well i have a whole lot of shit on my mind. and i dont have anyone to talk to about so i thought why not just blog it. ok for the past few days ive been in a pissy mood and the kids just aint helping, but that is normal. most of my friends know that i have moved in with my brother and that my ex bf is being a ass. that is not a big deal. but saturday my ex husband was supose to pick up my daughter (it is his kid too) at 4:00pm and he never showed up. he didnt even call to tell me that he wasnt able to and he usually does. so my daughter is really taking it hard this time the rest of the weekend she was really depressed and was crying this time. she cries when he dont come and get her but it normally dont last long. this time was different cause my nieces mom came down to she my niece so that made things worse for my daughter. i just dont know what to do about it i tell him what is going on and he just acts like it is ok and goes on about his own stuff. i mean he dont have to see her go though this and it is killing me. cause i have to watch her go though this. he has never been a daddy anyway not really he thinks that it is ok to get her when it is convenant for him to get her when he is supose to get her every other weekend. he has recently moved back to town and has only seen her 1 time since he moved back. he has never called her just to talk to or when he does call he never asked how she is or anything. i just dont know what to do. i know that he is screwing with her head the more he just pops in and out but i dont know how to get him to stick with it. im just frustrated about the whole thing. i know how it is to grow up with out a father and i didnt want her to but that is exactly what is happening. well i think that is enough bitching for now.
