil cupcake bling i will be awarding a cupcake to whoever leaves the 500th, 2000th, 5000th, 10000th 17000th and 19999th comment on my current running contest, plz PM me if u r the one to leave the specified number comment!, so there is 6 chances to win a yummy looking cupcake :D OMEGA BOMBERS RAWK!!!

Thoughts
In the light of the comeing sun, I want nothing more then to run, In the time of old, When the world was not so cold, We danced the dance of man and blade, Now we have guns to lead the way, Is it right that people die, just for others to set on high, As i set and watch it all, I know once more it shall fall, For it is never ending, we will refresh an start a new begining.

Christmas Is Over (i Wish The Snow Was Too)
OK just a little update I am still alive. Still dealing with the pain & suffering with my right hip (and my tail bone - years ago I fell down the stairs at my parents home getting worse I guess) I can't sit for long periods of time. It's been worse the past few weeks because of the cold we have been in the single digits and below zero for highs. Electic has not been stable (when is it) at least so far it has frozen the water pipes or the gas line. My youngest is stuck at my parents for the time being. He so wanted to come home I went out to shovel the sidewalk and clean the car off and my mom called on the cell with a road condition report she got from my brother as he works in Elkhart, IN and had just gotten home to feed and water the steers at my parents (just 2) and then he has 2 llama's a pony, 4 goats and chickens to tend to by his place. It was getting dark when he decided he wanted to come home (mom and I were hoping he'd decide to stay there because of the cold so I

Friends
Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Some of their houses will be bigger. Some will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, and love you and your circumstances Think about it! The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. The most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. The richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, the clothes~ might be lonely. And the word says, 'If I have not Love, I am nothing.' So, again, love you. Love who you are. Look in the mirror in the morning and smile and say, 'I am too Blessed to be Stressed and too Anointed, to be Disappointed!' 'Winners make things happen~~ Losers let things happen.'

Auto 11 Rates
Ok friends, family, and fans just a little note I want to pass on and please don't take this the wrong way... Here lately I have noticed alot of people with Auto's on so I have committed most of my time to rating only those with 11's on for the points only. Please if you have Auto's on and you want me to come rate you I would prefer either a Shout in my box or a Private Message letting me know. Now another thing since I have alot of friends with Auto's on all the time or most of the time I can only find it fair to rate some of your pictures before moving on to another friend and helping them. Generally I will only rate around 100 pictures or so. Now friends that have Auto's on that are offering fubucks for rates will get priority over those without. I want to make that clear. I also may go ahead and rate all your pictures just because I feel like it or because no one else has sent me messages letting me know there Auto's are on. Please if anyone has questions or comments fee

Fetishball 2009 @ The Haunt, Ithica Ny - Feb.13th
My friend informed me of a great party that I think you may be interested in. Come check it out if you are interested. FetishBall 2009 @ The Haunt, Ithica NY - Feb.13TH Location: The Haunt, Ithica Ny Hosted By: Bound DJ: Not Yet Anounced (Not Sure.) Start Time: Not Yet Announced (Not sure, may start at 9 and ends when bar closes) Ticket Price: Not Yet Announced (Not sure, may range from $10-$20 per ticket.) More Information To Follow ...

I Am The New Day--author Unknown
I AM the New Day. I am an unspoiled page in your book of time. I am your next chance at the art of living. I am your opportunity to practice what you have learned about life during the last twelve months. All that you sought and didn't find is hidden in me, waiting for you to search it out with more determination. All the good that you tried for and didn't achieve is mine to grant when you have fewer conflicting desires. All that you dreamed but didn't dare to do, all that you hoped but did not will, all the faith that you claimed but did not have -- these slumber lightly, waiting to be awakened by the touch of a strong purpose. I am your door to walk through.. We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter begins with this Day. I AM the New Day. -- Author Unknown

Baby Dolls Lounge( Come Read This Blog)
ATTENTION SEXY PEEPS PUT THIS IN YOUR BLOGS KK PUT AS SUBJECT GIVING 3 DAY BLAST TO THE 200 PERSON TO JOIN BABY DOLLS LOUNGE AND 20 DOLLAR BLING PACK TO THE 300 PERSON TY SEXY PEEPS HERES THE CODE WE ARE BACK UP.. HIRING DJS, GREETERS.PROMOTERS AND ENFORCERS! Come Check out Baby Dolls Lounge.. Click the Picture...

Until The End Of Time
I'M GoiNG To TRY To SPEAK THE WoRDS THAT MY HEART WANTS YoU To KNoW i WANT YoU To SEE WHAT YoU MEAN To ME && WHY i LoVE YoU So. NoBoDY ELSE CAN KNoW MY THoUGHTS && ToUCH MY SoUL LiKE YoU CAN No oNE CAN MELT MY HEART LiKE YoU Do SiMPLY BY HoLDiNG MY HAND. WiTH A LoViNG GLANCE oR A TENDER KiSS YoU MAKE MY CARES DiSAPPEAR WARM THoUGHTS SURRoUND ME && ALWAYS KEEP YoU NEAR. i NEED NoTHiNG MoRE FRoM YoU THAN THiS-- To KNoW THAT YoU'LL ALWAYS BE MiNE && THE PRoMiSE oF YoUR LoVE iN MY LiFE-- UNTiL THE END oF TiME.

No Progress
I went to the doctor today...and of course no baby yet! WTF...I am so ready for this little boy to come out a say hi. The doctor said that I am 50 % effaced and that in the next few days I should fill pressure on my u know what...I hope its sooner then that...I am sooooo ready for him to be here...I know I already said that but he needs to hurry up. My aunt said that I will have to have a C-Section because I am still a 1cm and have not changed in like a week???? And because he has a big head...I hope thats not true because I am so scared of getting a C-Section. I know that people say that its a lot easier then pushing a baby out but according to the last time I had a baby it was like 2.5 seconds( not really) but you get my drift. So to end on a good note...Babys still moving and healthy just being lazy like his daddy....Love you babe...More then likely I'll have an update on how pregnant I still am next doc appt.

What Zodiac Sign Should You Be?
Cancer Individuals born under this sign are thought to have a kind, emotional, romantic, imaginative, sympathetic, nurturing, and intuitive character, but one which is also prone to changeability, moodiness, hypersensitivity, depression, and clinginess. What Zodiac Sign Best Fits You? MySpace Quizzes at PimpSurveys.com

The Members Of Club Mystic
imikimi - Customize Your World! AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 5,614,880 Points to go! (+84,214) Founder CinDragon@ fubar Prophet -----> Oracle 18,899,730 Points to go! (+1,872,725) Team Captains ~SouthernBaby~@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet! 1,781,682 Points to go! (+878,680) Gµññý-§@ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 4,159,912 Points to go! (+211,329) MERLYN@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-King (+144,610) 731,070 Points to go! Family Members **EoTwP **@ fubar Fu-King -----> Godfather 538,747 Points to go! (+419,043) Preciousmoments@ fub

No More Drama
Venting again.....my hubby has gotten me in such a pickle w/my daughter and me it isnt even funny we did finally work things out but....hopefully no more drama...she actually shut my phone off and we got into it bad and said sorry to one another...phone is back on...ugh no more drama....

Need A Man!
Hey guys (gals are welcome too) Just for fun, fill this out and send it to my inbox!!! Are YOU what I need? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Name: Age: Sign: Height: Location: Hair Color: Eye Color: Any Tats and/or Piercings (yes i wanna know about ALL of them): Hobbies: Favorite drink: Favorite food: Any big boy toys? (boat, quad, motorcycle ect.): Music of choice: What do you drive (in detail please! i love when guys talk about their cars!): ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Do you: (mark the box w/ [X] [ ] Dance [ ] Play pool [ ] Wakeboard [ ] Snowboard [ ] Muddin [ ] Play sports (actively) [ ] Play chess [ ] Play poker [ ] Watch football? Whos ur team? ______________ [ ] Watch baseball or any other sports? Whos ur team/s? [ ] Read books (Maxim articles dont count even if they are great) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Favorite Movie: Describe what out first date would be like: Craziest thing you've

The Revolution In Pitcairn
THE GREAT REVOLUTION IN PITCAIRN Let me refresh the reader's memory a little. Nearly a hundred years ago the crew of the British ship Bounty mutinied, set the captain and his officers adrift upon the open sea, took possession of the ship, and sailed southward. They procured wives for themselves among the natives of Tahiti, then proceeded to a lonely little rock in mid-Pacific, called Pitcairn's Island, wrecked the vessel, stripped her of everything that might be useful to a new colony, and established themselves on shore. Pitcairn's is so far removed from the track of commerce that it was many years before another vessel touched there. It had always been considered an uninhabited island; so when a ship did at last drop its anchor there, in 1808, the captain was greatly surprised to find the place peopled. Although the mutineers had fought among themselves, and gradually killed each other off until only two or three of the original stock remained, these tragedies had

Friday The 13th
After a 13 minute Google search, lol, I decided this blog was the most informative about Friday the 13th, capturing the majority of the common issues about this less than hallowed day. Personally for me, being of a witchier persuasion than most, I think Friday the 13th is lucky. My black cat and I are going to enjoy it. =) * * * * * * * * * * * Friday the 13th myth makers By JENNI DILLON Watch out for black cats, avoid mirrors and ladders and, by all means, don't spill the salt. As most people probably already realize, today is Friday the 13th, a date commonly associated with bad luck. For the next several hours, millions of superstitious individuals across the country will hold their breath anticipating misfortune. Others will avoid leaving the house altogether, refusing to drive, shop or work on the ill-fated day. But whether you're a true triskaidekaphobe (a person with an irrational fear of Friday the 13th, also ca

Within The Abyss
Stares into the abyss Swirling shadows dropping Thoughts sinking into the ink Neither up nor down Spiralling into the dark Screams being drowned Bound in icy fingers grasp Biting back the fear Seeing nothing surviving Dropping away from this reality Into the fantasies of the mind Descends further within

Cannibalism Of The Uglies
The other night I was up late playing Requiem, slaughtering hideous hordes of bloody monsters and I had a profound realism enter my mind. If the monsters were in fact cute and cuddly little animals, I'd not be sent to slaughter them, but instead to protect them. This realization came at the sake of the natural society in which we live, where we protect the cute animals and eat the ugly animals. Seems logical. Of course I couldn't stop there, and my sleep deprived mind slowly came to a new resolution on the basis of my realization. The resolution is simple, we as humans should eat ugly people. Now, this sounds crazy, but consider it a moment and you may find it's not so insane. The cannibalism of ugly people would not only solve population control, free up more jobs for the economy, and reduce stereotypes, but would also solve world hunger. I challenge you to come up with a viable reason why we should not eat ugly people. Please comment below with your reasoning, and pro