{{ Note:: I really dont care who sees this or what assumptions they may make afterwards.. I had to get some things off my chest and of course, this is the best way I know how.}}
Sometimes I find myself missing you.
Late at night as the confusion falls
Runing down my cheeks to make its grave on my pillows
I say to myself
" I really did love you.."
I wish there was a way to put it back together
To start over again
And love you right and then I remember
I promised myself I wouldnt go back to you
Ever.
I cant break that.
Not again
Not like all the times before.
I wont let you get the best of me.
You made your choice
And found your happiness in someone else.
This is all self inflicted
But there are times
I cant help but wish that
Sometimes you miss me too
And you secretly love me
Just like you use to.
Maybe time will fix it right
But for now,
I'll lay with these tears tonight.
*-Lauren Ashley -*
