gee's blog: "ginas blog"

well sunday just was a bad night for me i guess. for 1 i had to work that aint a big thing though. but me and the guy i ws working with got out late. and i told a friend that i would run and get him so medicine because he was getting a cold no big deal. well then on my way to take it to him i took a few wrong turns but i still knew where i was at. so i make it to give my freind his medicine and i lock my keys in the car so we are outside in the cold trying to figure out a way to unlock the car which didnt work. so we had to break the back little window so i could unlock my car and get my keys. so anyway that was a pretty bad day.

well it is almost here. is everyone ready for chistmas. man i can tell you right now im not ready for it this year i could have gone with out it but it is here and so i can enjoy it for my daughter. well just was wondering how many was ready for it is all.

well i went in to work yesterday morning told my old boss that i quit. well i went to my new job for oriantion and was put to work that day. which was good cause i need the hours. but i was really surprise that she put me in so quick. but i have a friend that works there and she is training me. tomorrow ill be doing it by myself though and that is kinda freaky. but it will be ok. i know i can do the job it is not any diff from what i was doing. well just thought i would share with ya that i got a new job.

well i dont have to work today and that is good. but i still have to be up there so i can go to a meeting today that really is going to suck too. cause i have this feeling that im going to get my ass chewed out. but oh well i can deal with that. well anyway i do have to do some work today i have to wash clothes and clean what ever mess i have. but i think i just might go back to bed instead. but we wil see on that. have a good day everyone.

man i need a vaction. i need to go somewhere that is peaceful. where there are no kids no work just me. where i can just be lazy and do nothing all day for about a week would be good. but i know that i will never get it but it is on my wish list though.

well it has to be a monday dont it. i didnt have work or anything so that is good but im just a little down. i dont know it it is because of the weather or what. oh well i will live i guess. so anyways i just have no clue why im feeling this way today. i know that it is part of my depression that i try to hide from every one but i cant seem to hide it from myself. but im not wondering if all this depression or what ever im going through has anything to do from lack of sleep. cause i dont sleep much either. i might get 3 to 4 hours and that is if im lucky. ok well i guess this is a stupid blog be the ppl that reads it can deal with that. anyways im going to stop the typing now and find something else to do.

i know that this is something stuid to blog about but i am so fucking sick of the rain. it has been raining off and on since last week. i know that we need it and all but if it keeps put i wont be able to leave the house or even get down my road without flooding out my car. well that is my bitch for the day.