I once was able to love with the fullest of my heart,
When we spilt that all fell apart.
I cried so many tears and died so many nights,
Trying to hold on trying to fight.
I couldnt see my life past you,
I simply didnt know what to do.
I was broken even more destroyed,
All the bullshit and with my emotions you toyed.
Yeah I've moved on just to compare them to how you were,
They never have a chance you ruined there score.
I think you cursed the love I can produce,
Now I feel so effing used.
I gave you all of me mind body and soul,
Sitting here telling myself I told you so.
You disrupted my life for so long,
After a year still wondering where I belong.
I wish I would of know the outcome to the end,
Now I sit here and emotionally pretend.
One day Ill wake up and it will be okay,
Or for the rest of my life I will stay this way.
I've lost a good man because of your mistakes,
Myself I cannot give all I do is take.
I runaway from the good feelings thrive on the bad,
Doesnt that just sound so effing sad.
You put restraints on me that I can never free,
Why in the hell did you have to so perfectly destroy me?
