So tell me something...When did staying at home taking care of your child mean that i'm cheating??If anyone can clerify that for me that would be great, cuz now Joe thinks that i'm cheating on him or at least he did, but couldnt dig up any evidence. Thats because i'm not. Ovisously these feelings just didnt come up out of no where cuz he's been checking up on me?? Why couldnt he just come to me about this?? We've been together for alomost 2 years and he has to ry to go behind my back and talk to my family and my friends about it. Thats some B.S. if you ask me. I'm the one that takes care of our kid and i'm the one that could lose a whole lot if i cheated,but he doesnt see it that way. All because of his ex. Now hes paranoid. I'm not her. I dont ever want to be her. Its just dumb if anything maybe i should be having these thoughts that hes cheating. After all on some of the weekend hes gone to IL to go fishing. How do I know hes not doing it. I dont, but i trust him enought to believe that hes telling me the truth.Why cant he do the same. Isnt that what a relationship is about...TRUST. Things are getting better now between us, but it still bugs me that he would even think that. In the 2 years that we've been together we've never had a huge fight and this is what it has become...fighting about something i'm not doing. I just dont understand it at all. I'm lost. Te fighting was so bad this past weekend that i didnt want to go home and i didnt want to fight esp. not in fromt of our child.As of right now we arent fighting. we are just kind of there. We speak to one another and i assume things will hopefully start getting better and back to the way it was before this subjust ever came up. At least thats what i'm counting on, cuz i dont know how much more fighting i can take before i pack our things and leave.I have school and my child to think about. I dont have time for drama and being told i'm doing something i'm not. I love him so much and the last thing i want to do is walk away from what we have. But i also cant sit by and be with someone who doesnt trust me.
