I have thought long and hard over this but when I get everything kosher , I am thinking of trying to disappear for a week.
My only problem is if I go anywhere she thinks she has to go . I need to get away from everything to recooperate, and actually find myself again.
My life is a complete mess and I am the only one that can fix this mess.
I have listened to the wrong people for too damn long , and I need to refocus on everything.