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Unnamed 1
As i look into your eyes i can see we were meant to be together holding each other all through the night And as the years go by, i will always be by your side when your standing tall or even when you fall i'll be by your side till the day i die All i want in my life is to have you as my WIFE to have you in my life is a dream come true every night it wold be me and you with your beautiful eyes i could never tell you a lie so when i say I LOVE YOU every word is true...

Unnamed
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,

Un-named.
I am that dream you can never forget, I am that mistake you'll always regret, I am that true love you let slip so far away, I am that fear you hope not to face everyday, I am that lonely look everyone sees in your eyes, I am that feeling you get when someone dies, I am that feeling you get when walking down a dark lonely street, I am your heart when it aches from defeat, I am the shadow that you see thats not really there, I am that person in which you should always live in fear.

Un Named
The cold reality has finally gotten to me Cruelity, deciete, and heart ache, i can see clearly All it is, is a repeat of my history Why can't i be happy is the mystery My heart has been torn out too many times Guys keep feeding me the same lines All i get is rejected Never accepted It should be routine I should be used to the mean But i give in Hoping its not the same thing i was in I am going to be alone With my heart now stone Chipped and broken Is the future spoken Life has nothing to offer My heart will never be softer I poured out my heart They still ripped it apart I don't care if i live or die I rather death than to cry They aren't worth the tears But i still cry when no one hears It all ends the same With heart ache, and i'm to blame

Un Named
Longer days and longer nights DO not make my mornings bright clouds of darkness hang over my head sometimesI feel as if Im Dead I try to sleep ,but all i do is cry WHY oh Why did he have to Die Hehas been gones a very long time But late at night I wishhe still wasmine But many days and nights have come and gone and Im learning to move on

Un Named
Another day ahs come and gone another voice sings the same old song board asc an me alone in my misery but through all of this I shead not a tear for in the world of the forsaken, you never show fear I will never show anger or pain erased, but never turly gone like a blood stain but theres a shimmer ofhope I pray is true there is something between me and you

Unnamed
My eyes darken over time My soul loses hope life becomes so trival Struggles inside overwhelm Harder it becomes to even care would it ....even matter confussion and doubt swirl around my mind like a dark foggy night unable to see what use to be so clear so is this what they call living or are we merely just existing

Unnamed
confined eternal sadness: That night I never came home wandering souls captured my thoughts emptiness filled my mind urgency spoke his lies in the confines of these grey walls I watched them move together taking me places I cannot remember we have been pored out into a loveless bride how quickly I forget that this is meaningless in a world passing through my fingers I still chase the wind what I learned from yesterday......

Unnamed
As I look at you You ponder at me No words are needed Our heart and soul Seem to know What our lips fear to say What makes us stop Fear of the unknown Maybe its our wounded hearts Which we fear may bloom To fall uncontrollable To be loved unlimited Is this to fear??? My heart pounds The more you smile Our arms clasp one another As our lips give in

Unnamed 2
As i awaken and look at you My eyes focus, can this be I wonder and guess, think and feel Can this be, is this it? The way we are With all our pain and scars Can we over come our doubt To prove even jaded flowers can sprout Our love feels so steady and strong There isn't a thing thats wrong So where do we go Do we go fast or take it slow Does it matter, my love is already yours To be with someone Who truly can see you Like no eyes, ever have Can it be, anything else...

Unnamed3
As i look into your eyes I can see we were meant to be together Holding each other all through the night And as the years go by, I will always be by your side When your standing tall or even when you fall I'll be by your side till the day i die All i want in my life Is to have you as my wife To have you in my life is a dream come true Every night it would be me and you With your beautiful green eyes I could never tell a lie So when i say i love you Every word is true

Un Named
for the one who stands and fights I wish for him to stand at my right he now knows the truth about me and he has no fears that I can see I would take his right with honer and pride outlaws in the world side by side now he knows whats in store and neither of us could wantit more long days and longer nights finding peace in twilight as the wolves howl in the dark of night a full moon rises to give us light

Unnamed
I stared out into the darkness from my post,and I watch the city burn.I smell the familiar smells,I walk thru the familiar rubble,and I look at the frightened faces that watch me pass down the streets of their neighborhoods. My nerves hardly rest,my hands are steady on a device that has been given to me from my government for the purpose of taking the lives of others. I seat,and I am tired.My back aches from the loads I carry.Young American men look to me to direct them in a manner that will someday allow them to see their families again. And yet,I too,am just a young man.My age not but a few years more than that of the ones I lead. I am stressed,I am scared,and I am paranoid. Because death is everywhere,it waits for me,it calls to me from around street corners, and from windows,and it is always there. There are the demons that follow me,and tempt me into thoughts and actions that are not my own...But what are necessary for survival.I've made compromises with my humanity.And I am not

Unnatural
So, lastnight was different. It was a lot of fun. But, different! Went out for a bit, and was talking to a friend. A lomg time friend came and sat with me and we talked about Chelsey. He's a bullshitter, but loves Chelsey to death. He actually said, and it had to be hard for him, that he thought I was one of the most beautiful women he had ever known. He said it wasn't just the physical, but everything. so, sitting there another friend comes up and hugs and kisses me. Beings we're from a small town in Texas, we hug and kiss as hellos, and rub shoulders. Men were just being very affectionate and loving lastnight. Even ones that have a girlfriend or spouse. One came up from behind me and buried his face in my neck and took a deep breath, and said god you smell good....then kissed me on the top of my head and walked off. I wasn't wearing cologne. I don't know if my pheremones were in over drive or what. Another guy that always kisses me hello and bye, said simply....come here and give m

Un-named
un-named A litany of hopelessness overwhelming and enveloping my very soul............. tormenting, taunting thoughts so heterous my aching heart......... will the answers come to these haunting questions giving freedom............ cursing my mind restricting my soul hell to live daily............. life in a tortured soul these questions unanswered burning my mind........... ____ Written by me.. Copyright protected to me.

Unnamed
Longing for his touch Never to receive it Desperate for his embrace Deprived of his touch Yearning for his kiss Only to be dismissed In dire need of hearing his tender words Yet hearing the sound of silence The pain is too much to bare Left in anguish and despair Fear of losing my heart SESB 5/19/08

Unnamed
There are so many things rushing through my brain, My heart aches with the thoughts and it is driving me insane The one person that I turn too when everythings upside down Won’t even talk to me, no where to be found. I can’t even eat a thing, I can’t sleep and I just cry I don’t understand what is wrong, I guess that is the reason why. There are some things I know, my heart is so broken A part of me wants to hide it all away. Get angry and say fuck off The other part of me just cries and wants to curl up in a ball I have followed the latter as the first option can’t occur. However I am feeling my walls mounting and I the outcome I can’t see. I am not sure what to think what to do, or how to be. xx Ariel

Unnamed Feeling -- Metallica
Been here before Been here before couldn't say I liked it Do I start writing this down? Just let me plug you into my world Can't you help me be uncrazy? Name this for me, heat the cold air Take the chill off of my life And if I could I'd turn my eyes To look inside and see what's comin' It comes alive, It comes alive, It comes alive And I die a little more It comes alive, It comes alive, It comes alive Each moment here I die a little more Then the unnamed feeling It comes alive The the unnamed feeling Takes me away I'm frantic in your soothing arms I can not sleep in this down filled world I've found safety in this loneliness But I can not stand it anymore Cross my heart hope not to die Swallow evil, ride the sky Lose myself in a crowded room You fool, you fool, it will be here soon It comes alive, It comes alive, It comes alive And I die a little more It comes alive, It comes alive, It comes alive Each moment And I die a little more Then the

Un-named
As I sit here alone Contemplating death, I've already died inside I took my last breath It happened one night When she broke my heart, She took my soul And tore it apart I gave it my all And gave it my best, It is my body That is put to rest I chose the direction for my path, It's all over Do the math It was her love That I could not capture, I'll never feel The joy of rapture

Un-named 2
No matter what I do It just isn't right, I tell her I love her We end up in a fight I let it all out My feelings I let show, I hope for the best I'll take it slow Just like a clown I paint on a smile, The pain is real It goes for miles I try to hide it She sees it anyway, My emotions show What can I say I love her dearly She's in my heart, I want to be with her Hope we never part

Un-named
May love and laughter light your days, and warm your heart and home. May good and faithful friends be yours, wherever you may roam. May peace and plenty bless your world with joy that long endures. May all life's passing seasons bring the best to you and yours!

Unnamed
Darkness falls where light once stood, perhaps not knowing all I should. Misted clouds blind once clear realms, awaken... Is it just a dream? Broken, scarred yet unmoved, words can't reach deafened ears. Speak unto anothers fears. Numb, untouched, unscathed by you... I rise toward my life anew. Whole but changed, I never heard you speak. Scarred but undamaged, I see it's you who is weak. Changed but remaining, truths from the untrue. I will not surcome to you.

Unnamed
You never lied to me,Your words were always honest and true.You never let me downor let me walk away with tears in my eyes.You held my hand when it hurt,and fixed my broken wings.Taught this baby bird to fly,and listened to her song.Turned this duck into a swan,And let her find her way.Away I flew,But back to you my heart will always stay.

Unnamed... Random Writing
No More Sad Words Said It Is What It Is Classically Said. Some things last Some things don’t Sometimes we lose the best And are stuck with the rest Somehow we end up in this place A toss up for the human race You do yours and I’ll do mine In the End I’m sure we’ll find Which way to go And reap what we sow You Do yours and I’ll do mine Should we meet, It’ll be heaven divine

Unnatural Selection
is the name of a book that describes the history and current/future ramifications of selectively choosing male babies over female babies. In the last 40 years, the author declares 163,000,000 girls were aborted, solely because the parents wanted a boy. While this primarily happens in Asia, the practice is prevalent in Asians who live in other continents as well & to a lesser extent in other areas. 163 million almost equals the total number of females in the United States and Canada. The irony is that 'feminists' worldwide argue the right to choose abortion is inherently a woman's right. What will the world be like 20 -30 years from now if there are 125 men for every 100 women? Will women from poor countries/families be pressured, sold, or forcibly taken as unwilling brides or even prostitutes? Will lower income men who aren't able to find a wife/partner through normal means murder more fortunate men or rape thier wives & daughters? Normally - I believe in the human race an

Unnecessary Insults
I deleted a bulletin repost because something I added to the reposting didn't show up so I tried to redo my "reposting of a bulletin" only to receive an error message asking me if I was stupid or retarded. That is the most insulting thing you can refer to a person as (calling them retarded). If this was suppose to be a funny, let me assure you it was NOT funny in the least bit. How do you expect to keep people wanting to stay with LC when you call them outrageous names and make presumptuous accusations? I for one find what was said to me distasteful and offensive. I made a simple error in being a new member and not knowing all the rules here as yet. I did not deserve being treated so repugnantly. Velvet Vamp

Un-needed Attention
Why is it that whenever we are in a relationship we come across more interested suiters than when we are alone? Does this just happen to me??? Or does it seem to happen to everyone!? Haha! Why does this happen? Is it a test of some sort? I would like some feedback ...

Unnecessary Surgery Exposed! Why 60% Of All Surgeries Are Medically Unjustified And -
Unnecessary surgery exposed! Why 60% of all surgeries are medically unjustified and how surgeons exploit patients to generate profits Learn more: http://www.naturalnews.com/012291_unnecessary_surgery_hysterectomies.html#ixzz2ZVLjUgeO my port placement was a totally unnecessary """" surgery """" it`s never been needed """ and i have the berden to remember to have them flush it once a month, they should have your cancer doctor have to order that after he`s decided your treatment "" not the hospital before you`ve even seen your cancer doctor "" i may have to go though another one to have it removed and more time to have it heal back up again """"" wish i would have known to say let me talk with my cancer doctor first """""

Unner-up In Hamburg Last Year, Never Faced A Break Point. The Austrian Will Next Face Eighth-seeded Fernando Verdasco Of Spain, Who Beat German Wild C
HAMBURG, Germany -- Top-seeded Gael Monfils of France beat Radek Stepanek of the Czech Republic 6-4, 6-4 to advance to the quarter-finals of the German Open on Thursday. Monfils fell behind 2-0 to start the match but rallied to win four straight games. Monfils broke Stepaneks serve three times to set up a quarter-final showdown with fellow Frenchman and fifth-seeded Gilles Simon. Simon outlasted Jarkko Nieminen of Finland 7-6 (4), 3-6, 6-4 to reach the quarter-finals in Hamburg for the first time in six attempts. Second-seeded Jurgen Melzer of Austria advanced by beating 15th-seeded Fabio Fognini of Italy 6-2, 6-3. Melzer, who was runner-up in Hamburg last year, never faced a break point. The Austrian will next face eighth-seeded Fernando Verdasco of Spain, who beat German wild card Cedrik-Marcel Stebe 7-5, 6-2. Third-seeded Nicolas Almagro of Spain beat Philipp Kohlschreiber 6-3, 7-5 and will next meet another German, sixth-seeded Florian Mayer, who beat Juan Monaco of Argentina 7-5,

Unnnngh.
Yeah, baby. That's how good sleep was. I went to bed last night with the slight onset of a migraine, but successfully deployed my anti-make-Amanda-feel-like-crap minions and slaughtered the bitch while she was still in her wake, while I was in the prime of my sleep. This makes sense. In any case, I feel much better today. It's that time of the month again. No, not THAT time, but I certainly wouldn't mind making some corporate losers bleed for 4-6 days. From the head. Our corporate office is in Boston, nestled three hours ahead of us in an alternate reality known at Eastern Standard Time. I received an email this morning from customer service that was sent out with the sole purpose to remind us, the stepchildren in Arizona, that the shipping department stops sending supply orders at 4:30pm EST. Basically, it continued to detail that if we could just go ahead and get our supply order requests in by 2:30pm our time, that would be great. I emailed back, albeit politely and biting my to

Unnoticed
And so another birthday goes by, and not once did anyone wish me well. I've spent most of myu life trying to go about with out attracting much attention to myself. I s'pose I've suceeded in that endeavour. Perhaps i should stop living as the shadow i call myself and open up and let myself be known. Well, that's all I've got to say, and need to hit the sack because work takes alot of my time and perhaps that's why i don't do much. to whomever reads this, this is my first blog entry ever, so don't pay too much attention to it

Unnoticed
Sitting still as the world passes you by Is like being in a crowded room And noone bothers to say "Hi" It makes you realize just how useless you are With or without your exsistence The world continues along There's no change in the tune of life's usual song What would change if he wasn't here? Only the emptiness of this chair? Why was he around? What good could he do? What made him different from me or you? Is this all life had to offer? Or is he the only one feeling trapped in a coffin? He needed a break Someone to help him We all hear Yet noone listens We all look And see absolutely nothing He thought of this As he looked on the crowd below And knew they were waiting for the finale of this show The most attention he had ever received Happened the day he let himself fall 100 feet

Unnoticed
Walking into a crowded room No knowledgement You move slowly to the middle Surrounded by hundreds not one head turns Everyone notices everyone else like being on the outside looking in Examining everyone around No one returning the favor So you continue through being pushed aside but no one notices no one cares A lonely soul traveling the earth doomed to be unnoticable to live the routine day after day year after year--unnoticed!!!

Unnoticed
He is lonely Even though you can't tell He is reaching out For what, he doesn't know He will continue to sit in silence And hope that someone may stumble across His and all of his emptiness But they only hope that they do it in time Otherwise he will have drifted too far And he may let go Of whatever grasp of the world he has As he slowly fades out of the lives of everyone Nearly unnoticed.

Unnoticed
She is lonely Even though you can't tell She is reaching out For what, she doesn't know She will continue to sit in silence And hope that someone may stumble across Her and all of her emptiness But they only hope that they do it in time Otherwise she will have drifted too far And she may let go Of whatever grasp of the world she has As she slowly fades out of the lives of everyone Nearly unnoticed.

Uno
One nation, one rock, one gun, one blood One breath being held Waiting for the chosen one One Persian rug Pulled out from under your feet, and draped over your eyes Blinded from the bleak Sheltered in heat Populous held in place, by the new fear of the week One shot, one holly mission, One eyed tunnel vision One bullet Followed by a rapid succession How do you measure success with this many dead soldiers and civilians? Countless bodies piled on top Of a handful of executive decisions Causing thick rifts between the righteous and the wrong As if we don’t have enough divisions Promising the holy grail of safety through submission You can try to contain it tight, secure, and under control But in the land of the insane ape No one is safe One target on all our backs 24/7 And no belief that the souls I take Will somehow land me in heaven

Uno
Buen, pues, soy Jacky. Espero poder darles unos cuantos enlaces en la vida y carrera mia. Chequen de vez en cuando para ver en que lios me estoy metiendo. I don't know how to translate that all, but I try. Come to the blog, and see what problems I am getting myself into. I hope that is right. If anyone else is bilingual, please help. I appreciate

Uno
1. How old will you be in 5 years? 23....ZOMG! 2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today? I picked up my friend, we went to go eat, then to sally's beauty supply, and then i took her home. 3. How tall are you? 5'8" 4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks? Definitely not my crazy spring classes..but I am looking forward to the money..heh 5. What's the last movie you saw? Theaters - Underworld: Rise of the Lycans TV- Not Another Teen Movie 6. Who was the last person you called? Claudia 7. Who was the last person to call you? My mother. 8. What was the last text message you received? Pete, he's annoying. 9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail? It's been awhile since i've recieved one. 10. Do you prefer to call or text? text unless it's phone sex! 11. What were you doing at 12am last night? I was online? 12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? They're 'marrie

Unobtainable
Why can't life be easy? I know what I want out of life yet it seems so unobtainable. Everytime I think I find it the beast comes out of the shadows and the truth is unearthened. Is there no one on this planet that that believes in the thesis of being honest and true? Why must everyone carry on such fake fascades. I am tired of people acting a certain way then you start to believe that is how they are then they flip fascades to another personality. That really gets on my nerves. Its like when a friend asks for 20 dollars and you give it to them with the promise to return it the next day with no return then them ask for your car. Im not about to give my car to someone who can't return 20 bucks, I mean come on I may be overly friendly but I'm not about to be walked over I did that for the last 3 years of my life. I wish for once in my life I could find someone who was real, with not alot of drama, a little is okay but not overwhelmed. I have enough drama of my own, I want a person who is

Uno Cosechará Lo Que Siembra ...
Una mañana una mujer bien vestida se paró frente a un hombre desamparado, quien lentamente levantó la vista... y miro claramente a la mujer que parecía acostumbrada a las cosas buenas de la vida. Su abrigo era nuevo. Parecía que nunca se había perdido de una comida en su vida. Su primer pensamiento fue: “Solo se quiere burlar de mi, como tantos otros lo habían hecho ... "Por Favor Déjeme en paz !! gruñó el Indigente... Para su sorpresa, la mujer siguió enfrente de el. Ella sonreía, sus dientes blancos mostraban destellos deslumbrantes. "¿Tienes hambre?" preguntó ella. "No", contestó sarcásticamente. "Acabo de llegar de cenar con el presidente ... Ahora vete." La sonrisa de la mujer se hizo aún más Grande. De pronto el hombre sintió una mano suave bajo el brazo. "¿Qué hace usted, señora?" -preguntó el hombre enojado. “Le digo que me deje en paz” !! Justo en ese momento un policía se acercó. "¿Hay algún problema, señora?" -le preguntó el oficial .. "No hay p

Uno Del Mondo Più Sottile Quad-core Per Smartphone Android Zte Grand S Lte
Uno del mondo più sottile quad-core per smartphone Android ZTE Grand S LTE CES 2013 Consumer Electronics Show a gennaio 8, 2013-11, negli Stati Uniti il sipario a Las Vegas. CES è il più grande al mondo di prodotti di tecnologia di consumo fiera è uno di acquisto di prodotti di elettronica di consumo, comprendere meglio le tendenze del settore dei media. Zte Grand S LTE. Zte Grand S LTE da dentro e fuori la forte capacità globale, possiamo vedere che per questo telefono cellulare ZTE giù un sacco di fatica. Nel disegno di apparenza, Telefoni Cellulari ZTE Grand S LTE è anche molto particolare, è un appena vinto prodotti di design iF. Android4.1 sistema operativo; 5 pollici dello schermo del 1080 p; 1.7 GHz quattro nucleare Xiao drago S4 Pro processore; 2 GB di memoria di sistema + 16 GB di storage fusoliera; Lead 2 milioni di pixel fotocamera, telefoni cellulari la fotocamera principale è alto come 13 milioni di pixel; Supporto 4 g di rete LTE, bluetooth 4.0, la trasmissione MHL, ecc I

Uno Del Mondo Più Sottile Quad-core Zte Grand S Lte
Uno del mondo più sottile Quad-Core ZTE Grand S LTE Uno del mondo più sottile quad-core per smartphone Android ZTE Grand S LTE CES 2013 Consumer Electronics Show a gennaio 8, 2013-11, negli Stati Uniti il sipario a Las Vegas. CES è il più grande al mondo di prodotti di tecnologia di consumo fiera è uno di acquisto di prodotti di elettronica di consumo, comprendere meglio le tendenze del settore dei media. Zte Grand S LTE. Zte Grand S LTE da dentro e fuori la forte capacità globale, possiamo vedere che per questo telefono cellulare ZTE giù un sacco di fatica. Nel disegno di apparenza, Telefoni Cellulari ZTE Grand S LTE è anche molto particolare, è un appena vinto prodotti di design iF. Android4.1 sistema operativo; 5 pollici dello schermo del 1080 p; 1.7 GHz quattro nucleare Xiao drago S4 Pro processore; 2 GB di memoria di sistema + 16 GB di storage fusoliera; Lead 2 milioni di pixel fotocamera, la fotocamera principale è alto come 13 milioni di pixel; Supporto 4 g di rete LTE, bluetoo

(unofficial;) Rant #8: Christmas
It's unofficial because I said it's unofficial. The origional #8 was just be flipping out. Anyways, yes... Christmas. What a sham it has become over the last however many thousands of years it's been around. Some of the older members of this site might actually remember a time when Christmas was about family. Spending time with each other. Sharing love. And the gifts were from the heart. People worked their hearts out into creating gifts for the people they love. Now, it's just a big commercialized marketing scam. What am I talking about? Hmm... if you don't know what I am talking about, then jump off a cliff and slit your throat on the way down. Look at this year alone. During the summer, the XBox 360 was released. Priced somewhere around $650 Canadian. Thats with everything, taxes inc., all accessories required to play. Working perfectly. Last week the PS3 was released. They sold so fast, no one can get their hands on them anymore. Value in the store? $1,000. On E-Bay? $10,0

Unofficial Marine Dictionary
0 Dark 30. Very early in the morning, pronounced oh, dark thirty. [Editor's Note: A lot of people have complained that a Marine would not call the numeral zero an "oh". That is possibly correct but it was pronounced in that unorthodox way when it was first used in the 1960s, possibly to add emphasis to the phrase.] 030SHIT. Pronounced "Oh three, Oh shit." Military Occupational Specialty of a junior infantry officer. I Corps. (Vietnam) The northernmost of four corps areas in South Vietnam. I Corps was the province of the U. S. Marines while II, III and IV Corps were U. S. Army areas. Pronounced eye-corps. I Marine Expeditionary Force A Marine Air Ground Task Force (MAGTF) of the primarily composed of the 1st Marine Division, 3rd Marine Aircraft Wing, and 1st Marine Logistics Group. Among Marines, it is common to pronounce I MEF as "eye mef", "first mef", or "one mef". The 1st Marine Expeditionary Force is commanded by a Lieutenant General. (I stole this from Wikipedia so I

Unopened Letter By Unknown
I took the memories I had of you And sealed them in a letter I sent them along I wonder if they were delivered I think the address I wrote Was the one you gave to me You're not losing any sleep And the letter remains unopened Put me in a box and forget my name Because if you don't remember it no one will On a shelf where the dust collects I see your face Your eyes stare back Like a thousand aches and pains The memories of you can't be erased Because I sealed them in a letter It sits on your shelf With dust collecting on it Put me in a box and forget my name Because if you don't remember it no one will A million sunsets have come today With each one gone by there is less pain All I can do is forget You

Unopened Letter
I took the memories I had of you And sealed them in a letter I sent them along I wonder if they were delivered I think the address I wrote Was the one you gave to me You're not losing any sleep And the letter remains unopened Put me in a box and forget my name Because if you don't remember it no one will On a shelf where the dust collects I see your face Your eyes stare back Like a thousand aches and pains The memories of you can't be erased Because I sealed them in a letter It sits on your shelf With dust collecting on it Put me in a box and forget my name Because if you don't remember it no one will A million sunsets have come today With each one gone by there is less pain All I can do is forget You

Unother Bannishment For Me
My Pogo Suspention for Abusive Language in a Chat Room.Maybe I Might be on Fubar a Bit more.Since Most on Yahoo Games Bunch of Nancy's. Temporarily Suspended…Your Pogo privileges have been temporarily suspended due to a violation of our Terms of Service.Violations that can result in a suspension are:Use of abusive or offensive language in the chat roomsHarassment of other playersImpersonation of a pogo official or representativeSending more than 50 messages per dayWhile you are suspended, both your screen name and your IP address may be blocked.Note: If you're sharing an IP address with other people on your home or corporate network, you may be inadvertently blocked if someone else on your network violates our Terms of Service.

U No Ur From Mass
u no ur from mass lol You Know You're From Massachusetts When The person driving in front of you is going 70 mph and you are cursing him for going too slow. When ordering a tonic, you mean a Coke...not quinine water. You actually enjoy driving around rotaries. You almost feel disappointed when someone doesn't flip you the bird when you cut them off or steal their parking space. You know how to pronounce the names of towns like Worcester, Billerica, Haverhill, Barre and Cotuit. You have driven to New Hampshire on a Sunday in order to get beer. You know that there are two Bulger brothers, and that they're both crooks. You know what they sell at a packie. You know at least one bar where you can get something to drink after last call. You can actually find your way around Boston. Evacuation Day is a recognized holiday. You know what First Night is. You know at least one guy named Sean, Pat, Whitey, Red, Bud or Seamus. You think t

U No Ur From Lynn
u no ur from lynn Only in Lynn .... A day with no shootings or stabbings is considered abnormal. Can you say "the black lady on Boston St." and people know exactly which homeless person you're talking about. Everyone knows what a bluezone from the Med. is. You can go to about 6 different high schools, but the newest one is sinking. Double parking on every single one way street is just another obstacle instead of something illegal. A pitbull is considered the dog of choice. Harry Agganis is more popular than the President of the United States. You can find 18 Dunkin Donuts within 3 minutes of each other. You hear a whistle from a field and know it's a Mexican soccer player. Our beautiful beaches also smell like sewers. It's not "the projects"...it's "which projects?" The news shows crimes committed in other states..and you know the accused is from your hometown. We actually have a day care in a high school. Road rage isn't giving the finger;

U No U Want To Own Me
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Un Owned Yet Again
You know breaking up in any situation is never easy. And one would think when your not inlove it would be easier, but it isn't. My Master broke the cardnal sin of D/s,, he broke the bonds of trust and now I am once again a free agent. I will take sometime off to regroup,for me the hardest part is that deep emotional attachment that I felt we had when we scened together. Well and of course the scenes themselves. He may not have been the worlds most perfect Dom, but he was good enough for me, and I appreciated everything about him. AHHHHH life goes on. So send me some love and help me get over this emotional speed bump. Hugs and kisses, whips and candlewax to you all. angelmyst

Unpayable
Imprisonment; enclosed, Left all alone, Slam the door & leave me, Completely shut me out, Shaking tears of sorrow, Screams of death from hell, Mournful adbandonment, In the eyes of the early light, Adrenaline scares from wall to wall, Seem everything but alright, Blood & sweat - for nothing at all, Mind floods with confusion, Tention cutting inside out, Fingernails dug deep in my wrist, Trying to stop me from my violent twist, Bite my lip - taste my own flesh, Shut my eyes tight, Anything to baracade this horrible night, Forget the harsh, judgemental words spoken, The forceful actions that left me broken, Never again will i play this role, Walk this line, And b/c of you - im left without a ticket, But i hold with me an awful fine. - Brittney Galbraith

The Unpacking
12/21/06 I unpacked pictures today - Chinese watercolors and nineteenth century Japanese block prints by the masters (Kunichika, Utamaro, Toyokuni) - works that have been entrusted to me for safekeeping until I hand them down to the next generations of guardians. My father’s art – a Brueghel influenced oil that he created at the age of fifteen, the portrait of his mother’s dog, the clown he was painting in college when he met my mother. His paintings from North Carolina in the late forties, his Ohio paintings through the fifties, his more recent works from California - I remember watching him give birth to many of them. They all have a special meaning to me. I put his lesser works into an estate sale. They went for twenty-five to fifty dollars each. My series of student caliber block prints sold for thirty-five a piece. I find it amazing that his talent and my lack thereof would bring similar prices. I unwrapped my mother’s portrait of my brother who died in Decem

Unpaid Whore?!?!!!!!!!????
This was posted on another one of my websites that I go to and i thought it was so amazing. Its an open letter to a radio DJ: ********************************************************************* Unpaid Whore!? I remember the first time I heard you use the term, "unpaid whore." My mouth dropped open and I stared at my car radio in shock. Anger came next, because I was one. "How dare you?" I thought. And, then confusion: "What sort of woman would demand payment??" I stewed and brooded about it, but kept up my behavior. According to the movies, a man wanted a woman who approached sex like a professional, who didn't get emotionally involved, and that independent, aloof quality would make him fall in love with me. He'd see my softer side despite my best efforts to hide it, and we'd get married and live in the suburbs. Hey, it worked for Julia Roberts! (movie: "Pretty Woman") In reality, though, I couldn't approach sex with mercenary efficiency. I came to care about the perso

Unpacking Sux!
well I finally left Cypress, Texas! I am now in Euless, Texas. Closer to my family and friends. I look forward to making new friends. I am staying with my mom for a few weeks, until I find an apartment. ** ** Update. I moved to North Richland Hills, alone! ** ** Update: (3-31-2010) I am getting better everyday! I started lifting weieghts again, so I can tone up b4 summer :) For all the girls whom I invited here to watch a movie or two, that's exactly what I meant ! It's not a code for sex( I wish it was that simple ) haven't had sex for a long ass time & you know what? I'm still alive

Un Peu Moins De Nitrates Dans L'eau Du Robinet
Entre 2010 et 2011, la teneur en nitrates a très légèrement baissé sur l'agglomération de Poitiers. Les autres critères de la qualité de l’eau sont restés stables accessoire robinetterie baignoire . Les chiffres sont fournis par l'Agence régionale de santé et communiqués aux habitants de Grand Poitiers au moment de l'envoi de leur facture d'eau. Entre 2010 et 2011 - derniers chiffres connus - la teneur en nitrates a baissé d'un à trois points. Tout particulièrement pour les eaux les plus nitratées : celles qui proviennent de la prise d'eau dans le Clain à « la Varenne » (28 % de l'approvisionnement en 2011). En 2010, la teneur moyenne en nitrates s'y établissait à 39,4 mg/l. En 2011, elle était descendue à 36,7 mg/l. Avec des pointes à 50 mg/l en janvier et février, ainsi qu'en octobre. L'eau du Clain est la plus nitratéew Au départ des autres points de captage, la teneur en nitrates était légèrement plus faible. Mais restait quand même de 38,7 mg/l dans l'eau d

An Unpleasant Interlude
Today someone friended me who's request I probably should not have accepted, and I soon afterwards regretted. The mistake was corrected. His profile said nothing about any interest other than drinking (beer specifically) and having sex. Nonetheless I allowed him the chance to be friends and he pretty much just walked all over it. I pointed out to him that there is absolutely nothing in my profile to indicate that being promiscuous with total strangers is in any way an interest of mine on here. This was done by asking him if he saw anything in my profile to indicate in any way that I was a rampant sex fiend. He answered, no. Then he proceeded to go on asking why I did not want to have "alittle fun", obviously his oh so witty euphemism for sex. I encouraged him to elaborate... to explain himself... just in case the "alittle fun" he was talking about was not something entirely inappropriate with which to proposition someone he just met. I'm not entirely sure why I found it so

Unplanned
it doesn't seem real. we never meant for this - it came up behind us, left us a little dazed, fearful, under the orange sky, caring more than we dared to, kissing with new meaning. yesterday, our feelings were unknown - how could it change and what has it become? romance unplanned arrives with the dying sun. © All rights reserved

Unplugged Till Mid October
Hey all: Im finally unplugged ..finishing out my move ill be away for awhile..so if you dont see me here or dont hear from me dont take it personally..ill be back mid october ...ill probably have to use the internet cafe but it will do for now...HSR...

Unplugged
you know i have noticed how i go out of my way to speak to some of my soclled friends and they dong have time to at least say Hey im here how r u amd sorry im busy. personally i feel at least sayhi. is this thing just a game to most people. i dont understand. i mean I am here to really make friends. i love meeting new ppl. some of the ppl i meet are kreeeeepy but i take my chances. even the one legged one armed one fingered half eared bind deaf and mute man needed a friend. i feel like i know i dont say anything to some of the ppl on my friend list but they dont even make the effort to sat hi to me wheni come on line at all. they dont evern seem to notice if anyting is new. i put out some new ictures a long time ago and they havent gotten much rates. but i bet if i put up some racey pictures of myself allnaked and cold and showing everyone what i was born wearing i would get some rates and stuff then huh? well sorry i cant do that. and i try to be friends with everyone but i getso busy

Unplanned And Late Construction To Express Ceremonial Invitations
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[unplayably Bad]
That's right. I made it a word.Okay, Left 4 Dead 2.I've ran into some RETARDED online communities before, but ... this is starting to take the cake.Granted, on BF 2141 if you weren't in a clanon your home clan's paid serverand not following strict ordersyou were doing it wrong.In L4D2This game is NOT playable without A.) Players that know what the FUCK they're doing (IE cleared the map already)B.) Veteran FPS players (as in ZOMG Halo wasn't their first shooter)C.) Playing with IRL friends.D.)... that's enough isn't it?When the bots have a higher hit percent and kill ratioyou need to reconsider your leisure time.Why don't you take up crochetingand hopefully have an accident that takes you out of the gene pool.I've had PK'ers, tardsy run-ahead-ers, item hoarders, and just ... outright noobs.I'm tired of it, and my friend that actually plays this game has been incommunicado for like... two weeks.He and I have been known to carry WoW raids, capture the flags, and a few real-combat simulato

Unplug The Charger.. When Somebody's Calling Your Celfone!!!
A few days ago, a person was recharging his mobile phone at home. Just at that time a call came in and he answered it with the charging Instrument still connected to the outlet. After a few seconds electricity flowed into the cell phone unrestrained and the young man was thrown to the floor with a heavy thud. As you can see, the phone actually exploded. His parents rushed to the room only to find him unconscious, with a weak heartbeat and burnt fingers.He was rushed to the nearby hospital, but was pronounced dead on arrival..Cell phones are a very useful modern invention. However, we must be aware that it can also be an instrument of death. Never use the cell phone while it is hooked to the electrical outlet! If you are charging the cell phone and a call comes in, unplug it from the charger and outlet. ..

Unplanned Duties
Hitting the road at a quarter to ten I really can't believe I'm doing this again. But cash is getting tight and the stress is getting worse. I'll be halfway there When I finish this verse. The path that I'm taking On this cold dark night I never thought I'd be doing Something so not right. But the cash is short And the fights are long My destruction is The cause of this song. I take another puff Off my wooden pipe

The Un Poem
The 'Un' poem Un-shed this tear I see in the mirror Un-break this heart It's falling apart Un-frown this smile Please stay awhile Un-hurt this pride I've failed, though I've tried Un-break this spirit even though you fear it Un-freeze your gaze I'll change my ways Un-shatter my life take away this strife Un-walk out that door and make my heart soar Un-leave my side give back my pride come back to me and just..... Un-leave me Nikki L.

Unpopular Ideas Of Our Times
Unpopular ideas of the times There are several serious, and heated debates that have been discussed throughout the last twenty or so years, and are only seeing their support, or denial through the blind eye of quantity. It has been often said to me that my work is merely in vain, that though it may aim at truth, it does not have a fit, or prepared audenience with which to garnish it with. Still I press on, for matters of fact, and the way things 'ought' to be are independent of the mind that percieves them. Certainly I hope that physics will not be found to be merely a description of some complex pretending on our parts about an external world described objectively. And so too of ethics. It is my aim here to describe several of the debates that have kept our wheels turning until one side is found to have had more votes than the other to resolve an issue. Essentially an ad populum of sorts. But the condition of the voter is my utmost problem with this

Unpretty
I wish could tie you up in my shoes Make you feel unpretty too I was told I was beautiful But what does that mean to you Look into the mirror who's inside there The one with the long hair Same old me again today (yeah) My outsides look cool My insides are blue Everytime I think I'm through It's because of you I've tried different ways But it's all the same At the end of the day I have myself to blame I'm just trippin' Chorus: You can buy your hair if it won't grow You can fix your nose if he says so You can buy all the make up That man can make But if you can't look inside you Find out who am I too Be in the position to make me feel So damn unpretty I'll make you feel unpretty too Never insecure until I met you Now I'm bein' stupid I used to be so cute to me Just a little bit skinny Why do I look to all these things To keep you happy Maybe get rid of you And then I'll get back to me (hey) My outsides look cool My insides are blue Everytime I

Unprefect
Freezing from the cold Yet you still don't fold. Your still so bold. Hidden under all your pride Is where you keep it all inside. I see the candle flicker in your eyes, I see through your disquise. Having seen you today, Makes me want to curse you away! Unperfect by nature, but that's because you made her! Do you have another trick up your sleeve? Yes, I forgot, you have no answer, You just turn and leave!

Unpretty ~ Tlc
T-Boz: I wish I could tie you up in my shoes Make you feel unpretty too I was told I was beautiful But what does that mean to you Look into the mirror who's inside there The one with the long hair Same old me again today (yeah) Chilli: My outsides look cool My insides are blue Everytime I think I'm through It's because of you I've tried different ways But it's all the same At the end of the day I have myself to blame I'm just trippin' Chorus: T-Boz & Chilli: You can buy your hair if it won't grow You can fix your nose if he says so You can buy all the make-up that Mac can make But if you can't look inside you Find out who am I to Be in the position to make me feel so damn unpretty T-Boz & Chilli: Never insecure until I met you Now I'm in stupid I used to be so cute to me Just a little bit skinny Why do I look to all these things To keep you happy Maybe get rid of you And then I'll get back to me (hey) Chilli: My outsides look cool My insi

Unpretty
Until we stop judging ourselves .. and see what we have to offer the world what we have to give to others .. what we have inside . and Stop basing frienships and other relationships ( jobs, etc) on what people look like . and start going by what people are inside .. we are going to make this world a much darker place .. realize the beauty youve got inside .. Dont think when you look in the mirror that If you lost ten pounds someone MIGHT like you more .. or If you had a smaller nose someone wouldnt make fun of you .. Those are the people that are losing out .. You are an amazing person .. You are worth more than all the money in the world.. YOU are Irreplaceable .. Never Feel Unpretty .. So many of these kids walking around are starving themselves today trying to obtain the Perfect look .. Be something the Media is making them think they should be .. I'm sure we've all been there one time or another . Second guessed our appearence .. our abilities .. When You run into a frie

Unpretty
Find the reflection you see to be so damn unpretty Find the reflection you see to be so damn unpretty I wish I could tie you up in my shoes Make you feel unpretty too I was told I was beautiful But what does that mean to you Look into the mirror whoÕs inside there The one with the long hair Same old me again today (yeah) My outsides look cool My insides are blue Everytime I think IÕm through ItÕs because of you IÕve tried different ways But itÕs all the same At the end of the day I have myself to blame IÕm just trippinÕ You can buy your hair if it wonÕt grow You can fix your nose if he says so You can buy all the make-up that mac can make But if you canÕt look inside you Find out who am i, too Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty Find the reflection you see to be so damn unpretty Never insecure until I met you Now IÕm in stupid I used to be so cute to me Just a little bit skinny Why do I look to all these things To keep you happy Ma

Unpretty
I need a tan, to drop some weight, new bathing suit blah blah..... these things float through the minds of women this time of year. If you have a lady, be sure to remind her how beautiful you think she is. Trust me she needs to hear it. :) Personally, I have been struggling with the reflection in the mirror. If I could only drop 20 lbs here and tone up. I mean I have been told you are not a BBW, but you ain't skinny either lol Curvy, cushy, etc lol Whatever happened to just calling a woman beautiful. With big breasts, I will never be a size 3 or a size 6 lol Gotta love the standards of what is hot on tv lol Just venting and reminding you guys to tell your ladies she is beautiful today!!! :)

+unpretty+
I wish I could show you just how +UnPrEtTy+ you made me feel although you didn't know that i knew that you were doing what you did, you caused me so much [[p.a.i.n]] gave me ~nightmares~, ones that to this day I still have waking up in *teArs* all because of you and the things that you did to me, your touch was a sin from you to me and you knew it, I wish I could kill you, in the most painful way, but even then you wouldn't know even half the pain that you +caused+ me you vIoLaTeD me if only I had stayed asleep I never would have felt you touching me then my life wouldn't be this way I wouldn't be a complete .w.r.e.c.k. I wouldn't fear the touch of others, whether it is Sexually or not but you caused me all this pain because you were thinking with your dick and not your brain I hope you live the rest of your life in pain, some day you'll get what you deserve you made me feel so +UnPrEtTy+ I hate you && I hope you know it You deserve to be dead you're l

Unproclaimed Pain
So this is what I get for believing you all the decieving you did, so untrue You lie to my face, said I was above the rest But the next girl your with, you'll tell her she's the best You lied to me, but what should I expect I shouldnt have expected you to redirect You life is yours, though the games you play You broke my heart and care nothing for what I say I sit silently alone in the darkness of my room Never knowing But thet assume It ended so quickly without a cause, without a reson, was it because my flaws You never gave me a real chance You wont look back to glance Look at the person you hurt most You dont care you only boast I put my heart mind and soul into you But all you thought this was a game for two I truely fell in love though some say it wrong I didnt listen, and regreted it before long Why did you play with my heart like so I am so lost you will never really know But I guess it was all my fault really I fell in love with a boy, who could

Unprintable News Story
"It is a 110 yards from the 'E' ring to the 'A' ring of the Pentagon. This section of the Pentagon is newly renovated; the floors shine, the hallway is broad, and the lighting is bright. At this instant the entire length of the corridar is packed with officers, a few sergeants and some civilians, all crammed tightly three and four deep against the walls. There are thousands here" "This hallway, more than any other is the 'Army' hallway. The G3 offices line one side, G2 the other, G8 is around the corner. All Army. Moderate conversations flow in a low buzz. Friends who may not have seen each other for a few weeks, or a few years, spot each other, across the way and renew." "Everyone shifts to ensure an open path remains down the center. The air conditioning system was not designed for this press of bodies in this area. The temperature is rising already. Nobody cares." "10:36 hours: The clapping starts at the E-Ring. That is the outermost of the five rings of the Pentagon and is

Unpretty
Why do u make feel this way? am i that unpretty? my big heart always giving my emotions be pushed to the limits my tears a continuous waterfall because of the pain u inflict the silence kills me the lack of affection makes me want to die u make me feel so unpretty

Unprogramming
It wasn't till after a relationship I was in for years did I truly realize how programmed I was by her. I kept thinking of what she would want involuntarily, and that got frustrating. So I started the task of unprogramming my mind, so I could make my own choices, independant of what she would want. And do you know what I found? I found out that I was only partly myself while I was with her. I am still a sweetheart that will do a lot for those I care about, but I also found out that I was lying to myself about what I was into. I found myself watching more of the types of movies I enjoy most, horror, and it felt good to be my own person. Another part of my life that I didn't realize was affected until after was my sex life. I got so used to doing exactly what she wanted, that I had no moves or special tricks. Only from experimentation have I figured out where my strengths lie. And now that I don't have to worry about her limits, I've expanded my mind and seen things I could

Unpretty...getting Secure With Your Insecurities
i wish i could tie you up in my shoes make you feel unpretty too.... TLC New Music When i haz the low self esteem moments i listen to it and it helps me feel a little better...most of the time. its kind of one of those things that makes me realize no one can make you feel inferior without your consent. i try really hard to not give that much power to people but sometimes...sometimes despite my best intentions i do though and i end up feeling like i do now...for lack of a better word, unpretty. blah...i should call whine one one

Un Problemo
So some folks know I now have 2 almost stepkids....they are great and I adore them but I have one issue with them. In my living room I have a 3 seater sofa and 2 recliners....no matter where I sit they ALWAYS sit next to me...either right next to me on the sofa or at the foot of the recliner...I know they only do this because they love me but it makes me feel incredibly clausterphobic! My kids have learned that I need my space, but these 2 haven't. Is there any way to express to them that I can't have them on top of me all the time without having hurt feelings?

Unproblematic Services For Effortless Move In Faridabad
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Unproblematic Taking As Well As Moving Providers Throughout Delhi
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Unquenchable
loneliness engulfs me as i long for your embrace with every action, thought, and word spoken memories of your beauty flood my mind and paralyze my senses in all that i do, a constant reminder of you lingers you can't be here holding me safe and content know that i long to be with you now submersing myself in the beauty of your soul looking out upon a vast and open sea calm with pleasure, strong with passion my reflection gleems back warmer somehow in a manner that reveals all scarce pages of my life have been written your name is focused on all pages that truly count our chapter together is beginning in a book kept far off the shelf time is flowing all around us yet a drought is ever present for a drop only intesifies instead of curing my thirst for you i'm opening my heart and mind to you a seed is sprouting with lightening speed the pedals are growing strong fresh and clean as the days rush by i think of you always speak of you with persons i meet

The Unquiet Grave
"The Unquiet Grave" "The wind doth blow to-day, my love, And a few drops of rain; I never had but one true love; In cold grave she was lain. "I'll do as much for my true-love As any young man may; I'll sit and mourn all at her grave For a twelvemonth and a day." The twelvemonth and a day being up, The dead began to speak: "Oh who sits weeping on my grave, And will not let me sleep?" "'Tis I, my love, sits on your grave, And will not let you sleep; For I crave one kiss of your cold-clay lips, And that is all I seek." "You crave one kiss of my cold-clay lips; But my breath smells earthy strong; If you have one kiss of my clay-cold lips, Your time will not be long. "'Tis down in yonder garden green, Love, where we used to walk, The finest flower that e'er was seen Is withered to a stalk. "The stalk is withered dry, my love; So will our hearts decay; So make yourself content, my love, Till God calls you away."

Unquenchable Fire
Enthralled by your vision Consumed in your flame I long but to serve you And worship your name Your life gives me purpose Which strengthens my heart The thought of you guides me While we’re apart Kneeling before you My head bowed in reverence I surrender all to you Mind, body and soul

Unrated
The following blog is Unrated with content to extreme for theatres. See what the theatres are too scared to show you! I fucking hate DVD marketing right now. Every movie that was rated R at the theatres is being relesed on DVD with a "special" unrated edition. The commercials are always the same. "See what you couldn't see in theatres" People are buying these editions thinking they are going to see more violence and lts of Nudity. Newsflash! There is nothing extra there. Not a goddamn thing! let me expalin to you Artards what Unrated means. All that means is the MPAA did not see the deleted scenes and therefore did not RATE them. Its that simple. Horror movies and comedies are the big culprits right now. But Disney could just as easily release Alladdin:Unrated. that wouldn't mean you would get to see Jasmin blowing Alladdin. So how did this all get started? Well Back before DVD, VHS had Directors cuts or special editions. these usually had the deleted scenes cut back into the mov

"unraveling Distance"
"Unraveling Distance" unraveling the distance brought into existence reasons for resistance doubts of coexistence choking on insistence fanatical persistence claims of ignorance path of least resistance invoking shield of distance by Jon

Unraveled
Unraveled Like a ball of twine...the heart can unravel... As the mystery of you becomes unraveled so does my heart falling limp, hanging cold battered strands. Unfurling slowly pulled by a ghostly hand splitting, splintered hemp itchy to the touch shivers me, deep in sorrow. Behind the mask lay unsightly shadows baring gruff, growls laughing at the pain the confusion cruel illusion. We unravel like old, worn out rags thinned and weakened fading to grey

Unraveling
..foremost, dont assume this is a silly lil fubar romance gone awry.. those of you who kno me kno better.. that said, ive hurt the most genuine love of my life, in some way, today. yes, im married and my mays is my dearest friend in life; always has been.. and he's the most amazing daddy to my veda.. and my home and my friends and my world are beautiful and happy and fulfilling.. but stevil is my true 'One'. the one who balances the weight.. who settles my crazy head.. who nourishes my soul.. who holds me more carefully than anyone else.. who touches me more deeply than anyone else.. who carries me on bad days and blows me away on good ones.. the one who has, single handedly, made me feel beautiful and meaningful and at ease with myself.. the one whom i feel most comfortable with.. he's my soul mate. my family knows he's in my life.. my husband is even grateful for him.. its THAT genuine..that tangible.. but somehow, today, i lost him along the way.. and now im just fucking lost in the

Unrequited Crush
Today is it! I want to tell you I want you here with me, if only for one night. I live day to day thinking of you. I picture in my mind everything about you, as if you were really here beside me. When I fall asleep I dream that you're next to me and I can feel your skin underneath my hand. I dream of you running your hands through my hair, down my back, and over every part of my body. I want to share my bed with you. My world is spinning; I can feel defeat, why can't I sleep? Why does my throat close whenever you speak? My heart breaks just to be around you. I take in the way you move, the way you talk, and the way you smell whenever you are around. My eyes directed down when your gaze falls upon me, that bashful smile - I want you so badly! This tension, it kills me. My unspoken attraction is enough to fill up volumes. How can I get close to you? I'm too shy to talk to you; so at this moment it feels safer to watch you from afar with no rejections. You have taken up residence in my mi

Unreal
yes so this whole blog thing is kinda stooopid. this will be the only one from me haha just had to state the fact that it is really unbelievable that every site I have seen so far has a damned blog on it. Besides I have too many. If people were that interested in what was going on in my life they would ask me! haha

Unreliable
I just wanna be numb. Dead inside. I don't wanna feel anything anymore. I don't want anyone to rely on. I don't want anyone to rely on me. I'm an unreliable creature anyway. Always changing. Forever moving on. I just want to be alone, as I once was. I just want to be empty inside. I don't want this happiness anymore. I'm just a whore with an fake innocence. It lures people in, I make people love me. Then I go away. I'm always pushing, never letting anyone in. Can I just go back to that again? I don't want to be in this insecure place anymore. I don't want to feel this uncertainty. Forever waiting for someone, hoping for someone. Craving someone.

Unreachable
The image I portray is only an illusion, To cover up the truth that I do need attention. I look fine on the outside but I've disconnected, I don't believe in anyone that can't be trusted. I'm unreachable cause I've slowly faded away, But I can still fool you with what I put on display. You will never get the key to my inner true self, I'm locked cause I don't trust you or anybody else. There's a burning sensation that I have loved to hate, A feeling of emptiness in me that won't vacate. I'm trapped inside a depressed circle that has no end, Each day passes and it does get harder to pretend. I can hear your voice, it echoes within my mind, But it's my unanswered questions I'm longing to find. You won't knock down my walls that I have built around me, I've become unreachable, lost who I used to be. Copyright © staci 2006

"unregistered Confusions"
"Unregistered Confuzions" ------------------------- -Doctoring your thoughts, I lend my ear. Nurturing feelings, I lend my Compassion. With arms wide open, I welcome my empathy for pain. Soothing an aching heart, My feelings are all but true. Wondering what happens next, Wondering what happened before, Disorientation strikes your innocent face. Confuzion of significant maturities emerge, While the intermission releases your troubles. Conversating for the future rise with high hopes, And Everlasting memories of the past obligate feelings. The only true time is present, Along with the commitment or the rest of your life. Melancholy experiences run your mind, Melodramaticy ruins your state, Once again confuzing your innocence. I only offer inferior oppinions, For the choice is up to you, Freedom to a worn out being, Receding into the mind, Allowing for choices to be made, To relieve the blankness from precious blinded eyes. N

Unrequitted
Unrequitted The night goes on to long dear, and the fire is burning low. A few more moments together, but then i'll have to go. The sun will soon be rising, blinding these old eyes. As they look unto the heavens, to see if you can fly. I'll walk alone in my garden, no lover by my side. Gone again each morning, hiding deep inside. A dream that lasts forever, where time has no hands to see. Those moments spent together, when you belong to me. Soon your day start love, and thoughts of me will stray. To other handsome faces, you encounter in your day. I'll worry that you're leaving, you know thats who I am. My love so deep for beauty, you'll adore some other man. I wish you could just see it, in the moments when our eyes meet. Feel it in my soul dear, a fire burns so deep. Passions unrequitted, dawn has caught your eye. You leave the bed we lie in, together you and I. Godless still i'm praying, one more night to find. The day always steals you from me,

Unreachable
Always lying about the facts Hoping you wont find out That my heart thinks Your the one When I feel the embrace Of your hands in mine Oh, how that kills me You make the days so beautiful But secretly your breaking my heart Cause I love you so much There's nothing in this cold place, Nothing in this world That makes me smile But now I need you so bad Cause you made me a maniac Addicted to happiness And so many tears Left my eyes While I was waiting for you Because they know, I'll never get you

Unrealistic Expectations
THE BATTERE IS DEPENDENT ON THE WOMAN FOR ALL HIS NEEDS. HE EXPECTS HER TO BE THE PERFECT WIFE, MOTHER, LOVER, AND FRIEND. HE WILL SAY THINGS LIKE,: YOU'RE THE ONLY PERSON I NEED IN MY LIFE". SHE IS EXPECTED TO TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING FOR HIM, BOTH EMOTIONALLY AND IN THE HOME.

Unreleasing Sin
As you whisper in my ear I feel like dieing I believe you didn't try You push me to the edge Cutting of the skin Feels like sin For your eyes to watch me die I massacred myself Don't remember me Let me free Find a new person to hurt Don't follow me I don't want you near me I will push you away Don't fret Don't regret It was all in destiny You are my destruction And destruction you caused By a word of unreleasing sin As you pressure me to break Unconsciencly beating my own skin

Unrequited
You wondered how you’d make it through. I wondered what was wrong with you. Because how could you give your love to someone else, yet share your dreams with me? Sometimes the only thing you’re looking for, is the one thing you can’t see.

Unrequited Love
Unrequited Love I am, in your absence, incomplete... Each day too empty, each night too long, Following shadows down an empty street Thinking, each corner I turn will be the one Where you’ll be waiting for me. Alone in a crowd, I seem to see you just ahead, But as I push my way to go where you seem to go, I do not find you...someone else instead Bears the form that made my heart lurch so! Sometimes I hear your voice across the street, Or someone smiles the same way you smile, And just for a moment, you are here with me And I with you for just a little while. Always the quest, the seeking and yearning, Waking in the night, saying your name Then restless slumber, the constant dreaming Only to find in the light of morning... After all...everything’s still the same.

*unrequited*
*Grrr!* It fuckin sucks 2have feelings 4someone u can never have a relationship with. For one example, There's W... He's a work crush. Simple infatuation.. He's hot. He Funny. He looks edible when he's perched atop his Yamaha motorcyle in his matchin leather jacket, with helmet in hand...And... He's got a girlfriend :/ Tho disappointed, I am far from shattered. But then there's C.. A chat friend Iv known 4a few yrs now. If I hadn't just gotten involved with another guy @ the same time C and I 1st met, I have 2wonder if/how my relationship with C woulda evolved. C is good looking and funny and sexy.. And, God help me, I just M E L T when he sings 2me. He has been such a good friend 2me n I do love him dearly.. But deep inside I kinda ache 4him. I know he loves me2, as 1 of his best friends but its obvious that whatever feelings he may have had beyond friendship back then, r now gone. N I can live with that.. It just SUCKS. We used 2talk on the fone all the time n since he's moved acr

An Unrequited Love
Softly, her feet barely touching the floor, she walked the long corridor to his room. The stone floors gleamed in the sinister light of the moon that filtered through the long case windows. Her chest knotted up. She knew better than to be out here for the dark purpose she was wandering for. It wasn't right. It wasn't proper. But she needed it. She desired it. Every fiber in her soul lunged out into the darkness and urned for just one sweet, sinful bite. Then sh would be off th stuff for good. That was a false promise. The masonry rework was shoddy the closer she got to his room. The building had to have been well over a couple centuries old - and still livable, to her surprise. Thump. Thump. The beat of her own heart throbbed achingly between her ears. Was this her little voice telling her to turn and run? He couldn't love you. Why are you doing this? He wll turn you away. But he invited you. His eyes begged you to throw your inhibitions away... Damn. Footsteps. A

Unresting
Unresting The wanting of all worldly things came to an end When I first saw the image of your entirety. The spectacle of your eyes filled my soul With temptations and desires of your infamous touch. I take in a simple pleasure of admiring a beauty that has no comparison when you are not looking. The amazement in my mind of kissing you is like that of no worth but just my unresting heart for you.

Unrequited Love
"...Things that hurt: getting slapped, getting stung, giving blood, headaches, broken bones, third-degree burns. All of these things cause great pain. We try to avoid them at all costs. However, the one thing that causes more pain than any of these cannot be avoided — unrequited love... ... When it is given and not reciprocated, all you get is a feeling of sadness that cannot be imagined unless you have been there yourself..."

Unread
Why does it feel as if youve taken my heart, Drivin into the ground? The worse part is you dont know youve done it. Why do I feel as if you dont care? Every night I sit upon this bed and cry, And yet youre not here to dry these tears. Every night I cling to my pillow, Wishing and praying you loved me, But it never comes true. Sadly I believe it never will, For these words will go unread.

Unrequited Love
You know people. This really sucks. There is a person on here, and several other sites, that is very closely connected to me. And yes, I do love her, more than anything in the world. But, as of lately, it seems that she doesn't even care that I exist. I'm choosing not to mention her name, just to avoid any possible problems. But those of you that truly know me well, know who I am talking about. When we first met, everything seemed perfect. She was the most perfect person in the world to me, I couldn't have asked to meet someone any better. After we had known each other for about 3 months, she decided to come visit me. The original plans were for her to come up here, and stay for about 2 weeks, then go back home. Well, things didn't quite happen that way. She ended up staying with me for about a month. Which was perfectly fine with me. She went back home, and, within a few days of her being back home, she called and asked me what I thought about her just moving in with me. This

Unread Messages!
OK! So heres the deal i dont talk to good god more then half of you so therefor why the hell would i wanna vote for u in a contest or care about ur fuckin drama!! If u cant talk to me on my page through shout sometimes STOP sendin me shit that says ur friend thought u might like to see this... w/e BECAUSE guess what i DONT!! Anyways if u read this and get offended then that means ur the ass who sends me 30 fuckin messages a day to read somethin i could give 2 shits about! If u wanna delete me as a friend! Or hell block me i dont care! Whatever makes u happy and makes ur day run smoother feel free LMAO!! But please .. I dont wanna press the stop sendin me messages button either to u smartasses who r thinkin that right now because i wouldnt b able to get messages so yeah! OK! I'm done now! Leter Heather

Unreliable
It seems that life is full of unreliable people. People who don't show when they are supposed to, don't call, and don't even give a reason. Well it's either that, or someone has created an army of said people and aimed them straight for me. Either way, it kinda wears on a guy...

Unreal Reality
So many times I feel like i am being cheated out of things and life in general. Everquest takes a whole lot of my night time up and finding someone there to share that experiance with is just impossible. But it seems as i have feared that everyone one on the Net.. Eq or otherwise is so utterly fake and unreal with anything they say. It is sad really to think that there isn't one real person left in life. GOd I wish there was. krystinah

Unreal Memories
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you...

Unreal Memories .....
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

Unreal Memories....
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

Unreal...
It's really insane how some of these crazy umm.. should I call them b*****s?? or just cuckcooo broads?? anyway.. if they spent less time stalking and more time at their shrinks office, the world would most definately be a better place. They have definately crossed more than a few lines and it's really sad. Sad that they have to try to interrupt others lives to make their day more pleasureable. Sad that they don't have love that they need so they make a false life to try to fill that empty void. Sad that they make stories up to get sympathy and love from people that normally wouldn't give them the time of day. Saddest, is that they don't even know what they are doing. Cuckcoooo. If you think i'm talkin about you, you're probably right and perhaps you should get your nosey ass out of my blog? Please, take your meds today and call your doctor. You realllllllly truly need some help. Have a great day!

Unreal Memories Again...
The first time around was fun so I thought I would do it again....LOL If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, (even if we don't speak often or if you are a random reader) please post a comment with a COMPLETELY MADE UP AND FICTIONAL memory of you and me. It can be anything you want - good or bad - BUT IT HAS TO BE FAKE. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your diary and be surprised (or mortified) about what people DON'T ACTUALLY remember about you..

Unrequited
Unrequited I watch you from a place afar 'Cause there's so much you won't show I long to find out who you are And what it is you don't want me to know Darting from shadows to corners You stay hidden, like the night But leave a trail of intrigue and mystery That I long to bring to light Stuck in a maze you have created With barricades and walls No windows, only dusty doorways And spooky, darkened halls Webs, spun with false words Wrapped around the truth Circus mirrors allow a glimpse Of something--real or ruse? Booby-traps and dead-end doors I've given up the chase But then, somewhere, in the evening mist I see your haunting face You toss me bits and crumbs of you To keep me close behind But you keep on running, out of reach For love to never find One day I hope you'll stop the chase And when I 'round the bend I'll see That you've stopped and turned yourself around And surrendered unto me I'll take a moment, catch my breath Look deep int

Unreal...
5000 fubucks wasted, a SAFE FOR WORK mumm removed and a bad mumm reputation all becuz of ignorant people that need psycological help... unreal...DO NOT waste your time or fubucks on GLOBAL mumms because if the idiots dont like it, one click of the mouse will get it removed and your mumm privileges taken...I was deleting the ignorant comments, the ignorant didnt like me deleting their comments so they reported my mumm...it got removed, my fubucks were wasted and if i go check, i prolly cant post mumms...again....fubar will not get another penny of my money...

Unreal!!! (see Originator For Full List)
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Unreal
This is a train like no other..you could say its... to get on this train isnt easy! its not for tha faint of heart! no simple R/F/A here.....we all know thats TOO EASY!! to get your spot on this train... 1* R/F/A all riders 2* rate each riders pik album...*about 25pix* pm if you need more time due to rate limits (good things come to those who wait) 3* let each rider know your joining and if u need more time or not 4* message me when your done ALL the above let me know if u need more time/PM'd riders and ill add you and your album! })i({ HER ✌ WORLD })i({ ®@ fubar **RIDERS** })i({ HER-WORLD })i({ and her album Ramrod☺ and his album Cisco Kid and his album Ħąźęłęŷęď Şōłďĭęŗ and his album

The Unreal Sea
In dreams, his fantasies, his muse letters on a page, blood on parchment his quill dipped deep into the welling of longing for a life that could not be The adventure of a short lifetime ancient mariners drawn across oceans affairs of the heart, a chance to be salty tears, memories of happy seas Was it all just a dream just a fantasy of you my beautiful wonderful muse bleeding what I would lose The words flowed from pen to paper to post within touching everyone's heart for that was my part A poet to pen the words to this feeling shared in play and deep within boundless without end Tell me again those words the made me feel so great I felt like I had purpose and I was something special For now I'm washed out bland just another face in sea of men just another sad old man just another forgotten nobody

Unresolvable Grief: The Damage To Mothers
Women who have surrendered children to adoption most often have great difficulties in getting on with their lives and endure a vast array of psychological problems stemming from the separation such as: unresolvable grief, relationship difficulties, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, secondary infertility. "Few [exiled mothers] had sufficient contact with the child at birth or received sufficient information to enable them to construct an image of what they had lost. Masterson (1976) has demonstrated that mourning cannot proceed without a clear mental picture of what has been lost." - "Psychological Disability in Women who Relinquish a Baby for Adoption," by Dr. John T. Condon (Medical Journal of Australia, vol 144, Feb/86) "... the tendency growing out of the demand for babies is to regard unmarried mothers as breeding machines...(by people intent) upon securing babies for quick adoptions." - Leontine Young, "Is Money Our Trouble?" (paper presented at the National Confere

Unrequited Love,,,,
You watch him from a distance You love to see him smile You wish one day he might be yours If only for awhile You wish that you could tell him To have the strength to say " I love you and wish that you could feel the same way " Your heart beats as he comes towards you Only to walk on by You try to tell your self you don't love him Try to believe your lie You wish, you dream,you hope, you pray That you could be together Maybe if you could make him see You two could last forever

Unreal, And Kind Of Hilarious
So, I find this completely hysterical. Dana left me 11 days ago - and she's already moved out of her bosses house - and started shacking up with another guy. A guy who was "there for her" when we were having hard times. More like a guy who's trying to get some cheap pussy. He was there for her so that he could tell her how bad of a person I was when she confided in him - and so that he could move in on her as soon as I was out of the picture. Just the fact that she would confide in another guy to begin with was a breach of trust in our relationship. I knew eventually she would move on to be with someone else, but to go from being in a four year relationship, planning on getting married (Yeah guys - we were engaged for almost two years. She still has the ring), - and living with your significant other for three of those years - to shacking up with a new guy less than two weeks later?! I dont think she is a whore, but jesus christ - that's just fucked up. I'm not angry about it,

Unrequited Love
This is the first of many posts of poems, prose and wisdom. They say there is no such thing as original thought. Whilst I have an ability to string a reasonable conversation together,sometimes I find work by other people that says what I would like to say. It will hopefully become a celebration of work that is out there to provoke thought and deed both in myself and those who read the work. This first is to continue my healing process, if the person this is to be shared with ever reads this, she will know it is for her. TO A LOST LOVE I seek no more to bridge the gulf that lies Betwixt our separate ways; For vainly my heart prays, Hope droops her head and dies; I see the sad, tired answer in your eyes. I did not heed, and yet the stars were clear; Dreaming that love could mate Lives grown so separate;-- But at the best, my dear, I see we should not have been very near. I knew the end before the end was nigh: The stars have grown so plain; Vainly I sigh, i

Unreal, But True
When I was 5 and had just moved into a new place (AGAIN), I was playing in an abandoned parking structure. I looked around and could swear I had been there before. How could that be? That was impossible, I had JUST moved there and there was no way on earth I could have even seen this place before. I had to be dreaming. Trying to shake myself out of it I said to myself "I know, I'll pinch myself and prove to myself that I'm dreaming". So I pinched myself till I left a bruise. It didn't hurt. So next I took a stick and said the same "If this hurts, I'll know I'm not dreaming". I hit my arm so hard it left a welt. Still, it didn't hurt. So, I then found a glass bottle, chipped off the top and said to myself "This HAS to work!!! If THIS doesn't hurt, I'll KNOW I'm dreaming". I took the tip of the bottle and stick it into my skin, all the way down to the bone. It was bleeding alot, but did NOT hurt. I went home, cleaned it up and thought that it was fine bc it was just a dream and I'

Unrequited Love
The empty ache of loneliness A hollow emptinessA desperate want For their caressTo fill the void Left by invisibilityButterflies flutter When you meet their gazeKnees weaken, just for a second As they brush pastThen light-headedness When you smell their scentThen later In the quiet of the nightThe empty void of want Loins aching for themThen hollow emptiness The constant companionThe loneliness Of unrequited love

Unreal, Unhealthy.
We've got a problem here.Someone's cheek sweat is chaffing my thighShe's good... she's better than good, she's great. Still got no idea who the fuck she is, or why she'd have anything to do with a skinny ginger like me. No stupid porno shit, nothing her friends told her I'd think would feel good.Why the fuck do women think they'd know anyway?Blind leadin the fuckin blind- just respond, or better yetfucking listen.You give me cues, I'll return the favor, whatever gets these pocket rockets to fire faster. Guys don't sit around and tissle and teehee about this shit, because we already know its like finding a retarded cow in a minefield full of more cows. Yeah, you think I just said something crazy, but its true.Also, I kinda wanted to make this last, so I had to go somewhere else.Thinkin about cows stepping on landmines was better than baseball, or focusing real REAL hard on a color. I dunno why that works, but it does, but innevitably I think about the girl, and a field of that colo

Unrequited Love
Relationships are a pain Especially loving someone in vain Knowing that no matter what you say He loves someone else that way Looking at the person you love Can be a painful thing not from above Knowing that he doesn't love you like that Wishing the couple would have a spat Feeling like you've lost your best friend Knowing he won't love you in the end Hoping one day he will change his mind Wishing that your heart he would find In the dark you stand Watching him hold her hand Wishing you could just hate his guts Why does this feeling make you so nuts Wanting to talk to him hours on end Even when you know he has a girlfriend Watching him play with her curls Wishing it was you instead of that girl Knowing one day you'll make it through But all the while wishing it was just you That's the feeling of unrequited love Something most definitely not from above

Unrequited Feelings
You love to see his gorgeous face Pictured in that holy place His fantastic smile sets you on fire Each time you see him you soar higher He picks you up he puts you down His happy face & his cute frown He seems perfect in everyway But something keeping you at bay I see there's a problem you can't ignore It's killing you, you are too sore To forget his love & affection You are stuck in this one section He has found his true soul mate Now I see that you're too late Still in too deep you can't get out He although has no doubt She is for him; he is for her You've got no chance to him deter So it's all over, your happy days Your heart broken in many ways

Unreachable?
How can I reach her heart, When she keeps it so well hid. Nothing seems to get me close, Not anything I did. Still I keep trying, Reaching for her golden ring. If she would only open up, To her happiness is all I bring. Till I'm your first thought of the day, And the last you have at night. I will keep banging these walls, Never giving up this fight.

Unrequited Love
In the passing days when we would talk I would think of you as more then a friend The more we had talked The more I began to like you But in my eyes I know you’d never like me in return Everyone can say what they want you don’t have to listen Because this is unrequited love So this will be my lesson The days pass on and we still talk together I have come to love you But still I know you would still never like me in return You have someone and you don’t need me So hear this and listen well Even though there’s no space left for me in your heart Just think that there’s someone out there that really cares for you And will be there to help whenever you fall apart This is my unrequited love.

Unrealistic
I clear my mind and close my eyes And start my imagination, as it goes far, beyond the reality Hearing your voice one more time Whispering "I Love You" hearing you breathing right next to me Eye to eye, as we stand in front of each other My heart beats faster and faster as you come closer and closer Hoping that your soft lips would touch mine Heart to heart, as my love goes to you Wondering if you would accept it or turn your back on me holding hands and never letting it go that's what makes it unreal Because once i open my eyes, i realize it was my dying dream or my dying hope Cause i know it will never gonna happen I mean, who am i for him to chooseI'm NoBody Written By: MaryoOm BrokenHeart

2013 - "unresolutions"
Every year, at about this time, people make a list of promises they will invariably break somewhere around March. These promises are called "resolutions." I'm going a different route: I'm making unresolutions, because their counterparts are too easily broken or unrealistic to meet. Everyone resolves to lose weight, get fit, pay off all their debts, have a better job, give to charity, blah, blah, blah and (furthermore) blah, etc. I've had enough of pretending my iron will is so "resolute" that nothing will stand in the way of getting everything done. Instead, I'm going to work on my list, which I've whittled down to 10 items, in the hopes that I get 6 of them done. I guess, at that point, they'll be "unachievements," like... well, on un-XBox Live or something. Anyway, without further ado... If I go to any bar, anywhere in the world, I won't buy drinks for anyone who hasn't walked in with me. Unless I'm going to see a sports team, I'm staying out of Arlington, Texas. The moment (

The Unrivaled Power Of Prayer
November 8, 2006 The Unrivaled Power of Prayer We do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered —Romans 8:26 About this cover We realize that we are energized by the Holy Spirit for prayer; and we know what it is to pray in accordance with the Spirit; but we don’t often realize that the Holy Spirit Himself prays prayers in us which we cannot utter ourselves. When we are born again of God and are indwelt by the Spirit of God, He expresses for us the unutterable. "He," the Holy Spirit in you, "makes intercession for the saints according to the will of God" ( Romans 8:27 ). And God searches your heart, not to know what your conscious prayers are, but to find out what the prayer of the Holy Spirit is. The Spirit of God uses the nature of the believer as a temple in which to offer His prayers of intercession. ". . . your body is the temple of the Holy Spirit . . ." (1 Corinthians

Unruly Children Must Die
Ok so one night Megyn and I went to go see the latest Harry Potter movie. I think it’s called “Harry Potter and the Poorly Paced Movie”, or maybe it was, “Harry Potter and the Movie Version of a Book that Left Out the Whole Book”, or “Harry Potter and the Boner Academy”. Did anybody else notice that Harry Potter was a stone cold PIMP in this movie? Cho is totally swinging from his nutsack (even though her dead boyfriend is hardly even cold and in the ground) and Ginny pretty much just wants to be Harry’s permanent “wand sheath” if you get my meaning, and I think you do, because I’m talking about Harry’s penis in Ginny’s vagina. Hell, even Hermione and Luna were boning him with their bedroom eyes. If Harry weren’t so busy trying to defeat Voldemort he could probably have a whole stable of hoes. I bet he could get every girl at Hogwarts turning tricks in Hogsmeade before the end of the year, just because he’s Harry muhfuckin’ Potter. But I digress. When we got there Megyn picked a

Unsafe And Insane
Unsafe and Insane 2003 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (2003, Australia) Parents often warn that firecrackers can blow your hand off, but as a 26-year-old Australian learned, they can also remove your gonads from the gene pool. An ambulance rushed to an Illawarra park after receiving reports that a man was hemorrhaging from his behind. The mercifully unidentified man had placed a lit firecracker between the cheeks of his buttocks, stumbled, and fell upon it. "We do caution people against these acts," said Acting Senior Sergeant John Klepczarek of the local police. Emergency surgeon Dr. McCurdie said the resulting wound looked like "a war injury." The explosion was forced upward, "blasted a great hole in the pelvis, ruptured the urethra, and injured muscles," rendering the man incontinent as well as sexually dysfunctional. He survived to tell the tale, making him eligible for the dubious honor of a Living Darwin Award. Darwin notes: The title is a play on w

Unsafe World
By D.S.M We no longer live in a safe world. when our children aren’t even safe from the perversions that happen on a daily basis. With the child molesters and the liars roaming the very streets we live on and the schools our children attend, it has become an extremely hard job for a parent these days. We teach our children what we feel is right and send them off into the world, just to have the come back and say that we are wrong because Mrs. Horowitz taught them something entirely different. We as the white race are no longer able to shelter our children as we once did, with the school system lacking in their background checks on new hirers, and the media preaching equality to the white lemmings we are no longer able to stand by our views and pass them down to the younger generations because we are out numbered in our schools, on our televisions and in our newspapers. We as the white race are becoming more uneducated as time goes on, with the dumbing down of our schools system

Unsatisfied
OK, so if the Buzzcocks on the AARP commercial weren't weird enough, now in the new Entertainment Weekly, Jewel selects the five "gems" she's listening to: Loretta Lynn, OK. Joni Mitchell, no problem. Nina Simone. Jewel calls her "the first punk rocker." Uh ... yeah.... David Gray. Not entirely uninteresting, but not especially edgy, so not a shocking choice, I guess. And "Unsatisfied" by the Replacements. MP3 Songs | The Replacements MP3s Now there are a lot of songs that are near and dear to me, but none cut as close to the bone as this. Three minutes and fifty-nine seconds (yes, I know the running time by heart) of primal anger, sadness, rage, emptiness, loneliness, and, most of all, disappointment. I will never forget the first time I heard it, sitting in my friend's bedroom, twenty some-odd years ago. The 'mats (that's what the fans call 'em) became my favorite band then and there and remain that to this day. They were the quintessential beautiful losers, sabotaging every

The Unsaveable
Solace succumbs me,feel the closing of my door, Emptiness, pain and regret will now follow YOU forever more. With this bit of solidarity youll never hear a sound, This self inflicted mutilation is superficial, its in my misery that I drown. Glimpses of you run through my head memries so bold, Lifelessly, hopelessly I lie next to this porcelin so cold. Noone ever answered my cries, as silent as they are I cant help myself anymore for these wounds do not scar. I fade into a place of solace a so silent and discreet, Victory is now yours, I wave my flag in defeat. Everything grows dark, the room is now a blurr, Desperate for inner peace I let my destiny occur. Grasping ont sanity I grit my teeth and hold tight, The room is spinning, my body curled in a ball I gladly loose this fight. My legs are numb, theres a faint knocking at the door, Its too late now let me perish here alone on the floor. Dont try and run for help, for there is none you see, You cant sa

The Unsaid Goodbye
DO NOT RIP!! When you lose someone you are very close to, it's hard to pick up the pieces and move on, especially if you never had the chance to tell that person goodbye. I lost someone very close to me, and at the time, I didn't realize I gave up the opportunity to tell him goodbye. Because of this, the guilt and regret from those unspoken words left, to say the least, a huge void in my heart. My Uncle Jimmy was the person I favored most in the world. He had a warm and gentle heart, and he would do anything for anybody. I loved being with him because to me, he was just a big kid at heart. We would go to the movies, play cards for hours, and just laugh about everything. Never in my life could I have imagined being without him. Somehow I thought he would always be there. The last day I saw my uncle was on July 7, 1995. He had come up from Alabama to visit his parents and me, and on that certain day, he was going into Pennsylvania, to see some friends. As He

The Unsatisfied Jewish Wife
No matter what Moshe did in bed, his wife never achieved an orgasm. Since a Jewish wife is entitled to sexual pleasure, they decided to consult their Rabbi. The Rabbi listens to their story, strokes his beard, & makes the following suggestion: "Hire a strapping young man. While the two of you are making love, have the young man wave a towel over you. That will help the wife fantasize, & should bring on an orgasm." They go home & follow the Rabbi's advice. They hire a handsome young man, & he waves a towel over them as they make love. It doesn't help, & the wife is still unsatisfied. Perplexed, they go back to the Rabbi. "Okay," he says to the husband, "Try it reversed. Have the young man make love to your wife, & you wave the towel over them." Once again, they follow the Rabbi's advice. They go home, & hire the same strapping young man. The young man gets into bed with the wife, & the husband waves the towel. The wife soon has an enormous, room-shaking,

Unsatisfied...a Dedication To My Ex.
Unsatisfied By DJ Shimmer I see your face and I just get sick. Especially when I saw your tick. You've turned into someone I never knew. It's sad, you know...... Because I once loved you. The love is gone but my heart's still strong. I should stay away, where I don't belong. You have your whores. That's good enough. I hope you get hurt...Like I did.. You lousy slut. Was I just a mere piece of ass, for you? A nine hour drive.. And the travel you flew. I feel so used and I'll tell you what.... You never satisfied me... My dear, you suck!

Unsatisfactory Participation... Insubordination Due To
refusal to accept the AIDES INJECTION being administered during MOBILIZATION OF A MILITARY UNIT in 1991... you are being DEMOTED in rank. That's LUDICROUS. LUDICRUS, the music menagery, has nothing to do with it. I refused to take any such thing... like several other military enlisteds with a mind...AKA: mentality substantial enough to rationalize current news. THERE WASN'T A PREVENTIVE MEDICINE FOR AIDES! read this: http://www.dailykos.com/story/2008/4/29/95611/0043/939/505537 I excused myself, as did one or two pilots in line after me. Sargent Khun begged our pardon.. insisting the medical personnel KNEW WHAT THEY WERE DOING. I looked back over my shoulder to see his bared shoulder being stuck with the unheard of solution. It was only one of several... YELLOW FEVER, SMALLPOX and MALARIA shots being given us for departure to KUWAIT. KHUN fell ill... and several other enlisted personnel got sick and died... though I am not privy to the cause of their death. I had enough

Unsaid Things
This is a poem I wrote and got published.....I hope you guys like it.......... Unsaid Things The hopes and fears of endless years, Buried 'neath the painful stings; The stings and burns of unsaid things. The infinite number of dreams and wishes, All cast at a target that each one misses; Away from the joys of little things Embedded in mounds of unsaid things. A spark, and an idea grows But is shunned away for none to know; The spark from which imagination swings: Buried forever in unsaid things. A dark, well kept and priceless secret, Hidden away by those who keep it, Away from the pain exposure brings: Protected by laters of unsaid things. Dreams and wishes, hopes and fears Covered with dust of endless years Well protected, safe and warm, Away from the pain of any harm Away from the joy that all things bring: Protected forever... By Unsaid Things.

[unsatisfactory]
What do I think today? ... Not much. I'm freezing and I called in sick again. Stomach flu, its goin around, repeatedly. On the plus side...minus side? I'm almost done with Saints Row 2 and getting ready for a repeat playthrough in co-op. Just gotta call up a friend, make a new save and hook up my wireless. It's pretty fun- think Grand Theft Auto... only fun. ZeroPunctuation can cover this topic much better and more entertainingly. I'm held together by pain killers and multivitamins I've downed several quarts of homemade soup,and my magic detox potion (okay its just cranberry juice and tonic but I didn't have money or a day for kombucha maybe saturday). My dad's even out with this stuff, and that guy's a titan when it comes to work. So what's occupying my thoughts today? I wanna feel well, I don't want to hate my job, and I want to come home to a beautiful girl or at least share an evening with her once in a while. This job is better than being jobless, and its bette

Unsafe At Any Speed
So I was on the treadmill and I realized that a six minute mile is ten miles per hour and a ten minute mile is is six miles per hour. I started to do some math and was thinkg of what other combinations worked like that (four miles per hours, etc) and I was on the verge of a major break through I think when all of the sudden this girl walks by... Let me tell you about this girl, while some people tend to overuse the adjective "unbelievable" but I think this is a literal case. I mean I literally want to walk up and touch it just to make sure it exists and isnt some sort of fever dream. If I owned the gym, I would pay her to work out there. Yeah, it's that good. Plus she always has this hundred watt smile going on. I suppose if I looked like that, I'd be smiling too. Though her male equivalent at the gym (I know, you are all gasping thinking "What? It's not you!") doesnt seem to smile as much, maybe he wants the chicks to think he is emo. I suppose that would work better than my "

Unsaluted Profiles Scrolling 2/18-2/23/2013
So last week from Mon-Fri I decided to compile a list of the unsaluted scrolling members on the top of the screen. There are quite a few. Check out the quantity. I know some are newbies. But alot are just Catfish in progress or a potential Catfish at best: http://fubar.com/8083499, http://fubar.com/eknmef061010, http://fubar.com/8646351, http://fubar.com/6909686, http://fubar.com/8628073, http://fubar.com/8657363, http://fubar.com/8420932, http://fubar.com/7177312, http://fubar.com/2482247, http://fubar.com/8657363, http://fubar.com/6467629, http://fubar.com/7910154, http://fubar.com/8671462, http://fubar.com/7766252, http://fubar.com/8645514, http://fubar.com/8576399, http://fubar.com/8652375, http://fubar.com/3717501, http://fubar.com/5120058, http://fubar.com/8180329, http://fubar.com/6135581, http://fubar.com/8641234, http://fubar.com/7821536, http://fubar.com/6580605, (this one is a level 54 with no salute, any ideas?), http://fubar.com/8660474, http:

Unseen Friend
Although you are a friend of mine and letters we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak. I picture what I think you are, perhaps you picture me. An intriguing game for both of us for someone we can't see. So for this friendship we possess, we owe this mail a debt, Perhaps the charm lies in the fact that we have never met.

Unsettled
My tears just seem to be a non stop stream tonight like a broken water main. I only wish I knew exactly where they are coming from and why. I was fine until Randy called tonight, but as soon as I heard his voice it was just like a cloud burst. I tried my best to hide them from him because I know he worries, but he knew. With each day that goes by I grow more and more in love with him. I doubt that I could ever express in writing just what he has come to mean to me these past few months. By the time we are together I will be all cried out and than some if I keep up this way, but some days I just can't seem to help it because the yearning to be with him and to touch him is so strong. It is so strange to be able to look back on other parts of my life and realize that I have never experienced such strong feelings for another man. Yes, I loved DJ and at one time thought that he would be the rest of my life, but as we grew older we became so different. I am just not that same person t

Unseen Evil
The best kind of evil is the kind that is seemingly innocent. LOL. Like me. I dress normal and look like such a nice mommy. Put on a hell of a show for the other parents in the neighborhood. But I am very twisted and love the dark side. To quote Disturbed " one twisted little fuck, wanna get psycho with me".Shhhhh don't tell the PTO. ;)

Unseen Friend
Unseen Friend Although you are a friend of mine and letters we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak. I picture what I think you are, perhaps you picture me. An intriguing game for both of us for someone we can't see. So for this friendship we possess, we owe this mail a debt, Perhaps the charm lies in the fact that we have never met.

The Unseen Battle
Two forces at war for ages Mankind a pawn in their constant struggles And angel and a devil on your shoulder Each trying to influence your actions How many wars fought because of hate and greed? How many lives could have been spared if only for forgiveness? History repeating itself over and over Those of us in the modern times with hindsight 20/20 Each new day brings a new battle to the war People have been predicting the end of the war for centuries But the end is still not in sight If you are a believer then good must win in the end Faith that our older brother will right the wrongs of the past And carry the victory on that glorious day when the serpent will be cast away.

Unseen
Tied together with a smile, Plastered down with a mask Sewn together but still vile Still deceiving with your laugh Broken up, but still walking, Never leaving, although lost Always seeing, barely talking Unnoticed soul. Of course.

Unseen Writer Drama
You think This time I nailed it I finally Got it write You look over Every word Convinced This one is tight So you throw it Out there Let the reader Decide You may not get The response You desired And let it bother Your pride It does not mean You did not Do very well Or that your work Has grown weak They still came To read it At least They wanted A peek

Unseen
Clouded are the eyes of love Diminishing the deceiving reasoning of night I offered my breath in your hand The breath is returned… unharmed in spite Yet no leniency is shown More was stolen than one would first perceive death would have been much more merciful than the hollow soul you left behind to wither and grieve a dark black past is my most valued possession in time as distance clears the memory to a dull fog now only seeing with familiar hate I feel the comforting darkness begin to shelter me As I begin losing sight of all feeling Nothing more than living dead blood burns cold through my veins Destroying anything in its wake Leaving nothing to believe in But the ugliness of harsh truth Now seen clearly without the light Fueling the anger burning within A battle of war of my soul begins within Between the person I had become Fighting from being smothered by the person I once was what I fought so hard to become I can no longer bare the pain to be Li

Unseen Friend
ALTHOUG YOU ARE A FRIEND OF MINE AND THE LETTERS WE EXCHANGE I WOULDN'T KNOW YOU ON THE STREET AND DON'T THAT SEEM STRANGE? YOU HOLD A PALCE WITHIN MY LIFE UNUSUAL ADN UNIQUE WE SHARE IDEAS AND SPECIAL DREAMS AND STILL WE DO NOT SPEAK. I PICTURE WHAT I THINK YOU ARE PERHAPS YOU PICTURE ME TOO AND INTRIGUING GAME FOR THE BOTH OF US FOR SOEMONE WE CAN'T EVEN SEE. SO FOR THIS FRIENDSHIP WE POSSESS WE OWE THIS MAIL ALOT PERHAPS THE CHARM LIES IN THE FACT THAT WE HAVE NEVER MET.

Unsettled.....
I'm feeling very out of sorts, and I don't know why. Many thoughts are pouring into my head, and I'd call them realizations, but I think I knew most of them already. I was forcibly struck by the thought that I really am a truly nice guy, that I care totally and deeply for those I do care about, and have little interest in others, that I wish I was a better provider for my family, that I wish I had finished school twenty years ago instead of now, and that I have never really acheived all that I am possible of acheiving. I have had to deal with a lot of things that I need to do and don't want to do. Returning to school is one of those things. I have been forcibly struck by the fact that my parents won't live forever, and that makes me sad. My darling llw and I (I now refer to her in lower case as befitting of her status as my sub) is facing the same truths about her parents, so I guess I am facing that as well. The bottom line, I think, is that I see many folks who need some

Unseen Friends
Unseen Friend by Iceman Although you are a friend of mine and letters we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak. I picture what I think you are, perhaps you picture me. An intriguing game for both of us for someone we can't see. So for this friendship we possess, we owe this mail a debt, Perhaps the charm lies in the fact that we have never met.

The Unseen - Scream Out
1...2...3...Go! Well All My Life This Music saved Me I Can't Afford no Therapy My Frustration it needs release, so cut me open and hear me bleed Playing Punk It Keeps Me Sane I Don't need drugs to numb the pain It keeps me alive, I hope it helps you I won't let your worthless America Ruin Me NO WAY! I'm screaming out, somebody listen, It feels so good This Therapy I'm screaming out, somebody listen, It feels so good This Therapy I lost control and hurt myself I knew deep down that I needed some help That self-abuse it would not stop, No matter how hard I tried So I Lied And I tried to Pull My Life Together Am I Going Insane? Think Again I just Got So Fed Up With Being Unstable NO MORE I'm screaming out, Somebody Listen, It Feels So Good, This Therapy! [x8] I'm screaming out! I'm screaming out! I'm screaming out! I'm screaming out! I'm screaming out! I'm screaming out! I'm screaming out! Get Me Some Help!

Unseen Heroes
I would like to recognize these often underestimated, unseen, and unheard heroes. *This is for the sad military wives, the angry military wives, and the strong military wives. *This is for the young women that are waking up at 6 a.m. every morning, laying out clothes and packing three lunches for those small precious children that they have been left alone to care for. *This is for the pregnant military wife wondering if her husband will make it home in time to watch their miracle happen *This is for the childless military wife, living in a town or on a base alone where she is a complete stranger to her surroundings. *This is for the women that feel like a third leg when they go out with their friends and their husbands. *This is for the military wife that canceled all her plans to wait by the phone, and even though the phone broke up and cut off every time you spoke to him you waited anyway. *This is a pledge to the women that cry themselves to sleep in an empty b

Unsent Messages
this comes from all the messages that go unsent the ones that are written but then a part gets bent i tried to write you today, to let you know but when i wrote it i couldnt let it go this was something i really wanted to say but i just couldnt let it slip away i try so hard just to let this out but i dont understand how it came about i dont know why you mean so much to me and i am afraid of what you might see but if you take the time to look inside you may find a place to run and hide i dont know why you love me like you do and it hurts when you turn your back the way you do you are all i couldve asked for in this life of mine and i will love you untill the end of time forever couldnt be long enough together a love that time cannot measure this comes from all the messages that go unsent now my heart is broken and bent

Unseen Roses
A flower. Red, or pink, but always pleasantly fragrant. They're soft to touch, to caress the forever silk petals. Everyone likes them, everyone either has one, or wants one. Well, almost everyone. Lost in the moment I lay with this flower, teasing it's core with my fingertips, listening to the sounds of nature. Always toying with it's hidden little bud. Then I wonder... what does it taste like?

Unseen Help
He was laid stricken with his back to the post of nocturnal lament to weep in his solemn content, was the only warmth our brow has tasted for such a length that we held on to those tears for fear that if they were lost, so would our humanity. We crawl amongst those mountains searching for something that we once knew, warmth guides us, our eyes useless and all senses numbed by pain. We only have our hearts and a dull sense of touch to guide us. crawling against the cold raptures of our caves and ravines feeling our way through, desperately seeking the warmth we once knew. We brave to climb to the top of the ravine to face the night, tossing and turning up to the top holding the trees for our support we brave to open the eyes that we hold sacred, and time after time find the darkness we’ve been thrust into. W

Unseen Friend
Although you are a friend of mine and words we exchange, I wouldn't know you on the street, and doesn't that seem strange? You hold a place within my life, unusual and unique; We share ideals and special dreams, and still, we do not speak. I picture what I think you are, perhaps you picture me. An intriguing game for both of us for someone we can't see. So for this friendship we possess, we owe the internet a small debt, Perhaps the charm lies in the fact that we have never met.

Unseen
the pain that you feel, but cant touch. a pain you know of, but cant explain a pain so feirce you go insane the unknown pain that clutches your heart and burns in your soul the pain in your life to strong to carry on the unknown pain that clouds your mind and devours your every thought the pain of broken promises broken dreams the pain thats unheard of the pain that's not seen

Unseen
I am unseen. I always have been. Hiding in the shadows of this fleshy prison. Tormented by emotion and pain. I know what lies ahead, for I have seen. I will meet those I must, I will go where I must, I will do as I must, I will serve those who need me... my desires will not be fullfilled in this life. As my life dictates, I am to be unseen, unknown, and alone.

Unseen Tears
Unseen Tears The tears I cry, Are tears that are unseen. They flow from my heart , And they cover my soul. I walk around with you in my mind, Wondering if this love I have will ever die. I miss you so much, Life isn't the same. I am trying to get use to a new normal, Since you have turned and walked away. I sometimes wonder what the lesson was. Did I grasp it this time, Or did I miss it once again. The tears flow down, Inside my heart. I would never tell you, I couldn't bear what you would say. Life always seems to be this way. I know in time it will all change. I know the day will come, And it will all be gone again. It just seems as though, It is taking forever. I will cry my tears in my silent place. Let them flow from heart, As they cover my soul, Remembering your warm embrace. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

An Unsent Letter
Hello Dear, I woke up this morning with this feeling that I have gotten use to feeling. One of not feeling complete, that life had little or no meaning to it. I know that this isnt true and that things will change but I cant help but miss the way things were. I remember how i use to look forward to waking up and eather calling you or texting to say goodmorning and I love you, to hear you all sleepy and to know that I was the first thing on your mind, but alas that has all changed now, you have a love and once again all I have is the life that makes little sence to me. I do not hold ill feeling toward you I know all you want is to be happy and that is one thing i wish for you to so i wish you happiness and love, and maybe someday I will feel those feeling again. with love your Baby

Unseen
Try so hard but it goes unseen Never alone but yet always alone Asking for help that will never be received Sinking deeper and deeper into the dark In life this has never been foreseen No one have never known By all to have been deceived The pain and dispare will leave a constant mark No one understands what it means Ignored and passed over like a lonely stone Forgetting and disbuting what was once believed Fearing there will never be a light bright enough to pierce the dark.

Unseen Bruises
Heart battered and torn, Emotions are worn, Tears running, No end, Nothing to depend. Pain that is real Clearly reveal: Attachments by one; Returned by none. Egos are bruised, Feelings abused, Dreams that are crushed By actions too rushed. Alone without care, Everyone aware: Troubled heart, Facts all too clear, Ending so near, Longing to stay, But forced away. Pleading, hope, Unable to cope.

Unseen
Could it be that a sight unseen, may not have been just what it seemed, and yet at night I dream my dream. Oh God have mercy, on what’s unseen. For how it changes, twist and turns and if you have loved just how it burns. The stone cold chill of silence is bliss, from the shouts of rage I soon won’t miss. Distorted truths, but not quite lies, is how the unseen lives and how it hides. By Michael Coburn

Unseen Man
If you never saw me, would you place judgement on me? Would you give me the chance to get to know you ? If I am ugly , would you be able to tell just by talking to me ? Could you spare your time and take a chance with me ? Would you believe me if you could not look at me ? If you could see me , would it change anything you heard ? If you found out that you like me, would it change if you saw me ? would you trust your heart to find what your missing ? if you fell in love with me, would you hate me if i wasn't what you thought ? Could you live with the decision that you made after you knew the truth ? Would you still love me even if i was not the man of your dreams ? If I was that man , would it change the way you feel about me ? If I told you I have strong feelings for you, would you believe it ? Would you be able to develop feelings for me if you never truly met me ? If I told you that I need you, and want to be with you would feel the same ? Could you allow yourself

Unselfish Lover
Unselfish Lover by LateNiteFantasy© Unselfish Lover unselfish lover you there is no other intent only on my needs my pleasure you love unselfishly your body incredibly smooth I roam you everywhere complete while you roam back my body unselfish lover time we do not abide just so into your marvelous eyes unselfish lover our love with no ties just what we feel for each other inside slowness movements cannot truly describe your pacing the pleasure you give to me only wanting it to be mine unselfish lover everything passionate how very true cannot get close enough to you tightly together our bodies do fit slowness love ultimate gentleness unselfish lover missionary style as your eyes still yet on mine hours pass us by making love stays within you and within me this certain intimacy vulnerable love yet with a strength that runs still so deep unselfish lover only you and only me Indulge All of Us

Unselfish Wealth
Finally, a travel deal that doesn’t cost an arm and a leg to get into... Not $5,000 or $2,500 or $1,000...it’s not even $100! The cost is $50 one time and $19.95 monthly to start. This can generate a successful income for the average person... (And our team markets the signup links of our new members!) You don’t have to become a travel agent or even know anything about it! Deep discounts on travel, concert and event tickets, and other great values soon to be added! Full matrix income of over $12,000 monthly is available with zero personal referrals... But you can earn many multiples of that income with just 2-3 others! This is just like having a Sam’s Club membership, but instead of saving a few cents per pound on ground beef, you can save hundreds, even thousands of dollars on vacations you want to take anyway! But we also have TERMS that nobody else offers, a unique value in the market! Normally if you want to make a reservation, you plop down your cred

Unseen 9/11 Footage Finally Being Released By Fbi, Doj
Unseen 9/11 Footage Finally Being Released By FBI, DOJ ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Nov 2008, 18:10 Unseen 9/11 Footage Finally Being Released By FBI, DOJ The FBI and the Department of Justice have released ten new videos relating to the events of 9/11, three years after a freedom of information act request for the footage was submitted.http://www. infowars. net/articles/november2008/111108Footage. htm

Unseen
Katie Armiger - UNSEEN (great song and i know this all too well.) I was right in front of you Standing in clear view I had so much to show I was like an open book You never even looked So much I wanted you to know The deepest part of me You never tried to reach It would have been so easy All you had to do was pay some attention All you had to do was look past the surface But you never noticed much of anything All you had to do was just try to listen All you ever did was just catch a glimpse and The tragedy is that you left so much unseen You left so much unseen You know my favorite color’s blue When I wore something new And my favorite song You didn’t know my biggest fear Was that you didn’t care That this ain’t the life I want To be right by your side And have this great divide We were close but so far All you had to do was pay some attention All you had to do was look past the surface But you never noticed much of anything All you had to do was ju

Unseen Vision
The tables are turned the bridges are burnedNow just a shadow of my former self reflections disections former projections of the vision that revealed itself.changing the range swallowing my pain rebuilding my strength determining my fate. taking stride resuming pride from a ride that pushed me aside through turmoil and lies. lying in wait far to late to demonstrate emotional gratification. physical stimulationmind altering communication. Forever it is but a disguise there are notomorrows because they are all unknown lies. © WJA

Unsettled Tide
Unsettled Tide She sits alone at the edge of a sandy shoreLooking out to the horizonIn the distance, she sees the swell of the oceanAnticipating it’s arrivalShe knows the tide is buildingForce…Fury…RageIncarcerated by this approaching waveWill it hit her hard…knock her over?Will the contained ferocity subside as it approaches shore?She wonder what affect this advancing torrent will have on her. It has had its way with her too many times. Brought her to her knees… Rendering her oblivious to the world around her. Her soul, drowned by the sea of emotion, So enraptured by its consumption Of her spirit. This feeling she knows all too well And she prepares for it. It draws nearer and nearer. She braces. The sand but a faulty foundation. Here it comes… Eyes closed, Palms clenched, No breath escapes her lips, And she feels it. The slightest touch of moisture Against her scorched skin. It mocks her; Teasing, Tormenting, Tantalizin

Unsettled Tide
Unsettled Tide She sits alone at the edge of a sandy shoreLooking out to the horizonIn the distance, she sees the swell of the oceanAnticipating it’s arrivalShe knows the tide is buildingForce…Fury…RageIncarcerated by this approaching waveWill it hit her hard…knock her over?Will the contained ferocity subside as it approaches shore?She wonder what affect this advancing torrent will have on her.It has had its way with her too many times.Brought her to her knees…Rendering her oblivious to the world around her.Her soul, drowned by the sea of emotion,So enraptured by its consumptionOf her spirit.This feeling she knows all too wellAnd she prepares for it.It draws nearer and nearer.She braces.The sand but a faulty foundation.Here it comes…Eyes closed,Palms clenched,No breath escapes her lips,And she feels it.The slightest touch of moisture Against her scorched skin.It mocks her;Teasing,Tormenting,Tantalizing,It knows she is ready for it,But does not s

Unseen
I hint around about it, you dont see it.I ask you, you dont get it.We joke about it, still nothing.What will it take to make you see, I want you.I want you, I want to succeed where every other man has failed.I want you, I want to do what no one else could.I want to make you happy, utterly and truly happy....

Unseen
I am unseen by you Like shadows in the night But you are always in my vision Like particles on an eyelash Unherd, I am, by you A secret passed on silent lips But I hear you Whispering in my dreams You are unmoved by me A mountain in the storm I am at your every whim A lost leaf in the breeze I am all you never wanted You are all I’ll never be

Unseen Friend
Although you are a friend of mineand letters we exchange,I wouldn't know you on the street,and doesn't that seem strange?You hold a place within my life,unusual and unique;We share ideals and special dreams,and still, we do not speak.I picture what I think you are,perhaps you picture me.An intriguing game for both of usfor someone we can't see.So for this friendship we possess,we owe this mail a debt,Perhaps the charm lies in the factthat we have never met.

Unseen Pleasures
Your touch my first shiver from it the feel of your hands lightly caressing me the gasp when your mouth touches me the feeling of butterflies moaning softly as your sucking and nibbling making soft peaks, hard you speaking softly telling me your desires ordering softly what you want me to do softly touching you first with hands, gentle and soft then with my hungry mouth greedily and yearning hearing you moan encouragements beckoning me forward sucking faster and harder eagerly earning my reward feeling your hands upon my head pushing lightly making me work harder the first quivers knowing my treat is coming you gripping my hair tighter hearing you say, "drink me, taste me" the final shake, the last quiver my treat at last

Unseen Love
He was my smile, i was his laughter, we were good friends, even worked together, he lived with me i lived around him, i loved him but did not think he loved me, he loved me but did not think i loved him, now that i have opened my eyes i can see, but its for far to late, beacuse he lives with some one who isnt me

Unsere Meinung: Dekorationen Zu Verbessern Geist Der Weihnacht
Das Dekor ist eine Mischung aus Stil und Substanz. Dekoration liefert eine Nachricht erstellen, die künstlerische Absicht offenbaren und appellieren an Empfänger Sensibilitäten. Die Weihnachtszeit ist eine Zeit, wenn die Menschen gezogen werden, um ihre Häuser zu schmücken. Und auch in diesem Jahr wird das profi weihnachtsbeleuchtung aussen Home Decorating Contest stattfindet. Es wird von der Jefferson City Parks and Recreation Department, Cottonstone Galerie und Frame Shop und News Tribune Co. gesponsert Die Gründung von Weihnachten und ein beliebtes Dekoration Thema wird von der Geburt Christi, die Krippen, Engel und die Heiligen Drei Könige aufgenommen hat, zu feiern. Andere schmücken Motive haben Santa Claus, Elfen, Rentiere, Schlitten, Schneemänner, Sternsinger und mehr enthalten. In Anerkennung der Bereich der Dekoration Geschmack, sucht die Wettbewerbsbeiträge in fünf Kategorien. Dazu gehören: Best Use of Lights, Best Religiöse Display, Best Use of Christmas Characters; We

Unshaken
The death of hope is silent and slow Its breath, in whispers, may call To youth whose innocence afforded its glow From spring through summer to fall Its wake is solemn, attended again By those who envied the fire To scatter its ashes away to the wind In a frenzy of selfish desire They prey in tongues of deception Away from the rays of the light In the grays of human reflections That stray from the reason of sight Feigning instruction of wisdom Seining the sands of the soul Gaming of practiced precision In sustaining their fortunes of gold Hold fast to the heart of your vision For as long as the wind has wings Alas from the darkness unhidden To bask in the light of your dreams

Unshakable Peace
The Lord has only good plans in store for your life. (Jeremiah 29:11) You may go through difficult times, but God promises to use every trial to build "good" into your life. (Romans 8:28) When Satan tells you to worry, God has the opposite in mind. He wants you to trust Him and to experience His peace on a daily basis. How do we gain and retain the true peace of God? - Recognize your dependence is on God. The heart that finds its identity in Jesus Christ is a heart of peace. The person who rushes here and there to solve his own problems quickly can become a person of strife and worry. Take responsibility for your actions, but let God have the reins to your life. - Pray. The enemy cannot defeat you when you are on your spiritual knees before God in prayer. This is the true pathway to unshakable peace. - Trust God. When thoughts of fear invade your mind, tell the Lord what you are feeling and claim His presence as your protection and shelter. David prayed, "Strengthen my arms

Unshed
Sitting alone Face buried in my hands Screams echo through my head However, nothing escapes my lips Loneliness creeps into my heart Longing trembles down my arms Hands cut and raw From reaching towards my dreams Doubt gives me advice Sarcasm listens to my pain If it all is to be a dream, A nightmare would be much the same Feet sore and bruised From the uneven road I've walked Desperately trying to get to my destination Only to find it doesn't exist So here I sit with my true friends As they watch me drown and choke On the unshed tears that I hold inside.

Unsilenced
Unsilenced by Ashley Marie Cottrell Your face was soft, like a cloud of smoke. Your hands froze the world in a single stroke. Your eyes were the light at the end of the storm. Your arms were the blanket that kept me warm. The sound of your heart made planets collide. The touch of your lips changed the pace of the tide. You made me whole and tore me apart. Your perception of life unsilenced my heart.

Unside Down Of Me
every time in my life when i know something in my life or this point in time would help me out. but all of chances and mistake i have made in time and over a long time distance threw my life. i have had time when i something good happens to me or i know this time it will go right. but all the times i have had chances and was willin to atleast maybe get a girl that would like me and love me for who i am but i guess they want to just play me and try to ruin my life worse then it is as of now.my heart has been broken so many times that i know it would be hard for the next time it would get broken again cuz i honestly would not know where to turn too or who to talk to about these things. because i have had times where i want to talk to someone about these things but as i start talkin about it its like everyone ingores it just have a different idea that doesnt make sense to what i was talkin about then i would get mad or the other person would then it would be bigger mess then what u stared

An Unsigned Contract
Like an unsigned contract, we don’t expect anything from each other. It is an unsigned contract on the bottom of your feet. It carries with it sand from other oceans, I carry on cleaning them and pretending I don’t notice.

Unskinny Bop
Unskinny Bop What's got you so jumpy? Why can't you sit still, yeah? Like gasoline you wanna pump me And leave me when you get your fill, yeah Every time I touch you honey you get hot I want to make love you never stop Come up for air you push me to the floor What's been going on in that head of yours Chorus: Unskinny bop Just blows me away Unskinny bop, bop All night and day Unskinny bop, bop, bop, bop She just loves to play Unskinny bop nothin' more to say You look at me so funny Love bite got you acting oh so strange You got too many bees in your honey Am I just another word in your page, yeah, yeah Every time I touch you honey you get hot I want to make love you never stop Come up for air you push me to the floor What's been going on in that head of yours Chorus You're sayin' my love won't do ya But that ain't love written on your face Well honey I can see right through ya We'll see whose ridin' who at the end of the race Solo What's

Unskilled And Un Aware Of It
When asked, most individuals will describe themselves as better-than-average in areas such as leadership, social skills, written expression, or just about any flavor of savvy where the individual has an interest. This tendency of the average person to believe he or she is better-than-average is known as the "above-average effect," and it flies in the face of logic… by definition, descriptive statistics says that it is impossible absurdly improbable for a majority of people to be above average. Clearly a large number of the self-described "above average" individuals are actually below average in those areas, and they are simply unaware of their incompetence.

Unsound Mind
together we stood now forever we fall apart we sink in deeper each feeling such aversion have we forgotten our cause? do we really feel such apathy for each other? no, we've just forgotten our cause decieving, yet indulging who we were is fading vindictiveness settles in jealousy we've forgotten our morality and our cause. our cause was to discover each other, to know what no one but that person knew, and feel something together that they neither have nor will ever feel again with anyone else. its love, happyness, and truth.... ...truth? untruth, falsify, misleading unsound mind quit thinking a victim of my own mind hereafter please pardon me i solicit but dreams were made to be broken so much malice you want for my feelings you poison my mind when you're here you carry it with you wont someone forgive you? you cant consider these feelings are real the cause... ...forever and always... ...misled, untruth, falsified... ...me, and the love

Unsolicited Emails From Uk
Ohhhhhh, they are getting smoother and smoother about their emails and invading our CT emails now as well. This one just happens to live in my own city, but instead of meeting me here, he wants to send me stuff from the "UK". LOL.... Caveat emptor!! ************************************************** I just came about your contact and your brief profile through ur dating profile and I would be very interested in offering you a part-time paying job in which you could earn alot without affecting or disturbing your present job.This job would be based on contract and commission terms, it is a part-time job and it would involve quite a handful of trust and honesty.it is am offer you may find very good. My name is larry ford I am a young healthy man of 48.I live in Texas, Austin Usa,Own a textiles company in London(United Kingdom) which belongs to my late parent.My company produces various clothing materials, batiks, assorted fabrics and traditional costume, Italian wedding gowns

Unsolicited Messages From The Pathetic
So... I've been at this site for less than a week now. So far I like it a lot and it definitely has a lot more freedom than other sites I have or do belong to. Freedom is a great thing. I am all about non-censorship. I even have my own forum site dedicated to it. I guess I just want to point out the difference between freedom and anarchy in regard to a site like this. I'm going to direct this to the man folk since my experiences have been with them. Guys, Isn't it great to be able to show your dick to the world? Have you not just been salivating over the thoughts of pretty women touching themselves whilst looking at YOUR dick? I bet there is nothing hotter than knowing you have the starring role in someone's fantasies. I understand, truly I do. You are free to share yourself as you and "they" would like. This = freedom. Is it not a tad fucked up to send women, with whom you have had absolutely no conversation, messages telling them about your dick? I never asked to see any of you

Unsolicited Drama
So I'm minding my own business sunday night at a local bar watching the end of the baseball game when this girl starts talking to me the game and other stuff. So we talk for a little while and exchange numbers to hang out at a later date. So today i get a phone call from some dude wanting to no why my number is in his wifes phone. So I tell him that she never said she was married and told me she broke up with a over bearing boyfriend. So I then explain to him in a gentleman's way that if hes married to her that im the least of his problems and he can delete my number and never call me again. So the motherfucker can't stop calling me 3 times today so finally i had enough i had to tell him if i find out hes just the ex boyfriend playing mindfuck games were gonna have an issue. Its un- fucking - believable how stupid a dude can be take care of your shit at home and this wouldn't happen. So anyway so now i might have to go beat the ass out of some poor dickwad cuz he has no life ski

Unspoken Words
When I close my eyes I can see the man you are and the man you want to be, and I want nothing more than to be the one who pushes you, who gives you strength. The one you come to when you need a shoulder a smile, a kiss. I want to share my world with you, to look into your eyes and know that you understand that this passion, the passion that burns deep within is ignited by simply knowing you talking to you, laughing with you. I would give my last breath so that you never felt one ounce of pain. I would give up my life so that you could live yours, and touch all the world as you have touched mine.

Unspoken
ive seen it all caught between heaven and hell no walls but trapped within stuck in a world thats broken unspoken foresaken and taken from within mind numbing sacrifice the lamb of blood sent to the heavens to seek out the one the savior within start at the beginning run away from the past take the peace from the lamb of blood the one who saves you from yourself the unspoken one the foresaken one within

Unspoken Sensuality (poem)
Her parted lips gently captured her fork, Sliding the smooth hardness between them Not allowing any morsel to go uneaten. Watch her, watch how her very essence works So completely and naturally In unspoken sensuality. As she walks, her curvaceous hips sway seductively In a rhythm as old as time Yet she speaks not a word For they are truly necessary She is the great example of womankind. On a warm windy day, The wind softly caresses her curves, As her clothing gently flutters around her, There’s nothing for her to say Because her sensuality has always been an unspoken phenomenon That categorizes her the complete opposite of what’s deemed common. As she tilted her head back, To take a sip from her bottled water The liquid glistened upon her soft lips Quickly, her tongue captured the escaped liquid Demonstrating once more, That true feminine sensuality Needs no words to legitimize its validity. Written by: Monique (Sunday, October 8th, 2006)

Unspoken Words
if you should die i would cry until my tears have covered the earth. and when i have finally destroyed the world that destroyed you, i would leap into the ocean of sorrow that i have created and there would be no more pain ever again... Vincent B. Miller

Unspoken Words
Its early in the morning and I am fast asleep. You kiss me on the forehead before getting out of bed. You give our son breakfast and make sure Im not disturbed. Its the little things you do for me that says I Love You.Its how you hold me in your arms that says you care.Its the look I see in your eyes that tells me you will always be there.All your unspoken words are felt in my heart. Its 11 am and you are at work. You dont really like your job,but you go out of love. When you get off instead of resting you make sure I dont need anything. All that you do tells me the same thing. Its the little things you do that says I Love You.Its how you hold me in your arms that says you care.Its the look I see in your eyes that tells me you will always be there.All your unspoken words are felt in my heart. Its time to go to bed so I turn out the lights. I get in bed and you hold me in your arms. You gently stroke my hair as I close my eyes. Then you kiss my l

Unspoken Prayer
You know what I'm thinking you know what I going to do before I do where the point in praying if you know what I thinking knowing my every move before I do an unspoken prayer to you for sounds I put together does not make out of my mouth Unspoken prayer that can't be answer For they where not spoken Unspoken prayer that drift away with the wind flowing

Unspoken
Sometimes people know exactly what it is that they need to say. However words go unspoken only for one reason. Actually there are multiple reasons that human beings are unable to say what it is that they truly want to say in life. One of the main reasons that people can't say what they need to say is the fact that in life you have to experience fear of some one in your life judging what it is that you say. Most people hate to be judged and that is perfectly normal. Most people think that fear is a negative thing in life. However fear in life is a learnig tool that you must accept or you will constantly be confused in life about the things that you truly want. When you accept that learnig tool in life and you say those words that go unspoken, yes it can be painful, but it can also cause beautiful things in your life to occur and really allow you to have the most amazing life, the life that you truly desire. If those things are held back and never said than you will never know the outcom

Unspoken Words
The blade from which she is born. The love of which has got her torn. Never knowing what to say. All she can do is listen and pray. A sharp blade pressed against her skin. She feels the itch that creeps within. She feels weak against the itch, Thinking of him becomes her switch. The blood comes trickling down As she lays there in her blood stained gown. Feelings that can't be returned. As her passion for him begins to burn. She hears his voice from down the hall, he regrets not answering that call As he holds her body so lifeless and cold He will never know the truth be told.

Unspoken Words
UNSPOKE WORDS! BRUSES ALL UP & DOWN HER BODY MAKEUP & CLOTHES CAN'T HIDE TEARS RUNNING DOWN HER FACE A BROKEN HEART IS THE LEAST OF HER PROBLEMS A BABY UNBORN AN ABUSIVE BOYFRIEND SCARED FOR HER LIFE SHE DESIDES TO RUN RUNS AS FAR & AS FAST AS POSSIBLE BUT THERE'S NO WHERE TO HIDE HE FINDS HER AND BEATS THE HELL OUT OF HER FOR THE LAST TIME "A YOUNG WOMAN ABOUT 24 YEARS OLD,NAME UNKNOWN, PREGNANT WAS FOUND MURDERED TODAY!" - NEWS REPORTER A MOTHER IDENTIFIES HER BEATEN, TORTURED, LIFELESS REMAINS OF HER DAUGHTER SHE SCREAMS "THAT'S MY BABY! WHO DID THIS TO HER? WHY WOULD THEY DO THIS?" BUT IN THE BACK OF HER MIND SHE ALREADY KNOWS WHO "MOMMA HE BEATS ME!" "BABY GIRL YOU SHOULD STAY WITH HIM. HE'S A GOOD MAN. WHO CAN PROVIDE FOR YOU. YOU MUST NOT MAKE HIM MAD! HE LOVES YOU SO MUCH HONEY!" NOW AT THE FUNERAL EVERYONE IN TEARS THE PREACHER ASKS FOR ANYONE WHO WOU

Unspoken
Unspoken Friendships lost without a hope heart break ever growing walking down a rainy path lit only by the darkness waiting for the last train out as sadness overcomes me nowhere to turn no where to go where to now? life as it is? - KW

Unspoken Words Chapter 1
Written by me (Peek A Boo) Unspoken Words It's the middle of the afternoon and my mind has been engulfed into a land that only seems to bring visions of you. Your standing there in your blue jeans and t-shirt with that sexy smirk you always display. I can see in your eyes there's a desire, a desire that only you and I seem to understand. Your silence says I want you yet; you aren’t sure how to proceed. Your eyes dance around my body as your mind says how do I start? I can see you trembling as many thoughts race threw your mind it’s a moment you’ve been waiting for and now your scared to start. “Dear God, can this be happening?” you silently think to yourself, shake your head in disbelief and softly whispering, “This just can’t be real?” Taking your hand into mine I softly whisper, “This is real, the time has come!” as I lay a light kiss upon your cheek. I step-back, look deep into your eyes only to see our passions dancing in unison as we exchan

Unspoken
You and I exist in the wind It carries our unspoken It whispers our silences It is the only place Where we can allow our desires to flourish We have reached a state of turmoil That has become natural Our lips speak untruths While our silences shout what is real We are drifting aimlessly Because we fear definition Once the truth is spoken It takes form And we cannot allow it to take root

Unspoken Words.....
Hoping for the right thing to happen Always waiting for that light to shine into my life Hiding away from all the wrong But somehow that is the only thing that breaks through Crying out for someone to see me My insides instead of my outter being Shying away from feeling Pretending I nolonger have a heart for someone to rip it out But there it goes again Bleeding in someone else's hand Inside I am a mess Like broken glass no one can manage to fix The words come flowing into my mouth but I don't dare make a sound The explaination of why I do and say the things I do and say Those are the words that go unspoken The toughest part of the day is looking at you The questions you ask the words I can't speak My mind going blank My heart inside breaking I feel numb, Nothingless has taken over yet once again And here I sit with these unspoken words left on the tip of my tasteless tounge I am a waste of worthless breath A mass of distruction left from the pain and sorrow I b

Unspoken
it doesn't matter how you feel now, anything at all seems to be your only way, so vicious heavenly apart when your envy is on a piece of paper let me sweetly smile you're devouring all the crumbs I'm leaving caught in your lies You're on any other side Clawing up my eyes I'm feeling your arms around me on the other side it's time to go I'm hearing your voice without words on the other side But it doesn't matter how I feel now, anything at all Since I've left you with the wrong impression while I'm still the same When I turn around and look at my life, shadows in disguise but I'm working on an interruption of hypocrisy You're on any other side

Unspoken Words
All the things that have never been said aloud, Words spoken between your heart and mine A beautiful smile, with twinkling eyes, To much love for words to describe Hearts beating faster and faster, As we look into each others eyes Knowing there's only one way this can be, Reaching out to the softness of your hands The connection has finely been made, We live now as one body, one heart For the unspoken words Have finely been combined in one soul.

Unspoken
UNSPOKEN Looking back upon my life I see the mistakes I've made and the people who have been hurt along the way. Who is to say that if I chose a different path that I would have the things that I have today? So many wishes haven't came true, so many promises haven't been followed through. Dreams have been shattered, hearts have been broken, too many words have been left unspoken. M.G.C.H. (~CARELESS WHISPERS~) April 5, 1995

Unspoken Thoughts
So many things unsaid, Why did we end up like this? How did we end up like this? Now a son without a father, to grow up and wonder why he doesnt have a father that loves him Wouldnt you want different than what you had A family with love I was always by your side through it all the beatings, the mental abuse, deporting, alcholicism so where did it get me? Now I look back and think what if I left you the first time you hit me? What if I never met you? Where would I be? What kinda person would I be? Although my life has paved me a road I long to stray away from the normal Should I just leave and never let you see him again? How would that effect him? How would that effect me? My heart in a way will always belong to you even after all the problems I still love you Pray you will find your way and get over your weaknesses Pray to someday start a family life we once started 4 years ago Will it ever happen I dont thinks so Your too far gone now My heart breaks ever

Unspoken
Many words were said That left the heart feeling broken So many words wern't said The most important left unspoken If love was such a wonderful thing Then how can it hurt so bad How can it leave you crying And feeling very mad If love is supposed to hurt Then i dont want to feel Something that's so wonderful To know that it's not real Id rather live my life All alone and sad Then feel this thing called love And hurting so very bad I have to say goodbye To that special guy For he's the only one That was able to catch my eye

Unspoken
Come walk with me and prove me wrong I will light the night sky for you I will lose myself in you Walking and laughing as i breath you in Hand in hand as we talk away the sun Our voices becoming one as we become one I won't use words to procliam your self It has probably been done before All i can give you is what you see in my eyes What you feel while our hands and bodies are clasped together I will give you moments when time will seem to slow down And in these moments I will offer you Sweet words, warm smiles, gentle kisses, a delicate hand and pure comfort For now, this is all that is allowed This is all that we need Even, if unspoken, we want more.

Unspoken
Never saying what we really mean. Never letting the other one know the truth. Never wanting to be found out. Trying hard to keep our feelings inside. Trying hard to deceive, to dismiss, to deny. Isn't this a form of lying? Words that need so much to be heard. Words that need so much to be spoken. Yet, never knowing how the other will react, Unkind, uncaring, unloving. Do we take the chance to win or lose? I think we will leave the words?

Unspoken
Unspoken By: April Terry The words roll around, In her mind. She longs to release them, But yet she remains Silent. S many unspoken thoughts, That soon leads to anger. Loathing the sight of herself, Knowing how weak she really is. Building wall after wall, She barricades herself within. Leaving only herself, And her unspoken words inside. Slowly the words began to rise, Speaking with the intent to be heard. They roar louder and louder, Until they shatter a wall. She tries to control them, Telling them nothing matters. Trying to convince herself, Of this matter too, She yells as loud as she can, NOTHING MATTERS ANYWAYS! The unspoken words explode, Destroying every single wall. Releasing themselves from within, Shouting as they please. Screaming every word in anger, That she ever held back. Suddenly she feels better, And peace slowly rolls in.

Unspokening Words
Just look at me and try to see What my lips are saying from deep inside Look at me eye-to-eye Hoping you would tell me and would never lie Touch my face and say that you love me Embrace me tight like you wouldn't let go of me Whisper the words that I've been longing to hear Those three little words that says "i love you" dear For so long have I wished that you would see How I love you more each day that passed I see my dreams always inside a broken glass For no one knows I was trapped with you I was in front you but why can you see right through? Hoping you would look at me just like how you look at her I guess you can't hear what I'm trying to say Well maybe my words is better left unspoken

Unspoken
Spoken words unspoken truths Lies have been told and my Soul has been bought and sold Two times over by deceit And hypocrisy My life has suffered from an Inflation of devastation Its value has declined and I have been left without What is rightfully mine There is no pride and I have chosen to be blind To the injustices which I myself commit Denial has been my only friend The refusal to see that all this suffering Has been in vain I have tainted myself from within But on my lips I wear a grin Of bitterness tinged with the stain of hate That I learned from all those who said they cared But were never truly there To reassure me and help me grow Into who I was supposed to be The world has lost the light I had inside that was dimmed By my tears and my inability To overcome childhood fears And stand on my own Proud of who I am and Let go of who I could have been

Unspoken Truths
Spoken words unspoken truths Lies have been told and my Soul has been bought and sold Two times over by deceit And hypocrisy My life has suffered from an Inflation of devastation Its value has declined and I have been left without What is rightfully mine There is no pride and I have chosen to be blind To the injustices which I myself commit Denial has been my only friend The refusal to see that all this suffering Has been in vain I have tainted myself from within But on my lips I wear a grin Of bitterness tinged with the stain of hate That I learned from all those who said they cared But were never truly there To reassure me and help me grow Into who I was supposed to be The world has lost the light I had inside that was dimmed By my tears and my inability To overcome childhood fears And stand on my own Proud of who I am and Let go of who I could have been

An Unspoken Silence
An unspoken silence Time will fade so unbelievably fast like a tornado twisting and turning destruction at last. Bodies envisioned memories retraced hearts imprisoned chances erased. Conversations well versed hearts then misplaced agony has risen love now cursed. In the moment of time there is an unspoken silence an electricity of emotion even triggered by violence.

Unspoken Words
You were my light in the darkest hour. You were the one I looked up to. You were my friend and hero in the saddest of times. You were the one I could always turn to. You were always there with an open view. You were my voice when I couldn't speak the right words. You were my strength when I was facing fear. You were the one to hold me when I fell. You were my angel sent to me in my time of need. You were the only one who understood me. You were the one that made me what I am today. You were all that I wanted to be. You were what I will never be. You are my Angel,Friend,Breath,Life,Body and Soul. You will always be in my heart and I will always love you for being in my life. Never leave any words unspoken to somebody that touches your heart and makes you feel alive. I wrote this for a great friend of mine in Darkness Falls and I hope that these words will help her in small way.

Unspoken
With all the words That went unspoken, Time has passed Hearts are broken Tried to speak Words went astray, I left in a hurry With nothing to say I felt so bad Feeling blue, I know you was sad I thought we were through I was in shambles I left it a mess, Without a doubt I gotta confess Time has passed My heart is broken, Because of the words That went unspoken

Unspoken
The pitch-black sky eventually pours the tears onto me The taste of the tears inside my lips The terror always tries to kill me on the inside There is always an eclipse Watching over me I'm standing outside in the cold wind Under the pitch-black sky with the tears My heart have sinned Forgiveness is my desire Love is what I need more than being loveless The knife is stabbing my heart Filling with the bruises and trying to mess My soul can't breathe without an air It can't stand alone anymore It fills the deep, dark secrets Falling apart on the floor Dreaming of the words to scream out loud The promises are not meant to be broken The lips of mine are sealed The secrets are still unspoken

Unspoken Words
Everyone has that one person they love the most. The one that can make you smile just by a phone call away. One that makes stupid jokes but you laugh anyway. It's always that one particular person thats written all over your heart but don't even realize it. At times its that one person that you know you wouldn't be able to love. Watching people love, watching people hurt. Now I realized how much love can stab you like a knife because of these stupid rules that others spread around. Specific things that one can not do because others say they can't. Is that really love? Is it hard to accept truth? Questions building up inside me, making me more confused then I already am. Being stuck in the middle is not always easy. One thing I'd like to ask everyone. Isn't "Love" something that's shared by others no matter how much you dislike that someone or something? One that can learn to move on from previous wounds. One that can accept the truth. Sometimes I wonder how much better life would be if

Unspoken
"Unspoken" So many words unspoken Thoughts left unsaidconstantly cluttering my headof the stupid games people playSeeing all of the positive potential in youI pretended that your ass wasn't crazy and fakeToying with my emotions for your own amusementScratching your back, I broke my nailsI considered you a friendForgetting the fact thatEverything everyone doesis out of personal gainIntentions of self concernswere your only agendaFrontin like you actually caredWell where the Hell wus youwhen mah ass needed you thereGuess it's my fault Expecting more from you than you even expected from yourselfyou couldn't delieverDam didnt think asking people ta be genuinewould be such an enduring and difficult taskSimply do what you sayand say what you meanChildish games of blameplagued by your insane insecuritieswear on my mind like kryptoniteConversations turn into such a drainI can't even stand trying to communicate with you anymoreSo for now,these words will be left unspokenand thoughts left unsai

Un Sponsored Poster Campaign Depicts Humans As Evil Monsters
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Unspoken... Heartbroken
Heartbroken as I lay here words unspoken as I die Each word you said like a stab in the heart How is it not clear I dont wanna be apart My love for you was undying until... I sat here lonely without you... crying I just wanted to be together you n I forever our kids, maybe one together but I guess now it means never Heartbroken as I lay here words unspoken as I die with my last breath... n a sob cry I love you baby till the day I... die

Unspoken Goodbyes
She has to stand on her tiptoes To reach the bag she can not seeKnowing if she does thisThere's no turning backSomethings can not be undoneOnce they are put into motionLife can not be un livedAfter the decisions are madeThe pain cuts too deepLike the dull edge of a knifeMore tearing then cuttingReleasing the pain harbored withinShe methodically checks her thingsMaking sure she has it allKnowing full wellShe again is bound to fallHave to pick herself back upAnd take on the worldChin held highEyes alight to the possibilities That were never there beforeShe leaves her phone on the tableNot a note in sightPacks an extra bagFor her only lightLoads up the car to say that final goodbyeTears fill her eyes as she looks to the skySome things are not meant to be fixedNo matter how hard one triesSometimes the hardestAre the unspoken goodbyes

Unspoken Secrets..
I sit here beside you but you don't say a word. I'm sure that most people would find it absurd.All of the unspoken secrets that you've kept through the years. All the ones before me who shared their joy, laughter, and tears.I know your secrets you will share with me when the time is right. For now I will simply enjoy the company you give me tonight.Listening to the soft whispers that you share in the breeze.The peace and calm you offer brings me comfort you see.I wait.. listening.. wondering.. what is it you've seen?Stories of all that is, and all that has been.How many others have sat with you by your side?Did they know of the unspoken secrets you keep inside?I know that to hear you I must open my mind.It is there that I know your stories I will find.Those unspoken secrets, just waiting to be told.I sit here listening, in your shadow on this day so cold.I wish you would tell me, but all in good time.For now the secrets told are the ones that are mine.I will just sit here

Unspoken
Tears might fall down Time might fly But I still miss one word That can never be loudly spoken again I remember all the great times that we shared Maybe sometimes, too, I made you mad but deep down I know you loved me so for your words, only today, I can fully understand them As I crouch down, to lay the flowers and a cigarette to share together I look at your photo, with that laugh that was so part of you and I wonder, if right now you are thinking of me too Are you my angel, that still takes care of me when I am in trouble and whisper your name? I physically ache to hold you again, but then again, memories are what I have Until we meet again, May your smile remain I miss you so much my wonderful... Dad!

An Unspoken Love
An Unspoken Love A quiet darkness Music plays so far off in the distance The couple looks into each other’s eyes There is an unspoken love between them They hold each other as tight as they can The music moves their bodies Rhythmic tones match their beating hearts Cool air warms around them as their feelings grow The low sounds of the saxophone A beat held by a deep mahogany bass Sweet music from the ivory of an antique piano All meet and create music that none may ignore The two people who hide their feelings Become enveloped in the magic A dance in the light of only distance stars A few whispered words And a gentle kiss opens the world They look in each other’s eyes and together they say three words “I love you” fills the air between them and they become one And…at last they are happy

Unstain
12/20/06 Just a simple act pulling the curtain back But your hands tremble so quick to release My pulse is a gift do not attempt to forget The options are few so lay down in the rush These tools you use in your justifications They are so easily shattered by concrete and convenience There may be ahead more places to lay yourself down I might join the phantoms chased off upon awakening Ruled by maybe if so begging for a stronger hold A closer inspection finds the flowers are painted on Pulling the curtain back just a simple act You are an imprint in my strongest memories Don't let them be tainted anymore than they already are

Unstoppable Haunts
the chubby girl sits in the corner, no one talks to her. it's the cheeks, the double chin. she fixes her hair to hide behind, so no one sees the wetness in her eyes. nostalgic moments seem to curse her thoughts more than being happy or reminiscent only because they remind her of why she's still this girl. jealousy is choking. she's sitting next to someone who hasn't acknowledged her existence, but to combat his own loneliness. and they meet and break away in a nonromantic fashion, nothing graceful about it. her mouth will never open, it will stay shut with the memories of who she once was and cannot hope to overcome.

Unstable
Three months looking out windows With a birds eye view of a brick wall Had me clawing at my skin. Life like love doesn’t come easily Ask the barefooted woman on Passons Blvd. When the winds shift left The broken piece themselves together Once over again As the together fall apart. Salt sometimes burns the peppered skin. The ill grow strong As the strong become anorexics After the sight of Cupid’s stupid grin. How long has it been since I’ve eaten? It’s one of the few ways to relate. Lounging in a bar with beer in hand Food at the table and the potential catch That’s never reeled in. Reading has become overrated. The bald now eat raisins before their time. The floors are no longer swept As the money is kept. Presidents are named after landscape And body accessories. Sheep are cloned for lonely farmers While the vagrants still chug Cobras. The nuns are left tethered by their lingerie As the catholic school kids Beat the truth out of the priests.

The Unstoppable Slob
This is just a collection of writings I've done on another site about a certain woman I have unfortunately had the misfortune to meet and actually live with (though luckily only for a very short time). Some of what I say might not make sense, and that is because I'm replying to what some other members said. The Blob 7/29/07: Alright, you guys all know that last month, I moved in with William. Since then we have been renting a room from his parents (we pay all the rent, but we only use three rooms out of seven...lovely people). Shortly after I moved in, William's grandfather moved in because the man was divorcing his wife of 23 years. The man is the same age as my parents but looks at least 10 years older because of a crooked back, shaky nerves, a stick thin figure, and a smokers cough that makes you think he's going to drop dead. Now, I started working at the same store William works at, only in a different department, with the same hours and the same days off. We've been loo

Unstoppable
So today (11/15/07) I was hit and then pinned for a bit by this 4ton lift/crane. I was pinned by the edge of the fulcrum/boom arm against my car. The damage to my car was done mostly by my arm, with the force of the crane behind it. The injury shown (bottom pic) was all the damage I personally sustained. Just some of the stupid shit I do.....

Unstable
wwell its been a tough few weeks.therapy has been rough.learning that my problems go back farther then i thaugh.i am also rather dis-illusioned by some things i wont get into here but i dont think i want to be involved in any relationships anymore.i mean i like having friends but as far as dating goes i think i may be done.dont want to need someone,dont want anyone needing me.tired of it.tired of everything to do with it.always end up fucked over.no trust left for women.sad part is that being straight means i will be single permanently but i am starting to be ok with that idea.just want to be left alone when it comes to that.

Unstable Love
The love story of Ralph and Edna....Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Ralph and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool. Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep end.He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there.Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable.When she went to tell Edna the news she said, 'Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged, since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of the person you love. I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness.The bad news is, Ralph hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt rig

Unstable Pill Popper And An Old Futard Revisited....
An unstable pill popper and a revisit of one of our good ol pals still up to his same bs...only found at... Click here & then link in stash!... The sickness never sleeps. ....peace.

Unsure
I"m not sure where to go from here...I have some decsions to make and I'm not sure how to do it. Do I go with my heart or with what my mind is telling me. I've done both before and gotton messed up. I'm only sure of one thing and that thing is....Baby, I love you. That is a good thing. I am with a good guy who REALLY cares about me. When I'm talking to him everything seems so much better then we say goodnight and things come flying at me again. Work and school are draining me. I know it's part of life and I'll adjust but I'm sick of it all. the drama and the never being good enough. well I guess I'll leave for now. Bye and thanks for reading

Unsure
I accidentally uploaded some pics into the wrong album and while i was correcting it to put them in the appropriate album i was flagged it would have been more respectful to me to message me and say hey do you know you did this.i made a mistake and i corrected it.sorry to vent but im just a little angry right now

Unsure Of Direction
Unsure of direction and what to do A feeling of life changes long over due Change is sure for it always the same Life is adventure and can't be tame for as new comes in the old goes out and all that is certain is lingering doubt how can I know that I take the right path worry about the coming of others wrath for not living as other see to be fit my path is my own so to the world deal with it as I can not make other bend to my will other can't rule my desires and kill that free spirit that live inside of me for I know in life what will be , will be By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Unsupportive Parents And Out Of State College
arrg! I am so mad at my parents i just wanna rip my hair out. I got my Housing and Residence application in the mail today from Western Kentucky University and when i went up to them and told them that i needed $150 dollars before march 31st . Mom went off saying " and are you gonna get this back if you don't go to college? i don't see how you're gonna come up with the money by september. They aint gonna let you in if you cant pay for it!" And then her and daddy went on how I should stay in Arkansas and how this school or that school was really good. They went off asking about how Jason is gonna take care of me cause they cant. Has it ever occured to them that maybe i can take care of myself? Do they think I havent thought out the cost? I've already planned it out. I can't believe they would act so negative about it. Im the first to go to college in our family. I've work hard to get my GPA up above a 3.0, Im taking the ACT 2 more times to get that score up from a 22. Would they rather

Unsure Of What Sunday Will Bring
I am going home to see some friends after work today and I am really excited. I haven't seen most of them in over a year and I have missed them so. Oddly enough everyone thought I was married. I am hoping to get some ink this weekend too but I guess my tattoo artist has been quite busy since I left. Yet all this excitement doesn't keep me from worrying about what is going to happen Sunday when I get back. I tried to tell my roommate that I am doing everything I can right now to find a place to stay and I just haven't been able to yet. I asked him if I could atleast stay there Sunday night when I get back so I can go to work on Monday. He kind of made it clear that I can't. I am not sure what to do. Maybe by some odd chance I can find some cash while visiting friends. Then atleast I could stay in a hotel rather than sleeping in my truck or the shop. What am I going to do?

Unsure Of What To Do
Kind of out of it and the day just seems to be dragging on and on and the times I have to keep the shop open till waiting on customers keeps getting later and later. I can't wait till this day is done I hopefully will be heading back to Wisconsin tomorrow.

Unsure Anymore....
Sworen to protect the weak, to uphold the truth to believe in loyalty and honor.... Who's sword shall never be used to hurt those it is sworen to protect. Who's strength is only used to defend and never attack. I feel as though i am a dying breed .. few around who still believe in the same as i. I do not belong in this era ..No i belonged in the past i think , I would of lived a better life back then i think and things would of been much simpler.. Back when loyalty honor and courage meant something more then a pick up line at a bar or a hook to make another kid enlist... A title for a movie or a catch phraze to be used again and again until it is over used and forgotten... Where do i belong in such a world or in any world for that matter. Where do any of us belong... Why is there questions with no real answers? And prayers cried out only to only fall on deaf ears... For so many to cry out for power in moments of pain and if such power is received to only have it u

Unsure Of What To Do
If I don't calm down I am seriously going to hurt someone. I don't know how much more of this I can take. How come every time I try to set up some way to help make things work someone has to step in and screw it all up. Worst part is they know it is hurting me. How am I suppose to stay calm and be all happy go lucky like everyone wants when there is nothing good in my life. Yeah I have a beautiful little girl that I can't be around anywhere near as much as I want. I have a job I love that everyone thinks I am not capable of doing and doesn't pay me shit. I give and give and give to anyone and everyone that needs me but I am spread so thin I don't know what to do. I am trying to spread myself a little further to make things better for me but no one will let me do what I need to. I just want to punch someone.

Unsuccessfully Coping With The Natural Beauty Of Infidelity
Trust and youll be trusted Says the liar to the fool Lust and so what if youre busted? In love and war there aint no rules Do you believe in forever? I dont even believe in tomorrow The only things that last forever Are memories and sorrow Out of sight out of mind The motto of betrayal The prophets preach to forgive and forget Im sorry, but I am unable You went to lamour saturday night Red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight His tongue down your throat His hand up your skirt Yeah Im a man But it still hurts Slut Whore Cunt I know youre fucking someone else (he knows youre fucking someone else) You had cock on your mind And cum on your breath Inserted that diaphragm before you left Practicing freelance gynecology Where theres a womb theres a way With you its for free Slut Whore Cunt I know youre fucking someone else (he knows youre fucking someone else) Done it before Time after time Refused to learn your lesson Gave til

Unsure....
Every time i am in relationship with another guy i think this relationship is different. but somehow jealous and what my family and my friends have to say get to me. Normally jealous doesnt get to me but there is one girl that is pushing me to the point where i say fine you can have him. or i am done. But if i end it with him i will be proving all my family and my friends right.

Unsure Of Where To Start
Well, I'm not sure where I should start with this. You know, I'm trying to live my life and I have met some wonderful people here on CT. I have a few friends that I have met on here that I go and do things with. For some reason there is other people involved with them that feel they need to FUCK with me. You know, these people need to FUCKING BACK OFF!! I am not the type of person to get angry. Several people have seen my angry side and they have yet to anger me again. I am a very sweet and caring person, but you just don't want to make me mad. This site is here for people to meet, chat with and by choice to meet and hang out. I'm sorry if you're jealous of me, but that just means that you're not secure with yourself. These people that are FUCKING with me needs to back off and they need to do it in a hurry. That's about all I have to say. Thanks for taking the time to read this and I hope that you have a good rest of the weekend, because I know I'm going to.

Unsure
the heat rains down over my head, sweat to form reminder pebbles that keep me from moving on... hold me in submission because i can't turn off the fear. it's so much harder, life this way... there are enough overdrawn check registers and delinquent notices piling in my mailbox to make me feel like it's too late to fight. my chest is tight, my phone keeps ringing... what if i don't make it? and all that keeps me sane is the roof over my head, where i'm sitting to watch the world turn without me, wondering if i'll ever see above water again.

Unsure
I'm not really sure what to say here??? What can I say I'm new to this hole thing. I hope everyone understands that blogging and talking to new people online is hard, not really uncompftorable (I can't spell) but I like to talk to people. I never just go up to new people and talk in real life and to me the internet isn't that much different for me.

Unsure
im unsure of my life and how it affects others I have known happiness and as always that happiness fades. There are only two people at this time that I consider to be true friends and they know who they are. I had assumed that my happiness would last for a very long time but alas assumptions seem to make an ass out of me. Perhaps things will change for me again soon and im sure they will as long as I have a positive attitude I am going to attempt to make everyday a positive day no matter what life throws at me negatively.

Unsuccessful Parole
I have just got back out of prison since my last blog. I never was able to find an income when work came to a stand-still. Desperate for a way to pay our rent, my roommate and I went on a mission of stealing copper from an abandoned train yard. we got busted, but fortunately only got charged w a trespassing misdemeanor. My PO was going to give me a 90 day santion, but was unable to because I had less than 3 months remaining on parole. So, he revoked the full parole. Somehow I was able to post bail on the misdemeanor and move all my property to my friend Belinda's apartment. I turned myself back in, as to not make matters worse. I was sent to a Level II in Grants, NM. While inside, my roomate appearantly cause problems for Belinda; stealing and hitting her. She kicked him out before I was released, filed charges, and got a restraining order aginst him. Now, I am out again with her support. My PO ordered me not to be around him anymore which I feel is not a bad idea after all that he's d

Unsure
well i fucked up and called my thing detatched but im not sure how this hole thing works anyways so i cant really bitch.. not sleeping well baby sitting because im so bored the interenet acess for the payment of baby sitting is worth it and um yeah so much for a frist blog i know more people are going to read this then on myspace and i think you all nuts for doing so i bitch a lot but have at t peace

Un Sung Music Revolution
Heres a great site for selling your tunes online and buying tunes online for cheap !!! Hear some Inner Demons Tracks Now !!!! Then Listen to all 11 Tracks here on this link Then click here to Buy & DownLoad Inner Demons Tracks !!!! Welcome Shoppers to the "Inner DemonMart " !!!! tracks include:Crucified I Am The Way Raging Fire Darkend Corners Bi Polar Magnet Another Kind of Death Revolution of Fire The Wicked Tower Suffication >

Unsure
when i was in my darkest hour and struggled in that path of ours i gave up the hope in the far distance you see but i dont want to be ungreatful it seems. You try to help me when all i do is ask, but still is unhappy to fulfill my task, Ill pray and ill beg for a happy life,then why cant i stop or put down that sharp knife. the pain is a confirt but i want it to go away, my life is like a world that is dark everyday. hoping to find a light come by my soul feeling that i cant stop and go on anymore. crying has stopped but cutting has grown on my fingertips is the blood thats been poored getting over the past isnt easy as it seems especially the life i pretended to lead§.

Unsure, For Sure!
If you have ever heard the song *Stay* by Sugarland, then you may understand why I am unsure for sure. I love him soooo much but it is so hard sharing someone. I am like 3rd or 4th on his list, yet other times I am number 1. I am sooo confused!!! When he is around I doubt nothing, yet when I am not with him, I wonder so much.. who else is he with?? I wish i could find someone that I was number 1 with. It seems for all my relationships, but one, I have never been number 1. Always after some other female. I do not know why I put myself through this. I do not look for these guys, they seem to find me... WHY!!!!!!!???????? SOME DAY I will learn to stop trusting so easily and be cynical more often. OH WELL!!!

Unsure
So much to say but unsure unsure how to express the feelings unsure of the feelings unsure if you feel the same unsure if you wonder if I feel the same unsure why I can't reach out to you unsure if you want to reach out to me unsure of where the road of life will lead The only thing I am sure is that I hope it leads to you

Unsuspecting Prey
Watching you...as You go about your Business not knowing There is a predator Lurking in the dark... Waiting for the right Time...to snatch up When you least expect it Thinking you are safe Not a worry in the world All your happy dreams Thinking they're gonna come true Will suddenly darken & you Will fall deep within such Nightmares you never knew Tied, bound & gagged Your eyes watch with such fear Praying to the God You thought you knew He will never hear your cries Only thinking...will you die? Begging for your mercy To let you go Telling me that you'll fogive me & not tell a soul It's not that easy You dear sweet treat I need to feed I crave thee Hearing your cries & pleas It will not help you I'm still gonna make you bleed Pain, suffering & bleeding Is what I wanna see You will give it up to me Watching as you slowly fade away No more words you say Only the bloody tear that Falls from your face Satisfaction comes over me I

Unsure
Ok so earlier i posted a blog about wanting to deleat my fu act. Well Ive been thinking since then.. and Im unsure that i do want to.. Ive been having a really bad day since I went and got the mail earlier.. Just sucks when Doctor offices sign people up for stuff when they have had a miss carrage. So I got this can of formula in the mail and some things from pampers.. The pampers one didnt bother me as bad as the formula.. I get pampers coupons all the time.. i have a 2yr old.. and get pull up coupons.. but the new pampers mail i got was the new sensitive with the pee alert on the front swaddlers.. Any way.. The formula.. just got me.. Sorry to take it out on u all. I guess still encourage me not to delete my page if ya want.. Sorry ya all.. had to get it off my chest..

Unsuccessfully Coping With The Natural Beauty Of Infidelity -type O Negative
Unsuccessfully Coping With The Natural Beauty Of Infidelity [a. Anorganic Transmutogenesis (synthetic division)] Trust and you'll be trusted Says the liar to the fool Lust and so what if you're busted? In love and war there ain't no rules Do you believe in forever? I don't even believe in tomorrow The only things that last forever Are memories and sorrow Out of sight out of mind The motto of betrayal The prophets preach to forgive and forget I'm sorry, but I am unable [b. coitus interruptus] [c. I Know You're Fucking Someone Else] You went to L'amour Saturday night Red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight His tongue down your throat His hand up your skirt Yeah I'm a man But it still hurts Slut Whore Cunt I know you're fucking someone else (He knows you're fucking someone else) I know you're fucking someone else (He knows you're fucking someone else) You had cock on your mind And cum on your breath Inserted that diaphragm befo

Unsure
What does a person do when they can feel that they are falling for someone. Knowing that you both have been hurt and are still hurting. When you want the person to know that you would do anything for them. But you are so scared to say anything. So afraid they don't feel the same way. So afraid that by wearing ur heart on your sleave, you will get it handed back to with a no thanks I don't want that. How do you tell someone that they make you feel like you haven't felt in a long time. how do you tell them that by being together you might be able to make the pain go away.

Unsung Heroes Of World War Ii Finally Get Their Due
next article article photo Lingerie Football League previous article article photo Family Spots 100 Pound Mountain Lion... Unsung heroes of World War II finally get their due 2 pops! pop! 61 views 6 comments drop! Submitted 17 hrs ago B says, .. most highest respect and appreciation to our military.. past and present.... 3 people found this interesting. Did you? Yes · No B Offline MOD · Join the discussion · Email this article · Report this article More Rags By B: article photo Article excerpt from cnn.com — "WASHINGTON (CNN) -- From the time she was about 8 years old, Jane Tedeschi wanted to fly. Jane Tedeschi when she was in the Women's Airforce Service Pilot program. "[Charles] Lindbergh was flying across the Atlantic, and a lot of other people were flying air races and things like that. It was very romantic," she said. Flight was still relatively new in the 1920s and 1930s, and female pilots were few. But Tedeschi was determine

Unsuspecting Love
UNSUSPECTING LOVE.................... Words, phrases and sentences of greeting,'How are you?' and 'Having a good day?','Wonderful to see you',And 'Oh. by the way'...Two of us among our friends,Enjoying each others company,Never knowing the bond being created,Aloof to the thoughts of many...Time passes on as days go by,Oblivious and anxious at the same time,Feelings whirling and tumbling,Watching my heart soar so high...You came upon my life,Unsuspecting, open and true,Smiles brightened as names appeared,Drawing colors of a perfect hue...Love rises from deep within,Showering us with emotions,Shivers, breathlessness, warmth and kindness,Hearts quickening in rapid motion...A hug, a smile, a touch, a kiss,Minds and bodies united in sync,Blessed with this newfound love,Wonders what to think...A joy has immersed my soul,Shedding new light,A voice, a mind, a soul, a hand,Creating happiness and deligh

Unsure~
Thursday, April 10, 2008 UNSURE unsure I am unsure of who I am anymore. I feel lost and confussed. I am not sure if I am even capable of being loved anymore. I've been hurt and my heart destroyed so many times, i dont know if the man I decide to love can ever pice it back together, into its beutiful shape so that it can truley be loved or maybe I am afraid that he will be able to pice it back together and then stomp on it and shatter it again. But what is worse, To love again and have the possibility of betrail or to never be loved again by someone at all? To have still blood and a cold heart or to take a risk? I am so lost and confussed... unsure of who is real and who is fake. Scared of the pain, how do you know who to trust your most valued possesion with? Who will treasure it and who will break it into? I've trusted, I've listened to my heart... and had it ripped out. Now, my mind, Ive tryed to use instead and it hurts even more. I dont want to lose

Unsuspecting Love.
Words, phrases and sentences of greeting,'How are you?' and 'Having a good day?','Wonderful to see you',And 'Oh. by the way'...Two of us among our friends,Enjoying each others company,Never knowing the bond being created,Aloof to the thoughts of many...Time passes on as days go by,Oblivious and anxious at the same time,Feelings whirling and tumbling,Watching my heart soar so high...You came upon my life,Unsuspecting, open and true,Smiles brightened as names appeared,Drawing colors of a perfect hue...Love rises from deep within,Showering us with emotions,Shivers, breathlessness, warmth and kindness,Hearts quickening in rapid motion...A hug, a smile, a touch, a kiss,Minds and bodies united in sync,Blessed with this newfound love,Wonders what to think...A joy has immersed my soul,Shedding new light,A voice, a mind, a soul, a hand,Creating happiness and deligh

Unsweet 16
Well that's another round finished! We are down to 16 of Fubar's finest point whores. The tension mounts as the tournament draws closer and closer to an end. Who will be left standing? Tune in and find out. Same bat time, same bat channel.

Untamed Heart
Untamed heart I a wait the day of someone who will come and tame my heart not even i know when that time will come. He who tames my heart will forever be destined for my love & passion that I have burried deep within my heart My untamed heart burns with a longing to hold someone close let my wildest dreams come free. Only one man can tame my heart he is pure in many ways and yet has a longing to be with a woman that has a heart free and wild within. Brandy C Christian Copyright ©2006 Brandylynn Christine Christian

"untainted Ambience"
"Untainted Ambience" -------------------- -Fumbling through emotions, With purity in mind. Sifting through congressional evolution, With intentions from your everlasting beat. Answering with honesty, Questions test your whole. Committment, Confidence, Solidity, Structured partly in your mind, Merely the words of embalming power. A glimpse of faithfulness, Renovating your inner being. A glimpse of rightousness, Testing all possibilities. Consistancy is all too inevitable, When coming from a deep, Staring gracefully into one anothers' eyes, Even while they sleep. Abuntantly premature at first glance, But with time..Confidence holds no questions. Gently posing for the resonance, A calming pretense saviors the moment. Catastophic chemical abundance floods the orphices, Flowing beyond mental expectations. Never allowing gracefullness to implode, Carefull of where you step. New beginnings, New futures, New complications, I

Untamed
my unfinished song... work in progress Current mood: artistic Category: Music chorus- think you can tame me; claim me? oh no no no boy you're crazy, no maybe; and you hafta go think you can save me??? BUT I DON'T NEED A HERO!!! verse 1- used to find it funny how you followed me around i had you wrapped anround my finger, thats what i found yet you never got to realizing that you and me made a crowd now you pushed too damn far I'm taking you to the pound CHORUS verse 2- time and time again you pop up at my place told you one too many times i need my space wanted you to back off but i still see your face jus give me one more reason, i swear thats all it takes CHORUS verse 3- every other day I've got you in my way tellin me how to act and what i should say I made it this far alone; only wanted you to play now your voice is in my head and it wont go away CHORUS writen by: tosha

Untainted Eyes
Look to the world, through these untainted eyes of mine. I dream of having someone to love, I longed for that moment. But it always seemed like a dream, since every chance I had for love, easily slipped from my grasp, and it shattered into pieces. It broke like a fragile item. Beyond repair... Puzzles never meant to be solved, not to be solved by the likes of me... I cried after every single chance I lost, for such chances occurred, when the skies cried the tear of a falling star. Or when they expelled a shooting star, that was doomed to circle the heavens, and the mortal world. It seemed like Love itself, had something against me. Like I was destined to never experience it. Where I know I am strong enough, to endure the pain I will eventually go through, for achieving true love on first chances, would truly be a feat to happen. It's where I will know, I will always shed tears from every action, from triumphant deception, or dominated by hate. Corruption co

Untagable
love untagable smells of sweet lust and roses kisses gently alite your face like the sea to the shore but it will quickly turn to storm lashing of words aginst the tiny ship you hold so dear anger threatens to make you go under then all is calm no words just tears like a soft rain fall to the sand your tiny love no longer aloft on the sea you miss it and leament your heart to the stars

Untamed?
Once Upon a time... A man thought that he was up to the challenge of taming the UNTAMEABLE Blackwinged Angel ~ Echo Angel ~@ fubar I Know, I Know We Did Wish Him Luck... BUT All Is NOT Lost!! This man does have my friendship and admiration. So PLEASE go to him Show Him Love Fubar Style... Fan Add Rate Bling Him & Rate His Stash Who Is This Man? The Brave Soul That Tried? The One & Only ROGERLEE Sweet Man, eh? You know it :D Lots Of Fu Luv To My Dear Friend XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX You have to ask him though if I am an angel or something else. Thank You All :D Love ya!!! 38:57') (repost of original by '~ Echo Angel ~' on '2008-05-04 10:32:14') (repost of original by 'Tappinit ~ Bail Bondsman to trouble_4_real ~~ RL BF to PebblesinAZ' on '2008-05-04 10:

Untamed
The letters you wrote me have hollow point headers If you think you've got it like that find somebody better You said i need fixing, you numbered the stages but i won't be living in one of your cages open your mind and understand CHORUS when you're hard on me, it's not what i need we were meant to be untamed I'm on my feet, wanna run free because nobody's taming me. I'm out from the narrow protective container designed to be opened with your childish behavior 'cuz you're not the critic of personal purpose and I'm just not willin' to community service i don't know why you lay it on CHORUS when you're hard on me, it's not what i need we were meant to be untamed I'm on my feet, wanna run free because nobody's taming me you say that i should lend a shoulder right now, 'cuz your whole world is blowing up go ahead, but i won't be your soldier 'cuz you're the one who started up, you're the one who started up CHORUS when you're hard

Untamed
"Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them." OK so it's a quote that I stole. But think about. Maybe some of us are really wild at heart and are ment to be that way. Maybe we don't need to "settle down" we need someone to keep up with us. Now I"m not saying that TV shows or movies are the Bible. But maybe, just maybe they throw out tidbits that can be applied to everyday people's lives. I look around and I see happy people. I see people who are "settled down" and they are happy. I want to be happy but I don't want to have to change me. I don't want to be the person in a few years who wakes up and sees that everything that they have ever wanted is gone. Who they are is gone. I don't want to have to give up me to be a them. I want to have a family. I want a meaningful relationship with someone. I want all that. However, I can't change who Iam anymore. I won't change who I am. Cause to quote

Untamed Mind
She lies in her bed as her mind wanders Trying to keep her heart at bay She silently wishes for a change Her heart so mangled She can no longer open it Keeps it hidden not letting herself get to close She quietly wonders if he will break her spirit And leave the ashes of her burning soul behind She is defeated Already torn to pieces As she lies here hushing her untamed mind She cant help but slip back into the darkest corners of her mangled heart Remembering the others that came before Each stealing a piece of her Each taking a part of her But never returning the pieces or parts they stole She fears the ending of it all As she worries he will take her last piece and leave her nothing left to give.... Her walls have been invaded but not yet broken She must guard this last piece of her heart with all she has left Give it to him she has but with the means to take it back No longer a tame kitten with a heart of gold Replaced by a tiger with a broken mind and a lone

Un Tablet Excelente Junto Con Usted
Durante años, no tenía mucha variedad si estuviera en el mercado de una tableta iPad de Apple fue la única decisión acertada. Pero eso está empezando a transformar: A pesar de que el iPad 2 sigue siendo la pizarra superior en general, la mejor opción para usted bien puede ser uno que corre tablets baratas android sistema operativo Todo dependerá de lo que usted necesita de un tablet. Una gran cantidad de diseños de Android vencer a la iPad 2 en áreas distintas. Algunos han extendido la vida de la batería, en particular. Otros hacen más fácil conseguir trabajo. Algunos son más fáciles de usar con una cámara o TV. Otros pueden venir en un tamaño que se encuentra más asequible. Ciertamente, un sistema operativo de la tableta, es muy importante. iOS es constante, acabado y responsable. Si usted compra tableta de Apple, sin embargo, también comprar en el universo, y Apple puede utilizar sólo las aplicaciones que se aprueba Apple. Android pantalla táctil le da más flexibilidad y c

Untamable
This is not my first blog, lol. This is my 4th time here, got up to level 33 or something like that last time. I dumped the last account because of certain women who thought I could be bought, marked, tagged, like a tree that's been pissed on by the same dog for years, marked like territiory. If I don't move up any higher, that's fine. I've spent my entire life being restricted in one form or another and I would finally say enough. I don't like rules, especially ones made for the benefit of others while regular people have to sit on the sidelines. A perfect example is the current state of the USA, it's been set up so certain groups get more benefits than others, read between the lines. I, as well as many others, believe that this country should collapse, financially. Once the money is gone, the handouts stop going to other countries and the welfare cases that have been going to generations of deadbeats will either learn to be productive, or die. I have spent all my life surviving whil

40 Unterhalb Des Sommers, Der Hinunter Lyriken Fällt
Er wird heute beißen (recht) um a Dose Schmerz zu öffnen (falsch) Die versengte und mit Blasen bedeckende Sonne (Durchlauf) - wissen Sie, daß er aller ist (gegangen) Küssen Sie meine Augen, die geschlossen werden, um ihn innen heftig zu schlagen - er ist eine andere Zahlung gerecht Zu, wie wir leben, wie wir träumen, wie wir züchten - niedrige Miete oben im Keller der Himmel paßt sich an die Oberfläche, was der Zweck ist, alles ist wertlos an Ich glaube einem Sprung in der Struktur - es ist Zeitblutung leidet durch Und ich falle in mich - ich falle -, das ich unten falle Das Leben hält auf dem Druck ich unter (ich bin), dem Zerreißen meines vollständigen Weltasunder (ich Dose) Tod ist, was mich in der Bewegung hält (werden Sie I) ertrinken Sie in diesen Schmerz wie einem Ozean Ich falle hinunter wieder (jetzt) in den Boden wieder (Tief) Erklären Sie mir was zu tun, wenn ich Sie - nehme und mir nicht werden Sie bilden Sie hatten in einem Moment, was der Rest von un

Untemporary Insanity
I AM A LIVING CLOWN, WHO SEE'S THE WORLD AS FALLING DOWN. MAYBE I'M THE CRAZED, I WATCH THE WORLD FALL AND I'M DAZED. IT'S TOO MUCH FOR MY HEART. WALMART RUN'S THE WORLD, FROM HERE TO CHINA AS EARTH DOES TWIRL. THERE'S PEPSI & THERE'S COKE, WE'RE SO ADDICTED IT'S A JOKE. AND WHAT OF MEDICINE? INSURED FOR SHIT, HEART'S THAT ARE TIN. BUT I'M JUST ONE SMALL GIRL, THOUGH WRITE THESE WORDS AS FREE I CAN. I CRY WITH MOTHER MARY, WE SEE OUTWARD, THIS WORLD IS SCARY. AND I TALK TO GOD ABOVE, WE SIT AND WONDER, WHERE WENT LOVE? BABIES BORN ON CRACK, PEOPLE DIE FROM SHOOTING SMACK. SO MANY WHORES NOT FROM THE HOOD, LOOK AT CRAIGSLIST, THE MONEYS GOOD, MONEY'S POWER RULES THE DAY, AS WE MOVE FORTH IN CAESAR'S WAY. I AM A GIRL OF FAITH AND HOPE, I HAVE A HEART SO HEARTS CAN COPE. THERE'S BASEBALL, APPLE PIE, AND OH, THOSE SUNSETS IN THE SKY. I PRAY FOR WHAT'S NOT BAD, TIME MOTHER MARY NEED NOT BE SAD. SO IS IT HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? YOU KNOW WHAT'S TRUTH OR ACCEPT WHAT'S BULL. I'M A

Unthinkable
How you meet someone that will make you think and do the unthinkable.. Make you feel soo special... But really to find yourself think about who you are and what you want to do in life.. Making each day better and better guessing on chances and making the world yours! Knowing that you see that you are that someone that can make you do the unthinkable.. So sit back and relax.. Taking over you is just the begining. You see the long road a head!! Taking one day at a time.. The unthinkable is making it yours and holding on to it. One Day at a time. Hiding in the past and holding on to the present.. Take it for what it is worth.. From the mind of... Jeannie

Untitled
It's been such a long Though it seems like yesterday I've been meaning to call you But I didn't know what to say. I don't know Where we went wrong Guess it doesn't matter When it's all said and done. Still the memories live on and on. I know we all make mistakes. But I wish that we could try again. It's hard to lose a lover Especially when you were my best friend. I don't know why We let go To be alone Still the memories burn in my soul. BY: Sheila Christian

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You long throughout your life For something you hold so dear To find that special someone You want to love for all of time To feel the heat of that one persons skin – As you lay nestled close to him To hear the baritone deepness of his voice – As he whispers to you in the night You feel safe and warm Laying in his arms Hoping one day he will come That perfect one that you will love Just wait and see for he will come The lover of your dreams

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Powerful hands pulling My hair into a tight rope He tenderly tugs my head As he possesses my face and neck With his warm mouth and tongue. I feel a heavy burning pressure on my thigh And press my chest into his eager hands… He worships my breasts like a prized possession. Patience… I want him now… Patience. I open my lips into the urgency of his mouth, Engulfed in insane flames of desire… Patience. He lifts my hips and desperately kneads my belly, Devouring my soft petals with his sensuous lips… I want him… Now. He enters me like he has come home to die And softly sighs into my ear… I welcome him home… he is my King Tears of joy stream down my cheeks And moisten his smooth neck and back… I am home… I listen for the heartbeats of our love as Time. Stops. His eyes are teasing me to Taste him to please him to love him With each thrust He whispers he loves me… With each thrust I whisper I love him… He pauses… I smile… He

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Sometimes late at night when I'm all alone I dream that you are holding me in your arms I can feel each time you breath in, Each time you breath out... I want to memorize your heartbeat And feel it deep within my soul... Sometimes when I breath deep enough, I can catch the very scent of you... I have never really told you, How much I need you... Everytime we talk and I hear your laughter, So beautiful and meaningful... You make me smile within my soul... So, come close to me, Just hold me close... I would stay forever... Enjoying every breath, every tear, Every hope, every dream, Every moment of your life, That cause you pain and brought you joy I just want to feel the presence of your soul... And know that you are next to me, Warming my day and taking your fears away I would wipe away the tears... Even the ones that stay inside, Where no one else can see them I just want you to hold me in your arms... Feeling each time you breath in... Each ti

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You think your big and bad? But little do you realize Your mortal life grows short You think you cannot be hurt? You don't know it but, You will die tonight! You turn your back On the people that matter No wonder you have so many enemies! Why don't you grow the fuck up? You act so childish! Why do you think you get treated the way you are? You are beyond immaturity Nothing can help you Until you help yourself! I had a vision of your death. You died because You couldn't keep your fucking mouth shut!

Until The Day I Found You
When you walked into my life and knocked on my heart's door, I never dreamed you held the key to a world of love and more. And once you stepped in, how was I to know you'd decorate my life with love and more, and make my heart your home? When I see your smile, there's a view of dreams, all my hopes, wishes and love for eternity. When your arms are around me, I've never felt so much. Until the day I found you, I never knew real love. I'll stand beside you always, and give you all my love, I could never leave you, even when times are tough. To only you I promise, and know you can always believe, that for as long as I live, you'll be all I ever need. (I love you)

Untitled - 06/19/01
Untitled To say I felt nothing when you said good-bye. I was just being strong , It was only a lie. I stood tall and waved, as you left me behind. My heart dropped from my body, I was dying inside. You left years of friendship, for moments of bliss. A hug from a loved one, for your lovers kiss. I believed in the cause, but feared for my friend. All years of building to come to an end. Love is a reason, love IS so strong. I hope this is right love, and that it's not wrong. I'll stay by your side and love you each day. For it's something you believe in, and for that I'll stay. By you each moment, through tears and or pride. I'll love you and keep you, in heart and in mind.

Untitled - 06/22/01
Did I ever tell you that my heart was yours? Did you look at me and smile? And when we said good-bye, for reasons sad but true. Could you remember why? Do you remember laughing in the middle of the night? Do you recall the silly things, we said without the light? In the dark we shared our hearts, to each and each alone. And knowing things of each of us, has died instead of grown. How did something living, go away without an ache? How could something that felt so right, turn out a big mistake? What part do you remember? What part do you forget? Remembering, a sweet sad pain. A pair, but not a set. Two hearts living in heaven, yet dropping from the page. Our love felt like a fine wine, without the time to age. But sourness inside a heart can ruin one's whole mind. When fighting loves most hated beast, and burdens come to bind. Fairytales and endings, with no sadness in sight. Seem to be the best way to love, but it just doesn't seem right. And when I told yo

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I wander alone in the world Haunted by the past Afraid of the future Afraid to hope Afraid to dream I watched my dreams burn In the flames of your hate All I ever knew fell apart in your hands You destroyed me All I was All I had ever been Is now gone All that remains is an empty shell I am waiting for someone now Someone who will bring me back to life Who will fill this empty shell Bring me back from this dark place in my life Fill the void that was left So I wander alone Searching and waiting Haunted by what was And afraid of what will be ~Phoenixx (written Dec. 2004)

Untitled - 09/11/01 Written On 9/11 For The People Lost In Terrorist Attack
Untitled Insanity... in pain. Crying for you. All of you... Feeling for you... Wanting to be .... for you. So far away... yet so close... Helpless.... attached to the world in a box. Waiting... watching and hoping. Hoping for you... all of you... Each of you... Confusion sets in.... sense of reality lost in the fog. The fog I see, can't touch but can feel. The loss of something. so deep inside. Feeling the strength, and the sense of pride. The touch of love in each broken heart. The touch of each one doing each part. Unity and love, hearts and strength. The love of you to any length. Praying inside the madness will end. Each piece of the puzzles be put back again.

Untittled
Your love struggle to please the one you love. And he struggle to love back as well. But it don't matter what obsticle comes between you two. Yours and his love are so strong that it ca't be broken. Some people wishes they had that kind of love. And some may want to brake that love, that you guys have for each other. But as hard as they try to brake that love, it can't be done. 'Cause you guys are meant to be wit each other. This poem is dedicated 2 one of my good friends.

Untittled #2
You thought everything was over when he left you. You thought that the world was coming to an end 'cause he left you. You cried and cried until there was no more tears left to cry with. But when hope seems lost somthing happened, something you thought was not going to happened did occur, he came back to you. And you started crying again but not with sadness but with happiness. But how can you cry if you don't have no more tears to cry with. You shed all your tears when he left you. Is it with the tears of your heart that you are crying with? Well now that he is back into your life, you no longer think that everything is over. And that the world is coming to an end. Now you know that evertything is ok and that he is always there for you.

Untitled By Jennifer Chavez Meris
No glance can flatter me The way your eyes do; No touch can make me shiver The way your hands do; No kiss can make me fall apart The way your kisses do; Nobody can love me this much The way you do... And I just want you to know I'm so thankful, I have you And I'll never let chances Just slip away like a shooting star 'Cause wherever I may be I will always take you with me In my heart and in my thoughts. And until the world is through I'll always be here- loving you...

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life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. so love the people who treat you right. forget about the ones who don't. and belive everything happens for a reason. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life, let it. nobody said it'd be easy. they just promised it'd be worth it

Untitled - 02/22/02
My feelings hurt, my heart it aches for theres nothing I can do. Only sit back and hold in tears I want to cry for you. I wish so hard to the big sister you look up to. But it seems the harder I try, my weakness shows right through. I will try to be supportive, I will help you stand up tall. I will walk with you, your hand in mine, the way we did when you were small. I don't know what to say or do, but I'll try to find the words. To let you know your not alone, I'll find the strength and courage. I can't say that I wont fall apart, but I'll never let you down. I will not shed, a single tear, at least not when your around. I love with my heart and soul I love you more than all. Please my little baby sis, all you have to do is call. I am here without judgement, I love you oh so true. Just know my baby sister I'll be here for you. OXOXOX (for my baby sister who's having a rough go of it.... I know what its like I've got you in my heart. You are everything to me....

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These gifts I bear unto you. Gifts of dirt, death-eaters, and decay. Gifts to pay homage to my Messiah of Forever Darkness. Dirt from the graves of those who oppose your law. Death eaters in the shape of worms and maggots to sprinkle along your unhallowed grounds Decay, enough for a feast to sedate your militia of unliving souls.

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There she was, standing across the dance floor wasting time with some joker who didn't deserve her voice falling upon his ears. I watched her from the shadows across the smoky club, lights playing with the shadows across her body as she moved rhythmically to the thunderous bass that bled through the walls and emanated from the floor. She was beautiful as she moved her supple form with the music. As I watched her the world disintegrated into nothingness as the strobe light caught her in motion. She looked quite the same way the others did before they left me, those moments always played out if life was put on strobe and everything moved in slow motion. I took a long drag from the pot laced cigarette I made earlier for this very evening, this moment of knowing exactly what I wanted. As the night moved on I kept watching my prey as I danced through the crowd, drinking whatever I picked up from nearby tables. She looked like she was getting tired and sat down at a table close to the door.

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It's raining... some people find the sound of rain falling through the nearby trees soothing. The rhythmic tapping of water meeting a stray piece of sheet metal, tap, tap, tap. I love the rain, it washes away all the badness in the gutters. It's raining and peaceful, it is drowning out the noises of the nearby streets... of any nearby cries in the night... it was raining that night too. The night that could no longer contain the rage and madness that threatened to burst forth. I remember it as if I were watching a movie. Walking through the city streets, letting the rain soak into my coat and clothing. The smell of the asphalt as it cooled in the shimmering waters from above. It was not cold that night, it was a pleasing warm rain that enveloped you. My drenched hair hung in my face as I walked further into the darker areas of the city. My mind started wandering as I began to lose myself in the sounds around me. I did not notice when the gentle rain turned into a greater storm, all I r

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Deep shades of red skew my vision. The night is a long way from being over and yet my work is almost done. Just one more thing to do before I can start cleaning up the mess I have left in my wake of fury. One last dance. One last job. I rub the blur from my eyes while I watch my prey enter her house. I slowly make my way to the back of the house and watch as she passes just feet in front of me by the large bay window in the back yard. With a deft hand and cat like silence I open the back door. I can hear my heart racing as to leap from my chest. She is standing in the kitchen looking at her mail. Her back is to me and I force my hands to steady themselves. "After this, it can be over." I say to myself in my thoughts, but my thoughts are being drowned out by the rushing blood in my ears and the surge of adrenline that begins to hit as I move silently closer. I can smell her now, so close to the end. She smells like roses, my favorite flower, she knew that. What she didn't know is that I

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Twisting and turning and retching and chruning myself through this vortex of pain The darkness the nothing the slicing of bloody scars opening widely again Through nightfall unending this nightmare pretending to be my life all that I know These feeling inside me no longer confide me and pain and rage begin to grow It's too much to carry this burden which varries from one extreme into the next I try to release it with speech to appease it but it's hunger not slaked by my text It's time I should fight it, this beast cannot hide it, the fear that is creeping so inside With sword in my firm grip, it's flesh begins to rip, this demon has no place to hide My silver blades slashing, my teeth clenched and gnashing, it's blood so fermented and foul I slice the beasts chest wall, it stumbles back to fall, it lets out a fearsom deep howel I stand over top him, this demon from within, and pierce hid heart straight to the ground It's over now, shaking, my soul start

Untitled.....(friends Help Me With This)
Ok Friends..... I need your help here. I got a piece of poetry started and then got writer's block so I need you to help me finish it so it doesn't bug me to death. Have you ever looked upon a star... The one that makes you cry... And maybe even giggle... With such a small twinkle... But with a huge heart... Have you ever looked upon a star... And wondered how to get there... You feel so far away... Yet you can almost see a day... Opening your arms.... For the star that make you smile... Have you ever looked upon a star...

Untitled Memory
Somewhere inside of every dream is a rainbow, not the sort of rainbow you get when the sun hits the rain, but one where a thousand lonely tear drops hit the bright rays of hope, and create a kaleidascope of uncertainty. Sometime, maybe in the past, or the future, when I was filled with such doubts, I felt the rainbow stir inside of me, a million beautiful colors, touching ever corner of my body, tingling me with energy, and anticipation, and I closed my eyes and floated on the moment, soaring over giant redwoods, like a magnificent eagle, wild, untamed, and free, looking down upon the world, seeing everything, but unshackled of it's problems. After many hours of flying, that took but the blinking of an eye, I settled on a raft in the ocean, a small wooden raft, that had floated upon the seas for all eternity, that had been floating there before you, and I, and forever were even dreamt of, and I lay there, still in the morning sun, with the gentle surf lapping just inches from my

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a gently placed kiss on the curve of my neck, your hand at the small of my back. how many times has my heart skipped a beat? it's just too hard to keep track. i lean into you with my head on your chest releasing an inaudible sigh, then raise my face to look up at yours and my heart begins to fly. love takes us to a special place that no one else can see. where time stands still and waits for us and we can simply "be". there's no one else but me and you as we walk hand in hand, the skies turn blue and the birds all sing as if they understand. for our love is the one true love that fate nor death can part, and our secret place is no secret at all..... it's here within my heart.

Until?
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that, we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, when we are able to go on a nice vacation or when we retire. The truth is there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with ... and remember that time waits for no one. So, stop waiting .. Until your car or home is paid off. Until you get a new

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Searching for the answers... to save me from my mind lost in circumstances there's an emptiness I find Looking for a way in some direction no more games to play to my hearts indescretion What have i become.... drowned in all these tears losing my mind caught up in empty fears I've given up all reason the answers won't appear and when the time is right these thoughts will disappear... Written by Tesa

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Why should one live,when all they do is cause pain? Like torturous demons straining their rein No one to love You feel so alone No one to feel the pain in ones heart But there was one person from the start But this one person you had lied to,hurt,and torn apart

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I can smell her enter the room even before I hear her foot steps. It’s more of a preternatural sense as I can feel her when she is near and smell her when she is in the same room as me. I watch her in my head with my eyes closed as she walks through the room. The picture of her in my mind follows her through the room and into the adjoining hallway. I open my eyes to catch her elegant stride exit the room briefly glancing back towards me with a playful smile. This day has been months in the making. Courting her, being there for her, showing her love, care and compassion to make her love me like she has loved no other. I have given her my time, shared with her my past, given her my heart all for this night. Tonight she will be mine, totally mine. I rise from the couch to follow her down the hallway and into the bathroom where she has started a shower for herself. Tonight I will be joining her, she has given me all the signals. I open the bathroom door and am greeted by a thick wall of

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Untitled by Kevin Strong Bright streaks of electric fire Split the night in twain They looked each other in the eyes And knew they'd never meet again They had their endless summer Which they never will forget But now they go their separate ways So glad that they have met With one last glance, they drift apart Each heart holds in the pain And as they turn their backs to leave The sky lets loose the rain

Untitled.. Pt. 1
I swirled the dark red liquid around the bell of the glass then brought it to my lips. My eyes looking over the edge at her sitting across from me. Her long brown hair looked baby soft as she pushed it over her shoulder, smiling as she raised her own glass in a silent toast to me before she drank deeply. I watched as her little pink tongue darted out and caught a drip from the corner of her mouth. My body clenched, we both knew why I was here and what was going to happen, but the anticipation was almost painful and my pussy got wetter by the minute. I stood and moved toward her, my eyes locked with hers as I knelt on the floor and leaned close, brushing my lips lightly against hers. They were soft and full, her tongue traced gently over the seam of my lips and I opened for her. She tasted of wine mixed with strawberries as I deepened the kiss, my hands moving to her soft tresses. This was so different from kissing a man. My nipples puckered in anticipation as a soft

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*Near to the door* *He paused to stand* *As he took his class ring* *Off her hand* *All who were watching* *did not speak* *As a silent tear* *Ran down his cheek* *and through his mind* *the memories ran* *of the moments they walked* *and ran in the sand (hand in hand)* *But now her eyes were so terribly cold* *For he would never again* *have her to hold* *they watched in silence* *as he bent near* *and whispered the words….* *”I love you” in her ear* *he touched her face and started to cry* *as he put on his ring he wanted to die* *and just then the wind began to blow* *as they lowered her casket* *into the snow* *this is what happens* *to man alive* *when friends let friends* *drink and drive*

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This was written by a good friend of mine. It's short but really sweet. I was thinking about a lot of things About the way you talk The way you feel The way I should react when you are next to me Right now it seems like a blur Me holding you, you holding me I wanna touch you, smell you Fulfill your deepest fantasies Can’t wait to see you And if we do meet how it would be I know my feelings inside is haunting me Can this be love, no it’s too soon To soon to tell till I’m with you

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when I cast a shadow next to you will you still believe me when I tell you IM NOT REAL And when you see me in your mirror Will you believe me when I tell you I DID NOT EXIST In a world of color im in black and white My signals fading fast And my message can not break through when im dead to the world will you remember?... WILL YOU REMEMBER ME THEN ? and when i leave it all behind will you remember?... WILL YOU REMEMBER MY NAME!? Can you see the static in my eyes A light thats ever shining Bits of black in a sea of white A noise that shatters the image And scrambles the MEM OR IES In a world of color im in black and white My signals fading fast And my message can not break through when im dead to the world will you remember?... WILL YOU REMEMBER ME THEN ? and when i leave it all behind will you remember?... WILL YOU REMEMBER MY NAME!? IM FADING (PLEASE FIX ME) IM NOT SO CLEAR NOW (PLEASE FIX ME) CUS IVE LOST WHAT I ONCE HAD PLEASE FIXE ME NOW Before Its

Until We Meet
Until We Meet by Syreeta Elie Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

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The hours I spend with you, I look upon as a sort of perfumed garden, a dim twilight, and a fountain singing to it...You and you alone make me feel that I am alive...Other men it is said have seen angels, but I have seen thee and thou art enough. By: Unknown

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Babe I love you with all my heart I'm sorry we had to fall in love like this. Me so far away, you deserve better You deserve hugs and kisses, passionate love. I wish like hell everyday, They would open my cage. And give you everything you deserve. I Thank my lucky stars for you being in my life. I'm thankful for your patience in waiting for me. I'm thankful for every loving word we share. I never thought I would meet a person as special as you. Your a god send I mean that truely. Mom tells me to hurry home So I can start my life She said truer words With every beat of my heart I know my life Won't start until I'm in your arms. I always fancied myself as a poet But how can one even begin to describe In words the things I feel for you. Not even a Shakespearean verse or a few lines From Lord Byron could even begin touch. The depth of love, my heart beats for you. If love had a soul it would be you. In parting I pledge you my devotion, My life, my soul to

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To have been touched At the soul is amazing To be at ease with another As never before To feel their touch with a thought To hear a whispered "I love you" as I drift Into sleep in your arms I await the day we are together You are a ray of light That has touched my soul Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

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The touchs are soft and gentle Sweet and Kind,searching for something Someone that understands them Their mood, their need to belong Someone to simply say "I understand" And to know that they speak the truth The ability to see deep into the soul And know what lies there and knows How to bring it out into words or actions How to show someone not to hide from the world But to embrace it and live in it, Not to live in the Shadows We may be different by nature, but never fear it Copyright © 2001 LordDarkPrince

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As I sit here in my darkened room I stop to think and remember you How you took my days of gloom And made each day start anew I think of how we used to be And dream we had those times again I wish I could have made you see that you and me were more than friends Softly I whisper your name at night And dream that you will love me too I dream of how my days were bright When you were with me and me with you I remember all the times we shared And wish you knew how much i cared

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Open up your eyes and look at me, What do you see? The face that loves you, Don't you love me? Confusoin lingers in the air, and makes our minds interwind, I know things are harder now, Different things, Different times, I can't change it now, I can't rewins our times, I'm sorry!

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I need to find myself In this chaos I've created Loking for a sign of me But signs are overrated Searching for a single clue To lead me back to me To find who I was before The girl I use to be There's nothing here to lead me To the path I waked before I'm walking blindly now The light leads me no more By Kimberly R. Joli

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So many days ive wandered many trips taken as well stumbled down darkened roads skirted the gates of hell after all that ive done i felt empty inside devoid of self worth severely lacking in pride I Dont want to be Nothing without you I just want to be Something under your shoe I was becoming nothing drifting on winds of remorse for things never done making all things worse needing guidance that you promised me help me find my way to what i know i can be _______________________ I gladly surrender so much of me to you oh please just make me into something new i know im nothing without a guidign light maybe youll help me to find my second sight

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I look down on the treasure the peace that I have found Oh my gosh he likes me tender and enjoys the same firm ground Tonight I want to please you from your toes up to your eyes You make my inner nympho fucking grateful for that So thank you for coming to my house and apart of my life I even have permission to keep the friendship that I found

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Last night we kissed, you kissed my pain away. You said 'I love you' If I would have known, I'd have said 'Me too'. Now tonight its to late You're gone from me forever. The lord took you away and now my pain is killing me Soon I'll be with you again to say 'Me too'

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THIS WAS WRITTEN FOR ME BY WARWAGON29 ~~ I LOVE IT As Satan's Warrior, with my sword like tounge, penetrating deep into your soul. Turning your insides out, making the rivers of lust flow. Turning black, corrupting you once sweet angel heart with thoughts of physical passions. Punishing you for your sins, Banging my rocks against your burning flesh, stabbing repeatedly with my spear, releasing my demans, You scream out for mercy and forgiveness, Oh God Please!!!

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I was about to give up on love But then he walked into my life. And everythin' changed. I wanted to love again, I wanted to see the sun again, I just wanted to be in his arms. I will promise you everything That I possibly can give to you. I promise you my friendship. I promise you my heart. I promise you my love will be for an eternity, till of all time. Linsey **10-10-2006** (I need help on a title, Any suggestions?) And yes I am talkin' about someone and no I will not say whom either.

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I'm hoping you are what I think you are. The person that I want to be with for the rest of my life. Is that to much to dream of or even hope for? It feels like I can connect with you more easily than I ever had with anyone else. You're all I ever wanted. You're all I ever needed. You are blissfully perfect in my eyes. Linsey **10-10-2006** Need help with a title on this one too. And yup talkin' about the person on this one as well.

Until I Was Loved By You
You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it’s so easy to feel close to you. I can’t tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you.

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Untitled 1 My Heart Leaps At The Sight of Your Smile, My Soul Trembles At the Sight of Your Face. I'm Lost in the Wonder You Behold and Forever, Will Love You Each Waking Day. Untitled 2 Mountains Far And Oceans Deep, Beauty Unwravels Right at My Feet. Perfection Is Found With a Love So True, Nothing Can Seem More Beautiful Than The Way I See You.

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

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Here is a poem I submitted to poetry.com sometime ago... This is the one that got published. I Left it "Untitled" for a reason. I hear your voice I see your face I have the memories Of times gone by Some of good Some of bad I laugh and smile When I see your face The way you played The way you said, "Hi" And even Good-bye I miss your smile I miss your laugh Maybe someday I'll see you at last. David Smith

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My soul burns with the passion, My body yearns for your touch. Your soft, elegant skin touching me. I want to feel your lips pressed against mine, Your tongue teasing mine. To feel the softness of your long hair against my skin. Our bodies intertwined in passionate embraces. Fulfilling each others fantasies and desires. Both of us possessing an almost animalistic passion for sex. The more heated the enticement from each others touch, the more frantic the pace of our kisses become. The frantic kisses, bring on even more intense desire for us to forget the world we have chose to leave behind. And engage in a night filled with extreme sexual fantasy, and submit to pleasing one another desires. to be continued………… “TheUnLoved”

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Sometimes I feel so lonely inside It gives me a reason to run and hide To hide away where my heart can't be hurt To bury my feelings under a mound of dirt You have helped open my eyes to see That maybe there is someone out there for me Laying with you under the stars in the night Laying with you until the morning light I have no other desire in the world Only one To wake beside you with the rising of the sun

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Another poem I wrote a few years back.I hope you enjoy it. Maybe someone can help me with a title for it :) Always, Steven Lee Untitled At night I dream of you, Coming to be by my side. I see your silhouette at first; I watch your calm, quick glide. Vivid images; Pictures in my mind. My night's love, my passion; All in you I shall find. Once again, you'll whisper to me, "Hello, my dear. " Your touch eases me, Removing any fear. Your gaze meets mine; The warm look in your eyes, It melts my heart. From now on Nothing but blue skies! Tonight you romance me; Our bodies entwine. I enter; you gasp! Our souls combine. A touch here, a tickle there, It enthralls me; I am captivated. Our bodies move, the motion constant; My body's completely activated. Throughout the night Our passion flows, Coming together, My emotion grows. For you, in dreams, Oh, how I care. But when morning comes, I am left in despair. Anther night gone and passed

Untiring Love--(this Is For Kimi)
Untiring Love This is a true story that happened in Japan. In order to renovate the house, someone in Japan tore open the wall. Japanese houses normally have a hollow space between the wooden walls. When tearing down the walls, he found that there was a lizard stuck there because a nail from outside was hammered into one of its feet. He saw this, felt pity, and at the same time he was curious. When he checked the nail, turns out, it was nailed 10 years ago when the house was first built. What happened? The lizard had survived in such a position for 10 years! In a dark wall partition for 10 years without moving, it is impossible and mind boggling. Then he wondered how this lizard survived for 10 years without moving a single step--since its foot was nailed! So he stopped his work and observed the lizard, what it had been doing, and what and how it has been eating. Later, not knowing from where it came, appeared another lizard, with food in its mouth. Ahh

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The average age of the infantryman is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his fathers, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a revent high school graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or jazz or swing and 155mm howitzers. he is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can feild strip a rifle in 30 seconds and reassemble it in less. He can recite to you th

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Untitled They say the voice has no purpose but I do not believe. My heart, cold as pluto is still beating. The Earth still rotates on its axis. I see the truth behind eyes and motion. You might say, a walking paradigm. A porcelain doll... Obedient. (and you'd be right.) And yet I am unruly. I am a small explosion. Erupting into fiery madness to be tamed one day unleashed the next. It really is quite something... Walking around in my black silks... rippling by like an atomic breeze. Your love as tasteless as flax seed. My brain is molten like basalt. Yet there is this fire that can not be doused. Something inside so strong! Strange upheavals, Uncharted lands, Terra Incognita... I am lucky.

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Heart Break I cant decide whats worse That you broke my heart and feel bad Or that you moved on and now know to treat a girl with the love she deserves And that girl isnt me the one lying, dying on the floor In pieces... And her with a whole heart gets to love you and be loved by you All I got were lies and hurt And still I miss you And your hers....

Until You Suffer Some (fire And Ice)
Title: Artist: POISON Song: Until You Suffer Some (Fire and Ice) Album: Native Tongue Until You Suffer Some (Fire and Ice) Lately I can tell that something ain't right I don't see the fire when I look in your eyes One time up, and the next time down This may be the last time that you see me around, said Well it sure seems to me nothing matters tonight And all those things we worked out, they got lost in the fight It's not enough, girl, that I gave you my soul I just want to know if we've got anything left at all, and I say Hold on now, baby. This could be the last time we stand This could be the last time that we say good-bye The picture shatters I can't find the words to save it Tell me what to do, how can I make it right We will always be fire and ice Well promises made in the heat of the night You could sure spit them out, girl, but they've long passed me by Nobody knows about the show you put me through This could be the last t

Until We Meet Again
Until we meet again Although I shed tears I know you are at peace Have a safe journey Until we meet again Although I shed tears Your suffering is over Have a safe journey Until we meet again Although I shed tears You are set free Have a safe journey Until we meet again Although I shed tears You are in a better place Have a safe journey Until we meet again Although I shed tears And my heart is breaking Have a safe journey Until we meet again For my mother who passed away May 21st 2006 Written by: Yvonne

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Anger flows through my veins. My blood boils. My head pounds. I wish everyone would just shut up and leave me alone. Where is my place of solitude? Where is my moment of peace? They are all gone and all that is left is anger. Raw and untamed. Fast and furious. Rage is fast consuming me. So leave me alone before I explode.

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The choices we make determine our future The choices we make reflect who we are deep down inside Sometimes we cannont see The consequences of our actions Every action has a reaction Every action causes good things as well as bad Every choice we make creates change Every change is hard to handle What if?? What if we never voiced an opinion? What if we never made a decision? What if we always let someone else run our life? We would never have to take responsibility for our actions We could always blame everything bad on someone else But could we call that living Or merely existing? How do we handle the pain brought about by our choices? How do we know what to do??

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Are you happy?? You've made me cry I swore no one would make me cry Ever again Yet somehow you made me cry You have hurt me more deeply than you will ever know Instead of trying to work things out You insist on taking revenge I didn't do it to hurt you But yet you are doing your best to hurt me I sit all alone and think about you Think about what has happened and how things could be different I am growing up I am learning some hard lessons in the process I realize now that you never really know what people are like Or how they will treat you I thought that I was more important to you than your pride Just because I am not what you wanted me to be Does not mean that I am not your daughter Do you not love me because I dissapointed you? Do you still care about me at all? Or am I just a chapter in your book that has ended? I am an adult now Whether you like it or not Whether you acknowledge it or not All I want from you is the love and respect that I deserve I wo

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It is a night of blood, a song of ethereal pain, wolves vent their loneliness. The immortal one wakens. Curling, icy wisps of death shrouds her deathly form, an eternal wanting. Her silken hair cascades over pale and tragic shoulders, and her full blood red lips part slightly, to taste the red tears streaming from the pale flesh beneath her. Now a night of ecstasy, I awaken.

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Bite me, vampire, drink my blood. I assure you it tastes good. I want to be a vampire, too, I want to hunt for blood with you, Wander together through the night, And share all blood 'till morning light. At daytime I'll lay in your arms And sleep all day, so nice and warm. It will be great, just you and me, Vampires together, wait and see. Never be lonely, never blue, Because, my vampire, I love you.

Until Death
Friendship and trust were both betrayed one night, Because I woke to find another soldier and my wife. She said she'd love me through sickness and through health. What God has brought together let no man tear apart. But the Green Machine took away my life. The percocets and demerol filled up my nights. The nights drifted by as I existed stoned and drugged, And I took for granted the love of my life. Through sickness and through health, is that not what you heard. Through good times and through bad, I know those were the words. Twist the knife in my back, or put a bullet through my heart, because I know for sure I am better off dead. So until death do we part, that's the message I got. Until death do we part please put a bullet through my heart.

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it's lonely here cold, dark, empty I never wanted to come back to this place I don't want to feel this pain again where is the light I had just found how do I find my way in the blackness now can anyone see me will there be anyone to save me this time I haven't the strength to do it alone the weight of my sorrow is more than I can bear I just need out I need to escape this reality find myself lost in a world of fantasy I want to feel joy know happiness experience the kind of love that endures all even if only for a moment then perhaps I can go on perhaps I can find my way again can anyone hear me I can't do it on my own anymore the fight within me is gone I have forgotten how to feel anything but defeat someone please help me hold my heart so that it may not break again end Michelle Lewis......10/24/06

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Tears and smiles at the thought Of all the things to me you’ve brought Of how my life is forever changed A miracle for one who affections were estranged When life and love had fled the heart And nothing good could ever start And hope had gone all was doom You walked in to my souls room Feeling grew as you touch me down deep Making me yours forever to keep And filling my head with visions of you Till no one else could ever do Held in the embrace of your soul Till only you could make me whole Desire no angel to grace my life Seeking a human to share the strife One who knows how past hurts scar One perfect vision that you are And now you’re my deepest thought For love to me is what you’ve brought By R. Thomas Dinsmore