~ Reverse the conversation, before I go numb. I always ask questions, only to get answers I know will pierce my heart, but I ask away. *Carve the stone for my grave. You can bring me flowers and barry me on Sunday. A day in a half...not too long to be forgotten. Erased from your heart, as if I was never there. A reflection of love, now just a shadow of dispare. Bring me out of this misery, cuz this time it's worse than before. This time I'm in over my head. I'd find a way out if I could find an open door. It's hard to accept forgiveness, when I know it's not what I deserve. I've left a trail of blood, bleeding from a broken heart, a heart that's not my own. My head hangs low. Can't seem to pick up this weary soul. I want to make the right decisions, but most of them turn out wrong. I AM A PRODUCT OF MY OWN MISTAKES! I've been holding on to this regret too long. It's never been so hard to smile. I've aborted my inner child. The man who used to be strong and courageous! So full of life, love, and purity...Now he's just a memory. Take me back to a time, a time when I truly cared. When Faith and hope still burned inside me, and love was always my prayer.......... Love is still my prayer............still......
