Kyler's blog: "Random Insights And Blogging"

so was put on a two week vacation after losing my client.  They do that after every third loss or a year with the same client.... mine was three losses.  I dont know where I get the strength that I have... to go every day.  To help out any way I can possibly help... to watch my clients day by day waste into nothing but loss.  There are so many people abandoned after a cancer diagnosis...and it blows my mind.  My clients are terrified, alone...and dying.  I held Deb's hand until her last breath and the angels took her and the only words I can muster are FUCK CANCER.

So I will clear my heart and mind, and then yet again... take another client to fall in love with... to complete the bucket lists... to ease their suffering until THAT day comes.  Blessed be .... ky