LilSqueaker's blog: "ugh"

I love my little brother to death but I can't take it anymore. I have drove the 24 hour trip 4 times to get him to bring him home from the Marines to spend time with his family and he never stays home. Then I get this awesome news that my challenge to go back to school as  a single mother has finally been completed. I'm going back to school. 

I ask him to come home for  a little while to go out to eat with the family to celebrate and what happens he tells me no but he still wants to go to a gun and knife show tomorrow. WTF?! I keep giving and this is what I get in thanks?

I asked him to babysit because I didn't have anyone else. He said that he would becuase he loves his niece and that she is his world. Come 8:45 in the morning and he's not here. I have to go find him and I find out that he was more worried about getting his dick wet than to take care of his neice. What do I do? 

I guess I just feel hurt and tired of being walked on. 

I guess the thing that hurts the worse is that I have gone to South Carolina for his graduation from boot camp, Then went and got him for leave. Next I went down to get him for pre-deployment leave and he flew back. Then I went down for his coming home from Afghanstan, worked my ass off to find out when his plane came in and he would be getting off the bus. Shared a bed with him and my daughter for an entire week so that he could spend it with his neice. I then went back down and brought him home for a short time afterwards. Now I went and got him so that he could come home and recover from knee surgery at home and going to take him back. 

Doesn't that at least give me the right to have him come celebrate this one thing for me?