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HOW CAN WE AS THE LITTLE UPON THIS SITE ACCOMPLISH ACHIEVEMENTS WHEN MOST SEEM TO BE SET UP FOR EITHER THE RICH OR THOSE WHO STAY IN THE TOP 25 ALL THE TIME? PEOPLE LOCKING BLING DOWN, LOCKING PROFILES DOWN, ETC ALL MAKE IT IMPOSSIBLE FOR US LITTLE PEOPLE TO EVER GET AHEAD ON HERE. I GUESS IT'S JUST NOT MEANT FOR US "LIL PEOPLE" TO EVER GET ACHIEVEMENTS DONE AND ACCOMPLISGED...... SMDH
for those who wish to or just want to, feel free to just take me out friend list. Seems im not best thing for just being a friend. Every one take care and have a wonderful evening. Just if you want to go ahead and unfriend, Its cool.
As I look outside watching these darkend storm clouds roll in, I sit asking myself how it is I became such a joke to everyone. Once thinking I had a number of friends, yet learning most just tolerate me only to appease my feelings. Never would I have ever imagined just how low my life has actually became. Many times all I want to do is just simply run away and hide from a society which only looks upon me as a plaque or disease. I hear people all the time saying how much a lot of my poetry helps them, but honestly I don't see how, when I can not even help myself to rid these demons of depression from taking over. There has to be a spot in this world where I can go and simply be alone at times to just think and ponder the decisions I have made. At least that way, I wouldn't be a burden or problem unto any one else again!!!
P.J. ..... 4/30/2013 ..... 9:03pm
For the past six months now, there has been a lady who has never left from my thoughts or heart. I tried to be with someone else, but she stays in and on my mind twenty-four seven. I am so in love with this lady, yet at times feel as if I am transparent to her. If asked to give my life but for only proving how much I love her, I would give it up in an instant and never blink an eye doing it. So many times I have wanted to just reach through this screen and simply wrap my arms around her and hold her close to me. She is everything and more that I coud ever possibly dream of having in a lady. No other lady has ever meant so much to me in my life. I want to sit on the highest point on ths Earth and just scream at the top of my lungs how very damn much I love her with every ounce of being I have within me. SexySmurfette, You My Darling, are my world, my life and my evrything. I (h) LOVE (h) YOU (h)
There are those who say love is the most grandest of feelings, yet they do not take into consideration the pain and heartache love brings with it. Wanting someone so bad that you'd do anything, but knowing that person doesn't feel the same and you have to just sit back and wish them the very best. Asking what it is with yourself that all you ever have come your way is misery and loneliness. Thinking that people like yourself just are never truly destined to actualy have a pure and true love in their life in which they can just lean over and kiss when the urge comes along. Sitting around drinking on a bottle of tequila, wishing it could just somehow wash away all the pain that flows through whats left of the thing thaat was once a heart. Being so near to the one you would give your life for, but feeling as if they never even notice you are there, just is a heartache that nothing cn describe. To those who are able to hold onto the ones who mean the world to you, never let go and do not ever give up on your love for them......... PJ 2/4/2013... 11pm
How does one get thoughts out their mind that shouldn't be there? Wishing for things to happen,yet knowing they shall never come to pass. Asking themselves why they have to be stuck, when they wish to have wings like an Eagle and just simply fly away. Wondering what it is they coud of done different to of had a different outcome. Knowing that the things they want and feel just shall never be........
