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Thanks, But....
First off!!!!!!, I wish to thank anyone who has bought me a drink. I'll try to return the favor. But, in reality (yes I know that isn't here) I hate JD, and Bud! And I would even care that they are bought for me here, but I found out that they have Guiness, and Jaymze (pernounced James, refering to Jameson Irish Nector), two of my favorite drinks. I prefer ale to Guiness, but Jaymze (Oh, when you know as well as I do, you can call him that) and I go back! So if y'all wouldn't mind, I'd rather you bought those for me. I'll be doing the same in return, thanks!

22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile
1 . Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy) 2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second. 3 . Kiss her on the forehead. 4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to. 5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you. 6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most. 7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with. 8 . Write her notes. (she loves them) 9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend. 10 . Play with her hair. 11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her. 12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her. 13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes. 14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms. 15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her. 16 . Give her piggyback rides. 17 . Bring her flowers 18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone. 19 . Look her in the eyes and smile. 20 . Let h

James Chapter Verses 5-10
5 EVEN SO ,THE TONGUE IS A LITTLE MEMBER,AND BOASTETH GREAT THINGS , BEHOLD, HOW GREAT A MATTTER A LITTLE FIRE KINDLETH 6AND THE TONGUE IS A FIRE , A WORLD OF INIQUITY ,SO IS THE TONGUE AMONG OUR MEMBERS, THAT IT DEFILETH THE WHOLE BODY, AND SETTETH ON FIRE THE COURSE OF NATURE, AND IT IS SET ON FIRE OF HELL 7 FOR EVERY KIND OF BEASTS ,AND OF BIRDS AND OF SERPENTS AND OF THINGS IN THE SEA, IS TAMED AND HATH BEEN TAMED OF MANKIND 8 BUT THE TONGUE NO MAN CAN TAME , IT IS AN UNRULY EVIL, FULL OF DEALY POISON 9THEREWITH BLESS WE GOD ,EVEN THE FATHER AND THEREWITH CURSE WE MEN WHICH ARE MADE AFTER THE SIMILITUDEOF GOD 6 OUT OF THE SAME MOUTH PROCEEDETH BLESSING AND CURSING ,MY BRETHREN , THESETHINGS OUGHT NOT SO TO BE GOSSIP, BACKBITING , RIDICULE ALL ARE NEGATIVE SPEAKING, WHICH WE HAVE ALL BEEN PART OF , THESE THINGS TEAR DOWN THE THINGS OF GOD , AND THE CHILDREN OF GOD , WE NEED TO BE MORE POSITIVE AND FOCUS ON THE GOOD IN EACH OTHER INSTEAD OF TEARING EACH O

My Friend Is In A Sexi Bedroom Eyes Contest
hes a good friemd to me whose been there since i started this site m hes in 5th place so far n id like 2 help him n this ends jan 28th at 2pm and i wanna know if u can send him at least 50 comments n rate please love sexi

John Harbaugh - New Head Coach
Ravens first offered the job to Dallas Cowboys offensive coordinator Jason Garrett, who turned down the bid after receiving a raise from Cowboys owner Jerry Jones and a promotion to assistant head coach. John Harbaugh started as the special teams coach for Philadelphia Eagles in 1998. He was promoted last year to secondary coach. Now, he will take on the task of the head coach of the Ravens! Hope he has thick skin with an awareness of what it takes to win! Baltimore fans will not make it easy! Go Ravens!

Messages
Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. ;) I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be ________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.)

Untitled
In the danger of the hollow a lone candle shallow breathes air of consolation burnt short the tinder bent spirit flicker almost gone outsid looks in appearances deceive those who feed the flame believe it will burn forever a tempting glow curls long fingers licking lips whispers linger while tears hang on tears clinging to shattered glass impossible to be sure who holds what together a memory climbs me like cherry wood smoke melting my heart to nothing a drained candle where the wax has gone as a bitter wind belches spewing dreams on the wall yet the flame smolders deep to snuff it out before it's time cruel as the ruin of one silent goodbye

Granny Vs Columbian Drug Lords?
You'd think with a tagline like that one that this little piece of news would make an interesting MFTV movie or something, right? Wrong. Although, I must admit, Michael Keaton did a movie in the 80's called Clean and Sober, so I suppose this news article could be a movie in the future ;) Bingo-Playing Grandma Guilty in Pot Case I'll pause for a second while your eyes get large and you start to chuckle..... Okay, good enough, lets move on, shall we.... Apparently State Troopers in Arizona weren't expecting anything like this when they pulled over Leticia Villareal Garcia a year ago. They found 10 bundles of Pot totally 214 pounds stashed in her trunk. Doesn't she know that any self-repsecting drug runner stashes their drugs in the door panels of their cars, come on Granny! I think this is one of those times when Granny should have listened to her grandkids ;) Now before you ask, Granny's reasoning for this very ungrandparent like behavior; she lives on a fixed income of $275

My Favorite Movies
Here's a list of some of my favorite movies from my IMDB.com list: 10 Things I Hate About You 13 Going On 30 1408 The 40 Year Old Virgin Almost Famous Alvin and the Chipmunks America's Sweethearts An American Haunting American Psycho American Psycho II: All American Girl The Amityville Horror (2005) Angus Animal House Bell Witch Haunting Blood and Chocolate Buffy the Vampire Slayer (1992) The Cell Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) Cold Creek Manor The Corpse Bride The Convent The Covenant The Crow The Crow: Wicked Prayer Cry Baby Darkness Falls The Diary of Ellen Rimbauer Dirty Dancing Disturbing Behavior Dogma Edward Scissorhands Ella Enchanted Empire Records Ever After The Faculty Final Destination Final Destination II Final Destination III Finding Neverland Flatliners The Fog (2005) Tod Browning's Freaks (1932) Fried Green Tomatoes Ginger Snaps Girl, Interrupted Hairspray (1988 and 2007) Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle Ha

Support Our Troops" ...oh Really ?
While OUR troops are being used and spread out across the globe for the New World Order (NWO openly announced by Bush 9/11 of 1991 speech) agenda, dictates to the world how they must be and going bankrupt in an attempt to build an Empire....... Someone else is keeping their troops strong AND at home.....building it's strength VERY PATIENTLY: **************************************** China has penetrated key U.S. databases: SANS director by Jack Rogers January 18, 2008 An aggressive, non-stop campaign by China to penetrate key government and industry databases in the United States already has succeeded and the United States urgently needs to monitor all internet traffic to critical government and private-sector networks "to find the enemy within," SANS Institute Director of Research Alan Paller told SCMagazineUS.com. "They are already in and we have to find them," Paller said. Paller said that empirical evidence analyzed by researchers leaves

This Is Hilarious!
On my god guys. This is fucking great. Seriously. I guess some idiot didn't like my response to some whores MuMM last night and re-rated me from a 10 to a 7. I asked him why, and he wrote me back, then I laid it out. · Techie re-rated you a '7' from a '10'! 12 hr ago · Techie just checked you out! 12 hr ago Me: Not entirely sure why you re-rated me a 7 from a 10, but whatever? Him: because of your shitty attitude towards other people. wishing someone dead because they ask a question..kinda sad. but you rated me a 7 because you got one. now that is even more pathetic. shows your are the type who lives by revenge...lol so sad. Me: Ha. You're a fucking retard as well. One of those types. The kind that pities the stupid and thinks we should embrace it. I only tell people to die that deserve to die, and that's usually people who waste their fucking intelligence and life's gifts. So the real reason you rated me a 7? I insulted one of the ignorant whores you know and you tho

The Burden
Ok some of my friends thought I needed to start adding my poetry back in here so I will try to put some up when I write them this was last week I was bored and lost in thought as I often am and this is what came out. The Burden Don't know which way I'm going or how I ended up here, I was headed somewhere else and I never made it there. This is not the path I ever wanted to travel, But some how all of my life just began to unravel. Starting with a love once found but never lost, Never knowing what I'd have to pay or how deep the cost. Some might say walk away and don't look back, But patience is something I have and don't lack. Everything has changed except that which matters the most, A love in my heart that feels alive but is merely a ghost. Words alone can't express that which I truly feel, Or explain to everyone else just what is the appeal. There is so much more then can be easily explained, For why I keep myself so deeply pained. I can't sit down

Black Panties
Anna had lost her husband almost four years ago. Her daughter was constantly calling her and urging her to get back into the world. Finally, Anna said she'd go out, but didn't know anyone. Her daughter immediately replied, 'Mom I have someone for you to meet.' Well, it was an immediate hit. They took to one another and after dating for six weeks, he asked her to join him for a weekend in Vermont .. Their first night there, she undressed as he did There she stood nude, except for a pair of black lacy panties; he was in his birthday suit. Looking her over, he asked, 'Why the black panties?' She replied: 'My breasts you can fondle, my body is yours to explore, but down there I am still mourning.' He knew he was not getting lucky that night. The following night was the same--she stood there wearing the black panties, and he was in his birthday suit--but now he was wearing a black condom . She looked at him and asked: 'What's with the black condom?' He repli

My Pain Is Real Even If Nobody Knows
i feel empty, blank even. it's been years since i felt this way, infact the very last time was in 99 when my grand-ma passed away. mind you i have felt sad, many times but this is..well can't describe it. i feel, nothing. scarey. i suppose i just am tired of living a lie, acting as if i am ok when infact i am the opposite. as kids we are taught crying = weakness. anger = strength. screw that, i wanna cry. i am GONNA cry. i have watched my past bite me in the ass. all i have ever loved turn on me. i stand back as my current never gets anywhere for my lack of caring. my future is in jepordy. i care no more. someone save me. help me. S.O.S

Freeloadin Punk Ass Bitches
do u live with ur girlfriend and not work cause ur lazy? Do u abuse, hit, verbally assault ur spouse or girlfriend? Do u live with friends and not pay a fuckin dime for anything? Do you live with ur girlfriends family, eat their food, run up the bills, smike their cigs, too dam lazy to get the fuck out of bed to go to work? This is a message to punk ass bitches, get off ur fuckin ass and do somethin, cause freeloadin has came to an end. this does not include parents that stay home with their kids, disabled, or etc. for yall keep ya head up and live life and stay strong. ARE YOU A PUNK ASS BITCH?

Patriots Are Favored By 14 Points Against Giants In Super Bowl
Patriots Are Favored by 14 Points Against Giants in Super Bowl By Erik Matuszewski Jan. 22 (Bloomberg) -- The New England Patriots are favored by two touchdowns over the New York Giants in the Super Bowl, the fourth-highest opening point spread in the 42-year history of the National Football League's championship game. The Patriots and Giants play Feb. 3 in Glendale, Arizona, after winning conference championships two days ago. New England has an 18-0 record, including a 38-35 win over the Giants to end the regular season, and outscored its opponents by an average of 18.6 points. The Giants are 13-6 and won their three playoff games on the road as underdogs. ``Once you realize that you are always the underdog, that mentality fits in with some of the things that we believe in from an inspirational standpoint,'' Giants coach Tom Coughlin said yesterday at a news conference. ``We have something to prove every time that we play.'' The biggest point spread for the Su

Bad Hook!
I just finish a fishing job down south of Odessa, Tx on a rig #16. I had been telling the new worms to stay off the floor while I was jarring on the fish. The driller pulled up to jarring weight of 240,000. Thats when the the hook parted and it all went to hell in a hand basket. Thank GOD no one was hurt, but a lot of draws had to be cleaned after this. Check out the pictures in album, Rig #16. These new wave roughnecks still have a lot to learn, but they out there making them bite. My hats off to all of them!

Chapter Two - (entire)
Please rate and comment "Honestly" Chapter Two The ride to the was a quiet one. Donovan seemed to be distracted by something. He had not acted like the man in the bookstore since he stopped and was looking around. Maybe I wasn’t imagining that feeling of being watched. She thought to herself, and she looked over at Donovan sitting behind the wheel stone faced, constantly looking in his review mirror. The light from the dashboard lit up his features nicely, yet brought out something in his face she hadn’t noticed before, something frightening. The radio playing softly and the purring of the supercharged engine of Donovan’s wild strawberry 1969 Dodge Charger was the only things that broke the silence. It must have been a night for love songs on the radio, or just the station, first it was Love of a lifetime by Firehouse, then to Let’s Make Love by Bryan Adams then final song was Phoenix’ and Adam’s song Lonely Road of Faith by Kid Rock. Hear

Water-walking(part2)
Water-walking (Part 2) When he saw the wind...he was afraid. Matthew 14:30 NIV The truth about water-walking is: the fear never goes away! If you want to grow, you must go into new territory, and each time you do you'll experience fear. Give up trying to make fear go away! Fear and growth go together; it's a package deal. The decision to grow means choosing between risk and comfort. Each time you get out of the boat you become a little more able to get out the next time. It's not that the fear goes away, you just get used to living with it. You realize that it doesn't have the power to destroy you. On the other hand, every time you choose to stay in the boat rather than heed the call of Christ to "Come," the voice inside you gets a little quieter, until finally you don't hear it at all. Did Peter fail? No. Besides Jesus, he's the only man who ever walked on water. Failure isn't an event, it's just an opinion. It's not what happens to us, but how we think about it. Only Peter knew t

Re: Neo-cons Admit Paul Could Become "ross Perot Of 2008"
RE: Neo-Cons Admit Paul Could Become "Ross Perot Of 2008" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 22 Jan 2008, 22:18 Neo-Cons Admit Paul Could Become "Ross Perot Of 2008" National Review Online, normally a trusted neo-con mouthpiece, has published a surprisingly detailed and extremely balanced article on the Congressman's policies and campaign prospects, concluding that Paul could become the Ross Perot of 2008. http://infowars.net/articles/january2008/220108Perot.htm

My Thoughts On Heath Ledgers Death
My thoughts on Heath Ledgers death ok so for starters didnt even know he died till i got home from work....everyone seems to be soo sad about it but (ok going to sound like a real asshole here) the guy was 28..what else could he of died from except drugs? if he really did OD on drugs or even medication i dont feel sorry for him at all, the guy should of known better to either not OD on medication or drugs! i mean come on its common since! so i heard a story no clue if its true he had insomnia and was taking sleeping pills and ODed on those cuz they where not working...once agian if this is the case i do not feel sorry for him one bit! as you all know most likely i have suffered from Insomnia for YEARS...and on the rare occasion i take something to get sleep im smart enough to know not to take a ton more then the recogmended amount...once again common since people lets use our brain here. and even if that certain thing im useing for insomnia isnt working i dont take any more of it il

Get Together:youngbloods
Love is but the song we sing, And fear's the way we die You can make the mountains ring Or make the angels cry Know the dove is on the wing And you need not know why C'mon people now, Smile on your brother Ev'rybody get together Try and love one another right now Some will come and some will go We shall surely pass When the one that left us here Returns for us at last We are but a moments sunlight Fading in the grass C'mon people now, Smile on your brother Ev'rybody get together Try and love one another right now If you hear the song I sing, You must understand You hold the key to love and fear All in your trembling hand Just one key unlocks them both It's there at your command C'mon people now, Smile on your brother Ev'rybody get together Try and love one another right now Right now Right now!

Leaving The Ex
I am moving on my own at the end of the month. I am leaving my home that I shared with my EX fiance. He is trying to be nice sometimes...but at others times a complete a$$. He is already looking for other chicks. His pic is my albums. Good luck with him getting laid soon. He looked up at nudist colony in this area and had the name of some chick right here in the country that thinks nudism is cool. He is an idiot. So I found a nice place further into the country so I don't ever have to move back to Dallas. Worried, concerned for my future. I struggled alot alone about money...the struggle will resume. Plan on working two jobs. That's it ....just venting.

The Gift
I don't have much to give you in the way of material things. But then, I have never been a material person . . . so it wouldn't matter much anyway. I do have something to give you, though . . . and I hope you accept this gift with joy. I have chosen not to wrap it . . . I want it to be presented to you as pristine as can be. And anyway, decorations or wrappings would certainly ruin the effect. And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . . unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed of my nakedness. You have already captured a piece of my heart, and you have captivated my soul. The only thing left for me to present to you is my very being . . . and I do that willingly, happily, and most of all . . . lovingly. Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . . seeing the desire in your eyes for the very first time. I don't believe in all of my life, I have ever witnessed a moment as beautiful as this. Neither one of us can speak . . . and we are finding,

Update
OK Kylie has been without a seizure for 24 hours now, the medicine they are giving her is not a cure and they can't give it to her for long because it has serious side effects when taken long term. But it is giving her little body a chance to rest. Also they are going to be doing a spinal tap today or tomorrow to do more testing to try to find out what is causing her to have seizures in the first place. My friend Sarah some of you may know about but some may not. She recently had a liver transplant because of cancer and has been having complications off and on, well she is back in the hospital again fighting for her life. The doctors said with as many complications as she has been having she only has about a 30% chance of pull through this and that is if she doesn't slip into a coma so please add her to your pray list as well. My issue that was caused by my psychotic whore of an ex roommate seems to be taken care of *knocks on wood* hopefully she don't pull anymore stupid @$$ st

Barely Breathing
I know what you're doing, I see it all too clear I only taste the saline when I kiss away your tears You really had me going, wishing on a star But the black holes that surround you are heavier by far I believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn It must have been that yesterday was the day that I was born There's not much to examine, there's nothing left to hide You really can't be serious if you have to ask me why I say goodbye... 'Cause I am barely breathing And I can't find the air Don't know who I'm kidding Imagining you care And I could stand here waiting A fool for another day I don't suppose it's worth the price, worth the price The price that I would pay Everyone keeps asking, what's it all about? I used to be so certain and I can't figure out What is this attraction? I only feel the pain There's nothing left to reason and only you to blame Will it ever change? 'Cause I am barely breathing And I can't find the air Don't know who I'm ki

Freak On A Leash
Someth’n’ takes a part of me Something lost and never seen Every time I start to believe Something's raped and taken from me…from me Life's gotta always be mess’n’ with me (You want to see the light) Can't it chill and let me be free? (…So do I) Can't I take away all this pain (You want to see the light) I’d tried to every night, all in vain...in vain Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a part of me You and I were meant to be A cheap fuck for me to lay Something takes a part of me Feel’n’ like a freak on a leash (You want to see the light) Feel’n’ like I have no release (…So do I) How many times have I felt disease? (You want to see the light) Nothing in my life is free…is free Sometimes I cannot take this place Sometimes it's my life I can't taste Sometimes I cannot feel my face You'll never see me fall from grace Something takes a p

It’s Hard!
I have discovered that any time I decide that something will be hard to do, or is complicated, it is because deep down, I don't want to do it. Making it hard, or so complicated that "I'm not sure how to do it," is a way of excusing myself from doing something. Anything that I truly WANT to do, becomes easy, and simple.

69 Ways Of Saying "you Whore"
Abbess, or Lady Abbess: a bawd, or mistress of a brothel. Athanasian Wench: A forward girl, ready to oblige every man that shall ask her. Aunt: Mine aunt; a bawd or procuress; a title of eminence for the senior dells. See DELLS. Balcum Rancum: a hop or dance, where the women are all prostitutes. Bat: A low whore: so called from moving out like bats in the dusk of evening. Biter: A wench whose quim is ready to bite her arse: a lascivious, rampant wench. Blowen: A mistress or whore of a gentleman of the scamp. "The blowen kidded the swell into a snoozing ken, and shook him of his dummee and thimble." transl: the girl inveigled the gentleman into a brothel and robbed him of his pocket book and watch. Bunter: A low dirty prostitute, half whore and half beggar. Buttock: a whore. Buttock Broker: A bawd, or a matchmaker. Buttock and File: A common whore and a pickpocket. Buttock and Twang, or Down Buttock and Sham-Fi

Woman And A Fork
Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. 'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply. 'This is very important,' the young woman continued. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked. 'Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor. The young woman e

Finding Jesus
A man is stumbling through the woods totally drunk when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. The drunk walks into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of booze. Whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" "Yes I am" replies the drunk, so the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the river. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies, "No, I haven't." The preacher, shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again, but for a bit longer this time. He pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus, my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I have not found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end so he dunks the drunk in the water again, but this time he holds him down for about 30 seconds. W hen the drunk begins kicking his arms and legs, the preacher pulls him up. The preacher asks th

What Is A Soulmate...
There are many opinions about what soul mates are, and if they really exist. The romanticized version is that every person has a soul mate, their other half in polarity with whom they will one day reunite to share eternity, experiencing a one of a kind love that completes and uplifts. This is something everyone hopes for and searches to find, yet soul mate love can only be validated by the hearts of two people. Soul Mate Definition: The dictionary defines a soul mate as "one of two persons compatible with each other in disposition, point of view, or sensitivity." Regardless of your personal beliefs about soul mates, it is possible to attract a partner with whom you can experience unconditional love and acceptance. Everyone can have a love that lasts forever, whether your understanding of forever is over the course of one or many lifetimes. A soul mate's love far surpasses chemical attraction; it overcomes all duality, role playing, ego, pride, and superficiality. But, you must firs

Scarlet Begonias
As I was walkin round grosvenor square Not a chill to the winter but a nip to the air, From the other direction, she was calling my eye, It could be an illusion, but I might as well try, might as well try. She had rings on her fingers and bells on her shoes. And I knew without askin she was into the blues. She wore scarlet begonias tucked into her curls, I knew right away she was not like other girls, other girls. In the thick of the evening when the dealing got rough, She was too pat to open and too cool to bluff. As I picked up my matches and was closing the door, I had one of those flashes Id been there before, been there before. Well, I aint always right but Ive never been wrong. Seldom turns out the way it does in a song. Once in a while you get shown the light In the strangest of places if you look at it right. Well there aint nothing wrong with the way she moves, Scarlet begonias or a touch of the blues. And theres nothing wrong with the look thats in h

Fantasy? I Could Be...
Fantasy? I could be... But does the real satisfy me? Some would only stare Others may even drool While others may envision another As they begin to stroke their tool Your cock is Hardening Your Balls feel tight If thing's go well You'll get laid tonight Excitement Building The bulge in your pants grows Thinking about the Porno's you have just seen And now the one you've chose Fantasies to fulfill Needs to Satisfy And Partake in lusty activites Ment to gratify Imagine my body Eager for your touch May need you to use a bit of creativity But really it doesn't take that much It's your fantasy Go ahead and dream That i am hot and horny And how you are gonna make me scream.... You imagine giving it to me like i have never had it before Bucking and Squirming and screaming for more Imagine in your mind, my naked body as you feast your eyes, And your cock hardfens with desire focusing on the center of my thighs, Imagine it hot, moist, and glistening pink So inviti

The Curse Of The Being A Cancer...
Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others. You appear gentle and soft, and you act rather reserved with others until you know them well and feel it is safe to be open with them. You have a strong need for emotional security and a sense of belonging, and are deeply attached to the past: your heritage, roots, family, cherished friends, familiar places, etc. Making radical changes or moves away from what is known and safe can be very painful and difficult for you. You tend to cling and hold on to people, memories, possessions of personal or sentimental significance. Having a home, a safe haven, is very important to you. Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation. You have powerful emotional attachments to the past, your family, your childhood, those places you associate with safety and security and your beginnings. Maintaining a connection with your roots and heritage and keeping family bonds strong are very important to you. Loyal, devoted, and sentiment

Winter Needs To Be Over
Seriously. This cold shit has got to go. So I should be in bed. Fuck it's 3 am. I should definately be sleeping. But I got home from work about 20 minutes ago and I'm a little wired yet. Liked I said I worked tonight.. I got to be the boss again. My store went absolutely amazingly. Only 3 corrections on fairly difficult areas. Sucks that they were all on one person though. But oh well... I had some problems with some machines but eh, shit happens. It all worked out in the end. I'm off tomorrow which is great. I was supposed to work tomorrow night up at Ft. Leonard Wood but since I'm scheduled for the following morning I told them I could do either one or the other. They decided to pull me out of tomorrow all together and add me to the earlier leave time on Saturday. Which sucks- but it's a couple more hours and that's fine. I'm missing out on about 7 hours in store, and close to 4 hours travel tomorrow though. Again that sucks but I'm good with my hours for my next check anywa

Just Writing
Good Morning everyone. Just saying hello. I changed my status on my profile to be viewed only by those that are on my friends list so this will slow down all the women that are insecure over there men or there so called men they have never even met. I personally am so glad I found this little button.It will also slow this little page down a lot.Oh well thats okay it is better than getting trivial emails and then when you choose to write them back and ask politely to stay off your page they block you. At least now I can focus on who I have as friends and try to get to know them. If I have ignored anyone please do not take it personal it has been the whole page with the exception of one.So many childish games that had to iron out. So hello from me to you for those that read this.

History Of Wicca
Ancient History According to most historians and archaeologists, the roots of the Pagan religion are as old as civilization itself. Ancient man was dependant on the earth, and nature, for survival. If the hunts were unsuccessful, or if the crops failed, starvation and death followed. These ancient peoples had to be attuned to nature and her rhythms. As civilizations developed, they sensed a Divine Power, and sought ways to understand and use this power. Imagine them studying the world around them, seeing the natural cycles of life and the seasons, becoming aware of the movements of the planets, and trying to understand. If they could understand these natural movements, if they could predict the cycles; then they knew when to plant and when to harvest. They could predict when the sow would be fertile, when the game would return, when to expect bad weather, and all sorts of vital information. Is it any wonder that they built Stonehenge and other sites like it, to help them calculat

Original Writing #12
I Was Your Eve Category: Romance and Relationships they say the eyes are the windows to the soul then why did u have to look into them and see that place only GOD should know they say beauty is in the eye of the beholder then why did you choose me to behold your beauty inside and out they say beauty is only skin deep then why does your stare penetrate and see beyond my flesh they say love conquers all then why did you say you loved me and were not prepared for the battle ahead they say the truth shall set you free then why baby do you continue to lie to me they say its the ties that bind then why do these ties choke me instead of bind me they say absence makes the heart grow fonder then why do i seek out your presence every minute of every day they say everything happens for a reason then why am i questioning this path that you and i have chosen they say were a match made in heaven then why, why do i feel

Ugh....
Ugh...So here's whatsup...I apologize to anyone i get moody with...i'm having a really hard time with life right now...i'm goin thru some crazy ass family shit and i opened my heart to someone and got told that it wasn't the right time...which sounds good right? not if you're a woman like me...I'm a very selfish person...like super selfish. And I do not wait around...however, there's this little voice in my head sayin...'this guy's different he's special he's a good friend you know he'll treat you right just wait for it and it's okay' but i jsut can't. what with all this shit goin on I don't know how much longer i can freakin handle this shit. This is just to much...I think I'm depressed...but i've never felt like this before so who knows.

More Stress In My Life!!
Well we FINALLY get me over this whole herniated disc ordeal, and now we have more medical news to deal with. Jeff had to take a Cardiac stress test on Wed, and the DR. Called on Thurs. saying he needed to be seen right away to discuss the results. We got into the Dr.office this morning, and we were told their were signs og a blockage, or several blockages in his heart, so he was referring us to a cardiac Dr. ASAP. We got home this afternoon, and he got the call from the Cardiac Dr. that they wanted to do a Cath. on Monday at 3pm. So we now go from there, but he is looking at a blockage in his right coranary artery. Please pray for us, becuase we need it. Hope this finds u all well? I will keep everyone updated thru my blog.

"murder"
I quickly tire of hearing you scream As I glare at you my eyes beam Soon you do not know but will be dead And will regret every word you said As I stab you, the knife I twist I will feel the death I have long missed Deep down you know that you deserved it And I am the one who has reserved it This gift I give you, I hand you with pleasure And this memory I will forever treasure

"hate Loves And Love Hates"
My heart is torn and can not be mended My thoughts that roam my mind are no longer splendid To love is to hate and to hate is to love To that special four letter word I will push and shove My breathing is weak and I cannot see Your face is there when I drop to my knees Let God have me now... ...Blood drips from my brow Taste the hate and feel how it is warm It welcomes well in its form My heart is torn and cold inside It rips open and lets forth a dark blooded tide It is "love" that has caused all this trouble And it is "love" that has made hate in my heart double If this word causes so much pain For this word why do others seek and try to gain

Duncan Hills Coffee
Do you folks like coffee? Real coffee, From the hills of Columbia? The Duncan Hills will awake you, From a thousand deaths. A cup of blackened blood. (Die, DIE!) I'm dying for a cup. Guatamalan blend. Ethiopian, French Vanilla Roast. (Die, DIE!) You're dying for a cup. Prepare for ultimate flavor... You're gonna get some, NOW! And scream, for your cream! (Solo- Skwisgaar Skwigelf) DUNCAN HILLS DUNCAN HILLS DUNCAN HILLS COFFEE!

Make-ahead Lunch Wraps
Make-Ahead Lunch Wraps Contributed By: lubecki recipies.com "These are a delicious make-ahead lunch to freeze as a handy lunch to bring to work! Just make, freeze, and then heat in the microwave for a very balanced meal." Ingredients 2 cups Uncooked brown rice 4 cups Water 4 (15 ounce) cans Black beans 2 (15.5 ounce) cans Pinto beans 1 (10 ounce) can Whole kernel corn 1 (10 ounce) can Diced tomatoes and green chiles 16 (10 inch) flour tortillas 1 pound Pepper Jack cheese, shredded Preparation 1. Combine rice and water in a saucepan, and bring to a boil. Reduce heat to low, cover, and simmer for 35 to 40 minutes, or until tender. Remove from heat, and cool. 2. Place black beans and pinto beans into a colander or strainer, and rinse. Add corn and diced tomatoes with green chilies, and toss to mix. Transfer to a large bowl, and mix in rice and cheese. 3. Divide the mixture evenly among the tortillas, and roll up. Wrap individually in plastic wr

Thinking Of You
I think and I think but here I sit, In front of my computer screen, dimly lit. I peruse my thoughts in search of her, And when discovered, my thoughts just wander. I love her with all of my heart, But I don't know how to tell her. Where do I start? So I sit and I think in front of my screen, But my thoughts seem so meager and lean. I want her to know how much she means to me, But it's hard being in love and making the other see. I felt this way for quite some time now, And I know I need to tell her but I don't know how. One idea works in my head, But I know that it'd be shot down dead. The perfect scenerio, it's in my mind, But sifting it out, it seems too hard to find. I interact with her from behind a mask, But I know, at this point, removing it'll be a task. I think and I think but what I search for evades me, And so I sit with my computer screen in front of me. I can only think about both of us, together, And how I'd treat her, delicate as a feather,

This Is What I Was
Nutrition Facts Serving Size: 1 page (25kb) Servings Per Visit: About 20 Amount Per Serving % Daily Value * Love 100% • Kindness 100% Happiness 100% • Courage 100% Friendship 100% • Audacity 100% Creativity 100% • Action 100% Bliss 100% • Compassion 100% Laughter 100% • Patience 92% Growth 100% • Generosity 100% Authenticity 100% • Fun 100% * Percent Daily Values are based on the employees of zaadz. Your daily requirements may be higher or lower depending on how evolved you are. INGREDIENTS: Pure intention of love & compassion; commitment to using greatest strengths in the greatest service to the world; passionate desire to create, to serve & to circulate wealth; lots of laughter; conscious deep breathing; plenty of green tea; various asanas; a lot of hard work.

Rant Iv - Heading Into Royal Rumble!
OK...we're headed towards Royal Rumble in under 36 hours. We have Randy Orton and Jeff Hardy for the WWE Championship, Edge vs. Rey Mysterio for the World Heavyweight Championship, JBL vs Chris Jericho, MVP vs. Ric Flair in another Career Threatening Match for Flair, and of course the main event, the Rumble itself. Here's who I see winning right now and why: WWE Title Match - Jeff Hardy. He has proven to be unstoppable in the weeks leading to the match. And did you see his 30 foot Swanton Bomb??? WOW! WHC - Edge retains. The logical build here. I would expect Undertaker to gain his revenge at Mania. More on Taker momentarily. JBL/Y2J - Jericho to win. Simply, Jericho feels he has a score to settle here. I am expecting this to lead to a WM 24 rematch after a stop at No Way Out. Flair/MVP - Flair to win. MVP just can't match up with Flair. Honestly, I think Flair goes undefeated all the way to Mania. Rumble Match - Either Taker or Batista on the SD side, or Mr Kennedy or

60 Things You Didnt Know About Me
60 Things You Possibly Didn't Know About Me 1. What is in the back of your car? CARSEATS,TOYS 2. When was the last time you threw up? BEEN AWILE 3. What color is your toothbrush? white and blue 4. Name one person that made you smile today? a friend on fubar :) 5. What were you doing at 8 am this morning? driving to work 6. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? answering email 8. Have you ever been to a strip club? yeah 9. What is the last thing you said aloud? turn the tv down 10. What is the best ice cream flavor? chocolate 11. What was the last thing you had to drink? milk 12. What are you wearing right now? shirt, pants , socks 13. What was the last thing you ate? pot pie 14. Have you bought any new clothing items this week? no 15. When was the last time you ran? the other day when i was playing volleyball 16. The last sporting event you watched? football game 18. Who is the last person you sent a comment/message on myspac

Live Life To The Fullest
After learning that Keenan, a friend of mine on yahoo 360 had passed away a few days ago, I've really been thinking about so many things. We don't know God's plan for us. One minute we're here and the next we're gone. Those that you hold close in your heart, let them know. If you've met online and and haven't gotten to meet in person yet and they are truly special to you--plan that trip! This is the only chance we have, don't let it pass you by without living life to the fullest! Enjoy every second of every day!! Savor each moment presented to you. Make certain you’ve taken the time to watch the sun both rise and set and have allowed yourself a moment to enjoy the night light’s game of hide and seek as the moon and stars peep out of the darkness. Stop to appreciate the new blossom on a flower as it’s beauty unfolds and colors the earth. Be silent and listen to the songs of nature as they greet you. Learn that music of the birds and creatures around us are a gift of

Please Read!
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

Lessons From The Gate(part 1)
from my friend Lessons From The Gate (Part 1) A man crippled from birth...was set...at the temple gate...to beg. Acts 3:2 TM (1) A weakness in one area can cripple you in others - like a habit you can't break, a lustful spirit, a bad temper or a self-pitying attitude. Apart from lacking strength in his ankles this man was normal, but one weakness stopped him from living that way. We all struggle with something. "The temptations that come into your life are no different from what others experience" ( 1 Corinthians 10:13 NLT). That's why James writes, "Pray for each other so God can heal you" ( James 5:16 NCV). So, how are you handling your weakness? Through denial? By having a pity-party? By walking past others who are struggling? This man was "at the temple gate to beg" - why are you there? You need to know that before you can get up and move on. Don't settle there; determine "This may be who I am now, but it's not who I'm going to be!" (2) What are you looking for? A crutch

Best Of Both Worlds
Just wanted to ask the bi or bi curious ladies , is it hard to find a male partner thats willing to let you have the best of both world , knowing he gets to join in if he feels like it . Why I ask is becuase I met a girl who says she has a hard time finding a man like that . You know my jaw feel to the floor . I would think its the other way around

Valentines Auction Rules
Ok here is some rules for the bidders: 1. All persons wanting to bid on this auction must be a member of Club Erotic and this page to your friends for you to have access to the auction folder. 2. There is to be no drama of any kind, if you start drama you will be blocked and your bid will be revoked. 3. Comment box is for bids only... 4. Bids will only be accepted as fubucks. HHs, blasts, tickers ect will not be counted 5. This auction will start on 01/27/08 at 10pm est till valentines day 02/14/08 at 9pm est and the winners will be anounced at 10pm est. U must be in Club Erotic to cliam your prize but if your absent then next highest bidder will be determind the winner, and you will hold them for one month if you win. 6. All member that are in the auction has the right to refuse any bid for any reason, so if you dont like that well tuff. 7. Once auction is closed and the winners are announced all payments must be made threw the Club Erotic page and they will be di

Heart Procedure Today!!
Ok!! I am off today for my Husband's Heart Cath. I will not be on for a day or two, but just wanted to let u all know. Please pray for us that this will be an outpatient procedure, and not turn into major open heart surgery. Hope u all are well?

Why Cant It Be Me?
Why Cant It Be Me? I know that you don't love me I know that you don't care I know that you don't need me but all I do is stare I know your happy with her I know you joyful and glee I know your out in public I wish it was with me I know your love for her I know it all to well all I can do is suffer and someday time will tell I know your love is true I know it is free I know that you love someone why cant it be me? Dayna M Ward Copyright ©2008 Dayna M Ward

Dark Days
Dark Days I see the way that the sun spits in your face Our love is to big for us to break You got me wishing for the stars in outer space I'm holding on to this life and love, and for The possibility of you and me I need to find a way To put this trouble behind us I can't spend my life in shame Making light of these dark days I see the way that the rain spits in your face Just falling apart your lips to taste If I could give to you the stars in outer space I'm holding on to this life and love, and for The possibility, you and me Look into your heart And let time heed this place We're not so far away The possibility, you and me, let me be All as one, you made me come home. I'm one to never follow. In all this I'm the one who will always love you. All this and I'm done.

Fixing The Damn Car
Well in the last 24 hrs i have myself replaced 2 cv joints on my van I did the work myself and i have to thank my husband for buying that damn low rider cause with out us having work on that damn thing i would never have known how to so i have had fun doing it ill add pics later of how dirty i am well anyways love you all talks to you later Lp

Angels
i wrote this when i just heard the news of a person that i knew that died on Good Friday this year i hope that this person's memory will live on for ever Angels I know an angel that flew into my life. I know an angel that is a wife that protects it's heart. I know an angel that loves starts. I know an angel that cares for everyone. I know an angel that shines like the sun everytime it walks in the room. I know an angel that watches the flowers bloom. I know an angel that is all of these. I know an angel that is like the sea, calm and rough. I know an angel that is in my heart An angel that I lov!

Sad Again
well here we are again back at the beginning. to all that know me you know i have a son named raymond that i love with all my heart. well sadly enough im gonna be losing ray ray here next month. yeah thats right his mother has decided to move away again this time to arizona. but things are different now i have frmed a bond with ray ray that noone can ever break. he is my heart and soul. im gonna miss him so much again. im just confused about 1 thing. how can his mother not even consider his feelings or his thoughts. he doesnt wanna move he wants to stay with his daddy and stepmom. why is his mother so selfish??? im not sure but i know that when ray ray is older he will rebel against his mother for what shes doing. i also know in my heart that ray ray loves his daddy so much and that is the only ting that will comfort me from such great a distance. well u all take care and thanks for takin te time to read my blog.. daddy loves u ray ray

A Werid Day
Have you ever had somebody to wave at you in passing in a store and not have a single clue who they were? It is the weirdest feeling to have somebody smiling and waving at you . Especially if this is not a every day occurrence. Goodness let me stop this rambling & get on with my point. On New Year’s Day I was in Wal-Mart with Mama. We were making our way around from women’s clothing area to check out. There was this guy leaned over a basket and was looking dead at me smiling and then waved. I had no clue who he was , so I lived my hand and waved but never took my hand out of my jacket pocket. What a dummy I was! Well as we go walking out of the store he gets behind us. I’m floored because I have no clue who this guy is. So I find myself back in Wal - Mart today with my parents. I look up from the line we are in and my eyes are meet with a beautiful set of blue eyes. In my head I was like Oh My God, same guy from New Year’s Day. I break the eye contact by turning around and telling Mama

A Poem
This was sent to me and I think it fits me well!! chubby bunny b b w i see these descriptions all the time...... you know what.....well......those of us who use those definitions....hmmmmm....we need to all just get.... Past The Cover The beauty of a woman, isn't in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman, must be seen from in her eyes, Because that's the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides! The beauty of a woman, isn't in a facial mole, but true beauty in a woman, is reflected by her soul. It's the caring that she cares to give, the passion that she shows, And the beauty of a woman, with passing years, only grows.

Re: Howard Highlights Ease Of Recount Fraud
RE: Howard Highlights Ease Of Recount Fraud ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 29 Jan 2008, 16:07 Howard Highlights Ease Of Recount Fraud Following on from Bev Harris' shocking expose in which she unveiled disturbing chain of custody issues in New Hampshire, Republican presidential candidate Albert Howard has identified another problem that leaves the recount wide open to fraud. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/january2008/012908_recount_fraud.htm

Lauryn Hill - Sweetest Thing Lyrics
Lauryn Hill - Sweetest Thing lyrics The sweetest thing I've ever known Was like the kiss on the collarbone Soft caress of happiness The way you walk, your style of dress I wish I didn't get so weak Ooo, baby, just to hear you speak Makes me argue just to see How much you're in love with me See, like a queen, a queen upon her throne Chorus Chorus It was the sweet, sweet, sweetest thing I know, It was the sweet, sweet, sweetest thing I know I get mad when you walk away (don't walk away) So I tell you leave, when I mean stay Warm as the sun dipped in black Fingertips on the small of my back More valuable than all I own Like your precious, precious, precious, precious dark skin tone Chorus It was the...Ah I tried to explain Ah...but baby, it's in vain Speaking on my mother's phone The touching makes me think I'm grown, (you ain't grown) Sweet prince of the ghetto Your kisses taste like armoretto Intoxicating, oh, so intoxicating How sad, how sad

Divine - Lately Lyrics
Lately (i've been watching you) Been thinkin 'bout u baby (and everything u do) just sittin away watching the days go by (2x) have u ever felt a breeze hit hard, like the wind was blowing it apart as you're spinning like a merry-go-round, indications of a storm touching down wish that i can wear the rain and storm, but i guess it was heart break from the norm was a day i will always remember, the saddest day in sweet november... Lately (i've been watching you) been thinkin 'bout u baby (and everything u do) just sittin away watching the days go by (2x) baby i'm on my knees praying God help me please, bring my baby back, right back to me if lovin you was right then i don't wanna go wrong so i drown myself with tears, sittin' here, singin' another sad love song Lately (i've been watching you) been thinkin 'bout u baby (and everything u do) just sittin away watching the days go by (2x) Lately i've been torn apart, i wish you hadn't

The Praise And The Petition
“And as [Peter and John] spake unto the people, the priests, and the captain of the temple, and the Sadducees came unto them, Being grieved that they taught the people, and preached through Jesus the resurrection from the dead.” The fourth chapter of Acts picks up where we left Peter and John at the end of chapter three: in Solomon’s porch, the place within the confines of the Temple in Jerusalem where all non-ethnic Jewish worshipers of God gathered. (The death penalty on non-Jews for entering the Temple proper was still taken seriously.) So the leaders who are supposed to be teaching the people in the Temple are offended by the success Peter and John are having not only because they can’t match it but also because it cuts into their monopoly. It sounds crass, but follow the money; having people not listen and heed the teachers of the law would undercut their authority and in turn bring the Romans occupying their country down on their heads. This was the fear of the priests a

Shuffle It All Lyrics.
This song cam eou twhen I was about 16 or 17... It's SO described my life over the years, to the point I think I lived my life this way on purpose... It also has the GREATEST bass riffs throughout it! Boredom saturation It's a never ending clue Isn't just to fill the time When there's nothing else to do She drove on out of New York She had enough insane And drivin' just though Texas two days She ended up in L.A. Shuffle it all Shuffle it all, yeah Shuffle it all Pack up your life again A pile of records spread out The covers still look good Picture here a Peter Tosh's startin' down and a smokin' wood My dog dreaming is running I see him twitch a paw My woman playing Dr. Mario On the TV all night long Just another cigarette Staring at the moon, yeah Then I'm headin' off to bed Sleepin' without you, yeah Shuffle it all Shuffle it all, yeah Pack up your bags again It's a long and winding road Sure enjoy the view, yeah If you want to s

1 Sides Friends !!!!!
dont try to make to many friends on here, they will say"ive got ur back " when ur down and out and then without know that knife gos through ur back from them. and they will be one sideed if u ever get into a bind on here and walk away frow u like u never was alive trust me ive been there and it fucking sucks so watch out who u befriend on here

Cornballs/crudballs And Bottomfeeders I'm On To Ya!
Guys... haven't you heard this before from an ex or someone you stopped seeing after awhile after they dumped you because they needed some time/space/find themselves? "I miss you/I love you/You were the one for me" and it lasts for about a week, maybe two.. THEN "Well I want you to understand that we are ONLY friends and I don't know what you don't understand about that because I'm not ready.." OK.. SHUT THE FUCK UP! FIRST OF ALL, YOU WANTED ME BACK FOR WHATEVER REASON... I WAS GETTING/GOT OVER YOU... SECOND, WHAT MAKES YOU SO IMPORTANT THAT YOU CAN SAY THIS TWO-FACED BS THAT YOU'VE BEEN HASHING TO EVERY OTHER GUY LATELY? ALSO, WHILE I WAS GETTING OVER YOU, I THOUGHT, GEE SHE'S NOT AS ATTRACTIVE(READ: UGLY/FAT/FAKE/LIAR)COMPARED TO THE WOMEN I'VE MET LATELY. I HAD LOW-SELF ESTEEM AND YOU ARE WHAT I ENDED UP WITH. MY LOW POINT MADE ME DESERVE A BOTTOMFEEDER LIKE YOU. LASTLY, DO I WANT YOU? NOT REALLY, BECAUSE YOU'D RATHER SLEEP WITH BARFLIES, THUGS AND SEX OFFENDERS THAN A GUY

Oh Shit I Wrote Something Again
I see you before work and when you get home To curl up in bed side by side and nothing needs to be said Those three little words that is in our heads Just a kiss will do on the lips with the feeling of dread for the kids will soon wake with wide eyed faced wanting ever so for mommy and daddy to play to get up and get them changed an everyday event that i love to the core For as long as i see i will always love thee. For each day and night i look forward to being there by your side.

Bone Thugs
They went from being broke, hungry and homeless in 1993 to watching their brand of flowing, rolling, rapid-clip, harmonized rap -- dubbed the "Cleveland Sound" -- hit the top of the charts. But to get from the streets of Cleveland, to TV sets across the world, it's been a long journey for Bone Thugs-n-Harmony. Their rise commenced in '93 when they scraped up every penny they had for one-way bus tickets to Los Angeles determined to prove their talents to their favorite rapper, the late Eric "Eazy-E" Wright of N.W.A. As the famed story goes, they spent months living on the street, constantly trying to contact Eazy-E, until they finally received a call from him. They rapped for him over the phone, Eazy said he'd get back to them, but never did. When they learned Eazy was doing a show in Cleveland, they hustled up more money for bus tickets and headed back. They found him backstage and and gave a back stage audition in person, Eazy signed them to his Ruthless Records label. Eazy had ticket

Remember Me
time will come and i will be gone with a lot of things left undone but i know you would always remember me who i am, what i used to be and what im gonna be remember me when you walk in the pouring rain like that rain im gonna wash away your pain remember me in the air that you breathe im gonna be the one who'll bring about your life and death remember me whaen you stare at a star kissed night in the darkest night of your life im gonna be your light think of my love as you stare at surging sea my love is like that sea in all its temptous majesty remember me when you cry i'll be there to wipe your tears dry remember me when things go wrong i'll be there to make you strong think of me in the midst of despair im gonna give you tender loving care think of me when you lose hope i'll keep enough of that for us both think of me on your highest point of elation im gonna be with you in suspend animation think of me on your lowest point of depression im gonna take

Fubar Friends List
Ok I have like 30 (maybe less) friends on my list here but none talk to me when I am on, I have said hello to them but not many respond or talk to me. So I am saying this if you still want to be my friend please let me know and I shall remove you for my list, if you do then talk to me sometime.

Get Paid To Have Fun
I am on this website that pays you for everything you do. Its a social networking where you can meet all kinds of people and make all kinds of friends like we do here. Come join me and check it out. I will help ya get the hang of it if ya need help :-) Put this in your URL bar but make sure its all together with no spacesand where I have dot typed in just put a dot: http: //r dotyuwie dotcom /cindynkarl

Bourbons Staff Auction
Largerthemhim is at it again up for auction come get it :D Not only is he hott but hes a wonderful man inside and out! Alway there when u need someone no matter what it is hes there by ur side! This a man who will go out his way to help u if he can and he will give it a hell of a shot to do what is needed!!! so click the link and own his sexy ass NOW !!!! ~504 BØürbØn §TrëëT~ ~IS AUCTIONING IT'STAFF~ ~YOU WANNA OWN ME?...ACT NOW!!~ ~HIT MY PIC AND MAKE YOUR BID~ ~~

I'm In The Mooood For Love....
well, its almost February..actually one of my favorite months...all the romance, lovin, and its also my birthday month! Check out the new update on my site this week, kicked it off with a cute,fun one, over 100 pics added!! painting my nails, pigtails, showing off all my curves.... A new masturbation video will also be put up this week!! http://www.kayleekurves.com

Waiting Game...
For those of you who don't know, I manage 2 salons. YES I do hair also, more than anyone else there, and you will also catch me moppin the floors and takin out the trash. I DO NOT put myself above anyone there, I treat myself as an equal except in times like this. It has been brought to my attention by more than one person that one of my employees is pocketting money. The routine is when a client comes in they sign in on a clipboard and we take the next one on the list. Here's the deal....she's not having one here and one there sign in and still charging them. In my opinion......SHE'S STEALING!!!!!!!!!! I'm not looking forward to letting her go, but it must be done. I hate being the bad guy cause I feel I have a very big heart. However, she has her rope and is literally hanging herself with it!

Rising
I SINK DOWN TO YOUR LEVEL YOU UTTER THE WORDS THAT FINISH ME OFF I INHALE DEEPLY AND AVOID YOUR LIPS HANDS GUIDE YOU TO ME ARE THESE MY HANDS? IS THIS MY CHOICE? YES, YES I RISE UP IN BREATHLESS WONDER YOU HOLD ME DOWN PRESSING HARDER THAN BEFORE YOU HAVE CONTROL I BITE MY LIPS AND OPEN WIDE AND TAKE YOU IN NAIVE AND TRUSTING RAPED AND HARDENED I ONLY ASK FOR MORE ALL I WANT... THE WORDS IN MY THROAT STOP NO, NO. JUST FUCK ME.

Could It Be Cancer? I'd Give My Life To Make This Go Away!
When they said her spinal cord was inlarged I was in shock. When they said there was a mass my heart dropped. When they said tumor my heart broke. When they said possibly cancer my world fell apart. When they said possible radiation I was finally not able to hold back a single tear... When they scedualed my 8 year old daughter for a biopsy that could possibly paralize her all I could do was ask when... When I saw my daughter try to grasp a marker and she couldnt I wanted to hate someone I wanted to take it out on someone, someone had to of done this, who do I hold accountable... Who do I accuse of this WHO CAN I HATE! My daughter was sick so I took her into the doctors office, they passed it off as constipation and her sleeping wrong on her neck. I refused to be pushed aside, I took her to the hospital on Monday and today she is having major surgery (3 days later) to remove a tumor that they think is most likely cancerous, that is pushing on one of her tha

Poems Poems
When every color in your life is either a dull shade of purple Or a dark tint of green Love is the sensual and delicate hue of white Through the storm, it is the one place that's calm When you're confused, lost or misguided Love is the voice saying "This is the way" Love is the music of your soul The heart is the beat of love You are the lyrics Everything that happens to or through you Is a line in a very intricate song The song of love Everything in your life follows that beat So listen carefully The tunes might sound like A-B-C-D But the notes are undoubtably L-O-V-E ___________________________________________________ Message in a Bottle You may never know me, You may never care, You may never see me, Or my feelings laid bare, I will always love you I will always yearn For you love and compassion everyday it burns _________________________________________________ Must have been an Angel Your face is a shining star, Your hands tell me what

Stupid Cupid!
fuck love, fuck the littel cupid bastard!!! why? cause I fell in love with a girl!!!!! wtf? it wasnt something i was looking for. In facet i didnt want anything to do with anyone. I move to baltimore for about six months... went to a bar one night and some one kept passing me grape vodka shots!!! a guy was to shy to come up. so she did.. and she got me!!!!! what the hell???? then she broke up with me a month later!! she fuckin hates me now. i suck at life. I guess i wasnt paying attention. my head was in a cloud. DAMN! i wish i knew then what i knew now. It wasnt the sex that got me either.. it was who she was her attitude her style. her bleach blonde mohawk stylin chick self!!! i crave that girl so damn much it hurts. so what the hell was the intentions of what ever fucked up my life to have me fall for a girl!! just to fuck me up more!!! now you see why i dont do relationships...FUCK!!!

The Carrot, The Egg And The Coffee
The carrot, the egg and the coffee ...................................................................................................................... You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again........ A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as though just as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to a boil. In the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the Carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she

Can It Work
so there is this totally amazing guy i've been talking to for a while now and we both kinda like each other. the issue is he lives in NC and well I live in NY. I want to give him a chance, I want to be his girl but Im so scared the distance would kill anything we could possibly have. He swears he would never hurt me and I want to believe that but it scares the hell outta me to think that we could really make this work. Hes only three years older then me. And he loves kids, he knows bout my lil angel and has no issue with it at all. He is still willing to be with me. We have talked about it but not made a decision yet. I dont know what to do. Can we really make it word even with the distance?

Moment Of Truth Jan.21.2008
Ok well i have been stuck at home on bed rest for the past well about 2 months. And what has come out of all this is thinking. I have been thinking about everything. what my life has come to, where is it going, and what should i do. now that i am pregnant i dont drink nor do i think i will start back up after that baby is born. just a part of my life that does not really need to be there anymore. smoking up, well that is totally out of the question for me. that is what got me into this great and wonderful thing in the first place. now as being with the babys daddy, dont think it will happen. personally i think we make wonderful friends and i could never think of what happened between us was a mistake because of the most wonderful thing in my belly. and i hope he feels the same way. right now i am working on a relationship and from what i hear so is he. which is a wonderful thing i just hope he does not forget about his child. after this pregnancy i dont think i could ever f

Unforgiven Solitude
This feels so pointless. Like I'm going in circles. Everyone tells me that I have a chance, but they don't understand that I am at the limit of my strength, and that my positive attitude that they admire is merely an act to try and keep myself going. My family is the only thing in my life that I care about anymore. I can see a wholesome path before me. Something that is happy. The road isn't paved, but hell, I learned how to drive on gravel roads. They keep trying to give me chances at redemtion, but all they succeed in doing is limiting my life. I can't be me in the uniform. It's not who I am anymore. I can't tell if it was the institution or myself that has changed the most, but I know in my heart that it is time to move on. The flag used to bring me pride, but now only sadness. We fight for a politicians lies and mistakes. It is a game of survival that we are set out to lose. I'm tired of trying. I feel like I lose a piece of myself every time I go through the motions

Dreams At Night
DREAMS AT NIGHT When darkness falls It awakens the imagination. The night alone Can make you feel every sensation. Touch me, Send my senses reeling. Love me, And savor every feeling. You alone can restore my longed for sight. And bring back the beauty Of my dreams at night.

Good To Know ( For The Men)
Top ten sex tips for men Teeth brushed, condom on, socks off? The London Times has revealed a list of top ten sex tips for men. 1. Men aren't irresistible and not all women are desperate for sex. Good lovemaking starts long before you reach the bedroom, so before any date, have a bath. Everyone smells: some women like the smell of male sweat, others don't, but no one likes the smell of stale sweat. Watching steaming movies can help things along. 2. Sexual gymnastics are often distracting. Chopping and changing positions and techniques can make a woman's sexual excitement plummet. 3. Thrusting for hours without climaxing doesn't make you a stud muffin. It does make her numb and sore. 4. Don't assume your partner is comfortable in her own skin. A survey of 3,500 British women, by the bathroom equipment company SHUC, found that one woman in ten feels so embarrassed about her body that she turns the lights out before taking off her clothes. The average woman still spends a lo

When U Know
when you know it will show in the way you say hello; so, open yourself to the possibility that it's possible to uplift with positivity by persistently presenting your presence, allowing perpetual prayer to become part of your existence; since your demeanor is a factor in the way others perceive you and ultimately how they will receive you. so shine, you are divine. glisten like a beacon, listen with affirmative action. together we will turn our space into a better place and taste the treasure of our atmosphere as we smile at each-other; admire the reminder, and prosper. passionate people participate when they communicate. please open yourself to the possibility and uplift with positivity, genuinely warm your company; grow into love with everybody.

What The Hell Is Wrong Here???
U.S. Senator Wants to Revoke Funding From City of Berkeley, Calif., for Vote to Boot Marines U.S. Sen. Jim DeMint, R-S.C., says the City of Berkeley, Calif., no longer deserves federal money. DeMint was angered after learning that the Berkeley City Council voted this week to tell the U.S. Marine Corps to remove its recruiting station from the city's downtown. "This is a slap in the face to all brave service men and women and their families," DeMint said in a prepared statement. "The First Amendment gives the City of Berkeley the right to be idiotic, but from now on they should do it with their own money." "If the city can’t show respect for the Marines that have fought, bled and died for their freedom, Berkeley should not be receiving special taxpayer-funded handouts," he added. In the meantime, a senior Marine official tells FOX News that the Marine office in Berkeley isn't going anywhere. "We understand things are different there, but some people just don't get

Men
Wow! Ok I have had alot of issues with men in my life! So many issues I decided to write this little blog. If someone reads this and takes it wrong I am sorry. If you think I am talking about you ask, I will tell you. Types of Men: Asshole,cheaters,psycho,abusive,emotional,crazy,scary, controlling,jealous,wonderful,fun,sexy,perfect! What have I had. I think that I have had all of these. This is why. Asshole: Well for one I think every man I have had in my life has been a asshole more then once. As I see it though I can and will be a bitch so that does not really bother me. Cheaters:out of the men in my life I can only think of one man that was brave enough to cheat on me. I can't stand it! My views on cheating if you feel the need to cheat leave me then do it. If i am not happy enough with you not to cheat I will be out the door before you blink. Psycho: Omg sadly this seems to be the most common man that comes in my life. I am not just saying hey I think the

My Guess Is I'm Just Fed Up Thou.
Okay so far i deleted my profile like,oh 6 times.Reason is cause i complain to much,and i get liers,who say anything to gain my friendship,and my help to give them points.I also get people pissed at me just cause i deleted them off my profile.Comme on if you don't keep in touch whats the point in having you on my list.All i say to those people is this.Do what you want,i just don't give a rat's ass.I also hate women who put in their profile and status,about how they hate men,and men are jerks,oh men are idiot,and men are stupid.Yeah,right same is said about women.I mean we all are jerks,idiots,and pigs.just as men cheat,women also cheat.Just as their are nice guys,their are also nice gals out their.It's all the same in gender men and women,so women stop blaming all men,cause your man fucked up,and screw you over.not all men are jerks,stupid,or idiots.You don't see us men put crap in our status about how you women screwed us up.We are all the same in this world all of fucking cheat on ea

Pizza Potatoes
Pizza Potatoes 1 package scalloped potatoes (boxed-like General Mills) 1 can (16 oz) tomatoes 1 1/2 cups water 1/4 teaspoon oregano leaves 1 package (4 oz) sliced pepperoni 1 package (4 oz) shredded mozzarella cheese Heat oven to 400. Empty potato slices and seasoning mix into ungreased 2 quart casserole dish. Heat water, tomato, and oregano until boiling; stir into potatoes. Arrange pepperoni on top and sprinkle with cheese. Bake uncovered for 30-35 minutes. (note you can also use hamburger, sausage, or salami or any combination of them measured @ 4 oz)

Old Ladies
An older lady gets pulled over for speeding... Older Woman: Is there a problem, Officer? Officer: Ma'am, you were speeding. Older Woman: Oh, I see. Officer: Can I see your license please? Older Woman: I'd give it to you but I don't have one. Officer: Don't have one? Older Woman: Lost it, 4 years ago for drunk driving. Officer: I see...Can I see your vehicle registration papers please. Older Woman: I can't do that. Officer: Why not? Older Woman: I stole this car. Officer: Stole it? Older Woman: Yes, and I killed and hacked up the owner. Officer: You what? Older Woman: His body parts are in plastic bags in the trunk if you want to see The Officer looks at the woman and slowly backs away to his car and calls for back up. Within minutes 5 police cars circle the car. A senior officer slowly approaches the car, clasping his half drawn gun. Officer 2: Ma'am, could you step out of your vehicle please! The woman steps out of her

Re: Demise Of Al-qaeda Leader Championed For Second Time
RE: Demise Of Al-Qaeda Leader Championed For Second Time ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 01 Feb 2008, 14:19 Demise Of Al-Qaeda Leader Championed For Second Time The death of "senior Al-Qaeda leader" Abu Laith al-Libi is being celebrated by Neo-Cons as a reason for continuing the endless war on terror - absent one crucial detail - the corporate media widely reported that another "senior Al-Qaeda leader" named al-Libi had been arrested back in May 2005. The American people have been fooled again in another case of mass public deception. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/020108_second_time.htm

Feelings
If I could whisper in your ear I'd know just what to say, If I could hold you close my dear I'd do this everyday, If in your eyes I could take one glance I know with your love I'd take no chance, If ever one day I were to lose your love my mind could not erase the love, joy, and smiles you've put on my face, Not one day do I want to live without you, Not one moment are you off my mind, Be with me forever, until the end of time

The Job - Urine Test
(I sure would like to know who wrote this one! They deserve a HUGE pat on the back!) I HAVE TO PASS A URINE TEST FOR MY JOB... SO I AGREE 100% Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS, doing drugs, while I work. . . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check ! ? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope

Joserr
When I walk into work I am usually wicked happy. I love hearing tiny people yell out "BEANIE" and come to hug at my knees. I rub their hair and If I love them i lean down and kiss their face. You would have to be a super Ninja with camoflauge skills to walk from the entrance to my classroom without screams and knee hugs. It is impossible. When I open the door to my room I am surrounded. "Beanie!" "Eanie!" And I hold still for my hugs and bend down for my kisses. Mikey always runs from the other side of the room. He is usually in the process of doing something naughty, or as he runs, he spits something out of his mouth that he never should have had in there to begin with. "Beeanie!" he hops over toys and pushes people who are in his way...until he stand before me. "up.up.up" his arms are outstretched and he stares up at me. "Mikey up.up.up" I try to not smile and look as serious as possible. "Mikey..why did you push Maleah? That was not nice of you. Beanie doe

One Wish
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

The World's Most Sexual Number: 69
The 69er got its name because the numbers are head-to-toe — as you are when you're doing it! Put simply, it's a sexual position that allows each of you to give and receive oral sex simultaneously. The usual position is you on top of him, with your bottom pointed toward his face, genitals lowered so he can lick them. Meanwhile, your mouth is positioned above his penis. Because you're giving and receiving pleasure at the same time, some claim a 69er is the ultimate erotic sensation. Others find them to be ultimately frustrating: It's all too easy to get lazy on your end! If your partner's working his magic and you're about to climax, it's common to forget about his pleasure and try to get away with a few lackluster licks. That's why many people try 69ers in their youth and then decide they're too much work. Big mistake, ladies: They're a great way to add naughtiness and variety to a stale sex life, and with a few simple adjustments, they're easy to master. Here, the ups and downs of h

The Icelandic Rune Poem
Wealth source of discord among kinsmen and fire of the sea and path of the serpent. Shower lamentation of the clouds and ruin of the hay-harvest and abomination of the shepherd. Giant torture of women and cliff-dweller and husband of a giantess. God aged Gautr and prince of Ásgarðr and lord of Vallhalla. Riding joy of the horsemen and speedy journey and toil of the steed. Ulcer disease fatal to children and painful spot and abode of mortification. Hail cold grain and shower of sleet and sickness of serpents. Constraint grief of the bond-maid and state of oppression and toilsome work. Ice bark of rivers and roof of the wave and destruction of the doomed. Plenty boon to men and good summer and thriving crops. Sun shield of the clouds and shining ray and destroyer of ice. Týr god with one hand and leavings of the wolf and prince of temples. Birch leafy twig and little tree and fresh young shrub. Man delight of

Must Be Time To Turn Sb Off....
misterak25...: hello... you are a good slavegirl material?? that was just a question... and i am not here to joke arround... when you are curious about that theme... and when you are curious to behave like a slavegirl... to act like one and to be treated like a submissive by a dominant... adress me as sir and give me your yahoo or msn id so that i can contact you... if not... have a nice day

Times Like These...song Lyrics
Times Like These by Foo Fighters I am a one way motorway I'm the one that drives away then follows you back home I am a street light shining I'm a wild light blinding bright burning off alone it's times like these you learn to live again it's times like these you give and give again it's times like these you learn to love again it's times like these time and time again I am a new day rising I'm a brand new sky to hang the stars upon tonight I am a little divided do I stay or run away and leave it all behind? it's times like these you learn to live again it's times like these you give and give again it's times like these you learn to love again it's times like these time and time again

To All Will Girls He Been Talk To This Is His Wife!
look truthfully i caught him cheating alreadly and sending messages to 5 girls abiout wantting to sleep with them some are local , we have 1 yr daughter , and im married in real life to him , im www.fubar.com/kristenvictoria , im not mad at angirls who he might be talking to i know not ur fault im just trying to find out whats going on if i alreadly asked and u replyed igore message cause im sending them to all girls on list babe has he hitt on u badly or send u messages about his email or call you? please let me know

I Want To Know
I want to know the you That has yet to be introduced I'm talking about the you That you've been keeping to yourself I want to know your most recent fantasy You know, the one that just tickles your fancy I want to know each and everythought So I can lay back and contemplate making them reality I want to know the spot That seems to be under so much stress Because as your body's physican I have the answer It just needs to be caressed I want to know if that same spot Was rubbed, licked, or kissed Would your mind ponder On what you could've missed I want to know what makes you happy What makes you sad, What makes you sigh And what makes you cry If I have to take a dive And explore the deepest ocean I'll find out And bring it back to shore I want to know That no matter what you're going through Whether life is sunny or blue I want to know - Do I have a friend in you? By: Samantha Lewey

Human Jinx 4 Hire
I have learned a lesson about myself. I have learned that when it comes to sports. I NEED to root for the team I dont want to win. Why you may ask, I think you know the reason already. Im the JINX. Everything, sports related I have rooted for have turned out bad. EVERYONE of them. SO. I am making it a point to give life the ole reverse psychology. From now on I will be rooting for the teams or persons that I do not want to win. SO, that is my new job for all you betters out there, hire me I will root for the other team. It hasnt failed yet. FOR HIRE: HUMAN JINX I like the sound of that hehe. And no, I dont come cheap. If this is the way it is then why not capitalize on my so called misfoutune.

I Tried...
To all my friends on here, I know I have been here for a while but things have taken place to question my still needing to come here. I have gotten close and maybe too close over time that I think I should just disappear. I have been planning to do so for a long time but couldn't as long as I had my VIP. Now, I can and just wanted to let you all know what I was planning to do. I have been arguing, fighting, and seen the my friendships diminish and it just isn't worth it. I am sorry to those that are close to me but you all know how to reach me. Love You all.. Take Care...

The Edge
The Edge Two steps from the Edge I poise myself to fall There’s poison in my head I won’t miss this place at all My heart beats cold As cold as the snow in my hands I’m one step from the edge My love Ready to fall And never land There’s nothing in this world That could make me want to stay here Living in this dirty world; Living in my greatest fears: That someone just like you Would take my heart away Squeeze it in your hands Drop it, and walk away You never said you didn’t love me You said you couldn’t walk away But nothing mattered in the end You knew you couldn’t stay. Who I was before No longer will I be The Monster I am now Continues to DESTROY me One step coser Death must be the next step I take I feel myself… …falling… When I hit the bottom, Will I awake?

This Is Me In A Nut Shell
I'm a 26yr old Bi-female, I've got light auburn hair. For right now! Yep I change it with my mood sometimes. I'm from Cashville,Tn *From those who don't know what that is Its *Nashville,TN* But I was born in WV. I enjoy the south. People are nice. AN there is some really great place down here to have fun at.I enjoy alot of thing's. Bowling,camping,horses back riding,hanging with the girls and the guys. I enjoy going to the local clubs and having a good time. I've started my enrollment for school this spring so that's good. I really really enjoy the old music the kind that you can make love too. I enjoy having a good time. I try to make alot of my friends happy. But this yr alot of my friends say this is the year from me so I'm taken this year to find myself. And really enjoy life to the fullest. I've got a great group of friends. But you know how it is a girl can never have to many friends. So maybe I'll make a few here at Fubar!!! SO Hit a girl up! I don't bite unless you want me too.

Forever And Always
That time is here again, Prepare to be apart, And it drives you crazy, Each time i go away the distance get longer, But it makes us stronger, Should it all come crashing down around me, Would you be there should i stumble and fall, And pick up the pieces, Forget about the shit that we've been through, I wanna stay here forever and always, These days are dead again, It's empty from the start, And it drives me crazy, The hours drift away it hurts to remember, This will soon be over.

Stupid Cupid!
Im not looking for anything!!! I dont expect anything either. But what the hell im just trying to have some fun meet new people as friends and possibly have some to hang out with. So i had a date set up over the weekend with a guy. Not a girl im done with the girl thing. Anyhow i got stood up twice!! so now im just done with all of it!! STUPID CUPID!!! FOR SURE!!!

The Psyche And Preemptive Measures (not For The Weak Minded)
PUA's exploit certain weaknesses in human nature. How do you feel about that? These weaknesses rely upon stress when there are contrasting extremes present and accounted for. For example: DOMINANCE and submissiveness, CONTROL and dependence and MAXIMIZATION and minimizing of "consequences" *eyeroll* we will get to the supposed consequences at some point soon. This is where a preemptive war is waged. There are 4 elements for justification of preemption according to Scholar Abraham D. Sofaer. 1. The nature of the threat involved. 2. The likelihood that the threat will be realized without preemptive action. 3. The availability and exhaustion of alternatives to force. 4. Whether preemptive force is consistent with the situation. THE PURPOSE OF ALL OF THIS IS: TO GAIN ADVANTAGE!! Now, I may or may not have lost you. I admit that I am on an entirely different playing field and the level of my play is extreme at best. I am a military theorist in that meaning: I FIRM

New Update Going Up Tomorrow
For all my wet set lovers I have a new wet set going up tomorrow. Don't worry, any of you that aren't particularly fond of the wet look will have something new to look at on Wednesday! Hope to hear from you soon. Enjoy the updates and I'll see you this week for a new cam show. CHeck schedule or newsletter for date and time. In the meantime you can check out update 452 that went up on friday or any of the other 25,000 plus pictures on my site. XOXO, Aimeelynn www.squirttilithurts.com

Our Flag
OUR FLAG ~ May she ever wave! Our flag is fabric wove of thread, Carried by heroes live and dead. She stands for justice and courage too, With her colors; red, white and blue. For all who serve her, there’ll be cheers, For any who die, there’ll be tears, For all who love her, life is swell, For those who harm her, war is hell. How many moms have cried before, As they sent their children to war. How many dads have not returned, Because our freedom must be earned. Wars were waged where brave men died As patriots fought side by side. Our flag is still the pearl of earth, Because of those who prove her worth.

Brain Quiz
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

A Poem: What Should I Do?
When we met the night was cold, but my heart was warm with love. What should I do? You make me feel so happy after such a short time. What should I do? Your beauty lights up my day and warms my heart. What should i do? When we lay in bed I can stare at you all night. What should i do? I've only known you a short time and already I adore you. What should I do? You see other men and it kills me. Why do I stay? Everyone tells me to leave you, but i don't. Why do I stay? I want your love, but its so far away. Why do I stay? God put me in your life for a reason. But, Why, oh why do I stay? Your the love my Heart has been waiting for. But...Why do I stay?

New Bedroom Suite
Well last week, I took a few days off work due to stress and just went out and bought a $1436.00 bedroom suite. It is made out of medium toned wood and has marble accents. The headboard has 2 mirrors and a light as well as the Chester drawer has a large mirror and light as well. Very nice outfit!

Are You A Bad Boy?please Read If Interested In Joining!!!
Are you a bad boy? I love having bad boys on my page Wanna join? There are a few things you can do to join and you have a choice of these things but first you MUST Rate,Fan,and Add me before anything and then... You can choose to... 1)make a salute for me or, 2)Give me 1000 fubucks Think about it this way it works out for you because I'm pimping you out because this is what it is, a pimpout for all bad boys and since everyone is always trying to level it would be best if you went and added the others that are in this folder as well because this is all to help each other in leveling,in contests the works...oh and repost any bulletins that you see that have to do with the bad boys

I Stand Alone
Now I've told you this once before You can't control me If you try to take me down you're gonna pay Now I feel your every nothing that you're doing for me I'm picking you outa me You run away I stand alone Inside I stand alone You're always hiding behind your so called goddess So what you don't think that we can see your face Resurrected back before the final fallen I'll never rest until I can make my own way I'm not afraid of fading I stand alone Feeling your sting down inside of me I'm not dying for it I stand alone Everything that I believe is fading I stand alone Inside I stand alone And now it's my time (now it's my time) It's my time to dream (my time to dream) Dream of the sky (dream of the sky) Make me believe that this place isn't plagued By the poison in me Help me decide if my fire will burn out Before you can breathe Breathe into me I stand alone Inside I stand alone Feeling your sting down inside of me I'm not dying for it I stand alone

Goodbye For A While :)
I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm not going to be on Fubar for a while.... for at least a month. I just need to avoid contact online for a while and live more... I want to lose weight, get really focused on school and work, and really get to know myself before I try and talk to more people. I'm just not feeling like myself lately, and the internet's not helping. So I bid you all adieu, until a while from now. I'm still going to be checking my email though, kfuller7@kent.edu. Feel free to contact me there, goodbye everyone! For now! Love Always *Krista*

Between A Rock And A Hard Place
So I just found out the other day that our landlord needs us out of our house by the end of March. I still live with my parents and they've been talking about moving to Greenville, SC which is about 5 hours away from where we live now. So my dilema is that I don't have a place to live or I need to find one very soon. Since I don't want to move to Greenville just yet (my boyfriend lives in Wilmington, NC which is an hour away), I need to find a job and a place to live up there. I'm really worried about what's going to happen and if I can get it done in the next month and a half and whether or not I can handle rent and stuff by myself. I really don't want to have a roommate. I did that with my ex husband back in 2005 and they were probably the worst. I'd rather live alone until my boyfriend can move in with me. I'd go to his place but his apartment he just moved into in Nov. doesn't allow pets, so I need to find a place that does that way when he can move out and find someone to replace

The Symbol Of Darkness
Darkness in Wicca and/or pagan spirituality is not a negative thing, as it is is Christianity. Darkness represents the Goddess, in Her Black aspect. Darkness in the world represents rest, stillness, letting go, and death. In our culture, these things are seen as signs of weakness, failure, and great fear. But in Wicca Spirituality, Darkness is honoured. It is a necessary and valuable part of the Cycle. Without rest, how could we work? Without letting go, how could new things arise? Without death, how could we return to the One? Although there is great cultural prejudice against the Dark - which is expressed, for one thing, as racism - the Dark half of the Divine is as sacred as the Light half. It is the loving interplay between the dark and the light which creates form, that is, matter. This is the dance that gives birth to life.

T.g. Sheppard - War Is Hell (on The Homefront, Too
T.G. Sheppard - War Is Hell (on The Homefront, Too) It was July hot in Georgia in 1942 all the men were off to war and the woman had nothing to do. I was sixteen and hungry looking for my first taste of love, When I brought the groceries to the door I didn't know how close I was. Her long blond hair was flowing and she smelled like sweet perfume. When I laid her groceries down she said you don't have to leave so soon. A woman sure gets lonely when a men gone off to fight. She reached up for my trembling hand as tear drops filled her eyes then she said. Chores: War is hell on the home front too. God only knows what a woman goes though. She still needs what a man that's gone can't do. I can't fight this fire along stay with me until it's gone. Ooh war is Hell on the Home front Too. It was July hot in side me as she lead me to the bed room door with satin sheets and pleasure (I never knew I could feel before). My first taste of lovin' was everything it should have been, w

I've Learned
I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.... That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a friend to act goofy with. I've learned.... That sometimes all a person needs is a hand to hold and a heart to understand. I've learned.... That simple walks with my father around the block on summer nights when I was a child did wonders for me as an adult. I've learned....

Robert Frost - The Road Not Taken
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood and sorry I could not travel both And be one traveller, long I stood and looked down one as far as I could to where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, and having perhaps the better claim because it was grassy and wanted wear; though as for that, the passing there had worn them really about the same, And both that morning equally lay in leaves no feet had trodden black. Oh, I kept the first for another day! Yet knowing how way leads on to way, I doubted if I should ever come back. I shall be telling this with a sigh Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I -- I took the one less travelled by, and that has made all the difference

Just For Fun (poetry)
If I was a dreamer I’d dream of perfection in all its’ flaw of many moons past when the sheer object of desire was not circumstantial. Of a world that lent itself to living not surviving. Boundless opportunity with limited means of wickedness evasive means would render exceedingly elevated expectations evenly. Always coming up short but never poor in spirit. I’d dream of a place where words could come alive robbing every throat of it’s’ breath in formulation suffocating any room for contemplation. Speaking as loud as actions seeking just as much satisfaction simply because the only distraction would be your own. The objectification of love and its’ angelic ideal all come together creating a “feeling.” Assuming and knowing would co-exist everything would be just as everyone says it is. Trust would never be an issue and the issue of trust would only surface through surprise, and we’d see seven shades of blood red in everybody’s eyes undi

Microsoft Responds To 'save Xp' Petition
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My sister told me that isn't not looking good and if something doesn't happen soon Kylie may end up confined to a wheelchair and have serious learning disabilities. They had to give her a loading dose (or emergency medication) again this morning. I asked her what medications they had her on now and I can't remember them all because I got distracted by the fact that they are still giving her Phenobarbital which scares me because the doctor was not wanting to give her that long term because of it's side effects. But as my sister pointed out the side effects of the seizures in the long run is even worse and despite her still having seizures and having to be loaded it had worked the best so far. She's also on Lamictal and two others I can't remember right now. I am so worried, I wish I could be up there I was going to go up Sunday but since I thought they'd be coming home I gave the money I was going to use for gas to go up there to my brother-in-law to give to my sister. Now they're still

A Poem For Our Military
i am worried about or military being safe and all i am worried about them fighting day and night for us all i really want them home where it's safe where i know that there wont be lot's that die that day i want them home where their family is i want them home so i know for sure they are safe why can't they just come home and fight another day why is our world like this in the first place why did the the those evil men take over our plane's that day why do they hate us so much i don't know why they hate us so much all i know is that we are fighting to be free but we were free to begain with if they would have just left us alone but no they had to come in and make us want to fight well now they know better cause i know that we will not give up we will fight to the end to protect our great land so our troop's may not be able to come home but they are fighting for our freedom from people who want to take it away the

A Little Gun History
A LITTLE GUN HISTORY In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated. ------------------------------ China established gun control in 1935. >From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated ------------------------------ Guatemala established gun control in 1964. >From 1

I Can Hang With The Guys(poem)
I AM JUST ONE OF THE GUY'S, I KNOW HOW TO HANG AIGHT NO GIRLY THING'S FOR ME I WOULD RATHER SMOKE CIGAR'S AND PLAY POKER ALL NIGHT GIRL'S SEEM TO BRING DRAMA INTO MY LIFE AND IF THEY WANT TO START SHIT WITH ME THEY BETTER WATCH OUT CAUSE I KNOW HOW TOO FIGHT NOT YOUR AVARGE GIRL YOU SEE, I HANG WITH THE BOY'S THE WAY IT'S MENT TO BE!!! THEY KNOW HOW TO HAVE FUN, AND THEY KNOW HOW TO DO IT RIGHT THEY TEND TO CAUSE TROUBLE BUT IT'S ALL ALRIGHT I COULD BE THE SWEET AND INNCOENT GIRL IF I CHOSE TO BE BUT I WOULD RATHER BE THE GET MUDDY AND HAVE FUN KIND OF GIRL LIVING IN THE MOMENT, DOING WHAT I WANT NOT HAVING TO DRESS OR ACT A CERTIN WAY THATS JUST NOT THE WAY I LIKE TO PLAY ROUGH AND WILD IS MY FAVORITE GAME OR HANGING WITH THE BOY'S IT'S ALL THE FUCKING SAME

Lemme Make A Deal With Ya
I HAVE ALOT OF PICS IN MY ALBUM ALOT OF NEW ONES AS WELL.....N I HARDLY GETTING RATES OR ACTUAL COMMENTS N I NEED TO LEVEL UP MORE.....SO HERES THE DEAL RATES ARE GOOD TOO BUT I WANT COMMENTS ON MY PICS AS WELL....I HAVE ALOT OF FUBUCKS 2 SPEND N I WANNA PUT IT TO GOOD USE SO FOR NE INDIVIDUAL WHO COMMENTS N RATES MY PICS ATLEAST MORE THEN TEN WILL EITHER GET A NICE PRIZE OR WILL GET FUBUCKS N I WILL GO TO THAT PERSON PAGE N RATE N COMMENT PICS AS A SHOW OF SUPPORT WHOSE IN? ALSO ONCE U DO THAT LEAVE ME A MESSAGE THAT U DID THAT N WHICH U PREFERE N BASED ON UR RATES N COMMENTS ILL DETERMINE THE GIFT OR RATE LOVE TESS

Inside Me
If you could see inside my soul see inside my heart you would know how i long for you whenever were apart if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see yoo would know how i cherish you how much you mean to me in all the ways you comfort me the way you hold me near the way you know just what to do to chase away my fear the sparkle in your beautiful eyes your smile, laugh, your touch are just a few of many reasons I love you oh so much knowing i can talk to you bout simple little things and knowing together we will get through whatever life may bring i could search the whole world over and this i know is true i would never find another love like the love I found with you though with each new day, each sunrise we cant know whats in store there is one thing i know for sure each day I love you more so if you could see inside my head if thoughts were things to see yoo would know how blessed I feel to have you here with me

Suicidal Thoughts
Every night as I lay down to sleep, These thoughts seep into my mind, Thoughts about overdose, Thoughts about cutting to deep. These thoughts are the ones I wake to, These thoughts are the last ones I have, As I lay my head down, These thoughts are the ones that come, While I sit here and wonder, These are the thoughts that haunt me. I want to drown, Get hit by a car, Hang from rope, Bleed till I’m dry, Drink till it’s dark, Overdose on pills, Cry every tear, Leave this behind. By fire, By ice, I want to end my life, I don’t care how, As long as it’s now, Just end it all. I know that she’ll cry, I know that he’ll yell, I know they’ll hate me, For what I did, But still, Please let me end it. I drink to feel good, I cut just to feel, Why do I try so hard, When my effort does nothing at all. I can’t go on, This shell of a person, I need to break out, Get out of this hell. Suicide haunts me, Suicidal thoughts, Suicide is in my mind, Su

I've Got A Loaded God Complex
Am I more than you bargained for yet I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear Cause that's just who I am this week Lie in the grass, next to the mausoleum I'm just a notch in your bedpost But you're just a line in a song (A notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song) Drop a heart, break a name We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team We're going down, down in an earlier round And Sugar, we're going down swinging I'll be your number one with a bullet A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it Is this more than you bargained for yet Oh don't mind me I'm watching you two from the closet Wishing to be the friction in your jeans Isn't it messed up how I'm just dying to be him I'm just a notch in your bedpost But you're just a line in a song (Notch in your bedpost, but you're just a line in a song) Drop a heart, break a name We're always sleeping in, and sleeping for the wrong team We're going down, down in an earlier

For Stephanie Lynn
Oh I'm so sorry Stephanie you stupid cunt...I may have wrinkled your panties a little. I could care less if you went to an Ivy league school..whoopdy-do...more liberal indoctrination is the education of today. I did read your profile and no I don't care, I gave my opinion anyway like it or not. I just the enjoy you being a baby and not taking the heat and wahhh, I have to block this person...what a wuss! You can take the tin foil hat and shove up your ass..have a nice day fuckface.

Seether - Fake It
Song lyrics | Fake It lyrics Who's to know if your soul will fade at all The one you sold to fool the world You lost your self-esteem along the way Yeah Good God your coming up with reasons Good God your dragging it out Good God it's the changing of the seasons I feel so raped Man follow me down and just And just fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong Fake it if you feel like affection Woah your such a fucking hypocrite And you should know that the lies wont hide your flaws No sense in hiding all of yours You gave up on your dreams along the way Yeah Good God your coming up with reasons Good God your dragging it out Good God it's the changing of the seasons I feel so raped Man follow me down and just And just fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong Fake it if you feel lack of action Woah your such a fucking hypocrite Whoah Whoah I can fake with the best of anyone I can fake with the best of em all

A Clearing
Cooling air blowing again Darkening clouds rolling in Thundering near~within the distance lightening bolts,striking in an intance Rain drops falling~ever so strong cleansing this earth of all thats wrong For this minute washed away A seeming effort~I must say Bursts of light opening the night sky Feel the roaring~thunder slowly die! Clouds drifted apart looking in you can see wonderous happenings longing to be free Blustering winds dipping down below Whipping and turning between the willow Demanding its presence to be known Forcefully showing~a power of its own Wakeing your sence's to that of new A rush~in a moment,A power so true Filling your soul with a sence of peace Calming the earth~a powerful release!

Harvest
Harvest From behind my hands hold firm your hips Your head tilts back and you part your lips My staff against your heat does press You grind your flesh as I lift your dress Ruff hands slide up to squeeze your breast Your nipples erect I tease I test I kiss your neck as I stoke the fire My hand moves down I know your desire Over bristly fields my fingers quest In to the furrow a welcome guest You spread your thighs lean over the chair Your panties aside your treasure bare You urge me on with darkest taunts Your desire expressed your deepest wants Your glistening mound beckons my rod I spread your lips to test the road I circle that bud you gasp at my touch Then forward I press like you love so much You arch your back to the rhythmic pace In the mirror I see your contorted face Profanities from your lips do spill Your body trembles to my force of will Deeper I delve your honey flows My shaft it throbs inside, it grows In a burning moment I spill my seed Your mus

So Sick Of Love
i've always thought that everyone has someone out there in there life, that one special someone who you can say i love you and just be with... however now i realize that it is just a figment of my imagination that most people can be loved or have a loved one and then there are those who cant at all i guess i'm one of the hated ones huh ?

Help Wanted....lol
Help Wanted----please inquire within Wanted: A strong black man who is able to stimulate my mind as well as my flesh. Candidate must have the ability to speak to me without ever uttering a word. MUST possess the iiiii's....integrity....intelligence....intrigue....inspiration....intensity Must be willing to share their inner self. Seeking a more dominant type who is willing to express themselves in the bedroom in a manner that is conducive to that lifestyle.... Must possess the ins & outs in the fine art of lovemaking....Oral skills are definitely a plus but must also be willing to take a licking or 2 or 3 Nibbling is optional. Pssstttt....I like nibbles on the side of my neck and inner thighs Candidates looking to fill this position must be freakier than the norm....Let you inhibitons go and your creativity flow.... Trust....Honesty....Respect....must clearly be shown to be considered for this position....

Pure Romance
Hey everyone!!! Need that extra umpf in your sex life or just wanna have some extra fun in the bedroom? Then you have to come to a Pure Romance party. It's a blast and you'll laugh your booty off. Get everything you could possibly want.. things from lubricants to fun toys. Book your party now, dates are filling up! Let's have a blast! Email me at SMYLEESARAH@YAHOO.COM See ya there! Sarah ps. I'm in Ohio

A Soft Rain
A soft rain A soft rain, On a warm morning, During a walk, Is an invitation To refine those Memories That have faded since Childhood. Is it the falling of the Drops through the leaves That we hear? or Is that the movement of Peals of water rolling over the Once dry creek bed? I have thrown aside My umbrella… A quiet that is only Broken by the swish Of car tires as they Breathlessly swirl by, Rain flattens my Hair, running rivulets Of nature’s tears over My unshaven face. My dogs prance the Prance with what we foolishly Call a smile on their faces. That is obviously just Contentment! The rain is irrelevant To them. Poet

Tag...........guess What Ur It!!!
Only b/c you all wonder what goes through my head! LOL YOu have to do this since I had to, so have fun. BUT you have to post your 5 things in my comments under this!! Just to make it fun...lol ooh yeah along with doing your own too. Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Alrighty, lets see: 1~I hate Baked Potatoes, but LOVE mashed potatoes...it's completely different. 2~The ppl I work with think I have toretts...I don't know why. 3~I am always freezing! 4~I absolutely can NOT stand it when I can hear ppl chew!!! I mean seriously... 5~I have a small case of OCD! 6~I love to make ppl smile! 7~I Hate the lakes, I don't like that you can't see the bottom of the

Passionate Impatience
Your touch, I desire. Your lips I can taste. Help me calm this burning fire. Don't let it go to waste. Your tongue down my spine. Our bodies intertwined. Sweating together. Can't think of anyone better. The image is making my temperature rise. How much longer must I wait? See the passion in my eyes. Come feel my heart rate. Up against the wall, Or do you want me to crawl? Under a star filled sky, Or on a bed we can lie. You're takin my breath away You're the one I want, you're the one I need. I refuse to wait one more day. My body & soul to you I cede. By ME {Amitola} June 14, 2007

Just Because
Ive wrote many songs and poems However this was the first poem I had published. Its appropriate because recently Ive seen the world from a new perspective. comments and rates please:)) Just Because Sitting beside the window, the world passes by Vanishing footsteps, and the colour changing sky. The thoughts of a million souls, whisper through the air, How many times you hear them, how much do you care? When you stop to realise, within the warmth of your own shadow. The world seems to cruel, yet can it ALL be sorrow? Watching a young girl laughing, seeing a young boy cry. Oh so many feelings, you close your eyes and fly. You search through the clouds, and the images you seek. Are those of pure fulfillment, of strength, not of feeling weak. But life as it's shown you, no matter how low you feel. Theres real joy amongst us all, not always so surreal. You look among those you see, and you think just as you do. Your face becomes a smile, and you care, just because you do.

Beyond The Stars
Three days I heard them grieve when I lay dead, (It was so strange to me that they should weep!) Tall candles burned about me in the dark, And a great crucifix was on my breast, And a great silence filled the lonesome room. I heard one whisper, "Lo! the dawn is breaking, And he has lost the wonder of the day." Another came whom I had loved on earth, And kissed my brow and brushed my dampened hair. Softly she spoke: "Oh that he should not see The April that his spirit bathed in! Birds Are singing in the orchard, and the grass That soon will cover him is growing green. The daisies whiten on the emerald hills, And the immortal magic that he loved Wakens again—and he has fallen asleep." Another said: "Last night I saw the moon Like a tremendous lantern shine in heaven, And I could only think of him-and sob. For I remembered evenings wonderful When he was faint with Life's sad loveliness, And watched the silver ribbons wandering far Along the shore, and out upon the

Ravens Dream
Ravens Dream In darkness I feel a pull, a kinship, a longing to be whole. I feel detached from the present, the world, the now My time is passed, yet I dwell in this bee’s nest, this world. Why am I here? what purpose unknown? out of context lost in the maelstrom? 6 billion minds fill my head a cacophony of the mundane the bizarre. Where is tranquillity, where is purity of thought, the simple? The beauty of life tainted with selfishness and greed. It saddens my heart, threatens to overwhelm and corrupt my spirit With dark sticky fingers false promises to beguile and dazzle. A candy apple with inner gift gnawing unseen within yet, there may lie the reason for detachment… my defence, a mechanism against the ugly the unclean the unsaid. I look on, insulated from the pain, distant, safe, yet, there is no pleasure in detachment and watching. Judgments sword easy for those who watch, but are detached. I stare into the abyss, confront my soul strive for comprehensi

Heartstrings
Heartstrings. Pulled, Jerked, She is a puppet The Captive marionette... Between the two brothers, now Enemies, A Bitter battle for her Body. Who shall be her master? Dancing. Whirling. First the Beauty. Then the Beastial. Manipulating her, in turn. Both seize control... Yanking. Splintering wood And Bone... Screaming Bleeding Shouting..... Heartstrings... Pulled, Jerked, She is a puppet Their Broken Marionette....

Maniacal Dolls
Ladies and Gentleman! The Dolls are BACK! And it's CONTEST TIME! *throws some confetti and streamers*The February contest theme is LOVE!That's right, Love.YOUR interpretation! Is love Dark? Frilly? Couples? Devotion? Sorrow? Kinky?C'mon, shutterbugs, you make this happen, you make the site go 'round, and we need your help!To enter in contests and be a featured model, just add the page. Contest entries are:1. Your Model name2. Your myspace URL3. Up to three pictures featuring yourself, modeled around the current theme.We'll send you a personalized banner so you can promote yourself in the contest. Contestants must be 16+.So get your pictures in, and help spread the word! Remember to change the URL to "http://www.myspace.com/maniacal_dolls" when reposting on Myspace!

Dream Interpritation
Sam, the recurrent theme of your dream life is Divine Inspiration You're dreaming about feeling deeply connected to the universe and to those around you. While you sleep, your mind gravitates toward scenarios in which you feel free of burdens or constraints. Your dreams tell stories of positive relationships that don't hold you back. This means that you're likely tapping into a sense of uplifting freedom and awe of the greater things in life. There are a wide variety of dreams that fall into the category of Divine Inspiration. You may dream of being surrounded by lush or expansive natural beauty. Many people dream about being embraced tenderly or of making love. Flying is also common in Divine Inspiration dreams. Divine Inspiration is your overarching dream theme. Tickle's research has identified seven universal dream themes, including Divine Inspiration. To learn more about your scores on all seven themes, and what your results reveal about your waking life, read o

New Date 4 Re-opening! Lol!
PLEASE COME JOIN ONE OF THE NEWEST LOUNGES ON FUBAR! HAVING IT TOTALLY REDONE TONIGHT SO WILL HAVE MY REOPENING TOMORROW NIGHT, SORRY I MESSED UP THE PLACE BY DELETEING ONE STUPID PIX! lmao! BUT THAT IS MY LUCK WAS NOT 4 BAD LUCK I WOULD HAVE NONE! BUT YOU ARE ALL INVITED OUT TO THE NEW REOPENING TOMORROW NIGHT AT 7 PM GA TIME TILL 11 PM MY TIME OR LATER IF ALL GOES WELL! BUT I AM MOSTLY ALWAYS THERE UNLESS PAYING 4 IT BEING REDONE! LOL! PLAY LIST SO YOU CAN PLAY WHAT YOU LIKE AS LONG AS IT IS ROCK OR METAL! COME ENJOY THE LOVE! Join The Body Shop Lounge

2/11/08
So I have a question.. Me and my best friend have a vacation coming up from March 14th - March 19th.. The plans that we originaly had fell through.. mainly because my other friend lied to me about the plans... ANYWAY.. St. Patty's day is a big deal for me and my best friend and now we don't know what to do? Any suggestions? -Jaclynn. ----------------------------------------- so you read it but you don't comment? :( :(

What If's
what if one day we had to make a choice between love and hate which would you pick. what if we had one day to live what would you wanna do. what if you had a chance to make love or war what would you pick. what if someone said they loved you what would you say back. what if you won the lottery what would you do. what if you could save a life or walk away what would you do. what if i said you where my world what would i be to you. what if you had a chance to be with a winner or a loser what would you pick. but for real what if the last thing's you could do where a choice between fucking or fighting what would it be. lmao i was bored yup yup :)

Dogs Give Up Their Lives To Save Family
Dogs give up their lives to save family Bella and Maddie alerted owners to an early morning house fire The Associated Press updated 9:02 p.m. ET, Mon., Feb. 11, 2008 WINONA, Minn. - Bella, a 3-year-old golden retriever/collie mix who was once rescued as an abused puppy, returned the favor to her owners by alerting them to a house fire. With help from Maddie, a 6-month-old golden retriever, Bella helped get Sue Feuling and her 9-year-old daughter, Mckenzie, out of the house last week. The dogs didn't make it. "Those dogs were without a doubt the heroes," said Winona Assistant Fire Chief Jim Multhaup. Bella had jumped on Feuling's bed early Friday morning and started barking, and Feuling then smelled smoke, grabbed her daughter and rushed out of the house. But Feuling couldn't coax the dogs out of the house, even when she tried to run back in to yell for them. "Bella must have thought Mckenzie was still in the house," Feuling said. A firefighter who arrived at the sc

Haters
alot of you people on here can be real haters. you sit back and when you see someone post a mumm or bulletin and start running your mouths about it. well you can run your mouths all you want. i bet you wouldn't leave the comments you leave if everyone started doing it to you. it's almost like you envy all of us, because we have a life and you don't. also you sit there and complain about everything like capital letters and other stupid stuff. if your so worried about it then you write something and see how many mistakes you make. you people make me sick but your still giving me point's so keep it up. i like it when people envy me.

For Parents With Special Needs Children
The Special Mother (BY: Erma Bombeck) Most women become mothers by accident, some by choice, a few by social pressures and a couple by habit. This year nearly 100,000 will become mothers of handicapped children. Did you ever wonder how these mothers are chosen? Somehow I visualize God hovering over earth selecting his instruments for propagation with great care and deliberation. As he observes he instructs his angels to take notes in a giant ledger. "Armstrong, Beth, son. Patron saint, Matthew." "Forest, Marjorie, daughter. Patron saint, Cecilia." "Rutledge, Carrie, twins. Patron saint,...give her Gerard he's used to profanity." Finally, he passes a name to an angel and smiles, "Give her a handicapped child." The angel is curious. "Why this one God, she's so happy?" "Exactly, could I give a handicapped child a mother who doesn't know laughter? That would be cruel." "But does she have patience?" "I don't want her to have too much patience, or she'll drown in a sea

Queen~ginevere
"LOVE~TRIANGLE" Queen Guinevere Read more about Queen Guinevere in Arthurian Legend Queen Guinevere, King Arthur (her husband), and Sir Lancelot (her lover), form the most celebrated love-triangle in European literature. From her origins - probably Welsh - Guinevere's presence (and non-presence by abduction) runs strong throughout mainstream Arthurian legend: in Geoffrey of Monmouth's Historia Regum Brittaniae, in the works of the French poets Chrétien de Troyes and Robert de Boron, in the Vulgate Cycle, and most famously in Sir Thomas Malory's Le Morte d'Arthur. According to Geoffrey of Monmouth Guinevere is descended from a noble family of Romans and is "the loveliest woman in all the island". In later romances she is the daughter of Leodegrance, previous owner of the Round Table, which she brings, together with one hundred knights, as her dowry when she marries Arthur. By the time of Chrétien de Troyes her affair with Lancelot is well established - it is he, not Arth

No Crying Here!
Talk to me softly There is something in your eyes Don't hang your head in sorrow And please don't cry I know how you feel inside I've I've been there before Somethin is changin' inside you And don't you know Don't you cry tonight I still love you baby Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight Give me a whisper And give me a sign Give me a kiss before you tell me goodbye Don't you take it so hard now And please don't take it so bad I'll still be thinkin' of you And the times we had...baby And don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight Don't you cry tonight There's a heaven above you baby And don't you cry tonight And please remember that I never lied And please remember how I felt inside now honey You gotta make it your own way But you'll be alright now sugar You'll feel better tomorrow Come the morning light now baby And don't you cry tonight And don't you cry tonight An

Darn Those Kids
Kids Are Quick TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America . MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America ? CLASS: Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it withou t using tables. __________ ________________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell "crocodile?" GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L" TEACHER: No, that's wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. ____________________________________________ TEACHER: Do nald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O. __________________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten years ago. WINNIE: Me! __________________________________________ TEACHER: Gl

Re: Dhs Singles Out "pregnant Women" As Likely Terrorists
RE: DHS Singles Out "Pregnant Women" As Likely Terrorists ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 Feb 2008, 18:17 DHS Singles Out "Pregnant Women" As Likely Terrorists The Department of Homeland Security has embarked on its latest bold move to eliminate terrorists from our midst and keep America safe, by advising law enforcement officials about a deadly new threat - pregnant women. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/021208_pregnant_women.htm

Re: Ron Paul Calls For March On Washington Dc
RE: Ron Paul Calls For March On Washington DC ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 12 Feb 2008, 13:59 Ron Paul Calls For March On Washington DC Congressman Ron Paul has called on his supporters to organize a march on Washington DC, admitting that such a move would be "risky" but impossible for the media to ignore and could have a big impact on the eve of the Republican convention. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/021208_march_washington.htm

Another Abuse!
MINNEAPOLIS - A woman beat her cousin's 4-year-old son to death while two of her own children held him down and a third watched, all because the boy soiled his pants, a prosecutor said Tuesday. ADVERTISEMENT Carla Cherisse Poole, 37, is charged with second-degree intentional murder in the death of Demond Keith Reed, whose body was found wrapped in plastic and stuffed in a canvas bag during a police search of her home Sunday. Poole "brutally beat him in front of three of her own children," Hennepin County Attorney Mike Freeman told reporters. He said she lied to police, telling them the boy had been abducted. According to the criminal complaint, Poole's 6-year-old son told police Poole had told him and her 4-year-old child to hold Demond down by the arms while she beat him. "The death of Demond is tragic in itself. Having that death and beating observed by a 4-year-old, a 6-year-old and an 11-year-old just compounds the tragedy," Freeman said. Prosecutors were looking in

Conspiracy
It is well established that by the end of the eighteenth century, the Illuminati had been effectively disbanded. Because of Freemasonry's inadvertent involvement and misuse by its founder, Adam Weishaupt, the legends of its continued existence (and influence) persist into the twentieth century. In the 1950s and 1960s, members of the John Birch Society made much of this 'shadow' organization, using it as an effective substitute for their anti-Semitism. Perhaps some of the confusion regarding the organization is due to the fact that over time, the word illuminati came to be used more expansively for many enthusiasts of Enlightenment, including but not limited to the followers of Emmanuel Swedenborg. Nevertheless, the Illuminati's connection with Freemasonry was date-specific (the late 1700s) and place-specific (what is now Germany); it had NO involvement in Freemasonry elsewhere despite fanciful claims. Even the oft-mentioned 'Proofs of A Conspiracy' written in 1797 by a Scottish profes

Just Me The Cowgirl In Pink A Face Scrolling By
SOMETIMES I FEEL ALONE IN THIS WORLD...NOT REAL SURE WHY I AM HERE ON THIS EARTH I AM ALWAYS TOLD THAT I AM THE BEST...AND EVERYONE NEEDS ME AND LOVES ME...I WONDER WHY... I SIT BEHIND MY SCREEN AND WATCH YALL SCROLL BY...ONE BY ONE YALL DROP IN... SOMETIMES LEAVE A NOTE...SOMETIMES NOT...TO SOME OF YOU IM JUST A CHICK...WITH THE HAT AN IN THE PINK....I DON'T SAY MUCH BECAUSE IF I DO I END UP HURT...PEOPLE AROUND ME...DONT STOP TO THINK OR DON'T STOP TO ASK HEY HOWS THE COWGIRL IN PINK... I GUESS IM TOO KIND...ALWAYS GOING OUT MY WAY TO TRY TO STOP ALL THE HURT AND PAIN FOR THOSE THAT I LOVE AN CHERRISH...DO YOU ALL STOP TO THINK THAT MAYBE SOMETIMES I MIGHT JUST NEED A FRIEND...OR MAYBE JUST A GOOD OLE HOWDY WILL DO...I GO OUT OF MY WAY TO PROVE MYSELF AS A LOYAL FRIEND BUT I GUESS WHAT I DO JUST ISN'T ENOUGH MAYBE ALL YALL REALLY SEE IS JUST THE PICTURE OF ME...NOT REALLY ME...I HAVE A HEART WITH FEELINGS TOO...I TAKE THE TIME TO LEAVE WARM HEARTFELT COMMENTS MADE BY MY V

2/13/2008: Stupid Criminals
Good gawd, it's everyday. So many dumbasses in Killeen getting busted for stupid stuff. Here's just a few of them. It seems this dumbass failed to identify himself as a fugitive in connection with an outstanding warrant out of Kentucky. He was wanted on a parole violation for trafficking of controlled substances and promotion of contraband. Here's another dumbass, it seems Lynn was arrested on charges of possession of marijuana less than 2 ounces. The arrest was made to assist the Lampasas County Sheriff’s Office. I guess someone had to help the Sheriff.

The Rules!!
1. The female always makes The Rules! 2. The Rules are subject to change at any time without any prior notification. 3. No male can possibly know all The Rules. 4. If the female suspects the male knows all The Rules, she must immediately change some or all of The Rules. 5. The female is never wrong! 6. If the female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the male did or said wrong. 7. If Rule 6 applies, the male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding. 8. The female can change her mind at any given point in time. 9. The male must never change his mind unless express written consent of the female is obtained. 10. The female has every right to be angry or upset at any time. 11. The male must remain calm at all times, unless the female wants him to be angry or upset. 12. The female must, under no circumstance, let the male know whether or not she wants him to be angry or upset. 1

Useless Life Forms
apparently there are some issues that have to be rectified. you see. there is some sad little ugly white boy who is playing the pity party once again and blaming others for his downfall. well.. myself or my kick ass roomie never sent any pictures to and gay adds.. although damn i do wish i thought of it.. i am still offering dinner for whomever did that. also we did not ruin his life.. he did that all by his widdle self. he dated some manly lookin bitch and blames us for his lack in taste. then hooks up with women would would rather sleep with eachother than him.. or some that find more interest in the vibration of their phone than his company. you know.. you really are a useless life form.. you really have a better chance of dressing as a woman and letting some big guy named bubba screw you in the ass. cause your not really good at being a man. stop being such a whiney little bitch and stand up and take responsibility for your own damn actions for a change. thank you management

History Of Valentine's Day
As early as the fourth century B.C., the Romans engaged in an annual young man's rite to passage to the God Lupercus. The names of the teenage women were placed in a box and drawn at random by adolescent men; thus, a man was assigned a woman companion for the duration of the year, after which another lottery was staged. After eight hundred years of this cruel practice, the early church fathers sought to end this practice... They found an answer in Valentine, a bishop who had been martyred some two hundred years earlier. According to church tradition St. Valentine was a priest near Rome in about the year 270 A.D. At that time the Roman Emperor Claudius-II who had issued an edict forbidding marriage. This was around when the heyday of Roman empire had almost come to an end. Lack of quality administrators led to frequent civil strife. Learning declined, taxation increased, and trade slumped to a low, precarious level. And the Gauls, Slavs, Huns, Turks and Mongolians from Northern Euro

My First C**k
It was Christmas time 2001 and I was not getting along with my girlfriend at the time. We had gone to a holiday party with a couple of her friends and lf had gotten into a fight and found myself stuck the next morning at her friends house. His name was Kelly and he was a senior in High School and unabashedly queer. he was about 6 feet tall had shoulder length strawberry blond hair, Kelly and I had always gotten along fine, I thought he had a great sense of humor and I always bought him beer and cigarettes. So I find myself alone with this boy (his parents are out of town and his older sister is at work). We spend the day drinking beer watching movies and talking about our problematic love lives. Around 8pm he asks me if I want to hear a song that he recorded, "sure" I say, and he tells me to come to his room...at this point I know what's going on and I'm sure he knows i know. He plays his song for me as I'm sitting on his singe bed, It's not a very good song but I tell him that I like

How Im Spending My Valentines Day
Turn down your dimmers, this is not for beginners I know...I stole that line from my nigga, jigga In room 112 where all the players dwell Sip the cold brew tell me how you do it well Before you come out your panties lets discuss how smart You put the red slick scarf over the lamp, to play the part Red light tonight honey dont worry about your spouse I dont know a thing beauty, do me good like whinehouse I dont care about tomorrow as long as tonights the night You can call me baby face and we whipappeal thats right So, if youre gonna turn off the lights, lets make one thing understood If you want me money, baby girl you better stroke me good And I know this is never thee appropriate time But for just for one night could you say that youre mine As we slept the night away til the morning comes Last night I was your only one

Valentine's Day!
Hello to all of you! I am wanting to wish each and every one of you a very special V-Day. Although there are many people out there who have given up on love and this is just another day to them, I would personally like to wish those people an even Happier Valentine's Day! You R SPECIAL 2 ME! I could've, should've, would've given up on love at this time too! I am going through a divorce and what do I have 2 celebrate this Cupid's Day? Nada. But I have 2 beautiful children to whom I gave my valentine's to. They are what matters most to me. Even though I don't have an adult valentine to share my romance with, I can turn all my attention to my lovely children, and that's what I have done. There are many things to love today. I love my family, my good health, my God, and I am truly blessed. So on this Valentine's Day, I challenge you to think of things to be thankful for. Even if there is no one to share it with, count your blessings every day that you are alive and well. Or

It's That Time Of Year Again
Hearts and roses and kisses galore... What the hell is all that shit for? People get mushy and start acting queer It is definatley the most annoying day of the year This day needs to get the hell over with and pass Before i shove a dozen roses up Cupid's ass I'll spend the day so drunk I can't speak And wear all black for the rest of the week Girls act all sweet, but it soon will fade For all they are doing is trying to get laid The arrow Cupid shot at me must not have hit Because I think love is a crock of shit So heres my story...what else can I say? Love bites my ass...Fuck Valentines Day!

Bucs Cinema 1 Free Lounge And 2 Invite Only Lounges
I GOT 1 FREE CINEMA ANYONE CAN JOIN ITS PLAYING RAMBO http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55044 I GOT 2 MORE LOUNGES CINEMA 2 IS PLAYING OVER HER DEAD BODY AND CINEMA 3 IS PLAYING THE SIMPSONS LET ME KNOW IF U WANT IN EITHER OF THESE 2 ROOMS ITS 10FUBUX TO ENTER

"my Life's Calling, Setting Fires"
This poem I did with a starter line: "My life's calling, setting fires" By: Deborah Digges The rest is all my imagination... My Life's calling, setting fires. Drifting up like blazing tires. Sending me to places, I haven't begun to embrace yet. Letting me soar like the wings of a dove. To my dreams which have come above, the life I am now living. To see how much I have been forgiving. For my life's work, Not giving onto liars. My life's calling, setting fires.

Sun Rise
Sun Rise The grey began to fade, As the colours filled the sky, The chill began to warm, As the sun began to rise. A lost man found direction, As the eastern orb rose high, The dark sky turned to blue, Like the colour of her eyes. Dark turned to light, Grey turned to blue, Lost became found, That's when I met you.

Breath
BREAKING BENJAMIN LYRICS "Breath" I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like. Is it over yet, in my head? I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind. Is it over yet? I can't win. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'm going all the way, get away, please. [Chorus:] You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. You got to fight just to make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you. This will be all over soon. Pour salt into the open wound. Is it over yet? Let me in. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'm going all the way, get away, please. [Chorus:] You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. You got to fight just to make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you. [Bridge] I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, sta

Teeny Conversation
She holds a tiny Fur real friend in her hands. She got it out of a happy meal. "Mom..what should I name her" "Scar" I say. Sipping my coffee and surfing the internet. "Scar???!" Her nose wrinkles. "Yeah...he looks exactly like Shanes old cat Scar." "Moooooooom! SHE is a girl!" She sighs at me. Moms are so ignorant sometimes i suppose. I take the tiny stuffed kitty out of her hands and flip it over. "I see no Vagina. How do you know its a girl?" "Uhh!! Mom! Becaaaaaaause!" I smile at her and place my chin in my hand. "Because why?" She turns the kitty over "BECAUSE! If it was a boy it would have SOMETHING hangin down. Thats why....so it's a girl." She smiles at me and struts off. My first laugh of the day.

Drop In
hi never sure what to put ere so il make it short, im 44 blue eyes dark hair and straight like most things in life, im a 1963 model slightly rusty around the edges but good body work, been let down by previous owners, got a good couple of miles to go yet!!! lol,lol, just ere to my friends, and someone who can teach me the basics on this site, look 4wrd in chatting to you tke care friendly faces and sexy ladies xx gary

Deputy Dumps Paralyzed Man Out Of Wheelchair
Deputy dumps paralyzed man out of wheelchair Traffic violator says he assumes deputy did not believe he’s unable to stand Video Deputy dumps man from wheelchair Feb. 13: Brian Sterner recalls being tossed to the floor by a Florida officer. Today show People on Visit the "Lipstick Jungle" red carpet Louis Licari works his makeoever magic ... again! Marco Canora shares a Bolognese recipe Miley Cyrus strikes a pose Winehouse, Hancock nab top Grammy honors Slide show The Week in Pictures History burns, lawyers get gassed, a child’s family mourns and stars throng the sky. more photos By Mike Celizic TODAYShow.com contributor updated 11:15 a.m. ET Feb. 13, 2008 It’s hard to shock people in this modern wired world, but even the chief deputy of the Hillsborough County Sheriff’s office in Florida found the security camera video of a jailer dumping a paralyzed man out of his wheelchair appalling. “It can happen to anybody at any time,” th

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Sorry Your Not Perfect
im sorry you arent perfect sorry you fucked your life up sorry you cant grow up sorry you have a kid sorry life doesnt hand things to you sorry you actually have to do somehing sorry you have a beautiful daughter sorry you have a wonderful family sorry you cant see how good you could have it sorry your not perfect

Longing
I long to see your beautiful face, To feel your loving arms around me in a sweet embrace. I long to feel your breath on my skin, To touch you all over again and again. I long for the passion we used to share, There is no other that can compare. I long for the day we are together again, To tell you that my love for you will never end. With each passing moment my heart is to pay, I long to be with you both night and day

Thank You's
Just wanted to say thanks for all the thoughts and prayers sent my family's way this week for my Granny. I really truly appreciate it. Coming to grips with the reality that the grandparents are seriously seniors is a hard thing to deal with. She's at home now sleeping and comfy.. Soo... Thanks again.... I should be back to my normal moody less mushy teary eyed self next week.. I promise. Peace, Love and Reacharounds, Fxy.

Male Friends
Is it so bad to have a best friend who also happens to be male? I met my best friend when we were both3 years old. We have been inseparable since. Most ppl don't understand the relationship that we have. It goes wayyyyyyyyy beyond comprehension. It has never been and never will be physical or romantic. But he and I are always being accused of sleepig together, and lying about it. We have gone through this all through school. Everyone just assumes the worst. I love him very much, but he is more like a brother to me than anything else. He is my friend in the truest sense of the word. I just wish that others understood that.

I Screwed Up 81% If My Teenage Life
How Much of your Teenage Life Have You messed up? [x] Gotten detention. [] Gotten your phone taken away in class. [x] Gotten suspended. [] Gotten caught chewing gum. [x] Gotten caught cheating on a test Total:3 [x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times. [x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times. [x] Turned at least 3 projects in late [x] Missed school cause you felt like it. [] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class. Total so far: 7 [] Got your mom/dad etc. to get you out of school. [] Texted people during class. [] Passed notes. [x] Threw stuff across the room. [x] Laughed at the teacher. Total so far: 9 [] Pulled down the fire alarm [x] Went on myspace, facebook, xanga, etc. on the computer at school. [] Took pictures during school hours. [x] Called someone during school hours. [x] Listened to an iPod, cd, etc. during class. Total so far: 12 [x] Threw something at the teacher. [x] Went outside the classroom without permission. [x] Broke

Through The Fire And Flames
The 'Deep Stuff' Survey 1. Do you think you were well raised? Yes. 2. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE? Yes. 3. How do you handle stress? I get stressed easy, but I deal well. Just take a deep breath and realize it can always be worse. 4. How would you spend your last day alive? Drunk and having sex. 5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience? Depends on what it is. 6. If there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other, which side would you go to? True love. 7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with who would you choose? Mom. 8. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose? Depends on what family member. 9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member? Also, depends on the situation. 10. What is the worst thing you've ever done that your parents DON'T know about? Ha

Phenomenal
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That'

Injuries
Around December 14, I was takin to the Batallion Aid Station. I had been very sick for like a week. They told me I had Pneumonia. They Put me on Bed rest and started pumpin me with medication. 4 days later I was doin pretty good. They let me leave to get back to work. Not even 2 days after I was released I was injured. I now have a broken foot, every bone in my foot is shattered, I was flown out of Iraq and taken to Germany where they gave me an option. They gave me the Choice to go home or stay in Iraq. Of course I chose to stay in Iraq to be with my boys. So they put me in a soft cast (by request) andsent me back to Iraq, I was given some pain meds and a set of crutches. Well here it is february 17th at 0322 in the morning. I have been taken off of crutches because I now have soft bones, they want me to walk on it to strenthen the bones. I am literally losing my mind now from boredom. I see my squad members come and go. some never come back. which pisses me off cause I wish i could

Have You Had ?
Have you had the flu yet this year? I hate being sick and that ole flu got a hold of me and still will not let go.I am a little better or at least my bones don't hurt as bad as they did. I am the type of person that can usually get a hold on things when I get sick but I have to say this flu has kicked my ass.Going back to bed now even if this entry sucks.I have received a few emails of concern and that this was the best way to answer them all. For my baby S, I have missed you and I hope your V-Day was pleasant and exciting for you.Don't be mad at me for to long (pouts) I need pity right now I am sick.lol Loves you baby.

Hmm
I'm not sure I'm liking this going to bed before 9 and getting up before 9 stuff on my days off. I mean it's good in the long run since I do need to be in bed around 9 anymore for work... I dunno. I'm spoiled I guess. It doesn't help that I have to get up at least twice a night to head to the bathroom. That's always a pain. But only 13 more weeks until I'm due so I can handle it. :) I've had a song stuck in my head but unfortunately I don't know all the words. I need to go google it. Anyways- I'm frozen and probably should put something heavier one besides just pjs.

He Left Something Behind.........
I am getting really frustrated with my computer at the moment. I bought the computer in November and of course they always come with a virus protection with a limited time, usually 3 months. The one mine came with is McAfee which is ok. I was looking into a better one from Panda or another brand and was doing some research on them the other day. I thought by going so long without any protection was not a good thing and I have been meaning to ask Martin which one I should download and keep forgetting to ask him so I just renewed my subscription to McAfee. I know, I know....I should have done a different one but my computer has been acting funny this morning. My mouse is lagging behind and really irritating! I thought it was just Fubar but it wasn't. It was lagging with everything I was doing. Ugh! It drives me crazy! Peter left for the cabin early this morning. I woke up and he was gone, he left something behind though......Christopher! I thought I was going to have a

Thoughts On The Mind
Well some good news is, is that yesterday at 5pm I was married to Thomas A. Templeton. I am so happy about that. I was just sitting here not feeling all that great, I guess I just over did everything the other day. So I was just relaxing. I was just sitting here thinking about something on my mind. My husband was telling me that I could have a girlfriend. I am actually excited about that. I love Tom to death, but my mind wonders when it comes to the bedroom. I am a very loyal woman, but just try to keep my mind interested when it comes to having sex. I get bored easily. It isn't that he is bad or anything, just usual. So he tries to find ways to keep me feeling good about myself. I was just thinking about a good friend with benefits, so that I would love my husband fully, and not have to worry about sex anymore. (smiles) I bet I am going to get some interesting comments on this one. Well that is my thought on my first blog. So well, I plan on writing more. I can just get re

My Son
When you were born, it was all I could do to contain my joy when I found you were a healthy boy. Your eyes sparkled like the stars in the sky, the feeling I had in my heart, I swore I could fly. Five little fingers, five little toes, a handsome face, and a cute button nose. When I held you next to me my soul filled with overwhelming glee. Now you are a big boy, I see you've grown so much right before my eyes. Soon you will be a man, don't worry you've got time, there is so much more in this life, the day will come and you'll find. That no matter how old you get, you'll always and forever be mine.... MY SON.

Kosovo Mps Proclaim Independence
Kosovo MPs proclaim independence Kosovo's parliament has unanimously endorsed a declaration of independence from Serbia, in a historic session. Celebrations went on into the night after Prime Minister Hashim Thaci promised a democracy that respected the rights of all ethnic communities. Serbia's PM denounced the US for helping create a "false state". A split later emerged at the Security Council, when Russia said there was no basis for changing a 1999 resolution which handed Kosovo to the UN. Seven Western countries said it was quite clear the situation had moved on. See a map of Kosovo's ethnic breakdown Tens of thousands of people had thronged the streets of Kosovo's capital, Pristina, since the morning. We have waited for this day for a very long time... from today, we are proud, independent and free Hashim Thaci Kosovo Prime Minister Kosovo's 'dream come true' Mark Mardell's Euroblog Serb and Albanian views When news came of the declarati

Back At Work
Its been like forever since I worked on my own art project, so now I'm going to focus more on getting some of my art posted and then finish my new work. So i thought I would say thank you for everyone that likes my work and showed mad support. You guys rock, and I hope you like the new digital series just as much. If you would like to show support you can either text or button link to my website.

Communication
Watch a cloud in the sky. It seems stationary. Slowly it moves and after sometime, without our realizing, that cloud is gone. Sometimes love disappears from a relationship like that cloud. When the relationship begins, everything looks ok. The communication is great. Not only verbal but also non-verbal communication between the partners is excellent. Slowly the rot sets in and there come a time when they stop communicating except when needed. The communication becomes need based. Earlier it was love based. What is the difference between need based and love based communication? Relationship and communication - In love based communication the partners talk to each other about everything on the earth. They speak about their love; their needs, their dreams, their aspirations and everything else that makes them feel connected. In need based communication, the partners talk to each other minimally. What is required to keep the partnership together is the communication limit and nothi

Cold
CROSSFADE LYRICS "Cold" Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high [Chorus x2:] What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold To you I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high [Chorus x2] I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so cold [Chorus x2]

This World
It's been almost 9 months since my cousin Christopher was murdered. He was 15 years old. Some 20 yeard old beat his brains out (literally) and stomped on his chest causing his heart to stop working. Why you ask? Because Christopher looked at the dudes EX GIRLFRIEND...tht's all he did was look at the dudes EX GIRLFRIEND. To make matters worse one of the murderers friends who went to school with Christopher just fuckin stood there and watched him kill a 15 year old boy. The murderer's friend happens to hang out out a house that I hang out at. He has claimed to be a hard ass since the first day I met the little punk ass. He's such a hard ass but yet he stood there and let a 20 year old man beat a 15 year old boy to death. Having to go through this has made me realize that this world is so fucking screwed up. What makes people think that shit like this is ok and normal? There are definately some things that deserve an ass beating. But killing a 15 year old boy for

A Poem I Wrote
Drowning I’m drowning in the sorrow of yesterday’s loss. I’m drowning in the pain from the heartache you caused. I’m drowning in the insanity of everyone’s game. I’m drowning in the thought of being the one to blame. Now I’m drowning out the sorrow and the pain. I’m drowning out the insanity and the thought Of being the one to blame. Now I’m no longer drowning.

To Get A Point Across About Reading The About Me Of A Person Before You All Them!
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For My Nerd
I love you because I think of you when I wake up. I love you because you're the last one on my mind before I sleep. I love you because you're real..you don't pretend. I love you because I tingle when we talk. I love you because you always make me smile. I love you because you're not normal...(laugh you know you want to) I love you because I don't always understand you. I love you because I trust you. I love you because I can't get enough of you..ever. I love you because you love to argue. I love you because you frustrate me. I love you because I can't pull away from you. I love you because you talk. I love you because your an ass at times. I love you because you're so full of life at times. I love you because it makes my day to see you smile. I love you because you worry too much. I love you because you have insecurities..and know them. I love you because you're so damn funny. I love you because I can have silence with you. I love you because loving you isn't hard.

Everything I Hate
Everything I Hate I won't forget the day that I came to And I started thinking that there's more Than just perfect prom queens and silver spoons And all I ever wanted was someone to knock me back to the bliss of ignorance Cause I feel like running head first into traffic. I won't forget the day that I found God In a kitchen knife now and on my arm So paint the pale white floor with my red life And tell myself this pain is the pain I love As I swallow the pills of happiness And you watch me fall like New York in an earthquake I said I wanted some more attention I thought I wanted a story ending. I think that the truth is I'm scared I'm just scared to live I think that the truth is I'm everything that I hate.

Something For You To Read. Leave A Comment.
I wrote this along time ago, but for some reason i am drawn to post it on this site. Enjoy.. (yes its copywritten.. stealers beware.) Once apon a lonley night, a question arose with undelight.. too unsure of what to do, and unsure of what i should say, the thoughts in my head were leading me astray. Careful is the heart of a person who's own is torn, into peices, broken up, and on my face are they worn. One cannot hide the scars of the past they have been given, although i smile and make belive.. their lies can't be forgiven. Moved on i have done, and have raised up from the fog to air, but the unknown is the future, of this woman.. that is so rare. beauty is not what is shown, by face or by image, but the true beauty is shown through the thoughts and words they have given. Judge not by the actions of my impulsive comedy, but by the respect and loyalty i give, now that is the true Emily. for those who have known for some time,

Some People
I guess it is common practice not to read people's pages because if people took 5 mins to read mine they would see I am in a state of shock/mourning, and would not be so dam obnoxious with me. Do you honestly think I care if you rated and fanned me right now? DO you honestly think I care if you find me sexy as hell right now and want to chat on yahoo? DO you think it is funny to down rate me because I didn't just run right to your page and rate you after you came to mine? I am not on here 24/7 I have a family to deal with. To my friends and even strangers that have left me love and heartfelt words over the last week I thank you from the bottom of my heart. To those close to me that let me cry or text on their shoulder I thank you. And to those of you I thought were close to me and just didn't give a sh*t to send me words of support when I needed it most ....yeah you can kiss my a$$ because i don't need you!

Dont Ever Let
when i look through the glass i look through the time where senses dislocate where fears evaporate and i take advantage of that to unfold and come out f the glass through the walls i see your trace through my memory i look for your face and i dont know why dont really care why dont ever let the devil eat our love tht he swallows your warmth him burp on my pain when i look through the smoke i go flying and youre my guide between worlds we'll grow old where someday we might be safe and i dont know why dont really care why

At The Park
At the park i met a boy, I loved him like a babies toy. Until one day he set me free, He had another girl upon his knee. He told her things he never told me, She is wearing the ring he once gave me. I ran home crying to my bed, Not a word to my mother i said. My father came home late that night, He searched my room from left to right. He found me hanging from a rope, And all he found was a note that said: TELL THE WORLD I DIED OF A BROKEN HEART

History Of Saint Valentine
Saint Valentine, according to romantic legend, was a kind-hearted Roman priest who married young couples against the wishes of Emperor Claudius II, and was beheaded for his deeds on the 14th of February. In truth, the exact origins and identity of St. Valentine are unclear. According to the Catholic Encyclopedia, "At least three different Saint Valentines, all of them martyrs, are mentioned in the early martyrologies under the date of 14 February." Two of these men lived in the third century A.D., one being the bishop of Interamna (now Terni, Italy) and the other a priest of Rome. (Some speculate that these two figures were actually the same man.) Both seem to have been persecuted for their beliefs; the Roman priest reportedly was beaten and then beheaded on the orders of Emperor Claudius II, on or about the year 270. Legends vary on how the martyr's name became connected with romance: the date of his death may have become mingled with the feast of Lupercalia, a pagan festival of love,

Lookin For A Few Good....... Dj's
LOOKIN FOR A FEW GOOD DJ'S, IF YOU CAN DO THE JOB, GET IN TOUCH WITH ME, CHECK OUT OUR DJ SCHEDULE LISTED IN THE BLOGS FOR OPENING TIMES N DAYS, THANX! URL TO DJ SCHEDULE : http://fubar.com/blog/180267 CLICK THE PIC TO COME JOIN IN ON THE BOOT STOMPIN, A$$ KICKIN COUNTRY AND SOUTHERN ROCK TUNES AND FUN

My 1 Day Tribute To Emerald Eyes
I know some of you are confused why I have a tribute to Emerald eyes today and what it's about... Well the answer is... Today marks 15th year anniversary of the Funeral date of my 1st true love Patrisha Kay... So for today only; I am gonna dedicate my page to her memory...

Mumms
Ok, so like yeah, I posted this in a bulletin, but I couldn't for some reason get off the subject. At like 9:30 in the morning I was so flippin bored, so I started reading some of these mumms that people actually post. Ya all have got to check this one out: http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=342119 Ok, this guy actually has the nerve to ask if it is cheating if his spouse uses toys when he's not at home. What's wrong with this whole mumm you ask? Okay-now ya all now me and ya know by now I speak my mind and I'm not afraid to be blunt. Number one~this guy is asking is it cheating, but yet his photo is a pic of him lying in bed with no shirt on, and the dude is NOT ALL THAT!!!! Number two~out of curiousity, I went to the dude's page and looked at pics of him and his wife. The first thought that jumped into my mind was "Damn what episode of Jerry Springer did they meet on?" I mean come on now, if the bitch washed her hair to get the grease out of it-which looks like she dum

Rules Men Need To Follow
soo here we go guys pretty much there r some things going on out there that r pretty fucked up and need to be changed soo i decided to be nice and clue u in. 1. any attractive girl who isnt a raving bitch deseves to be treated like a princess, you ask why well simply because we are hard to come by and we are special. 2. second when a fine girl gets in your car be a gentleman and open her door for her it is crucial!!! 3. Dont call us bitches and hoes we dont like it we are ladies so please be a man and talk to us like one 4. when a girl comes over to your place make sure you have a clean bathroom this seems to be a problem lately where a girl walks into a guys bathroom and there is no soap no hand towels and pubs everywhere grosssssss we defffinetly notice this stuff guys. 5. Always compliment her on the way she looks when u come to pick her up, this makes a girl feel like u are paying attention to her and the effort she put in and are not just trying to get a peice of

Dare To Believe In Yourself
Everybody Knows: You can't be all things to all people. You can't do all things at once. You can't do all things equally well. You can't do all things better than everyone else. Your humanity is showing just like everyone else's. So: You have to find out who you are, and be that. You have to decide what comes first, and do that. You have to discover your strengths, and use them. You have to learn not to compete with others, Because no one else is in the contest of *being you*. Then: You will have learned to accept your own uniqueness. You will have learned to set priorities and make decisions. You will have learned to live with your limitations. You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due. And you'll be a most vital mortal. Dare To Believe: That you are a wonderful, unique person. That you are a once-in-all-history event. That it's more than a right, it's your duty, to be who you are. That life is not a problem to solve, but a gift to cher

Us Fighter Pilot Dies After Crash
US fighter pilot dies after crash The F-15C Eagle fighter jets are single-seaters A US military pilot has died after an accident involving two F-15C fighter jets which were training in the Gulf of Mexico, the air force says. Both men were able to eject and were picked up during a rescue operation off the Florida panhandle, but one of the unnamed pilots later died. The surviving pilot is said to be in good condition. The planes are believed to have collided while practising basic manoeuvres on Wednesday afternoon. The weather was clear. 'Great loss' The Eglin air force base in Florida had suffered "a great loss", said Col Tom Harmer, commander of the 33rd Fighter Wing, 58th Fighter Squad, in a statement. "My heart goes out to the family and friends of our fallen airman." Both pilots had substantial experience, Col Harmer said. The US temporarily grounded F-15C jets after one failed while training in Missouri last November. Most were back in

Produced By Amir.....
Peace & Blessings Here Iz A track I created for My PPL Up In New Jersey His name Iz ID. He's a Powerful MC that the industry will not except. He's a fighter One day I know He'll get the respect He truly derserves Big UP Everyone That Respects Tru Hip Hop, This Brother surely needs a Spin Leave comments If you like or dont like Tell me what you think about the beat Hopefully I get the $$$ TO keep producing....Amirz IMage

It's The First Of Many Pointless Paragraphs Full Of Useless Banter. But You'll Read It Anyway Right?
I'm very new to this site and it makes me feel retarded :) I don't even know why I decided to make a blog entry actually... Boredom?! It's really fucken early (or really fucken late depending on your situation) and I'm fucking tired. I guess I'll go catch some sleep before it's too late. Thanks y'all for befriending and befanning me. Werd. You guys all fucken rock, I can tell already. Keep shit cool and I'll holla later.

Good Ol Days Lol
Positive People Power! Did we have a drug problem growing up? The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question, ''Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?'' I replied: I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profane four-letter word. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's gard

I'm Only Me When I'm With You
Song lyrics | I'm Only Me When I'm With You lyrics Friday night beneath the stars, in a field behind your yard, you and I are paintin' pictures in the sky. And sometimes we don't say a thing; just listen to the crickets sing. Everything I need is right here by my side. And I know everything about you I don't wanna live without you. [Chorus:] I'm only up when your'e not down. Don't wanna fly if your'e still on the ground. It's like no matter what I do. Well you drive me crazy half the time; the other half im only trying to let you know that what I feel is true. And I'm only me when I'm with you. Just a small town boy and girl livin' in a crazy world. Tryin' to figure out what is and isn't true. And I don't try to hide my tears. The secrets are my deepest fears. Through it all nobody gets me like you do. And you know everything about me. You say you can't live without me. [Chorus:] I'm only up when your'e not down. Don't wanna fly if your'e still on the gr

Wtf Is This Crap???
from: Spacedteacher date: 2008-02-22 01:51:49 subject: You have been WARNED!!! read receipt: No replied: No block user Dear Citizen of Fubar : Are you aware that operatives of the vile , insipid , eveil , nefarious Havana Sugar Cartel known as Sugar Assassins have heavily infiltrated Fubar. They operate mainly in the lounges at Fubar. That nice lady or gentleman sitting next to you that you are having a nice chat with may indeed be unbeknownst to you a Sugar Assassin. Step lightly!! You have been WARNED!!! Major Deee Mentia The SAPS {Sugar Awareness Police} "The Great Sugar Assassin Caper Of Sweetwater Tx" Chapter 1: " Havana Day Dreaming" or " The Havana Sugar Cartel Strikes" In the Spring of 2002 a rather elderly but alert gentleman by the Name of Mr. Barton Park of Sweetwater , Texas began receiving,anonymously, baked goods from bakeries all over the country. Mr.Park being a diabetic and a naturally suspicious man,and ever mindful of the extremely diffic

Re: Spring Offer On Live Bookings! Re: Panathinaikos 1 Rangers 1
RE: Spring offer on LIVE bookings! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Glasgow Rangers Date: 21 Feb 2008, 21:01 NACHO NOVO claimed a dramatic late leveller to give Rangers the scoring draw they needed against Panathiniakos to progress to the last 16 of the UEFA Cup.It wasn't a pretty performance from Walter Smith's side in Athens but after a poor first-half display, they improved enough to tie 1-1 and merit their place in the next round.Novo was culpable in the goalless first leg last week, missing three good chances at Ibrox to put the tie beyond doubt.So it was fitting that his effort nine minutes from the end allowed him to atone for those errors and send Gers towards a likely meeting with Werder Bremen next month.Manager Smith made one change to the team which drew 0-0 with Pana in the first leg at Ibrox last week.Kris Boyd, so often omitted from these kind of fixtures in the past, was given his chance to impress as a lone striker and the injured Le

Only In America
Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the > back of the store to get their prescriptions while > healthy people can buy > cigarettes at the front. > > > > > Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet > coke. > > > > > Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens > to the counters. > > > > > Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the > driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. > > > > > Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in > packages of eight. > > > > > Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' > meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. > > > > > Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille > lettering. > > > > > EVER WOND

Ensign: Nth
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 22 February 2008 Wednesday night at church I got to play Judas in our weekly Lenten drama. This is the first of are a series of short skits with one person portraying God and the other portraying a major character is Jesus' earthly life whose action led the the death of the cross Jesus would face. I'm also teaching a Sunday School class this six weeks on the same thing, and I was concerned about the material being taught without it losing its significance. Christianity rises or falls on the resurrection of Jesus, not His crucifixion, but it's hard to evoke and stay in the despair leading up to the former. With two thousand years of hindsight, we know what happens next! I didn't see Judas as a cold-hearted, money-hungry false fri

What Ded Means
Ded? Ded is evaporated herbal tea without the herbs. Ded is that funny feeling you get when you reach for the Snickers bar and come back holding a slurpee. Ded is the 43 1/3rd state, next to Wyoming. Ded is this really, really tall mountain. Ded is the reason boxes of condoms carry twelve instead of ten. Ded is the blue stripes in the road that never get painted. Ded is place where those socks vanish off to in the laundry. Ded is an arcade game like Pacman without the little dots. Ded is a little pufflike cloud you see at 5pm. Ded is the tool the dentist uses on unruly patients. Ded is the blank paper that cassette labels are printed on. Ded is where the buses hide at night. Ded is the empty pages at the end of the book. Ded is the screw that falls from the car for no reason. Ded is why Burger King uses paper instead of foam. Ded is the little green pebble in your shoe. Ded is the orange print in the yellow pages. Ded is a pickle wi

No Title Couldnt Think Of One... Sorry
I miss him more than I ever imagined I would. Sadness, confusion, hurt, and pain all set in.. I wonder if he thinks of me or has he really" completely moved on? Hes looking so happy and free, it was me who helped that along. We talked about our past we talked about bad times. I was there for him when he needed I was strong for him 'cuz he needed me to be I was his shoulder to cry on. I was the person he talked to when he wanted. I was there for him when he felt he wasnt going to make it through. So now I ask will she be there too? I know some secrets that can not be shared, I konw some hard times that I was there, there for him to make sure he made it through. When I said that "we would get through it" I didnt know I was going to be replaced. SO now I wonder why can't I replace you?

Politically Correct
HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 3. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 4. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 5. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 6. She is not a "TWO-BIT HOOKER" - She is a "LOW COST PROVIDER." HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT MEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. He does not have a "BEER GUT" - He has developed a "LIQUID GRAIN STORAGE FACILITY." 2. He is not a "BAD DANCER" - He is "OVERLY CAUCASIAN." 3. He does not "GET LOST ALL THE TIME" - He "INVESTIGATES ALTERNATIVE DESTINATIONS." 4. He is not "BALDING" - He is in "FOLLICLE REGRESSION." 5. He does not act like a "TOTAL ASS" - He develops a case of "RECTAL-CRANIAL INVERSION."

Patterns Of Guilt
1. It is taught and learned. We develop guilt unconsciously, starting from the moment of conception. We are aware of everything in our enviroment, whether or not consciously expressed or observed, and whether or not we understand what it all means. We absorb all the attitudes and expectations of our early enviroment, whether they are healthy or not. Unfortuanatly, the end result appears to be a loss of identity in order to mimic the illusion of our early world, regardless how much it supports or interferes with our relationships. 2. It is developmental. We cannot skip steps in becoming a whole, healthy adult. Guilt and punishment interferes with some or all of the specific stages of human development, and resolution of those patterns require we address the earliest instances of guilt first. In other words, the oldest traumas are the deepest in the core of our issues. 3. It is outer-focused. When we are taught we cannot trust ourselves, we have to rely on the judgement

Joy To The World
Jeremiah was a bullfrog Was a good friend of mine I never understood a single word he said But I helped him a-drink his wine And he always had some mighty fine wine Singin'... Joy to the world All the boys and girls now Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea Joy to you and me If I were the king of the world Tell you what I'd do I'd throw away the cars and the bars and the war Make sweet love to you Sing it now... Joy to the world All the boys and girls Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea Joy to you and me ------ electric piano ------ You know I love the ladies Love to have my fun I'm a high life flyer and a rainbow rider A straight shootin' son-of-a-gun I said a straight shootin' son-of-a-gun Joy to the world All the boys and girls Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea Joy to you and me Joy to the world All the boys and girls Joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea Joy to you and me Joy to the world All the boys and girls Joy to the

Let Me Serve You.......
What has happened to the quality of men you can choose from these days? I just love how they talk to you for like two seconds and think you're gonna hop on the love train! "Oh you are so pretty...", "Oh you got such a sexy voice.." and the next thing you know they are talking about sucking your pussy, licking your tits and "hey why don't you roll over and let me pound your ass..." Well all I can say is YOU FIRST MUTHA FUCKA!..they don't want to hear that shit...let ME tie YOU up and fuck YOUR ass...i'm sure i could get the equipment I need at the porn store to serve you up a nice plate of humility. Interested now? How about I tie you up and smack your ass around? The sad thing is that most of them have wives and girlfriends...now how attractive is that... so only do they want to dishonor you or let you dishonor them but they wanna go home to wifey and have to explain that riding crop mark on their ass, that bite mark on their collar bone, those ligature marks on their wrists...and

Don't Let Them Own You
Sometimes I just get so fed up with all of the whinning that happens in the world. It seems like everyone has something to complain about and they are definately not being quiet about it. Their job sucks, their life sucks, they need money, you get the idea. No one said that life was easy and if you haven't figured it out yet, nothing in life is handed to you. You have to work and work hard to make your life what you want it to be. Now we are all guilty of this to a certian extent; yes; I too have wallowed in self pity and cried about things that I should have just sucked up and dealt with. My constant wake up call is that someone is always going through something worse..so when you think you got it bad just pause for a moment and look around. I am reminded of and old saying that I heard once "I cried because I had no shoes until I met a man that had no feet" Point is, that you can't walk around the world feeling sorry for yourself or expecting others to take pity on you and do i

At&t Sucks!!! Save Yourselves
Friday, June 08, 2007 AT&T SUCKS!...Save yourselves! Current mood: pissed the fuck off! Category: pissed the fuck off! Writing and Poetry I am so freakin pissed off right now! I switched my service back to ATT and I am having nothing but problems! Yesterday sometime long about noon my phone just stopped working...yes, the bill is paid and yes the fucking thing is plugged in. I had to go to my uncle's house to call the phone company because I couldn't access the website to report the problem...and yes..my DSL was working...WEIRD! When I call in, I am automatically transferred to collections, when she soon discovers that my actually bill IS paid, and she is only seeing these stinking cramming charges that are in dispute. What are cramming charges you ask. Well that is when dumbasses like me are bored and fill out those stupid surveys online that promise a cool reward, like a gift card to Macy's or something stupid. Now we all know you don't get something for nothing, bu

Where Am I???
So if your reading this then you have probably wondered, where is Ryan??? well my laptop broke, maybe because it was really old or maybe because i got mad cause it wouldn't work and i punched it... thats something we'll never know... but i should get one soon. then ill be able to get back and talk to everyone... please leave me all the love you can while im gone and ill be back soon... xoxoxo Ryan P.S. Darlin i miss you alot. You know who you are...

Pleasures Of The Flesh
like a demon you possess me, envelope my senses, fill me up- i need your touch so much i can't breathe you cut me - i bleed i cannot seem to escape, or erase the ecstacy you gave just one bite when the moment was right and I became your slave and like the fire the wind and the moon you shape me you shift me I'm in lust with you

Here We Go Again.. Same Old Shit Again
well, it seems that because im a medic, im cursed.. lol. well, they must really need them overseas, so im going back over there. my unit is deploying me, and ill start training in october this year. boots hit the ground in jan.. then i got 9 months before im home. im going to be changing my profile around, now you know why.. well.. idk. haha. life is interesting.

Am I A Bother?
2008! There have been many many times when I may have disturbed you, troubled you, pestered you, irritated you, bugged you, or got on your nerves with all the e-mails I send out. So today I just wanted to tell you ... Tough Shit!

Tag Your It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I drive for a Taxi Cab company 2. When ppl scream at me I tend to drift off and ignore what they are saying and smile at them saying I hope you have a great day.. 3. I color in coloring books when I dont feel like being around ppl. 4. I stopped drinking for a major reason but often have thoughts of doing it again. 5. I dont judge others for I know how it feels to be judged for my looks and think ppl who do are sad.. 6. cant stand it when ppl Lie about themselves!! 7. I love to listen to all kinds of music 8. I love to help others out for I know how it feels to be without. I use to live in my car wit

What Is This Racist, Thing?
Proud To Be White Can't we All just be PEOPLE? Americans, French, English,GERMANS ETC: Very interesting reading!! Perhaps we should get rid of the term 'racist' all together and just live our lives... Michael Richards better known as Kramer from TV's Seinfeld. Thiswas his defense speech in court after making racial comments in his comedy act. He makes some very interesting points. Proud To Be White Someone finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You Call me 'White boy,' 'Cracker,' 'Honkey,' 'Whitey,' 'Caveman' ...and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towel head, Sand-nigger, Camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink ... You call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos th

Submission
as i walk among you you hunger for me and never know why Want me I am not forbidden to your caress Your eyes enfold me As your hands not Until With a smile I pull you close Follow me I am not who you touch Call me desire And I know I will fill for you Only your most secret needs Fear me I am not what you see Ecstasy Meld your body to mine The taste of your skin The scent of your blood Wholeness in my mouth Fullfills me Sates me

Just Some Lyrics
i know this is kinda corny but come think about it these lyrics kinda tell the truth. It's another night in hell Another child won't live to tell Can you imagine what it's like to starve to death And as we sit free and well Another soldier has to yell Tell my wife and children I love them in his last breath C'mon now amen, amen, amen Habitual offenders, scumbag lawyers with agendas I'll tell you sometimes people I don't know what's worse Natural disasters or these wolves in sheep clothes pastors Now damn it I'm scared to send my children to church And how can we seek salvation when our nations race relations Got me feeling guilty of being white But faith in human nature, our creator and our savior, I'm no saint But I believe in what is right C'mon now amen, amen I said amen, amen Stop pointing fingers and take some blame, Pull your future away from the flame Open up your mind and start to live Stop short changing your neighbors Living off hand outs an

Growing Older Is.........
- Your back goes out more than you do. - A fortune teller offers to read your face. - You turn out the lights for economic reasons rather than romantic ones. - You remember this week that last week was your wedding anniversary. - You are startled the first time you are addressed as "Old Timer". - You answer automatically when someone addresses you "Old Timer." - You burn your midnight oil after 9:00 p.m. - You sink your teeth into a steak and they stay there. - Your pacemaker makes the garage door go up when you see a pretty girl walk by. - You get your exercise acting as a pallbearer for your friend who exercised. - You have too much room in the house and not enough in the medicine cabinet. - The best part of your day is over when your alarm goes off. - The thought of getting out of bed never occurs to you.

Those Lovely Farmer's Daughters (roflmao)
A farmer had 3 beautiful daughters who were getting ready to go out on dates. The first beau came to the door and said, ''I'm Eddie, I'm here to pick up Betty. We're going for spaghetti, is she ready?'' "No," the farmer said. The second beau came to the door and said, ''I'm Joe, I'm here to pick up Flo to take her to the show. Is she ready to go?'' "No." The third beau came to the door and said to the farmer. ''Hello, my name is Chuck.'' The farmer shot Chuck.

Smoked Sausage Strata With Green Chilies
Smoked Sausage Strata with Green Chilies A spicy brunch dish. Servings: 6 Cooking Time: 1 Hour Smithfield Product: Dinner Sausage Ingredients: 1/2 lb Smithfield Fully Cooked Smoked Sausage 1/2 loaf Italian white bread (approx. 5-6 slices) 1/2 stick butter, softened 2 1/2 cups cheddar cheese, shredded 1/2 cup Monterey Jack cheese with jalapenos, shredded 4 eggs, slightly beaten 2 cups milk 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon dijon mustard 1 4 oz. can chopped green chilies Steps: Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Thinly slice the smoked sausage into bite sized rounds. Slice the bread and spread butter on one side of each slice. Cut the buttered bread into cubes. Place half the bread cubes in the bottom of a prepared 8" square baking dish. In a medium bowl, mix the cheeses together. Sprinkle half of the cheese mixture over the cubed bread and then top with an even layer of the sliced smoked sausage. Place the remaining bread cubes over the sausage and top with the remaini

"you're Responsible For Your Rose..."
“You see the wheat fields over there? I don’t eat bread. For me wheat is of no use whatsoever. Wheat fields say nothing to me. Which is sad. But you have hair the color of gold. So it will be wonderful, once you've tamed me! The wheat, which is golden, will remind me of you. And I'll love the sound of the wind in the wheat…” The fox fell silent and stared at the little prince for a long while. “Please...tame me!” he said.... That was how the little prince tamed the fox. And when the time to leave was near: “Ah!” the fox said. “I shall weep.” “It's your own fault,” the little prince said. “I never wanted to do you any harm, but you insisted that I tame you…” “Yes, of course,” the fox said. “But you’re going to weep!” said the little prince. “Yes, of course,” the fox said. “Then you get nothing out of it?” “I get something,” the fox said, “because of the color of the wheat....People have forgotten this truth,” the fox said. “But you mustn’t forget it.

Thank You!!!!
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The Gurl Who Drowned The World
OUT OF ALL OF UR LIES [I LOVE YOU] WAS MY FAVORITE I'm fighting with myself Trying to get you out of my head But I'm hanging on every word you said You have three choices. You can give up, give in, or give it your all. (you gave up) I hate the way you smile at me and make me feel like nothing went wrong. Let's drive into the sunset, sing love songs. We'll make unkeepable promises. && swear we'll never love anyone else. I promise I will never forget the day we kissed) or the day we met. The sky may fall.. and the stars may too. but in the end I will still love you. WAIT WAIT WAIT No more words no more lies, let it go before it dies, hear the words, hear the pain, The last of love ends in vain. Sweet in start, bitter in end, hearts will break NEVER BEND! There for a minute I forgot you didnt love me anymore...Love is the most cruelest form of affection, and the most sweetest form of torture This is the story of a girl who cried a river and drowned the w

Why Should We Worry..........
• According to the EPA, most homes have airborne concentrations of hazardous chemicals that are two to five times higher indoors than outdoors. • According to the EPA, toxic chemicals found in the home are three times more likely to cause cancer than outdoor airborne pollutants. • The Consumer product Safety Commission connects 150 chemicals commonly found in our homes to allergies, birth defects, cancer and psychological disorders. • The National Cancer Institute has a list of twenty known carcinogens and over 2,200 chemicals that are probable carcinogens. Many of these chemicals are in the cleaners and personal care products you buy at your local grocery store.

More Stupid Killeen Criminals
It seems Mr Lutz lifted the managers keys and was gonna come back later and rob d'place. Now Mr Lutz has a warrant out for his arrest. Should you know him, $1000 awaits you at TIPS......Go ahead, call it, and help us out. Here's another idiot. 20 year old Miguel seems to have bigger problems than his sparkling clean record revealed to cops. They let him go, until. Only after letting him go did they matched the serial number of the plasma screen in the back of his Ford Ranger, to one that was stolen from somebodies house just down the street. Again, here's a crime stoppers moment. Hey, what can I say. KPD needs all the help it can get.

Lenny Kravitz - Believe
Believe by Lenny Kravitz I am you and you are me Why's that such a mystery? If you want it you got to believe Who are we? We're who we are Riding on this great big star We've got to stand up if we're gonna be free yeah If you want it you got it You just got to believe Believe in yourself 'Cause it's all just a game We just want to be loved The Son of God is in our face Offering us eternal grace If you want it you've got to believe 'Cause being free is a state of mind We'll one day leave this all behind Just put your faith in God and one day you'll see it If you want it you got it You just got to believe Believe in yourself 'Cause it's all just a game We just want to be loved The future's in our present hands Let's reach right in Let's understand If you want it you've got to believe yeah If you want it you got it You just got to believe Believe in yourself yeah 'Cause it's all just a game We just want to be loved

No Points Til' Salute!!!
Ok, people, I'm not getting any points right now so I would appreciate it if you wouldn't do all the stuff that gives me points till I can post a salute. I'm working on a really nice sign right now. And I just need to get pretty enough and have someone take it for me. Or take it myself, preferably not in my messy ass house. So, I promise I will get it done in a few days. I am also working on getting photos sent in to the Hooters Calendar for this year. As you can see, I have some new ones up from a recent shoot. But don't rate or comment them til' I post my salute PLEASE! It's not that I don't appreciate it, but I really need the points. ;) Long story. Ha ha! Anyways, I can assure you that I am real and will be posting my first salute very shortly!

Today On World Rock Radio
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We've Long Since Suspected!!!!
Top psychiatrist concludes liberals clinically nuts Makes case ideology is mental disorder -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Posted: February 15, 2008 3:40 pm Eastern © 2008 WorldNetDaily WASHINGTON – Just when liberals thought it was safe to start identifying themselves as such, an acclaimed, veteran psychiatrist is making the case that the ideology motivating them is actually a mental disorder. "Based on strikingly irrational beliefs and emotions, modern liberals relentlessly undermine the most important principles on which our freedoms were founded," says Dr. Lyle Rossiter, author of the new book, "The Liberal Mind: The Psychological Causes of Political Madness." "Like spoiled, angry children, they rebel against the normal responsibilities of adulthood and demand that a parental government meet their needs from cradle to grave." While political activists on the other side of the spectrum have made similar o

Baking Yummy Cookies
I am making cookies for tonight's class. We go to a class for "Parents with strong willed teens and troubled teens" every Tuesday night for a 10 week course. Each week a different group brings food for everyone. There are about 50 parents in this class. I volunteered to make cookies. One of the things I do really well is make cookies. Mine always turn out better for some reason. Not sure what it is I do? I do know that a lot of it has to do with the flour I use. I have always used Pillsbury. My husband was going to the store Sunday so I asked him to pick up some flour since we were low. He bought me Gold Medal because they don't sell Pillsbury in that store anymore. Now for sure I know I am sold on Pillsbury! I had to use the Gold Medal and my cookies are flat :(. They taste good but aren't the fluffy cookies I am used to making. Damn! I think I might need to make another batch too. It looks like 2 isn't going to be enough, especially if people et 2. They are ch

The Naughty Nun
A cabbie picks up a Nun. > > She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome > cab driver won't stop staring at her in the mirror. > > She asks him why he is staring. > He replies: > 'I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you.' > She answers, > 'My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am > and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive.' > > 'Well, I've always had a fantasy to have sex with a nun.' > > She responds, > 'Well, let's see what we can do about that: > Firstly, you have to be single, > Secondly, you must be Catholic, > And thirdly, as I have to save my virginity, you will have to enter me from behind.' > > The cab driver is very excited and says, > 'Yes, I'm single, Catholic, and I'm happy to enter you from behind!' > > 'OK' the nun says. 'Pull into the next alley.' > > The nun ful

Face 2 Face ...
How long do you have to wait- How long does it take to before you Allow your walls to start coming down- Before you allow someone into your heart? Is it that you have been burnt so badly that Subconsciously we don't allow ourselves the freedom to let go? Do we unknowingly do this so we can complain about All they wrong the other does, or did? Is there such a thing as thing as complete love of the heart and soul? When you look in my eyes, can you really hold my heart in your hands? Can your touch really embrace me, and know so much about me? Are your kisses really as sweet, as they send chills down my spine? I see the love in your eyes for me, I feel the love in your hands when you place them on my waist, When we are dancing, we are in own little world, We complete each other's sentences. We are best friends, You have been patient with me over the years, Everyone has told us how they see the love between us, Don't try to understand me, for I don't understand

Makes You Wonder About 50 Years From Now
Comments made in the year 1955! That's only 53 years ago! "I'll tell you one thing, if things keep going the way they are, it's going to be impossible to buy a week's groceries for $20.00." "Have you seen the new cars coming out next year? It won't be long before $2, 000.00 will only buy a used one." "If cigarettes keep going up in price, I'm going to quit. A quarter a pack is ridiculous. "Did you hear the post office is thinking about charging a dime just to mail a letter?" "If they raise the minimum wage to $1.00, nobody will be able to hire outside help at the store." "When I first started driving, who would have thought gas would someday cost 29 cents a gallon. Guess we'd be better off leaving the car in the garage." "Kids today are impossible. Those duck tail hair cuts make it impossible to stay groomed. Next thing you know, boys will be wearing their hair as long as the girls." "I'm afraid to send my kids to the movies any m

Update On Me, Going To Join A New Gym
well since im bored and no ones talking to me at the moment, i thought id update you all on whats going on with me, since i really havent done any new art for a while...been working ALOT, and i found today they built a golds gym very very close to where i live, so i went there today with the free week pass they sent me, got a good work out in. very nice place accully although i can tell its not fully done yet its still way better then the gym ive belonged to for years..so on saturday on my next day off i plan to go work out and join that gym..i really do need to work out more cuz lets face it im fat lol..well no not really just lost alot of the muscle mass i used to have and thats disapointing to me...sooo gotta get back in shape and become more healthy cuz lets face it my health sucks right now. anyways i think im done...no real need to comment on this but if u wanna thats cool..

Dream A Dream
Dream A Dream Dream a dream for me tonight A dream innocent and true Dream a dream for me tonight One that I can dream with you The dreams you hold in your pretty head Are the dreams I hold in mine The fancies you fancy when you sleep at night Are the goals for which I pine dream a dream for me tonight Full of laughter, love and song Dream a dream for me tonight It's that for which I long The fantasies that keep you warm at night Enchanted visions; what can they be? The warm touch of your sleeping soul Oh, what that does to me Dream a dream for me tonight My sweet angel fair Dream a dream for me tonight To chase away my every care Let me touch your wanton heart Let me see you fly On wings of dreams and fancy borne Expressed in an eternal sigh Dream a dream for me tonight Timeless changes of light Dream a dream for me tonight Emotions captured in flight Never does a moment pass That I do not dream of you And never do I ever doubt That my l

Choke Me
"Choke Me" As of now I'm down straight up And I can turn to the box for some peace Or a box for a piece Or a box for a smoke But they're all gonna choke me You're so crazy Enough in a way that I'll probably say you destroyed me It's like a fucking drug deal I'm sitting here waiting I'm calling you back and you won't call me back and it's fucked up, but at the same time it just made me want you even worse. For awhile I was cleaner than now Then I started to destroy myself With things that I love now the things that I hate Until it finally broke me

Every Man ... (long Blog)
In my life has let me down. When I saw every man, I mean every last one of them. Each time one comes into my life, however brief their time, he takes with him, a piece of me. I can't seem to learn my lesson from my past, I keep hoping, this time, this one, will be different. Only to be reminded, once again, that they are all the fucken same. Is it something they are born with? Something they learn along the way. How do they know just the right things to say and do to get you hooked, then they show their true selves? The users, take from you what they want, then move on to the next woman who falls for their lies. No, I'm not talking as a woman jaded, honestly, I am the one that has broken off the last few serious relationships I've had. Mainly because the men were not what they initially portrayed and I refused to live with a fake. I have had my heart broken, who hasn't. It's just tonight, I was laying here, trying to sleep and this thought came to me. That every man

Special Training
Special High Intensity Training To: All Employees From: The program of SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING (S.H.I.T.) Date: TODAY Re: S.H.I.T. In order to assure the highest levels of quality work and productivity from employees, it will be our policy to keep all employees well trained through our program of SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING ( S.H.I.T.). We are trying to give our employees more S.H.I.T. than anyone else. If you feel that you do not receive your share of S.H.I.T., please see your supervisor. You will be immediately placed at the top of the S.H.I.T. list, and our supervisors are especially skilled at seeing that you get all the S.H.I.T. you can handle. Employees who don't take their S.H.I.T. seriously will be placed in DEPARTMENTAL EMPLOYEE EVALUATION PROGRAMS ( D.E.E.P.S.H.I.T.). Those who fail to take D.E.E.P.S.H.I.T. seriously will have to go to EMPLOYEE ATTITUDE TRAINING (E.A.T.S.H.I.T.). Since our supervisors took S.H.I.T. before they were promoted, t

Earthquake Felt Across Much Of Uk
Earthquake felt across much of UK The biggest earthquake in the UK for nearly 25 years has shaken homes across large parts of the country. People in Newcastle, Yorkshire, London, Cumbria, the Midlands, Norfolk and also parts of Wales, felt the tremor just before 0100 GMT. A man suffered a broken pelvis when a chimney collapsed in South Yorkshire. The British Geological Survey (BGS) said the epicentre of the 5.2 magnitude quake was near Market Rasen in Lincolnshire. The tremor was felt in north, mid and south Wales although staff at North Wales Fire and Rescue Service said they felt the earthquake but were not called to any related incidents. Student David Bates, 19, suffered a broken pelvis when he was pinned under masonry in his attic bedroom in Barnsley Road, Wombwell, South Yorks. I woke up and the first thing I thought was that there were a load of burglars in the house Jamil Ali Sheffield Student injured in collapse His son was taken to ho

Q&a: Microsoft's Eu Court Battle
Q&A: Microsoft's EU court battle Most home computers use Windows software The European Commission has fined US computer giant Microsoft for defying sanctions imposed on it for anti-competitive behaviour. Microsoft must now pay 899 million euros ($1.4bn; £680.9m) after it failed to comply with a 2004 ruling that it took part in monopolistic practices. That comes on top of the 497m euros it was fined in March 2004 and a further 280.5m euro fine imposed in July 2006. But as both sides know, more than money is involved in this conflict. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- What are the main issues at stake here? Microsoft abused its virtual monopoly in the computer world to muscle out smaller rivals, especially those that make media players and software for servers. At least, that's the finding of the European Commission's competition watchdog. Back in 2004, the commission fined Microsoft and forced it to of

What To Do???
Hey everyone! Today has to be the worst day ever for me. I have been sick for a span of a month now and no sign of getting better, it makes me just want to curl up into a ball and die. Its effecting everything not just my physical health but my mental too, I cant do all the things I used to love doing or needed to do to take care of my family and its gotten to the point where I wonder if they even want me around. I feel more like a burden everyday that I am sick, today I feel horrible and yet I am trying so hard to just buck up and get shit done. The problem with that is I end up not resting, feeling worse and then even more stuff doesnt get done. Its a never ending cycle, I mean I know I wont and cant be sick forever and that I will get better but its like this past month I feel that I am losing those that I love because they dont like taking care of me. I guess your all already tired of hearing me bitch and moan which is fine I just needed to spill part of my soul today sinc

I Have Decided To Fix Everything
I have decided to fix Everything Reply to: pers-587857741@craigslist.org Date: 2008-02-26, 5:54PM EST It has occurred to me for quite some time that our political class has become hopelessly corrupt. So this morning at 9:00 am I marched four divisions into Washington and I have taken the city in order to restore our republic. The political classes are currently being detained in order to fully determine their individual levels of corruption. Some will be released and asked to help restore the Republic. Others will be given the option to retire quietly to Alaska with their pensions intact. I will renew elections in 12 months and until then I am instituting a 10 point plan which I believe will restore the United States. 1.) The right to vote shall be limited, as the founding fathers originally intended, to property owners and those who contribute via public or military service. The practice of having one group of people vote themselves the wealth of others has just ended.

Wierd Science
OH MY GOODNESS.. have you all seen the new poeple magazine with Kelly LeBrock.. that bitch is HUGE now.. I guess when i was a young girl i wanted to look like her.. CAREFUL what you wish for LAdies!!!!

Russia May Support Iran Sanctions
Russia may support Iran sanctions Russia has said that it may support a new set of UN sanctions against Iran if it does not stop work that may lead to the creation of nuclear weapons. Western powers suspect Iran of developing weapons, and want it be subjected to sanctions in addition to those imposed in 2006 and 2007. Correspondents say Russia has until recently been reluctant to impose further sanctions. Iran denies it has a secret nuclear weapons programme. Plutonium concerns Asked by journalists if Russia would support sanctions, Mr Churkin said: "Yes. If Iran in the next few days does not stop the enrichment activities of its heavy water project then yes, Russia... has taken upon itself certain commitments... to support the resolution that has been drafted in the past month. "Russia is constantly insisting that the [UN] Security Council adopt certain sanctions against Iran," he added. Russia...has taken upon itself certain commitments...to support th

Child Abuse By The Government
Steven Greenhut Lew Rockwell February 20, 2008 What kind of society rips a 17-year-old autistic boy from his loving home and places him in a state-run mental institution, where he is given heavy doses of drugs, kept physically restrained, kept away from his family, deprived of books and other mental stimulation and is left alone to rot? Certainly not a free or humane one. Yet that’s exactly what has happened to Nate Tseglin, after a teacher called Child Protective Services, the county agency charged with protecting children from many forms of abuse and given power to remove children from their family homes in certain circumstances. The teacher reported seeing self-inflicted scratches on Nate’s body and complained about the doctor-approved arm restraints his parents used to keep Nate from hurting himself. Nate remains in Fairview Developmental Center (formerly Fairview State Hospital) in Costa Mesa, labeled a danger to himself and others, while his parents fight a lonely batt

Senator Clinton And One.org
Today I received a petition from more than 85,000 Americans who are members of the ONE campaign. I applaud their activism and share their urgent concern for the challenges of poverty and AIDS, especially in Africa. I want to assure the ONE campaign and all Americans that I am committed to aggressively combating poverty and disease around the world. I support the bipartisan renewal of the PEPFAR program, and as President I will go further. I have called for spending at least $50 billion over the next five years to fight AIDS worldwide. I have also called for spending $10 billion over five years to get kids in school around the world, and have committed to the bold goal of ending malaria deaths on the continent of Africa by the end of my second term. I am also committed to visiting Africa during my first term as President, to see the progress of our efforts and to assess first hand the necessary strategies to combat disease and poverty. I look forward to working with the ONE campaign and

Re: San Jose Police To Use Crowd Control Sound Wave Weapons
RE: San Jose Police To Use Crowd Control Sound Wave Weapons ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 27 Feb 2008, 23:30 San Jose Police To Use Crowd Control Sound Wave Weapons San Jose police are to begin using high tech sound wave weapons that are designed to disperse crowds by firing concentrated beams of sound at 150 decibels, causing intense pain and possible deafness. http://infowars.net/articles/february2008/270208sound.htm

First Meet First Cum
She had dreamt of this day for so long, now it was actually happening. She was going to be able to see her best friend for the first time in a long time, rather the first time ever. She heard a car door slam, she looked out her window. She saw him, he was as handsome as ever and every feeling she had locked away had come flooding back to her. He was exhausted from the long drive, but he was happy to finally be here. He was excited about finally getting to see her and spend time with her. He walked up to her door and knocked and waited. He was nervous. He didn't know what he would do when she opened the door. She heard the knock, she ran to the door and opened it. She ushered him in and gave him a huge hug. He was surprised at how happy she was to see him and just hugged her back. Once they let go of each other, they looked into each others eyes and felt the same connection they've felt every time they've talked. That connection drew them into a passionate kiss. She couldn't beli

Bombers Unite
THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD! COME JOIN A NEW BOMBING FAMILY! CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR MEMBERS TO JOIN A NEW SQUAD THAT GIVES NOTHING BUT FU LUV! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad.. 3. Must add owner to family 4. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 5. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 6. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 7. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated.

Flyte 2/27/08 Nightly Update
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *FOUNDER OF THE COVEN * gettin married 2 blueeye dragon nov 13@ fubar I WILL BE HAVING MY SECOND HH, THANKS TO STEPHANIE LYNN HOSTING THE GIVEAWA

Vacation
Ok so i just need to vent a little, so here i go. Me and the family are driving to Florida in April, going to see my mother for a day, then driving over to Disney for the rest of the week. I have 3 kids 8,4,and 3. I am so sick of hearing from people that taking a 3 year old to Disney is too young, that they wont remember anything. I really dont care if he remembers anything or not. Thats what pictures are for, to show him later on. I was there 3 years ago, and my middle one was only 1, and i enjoyed seeing him react to Mickey, Goofy and all the others. Plus with family down there i know ill be going to take them to Disney again in a few years. So for all the people that think the 3 is too young to go I just got one thing to say....SHUT THE FUCK UP..i dont need your approval to go...there just had to get that off my chest

Bush Urges Wiretap Immunity Law
Bush urges wiretap immunity law Mr Bush said the passing of the law was an urgent priority President George W Bush has urged the passing of a bill to retroactively shield telecommunications firms that helped a government wiretap programme. He called on the House of Representatives to approve the law, already passed by the Senate. The Protect America Act - which permits US authorities to tap phone calls and e-mails routed through the US without a warrant - expired on 17 February. Lawsuits have been filed against the firms alleging violation of privacy. Mr Bush said it would be "dangerous" if the legislation - introduced by the government after the 11 September 2001 attacks on the US - was not renewed. He told the White House on Tuesday any lawsuits against telecommunications firms would allow al-Qaeda to scrutinise US intelligence methods and gift them a "roadmap on how to avoid the surveillance".

Four Children Die In Gaza Strike
Four children die in Gaza strike More than 200 Palestinians have been killed since November Four Palestinian children have been killed in an Israeli air strike in the northern Gaza Strip, local medics say. Reports say they were playing near the Jabaliya refugee camp. Israel said it had targeted a rocket-launching cell. Later, a Hamas militant was killed in an Israeli air strike near Beit Hanoun and a security post near the house of Hamas leader Ismail Haniya was hit. On Wednesday, a rocket fired by Hamas killed an Israeli student near Sderot, the first such death in nine months. Israeli Prime Minister Ehud Olmert said "terrorists" in the territory would pay a very heavy price for the attacks. Assassinations and bombardment are not going to weaken the steadfastness and the determination of the Palestinian people Hamas PM Ismail Haniya Rocketeers confound Israel The US Secretary of State, Condoleezza Rice, said that the Palestinian rocket attacks

Cheating In Traffic
I usually keep my thoughts to myself...but he had it coming to him. So today I'm driving home from work in traffic; I notice when I come to a stop at the lights some truck keeps trying to get my attention by keeping level w/ my vehicle...I look over and it was some guy...okay I should be flatter and decent looking guy trying to get my attention?! Well the next few lights we made eye contact a few times and exchanged a smile or two...Finally he gets the balls to ask me for my number...so hmm what the hell I'm single...so I give him my number. Shortly he calls, and immediately asks if I am married, do I have a boyfriend, and if I am single, I reply, “no” than asks me, "What is a sexy girl like you doing single" before I answer I ask him so are you single... AND THERE GOES THE AWKWARD MOMENT OF SILENCE...and he replies "heehee I'm married".... WTF is “hee hee I'm married”... It was like I was auditioning for a spot on comic view and cracked a joke that made him laugh...HE

Tapes This To Your Bathroom Window
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10 When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11 Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So........ If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the o

Life Lesson's
Here are some great ways of dealing with the burdens of life: * Accept that some days you're the pigeon, And some days you're the statue. * Always keep your words soft and sweet, Just in case you have to eat them. * Always read stuff that will make you look good If you die in the middle of it. * Drive careful ly. It's not only cars that can be Recalled by their maker. * If you can't be kind, at least have the decency to be vague. * If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, It was probably worth it. * It may be that your sole purpose in life is simply be kind to others. * Never put both feet in your mouth at the same time, Because then you won't have a leg to stand on. * Nobody cares if you can't dance well. Just get up and dance. * Since it's the early worm that gets eaten by the bird, sleep late. * The second mouse gets the cheese. * When everything's coming your way, You're in the wrong lane. * Birthdays are good for you.

100 Comments=10k Fubucks (open To Negotiation)
Hey everyone! I am still trying to win some fu-bling. I am up to 1300 comments (out of 4,500) and I would love some help getting it done... but I know good help is hard to find so I'm willing to pay you to help me. For every 100 comments you leave I will pay you 10,000 fubucks. There is no limit on how many comments you choose to leave. If you think your help is worth more than that, talk to me. I'm sure we can figure something out. :D If you don't have the time to bomb right now could you at least rate the picture for me. It literally takes 2 seconds. Here's the link... Having trouble seeing the photo? That's simple... Rate, fan and add Miss Stephanie Lynn. You should really have her as a friend anyway... she has the very best contests on fubar. She rocks! :D Here's her link... Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Thanks in advance to anyone that rates or comments on the photo. Every rate and comment counts. Please send me a private message letting me know when you have

The Future
some ol’ poetry mushy shyt. Current mood: amorous Category: Writing and Poetry we can talk even if about nothing i'm good. we can walk if the whip breaks and we stuck in the hood! we can laugh when other folks are damn near to tears i feel the same for you when days turn in to months and years we can smile when the worst comes upon us still it's been a while but it still creeps across my grill and we can sing i never said that we was bobby and whitney but for good and the bad i know that you'll be right there with me. and we can fight cause you damn sure look sexy when you mad and we can make up cause little shyt is pointless when you add. all the things we've accomplished other couples wish they had the longevity and durability just do the math. and we can cry just keep it low i'ma grown ass man and we can fry both our feet burried in cold ass sand and we can bug out no matter who the fuck is around and w

A Ring Dilemma...
A man went to the hospital to have his wedding ring cut off from his hoohoo. According to the Nu rse attending, the patient's girlfriend found the ring in his pants pocket and she got so mad at him, she used petroleum jelly to slip the ring on his hoohoo while he was asleep. I don't know what's worse: 1) Having your girl friend find out you're married. 2) Explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your hoohoo. 3) Or finding out your hoohoo fits through your wedding ring.

The Night Jesus Came...
It was the night Jesus came and all through the house, not a person was praying, not one in the house ... The Bible was left on the shelf without care, for no one thought Jesus would come there ... The children were dressing to crawl into bed, not once ever kneeling or bowing their head.. And Mom in the rocking chair with babe on her lap, was watching the Late Show as I took a nap . When out of the east there rose such a clatter, I sprang to my feet to see what was the matter .... Away to the window I flew like a flash, tore open the shutters and lifted the sash . When what to my wondering eyes should appear,but Angels proclaiming that Jesus was here ..... The light of His face made me cover my head... was Jesus returning just like He'd said .... And though I possessed worldly wisdom and wealth, I cried when I saw Him in spite of myself .... In the Book of Lif e which he held in his hand, was written the nam

Veterans..ooh Rah
When a good Veteran leaves the "job" and retires to a better life, many are jealous, some are pleased and others, who may have already retired, wonder if he knows what he is leaving behind, because we already know. We know, for example, that after a lifetime of camaraderie that few experience, it will remain as a longing for those past times. We know in the Military life there is a fellowship which lasts long after the uniforms are hung up in the back of the closet. We know even if he throws them away, they will be on him with every step and breath that remains in his life. We also know how the very bearing of the man speaks of what he was and in his heart still is. These are the burdens of the job. You will still look at people suspiciously, still see what others do not see or choose to ignore and always will look at the rest of the Military world with a respect for what they do; only grown in a lifetime of knowing. Never think for one moment you are escaping fro

Disturbed Live On Myspace In Kuwait
See Disturbed Live On Myspace In Kuwait On March 11th Disturbed has just announced that they will be performing live in Kuwait as part of a special show for the US troops stationed there, and the whole show will be streamed LIVE on Myspace on March 11th! The show will also air in a condensed version on FX on April 12th. Check out myspace.com/operationmyspace for more info! disturbed1.com CORRECTION The Kuwait show is on March 10th, not the 11th. Sorry for the mistake but the show is now 1 day sooner!

I'm Tired...
"I ' M T I R E D" by Joe Repya, Lieutenant Colonel, U. S. Army 101st Airborne Division Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq , I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam . Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired. I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite history when the going gets tough. I'm tired of the disingenuous clam or from those that claim they 'Support the troops' by wanting them to 'Cut and Run' before victory is achieved. I'm tired of a mainstream media that

I Need A Friend
Hey whats up this is the first time for my blog so bare with me Peeps I have moved away about 6 months ago for a good job I got my own place I miss my buds back home In a bad way you dont realize how valuable your friends are until you are gone away from them It sucks not having no one around to talk to or no one to stop by just to see what your doing It really sucks so I guess I'm bored and thats why Im writing this well I'll get back to this later I guess Im just needing someone to talk to So If you read this and wanna chat just e-mail me hope you all have a good one c-ya

I Dialed A Number And Got The Following Recording:
'I am not available right now, but Thank you for caring enough to call. I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the Beep. If I do not return your call, You are one of the changes.' ~~~~~ Aspire to inspire before you expire. ~~~~~ ( I LOVE THIS ONE! ) My wife and I had words, but I didn't get to use mine. ~~~~~ Frustration is trying to find your glasses without your glasses. ~~~~~ Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting. ~~~~~ The irony of life is that, by the time you're old enough to know your way around, you're not going anywhere. ~~~~~ God made man before woman so as to give him time to think of an answer for her first question. ~~~~~ I was always taught to respect my elders, but it keeps getting harder to find one. ~~~~~ Every morning is the dawn of a new error. ~~~~~ The quote of the month is by Jay Leno: 'With hurricanes, tornados,

The Kiss
A kiss, to which your taste leaves behind the bitter reminder your not mine the kiss that leaves the empty hole inside my stomach this hole grows to be a bottemless pit, where all my hopes fall forever into darkness i seem to caress the velvet sky once again your lips lock onto mine...let this be forever but as a wake up...i will only taste your malingering kiss on my lip's...till death do me part

Walked Away
Last Night as you came near, Reminiscing about times and fear. Slipped a mistake or two, Seen all the worry overtake you. No matter the words they did not fit, I tried to embrace but my feet slipped. Now your around yet it's not the same, My days filled with all this pain. Life slipping past in a state of numbness, When will you see how you let me lifeless. Touch my heart again, Let our lives begin. Scream through all this pain, Before it leaves both of us insane! I'll love you till the end of my days!

Sock Gnomes
Ever get tired of those basterd ass sock gnomes sneaking in your dryers? I wouldnt put it past the little fuckers to sniff panties while they r at it! Do you think they are teamed up with the dust bunnies? Its a fucking conspiracy and I swear an oath right now I am gonna catch one of those little freaks one day and shove fabric softner sheets up its ass till they come out its ears! Omg! him an that snuggle bear fuck and thas where dust bunnies come from!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Drama Queen
this song is dedicated to the biggest drama queen i know..."Heaven"...i hope your getting that life i talked about while your texting me your bs this morn!she gets caught cheating on her fu hubby,not even a few days later she is with smokin..few weeks later.shes with scuba steve..damn who's next?????? Music Video:MANEATER (by Nelly Furtado)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Still Wanting More Qualified Dj's
IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN A JOB AS A DJ, LEMME KNOW! STILL LOOKIN FOR MORE QUALITY DJ'S FOR BOTH LOUNGES SWEETWATERS ( COUNTRY,SOUTHERN ROCK,OLDIES & CAJUN TUNES) A AND DIABLO'S DEN ( ROCK,SOUTHERN ROCK,CLASSIC ROCK,METAL,A LIL COUNTRY,OLDIES, 80'S HAIR BANDS,ETC. ) PLEASE CONTACT ME THROUGH FUBAR EMAIL IF INTERESTED,THANX!......JADE :)

John 14:1-3
John 14:1-3 Let not your heart be troubled: ye believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again, and receive you unto myself; that where I am, there ye may be also. And whither I go ye know, and the way ye know.

If You Can Interepret Dreams Read This.
Okay I never remember dreams. It was so vivid and I'm really freaked out. So here goes. I was at my cousin Doug's house with my friend Mike. We we're hanging out and gunna go for drinks later. I told them I needed to cash my check and take a shower so I would be back in an hour. Mike wants to drive so I give him the keys. We shoot up george urban blvd. Hit a side streat all the side roads are blocked off and theres all this wierd stuff I can't remember. So we turn around and get back to the main street and he is driving strait for a house. Cars are about to t-bone us so I grab the wheel and put us back on track. I pull into this plaza where this bar macaroons is and decide to cash it(my check) there. When I get to the door there's a bouncer and it's not macaroons it's Madame Mazelles (it's spelled wrong but there wasn't any sign so that's not important). I tell the bouncer I just want to cash my check. He says go to the bar. When I finally get to the bar after everyone

True Love
With all the hurt and pain I’ve been thru love is not easy. I thought true love would never cross my path. I was at a time in my life I never expected it would come but it did. I was not sure of him but I knew deep down he was the one. I feared to show my feelings and uncertainties about him. His touch to my body could make me weak in the knees. Our first kiss took my breath away and I felt like I was in heaven. I told myself not to fall in love but I was fooling myself. I already knew he would be the one I could see myself with forever. The moment we first made love my heart, mind and soul became his and only his. Even though I could not tell him then how much he meant to me, one day I would. I couldn’t leave him even with all the things going on in his life that were different then mine. I knew the day would come that I could peel away my fears and come clean with him. And that day is now to let him know how much I love him and how I truly felt

Korn - Alone I Break
Pick me up Been bleeding too long Right here, right now Ill stop it somehow I will make it go away Cant be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they changed Leaving doesnt seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Shut me off Im ready Heart stops I stand alone Cant be on my own I will make it go away Cant be here no more Seems this is the only way I will soon be gone These feelings will be gone These feelings will be gone Now I see the times they changed Leaving doesnt seem so strange I am hoping I can find Where to leave my hurt behind All the shit I seem to take All alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Am I going to leave this place? What is it Im running from?

Rebel Flag Confederate Flag Civil War Redneck Confederate Pride Rebel Alabama Aoler Cornfed Stupid Kentucky Slavery Southern Flag Traitor
1. rebel flag 311 up, 217 down You lost, get over it. Black people don't drive around in cars with cotton on the roof, so why the fuck are people proud of the rebel flag? tags idiocy confederate civil war slavery annoying by Anne Onimuss 3rd Rock from the Sun Jan 16, 2007 email it permalink: del.icio.us Send to a friend your email: their email: send me the word of the day (it's free) rebel flag images The Flag of the South 2. Rebel flag 275 up, 186 down If you ever see someone fly this flag it means that that that person is a redneck and that that person is proud of their southern heritage. It does not, however, mean that that person is a racist. My cousin flys the rebel flag. tags redneck confederate flag civil war flag rebel by Jnelsonmarka Jacksonville, Florida Oct 5, 2006 email it 3. rebel flag 380 up, 322 down The confederait battle flag that is proudly waved by southern people to show there proud of

Paisley To Quit As First Minister
Paisley to quit as first minister Northern Ireland's first minister Ian Paisley is to stand down from the post in May, he has announced. He also said he would be resigning as leader of the DUP, a party he has led for almost 40 years. He will continue as MP and MLA for North Antrim. Mr Paisley, who will be 82 in April, became first minister in May 2007 following the suspension of direct rule after a period of five years. Peter Robinson, the party's deputy leader, is expected to take his place. "Unionists are no longer protesting against a London/Dublin deal with which we have no truck," Mr Paisley said. "We are inside the building administering British rule over Northern Ireland." Mr Paisley stood down as moderator of the Free Presbyterian Church in January amid concerns about his duel role as the church's leader and first minister. "I came to this decision a few weeks ago when I was thinking very much about the forthcoming investment conference and what w

Russia Deepens Ukraine Gas Cuts
Russia deepens Ukraine gas cuts Gazprom reduced supplies of gas to Ukraine on Monday Russian gas monopoly Gazprom has cut supplies of gas to Ukraine again, and said further cuts may follow in the wake of a dispute over debts. State-owned Gazprom cut supplies by a further 25% on Tuesday, following a 25% cut a day earlier - thereby cutting supplies by half. Prior to the news, the EU called for an emergency internal meeting amid fears the row could hit European supplies. Much of the gas Russia sells to Europe passes through pipelines in Ukraine. Map of main European gas pipelines The EU said the meeting would ensure "a fully coordinated EU response to the situation," adding "we look to both parties to ensure that gas supplies to the EU remain unaffected". The news of the second cut was made after a 1700GMT deadline on Tuesday. "If the Ukrainian side does not return to the negotiating table, I do not exclude a further reduction in supplies," Sergei Kupriyan

Flyte 3 04
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *FOUNDER OF THE COVEN * gettin married 2 blueeye dragon nov 13@ fubar I WISH TO CLEAR UP SOME CONFUSION, I AM NOT ASSOCIATED IN ANY WAY WITH U

What If God Had A Myspace?
What if God had a MySpace? Would that be the Old Testament God of Vengeance or the New Testament God of Forgiveness? Do you think he would be Anti-NWO and Pro Ron Paul or would he be up for Armageddon and the End Times? Would the Freemasons and the Zionists be worried? Would he cut Muslims some slack or would he be singing a duet with McCain to "Bomb Bomb Iran"?

Can You Read This?????
fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too. Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and yo u can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it. ONLY FORWARD IF YOU CAN READ THIS

When Is It Enough?
Marijuana Statistics Marijuana is the most used illegal drug in the United States. Nearly 69 million Americans over the age of 12 have tried marijuana at least once. Marijuana is California's largest cash crop. Today's marijuana is 10 to 15 times stronger than it was in the 60's Reaction time for motor skills, such as driving is reduced by 41% after smoking 1 joint and is reduced 63% after smoking 2 joints. There have been over 7,000 published scientific and medical studies documenting the damage that marijuana poses. Not one study has shown marijuana to be safe. Data has shown that people high on marijuana show the same lack of coordination on standard "drunk driver" tests as do people who have had to much to drink. The daily use of 1 to 3 marijuana joints can produce the same lung damage and potential cancer risk as smoking five times as many cigarettes. Marijuana is the second most common drug, after alcohol, present in the blood stream of non-fatally and fa

Bar Hopping 10-06-07
So tonight I went out, and did some bar hopping. started off the night at creos lounge. It was a the first time I ever been there. I stopped there, because the band is a bunch of local guys whom im friends with. and they invited me out. I walk in its about 10:30 or so and the band just finished there first set. so they run up to me and say hi and waz up. then ask me if I would set in and jam with them. I replied no thanks guys im here to chill and listen to you and have a few beers. so I go grab a stool at a table and order my miller lite. the bar maid brings my beer and after paying her she leans in and sniffs me.. and says ummmmm you smell good, what is that? im a little weirded out by the whole sniffing me thing. but I play along being the quick witted guy I am.. and I tell her "im not wearing anything, but I did leave the house tonight with a hard on, I just didn’t think anyone could smell it. she blushed and laughed and turned 3 different shades of red. and th

Burrell Refuses Return To Inquest
Burrell refuses return to inquest Paul Burrell says he has no plans to be in the UK in the near future Former royal butler Paul Burrell has refused to return to the inquest into the death of Diana, Princess of Wales. He had been asked to explain discrepancies between his evidence and comments reported in the Sun newspaper. In a video recording obtained by the Sun, Mr Burrell apparently claims he introduced "red herrings" during his evidence and held back facts. The coroner said he cannot compel him to give evidence because he is outside the court's jurisdiction in the US. Lord Justice Scott Baker said in a statement: "The coroner asked him to give further evidence either in person or via videolink from abroad. "Mr Burrell has refused to do this and, as he is outside the court jurisdiction, the coroner has no power to compel him to give evidence." Further evidence from Mr Burrell will be read to the jury, the coroner said. His lawyers have said he did n

Wandering, Searching, Longing..
I moved back to Az to be close to my family. I've been here since July and have seen my family only a handful of times. I get about as many phone calls as I did when I lived in Oregon. The only one I see often is my baby sister. I am glad about that, since she and I had a falling out and didn't speak to each other for 8 years. Well, I'm itchin to move on. I knew this was not where I wanted to be when I packed up and headed here. I knew Oregon was not where I wanted to be when I packed up and headed out, with minimal regret. I have been looking at different parts of the country, can't make up my mind. Louisianna is beautiful, Northern California, North Carolina, East Texas- I wonder if I'll ever find someplace to call home, where I won't always feel the need to find more. Maybe I'll buy an RV, take a leave from work and head out-