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after today posting a mumm, seems now i know most just look upon this long haired hippy as a joke, so wont be posting anymore.
Just what is it about jealousy, that seems to just take over or consume a person? I myself, do not get nor unsderstand the reasoning of having an emotion / action that does nothing but bring anguish and heartache. In this redneck's opinion, it's something that should be outlawed and banned by those who actually have an intellect.
It truly is just a useless act / emotion to me. ........................ smh
One of both the greatest and worse of assetts we all have, are called emotions. They can keep us on top of the world, feeling as if nothing can ever hurt us. As well they can make us feel as if we are the most useless of people, and only meant to be played with in life. Our hearts being split two ways, never knowing just which way the next curve will take us. As for this here hippie redneck, I am closing off and bricking in My Emotions!!.....
I sit and listen all the time to the wonders this world has to offer. Seeing every one else being so happy is quite comforting yet leaves a feeling of loss with one whom it seems love isant for. I just want to know you're happy even if it doesn't include me any.......
'Loser"
In my years upon this here Earth, I am learning more with each single day that passes, just how much of a failure I truly am. Nothing I try, say nor do ever seems to be right any what so ever. To be called a tooth pick on crack, or to just be ignored when trying to talk to those who are supposed to be friends, does tend to make one simply want to give up and say fk this life. I fully understand now, that in every ones eyes, I am just simply a LOSER!!!
Each day we sit here in front of the pc and talk to people who in actual life are strangers, yet are the most kindest and caring of friends on here that any one could possibly ever ask for. There are so many who over the years have touched both my heart and soul, and I would just like to say thank you all. For no words can say how much your friendship truly means. Hugs, Love, Light, peace and Blessings )o(
"This Day"
Death leaves so much pain and unanswered questions behind as it takes one we love. We here to go on yet wondering why or if we could have prevented their passing, feeling guilty all the time.
Hating the mention alone of death, yet knowing it's grip is always around. Waiting on another soul to grasp and bring into the darkness, taking them from those who would give anything to keep them here.
We awake each morning expecting to just go about our day, never caring about the uncertainties. I for one though, only go from one moment to the next, for not a single one of us are guaranteed This Day!!
PJ Page....12/16/2016.....10:59pm
" Fear Me Death :
Most only see this pasted on smile, which hides the pain most could never make it through, that I must carry with me.
Into the depths of darkness I have been, there staring into the eyes of death, wanting to go but being stronger and carrying on.
Ever since a wee lad, death has always been around me, trying to get a grasp upon me, never succeeding in it's mission.
I lost my brother, a dear love and close friends all to the darkness in suicides,even as I contemplated it myself, yet knowing that's not the path I must take.
Standing amidst the flames and looking over into the realm of nomore, I still stand here strong and alive today. For with this I close by saying Death Should Fear Me!!
PJ Page.....12/16/2014
