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31 Dec 2007
and i am cooking duck today...umm i wonder how to do this here Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, December 31: If you're not vegan, pretend you are for one day. Tell everyone you're a vegan now, and wrinkle your nose at their food choices. Remind people what they're eating used to have a name. You'll make many friends.

31 Dec 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Monday, December 31: Dear old friends and sweet new connections alike are smiled upon by your personal stars right now. You've got a rare beauty, and the future's as bright as you make it. Are you ready to celebrate?

Dec. 03, 2008
In celebration of me finding out that Seether is coming to Nashville in 2 1/2 months, I'm posing a Seether song. Seether :: Untitled track [Come with me] Afrikaans lyrics: Kom Saam Met My Ons sal die 'lede agterlaat Kom Saam Met My En ons sal sien wat gebeur Ons is so bly Dit is die einde van die plaat Kom Saam Met My Ons wil dit alles beter maak Jy kan hier bly Sodra jy alles gaan beleef Die plaat's verby En ons soek 'n koue bier Kom drink met my Daar is so veel om oor to praat Kom Saam Met My Ons wil dit alles beter maak Translation: Come with me We'll leave the past behind Come with me And we'll see what happens We are so happy It's the end of the record Come with me We want to make it all better You can stay here As long as you will expereince everything This album's over And we want a cold beer Come drink with me There is so much to talk about Come with me We want to make it all better omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg

Dec. 05, 2008
I WAS HAVEN SUCH A FUKKN BAD DAY I HURT MY FUKKN TOE HAD ALL OF MY SIS'S KIDS THATS NOT THE BAD PART THE KIDS WERE GOING INSANE LOL THEN WHEN MY BRO N LAW CAME HOME I GOT 2 SMOKE AND THEN EVRYTHING WAS ALL GOOD OTHER THAN MY TOE STILL FUKKN HURTN!!!

Dec. 07, 2008
This one is for me and Punky. I just got off the phone with her, and this song just summarizes everything we're both going through. Katy Perry:: Hot n Cold You change your mind Like a girl changes clothes Yeah you PMS Like a bitch, I would know And you overthink Always speak cryptically I should know that you're no good for me Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in and you're out You're up and you're down You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up (You) You don't really wanna stay, no (You) But you don't really wanna go Hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're in and you're out You're up and you're down We used to be Just like twins, so in sync The same energy Now's a dead battery Used to laugh 'bout the thing Now you're plain boring I should know that you're not gonna change Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes then you're no You're i

Dec 19,2008
"I intend to answer every allegation that comes my way. However, I intend to answer them in the appropriate forum -- in a court of law. And when I do, I am absolutely certain that I will be vindicated," Rod Blagojevich, 12/19/08 He promises to fight, and calls the rest of the state a lynch mob. Today, the Governor made it clear he will not resign, and will remain in office while he faces a federal case unless impeached. He then asked us, the lynch mob, to give him the same rights as a child, to presume he is innocent. I know, from the selfish view of a child, it is smart of him to remain in power even though it hurts the state. He could use the office of governor in someway, whatever. But, how the hell am I part of a lynch mob? Is it a smart thing to turn on the people of IL when you're facing impeachment?

Dec 8 A Day Of Forgiveness
Ono, 73, says she did not know whether she was "ready yet to forgive the one who pulled the trigger". But in a full-page advert published in newspapers around the world today, she says: "Every year, let`s make December 8 the day to ask for forgiveness from those who suffered the insufferable." She adds: "Thank you for your undying love for John and also for your concern for me on this tragic anniversary. "This year, though, on December 8th, while we remember John, I would also like us to focus on sending the following messages to the millions of people suffering around the world. "To the people who have also lost loved ones without cause: forgive us for having been unable to stop the tragedy. We pray for the wounds to heal." "To the soldiers of all countries and of all centuries, who were maimed for life, or who lost their lives: forgive us for our misjudgments and what happened as a result of them." "I am sure all victims of violent crimes feel as I do. But healing is

A Decade Under The Influence
Sad, small, sweet, so delicate We used to be this dying breed I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about this You kept still until the long drive home You slept safe and close to the window... I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about... Who's to say you'll have to go (I could go all night) Well say you'll have to go (I could go all...) To hell with you and all your friends To hell with you and all your friends, it's on Sad, small, sure in porcelain You're skin and bones, I'm a nervous wreck I got a bad feeling about this (when it comes to this) I got a bad feeling about this You kept still until the long drive home You slept safe and close to the window I got a bad feeling about this I got a bad feeling about... Who's to say you'll have to go (I could go all night) Well say you'll have to go (I could go all...) To hell with you and all your friends To hell with you and all your friends, it's on I

Decadence
In decadent sunlight Your kiss explodes Rays into my soul Blazing lightning I see stars Blown away by passion Succumbing to your touch Once is not enough Craving more I draw you into me Closer than ever Your rapture overtakes me Dying for one more kiss Underneath the molten sky Bliss is your presence Overtaking my being Never will I be the same

Decapitated - Eternity Too Short
(From the album Nihility, dUh.) The recurrent little guitar part that starts at 1:15(and 3:06)into the song has set up camp in my brain, and I like it. I've begun to push the Viking to learn that part, muahahA.

Decated To My Fiance
What I Love About You... The sparkle in your eye, The warmth of your skin. Your breath on my neck, That quivers within. The touch of your hand, The smell of your hair. The kindness in your smile, That strength in your stare. Your kiss on my lips, Your body near mine. The stroke of your touch, That feeling inside. The sound of your voice, Compassion in your embrace. The serenity in your stride, The power in your face. The calming of your presence, The beating of your heart. The promise of tomorrow, That we may never part. The beauty of your kiss, and that magic in your touch. It is for all these reasons and more, Why I love you so much.

Decated To My Fiance
You are not the air that I breathe, you are the sweet scent that drifts upon it You are not the sounds that I hear, you are the music of my life You are not the food that I need, you are the nourishment of my soul You are not my will to survive, you are my reason for living It is with you that I experience the wonders of the world It is with you that I triumph over the challenges in my path It is your partnership that will lead me to the fulfillment of my dreams It is your friendship that guides me as I grow and learn It is your patience and wisdom that calms my restless nature It is through you that I know my true self I do not take you for granted, I cherish you I do not need you I choose you I choose you today in witness of all the people who love us I choose you tomorrow in the privacy of our hearts I choose you in strength and weakness I choose you in health and sickness I choose you in joy and sorrow I will choose yo

Decay
Too many problems, too many troubles, always fighting, always worried. Sighing, screaming, trying but crying, frustration, confusion, depression, upsetting. Reality, fantasy, neither is ever real. Darkness, light fade to something surreal. No escaping, always falling into the fading void in the distance. Loving but hating, questioning but understanding. Intimacy, desires never surfacing from him. Living but dying slowly decaying within.

Decadence
"Decadance" Say, yes they know that you fought yourself another time Don't they know that you're full of pain already? Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Decadence isn't easy, is it? Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Don't they know that you're full of pain already? Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Decadence isn't easy, is it? Then you slowly recall all your mind Why, your soul's gone cold, and all hope has run dry Dead inside Never enough to forget that you're one of the lonely Slowly recall all your mind Say, yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Don't they know that you're full of pain already? Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Decadence isn't easy, is it? Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Don't they know that you're full of pain already? Yes they know that you've hurt yourself another time Decadence isn't easy... Then you slowly recall all your

'decapitation Attack'
U.S. and coalition forces launched missiles and bombs at targets in Iraq as Thursday morning dawned in Baghdad, including a "decapitation attack" aimed at Iraqi President Saddam Hussein and other top members of the country's leadership. President Bush announced the start of the military campaign against Iraq shortly afterward in a televised address from the White House. "American and coalition forces are in the early stages of military operations to disarm Iraq, to free its people and to defend the world from grave danger," Bush said. (Full story) Administration sources said the decision to strike came after a nearly four-hour meeting in the Oval Office in which CIA Director George Tenet and Pentagon officials told Bush they could lose the "target of opportunity" if they didn't act quickly; Bush then gave the green light. Hours later, a defiant Saddam wearing a military uniform appeared on Iraqi television to denounce the U.S.-led military campaign as "criminal" and to

3 Decades
Oh,damn, I am gettin' old(er). I am gonna be 30 09/09/2007. I have started to dread the beginning of fall because it signifies how old I feel. With my disease, cold weather makes me crazy. My pain intensifies along with my joint stiffness. Instead of feeling 30, I feel 3000. I am a person who believes in reincarnation and "soul" or "spirit" memory. I have real memories from WWII, the Middle Ages, and even Biblical times. I don't know, maybe it's my soul that's tired instead of my body. I just hope that my luck changes for the better. I'm not sure that it can get much worse, but having said that it's sure to. Oh, well, I guess I'll get through it again.

Decadent Chocolate Cake With Raspberry Sauce
Chocolate and raspberry together make a heavely combination in this cake. Ingredients 1 (6 oz.) package semisweet chocolate chips 1/2 C. butter 1/2 C. all-purpose flour 4 egg yolks 4 egg whites 1/2 C. white sugar 1/2 C. semisweet chocolate chips 2 Tbs. margarine 2 Tbs. light corn syrup 1/2 C. whipped cream 1 recipe Raspberry Sauce (below) 1 C. fresh raspberries Directions Preheat the oven to 325 degrees. Grease bottom and side of Springform pan, 8x2 1/2 inches. Melt 1 package chocolate chips and 1/2 cup margarine in 2-quart heavy saucepan over medium heat; cool 5 minutes. Stir in flour until smooth. Stir in egg yolks until well blended. Beat egg whites in large bowl with electric mixer on high speed until foamy. Beat in sugar, 1 tablespoon at a time, until soft peaks form. Gently stir chocolate mixture into egg whites. Spread in pan. Bake 35 to 40 minutes (top will appear dry and cracked), or until toothpick inserted in center comes out clean; cool 10 minutes.

Decadent Delights
Decadent Delights by Babs aka Sondra Sandy had never been what you honestly could call wild or easy. She had, in the past, had a one night stand or two and a few threesomes but she was by no means a Slut. She had never been a Slut and never would be a Slut. She was what you could call “fun” though, if the mood struck her to be so. Her heart belonged only to Rick. She had been in a loving relationship with Rick for only a short time when he had brought up the issue of wanting to have a threesome with another woman. Sandy hadn’t exactly jumped at the idea, as in the past it had destroyed an otherwise loving relationship, but over the course of a few more months Rick had kept bringing it up until Sandy decided that it might be fun. They had agreed that if she allowed another woman into their bed, he would allow another man in. They had played with a neighbor, Susan, and Sandy hadn’t exactly had fun with her. Susan was very dull and not very well versed in the ways of sexual d

A Decade
I sit her thinking about the yr ending in 2 days , its got me thinking. Another decade is gone and what do i remember. I remember the loss of 2 cusions, Kevin and John both gone to soon .. john at 15 and just a month ago. My Uncle Joe, lost him last week. And most of all my Grandpa @ yrs ago . I miss them and always will. I remember trying many of times to find love and have not. The last time hurt the wort of all. I finally got tehat D.U.I.mama alwasys said i'd get . Lost my truck in the process.. I lost my license but mostof all i lost self respect in myself to have deen that foolish . This last decade hasn't been ll that bad though . I found a carrer i should have nevr left in the 90's. I am remembering the last 7 yr of my life i have held the same job down . I remember being tols at the beginning of this r that myempolyer likes me andn wants to keep me and keep me happy. I just wonder what this next decade will bring . I hope its better than this last one .. who knows i sur

Decade
We lost some great people: Grover Washington-Waymond Tisdale-Isaac Hayes-Levi Stubbs-James Brown-and Michael Jackson from the music world. They help me so much in my music development. George Carlin-Richard Pryor-and Bernie Mack made me laugh. I was always a Kennedy fan. I also lost a best friend in 2005 and my high school sweetheart the very next year. My Lakers won 4 championships along with the Dbacks in 2001. Even the sorryass Cardinals got to the Superbowl last year. America elected a black president in 2008, 50 plus years after segregation raised it's ugly head.

Decade Part 2
We had a crazy election in 2000 where Bush stoled the election from Gore. He became one of our worst leaders in history. We were hit in 2001 in New York resulting in the pain ass security at all airports. We now have two senseless wars over this shit. New Orleans was almost destroyed by water and the admininstration was slow with their response. Most of the people who needed help were black raising a concerned public. I imagine myspace-fubar-facebook were created. Global Warning became important along with the economy.

Decay Of The Mind
To tear this flesh apart would cause me no pain, compared to that which I felt when you retreated from my life. To rid these thoughts, plaguing my mind, would bring me nothing but peace. The moment I realized you would no longer be mine I died inside. There is no explanation for the descent of my soul, other than that which you offered, kept me afloat. I find myself sitting restlessly in the dark, amongst the tattered remains of what was once my happiness…a happiness that I offered you. I gave you my all. I blissfully waited for you, with arms wide open, as I bore you my soul. Now, not even with every ounce of my being, can I fill the gapping wound that you left to bleed dry. So, here I remain, the shell of the man that once was, and is now…silent…alone…gone. Venomous are these thoughts, which spear their way through the shallow, disease riddled, ruins of that which once represented a peaceful mind. My soul...the shredded, shapeless remnant of what

A Decade Of Magical Tax-cut Thinking (repost)
The 2001 Bush tax cuts added $2.5 trillion to the national debt and disproportionately benefited the wealthiest households. Have we learned anything? by Chuck Collins Republican leaders in Congress have a one-point program for whatever ails the nation: cut taxes for millionaires and large corporations.(Creative Commons image by House GOP Leader) Got a revenue surplus? Cut taxes. Got a budget deficit? Cut taxes. Got a toothache? Cut taxes. These politicians are like my uncle who believed the solution to every problem was a wee glass of scotch. They live in a world of magical thinking. GOP leaders argue that the budget deficit is the great moral issue of our day and requires great austerity. Yet just before Memorial Day, GOP lawmakers unveiled their bold new economic program. You guessed right: more tax cuts for millionaires, billionaires, and global corporations. The Republicans' plan calls for reducing the top income tax rate on millionaires and big corporations from

The Decaying Filth
I looked beyond your flesh Your painted eyes and face Your grossly adorned ears, tongue,hand, and neck Your clothing that is nothing but a public display of a whore Your dyed hair attempting to make you look younger and exotic You disgust me You are no better than the whore on the street Full of seed from men Vagina stretched and mangled from the sick fucks that would fill you Your breath of rotting flesh You display no integrity No loyalty No fealty No devotion And no love You fuck anything that moves Anyone that spends thousands of dollar upon you Anyone that dolls you up You may not fuck them, but you're a whore just like the one on the street You tell me to trust you You tell me you won't lie to me You tell me that you love me Hah! You love nothing but your own demoralized, self-loathing I deserve true, unrequited, love Devotion, trust, loyalty, fealty, Adoration, and caring compassion Not the filth of this world you wallow in. ----- FSI

Decay
it must be so lonely when your left to decay your heart is so cold when your mind is left to fray nobody cares about the pain you hold, at the end of the day the only thing left on a mind that's frayed is how long will it take me to decay like touching a rose withering away crumbling petals blackened tips dieing eyes forever rips decaying away deep inside my frayed mind the thought of you standing by my side i knew it couldn't come but i cant cut away all the days and let them stand alone to decay the pain inside is to real to hide crushed down like ordinary sadness insaine man trying to loose the madness twisting further in this life of fate on this mind i cant rehabilitate thoughts are weathering away like Alice is this real or fake but my mind will decay the thoughts of you will be gone away like every yesterday in time there will be nothing left but hate that to will decay

Dec 10, Didnt Know I Had Been Silenced..so U Better Watch Out
Libra - Dec. 10, 2009Today Once upon a time, you were a creature of reason, dear Libra. For you, everything had an explanation, a reason to exist, and a place in this world, and you would never miss an occasion to share your point of view. And then, all of a sudden, silence! You may have needed to get some perspective on things, not necessarily about the things you know but how you express that knowledge. Now, words have come back into your life, and you are more moderate in your ideas

December 2005
It was late in the evening when I finally drifted off to sleep this evening. I had been up late working remotely and lost track of the time. I chose to put my laptop away and curl into the bed for some much needed sleep, around 1:30 am. The evening was fairly still the window was open allowing a gentle breeze to drift in as sounds from the outside world muttered away in the background. The faint sound of the cars off the motorway a good distance away, moving around in search of a snack; all began to lull me to sleep. Before too long, I was sound asleep and beginning to dream of the time I spent with her when we were in Italy. My subconscious mind was feeding off of my emotions, and playing on the fact that I missed having her around so much. It was like losing the other half of my soul and trying to find a balance with her gone. As the dream state took over me completely, having fallen deep to sleep within moments of lying down, I could not longer here those sounds that had lulled

December 04, 2005--reflecting On What I Put Then
Sunday, December 04, 2005 Some Thoughts Life is what we make it; in this country, we're born with certain rights, and it's our duty to maintain those rights for ourselves and for others. And yet, often in our society, we ignore our ability to make a difference, whether through indifference or blatant disregard for what has ocurred in the past. America is NOT a perfect union. But it was founded in order to form a more perfect union. And so what do we do with this responsibility? We place the burden on others, expecting others to make our decisions for us. "I don't have to do anything, it's not me who's making the decisions anyway." Well maybe not directly, but don't you think your voice has a bearing on things. You have the right to petition, the right to assemble, the right to speak your mind. You do not have the right to sit on your ass and complain about shit since you CAN do something about it. The people who get things done are the ones who raise their voices the l

Deceiving
I loved you with every Ounce of my being. Never guessed your eyes Could be so deceiving. Time has gone by But I still feel the burn. No longer of love, It’s hatred you’ve earned. I hate you with the fire Of a thousand burning suns. I hate you with a passion That has only just begun. If only you could understand What you’ve reduced me to. A soul devoid of feeling, A heart that’s frozen thru. A shadow of my former self, An imposter with my face. I no longer love with abandon Love’s gone without a trace. And now I hate you with every ounce of my being And all because your eyes Were so damn deceiving. By: Leah M. Baier

A Decent Man
A Decent Man by Jaye Lewis Louie. What a giant of a man he was, from the beginning. We met in the home of mutual friends, who had rescued me and my children from a woman's shelter. I remember seeing him for the first time, how he seemed to fill the room, and I remember thinking, this is a man who knows exactly who he is. My children fell in love with him immediately, especially nine-year-old Jenny and six-year-old Helen. I had always wondered what a real man, who truly loves children, would be like. I found out that first night. I was cautious and distant, but I couldn't deny the charm of the man who willingly made a fool of himself for the sake of my children. My daughters were entranced, and they recited the most awful jokes, teaching him how to talk in belch, informing him proudly, about how they had learned these things from their mother. I explained, blushing, that "my children are always bragging about me." He was charming and outgoing with the little ones; yet with the

December 3rd
December 3rd will mark the 8th anniversary of my sons death. On this day he was born a still born. It has been so hard for me to get through this so many times but I've done it so many times. It doesn't get any easier at all. B/c when I look at my nephew Cameron and my niece Skylar. I see all the things that I'm missing with my son. But even though he is not with me right now. I know he is watching me and looking out for me too. He is my special angle in the sky's. I think about him every single day that I'm living. But I do know that I will be with him someday, but not right now. When my time has come, I will see my son again. In away I'm looking forward to that day in time. Since he is not here with me. I put all of my love and joy into Skylar and Cameron. When they want something they will always get it from me. B/c I'm there favorite uncle out of 10 of us. :D.

December 5, 2006
Well, just hanging out at the office freezing, but that is the norm. Contemplating finding a new job so I am not living in a box when my contract ends in February and how the hell I am going to deal with the visa thing. OMG what have I gotten myself into.

December 5th, 2006
As of this last Sunday it was recommended that I go back on my birth control patches to get back to normal....I remember when I was waiting for the right time to get off of them and now I am back on them but I get the feeling that they are working. I am starting to feel a little bit more normal again. I still cry sometimes and miss my baby. I made a little place in the house dedicated to the baby on an onld fashioned dresser and I have promised myself to take it down by the first of the year or when I am pregnant...whichever comes first. I want to remember this but I dont want to drag it out for too long. I think that I am already starting to let it all go. I didnt go in for my blood draw yesterday or today. I am gonna wait as long as I can before it drives me crazy and I NEED to know my numbers. Maybe I will go tomorrow. Thanks to those that keep following this with me.

December 7, 2006
BEEN A WHILE. THINGS ARE GREAT HERE! HAVE DONE LOTS SINCE THE LAST TIME I JOTTED DOWN ANYTHING. BEEN BACK AND FORTH TO MT WASHINGTON LOTS, HAD MY SONS POKER RUN (THANKS EVERYONE!), BEEN ON A FEW PATRIOT GUARD RIDES, TOYS FOR TOTS RIDE IN LOUISVILLE, KY, COMPANY CHRISTMAS PARTY AND A FEW OTHER *FUN* PARTIES IF YA KNOW WHAT I MEAN!! LOL THINGS ARE BASICALLY THE SAME AS ALWAYS... WORK, AEROBICS, KIDS, HANK (WHEW HOO!!) AND FRIENDS! KAZA'S OF COURSE IS DIEING DOWN FOR THE WINTER...NO ONE WANTS TO RIDE WHEN ITS COLD...FAIR WEATHER RIDERS LOL...BASICALLY ALL IS WELL IN MY WORLD. HOPE EVERYONE OUT THERE IN CHERRY LAND IS DOING GREAT AND GETTING READY FOR CHRISTMAS! HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU ALL!! MUAH!!!!

December 7th
Earthquake Victim's Memorial Day Armenia Felix Houphouet-Boigny Remembrance Day Ivory Coast Good Neighbourliness Day Turkmenistan National Day Ivory Coast Pearl Harbor Day United States of America St. Ambrose Day (Milan Only) Italy International Civil Aviation Day International

December 2006
Lets see I live in Manitoba Canada I love Ford F150 F250 and if I was tall enough to get into 350 I would .. My favorite car is the Mach One.. I am going to do highway driving one day hopefully next year I am going to get my liscense for it .. I Love Music ... end of that subject I am not here for any bull shit If you dont like what u see then move on to the next not into mind games ... If I was I would still be with my EX but said the hell with his phys and mental abuse ......... Umm lets see I guess thats it for now and I love to ride on Harleys ,, Want to know any more just ask ..

December 2nd - 8th
Washington, D.C. is going to be smoke free. You won’t be able to smoke anywhere in D.C. The one exception is federal buildings. You know how this happened? Force of habit. All part of, "Do as we say, not as we do.” The House Ethics Committee has found that Mark Foley didn’t do anything illegal. They said it was willful ignorance, but he broke no law. What law? The Cardinal Bernard Law? Who was the head of this committee? Michael Jackson? Today the Christmas tree at the White House blew over. It was leaning too far to the right. Have you put up Christmas lights? People here in Beverly Hills get a little crazy. This one house has a live nativity scene out on the front lawn. Baby Jesus is being played by Gary Coleman. The Seminole Nation is going to purchase the Hard Rock Café chain. It’s now going to be called the "Hard Like Rock Café”. CBS has a new reality show coming out called "Armed and Famous”. Celebrities are going to train to be in law enforcement. Celebrities

December 11, 2006
This site rocks! I want to wish everyone a merry christmas, happy hanukkah (sp), happy new year! Thank you all sooo much for the love shown, for being fans, for the gifts, picture ratings! You guys are awesome! God bless! Debbie P.S. Stop by and say hi! Keep showing the love!

December 12, A Day I Won't Forget
Today is the 9th anniversary of my father passing away. No, Not looking for sympathy or condolances, in fact we didn't even get along all that well. But nevertheless, today IS the day he passed on at age 88 1/2 and Tomorrow is the first day I spent in my current home, the retirement home he left me in his estate. A lot has happened in the last 9 yrs, My mom passed on the next march, I injured my knee which still hasn't healed, I went back to school, I spent 3 yrs working with union pacific railroad, and I got to travel all over the USA and meet a few peeps. I am back in school, and hope to move out of here asap. peace out

December 13
I speak not of what is on my mind but of random nothingness.....He pretends to listen, but he does not truely hear.....I walk the halls of our dominion with a heavy heart....yet I do not look for escape.....it's the wanting that keeps me here....it is as if I would only have to do something trivial and i would find what i do seek

December 9th - 15th
President Bush’s gift list is smaller than last year. Just need to get one gift for England and that’s about it this year. He is now at his lowest approval rating ever. Twenty-four percent. And if a presidential election were held today – John Kerry would still find a way to lose. John Kerry is going to Iraq to visit with the troops. That should boost morale. Lets hope he has some new jokes! Doctor Jack Kevorkian is up for parole this June. He has been approved to be let go as long as he promises not to kill anymore people. It’s the same deal they gave O.J. "Rocky 6” is now in the theater. Don’t kid yourself, Rocky is getting old. In this movie he climbs into the ring and says, "What am I in here for?” Let’s hope Rocky has something left for number 7! I’ve actually seen the new ‘Rocky’ movie and it’s not that exciting. It’s about how Rocky develops a hamburger grill. But it’s interesting, Sylvester Stallone says that he abstained from sex while making his latest ‘Rocky’ s

December 20, 2006
Libra Sept 23 - Oct 22 Do the work and put past misunderstandings behind you. You have so much to explore. There's a real future in this if you're willing to get past the pettiness and embark on the grand adventure that awaits you.

December Magick
December Magick Winter Solstice, one of the four minor Witches' sabbats, is celebrated on or around December 21. Also known as Yule (which comes from the Norse Jul meaning "wheel"), this Sabbat marks the longest night of the year. Traced back to an ancient Norse solstice festival, it originally marked the rebirth of the Sun God from the Earth Mother. It also marks the death of the Holly King, God of the Waning Year, by the Oak King, God of the Waxing Year. The Christian version of the Sun's rebirth lives on in the Nativity story. However, the birth day of Jesus wasn't a fixed holiday in the Christian church until A.D. 279 when it was officially designated to coincide with midwinter. Yuletide Traditions The festivities of the Yule season make it a favorite of the year for many people throughout the world. It is governed by a wealth of Pagan traditions and centuries-old superstitions. The Scottish have a tradition of keeping the Corn Maiden (the last handful reaped at harv

Deception
DECEPTION SMILING LIPS & LYING EYES INNOCENSE TAKEN IN SWEET SURPRISE I LET HIS LUST B MY DEMISE MY YOUNG HEART BROKEN BY HIS LIES NO LONGER HIS VICTIM, I AM WISE NEVERMORE TO COMPROMISE OR BE DECEIVED BY SMILING LIPS & LYING EYES.

December 16th - 22nd
More controversy with pageant queens. Miss Nevada has been stripped of her crown for illicit pictures of her found on the Internet. People were afraid this could hurt the state’s image. That’s the last thing Nevada needs – an image problem. Partying, drugs, naked pictures with Miss America and Miss Nevada. I can’t wait to see what Miss Universe does! Every year the last two weeks before Christmas I see these commercials on TV for The Clapper. Does anyone know anyone who has this thing? Has anyone ever used a Clapper? They’ve been selling this thing for like 100 years now. Did you hear about this Long Island man who hired someone to kill his wife before Christmas so he could enjoy the holidays? And his wife is standing by him. She doesn’t believe he could have did it. So now Hillary is only the second most naïve woman in New York. Monica Lewinsky has graduated from the London School of Economics. That must have been one lucky class president. Now that she has her degree she

December 26th
Oh Lord. I went ice skating today and trust me do not ever believe them people who r on da tv skating and making it look easy. that shit is not easy. I fell and busted ma ass a whole lotta times. I was like wat da hell goin on. lol. but it was fun nonetheless. I went with ma friend Tanisha, ma sis Kelsey, and ma friends brotha Talik. Yo we had fun but dam son. wen u hit dat ice it really hurt gotdammit. i should sue them people. if only they didnt have up a "SKATE AT YOUR OWN RISK" sign. lol. let me know wat yall think

A Decent Conversation With An Unlikely Source
Tom and Ja...: God i love your mumm, get all those assholes! ->Tom and Ja...: you mistake me as friend. my silence doesnt make me such. and perhaps you should reread this mumm as i am definitely not your fan! Tom and Ja...: i don't want you to be my fan i am just loving your mumm Tom and Ja...: nor do i want your friendship Tom and Ja...: i simply paid you a compliment and wtf is your prob with me ->Tom and Ja...: i have none just think you misinterpretted my mumm Tom and Ja...: no i read it carefully and i agree with what you are saying and someone needs to say it, you are right and you made a valid point ->Tom and Ja...: well then thank you. I avoid anything drama based. its not worth my energy ->Tom and Ja...: you have quite the fan base and in my opinion for whatever your reasons an abundance of drama Tom and Ja...: soldiers sweetheart came to my page after i apologized and rated all my pics ones Tom and Ja...: anyway i took it personally and i s

December 30th - January 12th
Sorry about the wait, bitches but i've had shit to do so finally.....here's 2 weeks of news to make it up! Happy 2007!! New Years Eve in L.A. is a little lame. In New York you get to see the ball drop. In L.A. you get to see Britney Spears pass out on a bar stool. Afterwards, Britney said, 'I'm so embarrassed, I can never show my vagina in here again.' Britney Spears's manager is denying reports that Britney passed out on New Years Eve and instead says she was exhausted and fell asleep after leading the New Years Eve countdown. When asked why she was so tired, Britney said: "Countin' is hard!" You know you’ve had too much to drink on New Years Eve when Lindsay Lohan offers to drive. I’m the designated driver on New Years Eve. I still have fun. Here’s what I do. I like to drop off all my drunken friends at homes of strangers. It is tradition on New Years to watch the ball drop. Who also watched Saddam drop? Saddam Hussein was executed in Iraq by hanging over the weekend. Whi

December Beauty
JANUARY: GORGEOUS Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy affectionate & secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk a lot! Loves to get their way! Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others *wink, wink*. Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt! Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of ANY these months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. FEBRUARY: SMART Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and hu

Deceptions
the love i feel fades away some things just havnt changed deceived by my eyes i cant never feel the same these feelings fade from sight deceptions rule my world your heart beats on not knowing my love is gone deceptions rule my world

Deceptions End
As she falls to his beck and call, She looks around, not knowing what to do, Why does she jump at his command? she is only known to be sad and blue, He has raised and lowered her self esteem, A constant journey through his spiraling ways, Does he even know what he is doing to her? As he see's it, To the end she will pay, Her deception caused by controlling anger within him, A rage so fierce, respect is no longer displayed, He justifys rudness with her own actions, This man's heart, she shouldn't have played, As tears fall from her eyes, sounds of regret are known, But his heart is cold, and with neverending pain, He's close to the end, by saying it's over, Shedding a few tears, He'll never forgive her again, As her heart aches, to belong to him again, Over a cliff her body soon goes, Twisted and mangled with debree and no sound, Her last word's "I love you", but he will never know Written by : Azalia

Decending
Have mercy baby I'm descending again Open your eyes This time it's sink or it's swim No sermons on ascending No verdict on deceit No selfish memorandum No confusion for me Curses Curses and clues A feast for fools Have mercy baby And hand me downs It was just a few years ago You'd hand me ups and map Right out of town But I would let it slide Like mercury Silver and quick Poisonous and deadly So deadly

December
What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You? DecemberLoyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Deception
You may not know that I knew you words and actions. I had my hopes up on that one question, To be slapped across the face. With a strike that stung me for days, My dignity was blown to pieces. You may or may not know who you are, or what you said, I wish could of just asked, but you were scared instead, weren't you? You were shot down once and you didn't want that to happen again, I would like to say I would of said yes, But my wish was shattered into thousands of pieces. I'll try to keep the hope alive if you do to. One thing I will always regret is that I never told you how much I liked you. There's more to the story then what you might know, and it's OK. But I wish you could rewind and ask me out on that day. But I guess there will be another time and another place, even then I don't think I can keep up this grace. You had me from Hello and your ways, but since the "new girl" came its been about her. How could you be all bubbly when you decided to ask me out,

December - Attitude
¢À JANUARY =SHYNESS Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your repu

Deception
why do guys lie to get you in bed? then just leave you? he knew that i'd never been touched by another, yet he lied and used words to get what he wanted. and now he's gone and i'm still here all broken and bruised. I still breathe and go on with day to day things but inside i'm numb and can't feel anything.

Deceitful Lover
There was a time I saw you pure; I thought you were the one. No longer, do I feel so sure, Not after what you've done. I gave to you my very heart, My loyalty, my trust... Then watched you rip my soul apart With selfish, greedy lust. Once, I thought you felt for me, But I was merely used. You Brought me much atrocity; I hope you were amused You called it "love" and I believed, But now I see the lie. No longer, will I be deceived. No longer, will I cry. So leave me to my emptiness; It's all I've ever known. I'll never feel a lover's bliss Instead, I'll die alone. My whole life has begun to break. I'm dying from within. Loving you was my mistake. I'll never trust again

December 21, 2012
Couple weeks back I was watching a program on The Discovery Channel about some Mayan "end of the world" thing. Towards the end of the program this guy comes on (scientist of some kind) and says that "the Mayans might be right" WTF does that mean. So I started poking around, not believing everything I see on TV, and there it was; books, internet data, NASA Information... they even had a time 11:15 GMT, December 21,2012... around 5 years from now there is going to be some kind of solar shift. Gravity is going to flip flop or something. Our sun is going to be lined up with the "Galactic Equator". So on and so forth, there's a lot of theories. Point is that I also found that several nations, including our own, are building underground facilities to protect from solar radiation? I'm not real big on the conspiracy thing but really what is all this... If anyone has further, let me know.

December 12, 2006
i think i need a sexier hobby. While other people post wholly exciting, introspective, and brilliant blogs, I'm forever left with the fact that I have absolutely nothing interesting to share with the world. This is my story of the week: Somewhere along the long trek from Meridian to Jackson, the 174 mile round trip course that I take every day to school, there are two lakes--at the exit (100, to be exact) to a little town called Lake--that in itself, I find ironic, but whatever--I may be overanalytical, due to the copious amounts of nothing from here to Jackson and back. But alas, that is not what this story is about. This story is about cows. I used to have a severe distaste for cows--was absolutely terrified of them (for some unexplainable reason)--but have since overcome that fear, to hold a mild interest for them, I suppose. They're cute. . .from a distance. So there are these two lakes--one is the people lake; there is a dock, some picnic tables (maybe, I might ha

December
To those who have lost their dream, Ice blue skies with cold falling rain or white meadows where once grew grain A frozen pond where kids go to skate the clear crisp air on a night dark and late The hearth aglow with warmth from the fire and you drift of to sounds of an angelic choir Morning dawns and the sun is bright removing the last of a cold winters night Sunbeams glisten off the new fallen snow in the stream crystal clear waters do flow A reminder to you that life doesn't end it's a time to share with your best friend As I leave you with these parting words take a moment to dream you can fly like the birds

Deception...
She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection, She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection. No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief, If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief. She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw, Everyone looks at her with envy If they only knew it all. Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride, Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide. She sits at home and hides her heart from a man that thinks she cares, He never sees the hurt inside or the confusion that she bears. She is running out of places to hide and family's gone astray, Alone and broken hearted, she closes her eyes and slowly fades away.

Deceived
To my eyes deceived The light that you shined. My pains not been releived, By lifes silver line. My eyes again see death, And life for what they are. Finally I get to rest, My soul has traveled so far. My scar'd up wrist's Are just a map of hells mist in a poets rap. My life is ending, I can feel the pain that my heart keeps sending, straight to my brain. With a final cut I start to bleed, No more lust, I'm finally freed... ©2004-2007 ~vampire-of-fate

December Birth Means......
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

December Kisses
A very sexy lady has the profile name of December Kisses. Stop in and rate her for me please. Any way this is a Poetic poem of an idea for her and her profile. Where oh where are the kisses of my dreams. Is it time for one now. No they are all to be saved for december kisses. In the dark of teh night to the eve of dawns delight. Each and every kiss is special. Cool in the frost of the morning. To ardent delight in the comfort of nights love. Sodream a little dream of kisses in december to find the smiles of love and happiness. Now go throw a snowball at someone and make up with a kiss. Mwauh.

Deception
Waking from the truth of sleep I watch the lies of day grow deep. Intentions not to deceive, for no lie our mind perceives. Words of kindness lips do speak while teeth bite thoughts of anger deep. The hidden truth of our trials lie behind deceptive smiles. Praise delivered to those in need, though undeserved we hope it seeds. For return to our own plate, good deeds done in the name of fate. Truths we twist to rationalize, excuse behaviors most unwise. Webs of illusion can grow deep, if not cleared, tension we'll reap. Exhausted from days deception, truth is found in sleeps reflection. 9-25-07

December Baby
--------------- DECEMBER BABY--------------- ~Loyal and generous. ~Patriotic ~Competitive in everything. ~Active in games and interactions. ~Impatient and hasty. ~Ambitious. ~Influential in organizations. ~Fun to be with. ~Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. ~Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. ~Easily influenced by kindness. ~Polite and soft-spoken ~When you are in a relationship with a december baby it lasts. ~Beautiful ~one of a kind.

"deception" 2/21/05
You didn't want me around I saw it in your eyes I'm fed up with you And all your lies Yu never really loved me I know that for a fact All this time Your feelings were just an act You'd look at me And you'd see a mistake Every morning As you would wake You broke my heart And destroyed my life Why did I ask you To be my wife I tried to end the pain With a bullet to my head Now all that's left Is for me to be dead

December
The reaching chill of brisk December Touches my impressionable soul Leaving it barren and windswept As the snowy fields of empty plains Desolate as a freezing hell Devoid of warmth A long since dead furnace Whom's insides miss the feel of fire And retain a dormant memory Of flames of caring Friendship and feeling Subconscious, yet lingering like a deep pain Healed over but still aching inside The haunting memory of a child's laughter Rings in the echoing cavern of my hollow mind, Each repetition transforming the pleasant yet eerie sound To a horrible rendition of a mocking demon, Gloating over ideals lost and love tainted Through grave misunderstanding and lazy neglect. The self-imposed loneliness eats away at me Breaking down my prison of fortifications And leaving me huddled in the pouring rain, Drenched to the bone, and lost to the world.

Deceiver Of The Eyes Poem
Innocents of a nice Day How Fast We Breath Touch me first To be scared the Shock of not knowing Fingers, Soft on the silken flesh A formal Gala There is no System For divine Love Is it like a drug Store paperback Are you a camp fire Girl Or a boy scout To live in each others arms To be separated, is to be hurt A phone off the hook An affair of a broken heart I can see a rose forgotten On the floor, in the corner Hope, how does the world work driving or walking lost in the night Where is the understanding The thoughts lost In an instance time A silent candle Write a letter All is fine, worry not Now give me a hug A simple plan of hello Is now gone Deceiver of the eyes Two strangers Meet and smile

December 19, 2006
Here's another day in my life... Ok, I'm done... lol. Seriously though, here's what's been going on... I'm doing alright. I haven't had any complications since the surgery. I went to Ohio with Harley to meet some of his family and friends and to move his daughter, who has Williams Syndrome, (I was wondering if anyone has heard of it???), here to Mississippi. SHe came down here back in October and she liked it down here, so she decided to move here and make residense here. Thanksgiving was pretty good. I spent it with Harley and his daughter and friends. The kids are doing good in school. I'm still with the same guy, Harley Charlie. I think that we've been together about 6 months, hell all I know is that we've been together since June. I don't keep up with that shit. I suppose that over the years, you lose interest in things and keeping up with dates. But anywhoz... I'm planning on going back to school in January and finishing up with Hotel & Restaurant Mangement. I'm probably going t

Deception And Lies!
I have worked so much today. I feel like I am ahead of the game. I am almost completely done with the 3rd quarter job costing. I did sales tax yesterday and didn't send it in to my Dad to sign today which wouldn't have mattered since he didn't go to work today and is in Seattle at the moment and is not coming back until Monday night to turn around and go to Palm Springs on Wednesday for a week! I think he has retired but just forgot to tell me, Peter and Jennifer! lol So I call him to ask him if he just wants me to sign his name to the Sales tax form and he said yes. I hate forging but it was a must. So I practice my Dad's signature and it looks pretty good. Then I go to sign the Tax form and it looked so bad! It does not look like his signature at all. Oops. He can just tell them he was drunk at the time of signing it if it is questioned! hahaha Speaking of lies!!! I found out something today about some guy that used to be my friend on Fubar. When I deleted my

Decent Lead
I have a great lead right now but it is hard keeping off the ones in second. they are catching up and i am afraid they will catch up pretty soon. If anyone is awake and needs something to do, I would greatly appreciate any help you are able to give! Please leave a few comments. Thank you, Jennifer link:

Deceiver
Cant fly with broken wings Nor can you lie about everything Deceiver, your head is a war zone Dont know enough to leave well enough alone Deceiver, breeder of hatred Lack of common sense puts your soul to bed Cant make a non-believer believe And youll never take away the web youve weaved Deceiver, your head is a war zone Dont know enough to leave well enough alone Deceiver, your eyes tell the truth Though youre a good liar, youre not bulletproof You dont know, the price of your sins Cant believe how low youd go just to win Deceiver, your head is a war zone Dont know enough to leave well enough alone Deciever, breeder of hatred Lack of common sense puts your soul to bed

1 December I Think Saturday
Was as nice and sunny blue sky today Saturday.. We are supposed to have a big snow storm this evening.. coming in from colorado and across the Great Lakes into Ontario.. I am heading hopefully to Toronto tomorrow, 50 miles south, to visit friends but will now have to see how the weather is...Canadian Environment says this may turn out to be the coldest winter coming n in many years... yeahhhhhhhh !! I love Global warming.. lolol

December 23rd @ 10 Est
THE SISTERHOOD PROUDLY PRESENTS....... A WEDDING! The Sisterhood and The Sisterhood Lounge invite you to share in the celebration of the fu-marriage of Liberated Spice and Big Jimmy On Sunday, December 23rd at 10:00 pm est in the Sisterhood Lounge Real Life wedding to follow in 2008 For this one night only, men WILL be allowed in the lounge!! (Just don't subscribe :D ) Come celebrate with us.

10 December 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, December 10: Be prepared for resistance at every turn today. Wear face paint to get in the proper mood for battle, and be ready to run if it turns out your adversaries are bigger than you.

12 December 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Wednesday, December 12: Being shut out of a club you really didn't want to belong to stings a lot more than it should. Your attempts to shove your way back into the scene prove not only fruitless, but embarrassing.

12 December 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Wednesday, December 12: Things may feel a little out of whack at the moment, and you're especially sensitive to it, particularly in your love life. Never fear -- this, too, shall pass (soon!). Breathe deep, stay grounded and think positive.

December
A cold December sweeps through my heart snow is falling river's are covered with ice and the lifeless earth beneath me a slight breeze and i am slowly turning to frostbite there are no longer any leaves to keep me warm and no water to quench my thirst no shelter i can provide all of my barriers that protect me have finaly fallen i'm no good for any living thing a slight snap a twinge in my soul the sharpest pain in my side i tumble over into my river my weight breaking through the ice slowly i crumble the weight to much to bear the river carries me away to escape or to die By C. Adams

December 15, 2007
I fucking love the new album. It tickles my fancy. Fake it :: Seether Whose to know if your soul will fade at all The one you sold to fool the world You lose your self-esteem along the way Good god, you're coming up with reasons Good god, you're dragging it out Good god, it's the changing of the seasons I feel so raped, so follow me down Fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong Fake it if you feel like infection Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite You should know that the lies won't hide your flaws No sense in hiding all of yours You gave up on your dreams along the way Good god, you're coming up with reasons Good god, you're dragging it out Good god, it's the changing of the seasons I feel so raped, so follow me down and just... Fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong Fake it if you feel like infection Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite I can fake with the best of anyone I can fake with the best of them

December Blues Hitting Hard
I'm just over tired I know But I'm psyching myself out Maybe its the season maybe its cuz my brother and step-mom died this month Or maybe its because I'm alone Not really sure The tears are coming way too easily these days On a whim For no reason But no one sees that Just Charlie, my cat But he gets it And is there for me I feel so gutted Like a wounded animal My heart is empty And I want to feel again But it needs to go both ways This one way street I'm stuck on is dark There is no light No flame No nothing I can't wait for this to be done

December 16th, 2007
I'm So Stressed! I'm not giving a fuck. In a world where we all get stressed out the second we leave the house, you being overwhelmed means little to the rest of us, ESPECIALLY ME. If your my friend, and you can't find more then a single sentence worth of subjects to discuss that don't revolve around your inability to handle your life, DO NOT EXPECT TO BE MY FRIEND FOR LONG. We all go through hard shit, and if I'm your friend, I'm gonna be there. But if all you go through is hard shit, if everything that has ever happened to you is just as stressful as the last thing, then it is not the instances that need fixing, it's you. You are fuckin broken, and I am not glue. Buying your dog an expensive sweater, just means that he's gonna get blood all over it when he tears out your fuckin throat. You. Yes, you. The one that dresses the dog in fucking sweaters and hats. Go fuck yourself. Seriously. The dog is covered in fur, and your putting clothes on it. I understand that the barr

December 18
Birthdays Joseph Grimaldi 1778 Saki (Hector Hugh Munro) 1870 Paul Klee 1879 Ty Cobb (MLB) 1886 Edwin Howard Armstrong 1890 George Stevens 1904 Christopher Fry 1907 Abe Burrows 1910 Willy Brandt 1913 Betty Grable 1916 Lynn Bari 1917 Ossie Davis 1917 Anita O’Day (Colton) 1919 Roger Smith 1925 Lonnie Brooks 1933 Chas (Bryan) Chandler (Animals) 1938 Sam Andrew (Big Brother and the Holding Company) 1941 Alan Rudolph 1943 Keith Richards (Rolling Stones) 1943 Steven Spielberg 1947 Leonard Maltin 1950 Gillian Armstrong 1950 Martha Johnson (Martha and the Muffins) 1950 Elliot Easton (The Cars) 1953 Ray Liotta 1955 Brad Pitt 1963 Robson Green 1964 Tracy Byrd 1966 DMX 1970 Arantxa Sanchez Vicario 1971 Katie Holmes 1978 Christina Aguilera 1980

December 18
Miscellaneous history for this day 1787 - New Jersey became the third state to ratify the U.S. Constitution. 1796 - The "Monitor," of Baltimore, MD, was published as the first Sunday newspaper. 1862 - The first orthopedic hospital was organized in New York City. It was called the Hospital for Ruptured and Crippled. 1865 - Slavery was abolished in the United States with the 13th Amendment to the U.S. Constitution being ratified. 1898 - A new automobile speed record was set at 39 mph (63 kph). 1903 - The Panama Canal Zone was acquired 'in perpetuity' by the U.S. for an annual rent. 1912 - The U.S. Congress prohibited the immigration of illiterate persons. 1912 - The discovery of the Piltdown Man in East Sussex was announced. It was proved to be a hoax in 1953. 1915 - U.S. President Wilson, widowed the year before, married Edith Bolling Galt at her Washington home. 1916 - During World War I, after 10 months of fighting the French defeated the Germans

December 18th 2005
Glitter Graphics It was 11:21 pm when i got the worst phonecall of my life, it was from my mother who never called me. She said my sister was dead, all i can remember is that the 2 words Ashton and Dead just didnt fit together quite right to me. This little girl who i never ever saw enough was gone, i was so close to her. She loved me and spoke very highly of me, she always had, since she was old enough to talk. yet i wasnt there for her enough, and the reality of it is that she really didnt even know me all that well. this was the most painful and tramatic thing ive ever gone through in my life and still hurts. the pain is never ending. i wish it was me, i really do i wish she would have gotten to see the things i did, gotten to have kids, graduate highschool, get married but she cant and she never will. January 14 of 08 she wouls have been 21. but she never made it to 19. and its not fair, nothin can ever bring her back. and for the first time today, im balling my eyes out. i

December 29th Cody Wy! Battle Of The Bands!
Ok Snowed In just booked ourselves for a battle of the bands on the 29th in Cody. I'm gonna let you in on a little secret, I'm freakin out!!!! I have never EVER performed live and since I've only been really playing(instead of just toying with the idea) for four months and this is a competition, I'm really hoping I don't screw it up for us. The first prize is 500 bucks which will go towards wireless setups for our guitars and mics which we really, REALLY need right now. At the same time I'm not really worried about winning, I just want to put on a good show. It's weird, I'm terrified and at the same time pumped as hell about it. And I don't get scared. I've looked death in the eye three times in my life and never blinked. This must be what it's like to feel alive! It is truly the best feeling I've ever felt. Better than any drug I've ever taken! I finally after 11 years of being clean I have found my calling. I realized that I've just been stagnate and drifting along til now. This is m

December 22, 2007
Okay so today is Saturday December 22, 2007 and I am sitting here at my computer just thinking about stuff. Monday December 24th will be my 28th birthday. Not sure how I feel about turning 28...kinda feel old. The temperature outside is a whopping 24 and it is snowing like crazy and has been all day! I went outside to check the mail and it went a little above my ankle so no telling how high it is now! Thank goodness that my daughter is out for winter break now!

December 12th 2012 Day The World Ends
On the day of december 12th 2012 an illegal experiment was taking place that would destroy civilization within hours.This experiment was taking gene splicing to a whole new level by taking the genes of humanoid creatures from another dimension and splicing them with out own in hopes of creating a race of supersoldiers powerful enough to walk into heaven and burn the gates down around saint peter but theres only one little problem something in the genes of these interdimensional creatures made the people afflicted lose their minds making their genetic code a highly contagious virus that could go airborne through bite/scratch. on this same day a small group of scientists learned of the experiment and had also reached through dimensions to create an interdimensional creature but they stole the genetic code from one of gods angels none other than rapheal himself.they created a man from his dna and a strand of hair believed to be from the last incarnation of satan in the hopes of having pur

Deception
You thought he loved you He made you beleive you were the only one He took you for granted He lied to you, used you, and abused you What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger You learn from your mistakes Dont even waste time on him Dont bother to hate him Get on with your life and have fun May he never again use another girl May he never purposely hurt her feelings For it shall hurt him worse Lies. Deciet. Conceite. Abuse. Never again

December Update
Merry Christmas and Happy New Years everyone . . . How was everyone Christmas . . . ? Sorry I haven't been on-line much . . . but since I was on Holiday for a week now . . . and with work driving me crazy before then . . . As I mentioned to some of my friends . . . in messenger and fubar . . . that we went to Big Bear California earlier this month . . . and now I finally posted some of those pictures . . . Here are a few of those pictures . . . Also . . . I dressed up as Santa Lee for the children of the Preschool/Daycare my son goes to . . . for after school program. For many of you . . . you were on-line . . . you were able to watch me transform into Santa Lee . . . from the coloring of my hair . . . to the dawning of the robes . . . etc. I tried taking video and pictures . . . but that was difficult. Plus, I needed an extra pair of hands . . . but my volunteer was a no show . . . she was to busy with the Christmas/Birthday party. Attached are

Deceptive Mind
My heart beats for the last time, I close my eyes, I begin to cry. His soft touch no longer mine, since I have discovered his deceptive mind. He never cared for just me, turns out there were three. Who knows if there is more than that, he think he's a player, he's all that.

December
6:55am Oh Now that I remember, one year ago to the date was when my younger brother was involved in a car accident. Mind you, it was not his fault, the insurance tried to make it seem as if it was. I was there when he made the claim over the phone, since it was somewhat traumatizing for him, especially since his passenger broke her arm in 3 separate places. What else can one do? Would you like me to summarize what happened? They denied him a rental car, health benefits, etc. They even tried to retract their statements against my brother when they couldn't prove a thing against him. His lawyers went after them, but again all we could do was claim the car as a total loss. It took them 3-4, close to 5 months for the car to be completely paid off... Oh I forgot to mention, we had just bought him the car not even one month before. How trippy is that? Now on to my rants. Right now it is 6:58am and it is a rather slow day at work. To say the least, I let my brother borrow my car

December 30, 2007
When you have quiet a bit of history with someone and about eighty percent of it is bad; why do you think about it so fucking much? I know there are alot of us out there that know the entire situation is wrong but I guess the out come we are looking for may seem that it may follow through. But in the back of our minds way deep down we know that we are just lying to ourselves. Then the questions arise: when is enough, enough?, what is it going to take to realize what the real reality is? You can ask yourself those questions over and over but is thier ever an answer? That certain someone knows how to get in your head and keep you thier and every word that comes out of thier mouth is truthful to you but bullshit to everyone else. So like a dumb ass you stay, you sleep, you buy, you basically do whatever it is they desire but it's gone in an instant and you feel like shit! Then when you actually know your tired of it and just totally loose contact right when your on the right track, they c

December 31, 2007
I've been listening to this song a lot lately. Enrique Iglesias :: Somebody's Me You, do you remember me?, Like, I remember you? Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?, Cause I, I walk the streets alone, I hate being on my own, and everyone can see that, I really fell, and I'm going through hell. Thinking about you with somebody else. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody cant breathe, without you it's lonely. Somebody hopes that one day you will see, that somebody's me. That somebody's me. yeaa... How, how did we go wrong? It was so good, and now it's gone, And I pray at night, that our path's soon will cross. What we had, isn't lost. Cause you are always right here in my thoughts.. Somebody wants you, Somebody needs you. Somebody dreams about you every single night. Somebody can't breathe, without you it's lonely. Somebody hopes that someday you will see, That som

December 31, 2007 [[2]]
This is my new song off Seether's new album. FYLYHM :: Seether You could've been the real one You could've been the one enough for me You could've been the free one, the broken down and sick one A remnant of a vacant life You come around when you find me faithless You come around when you find me faceless! FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP AND TEAR IT DOWN] DIG IT UP AND HOLD ME OUT FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP, TEAR IT DOWN] I love the sound when you come undone You could've been the next one [God only knows] You could've been the one to comprehend me You could've been the only one, the broken down and sick one You could've been the one who I lie with You come around when you finally face this You come around when you find me faceless! FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP AND TEAR IT DOWN] DIG IT UP AND HOLD ME OUT FUCK ME LIKE YOU HATE ME [DIG IT UP, TEAR IT DOWN] Don't make a sound till I come undone YOU'LL NEVER BREAK ME YOU'LL

December Review
My husband and I have been goofing off all day, saying things like "Gosh, I haven't written a thing all year!" But in that has also been things like "Wow, I haven't gotten a reject all year" and "Yay! We haven't paid a bill all year." December Review || Publishing News || I sold two stories this month! Scarecrow to Pseudopod and Carnivorous to Black Ink Horror Moodoo my dark humor flash tale is still up at From the Asylum. Give it a read if you need a laugh. || December Reviews || Disposal by Jeff Strand Lone Star Stories #24 Gratia Placenti Monkey Love by John Paul Allen Horror Graphic Classics volume 10 History is Dead Postscripts #13 || Stats || This Month's Word Count: 1,890 Total 2007 Word Count: 112,692 Submissions This Month: 5 Total 2007 Submissions: 116 Stories Out: 16 Stories In: 5

December 31, 2002
So, I just now realized that I just passed my 5 year anniversary for my divorce. And, I didn't even have a party or anything. (The divorce was a good thing). Anyway, I'm sitting here trying to think of everything that's happened in the last 5 years and I'm thinking that, that day was the best thing in those 5 years. hahaha.... Just kidding. Anyway. Here's my blog for my 5 year anniversary. {dancing around the room, saying yay}

December 2007. Going Backwards To Go Forwards Again. That Is What Happens When You Run Before You An Walk
DECEMBER 2007 Well, it is agreed and a relief really to know. It was a seizure and my husband had, unbeknown to me, recorded the part from my last black out, which I was unaware of. Following an appointment with my Neurologist it has been confirmed that it was an epileptic seizure due to how my eyes were. They seemed strange on the video when I looked at it and there was the abnormal breathing, if you could call it breathing. It was more like gasping and spluttering. Yet I remember doing that breathing but was unable to actually stop doing it. It seems that following surgery the course of a seizure can indeed change. My Neurologist was straight to the point and said that these seizures needed halting now before the brain got into the habit of it. This I assume to mean that there is a pathway that messages travel causing whatever action is needed to cause a seizure and once the seizure pathway has been established then it will be easy for it to reoccur again and again, if

December Pt. 2
i have broken through the ice to find a new beginning the rivers current has swept me away not to die but to prepare my soul for the spring to come i have strength enough to bloom on the coldest of days just enough sunshine to ease my pain the snow still covers the ground for it is the dead of winter the shroud of darkness was mearly a blanket wrapping me in it's warmth wherever this river's current may lead my roots will ground me make me sturdy and strong and beautiful beyond comparison

Decembers
"Decembers" Let's try to remember these days back in December Our lives were very different I was lonely when we first met Driving through the darkness to get back home Before they knew you were even gone You don't have to speak because I can hear your heartbeat Fluttering like butterflies searching for a drink You don't have to cover up how you feel when you're in love I'll always know I'm not enough to even make you think I miss you so much, a self-inflicted coma The days drag on like marathons running with bare feet And when I feel the stress, I'm lonely and depressed I picture you sleeping next to me like u did four weeks ago I know it hurts to feel so all alone I'm by myself, more then you could know.

December
Why drink the water from my hand? Contagious as you think I am Just tilt my sun towards your domain Your cup runneth over again 1-Don't scream about, don't think aloud Turn your head now, baby, just spit me out Don't worry about, don't speak of doubt Turn your head now, baby, just spit me out Why follow me to higher ground? Lost as you swear I am Don't throw away your basic needs Ambiance and vanity (rpt 1) 2-December promise you gave unto me December whispers of treachery December clouds are now covering me December songs no longer I sing (rpt 1, 2...)

Deceit
I want to sleep to dull the pain Cut it out with a sharp knife Burn out the thought of pain Pain that was put there by you You took away something I can never get back I thought you were a friend Only to find you were my enemy Innocent's is now never more A time you took with out another look You toyed with me as if I was game You made hate and never forgive You made believe love was a game I went through hell well you laughed with friends I had to put up with the looks I was the one who lost more then you I'm no longer scared If I must I will scream your name From the roof tops for all to hear The lies and deceit you set upon me That unfaithful night Copyright ©2008

Deception.
"WE ALL DECIEVE. SOME OF US DECIEVE THE WHOLE WORLD, EVERY SINGLE FELLOW CREATURE WE MEET. SOME OF US DECIEVE ONLY SELECTED PEOPLE, WIVES AND LOVERS, OR MOTHERS AND FATHERS. AND SOME OF US DECIEVE DECIEVE ONLY OURSELVES. BUT NONE OF US IS TOTALLY HONEST WITH EVERYONE ALL THE TIME, IN ALL MATTERS. HELL, THE NEED TO DECIEVE IS JUST ONE MORE CURSE THAT OUR SORRY SPECIES HAS TO BEAR."-DEAN KOONTZ I READ THAT TODAY, AND DAMN DID IT STICK. DON'T KNOW WHY, JUST MADE ME THINK OF EVERYONE I KNEW. MADE ME THINK FO MYSELF, AND IT MADE ME THINK THAT NO MATTTER WHAT YOU DO, OR TRY TO BE THIS IS ONE OF THE ONLY TRUTHS YOU SHOULD EVER KNOW. KNOWING THIS, WILL MAKE EVERYTHING CLEAR, AND LOT MORE FUN TO FIGURE OUT. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.

Deception And Disgust
I started talking to a man on here and this morning I get up to find in my shout box a link to a web site followed with "something you should know about your buddy" I usually don't follow links that are left like that but curiosity killed the cat and I did. I found out that this man was on the National Sex Reg for sex with a 10 year old. This was not that long ago. Anyone who knows me I have a soft heart against people and am forgiving as long as you are up front about something you have done. BUT one thing I find too hard to forgive is a sexual misconduct especially when you are any age and she is 10!!!!! Well actually there is never any excuse or right age to do it. Granted if you are 18 and you are dating a 17 year old and her dad finds out and gets you arrested for rape that sucks but you should have thought right? But it made me realize how easy it is for sick people to make their way into innocent people's hearts, minds, and house. So in effort of that kind person who left me a m

Deceitful Spawn
->Vampire Heart: what mad cuz ya got caught in a lie or two or three, anything else ya wanna add ->Vampire Heart: so now youre adding cheating March 24, 2008 @ 3:26 pm #3 of 4 she was cheating on him and did not want to tell him and all he was doing was working and taking care of his kids and giving them everything and got himself nothing and while he was at work and was having surgery she cheated on him and wanted to be with the other guy and instead of being an adult she just keft ->Vampire Heart: ya think dishonesty has played enough of a part in the kids lives or are they even yours ->Vampire Heart: i asked if any involved parties had been charged with anything, had any kind of record at all, and you were still referrin to you as 'the friend' Vampire Heart: yes the guy she ran off with you asked if he had been charged Vampire Heart: see this is why i don't tell anyone it is me because they assume the worst of me and they assume that i did the wrong when they do not know

Deceitful Profiles
why can't people be honest on their profiles? it would save a lot of time and frustrations, even broken hearts. sick and tired of finding out that folks are involved either by accident or by poking for answers, why can't they put it on their profile?

Deception
I have a friend who is very dear to me who has a very important mission in life. There is one problem...he is being deceived. I know that I must tell him, but here's my dilemma, he is very defensive toward me right now because he wants to do what he wants to do even though he knows what he has to do, so he is not receptive to anything I tell him right now. Because I am an empath and super sensitive to everything going on around me and beyond, I keep getting warning signals of danger that is coming his way if he continues to walk in the direction he is headed. I have talked to him about this before but he keeps pushing me aside and has concluded that I am jealous and hung up on him and that like his other "friends" I just don't want him to be happy. Yet at the same time he keeps telling me that I am the only friend that seems to "give a f*ck" about him. I am really at a loss as to what to do. I don't want to see him lose his way...

Decent
Your Feng Shui is Decent Your home is a comfortable enough place. After all, it is your home. Truthfully, though, it may be a bit too cluttered and stale. Try rearranging your furniture, donating unwanted items, and bringing in some natural elements. You may be surprised how much more relaxed you end up feeling. How's Your Feng Shui?

Deceased... Not Diseased
His cousin called to tell me... "He's dead." I called to share my grief with my mom, and a cousin who I could rely upon for consolement. His body was unavailable due to disintegration from the passenger plane being impacted by a missle. The media never concluded follow up on the incident for family members of those on the plane; so we were all left to our own demise. While I happened to have life insurance on me and my family members, the issue of wrongful or accidental death remains open. My family and others around home have jokingly assumed my husband is DISEASED. It became a resented joke. Some would call it BLACK HUMOR. -->dis·eased having or affected with disease. -->de·ceased 1. no longer living; dead. 2. the deceased, a. the particular dead person or persons referred to. b. dead persons collectively: to speak well of the deceased. He and the other people who had tickets to travel on that airplane, were DISINTERGRATED when the pilot's missile struck it. He is

Decesions
Have you Ever Made a decesion..thinking or knowing at the time it was made for your own survival then later qusetioning yourself? Recently in the last few months I did this and since have questioned in numerous times..Did I do all I could, was this the only option, did I really adhere to my commitment, did I bail out? At the time I thought I had done all I could and the only other thing was to leave...Since then I've said things out of anger, hurt frustration..but always apologizing when I'm wrong..Now finding out theres a serious sickness going on and what do I do now? Do I change my life again? Am I needed? What can I do? I just don't know anymore and can't seem to find the right answer or any answer for that matter..So Im going to pray to my higher power to give me strength, love, guidance, and to carry me if I can't walk alone... Life sure throws us some curves on an already bumpy road..Yet I do beleive we are where we are suppose to be in order to get where we are going or to se

December 13th
Events 1294 - Saint Celestine V abdicates the papacy after only five months; Celestine hoped to return to his previous life as an ascetic hermit. 1545 - Council of Trent begins. 1577 - Sir Francis Drake sets out from Plymouth, England, on his round-the-world voyage. 1636 - The Massachusetts Bay Colony organizes three militia regiments to defend the colony against the Pequot Indians. This organization is recognized today as the founding of the United States National Guard. 1642 - Abel Janszoon Tasman reaches New Zealand. 1643 - English Civil War: The Battle of Alton takes place in Hampshire. 1769 - Dartmouth College is founded by the Rev. Eleazar Wheelock, with a Royal Charter from King George III, on land donated by Royal Governor John Wentworth. 1862 - American Civil War: At the Battle of Fredericksburg, Confederate General Robert E. Lee defeats the Union Major General Ambrose E. Burnside. 1937 - Second Sino-Japanese War: Battle of Nanjing - Nanjing, defended by the N

December... Get Here Soon.
December ...get here soon I sit alone here, late at night your smile all thru my head Just thought I'd stop to let you know I carry that smile, with me, to bed so different how our schedules work and often times I miss that smile but I worry not, cause your hearts with me and I plan to hold onto it for awhile so when you wake and read this poem know, when awake, I dream of you of the many things that we will share and of all the things that we will do so I ask" December, get here soon.. and bring this angel home to me" so she can feel my feather touch so I can start to let her see the smile she's brought into my life the brightness she brought to my days I know this was said, long ago how do I love thee?... count the ways so just a note to close this out and let you know, just one more time you're everything I'll ever want and I'm so damn proud to call you mine...

Deception?
What do you consider the ultimate deception? Would it be to have been in a relationship for 5 years to find out that you were cheated on? Or to have been in that relationship to find out that the person you trusted most, was a child molester? That he had cheated on you with his own children? How does one get past the bitter feelings created by this? I can't even begin to describe the hatred and bitterness. Maybe if he wasn't still free to prey on small children it would be easier to get over. Yet there he is, making up stories to entice young girls and women with young girls. Lining up his next victim. And there will be another, it's just a matter of time.

December Birthday? Check This Out!
Every year we get ripped off, family and friends give us the infamous combo gift Here this is for your Birthday and Christmas Well not this year! A special auction just for December Birthday's So if your birthday is in Decemeber and you would like to enter this auction here are the rules Entry fee is 50,000 fubucks Absolutely No Drama Opening bid will start at 200,000 fubucks Auction will open and remain open until Decemeber 31st, however bidding on you will cease on your birthday, therefore allowing you to receive your birthday bid There will be a fubuck bonus for the top 3 people who receive the most rates. 750,000 for first 300,000 for second 100,000 for third In the unlikely event no one makes the minimum bid I will refund your entry fee. These are the tags I will be offering, if you wish to make your own I will accept it To enter please send the following 50,000 FuBucks Link to the picture you would like to use A list of the items you will be offer

December Birthday Auction! Come Bid On Me :)
Click on the pic below to make a bid. Make this one good for my Birthday lol Here's the link to the auction, http://www.fubar.com/blog/260687/921650 if anyone has a birthday in the month of December, you can still join, just contact Dawn to enter

December Fetish Auction!
Thats right im up once again in the kinky fetish auction!! Click the link to go buy me!! Here are the offerings! Fu- Bucks bids - Your name added to my name *owned by* - Rate all pictues and stash during happy hour - SFW salute - My yahoo screen name - Access to all NSFW pics - 2 tricked out pictues for you done in photoshop - A Drinks once a week Real money bids (vip, blast) i will add - NSFW salute - Photo shoot for my owner - Private webcam viewing - A Thank you bully and blog entry in your honor - Add as top family for a month - Your name added to my display pic *owned by* BELIEVE ME YOU WONT REGRET IT ;)

December Night
On a cold december's night. I sit here alone. Madly, insationably , passionately in love. Missing the one I love. So intensely, that these words do no justice. To showenough. To express, how I miss her so dearly. She's touched depths within myself. I never knew exsisted. Many trials and tribulations. We have overcomed. More than most care to bare witness too. Yet, we somehow pushed threw all. Destroyed what boundries and fail safes we had built within ourselves. To be stripped down to the bare naked truths. The truths, that are who we really are. Millions of miles seperate us. Time seems to be our enemy most of all. Constantly feeling like if too soon . Is not soon enough. Finding myself in a never ending showering of gifts and intense passionate love. Yet, none of them compare to the greatest gift of all. The blessing and pure love she has given me. Nothing can ever be measured up to it. Nor can it be measured by it. For it is in a league all to it's own. I am forever and always yours

December 7th 1941
President Franklin D. Roosevelt: Yesterday, December 7, 1941—a date which will live in infamy—the United States of America was suddenly and deliberately attacked by naval and air forces of the Empire of Japan. The United States was at peace with that nation, and, at the solicitation of Japan, was still in conversation with its government and its emperor looking toward the maintenance of peace in the Pacific. Indeed, one hour after Japanese air squadrons had commenced bombing in the American island of Oahu, the Japanese ambassador to the United States and his colleague delivered to our secretary of state a formal reply to a recent American message. While this reply stated that it seemed useless to continue the existing diplomatic negotiations, it contained no threat or hint of war or armed attack. It will be recorded that the distance of Hawaii from Japan makes it obvious that the attack was deliberately planned many days or even weeks ago. During the intervening time the Japanes

Deceased Pets
Sunday, 12/7/08 10:00 P.M. I just arrived home from being gone at a friends house, and i do my usual search of things gone wrong in my apartment. my toilet leaks, so my bathroom was flooded, and my gerbils had plenty of food and water, but i check on them anyways. I come to find out My gerbil that has been in rough shape for a while finally kicked the bucket. it looked so sad; all skinny and frail, liveless with closed eyes. i didn't notice it at first because the other had buried it under the bedding. but i eventually saw the limp tail, and i knew it was no coming out of this state like it had before.

December '08
As this year draws to its end..I am making a blog devoted to my Very Important Pals. It will take me a long time to complete..so be patient if you feel you might have been forgotten or overlooked I assure you that you will make it in there before I am done. Most of you know I am emotional..and when I open up and share my thoughts and feelings I tend to go through a bunch of energy. I care deeply for all of my friends...it is so simple for me to say thank you to each and everyone for being my friend..but I want you to know what you mean to me too. So if you check in on me..and find yourself posted...:) smile!! xoxo hugs and kisses to all!

December 16th
Winter Break Bash!! Tuesday, December 16th Birdy's Bar & Grill -2131 E. 71st Street Indianapolis, IN 46220 Come check my boys B Real and MC Big Tid hittin the stage. Also on the bill: A.C.E. O.N.E. Son of Thought Sho 7 Hosted by DJ Ashley Ross Should be a great show with lots of talent on the stage. $5 Cover Show starts at 8:30 I'll be there and you should be too!

Deceit
Deceit wears a veil of exotic translucence Woven with infinite care And the silken-smooth threads spun from lies Deceit is the game of petty spirits, and that is by nature a woman’s quality...Pierre Corneille Deception (also called beguilement or subterfuge) is the act of convincing another to believe information that is not true, or not the whole truth as in certain types of half-truths. Deception involves concepts like propaganda, distraction and/or concealment. Fiction, while sometimes manipulative, is not a deception unless it is portrayed as the whole truth. In many cases it is difficult to distinguish deception from providing unintentionally wrong information. One of the reasons for this is that a person or an entire organization may be self-deceived. Contents [hide] * 1 Dissimulation o 1.1 Camouflage o 1.2 Disguise appearance o 1.3 Dazzle * 2 Simulation o 2.1 Mimicry o 2.2 Fabricate

December 16 2008
~yesterday I told my crush that I was falling for him. And I feel like a complete ass. Ive done things in the past that I am not proud of, and I am afraid that it is going to bite my happiness in the ass. ~Things have been different since I have been seeing him, but *shrug* who knows. ~been seriously considering leaving fubar again... or just walk away for a while so that I can fix the life that I have *outside of the box*.

December 26 2008
We are so accepting of everybody and so willing to believe we are safe from religous zealots that we denie that they would seriously hurt us.we have already forgotten the broadcasted beheadings of americans and even now as you are reminded you are excuseing it as our own fault. if that is you than you are an ignorant coward. right here in america islamic fathers have killed there own daughter for dateing and in some case's mearly haveing only spoken regularly to american boys. They have killed there own sons for confessing to and or accepting christ as there savior. in there own country this is acceptable, and allowed by islamic law. allthough the koran apparently (I have not and will not read it) dose not specificaly state certain things pertaining to killing infidels,they have non the less made it there mission in life. marderdom is there highest honor and dyeing while killing infedels (americans are infidels)is the most highly prized form of marderdom. just a few zealots you say wel

December 31, 2008
Here it is the last day of 2008 and I hope everyone has a great evening and a better 2009. Next year has got to be better than 2008 has been. It has been a bit over a month since my husband has had his stroke and he is getting along so much better than last week. His typing has improved, his speech has greatly improved and his balance and legs are getting so much better because he uses Wii Fit balance games for his physical therapy each morning. The use of his right hand is getting better and he is building up his strength with exercises each day. He is going to be better that new in no time. I really have hope for our new year.

Deceit
Title: Deceit By: Detox Drowning Or so it seems Losing sight Fading dreams Hearing sounds Violent screams Having visions Evil and obscene This shadow A passing thing Darkness falls And pain runs deep Cold and alone Incomplete Daylight dies Eternal sleep No more lies No more deceit

"deception"
Guess I should have known guess I should have seen all those little signs the just not quite right things You see love is truly blind love looks the other way love misses tell tell signs until it's far too late The heart itself deceives to thinking everything's ok through rose colored glass it looks seeing just what it wants to see Excuses the heart will make for all the things that don't seem right Saying, He's just not that way my ears must not have heard it right Sadly now the day the truth is right before my eyes No more excuses can I make now all I want to do is cry He's seeing someone new although I gave to him my heart Thought he would keep it safe but instead he ripped it apart He thinks that I don't know he thinks he still deceives but deep within my heart I now know everything I try to not let on I've tried to hide my tears For once he knows I know I've Lost My Everything!!!

*deception*
hidden perceptions deepest deceptions tainted light surrounds a tourmented soul cuts run deep your mind still sleeps waiting for that which will make it whole shatters dreams muffled screams your silence speaks a thousand words you speak but to me you go forever unheard your blood will not taint me...

The Deceitfulness Of Demons
I came across this just moments ago and I cant beleive I fall into so many of these statements .. I try and not feel so negative towards others and ask why do they get all the good things in life and here I am struggling. I guess I need to try and work every day to stop the neg attitude 1. THEY IMPERSONATE GOD IN OUR THOUGHTS "And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light. It is not surprising then, if his servants masquerade as servants of righteousness. Their end will be what their actions deserve." - 2 Corinthians 11: 14-15 Religious spirits manifest themselves to people as an "inner voice" from God. They come as "angels of light" saying to some, "You are special to Me." "Your are different from others. I am giving you special knowledge - a special assignment." They flatter people with these words enticing them to spiritual pride. This is often how cults are born. Spirits also impersonate the Holy Spirit and try to inflict a lot o

Deception
So here goes. this blog is based off something that happened to me just recently. i'd say about a year or so ago i met this woman on here. and we started chatting here and there nothing huge, but for some reason about 8-9 months ago we started really talking, we'd text daily and many times a day...to the point that i know we went well over 8000 texts in the span of maybe 4 months...i dont know about you but to me that's a shitload of texting well i thought everything was going great, she was sexy, gorgeous, smart, funny, great personality and was very much like me, we liked the same movies and music, so im thinking to myself holy shit...JACKPOT. i found a keeper here. we make some plans...she was gonna come down here to visit me so we could go to a show together and get to meet each other. well the time comes and goes...i bought her a ticket and ate the 50 bucks for the show...i was ok with it, she told me her work wouldnt let her go...which i understood. so i said fuc

December 07
December.. December, month of blood loss (see my blog 56 Days) County Code Violations, Sun Tans, and fire pits. So I get home and see these two pieces of paper on the door. I walk up looking at them thinkin 'Somebody is gonna be in for a surprise' because I think it's a summons for someone that doesn't even live here. No It's a compliance order from the county code enforcement. Yeah, I was surprised. It's cold, it's December, this is going to suck. Behind the house is what can only be described as, and has been affectionately nicknamed, THE JUNGLE. In that over six foot tall tangle of growth, somewhere, are several tables, five chairs, a swing set, a patio couch, a former indoor couch, various yard tools, lots of dieing lumber, several small trees, a fire pit, and probably a lost pigmy tribe. (Something riles up the dog, and plays with the dog, and sometimes we swear we hear drums, though that could just be the neighbors stereo) Not to mention that there are

Deceit
I just looked at a blast, and there was some wicked hot chick with huge gazongas in there. SCOAR! said I, rubbing my hands together in a fly-like manner. Upon clicking on her salute, though, I saw something that my eyes will never unsee. It was something that loosesly resembled a human, but was probably altered from a said state by having numerous cunt runts, drinking gallons of cheap homemade vodka, smoking cigs and everything else she could put her mouth on (hehe, yes). There were no gazongas, just a bony decimated chest cavity from which, I felt, and alien life form would emerge, devouring everything in its path. It was standing in a "do me from behind cause u dont wanna see that face, trust me" pose, and had that "I need to eat, gimme somethin, honey" look in its eyes. It had approximately 3945793475937 pics, out of which half were private, and suggested that men should treat her somehow specially in order for her to bless their optical senses with a barrage of messy room

December 2, 2009
I didn't mean to worry anyone by my absence but I have been quite busy around here with the holidays....Well, I was very sick for about a month with a sinus infection/ broncitis- my lungs felt like iron in my chest lol...I was on a breathing treatment and medications and STILL felt like shit...I still am a bit congested but MUCH better....Thank God it didn't turn into pnumonia ....I had a tooth removed which was a battle because it broke off and the dentist couldn't get it out without tearing my mouth apart...ugh...I felt EVERYTHING even with as many times as the dentist numbed me...I was feeling that for awhile....My kids have been keeping me busy ..having a teenager is NO FUN..lol..I kinda' knew it was gonna be a rollarcoaster of emotions..I have been married one year as of December 16th so wish me luck for 50 more years, atleast.....hugs to everyone who missed me and those who didn't can kiss my ass! hehehehehehe..

Dec 7 Experimenting..yummy
Libra - Dec. 7, 2009Tomorrow Today's planetary configuration may ignite your thinking processes, but may not do an awful lot for your love life. You are feeling very independent and open to experimentation right now, and the thought of having to compromise or conform in any way in order to keep a relationship together may not appeal to you much. But this may be just a temporary phase, in case you are worried.

December 10th 2009 9:55 Pm Pacific
well it never seems to fail that around this time is when my life really begind to suck 1. i have a friend who says his breaks are bad and cant help much and he doesnt answer his phone which he tells me he doesnt respond when hes driving. 2.im runnin out of friends for all the right reasons, my guess is they really either arent my friends or they just dont wanna deal with me. 3. things never ever go correctly in my direction.....importany peeps move away unimportant people stay close, and family well thats kinda laughable my closest family is neices and nephews my sister and brother who now both live away from me. so now there is just me my christmas is going to suck

Deceit Seems To Be The Order Of Business But The Environment Too?
I am by nature A-political. I have long sense accepted the reality that politicians lie. Now it appears if you believe what is written to me by a US Senator, it has extended beyond the traditional groups that lie to us with impunity. Quick summary of people or groups that lie to us, Politicians (so yes, why does this bother me?), Bankers, the IRS (for a fact I know this intimately) Executives of about any business that make more than a low 6-figure income, Lawyers and Used Car salespeople. Now ranking these would take alot of time and I am not concerned about that, but this that I received today I do find a bit disturbing. It seems if I can believe my source, a sitting US Senator (and yes I refer back to my opening statements) that the Environmentalists have taken up the Politcal Practice of deceit. According to the source, and I will cut and paste directly from the letter, to Me by the way, states the for the last 11 years there are no continuing signs of Global Warming. The Unite

Deception
Fooled by her beauty,And a smile that would not end.My heart fell so fast,I could not see its end. Her deception so cleaverly clouded,I was blind to all her evil ways.So wrapped up in her outer shell,My nights were blurred by my days. I left my heart unguarded,And she tore through what was left.She left me so broken,I begged God for my last breath. My mind lost,my body in pain,My heart may never again be found.My eyes still stinging from the tears,My mouth crys out with no sound. For now a lost soul,Wandering,no longer able to dream.Now in a constant shock,All because in her I did believe.

The Deceit & Con Train Strikes Again...and Of Course, A Lolz....
Well well my friends another weekend is upon us and well, so is the fun. We have new levels, lots of seizure-inducing spinning flashy things goin on and all the rest of it… My sincere apologies for slacking off blogging and all that, have had the family here most of the week and have had well, some “distractions” lol… So I’d figure I would just put everything that I have gotten lately into here for the weekend’s posting.. First off, check out this scam. Now this has been happening for a long time but I see this profile is still “friends only” an active so perhaps it needs addressing….so here goes the tale here… This user: http:/fubar.com/user/3893989

The Deceit & Con Train Strikes Again...and Of Course, A Lolz....
Check the blog below and to the left with the same title...don't forget to rate , tell your friends and post your comments as always and please don't forget to rate it a 1, 3, 6, 10 or 11..:D

December Is Coming... December Is Coming...
With December around the corner... and Santa Clause checking his list... twice, the VIP giveaway will be awarded at the end of the second week of each month... Are you on my friends AND fan list?? I'll also be checking twice... Cheers and good luck....

Deceit
DeceitJust like a vampireYou sucked me inBeauty hid your dark intentionsHeavenly scentLingered in my noseMelodic voiceSet my heart aflutterWith each exquisite syllableSplendidly beautiful faceConsumed me like a drugMost alluring of lipsInvited me in for kissesLeft me weak in the kneesWild with desirePassionate encounters beyond compareYour seduction is completeI close my eyes, you are all I seeYou have me at your mercyAll your talk of soul matesYou’ve no soul to be foundIt’s too late, my heart to you is boundAll you wanted was my life bloodNow you bleed me dryToss me asideNext victim already in sight SMF

Deceptions
a lot of people spell love with lies...hearts flutter bend and shake quickened by a wicked word of untruth that is so wanted by the believer to be believed. blind eyes can deafen wanting ears - dreamers of a dreams lose touch with realities hands, all in the name of wanting to be wanted by that special somebody, we lose the ability to determine the difference between love and lie...

Deceit
The heart is deceitful. Wrapped in many different emotions, it looks as sweet as candy. It's eaten up, bit by bit. It beats faster with every moment we cherish. However, what if the beating is really the heart's way of saying, "no, not yet..." It repeats the words over and over. Unfortunately, there are times when noone listens. Struggling for air, it reaches for the mind for a little comfort. The mind wanders from place to place on it's own. Not listening, the heart screams when fingers come in and grab it. Crippled, the heart is blind. A good intention has turned into a dead memory. Heartbreak is often something unforgettable. Love is often so far way, but always remains within our grasp. The heart is deceitful...

‘decent’ Results Expected For Rim
After a tumultuous summer capped by an activists fund’s call for a sale or breakup of the company, Research In Motion Ltd.burberry outlet cheap reports earnings Thursday expected to exceed sharply reduced expectations. Shaw Wu of Sterne Agee sees “decent” results on the strength of rising shipments of upgraded smartphones and the desire of phone traffic carriers “to support a viable No. 3 platform to fend off Google and Apple.” Scotia Capital’s George Papageorgiou expects a “much stronger” third quarter and said RIM will meet its ambitious annual earnings per share target. He cited positive factors for the Waterloo-based mobile device maker including lawsuits against rival handsets running on the open-source Android software. JP Morgan’s Rod Hall, however, called the recently launched BlackBerry 7 phones solid, but not enough to trump “rapidly declining consumer sentiment and potentially weaker demand.” Peter Misek o

Deceased
SAD NEWS - Please join me in remembering YET ANOTHER great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Dough Boy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes to the belly. He was 71. Dough Boy is survived by his wife Play Dough, three children, John Dough, Jane Dough, and Dosey Dough, plus they had one in the Oven. Services were held at 3:50 for about 20 minutes....

Deception
Deception It's only when I'm miserable that I see the light It's only when it's physical that it feels just right Digging nails within you and hearing murmurs roll I get a happy narcisism deep within my soul I like to watch you squirm for me and the way you moan I can always hear them, even when I'm alone I know you think you don't know if you feel it too Though, I know you like the wait, like to watch me stew Well, if you really enjoy yourself for you I've got a trick No it's not my perfect wit or my amazing dick It's the little twinkle in the center of my eye That amazing little feeling that can make you cry I get a little tingle way down deep below Keep it going longer, I'm sure that it'll show Smile a sinful smile for me and do not say a word Because it's my turn now to show you what i've heard It starts with a little bite on you, right around your neck Moving to your thighs I wrap my tongue around your speck Tickling and writhing in a most awkward position

December 2012 Musings, Rants & Cons Archived Posts.
December 2012 Musings, Rants & Cons Archived Posts: 2012 Year In Review: http://fubar.com/2012-fubar-and-real-life-year-in-review/b56627-1189213 Skanks, Children and Crybabies: http://fubar.com/skanks-children-and-crybabies/b56627-1188434 Sexual Predator of the Week: http://fubar.com/sexual-predator-of-the-week/b56627-1188154

Deceptive Submissive – The Flip Side Of The Predator Dominant
Virtual worlds have opened a door to BDSM for many people, allowing them to explore their curiosity about it in a fantasy environment. People who would never do so in “real” life can try on handcuffs, be chained and bound, and even submit to a Dominant, all without the risk of physical injury or social stigma. The wild popularity of BDSM in virtual worlds like Second Life and OpenSim attests to its genuine appeal in the sexual imagination. But while casual dabbling in BDSM is safe and easy in virtual worlds, this very ease can be problematic. Those who have only experienced Domination and submission (D/s) in virtual worlds often think their experience and comprehension is complete. To be fair, I think some do develop a deep understanding; and the experience can be legitimate and worthwhile even for those who only get a glimpse of their own hidden desires, without fully exploring them. Sadly, while virtual BDSM may be physically safe, I have seen far too many

December 12th, 2013
..So I'm sitting here dealing with all of this anger, hurt, frustration, anger, and pent up animosity towards the Dr. that murdered my daughters...I'm not sure on how I'm going to convey or make this bitch feel what I am going through..normally, being able to rip people to shreds and cut them down to size is something that comes naturally to me given the way I was raised. Bottling up all my anger and hiding from people is something that I've always been good at. But for the first time in my life, I don't know what to say or how I'm going to say it. How as a father am I going to convey my feelings and ensure that they hit home with this cunt, and make sure that she pays for it internally for the rest of her life? How do you make sure someone feels the hurt and pain you go through losing your child to the point that it sticks with them forever, and not end up getting into trouble yourself? I already have an anger problem, and for ME of all people to contain it when all I want to do is un

December 2013
Hello everyone and Merry Christmas!! I hope this letter finds you well. It's been a long year of trials and tribulations. This time last year I was in the hospital fighting to survive. My kidney transplant had rejected and I was slowly slipping. I was sent to the transplant hospital in San Francisco to see if anything could be done to save the transplant. The doctors kept me there for four days. Finally they told me there was nothing they could do so I was sent back home. Once I was home the kindney doctors here started me back on dialysis and I was starting to feel better. The day of my third treatment back I was not doing so well. It was also the day after Christmas. The nurses could not keep me awake. So they called the ambulance and took me to the hospital here. Once I had an I.V. in place the doctors sent me to get an MRI. Come to find out I had a blood clot in my lung. So heavy doses of blood thinners and close monitoring was started. I was very weak and tired. Days went by and s

29 Dec 06 – Friday
29 Dec 06 – Friday 1800 Charles Goodyear 19-- Ronnie Younkins rocker (Kix 19-- Susie Garrett Detroit MI, actress (Punky Brewster 1936 Mary Tyler Moore 1941 Ray Thomas England, rock vocalist (Moody Blues 1947 Ted Danson 1955 Neil Giraldo rocker (Pat Benatar Band) 1778 English troops occupy Savannah, Georgia 1845 Texas admitted as the 28th state 1862 Bowling ball invented 1890 US 7th Cavalry massacre 200+ captive Sioux at Wounded Knee SD; Indian "war" in the west 1937 Lou Thesz beats E Marshall in St Louis, to become wrestling champion 1967 Star Trek's "The Trouble With Tribbles" 1st airs 1982 Bob Marley postage stamp issued in Jamaica 1982 Coach Paul "Bear" Bryant ends his career with Alabama (323 wins) 1997 Hong Kong begins slaughtering all its chickens to prevent bird flu

Dechirure
Tel un éclair déchirant la nuit Tu es apparue dans ma vie Ton sourire m’a ébloui Tes grands yeux m’ont séduit Oh ma Princesse de Gizeh Dans mon cœur tu as semé l’amour Et l’a fait grandir jour après jour Pour toi mon âme s’est embrasée Épris d’une passion dévorante Nos raisons ont un instant oublié Les obstacles qui nous séparaient Et créés cette douleur lancinante Désormais mon cœur désarmé Tel le condamné à mort attend Ce qui sera son ultime moment Quand par la mort il sera délivré

Dechert Emails Underline Need To Guard Against Chinese Espionage: Expert
Amidst the brewing scandal that is slowly enveloping the Harper government over the supposedly "flirtatious" emails of a Tory MP with a foreign journalist who may actually be a Chinese spy, two questions stand out. Why hasn't Prime Minister Stephen Harper dumped Toronto MP Bob Dechert yet from his privileged post as parliamentary secretary to the foreign affairs minister? And if this affair isn't stickhandled delicately, will this embarrassing episode mushroom into a much bigger problem that threatens to derail Harper's plan to repair Canada-China relations? Foreign policy and security experts said Wednesday that the answers aren't clear, but at the very least, burberry outlet cheap Harper should now recognize that Canada needs to reinforce its intelligence apparatus to guard against Chinese espionage. Brock University professor Charles Burton, a former political and economic counsellor in the Canadian embassy in China from 1998 to 2000, said it's clear the Asian economic giant will c

Decide Your Fate Or Not....
The remains shall always be.. The faltering thoughts that follow.. Shame, grief, disbelief.. Power is what? Power is why? What is the reason for the crutial limitations? Then unfounded boundiers beyond the open doors. You walk to find more horric grim. Somber it maybe to find in death Until death took what was all that had been left.. Diar felt tip grips of pain beyond all comprehension. We fall to pick up ourselves.... and do what? Remain within the slumbering minds of grim, horror and pain. Tick toc, as the clocks still goes.... But will you in the end of all what comes forth in your game? Do you have what it takes to survive the deadliest plots none who exist today could last nor begin to understand? Shifting inbetween the lines, outside to wander into danger... Where does it all get you in the end? Really want the answer.......? Then search for it my friends and enemies alike.... before it hunts you down and destroys you first. **I wrote this due to som

Decisions
Why? There comes a point in each of our lives Where we must make decesions... We have to decide... Have we done all that we know we could.. Have we allowed ourselves the chance to grow as we should.. Are we looking for tommorrow 2 make everything alright.. Or hoping that maybe the answers will appear overnight.. Are we willing to step into our past.. Open locked doors and deal with whats been hidden behind em at last ... or.. Do we pretend that life is just great.. That there are no ghosts playing a game of give n take .. Sitting in the quiet of the night .. listening so closely.. Hoping to find the answers 2 make it alright ... Looking to the stars.. searching for peace.. Seeking the one answer to put it all at ease .. To many people living life like a dream.. To many people say what they dont mean... To many people just out after lust .. To many people ... Who the hell do you trust .... To many actio

Decisions
Sometimes I wonder how I'm supposed to make the right decision when I can't even see the question clearly. Maybe I've been out of the game too long to be able to call the right plays, so to speak. As for the things I do see clearly, they aren't always as clear for others, which makes making the right decisions just as difficult. If I make the right choices, but those choices aren't complimented or backed up by others, then where does that leave me? Simply not making any choice occurred to me, but was quickly discarded as a possibility since it solves nothing and quite often creates more problems than it didn't solve. Indecision, fear, doubt....welcome to the human race. I've often thought that the Guide To Life was in the placenta, and us silly humans keep throwing it away at every birth lol. All I do know at this moment in time is that every thing is grey, neither here nor there, but for the choices and decisions I need to make, and soon...

A Decison I Have Come To
Okay yall listen up this is very important to all of you all I know this will come as a shock to many of you but I going to be taking a leave of absence starting this weekend in light of some personal issues I am going to be leavin the tap for awhile I do not know when I will be back or If I will be back im not sure it really depends on alot of things if I come back or not this hasnt been an easy decision to make but it has to be done and I just want you all to know I think the world of all of you all and I have loved being you alls friend and I treasure each and everyone of you all and will never forget some of you to my best friend and my sissy I love you to death and you know Im a sissy to you for life and always will be. To robin and rin and cowboy and all the members of the c&c I love you all and I will treasure you all for ever when I leave Shattered Spirits will be taking over until I come back or when an if I come back most of you have my email so this will be the only way of t

Dec In Iraq
Things are going fine. It has been raining lately so things are a complete mud pit here. But the base is improving daily. It was bleak when we first got here. There was no PX (store) and only a very small recreation center. But the new PX opened about a week ago as did the new rec center. I still don't have interned in my hootch, but they are begining to install systems so I may soon. I hope everyone out there has a great holiday season. I miss U all... take care and enjoy it. String

Decision
With nice little twist, I slit my wrist... Not waiting life to kill, rather my own blood I spill... It's my own choice, I have no fears, only pain, in eyes some unshed tears... On the floor, blood making stains, slowly releasing me from my pains... Bloody stains, stains like in my soul, caused by all the pain, this life so foul... Vision finally fading away, soon it's all done, staring darkness, oh so black, soon it's all gone... Soon I'm released, free from this pain, suffering and life, it was all just in vain... Thought, funny how blood makes difference between life and death, farewell life, so painful, so useless, gonna take my last breath... by SorrowMan

Decisions...decisions....
A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water. In the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs and the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil without saying a word. In about twenty minutes, she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me what do you see?" "Carrots, eggs, and coffee," she replied. She brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they soft. She then asked her to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she

Decisions...decisions!!!
My girl, Raven is 7 in July and her last litter is planned for March. I just have to chose a stud dog and it's doing my head in. All things considered, Temperament, Working ability, Bite, Trainability, bloodline traits, hereditory quirks, Hip Scores, Titles etc I'm down to 3 Asko Xamm or the dog I'm leaning towards Atze I have sooo got to make my mind up soon. Arghhhh

Decided
I've decided that someone should just come kidnap me and take me away where I can live a new life. Of course, in reality, this person would have to have a house, finacial support for me or a job lined up for me, same interests as me and we'd have to fall all into love and that mushy stuff or else obvioudly it wouldn;t work. hey guess what?! I've been drinking! Tonight! Why am I still awake?! I have to work in the morning! This started as serious and turned out like this! I like muffins! alot!

Decisions About Myspace.
I ended up making a myspace page simply for the younger family memebers in my life, but not sure if I want to connect to them the fact that there aunt is a very hedonistic woman.. Hell I just took off the my space page that I was bi, simply because that is not a disscusion I wish to have with my teenage neices and nephews-- not afriad to, don't want there parents to yell at me for corrupting them. They haven't kept in contact with me, so am thinking about just deleating it. Except I have fun snarking folks on it. Doesn't that sound like a fun past time? Rather hang out here and see what else happens.

Decision
Decision We both now what happiness is but never really had it until now; love me, and experience me without fear. Do it for life or even for a moment, no regrets, completely, and utterly, don't leave me here alone, I beg you , my heart is yours, live in me , make love to me, experience me without shame ; even if the world is against us, live the experience, and take notice how I am . . . how I feel inside. Michelle Yvonne Morales www.poetry.com

"deciphering The 'man~shake', Level Of Familiarity Must Be Taken Into Account In Greetings"
Even with an old friend, there's still no road map for this oldest of male rituals. Your right hand goes forward- easy enough. His right hand parries, But... some one has to make a decision at this point. Some has to be take control. There's a split second of confusion. Your eyes dart to your counterpart's hands. Has he already made his move? Or should you be the one to take the initiative? Either way, there are more decisions to be made. Will it be your grandfather's method: right extended straight, parallel to the ground, a few inches above the waist high? Or will it be perhaps your dad's '70s shake: arm half-extended like you're about to go one-on-one in an over-the-top arm wrestling face-off? Or maybe it's a blast from the past- the high-five or the gimme 10. Perhaps even the fisted version of the old gimme five. Maybe, for sentimental A's fans, you move in for a forearm bash. There's no manual. It's daily improv and, because no man would ever EVER talk about it, it

The Decision Has Been Made....
So as of yesterday the decision is final. It was actually a "mutual" decision. My marital status will be changing and I will be moving out in the next couple of months. With all this said and done and with it being something we both agreed on it still hurts like hell! The next few months are going to be the hardest I've ever lived through! I'm already so exhausted and drained. How does one get through something like this! All I ask is that my "true" friends help me through this! You know I love you guys!

Decisions Blow
Well I just managed to break off my engagement. I realized that there's so much that I haven't seen, haven't done, haven't learned, and I just want to experience it all. So me and my boyfriend decided to put everything to a stop right now. We've made the choice to make everything very very casual so that neither of us are being held down but so that we can still talk about things. It's been hard. I cried for about an hour and a half and now I feel better. I wish there was someone here to talk with me now, but I should be fine. I know I'll be fine. So every thing's kinda confused but yet straightened out. Well that's it. From Blood To Bones, Hollie

Decisions, Decisions, Decisions
DECISIONS, DECISIONS, DECISIONS Are you a Democrat, a Republican, or a Redneck? Here is a little test that will help you decide. You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small children. Suddenly, an Islamic terrorist with a huge knife comes around the corner, locks eyes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Glock cal 40, and you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches you and your family. What do you do? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Democrat's Answer Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor! Or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think? What about the kids? Could I possibly swing the gun like a club and knock the knife out of his hand? What does the law say about this situation? Does the Glock have appropriate safeties b

Decisions Decisions
i was thinking about starting another lounge and a new station, like i have before. i don't know if i want to deal with the headaches that come with it tho... i'd have to go thru finding djs again, and making scheduals and everything that comes with it. tell me what you think...

Decided To Quit Smoking.
So ya at the age of 21 I have been smokin for more then a decade. I have been over a pack a day for bout half that time. When I went to the doctor's office a couple weeks ago when I had strep throat he told me if I don't quit smoking I will have emphasyma by the age of 30. I was like Ok, well maybe I should try quitting again. Well now for the last day or so I have been coughin up blood whenever my smokers cough goes off. So thats pretty much the last line for me. I don't know if I will continue to smoke herb... might just find cleaner ways to do it, but either way the decision to quit has been made. Now I don't have the type of money to spend hundreds of dollars on nicotine patches and shit like that, so I am going to have to handle this cold turkey styles. I should be able to handle it but would be nice to get some general support from my friends and family on here. Since my friends and family in my life all smoke. :)

Decision Time - Part 1
Now we have a decision to make. We've just found out that they've jacked the tolls along I-80 through western Pennsylvania, Ohio and Indiana. WONDERFUL. So we decide to jump I-76 take that to I-71 and then jump the I-70 to go home. The only toll along I-70 is at Topeka, KS Exit 183 for $2.00. So that decision was made even though Kansas is a boring ass drive. We stayed on I-70 for a while before coming into Central Kansas in Salina. This is where is got interesting... Time for Decision #2. DemonStorm

Decision Time - Part 2
In Salina, KS at a truck stop, we hear the weather out west is NOT pretty. Calling for 8 - 12 inches in spots, 12 - 24 inches in others. Truck drivers are deciding whether or not they want to risk punching the state line. We were told it would be several hours before we'd hit the storm. The winter storm was heading east and we were headed west from Salina to Denver in a 2005 Blue Pontiac Sunfire with front-wheel drive (thank gods for small favors). So then we do it... We decide we're going to punch the state line and see just how far we can get before they start shutting down portions of I-70. We load up on food, coffee, get the blankets and pillows out of the trunk and put them in the back seat and basically say "Let's roll" It started raining about 10 - 12 miles east of the Kansas / Colorado state line along I-70. OK no worries, it's rain we can handle that. Then after a bit of driving in Colorado, we get a few flurries. Hey not bad. Then it hit like someone just ove

Decisions Decisions....
I need a lil help since i am having trouble waking up and making these decisions... First...i need to paint my toes...i have 3 colors to pick from...BRIGHT pink, fire engine red, and a deep wine color.... Second i have to get ready for work in like 5 min....should i wear brown plaid bermuda shorts and an orange shirt, or jeans and a hoodie? Third....should i pay 59 dollars for yellow patent leather pumps?

Decided To Come Back For At Least A Week
i was going to wait til saturday to come back but i had this really bizarre feeling i had to be here. when i was on the way home i got a call from mr troublemaker and found out he needed to have surgery this morning. i didnt tell him i was coming home yet. i told him when i got home. though. he wants me to give him a week to prove himself. heard it before really. i mean he can say he is sorry for the things he has said and done the pain is still there. he wants to be just friends. so where does that leave these feelings i have?

Decisions
I don't always make the right decisions. I don't always do the right thing. I am going to make mistakes. I am fantastic, regardless, because I will always try to understand and make sense of the senseless. I will always try to change. I crave knowledge. I love the smell of libraries and book stores. Grammar is important to me. I am an admitted linguaphile. I'm too smart for my own good, or so I've been told. I'm not full of myself, but I know what I am worth. Because of this, I need to be with people who can let me know I'm appreciated, who make me feel special, who tell me I'm loved. I repay in kind. I am attracted to intelligence and confidence, but loathe arrogance. The entire range of emotions does apply to me. Movies and musics of all genres make me happy. My favorite shape is the shape of a star. Twinkle, twinkle, baby. Things aren't perfect, but they're always looking up. That's what I love about my life. It's in a constant state of change, and there is always the difference bet

Decision Making
I like this stroy because of the way it ends, and explains itself. Sometimes we do not think about the impact of our decisions. When I was in the military I was taught about "intent vs impact". Sometimes our best intentions have an adverse impact. So, with that being said, I hope you enjoy the story below. Here is a small story on decision making. Please go through the story very carefully to get the sense of it. Which one will you choose? A group of children were playing near two railway tracks, one still in use while the other disused. Only one child played on the disused track, the rest on the operational track. The train came, and you were just beside the track interchange. You could make the train change its course to the disused track and saved most of the kids. However, that would also mean the lone child playing by the disused track would be sacrificed. Or would you rather let the train go its way? Let's take a pause to think what kind of decision we could

Decision
I just thought about it.. i see the "Crush" thing on peoples pages.. havin like dozens or better one day then the next there down too like 3 and next there down too like ZERO, its amaznig how adults can act like children, how they can fall in and outta love and have crushes for a day! its stupid actually.. i mean .. come on this isn't grade school and there is no such thing as love at first site.. ist LUST get over yaself.. and to state YOU are in love with someone on line tat you have never met face to face, touch to touch.. is just retarded! you can't be IN LOVE with someone if you never touched them felt them kissed them and such.. its a fasination that most have on line and want it off line but when it comes down too it there too fuckin chicken shit to do anything about it.. so they all live there little fantasy .. being home married to someone and then stating there IN LOVE with so and so..well dur.. if ya are.. leave ya hubby/wife, and find ya TYPE partner that you are so fucki

The Decision
Well, with the price of gas so high we cant travel far, however we have decided to start taking some day trips. I want to start to show Mike more of my world down south. I am going to be posting pictures and blogs about each trip. We had planned to go to colorada this summer to visit a very dear friend that lives there now but unfortunatly with the price of gas and the fact that we are trying to save up for a wedding next may we just cant really afford it. I hope you guys enjoy the journey with us through my blogs and pics.

Decisions
I just recently moved back to my home town. I hate it here I don't know why I came back, but I am moving back to Billings MT. in 3 weeks. I just want to be closer to my son. I am thinking about joining the army when I get back, but I don't really want to get stuck in Iraq if I can help it. I want to be able make something of my life but it is hard to do in this state. I want to help my country but I do not agree with this Iraqi war. I don't really know what to do.

Decided On My Next Car
Though I dislike talking about things concerning the passing of my Father, these are my thoughts and I suppose I have to acknowledge them, especially if they are good ones... this came to me so fluid it had to be destiny, cuz it felt right instantly without thinking it over... it just made sense. Right now I drive a 1998 Dodge Neon with no a/c and a lot of body damage. I also have no stereo and the car is covered in dust because I don't love it. I've had the car since I was 16, minus the 3 years it took to have a rebuilt engine put in... and I've only had it back now for about a year and a half. When whatshername sells my father's house I'm definately going to buy a new vehicle. I hadn't decided what and don't care to spend much over $10K because I'd like to save most of what I'll have for other things. Tonight, I started browsing through auto trader ads out of boredum and didn't see anything I liked for around that price that didn't seem like a boring cheap piece of shit. I decided to

Decision...
I quit skool...part of me wants to cry, part of me is relieved.... due to my fall and dislocation of my knee I missed alot of skool.. the stress of trying to get caught up has put me in the ER twice in a month and its just not worth it anymore.. so off to look for work to start paying on my student loans. Thankfully where I live is cheap rent and my roomate will be moving out soon so my son can have his own room. So... here I go on another journey.. *skippy gimps off*

A Decision Was Made........and Life Won't Be The Same.
Well to start off I've told many friends about how my uncle is such a dick....well today he lost it he went to a rage that was his worst he started threatening to kill us and was calling us all sorts of horrible things. Saying that we make his life miserable. That WE are the reason he's such a bitter old man. Well me and my aunt decided that we are leaving Oklahoma next friday to move to New York to stay with her mom. We know what my uncle is capable of and we can't afford to sit around and wait for him to hurt one of us before we make a change. I hate to leave...I can't stop crying. But we have to be strong and do what we gotta do. We're looking out for ourselves and the kids. It's gonna be rough. We have to up and leave. The most we will be taking with us is our clothes and maybe a few items if that. I'm going on a bus with two of my cousins Angel and Aaron and Jeanie, William and Amber will be renting a car and driving up there. I'm not sure when the next time I will have access to

The Decision
Every day I sit and I think. I think about ways to stop this pain that I feel in my heart. Is it really worth it. Is he really worth all this aggrivation. He was my first love. But now I am just confused. Does he still love me? Or is there someone else. I lie awake at night thinking. I can't get him off my mind. Why do I love him so much? When all he wants to do is make me feel more pain. Does he get a pleasure from my pain. I ask myself everyday. Why do I still love him? Why can't I just move on with my life? I sit and think, so confused. Do I still love him? Should I move on? Why is this decision so hard? Why is it hard to let someone go? Maybe its because I don't wanna hurt his feelings. Maybe its just too hard for me to do. But its not hard at all. I do love him. There is an old saying that when you love someone let em go if they come back then you know your love is real. That's when you know that he is the

Decifer Then,,, Win My Mind,,,,,,,
To be one, is to know who you really are, and what you really want or would like to have,,,,,, If you arent in sync with your own world,, how could you ever be in sync with mine?? Food for thought!! Decifer that shyt.... then you will have my mind!

Decisions
decisions arent always easy some right some wrong but we all have to make em. someone i care about made a decision to move the other day and a long ways away and in with someone else. she said she needed to clear her head maybe she does but i'm smart enough to know she's going to be different he'll change her and i know she wont be coming back this way and i wont see her again. she told me once i scared her cause she never had anyone that cared about her like i did or was as good to her hell i was just being honest and being myself around her which was easy to do and i dont do good being around people. i live my life a lot differently than most look at things do things different and never had it easy dont get me wrong i wont complaiin about it thing was she never judged me or looked down at me like a lot do and once again i am smart enough to know i wont have that again so why look. now i guess its my turn to make some tough decisions mostly with some recent health problems the t

Decisions, Decisions, Decisions.....
About 5 years ago, I had 2 group homes for Developmentally Disabled adults. My homes were very unconventional and yes....fun! I was all about their quality of life and I would move mountains to assure their happiness and protection. I had studied their rights and regulations obsessively just to find the loopholes that would assure the best for them. For example: I decided with their coersion, to teach my unconserved adults the art of Black Jack. I had went and bought 6 decks of cards and labeled a gazillion chips with various dollar amounts and taught them how to gamble. It was fabulous. (We eventually ventured to the indian casino down yonder and had a BLAST). This is a conversation that took place concerning one of my clients. She was an unconserved adult (Meaning she could do as she pleased). Carolyn was a 56 year old woman with short red cropped hair, freckles and crooked teeth, but a smile that could light the darkest of dark rooms. This conversation took place after

Decisions
I don't know which way I turn The pros and cons almost balance I pray for guidance but receive no answer - no clear direction Friends only add to my confusion... Suddenly I hear Him say, "Follow me..." I see clearly What I failed to see before I don't have to know where I'm going... He knows! As long as I stay close to Him, I will not lose my way or fail to reach my destination. _dYaNiKa_

Decisions
For those that don't know or haven't known, how I have no clue. Anyway, Oct I will be moving. I made this decision a while back, and talked to Alex (my bf/fiance') about it. I didn't want to leave FL when I went. I almost stayed about 3-4 yrs ago. I had to leave, for family and a few other reasons. Well now I'm going back. Yes, it will be right in the middle of classes, but I have it planned out just right and I won't miss anything but time on the net period. Nothing in my life will suffer, it will only get better and I'm happy with my decision. I know others that won't be overly happy with it. But, they will get over it. Thanks ~Zen~

Decisions In Life
Life is full of all sorts of decisions most are easy everyday decisions without stress. Some are life altering ones. You have to make the decisions on what is best for you not anyone else. It is hard to be selfish for some people and they chose the decision to please the other people involved, but leaves them with unhappiness. You have to be true to yourself , your life and what will make you happy even if it hurts someone else. You know in your heart it is not your intention to hurt anyone else and you have to live with that and in return others should understand that your living your life for you and not for them so your happiness and well being is first and foremost. People should not assume that you do not care about them when you make decisions, its just you care about you more it is your life.

Decisions
We've all had them and they are incredibly inevitable, life-changing decisions. I have had to make my fair share throughout life, as every other person does; however, I feel like I have had to make the largest ones as of late. It's amazing how one's mind races when faced with something unexpected and unplanned. I know God has a purpose for me and a group of talents and traits to be used with my own free will, but I have no idea where I am about to go now. Should I dive in and try to keep up with the rush of the current or watch the water take it's shape to another destination? I know this won't make sense to most of you, but I am sure some can relate

The Decision....
So most of you know that our Godfather (Joe) and Godmother (Mari aka Chica) have split up. Well now that has left us to question what is going to happen with the "Latina Mafia". Well right now Joe, Guy and myself are trying to make a decision as to what happens. What I have mentioned to Joe is that I think the name should be changed seeing how we are the Latina Mafia due to Chica. She was the only reason why that was our name. And then I feel that all the current members should have the choice whether to stay or go. So...that's where we are at right now. We are encouraging people to keep there tags and names up linked with the Latina Mafia and then once we make a final decision all the members will be notified. Thank you Danyell Advisor of the Latina Mafia

Decide It, And It Will Be~
Happy, confident expectation The good things in life do not create happiness. The good things in life arise from happiness. If you wish to be happy, then be happy. It really is as simple as that. There's no need to wait until you acquire this or achieve that. If you constantly place conditions on happiness, you'll prevent yourself from experiencing it. Go ahead and be happy now, today, this very moment. Be happy for no reason at all, and you'll find that you're more effective, more productive, more creative and more fulfilled. Indeed, happiness is a powerful state of mind that is available to you when you allow it to be. The best reason to be happy is because you can. Being genuinely happy is a powerful way to express your confidence and your expectation that positive things will happen. And when you confidently expect the best, that's precisely what you get. -- Ralph Marston

Decided To Stay
Hi Guys Trixie here again...Well...my good friends on here have made it clear that I should not just delete off here because somebody is a hater. So I have decided to stay at least for now. To all of you who supported me and talked to me. IT is much appreciated. Take Good Care and Hope Something Awesome Happens For Each And Everyone Of You!

Decisions R Life Threating
Because you can't take them back once you've decided. So, I ponder further into the void of life asking if I should be hanging out on sites like this now that I have a new a baby girl to raise. Father hood is very sacred to me and the influence I get by hanging out in places like this would definetly not do well in raising a child. SO, I ponder over whether I should give it all up and go back to my dark corner of books and writing. Oh how we dig ourselves a nice grave then, for some odd reason we care not to lay in it for fear that is all that's left.

Decisions Decisions...
So I'm trying to figure out how me posting on here has been nagging someone... especially since they don't have to read this at all. Or maybe it was the 3 or 4 messages sent to keep them informed because thats what THEY FUCKING TOLD ME? That they wanted to know what was going on... *sigh* oh well. That apparently has changed. For a little while last night I was tempted to not write in here anymore- or make a family only blog. But you know what? Why the hell should I? I don't send out those annoying emails telling people to check my shit out. Anybody who comes and reads this does so on their own. If they don't like what they read then that's their problem. It sure as hell isn't mine anymore. Here's the greatest part about all this bullshit... I'm not sad, I'm not upset (in a crying sort of way), hell I'm not even fucking suprised! I'm pissed off.. and the Mama-Bear insticts are a little hard to fight off. But it's not worth it. And he's not worth it. Like I said before-

Decisions
i have made many bad decisions and some good ones i learn in good and bad decisions i have put my life on hold for my family to help them get through the tough times sometimes it only takes a few days other times it takes years pain of the heart is very real being in Limbo for your child is very hard especially when you don't know how to fix it so at this time in my life i am doing the family thing please pray for us...we need all the help we can get... hugs to you all...

Decisions Made...
As many of you may or may not know i have been embroiled in this internal struggle with the values of my employer. The fire at his property across the parking lot from where i work and live which was also his property has been the deciding factor in my decision finally to leave his employment. I am his property manager, and as i watched out my office window in tears at the flames and smoke my main concern was the safety of the tenants...not money...or loss of property. Unlike to my boss, these people are my neighbors, friends and adopted family not just tenants that fill his properties and his bank accounts to fund his vacations, projects and the latest gift to his young wife or kids. Wayne - a fisherman who loves his boat and the water more than anything in the world. Barry- Longtime electric boat worker who likes to dance, loves art and cooking and gardening. Matt and his new wife - Navy sub guy who saw the fire from the submarine, newly married, just recently los

Decide What You Are Gonna Do!
Why is it that when you tell your ex to leave you alone, she can't. Since i told her to leave me alone, she has slandered me, played bullshit games of send people in the bar i hang out at to check on me, and then of all things she calls me for money, WHAT!!!!! Why is it you don't want to be married to me, but since the divorce you think about me, but you can't seem to realize that you need to grow up and learn to live life. But back to the story, I get a call last night while i am at the bar. She is at the bar next door trying to get in, but she lost her money supposedly, so what does she do, she calls me and asks to borrow a dollar to get in. HELL NO!!! I told her i was not going to do that and hung up. well a few minutes later, she text me saying that she got in and thanks anyway, do i care, NO! So then to top it all off, she has the nerve to come in the same bar as me, just long enough to look around to see me. What do i need to do to get rid of you for good!!!!!! I just w

Decided To Post On Here Rather Then Myspace
Remind me of the things I could never have, the things you give to those you love. Give me your lies, hate and broken promises for you are my gift from above. Can't really go from there, so i'll stop it for now. Change it to something else. There is something so familiar about you, are you real, is it true? Your smile is warm, but your eyes are cold... You are beautiful, if I may be so bold. Steal my soul, and break my heart, careful, the shards are sharp. I'd hate to have you hurt becuase of me, i'll pick up the pieces, with out my heart I cannot bleed. I'll be alright, i'll be okay, choke me with those loving words you never say. It's alright, if not so well, living in thise place I call hell. All for now, maybe some more later... Sorry, they are incompltete.. Can't keep a thought long enough anymore to finish

Decisions
decisions. through out life you are constantly presented with choices. decisions you must make, and only you can make them weather they are as mundain as picking what to where, or a searious thing like choosing a carrear or decisions in your love life. which ever the case may be all you can do is go with your gut and hope it is right. now in my life i have made more bad decisions then good. now dont get me wrong i am not trying to braig or make it seam like i am proud of them in any way. when i look back on my life now there is more regret i see than anything else. there are so many people i have hurt and so many things that i have done wrong. most of my life i spent chasing the next high, the next piece of tail, and my next easy paycheck. never worring about who i hurt on the way there or what i had to do to get there. now it wasnt till this last year that i really started thinking about these things. and really began to think about life and what i want from it. and more

Decisions
hey guys..im thinking of leaving fu. in a very stupid move i introduced my ex to the site when we were together and honestly its just to painful to see him on here going on with life as if nothing happened. what can i say? i am weak. i feel like real life is passing me by as i use this site for escapism....and even for that it has lost its appeal. if i do decide to leave altogether i will leave up my yahoo and give the addy to any who may want it. bad day..bleh

Decisions
Here are a few words from ol' Hank that have been bouncing around in my brain. So many things have happened in my life recently that it is not always easy to keep things clear. Trying to focus on the things that are important and filter out the crap that is not. There are so many choices in our lives that we make, even when we know the consequences are painful. Sometimes the lines get blurred between right and wrong. Not all of us have the same values or understanding. Things can spiral out of control. You try and hold .. the spin, but thats all part of the ride. We must accept the consequences of our actions and move on. We must find that inner strength, that courage to stand up and face whatever lies ahead. There are so many futures what is the correct path to choose? I think that these futures change with our understanding of ourselves and who we are and who we become. All of this is inexorably tied to our actions. to the choices we make. How do you know you've made the right choice

Decisions.. Pain..
I make decisions each day in every aspect of my life that impact not only my life, but the lives of others. My children, my loved ones, my family, my friends... and all that I am associated with. Sometimes, even if I feel I made the right decisions, they may not be right for all around. I very much dislike the decisions that hurt someone. Anyone. I feel rotten inside and out when I know someone is hurting based on a decision that I made. Recently, I made a decision in my life that I am reminded daily since of the pain caused by that decision. It hurts me deeply. I wish I could get rid of that pain. For my friend and for myself. The decision, was the right one for my family and I... but in the end, someone still got hurt. I can't, nor do I want to change the decision, but I wish I could get rid of the pain I caused. I know this is a part of life, but it doesn't mean I have to like it anyway. In fact, I despise it. I know that there will be many more decisions t

Decisions (part 3 Of ? )
Well, the CPS finally made a decision as to what was going to happen to my grandchildren. It has taken them since Friday evening to figure out how to their heads out of their asses. And by the looks of things, they didn't do a very good job at that. My conclusion is that the "CHILD PROTECTIVE SERVICE" is one of the biggest OXYMORONS there ever was. Both of the children have been taken into state custody. My granddaughter, the one I had, left me tonite to go to live with her father, who didn't even have visitation rights to her due to past neglect. Yeah, just a little fucked up huh? And the baby, the one with the cocaine in his little tiny body, is living with Nikki's mother for the time being. Nikki is to have NO contact WHATSOEVER with the children. The court date has not yet been set, so when that happens I will post more. The sad thing is that Nikki cared more about getting her POS BF out of jail, which he made bail today thanks to her druggie friends, and never

The Decision
The Decision Reflections on the water Images of the past and future Cascading on the shoreline. Shadows on the sand beneath the moonlight Silhouettes of indecision and confusion. Mermaids dancing on the water calling me home. I retrace steps in the sand where no one has ever been. Laughing with the sea nymphs I wave them farewell For in the words of an old sage I have promises to keep And more than a fathoms journey before I sleep.

The Deciever
The Deceiver The deceiver sits with me to dine. She sits at this table of mine. She stated her falsehood to my love. Did she want my tears from the dove? The cause of my years of pain. Came from a beast that is known. It is all the same. I give her my heart and take care of the young. Vengeance of the evil has not yet become. The years of my misery and deceit. May have been the cause of a friend’s trick. The idea of it all fills my heart thick. I never thought the years of heartfelt hurt. The cause of it jealousy and rude curt. The malice felt in ripping away my dreams. Was the cause of the deceiver or so it may seem. The deceiver pretends to stay close enough to snare. The enemy is next door, so beware.

Decisions
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 Decisions Small decisions are vitally important. Because they're the ones that keep you on track. The big, momentous decisions set the direction for your life. And the small, everyday decisions are what enable you to maintain that direction. Small decisions are easy to make. Unfortunately, they are just as easy to ignore. Pay attention and take active, intentional control of the small decisions. You'll quickly experience great power in their cumulative influence. The big decisions are expressions of your commitments. The small, moment-by-moment decisions give life and substance to those commitments. Give careful thought and consideration to the big decisions. Then use the hundreds of small decisions you make each day to bring those big decisions to life. -- Ralph Marston

A Decision .......again
A Decision ....Again Windy nights and a dark new moon Shine blackness on a high cliff Overlooking a siren filled ocean of peace Each visit here is a choice A moment in time to decide Only one step forward Perhaps today Finally

Decision Making...
I've never been good at the whole "thinker througher" part that coincides with the decision making process. I'm a "do or don't", "stop or go" type individual. Never has there been that proverbial "yellow light" blinking within my mind of reason. Even if there were, I would most likely accelerate through that intersection with such determination you and I would both agree that damn light was green! Hense, my decision to delete my first profile here. After I did it, I was like, man...I didn't mean to do that! I don't care about the "points, fans, adds, rates" y'know, all that nonsense...it is superflous stuff. (actually, I just wanted to use "superflous" misspelled or not, in a sentence)towhich I failed miserably! Trust me, red and or green lights will ensue as the rants in my blogs accumulate. :)

Decisions, Decisions....
There comes a point in our lives when we all have to take responsibility for our own actions. At that point, no longer can we blame our parents for how we were raised in their home. The choices we make can affect us and others around us long term, temporarily or permanently. That can be adversely or positively. Either way....it's a choice...a decision and we made it. No one else made it for us. We made it. It will and should be us that deals with the repercussions. So how do you decide to make the choices you make? We can ask for guidance from those who might be more experienced than ourselves or we can think it through, research it to the best of our ability and go on the facts that we have obtained. Sometimes we just go on gut instinct and really it's a 50/50 either way. I, like most everyone most, have made some bad decisions and, for the lack of better words, bad judgment calls in my life, because I always tend to lead with my heart. Going with the heart leaves you o

Decisions
I have recently made some bad decisions regarding finical matters. I quit my job with out securing another one first. I know your thinking what a dumb ass. I thought that I would be able to pick up one from one of the many temp services that I have signed up. But the thing is the jobs they have available are not really what I am wanting. OK there are many reasons why I quit my last job. 1 was the fact that I was allergic to the coolant that they used in the machines. 2 were that I disliked some of the people I worked with. 3 I dislike parts, but not the whole job itself. Another reason was I have came to a point in life were I don't really want to be a factory worker any longer. I am sick of it. But the real big bitch of it is...thats all there is out there currently. Another big bitch is I don't have any "marketable skills" that I can use to get me out of the factories and into a decent job. I have also came to the point in my life were I am sick of working 3rd shift. There are p

Decisions... How Will You Make Them
"Life is a risk." -- Diane von Fürstenberg At different points of our life, we often find ourselves at a stage where we have to take very important decisions, decisions that could and almost always affect the rest of our lives, and maybe even the lives of those depending on us; to add to the stress of that, every decision comes with its own set of risks, and possibilities of things going right or wrong. All that makes these stages and the decisions we have to take even harder for us. A lot of people decide to play it safe, and take a zero-risk approach, sometimes even by not doing anything at all, letting life take the decisions for them and steer their fate. The problem is that by not taking risks or by not doing anything, you might not lose anything, but there's no way you're going to win anything either, which is an even bigger risk in itself. "If you don't risk anything you risk even more." -- Erica Jong "The policy of being too cautious is the greatest risk

Deciding To Leave
I think I'm Fu'ed out LOL. Thats why I am takin a break from fubar for awhile..to decide if its worth my time to be here or not. I've met alot of cool people that are REAL and DOWN to Earth, So I decided to take a Break from Fubar before just leaving leaving... Those that have my Yahoo, You Deserve to be there, so if ya wanna chit chat you can always hit me up there! those that have my digits..well then your one lucky son of a bitch LOL. Call me and we'll chit chat. One Of My Fu-friends will be dumpin 11's on ya for 7 days if this person has time..if not my VIP expires. so enjoy my 11s!

Decisions
For the past 3 months i've been pretty depressed and i have had no clue why i've been depressed. I finally figured it out and now i have a decision to make. Do i ask my boss for a transfer and move back home? OR do i keep sticking it out here and keep being depressed? at work, my focus is completely gone. I think about what my family is doing what my friends back home are up to. I've been so home sick that it has put me into this rut. Even when i've talked to my ex-boyfriend, part of the reason i left ny in the first place, he even told me it sounds like it is time for me to come home. And i'm starting to agree with him. Every day is another struggle for me, how am i going to get this paid? how am i going to get that paid? how am i going to get food for the month or even the week? I'm not exactly sure what to do anymore and I've come to the conclusion that there are two choices, 1) to stay here and keep sticking it out and struggling every month. 2) go back home and start o

Decide
To he who has no name. Let Me ask you as question. Who the Fu*k do you think you are inside?!!! Do you scream at night when you dream of horror and mistreatment. Contemplating the message of disgust and vengence when its YOU who should be the one hiding. Awaiting the day when judgement will befall upon you. Cast aside love and hate and quench the demons thirst for blood. HE WHO STANDS ALONE STANDS STRONG

The Decision
I have been for the past two weeks looking at the possibility of moving. It has been very hard to come to the decision that i have. After not being able to get a hold of my friend for the last three days. I have decided that i am going to stay here at the lake and see what will happen. I should have a roommate moving in sometime this to beginning of next week. Lets hope that all works out. Until next time ttyl

Deciding Before Asking
why is it that when u r with someone even when u r close to each other and far away that u jump to conclusions and you don't ask first. i thought that there was trust ia my relationship i gave it to her and i got none in return, i would hear things so i would ask,but she would just say fuck it i will not ask i belive that this is what he is doing. it was not the truth i was not doing what was thought by her and she told some one to tell me she doesn't want me an taht she has said it to me when she never did if she would have i would have left her alone. she did this before and she couldn't stop thinking about me and i her tehn she found out by talking to me that what she had thought was not true,so we were back together and it was good she was happy and i was happy because we were happy together. but now she has did it to me again and i want to know why but she will probably never talk to me again.if u read this and u know who u r i love u with all my heart and i did nothing that u may

Decisions
I FIND IT VERY HARD TO BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ON A WEBSITE CAN BE SO FUCKING CRUEL AND FEEL VERY PROUD OF THEMSELVES.I CAME ON THIS SITE LOOKIN FOR FRIENDS WHICH IS SOMETHING I DON'T HAVE MANY OF BUT INSTEAD ALL I GOT IS BULLSHIT AND DRAMA, PEOPLE MAKING THREATS OVER A DECISION WHICH IS MINE TO MAKE.THE CHOICE OF WHETHER I LEAVE OR NOT IS MINE TO MAKE NOT FOR PEOPLE TO MAKE IT FOR ME,NOT FOR PEOPLE TO GET SHITTY AND ASSY CAUSE SOMEONE WANTS TO LEAVE.BUT I HAVE FOUND SOMEWHERE WHICH IM HAPPY,SOMEWHERE WHERE THE PEOPLE RESPECT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE.SO I TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO THANK ALL HOPE IS GONE FOR GIVING A HOME AND WELCOMING ME INTO THEIR FAMILY,FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO BE SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN BE MYSELF WITHOUT BEING JUDGE.I AM A PERSON WITH FEELINGS LIKE ANYONE ELSE, I DO MY BEST TO PLEASE OTHERS AND GET NOTHING BACK IN RETURN,SO IF THREATS AND BULLSHIT IS RETURN FOR WHAT I DO THEN FRANKLY YOU CAN GO FUCK URSELF,I WILL NOT BE THROWN OUT OF FUBAR CAUSE OF THE CHOICES I MAKE OR

Deciever
DECIEVER WRITTEN BY HAILZ Deep deep deep Burning eyes Lips lips lips Full of lies Don’t you even care What you’re doing to me Messing with my head Saturated with this bigotry Fall fall fallin Far away Call call callin Without delay Chorus Where are you sweet Deceiver…. Honey I’m not your Believer……. I only want to hold you, want to feel your touch. Frankly I don’t care that you, Lust to much. Keep keep keeping You close to me Pull pull pullin, Hear my plea? every night I think of Only your name But your with someone else Beneath the candle flame Hard hard harder Feel the pain Need need needin To abstain Chorus Where are you master Cheater Too feel you on me nothing Sweeter I need to slow down Need to catch my breath Its like calling the drug dealer Need my fix of the meth Oh oh oh oooooooh Where are you sweet Deceiver Honey I’m not your Believer I only want to hold you

Decisions
I decided last night that if my most current flirtation is not all that it seems, I didn't care. I didn't want to know the reality of it. All I cared about was the fantasy of it. If he decided he had no feelings for me whatsoever, I would rather he just disappear than try to crush me on the way out. Now I start seeing things that test that and I doubt my resolution. Part of me really does want to stick to it. But can I?

Decision
I've decided that when my VIP expires 7th April I won't be renewing it. I was kinda torn on the idea because I do enjoy finding pics and making up folders but then looked at the overall of the VIP and pic quantity and came to the conclusion there is little point having as many pics up as that. Its very similar to having so many friends that you cant possibly speak to them or comment every day or you would be glued to the screen! lol! I am not going to go on about the autos cause you all know what I think about how they have changed the site and I am fully aware that these wont get removed as they are the main money spinner on fubar. Porl has already taken the decision to not renew his, and I know of other friends that are also doing the same, I would much rather have 320 pics up that mean something than have all these ezee rate pics, fubar tried to do something about them by slowing down the rating but the ezee pics still remain, some are so tiny you cant even make out what

Deciding On When To Move
I have been toying with the notion of moving back down south for quit some time now, but i have came to the conclusion the other night, that i would not be moving down south, i would be moving out west to the great state of Arizona. Yes i know its hot and humid, but hey so was Florida, i have thought about it, and i think its time that i have a change of scenary. After what has happened to me last year i think its time to move on. I also took a look at the job market out there, I would be gettin the same amount there as i would here, but the real estate is phanominal down there. So i talked to a friend of mine who also works in the FD and he needs a change of sceneary as well. So sometime next year or so him and i would be out west soaking up the sun and being happy.

Decisions
Emotions, we as humans are driven by them. The rest of the animal kingdom is usually driven by instinct, but because of our higher reasoning power we are often driven by our emotional, needs and wants. With all that nonsense said, I sit here wondering about my motivations, do I choose the things that I choose based on emotion or do I plot and plan based on instinct? The one thing I know right now at the very moment is that I am scared.... Fight or flight those are some of the instincts that rule the animal kingdom. I want to make a rational decision, but right now emotions cloud my judgments and I am left to trust my instincts, yep those things that we often ignore. The one thing I know is that I don’t know what I am doing, I have no plan, and beyond that when pushed I will make a decision. I am not sure what it will be, but a decision will be made, and the outcome is unknown to me.

Decisions
So this is a rant... Im a bit upset with a few "Fu-friends" as of late. I spend hours trying to return rates and such for those who stop by and hitting all of my friends as they load pictures and re-rating old ones. Well today I realized I can count on 2 hands the people who are loyal raters when I upload pictures. Funny thing is.. a couple of people I rate regulary never seem to rate a single picture unless it somehow involves them. So here's how I'm going to fix this... Each day im going to pick one friend maybe two depending on the amount of pictures, and just go down the list. This way by the time I get back to the beginning It'll be time to rerate the first again. As, for my 11's... they'll go to whomever is very close to leveling or to the one who got me my vip *smile you sexy beast man* and the rest will be spent on random people. To you couple of people who have annoyed me with never rating... don't expect anymore rates ♥ Ps.. If this doesn't pertain to yo

Decisions
Another Angel on their kneesReluctantly clipping off their wingsGiving up on God and faithForever lost through time and space.Malcontent towards God was not in mindThe Devil I do not seek to findThis path was decided long agoThis path that I must walk aloneTo suffer for those who could not atone For those who could not suffer aloneFor those distraught and ravaged by painFor those who selfishly suffered in vainConfused by this senseless actGod had no choice but to reactTo find out why an Angel was lostTo understand why and at what costMy child why have you forsaken me?Why did you decided to leave?The kingdom of Heaven is not easily gainedSo, on this earth you shall forever remainNow the Angel begins to sayAs peaceful as a summers dayWithout concern upon his heartThese words from his mouth begin to dartIn Heaven I could not idly standWatching those I care for across this landSuffer and fret through life aloneFor those things in life they can not atoneMisery will now be the life I leadHap

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Decisions, Decisions
The right thing and the correct thing. Not always the right decision. I picked the right thing to do. Got my ass chewed again, but you know what? THat's what I'm good at lol. People say they are a maverick... I bet most of them never get in half the shitstorms I am lol. Oh well, c'est la vie. I came close to burning out the other day, glad I took a few days off. Tonight reminded me though of what I was missing. Most fun I've had in the back of a firetruck in a while. Rolling the the road tunes blasting... we packed 5 in the back. Was a bit crowded. At least there was a woman across from me who wasn't that big so we weren't in each others laps the whole time lol. Take it easy guys, be safe!

Decision!?
Im my life have been mostly with men, but on occasion i've been with women. The men that have been lucky to have been in my life has mostly let me down in one wayor another: cheating, lying etc. and giving me nothing but heartache and pain, while the women in my life have always been there for me. Here lately ive been thinking more and more of bein only with women. Ive been hurt on sooo many levels by men its not even funny. This is dilemma for me. I do luv men and some men out their may have a good heart and be a good guy but ive havent' really came across any yet. Ive been married twice and have 2 sons, which i love with all my heart.

Decision ...
I have decided not to be around this site as much as I have been over the last 8 weeks. It is seriously driving me crazy and I can't afford to get any crazier at present. Each day I come on here and it depresses me a little more, I need a change of scenery and a good kick up the arse. I am also back up the hospital tomorrow, so hopefully I will have news that might actually cheer me up. I need space and time to sort things out not only in my head but in my life. I am not deleting, i'm not even saying that I won't be here on a daily basis, just not so many damn hours. I just want to let you know that i'm not ignoring you all. I just need a little time and space to chill. I feel like i've lost the funnies :( Most of you have me on FB .... not that I go on their a lot either at present due to the fact that everyone is getting nursing jobs and it should have been me too, so yeah, it depresses me even more. Some of you have me on yahoo ... errrr, knock, knock, I am there I j

Decisions
Time, lately....for some unknown but palpable reason, seems short to me...or maybe FOR me. Irregardless of which it is, short is a measurement of oppotunities becoming less numerous. I am not afraid, but uncertain...I simply desire to get things right. I have to let some things go, walk away from some things, from some people, and make amends for others, TO others. No one can do these things for me. The crossroads stand in sight.

The Decision
Today, I have made a decision. I am going to better myself. I am going to start working out. I want to lose weight and gain some muscle definition and mass. I saw an old photo of me today, back in the summer of 2001, I was going into my junior year of high school. I was thin and while I wasn't buff, I could tell my arms had nice defition. My goal isn't neccesarily to get back to that, back then I weighed 125 lbs. at the most. However, I now hover in the low 200's and would like to get to about 140-150. I am only 25, so it's not like this is an impossible goal. I just have to buckle down and do the work.

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Decisions...
I have made several decisions all by myself lately... 1. Decided what kind of tires I needed AND where to get them. 2. Decided I needed brakes...AND where to get them 3. Decided I wanted a tattoo, where to get it, AND what I wanted...PLUS when to get it AND who to get it from 4. Decided to get my hair cut, who to do it, when to do it AND how short to go... I am worn out *sigh*

Decisions
Don’t know which road to go down Or which path to take All I know is I don’t want to make the same mistake My heart is telling me yes But my mind is telling me no Sitting here thinking Should I stay or should I go Too many choices That have to be made Too many hearts at stake that don’t need to be played I try to do the best With all I say and do Sometimes it feels like it’s not enough And I’m being played the fool I deserve more in life For all that I’ve sacrificed I deserve to wear a smile This life just doesn’t suffice. Many times I’ve spoken And my words have not been heard And begging for time I cannot do That’s just absurd I’m tired of screaming And crying inside I’m tired of the feeling That I want to run and hide Don’t know which path to take Or which road to go down But I do know one thing The day will come that my frown will turn around.

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Decisions, Decisions.
The company I currently work for is contstantly changing. For instance for one month approximately I have been doing billing/collections from patients that visit our practice and been glad to receive a lot of praise for the job I have been doing. But there will eventually be another position in the pre-certification/insurance department and love that side of it too. I was asked by my boss and her boss today if I would really want to change. My thoughts are do I stay and keep the collections side up and running or move to a position that could also be good. Although I do enjoy my own little cubby but feel like a caged animal because there are window's that surround my little office (for safety reasons I'm sure) but would like to be back with a team again. I only receive a review once a year so this won't lose or gain me anymore funds until after I get my review in January.

Decisions
Am I the only one who has ever gone through life making one bad decision after another, with no regard to the consequences? To those on the outside, it may seem that I have my life together, but I am a mess, and have been for a long time, longer than i care to admit. I was not ready to take on the responsibilities that come with adulthood, marriage, parenthood...I had some twisted, overly-optimistic vision in my head of how everything would work out~people get married, have kids, buy houses,every day...it's what adults do, right? The problem is that I didn't take into account my husbands' feelings about anything. I took advantage of his generosity, his willingness to make me happy, and in turn completely ruined him as a person. I took someone who was fun-loving, exciting, laid-back, full of life and turned them into someone who hates his wife, his family, his life. I can't believe i have become that person. What gave me the right to do that? It's devestating to know that someone who

Decision Thoughts
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Deck Of Cards
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Deck Of Cards
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Deck Of Cards
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Deck Of Cards!!!
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Deck Of Cards
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A Deck Of Cards
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The Deck Of Cards
It was quiet that day, the guns and the mortars, and land mines for some reason hadn't been heard. The young soldier knew it was Sunday, the holiest day of the week. As he was sitting there, he got out an old deck of cards and laid them out across his bunk. Just then an army sergeant came in and said, "Why aren't you with the rest of the platoon?" The soldier replied, "I thought I would stay behind and spend some time with the Lord." The sergeant said, "Looks to me like you're going to play cards." The soldier said, "No, sir. You see, since we are not allowed to have Bibles or other spiritual books in this country, I've decided to talk to the Lord by studying this deck of cards." The sergeant asked in disbelief, "How will you do that?" "You see the Ace, Sergeant? It reminds me that there is only one God. The Two represents the two parts of the Bible, Old and New Testaments. The Three represents the Father, Son, and the Holy Ghost. The Fou

Deck Of Cards
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Decked Hall Skid Mark
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Declaration
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Declaration Of Luv
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Decline In Manners
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The Decline Of Western Civilization
Yesterday was our annual bus trip up to Greektown. For those not in the know, Greektown is a small section of Detroit, complete with Greek restaurants, a gift shop, and casino. I look forward to going there every year, because I love good Greek food, and the bakery across the street from the casino (Astoria Bakery) is TO DIE FOR! However, the bus trip there and back is enough to give me second thoughts every time. There is nothing like being locked in a mobile tin can for an hour with 50 obnoxious drunks to make one reevaluate their plans....Mom thinks I'm ignoring her when she tries to talk to me during out trip; in actuality, I've made it a habit to wear ear plugs on the bus ride. The ride up is tolerable, but by 8:00 pm when the crowd is good and sauced up after a day of drinking and gambling, my inner serial killer starts to come out. Mind you, I'm wearing my ear plugs and can hear the radio on the bus as clear as a bell, and I hear bellows from the back of the bus of "TURN

Declaration Of Cyberspace Independence
Governments of the Industrial World, you weary giants of flesh and steel, I come from Cyberspace, the new home of Mind. On behalf of the future, I ask you of the past to leave us alone. You are not welcome among us. You have no sovereignty where we gather. We have no elected government, nor are we likely to have one, so I address you with no greater authority than that with which liberty itself always speaks. I declare the global social space we are building to be naturally independent of the tyrannies you seek to impose on us. You have no moral right to rule us nor do you possess any methods of enforcement we have true reason to fear. Governments derive their just powers from the consent of the governed. You have neither solicited nor received ours. We did not invite you. You do not know us, nor do you know our world. Cyberspace does not lie within your borders. Do not think that you can build it, as though it were a public construction project. You cannot. It is an act of nature

Declaration Of Independence
I am tired of living by other peoples standards and I am taking the reigns of my life in my hands and I slapped them and going full gallop. I am living on MY terms. I am doing my modeling I took a nude shoot with Mirror Ball Studios.I am done being nice cause "its the thing to do" at least to people who don't mean shit. I am done holding my tongue. Letting people treat me like Iam less. Fuck them. I don't talk to my family anymore. I have nothing in common with them. I am calling in favors I am getting my ink done. I have been there for so many people in my life and now I just need to know that when I falter and I need a hand that they are actually there. I am tired of being there for people who can't even call to say "hey." I don't regret my life, but I am going out on fire. I am losing weight not for THEM but cause I want to. I am singing at the top of my lungs when I want and if someone wants to go toe to toe with me better know there is a black panther living in my eyes. Offi

The Declaration Of Evolution
When in the course of organic evolution it becomes obvious that a mutational process is inevitably dissolving the physical and neurological bonds which connect the members of one generation to the past and inevitably directing them to assume among the species of Earth the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and Nature's God entitle them, a decent concern for the harmony of species requires that the causes of the mutation should be declared. We hold these truths to be self evident: * That all species are created different but equal; * That they are endowed, each one, with certain inalienable rights; * That among them are Freedom to Live, Freedom to Grow, and Freedom to pursue Happiness in their own style; * That to protect these God-given rights, social structures naturally emerge, basing their authority on the principles of love of God and respect for all forms of life; * That whenever any form of government becomes destructive of life, liberty, and harmony

Declaration Of Love
To The One I Adore: When we are together, the bad things can't get to me. When we are together, my heart fills with joy. When we are together, my whole body is at ease. When we are together, my face lights up. When we are together, nothing can go wrong. With you by my side, there is nothing i can't do. When I'm with you, I am my best. You make me whole, You complete me. For that, I love you more than you'll ever know!!

Declaration Of Intent
While I am interested in any friendship that may come my way, I am not here to be your friend just because you rate me a 10 or become my fan. Do not expect those ratings from me or those actions from me unless I either feel like it, or unless I actually know you. If you want to be my friend I suggest you start talking first, then add me, otherwise I will outrightly reject anyone. I'm not trying to be an asshole, just honest.

Declaration Of Independance
IN CONGRESS, JULY 4, 1776 The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, — That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gov

The Declaration And Resolves Of The First Continental Congress
The Declaration and Resolves of the First Continental Congress IN CONGRESS IN PHILADELPHIA October 14, 1774 Whereas, since the close of the last war, the British parliament, claiming a power, of right, to bind the people of America by statutes in all cases whatsoever, hath, in some acts, expressly imposed taxes on them, and in others, under various presence’s, but in fact for the purpose of raising a revenue, hath imposed rates and duties payable in these colonies, established a board of commissioners, with unconstitutional powers, and extended the jurisdiction of courts of admiralty, not only for collecting the said duties, but for the trial of causes merely arising within the body of a county: And whereas, in consequence of other statutes, judges, who before held only estates at will in their offices, have been made dependent on the crown alone for their salaries, and standing armies kept in times of peace: And whereas it has lately been resolved in parliament, that by f

A Declaration
I struggled while i was writing this declaration of love; it hurt me and caused me grief, but the happiness i feel in offering it to you is vast as a savannah. When i set this task for myself, I knew very well that down the right sides of sonnets, with elegant discriminating taste, lovers of all times have arranged rhymes that sound like silver, or crystal, or cannonfire. But- with great humility, these words I write for you are made from wood; I gave them the sound of that opaque pure substance, and that is how they should reach your ears. Walking in forests or on beaches, along hidden lakes, in latitudes sprinkled with ashes, you and I have picked up pieces of pure bark, pieces of wood subject to the commings and goings of water and the weather. Out of such softened relics, then, with friendship, commitment, and trust I'll build up these lumber piles of love, so that your eyes whic i adore and sing to might live within them. Now that I have declared the foundations of my love, I su

The Declaration Of Love
If I were a sailor I would dive deeply Into the ocean of your silky hair Where the waves are lost towards infinity Up to the perfume of a sweet love affair. If I were a swimmer I would drown with lies Into your glittering crocodiles tears of sensitivity Where your diamond's quest will drive me As far as the lair of your soul's eyes If I were a philatelist I would take delight Of your mouth's line where the perfection Of your nectar will share the spotlight In the dessert of my collection. If I were a mountaineer I would climb up Your high mountain's legend Where the everlasting snows will only blow up When your pleasure come to an end. If I were a painter I would soak my brush Into your virgin forest ready to blush Where only a coolness torrent will flow At the banks' mouth before the afterglow. If I were a poet in love I would mix those taboo Into verses that will only look alike When my eccentric imagination would like To tell you without any regret..

Declaration Of The Peace People:
Declaration of the Peace People: We have a simple message for the world from this movement for peace. We want to live and love and build a just and peaceful society. We want for our children, as we want for ourselves, lives at home, at work and at play to be lives of joy and peace. We recognize that to build such a life demands of all of us dedication, hard work and courage. We recognize that there are many problems in our society which are a source of conflict and violence. We recognize that every bullet fired and every exploding bomb makes that work more difficult. We reject the use of the bomb and the bullet and all the techniques of violence. We dedicate ourselves to working with our neighbors, near and far, day in and day out, to building that peaceful society in which the tragedies we have known are a bad memory and a continuing warning. ~ Betty Williams We Must Want Peace to have Peace Peace consists, very largely, in the fact of desiring it with all o

Declined Funds
Superglue a quarter to the ground in front of a vending machine. Only time-lapse photography could truly show the ingeniousness of such a practical joke, but sticking around for an hour gives you a pretty good idea of how cheap people really are.

Decline
I just layed there staring at the wall,.................... Nothing really came to mind just a dull mind numbing blankness. Did i enjoy it you might ask?..........hmmmm....thats hard to Gather.....i suppose even rape victims moan and grunt sorta through the screams and tears.....think it's the worst part of the psychological damage done, myself though i remain refrained part of my desensitized nature. I need a change................i arch up against the wall and face the door, crouch into position. And wait...........................

Declaring My Candidacy
Considering I turn the big old 35 today, so as a Birthday Present to myself, I wish to declare my candidacy, for the President of... NOTHING! My first act in office will be to do nothing. It will be followed by even more acts of nothing, as I promise nothing and will deliver exactly that--nothing! I guarantee that I will tax you nothing. I guarantee a balanced budget of nothing spent and nothing earned. In fact, the budget will have nothing to it, and it will take nothing to understand it. In the past there have been the Do-Nothings, the Know-Nothings, and they were just pretenders, because in the end they actually did something. I'm the real nothing. If you elect me President of Nothing then I guarantee you that I will serve my term as best I can, which is to do nothing. Tannim '08: Vote for Nothing, because it's better than anything we got now! My name is Tannim, and I did nothing to approve this message...

Declaration Of Indepedence
IN CONGRESS, JULY 4, 1776 The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America hen in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, — That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Govern

Declaration Of His Love
Every day, my love I scream My Heart I spill in endless dream Hoping one day she'll feel the same And pray that I not love in vain On empty ears my prayers fall An empty heart my sole reward Her love, just one, I wish to feel Just once, it seems, is out of reach But how could she, sublime creature Her flowing hair caught in the wind Care for my heart, wounded, bleeding And mend my soul, it's endless yearning So every day, my love I scream My heart I spill in endless dream Hoping one day she'll feel the same Knowing full well I love her even in the Rain

Declare Your Independence
The author of this declaration is anonymous.. Please feel free to sign this and declare your independence. A DECLARATION OF INDEPENDENCE FROM THE GOVERNMENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA Through my signature below I hereby withdraw my consent to be ruled by the organization that has called itself the Government of the United States of America.. A government is empowered through the consent of the governed to serve a sacred purpose, namely, to create a bright and sustainable future for its people and a biodiverse garden of its region. This purpose is possible.. If a government no longer serves its intended purpose then it is proper that each individual formally withdraw his or her consent to be ruled by that government.. Through a consistent stream of actions the United States Government has proved itself to be corrupt, having turned away from serving its original purpose. The United States Government has therefore failed, and is de facto illegitimate. Consequ

Declaration
I call to the Powers of the East, Past , Present , Future. Great and Small, I request your attention. I call to the Powers of the South, Past , Present , Future. Great and Small, I request your attention. I call to the Powers of the West, Past , Present , Future. Great and Small, I request your attention. I call to the powers of the North, Past , Present , Future. Great and Small, I request your attention. I call to the Powers of the Earth, Past , Present , Future. Great and Small, I request your attention. I call to the Powers of the Sky, Past , Present , Future. Great and Small, I request your attention. I am. I declare myself. I am the Master of my Body, Mind, and Soul. My ideals are Truth, Love, and Justice. I face the World with Strength, Heart, and Clarity. I seek to find and maintain True Freedom, True Love, and Peace of Mind. I ask to lose ALL I deserve to, gain ALL I am worthy of. I ask to be prepared for ALL I must face. I am willing to be broken and remade. I am Declared. I

Declaration
As many of you know my life has been pretty fucked up this year. I lost my girlfriend who meant the world to me, my life was planned with her. I lost my job. I started taking care of my mom. All and all my mental health has been at just about its lowest in as long as I can remember. I'm depressed, I'm angry, I'm ready to call it quits. but I can't. Not because of my kids, or my mom, or anyone else that has no faith in me anyways, I can't cause its not in my nature. I'm sick of my anger. I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself. I done with other people having any major influence in my life, or how I live it. Do my mom and my kids drive me crazy? yeah. Did Erin really fuck me up when she fucked me over? yeah. Am I going to have a hard time trusting women again? Hell yeah (you all do suck) but I'm done having that control me. So my life hasn't gone to my plan. So fuckin what. I've got my friends. I'm more dedicated to living life than I was last year. I'm goin to have some fun now. New frie

The Declaration Of Arbroath
"It is not for glory or riches or honours that we fight, but only for liberty, which no good man will consent to lose but with his life." -- The Declaration of Arbroath, a reply to the Papal Bulls excommunicating Robert Bruce for recapturing Berwick, as sent to Pope John XXII on behalf of the community of the realm of Scotland, 1320 A.D.

The Declaration Of Independence
IN CONGRESS, July 4, 1776. The unanimous Declaration of the thirteen united States of America, When in the Course of human events, it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another, and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel them to the separation. We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.--That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, --That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Gove

Declaring His Intention To Remain
CLEVELAND -- Orlando Magic coach Stan Van Gundy says hes preparing to play the rest of the regular season and playoffs without injured star Dwight Howard. Chad Greenway Elite Jersey . Howard will miss his fourth straight game with a back injury Sunday against the Cavaliers. He was diagnosed with a herniated disk last week. Howard will rest the injury for 10 days and then be re-evaluated. Van Gundy said before Sundays game that he would consider it a bonus if Howard or forward Hedo Turkoglu, who is sidelined with a facial fracture, return at some point this season. The playoffs begin April 28. "Were approaching it that the 13 (healthy) guys we have now are who were going to have the rest of the season and in the playoffs," Van Gundy said. Howard joined his teammates in Cleveland, but a team spokesman said he would remain at the Magics hotel during the game. He will accompany the team back to Orlando, where the Magic host Philadelphia on Friday. Orlando, which is sixth in the Eastern Con

Declined To Provide Details Of The Incident During His News Conference. "im Not Going To Talk About It," Shurmur Chirped. "tha
BEREA, Ohio -- Joe Hadens training camp -- and a stormy one for the Browns -- ended before any of his teammates were finished. Arguably Clevelands best defensive player, Haden was kicked off the practice field Wednesday by coach Pat Shurmur, who felt the third-year cornerback was being too physical with rookie wide receiver Travis Benjamin during a passing drill on the final day of workouts open to fans. Haden was ordered to leave roughly an hour into the practice by an angry Shurmur, who declined to provide details of the incident during his news conference. "Im not going to talk about it," Shurmur chirped. "Thats between me and the player. I have a great deal of respect for Joe. If you want details, youre going to have to find it on Twitter. My only apology is that I used bad language and the fans were here to see it. Joes a great competitor and I appreciate what he does and who he is and thats the last youll hear me talk about it." Shurmur didnt even let a reporter finis

Dec 2nd Poem
Chained I cant stand on my own shackled and chained on my flesh bleeding falling slowly staining the ground red Ive cried and cried but my tears no longer come I listen for a faint sound Slave to something i may never see Ive lost all anger my pain has bled away i have become empty a void never to be filled My mind has become silent I dream with no sleep And i hope with everything left to finally lose myself

Decomposing
No one should be alone I've heard people say I've been alone my whole life and I'm in a bad way I'd rather expire early than live a long, lonely life... without a wife I am decomposing and I don't have the cure I will keep decomposing until I exist no more I won't take my own life I'd burn for eternity but I also don't wanna live a full life in this misery I'd rather expire early than live a long, lonely life... without a wife I am decomposing and I don't have the cure I will keep decomposing until I exist no more It's not like I'm asking for the pot of gold All I want is someone to have and to hold I'd rather expire early than live a long, lonely life... without a wife I am decomposing and I don't have the cure I will keep decomposing until I exist no more Go ahead call me crazy my mind is a padded cell loneliness is misery I think I'm in my own personal hell (Prechorus) (Chorus) Lyrics by: Joe "T-Bone" Heben

Decoding Dictionaries
DICTIONARY FOR DECODING PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish................................49. Adventurous.......................Slept with everyone. Athletic...............................No breasts. Average looking.................Moooo. Beautiful..............................Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure................On medication. Feminist................................Fat. Free spirit...........................Junkie. Friendship first...................Former slut. New-Age............................Body hair in the wrong places. Old-fashioned.......................No BJs. Open-minded.......................Desperate. Outgoing............................Loud and Embarrassing. Professional..........................Bitch. Voluptuous...................... ...Very Fat. Large frame........................Hugely Fat. Wants Soul mate..................Stalker. DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want

Deconstructing The Cartoon Diva
This is something of a topic that I though would be interesting. Something I'm sure everyone has thought about at one time or another, and if you havent, you will now. What we will do here, is take a look at the many female cartoon characters who have led a closet life of lust, attraction and fantasy for their own gender. First on the list is... Peppermint Patty! This one is a dead givaway. I mean she has another 8 year old girl (Marcie) walk around callng her sir for gods sake!!! Now Marcie is much more feminine that Patty, which goes to show that Peppermint Patty is clearly the butch in the relationship. Aside from her obviously admiration for the fur taco, she looks as if she was in line for the role of Aileen Wuornos from the movie Monster. The resemblance is definitely uncanny! Next up is another one that was always on the front burner of speculation, but she never had anyone following her around calling her sir. I'm talking about Velma... Take a look! This bitch screams

Decomosition Of The Human Race
Decomosition of the Human Race The hopeless, the terrified you're petrified, it's time to die I vomit in the face of the faithful the mislead, the ignorant the ones who are truly dangerous the holy the justice system the president the ones who are truly dangerous it's time to die Decomposition of the human race a warning from beyond the grave out of the ashes and into the fucking flames The souless, the unworthy the undead now walk the earth in pain they hunt you to devour to massacre you to overtake this world the mislead the ignorant the ones who are truly dangerous it's time to die Decomposition of the human race a warning from beyond the grave out of the ashes and into the fucking flames The image of man betrays that which distinguishes him from other animals his ability to observe himself the decay of modern society, leads to doom. turn back the clock retreat into the essence of life but it's to late for you now it's to late for you

Decorus
WHAT HAPPENEND TO THE LIL GURL THAT DIED INSIDE SOMONE TOLD HER THAT SHE WASN’T GOOD THAT SHE DIDN’T KNOW HOW TO TAKE HER TIME WELL THOSE BASTARDS LIED TO HER THAT THEY DID THE LOVING GURL LAYED DOWN ON HER DEATH BED FILLED THE TEARS, HOPE, & FEARS ALL HER DREAMES, HOPES & LOVE DIED LIL BY LIL DAY BY DAY AS THE ONES THAT SLOWLY KILLED TORTURED HER INNOCENT SOUL SHE WASN’T AN IDOIT & SHE WASN’T STUPID THE PEOPLE THAT SHE LOVED THE MOST KILLED HER TENDER SPIRIT MORE COKE SHE SNORT THE HIGHER SHE GOT SHE HATED HER LIFE & THOSE WHO HELPED DISTROY IT ALL OF HER FRIEND GATHERED AROUND TO WATCH THIS FREAK SHOW AS IT MADE ITS LAST PERFORMANCE IN TOWN IN A GROUP WITH ONLY FRIENDS SHE NEVER HEARD VOICE JUST SILENCE AS IF SHE HAD FINIAL GONE DEAF THIS LIL GURL IS SAD & LONELY HUNG OUT TO DRY NO ONES THERE TO SING HER A HELLISH LULLABY THERES NO ROCK A BYE BABY, NO TWIKLE, TWIKLE LIL DEATH STAR, & NO SOUNDS OF A I LOVE YOU ANYWHERE AROUND SHE STOP TIME I N A FRACTION OF A SECON

Decoy
A Highway Patrolman waited outside a popular bar, hoping for a bust. At closing time everyone come out and he spotted his potential quarry. The man was so obviously inebriated that he could barely walk. He stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, looking for his car. After trying his keys on five other cars, he finally found his own vehicle. He sat in the car a good ten minutes, as the other patrons left. He turned his lights on, then off, wipers on, then off. He started to pull forward into the grass, then stopped. Finally, when he was the last car, he pulled out onto the road and started to drive away. The patrolman, waiting for this, turned on his lights and pulled the man over. He administered the breathalyzer test,and to his great surprise, the man blew a 0.00. The patrolman was dumbfounded. "This equipment must be broken!" he exclaimed. "I doubt it," said the man, "Tonight I am the designated decoy!"

Decorating Lounge
decorating lounge sky blue anyone want me buzz me on msn or yahoo addresses in blogs rate my blogs rate my pics add me as a friend might have another happy hour it depends on you lot how you rate it will be my 8th one so see how you all fair god bless derek stokoe mrdj2007 msn smoothrider2007@hotmail.co.uk and yahoo stokoe709@btinternet.com my lounge is in my blogs link to clik on my top blog viewed by over 1,000 people lets rock the fubar oh yeah can rip any pic and link my page to yours derek stokoe mrdj2007 smoothrider2007 djjazzydek2007 stokoe709 date/time : 2007-08-03, 08:52:13, 875ms computer name : DEREK-798B38D01 user name : mrdjjazzydek2007 registered owner : derek operating system : Windows XP Service Pack 2 build 2600 system language : English system up time : 45 minutes 38 seconds program up time : 7 minutes 9 seconds processor : AMD Athlon(tm) XP 1800+ physical memory : 108/511 MB (free/total) free disk space :

Decorating Lounge Sky Blue
rate my blogs pics stashs add me as a friend who wants another happy our my 8th god bless all my msn smoothrider2007@hotmail.co.uk my yahoo stokoe709@btinternet.com any computer problems add me either will help all got top programs to share though msn and yahoo lets rock the fubar god bless all lets reunite as brothers and sisters around the world join hands across the world god bless all and everone on fubar heres my boost report: free program to gve to all date/time : 2007-08-03, 08:52:13, 875ms computer name : DEREK-798B38D01 user name : mrdjjazzydek2007 registered owner : derek operating system : Windows XP Service Pack 2 build 2600 system language : English system up time : 45 minutes 38 seconds program up time : 7 minutes 9 seconds processor : AMD Athlon(tm) XP 1800+ physical memory : 108/511 MB (free/total) free disk space : (C:) 27.39 GB (D:) 35.54 GB display mode : 640x480, 32 bit process id : $

.decorating.mish.mosh.
im thinking of...doing a mural on my bedroom wall. only cuz it desperately needs something done to it... cuz well...lets face it...the paint job on it is dismal. who on earth thinks its a good idea to take a shade of cream paint and use it as a touch up over eggshell pray tell? *shakes head* i have a few ideas... the first was pastels. cuz i can do pastels...and create exactly the forestry meets water mesh i want... and as long as i seal it...it wouldnt smudge. i could also do acrylic or oils...but... im really not fond of acrylics... ive never liked the finish product texture the same with oils...sure they're ok...but the colour is never picture perfect...and attempting to blend is just the devil incarnate... watercolour would never in a million years do the job...come to think of it...pastels really wont give me the correct shades either...cuz they're well...pastel. im not a pastel person. and pastels...have that whole...crayon thing going on. O.o i just had

Decoding Women's Personal's Ads (what The Terms Really Mean)
DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish................................49. Adventurous......................Slept with everyone. Athletic..............................No breasts. Average looking.................Moooo. Beautiful.......................Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure.............On medication. Feminist..............................Fat. Free spirit...........................Junkie. Friendship first....................Former slut. New-Age.............Body hair in the wrong places. Old-fashioned.....................No BJs. Open-minded......................Desperate. Outgoing....................Loud and Embarrassing. Professional.........................Bitch. Voluptuous..........................Very Fat. Large frame.........................Hugely Fat. Wants Soul mate..................Stalker.

Decompression 2007 Information
The official Southern California Decompression brought to you by the Burning Man communities of San Diego and Orange County. For three days, we will revel in creative expression, unleash our inner outrageous artist, and celebrate intentional community, all while having copious amounts of FUN! With inspired art displays and opportunities to join and and make your own interactive art; dazzling, raucous performances and relaxing spots for socializing; wild parties and meditative spaces for spirituality and contemplation, Fuego De Los Muertos will be the event you don't want to miss. Come join us for three days of Art, Music, Fire Performance and the celebration of life! It is that time of year again folks. For those of you that didn't get to join me at burningman this year have a chance to join the regional event happening Oct 19-21, 2007. This event will only cost $35 and is near the Pechanga Resort and Casino. Hit me up for details or visit one of the two sites listed below..

Decorative Switchplates
This is a great gift! We continue to marvel at the growth and the quality of switchplates being produced since SwitchHits.com first launched in January 1997. From the moment the idea was originated, we have been committed to fulfilling our mission—to offer one central resource for the world's largest selection of unique, handmade, 'Oh, WOW!' light switchplates (no plastic or decoupage). We have traveled the country dozens of times searching for and finding brilliant artists who were able to design one-of-a-kind switchplates that we believe meets both our—and YOUR—high standards. We pride ourselves in the ability to be your first resource to gift-giving and dressing up your home.

Decorating For Christmas
So when do you start decorating? How much do you do? Since I have been here, I've done less and less. David has never been into doing it. he just likes to help pick out the tree. After that he goes off on his own. I always get a real tree so I don't put it up too early. And sometimes depending on the weekends he is here its not up very long. Sometimes the decorations stir emotions that I really don't want to face. In the past, I've felt lonely. Decorating just for me seems silly. But I suppose even though David only seems them for a few days, they are for him too. If not for him, I probably would not have done anything. This year I suppose I am coming out of the doldrums. Part of me WANTS to decorate (and to make cookies lol). Growing up, we always had fun decorating. Besides doing the tree, I think our favorite thing was the staircase. We would put up some garland, and then we had these little elves. And while its not decorating, we always put up the trains. They

Deconstruction Of A Prom Queen
a tiny tiera graces her head manicured fingers and congradulations said the flawless smile the angelic face the perfectly tanned body no competition found to date society fed her their stereotypical ideas of how to look dress, and how to feel every day she looks in the mirror and flaws she finds and must make perfect in time "eat less and you'll be fine" outwardly she appears to be the queen inside she's still just an empty me the scale becomes a daily obsession she must be perfect there is no question her friends and family they do not see the battle within the deconstrucion of the queen she hungers yet she does not nourish lies and excuses spawn and flourish "please make me what he wants me to be" "i feel so fat" "just let me be" her body grows weak and is dying a little the rat race ends in the hospital they teach her to see through the lying mirrors to walk away from obessions and her psychological fears many years pass and she's different

Decorations Around Are So Great
it's that time of year when people run for the sales getting everything on everybodys list. the great thing is watching their faces on christmas day when the presents get opened and then you stuff your face with food. my favorite holiday to spend with family and friends.

Decoding Women's Personal Ads
Ø 40-ish..................................49. Ø Adventurous..........................Slept with everyone. Ø Athletic................................No breasts. Ø Average looking.....................Moooo. Ø Beautiful..............................Pathological liar. Ø Emotionally Secure..................On medication. Ø Feminist...............................Fat. Ø Free Spirit.................................Junkie. Ø Friendship first.......................Former Slut. Ø New-Age.........................Body hair in the wrong places. Ø Old-fashioned........................No B.J.'s Ø Open-minded.........................Desperate. Ø Outgoing..............................Loud and embarrassing. Ø Professional................. ..........Bitch. Ø Voluptuous...........................Very fat. Ø Large frame...........................Hugely fat. Ø Wants soul mate.....................Stalker. Buddy of mine sent this to me, thought it was worth posting =)

Decorate Ur Xmas Tree-
HELLO everyone, thought you could have urself a lil fun and enjoy the xmas cheer. It isn't much, but hey its something to have fun with! Enjoy & Merry Christmas & Happy New Year to you ALL!! Send this eCard !

Deconstructing Santa
I remember a time when Christmas meant something more than the amount of money spent on gifts for people you care about. Gone are the days when simply receiving a gift was good enough. Why is we feel the need to reciprocate gifts? Something purchased as an a symbol of friendship and love should not be immediately followed with a customary "I'll get you something as soon as I can..." What the hell? Saint Nicholas would be ashamed. He never once asked for a return on his investment of good will and tidings of joy. Christmas is not a ROTH IRA or a diversified portfolio. Spending money is a neccesity in a capitalistic society, not a way to expand your net worth. Stop making comments that I spend too much or that you weren't expecting a gift and therefore were ill-prepared to give me something back in return. My God, the world has gone insane. I remember waking up to the belief that a joly fat man had left a varitable fortune worth of free merchandise under a plastic tree trimmed

Decoding... Funny Haha
DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: Ø 40-ish.................................49. Ø Adventurous......................Slept with everyone. Ø Athletic..............................No breasts. Ø Average looking................Moooo. Ø Beautiful............................Pathological liar. Ø Emotionally Secure...........On medication. Ø Feminist.............................Fat. Ø Free Spirit..........................Junkie. Ø Friendship first....................Former Slut. Ø New-Age.............................Body hair in the wrong places. Ø Old-fashioned......................No B.J.'s Ø Open-minded......................Desperate. Ø Outgoing.............................Loud and embarrassing. Ø Professional........................Cunt. Ø Voluptuous..........................Very fat. Ø Large frame........................Hugely fat. Ø Wants soul mate.....................Stalker. DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S ENGLISH: Ø Yes..............................

Decoding Woman,s...
DICTIONARY FOR DECODING WOMEN'S PERSONAL ADS: 40-ish.................................49. Adventurous.........................Slept with everyone. Athletic...............................No breasts. Average looking....................Moooo. Beautiful.............................Pathological liar. Emotionally Secure................On medication. Feminist..............................Fat. Free spirit...........................Junkie. Friendship first......................Former slut. New-Age.............................Body hair in the wrong places. Old-fashioned.......................No BJs. Open-minded.......................Desperate. Outgoing.............................Loud and Embarrassing. Professional.........................Bitch. Voluptuous..........................Very Fat. Large frame.........................Hugely Fat. Wants Soul mate....................Stalker. WOMEN'S ENGLISH: 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry =

Decorating
Well, as some of you have figured out, i am on an endeavor to redecorate and reorganize My home office. It has needed it terribly and so i brought over one of My real-time fem slaves to help Me. Meanwhile, W/we both have worked our little asses off, including putting together a new desk, cleaning dust off and moving large pieces of furniture. W/we both could use a massage from a manly man… but at this point, *sob* you are all off doing your own things. Today I lifted a 24 hour ‘gag order’ to one of My fans. I think he has learned his lesson and even though he thought the punishment unfair, I do believe he learned two lessons: 1. I follow through with what I say and never threaten, just promise! 2. I am strict but fair and very much old fashioned in My approach, just remember, it could always be worse! I will be back to my regularly scheduled program on Monday! Hope you all are enjoying your long weekend! And as some of the fans are getting ready for… Football is I

Decompression Period
This is making me crazy These black clouds following me So I look for signs of light, but rarely I see them I return to my shelter and I crawl in a bottle I'm losing my will for this, so over-emotional Black clouds, they rain down, but they can't kill the sun Confession of depression, this life I'm second guessing Like ashes to ashes, I always seem to fall down I'm tired of running, it's time to face my demons Confession of depression, this life I'm second guessing My emotions are storming And tears fall just like rain Pain strikes like lightning, despair is becoming my friend I return to my shelter and I crawl in a bottle I'm losing my will for this, so over-emotional Black clouds, they rain down, but they can't kill the sun (the sun) Black clouds, they rain down, but they can't kill the son ... inside Still looking for signs of life These black clouds keep following me! I return to my shelter and I crawl in a bottle Black clouds, they rain down,

Decorative Cans
Use canned goods cans that have been cut with the special can opener that leaves no sharp edges. Wash and dry cans. Options for paper decoration: decoupage contact paper scrap book paper design your own with paint shop or photo shop Wrapping paper Measure the paper to be the hight of the can by the length AROUND the can. and then apply glue if the paper is not already adhesive. Roll the paper carefully around the can in place being careful to have the paper meet with a straight seam.

Deconstructing The Blog
Web logging, or blogging, looks to be the fastest-growing hobby on the Internet, and I've been studying the phenomenon to death. I intend to do my own blog, but I wanted to have a better understanding of what constitutes a really great blog. The way I see it, there are two kinds of blogs. Faux blogs can be set up by authors promoting books or newsletters, or they can be periodicals posing as blogs to get attention from other bloggers. To me, the true blog is a legitimate journal of day-to-day life. I've deconstructed over 100 such blogs. This analysis led me to produce some formulas for a successful blog. Here are my Eight Rules for the Perfect Blog. 1. The right attitude. Make it clear that you spend the day, week, or month sitting on your rump reading other blogs instead of looking for work. Or if you actually work, make it clear that you are writing the blog at work, because you hate your job. 2. Community. Prove that you're a dedicated blogger by citing at least five other

Decode
How can i decide whats right? When your clouding up my mind, I cant win your losing fight, All the time. How can i ever own whats mine? When your always taking sides, But you wont take away my pride, No not this time... Not this time. How did we get here? I used to know you so well, How did we get here? I think i know how. The truth is hiding in your eyes, And it's hanging on your tongue, Just boiling in my blood, But you think that i cant see. What kind of man that you are? If your man at all, I will figure this one out. On my own... (Screaming i love you so) On my own... (My thoughts you cant decode) How did we get here? I used to know you so well, How did we get here? I think i know how. Do you see, What weve done, Were gonna make such fools, Of ourselves... Do you see, What weve done, Were gonna make such fools, Of ourselves... YEAH How did we get here I used to know you so well Yeah Yeah Yeah

Decode
How can I decide what's right? When you're clouding up my mind I can't win your losing fight all the time No care to ever own what's mine When you're always taking sides But you wont take away my pride No not this time Not this time How did we get here? Well I use to know you so well How did we get here? Well, I think I know The truth is hiding in your eyes And its hanging on your tongue Just boiling in my blood, But you think that I can't see What kind of man that you are If you're a man at all Well, I will figure this one out On my own ("I'm screaming I love you so") On my own (My thoughts you can't decode) How did we get here? Well I use to know you so well, yeah. How did we get here? Well, I think I know Do you see what we've done? We've gone and made such fools of ourselves Do you see what we've done? We've gone and made such fools of ourselves Yeah How did we get here? Well I use to know you so well, yeah yeah. How did we get here? Well,

Decoy
Close your eyes and make believe this is where you wanna be forgetting all the memories try to forget love, 'cause love's forgotten me. Well Hey, Hey baby it's never too late pretty soon you won't remember a thing. and I'll be as distant as stars reminiscing, your heart's been wasted on me. You've never been so used as I'm using you abusing you My little Decoy. Don't look so blue You should have seen right through I'm using you My little Decoy My little Decoy Living life inside a dream time is changing everything forgetting all the memories that I'm forced into you just cause your into me. Well Hey, Hey baby it's never too late Pretty soon you won't remember a thing but I can't stay, and no I won't wait I was gone from the very first day You've never been so used as I'm using you abusing you My little Decoy. Don't look so blue, You should have seen right through, I'm using you My little Decoy. I'm not sorry at all (not sorry at all, not so

Decode Lyrics
Artist: Paramore lyricsAlbum: Other Song LyricsTitle: Decode lyrics Lyrics to Decode :How can I decide what's right? When you're clouding up my mind Can't win your losing fight all the time Not gonna ever own what's mine When you're always taking sides You wont take away my pride No not this time Not this time How did we get here? I use to know you so well How did we get here? Well, I think I know The truth is hiding in your eyes And its hanging on your tongue Just boiling in my blood, But you think that I can't see What kind of man that you are If you're a man at all Well, I will figure this one out on my own (I'm screaming "I love you so..." But my thoughts you can't decode) How did we get here? I use to know you so well How did we get here? Well, I think I know Do you see what we've done? We're gonna make such fools of ourselves Do you see what we've done? We're gonna make such fools of ourselves How did we get here? I use to know you so well How did we get here? We

Decoy
so one day while me and some of the other guys where having a airsoft war. one of my freinds who is always the decoy for our team asked me why he is always the decoy. i tell him that just the way it is. then he said to me give me three reasons. i said ok. heres the list 1. you always get shot first no matter what. 2. you never know where your going or what you doing. 3. becouse you cant hit the shit no matter how close you are, and i would never let you cover me when things get hard. well after that we started up the game like normal, and for once in the whole time i have ever played ever one was it multiply times. must of them came from the same team( my freind). well from then on we started to call my freinds a team killing fucktard

Decode
How can I decide what's rightWhen you're clouding up my mind?I can't winYou're losing sightAll the timeNot gonna ever own what's mineWhen you're always taking sidesBut you won't take away my prideNo, not this timeNot this timeHow did we get here?I used to know you so wellHow did we get here?Well, I think I knowThe truth is hiding in your eyesAnd it's hanging on your tongueJust boiling in my bloodBut you think that I can't seeWhat kind of man that you areIf you're a man at allWell, I will figure this one outOn my own(I'm screaming, "I love you so")On my own(My thoughts you can't decode)How did we get here?I used to know you so well, yeahHow did we get here?Well, I think I knowDo you see what we've done?We've gone and made such foolsOf ourselvesDo you see what we've done?We've gone and made such foolsOf ourselvesHow did we get here?I used to know you so well, yeahHow did we get here?Well, I used to know you so wellI think I knowI think I knowThere is something I see in youIt might kill m

Decoding Explanations From Very Subjective Paintings
Defining Subjective Paintings Abstract artwork is like a musical technology structure. Like musical technology notices, numbers, designs, and shades on a fabric merge and swirl, develop and diminish. They may appear to the inexperienced viewer to be just a unique set up, but like a consisting track, there are, actually, recommendations that regulate (or at least inform) how those forms and shades are used for the preferred impact. Whether abstractions are actually useful efforts to the globe, or merely a mishmash of rubbish is a query that is likely to continue to persist for quite a while. For my objective here, I take the position that abstract artwork can be both random or purposeful, depending on who is behind the sweep. The Significance of Subjective Paintings The first factor to observe about interpreting meaning is that often periods it is the viewer that has the greatest and last says as to what it is, at least for them. "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder" is probably a fai

Decoração Sugere Um Natal Mais Doce No Plaza Shopping
A temporada natalina em Itu começou com milhares de pessoas nas dependências do Plaza Shopping. Mas não é apenas a Árvore de Natal Gigante, a maior construída em Shopping Centers do mundo, que atrai toda essa gente. A decoração de natal, que a cada ano apresenta um tema diferente, desta vez traz as doçuras e gostosuras como tema. Para os pequenos, a novidade é a “Mini Confeitaria”, que apresenta oficinas de decoração de cookies, mini cupcakes e confecção de cartões de Natal. A atração é uma parceria com a marca Dona Maria Bolacha, assinada pela cake designer Jeanny Cavalcanti. As crianças que quiserem participar devem ter de 3 a 10 anos de idade e precisam ser inscritas pelos pais com 20 minutos de antecedência de cada atividade, sempre respeitando o limite de 10 crianças. A programação começa às 14h com o Doce Correio (criação de cartões de Natal); às 15h: Decoração de Cookies; 16h: Doce Correio (criação de cartões de Natal); 17h: Decoração de Cookies; 18h: De

Decoraciones De Navidad Hogar Y Ecológico
En estas fiestas se puede recurrir a elementos dentro de nuestro alcance y lograr una forma divertida y barata de recibir cuidado familiar de Navidad para el medio ambiente. La Navidad y el Año Nuevo son a menudo una fuente de alegría y unidad en la mayor parte de los hogares del mundo. Pero a veces esa alegría se ve atenuado por la falta de medios o recursos para hacer frente a los gastos generados por su conclusión. Sin embargo, con el entusiasmo y la creatividad pueden recurrir a elementos dentro de nuestro alcance y lograr una forma divertida, económica y práctica para que la familia la Navidad. La adornos de navidad online y otras decoraciones en casa se pueden hacer en un hogar. Pero no es el único que acuerdo podemos llevar a cabo otras preparaciones. Conservas, pasteles, licores, etc se pueden hacer por adelantado y el libro en su casa hasta las vacaciones. También en la noche de Navidad o Año Nuevo, un menú puede ser una opción sorprendentemente original, económica

De Conception Classique, Plus Robuste Et Le Collier Éléments
Versez cette raison juin grosse somme d 'pie maillot enfant Les VENDEUR, Sur La Partie de l'Augmentation Du Amants de fournir Onu tableau des uniformes, IL Est Vraiment fel Pour Le pied puzzled.With favorable, et Maintenant aussi rejoint les petits VENTILATEURS, les Concepteurs naturelles enfants-shirt de foot aussi design.AC Milan 2012-13 saison sur le nouveau maillot domicile de conception réactiver le. maillot foot Trois noires et rouge Deux de Style Bande grandes, Le col blanc de la col polo réactivez la première foie Remarque fr Deux saisons, de conception classique, plus robuste et le collier Éléments de détail maillot de foot enfant pas cher Nombreuses régions du drapeau italien sur Le vert et le blanc et le rouge, et Tout a Fait juin Équipe sud-américain de style de maillot de rayures ligne décorative. Les Nouveaux courts métrages à domicile la saison, des chaussettes blanches noires Avec Un Court et des Chaussettes Rouges Ont également ONU décor vert, blanc et rouge tricolore

Dec. 13, 2007 @ 10 Pm Eastern 9 Pm Central
After months of being illegally fu-married Lovely Lesbian and DJ Phyre Phli Will be leagally FuWed In a Ct Ceremony That will be held at Fubar's Afterhours. All are invited and the bottles will be poppin' all night. Come kick it with the Brides-to-be and you may win a few fubux in the process! The party starts @ 10pm eastern Or 9pm Central ~*lovely lesbian*~@ fubar ~&clubs DJ Phyre Phli &clubs~FuBaЯ's Afte® Hours™ DJ@ fubar DJ Ackrite A.K.A. Jeezy Will Be Rockin The 1's and 2's RJeezy aka DJ AckRite۞Neabears husband ۞Owner of Fubars After Hours@ fubar

Dec. 21, 2007 10:01 Pm "strange Shit, Ain't It?"
Dec. 21, 2007 10:01 pm I was sitting here alone reading Nikki's new book the Heroin Diaries. Outta the blue it told in the book who Nona was. It was Nikki's grandmother who raised him. Much like I was raised by my Grandmother as a child. Strange shit, ain't it?

The Decrees Of Witchcraft
1) Never experiment or practice with magickal applications, symbols, or systems that you do not FULLY understand. If you do not know the full gambit of what you are doing, Do Not Do It. Retribution and causalities can be far reaching and abound in more ways than you can imagine. 2) Do not link money with your magick. It will effect the outcome and the caster. Reimbursement for supplies, time, and effort is acceptable but, never demanded. 3) Never use your skills and abilities to impress or fascinate someone. The God and Goddess do not need another arrogant buffoon. You will fail miserably. 4) Do not scare or threaten others with magickal intimidations or the like. We are Witches, not thugs. Remember the Law of Three. 5) Know that thoughts are things, and that which you create may and probably will manifest in this reality. 6) Never lie to yourself or others. This is the epitome of deceit. This becomes a circle of self-destruction. 7) All things that are -bad- in your

Dec 3rd
December 3, 2007 Quote of the Day "Great things are not done by impulse, but by a series of small things brought together." – Vincent van Gogh ------------------- since I am on friggin dial up either add me to yahoo which is mysticalgyp_2000 or to msn tawnya_read@msn.com

Dec 3rd Emmit And Djsexytigger_td Got Married
I WANT TO THANK EVERYONE AT OUR WEDDING LAST NIGHT DEC 3RD 2007 !! THANK YOU CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW 4 MARRING US AND KAGE GIVING ME AWAY AND KARLIE 4 BEING THERE WITH US AND AS WELL IRISH_PRINCESS TOO A SWEET HEART YOU ALL ARE , I MARRIED EMMIT MEEKS I LOVE HIM WITH MY HEART AND SOUL I CAN'T WAIT TILL WE GET MARRIED IN REAL LIFE !! OUR WEDDING SET ON FUBAR BUT ALSO 4 REAL LIFE !! IT WAS THE BEST DAY OF OUR LIFES TYVM ALL 4 MAKING IT THAT WAY !!

Decriminalization Test Run
Seattle Marijuana Policy Review Panel Concludes I-75 Working As Intended Seattle, Washington: Initiative 75, passed by the Seattle, WA voters in September of 2003, requires that "the Seattle Police Department and City Attorney’s Office shall make the investigation, arrest and prosecution of marijuana offenses, when the marijuana was intended for adult personal use, the city’s lowest law enforcement priority." The ordinance subsequently adopted by the Seattle City Council to implement the new policy included provisions for the president of the city council to appoint an eleven-member Marijuana Policy Review Panel to assess and report on the effects of this ordinance. Today, following more than three years of meetings and reviews, the Marijuana Policy Review Panel issued their final report, including the following conclusions and findings: I. I-75 was implemented and following its implementation there were reductions both in the number of Seattle Police Department marijuana inc

The Decrepit Warrior.
I FEEL LIKE IM THE DEAD THAT WALKS THIS DESOLATE PLANET, FILLED WITH HOPELESS DREAMS TO BECOME ALIVE, BUT ALAS, I AM THE DEAD, AND HOPELESS WARRIOR WHO WANDERS AIMLESSLY WITH NOBODY TO CARE FOR MY OWN, FOR AS MY BLOOD TURNS TO DUST,FOR I AM THE DECREPIT SOLDIER WHO ROAMS THE EARTH AS A WANDERER OF THE DEAD AND HOPELESS, AND AS I BECOME MORE DECREPIT, I FALL INTO OBLIVION!

Decrease 1, Wrap Up Rally To Help Stun Cowboys
ARLINGTON, Colorado front range -- In www.the49ersjerseysofficial.com/Pink-Ronnie-Lott-Throwback-Jersey/ the event i thought this was Shiny Flynn's past start out in preference to Aaron Rodgers, ıt had been an amazing wonderful just one. Flynn threw some touchdown travels from the minute 1 / 2, Eddie Lacy received this receiving ranking using a 1-yard drop soon after a interception by means of Tony Romo afforded these individuals a different likelihood, along with the Environment friendly Clean Packers printed the most significant comeback with team heritage within a 37-36 win over this Dallas Cowboys with Wednesday. Romo cast a couple interceptions from the remaining 3 a few minutes, the primary just one presenting Environment friendly Clean the possibility with the go-ahead ranking while using the Cowboys set running available this timepiece that has a 36-31 cause. Lacy scored having 1: 31 to search intended for Environment friendly Bay's primary cause because primar

Dec 1st Amber Alert
The Fort Myers Police Department and the FDLE issued the Amber Alert after the child was abducted at knifepoint on December 1, 2006. Bryan Desanto Gomaz, 28 days old. He's an Hispanic male, 12 pounds with black hair. The suspect is a woman described as 28 to 30 years old with black straight hair partially in a bun, standing 5 feet 4 inches tall and wearing a black T-shirt, according to police. The suspect should be considered armed and dangerous. The suspect vehicle is a black, 2-door SUV with older peeling tinted windows, last seen in the Alico Road area. Anyone with information is asked to call Fort Myers police at 239-338-2120 or dial 911.

24 Dec 06 - Sunday
24 Dec 06 - Sunday 1809 Kit Carson 1905 Howard Hughes 1922 Ava Gardner 1940 Jorma Kaukonen - Jefferson Airplane 1945 Lemmy - Motorhead 1943 FDR appoints General Eisenhower supreme commander of Allied forces 1964 Shooting begins on "The Cage", the pilot for Star Trek 1970 Walt Disney's "The Aristocats" is released 1991 Mikhail Gorbachev resigns as head of the Soviet Union 1997 1st time a Channukah candle is officially lit in Vatican City Christmas is the time when kids tell Santa what they want and adults pay for it. Deficits are when adults tell government what they want and their kids pay for it. Richard Lamm

30 Dec 06 – Saturday
30 Dec 06 – Saturday 0039 Titus 10th Roman emperor (79-81), conqueror of Jerusalem 1851 Asa Griggs Candler developed Coca-Cola 1865 Rudyard Kipling Bombay, author (Jungle Book, Gunga Din-Nobel 1907) 1928 Bo Diddley [Ellas Bates] Mississippi, rock 'n' roll pioneer (Bo Diddley) 1935 Sandy Koufax Dodger pitcher (Cy Young '63, '65, '66, perfect-1967) 1945 [David] Davy Jones 1947 Jeff Lynne rocker (ELO 1959 Tracey Ullman 1835 After gold discovery in Georgia, Cherokees are forced to move across Mississippi River 1853 Gadsden Purchase - 45,000 square miles (120,000 km) by Gila River from México for $10 million; Area is now southern Arizona & New Mexico 1894 Amelia Jenks Bloomer suffragist (Bloomers named for her), dies at 76 1926 Chicago Tribune reports the Tigers threw a 4-game series to the White Sox in 1917 to help Chicago win the pennant (never substantiated) 1959 The George Washington, 1st ballistic missile sub commissioned 1974 Beatles are legally disbanded (4 years af

31 Dec 06 - Sunday
31 Dec 06 - Sunday 1738 Charles Lord Cornwallis 1825 Francis Trowbridge Sherman 1937 [Philip] Anthony Hopkins 1942 Andy Summers - Police 1943 Ben Kingsley - actor, Gandhi 1943 John Denver 1948 Donna Summer 1959 Val [Edward] Kilmer 1963 Scott Ian 1935 Charles Darrow patents Monopoly 1938 Dr R N Harger's "drunkometer", 1st breath test, introduced in Indiana 1946 President Truman officially proclaims end of WWII 1981 CNN Headline News debuts 1984 Def Leppard drummer Rick Allen loses his arm in a car crash 1990 The Sci-Fi Channel on cable TV begins transmitting 1995 Calvin/Hobbes (comic strip), dies 1999 Control of Panamá Canal reverts to Panamá People tend to forget their duties but remember their rights. Indira Gandhi

Dec. 21st 2007
First Day of Winter Winter Solstice The 2nd day of Eid al-adha 2007. 4 More days until Christmas! 8 more days until my son turns 7 years old on 12/29 10 more days until New Year's Eve 11 for Celebration of officially being the New Year & Day of 2008! 365 more days until December 21st comes again... and I turn 27 in 2008.... December 21st 2007, was.... my 26th birthday & other than my husband kissing me/wishing me a happy birthday. My son calling on speaker phone, my brother Brian...along with Sunny, a person I barely know, leaving a myspace comment and my parents giving a small 'party' on the 19th. I received no phone calls, no ecards, no comments, no presents, no invitations to go out by anyone other than those mentioned above who, besides Sunny, are obligated by blood or marriage to give me well wishes on my birthday. Not even a call/comment from my RL best friends whom I always call/comment for all things including simple hellos. Needless to say, this was u

Dec 1st & 2nd Bling Fling & Lucky Bux Game
Auto 11 BONUS Game! Bling Fling and Lucky Bux! Oh yes, there WILL be BLING and over 2 million fu-bucks! I'm getting close to Oracle...soooo... ITS ON AGAIN... TONIGHT AND TOMORROW!! Bling will be handed out to random and or heavy raters during any Happy Hour and my 24 hours of auto 11's. FU-BUCKS GIVEAWAY Rate as many of the EZ RATE 100 picture folders as you want, for every 100 rates, you can enter again. 1,000,000, 500,000, and 250,000 fu-bucks will go to 3 lucky winners after my autos are finished from the entries received. In addition, 2 lucky winners will be receiving 100,000 fu-bucks each day (mon. and tue.) ***Race BONUS BONUS***Because my friends ROCK!!!!...3 people to complete rating the "TUX FOLDER" will win a electric guitar bling! The 1st, 5th and 10th person to email me a private message will win. Race will star