God I love pain sluts!~!!!!!!
Current mood: giddy
Category: Friends
Truly, I adore them. Especially, when I need to work off some frustration. They watch me and offer themselves up to me when they know I need it. I so thank MichellefromHell for introducing me to some of these people. They have truly been a Godsend to me.
I've always tried to be the very good natured lady that wouldn't say "shit" if I had a mouth full of it but dammit there have been 4 women in the last 5 years that just push this to the ultimate limit for me. Not only do they push me to the limit but they push other people to the limit as well.
In fact, my ex picked up his gun and wanted to go after one of them. It took a while for me to get him talked out of it because he had been pushed to that breaking point. Actually, I think my ex would be a great Dom given the proper training. He does have a tendency to snap and being able to release it physically would be a great thing for him. I did try to get him to start it before we got married and little did I know at the time but now know, he still has some unresolved issues that should be addressed before he does blow up and really hurts someone. I do believe his curiousity will get the better of him. He will turn to it one day and be say like me, "Damn! Why didn't I try this earlier?"
To get back to my blog here, I made mention to some people that I needed a release of this frustration. One pain slut in particular said, "Goddess where would you like me to stand?" My heart is now filled with glee in knowing that tomorrow I get a well deserved release. How can anyone not love that?
Not only does he love a red bottom but gives great massages afterward. MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM! He's such a good boy! Sleep well, for tomorrow you will receive your "Red Badge of Courage" and I will be dancing with joy! wwwwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
