SnakeEyes's blog: "hernia"

Tuesday is the day for my surgery, I know that in a lot of ways I am not worried about it. But I already to a point already hoping things go wrong , and some who hope that everything goes well . But to the sceptics out there I am going to live. I should be scared but I am not at all , in my opinion whatever happens, it happens . I am not afraid to die , cause in my opinion if this is my time so be it .

I have a week from Tuesday, till my surgery. The problem I have is the fact that me getting there is no problem, the problem is getting home afterwards. But I know how most people try and set things up. As stated in the blog before this one , this will be another obstacle to either go around or go through . I do have the support of my family and friends through all of this . I am glad I have kept myself in pretty good shape for face this. And I also know my body and how long it will take me to heal . Certain people have already been saying that I will not be listening to the doctor , and rush back to work after it is all over. I will take the month off and thoroughly recuperate.

I just found out about an hour ago that I will be having to have surgery . The surgery date is scheduled for February 3, at 8am . I know it will slow me down a bit, but I know me I will be up and running hopefully by that evening . This is another obstacle I will overcome and get on with my normal business . I am one who doesn't take long to heal , I know they say about 4-6 weeks for recovery but I know me . The least amount of time I am down the better I am on getting back to where I need to be .

I will find out this Thursday if I have to have hernia surgery or not . A lot of people have said that hernia surgery will slow me down , I don't think so . It will just slow me down a bit but not long guaranteed.

I have learned that I have got a hernia. I am now just waiting to hear from the surgeon. It will be his determination on whether I need surgery . I have toughed it out the best I can , and trust me its been tough . I have had aa lot of support in the matter ,and I appreciate it . Sometimes I feel like giving up but I can't .

I went to the doctor this past Thursday, and I was diagnosed with a hernia,just what I do not need. But I am now wiating on the sugeon to get with me to determine if I am going to have top have surgery or not . I look at it if I need it I am going to just go in and handle it like I handle everything else , just another obstacle to overcome , and just move on . At least that is mild compared to what my blood pressure was this past Monday, it was higher than I wanted it . My blood pressure for the people who really wants to know was this past Monday was 205/130. But this past Tursday,it had lowered to 140/80, which was a little better. It's not where I want it but it will get there. I know I need to remove a lot of stress from life , but it is easier said than done on certain aspects . I have my own ways to relieve it all I need is a little peacer and quiet .