MorningStar's blog: "10w3d"

Every night when I try to sleep I can't help but start to weep Every time I close my eyes All I hear are your cries I've done some things that go unforgiven To insanity I'm almost driven To have you here is all I desire The rage inside me burns like fire To my unborn child I write I hope one day we will reunite For my unborn child I yearn And for now the fire brightly burns

Sometimes people have choices to make, and it's not always easy, sometimes it's between life and death. This pain I feel is indescribable. A part of me will always be gone. There is no grief worse... knowing that you have intentionally killed your own. I'll have to live with it the rest of my life. And forever I will pay.