Iam so broken and torn
My heart is bruised and worn
I tell myself everyday things will change
Inside me thoughts so strange
I'm good at not letting you know my pain
I just want to die over and over agian
I will not be missed
Trust me I'm so convinced
My friends rather walkaway
Even tho gasping for air I beg them to stay
I don't see this getting any better
I guess this is my suicide letter
I'm sorry to have disappointed you
I'm sorry but this time I will follow through
There's no helping someone so like me
It's in your best interest to close your heart so my pain you dont have to see
It will only hurt for a lil while
Hoping that when I'm gone I can find my smile
Tell my babies I love them so
I'm sorry it's now time for me to go.....