o0Tw1zt3dRaevyn0oFE2Mandy33 DNO If Owned's blog: "thoughts i have is all"

There are times I honestly wonder if this world would not be better off without me in it. Here lately, all I seem to do is bother people or seem to be a burden to everyone. It's as if nothing I do or say is ever right, and the only thing I do is just upset everyone. I have asked myself a million and one times, just why is it I am even here upon this world in a society who could truly care less one way or the other if I am here or not. Feeling like the best thing for those around me, is to just forget I ever existed and just go on with their busy and productive lives. Allowing me to slowly slip into the darkness which seems to only be calling my name more and more, as each day comes and passes by. Just trying to go from one day to the next anymore, is a task and challnge in itself for me. Wishing that soon I my finally find and obtain that peace of mind I have searched so long for.............