I don't even know where to start with this...
04.20.2007 - He broke my heart
I have never hurt so bad in my life... I didn't know a human being was capable of feeling such pain, you know, I thought I had been though it all. I thought I had hit rock bottom before. I thought the whole break up with Corey was bad, this is so much worse. I feel so empty.
I just feel like giving up... what's the point you know... I fail at everything.
And, no, this isn't some pitty trip, I don't want people feeling sorry for me...
I just don't think he realizes what he's just done. And he doesn't fucking care. How can someone be so heartless? Did I not mean a single fucking thing to him this whole goddamn time?
I should make him fucking watch the blood pour from my veins.
