Fubar Blog Posts 3

Friend Passed Away.
So I get to work yesterday morning and I found out that a coworker of mine who actually is a childhood friend I got a job for, his nephew hung himself. He was 15 years old and was living in an abusive home. It shattered my world. I couldn't work or eat. I just sat and thought about life. I feel so bad for the mother. She also works at my job as a receptionist. Her babies father had custody of the child and he had a wife who was very abusive to the child. The kid felt that was his only way out of the situation because the judge wouldn't grant custody to the mother for whatever reason. So it's just a sad day.

Me!
For those of you who are dying to know, I am in a very committed relationship, but am always looking for a littel female to join my family. Friends are great, male or female and I am always looking forward to meeting new people! Drop me a line... I'll try to get back to you as I can. I am fairly busy these days due to being a college student, and taking 17 credits! But I try to make time to join in on some good old fashioned fun! Keep it real and love those who are closest to you!

Love To Shampoe Carpets
i love to shampoe carpets i live in bethlehem pa any one how lives close to me whants there carpets dune say u seen my blog on fu bar e mail me give u 25 dollarr descunt on yur carpet frkm51@aol.com give me yur e mail

Lyrics With Meaning...
Artist: Course of Nature Song: Caught in the Sun "You're my distance, destination of choice I'd give anything just to hear your voice I could've passed you on the street Without saying a word Most times I miss the voice That goes unheard What if I missed you You got caught in the sun What if I did something Never to be undone People everywhere how could I be sure If it's you that I have been looking for What would it take for me to be comfortable With you, with me you're the chosen one What if I missed you You got caught in the sun What if I did something Never to be undone You are there for me this I hope and pray You will wait for me, I won't be too late What if I missed you You got caught in the sun What if I did something Never to be undone Will you wait for me Or will I be too late this time You are there for me this I hope and pray"

Lyrics And Sunscreen...
Artist: Baz Luhrman Song: Everybody's Free "If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth; oh nevermind; you will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years youll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you cant grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked...Youre not as fat as you imagine. Dont worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing everyday that scares you Sing Dont b

You & I
I want to tie you up and tease you by kissing all over your body but not your lips or your hard cock. Then taking a feather and softly brush it across your chest, sides and thighs. Then I want to straddle your legs and lightly brush my hair down your body and when I get to your cock I want to suck on the head of it. And rub the shaft with my hand. Then as you fight to get loose to just touch me. I slowly and lightly drag my tongue up your body to suck on your ear and nibble on them and kiss your neck and your cheek and it kills you that I wont kiss your lips. The torture is getting to you, and you pull with all your strength and break loose to grab me and throw me on the bed to give me a deep hard kiss. And take you hands and just touch my body. And finally rushed to take my shirt and pants off. You take your hand and touch me through my panties watching as i shake and moan in pleasure. While kissing down my body. Then carefully removing my wet panties. Exposing myself to you. You spr

Searching, Finding, Loosing, Saving
SEARCHING : Life is one big search, we spend most of our lives looking, going through different episodes over and over each time believing we have no need to search anymore. But still for one reason or another we find ourselves searching once again. Each time a little more jaded, guarded, withdrawn, broken, and wounded. Finding : after the search for life when we finally do not have to look anymore. Some have the time of their live living out everything they ever dream about. While there is others that sometimes are not as fortunate and still have thoughts is this Right. Maybe it something that one said or done weather it’s done unknowingly or just did not think at that time. How can this happen Did we forget how long it took us to get here? Did we just get caught up in all of it? We all promise ourselves when the search is over we’ll do everything right. But we have to remember we’re still learning each other. It will be because this is the one that tr

The Me Game
This is a litte place I come to rant and rave, and moan and groan about whatever is ailing me lately. This typical little excerpt is my feelings on the bitch that played my heart and got away without a scratch: I grew sick of your shit. You have time for the internet but not a short conversation or text message. I'm not buying your bullshit. See it any way you want to but in the end its still shit. I don't care because its been brought to my attention you don't care. You are grown, so maybe its time to start acting like it.All it is for you is the ME game. Immature as fuck. Love is a word i will most likely never use so quickly again unless its my mother or daughter. The women I have come across in life, probably due to my own fault have lured me in and for whatever reason used excuses to do what they want to do in the ME game. Its really trifling to get involved and start playing the ME game. Im not that guy anymore. Let me say this loud and clear, second chances are fo

Bad Horrorr Movies Ever!
wrost horror scaryer movies ever! warning spoiler alert! Current mood: angry Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities from 2000-2009 , and sure some of you all will agree with me when i name these wrost remakes and chineese jap horrorr movies ever! 1- Quarantine-the girl was hot in it, but other zombie virus who did it thing where everyone dieds it it heh!2- The Grudge 1-2 and there going make thrid one only mother fucker of cheese whiz!3- one missed call! come on ghost on cell phone than uses weapons like wow!4- Shutter- omg run its missed up picture ahhhhhhhh!5- the ring 1-2 , well it was maybe only good jap horror film but omg its VHS tape going tell me im going die in 7 days MOMMY!6- well theres like 10-15 movies made with giant snakes, alitgators, only thing have to say it those ppl need get life, stop jekring off, and go back to film school!7- new texas chainsaw masscure, 1-2 - blows donky balls bad writeing and nothing like old 70..s one!8- the

Great Funny Italian Gangster Nicknames
1. -"Bobby the Jew"2. -"The Genius"3.-"The Greaseball"4.-"vinny bag of donuts"5.-"Provolone"6.-"tony tight lips"7.-"spaghetti slurper"8.-"meatloaf"9.-"thumbs"10.-"the loaner"11.-"the taker"12.-"hairball"12.-"rings"13.-"the mole"

What My Status Means
ok i want to say that i know my status may seem weird but i just wanted to let everyone know that i am not on fubar to see you get naked i could care less what you have on yes i do look at your pics to rATE THEM BUT NOT FOR ANY OTHER REASON AND I AM DEFINATELY NOT GOING TO SOME WEBSITE AND PAYING TO WWATCH YOU PLAY WITH YOURSELF I WAS AISED BETTER THAN THAT SO I JUST WANTED TO STATE ONCE AND FOR ALL I AM NOT HERE FOR THAT

Bulletins
HEY ALL I GUESS PPL HAVE HEARD THE WORD THAT MY BULLETIN SKILLS ARE PRETTY GOOD SO I FIGURED I'D TAKE THE TIME TO WRITE OUT A BLOG TA LET YA'LL KNOW I'M MAKING EM..... THE DEAL IS I MAKE EM YOU TELL ME WHAT U WANNA PAY ME..... BLING -YOU CHOOSE THE CREDIT I CHOOSE THE BLING OR FU-BUX -MINIUM OF 25K

Great Reject Lines!!!
Ways to reject pick-up lines1.) Man: “Haven’t we met before?”Woman: “Yes, I’m the receptionist at the V.D. Clinic.”3.) Man: “So, wanna go back to my place?”Woman: “Well, I don’t know. Will two people fit under a rock?”4.) Man: “I’d really like to get into your pants.”Woman: “No thanks. There’s already one asshole in there.”5.) The most memorable rebuttal to a turn down (used by the guy whoused to live across the hall from me in residence) when he asked a girl todance and she refused:Man: “Want to Dance?”Woman: “No, thank you.”Man: “Don’t thank me, thank God somebody asked you.”6.) Man: “I’d like to call you. What’s your number?”Woman: “It’s in the phone book.”Man: “But I don’t know your name.”Woman: “That’s in the phone book too.”7.) Man: “So what do you do for

Midnight Kiss
A branch entwined,Leaves fall to the floor like glitter.Rosemary scents encrusted in the vines.A taste not so sweet, hardly bitter.Her hair caressing the nape of her neck.His warmth sheltering her from the bliss.Muscles tightening, hearts pumping.A careless breath, a midnight kiss.Glistening tears descending from the skies.A gift from the playful cherub above.Tender hopes, see it their eyes.This is their time, time to share their love.They know not what their future beholds,or how many moments like this they will grasp.But as their tale unfolds,You will see them testing you from behind your mask.They are the purity of desire.Orion watches over their plentiful risks.They are neither ice nor fire.They are Midnight Lovers, sharing a midnight kiss.

Puzzle
like a puzzleso many pieces,so much thinking,too much confusion.just to figure what goes wherewho am i and where do i go?is this right? no. is this wrong no?takes time,listening to minutes click off on the clockwatching hour by hour,day by daypass me bywill i be finished?when will i be complete?when not all my pieces are here.one lost, ceased to be foundsearching, looking, dreamingall i need is one piece.all i need... is you.

Seville- Jessica
Jessica is always taking chances. Getting by on rotten circumstances. She’s painting visions of a better life. I wish I could save her tonight. But she’s happier not giving in. Office spaces never fit her skin. Jessica, when will you begin? Will you ever win? Someone said they saw Jess a week ago. But I don’t think she’d want us to know that she’s working like a slave for herself, and her master is whipping her to death. But she’s happier not giving in. Office spaces never fit her skin. Jessica, when will you begin? Will you ever win? I saw you last night, and you walked away from me again. A friend a came to me, but she was afraid what I’d say. You got stuck in the fame, and you lost your head. If I see you tonight, I’ll take you home. But she’s happier not giving in. Office spaces never fit her skin. Jessica, when will you begin? Will you ever win?

Pole Dancing
Sandy Shepard, 46, is a San Rafael attorney and author who does pole dancing for fun. Why: It allows me to feel empowered by my femininity and sensuality, while receiving a second-to-none full-body workout. Greatest accomplishment: Doing a "layout" - climb the pole, brace one foot behind the other, and then flip so you're hanging upside down, basically holding on with one foot and your knees. It takes killer abs. Gear you can't live without: Comfortable 6-inch heels from Foot Worship in San Francisco. You can pole dance in the same ratty gym clothes that you use for playing soccer or doing the treadmill. But you put those shoes on, and EVERYTHING changes. Where you train: S Factor San Francisco, and at home, on my own pole. Best time to train: In the morning. I'm more alert then, and pole work can be tricky. There is so much coordination involved that I want to be sure that I am at my most present. Advice you'd give a rookie: Sometimes the "beginner" moves are harder than more ad

I Need Neighbors Like This, But At Age 25
(05-11) 12:41 PDT Clearwater, Fla. (AP) -- Authorities said a woman wasn't wearing any clothes when she knocked on stranger's door in the middle of the night to ask for cigarettes. The Pinellas sheriff's office reported that the woman, 52, went to the strange home early Friday morning. Deputies found her a short time later walking through a mobile home park wearing only boxer shorts. The woman was charged with disorderly conduct and was taken to jail but later released on her own recognizance. ___ Information from: St. Petersburg Times,

Butterfly
Butterfly, you flew awayAnd at first I didn't knowHow each hard day wasStraining on you soLittle butterfly, so fragileWith a wingspan of compassionYou flew with swift emotionWhile I was grounded by my rationSmall butterfly, I know thatYou can do it, when you flewBecause I have seen thatLonging freedom deep down inside of youMy lonely butterfly, my dearCan I call you my own?Or were you meant only toBe free to forever roamButterfly, will you come backTo this home I've made in my heartIf you should come, I feel thatTogether, we can make our brand new start.

Shadow Rider
shadows of the ancientsgather along the mesadeep in canyon landwhere countless ridersonce mountedhorses of timeless soulsescaping in painted wara lone rider, a shadow riderfades into ecliptic memoryblending with slivers of lightwhere shadows are bornlooking towards the westthere red raven fliesour silhouettes appearthere in the land of the sunshadow rider comes...lone rider, shadow riderspeaks silent in the windsaying this is where we livewhere ghost warriors danceshadows of the ancientsmount horses of gloryhorses of timeless soulsdeep in the land of deathcountless riders mountescaping in painted warred raven flies

Funnyscopes
LIBRA - The Asshole (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. *5 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO - The SUPERIOR One (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. Amazing in bed.*15 years of bad luck if you do not repost SAGITTARIUS-THE SUPERIOR SEXUAL PARTNER (11/22-12/21) Loves to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. EXTREMELY SEXY. Predict future. Loves being in long relationships. Has lots of friends. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Also not a fighter, but if they have to, they will also knock the lights out of you if it comes down to it..Cool. . *24 years of bad luck if you do not reposT THIS CAPRICORN - The One that Waits (12/22-1/19) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves th

Math Teacher Part One~
It was just like any other day for 20 year old Jason. He woke up, got dressed, went down for breakfast. Just before he got downstairs he heard his parents yelling again and his dad leave for work. His mom was sitting at the table drinking coffee and as he ate he asked her what was wrong...she said "Nothing...you know your father...when he is late he gets cranky". Jason shrugged and finished breakfast.On his way to the local university, Jason was just sort of daydreaming, not really paying attention to anything when he decided to cross the street...well, he should have paid a bit more attention because he walked right in front of a car coming down the road. Well the car almost stopped in time, just throwing Jason back a little bit...just enough to make him fall down. He got up and told the driver he was ok and apologized for daydreaming and walked away.When he was almost to school, he felt kinda weird, his head did not hurt even though he did hit it on the pavement, but it was kinda num

Waiting
I'm waiting for the moment.The moment when our lips touch.The moment when the planets all align.The moment when we become something more.I'm waiting for the moment.The moment when fireworks go off in my head.The moment when our hearts collide.The moment when the world stands still.I'm waiting for the moment.

Each Day
Each day I wait anxiously longingly hoping that this will be the day that the doorbell will chime or the phone will ring that you will come up and whisper in my ear that you are here and it is finally time and you could be my true love or you could be my dreams or you could be Death only I know which one I write about and wish for at this moment waiting a lifetime to embrace you always waiting…

Sleeping Beauty
Patiently waiting i hear my heartbeat in my ears eyes closed limbs still skin so pale hair black as night loose and free all around me yet i hear them whisper - "look at her her lips still as red as the red, red rose." I'm waiting for my love to come to touch my hand to brush his lips across my cheek my forehead he will come to me even if i must wait forever lying here in state just to hear him say - I'm here I love you Leave this bed of sleep for light and wait for me in the garden... i smile to myself although no one sees as the nurse pulls the needle from my vein applies a bandage and silently leaves the room...

Mirror
i see you the young woman filled with idealism wanting to change the world the one taking risks in love before she became far to sensible. she's still here the young girl running in the field collecting fire flies in a jar kissing a young man in the moonlight the girl with the insatiable curiousity and desire to explore the world. i step away from the mirror for i still have much to do...

Walking The Path
I WAS THAT WHICH OTHERS DID NOT WANT TO BE,I WENT WHERE OTHERS FEARED TO GO,AND DID WHAT OTHERS FAILED TO DO,I ASKED NOTHING AND RELUCTANTLY ACCEPTED THE THOUGHT OF ETERNAL LONELINESS...SHOULD I FAIL.I HAVE SEEN THE FACE OF TERROR,FELT THE STINGING COLD OF FEAR,AND ENJOYED THE SWEET TASTE OF A MOMENTS LOVE.I HAVE CRIED,PAINED,AND HOPED...BUT MOST OF ALL I HAVE LIVE TIMES BEST FORGOTTEN.AT LEAST SOMEDAY I WILL BE ABLE TO SAY THAT I WAS PROUD OF WHAT I WAS.... A AMERICAN SOLDIER ! THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A GOOD MAN AND A BAD ONE IS HIS CHOICE OF CAUSE! I OFFER NEITHER PAY,NOR QUARTERS,NORPROVISIONS.I DO OFFER HUNGER,THIRST,FORCED MARCHES,BATTLES AND DEATH. LET HIM WHO LOVES HIS COUNTRY IN HIS HEART AND NOT HIS LIPS ONLY,FOLLOW ME! LOVE TO ALL MY VETERANS AND THOSE WHO STILL SERVE!

Postpartum
I had my son last month and I have been secretly misrerable since. Pysically I have been getting severe headaches, nausea, chest pain and being sick to my stomach. My nerves are completely shot. Mentally I'm a mess.Ever since I brought him home It seems worse than just depression. I concieved him in a not so great way, and it tearing me up now. I'll have my good days and not so good ones too. My ex was a complete jerk and I blame myself for being with him in the first place. I met him and work and I wish I didn't. He wants nothing to do with his child and nor I want him to anyway. He even sent me text messages for me to abort him. I resent my ex. I hate him with all that I am. Those feelings are stronger when I can't get my son to stop crying. Then I start and I don't know what to do to control myself. I'm, terrified I will end up hurting him and I have to leave the room. Its happeneed a few times. I have barely been sleeping and its making everything worse. With resentment towords m

Here To Start Fu'n
wat's up to all my fu friends, hey as iv told a few im not on that often, so if i'v added u and not written it's cuz im active tudy military. and i don't usually have a lot of time to fiddle around onve the work day ends, neway im get'n around to halla'n at all my current freind and im begin'n to make new 1's so u all halla at me sutime w/ w/e. bring the dirt n i'll bring sum pain

Untitled
Like the earth and sun Bound together forever Without ever coming together We’ll always be here Distorted like a kaleidescope We don’t make sense from the outside Like a carousel ride We never stop going round and round Sealed by a kiss Like a vow of silence Let it stay a secret Shining only in our hearts. Friends to lovers to denial To lovers to friends to forever The words hang in the air Like the stars in the sky All of my tears in an ocean Evaporated by the heat of our passion Rained on us to cleanse the past The sky is no longer overcast.

Safety First
I know I tend to joke around a lot, but on the serious tip, this is for all the ladies out there. I don't care how nice, sweet, kind, or considerate that you think a man is....make sure you look out for YOURSELF. There are a lot of diseases out there...yeah maybe you can get rid of some of them with a quick trip to the doctor, but what about the ones that stick with you for LIFE! Make sure you make that man WRAP IT UP! If he is willing to sleep with you without protection, he doesn't give a damn about you or himself. Keep your life in YOUR hands...not someone else's.

Legal High
How long do you think it will take for SALVIA to become illegal in all 50 states? It's only illegal in: Delaware Illinois Kansas Louisiana Salvia Divinorum Is Currently Legal, but in danger In Massachusetts Missouri North Dakota Oklahoma

Damn Lie!
Why is it that people can't tell the truth to save their lives? I would rather be told the truth, no matter what the circumstances. Telling half truths is the same as lying in my book. I am a grown woman. I don't lie. I have no one to answer to but myself. Why is it that I can't get that from people that I deal with? It seems to me that the truth is a deadly disease that no one wants to catch.

P.p.p.p.p.
i am the warlord and the wrathfull god of combat,and i will allways lead you from the front and never from the rear/i will treat you all alike ,just like shit/thou shalt do nothing i will not do first,and thus be created deadly warrriors in my image/i shall punish thy bodies,because the more thou sweatist in training the less thou bleeds in combat/thou hast not to like,thou has to do it/thou shall keep it simple stupid/thou shall never asume-make sure ,your next of kin will appreciate your not dying/if thou hurt in thy efforts and thou suffer then thou are doing it right/thouare not paid for thy methods,but for thy results,by which mean thou shall kill thy enemy by any means before he kills you/tou shalt in thy warriors mind and soul remember the ultimate commandment-there are no rules,thou shalt win at any cost!

Stand N Deliver Your Money Or Your Life
Dick Turpin is probably the most famous highwayman of all. Mention the name to most people, and they will tell you he was a daring and dashing highwayman who famously rode from London to York on his faithful mare, Black Bess, in less than 24 hours. However, the popular Turpin legend contains not a grain of truth. In reality, Turpin's fictitious great ride was made by 17th-century highwayman John 'Swift Nick' Nevison, who early one morning in 1676 robbed a homeward-bound sailor on the road outside Gads Hill, Kent. Deciding he needed to establish an alibi, Nevison set off on a ride that took him more than 190 miles in about 15 hours. In addition, it was only at the very end of his life, while waiting to be hanged at York racecourse, that Turpin exhibited any of the swaggering nonchalance, heroism, or derring-do usually attributed to him. Prior to that, both his existence and his criminal ventures had been squalid, to say the least. THE ESSEX GANG Dick Turpin was born in 1706 in rura

Roundup Poem By Billy, Donny, Ant, Gage, Gail, Jimmy, Tom, Leeann, Austin, Steve, Zoë, Nett/mic, Mark
The Horse Roundup Vision *Billy* Ride with the visions of the horses as you round all them up. Racing as the wind touching your bare body coming together as a free sprit Knowing the excitement you get at the end of the trail As you watch the beautiful free and wild horses become one as the circle of our life. Are the horses really us? Or just wild as our souls. *Donny* I found a beauty today in the round up. I chased the wildness as I never chased before, Watching as she moved in the wind and her mane flowed in waves Oh, what

Mind Vs. Heart
mind vs. heart the mind shows so many thingsthat which the eyes just dont seeyears of joy to warm the soulyears of pain encountered by theeit can help us to laughor want to shed a tearit can drive us to tryor to run from our fear. the heart knows what it wantsbut doesnt always trust the wayit hides behind is shieldwaiting for that magical dayin its quest for lightit'll at times find the darkbut dont let it give upfor eventually it'll find its spark following the mind is a trickit'll never let you get too closeit'll keep up the hearts shieldand push away what you want mostlisten to your inner heartlet it lead your mind alongthere's nothing too good to be truewhen your heart conducts the song

Bags
Paper or plastic,dont do anything drastic Paper kills the trees, just say "plastic please" But plastic also kills,takes up space in landfills Many animals will choke because of the words you spoke "Put paper in the plastic bag", not caring how many animals gag Some poor duck lost its air but you dont care You have your holding sack,who cares if a duck can't quack

Too Shy
In awe of your beauty Because you're such a cutie. From your freshly trimmed hair To your heart warming stare. You have it all down including your walk Whenever you're around its too hard to talk. No matter how hard I try I still wonder why. I'm not the average joe And I really dont know Just how i should be But i can plainly see There's so much that I lack Like being ably to play the mack Maybe I can't do what i should Because you look and smell so good People teach,preeach and guide But when the time comes I turn and hide Its not as easy as I once thought You deserve more than I got

Coffee
watch out the coffee is hot its a brand new pot it tastes really bad but its really all I had I forgot the filter last night I used milk not water thats why its white feels like black tar or at least oil for your car try it with a spoon or a fork use it to paint a stork maybe it'll make some good toffee but I truly am sorry about the coffee

Aunty Berta
I love you so much. I really wish things didnt come to this. I want you to know that i love you with all my heart. You were the only one that was really there for me. You never gave up on me. You see the world as a beautiful place. You made me understand that life, is so very precious...It can be taken away from us at any moment, at any time. your life is in Gods hands now. Its up to you and him to decide your fate. Im prepared for whats to happen next. but i know that it would be selfish of me, to keep you for myself...if God in fact wants to take you to his kingdom. Atleast you wouldnt be in pain. I cant see my life with out you. Im an emotionally unstable person...you know this. Im the fire in your heart and you are the fire in mine. I love you so much, please dont give up the fight. You remain in my thoughts forever. Get well please. Lord, Please watch over her in this time of need. Help her to make it through. Be by her side at all times. Hear my prayers... Love, A.M.L

Family
I'm a father of 2 , a 5 year old girl and a new born boy I enjoy every minute with each of them i get since I work tons of hours. Family is the only thing that keeps me in line if it wern't for my kids my BEAUTIFUL wife and working with my father on our online project, whitch will go up and online in about 30 days, only GOD knows where I'd be today for that I thank every day that I have the oppertunity to follow through with all my dreams. So you see what my family meens to me. and why nothing in life could ever be more important then that.

Funny
2012 Candidate For President Bill Cosby has a great way of distilling things. Looks like he's done it again! I HAVE DECIDED TO BECOME A WRITE-IN CANDIDATE. HERE IS MY PLATFORM:(1) 'Press 1 for English' is immediately banned. English is the official language. Speak it or wait at the border until you can.(2) We will immediately go into a two year isolationist posture to straighten out the country's attitude. NO imports, no exports. We will use the Wal-Mart policy, 'If we ain't got it, you don't need it.'(3) When imports are allowed, there will be a 100% import tax on it.(4) All retired military personnel will be required to man one of our many observation towers on the southern border (six month tour). They will be under strict orders not to fire on

What Is The Meaning Of Family ?
What is Family ???..... Family is people your comfy around...People who always have your back....Family is more than just your homies there the people your always with .... Being a Juggalette made me relize what the definition of FAMILY was.... There for MCL to the Fam!!!

A Good Hearted Woman Looking For A Good Hearted Man
i am a good woman looking for a good man. i love football, pro wrestling, horror movies.. camping and hiking..love the thunderstorms. i am a country girl. laid back and easy going. love to laugh.

March 16, 2009 - Upcoming Release
We’ve now been open for a grand total of two weeks, and I figured, it’s time for an update on our Artist!The beginning of 2009 has been generous so far! Katone has already made an appearance in Detroit, as well as three others on the West Coast in California. Since mid February, he has been taking advantage of a small portal of down time, in which he has been gearing up his energy, writing and recording new material, and making arrangements for his new and upcoming album, which is due for release sometime in April. The title of this album and the date of its official release have yet to be announced, as he is currently awaiting for the authority by his current label ‘Dainty Suicide Records, Inc.’ Katone has sited that he is determined to make the release, and promises that when all is said and done, his fans will not be disappointed.So for all you listeners out there, keep those fingers crossed. Let’s hope that all goes well, and that Katone’s music

"death Comes Ripping"
turn the lights down low and close the door, oh future is coming future risin' whoa shotgun blast, a demon piece of lead with both eyes open i wait up for the kill feel the evil feel the heat as i blast you open death comes ripping and it's going, death comes ripping you feel the heat as death comes ripping rip your back out and death comes ripping out flesh and blood to weak for you turnin' it over a little too late to penetrate death comes ripping and it's going death comes ripping you feel the heat as death comes ripping it'll rip your back out death comes ripping and it's going, death comes ripping you feel the heat as death comes ripping you rip your back out death comes ripping and it goes, death comes ripping out whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa whoa

Meant To Be With Me?
The thought of you races through my beating heartHow we finally met is a long story, where do I startFrom the airport to the mall it never crossed my mindThere was love walking next to me, why was I so blindWe spent the nights going on our little walksOn the days we laugh, joke and have secret talksThe last three days I began to see the lightThat I was in love with you as we dance through the nightI was very scared, I did not know what to doJust hoping and praying that you felt the same way tooEvery time that we were together I wanted you to touch meThat night you did just that and it made me so happyOur moment came and gone, it was time to say goodbyeTrying to forget what we had and trying not to cryAs I lay across the world on my own bed, all I can think about is youWas this love? or infatuation with someone new?Thinking that these feelings will surely passBut all I could dream is us rolling through the grassHow it would be so wonderful being in your armsLoving how you make me smile

I Miss Things
i miss having someone to hold at night and someone to kiss i have a lot of love but no one to give it too . fuck i hate this feeling sigh i know i m not ugly . someone tell wtf am i doing wrong ? how do i meet the perfect woman ?

No Way To Delay That Trouble Comin Everyday
Ah the first post to the scheisse files, and as you can guess, this is about shit that happens in my life. Lets gets started by saying Im moving for the second time in 10 days. Turns out the place we moved to is no good (A/C doesn't work for nothing). So now I have to move into another place and spend more money that dont have and hope to god that everything works out. Next the job, oh what a piece this is. I do repair work on computers and I have to deal with all the bullshit customers who ask the DUMBEST questions know to the human existence. Plus, on top of that my boss is instituting new "policies" that are supposed to make things better, he couldn't be more wrong on that. Leave it to the paper pushing pricks upstairs to make policies that don't work or are just too inefficient to make the company profitable. Not to mention I only get paid $10.30 an hour to deal with these stupid policies and the retard customers. I guess a new job is in order, eh? I would love to have a p

Biggest Turn Offs
Girls do all kinds of things that piss guys off. Usually they don't realize what they're doing. Then we never call them again and they think we're assholes and then we get their mother pregnant. But it was their fault all along. Here are the biggest worst turn offs available that I can think of. 1. Driving safely You can always tell how boring a girl is by how safely she drives. 2. Flushing the toilet If she wastes water, I wonder what else she wastes? Most likely her life and existence. 3. Wearing a baseball hat Sex and baseball are not heterosexually corrolated. Nobody gets aroused by mental imagery of girls playout center field. Girls playing sports is not hot, especially baseball. The only time girls should be permitted to wear mits is when they're taking food out of the oven. 5. Baby talk Not cute. And even if it were cute, cuteness sucks. Cuteness is for teddy bears. Unless you're looking for the type of guy who fucks teddy bears, stay clear of anything cute.

Ride This
NOT EVERYONE WILL ENJOY THIS RIDE. OF COURSE YOU MUST BE FEMALE BUT I WILL DETERMINE IF YOU GET TO RIDE OR NOT. THERE WILL BE MANY MORE NOTS THAN THERE WILL BE FREE RIDES BECAUSE THE QUALIFICATIONS ARE EXTREMELY DIFFICULT TO MEET. YOU ARE WELCOME TO SUBMIT YOUR PREPOSAL BUT DO NOT GET YOUR EXPECTATIONS TOO HIGH. GOOD LUCK CE

Sweet Dreamz
At night I dream of you, Coming to be by my side. I see your silhouette at first; I watch your calm, quick glide. Vivid images; Pictures in my mind. My night's love, my passion; All in you I shall find. Once again, you'll whisper to me, "Hello, my dear. " Your touch eases me, Removing any fear. Your gaze meets mine; The warm look in your eyes, It melts my heart. From now on Nothing but blue skies! Tonight you romance me; Our bodies entwine. You enter; I gasp! Our souls combine. A touch here, a tickle there, It enthralls me; I am captivated. Our bodies move, the motion constant; My body's completely activated. Throughout the night Our passion flows, Coming together, My emotion grows. For you, in dreams, Oh, how I care. But when morning comes, I am left in despair. Anther night gone and passed. I awake in ecstasy all alone. For you visit at night; In dreams you come. And I dread the coming of a new dawn.

Can It Be
As I sit there, thinking, someone comes towards me and grabs my hand. Frightened, I jerk back; But he assures me that he is here to help me and love me. He begins to caress my neck, my shoulders, my back; And I give in to his orgasmic touch - And I trust him, though I have only just met him. And I touch him, his soft, silky skin, caressing him. Still sitting there, he wraps his arms around me and holds me for hours on end - And he tells me he cares, something never before heard by this lonely heart. Now, as we lay there on the beach, underneath the stars, his soft, sensuous lips touch mine. And I give myself to him, as we make love beneath the stars. And our hearts, minds, bodies, and souls entwine. He knows my every need, fantasy, desire - And he fulfills and satisfies each one of these as I have only dreamed. Now as we lie there, the sun begins to rise. It is not just a new day, but a new beginning as we plan to spend the rest of our lives together, embraced in each other's arms and

New
i dont think anyone is going to read this. but i'm new and I am not really sure what all is going on. I am definitely barely keeping my head above water. If you read this, throw me a lifesaver and help me out. appreciated. -Ryan

Life
This is the shit that comes out when i purge my mind and don't think or re-write...lol I sit here alone thinking this is what I wanted I find my time idle and unproductive Things I've done the words i've said Memories flood a tortured mind Time is but a nursery ryhme Fuck Jack Fuck Jill Fuck the idiot jumping over the candlestick life isn't fair life isn't sweet life is ugly and unfulfilling twisted and scarred people look upon you for possessions and wealth hearts are black people untrustworthy believe in yourself no one else will Most friends are only there when you have something for them "Time heals all wounds" Is horseshit from someone that doesn't know pain Happy endings are only in stories that have yet to conclude Finding true love from someone other than your mother is a fucking myth If someone says they love you then hurts you they are only looking to soothe thier pain Love, where your palms sweat and your breath is taken is never shared and

What Is....
He stands Erect over the1st fallen..He see's not what he has done nor does he feel...but is that his falut...was he made or was he trained/. trained by what is the thought that crossed his mind...but by being trained wouldnt that put him under the masses catergory and he knew he wasnt that but what was he? all he knew was what he wasnt....but still didnt know what he was....but he did know it was so much easier to ask for forgiveness than to ask for permission....and this was onlythe 1st fallen there was sooo many more to come

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Odr
Today is my first day back to reality after being gone for 10 days and I already want to go back. I was in the mountains camping and with a bunch of people that are truly amazing!! I finally found a place where the people are real and accept others for who they are and not how they look or what they have. If the rest of the world could be that way how wonderful life would be!!! I'm spending the rest of the week here and on Friday I'm taking off for another week to Iowa to see my family. It's going to be a fast and furious trip but it will be great cause I'm road tripping it with my brother. Going back to Iowa after being in sunny Cali is going to be a huge shock and I can't wait to feel the difference!!

The Powerless Dom
I told a story a long time ago about taking a flight lesson. My eventual employment at the very same flight school and subsequent termination not withstanding, I still have fond memories of the place. I've maintained good relationships with several of the people with whom I worked. Some of them were even good enough to provide me with glowing references. But that's all an aside to the point for which I'm heading. Bob, the instructor, and I had reserved a plane for the morning. It was an oddly foggy morning for early June, and there wasn't really much we could do except sit on our thumbs, drink coffee, and talk shop. Well, there was one thing we could do, so we preflighted the airplane. The sun was struggling through the mist, but it would still be an hour before we'd get an ok from flight services to do our little VFR introduction flight. So I walked around the plane, peering intently at the little white beast (honestly, the Diamond Katana looks more like sperm than anything) as Bob t

Questions That Was Asked On Myspace
1. Real name:Lindsae Anne Dockum2. Nickname:Linds3. Status:Single4. Zodiac sign:Capricorn5. Male or Female:Female6. Elementary:Fort Washington Fresno, CA7. High school:Clovis WestJulian Youth Academy Julian, CAHome Schooled Valley Center, CA8. College:Columbia College Washington State10. Hair color:Black11. Long or short:long15. Are you health freak?:I wouldn't call myself a health freak16. Height:5'4 ish17. Do you like someone:Maybe18. Do you like yourself:I love myself19. Piercings:1 in each ear20. Tattoos:No21. Righty or lefty:Left22. First surgery:None23. First piercing:ears24. First best friend:Ashley Read25. First award:Dont remember27. First pet:Dont remember28. First vacation:Either the beach house or Disneyland29. First concert:Never been to one30. First crush:Kristofer ConradCURRENTLY49. Eating: nothing50. Drinking: Water51. Missing: my family52. I’m about to: Go to bed53. Going to work on: myself54: Loving: myself55. Waiting for: Sunday58. Want kids?: Some day59. Want

Beauty Within....
The first question I ask myself when something doesn't seem to be beautiful is why do I think it's not beautiful. And very shortly you discover that there is no reason...I never saw an ugly thing in my life: for let the form of an object be what it may - light, shade, and perspective will always make it beautiful....The ideals which have lighted my way, and time after time have given me new courage to face life cheerfully, have been Kindness, Beauty, and Truth. The trite subjects of human efforts, possessions, outward success, luxury have always seemed to me contemptible...Sometimes when we are generous in small, barely detectable ways it can change someone else's life forever..

Can You Trust Your Very Best Friend?
Reveal not every secret you have to a friend, for how can you tell but that friend may hereafter become an enemy. And bring not all mischief you are able to upon an enemy, for he may one day become your friend...The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed. .Patterning your life around other's opinions is nothing more than slavery...You can't separate peace from freedom because no one can be at peace unless he has his freedom.I would rather be exposed to the inconveniences attending too much liberty than to those attending too small a degree of it....

What Do You Think Of Poetry???
I know you was hurt many times before but baby i have your cure i am the answer to your wish let me heal you with this i will kiss you when you are down and be around to turn your frowns upside down willing to help your heart heal and show how being loved feel open up your heart for me so i can open your eyes to a loving reality

Courage...
Every human being on this earth is born with a tragedy, and it isn't original sin. He's born with the tragedy that he has to grow up. That he has to leave the nest, the security, and go out to do battle. He has to lose everything that is lovely and fight for a new loveliness of his own making, and it's a tragedy. A lot of people don't have the courage to do it....DO YOU????

Auto Erotic Asphyxiation
Um yeah.... so what would possess a person to try such a thing? Seriously, who thinks, "Hanging myself while jacking off sounds like a fantastic idea!" I'm an open-minded gal, and have been known to do some pretty crazy things (future blog fodder perhaps?) but this is just one act I just don't get. Maybe someone out there can explain this one to me. Is it really worth risking one's life for? Can it really be that mind-blowing? Perhaps I don't want to know...

My Perfect Burger
Well we went to the the Millers Drive Thru in Belluvue We had a Miller Burger for the price it was a good burger I would rate this the 2nd best that Ive had with Fatheads still being the the best

Block This Maniac Now!!!!!!
The person with the screen name theverybest needs to be kicked off the site! he rated pictures of my 6 year old a 4! I know why the site has the name it does please pass this on so can be stopped!

Thanatopsis
THANATOPSIS by: William Cullen Bryant (1794-1878) To him who in the love of Nature holds communion with her visible forms, she speaks a various language; For his gayer hours she has a voice of gladness, and a smile and eloquence of beauty, and she glides into his darker musings, with a mild and healing sympathy, that steals away their sharpness, ere he is aware. When thoughts of the last bitter hour come like a blight over thy spirit, and sad images of the stern agony, and shroud, and pall, and breathless darkness, and the narrow house…make thee to shudder and grow sick at heart;-- Go forth, under the open sky, and list to Nature's teachings, while from all around-- earth and her waters, and the depths of air-- comes a still voice-- Yet a few days, and thee the all-beholding sun shall see no more in all his course; nor yet in the cold ground, where thy pale form was laid with many tears, nor in the embrace of ocean, shall exist thy image. Earth, that nourish'd thee, sh

Sonnet 18
Sonnet 18 by William Shakespeare Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?Thou art more lovely and more temperate:Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,And summer's lease hath all too short a date:Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,And often is his gold complexion dimmed,And every fair from fair sometime declines,By chance, or nature's changing course untrimmed: But thy eternal summer shall not fade,Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st,Nor shall death brag thou wander'st in his shade,When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st,So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.

My Mind Adrift, My Soul Set Free
I've spent a life in hiding, Always seeking but never finding... I've thought long and hard, It would be easier to get lost in a shard… In seeking to better me, You are all I see… My mind adrift in what could be, I strive to make something I wish to achieve… I'm lost in the turmoil, Down here rooting through the soil… The longer we dance around this tree, My soul yearns to be set free… Looking down the way… …thoughts running astray… Take a chance, come whatever may... Mr. E

I Want You Back By Nsync
Justin)You're all I ever wantedYou're all I ever needed (yeah)So tell me what to do now cuzI want you backIt's hard to say I'm sorryIt's hard to make the things I did undoneA lesson I've learned too well for sureSo dont Hang up the phone now I'm trying to figure out just what to doI'm going crazy without youYou're all I ever wantedYou're all I ever needed (yeah)So tell me what to do now when I want you back(JC)Baby I remember the way you used to look at me and say "promises never last forever"Told you not to worryI said everthing would be all rightI didn't know then that you were right(Justin)You're all I ever wantedYou're all I ever needed (yeah)So tell me what to do now when I want you backI want you back, yeahYou're the one I wantYou're the one I needGirl what can I do?You're the one I want, you're the one I needTell me what can I do?You're all I ever wantedYou're all I ever needed (yeah)So tell me what to do now when I want you back

I Need You By Leann Rimes
don�t need a lot of thingsI can get by with nothingOf all the blessings life can bringI�ve always needed somethingBut I�ve got all I wantWhen it comes to loving youYou�re my only reasonYou�re my only truthI need you like waterLike breath, like rainI need you like mercyFrom heaven�s gateThere�s a freedom in your armsThat carries me throughI need youYou�re the hope that moves meTo courage againYou�re the love that rescues meWhen the cold winds, rageAnd it�s so amazing�cause that�s just how you areAnd I can�t turn back now�cause you�ve brought me too farI need you like waterLike breath, like rainI need you like mercyFrom heaven�s gateThere�s a freedom in your armsThat carries me throughI need youOh yes I doI need you like waterLike breath, like rainI need you like mercyFrom heaven�s gateThere�s a freedom in your armsThat carries me throughI need youOh yes I

Right Kind Of Wrong By Leann Rimes
Know all aboutAbout your reputationAnd how it�s bound to be a heartbreak situationBut I can�t help it if I�m helplessEvery time that I�m where you areYou walk in and my strength walks out the doorSay my name and I can�t fight it anymoreOh I know, I should goBut I need your touch just too damn muchLoving you isn�t really something I should doShouldn�t wanna spend my time with youThat I should try to be strongBut baby you�re the right kind of wrongYeah baby you�re the right kind of wrongMight be a mistakeA mistake I�m makingBut what you�re giving I am happy to be takingCause no one�s ever made me feelThe way I feel when I�m in your armsThey say you�re something I should do withoutThey don�t know what goes onWhen the lights go outThere�s no way to explainAll the pleasure is worth all the painLoving you isn�t really something I should doShouldn�t wanna spend my time

You Drive Me Crazy By Britney Spears
Baby, I'm so into you You got that somethin, what can I do Baby, you spin me around The Earth is movin, but I can't feel the ground Every time you look at me My heart is jumpin, it's easy to see You drive me crazy I just cant sleep Im so excited, I'm in too deep Ohh...crazy, but it feels alright Baby, thinkin of you keeps me up all night Tell Me, you're so into me That i'm the only one you will see Tell me, i'm not in the blue That i'm not wastin, my feelings on you You drive me crazy I just cant sleep Im so excited, I'm in too deep Ohh...crazy, but it feels alright Baby, thinkin of you keeps me up all night Crazy, I just can't sleep I'm so excited, I'm in too deep Crazy, But it feels alright Every Day and Every Night You drive me crazy I just cant sleep Im so excited, I'm in too deep Ohh...crazy, but it feels alright Baby, thinkin of you keeps me up all night You Drive Me Crazy (You drive me crazy baby) Ohh..Crazy, But It Feels Alright Baby Thinkin of you keeps me up all night Baby Th

I Will Be There By Britney Spears
Oh yeahYou don't have to say what's on your mind'Cause I know where you've beenGive it up and leave it all behindAnd then let me beginCome on over hereLet me show how things should beI will make it alrightLet me make it clearYou can put your trust in meYes I will be there[CHORUS:]When you need someoneYou just turn aroundAnd I, will be thereWhen you're feeling lowBaby let me knowAnd I, will be thereWon't you let me make it up to youNow you know where I amThere ain't nothin that I wouldn't doJust to love once againCome on over hereLet me show how things should beI will make it alrightLet me make it clearYou can put your trust in meYes I will be thereI will be thereJust take a standI'll be here for youNow and foreverGive one more chanceTo show you how much I careI'll be thereWhen you need someoneI just turn aroundAnd I will be thereWhen you're in sorrowJust let me know and I will be there I will be thereJust take a standI'll be here for youNow and foreverGive one more chanceTo show you h

I'm A Slave For U By Britney Spears
I know I may be young, but I�ve got feelings too. And I need to do what I feel like doing. So let me go and just listen. All you people look at me like I�m a little girl. Well did you ever think it be okay for me to step into this world. Always saying little girl don�t step into the club. Well I�m just tryin� to find out why cause dancing�s what I love. Get it get it, get it get it (WHOOOA) Get it get it, get it get it (WHOOOOOA)(Do you like it) Get it get it, get it get it (OOOHHHH)(This feels good) I know I may come off quiet, I may come off shy. But I feel like talking, feel like dancing when I see this guy. What�s practical is logical. What the hell, who cares? All I know is I�m so happy when you�re dancing there. I�m a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it. I�m a slave for you. I won�t deny it; I�m not trying to hide it. Baby, don�t you wanna, dance upon me, (I just wan

Life
Before our lives divide for ever, While time is with us and hands are free,(Time, swift to fasten and swift to sever Hand from hand, as we stand by the sea)I will say no word that a man might sayWhose whole life's love goes down in a day;For this could never have been; and never, Though the gods and the years relent, shall be.Is it worth a tear, is it worth an hour, To think of things that are well outworn?Of fruitless husk and fugitive flower, The dream foregone and the deed forborne?Though joy be done with and grief be vain,Time shall not sever us wholly in twain;Earth is not spoilt for a single shower; But the rain has ruined the ungrown corn.It will grow not again, this fruit of my heart, Smitten with sunbeams, ruined with rain.The singing seasons divide and depart, Winter and summer depart in twain.It will grow not again, it is ruined at root,The bloodlike blossom, the dull red fruit;Though the heart yet sickens, the lips yet smart, With sullen savour of

New Show Is Up, Judge Sonia Sodomizememore/ The Ghost Of Sam Kinison
In this episode of Right on Right with Christopher Fredrickson, Christopher revisits a prior show on individualism to expose the left's ideals of collectivism which is a direct coalition to the communist ideal, and those of a socialized society, which destroys the civil society. Judge Sonia SodomizeMeMore's statements display such segregation. Christopher also talks with the ghost of comedic legend Sam Kinison via phone interview. Christopher and Sam reminisce on when Sam was alive and what he talked about in his stand up acts and he current state of the United States then and now. In the final half hour, Christopher talks about big tent conservatism and how it is failed the party, the people, and local and national elections, and explains why moderates have harmed the party and how they are the reason the republican party is having to rebuild.

Rant #347 Flowers
So whats the deal with flowers and women? I know they're pretty and such. But I guess the thing I have a probem with, is when a woman smells them. Ive put my nose to a few flowers in my time, and honestly, they smell like...flowers, fresh cut grass, vegetables. I mean come on, its not like they smell like coffee or anything. But for some reason every girl that gets flowers has to smell them. I guess Im wondering...What do they smell? Are my nostrils just uninformed? Do they smell like cherry skittles? I really want to know.

Saying Hello
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Look At This Site
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Face Sitting
my baby's favorite thing we do together.... this video is HOT! http://www.xvideos.com/video107993/white_silky_panty_and_ass_licking copy it into your browser and watch this.. lol all that's missing is my schoolgirl skirt... =)

My Personal Thoughts
A person's spirit is not bound by time and space. It is controlled by thoughts of happiness and fears. The stand is made when your soul loses love and hope. You find yourself on the bottom of the stream looking up. In nature as in life, only the strong of will can only survive. To float without swimming leaves you open to ebbs and tide. Rise to the surface kicking with all your might. Reach for the rocks you once stepped upon. Then you will see the person you deserve to be. Faith in yourself will be your stepping stone.

To All That Heard The Bell.
Silent Code 10/8 A Tribute for the fallen on 9/11." May we learn with love and wisdom to forgive. We as humanity must never forget though what was lost besides the heavy cost of human life. It was our innocence that was also taken on that fateful everclearsunny day. written on 4/22/09 by GTPIII,

Join Fubars Two Hottest New Lounges
Hey all come experience the two hottest new lounges in Fu-land, Juggalos Paradise and Hells Demonic Playground. Come be a part of the revolution and stay for the rockin tunes and even better people. www.fubar.com/lounge/67561 http://www.fubar.com/lounge/65489

Happiness
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination. For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one."

What's Now? What's Next?
I am about to leave my home of six years. One quarter of my life. The place is absolutley rich with memories. Climbing on the roof, hot tar, loud music and cold drink. Fifty people in an apartment that seats eight comfortably. Waking up to get to class, with the over 21 wrist bands still on. Friends that became family, girlfriends who became friends. Neighbors who became enemies or partners in disaster. After raising sheer anarchy for the better part of a decade I'm leaving this place. Hopefully with something more than a security deposit. Hell, the security deposit would be nice.

"life"
What is that makes your life meaningful? For me it has nothing to do with money nor material objects...But more on my relationships..either between my Son and I,or my family members and friends... I could not imagine my life without this people and the relationship i have with them. They fill me,bringing me laugh,love guidance.and so much more... What about you?

This Is Something We Should All Read At Least Once A Week!
GOT THIS FROM A CLOSE FRIEND This is something we should all read at least once a week! Written By Regina Brett, 90 years old, of Cleveland, Ohio. To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolled over to 90 in August, so here is the column once more: 1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK t

If Michael Jackson Was Guilty Of Anything....
If Michael Jackson was guilty of anything, it was regression. The denied childhood, and twisted events in his upbringing lead to him being a good hearted boy in a mans body. When he had children over, it wasn't malicious. The thoughts in our head and the media manipulation put that hat on him. And his childlike disposition left him little room for self defense. His last years as a result were hell, and they took him out. I do not find Michael Jackson guilty of the rotten things that go on in societies head. And I now can say he is at peace.

Michael Found Alive
It's not a sad day! He held his 3 month kid over a balcony, and don't say that he was "Showing his kid to the world" He was doing that so people would leave him alone! I think it's a miracle that he's gone! And the kids, anyone who would hurt a kid, an innosent kid, would kill a man. I did really love his awesome music, and dancing, but, who dies, was meant to die for a reason. =[ ( btw i know your going to spam this but please don't, let people see the truth!) It might seem horrible, but it not

We Are Not Prepared
We are not prepared By Walter Richters It is the calm before the storm I smell water but the air is still Everything is quiet I know it is coming We all walk around trying to ignore the sudden calm As long as we have shopping malls and fast food.. Then we have the illusion As long as we stay tuned out.. Then we don’t have to know But eventually what happens thousands of miles away hits our door steps This is a world in crisis A horizon on fire So many are not prepared for this Tragedy awaits like wolves, and we are sheep

This Country Is Divided
This Country is divided into fragments. Democrats and Republicans slash at each others throats. Different races of man keep hate alive for each other. Science and Faith battle continuously. And among the Different Faiths, so many heads have fallen by the knife. The Rich and the poor are from different worlds. The Rich look down on the poor, the poor begrudge the rich. Gangs spill one another’s blood over territory and money. How can we as a Country stand when we are so divided amongst ourselves that our foundation is fractured completely? If we hold onto our hate, our greed, our jealousy, and our ignorance, then in time the Eagle may fall to the ground for good, and never take flight again.

The Window
Take a look out the window See the world in wait with falling leaves See the world in silent panic See the world needing an answer Walk outside your door Breathe in the chilly air under gray clouds Breathe in the tension from behind locked doors Breathe in wonderment as to how things became so bad Walk down the street Walk the walk of a million starving souls Walk the walk of a person about to die Walk the walk of a leader with a million pound decision to make Sit down on the bench Sit down knowing your faith is upon high Sit down and delegate your stress to your higher power Sit down and rest knowing that true strength is give

The Room
The room, By Walter Richters It was 1994 and he was 18 A lunatic of emotion trapped in a room He felt safe there But he harbored despair The truth was outside his window Life was going on without him So he sat there listening to his alternative albums Pearl Jam Vitalogy, The Cranberries But then life came soon Caught unaware Unprepared He was not ready It was 2009 and he was 33. The only true education he had was learned hard

The Not So Simple Plan
The not so simple man, by Walt Richters He’s a man in his thirties He’s never done much worth writing home about He’s inspired few people with thoughtful words from his heart He’s written few poems down on old yellow paper They say he has a nice smile, but he won’tHe’s afraid of his imperfections As a child he felt embarrassment He tries not to feel that again He has a an eclectic taste in entertainment He lives for containment He is a hobbit by nature But He is Beorn the bear man when those he loves are hurt His heart is squishy with melodrama His thoughts are in line with his heart

The Cold Chill
The Cold Chill by Walt Richters I stand alone in the darkness and cover of trees Losing sight of the world crumbling The world mumbling The world crying for help I walk along under an old street light, watching my breath I see a homeless woman I let out a sigh She has more strength than I The moon is covered in cloud, as snow falls A grin crosses my face I forget about the disgrace… About the forgotten place of my elders Kick the snow Crack an ice puddle

I Said Goodbye To The Rage
I said goodbye to rage I stood in his face in the rain I faced down his heat, his power, and his ability to destroy And I turned away from him I was suddenly vulnerable to sadness I was vulnerable to despair All the old memories haunted me and tore into my heart I began to look back I kept walking forward My strongest fears called out to me

Cry Of The Hippie
Cry of the hippie Silly man Jack Silly man Jack They told you in the 60’s But you didn’t listen The brothers fighting and dying The cousins loving and crying The war bringing hell home to your doorstep What has ever really changed? Tell me Pappy Jack, tell me something Tell me why ideals cost so much blood Tell me why countries hate so much Tell me why hate is just a crutch protecting us all from fear I see them jeer I try to steer away

Looking For Some Fun
Im looking for a female around my age and My husbands age, that is willing to play with me, or the both of us. If only willing to play with me, they MUST be willing to let my hubby watch. Its really the ONLY way he will let me have fun with another female. I live in Grandview TX So if you are near by and wanna have some fun, hit me up and let me know!

Please Read This: Animal Cruelty Case
Sign this petition now. As you may or may not have heard, on 15/2/09, Kenny Glenn (14) posted videos of himself on YouTube in a balaclava, torturing and abusing his pet cat. The cameraman was his 16-year-old brother. In the first video, Kenny starts by saying "this is purely scientific". The camera zooms in on the cat, known as Dusty, who appears to be sleeping by a wall. Kenny then proceeds to spray some kind of pesticide in the cats' face, before picking it up and hitting it repeatedly and slamming it against the wall. All the while, he is screaming things like "I hate you Dusty and you hate me" and "How do you like me now, huh?!" In the second video, it starts with Kenny infront of the camera, in a balaclava, using the nickname "Jimmy", then saying "But some people call me The Animal Abuser", before scoffing and laughing. He then invites the camera into his bathroom, which he calls his "laboratory". Locked inside the shower is Dusty. When Kenny opens the shower door, he picks the

Movie Review
Ok,I've been going to the movies for the past 3 weeks now and I've noticed that the critics suck! The first movie I seen was night at the museum,and it was good,not as good as the first one though.It was funny but the other actors seemed to steal the show more then Ben Stiller.The next movie was Year One with Jack Black,the critics didn't like it,well it was hilarious! My girlfriend and I laughed from the beggining to the end! Jack Black is still one of the funniest guys in movies today other than Adam Sandler.This week I saw Transformers rise of the fallen and it was awesome! I thought it was better then the first one! It had action right from the very beginning of the movie and had a good deal of comedy,Shia Lebouf was outstanding as usual. I would recomend anyone seeing these movies...as I see more I will post more of my reviews.

Liars And Freeloaders
Well ladies I am here to let you know that Archlight ( David ) is a fake and does NOT live in Michigan. He lives in upstate NY and I lived with him for 4 months, he is a freeloader he is a pathetic liar about what he states he owns he has NOTHING he moved here to NY with just his clothes, has warrents in Cali. dont know what for. he is a scammer so look out ladies I hope your not his next victim

Deaths Pale Horse
Love.(Love?)I love you.(You do?)Yes.(I love you, too)Now I must tell you something.(What?)I hate you.You were my everything,but you waited just at the right moment,to give me that sting.I'm sorry.(You are?)No.I thought you were changed, But you pulled the lever, There I hanged.(You told me you loved me)I told you alot of thing.(But why?)You're not good enough.I want to die, to fly away on deaths pale horse.Just leave me where I lie.(That isn't true)You're right.(then what is!)There is another.(For how long?)Long enough.I show you my back,Only to cry.Then you took my own knife and began to hack.I hate you, But I love you,You tossed me aside.I know you were through.(But why!?) These tears burn.Because I am horrible.(I don't think so!) My heart hurts.Just get the fuck away.(I'll always fight for you) Kill me with your anger. Never.I still love you, no matter the battle.Death rides in on his saddle. One question remains and I ask it with tears.Did you even love me a little?That is what I f

Overdose
Clear!A yell.Clear!The sound of a crackling energy.Clear!Pain.Clear!Breath.Opening my eyes as if they weren't my ownHaving troubles, gasping and moving as if a drone.We're losing him!Sliding away.Shadows of doubts towering over reassuranceDeath lingersWe need to pump his stomach!The taste, such horrid tasteTo gag, but can'tTo resist but only be held downIt's not working, we're going to lose him!Hot burning tears.Do I want to go? No, I take it backSweety, hold on!Mother, give me your hand so that I may hold onGive me that love you so desperatly gave Even though I turned my back on youThe sound of a flatlineIn the end, it wasn't my closure.

Lunar Cee
The moon is a liar qnd a fake, why does he get so much respect for romance and love, he takes and takes and gives nothing. Stealing light from the sun to put on your fake face but you are a barren whore when the light dont shine, full of holes and nothing to look at. The cancer you put on cancers and the lunar cee with your gravity. I am a cancer but I know the real you moon and I hate you.

Difficult
I recently got divorced and feel that the only medium that I can use is to use online dating sites. I have been out of the game for a long time and it is hard to get back in. I don't know what the rules are and as for bars, forget it. I tried to do that and honestly, the type of girls that were there seemed to be very sluty and drunk. I want to be able to find an intelligent woman that I can intereact with who will not bore me and that will challenge me to be a better person. I know there are these women out there, but it's hard to find them or I'm just not looking in the right places.

Firework Backfires
So its the 4th of July and its rainy! Why is that on such awesome holidays like this it has to rain on my parade? So we bought a shit load of fireworks and a shit load of booze and were sucked into staying into the house all evening. Joy! Anywho so we decided to see how well the fireworks would work in the rain and you would be amazed! ( here comes the WTF part) We had a huge roll off 500 firecrackers and we decided itd be kewl to set them off all at once instead of unrolling them out...yea we werent to smart. granted we have had a few, but anyways. so we light it and decide that it wont be bad to be buy it. next thing we know the rain has caused it to expand and roll.....can u guess where this is going? Yea it went crazy and we all had to run and jump for it so we didnt get hit or burnt with the firecrackers...LMAO!!! so FYI dont light fireworks when u drink and definately dont think that ur safe to stand right by them!

What A Great Bar
I mean really...You get as drunk as you want, and the drive home is a few yards,feet, inches at most. Drinks are reasonable and the girls are pretty, for the most part Yes, I'm 51 years old and I still call them girls...sue me Ladies, if you prefer, Each have their own unique quality that makes them pretty. I may not see it, but you can be sure someone will. I don't think I am perticularly attractive and yet I know that there are women, ladies, girls out there around my age(not looking for another daughter thank you) who might find me so. (I hope) :-P Just as a by the way....If a gentleman holds the door for a woman, it's to get a close look at her ass...I'm just sayin' If a woman grabs der Wienerschnitzle offer her a bun as well...food for thought

Unlock
We live according to time and there is very few of moments when the world closely monitors the arrival of one thing. 2008 is now upon us, no longer a number chased the time is now. Amazing how the emphasis place on that day wiped the slates clean in the minds of hundreds of millions. If looked at under the microscope one might confuse it as hope on the grandest of scales. I would love to own the word resolution and not have to work the entire year for how much it is said. Honesty is the key right? Well forget all that smoke of the moment and set fire to what it is you really want to accomplish. Resolutions often become revolutions around a dream. Just going in circles and riding the highs and lows. I want to congratulate each and everyone of you for the one thing you can achieve this year. Your PHREEDUM, the person you have wanted to be, the person you have become. Whatever you have been dealing and fighting with, putting off due to circumstance, and all the other things you know you

Beautiful U Are
Its always worth it. Just because the fairytale is not the script that you wrote, don't fake the funk on whats real. It sucks I know especially when time has been spent. Now its all in the way that you look at what was had. PHREEDUM comes when you can let go of the lost and cherish what you have found. There is good in everything cause God made it, as we get older you see that we are the ones who tend to mess things up. I am handing out keys and I guess this is one of love. It may stir up memories but I hope it manifest a thought. Be good Be safe Be beautiful Beauty is the word most prescribed for the essence of you Every moment with you underlines the context of this being true All I can do is think about ways I can make that smile spark Undeniable the love for which you will always have in this heart Toughiest of times we made it thru believing in one another If I could have made it last forever, that song would be full of wonder From out of nowher

Your Future
The powers that be have done a phenomenal job at keeping the American citizen disillusioned and disenfranchised. Separate but equal is more than a motto of thought, it is the thread that binds both u and me from the unfiltered truth's of the wicked and angels without wings. These government officials have formulated a culture for themselves which can best be described as a modern day "democratic" hierarchy. Families that birth generations of politicians are no different than Kings and Queens birthing future Kings and Queens. They live in their fenced and heavily guarded communities...in mansions, with luxury cars, and trips to high society locations. All while u and I pick up the tab for this "public servant" or "voice of the people". Your voice has been muffled by capitalistic ideals taught and executed by those driven not by justice, goodwill, or the pursuit of our happiness. Instead the mockery of so called elections grant us officials whose agenda is written with the "green pen"(Do

Gettin There This Week
Give me some time, between work and work and I have little time to update my page and add my photos and art. Give me time and I will have them up. Once I do show some luv and rate please, I will be sure to return the luv :)

Long Night
I close my eyes and start to dreamfinaly to tired to fight the sleepim lost in the fog of the past and the yearswhen days were months and there were no fearswe thought we had life all figured outkings and queens of a world we knew nothing aboutit was ours for the taking no questions asked now time seems to go so fast always seen but to quick to grasptears cost dearly and smile are cheapsadly nothings ever the what it seemsreality doesent bend to the will of dreams and these happy days have passed awaylike Frost said nothing golden ever staysthe best we can hope for is a peaceful sleepa chance to return to that perfect week or hour or day that faded away leaving things cold like a winters dayand friends as close now as they were back thento help light the way back there again . Valdascar

Arrogance And Confidence
The DIFFERENCE... Im confident internally because I know I can handle mine and if I wanna set goals ect. Arrogance...Is very common here. Between females like the current spotlight and some fruit having a video pic taking his shirt off is just IMO a"im better then you" and I got a prob with that. I see here and around the whole worls people using their eyes rather then a brain. Sure ima peep a girls ass when she walks by and all by am i gonna go "yo baby holla at cha boi?" lol no, 1st off I think people who talk like that need to get shot, and noooooooo it aint racist for all you over sensative liberal hippies it's just annoying. And naa it's not out of jealousy, my point is that people like that have destroyed hope for alot of people who feel the need they gotta be a chick who's 100 pounds and always thinks her ass is too big and pretty boy fruits that take pics with their shirts off thinking their Romeo and really just need their face pounded so afterwards they can know what it's

Fallen;
You got a fight on your hands and the master has plans for you to sleep with the gods of heavenly lands, I pulled the trigger and gave you a dose of reality as I watch you lay there and count your blessings while you bleed. You escaped from this world and I have set your soul free so when you get up to God you better thank me, My life spins out of control and I go on this roll to give you eternal life like vampires who roam in the darkened of casted nights. My wolverine has escaped from me and I have torn you piece by piece, It claws at your heart and jumps from a far and you still have hatred in your eyes but your mind is about to die along with that body you called the temple of life, The hatred destroys me, the hatred annoys me, the hatred consumes me, the hatred is in me let it release! Just open those eyes and see the fear you possess towards the things I've taken away and don't be affraid to die with out peace. Your children are calling, your children are falling, and i

Nickelback - Feelin' Way Too Damn Good
This is how I feel. I missed you so muchThat I begged you to fly and see meYou must've broke downCoz you finally said that wouldBut now that you're hereI just feel like I'm constantly dreamingCoz something's gotta go wrongCoz I'm feelin' way to damn goodFor 48 hours I don't think that we left my hotel roomShould show you the sightsCoz I'm sure that I said that I wouldWe gotta make love just one last time in the showerWell something's gotta go wrongCoz I'm feelin' way to damn goodAnd it's like, every time I turn aroundI fall in love and find my heart face down andWhere it lands is where it shouldThis time it's likeThe two of us should probably start to fightCoz something's gotta go wrongCoz I'm feeling way to dam good, ohFeelin' way too damn goodSometimes I think best if left in the memoryIt's better kept inside than left for goodLookin' back each time they tried to tell meWell something's gotta go wrongCoz I'm feelin' way too damn goodAnd it's like, every time I turn aroundI fall in l

The Worst Loss
He saw her each time with the same fluttering feeling that he had felt as a child seeing her for the first time. His feelings for her always began in a spark of boyish giddiness and with fluidity shaped into loyalty, faith, respect, and undying love. Her eyes showed more energy and excitement than a powerful thunderstorm. As a boy he thought he wasn’t good enough for her. But she forced him to grow up. She was the water that he drank, the air that he breathed. They were newlyweds. He was hers and she was his. It was love at its utmost in prominence. He remembered when she told him, “You will never lose me. I will always be yours.” And a tear streaked his eye. For you see, this time when he saw her, he was without giddiness. It was replaced instead with the crushing weight of dread and realization. “My God she is gone. I lost her.” He whispered to himself as the pastor spoke over her casket. He would try to sweeten the bitterness in his mind with cle

Back
Well Im back after a long time off from FUBAR only because of the loosers and drama. Some of my past friends here on FUBAR send a add request I will either add you or not add you. I am here for me, Not you dont ask me to rate photos, profiles comment anything if I feel like it I will do it because I want to and not you. Dont being me any he said she said Bulls**t I dont want to hear it, if I dont add you dont take offence Like I said I am here for me not you.

Poetry Sings
BRING ALL YOUR OLD BURIED SORROWS TO THE CUP OF THIS NEW LIFE... POETRIES SING SHOW ME YOUR BLOOD AND YOUR FURROW, SAY TO ME...DEATH AND BEYOND..BEYOND THE GEMZ THAT DIDN'T SHINE OR, THE EARTH DIDN'T DELIVER THE STONE OR THE GRAIN IN TIME ON TIME... POETRY SINGS POINT OUT TO ME THE ROCK ON WHICH YOU FELL AND THE WOOD ON WHICH THEY CRUCIFIED YOUR WORDZ, BURN THE ANCIENT FLINTS BRIGHT FOR ME..THE ANCIENT LAMPS, LASHING WHIPS STUCK FOR CENTURIES..TO ITZ WOUNDS STAINS INGRAILED POETRIES.. POETRIES SING BRILLIANT WITH BLOODSTAINED HANDS YET I GRASP MY PEN IN AWE...I COME TO SPEAK THREW VERSES PROSE KNOW NOTS VERSING HEAD KNOTS, SPEAK THROUGH DEAD MOUTHS AND IGNORANT MINDS.. THROUGH THE EARTH UNITE ALL IN THE SILENCE OF THESE SPLIT LIPED VERSES.. POETRIES SING FROM THE DEPTHS SPEAK TO ME ALL NIGHT LONG AZ WE JOURNEY POETRIES SONGS THAT HYMM THE ESSENCE OF OUR EXSISTENCE WERE WE ANCHORED TOGETHER, EVERYTHING SHARP THE POINT OF THE KNIFE...THIS IS MY PEN UNBARD IN INK THREW MORTALITIES SIN, TH

Circa 2k
Around 2000 at both Duke and U of P an experimental programs were a huge success. First one dealt with the most deadliest form of skin cancer and the second to clean out your blood vessels. Imagine all that and more circa 2k? Norio

The Gift
I don't have much to give youin the way of material things.But then, I have never been a material person . . .so it wouldn't matter much anyway.I do have something to give you, though . . .and I hope you accept this gift with joy.I have chosen not to wrap it . . .I want it to be presented to youas pristine as can be.And anyway, decorations or wrappings wouldcertainly ruin the effect.And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . .unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamedof my nakedness.You have already captured a piece of my heart,and you have captivated my soul.The only thing left for me to present to youis my very being . . . and I do that willingly,happily, and most of all . . . lovingly.Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . .seeing the desire in your eyesfor the very first time.I don't believe in all of my life,I have ever witnessed a momentas beautiful as this.Neither one of us can speak . . .and we are finding, even breathing, is difficult.Your heartbeat is poun

Serial Killers
Minds of mad men. Who knows what sparks their devilish deeds. Somewhere in time, something is missing from them. Then you add stereotypical abuse from a complete loser parent’s who doesn’t even realize that he or she is creating a monster. And *Poof*, in time you just may have a serial killer. Someone whose inner hurt shrouds out all ability to have sympathy or compassion. Someone who seems to bleed their pain out only by bleeding out others. Someone who forgets their lack of validation when they indulge in a sadistic practice of torture killing. It is a process of dominating, conquering, and laying to waste lesser beings in hopes that there somewhere lye’s their own self validation and pleasure. Serial Killers are a special kind of monster. For one they are very real. Not like Vampires or Zombies. You cannot shut the book on something so real, and sleep easy at night. They wish to exact ultimate suffering amid ultimate fear and then discard you as if you were simply

And The Sky Cried
Down fell the rain in sheets, careless to those below it. People curled up beneath their shawls, suddenly chilled to the bone. And the sky cried. It cried without relent. It cried for the loss, for the sacrifice, for the fate of Jesus Christ. The Sky cried because God hurt, though he knew what was to come and what had to be done. His son, himself in the flesh with power given to him, did not defy his fathers’ wishes. He gave himself over to the men who had no clue what power he beheld at the whim of a thought. Had Jesus wanted to, he could have eradicated the entire Roman army. He could have made the Pharisees tremble in trepidation. But that was domination, a counterpart of evil, and he simply defied those thoughts. He allowed them to beat him. He allowed them to flog him with leather and metal spikes, tearing him to the bones. He allowed them to spit on him, and he carried his cross not by force, but by choice. For he was of his Father God. And he would complete the task that h

Pop
Pop goes the Weasel. Make it louder like tnt or perhaps like plastic. Joe was apprehesive while I was not. He laughed as I did. Mr. Finance incriminated himself and he's a good friend from when? There is no blood work after that incident. Almost had me but much louder because now I have to track down all that I had. Norio

Wonder
I have to wonder if there is incentive to have all these people wanting me to have this surgery? You know they get sometihng in return. Mr. Finance incrimanates himself right from the start by wishing me "good luck on your surgery." On 2/19 late when he should of wished me good luck on your Cath. on 2/20 very early. Series of reply to my email covicts him. Joe was apprehensive and I have to wonder why? Why is he standing there so lame when this stranger has all this information about me? The pop could of been anything like a incomplete combustion of air fuel mixture hitting the Catalytic Converter but the car is new and has less than 10k and it makes me wonder was there a fire cracker on the Cat? All this going around and running around get me no where and the same with others. Perhaps people just like me and wants me to keep on going? I have to wonder? Norio

Folly
You under estimated me, i did the same to you...I never realized how much pain you could put me through...My heart was never fully broken, only slightly bruised...I gave love in it's purest form, i gave it to someone...I gave it to you...

Message In A Bottle
message in a bottle... Current mood: imaginative love is like a message in a bottle, we flowt in the mass ocean, (ocean) meening life! never knowing where we will end up or where we are going. the beach is our destination. the love in the bottle is what we hold so dear to us all! never knowing whos going to pic it up and open the lid. we dont choose who we love it chooses us! the ones who want love will never finde it, the ones who have found it take addvantige of it and the ones that need it never know its there! people take the bottle and through it away never knowing that it was the one thing that brought the love to you! the message of love ges over looked and sometimes forgoten! my question is why dont people keep the bottle and the message inside together and taking the love they found and keeping it for all time! love is the one thing that gets over looked, thought about to hard, discarded and misstaken for lust! it doesnt seem so hard to remember where it came f

Stepping Stones Of Life
life is full of steping stones, i think heart break is one! we break hearts and fix them, for others. its kinda weird how we can be the stone for another when we have a hard time building our own! i think god for my friends! they are my concrete for my steping stones! we meet people that touch our hearts and fill the emptyness in us! my stones are starting to get stronger. the changes that iv mad have ben really hard and has took aolt of time! finaly my foundation of my life is geting stronger and biger! im 36 years old and single, but iv learned so much from the ones that hurt my heart to know now what i really want! i look like a bad boy out side but inside im a big teady bear! some day i hope to meet that part of me thats missing and fill the lonelyness left inside! everything i got now is enoph for me! to the ones that have broke my heart, thank you! to the ones i broke theres im sorry! it lifes way of making us who we are and thank all of you for being part of that! to thoughs of

Instead Of
You know instead of the fire cracker, TNT, Plastique, and all that I think it is most fortunate to use the new atomics. Minus the personal information of the stranger I think it is time for me to take this over due trip. Norio

Think
I had to think. If this stranger is Federal whatever he was very sloppy and a month later I nailed the so called Feds. GreenLight tells someone wants me to proceed. I'm a member of something and they are happy and The Holy Roman Catholic Church is gloating. IN TMO there is a secret brotherhood and they are very happy since I'm waking up. Do you really think this world is going to continue as it is? C'mon you die here only to be born in a different world to die there and be born here. It is the wheel of life and continues for ever unless I and others say no. Norio

Bleed
“Bleed” The time has come, you look around the room for the dark last time A tear falls from your face the images of a better life not at all mine The pain almost always too much to bear, your scars on you proof of it all, why does it have to hurt so damn much? just try to prove That it can get better in time, take the blade and start the final cut Time to start the death of a lonely, hated girl you thought you knew (Bleed for yourself)....you know it's true, you know it all has to end (Bleed for yourself)....Too much pain, too much loss...too much hat (Bleed for yourself)....no one will ever know your life, or care to try (Bleed for yourself)......that all you can think of?..such selfish pride You sit down, the images of those that said they love you fly by How could they tell you that? you know they would just hate to try You feel the blade cut into your pale flesh, watch the red flow From your skin, hoping that this final pain will be the forever last You lean your

Broken
“Broken" The endless pain of it, you see the dark scars that your loved ones give they say they love you, but in their hatefull loud screams you never live They beat you until you black out, how could have you ever lived this long? you lay a crumpled beaten mess, wondering what you do so very wrong your last thoughts before the dark are that you still love them no matter what Pain....the pounding of the fists to bone Pain....the words of hate, that you never deserve Love....if they did why would they break you so? Love....you still have for them You blank out most of what they do, forever hoping that they will end it but all it takes is one little thing, or too much to drink to start this trip you brace for it everytime, the physical don't hurt as much as the mental broken ribs, broken soul just as borken as this damn two bedroom rental you called a home for so long, how much more before you finally fall? Pain....the pounding of the fists to bone Pain....the words of hate,

More
"More" Take from me this life, it's hate not for me, Just leave me be Absence of any love, always the constant pain. Broken into me I walk the shadow's darkness, the only place I call home, I found i feel the hate and grief of this sinking in, Just let me be and drown I just wish to end this falacy I call life, Break me away and be free. More than what becomes of you More than what resides in you Seperate the master from slave Drive the light away, make me cave I take the taste of pain, and I am whole Finnaly found purchase, Made my plan to end this, Seperate. The shadow's have dragend me on long enough. Need to operate on my own, free of this hate. I finnaly truely know what is right. The darkness pulls, never relenting I feel it's grip holding me tight I give up now, the thought of a victory now lost like my black soul More than what becomes of you Mor

Help Support Us
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Knock
Stranger and the rest can knock on my front door but do so correctly otherwise it will never be opened. I thought someone was palying hard to get and today the realization someone had done something because she was frightened not at me but of the past. Green Light means? Go and to the FBI and others doesn't mean anything. I went back to The Order which is a front for TMO and buried deep within is another which I need the help of but it is mutual. Like the military a neccessary evil. Planned trip but unexpected due to the timing but must bring a Pass Port. A friend since 12 but not trust worthy replies to my emai three times but I shut him down with my final answer. The Bible is very specific in what it says about a friend. Norio

Courage?
it turns out that even when you try to move forwards and away from the direction in which your life is going it is not so easy to do so In my case it is partly due to the valeu given to humanity, human emotions, and feelings Most importantly it is due to the sense of resposability or rather the burden of the same Since for me it is not so easy to walk away from what I am responsable for things that in fact I have made my responsability things I have taken on the burden of well I have lost my train of though after being interupted mid-sentence but that is not important or is it I supose it depnds on who you were to ask If there was a point to anything I have said is that I hope you have courage courage to change your life if and when you see your life going in a direction you did not want it to go I hope you have the courage to change the course of your life

Been A While... Just Updating Everyone
well, it's been a long time since I have had the chance to sit down and get on here. For all of my friends on here, I want to say sorry that I havent been in touch. I wanted to sign in though and give everyone a update on what has been going on in my life. I had a very adorable little boy on 6/30/09.. His name is Cameron Terry. He weighed 7lb 61'2 oz and was 20 3/4 inches long.. hard to believe seeing as how huge I got. I tell my husband all the time there was no sense in me getting so big to shit out something so small...lol.. seriously though.. he looked like a premie when he was born, he couldnt wear newborn diapers or clothes.. which is crazy cause he was a 41 week baby. But anyhow.. just wanted to update everyone, and let you know I am not ignoring you I just am very busy with taking care of a newborn by myself .. my husband works on the road so i only have help on the weekends.. enough with that though.. i am not trying to complain i love being a mom... so anyhow.. i am going to

1339
I am allowed by IRS after purchasing my home to receive 10% or $8500.00 or which ever is greater as an economic stimulus relief since I am in a certain bracket. I place $1339.00 as the 10% but because of the purchase price exceeds, I qualify for $8500. I have been wondering about these numbers 1339? It is not the 10% because a simple calculator tells me and anyone else what 10% of $140,000 is. Would you believe it, it does not matter to me except these odd numbers. For most it is money or something related to it. Right now not only do I have these odd numbers but I have been reinstated with The Order. I swore I would never go back and I am back. In the US ARMY from 1975 through 1977 only to wake up in ICU and could not remember anything except ADM. ADM stands for Atomic Demolition and Munition. They were found to be old and useless and were decommisioned prior to 1970. I remeber different things and beyond that all I have from US ARMY is my personnel file with empty pages. DD-214 Cert

Lilith
It is midnight, the witching hour upon this All Hallows eve. I am alone, in bed.Asleep, yet not asleep.Restless for some reason, I cannot fathom.My skin prickles and itches with an unspoken desire.I shrug to myself. Nerves, I say. Such paltry folly of mankind.I roll over, and fall into a heavy delerium.I awake. And perceive a misty apparition.She is here.Never have I seen such beauty.Her long, thick, flowing hair. Dark and seemingly alive all of its own.Her skin, pale as a china doll's, and as flawless as a diamond.Her lips, full and ripe. Moist with a dewey nectar that I lust to taste.Her eyes; almond shaped, dark, and bottomless pools of eros.Her body is full and rubenesque. Well endowed and ripe.She is beautiful. Is this a dream? Am I not awake? I must be, for no such perfection has visited upon me in all my days.I begin to arise, but she places a perfectly manicured hand upon my shoulder, and I slump back onto the bed. As if she suddenly drained my energy.She walks to the other sid

List
List is not from A to Y but from A to Z. I did forget. L is for Lies, F is for Fraud, C is for Crimes, V is for Victims, and you all know who you are and what you are, lest we forget. Enjoy a beautiful Saturday in August. Norio

Wondres Why
Have you ever wondered, why people do what they do on the net? They have to know some where in the back of their minds that the lieing, cheating...etc etc, will caught up to them, and then what? Why would anyone ever self-destruct for a moment of lieing or cheating with someone they have never met and will likely never met, giving up what they know is a good thing.Why?

Seems
Seems it is the norm here in Gloucester County in this wonderful state of NJ in the greatest nation ever, The United States of America, for my buyer agent Mark and the wise Weichert to rather let a fraud take place which is a crime. I do not own this property minus the Title Insurance and the Deed. Which means I can't sell it. Like the stranger of May 13, 2009 and others along with him commited a crime regardless of their intention their behavior is outrageous prompting me to contact the FBI. Norio

Forbidden Fruit
Everyone has a tree of forbidden fruit, you may not notice it at first, but its there, calling you name , until one day you turn to look at it, hanging there looking soooo ripe and beautiful. You walk over to it, wanting to taste it, but you know it not right. So you walk away making it through another day. Only to awaken with it calling once again. So you walk over and touch it, then taste it only with your tongue, mmmm so sweet, so you bite it and as the juices flow down your throat, you close your eyes enjoying the pleasure of its taste and feel until its gone.you walk away and all the while need and wanting more. Trying to get through the nights, but its in your system so deep it consumes you. Having you in the middle of the night needing the next taste, and with every bite stealing your soul, your mind until it controls your every move, want every waking moment until you can no longer think for yourself. Losing more and more of you, what is the name of this forbidden fruit, I spe

Relationships
A painfully shy man fell in love with a young woman. he sensed that she felt the same way, but he couldn't find the courage to ask her out. finally he decided he would mail her a love letter everyday for one year, and then ask her a date. faithfully, he followed his plan, and at year's end he was courageous enough to call her- only to discover she'd married the letter carrier

Perfect Man- Old Story Of Mine
i write stories and ull see what kind. this one is one of my best ones and hopefully soon ill be able to write more. when i have the time. Six Foot 1 inches tall, brown hair, hazel green eyes, six pack abdominals, skinny, soft skin, soft lips, sexy smile. He met a girl from the internet that emailed him and he opened it just out of curiousity. Drew is five foot two, blonde hair, hazel eyes. They meet after talking for alittle bit and he goes to her house, they sit on the couch talking for alittle bit, she's usually nervous when she meets guys but with Jeremy it's different. There's something about him that she feels comfortable around. She's still nervous but not like some little girl with a crush.They keep talking and they talk about stuff they were talking about online before he went to see her. She told him that if the kiss wasn't perfect the sex may not be perfect. So Jeremy asks her if she wants to see how well he can kiss. They kiss. His lips are little chapped but just li

Radio Storm Calling Fans
HELLO ALL MY FANS AND FRIENDS.. I REALIZE WITH DJ STORMIE NOT BEING ABLE TO BE SEEN IN LOUNGE YOU DON'T COME IN AS OFTEN.. PLEASE KNOW SHE IS AROUND AND RADIO STORM UNIVERSAL IS DOING GREAT.. I WANT FOR ALL TO ADD RADIOSTORM@ROCKETMAIL.COM ON YOUR IM AS FRIENDS, AND PUT IN REQUEST WHICH DJ STORMIE STILL OWNS AND ON ROCKING HER TUNES.. PLEASE BE SURE TO PASS IT ON AND DROP BY FUBAR LOUNGE AND SHOW THE LOVE DON'T ALLOW ALL HER HARD WORK TO GO DOWN THE DRAIN BECAUSE OF RULES ON A SITE.. TODAY WAS HER TOMORROW COULD BE YOU SO OWNERS OF LOUNGES STAND UP AND BE HEARD.. RULES CAN'T STOP THIS STORM.. NEVER... DJ STORMIE

Conversation
Conversation I have with someone that works under Dr. Rosebloom is if I am having these symptoms why don't I call 911. It should be very obvious with a possibility of a Autoimmune disease, Lupus, or Hemophiliac I can't just call 911 and end up at any hospital because they could unknown to them kill me. Jo Ann came up with it and I fully agree with her. The receptioniast at Dr. Rosenblooms office was taken back by that fact. It was a prudent decision on my part to avoid surgery on 2/23 at Our Lady of Lourdes Hospital because they unknown to them could of have killed me. I hope Mark caught it with out the Title Insurance there is a Civil Suit and a possible criminal charges. With it, it is up to me to keep silent because I am often very vocal about different issues and perhaps too loud at times. People think, that arrogant and loud mouth fool while others know the silence is genuine. Such is life. Because of blunders of others I often knowing better have to look away. Norio

Another
Another day and it is another day? I wish someone Happy Birthday via the net and another in person only to be corrected that today isn't Thursday but Wednesday. Who knows maybe I'll forget who I am and remember everything? Norio

Serious Bi Women
You know as a bi women myself it is hard to believe how many women our here are not really serious about meeting up and going through with what you talk about. Seriously its perfect you get to have great sex drinks dinner and no strings attached. no drama and no commitment. You know when I was single looking for a man I got stood up all the time and I listen to females talk with me and bitch about guys and why do they do that but now I am looking for a women to have fun with they are no different then men. If there are any serious bi women in our area wanting to have some real fun please mail us if your not serious dont bother......I am a very horny women....I am a nymph and want a women to join me and my boyfriend in some good clean but very hot and dirty fun.

Believed
I believed in a lie for 25 years until it fell down block at a time. I felt anger and rage that my country would sell us out to those thought to be noble but resort to pure evil to carry out what to them is holy. They are the movers and shakers of this world. They cannot have me and others running around with full memory of what myself and others have done. Revenge often is sought by people like me and who or what do I look for? Vengence is the mover within me but it is very bitter. I just watched a film with Stephen or Steven Seagall where he was about to have hes memory erased. They did a wonderful job on me. Unfortunately it is coming back to me. Norio

Odds Are Against Me
This surgery to which I gave the ok too is very risky and dangerous. I like the odds since it is against me and I like this fight. I lost everything including myself respect and diginty. This God did not loose Faith in me. A to Z and the rest can go whereever. Destiny try to keep up. Norio

Odds Are Not Always Against Me
The odds are not always against me and today was one of those days. Tree limb from yesterday was cut down by me between 7 to 8 AM and slighlt past. The branches I'll deal with tomorrow or later. The limb or the log I'll have to check with the township as to the size and what am I supposed to do with it. It's about 12 inches wide at the tree end. The audience was either pleased or dimayed by my effort. I promised someone I would change her oil and filter and another had loaned me her ramps but it was too steep and thus no good. Tried the concrete blocks and went off of that. No, not those kind. I used her scissor jack on one side and mine on the other. Did the job and all seemed to look good. Yes, I know the danger of it. Sometimes I have to go against my logic and steer toward my intuition. I realize the pain we are in right now and often the family dectates where the money goes but PM and repair is important on the car as well our ownselves. I also know that money just don't go around

Admit
Just as the past remains for me a place to learn from I have to admit the woman I seek cannot exist. She will have to be part Goddess and Sorceress. Understand seduction and be seductive. Know ethics and when to follow which one but also open and receptive not to the what has but to the possibility of the future. Norio

Crescent Moon Rising
It's on the darkest night after a silent day that love begins to turn cold and hate comes out to play I can only hope that this pain will subside I know that my love is true I want you by my side but I can't think of joy just these tears that I cry Maybe all this shows is that my heart is just a lie there's something in the air right now something's just not right because it's whispering that I should be alone tonight I only hope you can understand and forgive me for all my strife my only goal right now is to find some joy in my life Because in the end I'll set things right I'll be open to all and my heart will see the light But tonight my dear the air is thick with pain I have these tears to cry and demons to be slain So I just beg you to understand I don't wish to live a lie So spend some time on your own and leave me here to cry

Take A Bow... True To Life
"Take A Bow" [Verse 1:] The flowers are faded now Along with your letters They will never see the light of day Cause I'll never take them out And there's no turning back Its for the better Baby I disserved more than empty words And promises I believed everything you said And I give you the best I have Oh. [Chorus:] So take a bow. Cause you've taken everything else You played the part and like a star you played it so well Take a bow 'cause this scene is coming to an end I gave you love. All you give me was pretend So now... Take a bow [Verse 2:] The future's about to change Before you know it the curtain closes Take a look around There's no one in the crowd I'm throwing away the pain And you should know that your performance it made me stronger now [Chorus] [Hook:] Well it must have been slight of hand 'cause I still can't understand How I could never see Just what a fool believed Um But the lies they start to show Tell me how it feels to know Right now that I wont be around So ba

A
A Goddess and a Sorceress all in one. To clear the cobwebs from me. Seems where ever I have something serious going on there is the good ol' FOP. Three times and four, even today. The USPS Carrier seemed threatened by me and I thought I was polite in saying Good Morning and correcting myself with Good Afternoon. Seemed new and who knows? What are these Blogs about any way? Ask and I'll tell you. Norio

Little Johnny
Little Johnny's at it again...... A new teacher was trying to make use of her psychology courses. She started her class by saying, 'Everyone who thinks they're stupid, stand up!' After a few seconds, Little Johnny stood up. The teacher said, 'Do you think you're stupid, Little Johnny?' 'No, ma'am, but I hate to see you standing there all by yourself!' Little Johnny watched, fascinated, as his mother smoothed cold cream on her face. 'Why do you do that, mommy?' he asked. 'To make myself beautiful,' said his mother, who then began removing the cream with a tissue. 'What's the matter?' asked Little Johnny. 'Giving up?' The math teacher saw that little Johnny wasn't paying attention in class. She called on him and said, 'Johnny! What are 2 and 4 and 28 and 44?' Little Johnny quickly replied, 'NBC, FOX, ESPN and the Cartoon Network!' Little Johnny's kindergarten class was on a field trip to their local police station where they saw pictures tacked to a bulletin board of the 10 most wanted

Flipping The Bird
To those that choose to flip the bird at everyone, it seems to me if you want to get good reviews, it would be prudent to not tell everyone to F**k off by flipping the bird at them. Just a thought.

Has Been What
It has been what, two months since I agreed to this surgery? Someone tells me where you are seems the police is there. I was going to fight but had to agree, that is the perception. If it is not the police, it is the FBI or some other Law Enforcement. Wouldn't you protect your own no matter what the crime is? Still looking for a Goddess and a Sorceress or The Daughter of The Devil. Norio

Empty Thoughts
In times state we are relentless to change. We tell ourselves, but are fixed in our shameless ways. Enjoying this life to the fullest of what is expected. We draw our own lines and forget to move on. With this life not one of us was in control of our existence, but our destiny is what we decide. Enjoy the moments that you can and jump at each opportunity that presents itself. Be a lover and saint and do your best to be honest with all you meet. Withhold the information that might hurt someone else, unless you're ready to deal with the pain yourself. Forget the hurt deep within, but never let go of that experience. Remember friends and family that are no longer with us, and help those in need that want help. At the very least, smile at once a day, and remember that even if you think you're alone, you're not.

Evil Mutant Attack Squirrel Of Death
I never dreamed slowly cruising on my motorcycle through a residential neighborhood could be so incredibly dangerous! Little did I suspect. I was on Brice Street - a very nice neighborhood with perfect lawns and slow traffic. As I passed an oncoming car; a brown, furry missile shot out from under it and tumbled to a stop immediately in front of me. It was a squirrel and must have been trying to run across the road when it encountered the car. I really was not going very fast, but there was no time to brake or avoid it -- it was that close. I hate to run over animals and I really hate it on a motorcycle but a squirrel should pose no danger. I barely had time to brace for the impact. Animal lovers, never fear. Squirrels, I discovered, can take care of themselves! Inches before impact, the squirrel flipped to his feet. He was standing on his hind legs and facing my oncoming Harley with steadfast resolve in his beady little eyes. His mouth opened and at the last possible second, he screame

Fall 2009 Katone Album Release
To all you KATONE fans out there!I've recently been informed that come Fall 2009, Katone's re-mastered version of his album 'Committing Suicide' will be hitting I-tunes! The album itself has already been submitted to I-tunes, however, we are still uncertain as to when exactly it will be passed on the I-tunes site, so we are simply labeling it as a Fall release. When I recieve more information as to the official date, or if the album will be hitting other venues, I will be sure to let you know first hand!Thank you all for your continued support!Onyx Tigress,Katone Street TeamStreet Team Coordinator Executive of PromotionsThe 'Official' Katone Street Team

Sex Position Of The Day
Bucking Bronco Erotic Instructions: He lies flat on his back with his knees bent and legs spread apart. Facing him, get on top and slowly lower yourself onto his shaft, keeping your knees bent and your legs outside his arms. Then lean back and support yourself on your palms as he thrusts his hips up and down. Carnal Challenge Why You'll Love It: The angle you create by leaning back is great for G-spot stimulation. Plus, his hands are free to make the rest of your body moan.

Report
Yesterday before supper I called Lab Corps to see if I could get my test results. I was told one report was ready but the seond one had to be tracked down since it wasn't ready until the 11th. On the 7th of August Dr. Singh calls me to tell me I had Lupus Anticaogulant and the procedure to follow. How can she make a diagnosis, let alone any plan without all the report? I kept saying something wasn't right and I am still saying it. Now I have to add a lie. This entire affair smells bad, like all are lying to protect someone. Norio

What Are The Possibility
What are the possibility that I never talked Dr. Sighn on the 7th? The call read Private Number and Private Name on the Caller ID at 5:38 PM and not later or the week end. Also she never says her name to identify herself but only as I met her. Can't forget the fact that second report wasn't even ready. Also how did Dr. Cannon know I did not have HIV when I never told her and she never had access to any of my blood teast rports? All sorts of possibilities exist now. Norio

Passion And Pain...
We sat, she laughed, she looked on with kindled heart. My pulse raced as I felt my loins thrown to passions chariot. Her lips ripe, I touched them leaving the slightest mark. Violently I thrust my passion and sunk my lariat. Ecstasy... Our voices cried to the fates to let this moment last. But alas Passion and Pain can only be a memory. I lay there a fag burning through the sheet so fast. Engulfed in fires brimstone I enjoy the pain sensory. Scream... Out of haze a white rabbit crosses my path. "Where am I white rabbit?" I found myself shouting. Briefly looking back he states the math. "I fear you are on the other side of the mountain." Chaos...

Loop
Someone is always kept in loop. You don't know what this loop is. My sister is the one I kept in it. One is always kept in it until it becomes necessary to replace. Others are just replaced as needed. I asked my sister last night of her honest oppinion of this surgery and she said let's wait until you hear from the Hematologist. I reminded her of the physicians report to me of this past 7th. Also what this report was. Someone just got introduced to game. Game was explained to me only as, tools for it are given to me and it is expected of me to know of it and to master it. I made a comment on my Blog with The Order about 666. Just flip upside down and you have 999. 666 in itself is meaningless, however, as 999 means something. Man of Sin is very popular by those that make money out of God. Man of Sin is just a title and nothing more. Norio

Teasing Can Be So Much Fun...
Sexy Lady (name edited): helloMe the Teaser: hihiSexy Lady (name edited): tell me what u thinkMe the Teaser: that poor vibe ....gonna have to replace it and maybe let you use it on your clit as i fuck uSexy Lady (name edited): yesMe the Teaser: yummy pussy still mad i didnt lick it?Sexy Lady (name edited): why didn't uMe the Teaser: didnt wanna do everything, then u wouldnt want secondsSexy Lady (name edited): oh that wouldn't have mattered i deff want second or even life time of thatMe the Teaser: mmmSexy Lady (name edited): i really don't think i have had anymore betterSexy Lady (name edited): anyoneMe the Teaser: o.0 serious?Sexy Lady (name edited): yeaMe the Teaser: and that was just one time in a night, how much more were you up for? I wanted to just have you over and overSexy Lady (name edited): the reason why i said u inspire me to write is because i think about all the stuff u write about all the time i just never put it to words i just day dram as u would saySexy Lady (name ed

The 4th
Talking to a friend who wanted a sxy story about being on a crowded beath on the 4th of july: Meeting up with her as she Sits there on the bench at the boardwalk. I walk up behind her placing a hand on her shoulder. She turns to see me and give a big smile. I lean down to kiss her softly on the lips, as she bites my lip I push closer and pull her up in my arms. Forgetting that we are surrounded we hear a few whistles. Blushing she says we should walk for a bit. Grabbing a snow cone to share as we walk down the beach we see a carnival and lean over a railing to watch everyone enjoy themselves. As I stand behind her I hold her waist. Lowering my hand down her body I slide it between her thighs and grab her thigh in my hand. Her turnign to kiss me as she gives an exhale from the pleasurable surprise of my hand there with everyone around us she kisses me and whispers to me that she wants more. I ask her to hold the snow cone and enjoy it as I hold her and tease her. Sliding my other han

So I Was Looking At A Lady I Have Been Talking To's Pic..
So I was looking at your pictures and started to get hard and sweaty. I got the notion to reach down and adjust myself and then closed my eyes at my desk and began thinking about if I was there as you took them. Seeing your main picture just gets me so hot every time. I think about how much I wish I was there and could kneel down and spin you around and place my lips on you and give a soft and increasingly intense hum, reaching up and grasping your breasts and playing with them as I kiss around your panties and lick-nibble up to your lips. I would suck and bit a bit on your lower lip and then pull you in for a deep kiss. As I did all this I noticed your panties were getting moist and your hands were running all over my body. When I kissed you and you abruptly grabbed hold of my cock through my pants and felt me groan and kiss more passionately as you rubbed up and down the bulging length of my manhood. I would then walk you backwards as we played and set you on the edge of the back of

Picture This...
Me walking into the room where you were preparing for a wild experience with me. I caught you getting naked and ready to fuck but I step up to you and put my hand behind your neck and the other on your waist holding your pants on (I wanna be the one to strip you in this fantasy). I would whisper between kisses about what I want to do with you and that I want you to let me have lead for a little while. At this point I would have a throbbing hardon thinking about what is about to go on. I would slid my hand down your pants and under your panties and give your tight ass a firm squeeze as I continued to kiss you and feel you perfect breasts pushed up against my chest. I would then whisper for you to close your eyes and enjoy the next few moments not knowing what I was going to do next. I would begin kissing down your neck and grasp your breasts in my hands as I kissed down and licked around your nipples. Id then start to kneel down and slide my hands down as I kissed to your belly and slid

Sombre
My sister was in a very sombre mood when I talked to her today. I had to ask where she was since it was so quiet. If someone is following these Blogs then it did the job because it means others are too. Far as the previous Blog and where and how I came up with it I'd be happy to explain. All you have to do is contact me. Enjoy life and be happy. Norio

Mirrored
On mysapce is a Blog that mirrored this one but this one will be different. The sombre mood and tears by my sister is easliy understood by me. I believe her son at hes Graduation Party said it all. My sister feels justified by any position she takes. Myself, there is no justification. Saul understood when he said we are at war with Principalities and its Powers. Saul of Tarsus as he was known would be known as St. Paul by many. There was a book I read long time ago and it left an impression on me. There was in it a story that went like this. Man and the Devil was walking on 18th and Chestnut at around 8 AM on a Sunday. Further up there was a man walking alone. The man ahead stopped and so did the man and the Devil. Man ahead bent down and picked something up and stood up jumping and shouting as he ran off. The man and the Devil began to walk again. Man asked the Devil I wonder what he found to excite him so much. The Devil calmly said he found the Truth. Man taken back said well doesn'

Basketball Strength Training
I am basketball player and I really focus on my basketball strength training for my development on vertical jumping. I am doing vertical exercises daily to improve my vertical leap. It is great to discover that in just a couple of week, I really noticed an improvement on the vertical program that I followed.A plyometrics jumping is also good form of exercise.

As Real As Can Be
As I look into the eyes of my heavenly angel, I slowly begin to soar from the sheer Euphoria that is she. A presence one could only imagine in his wildest of dreams. I’ve found it in that woman whose so nearly set free. I reach to grasp my fingers around the concept of her perfection. No implications have arrived of her needing any correction. She’s essential to my existence so I follow her every direction. It’s like I’m putting together a puzzle, I’ve got to make this connection. So as I look into the eyes of my heavenly angel, I slowly begin to soar from the sheer Euphoria that is she. A presence one could only imagine in his wildest of dreams. And yet, she’s right in front of me.

Cover Me
As a chill rolls down my spine, I know there’s something missing. The blanket that keeps me warm when I’m cold and optimistic. The fire underneath the furnace in which flames burn so relentless. It’s a shame that I’m so cold when heats on the other side unmentioned. As my senses take another route, I’m left here in the dark. No lights so I can see the way; the trees, they never part. The picture of my life today, it seems to never start. I’m stuck in the beginning of this spiral in my heart. As the lion in my soul screams out to be noticed. And hope draws to an end, I begin to gain focus. Everything becomes clear and my life goes into motion. No more upset stomachs, I’ve now found my potion. As I sit here, I wait till the day that we begin. The story of two parts separated, who will win. As it stands, I’m alone in a place full of sin. I’m cold and wish you were the blanket that I’m in.

Endless Love
I want to love you in a way that you never thought possible. An overwhelming passion between two tangled souls. Making love in the midst of our minds recoil. Our bodies intertwined like a spider’s web. So close, it’s like we have joined and become one. Our minds, our bodies, our souls, even our instincts show similarities of unimaginable proportions. When I move, you move like you’re reading my thoughts. Like you know what I want; you know what I’m feeling. Our hearts beat with a simultaneous rhythm. As if we were a pair of drums in the Congo. As we dance to the sound of a lovers beat, dripping passionate sweat from head to feet. We lose all sight of logic as the clock continues to turn. Tick, tick. We fall into an ignorant bliss. Unseperatable for the rest of eternity. And when time no longer exists, there will still be you and me.

I See Your Face
When I wake up in the morning, Lay my head down at night, Every time I close my eyes, I always see the sight, Of something so beautiful, So gracious, so enlightening in a way, That I’d do anything not to lose. When I dream, I dream about all that its worth, How to make it my prized possession, How to keep it in my life forever and ever, What I can do to take care of it. Now one may ask what it could be, That keeps my engine running. Well then, I’ll tell you what it could be, It’s your f

It’s Been Awhile
Premature ejaculation A distraction of the highest elevation It’ll have a woman losing patience With the love you’re trying to give; It’ll seem like she’s not mad But inside she’s cursing your ass And that lie you told was bad And she’s about to get up and leave;

Learning Through Exploration
Erotic, exotic, that sexual healing, gives you the feeling of ultimate unreleased pleasure. Losing your bearings on sanity; realizing that you’ll never find anything better then that moment. Because you have that absolute honesty of promise. Insuring you a future that above all else, allows you to succeed where others have failed. A thought unveiled, so many unexplored areas that you must discover. But how do you uncover what others could not? With careful deliberation and planning for the situation, you can overcome all that is in your path. With watching eyes and wondering hands, the points of contact are in ones grasp. But you must pay close attention and use the proper techniques; you could get a little creative and throw in something unique. Experiment on the vessel that’s placed in front of you. Eventually, you’ll gain the experience needed to do what you have to do.

Life Filled With Wonder
Wonder leaves a little bit to the imagination. So when I wonder what you’re doing, I run through every situation. So many possible combinations of activities will arrive. How do I sort through the lot to figure out which is right? Happiness is hard to come by in today’s world. But we all continue to search for what it’s worth. It’s something to look forward to as the years pass by. It’s something that people want in life; I wonder why? Hope is just something that people hold onto. One of the things I keep in my heart; I hope to get back to you. You’re the one thing I hold close and never want to go without. Another thing that I wonder; will hope ever run out? Wonder leave a little bit to the imagination. So when I wonder what you’re doing, I run through every situation. Like what will you be doing in the sun this summer? What is it that makes people wonder; I wonder?

There’s Always Hope
What is this feeling I get when she passes me by? Hairs on arms and neck stand tall at attention. My chest starts to flutter at an uneven pace. With a smile that’s uncontrollable. My body gets weak and my knees start to buckle, causing a momentary lose of movement. As I stumble forward I grasp hold of a seat, as so I don’t fall to the floor. She looks at me with a gaze of uncertainty, trying to figure out my thoughts. But her eyes are as warm as the sun. Brighter then the stars in the sky. She knows that something’s going on. I get myself together. Try not to let myself falter again. I don’t want to let it be known. How much she means to me. The world and all its things, I would relinquish any and everything for just one chance to be the one that makes her happy. As it seems to this day that may not happen. I may never get that chance. But there’s always hope; that’s all I have. Cause forever those feelings will stay the same.

Planning
Tomorrow is the planning of surgery. It's about time. If you have to ask your wasting time. Anything to be gained by me has been done. You either get it or you don't. Either The Favor of God is with me or it is not. Norio

Friends
I just need a good friend, a real friend. I can tell you more about me if you simply tell me what you want to know. I do not have any bad habits. I am not an alcoholic, nor am I a gamblerholic. I don't do drugs; it is OK if you do, just not for me. I drink socially; even JESUS turned water into wine. I am not a womanizer in the greatest sense of the word. I just need a real good friend, someone to talk to when I am sad that will listen to me. Moreover, I want to work on being a good listener as well. I also would like to meet someone that we can rent videos and watch them on TV together. I get tired of watching movies alone or going to the show alone. I want someone where it is 50/50 when we go out or she/he pays their way and I pay mines. Because this leads to problems later, after a few dates of me paying I expect something. Going Dutch we are just friends enjoying each others company, the way it was meant to be.

Wonder
Some times I truly wonder can I influence time and space or the future? Can I place a seed of thought in others to ultimately influence them? Do I see future events and to even see what is going on in others mind? I hope all of us seek and strive for Harmony and Inner Peace within our selves, Earth, and to seek out this lost connection with God. In Latin Peace is given as PAX. Norio

Consensus Is
The consensus is no to surgery. According to the blood tests I'm taking a blood thinner that I never did or am. Also, seems there is an unknow Viral Organisim that may have invaded my body and is keeping me alive. Imagine that? Norio

One Thing
Went to see Jo-Ann and i arrived 10 minutes early and even waited 10 minutes past the appointed time on her stoop inside but locked out. She did come to life and yelled my name once but one thing, the handle lock can locked from the inside while someone walks out and closes behind them, however, the dead bolt requires someone with a key from the outside to open and lock or someone inside to lock and unlock via a knob. Your dead bolt is a single cylinder. Double cylinder require a key in and out to open or lock. Also just as I know what you drive you should know that there are a few like what I drive. You could of been sleeping but I see another involved in this. You are right about a lot of things and yet you neglect to remeber what I said about any Trimes regarding dreams. One thing though is this Viral Organisim? Norio

Jacqueline
You Are Level-Headed and Trustworthy You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go y

Lurking Within The Night
Night after night, I sit up waiting for the sun to rise. Sleeplessness causing my mind to stray. I’m starting to see things move around in the depths of the dark. Shadows that seem to be staring my way. It feels as if something’s looking over my shoulders. Watching. Watching every move that I make. Patiently waiting for my attention to fall, so it can slip in and make me its prey. Not devouring me completely. As if playing a little game. Feasting on me for eternity. Could it be that I’m going insane? But this feeling is with me continuously. Slowly crawling up my spine. Leaving its marks deep within my flesh. Noticablely as if claiming its prize. So I keep myself locked away in my cave. Not wanting to step foot off into the night. With eyes stretched wide to keep myself alert. I sit up and wait; I wait for the light.

Pushing Through Adversity
I can feel its presence surrounding me entirely; mind, body and soul. A being so superior to man at its best, that it leaves my mind at a standstill. Unable to think or focus on ones thoughts. Unable to step and put one foot in front of the other to move ones’ body. Unable to fathom the reason for my existence among man. The purpose of life as I would perceive it to be on this desolate land. It instills in me emotion. All of which run through me at once. Causing me to lose faith in anything that seemed real to me in the past. Not giving anything in return for this turmoil of my minds mayhem. This presence is a taker of wills. Zapping out every bit of my energy for its own personal gain. Leaving me drained and exhausted. Unable to even grasp the words needed to scream out if necessary. Showing

Words Of Thought
It’s possible that the words I speak can be heard, In the ears of all that will listen, In the hearts of all that love, In the souls of those that trust, That one day the world will change its ways, No arguing, no fighting, Guns will be put away, And we can all live in harmonious days, Where love will conquer all, And peace will be brought down amongst the natives, Of a land of free will, A home to the greatest people to ever live on this surface, One day we will all be remembered, As men and women that cherish the life, That was given to them to make all wrongs right, To live the purpose of one true sight,

Full
Erin is the Nurse Practitioner under the Surgeon was full of of descrepancies, doubts, and questions. Each and every time she answered, basically with I don't know, she answered my questions. The Surgeon has to reread my Echo Test and the reports. Take a wild shot and guess. Norio

Been Down And Out: I Remain.
Guitar strings keep plucking..and drums keep pounding..but my heart wont stop beating..oh no..my heart wont stop beating..because ive been down and out..but i wont stop breathing..oh i wont stop breathing..grew up from the mud and the dirt..just to be brought back down..i may slip and fall..but i get back up..and keep on moving..and through it all..my many road blocks..and brickwalls..i still keep moving..i still remain..a bit insane..yet..i wont stop fighting..cant stop fighting..oh no..just wont stop swinging away..fade away my doubts..for its my time to shout..and break down all thats solid in my path..it feels good..to breath again..the strong dont stay dont..nor do the best give up..and so i say so long..to the haters and the fakes..all trying to take me down..and silence my roar..may the world hear me now..through it all..I WILL REMAIN!

Thin Cast Heart: Rusty Lover
Hear the sound..my heart makes..on its last leg..the gears are old and worn..and you can hardly hear its beat..the tick tocs..of the clock hunting me awake..each and every night..your not there..to oil my heart..so i begin to fall apart..this is where i got my start..speaking sweetly in your ear..holding you closely to me..such were the days..that my heart ran..on time..now im down..and out..and the bottles pile up around me..pills clinging to bed spreads..me laying motionless on the floor..im lucky..im built with spare parts..that of other lovers..long broken down..and rusted over..i came and claimed their love as my own..but now..im at the end of that path now..finally..i can let go..and finally shut down..its been along time..since my eyes met yours..sparks set off..between me and you..i held my love for you..deep inside this..thin cast heart..but im rusty lover..and holes are all inside my hearts chamber..now im leaking out memories..of you and me..beneath the starlight..taking cov

Fubar
Good evening everybody, I'd just like to post a little blurb about what I'm doin' here. So basically I've grown tired of other social sites in the past, especially dating sites. Luckily another unnamed site had a link to this site here. I had nothing to do so I thought I'd check it out. So far so good. Everybody seems really nice and open here, not like the stuckups on other sites... Being my first time here I'm open for any suggestions, comments, concerns while I learn the ropes. Oh and basically, I'm here to meet someone to date... and possibly more -Dan

Lisa
Lisa, you like this fubar so go read the myspace Blogs. Also you been displaced by another because your so slow. Another Lisa gave me 90 seconds. How can she demand only 90 seconds? Impossible for slow mo po mo like me. She said minute and a half because she's done in about that time so your done or I'm done. Well can't you? No was the answer. I always liked her. Still do. I'm in love? No. I hope not because I'm told she moved far away from me. So I got caught missing with the stupid clocks. I didn't think she would realize but unfortunately I was caught missing with time and apparently space as well. Shame. Far as any organisim invading my body it is impossible. Most likely the military. I can't remeber because it was erased and replaced or I refuse to remeber it because of how horrific it was, possibly I didn't want to remember at that time. Now it is time to remeber it all. Regarding the Title Insurance, they are screwed if they issue it or if they don't. The same with the Deed. Min

The Holders Of Chaos: Sand And Chaos
Oh the joy..that enters me..like that of bliss..such joy..that i hold near and dear..call me a child..a child of sand..for i am many..yet one..like the sand grains at your feet..and call her..the chaos that is me..for she is change..i live in her hour glass..and flows freely through her..i live in her presences..i show the time..we share..all with great care..oh what a lovely hour glass she is..with the whisper of the winds..she is heard..she shifts through me..and i ride on her breeze..she carrys me to and from..showing me the way..her ways are a mystery to me..but i a joy to explore..for i am but an watch..the chaos..with that of a childs eyes..and i long for her grace..to open the way..we..the holders of chaos..binded in nature..we are complete..and the world is but our playground..to do with as we please..the possiblities are endless..and with that said..i rest my head..on the shoulders of chaos..feeling at peace..in a time of dark despair.

Kids Say And Do Wonderful Things
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year - old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess"We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Gra

Smoke
No, not a political smoke screen but the actual smoking the cigarettes. Here in the Great State of NJ it's $7.00 plus a pack and $70.00 plus a carton. In the Wonderful State of Delaware it is $50.00 a carton. I think the bridge fare is justiifed but others don't. I do get a coupon for each of the carton but the bottom line is $50.00 is an awful lot of money and my health aside for the sake of the bottom line it would be very wise for me to give up the smoking. Looking at 2 packs a day and on a bad days more, it is a $600.00 plus here compared to $400.00 plus there, it would be very wise. What am I going to do with my new found wealth? Who knows treat myself to something nice and perhaps someone else? Norio

Honesty And Family
I have this sister.....years ago she had 5 kids. Well, she must have gotten sick of being a mother. She deserted them and left the state. Now she is living in Mass. Stiring trouble by listening to family. Listening to family that has a reputation for gossip and starting trouble. For some reason she believes this is the gospel. Boy is she wrong. She emailed my other sisters friend a very rude email. UNCOOL. and very brave. The brave attitude only comes because she is in a different state. Well, let me tell you. If this continues, I will make the 3 hour trip to kick her ASS. Her accounts with various sites such as this one, are soo fake. she claims she is an avid supporter of this foundation. Knowing damn well all the claims she has made are false and untrue. As far as I'm concerned.....I only have one sister. Peeps should mind their own biz and live their own life. Especially if they have NO IDEA what claims they are making. I say, LIVE AND LET LIVE. We DO NOT

Wondered
I often wondered what they were saying, free the oppressed, liberate the people. I was nine or ten years old when these things were mentioned and at that age only thing I could do was to ask myself free us from who or what, liberate us from who or what, and who or what is oppressing us? At 52 years old my position is little different and I can see these things better that puzzeled me. Highest of all price is to sacrifice ones life for another. Often this takes place on the battle field and some times right here. Sad when our heroes are of the playnig fields, cinema, and the stage. In religion one finds some meaning to life because the promise is heaven but I do not see it mentioned in the Four Gospels but only in the Acts of The Apsotles and the Epistles of Paul that follow The Gospels. If we can free ourselves of the leash of money and the religions based upon it perhaps such things as pain, fear, doubt, anger, guilt, sorrow, and more will disappear. The Master does leave us many cryp

Created And Will Create
Went to the Cardiologist and said to him put me in a bubble suit after all the can't and shouldn't. The past created the present and the present will create the future. I had and have very little control of it. If you think you do please believe on. What I had posted on myspace is different than this because this is an afterthought. Conversation with C this morning and D this afternoon and just awhile ago is very simple. My electric bill with the AC on is less than $200.00 while thier is higher. D has grandkids and C is a little different. I ended the evenig with D on this note. She said, be a kid and have fun and also grow old by yourself. As I stated, I had very little control of the past and what is going on in my life now. I stopped being a kid at 7 years old because I had to go looking for my mother. Life forces one to do abominable things to others and to our own selves. When does it stop? When one rises and says no. I say no. Norio

Walking Away
I would rather walk away..from decades of fighting..i am a peaceful soul..with nothing to gain..if i talk to someone..its not away to get over on them..if that was the case..i would be rich..but you can see the ghost of me..but my voice you can almost hear..hunting from the pages..but sharing the same space as me..thats far off..i can love..if love is dead..i cant talk to you..if you can not hear me..for then i would vanish..and walk away..if i felt pain..to extreme..i would leave..for the pain..i just cant bear..for physical..and mental..arent the same..i am physically strong..but mentally..i have to shut myself off..from the world around..to keep myself safe..and some would call that a cold nature..yet..i dont care..i can fit your shoes..to walk in..so i listen to you..when you tell it..and vice versa..we are all in a sea..of pain..drowning..and its getting harder..to let another inside..when your to bitter..from the past..i cast down all the black anger in my heart..and let it flow

My Inspiration
My every inspiration is you. From the top of my head to the heels of my feet, you release me. You gave me hope when I had none. You make my day every time I see that smile upon your face. I can’t believe that you were meant for me, yet, I believe we were meant to be. My whole being revolves around you. I smile because you put me in the mood. From now on there will be no one but you.

How I Feel
If you really want, I can take you there, To the place those lovers go. To be loved by you Is all that I can ask for, But I insist on asking for more. And you give to me willingly. Never a question asked. Ask me though and I will tell. I love to be loved by you, And you love to be loved as well. To be held in the middle of the night When you’re cold and need my warmth. I will hold you just to be close. So that I can smell the fragrance of your perfume.

Compatible
When Cancer and Capricorn make a love match, it’s a celestial pairing of great tenacity and determination. Capricorn, the Sea Goat, is focused on logic, on being down-to-earth and real; Cancer brings a charge of emotional intensity to the relationship. Both hold one another to high standards tempered by an abiding mutual respect. In a Capricorn mate, Cancer finds dedication, and in return Capricorn comes to love Cancer’s persistence. These two Signs from opposite sides of the Zodiac can come together to create a very successful and secure connection.This relationship builds and grows from a strong foundation of material and emotional security. Both Signs can be depended on to make frugal, conservative decisions. It doesn’t have to be all solemnity, though, as Cancer can help their hard-working Capricorn lover to relax a little at the end of the day, to take time to enjoy the rewards of all that labor. Cancer will also be the one to polish and preserve the fruits of th

Capricorn / Cancer Relationship
A look at the relationship between Capricorn and Cancer from the Capricorn's perspective and compatibility between Capricorn and Cancer as friends and lovers.It doesn't really matter that Capricorn is an earth sign and Cancer is a water sign. It doesn't matter that Capricorn is cautious, methodical and practical whereas their partner is sensitive, creative and emotional. What's important is that they seem to understand each other very well. Capricorn isn't particularly looking for a partner who is just like themselves. In fact this could actually be problematic when they can be quite stubborn! Capricorn actually needs someone who is generally faithful, trustworthy and serious about loving. And their Cancerian lover more than fits the bill!Capricorn Cancer Compatibility AstrologyIn most areas they get on really well. It can sometimes surprise the Capricorn when Cancer gets very worked-up about things and they might wish he or she wasn't so "emotional" but Capricorn can be quite moody to

180 Degrees Capricorn /cancer
Cancer and Capricorn are 180 degrees in opposition from each other astrologically speaking, but it need not be true in life. Both signs have plenty in common. The cancer's great sympathy and understanding is honey to the Capricorn's misunderstood complaints. Both have a tendency to plod along until they get what they want. Capricorn has the ability to make cancer's dream come true, while cancer is happy wishing for and wanting the success and security that the Capricorn mate strives for.The elements of water and earth go well together but these are zodiac opposites you can expect both side of the coin. You'll have to take the good with the bad and there will be plenty of both. Capricorn may lack the warmth and sentiment that cancer requires.

Smooth Sailing Capricorn Woman Cancer Man
There are many qualities which are similar in both, a Cancer and a Capricorn but also there are qualities that contradict each other. So, it is difficult to say, whether the love match of a Cancer with a Capricorn is for good or it is the other way round. Capricorn are reliable and loyal but their extreme emotions and mood changes will make him complete grumpy. There also exists good romantic chemistry between them but a lot of affection cannot be expected from a Capricorn.Compatibility of Capricorn Woman and Cancer ManThe love line of a Cancer man and a Capricorn woman may not meet very easily. However, in the initial stage of love, both will be attracted towards each other. But, a Cancer man's changing mood and tender nature may frustrate a Capricorn woman who is short tempered and determined. According to Astrology, both the zodiac signs may not head in the same direction but if a Cancer man and a Capricorn woman have trust upon each other, there life boat can sail smoothly.

Go For It Capricorn/cancer
Capricorn & CancerSexual Compatibility Astrology Capricorn and Cancer:There is more chemistry here than people think. Cancer is the mother of the zodiac and Capricorn is the father. This will be an intense and exciting relationship that gets more solid and sexier over time. Both share a strong sense of duty to family, a strong work ethic and both tend to favor traditional values over modern ones. They think alike and can build both a future and a family together. There will always be the element of home and family issues in their relationship. Cancer will bring warmth and sincerity to Capricorn. Capricorn will bring stability and passionate love that Cancer has been longing for. Problems could arise when dark moods hit at the same time. Capricorn could escape through work and Cancer may wind up looking for someone else to keep him or her feeling safe and warm at night. Learn the definition of patience and tolerance together---------------------------------------------------------------

Pros Cons Of Capricorns And Cancer
Building a successful relationship between a Capricorn and a Cancer comes down to the ability of both partners to communicate with each other. Both signs have to be willing to talk through issues until they are satisfied. These disputes may take a while to work through, but with time and commitment, many Cancer/Capricorn relationships can make it to forever. Capricorns will have to focus on showing more attention and affection to please their more emotional Cancer partners. Cancers, on the other hand, need to work at not holding a grudge and on speaking their minds when something isn’t going the way they think it should. Many couples have made it work by learning early on to draw on each other’s strengths. Once things start to even out, both partners may find that what others may consider opposites might just be the different strengths they each bring to the relationship. The Good SideHave you have ever watched a scene in a movie where two people are yelling one minute, and

Growing Through The Stress And Pain.
Been out all night..hanging around the shady alleys..creeping alone life..like that of a thief in the night..isnt right..to have to watch over my back 24/7..ducking and dodging all around..never knowing when today may be your last..counting down the time..passing away from reality..open book..words being written down..due to the fact..i cant seem to watch my own back..i cant sleep..got the sorry basterds wanting to kill me in my sleep..and no mercy is shown..in land of the fallen..im viewing tomestones..at an early age..slave to the world im living in..cant see past today..with the constant stress..and strain..of young gun..unloading words on the masses..not alot love me..and even more hate me..yet its the hate and envy..that has allowed me to be seen..i want to scream..but never will they hear the howls of the living dead..whats the point of money..if every single day..it goes as fast as it came..im on the edge..of the world..and not alot care..is life fair..give a fuxk if it is..just

Still The Ghost In Me Wont Rest.
Hunting the pages..one letter at a time..simple at first..but complex to a point of confussion..the soul of a long gone entity..sitting on the edge of your page..a hint of rage and sharrows..endless now..and just the start..of a long after life..each word..being written in the blood..of memories..long past..and never forgotten..holding him bound..to the world of the living..just a loop..that wont end..falling down the shaft of your brain..taking aim at whatever i come into contact with..weather wit..or shear fun..i will taunt the minds..of readers..till life is long gone..murdering lines..one step at a time..a gloomy figure half here..half gone..just reaching out..at the future and the past..cant get rid of the everlast..steady writting down words..that bind together networks of lives..that have long been gone..yet are still here in me..a mix of epic..with a little bit of gloom..and what bloomed..a hunted man..cant even sleep..still the ghost in me wont rest..way past my last breath..a

A French Kiss In Paris Is An English Kiss
Pinocchio is Italian for "pine eyes." The word "queue" is the only word in the English language that is still pronounced the same way when the last four letters are removed. The word "toast," meaning a proposal of health, originated in Rome, where an actual bit of spiced, burned bread was dropped into wine to improve the drink's flavor, absorb its sediment, and thus make it more healthful. The word "bookkeeper" is the only word in the English language with three back-to-back double letter combinations. There is a town in Sweden called "A" and a town in France called "Y." What is called a "French kiss" in England and America is known as an "English kiss" in France. The dot on top of the letter "i" is called a "tittle." "Tittle" is Latin for something very small. The shortest verse in the Bible consists of two words: "Jesus wept." (John 11:35) The letter "o" is the oldest letter. It has not changed in shape since its adoption in the Phoenician alphabet, circa 1,300 B.C.

Ufc 102 Saturday 08 29
Looking for a female in Maryland to watch UFC 102 with me, on Saturday night, August 29. We'll go to a bar or pub, or any public place showing the event, so you don't have to worry about anything. Let me know if you are interested. Thanks, and go Randy!

Comentator
Commentator do us all a favor and give everyone and everything that is important to you unto God. Seek The Face of God. Righteousness of God over you. Join the Peace Corps. Mend a broken Heart. Bind a broken body. To a frown show some sunsihne and turn it into a crown worthy of God. Give Glory only to God. As for others seek The Order and follow what they teach you. Be patient and try your best to do it, right, as they show you and don't give up but always struggle onward toward The Truth You are and must Be. The Order I am affiliated with is The Rosicrucian Order AMORC and they can be reached on the net; www.rosicrucian.org or by writing to The Rosicrucain Order 1342 Naglee Avenue San Jose, CA 95191. U. S. A. Take care, Norio

A Diamond Amongst The Sands.
She is..a diamond..amongst that of sand..shining brightly..rightly besides me..a queen in my eyes..cant deny..she means the world to me..in this bitter sweet word..she is amongst the sweetist..the apple of my eye..and i am that of the sands..surrounding her..keeping her..theres always an angel..looking over her shoulder..a lovely caring mother..whom dare say less..are but jealous pawns..in use of the world..i am happy to know such a woman..that is what she wants to be..she is a fighter..a lover..and an all around beautiful woman..charms and grace..is her not her intent..it just happens to be..grounded and humble..who wouldnt want someone of that caliber..to know her..is to love her..and no matter how old i get..or how forgetful i may grow..she will always have a place in my heart..from the start..you were real..and i am proud to have known you so long..and i hope for the future..seasons coming and going..that i will always know you..good or bad..because..it wouldnt be you..if you were

Follow Along
Follow along? Methane gas are leaking more than it did way up North? South the Ice Caps are breaking in huge pieces? Pacific the islands are disappearing? Who is getting the blunt of the Bailout money? I hope we follow along with what is truly needed in our war effort around the globe. The best are being taken down? Surgery that is in it self a perfecton I could of never imagined? Success or failure doen't matter much, due to timing? Lie is worth repeating? How many wish me well and how many ill? God is in charge and all is with God. Norio

1987_ Random Facts Of The Year I Was Born
Ronald Reagan is president of the USWall Street crashes sending the Dow Jones Industrial average down 22.6%President Reagan and Soviet Leader Gorbachev sign an unprecedented missile reduction agreementTelevangelist Jim Bakker resigns amid accusations of sexual infidelity and financial improprietyWall Street financier Ivan Boesky is sentenced to three years in prison in an insider trading scandalGary Hart withdraws from the 1988 presidential campaign under accusations of infidelityThe Food and Drug Administration approves anti-AIDS drug AZTProzac makes its debut in the USBow Wow, Joss Stone, and Hilary Duff are bornMinnesota Twins win the World SeriesNew York Giants win Superbowl XXIEdmonton Oilers win the Stanley CupThree Men and a Baby is the top grossing film"Walk Like An Egyptian" by The Bangles spends the most time at the top of the US chartsFull House, Married with Children, and Star Trek: The Next Generation premiere

The Saint
Comentator, the Saints themselves will say you're the saint. I have nothing to gain by this surgery but a physician along with the FOP and others do. So your the saint and were it not for you I would of made a mistake. Which is a no no in game. You don't even know what you did, however, it will not be a passive murder but a little bit more. They'll love you and hail you into their courts as the saint. Norio

Sly Of Hand
It's a sly of hand. Physician hiding behind other physicians. Huge realestate and financial company hiding behind a title insurance. It goes from politics to psych unit and beyond. Divorce that was illegal but the pause forced me to make it legal. Former wife who never had the truth of what really happened to illegal Bankruptcy and to a secret Brotherhood. My past is coming back to life. My future no longer exist. People are wondering is this the end? Really, it's the end? How long can this planet of ours called Earth sustain itself under this enourmous assult it is under? Norio

Post-surgery
As I sit here in my electric wheelchair watching tv and reflecting on this past week. I have to say I am truely blessed to have such a great church family, family, friends, and internet friends. It means a lot to know I was thought of and prayed for. My first night in my own bed was rough but I am on good pain meds so that helps. I know I am gunna be sore for while but in the long run this surgery should help. I am not sure how many more surgeries I am gunna have to have, I guess time will tell. I am just glad I am alive to share this with you all. There was a time when people thought I might not survive this accident but I did and I am thankful I am alive. God is so great. He never gives us more than we can handle. Its amazing how we think we can't handle it but God knows we can. I have been through a lot this past year and I am just glad I am here to live to tell the tail. Yes it was trumatic but not everything in life is trumatic or easy. There are just some things you get used to,

Another Update
I am giving you another update sorry but a lot of people prayed for me after my accident, so this is easy to just update and tell all about it. I am gunna tell the last few months have been fun. Have enjoyed being outside I am sad that Fall is here. I will tell I have met a lot of my neighbors this summer. I have put up some pictures of some of my neighbors daughter they are so cute it ain't funny!! I watch one of them all the time. She sees me and comes running. She is only 2 but she is so loving. You should here some of the things she is saying now. One is OH NO, like when she thinks she has broken something when she really has not but does not know that. She says the word HUH all the time and the word NO. Most of the time its funny. The main reason for this was to say I am doing tons better since my last hip surgery. I still go see the doctor for my hip but just for check ups. He says all is good. It really does not hurt like it used to before the surgery, it hurts like once in a wh

Another Update And The Holidays
As I sit here in bed and write this I am looking back on where I was 2 years ago and where I am now 2 years later. I am pretty much back to life, some days are still hard. I am doing a lot better these days my last surgery seems to have help in many ways. I am sleeping so much better I still have some nights I do not sleep well but I think we all have those nights. I am trying to find a part time job right now so i can get out of the house a little. I am looking forward to the holidays being with friends and family. I look back at last years holiday season it just felt weird being home, I mean it felt like I should be in the hospital or something. I remember having Christmas that year but it was weird not at all like Christmas to me. I am looking forward to this one, that is for sure. I still have to go back to my orthopedic doctor every so often. he likes to make sure his work is working if not I would make him fix it. I like him he is cool I am glad he was there that day I came in to

Holidays
I love the Holiday's and being with friends and family. I had a great Thanksgiving, it was mom, my grandparents, me, and a friend. It was a great time. I can not wait for Christmas, I pretty much have my shopping done. I got my girls something to they are going to love it. Today it is snowing and sticking to the ground. My brother and his wife are coming the first of the year to spend Christmas with us. This year on Christmas it will be mom, my grandparents, and me. I love Christmas and the Birth of our Lord and Savior. its just a great time of year. I am so happy to be alive for another Holiday Season!! I so, so, glad God spared my life. Its been just a little over 2 years since my accident and I thank God everyday for giving me back my life. Its God so good how he works. Just when you think all hope is lost he comes and saves the day. I am wishing you all a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. Please be safe this Holiday Season. God Bless and Take Care Leah Moulton

College
I realize I am late on this note but I am on the bus bored, so I thought I would wright a note. As some of you know I have gone back to college. I am on my fourth class and I am loving it so far. I am going through the University of Pheonix. I am taking it online one course at a time. The classes last five weeks. I am going for computers. I am so glad I decided to go back to school. I can concentrate on one course at a time which for me is better that way. My grades are still not the best but I am getting better. I have met some nice people since I started. Well now that I think I have said enough I am going to get off. Plus I will be home soon. I will leave you all with this. I am bound and determined to graduate college even if it takes forever to do it.

Larp
The High Fantasy Society (HFS) is a Medieval live-action role-playing game emphasizing elements of fantasy: We create fictional characters (personae) that we play in our weekly games and at social events. The role-playing is intended to be spontaneous, so there are no scripts. We wear Medieval/Fantasy costumes to enhance role-playing and to identify personae. We engage in safety-minded combat in the style of Medieval warfare, from one-on-one tournaments to large-scale "capture the flag" battles. Our weapons are "boffer weapons" modeled after Medieval weapons, but are foam-padded to ensure maximum safety. We also have a magic system to simulate the feel of wizardry in the spirit of fictional fantasy. We also recreate a Medieval lifestyle. We have our own system of nobility, and offer award and titles for various achievements. We interact with several other kingdoms spread throughout Texas. We hold courts, feasts, Arts and

With That Said!
www.drandmir.proboards.com Here you can get a taste of what our little group is like "people wise" We're are NOT like the idiots you seen on Role Models. That movie actually made me sick. This next excerpt is taken directly from our forums stating our next big event. It was originally intended to be a coronation (Crowning of a new king or queen) But we decided we liked our current one, and no changes were to be made. So we centered this event around Pie... and cookies. Oh yeah - and people are getting knighted! This is a BIG thing for us - so come join in the fun! Hear ye, hear ye! Remnants of the City-State of Drandmir, and residents of the Combined Realms, pray attend! A celebration of the grandest proportions our city-state has seen for many an age is planned for the weekend of October 23 and 24th – Melena Ancarinon and Garrick Kershaw have proven themselves worthy of knighthood, and will therefore be presented with their white belts, as has been decreed. Please

Safelink - Free Cell Phone? (please Read And Repost To Your Friends)
So I wanted to take a minute and share with my friends here on FUBAR something cool that got passed on to me... There is this website called SAFELINKwireless ( https://www.safelinkwireless.com/EnrollmentPublic/home.aspx )

Out
Like me, commentator, place everything that you are out in the open. You wouldn't mind that do you? Far as money, ever hear of the lottery? How about the numbers game? How about buying cheap smokes in South and sell up in the North East at a profit? In fact why don't we all place everything out in the open. Look at death and don't run but allow The Grim Reaper to slice you. No, I'm not runnig or afraid. I believe the reaper has to be fired and replaced. Missing at the aim. No drugs or alcohol. Nothing to numb my senses, only reality of life. Here is my email again and a added bonus and I want you the saint/ commentaotr to reach out. nadake275@yahoo.com 856-226-3508. Give it a shot you may do better than The Reaper? Norio

Happy Labor Day
Happy Labor Day! Yes, I'm compromised far as my email and telephone number. Phone I'll answer as long you don't hide. Email that are junk are treated as spam. Why of it all? Injustice is every where. People are troubled and worried about their future as I once did but now I look at things differently. No, not better but only different perspective. Yours is valid as well mine and the same for others. As long as our US Constitution and The Ammendments does not suffer, that gurantees our freedom as long as we are willing to put up with the lack of it and still willing to hold it up. Some times we put up with it and at other times we hold it up and fight for it. My illness and erratic behavior was not so much from the stress of caring for my ill wife and struggles that followed with the mental health people but a physician hiding behind others rather than taking the bull by the horn and settling with what was wrong with me. Diabetes is not good but a diagnosis of one without the real evi

The Illusion Of Control.
I posed a question in chat recently regarding a collared submissive's right to say "no" to Master/Mistress. As I suspected, it elicited a spirited discussion and a variety of opinions. I too have an opinion, and while it is no more valid than anyone else's, I thought it had the makings of a good posting. Control of a submissive is an illusion. There, I said it. I'll take a few minutes and let many of you regain your composure. That long enough? Ok, I'll explain. It seems that most people have a good grasp on the many specifics regarding D/s philosophy. Most are aware of safe, sane and consensual. Most are aware of a submissive's rights. Most are generally aware of the expectations attached to the role of Dominant and submissive in a relationship. In short, most see the trees. But how do these disparate n

What Makes A Good Dominant?
Wow, what a daunting question… “What makes a good Dominant?” It’s like trying to describe DNA in great detail. Being Dominant is complex, detailed, and no matter how complete the description, it falls impossibly short of reality. Perhaps that is why so few websites have detailed descriptions of what it means to be a Dominant. While the descriptions, duties and needs of submissives are given described in great attention, there is precious little space devoted to Dominants. But, for purpose of better understanding the lifestyle, and the Dominant role within it, I shall endeavor to do my best. Here, then, in no particular order, is my own impossibly incomplete description of what it means to be a Dominant. Mastery of One’s Self: A Dominant must always be in control of him/her self. As a Ma

Master/slave Relationship.
Perhaps the single most prevalent fantasy among those who have never experienced it, but have the desire is the role of slave to a formidable Mistress or Master. It is a compelling fantasy, an erotically charged concept. The would-be slave sees him/herself at the mercy of the Mistress/Master. S/he desires to turn her/himself over fully -- every possession, every cent earned, and all control. To be a cherished and adored slave who is constantly used for sexual pleasure in reward for the giving of self is the object of these dreams. Reality often takes a big bite out of the fantasy. It can be a wonderful turn-on to imagine hand-washing Mistress’s sexy lingerie, but doing all her housework day to day can become boring very quickly if there is no instant gratification. The sad reality for most of us is that we can’t "play" all

Hidden Demons And The Need For Approval.
As a Dominant, in a relationship, I have control, and I am given the power to decide, by my sub, what is best for both of us. My sub will often tell me that whatever I do, whether I get it right or wrong, I can never diminish her love for me. That love transcends anything that may transpire within the D/s side of our relationship and therefore cannot be damaged by the rights or wrongs that may occur during any scene or episode we get involved in. However, even though I am assured by her that this is and will always be the case, there is a little demon inside me that rears its head from time to time. It is the one which nags away at me that says: "I need your approval for what I have done". This "seeking approval" is something we all have to some degree, and which by i

To Punish, Or Not ?
There is much discussion in the D/s lifestyle about punishment, and to a lesser extent discipline. Too few people actually take the time to examine what punishment in D/s is for, what purpose it serves, and what effect it can have on a relationship. What then is punishment and discipline, and how can they be applied to a D/s relationship? Looking at various definitions of punishment, a general view is that punishment is the imposition of a penalty for a fault or a violation. The penalty may well be inflicted in retribution or retaliation. The infliction of corporal punishment may also be involved in a punishment. Discipline is better defined as "training to improve strength or self control". So, there are two distinct and very different meanings to each of punishment and discipline that may be applied to a D/s relationship.

Potential Dominants
Before you look for a Dominant, I would suggest that you look at the person. Let me explain: Before one can be your Dominant, He/She has to first be compatible with you as a person. Look for someone who is compatible with you in vanilla ways. These include financial, political, religious, social and spiritual beliefs. Child rearing philosophies, if applicable are crucial. Look for a person who you feel compatible with in many ways and someone you feel safe with. Observe their temperament. See how they treat their family and friends and how they are treated. Is He/She respected by the community, leather and otherwise? See how He/She handles failure and success. Does He/She have the time to commit to a relationship? Is He/She a person of character? After these topics are addressed, then turn your attention to Him/her as a potential Dominant. What are His/Her D/s philosophies? Where does He/She reside

Dominants Vs. Domineering
If you haven’t already read the description of a Dominant, then I suggest that you do so before going any further. You’ll need to have that fresh in your mind before you can appreciate the contrast to someone that is “domineering”. The two terms, Dominant and domineering, are often misused and mistakenly considered interchangeable. In the first instance, a Dominant, is part of a lifestyle. One in which there are certain expectations and responsibilities. An important part of that lifestyle, is the recognition that it needs to be mutually gratifying. That is to say that the happiness and well being of a submissive is equally as important as the Dominant’s. One thing that distinguishes a domineering person from a Dominant is a lack of this recognition. People that are domineering are selfish,

Self Discipline For Dominants
Self discipline is basically the same thing as self control. It is the ability to follow through with what you have set out to do and or what you have agreed to do within your relationship. For a dominant, self discipline is a must. Without the ability to control themselves, a dominant has no hope of being able to control another. A dominant needs self discipline in order to consistently maintain his./her dominance within their relationship. It takes energy to use the control given you by a submissive. It takes self control not to abuse that control given you. Self discipline is part of what makes the difference between domination and abuse. A dominant needs self discipline to remain calm enough that he/she can clearly make decisions which affect someone else's life in a well informed manner. A person who has trouble making simple decision

The Dom Fever
This is a term I use to describe that sense of urgency that many new dominants feel. This sense of urgency creates a dangerous mindset, in that the need to experience everything now overrides the common sense to be careful. Let me describe this, a person reads about BDSM on the web and it gets them hot. The idea of tying someone up, spanking them, teasing them sexually, and having them follow your every command is highly arousing to them. Many think of the words "sex slave" as a first thought and go on the assumption that all submissives are sex slaves. This stimulates the mind and the body. The person may actually find themselves sitting at the computer and looking at the web sites and becoming uncomfortably physically aroused. (this same scenario works for magazines, books, chat rooms etc.).

Virtual Domination
Real Life play is wonderful. It's exhilarating, it's fun, it can be intensely erotic. And some people are lucky enough to be able to play whenever they want. Usually though, there are limitations - time, distance, other obligations - which mean we can't just whip up a scene whenever we feel like it. It's a big, wide world out there, and sometimes its hundreds - or even thousands - of miles that seperate us from our play partner. However, RL isn't the only way to explore and experience BDSM. It is often said, that our most developed sexual organ is our brain - and that's were cyber-BDSM comes in. Of course, everyone's heard of cyber sex. There are a plethora of online chatrooms where you can go to have one-night cyber-stands, and talk to people you don't know in third person all pretending you're getting down to hot and

Master V's Abuser
I suppose to some there is no difference between the two labels, after all doesn't a Master use and effectively abuse their slave in much the same way an abusive partner does????? Well Yes they do in some ways, yet not in others, however the difference lies in one single word..... Consensual.Having been subject to forced slavery to the extent that it nearly took my life I know the difference. However to some the line may not be that clearly defined and that can cause problems with often devastating consequences. I have always been submissive by nature, always wanting to please others, always making sure everyone else was contented before, if at all, ensuring I was. I was always drawn to Dominant personalities, respected authority even viewed it a little different to others. It is that nature that led me and many others to find them selves in

Confessions Of A "green" Master
What IS a Green Master anyway? Plain and simple, I am. Let’s break that down even farther. If you are here you probably already know what a Master is… a Male Dominant in a D/s relationship. Green… A color, like the grass, the penicillin that is growing on the pizza that has been in the fridge too long, the color of the face of a boy swallowing chewing tobacco juice… But in this case green means new and untested. I am new to the entire lifestyle of Dominant and submissive. That green-ness is made even GREENER by the fact that I am only doing it online. My real life relationship is not open to that idea. I have been involved in the fringes of online D/s-ing for the better part of a year now. Have collared and released one submissive already but I still feel very new. Have sat in on some chats a

The Reality Of Submission
The reality of submission means: putting your Master first in every moment, not just in every scene. giving up choices -- bit by bit -- of what to wear, what to eat and how free time will be spent and then discovering each act of submission helps you give even more. understanding you can no longer hide negative emotions or problems behind socially-acceptable excuses, because he will hear only honesty as he seeks to know your state of mind. learning that the phrase "stretching limits" applies to every facet of your life, not just play. And like a gemstone, your flaws will be cut away. that the energy expended towards meeting the demands of submission binds you closer to your Master. painfully identifying and eliminating the vanilla baggage that creates obstacles

Advice For The Novice Submissive
Alright, here you are, you have found what is within you, realized that you are not an anomaly; You're not some freak. There is a name for it. You are a submissive. You are ready to drop to your knees, lower your eyes and bow your head forward in anticipation of a collar. WHOA there... slow down and take time to figure out what it is you want before you feel that collar close around your throat (either literally or figuratively) Your submission... First off, throughout everything you read and everyone you talk to about BDSM or D/s, remember one thing-- Your submission is unique unto you. If you do much research you will undoubtedly find lists of *what a submissive is* or *traits of a submissive*. Keep in mind that these are qualitites that enhance who you are. Change is good, personal growth is good, evolution of one'

Attributes Of A D/s Relationship
D/s is a standard ('vanilla') relationship with the added dynamics brought about by the power exchange. What many tend to forget is that all healthy relationships (D/s or not) carry a set of attributes which require focus by both parties if they are to last. Additional attributes ride on top of this foundation related particularly to the power exchange dynamic. However, when you consider D/s as a dynamic on top of a standard relationship, it is clear that no healthy D/s relationship can exist without the proper foundation. We cannot afford to assume that because we share a communication channel regarding D/s, we can neglect the fundamental needs of our relationships, or consider them any less critical than those of our 'vanilla' friends. Intuitively, we feel this need, however it tends to confuse the roles of Dominance and submiss

The Myths Of The 'missive
"So who wants to be dominated?" Many supposed Dom/mes find themselves a bit suprised when opening lines like this somehow fail to be met with hordes of subbies moist with anticipation.Those who continue on this path soon find that not only are the subs not keen on this premise, but are actually quite vocal about their feelings on the matter. If not flat-out hostile. Sometimes, the stunned Dom/me will make some remark to the pack about how the subs "need to be taught their place". Well, as it turns out, most subs DO know their place, learned it long ago. And it ain't with their faces buried in the crotch of any Dommy-Come-Lately who swaggers into the room. Sadly, this poor soul has fallen prey to... the STEREOTYPE! The stereotypes should be familiar to A/all. The submissive female... a docile, opinionles

Labels
How often do we see labels being attached to people within the lifestyle, He is a Dom or they are Switches, well it has to be said that no one can be compartmentalized into some neat little category just to suit those who feel a need to put labels on everything, to justify peoples actions or beliefs, There's usually more to a person than meets the eye if others would just take the time to look a little bit deeper. There's also no way to easily describe any one in a few neat and tidy catch phrases. Besides, labels are merely a form of prejudgment, a way to make it easier to discriminate. After all, it's much easier to dismiss a description than it is to write a person out of your life. If you insist on labels, you might find that most people are a study in opposites. For example, some of the terms used to describe subm

Sub Space
Subspace is a very personal thing… even to a Master and a sub together the experience seems to be very different, due to the roles each has within achieving it. One of the most important things to stress to anyone who may be involved in taking another to subspace is safety. The fact that an individual trusts enough to submit their well-being and safety to another is responsibility enough but when that person is in a state where they have little or no control, and are absolutely open to whatever another may wish to inflict upon them is awesome. As one who has held the gift of that submission, I cannot tell you just how powerful that makes me. At no time will I ever forget that her safety is paramount. I will never do anything at all that compromises that. Nor should anyone. Remember that there are times

Peace Of Mind Through Control
Freedom through submission is not a startling concept. Not everyone in this life is meant to be a decision maker, an individual who can stand alone in the winds of life and weather the storms that come by. Many need to have leadership and guidance to make those difficult decisions that face them everyday. Life's decisions are often very stressful to make. It can be very hard to do the things that one knows one must do. What many need is someone in their life that will take on the responsibility of making sure that the proper things are done each day and hold them accountable when the path prescribed is not followed. This does not mean that one who embraces this concept has the absolute freedom to behave as they wish, on the contrary, it means that one has to answer to the Guide that one has decided to give the control o

How Do I Know What I Like?
I sat in a chat forum the other night, and a question was raised by a submissive, having spent alot of time as an on-line submissive, she had asked how she truly would know what she liked and didn't like. The answer I gave to her was, though it may have been technically accurate, it wasn't the right answer. I had referred her to the D/s checklist, which is a tool that identifies every aspect of BDSM and allows the submissive to help communicate to the Dominant what he/she likes, may want to try and definitely does not enjoy. The reason that I say that the answer I gave was incorrect was, because, like everything in life, you'll never really know unless you try it. You'll have some ideas of what you definitely like and don't like. You'll have some ideas of what your hard limits are and what will make your knees quiver. But until yo

How To Cope With Release
Your world may seem empty, and all you can seem to do is cry, but you try not to show it to O/others for fear of ridicule, or being told that familiar phrase "this is only cyber". I am sorry, but for many of us, cyber and real life mix and the feelings are quite real. Whether the Dom/me knows it or not, there is a real person on the other side of the computer screen. One who loved, one who trusted, one who depended upon You with all their being. That person feels, that person hurts, that person does cry at the loss of their Master/Mistress, their companion, their lover, their teacher, their guide through this realm. The person whom has served faithfully, sat day after day, night after night awaiting the return of their Master/Mistress, aches to be able to serve Them again, their soul begs to be reunited with the One whom

Mail Box
First thought in my mind is, this has to be a mistake and I would of cleared it up about this in my mail box but did not have the time or the energy to wait about 45 minutes, so I kept it and went on. My sister was over so I showed it to her and she thought it was something. It maybe or something very similar. I even called her to tell her what it was. Still, it could be a mistake but I never know with things these days. I went to see Dr. B and told him of my decision not not pursue any surgery. Hes eyes filled up with tears but he held hes composure. Way to go I thought. Return Receipt was received today. Time for me to go on soon. Life has been tough before the military and the military is still up in the air. After that I was married for 25 years and that was also very tough but the separation and divorce that followed nearly destroyed me and the things that followed did not help at all. My decision is based on my own personal experiences and I do not wish to extend my life another

Key
My sister thought the key was from a bus terminal locker. I said it maybe or from a train station or even a air port. I later told her it was a key from a USPS locker. I do not remeber ever coming across such a thing but apparently part of me knew. I wasn't expecting anything except a 80 page paperback book. I thought it can't be, but it was. I asked my sister why she thought it was a bus terminal and she said she saw it in a movie. So much for this key. When a decision was reached by me and carried out with a letter to the surgeons office it was as if a great weight has been lifted from me. It comes from reaching a solution or answer to a very troubling question. It can be looked as if it is a Passive Suicide on my part but we all come to the same end. No matter what I do or don't do or anyone else, we all come to the same end. Part philosopher, religious, spiritual, but a man. Norio

Drama In The Exfriend Department
Amber: I dnt have ur cell number otherwise i woulda txt ya. So ya its kinda fucked up that u told gary tat yall got bedbugs bcuz of me. Dnt blame that shit on me then go n tell the landlord that yall got em cuz of me. I dnt even have the dam thngs an if yall had them id have them so can u all please stop blamin everythng on me tell gary an his dad 2 grow upMe: I didn't say we got them because of you. And you did or do have them. We don't have them anymore, and they weren't that bad over here. So... And I didn't tell the landlord shit personally, what him and his dad does isn't any of my fault.Amber: Well gary and none of them even woulda had a reason 2 blame us if u didnt tell them tat its my fault so i no that aint true but its cool and it is ur fault cuz u told gary n he told the landlord and so wat if i did have them u all didnt get them cuz of me but i dnt even care jus cuz u dnt like me ne more u r gna try n get everyone 2 hate me 2 but i dnt even care ne more u talkd so much s

My Book
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 Chapter 2: What the HELL Tortured souls squirm like a worm on a hook. Currently in hell your soul burns with a hatred you had when you were alive. Curious as to how you ended up with this twisted existence. Burning pain as the touch of a cold ghost touches your spine. The new smell of sulfur burns your nose and brings you back to reality. A dim light consumes a portion of a room revealing a little girl no older than ten. With lazy eyes you try and focus on the body. What could she have done to have gotten here, you ask yourself. She hangs from a noose around her neck. Her left leg looks like was torn off as evidence of the ripped flesh. Sodomized by what looks like a metal shaft with spikes randomly placed and caked with dry blood. Digging into her virgin flesh every as she moves. With twitches of her eyelid, you realize that she my just still be alive. How did she manage to earn this type of punishment? At such a young age, whoev

My Book
Chapter 3: Missing Memories You resume your cries for help, from the pit of your soul you scream. No response. Not so much as a smile from this creature in the doorway. Your fears continue to cry. Losing breath and energy you start to beg. Your eyes close tears streams down your face as loved ones flash before your eyes. Memories of happiness dissolve like smoke in a clouded room. In reality none are here to offer any kind of comfort, some have been dead a long time. Memories of a distant path bring forth a smile to your face. Interruption occurs when you realize the coming reality is fear, torture, and pain. You twitch for the lack of heat is overwhelming. Hoping your loved are safe, dreaming of the day when you will see them again. Deep in what is left of your mind; memory forces you to believe the worst is yet to come. You woke up this morning, happy at least you think, which can possibly be an alien memory. Soon you just might wish you were never born at all. Your vision

In One Year
Three people in one year with no connection to each other tell me of a Rotorooter Pill to clean me out? Odd, I thought because I asked my Cardiologist and he said if there was such a pill he'd be handing them out? Past Saturday went to Delaware via Pennsylvania and I saw glaring blite. No police anywhere on a holiday weekend? The same on Sunday and Monday? Not even on the bridge? Had the moon roof open and passenger window slightly down with no radio and the police I did see at a Verizon work site this past Wednesday, one said to the other, isn't this the guy...? Construction area and I'm doing 25. I think we know that I'm serious about doing nothing far as surgery. ER and 911 I kind of doubt it. Norio

Did You Love Her
The question asked was did you love her? Hell, if I didn't love her why would of I fought so hard for her and her better to even lie for an illegal divorce? Why for 25 years did I lie for her? Lot of dirt I can throw not only at her immediate family but the list of self righteous character starting with the letter A thought to and end with the letter Z. I can gather every documents and tape to seal the case. See she is My Wife. Still Is MY WIFE. Don't you get it? "Let No Man Put A Thunder What God Has Placed Togeather." Debbie from ProACT of Gloucester County, the very simple reason I had her back is that even Shirley deserves a last chance and Scott I asked you three different time "do you want me out of her life." Three times you gave me the status quo of we don't get involved in clients life. Third time we talked I said to you if you said get out of her life I would of got out and you said "why didn't you." I hung up. Remeber that Scottie? It is Martin Gievers who did the stalking o

Unwanted
A divorce unwanted by my then wife and myself. I wanted to remain married to her and keep the Restraining Order while she received all my benefits and other things she would need. This Bed & Board Divorce was given to me by my then attorney but upon checking with The US ARMY Retirement Service Officer at Ft. Dix I was told she did not qualify for it. I was forced into retirement by The US ARMY. I contacted The President of The USA and it did not matter if he recived the information because only way this Bed & Board Divorce could of went through was that beyond The US ARMY it was all handled by private civilian contractors. Even the Investigative part of it was private civilian contractor with no over sight from the DoD. So, contrary to the misinformation that is out here I fought for Shirley as if it was a War. Tell me, all your Gentlemen out there, if all of you would of done the same even after her falling apart completely over the years and attacking me in front of a witness? Would

Past & 824
Mr. David Winkler, Esquire said they'll dig up the past but apparently did not know I had nothing to hide as others and for him as well the Stranger and the lady in Lexus, along with the commentator I'll bring up the past starting with 824 Central Avenue, Franklinville, NJ. Flooding was the problem from the Major Subdivision going in behind and around me by Toll Bros. A Land Acquisition Manager, Mr. Henrick Warner came looking for me to buy my home which I surrendered and declared an Illegal Chapter 7 Bankruptcy for the sake of the VA and others. They had placed an Illegal Financial Mental Incompetence on me for over 20 years. I told Mr. Warner I no longer have that property and perhaps he's intrested in my other property. 2 weeks later he contacts me and tells me he's intrested. By that time Shirley was back with me along with at Stonybrook with ProACT and never did I say I was for sale or any information I possesed. Welcome Leanne Hasbrouk from Rep. Andrews office saying we are goint

Contacting Whoever
After contacting whoever as I wrote to The President of The USA letters written to Rep. Andrews are answered with hes genuine signature complaing of a Federal Investigation. He was set to be the US Senator from NJ because that was the buzz on the net and the news. Even the Mental Health Advocate who was supposed to be helping Shirley addressed him as Senator Andrews. Rep. Andrews was apparenty angry at me for doing the right thing and I get condemmed for it while others are given enourmous token of appreciation in public as well behind closed doors. Looking at it all and to have my own sister be angry that I contacted Shirley saying where did you get her address before she had to hang up. I thought why would she even care. Restrainig Order allows me to contact her but not her or anyone on her behalf. I do not have to go far to find True Evil because they are either in the news or behind it and are called the movers and shakers. Travesty second to none with two victims. Shirley and mys

Z And Can't Forget
Can't forget the fact because of the flooding I had to go to someone at the county level. Gloucester County Freehold Director, Mr. Stephen Sweeny. Who wrote to me and sadi since it is not a county road there is nothing he or hes office can do. Last but not the least to bring up the rear is Doctor Zang from Underwood Memorial Hospital. She was rather childish stating "you started it first." I kept saying to her it didn't matter who started it. You all heard it. Money talks and Bull**** walks. Norio

Oh, I Almost Forgot
Oh, I almost forgot and were it not for the looker I would of. Thanks to you I remember Lisa and I hope her marriage is going well. IBEW and CWW and here Local 98. They owe you a depth of gratitude. Ever look up? At the sky and space right? Your the fall I've been looking for since yesterday but they'll love you for it and that is the reason I kept this same old PC. Norio

Pop Up
Thank you for the pop up because I was wondering who this is that was going to screw up yesterday and the day before? Now I know and thank you very much for that pop up revealing yourself! I figured when I let go you'd pop up. You did. Know what a decoy is? Please look up would you. It's easy just like a decoy. I thought it was a dream of mine, wondering in the woods with my shades until the next morning when I found my shades on the kitchen cunter when I knew I left it where I always do. So much for dreams and so much for that woods. See, aforementioned, is into every aspect of Federal Agencies, DoD, and The Military. Highest of Clearance is given by a click or a OK to any. Hell, I would of walked to the surgery until that Stranger and that Lady in the Lexus screwed up so bad. Private Contractors or people unfit for their position. Just like you. Tell me what I just did here beside the burn? Surely you of all would know? See ya, Norio

Third Times The Charm
This is my third time having an account here at FUBAR. The first account I had I started with my ex-wife when we were still married. I loved it, but she began to find it annoying. She cancelled her account and convenced me to do also. I started my second account when we split up. But when we tried to work things out in our marriage, she asked me to cancel it again and I did. Now we are divorced, and I want an account here for me. I love FUBAR. I find it fun meeting new people, earning fu-bucks and fu-points, and giving gifts and drinks to my fans and friends. Well future blogs will be more about current events, politics, books, movies, tv and other things occurring in my life. See you around the bar. :)

Adm
If I truly was in ADM then it would of have been higly classified due to the fact that prior to 1970 they were thought to antiquated and not good for what was needed like the missiles. I remember two SF Groups and another like us. Nuclear weapons were with us and no one would suspect a 21/2 and a jeep running around like others all over the place. We were all white males aged 19 to 20 and we were all there against our will. If this is true then there was a period of several months I spent in a secure bunker alone. It was there that I have no memory except three imiges and one of them was of me standing in a long hallway with half the lights off and the steel cage was open and I was wondering, is this some type of military experiment as the rush of wind blew by me. One person a SSG came looking for me asking if I was all right down here all alone? I said I'm fine but wanted to say no you have to get me out now. Those that did return noticed the change with me right away. If this is real

Just Trying This As An Experiment So Please Play Along
ok so the other day this thought came across my mind basically these sites are designed to meet total strangers and start talking to them right. so keep up with me so heres what i was thinking lets see how many ppl are willing to text a total stranger so heres the deal i wanna see how many ppl have the balls to text me dont call cuz i wont answer this is only just an experiment nothing is gonna happen im not some crazy stalker just bored with too much time to think about stupid things so here is my cell number 9194916930 text me with the site your got my number from and sex this goes for guys and girls and next sunday i will post a result on how many guys vs girls are willing to text a total stranger

"im Shit"
Im a low down dirty basterd..im less then a man..im out on my own..the world gave me up..during brith..now im just a husk..not even a living being..bad days..so tell me all your lies..i do..wish to hear..what you think about me..the scars cut so deep..i cant sleep..oh i can tell..just by the look in your eyes..you deny me..every step of the way..love like ashes..blown to the winds..im in chains..your my poison..im a moth to the flames..and every twist and turn..burns..i cant think straight..with all the voices in my life..i cant be me..for what you wish of me..isnt what i can be..i wake up..and feel the dust upon my skin..im dying every hour..of everyday..yet your my pain..my ball and chain..i do..hope you would agree..that im nothing more..then a ghost..of my former self..a mental case..without no shame..aint it a shame..when people point the blame..on me..when they have yet to know me..your my favorite..of my cancers..a silver lining of my sinful clouds..im just hanging in the wind..

Something New
to the one i loved! Current mood: listless Category: Romance and Relationships Something new!you rip me open and i bleed into you smiling decay,somehow youve peeled the pain awaybeautiful tortureintense sensationshe has arrived coverd in self-mutilation dying torment withthe beginning of this creation experimenting every moment of its own desecration drawn out from the cave i hidefeeling you now i thought ive diedthaw out my iced heart start fixing what fell apartwith one look into your eyesi felt this beautiful demisethe end of all my cries broken heart........full of lies just suddenly dies never had faith in anything but younow im feeling something newi love you!

Just Thinking ....
life ??? Current mood: okay Category: Life LIFE .. YOU EVER FELL LIKE LIFE IS ONE BIG REVOLVING DOOR THAT NEVER STOPS SPINNING PEOPLE COME IN AND OUT ,BUT THEY ONLY SEE YOU ,HOW MANY WILL TAKE THE TIME TO KNOW YOU BEFORE THEY STEP OUT,HOW MANY JUDGED YOU BY WHAT THEY SAW,BUT NONE THE LESS YOU KEEP SPINNING NEVER KNOWING WHATS YET TO COME OR EVEN IF THAT MOMENT WILL COME WHEN IT STOPS FOR THAT BREIF MOMENT WHEN YOU REALIZE YOU HAVE EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER WANTED. .. .. ..

Life
In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope.In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort.In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream.And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.If there is a future there is time for mending-Time to see your troubles coming to an ending.Life is never hopeless however great your sorrow-If you're looking forward to a new tomorrow.If there is time for wishing then there is time for hoping-When through doubt and darkness you are blindly groping.Though the heart be heavy and hurt you may be feeling-If there is time for praying there is time for healing.So if through your window there is a new day breaking-Thank God for the promise, though mind and soul be aching,If with harvest over there is grain enough for gleaning-There is a new tomorrow and life still has meaning.You can show your sweetest kindness Even to those Who are vehemently standing In your way. But under no circumstancesMust you su

Love
Because you are my friend,my life is enriched in a fourtune of ways.Like a cool breeze on a sweltering day,like a ray of sunshine parting glowering clouds,you lift me up.In good times, we soar,like weightless balloonsover a beautfull rainbows.In bad times, you are soothing palmfor my pummeled soul.I learn so much from you;you help me see old things in new ways.I wonder if you are awareof the bright seeds you are sowing in me.I'm a better person for knowing you,so that everyone I interact withis touched by your good effect on me.You relax me, refresh me, renew me.Your bounteous heart envelops mein joy and love and peace.May your life be filledwith dazzling blessings,just as I am blessedby being your boy friend

Love2
"Everytime you smile atme it is an actionof love, a gift tothat person, a beautifulthing.""The joy of friendship cancalm the storm within thesoul and leave a rainbowto show the promise ofhealing and hope."Is there some meaning to this life?What purpose lies behind the strife?Whence do we come, where are we bound?These cold questions echo and resoundthrough each day, each lonely night.We long to find the splendid lightthat will cast a revelatory beamupon the meaning of the human dream.Courage, love, friendship,compassion, and empathylift us above the simple beastsand define humanity.You know a girl friend like you is a gift that paints a smile in my heart it gives memories that will stay in me not for a while but for a lifetime. True love never leave each other true love never part it just sometimes sit silently deep within each other's heart saying I am still here and want always the best for a you like you who is rare, unique, kind and one of the best gifts I could treasure.

Love 3
May my friendships always beThe most important thing to me;With special friends I feel I'm blessed,So let me give my very best.I want to do much more than shareThe hopes and plans of friends who care;I'll try all that a friend can doTo make their secret dreams come true.Let me use my heart to see,To realize what friends can be,And make no judgments from afar,But love my friends the way they are""we were given 2 hands 2hold..2legs 2 walk..2eyes 2 see..2 ears 2listen..but why only 1heart? because the otherone was given to someonefor us to find.""""You have a greatsmile,that never fades. Agolden heart, that neverhates A style thats,Inimitable. Thats many ofthe reasons why you areso lovable""

True Friendship
I Am Your FriendYou may not have ever seen meBut you know that I am here.You can feel me in your heartAs you enter each new day.I will always be there for youI am your friend.Someone to share the good timesAs well as the bad.I make no judgments by what you sayI just listen with my heart andHope to be of help in anyway I can.I will be there for you now and foreverAnd always please rememberI am your friend!True FriendshipTrue friendship isn't seen with the eyes, it is felt with the heart.When there is trust, understanding, loyalty, and sharing.True friendship is a rare feeling, but when it is foundIt has profound impact on our well-being, strength, and character.True friendship does not need elaborate giftsOr spectacular events in order to be valuable or valued.To ensure long-lasting quality and satisfaction,True friendship only needs a few key ingredients:Undying loyalty, unmatched understanding, unsurpassed trust,Deep and soulful secrets, and endless sharing.These ingredients, mixed wi

Just Us
We are a happily married couple looking for a hot girl to join us in everything from mild to wild in central Texas. We are always up for making new friends. Well add more once we figure out how to work this page

See Me
You can see me is what you said and I hope so because I had to contact someone about this breech either in Vista or the back door created by Lisa a former friend of someone I know. I hope you can see where I'm headed. As I stated before, try Peace Corps or even better, a monastic order. Cloistered, perhaps, a hermetic one, like the Carthusicians. Will you pass the muster to gain entry? Will you afterwards pass the Noviatiate? Breech or leach the hunt will start. Norio

21 Reasons Not To Have Kids
For those who already have children past this age, this is hilarious.For those who have children nearing this age, this is a warning.For those who have not yet had children, this is birth control.The following came from an anonymous mother in Austin, TX. Things I've learned from my children:A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2,000 sq. foot house 4 inches deep.If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite.A 3-year-old's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant.If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20X20 foot room.You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using the ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way.The glass in wind

Rejection?
TOP 10 FEMALE REJECTION LINES WHAT SHE SAYS: I think of you as a brother. TRANSLATION: You remind me of that inbred banjo-playing geek in 'Deliverance.' WHAT SHE SAYS: There's a slight difference in our ages. TRANSLATION: I don't want to do my dad. WHAT SHE SAYS: I'm not attracted to you in 'that' way.TRANSLATION: You are the ugliest dork I've ever laid eyes on. WHAT SHE SAYS: My life is too complicated right now.TRANSLATION: I don't want you spending the whole night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys I'm seeing. WHAT SHE SAYS: I've got a boyfriend.TRANSLATION: I prefer my male cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry's. WHAT SHE SAYS: I don't date men where I work.TRANSLATION: I wouldn't date you if you were in the same solar system, much less the same building. WHAT SHE SAYS: It's not you, it's me.TRANSLATION: It's you. WHAT SHE SAYS: I'm concentrating on my career.TRANSLATION: Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you.

Comentator And Watcher
Sorry bud. Your a security risk to a huge institution. Access me and you have access to them and as a high risk they'll hunt you down. They can have my PC since it's about time I renewed. They may already have started. What better way not only to track you but collar you, if I waited and also a lot of people have access to this site like you. I no longer come here but once in a while like now. I often used it to communicate to others. Norio

I Will Be Playing Live
Anyone and all is invited to come to PAPA JACKS PUBB in Va Beach to see Hard South whom I will be playing with. We will be playing classics, southern rock and country. Bring your friends and LET'S PARTY!!

Blog
Seems this Blog is my bitch session. my target is different but all can access this. want my memories? the cup, red and white, friends, and clear passage. threshold is already in place and routinely used. wanted at a meeting and expected to have my pass port. with or without i'm out. by the way, wrong ip address but you led the charge and all will thank you forever. time for this blog like others to cool off and stand down. Norio

Resist
I could not resist. You told me my IP Address and OS but added you can see me. You became a serious risk to a major financial institution. Through me you can access the entire institution and at the same time brought in all I left out and now as a risk bring the IRS on the charge is Mr. Mark J. Spitz, Revenue Collector ID #23-09058. Phone numbers, 215 861-3874 and FAX is 215 861-1627 and don't forget my once attorney Mr. Edwin L. Meyer, Jr., Esquire, CPA number 848-8528. As to what he did is unknown to me? Gets much better because now you'll have to defend Lisa as to how she created this back door and for who she did it for since every piece of document in this file pertained to someone very specific. Also her one time and perhaps still friend from all that you that watch me and see. Life is full of suprises isn't it? Far as me I'm dead because it not only affects the Heart but the CNS or the Brain and the entire Neurological system and all the organs. Although a By-Pass and a Valve

See
You can see so follow along. Contacted a Federal Attorney last year who's jurisdiction I am still under as back then. He's Assistant told me I was vague three times as her fellow Assistant agreed. So I told them to follow the Registered Mail to US Attorney General and the Certified to Revenue Collector for the IRS. I don't want any vagueness on my part. Like this one. Against the law for anyone to loan money to anyone else, even to my then wife at that time without charging Fair Interest and going into binding contract. No one can compete against the Banks. So I can forgive the loan all I want but she has to declare Chapter 7 Bankruptcy. My sister ought to figure out by now what Bankruptcy she declared or didn't. So you see well and you'll see much more clear what I mean when I say Passive Homicide? This become what? See well. See it all as long as you can hold what goes with it.

Brokenheart
i fell apart when you left never flet whole always alone cold dead no matter how much i wished for death it never came until im with you again i will stay cold alone deadin this world theres a knock on the door i open it here you are a lost soul as i am you say "i love you" and im here to fix all the pain and sorrow i have caused please forgive me i look into your eyes to see if this is real and not a dream i blink then look at you and tell you to come back to me i love you and never let me go

Deams
always in my dreams out of reach i run but you always disappear everynight you are there to take me back to that one night lost in a dream never there i wake looking for you to find emptyiness a of me is gone but not forever i have my you forever in my dreams always to sleep a night is a nightmare for i see you forever in my dreams i can never have you for you , you are my dream

Nightmares
im lost in my thoughts i try and find my love who is forgotten for he is the one that is lost , lost soul , lost heart, lost mind, he has lost me in his world of dreams he has only nightmares he cant find his love for she is always there by him never lost again for they are always togther in there nightmares

Our Announcement
Mills, Unger wed Aug. 28 Local Source: Culpeper Times TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 15 2009 Kristie Lee Mills of Ranson, W.Va., and Ronald John Unger of Reva, Va., were married in a 5 p.m. ceremony on Aug. 28, 2009, in the Culpeper County Circuit Court. Frank Reeves Jr. officiated. Dale and Sharen Mills of Ranson are the parents of the bride. She graduated from Jefferson High School and is self-employed. The groom's parents are Thomas and Louisa Unger of Reva. He graduated from high school and attended three years of college. He, too, is self-employed. Jefferson County, W.Va., is where the couple will live.

Someone
This blog was to be silent but by the fact of a critic it is still alive. Someone knocked on my door last night as I told someone "all you got to do is let go." This someone I knew for awhile has passed away this morning. My attempt to tell this someone some thing very important either got through or it was stopped. I never did answer the door, however, I did call another to make sure it was not them. I knew when I saw this someone this past Tuesday it was the last I'll see them here. What do you think this, the cup and red and white is? I mention friends, are they wanted or not? I also said clear passage, for who? A friend called me and we talked. Friend needs another surgery but the agreement was the following. Each one of us has to leave this world sometime but the way each leaves is all the same and it is death. However long or short or painful, it is all the same way each of us leave. Lot of non sense information to which I had no intention to reveal was done so to answer a cri

Love Is Very Powerfull Energy
Love is very strong powerful energy between extreme particles is a center point of light.As we each walk through the Light upon a life time ,the energy holds a connection towards the one your meant to be ,although connecting is not as quickly or easy performed as our fairy tale childhood beliefs seem to make them all about in good ole days of eyes of a child , Between extreme emotions is the portal point of love. The portal point is what every human being already is, yet elusively still seeks. True love is our ultimate objective toward being complete in one Life Time , whether we're aware of it or not as to some people they seem always searching for what they hold image in their own mind ,thoughts they may or may not be completly aware of it at the time or maybe in life they will never settle down and will always in many ways leave hurting damaging results toward the one they are in love with ,as they find no contenment rather send hours always filtering through one life t

Furry Spirit
footprints behind you A Tear thinking of MY FRIEND Current mood: blessedCategory: Life I had a Friend That stuck by me through so many experiences that came a Time ,he could not stand strong any longer .This Friend oh he felt every thing about me absorbed it through his own furry body my every mood .both of us searched ,many areas ~just to be Loved ~~ without changing or being the first to prove ourselves although struggling each day ,to improve it seemed only found such disappointment and saddness that laid awaiting for our returns .Looking back over the Years ,things was not easy and we both gave up many things that we actually loved and made us happy in life .To always keeping our selves on gaurd to struggling upon day to day hoping that love we strongly believed in would not be so afraid to really Love both of us no matter what happen or what we did ,we wouldn't hear constant critiazing or constant disapointment as it became a our own blood flowing through our vein

Toast
Life comes at us in uncerntain ways, friends and lovers judge by all our mistakes,weather were wrong or judge incorectley,Life gos on with no jelousey, were not all as perfect as our judges seem to be, they must be inhuman thats all I can see .but when your judged wrong as I always am you learn to except what your judge wants you to be.....missunderstood,I think not! from me to you, I,m a strong person that refuses to be missunderstood. I,m a woman that just wants to be judged for who she ,is honest and proud and unloved by the one who judged her wrong...no turnning back, sooo to the future I toast all who have been missed judge and have been hurt by someone you love...there is life out there and may you be blessed to find it and never let it judge you..........

A Promise Of A New Day
In life it seems everything is judged ,especially in small towns ,sometimes ,judging happens and people are not aware of even doing it to another ,I know I fell prey to doing same thing from time to time .Although when a person struggles in there own spirit to keep on changing there self or improving or saying there sorry for things that was two peoples fault or no fault at all in there life ,struggling in your spirit ,trying please another and nothing you ever do ever gets praised or noticed out loud that it was appreciated or done out of pure love ,when you find your day filled with trying carry that whole world upon your shoulder to please another or show others you can do it and maybe find them approving to only find there not very happy even then .or to find there is this hidden lack of trust that go to areas of finding anything ,I mean anything or anyone just to prove that person your trying and struggling so hard each day show your love and have there smile ,only fin

Healing
The opportunity afforded us in this incarnation is quite remarkable. It is here where we can experience directly the bump and grind, the hard knocks of conflict, contrasting perspectives, the ups and downs of feelings, sensations, stimulations, pains and pleasures, the creating and stirrings of life. This interplay of consciousness and energies epitomizes the dualistic nature of all existence - it is drama, it is life, and it is in constant motion and change, swinging like a pendulum from one extreme to another. It may feel at times like a fast and furious ride on a roller coaster, a slow and arduous climb up a high mountain, or a leisurely drive down the highway... no matter. If one is fully living and flowing in the NOW, letting go of all the experiences of before... each moment of life is a step forward... and life is never dull and always new and full of discovery. Going with this flow, we delve deeper and deeper into life and into the essence and experience of our huma

For A Dear Close Friend In My Heart
TAMMMY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LIFE IS MAGICAL AND SHOULD NEVER BE LIVED IN JUDGING ,SHOULD BE LIVED WITH LOVE AND MAGICK IS CREATED EACH DAY BECAUSE YOU WISH BE THIS WAY AND BORN THIS WAY ....Soooooooooooooo Tammy life cycles brought us back together in Life as there is a meaning to all in Life as it grows with in magical belief and living through eyes of all and unknown .As I ramble on in being long winded here there is so much even I have been understanding and learning about my own Life and own self and realize just how much I love my self as I truly believe there such strong magical energy within myself that attracts unknown of all in Life ,Life has been journey of Hell although I am not giving up on Life or myself but truth is Gaining back EVERYTHING I was born to be and not be hidden away no more in silience or isolation in life .I am learning to release what’s inside me to be loved and felt in life been hard knocks and lesson that taken me to get he

Foot Prints In Our Journeys
~~Foot Prints in The Sand ~~ Category: Life Life Lived in experiences that some what takes Lasting Affect upon means of your Life ,you find a Journey of Energy that becomes after awhile “Mean” to ones own existing Energy that no matter What you do or change or place that silly smile on your face ,it does not matter soon or Later ,you find yourself in confusion and misunderstood ,in the eyes of the one before “you” and it starts to chip away upon your own very spirit that becomes excessive Hurt that slides deeply within your own Soul and you try each day to escape that Feeling and Bring yourself back to Level you know your actually meant to be Living each day as “YOU” Excessive criticism, put downs (veiled or otherwise) and passive-aggressive behavior (where you feel that someone is getting back at you indirectly, without telling you why) can put a damper and start to piece by piece crumble on your positive cheerful, optimistic,

Simple Release
Creation of Me Category: Life It is alright to Speak thoughts of Life awaiting for YOU .To awaken the right journey that ,you seemed always misguide your own self from enjoying and living that is designed and meant for you to journey through ,actually living without only spoken words to entertain anyone .I am filled with so much Love that want to allow this Love to explode out of me outwards to Life .To live a life that keeps this Love on some limits inside you ,makes anyone most unhappiest soul that walks this earth .I desire in my own self to be complete I walk through this Journey with no more Doubts and softly speak these Words upon you ,holding doubts throughout own self please do both of us a favour and quickly walk away ,leaving only your foot prints in the sand behind you ,as I shall not lve remainer of my life in shadows of doubt as I speak those kind strong words not for you or anyone in this world except for me .I am no ones Shadow in this Life Time nor shall