Fleur du Mal RL GF to Bolloxs's blog: "For My Friends"

The sky is dark, yet so bright. The trees and earthly bodies are taken over by the darkness that the stars command. You stand there looking into the dark velvet sky. You’re empty as you stare. You’re so fucking empty tonight.
Lights streak across that sky. Shooting stars. Make a wish as those glorious meteors collide into your world.  They crash with no sound. Yet everything around you is so loud. Nothing is quiet. The creatures of the night stalk you loudly in hopes of terrorizing you.


They smell you. They smell you bleed as the blood slowly rolls down your arms and drips onto the ground beneath. As the cold liquid pours you stand there in the middle of the empty field. You’ve lost all amounts of care as your soul flees your body to lay amongst the stars. Even for only a moment. Or until the sun rises again, whichever is first. But once again you pull away from the peace the blackness has given you. You are once again lost in the dark beauty that so few indulge in; that so few can grasp and contort into life.



You stare off into the darkness once more. Somewhere out there is a river of pure black. It calls you. You long to be near that river. The night has swallowed that river. The stars show no mercy upon that river; that forsaken river.
You are like that river as you dance under the thick cover of night. It is so dark you can’t even see your hands anymore. You can’t see you. I can’t see you. You are forsaken by the stars just as the moon is tonight. Perhaps all of us should go jump into the dark beauty. Then all of us can truly be forsaken by the light.
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As you jump into that black river it sparkles with the light of twenty million stars. It is then that you and I both realize that nothing is forsaken.  It is then we realize that even in the darkness of moments, light is always there.
The light pricks the water as you collide into it.

You’re falling…
          Down…
             Down..
                Down.


I can’t see you anymore. I can’t see me. The water is moving too fast and it’s far too dark. My last thoughts rush through my mind; I see that the darkness will take us both… The blackness takes away my air as I too fall down…

something i have written quiet a time ago...my first attempt to prose...tell me what u think