I thought I would never say these words , BUT I GIVE UP.
I thought that when I moved into a house my life would be easier , boy was I fooled . I have a whole new set of problems , which some have been taken care of , my utlilities are eating my lunch so to speak , I try to make ends meet and where I end up is further behind. I really am trying but when you have a roommate that keeps nagging over everything its hard to keep your composure , trust me I am really trying not to say what I am really thinking.
Its almost to the point of me re-entering a part of my life I really didn't want to enter again . And that is getting cold and heartless , I do not want to go down that road again , but if I have to I will, that would mean I would have to alienate certain friends and family to accomlish this . I was just waiting on the right time to do this and right now is just perfect .
I will be very selective on who I am going to let in and trust me I alady am working on this list . I am going to be very quiet through all of this , do not worry though I will be fine .
