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I look around & all I see is the crimson running down the walls... pooling at my feet... every where I look it stains the walls... little puddles of liquid shining their twisted light back at me... if only I could remember... every where the blood runs dripping down on me from above...  covers my body... runs across my flesh... my hands stained by their disease... my sc3ams echoing back to my ears... is this mine... is this form another... every pour is consumed... the smell of it fills the air... filling my nostrils... filling my body with feelings I cant explain... ideas that make my mind tremble... thoughts dark disturbing & dangerous fearful & terrifying... inside I feel the maelstrom burning me alive... every where I see my crimson relation... my world turning round... I feel its disease run over my skin as I touch its sweet silkiness to me... fell the life's blood run over my body.. Feel the darkness touching my soul... hear the primal roar as it rumbles the earth... as my spirit is loosened upon the world.. As if death itself stalks the living fallowing his footsteps... he is the shadow as I am the body... every where I hear the voices of others... every where I see there faces looking back at me from every puddle... in every gust of wind that chills my flesh... tonight ht more come to join me... tonight the blood rain begins... tonight we dance... tonight we remember........ What am I doing here... why have I come ... all I see around me... I look & all I see the crimson running down the walls................

Looking into my reflection what do I see some strange fool stairing back at me! The jester hat atop his head the crack smile painted red… With a face so like mine twisted, painful & joyous yet unkind… I watch in a silent trance as the image before me expands till each line of my body & his lie exposed… with each change I see him shift before me amazed at this new gift… With new eyes do I see this dancing fool that bounds in circles around me… may cloths so soon turn to rags on his frame each lies told outwardly showing his shame… I watch each step as he shacks his staff makes jokes & his wicked cackling laugh… Then suddenly he stops eye to eye once more studying me as I have him each line in my strained face then down to another place… As if with eyes that could see within to the place where my pain begins… To the place filled with lies, half truths hidden from oneself … To what the world has shown him & to each ones deed done… To the heart that bleeds inside it the swirling pain filled tide… The weight of the world carried upon the shoulders the mind the toll taken with each step across that line… Self inflicted injuries join the beating dealt by each soul to pass ever leaving a scar or 3 as forever they will last… Somewhere inside he finds me looking into my eyes as if to remind me… With a cackle he turns his head up & laughs… Walking slowly bout me & around… "Within your walls one must search… To find their perch… & with you is much pain forever a part shall remain… The path you walk be by choice give wings to angels & hear their voice… Walk the world lost or alone or find within what is home…" Then he begins to dance turning with his other side to prance… He laughs as if with the most joy never one to be life's toy he screams to me… As the smoke clears & my eyes do see it's another stranger before me... One not so strange or so cold one just as lost with stories untold… but I find I know them all even if this face I feel unknown the from him the light is shown & the world full grown … this lost & withered soul that stand before me with eyes so haunted they can not see is the man I've let inside my Tree… & with it came I turn my back & walk away leaving this cage behind… I must free myself from my mind!!! ((wrote long ago yet still true))

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First Name: __________________ Middle: _________________
Last: _____________________DOB: ______________
Height: ____________ Weight: ____________ Hair Color: ____________
Eye Color:______Age: ______

Measurements: Bust:_____ Waist:_____ Hips:_____
& or Length:______

Home Address 0r Email: __________________________________________
Interests: ______________________________________________________
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Favorite Color: _____________________

Hobbies: ______________________________________________________
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Please check off or answer all the questions as best you can't in true honesty & to better serve to match you with a possible person of like mind... This stays confidential & between only you & the sender of this application the more truthful your answers are the better our results . You may not skip any questions please.

1)What age did you begin having sex? & why?:__________________________
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2) What is your favorite sexual Position?   Missionary: _____ Doggie: _____
Behind: _____ Back: _____On Top: _____ Every Position Thought Of: _____
Cartwheel____(if any other favorites then listed please do tell & be detailed)
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3) Do You Like Oral?: MMmmmYes_____ Never Much Cared For It____ Ill
Do It If Asked ______ To Give_____ To Receive_____  Both!______
Hum?????..... Cant Answer my mouths full!_____

4) Whats your favorite place to get sucked on? ________________________
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5) Do You Get Into Foreplay?: No:_____ Sometimes_____ All The Time_____
Never!_____ It Best Be 24, 7 or they are history!_____

6) What's Your Idea Of Good Sex?: _________________________________
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7) Do You Like To Be Teased?: Yes_____ No!_____ Tease Me Please Me!!!
but don't make it easy!!!!:_____ If you don't already know the answer to that im
not tellin!!!_____

8) If So What Is One Of The Best Ways To Get Ya Going?: _______________
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9) Are You Ticklish?: Yes_____ No!_____ Try It  & Ill Kill Ya______ No!!!
Not the feet______

10) Anal : Yes_____ No!_____ Thought About It______ Have Tried It But
Never Again it Hurts!_____  Give_____ Take____ I Just Am!_____

11) Would You Ever Try It?: Yes_____ No!_____ Not Sure_____ Hell Yeah
 Im a Bootie Pirate!!!______

12) Have You Ever Masturbated?: Yes_____ No!_____ Thought About
It______ If I Don't Get Off Daily Someone's Gonna Die!_____ I Play Catch the
 Cum shot______

13)If yes how often?:_____________________________________________
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14)Would You Ever Masturbated For Your Partner? Yes_____ No!_____ Have
To Think Bout It!?!_____What they want they shall receive!!!______ They
Better do it them selves_____ No my hand keeps rejecting ME!!!~cries~_____

15) Which Better Fits You In Bed?: Dominating_____ Submissive_____ Both I
Like To Trade Off_____ Who cares as long as ya know how to fuck me!!!!____

16)How Far Is Enough To Excite You & get you started?:_________________
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17)Do You Like To Dress-Up For Your Partner Or Role-Play? Yes Often_____
No!_____ Never Tried It!?!______  Want To¿?____ Who Do I Look Like A
Circus Clown!?!?!_____ On Your Knees Bitch!_____

18)Ever Gotten Kinky In Public? Yes!!!_____ No!!! theres a time & place for
everything!!!_____ Not yet!?!______ Been Busted Least 3 Times already!!!______

19)If so where & Why?:__________________________________________
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20) Whats Your Kinkiest Or Wildest Moment!?!________________________
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21)Whats the worst moment:_______________________________________
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22) Ever had an STD?: Yes :(_____ No! I keep clean! Im sure to turn on the light
before i ever touch!______ I Gott it & it wont go away:(______ Are You kidding
me !?!?! i take clorox to bed with me just to be safe!!! & I'm coated in rubber so
Ha!______ Nope Im a virgin______

23)Whats Your Favorite Bed Time Toy?_____________________________
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24)Are You Adventurous? Yes!!!_____ No ...Theres a Place for such things &
its not here!!! ______Never Have Been But I Might like To Try!______ I make
Freaks look tame!!!__________


25) Whats one thing you've always wanted to do but cant?:_________________
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26)Ever had  a 3some or moresome ?:Yes_____ No! ______ A Few
Times______ Often______ The More The Merrier!!!!______ I like to share!
Growl!!!_____Why Stop at 3!?!?!?!________ Im the Life of the Party!_______

27)How many people have you slept with???: 1______ Around 5______less
then10____ around 20____ More then 25 ______ knockin on 50____ OMG
you had to ask didn't you I forget______ I'm lookin to set a world record!!!____
O Im waiting for  that 1 special person!_____

28)Whats the first thing you look for in a partner?: Looks gotta have that body
Grrowl!!!_____ Personality:______ Intelligence______ Dosent matter they all
look better after a few drinks!_____ Who cares I'm like a bike i just SOOOO
need the ride!!! Its been to long!!!______

29)Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes____ No!_____ Their out there some
where!?!_____ Of course after a good buzz i love them all_____ Lust isn't
Love!_____Those are one in the same!!!_____ I might but the last one made me
blind!!!_____

30)Ever done a dirty deed going down the road??:Yes!____ No thats just
Dangerous!_____ Been Tempted!!!____ When i feel then need it doesn't matter
Where We Be!!!_____ Wrecked that way once still got the teeth marks to prove
it!_____ Not after gettin busted by cops never again!!!_____

31)Ever been tied up or tied another!?!: Yes muhahahha!_____ No______ Want
to be ~Begs~!_____ You kidding I tie my slaves to the wall & beat them till they
beg for mercy______

32)What's  your favorite time for sex?: Morning just as we wake up____ Mid day
it keeps me going____ Evening just when i come home____ Before bed best way
to drift off to Dr3am_____ Latenight  for whatever reason at all wake me
up!_____ What!?!... you mean i have to pick a time____ All of the Above  24-7
Don't Stop!_____

33)What your preferred Length?: Short & Stout______ Long & Lanky______

34) What hair color do you prefer?(check the major 2 or 3 that apply):
Blond_____ Curly_____ Brown____ Bushy_____ Black _____ Strait_____
Color Died_____ Long_____ Short______ Bald_____ I like tentacles______


35)Whats the first thing to turn you one bout a possible partner?_____________
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36)Upon first meeting some on what type do you fit?Shy_____ Nervous_____
Brave______ Brash_____ Skittish_____ Flamboyant______ Horny_____
Heavenly_____ Devious_____ Flirtatious_____ Or Get over here & FUCK ME
NOW!!!!______

37) Whats your best feature & why?:_________________________________
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38)If you stared in a porno What would the title be???____________________

39)What might your sexual fetish be???:Clothing _____ RP______ Food______
Tea bagging _____ Electrostimulation_____Foot_____ 3some_____ orgy_____
Age Play_____ Gang bangs_____ Rape_____ Riding the Fence_____ Switch
hitter_______Bestiality ______ BDSM _______ Missionary _____ 
Smoking_____Vampirisum_____ Lesbian _____ Gay _____ Tranny______ 
Medical_____Exfixiation______ Massage_____ Latex_____Domination_____
Swinging ______ Golden shower____ Or any others not motioned please add
yours_____________________________

40)Have you ever tried to see some naked with out their knowledge?:Yes!!!
~Drools~_____ NO! im no peeping Tom_____ Hell No But ill kill that one in the
neighborhood with that telescope_____ only if they flash me first_____

41) Do you like to cuddle?:Yes very much Purrrrrrr_____ No!!! Get off me you
leach!!_____ Are you kidding i need body heat_____ Will you be my teddy
bear??

42)How long do ya expect your orgasum to last?5mins_____ 15mins____
45mins____ over an hour____ 2 hours_____ SlamBam thank you mama_____
What you didn't know this was a race i guess you Lost_____ & Omg will it ever
 Stopppppppppp!____

44)Whats the longest orgasm you've ever had???______________

45)Have ya ever had an orgasum so strong ya passed out? Yes! ______
No!~grumble~_____ I cryed_____ I still dont remeber my name!_____ Ive been
in a wheelchair since!!_____

46)Spits_____ Swallows_____ or snowball_____?

47)If you could do a celebrity who & why______________________________
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47) Are you open to open minded to new adventures?? Yes! always!____ No! I
want it how i want it so give it to me_____ Im Curous to whats possable?____
This isnt a movie this is a fuck thang____  Someone can do more then
missionary?_____

48) Is there anything you wont do & Why?_____________________________
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49 ) Would you consider erotic perircings?Perhaps the right one_____ No ?I
have enough junk in my trunk____ Ive got 10 aready_____ Maybe 1 or
2______ They might mess with the voices i pick up already_____ Sure I'm
always up for those that want to mutilate them selves for the own
amusement_____

50) which might you prefure more ? Hotwax______ Massage oils _____
Feathers ______ Knives______ Blindfolds_____Cucumber_____ Ice_____
Car battery____ where Jesus Christ is jack hammerin Micky Mouse in the
doodoo hole with a lawn dart while Garth Brooks give birth to something
resembling a cheddar cheeselog with almonds on Santa Clauses tummy
tumm???_____
(Bloodhound gang^)

51)Dose tittie fuckin appeal to you?Yes mmmmm______No but it if fun for them
its worth a laugh_____those are made for lips_____ Not since my PA got caught
 on that hoop No no more!!______

52) Have you ever broken anything besides the bed? Washer_____ Kitchen
table____ Penis_____ Anything in the bathroom_____ Foundation_____ Car
hood or car parts_____ Floor____ Glass_____ Hip____ Celling Fan_____
Roof___  Nose_____Elevator____ Cable guy_____


53) Whats the one act you regret?____________________________________
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54)Whats the strangest impossible kinky thing you can come up with???_______
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be quick!

55)Ever considered power tools?Yes_____ No!____Why?____ Dose a jack
hammer count?_____ I keep mine in the nightstand by the bed in arms reach at all
times_________

56)Whats the weirdest porn you've watched or what was it about?___________
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57)Would you use a harness? Yes____ No! I like mine on the bed Thank
you!_____Weee we fly!_____ Thats how we broke the roof______

58)What you favorite orgasm?Dry & soft_____Quite but plentiful____ wet &
wild____ The Gusher____ Powerful & painful_____ OMG Noah i need the ark
that wasn't the water bed_____

59)Whats the strangest thing you've used in sex?_________________________
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60)Ever want a one night stand?Yes if its hot!____ No! i have to many emotions
attached for that____ Only if I miss my shots____ Not if these new cuffs new
cuffs have anything to say about it!_____

61)Whats the dirtiest thing you've said during sex?________________________

62)How long can you go with out craving sex? Years I Don't need it  I'm a
paragon of control____ Months if need be____ 2 weeks thats it then im rapin
someone_____ 2days then im ready for my next victim____ Your suppose to go
with out sex ARE YOU MAD!!!!!____ If i don't cum on the hour somethings
wrong____

63)Whats your quickest turn~off & why?______________________________
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64)Whats the best gift for a date to help get you some?Rose____ Candy_____
Alcohol_____ Edible underwear?_____ Cash_____ Vibrator_____ Viagra/X
/Drugs_____A Stranger_____ A Pet_____ Tickle me Elmo_____Penis
pump_____

65)would you ever make a porno? Yes iI wanna _____ Just between me &
another_____ Nope they cant treasure the memories they don't need me!____
What you don't recognize me!?!?!_____

66) If you could have sex anywhere in the world where would it be & Why?____
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67)Whats you biggist Fantasy!?!_____________________________________
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68)What made you fill out the application?_____________________________
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69)On a Scale of 1 to 10 how aroused did this app make you ???_____

I Have Filled Out this Application with Truth & Honesty To the best of my ability & with the answers they seemed to fit most !!!& am searching to those of like kind I promise to pass this along to any of those i feel worthy of  possable consideration in the future & was well worth possable interests  & of my time all Applicents will be throughly checked & screened for the best possable matches to my givin start of Arousal If any one can think of another Question that needs to go on this application then please feel free to add your own!!!
 
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 Date_________________

Hope it was enjoyable!!!

 DARK CARNIVAL

The Night Was Heavy & Cold thick with fog surrounding this forest a place you'd been to perhaps a thousand times before... the toes of well traviled foot prints lined the old dusty road. Well travled it such a short time that sight alone spoke volumes about this land & so strangly out of place. For none hardly ever cam this path none thought to special or diffrent then any other  but a place people would never look twice to find. & some how not trully know how or why it felt if it drew you here a longing a calling of spirit perhaps of the nagging tugs of a restless spirit...

The night was cold just a chill to the air that brough the mist form the lips of the living with each breath drifting before their faces but the dead walked here as well drifting among the  clouds that hung low to the trees hlaf seen half understoon the floaded on half noticed in & out the vison of each passser by some to notice  others to walk by never even knowing the energy that passed around them the night was rich with it this night of nights was far diffrent then any other only you didnt know it yet your avdenturs were just about to begin...

It was then the music could be hurd that timeless sound of laughter & tears of joy & tebulations.. The timeless sound anyone would notice no matter how long it been since the side show had moved through their town bringing with it the memorys of all ages the sweet necture that would draw them into a world they could only partly see or understand but the greatist show of all time as well......

With a smile the music draws you in fallowing once lost in this darkened wood givin purpose & hope in the new found guise.....

As you got closer the shapes & forms begin to  step out of the night the lines of wagons & tents far behind rising in twisted spires like some once great kingdom that span the heavens.... the walls old & crumbling the edge of every thing has its on touch of age & decay of a thousand deaths as if theres always been a reason for each tent that stands... the lights that shine as the  piller of creation at the fogs edge lighting up the night in a rainbows hugh that made the night come to life in ways one never thing possable.. there is no fog there it cant touch inside those outter walls & the night is alive with mystery.........

The the loud voice breaks the dream like state that had you walking though the night still shrowded in bed cloths.. for the first time the confusion sets in where am i why did i come here whats happening... but like any good mystery the hooks have already been placed in your soul & arnt to quick to let go of their laitist treasure  than any jelous lover ever will  for the voice comes over to you with a steel iron grib & soft hands touching your arm before you can begin to turn or run screaming back to your bed.. & with the silver tongue the words come from his lips to ring you the core of your marrow...

"Come One Come ALL....!!!!"

With a wink & a smile the Tin Man stands before you & with a whisper he breaks charater for just a moment a chink in his armor fades as fast as its shown but a slight whisper comes to you though his lips never seem to move "esepcilly you my dear one we have a front row seat just for you" & he starts again his loud voice eching through the stillness of the night "Come One Come ALL.... To The Greatist Show OF Life... A Spectial of Myth & Mystery... A Tale Woven to Take the Blinders From Your Eyes... & Bring Joy to a Needful Heart... Come One Come All... To Our House of HorroRs & the Macabe to Our World Outside Your Own Few Can Ever Seeeeee.... " His voice Echoed into the night as if carried on the winds & perhaps they were for once you look around you find your no longer alone & others have come to stand at the gates of this circus of side show freaks "For Few Have the Eye & Heart to Find What Lies Behind the Eyes of the Men & the Mind! But  Be Warned This Not Be For the Weak of Heart! Not For Those That Know Not What it is They Seek.... For Walking Through These Gates You Will See Our World That Will FoReVeR!!!! Change Those eyes With Witch You See... & FoReVeR Change the Way You Look At Life & Turn it On its Side! Come One Come All to OUR DARK CARNIVAL!!!

He hands you a special ticket one free to all rides free to enjoy the night on your each & every whem & leasure. it glimmers & shines as it it keeps every bit of the rainbow of light that surrounds it & reflects it back upon its surface dances &  swims with it & shimers with your very touch! Once again he speaks without speeking through his voice warm & welcoming it quickly casts all fears aside"Take care my child its a grand thing i do! Both rair & special it a  a task i lay before you... ever door will open just for you a Rair gift indeed... so beg no i pleed take your time view all for each corner of our world has something you need to see! Then prehaps you will return & tell me what youve seen!?!"

With those words he lets go his iron grasp on your arm sending forth inside & ushering those others in behind you without another word...

You find yourself standing at  a Crossroads the lights & glare of the consession stands & baked goods twisting into a mouth watering pallet & with it the joys & splinder of the Carnival!!! the post before you points a sign in every direction of  warn & chipped painted  lands now have hurd of in perhaps forever this road sign points in ever direction & as wisdom has been said a point in every direction is like having no point at all you eyes pass over each in turn a strange collection of obscure names jump out at you ask if becoming you to join all at once & not saying a thing at the same time

Your head swims from the newness of the night the commotion & marry making seems so out of place for but a moment & with it you stomich swims your head fallow & the word blurrs for but a moment then to return back the way it once was with it you notice a man near by his eyes on you dressed in tattered robes & walking with witherd old staff of the ages worn smooth with the meny years of walking  he is far from old his face timeless eyes deep with mystory & the knowlige there yet untold drawing you in narrowing to consume your world for a breath of a heartbeat on your lips he almost displays a passonate embrace he flirts with the glow of spirit drinking in its holy light! with a saddned smile he turns with a nod to you & walks lost among the shadows his form desolving into the Darkness as if they are one....... The Magician has come...

You look back to the sign post the piller at the crossroads & it is changed the once dirty dusty road weary signs that stood the test of twisted time! the signs changerd rearanged in a new order & with it you find the tops standing out to shine the Tilt ~a~ Whirl & with that your path is forged & you begin you journey around our marry band of outcasts.....

The fairway all a bustle with life & people as the move from ride to sideshow tent to tent stopping for a taste of gluttney in every taven & bardello each seems the facless face of a stranger beyond the the sight of notice all a mas of sustanace that makes the carnval run with smooth joy &grace

Till you see her.... Standing there at the entrace to the big top kindness in her outstanding beauty her chair ornate & the likes of an achent thrown she sitts in waiting as all pass her by a book spread out in her lap that she needs not read & whip & deavous smile in the guize of the mistress of the fan fair he dress elegant & form fitting revaling & senual as if the harlot at the ball she was lust & pleausre embodied her eyes met yours for but a moment & like others before found the core that lies beneath one soul there the warmth over took you dispelling all the shivers form the cold night as givin a blanket to hold at bay the feathers of the winter night & with it the fear that had been there the racing heart ready to run from the unknown quites & melts form you body to the mother at your feet the dust clearly upon your boots....

But you look up & she is gone leaving behind the throne lossing a bit of its mystic glimmer as if the jewels lost a bit of the light of their Pristess... & there in her sted sits a card you walk over to see what this card is the envlop possessing you  by name yours written there in florished script but givin as it was from birth & in full no one but a goddsess of magic could know such things....

You pull the card form its wrapping & watch it almost dance in your hands for a time the picture shifting as it if it can settle to the one that is for you & you alone

Then comes the bellow of the Beast drawing your attentions to the Beast Master stading hollering with the music that surrponds him like the untamable himself Around him srpeads every from of beast none in a cage for he has tamed them all each lion tiger & bear oh my bends knee to the master of man & creature both.. He stands at his pulpit the controls for the Tilt ~a~ Whirl cackling like a mad man in his element as he watches the people trun in circles in his house of horrors

You take the steps 2 at a time to rise to his high yet still this huge beast of a man towers before you an intemadtingly powerful man.. His mantle made of furs the heads of meny beastes intact looking down not from dead eyes but qite living eyes that watch you with curous abandon adorned with maskes of steel each emotion betrayed in carvings of plate around him showing the iron hand he guides all things with fainess & heart he stands sword ornate at his belt that never leaves its scaberd & holds his scepter of dominion over man & beast in his right hand he watches as the tilt~a~whirl spins & his hands dance over its open surface.....

You watch the ride beings to move the prople straped in laughing as the ride begins the Blacksmit cackles with his own twsited joys begin for he is the weaver  he stinps his victoms taking them from their grounded basis & off their world to come to his his hands dance in speeds to fast for the eye to catch as he touches each spirit in turn taking from this one this past misery thid trial this tribulation & passing it from the one seated across them till hes woven his twsited tapestry of souls he then laughs at the masterpice before him & hits the next lever in turn & turns his new world on its side before the ride is done...

"ROUND & AROUND THEY GO WE'RE MIXING THEM UP & WHERE IT STOPS WELL HA! NO ONE KNOWS MUHAHAHAHAAAA!?!?! NIW WAIT & WATCH & SEE WHERE EACH NEW SPIRIT MIGHT FLOW...................TWIST & TURN PICK & PULL TAKING EACH PART & PEICE TAKING A PART OF EACH WHOLE& THEN REARRANGE MAKING IT COMPLETE TO THE EYE OF THE STRANGE" He sings at the top of his lungs as  the band plays his tune...

You watch as each victom unknowing their the change walk down the rickty old stairs the look of joy plasterd to their features not knowing now that are in for more then they ever thought possable they look at the fan fair of the dark carnival with new eyes that will never see again as they once did before......

You hand him then your shimering ticket as he ushers in his next victoms to hes welcome fun ride he looks at it a moment with curosity knowing from winst it came & why he nods letting the rest be seated as they will & tells you to put that card away "It is not for me !.... for you have already seen my tricks"  hes eyes roam over you with a curous abandon wondering just how you see things others do not!... he turns looking to the line that leaves his whirlwind stuming still drunk off their new eyes  placing a finger to his lips he squats down to look at you face to face "Do not tell them for once you do that will unravel my knot & they will learn nothing for their time here much like you... " he pulls his hand out his layerd folds of furs taking outta a small strange looking key an r key & a bolt he hands each to you in turn " this is your key for only you hold its lock.... i am no jailer... no innkeeper  or judge! though accused of all a time or 3 for you must lock yourself in for the ride & do it of complete heart & complete will of sipirt of will or  the lock will not bind & youll never tke the ride of the ages with us... "

With that hes stands with a dismisive wave  "Go find my wife the Contortionist she will help you further..." & turns away to once again begin his twizted fun & weave his next tapistery dissmissing you to being his work anew.... with the slyst of a wink he watches you walk away "Welcome my child  you have no clue the journey you embark upon... Lil jimmy jimmy got em!"

The throngs of people make it easy to find the Contortionaist already dressed in finist silks weaving her dance with as much grace & flair as any you have so far seen her beauty is breath taking & offsetting after seeing the hard lines carved in stone from the man you have left bahind how can this soft creature love such a horid beast how can she see beyond those frightnig features & find the teddybear beneath....

She bends dances the audance is in a trance that fallow her every move as she packes hes self in first this bag then dose a high flying dare devil dive stopping only seconds form the deadly point of knives with such grace you watch as the ours pass unnoticed till her show ends  she sees you beconing you to the stage & behond as she wipes away the seat from her brow this a silver felice "so you are the new play thing i see you have come here in search of something  & here it be you will find it some might turn & run some of the bravist men find they are cowards"

Shes surounded by mirrors on stage & most every where she seems to go her feet are light she walks on the tips ready to break into the next dance even after the show is over & done with "the merchant find that they are the theif & the coward often find he has the streingth to survive unparelled  to a god!" her passions show on her beautiful feathers with such joy its infecous & you find yourself smiling inspite of it "but what are you do you yet know where is your place in life where if you road in this twisted manashery of roads ? the answer lies with you "

 She takes up the scepter much like her husbands yet smaller & made of woven knots that seem to be endless " i see hes already givin you the key.. lol  such a hopeless romantic fool he can be but to tame the beast is his nature" she presses her hand to your chest a wave of pure pleaure runs the lenght of spirit the warmth spreads as if a whole night of drinking  & festivities were combined all in one purity of a heartbeat "you must look inward  to your self & make your choice yo must find within the striength to do what noon can possable commet to for you path is a weiry on but full of reward when it comes to fruition... "

With that she hand leaves you & with it the almost orgasmic preportions of her  touch "now my time with you is short but heed my words & the prize i have layed with your spirit that only you can clam" & find the Bishop hes a cranky old on a doggedly tiring" she laughs a devous laugh not spoild with out comapssion "but he will give you your next tool to our festival of spirit!"

The Pope stands upon his open stage in from of his worshping masses preaching his words of wisdon & tall tales of gods long gone. before him stands the loyal fallowing basking thin his glow faith raditaing to his gasph from every poor & he spys you as you walk up yelling to you every one looks to you curous of this new addition he invites you to the stage & the people before you open up a line as if for the royalty of the carnival of missfits have arived

"Here we have the purity of a soul untained before gods eye" he showers you with holy water his methods seem overstated as if every thing he dose is over dramatic for the crowds " with the potencal of the ages  to breed faith! just as each of you will some day find faith can move mountians faith can crumble then beneath the ocean my childern can make the waters rise up & feed the starving lands if you trully beieve the faith in oneself to do so there is nothing you canot do in the name of faith... "

He takes your arm & begins an almost dance across the stage a music startes to keep time with your feet & the whole festvel comes to frution in marriment leaving him a solem moment by your side" As i said fath has such power i do not lie to these people for they must hear what they want to understand that without the fears anger rage & horror you can do anything in this world if only you have no doubt in you spirit ! i speak for no one god & at the same time all & you"

He points to the key now tucked in your belt "have but to open the door with that & the purity of faith in your choice will you forever take the chance at a world untold secret or is this life enough for you to pass quitly into the forgotten.... You must deside if you have the faith of ages & what it takes to watch while they all fall like the autume leaves fall without regret for those left behind..."

He looks to you & hands you a windeskin filled with holy water "that is my gift to you the holy water that can streingthen you in your greatist of need it will show you the holy light & take you to the path that leads to your doorway.. take it & heed your inner spirit my child for this is the wheel of time & we are but players!!!" he left you standing there on the stage  no deriction no guide this time instead turning to the gowing mases & mingling among the half crying faces begging for his healing touch......

There you stood among his stage & down you look at your feet to find the insrpition carved in the dirt fallowin its lines lost not knowing where to go you circle of the camp youve found yourself already in you catch a glimps of each member so far

The Magican ever the Illusionist weaving his spell creating the mystery of the carnival the untold things that amaze & asstonish all those around him his magics seem to swarm away out of his contol pulling each neck tricik out of the ever moving cloak of shadows that surounds him plucking a bit here & there & turning it from the darkness of nothingness to the sweetist rose for the young lady or darling trophy for the true champion of champions each time he sends them away they take a peice of him with them & for that his heart bleeds for the longing to be whole once more... Ever the magical Ever the Illusionst ever the first card in his own tarot deck

The High Priestiss comes out at his side her chains now present tie them selves to his cloak as surely as any chains of steel could ever hold she but not as a slave as would most  but thay are tied to the boddis of her dress the key warn there dangles of the purist of gold & sliver shine btigher then diamons for she holds the key to her lock & fogerd the chains to keep her mindless flirt of a ebetter half & from running away with the parts of self he deals out to so meny befor her beauty is stunning her ever footfall is practice hes dress leve little to the imaginations & yet hold so much meystory ant man would die to possess her form only one night she walks about him then as he turns to reach for her she fades af if they be his own dreams of a past he cant remeber with that the tears one slint tear falls from his cheek hidden for he awaits her return though her spirit can not leve the crnival hes in search for where it is she might of run.....

THe BEASt Master is ther his creatures doing tricks around the big top ring dancing & doing things noone thought theyd ever see a animal doo but the heart of the dragon has yet to be releaced  he twirls the master of the show the Key master & the Emperior of all he sees  he rules with a just caring hand & all that make such choices will forever receve his protection & none wish the rath of the savage beast for it could shake the very heavens to crumble to the groundat his feet

The Emperiss flys in on her swingin trapiese tosing & flipping through the havens with no fear of the gavity of her situation as if she had every feather of a wing of a falcon the gave of  a huntres & mother of a coddled dove she stunns all onlookers with he stunning dismount & comes to stand amongthe furred mounting of creatures the Blacksmith had erected in her honer to cushion her fall rising to her feet she takes a bow

The Pope comes up circling with his words of faith & the proof these very 4 have givin you with the array of magics & their love form the show & every ember that joins them to witness their amazing feets of the impossable for all is possable with the guise of faith & the invatations are givin the offers made to join such strienght with poise & grace that each man watching can perform but you have only to find your own key & can Find You Own Wheel of Fortune!!!

With that you look to the key held in your hand knowing it isn not time the doors have only begn to unfold & with them the mysteries have yet to be explaned but locked into their own curosity you look at it look atthe big top even standing till each person has filled out of their seat you stand there you see it then the whell spread out on the ground  before you spreading to each corner of the huge tent  & beyond as if the hub of some great wheel.. you find youself as if half out of step as if gravity had completly changed for only you & you were locked into this wheel as surly as the rest who have yet to show theit  faces or was that a dream or what where did the world go before you know it the world is blsck the lights goine dim then out & you left alone in the darkness onely one voice that of the magicianc whispers around you as if darting in then out first far then right a hair from tentlizing your ear  his voice calm deep & flirtingly temptasious but his words were few.....

"So you have come to me.... & with it some have seen a face they know but still you hide your form even from me... who can this be that hides from the eyes that see all?.... stand now & beign you journy walk with out fear into the abyss for youll not fall as long as you have my hand... open your eyes & show me the card you were givin!!!.............................

(((((To Be Contenoued!!!  With each card that falls the players become in my trek through time can you tell me where you fit into this this twisted managery of the macab or if you only pass away to the side forever changed!!! open you eyes & minds & only you can tell me for this no story just of flight & fancy this is they family ive spent centuries beside can you lay cclam to your card?)))))

 

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