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More Than Words...
Saying I love you Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that dont want you Not to say, but if you only knew How easy it would be to show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do to make it real Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if i took those words from you, More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you Is more than words , more than what you say is the things you do ,oh yeah Is more than words , more than what you say is the things you do oh yeah Now that I've tried to talk to you and make you understand All you have to do is close your eyes And just reach out your hands and touch me Hold me close don't ever let me go More than words is all I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me Cos I'd already know What would you do if m

Wanted To Say Bye
Hey everyone i just wanted to say my net will be shut off as of tonight so i will no longer be online except for the weekends so i j uts wented to let you all know i luv ya and ill miss you see you all next weekend!

Which Are You
You are The Chariot Triumph, Victory, Overcoming Obstacles. The chariot is one of the most complex cards to define. On its most basic level, it implies war, a struggle, and an eventual, hard-won victory. Either over enemies, obstacles, nature, the beasts inside you, or to just get what you want. But there is a great deal more to it. The charioteer wears emblems of the sun, yet the sign behind this card is the moon. The chariot is all about motion, and yet it is often shown as stationary. It is a union of opposites, like the black and white steeds. They pull in different directions, but must be (and can be!) made to go together in one direction. Control is required over opposing emotions, wants, needs, people, circumstances; bring them together and give them a single direction, your direction. Confidence is also needed and, most especially, motivation. The card can, in fact, indicate new motivation or inspiration, which gets a stagnant situation moving again. What Tarot Card are You?

Ok First Blog
So im new to the site and every ones been really nice. i dont do blogs often but hey something to do. well today was fun. I didnt have to work and my husband, gf and i bottled our new brew. We make our own alcohol. whoo hoo!! so its a raspberry cider. soooooo smooth and slightly tart. you could drink so much and not even think twice. till you stood up. then BAM down you go. it has about as much alcohol as a wine its a bit more than that though. so tonight we are enjoying it and getting totally trashed! hope every one's night is fun and safe!

All About My Panties...
Dear CherryTAP "Show Me Your Panties" Folks, I do not wish to show you my panties or any other intimates I may or may not possess. I know, deep down inside, if I only knew how cool/sexy/nice/blah blah blah you really are, I'd gladly show you my panties and the like, but since I'm a horrible person with no desire to dig that deeply, we're at an impasse. Here's what you need to know about my panties: 1. They're mine. 2. No, dude, I'm serious. They're actually mine. 3. They come into direct contact with my bottom. 4. They come in a variety of colors and styles, which you, being the industrious individual that you are, can find online or at a store near you. 5. In the event that you're as weird/icky as I assume you are, I suppose you can have them after I've no further use for 'em. 6. You now know all that you need to know about my panties. If you have not asked about my panties, you may feel free to ignore this diatribe. That is all. You may go now.

Things I Learned From Children
If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42-pound boy wearing pound puppy underwear and a superman cape. It is strong enough, however, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20 by 20-foot room. When you hear the toilet flush and the words "Uh-oh," it's already too late. Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and lots of it. A six-year-old can start a fire with a flint rock even though a 36 year old man says they can only do it in the movies. If you use a waterbed as home plate while wearing baseball shoes it does not leak--it explodes. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. foot house 4 inches deep. Legos will pass through the digestive tract of a four-year-old. Super glue is forever. McGyver can teach us many things we don't want to know. No matter how much Jello you put in a swimming pool you still can't walk on water. Pool filters do not like Jello. VCR's do not eject PB&J

What Is Your Addicition?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What's Your Addiction? MY RESULT:Party Animal No doubt about it. You’re a total booze-hound.Party Tip! Want to try mixing things up at your next party? Don’t show up! It’ll give you an air of mystery that you just can’t achieve by being there. Not into the idea? Then just wear a disguise. Take This Quiz!

People I Know
To all my friends that I know To everyone I greet I ask now that you please listen Take a breath, take a seat Life is overwhelming Unfair with great stakes This is why I write this The reason I'm about to break I've tried so hard to be my best And to do what is right Do good in school, surpass, And keep looking bright I have done these things As best that I can But somehow along the way I've lost the person who is Sueann Who am I? What was I before? I can't help but want to turn And walk out the door People are so cruel No nice things to say These are people that I've helped Along the path I've paved Why do they call me names? After I've helped feed them And hold them real tight What do they intend? I can't help anyone anymore Ill just lie here Cold and broken On the floor This is where the last person left me And where I will stay I have no more purpose Just to wait and pay All I did was good But all I got was bad Life was sh

All-chocolate Boston Cream Pie
Ingredients: * 1 cup all-purpose flour * 1 cup sugar * 1/3 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1/2 teaspoon baking soda * 6 tablespoons butter or margarine, softened * 1 cup milk * 1 egg * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * CHOCOLATE FILLING(recipe follows) * SATINY CHOCOLATE GLAZE(recipe follows) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease and flour one 9-inch round baking pan. 2. Stir together flour, sugar, cocoa and baking soda in large bowl. Add butter, milk, egg and vanilla. Beat on low speed of mixer until all ingredients are moistened. Beat on medium speed 2 minutes. Pour batter into prepared pan. 3. Bake 30 to 35 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool 10 minutes; remove from pan to wire rack. Cool completely. Prepare CHOCOLATE FILLING. Cut cake into two thin layers. Place one layer on serving plate; spread filling over layer. Top with remaining layer. 4. Prepare SATINY CHOCOLATE GLAZE. Pour onto top of ca

Hey Check Out This Hottie
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I Hate Being Confused
The male of the species continues to confuse me...I hate having to play a guessing game to figure out what guys are thinking about. I am nice enough to be blunt with them, why can't they be curteous right back? Bleh...this was a good week and now I'm all confused...this sucks.

Why Do Children Die From Cancer
WHY DO CHILDREN DIE FROM CANCER She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might hel

Scoring People's Profiles.
It bugs the hell out of me when i score a ten on some ones site. but then when they come to my site they give me a lousy 5 or even lower. Well i know not all people of the great people here do that. but there are some who are just to arrogant to return the favor. Well to all those people who can't return the favor by scoring another perosn's proflie the same way they scored yours. You all can kiss my lilly white ASS.

Me
hey all this is about me...i am a mom and a wife .a grandma of one precious little boy .and a i work hard everyday along side of my most remarkable husband .most would think i have a dull life but as long as he is near its great...i have the best mom and dad ever they are both the very best ..they should be parents of the year...i have 3 dogs and 3 cats its a zoo here but all is loved... my favorite saying is shake hands with all you meet you never know it might just be an angel....

Life In The Game
underneath it all i'm a single guy with nothing to lose anymore.. i've just been heart broken but shit that an't going to stop my dreams to come tru.. well here i go just writeing to you and letting you know.. life is a game if youe an't playing it right! you end up with out a life.. it's part of my suicide letter with out tradgity in life.. well it goes on the game play's you then you lose so.. people cheat in the game to past to the next level as it goes it's harder and harder so play your shit right and try not to comite suicide.. take life step by step and control your player right...

100 Question Parody Test
You scored 27 Purity, 58 Deviance, and 13 Just Having Fun! Well, here we are. Results are pretty self-explanatory. Here's that pretty picture I promised you. Bye! My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on Purity You scored higher than 99% on Deviance You scored higher than 99% on Just Having FunLink: The 100 Question Parody Test written by brendragon on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Changing And Saving Lives
WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO SAVE A LIFE OF ANOTHER? WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO DIE IN WAR? WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO THE PERSON STANDING NEXT TO YOU AT WORK THAT YOU ARE FIGHTING FOR HIS FREEDOMS AND RIGHT? whats does it mean to the comrad life you have just save? what does it mean to repent of your sins(for thos who believe)? what does peace mean to you and what would you do to keep it? and more important how does it feel to loose something in your life and you love that person but it was their time to go? and more importantly how does it feel to love someone and still hurt from pain that others have caused you in life and it affects hat person you love becuase its hard to connect and get close becuase of what happened?

Feast Of Sensations
..would u play me with your fingers.... and taste my passion fruit with your wet tongue?.... Ah!.. but where to...with your feast of sensations? ..you,...On your knees and eyes upwards... and i ; in welcoming chair.... with legs spread and rested on its sturdy, curved arms. ..boldly and vulnerable;...my head stretched backwards and exposing tender-white throat; and dark-feather hair cascading..... down shapely collar bones partially covering; soft, rounded-firm mounds of womanly flesh.... pale in contrast; to dusky-red nipples; engorged with wanton nourishment. ..you....Sensing the pulsing vibartions before you;.. eyes seeing with your viewing....lower..

Just My 2 Mins
I just want to put out there,that theres no need to be sad for someone like me I'm a contrator over here in the stan making well into 6 figuers, but there are troops over here that get paid way less than me and are doing just a little bit more than me with a few more dangers and a lot less comforts. I ask yall to tank some of these great troops that have to be pulled from there family to come over here and do crap that nobody wants to do but has to be completed. so Thank a troop not by just sayin thanks and not much behinde it...mean it these men and women do this crap day in and day out and when someone says Thank You from the heart and mean it ....that means something to that troop. Trust me I know I did it for 12 years

For Blake (age7 R.i.p)
Hard to believe, almost to hard to bear, You were taken from us, you're no longer here. Such a beautiful child, who touched everyone who knew What a precious boy you were, one of the special few. I wish I could hold you just one more time tonight, To wish you a good voyage, and tell you it would be alright. But you're in a better place, with the angels you belong, You were meant to live among them, rejoicing in their song. So know you are loved greatly, and missed so very much. But also know we're thankful for having known your touch. With the angels you now fly, on a journey into the light. Listen for our prayers each and every night.

Some Much For Everything?
Ah.... there are times I'm mad I stopped drinking.... Well, I didn't completely necessary stop all.... Just Whiskey drinking and all the hard stuff. Some of you might know what happen as to why I stopped... But sure I still have beer and such... but even that I stopped doing a whole lot of... Like wine a glass maybe for a social occasion or something now.... I guess my vices since I quit smoking besides girls..... is cigars. I don't know.... I sure could use a glass of Johnnie Walker right now. I mean to the top! of the glass. Due to reasons.... But oh well... Hope you all have a great month! Xmas is right around the corner. So I hope you all have a great holiday be safe.... Enjoy your time.... Let the people you love or like and care about them.... let them know you do. So well, that's been a minute and I've be me. Signed me.... Jim...

The Typical Man
So I was talking to my brother the other day, we were discussing the new Real World and how this one guy on there wants to sleep with both girls in the house, and doesn't want to be with just one. Then my brother made the comment "You know, typical man." And of course I agreed, and then it just kind of hit me...in a way it's kind of sad that the "Typical Man" is classified as nothing more than a sex fiend, who likes to drink and watch football all the time, and any other undesirable quality you can think of for a good husband/boyfriend. Is this really the type of behavior of the "typical man?" Probably lol ;) But wouldn't it be nice to say "I've been dating this guy who treats me with respect and isn't just trying to get into my pants" and for the other person to reply "So your typical man" instead? Just a thought.

Another Korean Tale
Dump Me and I Deport You! By T. Evans Chatting on the internet is great, in fact it¡¯s one of my favorite wastes of time, but whilst I have previously heard that loose words can start wars, I have recently learnt that stray conversations can get you in serious shit, I mean proper, ¡°might get you deported¡± kind of shit. The problems began when my girlfriend of 3 months had found 3 weeks worth of reasons to be unable to see me. This lead me to a not completely unreasonable assumption that in the near future her main reason to see me would be to announce that she was now going to start seeing someone else. In hindsight I can see that I had jumped the gun and started to believe it was over even before it was. I am not cheating type, so I didn¡¯t start seeing other women, but the plethora of internet sites did encourage some premature window shopping (the equivalent of buying next years Christmas presents in the January sales, prudent, but wholly unnecessary). In Korea, the

Apple Pie Chocolate Brownie Cake
Ingredients: * APPLE TOPPING(recipe follows) * 1 cup all-purpose flour * 2/3 cup sugar * 1/4 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa or HERSHEY'S SPECIAL DARK Cocoa * 1 teaspoon baking powder * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 3/4 cup water * 2/3 cup shortening * 1 egg * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * Whipped topping or ice cream Directions: 1. Prepare APPLE TOPPING. Heat oven to 375°F. Grease and flour 9-inch square baking pan. 2. Stir together flour, sugar, cocoa, baking powder and salt in medium bowl. Add water, shortening, egg and vanilla; beat until smooth and well blended. Spread into prepared pan. Carefully spoon APPLE TOPPING evenly over chocolate batter to within 1/2-inch from edges; DO NOT STIR. 3. Bake 35 to 40 minutes or until chocolate is set and cake-like. Cool completely in pan on wire rack; cut into squares. Serve topped with whipped topping or ice cream, if desired. 8 to 10 servings. APPLE TOPPING: Stir together 1 can (20 oz.) apple p

Do You Believe?
Look into your heart and tell me what you see. Am I still on your mind; are you thinking of me? Do you wake in the night and let out a sigh? Do you whisper my name and wonder why; I can't be there with you tonight? With you in my arms, holding you tight? Do you believe in the miracle of Love Do you believe in you Do you believe in Love Do you believe it could happen to you Take me in your arms, don't ever leave With you in my arms, I'll make you believe! I believe in Love, always and forever. I believe in us, you and I together. I can't believe Love is pain, You have everything to lose and nothing to gain. Tell me you believe and look into my eyes... Do you believe... I'm not like the other guys? Hold on tight, for I've given you my heart; Heart and soul from the very start. For your Love, I'll wait forever With all my heart, I believe we'll be together. Tell me you believe Love is bliss, That you can believe in the magic of our first

Chicken Enchiladas With Chocolate Enchilada Sauce
Ingredients: * Chocolate Enchilada Sauce * 1 tablespoon vegetable oil * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 teaspoon onion, minced * 1/2 teaspoon dried oregano * 2 1/2 teaspoons chili powder * 1/2 teaspoon dried basil * 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon ground cumin * 1 teaspoon dried parsley * 1/4 cup salsa * 3/4 cup tomato sauce * 1/2 cup HERSHEY'S Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips * 1 1/2 cups water * Enchiladas * 4 tablespoons vegetable oil * 2 lbs. skinless boneless chicken breasts, cut into strips * 1 medium yellow onion, diced * 2 tablespoons chopped garlic * 1 teaspoon salt * 1/4 teaspoon ground black pepper * 1 tablespoon ground chili powder * 1 tablespoon light brown sugar * 1 bunch cilantro leaves, chopped * 1/2 cup chicken broth * 5 cups shredded cheddar cheese, divided * 20 corn tortillas Directions: 1. Heat ov

Friends
i like to know where all my friends went. i used to have people that whould chat with me and say hi and now i have none. am i boring or is that how this game work where you get what u want when u need it and then thats it. will someone let me know what i need to keep my friends on here or is there someone that wants to be my friend. please let me know.

Working On Sequel
Hey everybody!!! I am sorry if I haven't been very responsive lately, but I'm on a time crunch. I am trying to get the sequel to my first book out by spring. Please have patients with me. Thanks. I will be attending the LA Times Book Festival in April '07. It's at the UCLA campus. I will be signing books then, so get your copy and bring it down. For purchase info got to: www.pescworm.mysite.com , click on the amazon link.

Jokes
A little boy is pulling hie little red wagon down the street in front of a church where the pastor is standing outside , when the boy gets in front of the church a wheel falls off his wagon , the boy says god damn it , the pastor says bot dont say god damn it say god help me . The second day the boy is in front of the church with his wagon and two wheels fall off the wagon and the boy says god damn it again , and the pastor says boy plz dont say god damn it say god help me . The third day the boy is once again in front of the church and three wheels fall off his wagon the boy is getting upset and says god damn it , the pastor says plz young boy dont say god damn it say god help me . The fourth day the boy is pulling his wagon by the church and all four wheels fall off his wagon , the boy looks discusted and says god help me ........all four wheels pop back on the wagon and the pastor says god damn it...........

Be Sure To Cover Your Ass
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey. He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down. A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up. As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotte

I Don't Understand
I don't understand why im here.. i get treated like shit by the people i love (not all of them but hell most of them) but i can't fucking help it but still be there for them. I don't understand why i have to treat her like a queen, i mean she defiantly should cause i wouldn't be here without her. but i feed her, i make sure she doesn't drop her cigarette on her brand new jacket, i make her coffee everytime she's askes, i do dishes, i do laundry, i never say no to her, i listen to all her problems, i go with her to her appointments cause most of the time she doesn't remember what the doctor says, the only thing i don't go to is her group cause i can't go to that. Hell i even dress her!! I know shes on meds and i know they make her tired but when she fucking tells me that i treat her like shit.. how dare she say that! it really hurts.. it really fucking does! I feel like a servant and ya know what im getting tired of it, yes i don't have a car or my license or any money for that mat

Love Has No Limit
I have sat and thought about you many times thinking how it will be when i am holding you in my arms thinking about how it will be when i dont have to ever let you go thinking how it will be when you belong to me I promise to that my words are true from the heart true for you to see that this love that i have will be here for you habibi untill you can look into my eyes and realize that you are what i have longed waited for my life my love my one and only true soul mate till then habibi know that my love for you has no limit

First Time Using This Site
I must say this site is freakin me out. It looks pretty cool but jesus there's stuff EVERYWHERE!! Its gonna take some getting used to but right off the back it seems smoother than myspace, so that's a plus. I wonder how many of my myspace friends are using cherrytap...

A Rap To My Family. It's Called "to The Ones I Love"
Jacob, Clay, Noah, and Lucas. Y'all are my true boys cuz y'all are my brothers Noah, u from a different mother, Clay and Lucas, y'all got different fathers That don't mean I look at y'all any differently, to me, y'all still my fuckin family All y'all, you all my boys I've been knowin y'all since y'all played with Tonka Toys And it's bullshit how we live so far away Y'all my fuckin brothers I should see y'all everyday. But somehow I still see y'all, and watch y'all grow Best believe I'ma tell y'all u better watch that ho If someone hurts y'all I'll knock down their door And won't stop shootin till all their blood is on their floor And no I'm not a gangsta or an O.G. whatever you please But I'll show em what they get when they fuck wit White's family. That goes for everybody, Grandparents and all All they need to do is give me a call. Jacob, you becomin a man, close as hell, thats how we ran. You my only full-blooded brother Same deddy,

Fuck List!!
Ok I HAD to do the chain Bulletine on myspace where It said Fuck List and you said basica.lly fuck you to whom ever!!! So I ranted a tad like I always do!Heres what lead up to my lil rant! Danni boy.. goodness gracious! You dont IM me back. Oh well I wash my hands of you! I'm sick of missing you and thinking maybe you give a squirt of piss about me! I know you dont! Also I saw my EX Eric's buddy Derrick when I was w/ Sean! Some shit is just sparking a fire in my belly to give the world a HUGE FUCK YOU HATERS! Soo if you hate F bombs close my blog out NOW! Fuck you assholes who broke my heart! Fuck you dick heads who couldnt give me and and my heart and feelings 2 squirts of piss! Fuck you C nts who hate me because you fucking aint me! Hate me for whatever reasons! I DONT GIVE 2 SQUIRTS OF PISS ABOUT YOU EITHER! I'm doing what I gotta do to make sure I am and who I wanna be! I am me a 100% fucking original thinker! UNlike you who agrees with EVERYONE! Grow some balls and get an

I Have Arrived
Wednesday, December 06, 2006 Im in California! Current mood: accomplished Category: Travel and Places well, i did it. i crossed the country from washington dc to san francisco in 3.5 days! who does that? penskie truck rental gave me 11 days to return it. hahah! so i did it in a 3rd of the time. i really hauled ass. i lived on beef jerky, energy drinks and my mp3 player cranked to 11 the whole way. and because i was alone, i didnt have to stop for any reason but my own. i arrived in palo alto, ca. for last call last night, tuesday. my friend works at rudy's pub so i thought i'd stop in for a beer. but alas, she got off early. man did that beer taste good! and i was back in my local pub again. that shows you where my prioritys are, huh? lol! now i'll need a new set of good friends. anyone up for the job?

Bulletion Of Some Of Our Troops On Cherrytap
THESE GUYS SHOULD BE A HIGHER LEVEL. PLEASE SHOW THEM SOME CHRISTMAS LOVE :) ADD SOME ON TO LETS GET THIS GOING FOR THEM. THANK YOU SWEET~THING Deanja@ CherryTAP a> Dunejumper@ CherryTAP mlaw@ CherryTAP KILLEM ALL@ CherryTAP WILLY_P@ CherryTAP TRU SOULJA 4REAL@ CherryTAP face@ CherryTAP Misfit73@ CherryTAP B Ringo@ CherryTAP bored_in_iraq

Character Five
Another of character two's girlfriends, she is not Wiccan but is also bisexual. She teaches at a local school and is the sister of character Four. She is much more level headed than her sister. Height and weight are the same as her sister and they are in fact twins.

Date Rape Poem
one time two times three spin her around until she cant see one time two times three times four spin her around 'till she falls to the floor isn't she lovely as she downs the whole glass vomiting on cue her definition of class she wakes up the next morning to find stains on her dress the air thick with cheap alcohol the apartment's a mess what the hell happened? but there's no where to begin except with that pill those boys happened to slip in- to the drink on the counter that she held in her hand and soon, within minutes she could no longer stand they touched her yes, thats what the boys did they defiled a girl when she was still just a kid she now lies awake in a dimly lit room with the thought of the child that is growing in her womb why me? what did i do to deserve this she cries it was one simple mistake that ruined so many lives she can't handle this her cup of innocence has bee spilt so she picks up the gun she can't deal with the guil

About The One Contest I Have Been In
I didn't post a link and say, vote here- last time I attempted to do something without advertisement, two people (three, two in the audience, and me) showed up. (Ok, I did advertise this time, and so did others. But still.) To those who didn't vote- s'ok. (Or who saw my photo in the contest and decided you couldn't in good conscience give it your thumbs-up :) ) To those who did- very very many thanks and much surprised gratitude. In any and all cases- since I neglect to say, since it is worth saying- this, from this sleepy and often undiplomatic fellow, warm wishes north of the Equator and cooler ones south. May we all get to know each other a bit better at least in the next year and like who we discover, may acquaintances become friends and friendships deepen - of course!

Do You
Do you remember the kiss on that December nite, That was the day i turned on the light You Remember the look the first time that we touched, The way that we held could be not to much. You remember the words that went through your mind, You looked in my eyes and love we did find Do You remember my promise to not turn away, I said id stand by you and theres were i stay You remember you tested my love to see if Id leave, When I stuck around you couldn't believe. You remember time you had to leave for awhile, When you returned i was still there with a smile Do you remember the day that we said we would Wed, I can't seem to get it out of my head Do you remember the day that we had to part, That was the day that i lost my heart. Do You remember the sayin I'll leave the light on, I'll stand by my words and hope you come home JW

Eerie Night
The wind, it whistles and blows throughout the eerie evening to raise a doubt The chill sets in as the sun goes down I feel a presence though no ones around In the dark I see two lights peering at me through the lonely night The howl is distant, but from afar I hear it clearly inside my heart Soon I feel its breath upon my neck this wicked and evil threat The pounce was quick his jaws were fast it was something I knew wouldn't last... Dazed and Confused - 12/13/06

Alone??
the day is over , we all wine down the bubbles in the fish tank, the only sound kids in bed,a couple hours ago tv off, after my show laying here thinking just was i have done to sit alone, be the only one looking bak at all the chaos in just one day i turn over to listen BUT wat does air have to say it says alot in an empty space says so much makes my heart race the clicking of the furnace as it turns on reminds me of all in the day ive dun wrong the fan with its arogant spin tells me tomorrow it all happens again the flickering of the clock i have not set keeps me up to beat with the goals not accomplished yet silence speaks louder then words this is shown i realize this every night as i sit alone

Poem For My Dad #6
he is still here Just because you can not see him Know that hes still here When you cry and say that you miss him Know that hes still here When you wish that he could be there to see that happy moment Know that he's still here When you sit up at night and think what it would be like if he had not died Know that he's still here When you just don't understand why he had to leave Know that he's still here When you don't want to think of him because you know that you will cry Know that he's still here he will always be here to watch over us Know that he's still here Dad...so many images come to mind whenever I speak your name; It seems without you in my life things have never been the same. What happened to those lazy days when I was just a child; When my life was consumed in you in your love, and in your smile. What happened to all those times when I always looked to you; No matter what happened in my life you

I'm Alive Folks.....
Just a quick note to appoligize for falling behind on the blog. Been a hectic couple of weeks...Was stuck in Kansas for a week. I'll catch up my blog and pages in a couple days but wanted to let my readers know that not only am I ok...but i am HOME!!!!! The rig has run it's last load for this year as I pulled in last night. Was part of a surprise for my son who I had led to believe that I wasn't going to be home until Xmas eve. Needless to say not only was he surprised but pleased as punch that I am not heading out until Jan 2nd. Then it will be another 4 months out. Anyways I'll catch up on thing when the dust settles here on the home front......

Its Time I Need All The Help I Can Get!! Please Help
I have never ever ever been in a contest B4. So, Um.... will you help me out. Im NOT asking for you to actually vote for me. Am asking you to vote for the BEST one out of all of them. Hoping that I AM of course BUT I'm sure there are MANY beautiful pictures there. . THANKS alot. OH! and leave lots of comments LOTS AND LOTS of comments!!!!!!!!!! Blessed Be TAFfyGurl

My Angel
My angel is always with me she always says she loves me. My angel holds me close and says she'll never let me go. My angels lips get pressed against mine and I'm lost in the bliss of time. My angels eyes strike my inner soul and keep me bound in eternal time. We love eachother and that will never change. I love you lette of toxic.

God V The Devil
eligel imagrents are here they are every were they make ur country littel do you no they are the back bone of the us and we will never win they are here and we are here wy cant we just love one anther and live in pice you no the rasesom is bad you no we cant live like this but we still do maybe some day we will under stand why we are here and why we are ner the world is here but whats out there all ways thinking out of this world never knowing were to go my life is long and god is nere so leve the fear and heat in the past dont give in to the devils crys in the end you will die? or will you be saved!!

Something To Offend Everyone
Something to offend everyone 1. What's the difference between a porcupine and a BMW? A porcupine has the pr*cks on the outside. 2. What's the best form of birth control after 50? Nudity. 3. What's the difference between a girlfriend and a wife? 45 kilos. 4. What's the difference between a boyfriend and a husband? 45 minutes. 5. How many women does it take to change a light bulb? None, they just sit there in the dark and b*tch. 6. What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. 7. Why are men and parking spaces alike? Because all the good ones are gone and the only ones left are disabled. 8. What have men and floor tiles got in common? If you lay them properly the first time, you can walk all over them for life. 9. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can't stand criticism. 10. Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring and good looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. 11. What

33, Well If
December 20th is my best friend Alonyda's birthday. But there is not much of a celebration planned this year. See, no one is really sure if AJ is even on the planet to have a party for. When someone takes a moment to change your life, you kinda feel like maybe you want them to stick around. But we only stay in orbit for a moment in time. Maybe her clocked stopped. Or she just can't float by the rev's universe right now. There is a tradition in the cemetery where my father is buried, that when you visit, you bring a rock from home so others know their loved ones had visitors. When I took Alonyda, she left a key. It is still there. She was gonna leave a penny, but could not find one with a significant year on it. All of that is AJ to me. If you are wondering why, I am sorry you may never get the chance to hug the comet yourself. I used to write her stuff all the time, so I figured I would give it another shot. Sometimes she would come around if she liked it, or to tell me how wrong I was

Story Of My Life...
You know that moment in your life that you might be making a bad choice, but don't care and want to go through with it anyways? How about after being laid-off, wrecked you truck, bills to pay, Christmas is here, and you have nothing to give? That is my year. The story of my life. If you have, then do what makes YOU happy. Live on and be free. But this is my entry for this day.

Forever And Always
Forever and always is what you said.only then i didnt know you wre lying.you always told me youd never hurt me-I gave you everything so finally i let the walls down-I remember the day you Said always and forever and i actually believed you big fuckin mistake on my part-My heart broke into a millions of pieces and the tears came,but even now after it all i can still remember the words always and forever Sherry

Ok, So I'm New!!!!!
So heres the thing, I am finding it really hard to navigate this site. I thought it would be kinda like myspace which is pretty much self explanatory, but it's not. So if ya'll send me comments or messages and I dont reply in a timely manner it's just because i dont know how to yet..LOL... Thanks for all the pic comments and messages i have received so far. Ya'll certainly are a friendly bunch. Kisses and Hugs Angie

Come Down To Me By Saving Jane
Come Down to Me Words fall out of my mouth And I can't seem to trace what I'm saying Everybody wants your time I'm just dreaming out loud, I can't have you for mine and I know it I just wanna watch you shine. Tripping up on my tongue, It's all over my face and I'm racing Gotta get away from you Burning all the way home, Try to put it to bed but it chases Every little thing I do When the light falls on your face, Don't let it change you When the stars get in your eyes, Don't let them blind you. You're beautiful Just the way you are And I love it all Every line, and every scar And I wish that I could make you see This is where you ought to be, Come down to me. Spell it out in a song, Bet you never catch on to my weakness I'm singing every word for you. Here I'm thinking I'm sly Then you're catching my eye, and just maybe You're thinking what I'm thinking too When you see it on my face, Don't let it shake you I know better than to try and Take

Chocolate Peanut Butter Bars
Original recipe yield: 72 servings PREP TIME 30 Min READY IN 30 Min INGREDIENTS * 3 cups sugar * 1 cup light corn syrup * 1/2 cup water * 1 (18 ounce) jar creamy peanut butter, melted * 1 1/2 pounds milk chocolate confectionery coating* DIRECTIONS 1. In a large heavy saucepan, combine sugar, corn syrup and water. Cook and stir over low heat until sugar is dissolved; bring to a full rolling boil. Boil, stirring constantly, until a candy thermometer reads 290 degrees F (soft-crack stage). 2. Meanwhile, place melted peanut butter in a large greased heat proof bowl. Pour hot syrup over peanut butter; stir quickly until blended. Pour onto a well-buttered baking sheet; cover with a piece of buttered waxed paper. Roll mixture into a 14-in. x 12-in. rectangle. While warm, cut into 1-1/2-in. x 1-in. bars using a buttered pizza cutter or knife. Cool completely. 3. Melt confectionery coating; dip bars and place on waxed paper to harden.

Just So You Know
I am a woman who cares a great deal about people and if i say i'm your friend i mean it. I am honest and would like that in return. I hate players i do not believe in playing on peoples emotions i can't think of anything more cruel than to let someone believe you care for them when you don't.I believe in helping others in there times of need and to give what i can to help them. I came from a poor faimly but rich in that we loved each other and my parents went without alot to make sure we had what we needed, by no means where we a perfect faimly but always there for each other. I was a nerd in school and know only to well about bullys and what they can do to you. I had no teenage years as at the age of 16 i was kidnapped, raped and tortured and spent a month in the hospital and was then sent to live with relatives where i live now i met a man here who was 20 years my senior and had 3 sons moved in with him and stayed for 32 years and had two beautiful children of my own a son and a da

The One For Me
One guy can mean the world to you One guy can make your dreams come true One guy can make you happy But many can break your heart in two There are many guys out there But only one has the proper glue To put your heart into one Not two You search all your life For the guy who has no knife Which will cut your heart and soul in half And cause you both so much strife It took so long to find you And I never want us to end We are so happy together And we will be forever One guy means the world to me One guy has made my dreams come true One guy has made me happy That one guy is you

Weihnachtszeiten, Schmelzender Topf, Wo Mischung Heilig, Profane Anregungen, Der Kult Und Die Populäre Sache, Uns Gleichzeitig Tuend: Männer Und Fraue
Weihnachtszeiten, schmelzender Topf, wo Mischung heilig, profane Anregungen, der Kult und die populäre Sache, uns gleichzeitig tuend: Männer und Frauen, der Stücke Arbeiten und auch des Glaubens. ________________________________________ Ein Junge ist in einer Krippe in einem Remoteort eines Landes geboren; wenn ihre Eltern vom Zorn eines Reglers fliehen, bevor die drohende Gefahr der millenarian Kristallisation von einer prophezeien. Ein Junge erstaunt zu den klugen Leuten seiner Zeit - Priester, Verfasser und pharisees-, wenn beibehalten werden eine geheizte Debatte, auf den Unterseiten und den Grundregeln des Glaubens, zu der Zeit des Reframings die Relation mit der Gesellschaft und die Kultur seiner Zeit, seiend disqualifiziert und beschämt, indem sie einfach ist: der Sohn eines Tischlers und der Hausfrau, nicht ein sachverständiger Gelehrter von der Struktur der Auslesen. Der Junge, bereits gewachsen, schw50rt vom Mosaik-Gesetz ab und synthetisiert die Aufträge, di

Footprints
One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes of his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints In the sand: his own and the Lord’s. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he Looked back at the footprints in the sand. Many times in his life there was only one set of them. He also noticed it happened at the very lowest and saddest times of his life. This bothered him so He questioned the Lord about it. “Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you, you’d walk with Me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there’s Only one set of footprints. I don’t understand why when I needed you most you would leave me.” “My precious, precious child,” the Lord replied. “I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, with one set of footprints, it was the

Merry Christmas Everyone!
Here is hoping everyone had a Merry Christmas this year. Mine was a lot of fun. I spent the night partying with my son, & my best friend since second grade. My new Christmas experience was trying caviar for the first time last night. I was told that if I can handle giving a blow job that I could handle eating fish eggs! LOL Beleave it or not it actually made sence to me. Played several rounds of pool & kicked some major ass at it too! My favorite part of the night was right when I was about to go home & my son's tooth came loose & I got to pull it out for him. Little bugger made out good from the tooth fairy. 12 bucks for a five year old is beyond rich. I told him he was gonna loose it by Christmas & I was right. Christmas day turned out real good too! Spent a lot of quality time with my kids redecorating their rooms with new toys & new bedding. Went to my parents house & ate too much food. Started a wrapping paper fight between my Brothers & Sisters. Last but

Good Words And Food For Thought
Good words and food for thought.............. Once again, The Washington Post has published the winning submissions to its yearly neologism contest, in which readers are asked to supply alternate meanings for common words. The winners are: 1. Coffee (n.), the person upon whom one coughs. 2. Flabbergasted (adj.), appalled over how much weight you have gained. 3. Abdicate (v.), to give up all hope of ever having a flat stomach. 4. Esplanade (v.), to attempt an explanation while drunk. 5. Willy-nilly (adj.), impotent. 6. Negligent (adj.), describes a condition in which you absentmindedly answer the door in your nightgown. 7. Lymph (v.), to walk with a lisp. 8. Gargoyle (n.), olive-flavored mouthwash. 9. Flatulence (n.) emergency vehicle that picks you up after you are run over by a steamroller. 10. Balderdash (n.), a rapidly receding hairline. 11. Testicle (n.), a humorous question on an exam. 12. Rectitude (n.), the formal, dignified bearing adopted by proctologists

Imagine That
Imagine that I didn't have a perfect love And I didn't have You to trust Imagine that No way I could handle that Could you imagine You not Keeping me like You do It's a love I'll never lose You won't take it back Cause I just can't imagine that Imagine if I never would have met You Imagine all the pain I would of been through Imagine if I could't see that You Were the best thing for me Imagine me in the world alone Imagine if I couldn't call You my own Where in this world would I be If Your love did not surround me I know You are with me Your arms wrapped around me You always show me That Your love is here for me Just think how it would be Without You there'd be no me I can't imagine How would it be if You never loved me Imagine that I didn't have a perfect love And I didn't have You to trust Imagine that No way I could handle that Could you imagine You not Keeping me like You do It's a love I'll never lose You won't take it back Cause I just ca

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You can't NOT tell the stories and use your voice because to do so is to poison yourself, in a manner of speaking. If you hold all these wonderful things inside, they rot on the vine. If you never express the things you need, that holding back and bottling them up poisons you. But if you bring them out, doing so makes all the difference in your life. You communicate your needs and work towards the things that will manifest you, glorify your vision of yourself and your experience of life I think i'm becoming silent again..

The Adult Film Industry
Want to make it clear, the Adult Film industry isn't for everyone. You might think you can handle it, but believe me unless you are doing a certain genre in the industry the film starts and stops frequently and it doesn't film like the final product you see. Add to that the testing and if there are any problems with your blood test or STD tests you don't work and they keep your info on file by law. For me I don't make enough to quit my job and I always insist on not having my face filmed and my tats covered in makeup or not in the shot at all. My degree and career are great, doing porn is something extra for me. Not everyone is a headcase, but there are those who get caught up in it. I see lots of men and women alike who can't handle it and so they turn to drugs and alcohol to compensate. They usually wash out or wind up losing work (especially guys) because they can't "perform". That's how I got my break, there were 4 of us called for casting, and the 3 in front of m

29 Dec 06 – Friday
29 Dec 06 – Friday 1800 Charles Goodyear 19-- Ronnie Younkins rocker (Kix 19-- Susie Garrett Detroit MI, actress (Punky Brewster 1936 Mary Tyler Moore 1941 Ray Thomas England, rock vocalist (Moody Blues 1947 Ted Danson 1955 Neil Giraldo rocker (Pat Benatar Band) 1778 English troops occupy Savannah, Georgia 1845 Texas admitted as the 28th state 1862 Bowling ball invented 1890 US 7th Cavalry massacre 200+ captive Sioux at Wounded Knee SD; Indian "war" in the west 1937 Lou Thesz beats E Marshall in St Louis, to become wrestling champion 1967 Star Trek's "The Trouble With Tribbles" 1st airs 1982 Bob Marley postage stamp issued in Jamaica 1982 Coach Paul "Bear" Bryant ends his career with Alabama (323 wins) 1997 Hong Kong begins slaughtering all its chickens to prevent bird flu

Lonliness Surounds Me
sinking deeper and deeper inside myself wishing for the day that i will fade away wishing i could just run and hide away my lonliness surounds me more each day i fall to my knee's begging god to please just take me away from my pain and my sorrow why does he continue to let me stay all my plea's fall on def ears because im still here surounded by my lonliness day after day Copyright Â©2006 Lisa moran

My First Blog
What to say??? I love critters and I hope that I can find others that will like to talk about critters, what they do to make us humans happy and how we miss them when they go on their way to the Rainbow Bridge. Gentle Critter Hugs to all you Critter Lovers. FoxyFilly

Evil!
September 11, 2001 TributeAdd to My Profile | More Videos We were truely in the prescence of evil on September 11, 2001. Anyone who would do something like this is a coward & they have no heart or feeling for anyone. It's hard to describe how you feel when you see something like this. There are so many emotions & feelings for a situation like this. The first that comes to mind is the reality of the situation. I thought to myself this is not really happening. The second feeling is anger. How can someone do something like this. The third is sadness. To all the victims & their families you will always be in my prayers & your lost loved ones will never be forgotten. Just know that God will make these heartless terrorist pay for what they have done. Any act of terrorism that takes the innocent lives of others has its roots in hatred, and hatred in evil. The God of Christians promotes love and states in Matthew 5:44, "But I say unto you, love your enemies, bless those who cur

Waiting For......
You say Im a nympho , a sexual freak , a i ahve sexual craves that are so unique . You know I can do everything great , when you hit that spot you know its not fake . The sound of my moans , make you wild , like a kid in the candy store, an untamiable child . You know you love it and want some more , you know you crave it its something to adore . The way it drips when it gets so wet , light the candles , the mood is set . The motion of my body is so insane the way my words get in ya brain . Let me give you all my affectin , let me feel ya true man erection . You r bady is so warm , so soft , so sweet , , put my back on the wall , lift me off my feet . Well in due time you will see what I meam but a this moment I will wait for my fantasy .....

61 Things You May Not Know About Me
1. What bill do you hate paying the most? -- ALL of Them!!!! 2. What's the best place to eat a romantic dinner? -- My House--- Anything someone else cooks- (not much of a 'Romantic' kinda person)

Truth(jason And Cassie)
" you think i went through all the trouble of keeping you safe to just drag you away from your job....your life?" jason snapped. His fury was not something anyone saw much but Cassie had a way of bringing it forth. "that's why you're here isnt it...to stop me from going to deep into a world where there may be no escape?" Cassie questioned. She always looked strong and always kept a wall up between her and the rest of the world, but at that moment it all collapsed. she looked so helpless and small against what was coming it made him want to stand by her side....to protect her. "no Cassie I came to tell you that............" what were the words he was looking for and could he really say them? should he tell the woman standing there before him in all her immortal elegance that he loved her? " i just came to wish you good luck," he whispered. without glancing up at Cassie he turned towards the door, his heart weighing heavy. "Jason i love you....i thought you'd like to know

Yay Free Stuff!
"Free" is one of my favorite words! It's even better when it's followed by "software"! I came across this set of sites recently which give away both an application and a game each day. Just make sure to use the activation before the giveaway day is over or it won't be usable. Jim found that out the hard way.

Warning Labels
Due to increasing products liability litigation, American liquor manufacturers have accepted the FDA's suggestion that the following warning labels be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties. ------------------------------------------------- WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. ------------------------------------------------- WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard. ------------------------------------------------- WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them. ------------------------------------------------- WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing. ----------------

Sometimes
Sometimes I feel like I am your world And sometimes I feel like no one I feel as if there could be another And then I know I am the only one I sometimes think you hate me I sometimes feel that more I know that you couldn't but then you call me a whore We fuss we fight we love, all night we scream and yell and slam the doors We always seem to make up we always seem to get better just to wait for the next time or when you write that letter. I know that when we argue sometimes it makes things better But I don't like your tone of voice couldn't we have made a better choice? I know that we will always be Unless we always lie But if you left me one day Deep down inside I would die.

Lesson Learned
She longs for his heartbeat to be beneath her ear, The sound of him breathing to kill the silence of the midnight air. Wants nothing more than to hold him near, For he has made the loneliness disappear. Yet the deep seeded fear of rejection shows it’s ugly rear, So she locks away the words she should speak to the one she holds dear. Only to find in time, That another has found the courage, And Spoke her heart and mind. Her chance passed her by. Through the tears she cries, She vows to speak her mind, Never again will a moment pass her by.

It Seems Like I Can Savely Say Im Scene
y: RADIO ROCK [ ] Nickelback [ ] Disturbed [ ] Shinedown [x] Seether [ ] Sevendust [x] System of a Down [ ] Flyleaf [ ] Staind [ ] Drowning Pool [ ] Taproot [ ] Mudvayne [ ] Audioslave [ ] Trapt [ ] KoRn [ ] Three Days Grace [ ] Evans Blue [ ] Godsmack TOTAL = 2 COUNTRY [ ] Rascal Flatts [ ] Carrie Underwood [ ] Leanne Rhymes [ ] Garth Brooks [ ] Dixie Chicks [ ]Kenny Chesney [ ] Tim McGraw [ ] Faith Hill [ ] Hank Williams Jr. [ ] Shania Twain [x] Johnny Cash [ ] Willie Nelson [ ] Merle Haggard [ ] Hank Williams TOTAL =1 PSYCHOBILLY [ ] Nekromantix [ ] Tiger Army [ ] HorrorPops [ ] The Cramps [ ] Mad Sin [ ] The Meteors [ ] Reverend Horton Heat [ ] Demented Are Go! [ ] Batmobile [ ] Guana Batz [ ] The Gun Club [ ] Klingonz [ ] Hellbillys [ ] The Phenomenauts TOTAL = 0 POP [ ] Teddy Geiger [ ] Ashlee Simpson [ ] Kelly Clarkson [ ] Madonna [ ] Avril Lavigne [x] Pink [ ] The Veronicas [x] Daniel Powter [ ] James Blu

Lost
sitting..... thinking... trapped in a place with padding.... solid walls..... no way out...... only one way in...... its light at times but mostly dark...... theres no way to escape...... lost........ alone........ no one around but hundreds of voice being heard......mere existance ...... hearing your heart beating.... feeling blood flowing through your veins........ time goes by at a pace to where you dont know if it has been minutes, hours or days....... what is the real time lapse? what is the real meaning and being of what is happening? is it real or are you just trapped in your own mind........ no way out.... only one way in.... its light at times but mostly dark..... theres no way to escape......lost ..........alone

Come Help Jessie
WE HAVE ONE LAST DAY WERE HOPING THE 350 +FRIEND WE HAVE AT LEAST A 3RD HELP OUT SO COME ON WASTE 5 MIN AND COME VOTE AND COMMIT THANK U XOXOXO http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=144345&albumid=165532&i=4213268064

Rateing Images,pic's Etc.
My Rateing system.99.9 % of the time if your a friend,Fan or Familly member u get a 10.Most of the Time I will write stuff in the comment Box.Other Times I'm Speechless,+ nothing good comes to mind.I'm not aloud to Assume or have an Oppinion at Home.So sometimes I Assume + Oppinionate here.Sometimes I'm Cynical with my Rateings.I guess those mostly happen around Full Moons.Sometimes I hurt feelings,I'm extremely Sorry I have hurt a few feelings.Shy brought me here from NF + I brought another to my friends from NF.Shy's constant Bothering of me to Vote atleast 50 x's on her various contests,makes me think of the Presidential elections in Florida,involveing our Horses Ass.An Nosterfurusexy women, my friend Angela from NF as well.Post some of the worst stuff I've ever seen.Honestly I can't rate hardly any of her Lame ass images or Pictures truthfully.Truthfully I got kinda Spoiled rateing the Naughty's of some.I don't visit any porn sites at all on the web.All supposeally naughty's come f

Galvanic
To be next to you, it's quite galvanic. You pull me in, my emotions are manic. I can't seem to speak right, my words always seem wrong. There's something pulling me towards you, and it's very strong. I can't explain it, I'm not some school girl. But when you're around, I feel in a whirl. My palms start to sweat, and I start to st stutter. My mouth gets dry, and my heart, starts to flutter. I don't know what it is, but I like how it feels. So I'll stay around, dig in my heels. Cuz when you feel the power, of the spirits taking course, you have to stay strong, it's a powerful force. I may not understand, not the how and the why. But I do understand, that I cannot defy. So I'll stand next to you, and seem like I'm fine, I'll wait til what I feel can somehow be defined. A Desa Original

Stoned Ramble
so tonight is the night my first blog oh yea i am going to put my life on paper so i am working today and this guy walks in and says Can i have a pizza i say well we dont have pizza but we have a dam good sandwich he says oh well i have a craving for pizza i say i dont give a fuck what you have a craving for he got mad and left i am EReezy you may not know me but i will be infecting the CT wire for the next little while i am one board puppy i am stuck mabey on stupid. So wouldnt be cool. Well to most this makes no sence but to a avid fluffinator you know exataly what i am saying i think i will go ask complete strangers to be my friends then go be a fan i need some fans be my fan i am fanles i am ereezy BE E SEE E

Alcohol And Hangover Myths Revealed
Scientists have studied few of the common treatments for hangovers found at your local drugstore. However, you can avoid headaches this holiday by learning the facts about alcohol: a cup of coffee won't sober you up, popping Tylenol can be bad for your liver, and the hair of the dog will only prolong your pain. "The severity of a hangover is related to the blood alcohol level you reach, how rapidly you drink, and the amount you drink," said Dennis Twombly, program director of the Division of Neuroscience and Behavior at the National Institute on Alcohol Abuse and Alcoholism (NIAAA). "After the alcohol has been cleared from the system, a hangover can last for 8 to 24 hours, depending on how much you've consumed." Sleep it Off Hangovers cost the United States more than $148 billion annually in worker absenteeism and poor job performance, according to a study by researchers at the Veterans Affairs Medical Center in San Francisco Calif. But sleeping off a hangover is the best w

Goodbye..again
“How can any one man reveal all he knows? To do so would be mindless prattle until it could b used.” I’m already regretting blogging without the Internet active. Foolish foolish me, already 7 parts, heavens, lawdy lawdy. If you’ve come this far, congrats, you are truly bored. Or you’re stalking me, and that would be super. A stalker brings with it a certain air of…popularity to the sweet insanity that is all of us, and hey, I remember HS. The popular kids were for a large part degenerate to some degree or another but popularity was always badass for them. In short, any popularity is good popularity. Seriously though, if you’ve sat and read this far perhaps you should let me know because I think that makes you just swell and peachy keen. And if you make it to the VERY end (Keep in mind you have some 36 hours of my idle mind between here and there) maybe you are overly devoted to me and you should propose already, or at least warn me so the bright white jackets can be called to…

Hello
TO ALL MY FRIENDS HELLO THIS GIRL OUT IN THE CONTEST SHE IS SWEET AND SUCH A NICE LADY AND SEXY TO THANK YOU IF YOU CAN HELP HER IF NOT i UNDERSTAND IT IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=284749&albumid=174693&i=4057352042

More Thing I Love..=)
MoRe THiNgS i LoVe..=) stupid SurveyS that UnCover So Much! blasting My Music when Im Home Alone danCing Like No oNEs BusineSs! BakinG CookiEs aNd The Smell of Vanilla Candles! DresSing Up All Girly! Hot Pink and Black! Photography * Shopping * Laughing * Dancing * PArtying Summer Days and Pink Night skiEs! Tanning Beach Bumming. Purple SkittlEs! SarCAsm and cLever Letters! QuOtes ANd StickErs ! MY FamiLy! WriTiNg aNd MaKiNg PoUtY aNd KiSsiE FaCes! the Feeling wheN You've Finished SomethiNg Big! CrY FesTs With BEsT FriendS Over NonSenSE! ScaReY MovieS! The SmEll OF DraKkaR! KodAk MomEnts and HallMark CommerCiaLs! Making A GenuiNe ConNectiON with SomeOne! SnOwMeN and TeDdy BeArS! BAllOonS And LeaRniNg! singINg In THe ShowEr And ThiNking Im REallY gooD! REaDing MagAzinEs aNd GoiNG To THe GyM! LaugHing ANd MaKing Other PeoplE Laugh! BEinG Able To CeleBrAte All HoLIdAYs! Being Told im PreTTy aND beinG Eyed From Across A rOom! MYstery an

Love And Seduction Style
This is MINE Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style? Your Seduction Style: Siren / Rake You possess an unbridled sensuality that appeals to many. The minute you meet anyone, you can make the crave you almost immediately. You give others the chance to lose control with you... spiraling into carnal bliss. A dangerous lover, you both fascinate and scare those you attract. What Is Your Seduction Style?

College For A 30 Year Old.
Any typing errors are due to the fact that a friend from college spilled some soda on my laptop keyboard so some of the keys stick. Most people might think it's odd for someone my age to be attending college but the way I see it, with society ever changing you need to stay up to date with current education. Where I live most jobs are manual labor (Which I don't mind.) but eventualy I want to start my own computer repair business. Went on a tangent... I attend a community college in Norwich, NY. and the average age per student is around 25-28 years old. I have a few friends at college but none I truely fit in with. (sort of introverted from growing up on lockdown) Not socializing as a youth tends to make you hide yourself from the world. Darn, went on a tangent again. *L* So much info to spill onto a single blog. Thats why this is version 1 I guess. Any questions just ask. I'll stop here and edit it L8R when my brain calms down. Any input on how to make a b

How To Eat Pussy!
How to Eat Pussy *or Everything You Need to Know About Cunnilingus But You Were Too Busy Picking the Hairs Out of Your Teeth to Ask Eating pussy can be one of the most wonderful things you can do for a woman (or so I read on the cover of Cosmo). It makes her feel appreciated, respected, desirable, and has the potential to give her an orgasm that will shatter glass, raise the dead, even wake you in the next room. Besides, lots of women expect it these days, and men who perform great oral sex are always in demand. If you gain a reputation as an expert, many classy, attractive women, way out of your league, may overlook your other shortcomings. Just kidding, but it gives us an excuse to talk more about vaginas. The vagina is a mystery to most men. It's hidden away. Taken out only for special occasions and then quickly put back into hiding. Like an english muffin, its full of nooks and crannies and tastes best slathered in melted butter. For something so complex you'd think there wo

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Okay for some of u, u know that I have had some problems in the past which have led me down the wrong roads. I have made decisions that were not well kept and it seemed like I did a lot wrong. Well, I guess i am making up for that now being that I do not have a job right now and I am struggling to make ends meet. But that does not mean that I am giving up on myself and what I hope to do in the next few years to come. For starters, my ex husband and I agreed that he needed to spend some extra time with the kids and I needed to make a new change in my life.. a new job that is stable and an apartment that I can keep. So as of now my ex has the kids and once he got them he automatically thinks that they are unhealthy and that i was an unfit mother to be taking care of these kids. Well, actually, this is not my ex that I am talking about...it is his fiance that seems to be all of the talkn because she thinks that she is the most perfect mother of all and that I am not taking care of

For You, Miss Morbid...
Mexican Bean Pie... INGREDIENTS * 1 (15 ounce) can black beans, drained and rinsed * 1 (15 ounce) can pinto beans, drained * 1 (16 ounce) can refried beans * 1 (2 ounce) can sliced black olives * 1/2 (15.25 ounce) can whole kernel corn, drained * 1/2 cup chopped green bell pepper * 1 jalapeno pepper, seeded and minced * 1 tablespoon ground cumin * 1 tablespoon chili powder * ground black pepper to taste * 5 (10 inch) whole wheat tortillas * 1 1/2 cups shredded Cheddar cheese * 1/2 cup salsa (optional) * 1/2 cup sour cream (optional) DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Lightly grease a 10 inch round cake pan or springform pan. 2. In a large saucepan over medium-high heat, mix black beans, pinto beans, refried beans, olives, corn, bell pepper, and jalapeno pepper. Season with cumin, chili power, and black pepper. Cook and stir until thickened, about 10 minutes. 3. Lay one

Panic! At The Disco Lyrics
The Only Difference Between Martyrdom And Suicide Is Press Coverage Lyrics (Verse One) Sit tight I’m gonna need you to keep time Come on just snap, snap, snap your fingers for me Good, good now we're making some progress Come on just tap, tap, tap your toes to the beat And I believe this may call for a proper introduction And well don’t you see that I’m the narrator and this is just the prologue (Chorus) Swear to shake it up if you swear to listen And we're still so young, desperate for attention And, I aim to be your eyes Trophy boys Trophy wives (x2) (Verse Two) Applause! Applause! No wait, wait Dear studio audience I’ve an announcement to make It seems the artists these days are not who you think So we'll pick back up on that on another page And I believe this may call for a proper introduction And well don’t you see I’m the narrator and this is just the prologue (Chorus) Swear to shake it up, if you swear to listen And we're still so young, desp

Favorite Quotes
Ok people, here are some of my favorite quotes..........enjoy.... "Dream like you will live forever, Live like you will die today." - James Dean "True friends are those that really know you, but love you anyways." "Love is that condition in which the happiness of another is essential to you own." "Hope is not a dream, but a way to make dreams become reality." "Live today like there isnt a tomorrow." "When you feel like crying, remember tomorrow is another chance at happiness." "Life is what happens when you are busy making other plans." -John Lennon "If you fall I will catch." "Say what you mean, and do what you say." "Things dont have to be extrodinary to be beautiful, the ordinary can be just as beautiful."- Wicker Park "Life is not measured in the breaths we take, but rather the moments that take our breath away." "Never leave a fight unresolved for you never know what the morning brings." "If you heart is free, have the courage to follow it."

Cuffs
Cuffs The last click of the metal cuffs caused her to sigh and relax. It had been a long hard week and it was now time to enjoy. The glass of wine, dim lights and release of control were all working on her to caues her to start to get wet. What did he have in store for her tonight? This is the next step form theit blindfold play. She had come home and found the note, glass of wine and the cuffs as she walked in the door. The note had said, take all of your clothes off, drink the wine, bring the cuffs and come into the bedroom. She fpllowed the directions to the letter. When she came into the bedroom, the lights were dim, the candles were lit, her favorite music was playing and he was ready. She started to speak and saw his stern look. She stopped trying to speak and walked over to the bed. There was a length of rope secured to the headboard. He told her to lie on the bed face down and stretch out her arms above her head. She did and he looped the cuffs through the roap

Super Bear Super Bowl!!!!
The saints marched in to chitown and they marched right back home! i was at that amzing game and let me tell you there was a sign a fan made haning over the north endzone and it simply said The saints fariy tail ends here! and it did!! BRING ON INDY!!!!! come febuary 4th 2007 you will be crowning our asses SUPER BOWL XLI CHAMPIONS!!!!!

We Will Always Remember You...r.i.p.
Some people come into our lives and stay a while, others simply pass by but leave footprints in our hearts... An Angel was given his wings this morning. A short time ago, we (the crazy crew) got the oppurtunity to meet an extraordinary man. His smile would brighten you up when feeling down, I know this, cause I cry a lot when I get drunk. His hugs so warm they would just melt you. He touched everyone of us in one way or another and I was blessed to call him a friend. News of someone's passing is never an easy thing to cope with, and harder yet when that person was such a loving caring individual that would do anything for anyone. He was simply one of the sweetest people I've come across in ages. I will miss seeing those eyes, so understanding, those protective arms, the intelligent words of wisdom and advice. Plain and Simple...I will miss you Malique. You have always been and will forever remain my Nubian Teddybear. R.I.P. Kisses to you in Heaven Sweethe

What Good Is Love?
What Good Is Love ? I waited for your love in hope, That ours would come again, And make me feel the things I felt, When we were one, back then. But time and distance have erased, The things I wished anew, And now I find myself alone, Though I am here with you. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. I traveled to another world, Out far beyond the one we knew, I thought that I could live again, And now I find I'm back with you. But what of hearts that beat as one, And what of passion and embrace, Is it too much to ask of you, To make these tears of mine erase. What good is love, that does not touch, What good is love, that gives you pain. What good is love, that makes you run, And makes you lost out in the rain. Too painful this - to journey back, To times of love and laughter free, The times we lay together with A sense of you , a

So You'll Notice
I trimmed down my friends list quite substantially. Sorry if I offended anyone, just wanted to concentrate on the REAL people. So if you got taken off and want back on, just let me know....and TALK to me next time.

A Drunkards Life For Me
Some people might think by reading my first blog that I might be an alcoholic. This is as false a statement any one could make about me. I am in fact a drunkard. I even have the pirate flag and subscription to prove it. You see, I was at a local magazine shop looking for something "different" to read. My ex-girlfriend turned me onto some "conspiracy" theory type magazines that I found fun and entertaining. But I almost dropped my jaw when I saw my ALL TIME FAVORITE magazine. THE MODERN DRUNKARD! I picked up a copy and read it then got online and found the online version. That's when I found out that I could have it sent directly to my house and they even had their own pirate flag. Being somewhat of a pirate myself. I just HAD to buy it. If any one is interested the web address is: www.drunkard.com

Opening Night
If you know me, you know that I am very active in community theater. Well, tonight is opening night for Cats... The night when the months of hard work come together, and you finally get to perform in front of a live audience; to hear them respond with gasps or giggles makes it all worth while. You completely forget about the uncomforable fit of the costume, the insane itching on your face that you just can't scratch for fear of smudging your make-up, the ache in your limbs from the gruelling rehearsals, and the multitude of butterflies that took up residence in your belly just prior to the show... You simply lose yourself for two hours and become the character you've chosen to portray - In my case, a cat with PMS! LOL Wish me luck, all! *Muah*

This Is A Rant!!!
Small rant of the day.... If you post pics on here, people can rip them from you. No problem there. They can even be sneaky and right click, and save if they want. Again, no problem. But here's the thing that gets me. I came across a profile today that had one of my pics as her main pic....ok, it could have come from someone else. So I look in her album...I admit, my curiousity got the better of me. There is my pic...and yes, it was mine....it had been very poorly edited to cover my username with some other writing. Still no big deal really....if I didn't want it ripped, I didn't have to put it up for anyone to see or take. But this girl.....I couldn't stop laughing when I read the caption for the pic....she has the nerve to say "please don't rip this pic from me" and "if you rip it, don't change it". I must say she has some guts to take a pic from someone, edit it to her liking, then tell other people not to do it to her...LMAO.... What goes around, comes around.

This Weeks Epiphany
So I've spent a lot of time thinking lately. I'm going through a lot of changes, and they have made me look back on my life so far. Here's what I've discovered: I have issues... well I knew that, but I found out that they are a little deeper than I thought. I don't want a relationship. When you have a million failed relationships, you start to wonder why. Here's what I've come up with. My own little epiphany if you will... I don't want a relationship. I keep finding myself in situations where I am always the one hurt. I keep picking the guys who subconsciously, I KNOW it won't work, because, in reality... deep down in the "inner me"... guess what, I don't want a relationship. The poor guys I get involved with who might just have a shot, who I think it maybe could work out with... I self destruct those ones. So right now, I'm happy to be who I am. I want to date. Not one guy, whoever the hell I want to date. It seems that once you've granted rights into your panties, guys forg

Manly Insight Please
Ok S. H. and I have been friends for well over 7 years and I have know that hes had a crush on me for a while now. I however have made it clear that I am not intrested in dating and that I only want to remain friends with him. I know that hes been intrested in this one girl and that was great with me I was pushing him to go for it. Well last week I started talking to a friend of his that I had met before. We have kind hitten it off and decided to try and start dating. Well said guy informed SH of this last night and he told J that he didnt have a problem with it. However he has a problem with me and has said that the friendship is over b/c he doesnt want me to be dating a friend of his. I am rather pissed with him over it. and dont really know where I stand on it. But I deleted all ways of contact with s.h. since thats what he feels is in his best intrest. I dont think he should be playing this huge guilt trip on me and I have informed J that if we do infact see him out anywhere that I

Im Not Racist But This Is True
My friend Sean sent me a bulletin on another site and here is what he had to say ---------------------------------------------- You call me "Cracker", "Honkey", "Whitey", "Gringo","Bread", and you think it's OK. ...But when I call you Kike, sand nigger, rag head ,Towelhead, WOP, Camel Jockey, Gook, nigger, slant eyes or Chink you call me a racist. -You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? -You have the United Negro College Fund. -You have Martin Luther King Day. -You have Black History Month. -You have Cesar Chavez Day. -You have Yom Hashoah -You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi -You have the NAACP. -You have BET. -If we had WET(white entertainment television) ...we'd be racist. -If we had a White Pride Day... you would call us racist. -If we had white history month... we'd be racist. -If we had an organization for only whites to "advance" our lives... we'd be racist. -If w

The Sexiest Redhead Contest Resu
The winner of the Sexiest Redhead Contest January 22 - 26 2007 1st Place Sweettpie999 She accumulated a whopping 8100 votes. 2nd Place Baby Bunny She accumulated 5767 votes. 3rd Place Bits and Pieces She accumulated 2503 I want to thank all the participants in this contest. They all deserve all the best in their lives. They all are very beautiful women.

Wish You Were Here....
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain. Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell?...Pink Floyd-Wish You Were Here.... . . Well haven't written anything in a long time...not that the world doesn't continue to piss me off, but just that haven't had the energy to do it...though today to be honest I really don't have the energy, (read Desire)...first thing I want to say is...KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO ORDER BEFORE YOU GET TO THE DRIVE THRU!!!!...this also means...STOP TALKING ON YOUR DAMN CELL PHONE AND ORDER!!!!...unless you saw something on a comercial that is new at your local fast food place, the menu hasn't changed much since the last time you were there, and if by any chance you haven't seen the newest in new, usually there will be an ad on the outside menu...there is no such thing as the "secret special" that you have to ask for...you don't have to tell me that "Vinnie"

The Wife
A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe stress disorder. If you don't follow my instructions carefully, your husband will surely die. "Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant at all times. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him. "Don't burden him with chores. Don't discuss your problems with him; it will only make his stress worse. Do not nag him. Most importantly, make love to him regularly. "If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely." On the way home, the husband asked his wife, "What did the doctor say?" "He said you're going to die," she replied.

The Encounter
An Accidental Encounter A man is in a hotel lobby. He wants to ask the clerk a question. As he turns to go to the front desk, he accidentally bumps into a woman beside him and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 436."

Kinky Quiz
You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage100%Chains/Handcuffs83%Whips67%Biting50%Blind Folds33%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Lets Get Physical
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair ColorHieghtGlassesShoe SizeCasual or FormalLong or Short HairManicured or NaturalEye ColorLet's get PhysicalLights on or OffBed or TableRomantic or WildRisky or SafeHugs or KissesEars or NeckWalk fast or SlowDance or Tap FootWalk or RideStay in or Go OutSpontanious or PlannedOrganized or FrazzledEarly or LateTaken or SingleHigh Places or Well GroundedSwimming or SkiingHiking or Beach StrollVertical or HorizontalBath or ShowerRoll-on or SprayHot or ColdTongue or LipsType or WriteRead or SingTalk or ListenOne of the Gang or OutsiderLoud or QuiteSchool or WorkSmoke or DrinkThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight SnackNapkin or Hand TowelTheater or RentalsCandle lit Dinner or PizzaPassion or CrazinessPessimist or OptimistTruth or DarePhone Call or Online Chat

All Moved To Idaho
Well i'm kinda sorta back. Got all moved to ID on Monday, have yet to unpack the trailer. So I don't have my computer up and running. I will try to catch up on comments by this weekend when I can get off my sisters ancient computer. Thanks for all my friends for the caring messages of support and well wishes for my move. The comments are awesome as well! Hope to talk to ya'll soon! XOXO Jackie

You Gotta Read This...
there is a guy in our office that is over the top strange (Mark) and a super cool guy (Dave). Dave just told me this knowing I was the only person he could tell, so now I'm telling all of you. Dave stepped into the bathroom, Mark was in one of the stalls making a lot of noise doing his # 2 duty (I'll try not to make it graphic cuz I'm trying to eat lunch right now). I believe the word Dave used to describe it was "greasy". Anyways, Dave sees Mark in the stall with his Bible between his feet. Dave steps up to the urinal and hears Mark say, "Hi Dave, this is Mark." Dave says, "Hi Mark, how did you know it was me?" Mark says, "Hold on a minute Dave, there's another Dave in here and I think there is some confusion." So Mark is in the bathroom, reading his Bible, making business calls, all while (I'm done eating now... hold on to your hats) taking a juicy, greasy, shit!!! How in the hell does this guy stay in business.

I Am Not The Girl
I am not the Girl who wants to have sex with every man online or im my life GET IT !!!!!!!! I am not the Girl That Just because I have this weird Sexual thing about me I am wanting to be Screwed by the Entire Male Species I am not the Girl that just because I have Large Breast and have cleveage means I am goin to let you touch ,lick, or see them just because their there and your horny I am not the Girl who just because I am not ashamed of showing my skin a little means I want to show all of it to every pervert around me I am not the Girl that just because your Horny and playing online because a. your not paying attention to your wife or significant other wants to have Cyber Sex with you . Get off the Computer she may be Horny too I am not the Girl that wants to feel that everytime she meet a man I have to wonder if all he wants from me something sexual and nothing else. I am not the Girl who Gives Up on Love or thinks all Men are Evil I am Just the Girl with a

As A Friend
Your Values Profile Loyalty:You value loyalty highly.You're completely devoted to your friends and family.Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them.Just make sure they're equally loyal to you!Honesty:You value honesty highly.You're unflinchingly honest, even when it's not easy.For you, integrity is very important - in yourself and others.People may not always like what you say, but they know they can trust it.Generosity:You value generosity highly.So much so that you often put your own needs last.There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart...But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy.Humility:You value humility highly.You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.Tolerance: You value tolerance highly.Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...You do all that you can to seek it out interesting

Jail In Mexico Sounds Like Fun
Wednesday, January 31, 2007 MEXICO - A B.C. construction worker jailed for more than two years in Mexico over a building contract that went sour says he's been wrongly imprisoned by a corrupt system. "Get me out of here," a frustrated Peter Kimber said yesterday from his prison cell in Huatulco, where he suffers from kidney problems and other ill health. He said he has endured dozens of beatings and atrocious conditions because he can't pay bribes to get out. "I want somebody to actually help save what's left of my life," he said. "I've tried it on my own for two years and four months. There's absolutely no way for a human being to fight against these people legally." Kimber, 44, lived in Mission before moving to Mexico in 2001 with his then common-law wife, her four daughters and his three children from a previous marriage. He said he was arrested on Oct. 15, 2004, after a couple from the U.K. reneged on a contract to have Kimber build them a home. He said Kevin an

!!!!!!!!!! Friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH. THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE. THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE OTHER FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN E

Hollywood Undead No.5
Hollywood Undead Help Support them!! Go to their page Leave them comments, showing them love Listen to their music Comment their photos And last but not least repost this! If you don't know who Hollywood Undead is, then click below to view their profile and check them out. Check out the HU NATION Copy and paste this into a new bulletin, or put it on your pages, show some love and repost!!! Hollywood Undead Help Support them!! Go to their page Leave them comments, showing them love Listen to their music Comment their photos And las

Aenima Tribute W String Orchestra
SING ALONG FUCKERZ Some say the end is near. Some say we'll see armageddon soon. I certainly hope we will. I sure could use a vacation from this Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Fret for your figure and Fret for your latte and Fret for your hairpiece and Fret for your lawsuit and Fret for your prozac and Fret for your pilot and Fret for your contract and Fret for your car. It's a Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Some say a comet will fall from the sky. Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves. Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still. Followed by millions of dumbfo

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Morris Bradshaw of the Oakland Raiders Q: Who were some of your favorite teammates? Morris Bradshaw: I would probably have to start with the guys I was drafted with in 1974. Henry Lawrence was our first round draft pick and I ended up rooming with Henry whose nickname was “Killer.” Dave Casper and Mark van Eeghen, I ended up becoming fairly good friends with all of them. As I got more entrenched on the team I ended up becoming friends with guys like Clarence Davis, Jack Tatum, Cliff Branch, Willie Brown and Fred Biletnikoff. These were guys, as far as your teammates were concerned, that I ended up having very good relationships with. Q: Do you still keep in touch with any of your teammates? Morris Bradshaw: Because of what I do here with the Raiders now, I stay in touch with all of them. Some more so than others because of geography and things of that nature. Mark van Eeghen lives in Rhode Island but our families were pretty close with our kids growing up, they are all adul

Wishes
spoken straight from the heart, author is unknown WISHES Wish I could look into your eyes And read what's written there Wish my heart could touch your soul And show how much I care Wish my mind had only pure thoughts And brought them into being Wish my heart always did what's right Both in giving and receiving Wish my crying could wash away your Indecision, doubt, and fear Wish I could erase all of your pain With a lone solitary tear

When You Send It On Put Your Score In The Subject Bar.
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING!) SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST. WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR. 1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU HAVE? a) Dark b) Light 2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO: a) Go to a party? b) Go out to eat? 3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF: a) Baby-Pink b) Yellow c) Baby-Blue d) Turquoise 4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF: a) Surfing b) Skate-Boarding c) Skiing 5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING,WHICH WOULD IT BE? a) Louie Vuitton b) coach c) againt all odds 6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING? a) hawaii b) London c) florida 7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO: a) The Beach? b) Somewhere Cooler? 8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH? a) January b) February c) March d) April e) May f) June g) July h) August i) September j) October k) November l) December 9. WOULD YOU RATHER: a) Chill at home b)

Waiting
Day one of waiting to hear back from the editor from Literoica.com and anxiety is setting in. I am pleased that he liked the story so much but at the same time I am hoping that my grammar was not too badly botched up for the story. Again... as soon as I hear anything from him I will post it here.

The Three Bears
The Three Bears Baby Bear goes downstairs and sits in her little chair at the table. She looks into her little bowl. It is empty. "Who's been eating my porridge?!!" she squeaks. Daddy Bear arrives at the table and sits in his big chair. He looks into his big bowl and it is also empty. "Who's been eating MY porridge?!!" he roars. Mummy Bear puts her head through the serving hatch from the kitchen and yells... "For Christ's sake, how many times do we have to go through this with you idiots? It was Mummy Bear who got up first. It was Mummy Bear who woke everyone in the house. It was Mummy Bear who made the coffee. It was Mummy Bear who unloaded the dishwasher from last night, and put everything away. It was Mummy Bear who went out in the cold early morning air to fetch the newspaper. It was Mummy Bear who set the damn table. It was Mummy Bear who put the friggin' cat out, cleaned the litt er box, and filled the cat's water and food dish. And, now th

Just A Little Talk
Been here for about 3 months. I've met some nice people and some not so nice. I don't know what is wrong with the system but sometimes I go to pages and leave messages and comments and later I get questioned why am I visiting and not leaving a message. I've been pegged a perv. This is hurtful. I don't understand why my messages aren't going thru but I am in fact leaving them. I am considering just leaving the tap because of this. This has occurred with more than one person. So I am taking this serious. I do admit to having a little bit of a voyeristic thing about myself. However, I will let you know I was there so that I don't come across as if I am sneaking doing anything. If for some reason anyone feel that way about me let me know I will stop coming by your place. I am not a stalker and a total perv. All I want is friendship and someone to talk to from time to time. I don't think that's asking for too much. Funny thing is that people are stopping by my page also and not leavi

Cheaters
why do people cheat?? is it because they are bored ? or because they are unhappy? or just because they dont care at that moment ? i dont know why and i wish i did,maybe i could be a faithful, loyal girlfriend..... now i'm not sayin that i'm not .. i just wanna know why someone else cheats

Shadows Of The Past
Shadows Of The Past Shadows of the past fall behind me Tossed aside on the road less traveled Before me is the path to my future Footsteps line my dreams unraveled In the distance I see what I have lost Growing darker with the fading sun The moon calls the stars to join him For every new light, one wish undone Past the sky I look toward the heavens To God this one question I ask If what I wanted is no longer possible My future will you please unmask This is something that I can not answer It can only be answered inside of you Past choices will effect your journey And the pain you put someone else through Don't give up, stay strong and have faith Your purpose I'll promise you'll find The key is to let go of yesterday Look forward and never behind I keep walking, careful not to turn As the sun once again starts to rise Unclear of tomorrow or the future But with a faith that is newly energized … Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

Just A Little Bit About Me ! !
Sometimes I wonder, is it me? Can I be so gullable, At 43 Am I not suppose to see the bullshit that comes out of men's mouth.. Do they all get together and create the same old lines? They say one thing before they get in your pants, then the words change... Im looking for a woman who wont take me for granted..... Id like to meet and be with just 1 lady who knows what she wants.... Then you spend a hot steamy night with this guy.... Then the words change to this.... I thought this was what I wanted... I just got out of a relationship, Im moving too fast... Why can't they just say.... Im in a relationship, its not going so hot... she stopped giving me "blow-jobs", Havent had sex in over 3 months... Would love to meet a lady who needs a good friend, and good sex... This way we have a choose, if I want a hot steamy night with this guy, Id say HELL YEAH... So come on guys keep it REAL Thats what a REAL man is about....

The Pool, After Hours {erotic Story}
The Pool, After Hours PennWritre © 2006 ---Fort Walton Beach, Florida… -Business trip meetings Wow, one more day of these meetings to go. Geez, I need to find Lori and tell her to get out of here for the afternoon, there is no sense in both of us sitting though the admin meetings after lunch. “Ah, there you are, Lori. I don’t think you are needed here this afternoon, shy don’t you get out of here, and go do some shopping, I know how much you enjoy that. Hmmm, in fact, why don’t you stop by the Holiday Inn and see if Dee wants to go with you. Tell her I’ll be back after 5 and we can work out dinner then.” Great idea, Jakob, I’m outta here!” As Lori give me a hug and walks off to her car. I manage to stay awake through the afternoon, and finally head back to the hotel. When I get back to the room, I find the note from Dee, that she is out with Lori and might be a bit late getting back. It suggests giving her a call and she can pick up dinner on the way back. Wow that sou

House Of Psychotic Animals
well i'm all moved in, and when i first got here i thought the house was this tiny little thing from the outside. it looks like a little corner shop that you would see just walking down the street. then we pulled into the garage and went inside. HOLY SHIT!!! this place is huge and wide open. there is a shit load of storage room too. the whole downstairs is devoted to rock and roll. i talking concert posters, autographs, ticket stubs, and drum heads all signed. and mixed in with all that is artwork... painting drawing, oil pastels, stained glass, painted monkies, glass heads. all kinds of colorfull wierd eccletic stuff. hell there's even slot machines! upstairs there's this one room devoted to a make-shift art studio/guest room. thats connected to the deck thingy, which you can basically walk around the entire house.... on the roof. it's really fucking cool. my room is nice too, it's big, has a gigantic bed, more storage, and it has my favorite painting that my grandfather did.

Bacon And Eggs
Bacon & Eggs! A little boy comes down to breakfast. Since his family lives on a farm, his mother asks if he has done his chores." Not yet," said the little boy. His mother tells him no breakfast until he does his chores. Well, he's a little pissed, so he goes to feed the chickens, and he kicks a chicken. He goes to feed the cows, and he kicks a cow. He goes to feed the pigs, and he kicks a pig. He goes back in for breakfast and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. "How come I don't get any eggs and bacon? Why don't I have any milk in my cereal?" he asks. "Well," his mother says, "I saw you kick a chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon for a week either. ! I also saw you kick the cow, so for a week you aren't getting any milk." Just then, his fath er comes down for breakfast and kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen. The little boy looks up at his mother with a smile, and says "Are you

Philippines Sands Drenched By 6000 Long Kisses
DA SANDS OF PHILIPPINES DRENCHED BY 6000 LONG KISSES YEAH..ITS NOT AN EXAGERRATION…BUT TRUE 6000 PAIRS OF YOUNGEST BOYS WITH THEIR BEAUTIFUL GIRL FRIENDS… JUST ASSEMBLED IN THE LOVERS’ PARK IN MANILA… CONTDOWN JUST BEGAN…3..2..1.. THEY STARTED KISSING..SO DEEP…. EXPRESSING THEIR UNSHAKABLE LOVE.. CONTINUOUSLY FOR 30 MINUTES…THE SWEET GAME THUS ENDED.. YEAH…ITS DA TRIAL RUN FOR “ VALENTINE DAY” WISHING ALL MY DEARS TO HAVE A WONDERFUL AND GREAT VALENTINE DAY.. WANNA GREET ME …JUST GIVE ME A GREETING MSG TO :http://www.cherrytap.com/privmsg.php?u=349223 :

Sea Of Desire
Drowning within a sea of desire Passion flows, through heated fires When I look at the pleasures upon your face Your body grooves with such delicate grace The complete absence of soft fallen lace Your love captures my soul and takes me to that special place Gentle touches only two can share Hidden pleasantries fill the air For now its time for hearts to mend Bodies nestled, ecstacy begins Thank you much my woman of power Gently extending your open flower Drowning within a sea of desire Your passion grows ever so higher Thank you for the time we spent The love you gave was worth every cent For this I say and I am not a liar I have already drowned in your sea of desire!

Are You A Dream (erotica)
My hand upon your chest Your hand beneath my breast Our kisses so entwined Our lust is so divine Tempered by a heart that's true How my passion climbs with you Your touch can set my soul on fire Your longing fills me with desire Passion building hot and wet Sweet man you make my body sweat First above me then below You loving fills me head to toe The yearning burning deep inside From your eyes I can not hide Take from me what you require Please consume me like a pyre Stroke me gently beneath my hood I'd moan loudly if you would Pull me to you hard and deep let me feel you inside me steep Take this fire from my brain Oh don't let me go insane Lick me, stick me, make me scream Oh how I hope you're not a dream ©Dark

Flashbacks
Flashbacks Submitted by jessicab on Thu, 2006-02-16 19:02. What are Flashbacks? Flashbacks are when memories of past traumas feel as if they are taking place in the current moment. These memories can take many forms: dreams, sounds, smells, images, body sensations, or overwhelming emotions. This re-experience of the trauma often seems to come from nowhere and, therefore, blurs the lines between past and present, leaving the individual feeling anxious, scared, powerless, or any other emotions that they felt at the time of the trauma. Some flashbacks are mild and brief, a passing moment, while others may be powerful and last a long time. Many times the individual does not even realize that he or she is having a flashback and may feel faint or dissociate. What Helps During a Flashback? If you realize that you are in the middle of a flashback: Tell yourself that you are having a flashback and remind yourself that the actual event is over and you survived. Breathe. Take

Stressed
So I have a blog on my space which I think that everyone does , but I have to be care ful what I say in in cuz people read it and then tell my man what they think that it means and what he shpuld do I havent said anything about my ex in months but his brothers girl thinks that I still miss him I beat the shit out of him why do I miss him if I see him again he get his ass kicxked again that sll after all he said and did thats all he deserves I mean a blog is where I put what I want to put it doesn't matter right I mean it's just a venting point to me but it has to mean shit to other people why????? It shouldnt Matter what I put since theres nothing wrong with it it all true and it just my point of view I guess the way that I see things whats wrong with that ??? I hate that people have to make shit out of nothing .............. But anyways I guess this is where I'll do my ranting for now well see what everyone had to say when that ain't shit to talk about

After Yom Kippur
((Hope I live long enough to be able to say this!!)) After Yom Kippur Toward the end of the Yom Kippur Services, the Rabbi asked, "How many of you have forgiven your enemies?" 80% held up their hands. The Rabbi then repeated his question. All responded this time, except one small elderly lady. "Mrs. Kohn? Are you not willing to forgive your enemies? " "I don't have any." She replied, smiling sweetly. "Mrs. Kohn, that is very unusual. How old are you?" "Ninety-eight." she replied. "Oh, Mrs. Kohn," said the Rabbi, "would you please come down in front and tell us all how a person can live ninety-eight years and not have an enemy in the world?" The little sweetheart of a lady tottered down the aisle, faced the congregation, and said: "I outlived the bitches."

First Nighta T The Bar!
Hey all. well my first night bartending went pretty damn well. It was kick ass..MAde some enw friends and heard some kick ass music...THe only downfall is my son got up at 7:15 AM so I only got like 3 hrs of sleep!!LOL!! EXAUSTED!! Hey for all of you who are into up can coming bands check out 69 Fingers Sucker Punch Bomb the Industry and Playground Heros These bands kick ass well hope to tlak to you all soon!

Adhd
What is Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD)? ADHD refers to a family of related chronic neurobiological disorders that interfere with an individual's capacity to regulate activity level (hyperactivity), inhibit behavior (impulsivity), and attend to tasks (inattention) in developmentally appropriate ways. The core symptoms of ADHD include an inability to sustain attention and concentration, developmentally inappropriate levels of activity, distractibility, and impulsivity. Children with ADHD have functional impairment across multiple settings including home, school, and peer relationships. ADHD has also been shown to have long-term adverse effects on academic performance, vocational success, and social-emotional development. Children with ADHD experience an inability to sit still and pay attention in class and the negative consequences of such behavior. They experience peer rejection and engage in a broad array of disruptive behaviors. Their academic and social difficult

My Little Dedication
THE WAR On that day our lives changed forever. Together, united, we chose to stand. Our freedom we chose to protect. We will not back down. Vengeance will be ours. Defending everything we hold dear to our hearts. Justice will be found. One day we will all live in peace. Pride will keep us marching forward. Loyalty will keep us united. Respect will end the death. Trust will keep the bond strong. Faith and hope will be restored. Together, united, the courage will be found to see this through to the end.

I Just Now Figured This Sh*t Out?
ok i just realized something and it's kinda embarassing considering how old i am....but ya know, a man will say an do anything to get in yer panties. Well, get you out of them rather. now i don't know why this surprises me at all really....i mean for the most part they all think with mr. winkie....but i never realized how gullible I guess i am....i know all this seems like psychotic ramblings from a person with no clue, but i do have a clue lol, they just hit me at odd times.....just had too much stuff goin on in my life at the moment and trying to keep too many balls in the air i guess you could say.....ohhhh well, i will ramble more later...

Sorry!
Hey everyone, I am sorry that I have not been on in awhile! I am currently out of the country working and won't be back in the states for a year or so! I will, however, get on here as often as I can. Please keep sending your Cherry love this way! I will do my best over here to do the same! Jay SSG Jay S. Kelly "We choose to serve so you don't have to!"

W00t.
Trivia time mhmm ♥ Heres the deal. I ask 3 questions you can answer any of them or all, just put what number you're answering! ♥ 1. What upper case (capital) letter of the English alphabet requires that the pen be lifted from the paper twice (providing no lines are re-traced)? 2. Months of the year that begin on a Sunday (other than February in non-leap-years) always have five Sundays. What other notable feature do they (including all Februarys) contain? 3. What is the only US state which borders with just one other US state? LOL yes they are hard ones! But have fun. You get gifts for answering correctly. Please all i ask is you rate this blog. Have fun and good luck. Oh and ill rate all your pictures for rating the blog :P

Mystical Fantasy
Mystical Fantasy I believe in mystical magical things... Even when thing's are not what they seem... In that special place, where dream and wishes still come true... I hold in my heart, Soul and mind's eye, the vision of you... In this world of black and White, Who's to say what's wrong and right... In this realm of Mystical Fantasy and the unfore seen Magical Reality... They each play equal roles in part, just what is the state of the player's mind at start Life is what you make of it... The challenge is to make your Mystical Fantasy, your Magical Reality... All Rights Reserved Iah Darha 1983

Ladies, Important, Please Read!!
A woman at the nightclub Crobar on Saturday night was taken by 5 men, who according to hospital and police reports, gang raped her before dumping her. Unable to remember the events of the evening, tests later confirmed the repeat rapes along with traces of Rohypnol in her blood, with Progesterex, which is essentially a small sterilization pill. The drug now being used by rapists at parties to rape and sterilize their victims. Progesterex is available to vets to sterilize large animals. Rumor has it that Progesterex is being used together with Rohypnol, the date rape drug. As with Rohypnol, all they have to do is drop it into the girls drink. The girl can't remember a thing the next morning, of all that had taken place the night before. Progesterex, which dissolves in drinks just as easily, is such that the victim doesn't conceive from the rape and the rapist needn't worry about having a paternity test identifying him months later. The drugs effects are not temporary- They are permanent

Love U Read This
One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YOU

Im Fuckin Over It
Just leave me alone! Dont call 700 times..Shit how can someone call em a stupid bitch, tell me its over and then he turns around and calls me 3 times in a row because i wont pick up...FYI im not pickin up because i have nothin to fuckin say to you. Just give me time to chill out. Oh and since he says i treat him like shit...then leave. I care about him but he is pushin me to the point i dont want anything to do with him.

Stinkeyeradio
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Death.... Wtf?
Anyone who knows me... knows that I am the night shift charge nurse of an ER.... a rewarding, yet difficult profession. Recently, I had an infant to die in the ER. This is the hardest part of our jobs. We are all alike... everyone... you ask yourself... what do I say to this family?... what do I do?... How do I react? And sometimes... you just don't know the answers to these questions until the very second that they present before you. I have been an ER nurse for several years... and have worked at major trauma centers, so it takes alot for a certain case to stick out in your mind. I will never forget this one.... The infant was already dead when she arrived at the ER... we all knew that... but for the sake of the family... for the sake of your own heart... you work... and you work hard. An innocent child... you do not want to lose. After an hour or so of intense medications and procedures with no positive signs... everyone becomes somnolent. Then there is the dreaded sound

Gotta Keep Tab's On Those Bob's
GOTTA KEEP TAB'S ON THOSE BOB'S Bob works hard at the plant and spends two nights each week bowling and plays golf every Saturday. His wife thinks he's pushing himself too hard, and their sex life is becoming ho-hum, so for his birthday she surprises him, blindfolds him and when she removes the blindfold they step out of the cab, they are at the local strip club. The doorman at the club greets them and says, "Hey, Bob! How ya doin?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before "Oh no," says Bob. "He's on my bowling team." When they are seated, a waitress asks Bob if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says, "How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" He's fast on his feet: "I recognize her, she's also a daytime waitress at the golf club. I always have a Bud at the end of the 1st nine, honey." A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Bob, starts to rub hers

Thank You Bondage Fairy
Did you know that it's Beautiful Women Month? Well, it is and that means you and me !!! I'm supposed to send this to FIVE BEAUTIFUL WOMEN, and you are one of them !!! (Of course I sent this to more than five). Below is a wonderful poem Audrey Hepburn wrote when asked to share her "beauty tips." It was read at her funeral years later. For attractive lips, speak words of kindness.. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others. If you share this with another wom

The Love I Have For You
The Love I Have For You When we are apart, can love heal my lonely heart when you are here, All my fears seem to disapppear, I love you,I really do Sleep is sweet, when I'm dreaming of you Time spent with you, It makes all my dreams come true This love I have for you, streams deeper than the ocean sea You would never know, just how much you mean to me When I am with you and when you are with me, there's no other place I'd rather be because this love I have for you shall last for all eternity.

Ulster Volunteer Force (uvf)
The Ulster Volunteer Force (UVF) is a Loyalist paramilitary group that was formed in 1966. The group adopted the name of the previous UVF which was formed in 1912 to oppose, by armed force, the arrangements for Home Rule in Ireland. Potential conflict in Ireland was averted by the First World War and many of the members of the then UVF joined the British Army's 36th (Ulster) Division and fought - and died in large numbers - on the battlefields of the Somme. The aim of the present UVF is to ensure that Northern Ireland's constitutional position within the United Kingdom is secure. The re-established UVF was opposed to the reform that were being considered in Northern Ireland in the late 1960s and early 1970s. As Loyalist paramilitary groups often did not claim responsibility for the killings they committed and on many occasions used pseudonyms, it is difficult to give an accurate count of the number of people killed by each organisation. However, the UVF has been responsible, over a p

A Speech By The Commanding Officer C Company 1st Belfast Battalion 2001
This speech was read out by the commanding officer C Company 1st Belfast Battalion Sunday 11th November 2001 WE ARE STANDING HERE TODAY TO REMEMBER OUR FALLEN COMRADES VOLUNTEERS CHAPMAN, McGREGOR, McINTYRE, HANNAH, WADSWORTH, FREEL, RIDINGS, MORELAND, McCULLOUGH, REYNOLDS, AND MARTIN. THESE BRAVE MEN FOUGHT THE REPUBLICAN MOVEMENT JUST LIKE THE MEN OF THE 36TH ULSTER DIVISION WHO FOUGHT IN FLANDERS FIELDS SO MANY YEARS AGO. THE OFFICERS AND VOLUNTEERS OF C COMPANY 1ST BELFAST BATTALION SHALL NEVER FORGET THESE BRAVE MEN AND THE ACTION THEY TOOK IN THE DEFENCE OF OUR COUNTRY. IN 1912 WITH ULSTER IN UPROAR AT ATTEMPTS TO ENFORCE TYRANNY UPON THE LOYALIST PEOPLE OF THIS PROVINCE, IN BARS AND BACK ROOMS THE SEEDS OF RESISTANCE WERE SOWN, AND SOON THE PUBLIC WOULD SEE A NEW FORCE, A FORCE THAT WOULD SHAPE THE HISTORY OF ULSTER FOR NEARLY A CENTURY. WITH CARSON AND CRAIG GUIDING THE POLITICAL FORTUNES OF ULSTER, RICHARSON AND CRAWFORD SET ABOUT TO REALISE THE DREAM OF A VIABLE DEFENCE FO

Welcoming Speech
Prescriptum I don't know English well and forgive me for mistakes. Welcome Welcome my friends. About me I born in Russia, Moscow. It's a great and beautiful city. Everybody listened about Red Square, Russian Army, Christ Temple, KGB (FBI) and so on. Very many legends about us outside of Russia and it's sweety. I have education (finish university). And I'm is a high-qualified IT-specialist (programming/hacking, designing/graphics, music and many other). I love my native city, but in spite of that I want to travel around the world, and maybe to live many years outside of Russia. It's my first blog in English. I hope it will be interesting for somebody. 24⁄02⁄2007 I upload a new photo to the gallery. See you again soon! Privet iz Rossii s ljubov'ju!

My Baby's
After a shitty day at work, i went and did something crazy. Rachel came home with me, i took a shower... And i did it! lol Nipples that is. Reachel got her "knockers knocked" about 2 weeks ago, and i have not been able to stop talking, (or thinking) about them. So my bright idea was to do mine too! I currently have a 14g in and i have horizontal hoops. I might put some pictures up on cherrytap. I just haven't grown the balls to share my little secret, to the world yet. This is my first "sharing"... and it sounds dirty, cause it's MY PRIVITE side! ohh haalll laa who knew?

Witches Creed
WITCHES CREED Hear now the words of the witches, The secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destiny's pathway, That now we bring forth into light. Mysterious water and fire, The earth and the wide-ranging air, By hidden quintessence we know them, and will and keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all nature, The passing of winter and spring, We share with the life universal, Rejoice in the magical ring. Four times in the year the Great Sabbat Returns, and the witches are seen At Lammas and Candlemas dancing, On May Eve and old Hallowe'en. When day-time and night-time are equal, When the sun is at greatest and least, The four Lesser Sabbats are summoned, Again the witches gather in feast. Thirteen silver moons in a year are, Thirteen is the coven's array. Thirteen times at Esbat make merry, For each golden year and day. The power was passed down the ages, Each time between woman and man, Each century unto th

Why Do They Exist?
I HATE Matts... in general... I'm sure there are a few nice ones out there in the big wide world... but as a rule, as I have found, they are creeps, liars, pedophiles, guys who would sleep with other guys girls (several Matts have done this), just all around slime balls... so in my opinion its a shoot first and find out if they are nice at their eulogy. If you are a Matt and are offended... take a good long look in the mirror... if this does not pertain to you... don't sweat it... and if it does... go do the world a favor and hang yourself... God its not as if we would miss you at all... OK thats my rant for now... I will Keep you all posted

Lonely
You ask me where beauty lies and I tell you the only one who knows is you. You ask me why the grass is green. I tell you because it's yellow,blue and red. You ask me what think of humanity and I answer you with a grin and a tear. You ask me why we can't find happiness and I tell you, Because some men and women a are more terrified of failure than others. You ask me how old I am I tell you: one death,four applauses and twenty friends old. You ask me whether I am afraid to die and I tell you only if I don't continue to live. You ask me who I am and I hesitate at the question. Sometimes I am happy,often I am angry, there are times when I am very sad, and then sometimes I feel extremely proud. The answer is I really don't know but ask me later when I am lonely, for then I am at my best

Sexal Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Masters Of War
Masters of War Bob Dylan Album:Freewheelin'(1963) This song criticizes the government for sending teenagers off to Vietnam and the cruelty and lack of respect shown for the common people or the former heroes of the war. Lyrics: Come you masters of war You that build all the guns You that build the death planes You that build the big bombs You that hide behind walls You that hide behind desks I just want you to know I can see through your masks You that never done nothin' But build to destroy You play with my world Like it's your little toy You put a gun in my hand And you hide from my eyes And you turn and run farther When the fast bullets fly Like Judas of old You lie and deceive A world war can be won You want me to believe But I see through your eyes And I see through your brain Like I see through the water That runs down my drain You fasten the triggers For the others to fire Then you set back and watch When the death count gets higher Y

Since No One Will Read My Bulletins...ill Put It In Here
sooo im sitting here on my little break telling you people what happened lol i get woken up by my mom saying theres a flood in the basement and now i've been working downstairs for the past 2 hours soaking up towels and wringing them out into a pot. Isn't this just wonderful!!! My whole day is going to be down there UUGH! WELL love you all but i gota get back to work!! Leave me some loooove!! ~Christine~

Generosity Of Lawyers
The United Way realized that it had never received a donation from the city's most successful lawyer. So a United Way volunteer paid the lawyer a visit in his lavish office. The volunteer opened the meeting by saying, "Our research shows that even though your annual income is over two million dollars, you don't give a penny to charity. Wouldn't you like to give something back to your community through the United Way?" The lawyer thinks for a minute and says, "First, did your research also show you that my mother is dying after a long, painful illness and she has huge medical bills that are far beyond her ability to pay?" Embarrassed, the United Way rep mumbles, "Uh... no, I didn't know that." "Secondly," says the lawyer, "my brother, a disabled veteran, is blind and confined to a wheelchair and is unable to support his wife and six children." The stricken United Way rep begins to stammer an apology, but is cut off again. "Thirdly, did your research also sho

The Quilt
As I faced my Maker at the last judgment, I knelt before the Lord along with all the other souls. Before each of us laid our lives like the squares of a quilt in many piles; an angel sat before each of us sewing our quilt squares together into a tapestry that is our life. But as my angel took each piece of cloth off the pile, I noticed how ragged and empty each of my squares was. They were filled with giant holes. Each square was labeled with a part of my life that had been difficult, the challenges and temptations I was faced with in every day life. I saw hardships that I endured, which were the largest holes of all. I glanced around me. Nobody else had such squares. Other than a tiny hole here and there, the other tapestries were filled with rich color and the bright hues of worldly fortune. I gazed upon my own life and was disheartened. My angel was sewing the ragged pieces of cloth together, threadbare and empty, like binding air. Finally th

Poem #1
When you say my name, it sounds like a song I can't get tired of When you touch my hand, I feel like I'm protected When you smile, I am warmed by your honesty When you look in my eyes, I am stripped to my soul When we kiss, I taste the sweetness of love. This has been one of those times that I will never forget When desperation and depression clung to my heart By a mere chance of fate You changed my life from something I wanted to escape from To something I never want to let go This is just a taste of what I can write, ;emme know what you think :-)

Ocean
The waves crash in the night, Dolphins juimp in the air, The waves are in sight, Don't forget the whales are there, As i blow a kiss good night, I coould not dispair, But only to see the whales and dolphins fight, I could not watch or bear, They loook so pretty the plum trees with light, From sitting in the sand the sunrise is in sight

The Death Of Martin Luther King Jr.
He had a dream that one day, His people will have an equal say, That the blacks can live out the year, Without persecution or fear. Martin was a great man, Who came from God's holy hand, They shot him down out of fear, Because his message rang too clear, His family lost a man who was dear. It's too bad Martin didn't live to see, The day when the blacks would be free, For I think they'll always have the right, To know how high they want to set their sights. Martin's son went to his father's killer, And asked him did you kill my father? And when Martin's killer had said no, The seeds of his innocence were sewn. By Michael Juneau

Going Home
well my Green card has been put on hold so I have to head back home for a bit but never fear for I shall return...the only sucky thing is my wife has to stay back in the USA and I will miss her like mad on the up side I will see my family and friends that I had lost contacted with when I was here in the USA but still I would not Trade my wife for my friends for nothing......

The 07 Life Of Pixie So Far
well... i havnt writen any thing in forever so yeah alot of catching up to do... January was a boring i guess because i cant really remember much of it lol so were on skip to February... February was probably my least favorite time to be alive... everything was all fine and dandy until Valentines Day and it was like "BAM" you have no one to cuddle with or anything! so it sucked going out and seeing happy couples, it made me feel so alone... i got over that when i found out my best friend of 15 years (Michelle) was placed into Intensive care for being in a coma due to a drunk bastard running into her car. a few days had passed and i was hoping that things would get better until one night when i got a phone call from a mutual friend telling me she had passed away, so the 17th is probably going to be one of the harder days for me now on. it was tough on me because i refused to believe until my friend literally carried me up to her coffin and made me face reality. i remember fall

Lifehouse - Everything
Find me here And speak to me I want to feel you I need to hear you You are the light That's leading me To the place Where I find peace again You are the strength That keeps me walking You are the hope That keeps me trusting You are the life To my soul You are my purpose You're everything And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this (Ahh Yeahhh) You calm the storms And you give me rest You hold me in your hands You won't let me fall You steal my heart And you take my breath away Would you take me in Would you take me deeper, now And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this And how can I stand here with you And not be moved by you Would you tell me how could it be Any better than this Cause you're all I want You're all I need You're everything, everything You're all I want You're all I need You're

Some Thing To Think About...
I have recently written about chicks and our moves when put in a competion situation with another chick(mainly me).But I am not into that tonight or just this moment hell I may never talk about that again.My current attitude is all about things that piss me off such as...rejection and ignore.Yeah I know noone likes either one of those or the feeling that comes along with them.You know if we could just keep it real with our intentions when talking with the opposite sex life would be a lot less stressful.Or less complicating too say the least.You know I really try to put it out there how I am and what you can expect when being my friend.I am not into games they suck are worthless and I can find other things to do with my time then to mind fuck some dude on the internet or vise versa.I am just letting off a bit of steam and if this offends you maybe you should take a look at the reasons you are even on here.Peace out...Ginger

Safe, Sane, And Consensual
by Tamar Kay Copyright©1995 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You will often hear it said that the first and most important rule in B&D-S/M is that all things we do with each other must be safe, sane, and consensual. What does this mean? Ask any set of experienced players and you'll get a different set of answers. Here's mine. Safe "Safe" means that we take care of each other as best we can, that no matter how we want our scenes, however gentle or rough, we do them in ways that do not injure our partners. "Safe" means that we take the dangers of sexually transmitted diseases seriously and use our best efforts to minimize those dangers. What can you do? Educate yourself. Learn as much as you can so that you can do safe scenes. That means read books, take classes, and ask others about specific techniques that interest you. Want to learn to use a cane? Ask an expert. Want to swing a flogger? Practice first on a pillo

The Hashbrown Incident
Ok, first of all, I can not take credit for writing this series. A girl I work with has composed these from her experiences over the last few months. They just make me laugh my A$$ off so I had to share. 1/27/2007 Got screwed by Mickey D’s again they are up to their old tricks. Had a horrible day yesterday. I broke my tooth on a Sausage McMuffin by biting down on one of those mystery microscopic bones in the sausage. It’s going to cost me $800.00 to get a crown put on. They screwed me out of 1 hasbrown to top that off. Today I got the nerve up to order 4 hasbrowns because I was starving due to the broken tooth problem and not eating yesterday. Figuring that would be a safe meal. Anyways I pull up and they said it will be a 5 minute wait on your hasbrowns, please pull around and we will bring them out. It was already 7:57 and I have to be at work by 8:00 I said I will just take something else I am not pulling over, they said well you will have to go get back in the mile lon

My World
So much I wanted to share my life, I gave so much of me, to have you here in my world, but you don't seem to want to be, how I wish I knew you, what is the life you need, I would gladly give you my world, there is so much you just can't see, from there where your standing, on the outside looking in, if you could only open your heart, you would find that love again, there is a better life for us it's here waiteing for you, in my world right where it's always been. 3 Doors Down - My WorldMusic Code provided by Song2Play.Com

Zebra ~ Who's Behind The Door Lyrics
Zebra ~ Who's Behind The Door Lyrics We sailed away We walked 2 thousand miles and then we slipped away We looked so hard But couldn't seem to find just what the world was for Now we know Just what the journey's for Looking out to the stars Think about what you are What do they think of you Animals in their zoo They haven't got the time Landing's not on their minds How do they have the nerve We're animals in preserve They watch us all They're only making sure that we don't trip and fall They look so hard But they can't tell us why they're here and just what for Because they don't know Who opened up the door How can we find out more Who owns the keyless door Where does the circle end Who are the unwatched men Where do we go from here Faith is a fading fear Life is a waiting room I hope they don't call me soon How much more do you really think you know than a flower does about who's behind the door!

Show Off Your Goods Men
i have created an album if u think u got the goods that can rock us women why not submit a great pic of ur goods..i will look at all the ratings and comments in two days..who ever has the most tens..will be notified and me and the ladies will come up with a gift..to have ur friends help u by rating or commenting have them add me as a friend then they can view ur pic u gave me to put up..its marked private for some that dont want just anyone seeing their pic.. this ends friday noon my time..so get ur friends to help u out..

Plus Some Stuff About Gom
Ok so most of you myspacers have me on your page 2 times!! One for my GOM and modleing page then for my personal peeps!! SO I am in talks with a band to sign them on w/ GOM. Cross your fingers and say a prayer!! I want this!! Fuck that I need this! I wont give up! out of about a dozen or 2 bands that i have emailed only 2 have emailed me back and 1 is out in SC. Plus they quit replying to my emails. So yeah I need them to give two squirts of piss about GOM!! On a different note!! My ex dani and I are becoming better friends again!! Im pretty geeked!! xo's amber

Bother- Stone Sour....pretty Much Sums It Up!!!
Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason; my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds [Solo: Corey] Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once

What Does A Kiss Taste Like?
What does a kiss taste like? (ty Earth Angel) Current mood: flirty Category:Funny WHAT DOES A KISS TASTE LIKE? The day a teacher had a taste test with her students. She picked a little boy to do the first test. She blindfolded him, put a Hershey kiss in his mouth and asked! "Do you know what it is?" "No, I don't," said the little boy. "Okay, I'll give you a clue," said the teacher. "It's the thing your daddy wants from your Mom before he goes to work." Suddenly, a little girl at the back of the room yelled, "Spit it out! It's a piece of ass!"

Bribery Will Get You Everywhere!!!
AIGHT, SO YEAH I'M HOLDING A CONTEST. GETTING A LOT OF COMMENTS AND ALL, BUT THE BRIBES ARE ALMOST NON-EXISTANT!!! COME ON PEOPLE, I'M THE JUDGE, JURY AND EXECUTIONER OF THIS CONTEST!! BRIBE ME, AND TRUST ME I AM EASILY CORRUPTED!!! SO YEAH. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND TRYING TO GET LOADED.

I'm Sure No One Cares..
But, I read last night that Ronnie James Dio and Black Sabbath were working on some project together at the moment. I just about had an orgasm when I read that. In fact, I had to read it a few times just to make sure I read it correctly. If they on tour with Ronnie James Dio as their singer again it would be heavenly for me. I'd pay a shitload of money to see that. The only thing what could be that for is seeing them between 1980-1982. Seeing Led Zeppelin around 1972 would have heavenly too.

Leaving A Comment On Someone's Page
Error: the users permissions do not allow you to leave a comment. what a fascist bitch! from ur very own administrators -yup that's what they have to say about folks like that -and i whole heartedly agree,so if ur the one wondering why didnt say hi when i was on ur page let me say from me to you what cherry tap thinks of you !i add -ditto!!!!i realize that there is all kinds of folks and then there are those that u just cant legally choke and hey if that's you -this thought is for you!!

The International Rules Of Manhood
The International Rules of Manhood 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". (e) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday i

Moving To Sarasota
After working as an environmental engineer in Ohio for the past 9 years, I have decided to take a position with a firm in Sarasota, Florida. This is a great opportunity for me and my family. However the greatest obstacle to over come is the fact that I am leaving my entire family. When I joined the military in 1988, I knew that there would be some heatbreak and turmoil over the fact that I was leaving my roots, maybe even abandoning my family. (I have three brothers locally, and all of my extended family is in Ohio as well). After my time in the service, I moved back to Ohio to begin my education and my career, and to be close to my extended family to raise my children. Now this opportunity has arisen, and it was impossible for me to not accept (they made me offer that I couldn't refuse). One of our children is off to college, and our middle child is in high school (this move is probably the hardest on her), and our little man is only two and half (and ready to go...he j

Purely A Ladies' Stuff. . . . .
DONT THINK ITS JUST ' HAIR' - IT ADDS TO UR BEAUTY- TAKE CARE OF IT. DAMAGED, DRY HAIR: A nourishing conditioner for dry or damaged hair, which can be used for all hair types: Separate the white of an egg from the yolk, whip it to a peak. Add 1 Tbsp. water to the yolk and blend until the mixture is creamy. Then mix the white and yolk together. Wet your hair with warm water, remove the excess moisture, and apply the mixture to your scalp with your fingertips. Massage gently until the froth is worked into your scalp, and then rinse the hair with cool water. Keep applying the mixture until it is used up and then rinsed until all of the egg is washed away. DANDRUFF:Pour distilled white vinegar onto the hair, as close to the scalp as you can manage; massage into the scalp; and allow to dry for several minutes before washing as usual. Repeat daily until the dandruff disappears, usually within a few days. HAIR LIGHTENER:To lighten hair, use 1/4 cup chopped fresh rhubarb to 2 cups boiling

Rude People
Ok...I am new here...but to me the whole point of this site is to make friends and be nice. Everyone has been so great to me so far....except this one woman who chose to come on and rate everything I have with ones. It's not that I think I am special...or that I deserve 10's on everything...but if you are going to intentionally be rude and rate someone you have never spoken to and know nothing about with 1's...just skip my page. I have no desire to know you. I am here to have fun...not participate in drama. I know she has done this to several people...I think she just needs a life. :)

I Have Learned !
I've learned that you cannot make someone love YOU.All you can do is,Be someone who can be loved.The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much i care,some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust,and seconds to destroy it. I've learned it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy, A relationship is at first.The passion fades and there had better be,something else to take it's place. I've learned that no matter how bad, your heart is broken, The world doesn't stop for your grief. I've learned that you shouldn't be so Eager to find out a secret.It could change your life Forever. I've learned that it's taking me along time, To become the person I want to be.

Pretty Boy
Call a medic He's turning blue Such a beautiful color on you Call a medic He's bleedng out I'll just admire as you writhe about He's shivering He looks so scared Looks like I caught you unprepared He's shivering But he's alive inside Looks like I'll take you on another ride I can see your soul In your dying eyes And we both know its full of lies I can see your soul And all your dirty secrets Don't think me killing you will erase those debts If there's a devil I'm feeding you to him Damn you for using her as a toy If there's a devil And I hope there is I'll meet you in Hell, pretty boy

The Truth
to those of you who think he is telling the truth, i hope one day you will wake up. bumpem3car has been a liar for the last 6 years i have known him. My name is gloria. I met him 6 years ago, we talked for a while on the net, after about a month, he began to tell me how much he loved me, gave me his cell and work number so we could talk. I never thought much about why i could never get him on weekends or nights, just during work hours was when we talked. he ask for a picture of me which i sent to him. i was told he put in glass frame next to his bed and on his desk so he could see me his every waking hour. anyway.. over the next few months, my feeliong grew for him by leaps and bounds. He told me the things i wanted to hear, Made me feel as if i was the only one for him. He got around to asking me to send naked pics of me to him, i did,only because he had convinced me he loved me and we would be together for the rest of our lives. after about 8 months, i told my friend about him

How Much Do You Support Our Troops? Well This One Can Use Your Support Right Now
OK, HARDCORE US MARINE, NEEDS YOUR HELP. HE GAINS THE LEAD IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT ONLY TO HAVE IT TAKEN BACK BY THE TIME THE SUN COMES UP. SO PLEASE IF YOU CARE AND SUPPORT OUR TROOPS SO MUCH, SO YOUR SUPPORT AND PUT AT LEAST 200COMMENTS PLEASE. I WILL GIVE A GIFT TO ALL THAT HELP OUT AFTER THEY HAVE PUT 200 COMMENTS DOWN. AND FOR ANYONE THAT THAT CAN PUT DOWN A 1000 COMMENTS THEY WILL HAVE A PERSONAL SALUTE MADE FOR THEM AS WELL AS A GIFT. SO PLEASE COME AND SHOW SOME LOVE TO A US MARINE. TO GET YOUR GIFT FOR HELPING OUT, PLEASE CONTACT THE ORIGINAL PERSON WHO POSTED THIS BULLITON. ADOPT A SOLDIER. THANKS LETS SHOW THIS MARINE THAT WE CARE ABOUT OUR TROOPS.

Am Hibernating This Summer
Well summer is going to be here real soon. This wolf will be hibernating most of the summer from CT. If he will be back...not sure as of yet. There's some things that are getting out of hand and not getting into details lol. All i can say is that i've enjoyed helping the people that i have helped as well as getting help from the people i got help from. If there's anyone who wishes to keep in touch i'll be on yahoo :) Anyhow just things i've been realy thinking about latley so i thought i'd do up a stupid blog on it lol. for everyone that reads this i hope you have a fantastic summer :):)

How Do They Know All This Lol
Your Love Style is Agape You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner. Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare. You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie. Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you. For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love. What's Your Love Style?

Please Help This Marine Out
Hey there Cherries , I need a little help in this Contest with all the comments you can give. Would be a great help to get me to win this thing.. Thanks... Be safe and Semper Fi.... Click picture below to comment....

All Alone
I feel the weight of the world upon my shoulders. Where do I go? Who do I turn to? No one quit understands my feelings or the dreams I had. I want to be married to one person for the rest of my life and yet I can't seem to find anyone willing or have a desire to let me be me. I married and divorce twice so that the men could get on with their lives and here I am I am in the same position as the men. I want out to get on with my life and I can't! Everyday I go to my mail box in hopes that someone has heard of my plight and sends me the money I need to divorce and move out. Everyday I open the box to fidn more bills and no help. Each day my hopes are dashed and my spirit is broken. I want to crawl into a hole and die but the thought that maybe just maybe there is light at the end of the tunnel. I am so damn stressed that my monthly vister hasn't shown up and it is driving me crazy becasue Friday I was going ot visit someone (hopeful) and play to my hearts connet. Well i

What Does Your Name Mean?
spell out your name and see what each letter says :) (repost if you want into your own blog ) a: You are ballin. B : You like people. C: You are really silly. D : You like to drink. E: awesome kisser F : You are dead sexy. G : You never let people tell you what to do. H : You have a very good personality,looks and a very good kisser I : Great in bed. J : People Adore you K : You're wild and crazy. L : Unbelievably great in bed. M : best kisser ever. N: You love to drink. O: awesome kisser. P : You are popular with all types of people. Q : You are a hypocrite. R : Fuckin crazy. S : Easy to fall in love with. T : You're loyal to those you love. U : You really like to chill. V : You are not judgemental. W : You are very broad minded. X : You never let people tell you what to do. Y : best boy/girl friend any one can ask for. Z : Always ready.

Natures Love
Blue sky up above,Cotton clouds behinds flying dove; Sweet song of birds heard every morn; Trees bearing fruits wich thy magen need, Blooming flowers on wich butterfly gained sweet nectar; Oh;Natures God has made,though shall not be gone... Oh;Human forced what have you done? Sky is dim..clouds parched; Poisoned air scatered through the wind; Human dirts make sea creatures screamed! Flooded Valley swallowed life, Weak forest cannot save thee; Illegal logging causes Death, Guidance of Nature is Deaf! Shall we allowed our Earth be gone? Wake up our mind,Cleanliness must be done! Human must be aware,instead of cruel hand, Gives our Mother Earth LOVE and CARE...

Travelling More = Interesting Times
Lived in Baltimore, D.C. area for almost two months and loved it. Had more women in those two months than the rest of my manhood... Now I travel an insane amount, seeing places that I always wanted to see to places that I wish I never had. Tomorrow, NYC for two days. I can't wait to experience my friend's awesome flat and the renovation that will go on with it. Take care world...

Poetry
I do not love Thee I DO not love thee!--no! I do not love thee! And yet when thou art absent I am sad; And envy even the bright blue sky above thee, Whose quiet stars may see thee and be glad. I do not love thee!--yet, I know not why, Whate'er thou dost seems still well done, to me: And often in my solitude I sigh That those I do love are not more like thee! I do not love thee!--yet, when thou art gone, I hate the sound (though those who speak be dear) Which breaks the lingering echo of the tone Thy voice of music leaves upon my ear. I do not love thee!--yet thy speaking eyes, With their deep, bright, and most expressive blue, Between me and the midnight heaven arise, Oftener than any eyes I ever knew. I know I do not love thee! yet, alas! Others will scarcely trust my candid heart; And oft I catch them smiling as they pass, Because they see me gazing where thou art. Caroline Elizabeth Sarah Norton

1st Day
Hiya, this is my 1st day on ere and i do like this website but ave 2 say tht m yspace is beta coz u dnt need 2 download anything and u cn put a bkground up so much quicker. i stil dnt no how 2 put on a skin or wateva its called lol. if anyone wnts 2 help me pimp up my profile thn feel fre 2 send me a message.

My Hometown - Freedom Isn't Free
This is an old Army video from the late 80's to early 90's which I had not seen in AGES and even to this day it brings a tear or two to my eyes when I see it. I had been chatting with an Army recruiter this afternoon and I had mentioned this particular video and right away he did a little bit of digging through some old DVD's he had and found it and damn if he did not give me the whole DVD for me to take home and grab what I wanted off of it. Needless to say the next time I stop by there, I am probably gonna have to treat him to a beer or a cup of coffee. Enjoy!! Neal

New Orleans Seductress
The Seductress in New Orleans She wasn’t from Cajun country. She’s a sweet, sensual, exotic woman with a sexy voice and very intoxicating body. She’s a seductress in New Orleans. He was her prey, he is her desire. He hungered to have her as much as she ached to seduce him. He found her tonight as usual in her favorite dimly lit restaurant in the French Quarter. He felt she had seduced many a man as he wanted to be seduced by her, by the erotic desire and sensuality she possessed. The Quarter was dark tonight, they both could feel the passion and desire in the air. The band in the restaurant began to play, she got up, began to move to the music. She danced only for him, to feel his eyes on her, to feel the sensual desire of both of them float back and forth across the room. His desire for her only ignited the erotic sensual desire and lust in her for him. She hungered to feel his touch, feel the graze of his lips against her neck, his hands slide down her back, only

Are You Psychic
You Are 80% Psychic You are so very psychic. But you already predicted that, didn't you? You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others. You're very tapped into the world around you... Just make sure to use your powers for good! Are You Psychic?

Does Size Matter { Not What You Think}
so many men are worried about if size matters, cause most men only want one thing lol. But I want to know what you think is more important the size of a mans heart, or the size of his penis. I mean in my experiance have a big heart is more important cause im so popular with woman. tell you the truth only one woman knows anything about me below my belt, again because my heart is so big I never wanted tohave sex i only wanted to make love, to me there is a difference. what is more important to you though a big heart or a big penis? I am interested in what you all think.

Celtic Horoscope
You Are A Cedar Tree You are elegant yet unpretentious, modest yet vivacious. Attractive and friendly, you are full of imagination but might lack passion. You abhor vulgar people, and you don't like anything in excess. You have little more ambition than to live a calm life and enjoy nature. You create a content, peaceful atmosphere for others. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Attitude Through Poetry
When you're up against a trouble, Meet it squarely, face to face; Lift your chin and set your shoulders, Plant your feet and take a brace. When it's vain to try to dodge it, Do the best that you can do; You may fail, but you may conquer, See it through! Black may be the clouds about you And your future may seem grim, But don't let your nerve desert you; Keep yourself in fighting trim. If the worse is bound to happen, Spite of all that you can do, Running from it will not save you, See it through! Even hope may seem but futile, When with troubles you're beset, But remember you are facing Just what other men have met. You may fail, but fall still fighting; Don't give up, whate'er you do; Eyes front, head high to the finish. See it through!

What?
So yeah, I was watching FOX NEWS. I know, I know FOX NEWS is not really news but hey It was the only thing on. Well in my boredom, I heard the greatest thing I think that you can hear on a news program. So here it goes, “Medical researches have found that drinking Alcohol and smoking cigarettes are worse than smoking pot and taking ecstasy .” Now I know its true MY GOVERNMENT REALLY LOVES ME… FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS GOOD AND HOLY---- PLEASE STOP LISTENING TO THESE PEOPLE…. AND FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO WILL CONTINUE TOO LISTEN TO THESE PEOPLE THIS JUST IN PLACING A LOADED GUN IN YOUR MOUTH AND PULLING THE TRIGGER WILL NOT KILL YOU…. THAT IS ALL THE STERN

Kid Rock -- American Badass
Yeah And I set up and tore down this stage with my own two hands We've travel this land packed tight in mini vans And all this for the fans, girls, money, and fame I played their game And as they scream my name I will show no shame I live and die for this And if I come off soft Then chew on this Are you scared? Devil Without A Cause And I'm back with the beaver hats And Ben Davis slacks Thirty pack of Strohs Thirty pack of hoes No rogaine and the propane flows The chosen one I'm the living proof With the gift of gab From the city of truth I jabbed and stabbed And knocked critics back And I did not stutter when I said that I'm going platinum Sellin rhymes I went platinum Seven times And still they ill They wanna see us fry I guess because Only God Knows Why Why why why why Ohhhhhhhhhhhh They call me cowboy, I'm the singer in black So throw a finger in the air

I Did It, Lol!!
Well I said I'd do it and I did, lol! Just got back from having my piercing jewelry changed. AND, I got my clit hood piercing!!!!!!!! Woot! Woot! I am so pleased with it! Did it hurt? Well, yes it did, but it went very fast. I have had four children, you know! Puts things in perspective a bit, lol! And as I said with the other piercings, Brian at Mind Altering Tattoos and Body Piercing is the best. What a sweetie! There is only one other person I would permit to do my piercings, and I hope he knows who he is!! Had to share! I'm so very pleased and excited! And no, I am not telling my Mom. THIS she would not understand at all, lol!! Rites of passage are a wonderful thing, you know?

This Whirlwind Called Life
I am a late bloomer as far as the virtual world, was becoming concerned that life would leave me by the wayside if I didn't learn the dance. It is a much different world since the cyber world came into being. I remember when there was no computers or internet. Heck I remember before there was cable,lol. I went to the library a few months ago and the internet happened to be down. The librarian looked at me quite confused when I asked for help referencing a certain obscure title. I asked him what the problem was.Sheepishly he looked at me and said "Can you wait for us to come back online?" What a hoot..... I am 50 and single. Got tired of the bar scene and this has turned out to be a good venue for fielding desirable connections. As the whirlwind of life pulls me along, it is good to know that there are other ways of meeting people. Sure there are some disappointments, but I have yet to have a really bad experience. And I have had some great times with people, s

The New Things In My Life
well im now trying to get in touch with the lawyer about lacey the school is now saying they have to vote on if the school can pay laceys hospitals bill so bullshit im telling you so now im going to sue see i was gonna play nice but not no more they will pay for every headache that child has gotten they will pay for every chest pain i had when i found out and all the rides to the hospital and doctors appointments im done playing mrs nice guy nomore walking over me! Well on tuesday i had to take lacey and larissa ages 14 and 6 to get a dna test can you belive the asshole is denying being the father i am so pissed well in about two weeks he can never throw it up in my face again that hes not larissas dad. my question is how come the woman is the one that is always stuck with the kid she knows who she slept with she carrys the baby in her belly for all them months and she gets the one to have to prove hes the father im so tired of that too let me tell you why cant the man have to be the

Standing In The Doorway
I was standing in the darkened doorway waiting for that monster to notice me she was throwing things and yelling I dont think she knew that i could see she yelled at her little boy for spilling food on the floor i was still waiting for her to see that i was standing in the door she yelled at his father for things he didnt do wrong i dont think she realized I'd been standing there so long I was standing in the doorway watching her go into a fit of rage It was hard for me to watch her Screaming, going on a rampage. I was standing in the doorway watching as it became clear that girl i was watching was me thats why she didnt see me standing here. Standing in the doorway once again after seeing how mean i am crying and begging for my anger to end.

If Love Wasn't Love
If Love Wasn't Love by Avry Johnson What if Love wasn't Love, but Love was lust... And all things known to loyalty were betrayed by trust? Have passion become misery, sorrow or grief, Things to which we have in, now valued disbelief. If misery truly Loved company, then how could it hurt? Togetherness and happiness... taken for more than they're worth. What if Love wasn't Love, but Love was lust? Surely all we know and stand for wouldn't mean much.

.all.the.moments.are.mine.
i watched Poe play a game of pounce the invisible whatever all up n down the hallway. she must be feeling better. she has no tail cuz she's a manx...so watchin her lil nub wiggle back n forth is amusing. anyway. i heart qwest. i hate the electric company. but im not going to get into that cuz im not in a horrible mood. i had this thought process last nite and i dont know if i can revisit it...but some of it is still ruminating in there...the whole single parenting thing. single parents...whether divorced or just single...men or women...have a tough ass time. maybe not if they only have one...i dont know...i havent had that luxury...lol...regardless...that other party? they get off ass easy in comparision. the most they have to do is a send a check...which lets face it...if you get one...you're quite lucky and should prolly know it. sure they dun get the joy either...first smiles...first steps...first words...but they get to completely avoid all the messiness that comes w

A Tribute To The Memory Of Duane Brush
IN MEMORY OF DUANE BRUSH, A SON, A HUSBAND, A FATHER, A BROTHER AND A UNCLE, A RELATIVIE AND A CO-WORKER,AN IN-LAW, AND A FRIEND TO ALL.DUANE WAS MANY THINGS TO ALL,EACH IN THEIR OWN SPECIAL WAY. THE MEMORY OF DUANE IS FRESH IN EACH OF OUR MINDS. LET NO ONE THINK THAT THE MEMORY WILL DIE. REMINDERS OF HIM ARE EVERYWHERE BECAUSE HE TOUCHED OUR LIVES SO DEEPLY. SOME HAVE BEEN JUST RECENTLY, YET OTHER HAVE BEEN LIFE LONG. LET US TAKE COMFORT IN KNOWING THESE MEMORIES WILL HELP US TOGETHER THROUGH THESE SAD TIMES

The Mayonnaise Jar And Two Cups Of Coffee
When things in your life seem almost too much to handle; when 24 hours in a day are not enough remember THE MAYONNAISE JAR AND TWO CUPS OF COFFEE: A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the

My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 139 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Dragonfly Story
"In the bottom of an old pond lived some grubs who could not understand why none of their group ever came back after crawling up the lily stems to the top of the water. They promised each other that the next one who was called to make the upward climb would return and tell what had happened to him. Soon one of them felt an urgent impulse to seek the surface; he rested himself on the top of a lily pad and went through a glorious transformation which made him a dragonfly with beautiful wings. In vain he tried to keep his promise. Flying back and forth over the pond, he peered down at his friends below. Then he realized that even if they could see him they would not recognize such a radiant creature as one of their number. The fact that we cannot see our friends or communicate with them after the transformation which we call death is no proof that they cease to exist." by Walter Dudley Cavert

Two Truths And One Lie...
Two Truths & a Lie? Ok Guy's and Gal's don't be shy nor bashfull..once ur on this page you have to ask the 3 questions... Here's the deal: I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Really. I'll answer anything. I may opt to e-mail answers to particularly sensitive questions, however. Then I want you to go to your blog, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything. Here's the twist: Of the three questions you ask, I will answer two of them absolutely truthfully. As for the other question -- I'll lie like a goat. (Well, not a truthful goat, obviously. The untrustworthy type of goat.) I will not reveal which two answers are truthful and which one is the lie

There Is Only But One. Poem For A Shadow, A Dream
THERE IS BUT ONE HEART, SOUL AND BODY THAT I ACHE AND LONG FOR. IT IS YOURS, MY LOVE. THERE IS ONLY ONE WOMANS TOUCH AND SWEET LIPS I WISH FOR. HER KISSES, SWEET ,WICKED AND DIVINE. I SO CRAVE, AWAKE OR IN THE DREAM TIME. HER PASSION AND DESIRES, THE FIRE IN HER EYES, I SHALL SATISFY AND FULL FILL. AND SET THEM ABLAZE. TO TASTE HER SWEET FIRE, TO FEEL HER HEART BEAT AGAINST MY CHEST. THE CARESS OF HER HANDS UPON MY FLESH. LOVING HER FOR ALL OF MY DAYS. YOU ARE ALL I WANT AND DESIRE, THE ONE I WISH TO GROW OLD WITH, THE ONLY ONE I SHALL EVERY MAKE LOVE TO. THE LIGHT THAT SHINES FROM WITHIN YOUR SOUL IS AS BRIGHT AS THE SUN, IT'S WARMTH AND RADIANCE, TOUCHES THE VERY CORE OF MY BEING, MY HEART, MY SOUL. I SHALL CHERISH, EVERY DAY AND NIGHT UPON THIS EARTH, THAT I HAVE WITH YOU. TO HONOR AND RESPECT WHO YOU ARE, FOR ALL OF MY LIFE. FOR THE LOVE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME IS TRULY THE RAREST GIFT ONE CAN GIVE TO ANOTHER. AND IN RETURN, I GIVE MYSELF UNTO THEE FOR ALL TIME

Blog
JUST CHECKING IN AGAIN Its stupid early right now, trying to wake up. I have an early appointment this morning, so I figured I would see if my fingers can type at this hour!! We have a few meetings this week just discussing the game plan, and talking shop with a few people. Next week we have a huge show that we need everyone to come too that can!!! It a VERY IMPORTANT show for us for a few reason. I wish I could get into it but some of you already know. So just ask around & you'll find out why but I can't get into it till after that show. I don't want to jinx things.........Here are some details: April, 12 2007 at House of Crave FREE ALL AGES SHOW!!!!!!! W/fatkid dodgeball 391 Neil Avenue, columbus, Ohio 43081 Cost : FREE Doors: 7:00pm Also we were thinking about posting a new song demo. BUT with a small catch... In columbus,Ohio if you make us the number one song every night this week(4/2-4/6) on the TEXT TOP 5 we will post the demo of a new track called Loser Of Th

The Worse Place To Make New Friends
IS a topless bar, you would thank. Sexey hot ladies walking in next to nothing looking all good just to make a dollar. Yeah I know the only reasion some of them would talk to me is because I had money and I look like an open bank. But their are some places I can go and feail welcom. I have always been able to make friends at this place even thro I do not spend a lot of monet. Yeah I may have spent five hundred dollars of my bill money for a frew moments of a quick pieak.At first I did not thank nothing of it then I met her. In the light her eyes shain as bright as christal itself she put on a good show finding the right way to make me happy. I did not know her stage name but I knew the line up. The bartender did not know who I was talking about and neaghter did she. All I wonted was one more dance. Talking to her not knowing who I was looking for. Then suddenly out of no where a light went off she had reailze it was her. After that I dont reamber what was said or done I thaank I

Rain
RAIN Pitter, patter is what I hear as I listen to the rain. It fall's against my window and hits gently on the pane... As I lie in bed at night with the rain falling gently down. I think of you lying next to me just listening to the sound... The gentle tapping in our ears as I made sweet love to you. It's a memory that will alway's be in my heart, forever true... I remember how we talked and laughed and held each other tight. I, also, remember how we loved until the morning light... And as I lie here listening to the rain on the window sill. My memories of you and I remain- and always, always will... So, gentle rain that make's life sweet and clean and fresh and new. Keep falling down on my window pane till I get back to you...

Vampire Vixen
Into the night cold and dark vampire vixen, to leave her mark she smiles sweetly to the gentleman there he thinks to himself she is so fair little does he know at death won't wait in her embrace she is his fate he comes up behind drawing her near she lets him... she has nothing to fear she lets him play touching here, there she bides her time she hasn't a care they become locked in loves' embrace play time over horror on his face a vampire vixen ready for a feast he's but a man she's a beast. she latches on like a leech, undead. she drains him... until she's well fed. her dark hair shines, her dark eyes gleem. she isn't at all what she may seem. vampire vixen, into the night... blood on her lips, the moon is so bright.

The Death Of A Soul
I gave all the love my heart possessed, all the spirit my soul held dear. Asked for nothing in return and was given wicked betrayal to worthless tears. I trusted as no other could. Believed and hoped as Angels would. Crushed is my soul and torn is my heart for you deemed fit to tear us apart. The agony you wrought makes you smile but know without a doubt in your pitiful denial. My hatred and sorrow will not kill me yet, it will fuel my desires for you deserve what you get. A day will come when karma unfolds and I will watch as the story is told. My hand will not be reaching for you as it always has before. You've forfeited that courtesy for my ardor you ignored. My love and compassion are no longer yours. I have none left for your ignorant course. Your life you have chosen through all the lies and deceit. Now wallow in your emotionless misery and live it complete. A bed of roses I gave a bed of nails you made. I hope you enjoy the cold lonesome for your damag

This Weeks Pimp Out (april 9 Till April 16)
Here comes Cherries!!!!!! from now on i will be pimping out 2 cherries every week. There will be 1 male and 1 female cherry in each bulletin i send out. also this pimping will be blogged on my page!!! this weeks male pimp out.... BoredWithDrama@ CherryTAP he's a very sweet guy that cares for alot of his friends. he also shows all the love in return. he repost all bulletins that are the most important. And for our female pimped out cherry i've chosen for.... Muerte Bella™@ CherryTAP This is my sweet sister in crime!! ;)) show her some love by fanning and rating and adding her. she shows all love in return to you!!! a friend that backs you up all the way!!! Go show these 2 awesom cherries some love!! come on you can't miss out on these awesom cherries on your page. for maybe next time it might be you ;)) This pimpout has been originated by F******HOT Marina *♥someone's lover♥* -Dutch Dutchess of the perv-crew@ CherryTAP

For All The Desperate Guys On Ct
Now, I can't translate Russian, but from the pictographs, I am pretty sure that this is a handy little guide to creating your very own artificial 'gina from a towel and an empty can of Pringles. Hope this provides some relief from those long, lonely nights for a few of you fellows. :)

*ok.. Can I Wear Da Topic Out Just A Lil Bit More???*
ok.. its all over my page.. Linkin Park.. New single/video: What I've Done www.linkinpark.com Uv GOTTA check out that video! such intense imagery!! n it was directed by LPs very own Mr Hahn :) The new cd will be out May 15th.. if any1 is interested in a lil more info.. check out http://www.minutes2midnight.com/ ok.. had more 2say but Benadryl knockin me on me arse so I think I will wrap this up.. if u r an LP fan.. iv got an LP album in my gallery n I have da lyrics 2da new song on my profile. Holla @me cuz I'd luv 2meet my fellow fans :) Nite y'all.. sleep sweet.. have a gr8 Hump Day! *Mwahs*

A Real Friendship Poem
I'm so tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good... finally here is a series of promises that actually speak of our true friendship: 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard/bitch who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will try to calm your nerves, unless it is something silly then I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass, but then I will help you get up. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end

Poor Billy Bob
Billy Bob and Luther were talking one afternoon when Billy Bob tells Luther, "Ya know, I reckon I'm 'bout ready for a vacation. Only this year I'm gonna do it a little different. The last few years, I took your advice about where to go. Three years ago, you said to go to Hawaii.I went to Hawaii and Earlene got pregnant. Then two years ago you told me to go to the Bahamas. And Earlene got pregnant again. Last year, you suggested Tahiti and darned if she didn't get pregnant again!" Luther asked Billy Bob, "So, what you gonna do this year that's different?" Billy Bob said, "This year she's goin' with me!"

Candle Colors
Candle Colors White The Goddess Higher Self Purity Peace Virginity (substitutes any other color) Black Binding Shapeshifting Protection Repels Negativity Brown Special Favors To Influence Friendships Silver The Goddess Astral energy Female energy Telepathy Clairvoyance Intuition Dreams Purple Third Eye Psychic Ability Hidden Knowledge To Influence People in High Places Spiritual Power Blue Element of Water Wisdom Protection Calm Good Fortune Opening Blocked Communication Spiritual Inspiration Green The Element of Earth Physical Healing Monetary success Mother Earth Tree and Plant Magic Growth Personal Goals Pink Affection Romance Affection Caring Nurturing Planetary Good Will Red Element of Fire Passion Strength Fast action Career Goals

Shes Falling Apart...
They pull up their chairs to the table She stares at the food on her plate At the toast and the butter Her father, her mother, she pushes away And they rise in the morning And they sleep in the dark And even though nobody's looking She's falling apart She gets home from school too early And closes the door to her room There's nothing inside her She's weak and she's tired of feeling like this And they rise in the morning And they sleep in the dark And even though nobody's looking She's falling apart They call her for dinner, she makes up a reason She looks at her arms and she rolls down her sleeves And her mother is starting to see through her lies And last night her father had tears in his eyes And they rise in the morning And they sleep in the dark And even though nobody's looking She's falling apart And we rise in the morning And we sleep in the dark And even though nobody's looking She's falling apart

Just A Thought...
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.

Let's Get This Contest Going!!!!
I think it's about time for me to hold a contest... "Sexiest Cherry" Males and females. There will be a surprize gift or two depending on how many people enter, and when i can start... Contest will last for14 full days... Rates worth 2 comments, and comments worth one. Bombing allowed. Self commenting NOT allowed. You will need to rely on your friends for this one. 1st place will receive a Porsche. 2nd place will receive a Tropical Vacation. 3rd place will receive a Ring (man's or woman's) and a Platinum Cherry. 4th and 5th place will receive a Platinum Cherry. All other places will receive a Trophy. So Private message me with the link to the picture you would like to use. All pictures MUST BE Safe for work!!! Any questionable pictures will not be used. I would like to start this contest as soon as possible. Please repost this for me. There may be people that are not in my friends list that would like to be in this contest..

Ritual For Peace
Design this ritual to suit your needs. Choose candle colors that represent the things you seek peace for (e.g., maybe green and brown for peace on earth). "From out of the dark and into the light A circular mark, a candle burns bright. I look towards the sky...my song do I sing. Spirits soar high and gifts do I bring. I offer my all! My mind, I then clear Harken my call! I feel you are near! Candle burns higher; my spirits set free! Hotter than fire, this magick will be! Let magick come 'round, from under the ground, To form with my sound and then, to be bound! Around me I feel the magick so real, Before you I kneel.. the spell I now seal! Let all hatred CEASE! And let there be PEACE! These words that I say, with magick AWAY! This spell that I send is now at an end. Let the magick I've laid, go forth and not fade! SO MOTE IT BE!"

Whatcan I Say??????
IM SUCH A FUCKING DUMBASS!!!!!!!! AND HOW I SCREWED THINGS UP THIS TIME IM NOT SURE.... BUT WHATEVER BI DID COST ME THE MOST WONDERFUL RELATIONSHIP WITHB THIS INCREDIBLY AMAZING WOMAN. I WILL NEVER FIND ANYPNE AS OPEN, NON JUDMENTAL EVER!!!!! BABE IF U R READING THIS IM SORRY FOR WHATEVER IVE DONE,,,,, PLEASE FORGIVE ME.........

Pray 4 Them!
Today alot of innocent people got killed or injured at VT in Blacksburg Va. I live 20min from their and have friends that still go there! If u could, please take a little time out of your day to remmber and pray 4 their familys! TY Love 'two'

United By Grief
After the recent horrendous and unbelievable tragedy in the city of Georgia, where 33 people were killed by a fellow student, the American Nation is now in mourning; and thousands of people are now united, united in grief, to mourn and to remember loss loved ones, with lighting candles. It is always the same, people are united only after a tragedy or disaster for a little while only, soon to go their own separate ways. I believe that if people were united like this, all the time, in friendship and in love, the world would be a different place to live in, with much less such tragedies, because everyone would know that everyone care and when anyone has problems, he or she will know that there are people who care and who they can turn to, instead of resorting to some desperate acts. So, world, let us today unite, not in grief, only for a while, but permanently, in friendship and in love, offering our help and our support to anyone else in our world. It is the only way to live, t

Just Another Day
Today is just another on of those days were yes I turn older but... nothing exciting happens. I turn a year older but I am still a year poorer. My cat blessing me with babies... but they will have to go when they are old enough... I have no friends where I live that celebrate the day with me and my family is too far away... So to be a birthday is just another day to push on for the next day... One day at a time.

For Emanon
You scored as agnosticism. You are an agnostic. Though it is generally taken that agnostics neither believe nor disbelieve in God, it is possible to be a theist or atheist in addition to an agnostic. Agnostics don't believe it is possible to prove the existence of God (nor lack thereof).

Why The Pain?
Why the pain and suffering Why the hurtful words Why did that girl take my place Why do I love you so bad it hurts My heart is a bleeding sacrifice As I hold it dripping in my hand Reaching out so you can take it You asked for it on demand My soul is tortured and walks alone In a field of withering black roses You said you loved me then threw me away As time passes, the door to my heart closes I love you now as I did back then You ripped my heart into pieces You said you would love me until the end Why the lies and deceits All I want to know, is there any feeling there Do you still love me at all My love for you will slowly fade over time But I know you're not there to catch me when I fall So now I leave you, heartless and cold Standing there in the rain I have three last words for you Why, my love, why the pain?

Holding A Contest
CONTEST IS.... MEN AND WOMEN WITH SEX ABS OR BUTTS....SEND ME PRIVATE MAIL....MUST BE ONE THAT WILL NOT BE nsfw..... THERE WILL BE TWO WINNERS..... ONE MALE ONE FEMALE.... SO MEN....DO U WANT A BRACELET SO LADIES...DO U WANT A THOSE DIAMONDS EARINGS... COME HIT ME WITH UR BEST ABS...MEN....WOMEN...LETS SEE IF U GOT THE BEST BUTT ON CHERRYTAP.... SEND ME PIC THAT U WANT ME TO RIP AND PLACE IN THIS CONTEST.... I NEED 10 WOMEN AND 10 MEN BEFORE I CAN START THE CONTEST.... BABYGIRL....AKA FIRESTAR DAUGTHER

The Punishment~teen Girl Fanasty
She sat in her room,crying,knowing that when Daddy got home she was in trouble.If only she had listened in the first place,it's too late now for only "if only's" As she heard the door open she waited,holding her breathe,it only a matter of time before daddy came to her room to discuss her grades.Sure enough she heard a knock on the door"Ptincess,can I come in,we need to talk." She,said a soft yes and the door opened. daddy,sat on the bed with her and they talked about what was going on,boys and how she doesn't care about school no more. Daddy,look her in the eyes and said,"Princess,I am going to do something I haven't done since you were a little girl,but I think you need one now." She sat there,a confused look upon her pretty face.Waiting to see what daddy meant.She didn't have to wait long,daddy grabbed her and place her across her lap.She was horrorified,when she realized that her daddy meant to spank her. She braced herself for the first spank,not at all disappointed when it

Saturday April 21st, 2007
First off I want to say sorry for not being around much all week. This has been a very busy week for me. I had appointments and classes. Thursday was my boyfriend and mine 4th anniversary so Friday we went out to dinner and a movie. He had KFC and I had something at the movies we had planned to go for a nice dinner but everywhere was so busy and our movie started at 6:55pm and we wanted good seats. We seen "Are we done yet?" it was really good. Today I had a friend come spend more of the day here so I could clean the basement and get some other cleaning done. Well I have finished what I have to do in the basement my boyfriend is going to do the rest and then we are going to set things up the way we want them. I also got Kieyah's bedroom all set up looks really nice I am telling you. Tonight my boyfriend said he would finish what he has to do in the basement and then hes going to do the kitchen. So all I have left is the dinning room, my room, upstairs hallway and then sweep and wash al

Been Sick
I've had a bad flu for 2 weeks and no energy. I have only been able to take sessions and get back to work in the last two days so I have been really out of the loop, out of my head..out of everything. I've come back to check my mail here and there but not much more. I haven't been shooting, I haven't been doing anything but sleeping, coughing, hacking, just so sick. Anyway, I'm back, sort of. I'm not 100% better. More like 60% so I won't be very active on here. I'm still trying to get my energy back. Make me happy and go to my site. http://www.sickchixxx.com

Sensuality
What is sensuality? Look in the dictionary for a definition of sensuality, depending upon the version and maker, varying definitions exist. Ask any person to define sensuality, and still more interpretations. Sensuality in it's truest form is not to be confused with SEX. Sensuality means to be aroused by things of beauty, luxury and refinement, to be aware of and explore the world, life and love with all the senses. To be sensual is to be aware of and appreciate the natural, ecstasy that can be found in the sensuous, passionate world of feeling, inhabited by poets, artists, song writers and dreamers. Being sensual brings to us a life felt through our senses, seen only in the world of spirit. Living a sensuous life, your world is enhanced by awareness. Appreciation and acceptance for who and what you are. A passion for life and love. Sensuality is a world that virtually weaves itself in a rich tapestry of beauty, of intense arousal and passion where even the simplest touch of a fin

Sex Iq Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 109 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Mediterranean Asparagus Salad
Ingredients 3/4 cup(s) nuts, almonds, slivers 6 ounce(s) artichoke hearts 1/4 cup(s) almond oil 2 tablespoon parsley 1 clove(s) garlic 1/4 teaspoon Italian seasoning, dried 1/4 teaspoon pepper, black 1 package(s) cheese, goat cheese, crumbled 1 pounds asparagus 1/2 cup(s) onion(s), red 1/2 cup(s) pepper(s), red, bell 1 quart(s) lettuce, butter 2 cup(s) watercress 1/4 cup(s) vinegar, balsamic Preparation Spread almonds in shallow pan. Roast at 350°F for 6-7 minutes or until lightly browned; stir once or twice; cool. Set aside 1/2 cup almonds; grind remaining1/4 cup almonds finely. Combine ground almonds in a small bowl with marinade from artichokes, almond oil, parsley, garlic, Italian herb seasoning and pepper; whisk to blend. Pour over sliced goat cheese. Cover and let stand at least 1 hour for flavors to blend. Refrigerate if standing several hours. Remove woody stems from asparagus; cut into diagonal, bite-size pieces. Blanch in boiling water 1 minute,

Whats A Mans Worth!!!
Whats a man worth to a woman? Thts the question of the day.. I hear alot of women say tht they dont need a man for shyt. I understand tht alot of women have been hurt i can unde stand tht but what abt the men tht mean good and want to do good for u... Alot of men get treated like shyt due to past relationships tht women have had and on the real i think thts just fucked up...... See their r men out there tht will give anything to treat a woman like a Queen but for some reason they wont let them..And why is it tht a woman cant except a man for who he is or the man tht they can help him become. Heres my example: A man will tlk to a woman regardles on what type of job she has if she dont have a car if she has kids, i cant say all women but 80% of the women do. A woman wont do tht for a man it seems like they worry abt what their girl gots and so on and so forth.. Now heres the killer part, Say i was wrkin at a Fast Food place and i tried to holla at a woman. The first thing she is doin is

On My Mind
well this is whats in my head i dont know much anymore cuz i figure everytinme i learn something there is something else to be learned, and its like u think u know someone but u really dont what the hell y do people change so much, i just wanted to make my 1st blg on here but i dont want to get to deep on anyone who will read this not for my first one lol

Tell Me About Yourself - The Survey
Name: PRINCES P. APARENTADO Birthday: october 30, 1987 Birthplace: lucena city Current Location: lucena city, quezon, ph Eye Color: black Hair Color: black Height: 5'3 Right Handed or Left Handed: left handed Your Heritage: filipino The Shoes You Wore Today: ..... Your Weakness: many Your Fears: frogs, snakes, worms, roaches, losing all the love of my life Your Perfect Pizza: lots of toppings Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: to graduate Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "hi" Thoughts First Waking Up: noisiness Your Best Physical Feature: ...... Your Bedtime: anytime Your Most Missed Memory: so many Pepsi or Coke: either MacDonalds or Burger King: mcdonalds Single or Group Dates: group dates Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: either Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: coffe Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: sometime Do you Sing: yes but it hates me Do you Shower Daily: yes Have you Been in Love: many time Do you want to go t

Sex
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Am Single Again
After 8 long years I am now back to my maiden name. I was born with it and I am going to keep it. I have a great guy who wants to marry me but I'm not sure if I will change my name or not. Taking time on that one.

Sunday April 27, 2007
THE GUY IS ALSO ON THIS SITE TO AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT TILL RECENTLY WELL FROM LOOKING AT HIS SITE, I CAN FIGURE OUT WHAT IS GOING ON. I JUST LOVE BEING MADE A FOOL OUT OF DON'T YOU.. THIS IS ABOUT A GUY I WAS TALKING TO FOR A WHILE, WE HAD A LOT IN COMMON AND HE MADE ME FEEL REALLY COMFORTABLE, AND HE WAS VERY UNDERSTANDING, SWEET AND JUST THE PERFECT FRIEND AND COULD HAVE BEEN A LOT MORE TO. HE WILL NOT ANSWER ANY OF MY LETTERS, IMS ON YAHOO , I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, ONE NIGHT WE WHERE TALKING AND HE WAS SILENT AND I WAITED A WHILE TO SEE IF MAYBE HE HAD SOMETHING HE HAD TO DO, SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO COME BACK HE NEVER CAME BACK. THAT DAY WAS APRIL 17, 2007 I TALKED TO HIM ON YAHOO MESSENGER I HAVEN'T HEARD FROM HIM OR TALKED TO HIM SINCE THAT DAY. HE WAS SO NICE TO ME AND WE GOT ALONG GOOD AND HE SEEMED TO BE A REALLY NICE PERSON WE SEEMED TO GET ALONG GREAT. WELL I KEEP TRYING TO GET HIM TO EMAIL ME OR SEND ME AND OFFLINE MESSAGE OR WHEN IM ONLINE I TALK TO HIM BECAUSE I AM ALWAYS

April 28, 2007 At 08:26 Am Edt
Maria had a good night last night and she was alert and responding to our voices this morning. They were able to close her chest during surgery yesterday and she has been becoming more stable as the hours pass. Thanks to everyone for all their comments of encouragement, prayers and sending all that positive energy our way...we will continue to update frequently on Maria's progress. She has proven to be a tough little cookie and with each day that passes I feel she will come through all this just fine.

My World
my world has changed majorly in the last few mos ive recently moved back home close to family but im moving again i just need some time to myself i had a my mid life crisses lol and i need to make some changes with that all under way i can finnaly say im happy i have my 3 awsome kids who mean the world to me and want to make them happy in life lead a great life i have my magick i pratice daily i love it i love to play magic the gathring its a really fun game thanks to all who took the time to read my first blog blessed be rate me fan me and friend me if ud like to

Today Is A New Day...
will let me let u all know how my weekend went... will i went to the man i was seein off and on for the last 6 months.. friday nite.. to spend some time with him.. but he was busy ... understand he has a job.. so he can get money to pay bills.. will he promise that we would hang out drink,party and have sex.. i was really lookin forward to see him..because it has been two weeks since i seen him or we had sex.. will he called and cancel out of me... sayin that his friend came into town.. will his friend is another woman... i know he has other women we are swingers and we are open to that... and he told me that thing just come up... WTF!!!! but he already made plans with me.. so once again.. i got push to the back... and im the one that is there for him,help him when he is sick.. and so on.. will he is about to loose me for good.. it hurts that he does this to me.. and him knowin how much i care for him.. and actually have feelings for him.. he has never treated me like this.. and we wer

Mothers Day Contest
My Mother Passed Away From Cancer July Of Last Yr And My Sister Put My Mothers Pic In The Mothers Day Contest I Would Greatly Appreciate Some Help I Need Bombs Bad So Will Anyone With A Heart Help Me Please Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Insult To Injury
By Linda Robinson Posted 4/8/07 In the middle of a battle in Fallujah in April 2004, an M80 grenade landed a foot away from Fred Ball. The blast threw the 26-year-old Marine sergeant 10 feet into the air and sent a piece of hot shrapnel into his right temple. Once his wound was patched up, Ball insisted on rejoining his men. For the next three months, he continued to go on raids, then returned to Camp Pendleton, Calif. Chad Miller The former Oregon national guardsman was wounded by bombings in Iraq in 2005. Miller, 39, is appealing his zero disability rating.KEVIN HORAN-AURORA FOR USN&WR But Ball was not all right. Military doctors concluded that Ball was suffering from a traumatic brain injury, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), chronic headaches, and balance problems. Ball, who had a 3.5 grade-point average in high school, was found to have a sixth-grade-level learning capability. In January of last year, the Marine Corps found him unfit for duty but not disabled enough

Poems
Freddy Frog has a few stories out now... this is his original tale! 1 of 12 contemporary rhyming stories in my newely released book: Miss Amy's Hurray for Rhyme it's Story Time. (Collection #1)- Collection #2 "Snack Attack" is in production now! .. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Freddy Frog Freddy Frog went hopping on a frosty chilly night. But when he hopped into the pond he slipped on top the ice. He stomped and jumped into the cold to try and take a swim, But getting down below the ice was very hard for him. Freddy tried throughout the night. He never slept wink. He night was almost morning now. The sky glowed orange and pink. He had to try a new way down since hopping wouldn’t do. So with his kindest froggy croak he said, “Hello to you!” Oh please, dear Ice, I’d like to splash and play there down below. Open a hole just large enough for a small frog to go. Just then th

What's Up People?
hello all my lovelies..... this is my 1st & might b my only blog,but i thought i'd step up & say a little something about what i hate. i thought cherry tap was supposed to b all about all of us meeting & greeting & being HONEST about who we r.....now i know that erry1s gonna hedge alittle,but don't u just hate it when ur doing something & a pic u like scrolls acrossed the screen & u stop what ur doing 2 go look at this pic,only to find out that's not who ur going 2 see? like there will b a pic of sum sexy woman slid by & when u go check it out ,it's a guyz profile! in my opinion(& yes,i know erry1 has 1 & most of them stink!),u should put ur pic. or a cartoon up...unless ur trying to get guyz 2 ur profile,then i don't think those guyz that r trying 2 see the sexy gurl will wanna talk to a guy anyway....mayb it's just me,but i kinda think that's phoney.......i've rambled long enuff,so i'll let u get bk to ur stalking....:~p t.j.

Episode One:lunatic Chicks
there is such a specimen.and she comes in a number of varieties.be wary of her fellas. i have looked this beast square in the eyes on many occasions.and do you know what i saw?lunacy. she sees you in the bar,at the club,in the mall.....wherever.she approaches with something like;hi there,my name is blah and i saw you walking by and i just had to talk to you. at this time youre probably thinking;this girl has guts.she says what she feels and shes not afraid to go for what she wants.by the time its all said and done,you cant stand her because she never shuts up.and although your assessment of her character as a person who says what she feels was correct.you failed to notice that nine times out of ten what she says and when she says it is wholly inappropriate.like when you were at a restaraunt and she blurted out something about this medical program she watched earlier where the doctor performed a labiaplasty.or how about when the waiter accidently forgot to fill her water glass up

Dont Pump Gas On May 15th
Dont Pump Gas on May 15th. In April, 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th, 2007 all internet users are asked to not go to a gas station and pump gas in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the middle eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (and I can't see why you wouldn't) resend this to everyone on your contact list with it saying ''Don't pump gas on May 15th".

The End Is Near
The Holy Spirit of God has revealed some very interesting things to me last night about the end of time. I would like to take this time right now to reveal to you what some of those awesome revelations included. In Revelation 1:3 Jesus says, "Blessed is the one who reads the words of this prophesy, and blessed are those who hear it and take to heart what is written in it, because THE TIME IS NEAR." Pay attention to that last line, "the time is near." Of course Jesus gives comments such as these throughout the New Testament, warning us to be prepared for his return. This to me seems that it has the strongest impact. Not only is this the beginning of the great Revelation that Jesus gave to John, it's a caution, a warning before you read forward, to know that the time is near and the rapture is just around the corner. In Revelation 1:7-8 says, "Look, he is coming with the clouds, and every eyes will see him, even those who pierced him, and all the people of the earth will mourn b

May 04, 2007 At 07:03 Pm Edt
MARIA CONTINUES TO IMPROVE!!! Maria is working hard everyday at getting better! Today the Occupational Therapist worked with Maria and her Mommy to get her to take a bottle. Maria actually got down 11ml of breast milk today! She was very alert today and was looking around checking out her Mommy and her Granny with the funny-colored hair...she is such a sweet baby, and definitely responds to our voices. Robin got to hold her yesterday for the first time since her surgeries, and has had lots of practice changing her diaper. Maria should be moved out of ICU soon, and onto the step-down unit. There, she will continue to learn her feeding and Robin and Ray will learn the ins and outs of Maria's daily care to prepare her to go home. I posted a couple of new pictures from today...so be sure take a look at the Photo Gallery. Thanks again, for all the prayers and positive energy. Maria still has a tough road ahead, with another surgery in about 6 months, but she has proven to be one

Just Moved Here!
I just moved to Georgia! I dont know hardly anyone here yet though =(, I hope to meet alot of new friends... But with the hours I work with my new job it will more than likely be harder than I would like it to be. Anyways If you live in the area and want to chat, hand out or whatever just drop me a line! Until next time... HOLLA

Without A Car... Still!
Where was i when i last update? Ah yes, my car! Well, i've popped a valve in my car. I know! Im just not fucking winning am i! It's no fare! Fortuantly i can buy a reconditioned engine or head for it.. im just waiting for joel to check out how much damage i really did! So a.t.m i've got my mum's car *evil laugh* Yes! i have a new and zoomy little car. But it's a fucking pig stye inside! It's a 2003 model and i think mum got it in 2005, and she's enver cleaned it or washed the car since! DAMN IT! So i've finally gotten to clean in inside of the car properly and guess what!? Ok, just so you can understand this story; When mum was in the middle of the divorce with my father, she bought a few rings worth a couple of grand! Right? It filled both her hands up right? Now she had her 2 fave's; Her divorce ring which has a saphire, ruby and emerald with 9 diamonds set in 18 crt gold. Then she has a huge bling like ring with a citrine (i think). Now they are worth bout $2000 or so grand to

A Bit Irate But Calm Lol
"Dear Santa, I am writing you cause I feel that I should at the very least justify my actions over the course of the year, before you go off and start jumping to conclusions, and fuck up my wish list! Let me start off by saying, that considering the year I've had, I've been a VERY good girl. I don't think that I should be disqualified from the "nice" list based solely on my 'not-so-nice' actions... like the time i tripped my sister in front of the whole church, personally I thought it was hilarious, but I'm guessing that was a strike against me. And the time I spread that horrible, but TRUE, rumor about my ex's new gf.. really if you think about it Big Red, she deserved it!! And it brought JOY to so many people, isn't that what really counts?!?! I could go on and on about the things that would count against me and throw me directly into the SHIT PILE, but Big Red if you could find it in your jolly ol' jelly belly to forgive and (please) forget about all the crap I've done. (

Woohoooooo!!
So I just found out that I passed my GED! How exciting is that? It's amazing! I'm freaking out! I danced around my house for like 10 minutes straight, then I tried to call or message anyone who would give a damn. Heh the list wasn't all that long. I'm s happy!! Okay I'm done. :D thanks for listening. From Blood TO Bones Hollie

My Perfect Day
my Idea perfect day....I would awaken to fresh air and a beautiful dawn with the sound of waves crashing beneath my window and the love of my life beside me. I`d appreciate at least an hour of quiet time then awaken her with a kiss that would slowly deepen into something more passionate. (Miraculously, neither of us would have morning breath.) After several -censored- minutes, we`d jump in the huge two-person bath with loads of bubbles and two loofahs our hair would not be an issue because...well, just because it`s my perfect day. After more -censored- minutes, during which we`d get very, very clean. We`d bundle up in freshly laundered fluffy white terry cloth robes and have breakfast in front of a nice fire that just takes the chill off. we prepare maybe waffles, maybe some fruit, cream cheese and toasted bagels, and peach mimosas. We`d read the morning paper and tell each other about the good parts. After which we`d get dressed and go meet a couple of friends to hang out with for the

Nuggets Of Knowledge 2
My sayings give voice to the thoughts of my heart: Love is the most amazing feeling I will never know Celebrate the present rather than worrying about the future A stranger is the most beautiful person you have never seen A Hug lets you hold something special when you think you have nothing Alcohol is the number one solution for cowards everywhere. 4 years is a long time to pretend Love is giving more than you ever knew you had Confidence comes from confiding in others When you ask a friend how they are doing. Listen to their explanation, not their response The littlest things have the biggest impacts Use Yesterday as a means to plan tomorrow The past will never last if your future is full of promise I don't need the wheelchair, the wheelchair needs me Did you smile when you thanked someone? Whets the difference between caring and controlling?

Damage Done
As the day is long as the Damage done Rise get in line getem pumped up high Get the hammers up high get in like to Get fucked up Get the hammers high Calm and cool corrupt As the day is long as the Damage done We wont give away anything weve won Is this punishment where did we go wrong Like a new conviction of a broken law This is life in the balance this is hate for a challange This is killing us in the desert dust They love the way we let the water wash away Gonna wake shit up gonna break shit up gonna tear this Gone dead world apart Dont doubt the hate thats inside of my heart gonna Break humanity just inspire of me Gaze into my eyes and youll find Were losing so much more

I Hate Everything About You
I had written a pretty good blog about ten minutes ago... but it got erased because I accidently hit the "back" button. Goddammit. Scott fucked me over. Hardcore. The one person who claimed he would NEVER do that, has done that, in fact. He screwed me over so hard that I don't think I can ever trust him again. I'm still unsure on whether I want to talk to him or just break it off completely. He didn't think I would ever find out...and I stumbled on his damn blog last night, not knowing he even used this account anymore. And all his actions were right there...right in front of me... and it killed me. I am dead. From the inside out...

What Can You Do When You Wonder "why?"
What Can You Do When You Wonder "Why?" Whitney Hopler If you’ve lost your job, received a devastating diagnosis from your doctor, or seen your spouse walk out of your marriage, you know well what it’s like to suffer and wonder why this is happening to you. No matter what challenge you’re facing, it can be hard to carry on in the midst of suffering. But God is holding out hope for you to grab onto, even when you don’t know why He has allowed you to suffer. Here’s what you can do when you wonder “Why?”: * Seek wisdom instead of answers. Acknowledge that, sometimes, God doesn’t reveal His specific reasons for allowing suffering into your life, and there are no immediate or obvious answers to your questions. Understand that, while much of the spirit world is beyond your comprehension this side of eternity, you can trust God’s promise that He will use any suffering He allows to accomplish good purposes for you. Rather than seeking answers to why something is happening to you, a

New To Ct...the Mike And Roy Show
Well we have been here 60 mins and have finally made our 1st mistake. That would be this will be the only post in the blog area. lol I guess I should read before I start typing and clicking huh. We are collective know as The Mike And Roy show. You can kind more about us at mikeandroyshow.com (the full story that we don't have room for on here.) Our show can be heard here on CT or these other sites that might be more user friendly. MikeAndRoyShow.com Myspace.com/mikeandroyshow Gcast.com/mikeandroyshow Truckerchatfamily.com Ok all the shameless plugs are done. Who the hell are we. Mike Abbott hails from Columbia,Mo. Soon father of one baby girl and we all hope she is mouthy as he can be. Mike is your typical late 20 something who has always called Mid Missouri home. We forgive him for leaving to AR for a short time a few years back. When it comes to the funny little stories you will hear and news report. That would be Mike you hear. Sorry for his crap reading style

Your Prayers Are Needed Please
Hey Everyone, Sorry I haven't been around much. I've had a lot going on lately and don't get much computer time. Anyway, I really need all of you to say a prayer for my little sister if you don't mind. She found out that she is pregnant. She had an ultrasound done and we still aren't sure how far along she is. Yesterday she got a phone call saying that the baby is in her uterus, but its in the wrong place. We are still trying to figure that one out.... Today she started bleeding and cramping really bad so we took her to the ER. As of right now, she is not having a miscarriage. Her cervix is closed. However, her hormone level is only like 5800. So either she is not very far along, or she is about to have a miscarriage. She goes on Monday for another ultrasound and blood work so they can check to see if her hormone level is dropping or going up, and to check the position of the baby and such. They told her that because of where the baby is, it will most likely either be an early birth

I Hait Wen Pepole Call The Cops On Me Fore Nothing
this is to the one that say she is familiy but she loves running her mouth and cant do shit and the funny this is she called the pigs on me and have them comeing to my mom's house is that low and she say that she can fight but she cant her name is im the gurl ur mom warned u about meaning that she like to call the pigs what a loser and i wont even call them whatever.......kiss my mouther fucking ass bitch......u can runn ur mouth dawn cas u now what its comeing ten fold on ur ass and am not taching ur dum ass

Nasacar And What They Did To Dale Jr
well those of you who are junior fans may or may not disagree. it seems that nascar is making a big issue over the bracket. but yet hendricks crew chief had an illegal spring on jimmy johsons car and jeff gordon's crew cheif got caught with something ilegal on that car but yet they appealed and got 1 race suspension but yet jrs crew chief gets 6 race suspension 100 points docked and a 25,000 fine. moral of what i'm getting at is those 2 crew cheifs(chad knauss, steve latart) are immune to any punishment but yet any other crew chief is fair game wtf is up with that?

Check It Out
HOTTEST LOVER CONTEST, think you have what it takes? Ready to show your lover how much you do care, well enter them to win a FREE 7 DAY BLAST. This contest will run for a full week and start as soon as I have 10 to 15 entries. I WILL HAVE NO DRAMA!!! if you start crap you are gone. This is a comment bomb contest and each rate counts as 10 comments. Your pic must be safe for work, lord knows I have had enough flagged this week. I will send out a link to you 24 hours prior to the contest so you can start telling your friends and pimping yourself or lover out. So the question is, HOW MUCH DO YOU REALY LOVE HIM OR HER???????? Lets find out. Second and third place will also recieve a prize of a big pimp gift and everyone who enters and gets at least 100 comments will recieve a trophy. Please send a cmail if you would like to enter Dark Enigma CT MAFIA~ Wife to One Hot Momma & Perky's Mistress & Jess's lover@ CherryTAP

The Difference Between A Pic And A Thumbnail
A pic is much larger. You can usually make out the details of a persons face and see what they really look like in a pic. A thumbnail is tiny... usually about an inch high and 1/2 to 3/5 of an inch wide. It is an icon that is meant to represent a pic, not the pic itself.

Death In The Family
So I was planning to move today to be closer to where my sister lives, but yesterday when my sister was driving up to help me move, she got a horrible call from her boyfriend in chicago that his father was found dead in his car on the side of the road in a ditch....of course she had to go be with him.....there's no doubt in that.....but now I have this feeling of sorrow and pain that I can't quite describe....Part me wishes nothing had happened at al, then it says damn and on the weekend I was going to move.....but how can I think something like that.....his father is dead, he's my sister's boyfriend, he's my friend.....part of me just wishes it had happen to someone else....and part of me wishes that I could be there for them both....I'm fuckin angry about all this.....I just wanna go outside and scream at the top of my lungs and yell out the word fuck, fuck, fuck this shit......it's not fuckin fair.....I'm so fuckin pissed off....Her boyfriend Ben is only a few months older then me,

Tuesday
my boss called me and told me i prolly had to work tomorrow.. so no more beer... fuck! but he didnt say anything about margaritas... if i could do one of them polls i would now.. but i allready decided to do what my boss said. no more beer. margaritas!! here i come!

Friends
Everybody needs friends, we all have friends Some friends are closer to us than our families If we happen to fall, there are friends to pick us up What will our life be without friends? There are many categories of friendship There are casual friends, bad friends and good friends The question here is – who is your best friend? Friends who can turn your tears into laughter Is your wife your best friend? I mean the friend you go to When you need honest advice Is your husband your best friend? I mean the friend who knows you More than you know yourself Is your brother or sister your best friend? I mean the friend who always assists you To solve difficult personal problems Is your father or mother your best friend? I mean the friend you feel safe to keep secrets Are your in-laws your best friend? I mean the friend you can tell anything Is your boss or co-worker your best friend? I mean the friend who can cover you up at work Is your son or daug

The Fuck You List
Body: fucklist Add 1 thing to the fuck list IN 20 MINUTES or you'll have a FUCKED up 20 days! 1. fuck dumbass guys. 2. fuck mustangs!!!!!!!!! 3. fuck frogs 4. fuck you. 5. fuck 1% milk 6. fuck your mom! [inside joke] 7. fuck really sharp knives 8. FUCK US AIRWAYS!!!! 9. Fuck working at a job you despise... 10.Fuck Salt! 11.Fuck the drama 12.Fuck me (yeah i said it) 13.Fuck the Valley... 14. Fuck work 15. Fuck this 16. FUCK DUMB ASS GIRLS WHO CANT GET THEIR OWN MEN! 17. FUCK JENNA!!!!!!!!!!! 18. FUCK INSECURE PPL 19. FUCK WHOEVER WROTE #17!!!! 20. FUCK HER IN THE BUTT!!! (inside joke) 21. Fuck the police! 22.FUCK PEOPLE WITH NO TRUST !!!! 23.FUCK what you heard! 24.F*U*C*K* MY CAR BEING A P.O.S. 25. fuck not having any money to buy the new linkin park cd!!!!! 26. fuck this fuck list 27. Fuck Gangsters 28. Fuck you and your motherfuckin mama. :P 29. Fuck snitches 30.Fuck me 31. Fuck stupid blonde russian bitches who disrespect while here on a visa. 32.F

R.i.p.
You know today has been a real up and down day for me... first of all I will start by saying sadly my Mum Passed away this morning at 11.55am So for you Mum My thoughts will always be with you forever. Well I will start with my day... It started off with a phone call from the hospital at 3.30am this morning telling me and me dad that we had really better go to the hospital as they did not know how much longer me mum would be here for... well we got there and sat by her side... Me sister also came down and we just all sat there together. me mum did come round for a very short while to make sure we where all with her, but then she just went back under into her deep sleep... where at 11.55am she died very peacfuly... and that is a good thing, the cancer she had was just to powerful for her and she had become week from all the treatment... Me, Dad and me Sister all know this day was comming but how soon none of us could tell so in a way we was all pre-paired for this as best we can... Sh

Memorial Day
I know there will be a lot of these out there, but I wanted to make sure I took the time to remember why we have Memorial Day. Yes, it's nice that we have a day off from work, so we can hang out with our friends and family, have a cookout, party or whatever you plan to do today, let's just remember the reason we have the day off. We are honoring those who gave their life to protect our country, and us. Some gave their life, some served a lifetime, some were wounded, some weren't, BUT, they all deserved to be honored today. Without our troops, where would we be? I have a long history of involvement with the military...my dad is a veteran, my brothers both served in the Air Force, 2 of my ex husbands served in the military, one went to Desert Storm, I have a nephew in the Air Force, a sister who served in the Navy, a niece who is enlisted and will soon go to boot camp for the Navy, a friend who's son is in the Army, and the list goes on, and on. I am proud to know these people. It ta

My Poetry
Infernality - When I walked through the gates of infernal hell, I saw the dead turn from humans to demons, demons of hellful beings of nocturnal darkness. Immortal beings of the un-living vengefulness hate. Will or will they not become immortal to the living life of heaven. From the towering red inferno above me to the warm flowing of the blue clouds of trusting angels. This blasphemy has got to stop, for that the abolishment of evil humans will soon be brought to the gates of hell and will meet the prince of darkness. He broke the Hiatus of the rules of himself while that the lacuna will soon open for the beings to fall and live in Infernality. The Armageddon will soon come for that the livings of beings will be in vengeance. Forever darkness, Forever death, Forever will the beings of demons will live in the lust of torture and will feed off the undesirable hate of the sinners. The tyrants will come; the sinners will be fed to the hungry devils in the darkness of hell Dest

Today Was Fun
today was a all around pretty good day.... i took my son to audra state park with the family and he loved it and he and i got to spend the entire day together. Then Danielle (the love of my life) actually called me and we got to talk for like 20 minutes thats the longest we have talked in a week and a hlaf b/c she is 3000 miles away she comes back in 2 weeks though. YAY!!!!!!!!!!! ok bedtime good night

Woman And A Fork
There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live So as she was getting her things "in order," she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. "There's one more thing," she said excitedly. "What's that?" came the Pastor's reply. "This is very important," the young woman continued. "I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand." The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?" the young woman asked. "Well, to be honest, I'm puzzled by the request," said the Pastor. The young woman explained. "My grandmothe

The First One
well shit here it is my first blog entry. shit! what do i say well lets start by saying i love you shanda you my girl. i love ya baby. hey if you reading this add my girl as a freind and become a fan of her she needs the points. but then again so do i. so do the same for me too. this site is kick ass. so uh yeh hit me up and well talk sometime if you ever read this

Come Show Some Love
My wonderful friend just started in a contest and needs to get a big jump on this. If all my friends could come and leave just 20 comments that would be so wonderful and I would appreciate it so very much. Bites and Kisses, Dark Enigma.

The Prescription
A lady walked into a drugstore and told the pharmacist she needed some cyanide right away. The pharmacist naturally was concerned by such a request and asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady then explained that she needed it to poison her husband. The pharmacist's eyes got big and he said, "I can't give you cyanide to kill your husband! That's against the law! I'll lose my license. They'll throw both of us in jail and all kinds of bad things will happen! Absolutely not—you cannot have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed with the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well, now.that's different You didn't tell me you had a prescription."