Fleur du Mal RL GF to Bolloxs's blog: "For My Friends"

Jonathan

My pillow.

Enveloping me in your soft folds of comfort.

Eyes closed, your gentle caress soothes my concerns
and carries my thoughts to a bed of pure contentment.

Completely satisfied, I lay in your sweet embrace,
longing to remain indefinitely.

This is love.

I want you here
so close by me
till our ears no longer hear
our eyes no longer see.

When I reach for you
I want to touch your hand
even when we no longer walk
nor either no longer stand.

I always want to feel
warm compassion in your heart
never want to yearn for you
never want to be apart.

Our love will protect us
from the bitting ,bitter cold
I just want to be with you
as we both grow old.

When the time comes and
the angel extends a hand
close by your side
I will firmly stand.

They know it would hurt
if they broke  us apart
for they see the love
that dwells in our hearts.

Then they smile for
they know  just what to do
they will take me along
to heaven with you.

Always in love
for an eternity
you and I just like
it was meant to be.

The sky is dark, yet so bright. The trees and earthly bodies are taken over by the darkness that the stars command. You stand there looking into the dark velvet sky. You’re empty as you stare. You’re so fucking empty tonight.
Lights streak across that sky. Shooting stars. Make a wish as those glorious meteors collide into your world.  They crash with no sound. Yet everything around you is so loud. Nothing is quiet. The creatures of the night stalk you loudly in hopes of terrorizing you.


They smell you. They smell you bleed as the blood slowly rolls down your arms and drips onto the ground beneath. As the cold liquid pours you stand there in the middle of the empty field. You’ve lost all amounts of care as your soul flees your body to lay amongst the stars. Even for only a moment. Or until the sun rises again, whichever is first. But once again you pull away from the peace the blackness has given you. You are once again lost in the dark beauty that so few indulge in; that so few can grasp and contort into life.



You stare off into the darkness once more. Somewhere out there is a river of pure black. It calls you. You long to be near that river. The night has swallowed that river. The stars show no mercy upon that river; that forsaken river.
You are like that river as you dance under the thick cover of night. It is so dark you can’t even see your hands anymore. You can’t see you. I can’t see you. You are forsaken by the stars just as the moon is tonight. Perhaps all of us should go jump into the dark beauty. Then all of us can truly be forsaken by the light.
***
As you jump into that black river it sparkles with the light of twenty million stars. It is then that you and I both realize that nothing is forsaken.  It is then we realize that even in the darkness of moments, light is always there.
The light pricks the water as you collide into it.

You’re falling…
          Down…
             Down..
                Down.


I can’t see you anymore. I can’t see me. The water is moving too fast and it’s far too dark. My last thoughts rush through my mind; I see that the darkness will take us both… The blackness takes away my air as I too fall down…

something i have written quiet a time ago...my first attempt to prose...tell me what u think

Barber [Michael Palin]: I'm a lumberjack and I'm OK,
I sleep all night and I work all day.
I cut down trees, I skip and jump,
I like to press wild flowers.
I put on women's clothing,
And hang around in bars.
Monty Python's Flying Circus

Barber: I'm a lumberjack and I'm OK
I sleep all night and I work all day.

Mounties: He's a lumberjack and he's OK
He sleeps all night and he works all day.

Barber: I cut down trees, I eat my lunch
I go to the lavatory.
On Wednesday I go shopping
And have buttered scones for tea.

Mounties: He cuts down trees, he eats his lunch.
He goes to the lavatory.
On Wednesday he goes shopping
And has buttered scones for tea.

He's a lumberjack and he's OK
He sleeps all night and he works all day.

Barber: I cut down trees, I skip and jump.
I like to press wild flowers.
I put on women's clothing
And hang around in bars.

Mounties: He cuts down trees, he skips and jumps
He likes to press wild flowers.
He puts on women's clothing
And hangs around in bars?!

He's a lumberjack and he's okay
He sleeps all night and he works all day.

Barber: I cut down trees, I wear high heels,
Suspenders and a bra.
I wish I'd been a girlie
Just like my dear Papa!!

Mounties: He cuts down trees, I wear high heels,
Suspenders...and a bra?!

Barber: I wish I'd been a girlie,
Just like my dear Papa!!

People in a healthy relationship encourage each other to become all that they are capable of becoming. Individual growth is vital for growth as a couple. Although each person desires the other, each can survive without the other.

The two people are equal in the relationship. In a marriage the husband and wife are equal but different. A confusing and often contreversal concept, but true.

Each person in the relationship has a truly separate identity; they each give and receive without losing their separateness. They also allow the other person to have friends and to do things with their friends separate from them.

Each person assumes responsibility for his or her own level of happiness and refrains from blaming the other if he or she is unhappy.

Two way communication is vital. The two people In the relationship are able to have fun and play together; they enjoy doing things with each other.

Both people respect the other's right to say no to sexual activity.

People in healthy relationships do not manipulate, exploit or use the other. Each shows some flexibility in role behavior.

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This is for a special someone.....

Orpheus and Eurydice
One of the most tragic love stories of Greek mythology. Orpheus was the son of the Muse Calliope and therefore a grand musician. His wife was a dryad, Eurydice, who also attracted the attentions of Aristaeus. Aristaeus pursued her until she stepped on a poisonous snake and was forced into the Underworld. Orpheus was determined to retrieve his beloved. He journeyed down to the underworld, first charming Charon, ferryman of the dead, and lulling to sleep Cerberus, the three-headed watchdog. He encountered Hades, who initially refused to release Eurydice, but Orpheus's music so touched Persephone that she pleaded Orpheus's case, and Hades relented. There was one condition: that Orpheus not look back on their way out. Of course, Orpheus was worried that Eurydice was not behind him, and he fatefully glanced back to see if she was following him. She disappeared back into Hades, and he lost her forever. Unable to live without her, Orpheus spent the rest of his days wandering in aimless sorrow before he was finally murdered by maenads, the drunken followers of Dionysus.