lUrDailyAddictionl's blog: "poetry"

feeling empty feeling alone

i jus want to sit at home

crawln in a lil box under the ground

and pray that i end up drowned

the happiness i had has once left me 

the joy that i had in my heart fell apart

i dont think im ever ment to be happy

the sorrow has taken my soul up completley

i thought i found someone who can turn me round

i guess i thought rong so i found 

i gave my heart and it has been shattered

thats what i get for becoming so clouded

i actually fell in love with him

trusting and thinkin i could live again

i was so dumb for opening up 

why did couldnt i have learned so much 

the first few times i took down the wall 

and let someone in they stole it all 

you would think i would learn my lesson

am i that desperate to keep getting hurt with depression 

ik now that i wont eva win 

on a battle of nothing but pretend

i needa stop living in the fantasy world 

wake up and realize that my world wont stop the spin 

all men are the same

they all nothing but lame 

i must be the stupid blonde 

who they think they can change

im me and thats all that i am 

wont fix myself for no man in the same 

kiss my ass if you cant accept

that i dont take no shit from no one 

i wont open my heart again

dont see the point im jus gonna sin

i wont let it break again

for it takes time to get it outta the bin 

my heart is blocked from all 

no one will get past the wall  

betta take a detour and find the road 

cause this shop is closed dont want the load

so if this is to much for you to take on 

then please jus go and move on

i dont need the hurt dont want the drama 

for this is the last and from here its nothing but karma!