I sit back, with this spliff in my hand,
and I watch the world go by..
moment by moment,
just watch....
Inhale...
I see people with no faces...that i'm supposed to trust...
I see lies surrounding me...
I see a world full of hurt, full of pain, full of sadness...
I sit back, and think...
Think about my life, and realize how messed up it is...
I see all these problems surrounding me, and i wonder...what have i done to deserve all this...
Exhale...
I watch the smoke move through the air, and I wish, that i could move with it...so peacefull..so free...
I realize alot when i smoke...more than people would imagine...
Inhale...
people think i make my own problems, but why would i have to...i have enough problems with family, friends, life.....
People do a good job of creating these problems for me...and i just sit back and watch..and laugh...just sit there with a smile on my face...because i realize who not to trust, i realize where all these lies are coming from...
and for one minute...i just close my eyes...and forget all those problems...for those 60 seconds...i'm free...
Exhale...
free of everything..free of all the lies, the heartache, the sadness...just for 1 minute...
i wish it would last forever...
but then i open my eyes...and everything comes back...
Inhale...
and i sit there...and i smoke...and i wish for that one minute again...where i can close my eyes...and all my problems are gone...everything is silent...i'm free...
Exhale...........
