i have had a ok day i guess. i had to work and that was ok. but i got home today from geting the girls it was just a mess. and it ended yup bad i dont know what happened either. but i am real depressed and i dont even know why. i dont know what to do about it i just sit here trying to get over it and i cant this time not fully anyway. i just want to cry and i cant let it out. i tear up like im going to and then it just stops like it is teasing me. but i keep telling myself that i dont want to cry but that is not working either. im just in a mood tonight i guess.
