I am finally fed up with everything and almost everybody. It seems the more I try t help people the more I get screwed .
I am to the point of not caring what happens anymore, I have been hurting for quite a while because I have put other people ahead of me, I know my mother and grandmotherand family have taught me better . But enough is enough .
I may let a few people in but I am going to be very cautious of who I let in .
I may have a herniated disc in my back and I haven't been able to slow doewn to find out I am always worrying about everybody, I have bearly been able to get any sleep at all because of this , sitting is even worse, wait till I have to stand for a long period of time.
I will as always manage as I always have , like I said I have a select few people I am going to let in on all this .
