DEVASTATED
hatred entwines my soul,
as i banish YOU from my heart....
you gave me companionship,
then robbed me of its comfort...
you gave me love,
then robbed me of its joy....
you gave me a child,
then robbed me of its life....
i gave you my entire being,
and robbed you of NOTHING...
so,
why have you
torn my life apart?
i grew to love you
more than any person should....
you encouraged me,
only to leave me
without a word....
how could you
have been so cruel???
didn't you realize
i couldn't turn off
this sudden,
foreign surge of emotion
as abruptly as you did???
why can't you see
that beyond this
wall of despair you've instilled,
i just can't stop
being in love with you???
why did you
do this to me??
didn't i care enough,
or was i just
another toy in
your endless world
of games???
i've fought so hard
to free my heart
of you,
but the hatred
i now desire
just won't hold....
so,
i struggle forward
forever on my own
without you.....
yet more with you
than ever.................
~~Robin Dawn 'ChinaSwan' Palmer~~
~12-15-09~
~remembering too much is heart-breaking~
~~RIP Baby Heather Elise~~
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