So schools been going okay. It seems like lately we've been cramming everything.Like we have no time to really study or get to at least completely understand our stuff. I know that this is an excelertaed course and all, but if we dont have the actually time to learn the stuff how are we going to remember it when we go to our real jobs? I had a test yesterday that i'm not so sure i did good on it. If i'd had one more week it probably would have been better, but i'm not tripping cuz i still have half of a school year to make it up. It just makes me insane cuz we just had a test tuesday and not even a week later we are having another one on a different subject. Its seems like its not that hard, but where is the time to breath and relax at? I know schools not suppose to be easy, but its not suppose to be that hard either. I have alot of things that go on at home that need my attention, as do many other people in my class, but where is the time to study before they throw something else on your plate to learn that has nothing to do with the test your taking. After a while things become nothing but a big blurr and everything just starts running into everything else.I'm sure everyone knows how i'm feeling
So anyways, everythings going good here. Logans a whole 29lbs now.Hes such a big boy.Hes growing up so fast and it makes me think where did all the time go? I dont feel like its been over a year since i had him. It feels like yesterday i was bringing home and now hes walking and running around.
I'm also excited by the fact that i'm going out with my cousin friday. We are going to get drunk. It feels like its been ages since i've done anything remotely fun with anyone. Although if it wasnt for her i wouldnt be going out considering the fact that moneys been a little tight this past month. I just love her so much!! Logan will be with grandma that night so i'm going to drink it up, but i'll have to make sure i'm sober enough to drive home...So Crystal i know you'll read this..make sure im sober enough to drive home lol. So if it wasnt for her i dont think i get out that much. I just dont have the time with Logan, school and studying.It will be so refreshing to get out amongst people. The only time i really get to talk to other people is when i go to school. Other than that nothing really instreating is going on. I have a pretty boring life sometimes. I'm thankful to all the friends that have stuck by me throughtout everything. If it wasnt for them i dont think i could survive. I'll tell you one thing when you have a child you'll find out how your real friends are.
